1 00:00:17,177 --> 00:00:24,263 - Synced and corrected by VitoSilans - ... www.Addic7ed.com ... 2 00:01:06,186 --> 00:01:08,788 Don't do this. 3 00:01:08,789 --> 00:01:12,071 It's done. And it's final. 4 00:01:14,875 --> 00:01:18,117 Let me tell my crew. 5 00:01:20,440 --> 00:01:22,361 Go home. 6 00:01:22,362 --> 00:01:24,964 We'll show you the language when it's ready. 7 00:02:35,756 --> 00:02:37,878 Okay. My turn. 8 00:03:37,497 --> 00:03:39,739 lncoming call. 9 00:03:41,942 --> 00:03:43,503 Incoming call. 10 00:03:46,433 --> 00:03:48,067 lncoming call. 11 00:03:48,068 --> 00:03:50,149 Hagerty. 12 00:03:50,150 --> 00:03:52,632 Good morning, Captain Hagerty. This is Aaron Shultz 13 00:03:52,633 --> 00:03:54,634 from The New York Times. I was wondering if I could... 14 00:03:54,635 --> 00:03:57,156 - How did you get this number? - We had it on file. 15 00:03:57,157 --> 00:03:58,518 A colleague of mine did an interview a few years... 16 00:03:58,519 --> 00:04:00,260 Not doing press today. 17 00:04:00,263 --> 00:04:02,522 As the original commander of the mission, would you like t... 18 00:04:02,523 --> 00:04:04,244 End call. 19 00:04:15,175 --> 00:04:16,536 TV. 20 00:04:16,537 --> 00:04:18,538 Screen on. 21 00:04:18,539 --> 00:04:21,821 An estimated 2 billion people are watching around the world 22 00:04:21,822 --> 00:04:23,703 to witness this historic moment... 23 00:04:23,704 --> 00:04:27,146 The launch of the first human mission to Mars. 24 00:04:27,147 --> 00:04:28,588 In just a few short hours, 25 00:04:28,589 --> 00:04:30,750 the five astronauts of Providence 1 26 00:04:30,751 --> 00:04:33,673 will leave Earth to embark on their 2 1/2-year journey 27 00:04:33,674 --> 00:04:35,755 to Mars and back. 28 00:04:35,756 --> 00:04:37,757 We're now gonna take you live to the launch center 29 00:04:37,758 --> 00:04:41,521 in Louisiana, where Laz Ingram, the founder and CEO of VISTA, 30 00:04:41,522 --> 00:04:42,762 is joining us. 31 00:04:42,763 --> 00:04:44,054 Good morning, Ms. Ingram. 32 00:04:44,057 --> 00:04:45,565 Thanks for having me. 33 00:04:45,566 --> 00:04:47,487 It's been a long road getting here. 34 00:04:47,490 --> 00:04:51,090 Yes, eight years since NASA awarded us the Mars contract. 35 00:04:51,091 --> 00:04:52,612 Eight very challenging years. 36 00:04:52,613 --> 00:04:54,013 Walk us through what we can expect 37 00:04:54,014 --> 00:04:56,375 - in the days and months ahead. - Gladly. 38 00:04:56,376 --> 00:04:58,297 Once the crew has achieved orbit, 39 00:04:58,298 --> 00:05:00,235 they'll dock with the Mars Transit Vehicle. 40 00:05:00,238 --> 00:05:01,741 The astronauts will climb aboard 41 00:05:01,742 --> 00:05:03,663 and conduct what we call a shakedown... 42 00:05:03,664 --> 00:05:05,825 A rigorous series of diagnostic tests... 43 00:05:05,826 --> 00:05:07,867 And then they'll initiate the first long burn, 44 00:05:07,868 --> 00:05:09,589 sending them on their way. 45 00:05:09,590 --> 00:05:12,111 Seven months later, they'll arrive at Mars, 46 00:05:12,112 --> 00:05:13,633 descend to the surface, 47 00:05:13,634 --> 00:05:16,035 spend 18 months before they launch in the MAV 48 00:05:16,036 --> 00:05:18,758 back to the Transit Vehicle and make their journey home. 49 00:05:18,759 --> 00:05:20,680 But aside from accomplishing the feats... 50 00:05:20,681 --> 00:05:21,681 Mute. 51 00:05:23,160 --> 00:05:25,124 ...the very first human looked up at the stars 52 00:05:25,125 --> 00:05:27,326 and wondered in whatever language she spoke on, 53 00:05:27,327 --> 00:05:29,529 "What is it? What's out there?" 