1 00:00:10,611 --> 00:00:12,136 Wow. 2 00:00:13,688 --> 00:00:15,422 You guys all look how I feel. 3 00:00:17,391 --> 00:00:20,493 Happens when your worst day is immortalized in print. 4 00:00:20,528 --> 00:00:21,761 Bad karma. 5 00:00:21,796 --> 00:00:23,396 Bad karma for what? 6 00:00:23,431 --> 00:00:25,398 We were all just staring to groove, weren't we? 7 00:00:25,433 --> 00:00:27,067 I should have never doubted myself. 8 00:00:28,870 --> 00:00:30,837 I should have gotten there sooner. 9 00:00:30,872 --> 00:00:33,506 My personal life affected my decision-making. 10 00:00:33,541 --> 00:00:35,675 Guys, I should have made a diagnosis sooner. 11 00:00:35,710 --> 00:00:37,777 But we can't just sit here beating ourselves up over it. 12 00:00:37,812 --> 00:00:39,398 - Okay? - I feel like we can. 13 00:00:40,615 --> 00:00:41,681 Or at least I can. 14 00:00:55,930 --> 00:00:59,793 "Yesterday morning, at 7:38 a.m., 15 00:01:01,068 --> 00:01:03,737 a bullet ripped through New Amsterdam." 16 00:01:03,764 --> 00:01:08,780 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 17 00:01:12,480 --> 00:01:15,115 I got dinged for not changing my patient's TV channel 18 00:01:15,149 --> 00:01:16,883 fast enough. 19 00:01:16,918 --> 00:01:19,052 Apparently my name brings back bad memories. 20 00:01:19,086 --> 00:01:20,587 I get it. 21 00:01:20,621 --> 00:01:22,389 The customer satisfaction survey isn't good. 22 00:01:22,423 --> 00:01:24,057 - So rewrite the survey. - What? 23 00:01:24,091 --> 00:01:25,425 If you don't like the answers, 24 00:01:25,459 --> 00:01:26,593 change the questions. 25 00:01:26,627 --> 00:01:27,894 What should the patients focus on? 26 00:01:27,929 --> 00:01:30,730 Nurses know better than anyone. 27 00:01:30,765 --> 00:01:31,932 Harold. 28 00:01:31,966 --> 00:01:33,900 You're a long way from the morgue. 29 00:01:33,935 --> 00:01:36,736 Oh, the ICU has the only decent coffee in the hospital. 30 00:01:36,771 --> 00:01:38,738 You know, I may work with the dead, 31 00:01:38,773 --> 00:01:40,573 but that doesn't mean I have their taste. 32 00:01:40,608 --> 00:01:43,443 Well, I say equal coffee now, equal coffee forever. 33 00:01:45,212 --> 00:01:47,113 It's a joke, Harold. We'll get you the same coffee. 34 00:01:47,148 --> 00:01:49,182 Sharpe, why does nobody get my jokes? 35 00:01:49,216 --> 00:01:52,152 You just missed me solve the hospital's most vexing problem. 36 00:01:52,186 --> 00:01:54,120 That the ICU has the only decent coffee? 37 00:01:54,155 --> 00:01:56,523 So that is actually a thing? 38 00:01:56,557 --> 00:01:58,591 - Are you heading out? - I was. 39 00:01:58,626 --> 00:01:59,859 When did that happen to your voice? 40 00:01:59,894 --> 00:02:02,028 On my day off. That'll teach me. 41 00:02:02,063 --> 00:02:05,765 You don't think the, uh, "Nutella" is spreading, do you? 42 00:02:05,800 --> 00:02:07,767 I hope you don't expect me to call it that. 43 00:02:07,802 --> 00:02:09,636 Why? Everyone loves Nutella. 44 00:02:09,670 --> 00:02:11,671 Let me do a laryngoscopy and see what's going on 45 00:02:11,706 --> 00:02:13,606 with the, uh... Nutella. 46 00:02:13,641 --> 00:02:14,607 See? It's catchy. 47 00:02:14,642 --> 00:02:15,942 Dora. 48 00:02:15,977 --> 00:02:17,644 Getting exceptionally good at finding me. 49 00:02:17,678 --> 00:02:19,546 I've updated your tracking device. 50 00:02:19,580 --> 00:02:21,815 Whatever it is that you wanna tell me or want me to do, 51 00:02:21,849 --> 00:02:23,616 I can't do it 'cause I have a thing. 52 00:02:23,651 --> 00:02:25,018 My thing trumps your thing. 53 00:02:25,052 --> 00:02:26,720 - Find me later. - Okay. 54 00:02:26,754 --> 00:02:30,156 Max, this is Louis Navarro from the "Standard." 55 00:02:30,191 --> 00:02:32,301 Apparently HCC approved him to shadow you. 56 00:02:32,336 --> 00:02:35,228 Right, yes. For the, um, profile. 57 00:02:35,262 --> 00:02:36,730 Overlord told me. 58 00:02:36,764 --> 00:02:38,465 - Overlord? - HCC. 59 00:02:38,499 --> 00:02:40,033 Your supervisors. 60 00:02:40,067 --> 00:02:41,735 Who doesn't like a fun nickname? 61 00:02:41,769 --> 00:02:43,136 Probably HCC. 62 00:02:43,170 --> 00:02:44,871 Do you have a contentious relationship 63 00:02:44,905 --> 00:02:45,972 with the Health Care Commission? 64 00:02:46,007 --> 00:02:47,841 Off to a great start. 65 00:02:47,875 --> 00:02:49,676 Well, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go start 66 00:02:49,710 --> 00:02:51,011 posting my résumé. 67 00:02:51,045 --> 00:02:52,281 Do you? 68 00:02:53,180 --> 00:02:55,849 Why don't we start over? 69 00:02:55,883 --> 00:02:57,150 Pleasure to meet you, Mr. Navarro. 70 00:02:57,184 --> 00:02:58,477 No, Lou. 71 00:02:58,511 --> 00:03:00,987 So intrigued to meet the 'Dam's newest medical director 72 00:03:01,022 --> 00:03:02,655 turning this place upside-down. 73 00:03:02,690 --> 00:03:03,656 Well, I'm an open book. 74 00:03:05,059 --> 00:03:06,374 Hey, is, uh, your voice okay? 75 00:03:06,408 --> 00:03:09,262 Karaoke. You know, one of these days, I have to accept that 76 00:03:09,296 --> 00:03:10,930 "Total Eclipse of the Heart" just isn't in my range. 77 00:03:14,135 --> 00:03:16,836 - Pan roasted whole branzino. - Mm-hmm. 78 00:03:16,871 --> 00:03:19,039 Served with ramps and fiddleheads 79 00:03:19,073 --> 00:03:21,574 steeped in an unctuous maitake jus. 80 00:03:21,609 --> 00:03:24,010 - What are fiddleheads? - I have no idea. 81 00:03:24,045 --> 00:03:25,178 But I'm gonna order them tonight. 82 00:03:25,212 --> 00:03:26,746 - Mmm. - Maybe even twice. 83 00:03:26,781 --> 00:03:28,681 Taking Martin to Verdugo for dinner. 84 00:03:28,716 --> 00:03:30,583 No kids. 85 00:03:30,618 --> 00:03:32,018 You know, I think once a year, it's important to go somewhere 86 00:03:32,053 --> 00:03:33,853 that doesn't have a maze on the menu. 87 00:03:33,888 --> 00:03:35,508 - You know what I mean? - Dr. Kapoor? 88 00:03:35,543 --> 00:03:36,683 Am I needed? 89 00:03:36,718 --> 00:03:37,729 There's somebody here to see you. 90 00:03:37,764 --> 00:03:39,202 He said he's your son. 91 00:03:40,127 --> 00:03:41,342 Who? 92 00:03:41,377 --> 00:03:43,930 - Your son? - Wait, you have a son? 93 00:03:47,935 --> 00:03:49,463 Hey, hey. 94 00:03:50,004 --> 00:03:51,304 You have a son? 95 00:03:52,403 --> 00:03:53,606 Vijay. 96 00:03:55,109 --> 00:03:56,076 Vijay. 