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Previously on This Is Us...

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You can be nice to them
all you want, Jack.

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But they're not just women and children.

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They're the enemy.

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I had a brother... he died in the war.

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I went to a database
for the war memorial.

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Nicholas Pearson, he might be dead,

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but he didn't die here in Vietnam.

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"Jack, last one. C.K."

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My dad knew he was alive.

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Well, there's a return address.

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Bradford, Pennsylvania.
You think he's still there?

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Thanks, Ken.

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- I call the TV.
- No, no, no, no.

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- Hi.
- Hey.

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- What?
- Uh, no, no, no. Homework first.

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- No TV.
- What about her?

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- I finished.
- Hey, guys, come on.

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Gear up in your rooms,
and then do greater Pittsburgh

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- a favor and shower, please.
- Hi.

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Hi.

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Thank you for picking them up
from practice.

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Yeah. Yeah, I'm here to serve.

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Hey, so I got to go out of town
for work tomorrow.

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- On a Saturday?
- Yeah.

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We've got a... a lumberyard
we're contracting up in Trenton.

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It's kind of important that I'm there.

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- Okay.
- Okay.

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I'm gonna go upstairs and change.

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I'll be right back down.

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Wait. You're
saying our uncle is still alive?

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Okay, that can't be true.

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Nicky died in Vietnam.

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Randall, didn't you and Dad visit

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the memorial in high school?

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Wasn't his brother's name on the wall?

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He said it was too hard for him.

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- Mom.
- I-I'm just hearing all this

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for the first time, too.

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Well, maybe Dad, uh,
maybe he didn't know.

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- Maybe he just was...
- He knew.

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He knew. I found a postcard
that Nicky sent him.

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It was dated 1992.

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Mind completely blown.

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I know this is really hard for
everyone to hear because it means...

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well, Dad wasn't telling us the...

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Bradford is a six-hour drive from here.

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I don't have a phone number,
but I have an address.

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And guess what. As of 2017,

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there was a Nicholas Pearson
living there.

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Randall.

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Whoever wants to come on
this trip with me,

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- you're more than welcome.
- All right.

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I'm not getting sworn in
for another eight weeks.

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Beth has a bunch
of job interviews coming up.

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As long as I can get somebody
to watch the girls, I'm in.

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Yes, he's in. Okay.

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Mom? Kate?

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You want to join our, uh,
our little road movie?

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It'll be fun. It'll be like
Butch and Sundance

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and Thelma and Louise.
A-And you can pick

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whatever character you want;
doesn't matter to me.

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I'm not locked into one in particular.

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I'm totally fluid on that.

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- I'm Sundance. Yeah.
- I know you are. Yeah.

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No. But I will,

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I will watch the girls for you, okay?

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Mom.

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You know what? I... I can't.

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I'm 2,500 miles away and I'm pregnant.

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Kate, Dad's brother may be alive.

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Don't you want to know who he is?

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Guys, I'm out. Gotta go.

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- You know what that means.
- Hmm?

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Butch and Sundan...

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Hey, baby, have you seen
my cashmere heather V?

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The one that goes perfectly
with my uncle-hunter jeans?

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What's wrong?

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Uh, everything about
that sentence, baby.

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- Ah.
- But, um, also,

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feeling kind of nervous
about these interviews tomorrow.

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You're nervous? Child, please.

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If anything, those companies
should be nervous to meet you.

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Because one of them is about
to win the Beth Pearson lottery.

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Why would they be nervous to win
the Beth Pearson lottery?

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I don't know.
It sounded cuter in my head.

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Uh, job interview pep talk, take two.

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Beth Pearson,

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you are the ultimate prize hire.

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You're gonna walk
into those firms tomorrow

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with your brilliant-ass mind

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and that impressive-ass ambition

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and those spiky-ass heels,
and they gonna be like,

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"Beth Pearson, what we got
to do to get your actual ass

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in this building, Beth Pearson?"