54 00:05:29,530 --> 00:05:33,533 These are the answers that we continue to search for. 55 00:05:33,534 --> 00:05:35,815 I just have to ask, and I'm sure everyone else 56 00:05:35,816 --> 00:05:37,049 wants to know, 57 00:05:37,052 --> 00:05:39,375 what is going through your mind right now? 58 00:05:42,142 --> 00:05:44,423 Too much to... 59 00:05:44,424 --> 00:05:48,147 How can I possibly reply? That's irrelevant. 60 00:05:48,148 --> 00:05:50,630 But none of this would be happening without you. 61 00:05:50,631 --> 00:05:53,513 Are you happy? Nervous? 62 00:05:53,514 --> 00:05:57,877 I'm focused. We still have a lot of work ahead of us. 63 00:05:57,878 --> 00:06:00,119 Well, congratulations, Ms. Ingram. 64 00:06:00,120 --> 00:06:02,361 We know that you're busy and need to get to the launch. 65 00:06:02,362 --> 00:06:04,764 Thanks for spending some time with us this morning. 66 00:06:04,765 --> 00:06:07,567 It's been an absolute pleasure. Thank you. 67 00:06:07,568 --> 00:06:09,248 And we're off. 68 00:06:11,371 --> 00:06:13,372 Mm. 69 00:06:22,703 --> 00:06:24,824 - Weather? - Weather is a go. 70 00:06:24,825 --> 00:06:26,305 No constraints for launch. 71 00:06:26,306 --> 00:06:28,908 - TDL weather. - Flight, the only TIL center, 72 00:06:28,909 --> 00:06:31,390 beginning in launch window 1-A. Crosswind of the others 73 00:06:31,391 --> 00:06:33,392 - are out of limit. - Okay, let's wait and see 74 00:06:33,393 --> 00:06:36,075 how things progress. 75 00:06:36,076 --> 00:06:38,798 Are we go for crew to proceed to the launch pad? 76 00:06:38,799 --> 00:06:40,560 We are a go. 77 00:07:16,276 --> 00:07:18,077 Flight crew has arrived at pad surface 78 00:07:18,078 --> 00:07:19,799 and are entering the elevators. 79 00:07:19,800 --> 00:07:21,801 Copy. Range? 80 00:07:21,802 --> 00:07:23,883 On stage, confirm that we are a go. 81 00:07:23,884 --> 00:07:27,046 Weather continues to look very good. 82 00:07:27,047 --> 00:07:28,307 Shallow seas. 83 00:07:28,310 --> 00:07:30,570 If we go 10 minutes later we'll have two-way as well. 84 00:07:30,571 --> 00:07:33,372 Copy. Let's give crew maximum flexibility. 85 00:07:33,373 --> 00:07:35,856 - Wait 10 to 15. - Copy. That should do it. 86 00:07:39,540 --> 00:07:43,623 In just a minute, you'll see them coming across. 87 00:07:43,624 --> 00:07:46,305 Copy. 88 00:07:46,306 --> 00:07:48,588 Awaiting report. 89 00:07:48,589 --> 00:07:52,992 - Standby process to RL. - Copy. 90 00:07:52,993 --> 00:07:55,635 FPM sealing tank, pressurization complete. 91 00:07:55,636 --> 00:07:58,197 Copy that. 92 00:09:15,636 --> 00:09:17,156 What do you think? 93 00:09:20,360 --> 00:09:21,561 Fuck it. 94 00:09:21,562 --> 00:09:23,202 Call CAPCOM. Secure line. 95 00:09:23,203 --> 00:09:25,845 Calling CAPCOM, secure line. 96 00:09:27,407 --> 00:09:29,969 Sir. 97 00:09:29,970 --> 00:09:32,812 Patch him to me. 98 00:09:32,813 --> 00:09:35,815 Roger that. 99 00:09:35,816 --> 00:09:38,337 He wants 30 seconds with the crew, non-public. 100 00:09:38,338 --> 00:09:39,482 What for? 101 00:09:39,485 --> 00:09:41,899 Uh, just some words, wish them luck. 102 00:09:41,902 --> 00:09:44,064 LC says they can swing it. 103 00:09:46,587 --> 00:09:48,708 We owe him as much. 104 00:09:48,709 --> 00:09:50,189 Fine. 105 00:09:50,190 --> 00:09:51,711 That's a go. 106 00:09:51,712 --> 00:09:54,875 Stand by. We'll have a window in just a moment. 107 00:09:56,837 --> 00:09:59,198 Putting you through now. 108 00:09:59,199 --> 00:10:01,801 Matt, we've got a surprise for you all. 109 00:10:01,802 --> 00:10:03,723 Please don't tell me we have a weather hold. 110 00:10:03,724 --> 00:10:06,485 Skies couldn't be clearer. 111 00:10:06,486 --> 00:10:08,968 - Hags, is that you? - Last time I checked. 