1 00:00:19,060 --> 00:00:24,060 - Synced & corrected by MementMori - -- www.addic7ed.com -- 2 00:00:56,200 --> 00:00:58,320 You OK, honey? 3 00:00:58,460 --> 00:01:00,830 Yeah, just give me a minute. 4 00:01:22,520 --> 00:01:25,210 - Hey, Sarah. - Hey, Dad. 5 00:01:25,220 --> 00:01:27,920 How'd she do in the car ride? 6 00:01:27,930 --> 00:01:30,030 Uh, she was good. 7 00:01:31,620 --> 00:01:32,920 Quiet. 8 00:01:32,930 --> 00:01:34,390 And sad. 9 00:01:34,400 --> 00:01:36,830 Well, it sounds easier than usual. 10 00:01:36,840 --> 00:01:39,260 At least she's not screaming. 11 00:01:39,270 --> 00:01:41,619 Listen, I know you're feeling conflicted 12 00:01:41,620 --> 00:01:43,600 on whether this is a good idea. 13 00:01:43,610 --> 00:01:47,340 I think you need to let her do whatever it is she needs to do. 14 00:01:47,350 --> 00:01:48,770 Let her get it out of her system, 15 00:01:48,780 --> 00:01:50,670 and try not to come down on her. 16 00:01:50,680 --> 00:01:52,579 OK, well, that's what I've been trying to do 17 00:01:52,580 --> 00:01:53,679 for the last five months, 18 00:01:53,680 --> 00:01:55,180 and clearly that's not working. 19 00:01:55,190 --> 00:01:57,450 I'm sorry. Don't get defensive. 20 00:01:57,460 --> 00:02:00,420 I'm not trying to criticize or tell you what to do, 21 00:02:00,430 --> 00:02:02,280 I'm just trying to help. 22 00:02:02,290 --> 00:02:03,920 I know this isn't easy. 23 00:02:03,960 --> 00:02:05,190 And for what it's worth, 24 00:02:05,200 --> 00:02:07,220 I think you're doing a fantastic job. 25 00:02:07,230 --> 00:02:09,420 Well, we both know that's not true. 26 00:02:09,670 --> 00:02:11,830 Honey, she'll come back around. 27 00:02:11,840 --> 00:02:14,400 This isn't gonna last forever. 28 00:02:14,440 --> 00:02:16,130 Dad, can I call you back? 29 00:02:16,140 --> 00:02:18,140 - Sure. Bye. - OK, bye. 30 00:02:23,080 --> 00:02:24,980 I had an idea. 31 00:02:26,180 --> 00:02:28,240 What's your idea? 32 00:02:28,250 --> 00:02:29,420 Well... 33 00:02:29,720 --> 00:02:33,600 I don't want to say goodbye to him. 34 00:02:34,460 --> 00:02:36,720 But... 35 00:02:36,730 --> 00:02:40,100 it's what we came here to do. 36 00:02:40,280 --> 00:02:42,099 That's what you asked for, so... 37 00:02:42,100 --> 00:02:44,530 But I miss him. 38 00:02:44,540 --> 00:02:47,530 I know you do, honey. We all do. 39 00:02:47,540 --> 00:02:50,400 You keep saying that. 40 00:02:50,440 --> 00:02:53,270 But then you just keep trying to push him away. 41 00:02:53,280 --> 00:02:57,140 Honey, we're not gonna have that discussion again. 42 00:02:57,150 --> 00:02:59,540 I loved him just as much as you did, 43 00:02:59,550 --> 00:03:02,010 and I miss him just as much as you do. 44 00:03:02,020 --> 00:03:04,690 So let's contact him. 45 00:03:06,660 --> 00:03:08,720 I'm sorry? 46 00:03:08,730 --> 00:03:10,450 Here's my idea. 47 00:03:10,460 --> 00:03:13,190 I know you're gonna think it's silly, but... 48 00:03:13,200 --> 00:03:17,040 you know how much Dad and I loved Harry Potter. 49 00:03:17,080 --> 00:03:19,260 We all did. 50 00:03:19,270 --> 00:03:21,390 Right. Of course. 51 00:03:21,400 --> 00:03:24,760 So I brought some things. 52 00:03:24,770 --> 00:03:28,170 I wrote him a kind of a spell. 