97 00:03:58,279 --> 00:04:02,148 Hmm... not good. 98 00:04:03,851 --> 00:04:08,254 You only have five eggs... oh, maybe six in play, 99 00:04:08,289 --> 00:04:09,956 in your ovulation cycle. 100 00:04:11,125 --> 00:04:12,959 Ten is considered normal. 101 00:04:12,993 --> 00:04:15,655 There's a few weeks left in my cycle. 102 00:04:16,097 --> 00:04:17,831 Others could still catch up. 103 00:04:17,865 --> 00:04:20,502 Yes, in theory, they could, but... 104 00:04:20,537 --> 00:04:22,302 I'm a late bloomer. 105 00:04:22,336 --> 00:04:25,905 School, my chest, men. 106 00:04:25,940 --> 00:04:28,472 These eggs will come round. 107 00:04:28,506 --> 00:04:32,011 Helen, you said you wanted to know where your fertility was. 108 00:04:32,046 --> 00:04:34,341 Well, here it is. 109 00:04:35,116 --> 00:04:36,950 Your FSH is high. 110 00:04:36,984 --> 00:04:41,431 Your AMH is low because your ovaries are aging fast. 111 00:04:41,956 --> 00:04:45,325 You have diminished ovarian reserves, which... 112 00:04:50,631 --> 00:04:51,831 Hey. 113 00:04:53,472 --> 00:04:55,935 Hey, it's just the genes you were dealt. 114 00:04:55,970 --> 00:04:58,338 Yeah, right. 115 00:05:05,728 --> 00:05:07,162 If you're interested in having your own 116 00:05:07,196 --> 00:05:09,798 biological child, you're gonna have to work 117 00:05:09,832 --> 00:05:11,199 on that now. 118 00:05:11,233 --> 00:05:14,135 One option, we freeze embryos. 119 00:05:14,170 --> 00:05:16,771 Or we could work to start getting you pregnant 120 00:05:16,806 --> 00:05:17,939 as soon as your next cycle. 121 00:05:19,642 --> 00:05:21,176 So, um... 122 00:05:21,210 --> 00:05:23,178 You're going to have to make some decisions on this. 123 00:05:26,482 --> 00:05:29,117 That piece that you wrote on the uh, uh, 124 00:05:29,151 --> 00:05:31,519 corporatization of health care for the "Times" was great. 125 00:05:31,554 --> 00:05:33,688 Oh, you remember that? That was a decade ago. 126 00:05:33,723 --> 00:05:36,157 Yeah, but my favorite is the one you wrote on the, uh, 127 00:05:36,192 --> 00:05:38,893 uh, inadequacies of... of maternal postpartum care. 128 00:05:38,928 --> 00:05:40,729 Mm, also ten years ago. 129 00:05:40,763 --> 00:05:43,231 Yeah, why aren't you writing pieces like that anymore? 130 00:05:43,265 --> 00:05:45,200 Well, you know, the market now demands shorter, 131 00:05:45,234 --> 00:05:46,701 buzzier topics. 132 00:05:46,736 --> 00:05:48,670 But the health care system demands more. 133 00:05:48,704 --> 00:05:50,672 Okay, yeah, let's... let's talk about you. 134 00:05:50,706 --> 00:05:52,240 Your story. How you got here. 135 00:05:52,274 --> 00:05:54,976 Lou, I'm flattered, but I'm not the story here. 136 00:05:55,011 --> 00:05:56,678 New Amsterdam is. 137 00:05:56,712 --> 00:06:00,815 Mm, the only thing new about New Amsterdam is you. 138 00:06:00,850 --> 00:06:03,651 Now, HCC gave me full access to follow you around 139 00:06:03,686 --> 00:06:06,187 - the entire hospital. - Full access? 140 00:06:06,222 --> 00:06:08,226 Anywhere in the hospital is fair game. 141 00:06:08,261 --> 00:06:09,657 Max. 142 00:06:09,692 --> 00:06:14,029 Did you know that HCC gave Lou full access? 143 00:06:14,063 --> 00:06:16,264 The Chief of Police just called. 144 00:06:16,298 --> 00:06:18,445 It's... it's bad. 145 00:06:23,806 --> 00:06:26,608 Malik Stokes, 14-year-old GSW to left and right. 146 00:06:26,642 --> 00:06:29,017 It seems like a through and through. Scoop and go. 147 00:06:29,051 --> 00:06:30,678 He's tachy at 120, 100 over 68, 148 00:06:30,713 --> 00:06:31,913 respiration's at 16. 149 00:06:31,947 --> 00:06:33,214 Jesus, he's just a kid. 150 00:06:33,249 --> 00:06:35,183 Hey, Malik, I'm Dr. Bloom, okay? 151 00:06:35,217 --> 00:06:36,551 We're here to help you. 152 00:06:36,585 --> 00:06:38,086 Malik? 153 00:06:39,955 --> 00:06:40,955 I'm here, baby. 154 00:06:40,990 --> 00:06:44,759 Malik? Malik? 155 00:06:44,794 --> 00:06:46,961 I'm right here, baby. I'm here, baby. 156 00:06:46,996 --> 00:06:48,797 Ma'am, I'm gonna have to ask you to leave. 157 00:06:48,831 --> 00:06:50,131 He can't die like this. You have to save him. 158 00:06:50,166 --> 00:06:51,566 He can't die... 159 00:06:51,600 --> 00:06:53,535 Escort her out of here, please. 160 00:06:53,569 --> 00:06:56,104 Okay, transfer on my count. One, two, three. 161 00:06:58,140 --> 00:06:59,774 Second ambulance coming in. 162 00:06:59,809 --> 00:07:01,876 Type and cross two units and get a second IV. 163 00:07:04,313 --> 00:07:06,081 Jalen Pagan. 164 00:07:06,115 --> 00:07:09,607 17-year-old GSW with a bullet hole on the left side of his neck. 165 00:07:09,642 --> 00:07:12,287 98, 145 over 85, 14. 166 00:07:12,321 --> 00:07:14,055 He was on the same corner as the first victim. 167 00:07:14,090 --> 00:07:15,590 According to NYPD, only one shot. 168 00:07:15,624 --> 00:07:16,724 One bullet. 169 00:07:16,759 --> 00:07:17,926 Must have been some bullet. 170 00:07:17,960 --> 00:07:19,127 Okay, let's get him into bay 24. 171 00:07:21,664 --> 00:07:23,998 Jalen, can you wiggle your toes for me? 172 00:07:25,801 --> 00:07:27,260 Okay, that's great. 173 00:07:27,294 --> 00:07:29,737 Malik's BP is dropping. Heart rate is rising. 174 00:07:29,772 --> 00:07:31,306 Okay, hang two bags of normal saline. 175 00:07:31,340 --> 00:07:32,674 Let's get a type and cross match. 176 00:07:32,708 --> 00:07:33,895 On it. 177 00:07:34,677 --> 00:07:36,911 Heart rate's climbing now to 154. 178 00:07:36,946 --> 00:07:39,013 And BP's dropping. 80/40. 179 00:07:42,051 --> 00:07:43,651 Muffled heart sounds. 180 00:07:43,686 --> 00:07:45,120 Malik's got a pericardial effusion. 181 00:07:45,154 --> 00:07:47,088 Fluid must be accumulating around his heart. 182 00:07:47,123 --> 00:07:49,190 Heart rate's gone from 100 to 160. 183 00:07:49,225 --> 00:07:51,326 Okay, if we don't do a pericardiocentesis soon, 184 00:07:51,360 --> 00:07:54,262 his BP will bottom out. Where's cardiothoracic surgery? 185 00:07:54,296 --> 00:07:56,851 - Reynolds is ten minutes out. - What about one of his new hires? 186 00:07:56,886 --> 00:07:58,867 All three have been scrubbed for their own surgeries. 187 00:08:00,336 --> 00:08:01,669 BP's dropping again. 188 00:08:03,139 --> 00:08:04,339 Okay, I'll do it. 189 00:08:04,373 --> 00:08:06,207 Uh, get me an 18-gauge spinal needle 190 00:08:06,242 --> 00:08:08,343 and a 20-cc syringe. Go. 191 00:08:11,347 --> 00:08:13,982 - It's against protocol. - What do you want me to do? 192 00:08:14,016 --> 00:08:16,351 Wait until he's pulseless so I can call time of death? 