112 00:10:08,969 --> 00:10:12,211 Well, hot damn. This is a nice surprise. 113 00:10:12,212 --> 00:10:13,412 How y'all doing in there? 114 00:10:13,413 --> 00:10:16,215 Snug as bugs. 115 00:10:16,216 --> 00:10:18,538 Well, I just called to say Godspeed. 116 00:10:18,539 --> 00:10:23,503 I'm watching... and I'm with you in spirit. 117 00:10:23,504 --> 00:10:26,826 How we looking on TV? 118 00:10:26,827 --> 00:10:29,228 Real good. Even Kwame. 119 00:10:31,552 --> 00:10:33,352 You mean you don't miss the mustache? 120 00:10:34,635 --> 00:10:36,319 Not for a second. 121 00:10:36,322 --> 00:10:40,479 - Any final words of advice? - Just do whatever Mattie says. 122 00:10:40,480 --> 00:10:43,723 - Listen to the man. - And don't clog the shitter. 123 00:10:45,125 --> 00:10:46,192 He's talking to you, Lou. 124 00:10:46,195 --> 00:10:48,285 I guess, so I'm never gonna live that down, huh? 125 00:10:48,288 --> 00:10:51,851 - Not for another 2 1/2 years. - Yeah, thanks, Tom. 126 00:10:51,852 --> 00:10:55,747 Sorry to break up the party, but we need to clear the line. 127 00:10:55,750 --> 00:10:57,697 All right, you guys, nothing sentimental here. 128 00:10:57,698 --> 00:11:00,219 Just do your thing. 129 00:11:00,220 --> 00:11:01,981 You got this. 130 00:11:01,982 --> 00:11:04,824 Means a lot, Tom... You calling us. 131 00:11:04,825 --> 00:11:08,749 Never mind that. Now, go make some history. 132 00:11:10,791 --> 00:11:13,272 And we're off. 133 00:11:13,273 --> 00:11:16,075 Thank you. End call. 134 00:11:31,331 --> 00:11:33,012 Well... 135 00:11:33,013 --> 00:11:35,856 tell me you wouldn't have missed me if I'd gone. 136 00:11:48,589 --> 00:11:50,069 Pressure. 137 00:11:50,070 --> 00:11:53,993 - Pressure steady at 15 32. - Systems A. 138 00:11:53,994 --> 00:11:56,195 - Systems A go. - Systems B. 139 00:11:56,196 --> 00:11:58,518 - Systems B go. - Systems backup. 140 00:11:58,519 --> 00:12:00,880 - Backup go. - Weather. 141 00:12:00,881 --> 00:12:03,282 Weather is still observed and forecast to be go. 142 00:12:07,247 --> 00:12:10,810 Listen, you guys, uh, I just want to say, it's... 143 00:12:10,811 --> 00:12:13,492 it's an honor to share this tin can with you all. 144 00:12:13,493 --> 00:12:15,935 Ah, don't make us puke before we get up there. 145 00:12:15,936 --> 00:12:19,258 No, I mean it. 146 00:12:19,259 --> 00:12:21,340 Seriously, I couldn't ask for a better crew. 147 00:12:24,505 --> 00:12:28,387 T-minus 9 poll is complete. Resume count on my mark. 148 00:12:28,388 --> 00:12:32,391 3, 2, 1, mark. 149 00:12:32,392 --> 00:12:35,034 GLS auto-sequence has been initiated. 150 00:12:37,077 --> 00:12:40,359 Okay, Mattie, we're feeling pretty good down here. 151 00:12:40,360 --> 00:12:42,121 On behalf of everyone on the ground, 152 00:12:42,122 --> 00:12:44,483 it's an honor to assist as you embark 153 00:12:44,484 --> 00:12:47,527 on the longest journey any humans have ever taken. 154 00:12:47,528 --> 00:12:49,408 Matt... 155 00:12:49,409 --> 00:12:51,090 Luis... 156 00:12:51,091 --> 00:12:52,491 Adrienne... 157 00:12:52,492 --> 00:12:53,973 Cathleen... 158 00:12:53,974 --> 00:12:54,993 Kwame... 159 00:12:54,996 --> 00:12:56,856 Godspeed, good luck. 160 00:12:56,857 --> 00:12:58,830 Try to have a little fun up there. 161 00:12:58,833 --> 00:13:01,459 You guys make that easy. And thanks. 162 00:13:01,462 --> 00:13:05,304 Thanks to you, and thanks to the thousands of men and women 163 00:13:05,305 --> 00:13:07,827 who give their souls, their hearts, 164 00:13:07,828 --> 00:13:11,511 and their lives in the cause of exploration. 165 00:13:11,512 --> 00:13:15,635 Okay, let's light this fire. Providence is ready to launch. 