1 00:00:04,150 --> 00:00:08,020 New York City. Center of the universe. 2 00:00:08,080 --> 00:00:10,940 Home to 8.6 million people. 3 00:00:10,980 --> 00:00:13,630 A diverse melting pot of culture. 4 00:00:13,680 --> 00:00:16,570 Everyone searching for meaning and answers. 5 00:00:16,580 --> 00:00:18,420 I thought I had it all figured out. 6 00:00:18,470 --> 00:00:20,439 But then, something happened, 7 00:00:20,440 --> 00:00:22,560 and it changed my life forever. 8 00:00:22,580 --> 00:00:25,520 There is no proof of God anywhere in the universe. 9 00:00:25,560 --> 00:00:27,470 We will debate that and more on today's episode 10 00:00:27,520 --> 00:00:28,536 of "The Millennial Prophet." 11 00:00:28,560 --> 00:00:30,090 I am your host, Miles Finer, 12 00:00:30,130 --> 00:00:32,680 reminding you that there is no God, and that is okay. 13 00:00:32,780 --> 00:00:35,400 My guest today is an old NYU friend, 14 00:00:35,440 --> 00:00:37,790 one of my favorite people. 15 00:00:37,830 --> 00:00:39,620 Ladies and gentleman, welcome to the podcast 16 00:00:39,660 --> 00:00:41,600 Rabbi Zoe Schwartz. 17 00:00:41,680 --> 00:00:44,450 Thank you so much for having me, Miles. 18 00:00:44,490 --> 00:00:46,580 But per usual, you're misinformed. 19 00:00:46,620 --> 00:00:48,600 There is proof of God in the Torah. 20 00:00:48,620 --> 00:00:50,939 The miracles of Sinai, for instance. 21 00:00:50,940 --> 00:00:52,020 You grew up in the church. 22 00:00:52,040 --> 00:00:53,086 You know this better than anyone. 23 00:00:53,110 --> 00:00:54,920 Yes, it's true, my father's a reverend. 24 00:00:54,940 --> 00:00:57,070 We got the whole Luke/Vader dynamic going on. 25 00:00:57,110 --> 00:00:58,579 But be honest, 26 00:00:58,580 --> 00:01:01,110 if I told you that God sent me a message 27 00:01:01,120 --> 00:01:02,419 in the form a burning bush, 28 00:01:02,420 --> 00:01:03,679 you would think I was insane. 29 00:01:03,680 --> 00:01:05,430 - Not necessarily. - Oh, come on, Zoe. 30 00:01:05,470 --> 00:01:07,470 - What? - I understand that 31 00:01:07,510 --> 00:01:09,170 it is comforting to believe 32 00:01:09,210 --> 00:01:10,536 that there is someone watching over us, 33 00:01:10,560 --> 00:01:12,080 but there is no external force 34 00:01:12,130 --> 00:01:14,180 that's going to reach out and solve our problems. 35 00:01:14,200 --> 00:01:16,320 - What happened to you, Miles? - Nothing. 36 00:01:16,360 --> 00:01:17,760 I just want to help people 37 00:01:17,770 --> 00:01:19,740 take responsibility for their own lives. 38 00:01:19,790 --> 00:01:21,700 I think we would all be better off if we did. 39 00:01:21,750 --> 00:01:24,340 Hi, Eric. It's Miles Finer 40 00:01:24,440 --> 00:01:26,356 I was just calling to see if you had an opportunity 41 00:01:26,380 --> 00:01:27,560 to listen to my podcast. 42 00:01:27,600 --> 00:01:29,750 I think it would be perfect for Sirius. 43 00:01:29,800 --> 00:01:34,110 Um, you have my phone number, and my email. 44 00:01:34,150 --> 00:01:37,399 So... yeah. 45 00:01:38,510 --> 00:01:40,160 All right, bye. 46 00:01:43,650 --> 00:01:47,240 _ 47 00:01:47,250 --> 00:01:48,950 - What? - _ 48 00:01:53,280 --> 00:01:55,950 - _ - Miles. 49 00:01:56,000 --> 00:01:57,920 Matcha latte. 50 00:01:58,400 --> 00:02:00,300 Hey, man, I checked out your podcast, bro. 51 00:02:00,320 --> 00:02:02,660 It's dope. You making a living doing that? 52 00:02:03,530 --> 00:02:04,790 Yeah, yeah. 53 00:02:04,830 --> 00:02:06,230 I got a ton of listeners, you know? 54 00:02:06,270 --> 00:02:08,620 Advertising dollars are really rolling in. 55 00:02:08,660 --> 00:02:10,100 I feel like I'm making a difference. 