193 00:08:17,887 --> 00:08:19,821 Get me an 18-gauge spinal needle 194 00:08:19,855 --> 00:08:21,789 and a 20-cc syringe. Now. 195 00:08:29,765 --> 00:08:31,132 Heart rate's up to 180. 196 00:08:38,707 --> 00:08:40,041 Get a second IV bag. 197 00:08:43,179 --> 00:08:44,746 O2 sats are dropping. 198 00:08:44,780 --> 00:08:47,215 Steady. Steady. 199 00:08:50,352 --> 00:08:52,053 - BP's dropping. - I got it. 200 00:08:54,123 --> 00:08:55,990 - You're in the heart. - Heart rate's rising. 201 00:09:01,363 --> 00:09:03,443 Damn it. 202 00:09:08,506 --> 00:09:10,477 Max, you're not walking towards your office. 203 00:09:10,511 --> 00:09:12,275 I'm walking to the ED where the GSWs are. 204 00:09:12,309 --> 00:09:13,843 What about Chief Williams? 205 00:09:13,877 --> 00:09:15,478 Well, last time I checked, he wasn't shot. 206 00:09:15,512 --> 00:09:17,347 He... he's just gonna call again. 207 00:09:17,381 --> 00:09:18,781 Well, I'll ignore that call, too, and then eventually, 208 00:09:18,816 --> 00:09:20,149 he'll stop dialing. 209 00:09:20,184 --> 00:09:22,552 He doesn't dial his own phone. 210 00:09:22,586 --> 00:09:24,120 You normally in the habit of blowing off 211 00:09:24,154 --> 00:09:25,521 the Chief of Police? 212 00:09:25,556 --> 00:09:27,557 Oh, the police department has its own agenda. 213 00:09:27,591 --> 00:09:30,226 But my agenda and the agenda of my hospital is to save lives. 214 00:09:30,260 --> 00:09:31,494 Plain and simple. 215 00:09:31,528 --> 00:09:32,628 Yeah, you realize this is probably 216 00:09:32,663 --> 00:09:34,230 a police-related shooting, right? 217 00:09:34,264 --> 00:09:35,865 That information, while tragic and upsetting, 218 00:09:35,899 --> 00:09:39,836 - doesn't matter in here. - Wait, doesn't matter? 219 00:09:39,870 --> 00:09:42,238 More than 700 people have been shot and killed by the police 220 00:09:42,272 --> 00:09:43,806 just this year. 221 00:09:43,841 --> 00:09:45,341 And the second they come through these doors, 222 00:09:45,376 --> 00:09:46,809 they become patients, not statistics. 223 00:09:46,844 --> 00:09:48,478 Okay, hold on. Wait. 224 00:09:48,512 --> 00:09:50,579 If you wanna do a ride-along with the police, then you go ahead. 225 00:09:50,614 --> 00:09:52,515 But in here, the hospital is the story. 226 00:09:55,853 --> 00:09:57,854 When exactly did you become a cardiac surgeon? 227 00:09:57,888 --> 00:10:00,250 When we were waiting on you. On anyone. 228 00:10:00,285 --> 00:10:02,258 'Cause you're still so insanely understaffed. 229 00:10:02,292 --> 00:10:03,826 I mean, what was I supposed to do? 230 00:10:03,861 --> 00:10:06,496 - Supposed to follow protocol. - He would have crashed. 231 00:10:06,530 --> 00:10:08,331 You pushed that needle way too deep into his heart 232 00:10:08,365 --> 00:10:10,166 'cause you are not a cardiac surgeon. 233 00:10:16,573 --> 00:10:18,274 You better hope I can fix this. 234 00:10:26,784 --> 00:10:31,156 Ms. Tewkes. Can you talk to me? 235 00:10:32,489 --> 00:10:34,690 Ms. Tewkes? Ms. Tewkes. 236 00:10:34,725 --> 00:10:36,759 At what point did you see the officers... 237 00:10:36,794 --> 00:10:38,294 Uh, hang on. Hang on there. 238 00:10:38,328 --> 00:10:40,863 Just one sec. I'm sorry to cut in on you, Officer... 239 00:10:40,898 --> 00:10:42,565 Detective. Adams. 240 00:10:42,599 --> 00:10:43,866 NYPD. And you're? 241 00:10:43,901 --> 00:10:45,301 Frome. NAMC. 242 00:10:45,335 --> 00:10:46,702 New Amsterdam Medical Center. 243 00:10:46,737 --> 00:10:48,871 It's, uh, it's a mouthful, I know. 244 00:10:48,906 --> 00:10:51,374 Um, I'm gonna need you to give Ms. Tewkes a little room here. 245 00:10:51,408 --> 00:10:52,642 I just need a few statements from the aunt there. 246 00:10:52,676 --> 00:10:53,976 No, I understand, but we're just... 247 00:10:54,011 --> 00:10:55,411 We're gonna do our thing first, okay? 248 00:10:55,446 --> 00:10:56,679 Thank you. I'll bring her back. 249 00:10:58,282 --> 00:10:59,949 Are you one of Malik's surgeons? 250 00:10:59,983 --> 00:11:02,585 Um, no. No. 251 00:11:02,619 --> 00:11:04,454 Here. Come in here. 252 00:11:04,488 --> 00:11:06,556 No, I'm, uh... I'm a psychiatrist. 253 00:11:06,590 --> 00:11:08,724 I'm on Malik's trauma support team. 254 00:11:08,759 --> 00:11:10,560 I'm Iggy Frome. 255 00:11:10,594 --> 00:11:12,829 What does he need with a psychiatrist? 256 00:11:12,863 --> 00:11:14,597 - Is he out of surgery? - No. 257 00:11:14,631 --> 00:11:15,832 No, not yet. Um... 258 00:11:15,866 --> 00:11:18,634 But, uh, if his surgery is a success, 259 00:11:18,669 --> 00:11:20,603 he's gonna need more than physical rehabilitation. 260 00:11:20,637 --> 00:11:23,239 There will be many, many mental hurdles to overcome. 261 00:11:23,273 --> 00:11:24,959 So you don't know how he is now? 262 00:11:26,944 --> 00:11:28,644 No. 263 00:11:28,679 --> 00:11:31,674 But, um, I can assure you that he's in... 264 00:11:34,885 --> 00:11:36,686 He's in the best hands. 265 00:11:39,356 --> 00:11:40,957 Yo, that's so bugged. 266 00:11:40,991 --> 00:11:42,625 Word to, son. 267 00:11:42,659 --> 00:11:45,151 It's all good, though. Your boy bulletproof. 268 00:11:45,185 --> 00:11:46,762 How are you bulletproof with a bullet hole, B? 269 00:11:46,797 --> 00:11:48,331 You sound dumb-smacked. 270 00:11:48,365 --> 00:11:49,432 You're just jealous. 271 00:11:51,301 --> 00:11:52,768 Why is Jalen Pagan still here? 272 00:11:52,803 --> 00:11:55,169 - Why do you sound like a frog? - Allergies. 273 00:11:55,204 --> 00:11:56,772 Why hasn't he been sent for an MRI? 274 00:11:56,807 --> 00:11:58,508 He's got a bullet lodged near T1. 275 00:11:58,542 --> 00:12:00,276 Yes, but he's stable, and he's a minor. 276 00:12:00,310 --> 00:12:01,644 So we're trying to contact his mother for consent. 277 00:12:01,678 --> 00:12:03,279 It's an MRI. 278 00:12:03,313 --> 00:12:04,947 I'm just following protocol. 279 00:12:04,982 --> 00:12:06,482 I mean, I wouldn't wanna piss anyone off overstepping 280 00:12:06,517 --> 00:12:07,850 any precious rules, would I? 281 00:12:07,885 --> 00:12:09,754 Gonna say no. 282 00:12:10,988 --> 00:12:12,284 How long have the cops been circling? 283 00:12:12,319 --> 00:12:15,291 A while now. They want a statement from Jalen like yesterday. 284 00:12:15,325 --> 00:12:16,993 Not till we reach his parents. 