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And, yes, I emphasize the Beth Pearson,

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because it's more than just
a name, it is an attitude.

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An attitude that screams,

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"You know you want to hire me."

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All right, I like take two better.

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Thank you very much.

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Your mom and Miguel
are gonna stay over, right?

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Because I am going to go
to dinner with Zoe

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to blow off some post-interview steam.

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And by dinner I mean Scotch.

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Yeah, they're in.

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What about you?

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You stressed about what could happen

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when you meet your long lost uncle?

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Honestly, I'm more stressed

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about what's gonna happen
if we don't meet him.

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Babe, when I was looking for William,

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the only thing I could think about

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was what I was gonna find if
I ever got to knock on his door.

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Like, would he look like me?

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Would he hug me?

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Would he slam the door in my face?

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But the worst version
I could ever imagine

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is what would happen if no one
ever answered the door.

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And I think that's what's gonna
happen to Kevin.

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So I got to be there for him.

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Well, well.

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- Look at that.
- What?

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There she is.

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Sibling road trip, here we go.

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Thelma's in the house.

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- Get my bag for me.
- For the road.

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- Oh.
- Turkey and roast beef

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on pimento and an apple.

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God, I love your lunches. Bye-bye.

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Regulators, let's ride.

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All right. I'll be back
before you guys know it.

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- Bye, Dad.
- You're gonna be in time

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- for my game tomorrow, right?
- Yes, I will. I will be there.

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He's only going to Trenton.

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- Where's your brother?
- In there.

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Hey, Kev, you re not gonna say good-bye?

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Good-bye.

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Mom.

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Love you.

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Dried apricots, as you like.

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This is... crazy. Right?

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I mean, months and months of
searching, and here we are, huh?

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Road trippin'! The Big Three,

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about ready to unlock
the great mystery of our uncle.

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I'm gonna need to pee soon.

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Pee? We've been on...

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It's like 12 and a half minutes
we've been driving.

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Okay, well, I'm pregnant,
and I pee a lot,

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so you just have to deal with it.

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I've got road trip snacks available

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whenever anybody wants them.

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Lots of nuts and seeds,
many pitted fruits.

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- I'm good.
- Randall?

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Yeah?

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You give away pennies
on Halloween, don't you?

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Be honest with me.

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- Full-size candy bars, for the record.
- Yeah?

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- Yeah. Only house on the block.
- Tell the truth, it's raisins.

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- It's healthy raisins.
- Handful of raisins.

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You know, remember, I live in a house

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with four very willful
and opinionated women,

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so I'm impervious to your mocking.

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So, how old would Dad's brother be now?

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Seventy.

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I wonder why Dad told us
his brother was dead.

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- I don't know.
- Mm.

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But we re about to embark
on some Shakespearean-level

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tragedy, I'm afraid.

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How are you so... cool about this?

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Dad basically lied to us
his entire life,

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- a-and it doesn't freak you out?
- Not really.

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When you find out your mom's
been lying to you

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about your birth father for 36 years,

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not much can rattle you after that.

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I think this is really
rocking Mom's world

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to hear all this stuff about Dad.

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That smells so good.

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Do you think Dad will bring Nicky home,

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like he brought home Grandpa William?

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No, I don't think so, honey.

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He sure likes bringing people
home, though. Just sayin'.

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Hey, Tess,

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hit me with some
chocolate chips, would you?

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Here you go. Excuse me.

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Is Grandma okay?

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Yeah, Grandma's just a little tired.

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All right, let's get
this dough going in the oven

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before I eat that raw. Teaspoon.

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Hey, Jack.

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I'm going to live in a big house

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on a lake someday.

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It's gonna have a dock for my boat.

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Oh, yeah?

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I think you got to be rich

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to have a house and a boat on a lake.

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I will be. I'm going to be a doctor.

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Maybe a surgeon.

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You're smart enough.

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Floyd Morton's dad is a surgeon,
and he's pretty rich.

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I need to get really rich, though,

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not pretty rich.

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Dang, Nicky.