56 00:02:10,750 --> 00:02:12,009 And when is the last time 57 00:02:12,010 --> 00:02:13,800 you saw your credit card, Mr. Johnson? 58 00:02:13,840 --> 00:02:16,300 Well, the only way I can track it is if they use it. 59 00:02:16,540 --> 00:02:18,220 Yes, it does have a chip. 60 00:02:19,020 --> 00:02:20,720 What am I good for? 61 00:02:20,760 --> 00:02:22,850 Um... 62 00:02:22,890 --> 00:02:24,720 You know, I've been asking myself that 63 00:02:24,740 --> 00:02:26,200 a lot actually, lately. 64 00:02:26,250 --> 00:02:28,200 Um, I th... 65 00:02:28,250 --> 00:02:30,950 Hello? Hello? 66 00:02:30,990 --> 00:02:34,250 Do you know how many people are on the planet, Miles? 67 00:02:34,300 --> 00:02:37,950 - Uh... - Roughly 7 billion, okay? 68 00:02:37,960 --> 00:02:39,106 You know what the chances are 69 00:02:39,130 --> 00:02:41,440 of finding that one right person for you? 70 00:02:41,450 --> 00:02:42,846 Your mom set you up on another date? 71 00:02:42,870 --> 00:02:44,540 Yeah, she's obsessed, man. 72 00:02:44,550 --> 00:02:46,610 She's trying to find me a soul mate again. 73 00:02:46,660 --> 00:02:48,330 I'm like, hello, there's no such thing, 74 00:02:48,340 --> 00:02:50,840 and she doesn't care, she just like 75 00:02:50,880 --> 00:02:52,660 "You have a karmic destiny, Rakesh. 76 00:02:52,710 --> 00:02:54,230 You're to marry an Indian girl." 77 00:02:54,270 --> 00:02:56,310 I'm like, why can't you just let me be miserable 78 00:02:56,320 --> 00:02:58,520 on a dating app like everyone else? 79 00:02:59,320 --> 00:03:02,060 Yo, Eric from Sirius just emailed me! 80 00:03:02,190 --> 00:03:03,880 Amazing! Who's that? 81 00:03:03,940 --> 00:03:05,760 He's the guy that runs that podcast channel. 82 00:03:05,840 --> 00:03:08,550 I sent him my show, and, apparently, he dug it, 83 00:03:08,560 --> 00:03:10,680 and he wants me to submit a presentation 84 00:03:10,700 --> 00:03:12,380 by Friday to see where it's headed. 85 00:03:12,420 --> 00:03:13,860 Miles, you're about to blow up. 86 00:03:13,900 --> 00:03:16,560 Mm-hmm. 87 00:03:16,600 --> 00:03:17,920 You think you'll get to meet Howard Stern? 88 00:03:17,930 --> 00:03:18,940 Probably not. 89 00:03:19,250 --> 00:03:21,560 Congrats on the podcast, big bro. 90 00:03:21,740 --> 00:03:23,400 I know you're not down with the message, 91 00:03:23,440 --> 00:03:25,040 but your support means everything. 92 00:03:25,090 --> 00:03:28,570 - Mm, that's good to know. - Mm? 93 00:03:28,610 --> 00:03:29,879 'Cause I want you to do me a favor. 94 00:03:29,880 --> 00:03:31,220 - Yeah, anything. - Anything? 95 00:03:31,270 --> 00:03:33,570 - Yeah, what's up? - I want you to come to Dad's 96 00:03:33,620 --> 00:03:35,880 - 25th at the church this Sunday. - Anything but that. 97 00:03:35,920 --> 00:03:37,500 The two of you haven't spoken in months. 98 00:03:37,520 --> 00:03:39,670 Come on, this is the perfect opportunity 99 00:03:39,710 --> 00:03:41,230 for you two to start talking again. 100 00:03:41,280 --> 00:03:43,060 Why do I have to take the first step? 101 00:03:43,100 --> 00:03:45,679 If Dad wanted me there, he would have invited me. 102 00:03:45,680 --> 00:03:47,280 Of course Dad wants you there. 103 00:03:47,330 --> 00:03:49,940 You know every Sunday after church, 104 00:03:49,950 --> 00:03:52,500 - he goes to St. Nicholas park. - So he goes to play chess. 105 00:03:52,540 --> 00:03:53,826 He goes there because that's where 106 00:03:53,850 --> 00:03:55,180 the two of you used to play. 107 00:03:56,120 --> 00:03:58,500 Look, Miles, what is it going to take 108 00:03:58,520 --> 00:04:00,360 to bring the two of you back together? 109 00:04:04,040 --> 00:04:06,679 Look, sis, I have to get home 110 00:04:06,680 --> 00:04:08,240 and finish this presentation. 