53 00:03:28,180 --> 00:03:30,440 To contact him. 54 00:03:30,810 --> 00:03:34,040 I was thinking we could try it. 55 00:03:37,850 --> 00:03:41,010 Are you sure you want to do that? 56 00:03:41,020 --> 00:03:42,720 Yeah. 57 00:03:50,930 --> 00:03:54,020 OK, then... let's do it. 58 00:03:57,110 --> 00:03:58,980 Dear Dad, 59 00:03:59,060 --> 00:04:01,470 you died of a surprise heart attack 60 00:04:01,480 --> 00:04:04,000 one hundred and fifty-seven days ago... 61 00:04:04,180 --> 00:04:07,310 in this bed, in your sleep, 62 00:04:07,320 --> 00:04:09,810 sometime in the middle of the night. 63 00:04:09,820 --> 00:04:11,419 We were supposed to go to 64 00:04:11,420 --> 00:04:14,100 Aunt Justine's birthday party the next day. 65 00:04:14,220 --> 00:04:16,239 I remember knowing something was wrong 66 00:04:16,240 --> 00:04:19,750 because your leg felt cold under mine when I woke up. 67 00:04:19,760 --> 00:04:22,320 Mom was still snoring very loudly. 68 00:04:23,170 --> 00:04:26,820 I don't know where you are or what you are, 69 00:04:26,920 --> 00:04:28,960 but do you still look like you? 70 00:04:28,970 --> 00:04:32,280 Red beard and freckles? 71 00:04:32,400 --> 00:04:35,700 Are you in heaven? Is there even a heaven? 72 00:04:35,710 --> 00:04:38,340 Or are you in my heart like you always said you would be 73 00:04:38,350 --> 00:04:40,270 if anything bad happened? 74 00:04:40,280 --> 00:04:43,540 I don't know, but I do believe that you can hear me. 75 00:04:43,550 --> 00:04:46,140 Mom does too. Right? 76 00:04:47,220 --> 00:04:49,210 - Yeah. - So I've written a spell. 77 00:04:49,220 --> 00:04:52,320 If you can hear me, the spell will help you talk to us. 78 00:04:52,330 --> 00:04:55,440 On three, we read the spell together. 79 00:04:55,460 --> 00:04:56,850 We have to believe. 80 00:04:56,860 --> 00:04:59,090 - Very important. - OK. OK. 81 00:04:59,100 --> 00:05:01,460 One, two, three. 82 00:05:01,470 --> 00:05:05,460 - Loquatus con mortem amore. - Locust con mortem amore. 83 00:05:05,570 --> 00:05:09,130 "Loquatus," not "locusts," or whatever you said. 84 00:05:09,140 --> 00:05:11,800 Oh. OK. Sorry. 85 00:05:11,810 --> 00:05:13,840 One two, three. 86 00:05:13,900 --> 00:05:17,420 Loquatus con mortem amore. 87 00:05:25,690 --> 00:05:28,640 It didn't work. 88 00:05:28,700 --> 00:05:31,530 But... it was a really good idea, Elle. 89 00:05:33,640 --> 00:05:36,600 And this letter you wrote is so great. 90 00:05:40,980 --> 00:05:45,640 Maybe... Maybe we should just say our goodbyes, and... 91 00:05:45,650 --> 00:05:49,140 I think you need to go into the bathroom. 92 00:05:49,150 --> 00:05:50,670 Excuse me? 93 00:05:50,680 --> 00:05:53,640 This is only going to work if everybody believes. 94 00:05:53,660 --> 00:05:55,419 I'm not gonna go into the bathroom. 95 00:05:55,420 --> 00:05:57,240 Or outside, or somewhere else! 96 00:05:57,260 --> 00:05:59,340 - Elle... - Do you believe? 97 00:05:59,500 --> 00:06:03,020 I would like to believe we can talk to Dad, yes. 98 00:06:03,080 --> 00:06:06,020 But you don't! So you shouldn't be a part of this. 99 00:06:06,030 --> 00:06:08,680 - I need to do this alone. - Sweetheart... 100 00:06:08,760 --> 00:06:11,860 I don't expect you to understand. 101 00:06:11,920 --> 00:06:14,099 OK, see, this is where we get into trouble. 102 00:06:14,100 --> 00:06:16,030 It's not trouble. You just don't get it. 103 00:06:16,040 --> 00:06:18,780 You don't get this! This is a me-and-Dad thing, and you... 104 00:06:18,800 --> 00:06:21,050 I'm not gonna be dragged into this with you again. 