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How many boats do you need?

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Just one.

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Two houses, though.

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Big ol' houses on a big ol' lake.

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Big ol' houses on a big ol' lake.

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Well, we doing this or not?

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How'd you get my home address?

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Come on.

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I don't think he's there, Sundance.

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Yeah. Kev, hey, we tried.

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Okay? It wasn't meant to be.

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And we should go, cause I have to pee.

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You can't write me at home.

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Got it?

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You drove all the way
from Pittsburgh to tell me that?

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That's how much I mean it.

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Take care.

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Oh, really? Wonderful.
You're breaking in?

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I'm not breaking in. I'm trying
to see if anyone lives here.

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Somebody does.

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Nicholas Pearson?

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Yeah.

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I'm Kevin Pearson.

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I'm, uh...

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I'm Jack Pearson's son.

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You want a beer?

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I don't drink anymore.

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I got Nesquik.

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Jack know you're here?

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He's dead.

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Dead.

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When did he pass?

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1998.

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98.

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You coming in or not?

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Mmm.

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I got some Fritos, also,
if you re hungry.

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No, I'm...

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That ll be fine.

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You know,

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I had a house once.

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But this is better.

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It's much more manageable.

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Mm.

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I, uh, have something for you.

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I thought maybe you'd want them.

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Good men.

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Sorry.

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It's a bad habit.

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One of many.

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Mm. Jesus.

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Nicky, how do you screw up
chocolate milk?

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Well, it can't be as bad
as Mom's chili lasagna.

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Yeah.

259
00:15:36,734 --> 00:15:37,781
Remember when we tried

260
00:15:37,806 --> 00:15:39,515
feeding it to Mrs. Atkins' collie?

261
00:15:39,540 --> 00:15:42,203
Oh, yeah. Even Ms. Atkins' collie

262
00:15:42,228 --> 00:15:43,562
didn't want to eat that crap.

263
00:15:43,587 --> 00:15:45,132
No. Yeah.

264
00:15:48,458 --> 00:15:49,601
Oh...

265
00:16:05,475 --> 00:16:06,859
You diabetic?

266
00:16:13,854 --> 00:16:15,203
My brother's adopted.

267
00:16:15,727 --> 00:16:16,914
It's true.

268
00:16:18,202 --> 00:16:19,632
Explains why he's black.

269
00:16:19,901 --> 00:16:21,234
That's also true.

270
00:16:25,709 --> 00:16:27,804
Our dad told us you died in Vietnam.

271
00:16:30,432 --> 00:16:31,562
Uh-huh.

272
00:16:34,100 --> 00:16:35,320
Seems you didn't.

273
00:16:37,468 --> 00:16:38,767
Uh-uh.

274
00:16:42,273 --> 00:16:43,605
Oh, come on.

275
00:16:45,578 --> 00:16:47,296
Sir, I know this
may be hard to talk about,

276
00:16:47,321 --> 00:16:49,521
but do you have any idea
why he might have told us that?

277
00:16:53,783 --> 00:16:56,054
You wasted your time coming here.

278
00:16:59,772 --> 00:17:01,796
Just... please, leave.

279
00:17:06,562 --> 00:17:07,710
No.

280
00:17:08,924 --> 00:17:11,593
Sir, I didn't want to come here.

281
00:17:14,182 --> 00:17:15,531
And I didn't want to...

282
00:17:15,782 --> 00:17:17,234
find out these answers, but...

283
00:17:17,259 --> 00:17:19,710
my brother literally traveled
around the world and back

284
00:17:19,735 --> 00:17:22,092
to learn about our dad,
and it's led him here.

285
00:17:22,259 --> 00:17:23,640
So we re not going anywhere.

286
00:17:29,260 --> 00:17:30,390
Yeah.

287
00:17:32,677 --> 00:17:34,328
You're Jack's kids, all right.

288
00:17:44,609 --> 00:17:46,171
I got drafted.

289
00:17:46,437 --> 00:17:50,382
Your father enlisted to look for me.