166 00:13:15,636 --> 00:13:18,397 Thank you, sir. Let's get going. 167 00:13:18,398 --> 00:13:20,239 That was a very nice speech, Matthew. 168 00:13:20,240 --> 00:13:21,480 Yeah, fuck off. 169 00:13:21,481 --> 00:13:22,882 Did you write that all by yourself? 170 00:13:22,883 --> 00:13:25,404 Hell no! Ellen wrote that for my ass. 171 00:13:25,405 --> 00:13:27,527 - Of course she did. - Hey, what can I say? 172 00:13:27,528 --> 00:13:28,968 I married up. 173 00:13:28,969 --> 00:13:31,210 90 seconds, people. 174 00:13:34,535 --> 00:13:36,415 White Room's pulling back. 175 00:13:39,499 --> 00:13:42,902 Here we go, folks. One minute downstairs. 176 00:13:42,903 --> 00:13:45,518 - You getting nervous? - Do I look nervous? 177 00:13:46,528 --> 00:13:49,428 Cabin pressure is probably gonna give us an alarm. 178 00:13:49,429 --> 00:13:51,711 LOX and hydrogen-filling valves are closed. 179 00:13:51,712 --> 00:13:53,312 And there it goes. 180 00:13:53,313 --> 00:13:54,954 - Disregard. - Copy. 181 00:13:54,955 --> 00:13:57,557 - T-minus 30 seconds. - Range green. 182 00:13:57,558 --> 00:14:00,279 Stable at step 3. Status check. 183 00:14:00,280 --> 00:14:02,962 - Providence is a go. - Launch team is go for launch. 184 00:14:02,963 --> 00:14:05,645 Handoff to Providence computers has occurred. 185 00:14:05,646 --> 00:14:08,447 Solid rocket booster nozzle steering check in work. 186 00:14:08,448 --> 00:14:10,169 - 15. - Let's do it. 187 00:14:10,170 --> 00:14:15,575 Go for main engine start. T-minus 10, 9, 8, 188 00:14:15,576 --> 00:14:20,074 ...7, 6, 5, 4... 189 00:14:20,077 --> 00:14:21,220 Four at 100. 190 00:14:21,221 --> 00:14:23,262 ...3, 2, 1... 191 00:14:30,671 --> 00:14:32,111 There goes tower. 192 00:14:37,237 --> 00:14:39,639 We have liftoff for Providence 1. 193 00:14:42,803 --> 00:14:45,484 And thus marks an historic moment for humanity... 194 00:14:45,485 --> 00:14:47,366 The first manned mission to Mars 195 00:14:47,367 --> 00:14:49,211 launching to escape Earth's gravity 196 00:14:49,214 --> 00:14:51,490 on a voyage to the red planet. 197 00:14:51,491 --> 00:14:53,814 The dreams of billions are with them. 198 00:14:56,216 --> 00:14:58,098 Four at 104. 199 00:14:59,660 --> 00:15:03,142 - Vista, roll program. - Roger. Roll, Providence. 200 00:15:06,507 --> 00:15:08,148 Four at 72. 201 00:15:10,591 --> 00:15:13,913 Go, you son of a bitch. 202 00:15:13,914 --> 00:15:16,115 Looking good from here, Providence. 203 00:15:16,116 --> 00:15:17,957 Throttle up to 104. 204 00:15:17,958 --> 00:15:19,759 Roger go. Throttle up. 205 00:15:19,760 --> 00:15:21,480 Standby for staging. 206 00:16:10,731 --> 00:16:13,012 The dirt beneath our feet... 207 00:16:16,176 --> 00:16:20,019 ...it pulls down on every step. 208 00:16:24,585 --> 00:16:26,826 It brings everything back to the center. 209 00:16:50,090 --> 00:16:52,892 There is confusion in the grandstands here 210 00:16:52,893 --> 00:16:54,133 at the liftoff of Providence 1. 211 00:16:54,134 --> 00:16:55,655 - Call Kayla. - I'm being told 212 00:16:55,656 --> 00:16:58,457 that Mission Control will be reviewing what... 213 00:16:58,458 --> 00:17:00,660 All circuits are busy. 214 00:17:00,661 --> 00:17:02,181 Try again. 215 00:17:02,182 --> 00:17:06,465 All circuits are busy. 216 00:17:06,466 --> 00:17:08,467 Try again. 217 00:17:08,468 --> 00:17:11,270 All circuits are busy. 218 00:17:11,271 --> 00:17:13,352 Try again! 219 00:17:13,353 --> 00:17:15,955 Open! 220 00:17:43,143 --> 00:17:46,225 Folks, all of this has got to go before the families arrive. 221 00:17:49,590 --> 00:17:52,632 Champagne. Get the champagne off the table. 