285 00:12:20,030 --> 00:12:21,831 Yo, what's up, guys? Jalen's gotta go. 286 00:12:21,865 --> 00:12:23,533 We gotta call his mom, okay? Thanks, bye. 287 00:12:23,567 --> 00:12:25,368 Oh, my God. Are you serious? 288 00:12:25,402 --> 00:12:27,069 It's for your own good. Now, help me call your mom. 289 00:12:38,882 --> 00:12:40,201 You need money? 290 00:12:43,520 --> 00:12:44,998 I have a job. 291 00:12:45,856 --> 00:12:47,375 It's at a restaurant. 292 00:12:48,525 --> 00:12:50,026 Solsistce, in SoHo. 293 00:12:51,795 --> 00:12:53,863 It's new, but it's making noise. 294 00:12:53,897 --> 00:12:55,398 A restaurant. 295 00:12:55,432 --> 00:12:57,400 Yeah, I manage the place. 296 00:13:00,070 --> 00:13:02,515 I mean, it's no big deal. Just... 297 00:13:06,543 --> 00:13:08,010 Why were you hiding all this? 298 00:13:10,480 --> 00:13:11,514 I don't know. 299 00:13:13,750 --> 00:13:16,519 It's weird enough, me showing up like this, but... 300 00:13:19,056 --> 00:13:20,923 After I got your voice mail, I... 301 00:13:23,660 --> 00:13:25,621 Rohan, I'm... 302 00:13:26,396 --> 00:13:28,097 I'm glad you came. 303 00:13:31,841 --> 00:13:33,208 I forgive you. 304 00:13:35,472 --> 00:13:36,772 You forgive me? 305 00:13:36,807 --> 00:13:38,885 Yes, for... 306 00:13:39,643 --> 00:13:42,712 For the funeral, for all the lies. 307 00:13:42,746 --> 00:13:44,914 For everything. 308 00:13:44,948 --> 00:13:46,684 You forgive me? 309 00:13:47,684 --> 00:13:51,053 Isn't that what people like you need to hear? 310 00:13:53,090 --> 00:13:56,110 You know, my sponsor said not to... 311 00:13:57,027 --> 00:13:58,594 Not to expect... 312 00:14:01,531 --> 00:14:02,732 Never mind. 313 00:14:04,701 --> 00:14:06,802 - But I don't understand... - Yeah, of course you don't. 314 00:14:06,837 --> 00:14:09,572 You know, Maji was right. You are just so pigheaded. 315 00:14:09,606 --> 00:14:10,940 Nothing is ever your fault. 316 00:14:10,974 --> 00:14:12,975 You know, I was hoping you might change 317 00:14:13,010 --> 00:14:14,577 just a little after she passed. 318 00:14:14,611 --> 00:14:15,578 But you're still you. 319 00:14:17,948 --> 00:14:19,582 Good-bye, Appa. 320 00:14:25,989 --> 00:14:27,823 Ms. Tewkes, can you tell me about Malik? 321 00:14:31,061 --> 00:14:32,194 Rhonda. 322 00:14:32,229 --> 00:14:34,430 What? Why are you still talking? 323 00:14:34,464 --> 00:14:35,965 I'm just trying to learn more about Malik's 324 00:14:35,999 --> 00:14:36,999 home support system. 325 00:14:37,034 --> 00:14:38,934 He's not some charity case. 326 00:14:38,969 --> 00:14:40,436 No, no, I didn't mean to imply... 327 00:14:40,470 --> 00:14:42,538 Malik has been well-loved. 328 00:14:42,572 --> 00:14:44,707 And extremely well cared for. 329 00:14:44,741 --> 00:14:46,142 Is that what you need to hear? 330 00:14:46,176 --> 00:14:48,611 - It's good. - Church choir. 331 00:14:48,645 --> 00:14:51,013 After-school care. Year-round sports. 332 00:14:51,048 --> 00:14:54,483 I've done everything in my power to keep him safe. 333 00:14:54,518 --> 00:14:56,852 To keep him from dying like his parents. 334 00:14:58,155 --> 00:15:00,122 This foolishness still found him. 335 00:15:01,992 --> 00:15:03,826 I'm genuinely just here trying to help. 336 00:15:05,662 --> 00:15:07,963 If you really wanna help, 337 00:15:07,998 --> 00:15:10,966 then stop the police from shooting black boys 338 00:15:11,001 --> 00:15:13,479 trying to get to school on time. 339 00:15:14,037 --> 00:15:18,074 And get every bullet out of this city. 340 00:15:18,108 --> 00:15:21,744 So my nephew has a chance of seeing his 21st birthday. 341 00:15:23,246 --> 00:15:25,748 Can you do that, Mr. Trauma Support Man? 342 00:15:27,584 --> 00:15:28,818 So we should start. 343 00:15:28,852 --> 00:15:31,020 Excuse me one minute. 344 00:15:31,054 --> 00:15:33,189 - I got your page. - Have you been crying? 345 00:15:33,223 --> 00:15:35,257 Do you want this laryngoscopy or not? 346 00:15:35,292 --> 00:15:36,759 What's a laryngoscopy? 347 00:15:38,862 --> 00:15:40,162 Just call me when you're free. 348 00:15:42,099 --> 00:15:45,768 So, Lou, what's the story? 349 00:15:45,802 --> 00:15:48,838 Well, it seems your purge of the cardiac surgery department 350 00:15:48,872 --> 00:15:51,107 has resulted in, uh, staffing shortages. 351 00:15:51,141 --> 00:15:54,009 That the new department head is thoughtfully refilling. 352 00:15:54,044 --> 00:15:56,712 Yeah, apparently not fast enough to stop a breach 353 00:15:56,747 --> 00:16:00,015 of protocol by one of your department chiefs. 354 00:16:00,050 --> 00:16:02,084 The doctor stuck a needle way too deep 355 00:16:02,119 --> 00:16:04,186 into Malik Stokes' heart. 356 00:16:04,221 --> 00:16:05,888 Now, it's very possible he could die from this. 357 00:16:05,922 --> 00:16:07,890 Now, do you have a comment? 358 00:16:19,645 --> 00:16:21,507 Uh, you gonna fire Dr. Bloom? 359 00:16:21,541 --> 00:16:23,352 Who said anything about firing? 360 00:16:23,386 --> 00:16:25,749 Well, if Malik dies because she broke protocol... 361 00:16:25,784 --> 00:16:27,284 I only care if what she did helped him. 362 00:16:27,319 --> 00:16:28,752 We're in the business of healing. 363 00:16:28,787 --> 00:16:30,321 And if protocol gets in the way of that, 364 00:16:30,355 --> 00:16:31,589 then we will change the protocol. 365 00:16:31,623 --> 00:16:33,457 Oh, can... can I quote you on that? 366 00:16:33,492 --> 00:16:35,126 I just assumed all this was on the record. 367 00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:36,327 - Max. - Really? 368 00:16:36,361 --> 00:16:37,495 The police chief? Still? 369 00:16:37,529 --> 00:16:38,662 No, the Mayor. Congratulations. 370 00:16:38,697 --> 00:16:40,464 You've moved up in the world. 371 00:16:40,499 --> 00:16:41,681 He wants an update on the injuries 372 00:16:41,715 --> 00:16:43,200 and the kind of bullet that was used. 373 00:16:43,235 --> 00:16:44,502 I don't wanna talk to him either. 374 00:16:49,074 --> 00:16:51,143 Any idea why he would wanna know that? 375 00:16:51,177 --> 00:16:53,310 Yeah, but his agenda is not your story. 376 00:16:53,345 --> 00:16:55,446 Hospital is, remember? 377 00:17:02,754 --> 00:17:04,355 Hello, Jalen. 378 00:17:04,389 --> 00:17:06,323 I'm Dr. Vijay Kapoor. 379 00:17:06,358 --> 00:17:08,872 Would you mind wiggling your toes for me, please? 380 00:17:08,906 --> 00:17:10,027 I already did a work-up, Vijay. 