290
00:17:52,445 --> 00:17:54,059
I was a medic

291
00:17:54,061 --> 00:17:57,145
who sampled his own inventory.

292
00:17:57,601 --> 00:18:00,490
I mean, I sampled a lot of stuff.

293
00:18:00,515 --> 00:18:03,171
I mean, whatever junk came my way.

294
00:18:04,843 --> 00:18:06,132
I, um...

295
00:18:07,171 --> 00:18:08,690
I hated the war.

296
00:18:10,341 --> 00:18:11,773
I hated myself.

297
00:18:11,775 --> 00:18:15,617
And your father tried to clean me up.

298
00:18:18,750 --> 00:18:19,843
It didn't work.

299
00:18:20,648 --> 00:18:22,184
Finally, they, um,

300
00:18:22,304 --> 00:18:23,578
pulled me out of there

301
00:18:24,195 --> 00:18:26,455
for, uh, psychiatric reasons.

302
00:18:27,328 --> 00:18:28,924
You know, some get homesick.

303
00:18:29,168 --> 00:18:30,434
I got war-sick.

304
00:18:34,567 --> 00:18:36,515
Then why did Dad tell us you died there?

305
00:18:40,960 --> 00:18:42,742
He should never have come for me.

306
00:18:49,296 --> 00:18:51,203
He should never have come for me.

307
00:20:07,361 --> 00:20:08,601
Mmm.

308
00:20:19,898 --> 00:20:20,915
Hmm?

309
00:20:20,940 --> 00:20:22,046
Mm.

310
00:20:24,939 --> 00:20:26,390
Hey. No.

311
00:20:51,224 --> 00:20:52,515
Cam on, chú.

312
00:20:53,402 --> 00:20:54,835
Không có chi.

313
00:21:08,030 --> 00:21:09,187
Let's go fishing.

314
00:21:22,375 --> 00:21:23,566
Okay.

315
00:21:23,591 --> 00:21:25,703
I think we found our spot.
What do you think?

316
00:21:27,090 --> 00:21:28,453
Let's go fishing, huh?

317
00:21:28,773 --> 00:21:30,072
All right, now,

318
00:21:30,331 --> 00:21:31,484
see this?

319
00:21:31,835 --> 00:21:33,000
Secret weapon.

320
00:21:38,193 --> 00:21:39,992
Uh-huh. See?

321
00:21:45,182 --> 00:21:46,448
Okay.

322
00:21:47,668 --> 00:21:48,828
Watch this.

323
00:21:51,076 --> 00:21:52,179
Watch out.

324
00:21:56,779 --> 00:21:58,411
Holy mackerel.

325
00:22:00,402 --> 00:22:01,546
All right!

326
00:22:01,648 --> 00:22:03,726
Come to Papa, baby.

327
00:22:03,751 --> 00:22:05,179
Oh, yeah, we did good.

328
00:22:06,837 --> 00:22:07,921
Here.

329
00:22:08,476 --> 00:22:09,734
It's bigger than you.

330
00:22:10,264 --> 00:22:11,264
Yeah.

331
00:22:14,790 --> 00:22:15,999
What do you think?

332
00:22:16,024 --> 00:22:18,882
Pretty good, right?
Go ahead. Toss him in.

333
00:22:18,907 --> 00:22:20,156
Oh, yeah.

334
00:22:20,770 --> 00:22:22,171
Dinner. Beautiful.

335
00:22:22,919 --> 00:22:24,312
Toss him in. Oh!

336
00:22:25,072 --> 00:22:26,705
Oh! Oh! Oh!

337
00:22:26,707 --> 00:22:28,164
Oh! Oh, oh, oh! There you go.

338
00:22:28,542 --> 00:22:30,242
There he is. Toss him in.

339
00:22:30,609 --> 00:22:31,835
I think we re good.

340
00:22:32,328 --> 00:22:34,288
What do you think,
should we go find another spot?