222 00:17:57,237 --> 00:18:00,199 Coming through. 223 00:18:17,778 --> 00:18:19,338 Don't say anything. 224 00:18:19,339 --> 00:18:20,540 Are they all ready? 225 00:18:20,541 --> 00:18:22,662 - Everyone's ready. - Thank you. 226 00:18:31,471 --> 00:18:33,873 State and Defense have been notified. 227 00:18:33,874 --> 00:18:35,995 Got a call with the president in 10. 228 00:18:35,996 --> 00:18:39,519 Well, then, let's speak after. 229 00:18:39,520 --> 00:18:40,800 I need to... 230 00:18:40,801 --> 00:18:42,042 Okay. 231 00:18:48,689 --> 00:18:51,170 Everyone, your attention, please. 232 00:19:12,032 --> 00:19:16,196 Our machine... failed us. 233 00:19:20,848 --> 00:19:28,255 Five brave explorers have been lost. 234 00:19:31,211 --> 00:19:36,937 And, um, as much as we all knew that was a possibility... 235 00:19:39,980 --> 00:19:44,303 ...I'm, um... 236 00:19:44,304 --> 00:19:49,550 I'm utterly shocked, as I'm sure all of you are, as well. 237 00:19:52,272 --> 00:19:56,115 We have counselors available for anyone who needs them. 238 00:19:56,116 --> 00:20:00,641 And, in fact, any of your needs, please take them to HR. 239 00:20:03,764 --> 00:20:11,731 The most important thing is that we support one another 240 00:20:11,732 --> 00:20:14,935 as a team, and, um... 241 00:20:19,620 --> 00:20:23,303 ...that we d-don't descend into despair. 242 00:20:32,432 --> 00:20:34,114 This is the moment. 243 00:20:36,837 --> 00:20:39,478 No alarm at separation? 244 00:20:39,479 --> 00:20:41,521 It has to be the booster separation motors. 245 00:20:41,522 --> 00:20:43,242 The outer shell should have been able to withstand 246 00:20:43,243 --> 00:20:46,325 at least 50,000 pounds of blast pressure from each motor. 247 00:20:46,326 --> 00:20:48,769 We had three layers of redundancy. 248 00:20:50,450 --> 00:20:53,613 If there was any kind of mechanical malfunction 249 00:20:53,614 --> 00:20:55,855 or pressure deviation, 250 00:20:55,856 --> 00:20:57,937 the automatic abort would have initiated. 251 00:20:57,938 --> 00:21:00,133 It just doesn't... Doesn't make sense. 252 00:21:00,136 --> 00:21:01,901 How can we have a separation malfunction 253 00:21:01,902 --> 00:21:06,465 without any data showing any abnormality? 254 00:21:06,466 --> 00:21:08,267 If we had a sensor issue with one of the motors, 255 00:21:08,268 --> 00:21:09,749 the other ones would've picked it up. 256 00:21:09,750 --> 00:21:11,711 That's what I don't understand. 257 00:21:11,712 --> 00:21:14,594 We've modeled thousands of different scenarios. 258 00:21:14,595 --> 00:21:17,436 I-I can't even imagine what we might have missed. 259 00:21:17,437 --> 00:21:20,359 Could you give us a second, please? 260 00:21:20,360 --> 00:21:21,762 Sure. 261 00:21:31,732 --> 00:21:33,574 You can't put this on yourself. 262 00:21:35,936 --> 00:21:37,777 It was my design. 263 00:21:37,778 --> 00:21:40,339 There were thousands of people involved in that design. 264 00:21:40,340 --> 00:21:42,061 And I led them. 265 00:21:42,062 --> 00:21:45,505 And they need a leader now. 266 00:21:45,506 --> 00:21:47,227 We need to keep it together. 267 00:21:49,590 --> 00:21:51,552 If we do, then they will. 268 00:21:53,433 --> 00:21:55,590 What can I do? H-How can I help? 269 00:22:00,320 --> 00:22:02,962 - I'm all right. - Are you sure? 270 00:22:02,963 --> 00:22:05,004 Yeah. 271 00:22:05,005 --> 00:22:08,848 Yeah, I'll get the booster team at the build facility, 272 00:22:08,849 --> 00:22:10,891 get some eyes on the hardware. 273 00:22:13,694 --> 00:22:15,334 Okay, thank you, everyone. 274 00:22:15,335 --> 00:22:17,377 Let's stop the work till the families get through. 