105 00:06:21,060 --> 00:06:23,260 You don't even like Harry Potter! 106 00:06:23,360 --> 00:06:26,250 I do like Harry Potter, I spent my entire vacation 107 00:06:26,260 --> 00:06:27,710 at Harry Potter World with you and Dad... 108 00:06:27,720 --> 00:06:29,300 And you complained the whole time! 109 00:06:29,320 --> 00:06:31,580 I was not complaining, I was just questioning 110 00:06:31,600 --> 00:06:33,020 whether we needed to spend five full days there. 111 00:06:33,030 --> 00:06:35,019 Because you don't get it like Dad and I do! 112 00:06:35,020 --> 00:06:36,379 And now you're trying to forget him and 113 00:06:36,380 --> 00:06:38,680 - push him out of our lives! - OK, you know what? Nope. 114 00:06:38,720 --> 00:06:40,699 That's it. We're going. OK, I tried. 115 00:06:40,700 --> 00:06:43,240 I tried, but if you're gonna act like this, 116 00:06:43,320 --> 00:06:45,880 if you're gonna treat me like shit, then we're going. 117 00:06:45,900 --> 00:06:46,999 Give me my bag! 118 00:06:47,000 --> 00:06:48,699 If you want to leave, I don't care! 119 00:06:48,700 --> 00:06:50,039 - OK, you want to stay? - I'm staying! 120 00:06:50,040 --> 00:06:51,580 If you want to stay, then you can stay. 121 00:06:51,600 --> 00:06:53,340 - Give me my bag! - Stop it! OK? 122 00:06:53,360 --> 00:06:56,379 - You need to control... - Don't you fucking tell me what to do! 123 00:06:56,380 --> 00:06:59,070 - No! - Give me my bag! 124 00:07:01,250 --> 00:07:03,020 Did you hear that? 125 00:07:05,160 --> 00:07:06,720 What? 126 00:07:06,730 --> 00:07:08,590 That voice. 127 00:07:10,660 --> 00:07:13,020 - No, I didn't... - I heard it. 128 00:07:13,040 --> 00:07:15,620 It was a muffled voice. 129 00:07:15,630 --> 00:07:17,800 Or voices. 130 00:07:17,820 --> 00:07:21,130 Like a bunch of computer voices. 131 00:07:21,140 --> 00:07:24,210 And they were all muffle-y. 132 00:07:28,650 --> 00:07:31,770 Elle, I don't know. Maybe it was the people... 133 00:07:31,780 --> 00:07:33,880 There it is again! 134 00:07:33,890 --> 00:07:36,720 It's coming from the bed! 135 00:07:39,720 --> 00:07:42,740 - Elle, don't do this. - Shh! 136 00:07:46,320 --> 00:07:48,560 Can't hear it, Mom? 137 00:07:50,230 --> 00:07:52,720 - No, I don't... - It's talking! 138 00:07:52,740 --> 00:07:54,340 Can't you hear it? 139 00:08:08,190 --> 00:08:11,200 Can you help me talk to my Dad? 140 00:08:11,390 --> 00:08:13,120 Elle. 141 00:08:16,260 --> 00:08:19,100 They think they know where Dad is! 142 00:08:31,610 --> 00:08:35,400 - Who's "they"? - The spirit voices. 143 00:08:35,410 --> 00:08:37,619 Can you help me contact him? 144 00:08:37,620 --> 00:08:39,120 What are they saying? 145 00:08:39,550 --> 00:08:41,350 One second, Mom. 146 00:08:42,390 --> 00:08:44,120 They're... 147 00:08:44,450 --> 00:08:46,250 They've... 148 00:08:46,260 --> 00:08:48,680 They've contacted Dad! 149 00:08:48,690 --> 00:08:51,220 I can't believe it, it's working! 150 00:08:51,230 --> 00:08:54,260 Oh! This is amazing! 151 00:08:56,670 --> 00:09:00,939 Tell him I say "Hi, it's Elle." I really miss him. 152 00:09:00,940 --> 00:09:03,570 - Now what's happening? - Shh! 153 00:09:08,240 --> 00:09:10,880 I'm gonna tell Mom. 154 00:09:13,820 --> 00:09:16,780 Mom, we can talk to him! 155 00:09:18,420 --> 00:09:20,050 OK. 156 00:09:20,060 --> 00:09:22,920 Uh... how does it work? 157 00:09:22,930 --> 00:09:26,190 Well, the voices can talk to Dad and me, 158 00:09:26,200 --> 00:09:28,650 but you and I can't talk directly to Dad. 159 00:09:28,660 --> 00:09:30,820 Does that make sense? 