341
00:22:34,976 --> 00:22:37,203
All right, Captain. Whatever you say.

342
00:22:38,689 --> 00:22:40,507
Plenty more where that came from, huh?

343
00:22:47,960 --> 00:22:50,663
Okay. I like this spot, too.

344
00:22:51,351 --> 00:22:52,570
What do you think?

345
00:22:53,093 --> 00:22:54,600
I think so. I feel it here.

346
00:22:55,390 --> 00:22:56,648
Okay.

347
00:22:59,587 --> 00:23:00,707
Oh, come on.

348
00:23:01,531 --> 00:23:03,906
No, no, no, no, no. No, no.

349
00:23:03,931 --> 00:23:05,477
No, no, no, no, no, no.
No, no, no, no, no.

350
00:23:05,479 --> 00:23:06,625
No, no, no!

351
00:23:09,406 --> 00:23:10,616
Watch out.

352
00:23:10,618 --> 00:23:12,584
Watch out! Get-get off the boat!

353
00:23:12,586 --> 00:23:15,220
Get off the boat! Get off the boat!

354
00:23:15,222 --> 00:23:17,105
Off the boat! Off the boat!

355
00:23:19,470 --> 00:23:20,536
Jump!

356
00:23:34,782 --> 00:23:37,051
- Murillo, what happened?
- A boat exploded.

357
00:23:37,076 --> 00:23:38,985
I think one of our guys was on it.

358
00:24:09,602 --> 00:24:10,875
Sarge!

359
00:24:20,626 --> 00:24:22,828
Lanh. Lanh?

360
00:24:23,038 --> 00:24:24,571
Lanh? Lanh?!

361
00:24:29,969 --> 00:24:31,196
Let's go. Go!

362
00:25:07,406 --> 00:25:10,024
What did you do, huh?! What did you do?!

363
00:25:10,526 --> 00:25:11,942
What did you do, Nicky?

364
00:25:13,289 --> 00:25:14,555
He was just a kid.

365
00:25:16,536 --> 00:25:17,835
He was just a kid.

366
00:25:20,267 --> 00:25:22,434
I'm done! I'm done!

367
00:25:31,181 --> 00:25:35,172
Lanh! Lanh!

368
00:25:35,288 --> 00:25:36,899
Lanh!

369
00:25:45,697 --> 00:25:47,000
I'm sorry.

370
00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:24,547
Shrinks will get his head
on straight, Sarge.

371
00:26:26,946 --> 00:26:29,333
Murillo, Boone,

372
00:26:30,188 --> 00:26:31,811
you guys are on the wire.

373
00:26:31,836 --> 00:26:33,701
Murphy, Townie, the rest of you gear up.

374
00:26:33,726 --> 00:26:35,352
We're out at 0500.

375
00:26:57,235 --> 00:26:59,016
I never got to, um...

376
00:27:05,196 --> 00:27:06,688
I never got to tell him.

377
00:27:10,142 --> 00:27:11,508
I never got to tell him.

378
00:27:17,681 --> 00:27:21,243
Then we built the curved snowbank
so we'd have a bobsled turn.

379
00:27:21,268 --> 00:27:22,305
Oh, yeah.

380
00:27:23,289 --> 00:27:27,194
Yeah, except the sled went
straight through the snowbank

381
00:27:27,219 --> 00:27:29,133
and almost onto the Bellarmine Parkway.

382
00:27:29,914 --> 00:27:31,889
So much for the Squaw Valley Olympics.

383
00:27:31,891 --> 00:27:33,219
Yeah.

384
00:27:45,539 --> 00:27:48,118
- Jack...
- No. Nicky, no.

385
00:27:53,360 --> 00:27:56,782
No, I... I don't want to go back there.

386
00:27:58,055 --> 00:28:00,384
I want to leave that right where it is.

387
00:28:00,869 --> 00:28:03,930
You don't have to talk. Just... listen.

388
00:28:07,560 --> 00:28:10,696
I've relived that day
so many times in my head.