111 00:04:08,350 --> 00:04:10,940 - Thanks for the beer. - Anytime. 112 00:04:18,310 --> 00:04:21,300 _ 113 00:04:45,100 --> 00:04:46,120 Holy. 114 00:04:48,690 --> 00:04:50,390 Hey! Damn kids. 115 00:04:50,430 --> 00:04:53,350 You come around here again, I'll call the police! 116 00:04:56,860 --> 00:05:02,850 _ 117 00:05:03,500 --> 00:05:04,820 _ 118 00:05:04,850 --> 00:05:06,749 _ 119 00:05:06,750 --> 00:05:08,080 Who's John Dove? 120 00:05:09,890 --> 00:05:12,890 - Stacy, wait, please! - Whoa! 121 00:05:12,930 --> 00:05:15,940 - I am so sorry. - I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 122 00:05:16,040 --> 00:05:17,780 Stacy, hold on. Hey, hey, hey, wait. 123 00:05:17,840 --> 00:05:19,500 Wait, just give me one more chance. 124 00:05:19,540 --> 00:05:21,540 - Just talk to me. - You've changed, John. 125 00:05:21,560 --> 00:05:23,680 I'm sorry, it's over. 126 00:05:51,480 --> 00:05:54,599 Hey, John Dove! 127 00:05:54,600 --> 00:05:56,220 Hey! 128 00:06:09,540 --> 00:06:11,600 Hey, hey, somebody stop that guy! 129 00:06:14,180 --> 00:06:16,020 Whoa, what the hell, man? 130 00:06:17,260 --> 00:06:18,660 Are you okay? 131 00:06:20,460 --> 00:06:21,900 Yeah. 132 00:06:23,640 --> 00:06:25,830 I think you just saved my life. 133 00:06:28,640 --> 00:06:30,360 Thank you. 134 00:06:45,830 --> 00:06:48,760 _ 135 00:06:54,200 --> 00:06:57,190 - Synced & corrected by MementMori - ... www.addic7ed.com ... 136 00:07:01,110 --> 00:07:03,399 Yeah, oh, no, Miles, hey. 137 00:07:03,400 --> 00:07:04,680 That guy was not going to jump. 138 00:07:04,720 --> 00:07:06,350 No, no, no, no, no. 139 00:07:06,360 --> 00:07:07,890 This is all just some elaborate hoax. 140 00:07:07,930 --> 00:07:09,580 That's what it is. 141 00:07:11,190 --> 00:07:13,060 Yeah, yeah. 142 00:07:26,250 --> 00:07:28,730 Nice try. 143 00:07:33,220 --> 00:07:35,040 Oh, come on. 144 00:07:35,580 --> 00:07:37,240 _ 145 00:07:37,260 --> 00:07:39,180 Yo, who the hell is Cara Bloom? 146 00:07:43,970 --> 00:07:46,010 - Cara. - Uh, hey. 147 00:07:46,100 --> 00:07:48,060 In my office, now. 148 00:07:49,800 --> 00:07:51,020 Do you see the hotboard? 149 00:07:51,070 --> 00:07:52,630 You used to have the top trending stories 150 00:07:52,640 --> 00:07:54,760 - on our site every week. - Yeah, yeah, I know. 151 00:07:54,810 --> 00:07:56,439 And I'll get back there, I promise. 152 00:07:56,440 --> 00:07:58,860 I don't want promises, I want articles. 153 00:07:58,900 --> 00:08:00,719 You haven't written one in six weeks. 154 00:08:00,720 --> 00:08:02,350 I'm just working through a rough patch. 155 00:08:02,380 --> 00:08:03,990 You know, it took Hemingway ten years 156 00:08:04,040 --> 00:08:06,170 - to write his second novel. - Is that true? 157 00:08:06,210 --> 00:08:07,800 I think. 158 00:08:08,040 --> 00:08:10,650 Look, I don't know what's going on with you lately, 159 00:08:10,690 --> 00:08:12,260 but I can't cut you any more slack. 160 00:08:12,300 --> 00:08:14,830 I want a story by the end of the week. 161 00:08:14,870 --> 00:08:16,790 And it goes without saying, 162 00:08:16,830 --> 00:08:19,260 this is one of those "or else" situations. 163 00:08:19,830 --> 00:08:21,780 Let me get this straight, okay? 164 00:08:21,920 --> 00:08:23,840 You're being catfished by someone 165 00:08:23,920 --> 00:08:25,680 calling themselves God on Facebook. 166 00:08:25,740 --> 00:08:27,750 Yes, and I need your hacker skills 167 00:08:27,800 --> 00:08:29,736 - to get me their IP address. - Bro, keep your voice... 168 00:08:29,760 --> 00:08:31,940 how many times I got to tell you I'm not a hacker? 