160 00:09:30,900 --> 00:09:34,260 Mm-hmm. Sure. 161 00:09:34,270 --> 00:09:37,160 Has he said anything yet? 162 00:09:37,170 --> 00:09:40,100 He said he loves us 163 00:09:40,110 --> 00:09:44,340 and he misses us, but we shouldn't worry, 164 00:09:44,350 --> 00:09:47,480 because he's not in any pain or anything. 165 00:09:47,520 --> 00:09:50,580 Well, that's good. 166 00:09:50,590 --> 00:09:52,480 Did he say anything else? 167 00:09:54,520 --> 00:09:57,440 That was really it. 168 00:09:58,030 --> 00:10:01,190 You were under there for a while. 169 00:10:01,200 --> 00:10:02,440 Nothing else? 170 00:10:07,540 --> 00:10:10,730 It's OK. You can tell me. 171 00:10:10,740 --> 00:10:12,520 Well, the voices... 172 00:10:12,710 --> 00:10:16,570 translate more than what he's saying. 173 00:10:16,580 --> 00:10:20,280 They actually translate what he's feeling. 174 00:10:21,350 --> 00:10:23,410 Oh. 175 00:10:23,420 --> 00:10:26,140 And what was that? 176 00:10:27,380 --> 00:10:30,700 Well, I don't want you to get your feelings hurt. 177 00:10:30,780 --> 00:10:33,700 Oh, honey, it's OK. 178 00:10:35,740 --> 00:10:38,790 Well, the voices... 179 00:10:38,800 --> 00:10:43,420 they said that while he said he misses us both, 180 00:10:43,460 --> 00:10:47,380 he actually misses me a bit more than he misses you. 181 00:10:52,010 --> 00:10:55,140 Well, that's understandable. 182 00:10:55,150 --> 00:10:58,380 - It is? - Sure. 183 00:10:58,440 --> 00:11:00,440 All three of us love each other, 184 00:11:00,450 --> 00:11:04,280 but I know you and Dad had a special connection, 185 00:11:04,300 --> 00:11:06,050 so it makes sense that the voices 186 00:11:06,060 --> 00:11:08,860 would translate it that way. 187 00:11:13,480 --> 00:11:15,620 OK. So what do we do now? 188 00:11:15,700 --> 00:11:18,300 We have to give them a message for Dad. 189 00:11:18,420 --> 00:11:22,430 OK, great. Um... 190 00:11:22,440 --> 00:11:26,070 well, we should tell him that we love him, 191 00:11:26,080 --> 00:11:28,360 and miss him, 192 00:11:28,680 --> 00:11:31,640 and that we wish he was with us, 193 00:11:31,650 --> 00:11:34,610 but we understand that he had to go. 194 00:11:34,620 --> 00:11:39,880 And to give hugs from us and to say goodbye. 195 00:11:39,890 --> 00:11:42,239 Or we could ask him if there's any way 196 00:11:42,240 --> 00:11:44,640 that he could come back. 197 00:11:46,100 --> 00:11:49,290 That's... That's an idea. 198 00:11:49,300 --> 00:11:51,060 Worth asking, right? 199 00:11:51,080 --> 00:11:54,960 If he can't, then we can just do our goodbyes like we planned 200 00:11:54,970 --> 00:11:58,770 but if he could come back somehow, 201 00:11:58,780 --> 00:12:01,410 that would be the best, right? 202 00:12:06,480 --> 00:12:09,680 You're right. That would be the best. 203 00:12:09,690 --> 00:12:11,620 We should check. 204 00:12:23,170 --> 00:12:26,880 Is there any way he can come back? 205 00:12:33,810 --> 00:12:38,280 That's the only way? I have to choose? 206 00:12:39,220 --> 00:12:41,280 What's happening? 207 00:12:47,430 --> 00:12:50,340 What's wrong? 