381 00:17:10,061 --> 00:17:11,362 The bullet stays. 382 00:17:11,396 --> 00:17:13,197 Sending him up to the ward for observation. 383 00:17:13,231 --> 00:17:15,666 - Jalen, go ahead. - I am. 384 00:17:17,736 --> 00:17:20,648 Okay, tell me if you feel something, okay? 385 00:17:22,674 --> 00:17:24,208 Yeah. 386 00:17:26,211 --> 00:17:27,845 - Pull his X-rays. - Sure thing. 387 00:17:32,551 --> 00:17:35,586 Dr. Hartman, he has ascending paralysis. 388 00:17:35,620 --> 00:17:37,555 That just started. It's probably from edema. 389 00:17:37,589 --> 00:17:39,423 I already had them start on methylprednisolone. 390 00:17:39,457 --> 00:17:41,692 It's not edema. His vertebrae is unstable. 391 00:17:41,726 --> 00:17:44,094 You're a surgeon. Fix it. 392 00:17:44,129 --> 00:17:45,696 What's got you riled up today? 393 00:17:45,730 --> 00:17:47,331 A neurologist advocating for a construction project? 394 00:17:47,365 --> 00:17:48,732 Because it's indicated. 395 00:17:48,767 --> 00:17:50,401 These scans don't say that definitively. 396 00:17:50,435 --> 00:17:52,069 If you actually look, they do. 397 00:17:52,103 --> 00:17:53,571 You're being stubborn. 398 00:17:53,605 --> 00:17:55,873 Okay, let's wait for the bloody vertebrae to collapse 399 00:17:55,907 --> 00:17:57,408 for proof! 400 00:18:00,579 --> 00:18:01,645 What? 401 00:18:03,741 --> 00:18:05,041 Prep him for surgery. 402 00:18:10,322 --> 00:18:12,690 You coming, John Wayne? 403 00:18:32,277 --> 00:18:34,745 See, there? No trace wave. 404 00:18:34,779 --> 00:18:36,780 So all that blood must have come from where the bullet 405 00:18:36,815 --> 00:18:38,415 nicked his heart, not my needle. 406 00:18:38,450 --> 00:18:39,817 And you needed a video to tell you that? 407 00:18:39,851 --> 00:18:41,619 Oh, I needed something, okay? 408 00:18:41,653 --> 00:18:43,721 I'm second-guessing every move I make in there now. 409 00:18:43,755 --> 00:18:45,889 Do you think that Reynolds sits around whingeing 410 00:18:45,924 --> 00:18:47,224 about the calls that he makes? 411 00:18:49,361 --> 00:18:50,461 No. 412 00:18:50,495 --> 00:18:51,795 What is it? 413 00:18:51,830 --> 00:18:53,931 They need a hematology consult in the OR. 414 00:18:53,965 --> 00:18:55,466 - Malik? - No. 415 00:18:55,500 --> 00:18:57,301 The other GSW, Jalen. 416 00:19:01,673 --> 00:19:03,898 Infusion rate is .5 mils per minute. 417 00:19:05,543 --> 00:19:07,144 It won't clot. 418 00:19:07,178 --> 00:19:08,812 Blood keeps oozing into my surgical field. 419 00:19:08,847 --> 00:19:10,814 And you've got an expanding hematoma. 420 00:19:10,849 --> 00:19:12,562 It's because Kapoor pressed for stabilizing rods. 421 00:19:12,596 --> 00:19:13,784 That you know he needed. 422 00:19:13,818 --> 00:19:15,419 But now I can't close, so we should have waited. 423 00:19:15,453 --> 00:19:17,187 And let him because paraplegic? 424 00:19:17,222 --> 00:19:18,656 For goodness' sake, will you both give it a rest? 425 00:19:18,690 --> 00:19:20,924 Push calcium chloride before giving him FFP. 426 00:19:20,959 --> 00:19:22,693 That should stabilize the oozing while I run 427 00:19:22,727 --> 00:19:24,862 a detailed clotting factor analysis. 428 00:19:36,641 --> 00:19:37,993 Hi. 429 00:19:38,843 --> 00:19:40,811 Hi. 430 00:19:41,846 --> 00:19:43,249 I will, um... 431 00:19:44,516 --> 00:19:47,384 Freely admit that I'm stress-eating right now. 432 00:19:47,419 --> 00:19:48,986 Ruining my appetite for what will surely be 433 00:19:49,020 --> 00:19:50,988 a very expensive meal with my husband later. 434 00:19:51,022 --> 00:19:52,690 I didn't see anything. 435 00:19:52,724 --> 00:19:53,757 Thank you. 436 00:19:55,560 --> 00:19:56,694 What's wrong with your voice? 437 00:19:56,728 --> 00:19:59,730 Ah, it's the, uh, big game. 438 00:20:00,266 --> 00:20:02,933 - The... What big game? - Why are you stress-eating? 439 00:20:05,670 --> 00:20:08,372 They're out there right now for Malik and Jalen. 440 00:20:08,406 --> 00:20:11,742 But tomorrow, it's gonna be another family 441 00:20:11,776 --> 00:20:14,511 crying, scared, praying. 442 00:20:14,546 --> 00:20:17,116 And this happens every day. 443 00:20:19,918 --> 00:20:22,319 And Malik and Jalen could end up here again through no fault 444 00:20:22,354 --> 00:20:24,254 - of their own. - Yeah. 445 00:20:24,289 --> 00:20:27,658 Maybe, but you do what you can in here, 446 00:20:27,692 --> 00:20:30,994 maybe make a difference out there. 447 00:20:31,029 --> 00:20:32,673 I don't see how. 448 00:20:33,398 --> 00:20:34,965 Malik lives in a war zone. 449 00:20:36,968 --> 00:20:39,013 Both of his parents are dead. 450 00:20:39,771 --> 00:20:41,004 His aunt is... 451 00:20:42,941 --> 00:20:46,777 Fraying at the seams, and she's angry. 452 00:20:46,811 --> 00:20:47,945 Distracted. 453 00:20:47,979 --> 00:20:50,514 You seem very focused on Malik. 454 00:20:50,548 --> 00:20:51,582 Of course I am. 455 00:20:53,418 --> 00:20:55,237 Sounds like Malik isn't your only patient. 456 00:21:13,172 --> 00:21:14,638 Blood pressure dropped again. 457 00:21:14,672 --> 00:21:16,940 Come on, Malik. Where is that damn bleeder? 458 00:21:20,038 --> 00:21:21,378 Wipe. 459 00:21:24,916 --> 00:21:27,751 Nottingham, is this abdomen distended? 460 00:21:29,587 --> 00:21:31,555 I don't feel anything. 461 00:21:31,589 --> 00:21:32,938 Cut the drapes. 462 00:21:40,665 --> 00:21:42,633 He's got Grey Turner's sign on his abdomen. 463 00:21:45,637 --> 00:21:47,805 Because it's full of blood. 464 00:21:47,839 --> 00:21:50,941 That's where that bleeder is, damn it. 465 00:21:50,975 --> 00:21:52,910 Prepare to expand the surgical field to the abdomen. 466 00:21:52,944 --> 00:21:54,645 Shouldn't we call the general surgeon? 467 00:21:54,679 --> 00:21:56,173 If we're hitting the spleen... 468 00:21:57,115 --> 00:21:58,916 He's bleeding out fast, and I'll be damned if this kid 469 00:21:58,950 --> 00:22:00,984 dies on my watch. 470 00:22:01,019 --> 00:22:02,519 Ten blade. 471 00:22:13,631 --> 00:22:15,532 Scrub in. STAT. 472 00:22:21,139 --> 00:22:22,940 Where's the barnacle? 473 00:22:22,974 --> 00:22:25,342 Probably writing an exposé about our coffee situation. 474 00:22:25,376 --> 00:22:26,643 Well, I can scope you now. 475 00:22:26,678 --> 00:22:27,978 I'm just waiting on Jalen's test results. 476 00:22:28,012 --> 00:22:29,379 What's going on with you? 477 00:22:29,414 --> 00:22:30,606 - Nothing. - Red eyes earlier. 