389
00:28:13,836 --> 00:28:16,834
I-I-I didn't mean for that boy...

390
00:28:16,859 --> 00:28:18,735
- Nicky...
- Just let me say...

391
00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:21,461
Just stop, stop. I'm begging you, stop.

392
00:28:21,784 --> 00:28:23,141
Okay? No more.

393
00:28:24,461 --> 00:28:28,383
And-and stop... stop sending
letters to my house.

394
00:28:28,460 --> 00:28:31,477
I've got a wife and a family.
I moved on.

395
00:28:32,703 --> 00:28:35,680
I wish I was wired differently,
but I'm not. Okay?

396
00:28:35,705 --> 00:28:37,946
I-I can't just turn back.

397
00:28:50,055 --> 00:28:51,618
It's good to see you, Nick.

398
00:28:52,678 --> 00:28:54,016
Did I ruin your life?

399
00:29:00,843 --> 00:29:02,868
No, Nicky, I...

400
00:29:04,440 --> 00:29:05,703
I have a good life.

401
00:29:26,882 --> 00:29:28,031
Gosh.

402
00:29:35,203 --> 00:29:36,645
Your wife is beautiful.

403
00:29:36,647 --> 00:29:37,875
Yes, she is.

404
00:29:39,356 --> 00:29:40,703
Her name is Rebecca.

405
00:29:42,539 --> 00:29:45,391
And that's Kate, Kevin and Randall.

406
00:29:47,328 --> 00:29:49,961
- Randall is a different color.
- Yes, he is.

407
00:29:52,008 --> 00:29:53,149
He found me.

408
00:29:56,600 --> 00:29:59,034
Mm.

409
00:30:07,674 --> 00:30:09,133
You have a nice house.

410
00:30:16,476 --> 00:30:18,266
So... yeah.

411
00:30:38,930 --> 00:30:42,121
I won't... I won't write you anymore.

412
00:30:42,982 --> 00:30:44,289
You can go.

413
00:30:48,777 --> 00:30:50,539
- Nicky, I...
- Just go.

414
00:31:21,469 --> 00:31:24,148
You know, and the women...
the Vietnamese women...

415
00:31:24,344 --> 00:31:28,787
um... when they, uh... lost someone

416
00:31:28,812 --> 00:31:32,164
during that war, they'd collapse.

417
00:31:33,125 --> 00:31:35,273
It's like their-their bones
were being pulled

418
00:31:35,298 --> 00:31:36,437
from their body.

419
00:31:37,133 --> 00:31:38,336
And, like...

420
00:31:39,672 --> 00:31:41,195
they'd fold into...

421
00:31:42,078 --> 00:31:44,422
someplace in themselves, and, um,

422
00:31:44,742 --> 00:31:47,842
squat down and just wail.

423
00:31:48,359 --> 00:31:50,211
You'd just hear it, you know,

424
00:31:50,570 --> 00:31:52,547
over and over and over.

425
00:31:53,469 --> 00:31:54,649
Pure grief.

426
00:31:55,617 --> 00:31:57,656
Yeah. My, uh...

427
00:31:58,154 --> 00:32:00,555
my memory of the war...

428
00:32:00,557 --> 00:32:02,774
it fades a little bit every day.

429
00:32:05,242 --> 00:32:06,844
Except for that mother's face.

430
00:32:07,783 --> 00:32:10,328
She's with me, wailing.

431
00:32:12,727 --> 00:32:13,820
Um...

432
00:32:15,250 --> 00:32:18,439
I worry that that's gonna be
the last damn thing I remember

433
00:32:18,441 --> 00:32:19,820
when my time comes.

434
00:32:24,711 --> 00:32:26,227
You know, your old man...

435
00:32:28,453 --> 00:32:32,120
he saw everything
in black and white, no gray.

436
00:32:32,469 --> 00:32:35,923
It's... it's why he had two lives.

437
00:32:36,852 --> 00:32:39,758
Uh, the one before I ruined everything.