208 00:12:53,120 --> 00:12:56,590 Dad said that there is actually a way 209 00:12:56,600 --> 00:12:58,520 that he could come back. 210 00:12:59,470 --> 00:13:01,700 And what's that? 211 00:13:01,710 --> 00:13:06,230 He would have to trade places... 212 00:13:06,240 --> 00:13:08,560 with you. 213 00:13:09,680 --> 00:13:12,140 Dad said that? 214 00:13:12,150 --> 00:13:15,540 Well, Dad said that he could come back, 215 00:13:15,550 --> 00:13:19,490 but there can't be three of us anymore... only two. 216 00:13:23,160 --> 00:13:27,660 But he said he would never want anything bad to happen to you. 217 00:13:28,030 --> 00:13:29,700 But... 218 00:13:31,700 --> 00:13:35,100 But the voices translated how he really felt. 219 00:13:36,510 --> 00:13:38,520 Yeah. 220 00:13:39,180 --> 00:13:41,700 And what was that? 221 00:13:41,710 --> 00:13:46,180 That... he... 222 00:13:47,160 --> 00:13:51,200 ... misses me so much 223 00:13:51,280 --> 00:13:53,350 that he would actually rather 224 00:13:53,360 --> 00:13:57,150 you be dead... than him... 225 00:13:57,160 --> 00:14:00,140 so he could come back and be with me. 226 00:14:02,730 --> 00:14:05,900 Do you agree with Dad? 227 00:14:06,000 --> 00:14:08,379 Would you rather him come back 228 00:14:08,380 --> 00:14:11,060 and me go and take his place? 229 00:14:13,940 --> 00:14:18,310 Because... that's OK if that's what you want, 230 00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:20,750 if that's what you're really feeling. 231 00:14:21,990 --> 00:14:24,150 I want you to know that. 232 00:14:28,020 --> 00:14:30,200 Do you mean... 233 00:14:30,730 --> 00:14:35,160 you'd be willing t-to trade places with Dad... 234 00:14:36,770 --> 00:14:40,160 if that's what I wanted? 235 00:14:42,740 --> 00:14:45,210 I th... I think... 236 00:14:46,910 --> 00:14:50,140 I think I'd be willing to do that for you... 237 00:14:50,680 --> 00:14:53,970 if that's what you really wanted. 238 00:14:53,980 --> 00:14:57,880 OK? You can tell Dad that. 239 00:14:57,890 --> 00:15:01,760 You can tell the voices to tell Dad, OK? 240 00:15:03,030 --> 00:15:06,790 I want you to know that's an OK thing to say. 241 00:15:08,730 --> 00:15:11,420 - What? - Hmm? 242 00:15:11,430 --> 00:15:14,270 Sorry, they're trying to talk to me again. 243 00:15:58,510 --> 00:16:00,650 What did Dad have to say? 244 00:16:02,520 --> 00:16:05,480 They weren't translating for Dad this time. 245 00:16:06,650 --> 00:16:07,980 No? 246 00:16:07,990 --> 00:16:10,120 They were translating for you. 247 00:16:11,330 --> 00:16:13,250 Me? 248 00:16:13,260 --> 00:16:15,620 They said that you didn't really mean it 249 00:16:15,630 --> 00:16:18,260 when you said you'd trade with Dad. 250 00:16:18,270 --> 00:16:22,900 That inside, you were secretly happy that you were alive, 251 00:16:22,960 --> 00:16:25,160 that he was the one that died instead of you. 252 00:16:25,170 --> 00:16:28,370 Oh... Honey, that's not true. 253 00:16:28,380 --> 00:16:30,679 This is confusing. 254 00:16:30,680 --> 00:16:31,740 I know it is, 255 00:16:31,750 --> 00:16:33,400 but you know what, your father and I, 256 00:16:33,410 --> 00:16:36,610 we love you so much, and it's going to be fine, OK? 257 00:16:36,620 --> 00:16:39,810 But you both are saying things, and you mean different things, 258 00:16:39,820 --> 00:16:43,000 and I don't know what you mean... this is confusing! 