478 00:22:30,641 --> 00:22:31,849 Now you're mean-mugging. 479 00:22:31,883 --> 00:22:35,786 Helen, you know my biggest, hairiest secret. 480 00:22:35,820 --> 00:22:38,088 So if you need to talk to me... 481 00:22:40,692 --> 00:22:43,037 You're the one with the "Nutella." 482 00:22:43,072 --> 00:22:44,561 Not me. 483 00:22:44,596 --> 00:22:46,964 So let's just do the scope before you get another page. 484 00:22:46,998 --> 00:22:48,665 Max! 485 00:22:48,700 --> 00:22:50,033 I said I ain't giving you my phone! 486 00:22:50,068 --> 00:22:51,668 Whoa, whoa, whoa. What is the problem? 487 00:22:51,703 --> 00:22:53,570 The name's Javier Pagan. 488 00:22:53,605 --> 00:22:55,372 We found him filming in the ED. 489 00:22:55,406 --> 00:22:56,740 Yeah, because that's where y'all took my brother... 490 00:22:56,774 --> 00:22:58,141 - Okay, okay. - And now he isn't there! 491 00:22:58,176 --> 00:22:59,710 Hey, who is your brother? 492 00:22:59,744 --> 00:23:02,045 How many people I gotta tell? Jalen. 493 00:23:02,080 --> 00:23:03,309 - Okay. - Jalen Pagan. 494 00:23:03,343 --> 00:23:04,848 He was shot in the back. 495 00:23:04,883 --> 00:23:07,684 But now nobody wants to tell me where y'all took him! 496 00:23:07,719 --> 00:23:10,053 My mom keeps calling me trying to get here from her job. 497 00:23:10,088 --> 00:23:11,722 Keeps asking me for news that I can't give her! 498 00:23:11,756 --> 00:23:13,190 I understand... 499 00:23:13,224 --> 00:23:14,758 And now I got these two dumb-ass rent-a-cops 500 00:23:14,792 --> 00:23:16,026 getting spicy over a damn phone! 501 00:23:16,060 --> 00:23:17,194 I understand. Calm down. 502 00:23:17,228 --> 00:23:18,762 Calm down. Listen, listen, listen! 503 00:23:18,796 --> 00:23:20,397 You're gonna come with me. 504 00:23:20,431 --> 00:23:22,032 We're gonna talk about your brother, okay? 505 00:23:22,066 --> 00:23:23,700 You need to make sure he didn't film any hospital 506 00:23:23,735 --> 00:23:24,935 personnel or patients. It's policy. 507 00:23:24,969 --> 00:23:26,203 You are making this worse. 508 00:23:26,237 --> 00:23:28,605 What? You think I'm scared? 509 00:23:28,640 --> 00:23:30,073 - Huh? - Back up. 510 00:23:30,108 --> 00:23:31,441 Okay? It's okay. 511 00:23:31,476 --> 00:23:33,010 No, no. You think I'm scared? 512 00:23:34,612 --> 00:23:36,213 - Are you gonna shoot me, too? - It's okay. 513 00:23:37,248 --> 00:23:38,882 Easy, man. 514 00:23:38,917 --> 00:23:40,517 - Are you gonna shoot me too? - Calm down, son. 515 00:23:40,552 --> 00:23:41,952 - Back off. - You need to calm down. 516 00:23:41,986 --> 00:23:44,755 Hey, hey, just back... give him space! 517 00:23:44,789 --> 00:23:46,890 Max! 518 00:23:50,662 --> 00:23:52,029 No! 519 00:24:20,281 --> 00:24:22,549 If I'd have known that punching you in the face was all it took 520 00:24:22,583 --> 00:24:24,384 to make you available, I'd have done it myself. 521 00:24:25,953 --> 00:24:27,620 How long for the test results? 522 00:24:27,655 --> 00:24:29,589 I'll have them in the morning. 523 00:24:29,623 --> 00:24:31,758 In the meantime, I was thinking a course 524 00:24:31,792 --> 00:24:33,960 of steroids might help clear the, uh... 525 00:24:37,064 --> 00:24:38,565 Steroids. 526 00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:40,767 What? 527 00:24:40,801 --> 00:24:42,902 - I have to go. - What about me? 528 00:24:42,937 --> 00:24:44,771 Here. Heal thyself. 529 00:24:47,408 --> 00:24:48,875 Changing out the CO2 absorber. 530 00:24:48,909 --> 00:24:50,610 Hanging a bag of cryoprecipitate. 531 00:24:50,644 --> 00:24:52,812 - Hanging. - Tests come back? 532 00:24:52,847 --> 00:24:54,647 No, but Jalen isn't clotting 533 00:24:54,682 --> 00:24:57,083 because he's on anabolic steroids. 534 00:24:57,118 --> 00:24:58,952 Seems a bit out of left field. 535 00:24:58,986 --> 00:25:00,620 Not if you've seen his brother or factor in 536 00:25:00,654 --> 00:25:01,988 Jalen's damaged liver. 537 00:25:02,022 --> 00:25:03,556 But his liver function tests were normal. 538 00:25:03,591 --> 00:25:04,991 Appear normal. 539 00:25:05,025 --> 00:25:06,626 But his protein levels tell the whole story. 540 00:25:06,660 --> 00:25:08,628 I confirmed his A/G ratio is less than one. 541 00:25:08,662 --> 00:25:10,296 He's on steroids. 542 00:25:10,331 --> 00:25:11,664 We should wait for the tests to come back. 543 00:25:15,002 --> 00:25:16,002 4 mils per minute. 544 00:25:16,036 --> 00:25:17,470 Wait, wait. 545 00:25:19,340 --> 00:25:20,774 It's drying up. 546 00:25:22,710 --> 00:25:23,860 It's working. 547 00:25:25,679 --> 00:25:26,813 Well done, Sharpe. 548 00:25:32,853 --> 00:25:34,854 Hi. Just me. 549 00:25:34,889 --> 00:25:36,122 What happened? 550 00:25:36,157 --> 00:25:37,624 Uh, nothing. 551 00:25:37,658 --> 00:25:39,826 Malik is still in surgery. 552 00:25:39,860 --> 00:25:42,495 But, um, I thought you might appreciate a fresh 553 00:25:42,530 --> 00:25:43,734 set of clothes. 554 00:25:44,365 --> 00:25:46,466 - Thank you. - It's my pleasure. 555 00:25:46,500 --> 00:25:47,801 And I've said all I had to say about Malik 556 00:25:47,835 --> 00:25:49,169 in all of this. 557 00:25:49,204 --> 00:25:51,671 Well, I'm actually not here to talk about Malik. 558 00:25:51,705 --> 00:25:53,106 I'm here to talk about you. 559 00:25:58,546 --> 00:26:00,013 Hey, how'd you earn the shiner? 560 00:26:00,047 --> 00:26:02,204 Can't be Medical Director at the 'Dam without at least one. 561 00:26:03,551 --> 00:26:05,485 Hey, listen, my contact at the mayor's office 562 00:26:05,519 --> 00:26:06,986 says they want to hold a press conference. 563 00:26:07,021 --> 00:26:09,556 It's about what the bullet did to both Malik and Jalen. 564 00:26:09,590 --> 00:26:10,761 Of course they are. 565 00:26:11,425 --> 00:26:13,059 You going to? 566 00:26:13,093 --> 00:26:14,994 You're getting caught up in the shiny thing again, Lou. 567 00:26:15,029 --> 00:26:16,863 Yeah, but you get to talk about your agenda. 568 00:26:16,897 --> 00:26:18,631 Tell your story. 569 00:26:18,666 --> 00:26:21,467 I would love nothing more than to tell people 570 00:26:21,502 --> 00:26:23,036 what hollow points do to flesh. 571 00:26:23,070 --> 00:26:25,572 How the bullet blooms inside of you, 572 00:26:25,606 --> 00:26:27,707 expanding to three times its size. 573 00:26:27,741 --> 00:26:30,176 How it breaks apart, tearing through flesh, 574 00:26:30,211 --> 00:26:33,533 pulverizing bones, liquefying muscles. 