438
00:32:40,914 --> 00:32:42,266
The one after.

439
00:32:43,320 --> 00:32:44,445
And he...

440
00:32:44,834 --> 00:32:47,805
he walked away from the first life.

441
00:32:51,858 --> 00:32:55,484
And once Jack picked a direction,

442
00:32:56,922 --> 00:32:58,414
he never changed course.

443
00:33:07,328 --> 00:33:09,924
You know, he put the war behind him, and

444
00:33:10,418 --> 00:33:11,703
he never looked back.

445
00:33:14,243 --> 00:33:15,819
I wasn't so lucky.

446
00:33:46,817 --> 00:33:48,117
How did he die?

447
00:33:53,437 --> 00:33:54,437
Uh...

448
00:33:57,628 --> 00:33:58,922
There was a fire.

449
00:34:02,422 --> 00:34:05,544
He got us out, but he had a heart attack

450
00:34:05,569 --> 00:34:07,133
from smoke inhalation.

451
00:34:15,098 --> 00:34:16,273
Oh, damn.

452
00:34:21,617 --> 00:34:26,147
You know, I'm feeling a little worn down

453
00:34:26,172 --> 00:34:29,592
from all this reliving
of these happy memories,

454
00:34:29,617 --> 00:34:34,234
so, um... I think
I'm just gonna call it a day.

455
00:34:34,259 --> 00:34:36,508
- Sir...
- I'm going to call it a day, son.

456
00:35:17,352 --> 00:35:18,656
Hi.

457
00:35:19,265 --> 00:35:20,570
How was it?

458
00:35:23,981 --> 00:35:28,070
Bec, I didn't tell you the truth
about where I went today.

459
00:35:29,430 --> 00:35:30,578
Um...

460
00:35:32,789 --> 00:35:36,352
I went to go see someone,

461
00:35:36,924 --> 00:35:41,164
um, someone that I'd known from the war.

462
00:35:42,445 --> 00:35:45,961
He'd been having a rough go
of things lately, and...

463
00:35:47,375 --> 00:35:51,242
m-mostly because of something
bad that happened there.

464
00:35:52,820 --> 00:35:54,148
Something he did.

465
00:35:55,010 --> 00:35:57,625
Um... and,

466
00:35:57,728 --> 00:36:00,398
well, we used to be close.

467
00:36:01,305 --> 00:36:04,250
And then we had a falling out
because of that.

468
00:36:05,828 --> 00:36:07,055
And he reached out,

469
00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:10,469
and I decided to go see him.

470
00:36:15,616 --> 00:36:16,805
Well, did it help?

471
00:36:21,969 --> 00:36:23,930
Yeah. A little.

472
00:36:24,982 --> 00:36:26,406
Maybe? I don't know.

473
00:36:29,828 --> 00:36:31,618
You know, there are people
that you can talk to...

474
00:36:31,642 --> 00:36:33,031
I'm gonna go clean up.

475
00:36:40,530 --> 00:36:42,195
Can't tell you
how good it is to be home.

476
00:37:15,055 --> 00:37:16,437
Kids are getting ready for bed,

477
00:37:16,462 --> 00:37:19,633
but I think after consuming
11 chocolate chip cookies,

478
00:37:19,845 --> 00:37:21,359
they're not gonna sleep for a week.

479
00:37:21,695 --> 00:37:22,875
They found him.

480
00:37:25,523 --> 00:37:26,797
Jack's brother.

481
00:37:27,534 --> 00:37:28,602
Wow.

482
00:37:29,896 --> 00:37:32,937
I never thought Th... Well, tell me.

483
00:37:32,962 --> 00:37:36,578
I-I, I don't know, they just
texted that they found him.

484
00:37:36,869 --> 00:37:38,437
Details to follow.

485
00:37:40,452 --> 00:37:41,555
You okay?

486
00:37:43,838 --> 00:37:45,338
Could I have done more?

487
00:37:45,539 --> 00:37:46,984
You tried, Rebecca.