259 00:16:43,020 --> 00:16:44,819 - I know. - You say that you know, 260 00:16:44,820 --> 00:16:46,680 but I don't know what you mean! 261 00:16:46,690 --> 00:16:49,500 - Why does there only have to be two?! - Elle... Elle... 262 00:16:49,520 --> 00:16:52,060 Why can't there be three of us like it used to?! 263 00:16:52,070 --> 00:16:55,779 - It's not fair! It's not fucking fair! - Honey! 264 00:16:55,780 --> 00:16:57,930 - Everybody else has their whole family! - OK. OK. 265 00:16:57,940 --> 00:16:59,739 - It's not fair! - I know they do. I know, honey. 266 00:16:59,740 --> 00:17:01,459 - No! Get off of me! - I know. 267 00:17:01,460 --> 00:17:02,930 You're just trying to make me like you 268 00:17:02,940 --> 00:17:05,340 so I'll choose you and let you live! 269 00:17:05,360 --> 00:17:08,300 Oh, my God, are you both pretending to like Harry Potter? 270 00:17:08,310 --> 00:17:10,170 No, we're not pretending, Elle, OK? 271 00:17:10,180 --> 00:17:13,659 - Oh, my God! It's not fair! - Elle, stop it. 272 00:17:13,660 --> 00:17:14,940 - It's not fair! - Stop it! 273 00:17:14,950 --> 00:17:16,390 I know it's not fair. I know it's... 274 00:17:42,960 --> 00:17:44,770 It's not fair. 275 00:17:44,780 --> 00:17:47,710 I just wish it didn't have to be two. 276 00:17:47,720 --> 00:17:51,120 Just wish it could be three, together again. 277 00:18:01,770 --> 00:18:03,400 Elle. 278 00:18:04,040 --> 00:18:07,560 I know that this is incredibly hard. 279 00:18:08,400 --> 00:18:10,759 And I know that you think that 280 00:18:10,760 --> 00:18:13,400 I don't understand how you're feeling 281 00:18:13,440 --> 00:18:16,080 because you and Dad were so close. 282 00:18:17,150 --> 00:18:19,770 But you know, your Dad and I 283 00:18:19,780 --> 00:18:22,450 also had a very special connection. 284 00:18:26,120 --> 00:18:27,660 You did? 285 00:18:29,260 --> 00:18:31,060 Of course. 286 00:18:32,260 --> 00:18:34,020 He was my husband 287 00:18:34,060 --> 00:18:36,840 and my best friend in the whole world. 288 00:18:37,670 --> 00:18:40,630 And we had our own set of secret worlds 289 00:18:40,640 --> 00:18:43,970 and things that only we shared. 290 00:18:44,400 --> 00:18:49,140 And now I feel like I've lost this piece of myself... 291 00:18:50,980 --> 00:18:53,650 ... and I can never be the same. 292 00:18:54,650 --> 00:18:57,480 That's exactly how I feel. 293 00:18:57,940 --> 00:18:59,760 I know. 294 00:19:02,460 --> 00:19:04,630 I'm sorry. 295 00:19:06,630 --> 00:19:08,920 It's OK. 296 00:19:08,930 --> 00:19:10,660 I love you so much, honey. 297 00:19:51,510 --> 00:19:54,870 - But will Mom and I be OK? - Elle. 298 00:19:54,880 --> 00:19:56,459 Hold on, Mom. 299 00:19:56,460 --> 00:19:59,040 I'm saying goodbye to Dad. 300 00:20:04,040 --> 00:20:06,720 I think about you all the time, 301 00:20:06,740 --> 00:20:10,600 and I dream we'll be together forever. 302 00:20:13,420 --> 00:20:17,260 OK, Dad. Goodbye. 303 00:20:17,270 --> 00:20:19,660 I love you. 304 00:20:22,640 --> 00:20:24,640 I love you too. 305 00:20:27,800 --> 00:20:31,959 - Synced & corrected by MementMori - -- www.addic7ed.com -- 306 00:21:31,120 --> 00:21:32,980 Where shall we begin, Charles? 307 00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:36,259 Good question. That depends on... 308 00:21:36,260 --> 00:21:38,099 how much time we have. 309 00:21:38,100 --> 00:21:40,060 I've rented the room for three days. 310 00:21:43,180 --> 00:21:44,430 That wasn't a joke.