575 00:26:34,748 --> 00:26:37,537 Just not for the mayor. 576 00:26:37,885 --> 00:26:39,873 Aren't you on the same side? 577 00:26:40,921 --> 00:26:42,755 The mayor's been campaigning the police 578 00:26:42,790 --> 00:26:44,057 to use different bullets. 579 00:26:44,091 --> 00:26:46,059 He wants me to influence public opinion. 580 00:26:46,093 --> 00:26:49,863 I pick a side between the mayor and the police, 581 00:26:49,897 --> 00:26:52,565 all of a sudden there's less patrolling in our neighborhood 582 00:26:52,600 --> 00:26:55,168 or a... or a grant we were assured gets diverted 583 00:26:55,202 --> 00:26:56,736 to another hospital. 584 00:26:57,805 --> 00:27:00,477 There are no safe sides. 585 00:27:03,143 --> 00:27:04,777 So what are you gonna do? 586 00:27:04,812 --> 00:27:08,944 Lou, what are we gonna do with you? 587 00:27:09,617 --> 00:27:11,584 Let me guess. 588 00:27:11,619 --> 00:27:12,886 It's not the story. 589 00:27:14,255 --> 00:27:15,688 May be hope for you yet. 590 00:27:23,497 --> 00:27:24,931 PTSD. 591 00:27:28,135 --> 00:27:30,103 I'm not a soldier. I haven't been to war. 592 00:27:31,972 --> 00:27:35,108 PTSD can occur from any traumatic event. 593 00:27:38,245 --> 00:27:40,613 Seeing your nephew get shot, that would be more than enough. 594 00:27:40,648 --> 00:27:43,917 But it most likely triggered other traumatizing memories 595 00:27:43,951 --> 00:27:45,063 for you. 596 00:27:45,653 --> 00:27:46,986 It can make sleeping hard. 597 00:27:48,088 --> 00:27:49,789 Sudden noises can be jarring. 598 00:27:51,759 --> 00:27:53,126 Same thing happened to my kids. 599 00:27:55,629 --> 00:27:57,664 Yeah. 600 00:27:57,698 --> 00:28:00,667 We, uh, we adopted them from Bangladesh two years ago. 601 00:28:04,872 --> 00:28:06,626 When we first got them here, 602 00:28:07,841 --> 00:28:09,379 they were terrified. 603 00:28:10,044 --> 00:28:11,144 Of everything. 604 00:28:12,646 --> 00:28:15,815 Car horns, school bells. 605 00:28:17,718 --> 00:28:22,223 Crowded spaces, everything. They were just... petrified. 606 00:28:24,959 --> 00:28:28,261 All five of us slept in the same bed for months. 607 00:28:28,295 --> 00:28:32,265 And they would just wake themselves crying. 608 00:28:33,834 --> 00:28:35,702 Night after night after night. 609 00:28:37,204 --> 00:28:39,605 When was the last time you had a good night's sleep? 610 00:28:42,710 --> 00:28:44,010 Never. 611 00:28:47,748 --> 00:28:49,649 I just thought that was life. 612 00:28:51,986 --> 00:28:53,553 It doesn't have to be. 613 00:28:55,823 --> 00:28:56,991 I can help you. 614 00:29:01,195 --> 00:29:02,695 And then you can help Malik. 615 00:29:09,336 --> 00:29:10,570 Yeah. 616 00:29:18,178 --> 00:29:20,646 - Hey. - Hey. 617 00:29:20,681 --> 00:29:22,244 Malik's surgery all good? 618 00:29:22,850 --> 00:29:26,819 Yeah, it was a bit dicey, but he's gonna pull through. 619 00:29:26,854 --> 00:29:29,446 I was just, uh, going to tell his family. 620 00:29:29,481 --> 00:29:31,090 Yeah, they just closed Jalen as well. 621 00:29:31,125 --> 00:29:32,387 Oh. 622 00:29:32,422 --> 00:29:33,659 Score one for the good guys, huh? 623 00:29:33,694 --> 00:29:35,261 I suppose. 624 00:29:35,295 --> 00:29:38,231 Never felt good about fixing bullet holes in anyone. 625 00:29:38,265 --> 00:29:40,566 Let alone kids, you know? 626 00:29:40,601 --> 00:29:43,336 That's something I will never understand about this country. 627 00:29:45,639 --> 00:29:47,907 The dangers of walking around in brown skin? 628 00:29:47,941 --> 00:29:49,942 I never really gave it much thought until I moved here. 629 00:29:49,977 --> 00:29:51,878 Now I can't not think about it. 630 00:29:51,912 --> 00:29:56,282 Yeah, well, unfortunately it's a lesson we learn early. 631 00:29:56,316 --> 00:29:58,567 But this is no way to live. 632 00:29:58,602 --> 00:29:59,919 No. 633 00:30:01,889 --> 00:30:04,724 It's not. Yet we do. 634 00:30:04,758 --> 00:30:05,758 You know? 635 00:30:07,428 --> 00:30:11,764 So if it takes a million camera phones and protests 636 00:30:11,799 --> 00:30:16,419 and knees to make that point, so be it. 637 00:30:36,990 --> 00:30:38,825 I didn't mean to do all that. 638 00:30:38,859 --> 00:30:40,960 Seriously. I'm so sorry. 639 00:30:40,994 --> 00:30:42,628 It's just, Jalen is my little brother. 640 00:30:42,663 --> 00:30:44,063 - And I only got one. - Don't worry about it. 641 00:30:44,098 --> 00:30:45,198 Really. 642 00:30:47,167 --> 00:30:48,634 I have a sister. 643 00:30:48,669 --> 00:30:49,735 I get it. 644 00:30:54,675 --> 00:30:55,942 So am I being arrested? 645 00:30:58,779 --> 00:31:00,383 I have a better idea. 646 00:31:01,181 --> 00:31:03,303 How about we go see your brother instead? 647 00:31:04,017 --> 00:31:05,985 His surgery went well. 648 00:31:09,957 --> 00:31:11,645 He's in recovery now. 649 00:31:16,029 --> 00:31:18,030 Just easy on that elbow. 650 00:31:18,065 --> 00:31:19,899 Yeah. 651 00:31:25,139 --> 00:31:27,006 My mom's gonna be so hyped when she gets here. 652 00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:28,674 - Jalen's the baby. - Yeah? 653 00:31:28,709 --> 00:31:30,710 A little badass too. 654 00:31:30,744 --> 00:31:32,378 Once he poured ketchup all over his T-shirt. 655 00:31:32,412 --> 00:31:33,980 Acted like he got shot. 656 00:31:34,014 --> 00:31:35,214 Scared the crap out of my moms. 657 00:31:35,249 --> 00:31:36,482 He got the chancla for that one. 658 00:31:36,517 --> 00:31:38,017 No doubt. 659 00:31:38,051 --> 00:31:39,719 He's always pulling stupid stuff like that. 660 00:31:42,022 --> 00:31:43,289 - What... What's going on? - Stay here. 661 00:31:43,323 --> 00:31:45,324 - Where's Jalen? - Javi, look at me. 662 00:31:45,359 --> 00:31:47,426 I need you to stay out here. 663 00:31:52,733 --> 00:31:54,233 He's in pulseless electrical activity. 664 00:31:54,268 --> 00:31:55,701 - Chest compressions? - Gomez. 665 00:31:55,736 --> 00:31:57,036 Max, one milligram of epi. 666 00:32:00,274 --> 00:32:01,974 No, it's already open. 667 00:32:02,009 --> 00:32:03,376 - V-fib. - Go. 668 00:32:06,246 --> 00:32:07,713 Clear. 669 00:32:09,116 --> 00:32:11,329 - Still V-fib. - Another round of epi. 670 00:32:11,952 --> 00:32:13,085 Clear. 671 00:32:21,094 --> 00:32:22,495 No pulse. 672 00:32:26,934 --> 00:32:28,401 Still no pulse. 