275 00:22:24,745 --> 00:22:27,106 - Tried to call. - Lines were jammed. 276 00:22:27,107 --> 00:22:30,070 - Green room's ready. - Thank you. 277 00:22:50,531 --> 00:22:52,011 Hey, you. 278 00:23:19,520 --> 00:23:21,080 You hungry? 279 00:23:21,081 --> 00:23:23,002 I'm... 280 00:23:23,003 --> 00:23:25,404 No. Thanks. 281 00:23:25,405 --> 00:23:27,246 How about you? You hungry? 282 00:23:27,247 --> 00:23:28,969 Yeah? Come here. 283 00:23:30,771 --> 00:23:34,814 Last time I saw you, you were about that big. 284 00:23:34,815 --> 00:23:36,696 Here. 285 00:23:41,061 --> 00:23:42,570 Climb up there. 286 00:23:45,185 --> 00:23:48,548 You're an astronaut, like Dad? 287 00:23:48,549 --> 00:23:51,350 I used to be. 288 00:23:51,351 --> 00:23:53,472 You like ham? 289 00:23:53,473 --> 00:23:56,050 How about chicken? 290 00:23:56,053 --> 00:23:57,694 My daughter doesn't like meat, either, 291 00:23:57,697 --> 00:23:59,419 so watch what we'll do here. 292 00:24:01,762 --> 00:24:03,003 And this... 293 00:24:04,885 --> 00:24:09,088 And now you've got... 294 00:24:09,089 --> 00:24:12,613 a double-cheese sandwich. 295 00:24:15,295 --> 00:24:16,657 There you go. 296 00:24:19,700 --> 00:24:21,506 Who gets to decide? 297 00:24:21,509 --> 00:24:24,070 To decide what? 298 00:24:24,073 --> 00:24:25,795 Who dies. 299 00:24:31,992 --> 00:24:33,793 Here. 300 00:24:33,794 --> 00:24:35,596 I'll show you something. 301 00:24:42,643 --> 00:24:44,569 Your turn. 302 00:24:48,208 --> 00:24:49,729 Perfect. Okay. 303 00:24:49,730 --> 00:24:51,892 You want to take it back and sit with your mom? 304 00:24:54,560 --> 00:24:58,497 - Did you ask him to come? - He was here when we arrived. 305 00:24:58,498 --> 00:25:00,580 It would mean a lot to them that he's here. 306 00:25:00,581 --> 00:25:01,941 Do you want to talk to him? 307 00:25:01,942 --> 00:25:03,783 No. 308 00:25:03,784 --> 00:25:05,144 And the families? 309 00:25:05,145 --> 00:25:07,186 Yeah, well... 310 00:25:07,187 --> 00:25:09,789 We're gonna wait an hour or so before they get briefed. 311 00:25:09,790 --> 00:25:12,071 Well, whatever you think is best. 312 00:25:12,072 --> 00:25:14,795 - Anything I can tell them? - Not right now. Um... 313 00:25:17,037 --> 00:25:18,838 I'll check in later. 314 00:25:18,839 --> 00:25:19,839 End call. 315 00:25:22,202 --> 00:25:24,363 He waves his finger at me. 316 00:25:24,364 --> 00:25:27,527 "Mom, I'm going to be too big to fit in my seat." 317 00:25:27,528 --> 00:25:32,371 I say, "You'll thank me. I know how bad this freeze-dry is." 318 00:25:32,372 --> 00:25:34,655 Then after dinner, we have presents... 319 00:25:38,779 --> 00:25:40,901 ...for the birthdays he'll be gone. 320 00:25:44,825 --> 00:25:47,386 He says, "No. Bad luck." 321 00:25:47,387 --> 00:25:49,028 I say, "No such thing..." 322 00:25:49,029 --> 00:25:50,591 Will you stop? 323 00:25:52,913 --> 00:25:54,594 I need a drink. 324 00:25:54,595 --> 00:25:56,637 They have nothing to drink. 325 00:26:19,179 --> 00:26:21,981 Translating to the SSU. How they driving? 326 00:26:21,982 --> 00:26:23,703 So far, so good. 327 00:26:23,704 --> 00:26:26,186 Got that last turn on AP Alpha, moving on. 328 00:26:29,109 --> 00:26:31,470 Luis, we copy your checks on AP Alpha. 329 00:26:31,471 --> 00:26:34,313 Next will be AP Bravo H2. 330 00:26:34,314 --> 00:26:35,715 Copy. 331 00:26:40,961 --> 00:26:44,644 Luis, wave to the folks back home. 332 00:26:52,653 --> 00:26:56,495 Hey. Take a look. 333 00:26:56,496 --> 00:26:59,418 Man, wish we could do this every day. 334 00:26:59,419 --> 00:27:01,340 Never gets old. 335 00:27:01,341 --> 00:27:02,742 Never. 