488
00:37:47,009 --> 00:37:48,133
No...

489
00:37:48,422 --> 00:37:50,422
When Jack first got back from Vietnam,

490
00:37:50,447 --> 00:37:52,830
I understand why I respected
his privacy.

491
00:37:52,855 --> 00:37:54,203
The wounds were fresh.

492
00:37:54,319 --> 00:37:57,734
But all those years later, why?

493
00:37:57,877 --> 00:38:01,437
Why didn't I ask him more?

494
00:38:03,870 --> 00:38:07,844
You know, Jack was my closest friend,

495
00:38:08,708 --> 00:38:13,719
for over 20 years, but I didn't
know him completely.

496
00:38:14,070 --> 00:38:15,789
Not the stuff from before.

497
00:38:16,834 --> 00:38:21,289
I think that there was
a darkness inside of him.

498
00:38:22,445 --> 00:38:23,930
I think that he was afraid.

499
00:38:24,664 --> 00:38:26,570
You know, if that darkness
got out, then,

500
00:38:26,719 --> 00:38:29,016
it might swallow up the light
that he got from you.

501
00:38:29,897 --> 00:38:31,156
From the kids.

502
00:38:33,055 --> 00:38:34,500
And make no mistake:

503
00:38:35,650 --> 00:38:37,203
you and the kids were everything.

504
00:38:40,238 --> 00:38:42,039
I used to love that answer.

505
00:38:42,770 --> 00:38:44,406
'Cause I wanted to believe it.

506
00:38:47,767 --> 00:38:49,000
But now?

507
00:38:54,244 --> 00:38:55,641
I want the truth.

508
00:39:05,805 --> 00:39:06,852
Okay.

509
00:39:07,293 --> 00:39:08,734
I got real road snacks.

510
00:39:08,937 --> 00:39:14,094
I got SweeTarts, protein bars,
jerky, smoked almonds, sodas

511
00:39:14,181 --> 00:39:16,242
and Ding effing Dongs.

512
00:39:16,267 --> 00:39:18,531
Now, leave me be. Kate, did you urinate?

513
00:39:18,647 --> 00:39:21,547
- Yes.
- Kevin, you break it, you bought it.

514
00:39:22,530 --> 00:39:25,031
- What's wrong?
- I want to go with you.

515
00:39:25,373 --> 00:39:27,031
I like you better than all of them.

516
00:39:27,056 --> 00:39:29,390
Well, you shouldn't,
because they're pretty great.

517
00:39:29,750 --> 00:39:32,195
And trust me, there's plenty
your old man gets wrong.

518
00:39:32,472 --> 00:39:34,172
- Yeah, right.
- No, I do.

519
00:39:35,914 --> 00:39:39,492
Hey, look, y-you got
to watch out for that, bud,

520
00:39:39,517 --> 00:39:42,401
because a-a kid can either
repeat the mistakes

521
00:39:42,426 --> 00:39:44,672
of his old man, or he corrects them.

522
00:39:45,190 --> 00:39:46,734
It's hard to explain, but, uh...

523
00:39:51,013 --> 00:39:53,023
Hey, chip in. Help your mom.

524
00:39:59,749 --> 00:40:01,430
That's no way to live, huh?

525
00:40:03,578 --> 00:40:06,148
All messed up, living alone
for 40-some-odd years

526
00:40:06,173 --> 00:40:07,711
in a leaky sardine can?

527
00:40:11,374 --> 00:40:13,141
I can't leave him like Dad did.

528
00:40:51,075 --> 00:40:52,311
Nicky?

529
00:40:55,576 --> 00:40:56,867
Nicky!

530
00:41:23,927 --> 00:41:25,836
Everything okay in here? You all right?

531
00:41:37,417 --> 00:41:39,312
I never got to tell him...

532
00:41:43,138 --> 00:41:45,383
...it was an accident.

533
00:42:03,367 --> 00:42:09,273
synced and corrected by susinz
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