673 00:32:37,544 --> 00:32:39,412 - Max. - Wait. 674 00:32:44,084 --> 00:32:45,451 - Max. - Just wait! 675 00:32:51,959 --> 00:32:53,192 Stop it, Max. 676 00:32:59,233 --> 00:33:00,423 Stop it. 677 00:33:04,238 --> 00:33:05,271 It's over. 678 00:33:11,812 --> 00:33:13,312 Time of death, 3:18. 679 00:33:31,832 --> 00:33:35,934 Damn, you saw Mami face? Unstoppable, you heard me? 680 00:33:35,968 --> 00:33:37,602 Oh, man, stop fronting. 681 00:33:37,636 --> 00:33:40,247 You know I'm the brains of the operation. 682 00:33:40,310 --> 00:33:41,944 What brains, man? 683 00:33:41,979 --> 00:33:43,346 What brains? Oh, yeah? 684 00:33:55,325 --> 00:33:57,143 I heard Malik is stable. 685 00:34:00,397 --> 00:34:01,497 And, um... 686 00:34:04,688 --> 00:34:08,791 Jalen died of cardiac arrest secondary to a gunshot wound. 687 00:34:11,314 --> 00:34:13,535 So you gonna call the Chief of Police? 688 00:34:16,179 --> 00:34:17,613 Mayor? 689 00:34:18,895 --> 00:34:20,296 It's not the story, Lou. 690 00:34:22,285 --> 00:34:23,920 Well, then... then what is? 691 00:34:24,912 --> 00:34:26,846 And what is the story if it's not you, 692 00:34:26,871 --> 00:34:28,872 the police, or the mayor? 693 00:34:29,059 --> 00:34:31,160 If you don't know after spending all day 694 00:34:31,194 --> 00:34:34,030 at this hospital, then I picked the wrong man 695 00:34:34,064 --> 00:34:35,364 for the job. 696 00:34:37,534 --> 00:34:39,268 Wait, you picked me? 697 00:34:41,538 --> 00:34:43,305 So HCC didn't give me full access. 698 00:34:43,340 --> 00:34:44,373 You did. 699 00:34:48,765 --> 00:34:50,432 Did they even want me here at all? 700 00:34:58,294 --> 00:34:59,747 Why did you? 701 00:35:05,429 --> 00:35:06,996 Gotta see the truth. 702 00:35:08,972 --> 00:35:10,675 To write the truth. 703 00:35:14,237 --> 00:35:16,439 Unstoppable, you heard me? 704 00:35:16,473 --> 00:35:18,574 Oh, man. Stop fronting. 705 00:35:18,608 --> 00:35:21,077 You know I'm the brains of the operation. 706 00:35:33,490 --> 00:35:35,057 Get off, man. That's not funny. 707 00:35:35,092 --> 00:35:36,392 It's not funny. No brains. 708 00:35:36,426 --> 00:35:37,560 No brains. 709 00:35:38,662 --> 00:35:40,429 ? Too blind 710 00:36:13,463 --> 00:36:18,234 ? So how's it gonna be 711 00:36:20,767 --> 00:36:21,833 ? When it all 712 00:36:21,867 --> 00:36:23,581 Hey, Martin, it's me. 713 00:36:24,040 --> 00:36:26,242 Do you think I could take a rain check on date night tonight? 714 00:36:26,276 --> 00:36:27,743 I just, um... 715 00:36:27,778 --> 00:36:29,311 I really wanna be with you and the kids. 716 00:36:37,654 --> 00:36:39,421 You know, there might not have even been 717 00:36:39,456 --> 00:36:42,350 a patient to save if I hadn't done the pericardiocentesis. 718 00:36:43,727 --> 00:36:46,128 Yeah, and I wanted to tell you that you did it perfectly. 719 00:36:46,163 --> 00:36:47,564 I know I did. 720 00:36:48,111 --> 00:36:51,234 I didn't need... nor would I ask... for your opinion. 721 00:36:52,302 --> 00:36:54,036 Look, Floyd, you're an incredibly gifted 722 00:36:54,070 --> 00:36:56,639 doctor who heads up a world-class department. 723 00:36:56,673 --> 00:36:57,949 But so am I. 724 00:36:58,675 --> 00:37:01,013 Yeah. You're right. 725 00:37:04,214 --> 00:37:05,707 So we're good? 726 00:37:06,516 --> 00:37:07,750 I don't know. 727 00:37:08,585 --> 00:37:09,618 Are we? 728 00:37:09,653 --> 00:37:11,049 I mean, I don't know. 729 00:37:11,083 --> 00:37:13,464 I really don't want no static at work after this. 730 00:37:14,324 --> 00:37:15,383 Agreed. 731 00:37:17,260 --> 00:37:19,461 Well, you sound like you're still in your feelings, so... 732 00:37:19,496 --> 00:37:21,397 Oh, my God. 733 00:37:21,431 --> 00:37:23,566 You just can't help yourself, can you? 734 00:37:23,600 --> 00:37:26,502 You know, for the record, the spleen is way outside 735 00:37:26,536 --> 00:37:27,937 of cardiac's protocol. 736 00:37:28,605 --> 00:37:32,408 "Yesterday morning, at 7:38 a.m., 737 00:37:32,442 --> 00:37:35,477 a bullet ripped through New Amsterdam." 738 00:37:37,113 --> 00:37:41,117 "The bullet tore doctors apart. 739 00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:45,521 It tore families apart." 740 00:37:47,290 --> 00:37:49,658 "It tore communities apart." 741 00:37:59,236 --> 00:38:03,038 "It tore Jalen Pagan's body apart." 742 00:38:10,069 --> 00:38:13,182 "And although the hardworking doctors of New Amsterdam 743 00:38:13,216 --> 00:38:18,354 couldn't save Jalen's life, they all did their job." 744 00:38:19,589 --> 00:38:22,558 ? How's it gonna be 745 00:38:22,592 --> 00:38:26,265 "Except the bullet did its job better." 746 00:38:27,597 --> 00:38:29,732 ? To cycling trivialities 747 00:38:29,766 --> 00:38:31,267 That is the truth. 748 00:38:33,270 --> 00:38:36,805 Not one of you is at fault. 749 00:38:39,476 --> 00:38:41,610 Not one of you is to blame. 750 00:38:46,211 --> 00:38:48,518 I know you could all be working someplace else. 751 00:38:49,218 --> 00:38:50,978 Making... 752 00:38:52,289 --> 00:38:53,656 Making more money. 753 00:38:53,690 --> 00:38:55,658 ? Cycling trivialities 754 00:38:55,692 --> 00:38:57,259 Working less hours. 755 00:39:00,497 --> 00:39:01,797 But you're here. 756 00:39:03,800 --> 00:39:06,802 And I'm so grateful. 757 00:39:10,540 --> 00:39:13,632 Today is a new day. 758 00:39:21,217 --> 00:39:22,418 Go. 759 00:40:00,357 --> 00:40:03,059 The "Nutella" didn't spread. 760 00:40:09,733 --> 00:40:11,834 I should stop calling it Nutella. 761 00:40:14,604 --> 00:40:17,866 It's not Nutella. It's cancer. 762 00:40:19,743 --> 00:40:23,412 I should start being honest. 763 00:40:25,682 --> 00:40:26,915 At least with myself. 764 00:40:32,352 --> 00:40:34,356 I want to have a baby. 765 00:40:36,292 --> 00:40:37,259 Okay. 766 00:40:39,696 --> 00:40:43,732 But I'm single and on the wrong side of 35. 767 00:40:43,767 --> 00:40:46,568 I'd have to do injections and deal with epic mood swings 768 00:40:46,603 --> 00:40:48,537 if I even wanna give myself a chance. 769 00:40:51,408 --> 00:40:53,442 I don't know why I'd wanna bring a child... 770 00:40:53,476 --> 00:40:56,745 a brown child... into this world. 771 00:40:58,583 --> 00:41:00,382 There are a thousand reasons not to. 772 00:41:02,919 --> 00:41:05,821 But the only way to beat death... 773 00:41:07,269 --> 00:41:08,824 is life. 774 00:41:12,328 --> 00:41:13,562 There's a word for it. 775 00:41:16,599 --> 00:41:18,300 Surrogacy. 776 00:41:22,839 --> 00:41:24,239 Hope.