336 00:27:04,785 --> 00:27:07,787 Gentlemen, heads up for sunset. 337 00:27:07,788 --> 00:27:09,268 Roger, Vista. 338 00:27:09,269 --> 00:27:12,071 We'll finish up here and start heading back. 339 00:27:17,317 --> 00:27:19,839 Lucky bastards, aren't we? 340 00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:23,202 Pause. 341 00:27:40,821 --> 00:27:42,822 lf you can sign it tonight, great. 342 00:27:42,823 --> 00:27:45,144 Or take it home and run it past your personal counsel. 343 00:27:45,145 --> 00:27:45,998 I'll leave this here. 344 00:27:46,001 --> 00:27:47,681 Either way, if you have any questions 345 00:27:47,684 --> 00:27:50,187 or your counsel wants to reach out, we are on standby... 346 00:27:50,190 --> 00:27:52,912 - Have you spoken to Laz? - A little while ago. 347 00:27:52,913 --> 00:27:55,074 - Well, is she coming? - I don't know. 348 00:27:55,075 --> 00:27:57,557 She said she's at a meeting. 349 00:27:57,558 --> 00:28:00,359 - She should be here. - Well, I agree. 350 00:28:29,309 --> 00:28:31,150 I'll be back in a minute. 351 00:28:34,114 --> 00:28:36,035 My office. 352 00:28:41,722 --> 00:28:44,403 - You could have called. - You wouldn't have answered. 353 00:28:44,404 --> 00:28:46,646 What is it? We're in the middle of a briefing meeting... 354 00:28:46,647 --> 00:28:48,327 You know that they're loading soon. 355 00:28:48,328 --> 00:28:49,227 Yeah. 356 00:28:49,230 --> 00:28:52,129 Well, you need to say something. 357 00:28:52,132 --> 00:28:54,013 We still don't know what happened. 358 00:28:54,014 --> 00:28:55,535 I'm... I'm not talking about answers. 359 00:28:55,536 --> 00:28:57,336 You've got to give them more than lawyers. 360 00:28:57,337 --> 00:28:58,898 - You know the protocol. - Screw the protocol. 361 00:28:58,899 --> 00:29:02,181 You got to shoulder some responsibility here. 362 00:29:02,182 --> 00:29:03,663 That's exactly what I'm doing. 363 00:29:03,664 --> 00:29:05,586 I mean with the families. 364 00:29:08,909 --> 00:29:11,070 Why are you inserting yourself into this? 365 00:29:11,071 --> 00:29:12,992 Because I know them. 366 00:29:12,993 --> 00:29:15,635 'Cause I selected them, I trained them. 367 00:29:15,636 --> 00:29:17,236 Because I was supposed to be able to... 368 00:29:17,237 --> 00:29:18,518 They have crew assigned. 369 00:29:18,519 --> 00:29:20,319 Everything is being taken care of. 370 00:29:20,320 --> 00:29:23,122 Crew's not the same as you. 371 00:29:23,123 --> 00:29:24,964 They need to hear from you. 372 00:29:24,965 --> 00:29:26,165 And say what? 373 00:29:26,166 --> 00:29:28,226 Show them that it fucking hurts. 374 00:29:32,813 --> 00:29:34,013 Of course it hurts. 375 00:29:34,014 --> 00:29:35,616 So show them that. 376 00:29:37,886 --> 00:29:40,379 You're not helping. I know you think you are, but you're not. 377 00:29:40,380 --> 00:29:42,101 Why are you afraid of them? 378 00:29:42,102 --> 00:29:44,263 Why can't you look them in the eye? 379 00:29:44,264 --> 00:29:46,425 I have a briefing to get back to. 380 00:29:46,426 --> 00:29:48,227 - It can wait. - No, it can't, actually. 381 00:29:48,228 --> 00:29:50,390 And this is holding things up. 382 00:29:51,792 --> 00:29:52,953 Coward. 383 00:29:56,717 --> 00:29:57,958 Fine. 384 00:30:20,741 --> 00:30:26,465 My first year at NASA... Columbia happens. 385 00:30:26,466 --> 00:30:29,188 That was pure hell. 386 00:30:29,189 --> 00:30:31,111 That's when I started smoking. 387 00:30:32,993 --> 00:30:34,514 I didn't know you did. 388 00:30:34,515 --> 00:30:36,435 Well, I quit. 389 00:30:36,436 --> 00:30:38,759 But I always bring one to a launch. 390 00:30:40,561 --> 00:30:42,202 Oh, no, thanks. 391 00:30:51,051 --> 00:30:53,974 You do know how ugly this is gonna get, right? 392 00:30:55,896 --> 00:30:57,497 It looks fine. 393 00:31:33,974 --> 00:31:36,415 - You want me to drive you home? - No. It's okay. 394 00:31:36,416 --> 00:31:39,539 - Are you sure? - Yeah. 395 00:31:39,540 --> 00:31:41,622 I really appreciate it, Tom. 396 00:31:43,423 --> 00:31:45,706 I am so sorry for your loss. 397 00:31:48,188 --> 00:31:49,670 Thank you. 398 00:31:54,555 --> 00:31:57,597 Ellen, anything 24/7. 399 00:31:57,598 --> 00:32:00,680 I'm so sorry for your loss. 400 00:32:00,681 --> 00:32:02,242 This is obscene. 401 00:32:04,565 --> 00:32:07,046 What did she lose, huh? Tell me. 402 00:32:07,047 --> 00:32:09,729 She lost nothing. 403 00:32:09,730 --> 00:32:10,770 Come on, let's go. 404 00:32:10,771 --> 00:32:13,212 Huh? How much did you make? 405 00:32:13,213 --> 00:32:15,254 - Let him go! - Let's go outside. 406 00:32:15,255 --> 00:32:17,777 - Please. - I know you're feeling... 407 00:32:17,778 --> 00:32:19,218 What do you know?! 408 00:32:19,219 --> 00:32:20,780 Guillermo, please! 409 00:32:20,781 --> 00:32:22,461 Come on, tell me! 410 00:32:22,462 --> 00:32:25,113 Then you tell me! You tell me! You tell me! 411 00:33:04,825 --> 00:33:07,507 I know. It's okay. 412 00:33:07,508 --> 00:33:09,510 I was gone a long time. 413 00:33:34,174 --> 00:33:36,055 I'm very sorry, ma'am. It's a terrible loss. 414 00:33:36,056 --> 00:33:37,777 Yeah. 415 00:35:05,626 --> 00:35:07,707 One of these days, you're gonna tell me... 416 00:35:15,996 --> 00:35:18,758 ...why you want to touch God. 417 00:35:22,843 --> 00:35:24,724 You don't believe in God. 418 00:35:27,848 --> 00:35:29,368 You want to be God. 419 00:35:29,369 --> 00:35:31,410 Forward, top speed. 420 00:35:46,907 --> 00:35:48,307 Back up. 421 00:36:35,708 --> 00:36:37,328 Hey. 422 00:36:44,244 --> 00:36:46,527 You... You kept my hand ID in the door. 423 00:37:05,706 --> 00:37:07,667 I was at this guy's place. 424 00:37:07,670 --> 00:37:10,658 We had it on, you know, on the TV. 425 00:37:17,898 --> 00:37:19,980 For a second, I was like... 426 00:37:26,727 --> 00:37:30,089 Thought about Mom. 427 00:37:30,090 --> 00:37:33,292 About when... When we would watch 428 00:37:33,293 --> 00:37:35,976 and how scared we'd get when you... 429 00:37:42,422 --> 00:37:48,388 Even for a second, I was like, "What if he's gone?" 430 00:37:54,715 --> 00:37:58,438 Like, not... not the thing, but just, like... 431 00:38:01,962 --> 00:38:04,044 Like, if you were gone... 432 00:38:08,488 --> 00:38:11,211 ...I wouldn't even know. 433 00:38:12,613 --> 00:38:14,134 You're high. 434 00:38:16,817 --> 00:38:19,179 Whose place? 435 00:38:21,782 --> 00:38:22,942 What? 436 00:38:22,943 --> 00:38:25,585 Where you were at. 437 00:38:25,586 --> 00:38:28,335 Just a friend... sort of. 438 00:38:30,791 --> 00:38:32,912 Not really a friend, I guess. 439 00:38:32,913 --> 00:38:33,914 Hmm. 440 00:38:38,118 --> 00:38:41,761 I thought you'd left town. 441 00:38:41,762 --> 00:38:43,804 I've been back for a while. 442 00:38:52,332 --> 00:38:54,214 Gonna eat something? 443 00:39:01,782 --> 00:39:03,584 I shouldn't have come here. 444 00:39:07,748 --> 00:39:10,510 I don't feel good. 445 00:41:52,593 --> 00:41:57,798 What's far... is near. 446 00:42:00,561 --> 00:42:06,995 So close, it's just beneath the skin... 447 00:42:15,616 --> 00:42:17,176 ...breathing... 448 00:42:21,141 --> 00:42:22,542 ...pulsing... 449 00:42:28,989 --> 00:42:31,030 ...racing... 450 00:42:35,716 --> 00:42:39,238 ...waiting for you to find it. 451 00:42:48,813 --> 00:42:53,956 - Synced and corrected by VitoSilans - ... www.Addic7ed.com ...