169 00:08:32,930 --> 00:08:35,020 Okay, I'm a video game enthusiast. 170 00:08:35,070 --> 00:08:37,550 Plus, you said it yourself, it's just a prank. 171 00:08:37,560 --> 00:08:40,580 - So focus on your presentation. - I will, but first, 172 00:08:40,600 --> 00:08:42,006 I've got to figure out who's behind this. 173 00:08:42,030 --> 00:08:43,140 Why? 174 00:08:43,220 --> 00:08:45,060 So they're trolling you. Let it go. 175 00:08:45,100 --> 00:08:47,750 I believe everything in life can be explained. 176 00:08:47,800 --> 00:08:50,199 That there is no God, and there is someone out there 177 00:08:50,200 --> 00:08:51,336 who is going through a whole lot of trouble 178 00:08:51,360 --> 00:08:53,980 to prove me wrong. I can't let that go. 179 00:08:55,720 --> 00:08:57,720 Okay, you really think someone paid this Dove guy 180 00:08:57,760 --> 00:08:59,216 to pretend to jump in front of that train? 181 00:08:59,240 --> 00:09:01,380 Yes, what other explanation is there? 182 00:09:02,070 --> 00:09:03,600 It's like "The Game." 183 00:09:04,200 --> 00:09:06,700 Oh, great flick. Early Fincher. 184 00:09:07,470 --> 00:09:09,210 Okay, what do you know? 185 00:09:09,250 --> 00:09:11,720 Okay, I looked into John Dove's Facebook account. 186 00:09:11,800 --> 00:09:14,780 It's a ghost town. My only lead? 187 00:09:14,820 --> 00:09:16,350 Cara Bloom. 188 00:09:16,390 --> 00:09:17,516 Okay, what do you know about her? 189 00:09:17,540 --> 00:09:18,960 Come see for yourself. 190 00:09:19,000 --> 00:09:23,140 She went to Ohio State, writes for "Catapult," 191 00:09:23,220 --> 00:09:27,230 - and runs marathons. - Cute and accomplished, bro! 192 00:09:27,270 --> 00:09:29,230 Why can't I ever match with someone like her? 193 00:09:29,270 --> 00:09:31,450 - This isn't Tinder, Rakesh. - You mean Bumble, bro. 194 00:09:31,490 --> 00:09:33,410 Nobody uses Tinder anymore. 195 00:09:33,450 --> 00:09:36,240 - _ - Look, she just checked in to SoulCycle. 196 00:09:36,280 --> 00:09:37,890 I'm going to go down there, 197 00:09:37,930 --> 00:09:39,610 and I'm going to get to the bottom of this. 198 00:09:41,410 --> 00:09:43,600 That's a bad idea, Miles. 199 00:09:44,980 --> 00:09:48,260 What are you going to tell her? God sent you? 200 00:09:51,160 --> 00:09:53,380 I can't feel my legs, but my ass looks great. 201 00:09:53,460 --> 00:09:54,920 - So, fair trade. - Yeah, it does. 202 00:09:54,940 --> 00:09:56,499 I got to run to Trader Joe's. See you later? 203 00:09:56,500 --> 00:09:57,640 Yeah, see you. 204 00:09:58,820 --> 00:10:01,650 _ 205 00:10:04,130 --> 00:10:06,279 Cara, Cara! 206 00:10:06,280 --> 00:10:08,400 Miles Finer. 207 00:10:08,490 --> 00:10:09,960 - Uh... - Oh, come on. 208 00:10:10,010 --> 00:10:11,416 Don't act like you don't know who I am. 209 00:10:11,440 --> 00:10:14,750 I don't, so have a nice day. 210 00:10:14,770 --> 00:10:16,600 - Wait, are you God? - Excuse me? 211 00:10:16,660 --> 00:10:18,890 I mean, not like "the" God. There is no God. 212 00:10:18,930 --> 00:10:20,996 I just really want to know who's behind the God account. 213 00:10:21,020 --> 00:10:22,780 The God account? What are you talking about? 214 00:10:22,890 --> 00:10:25,110 Wow, you are a committed actor. 215 00:10:25,150 --> 00:10:27,120 What, did you study with Stella Adler or something? 216 00:10:27,140 --> 00:10:29,420 Look, I don't know what you're on, but I carry mace. 217 00:10:29,460 --> 00:10:30,879 And I work at IdentitySeal, 218 00:10:30,880 --> 00:10:32,310 so you tell whoever's behind this 219 00:10:32,340 --> 00:10:34,470 I will jack up their credit! 220 00:10:37,340 --> 00:10:39,820 Be glad you didn't grow up with social media. 221 00:10:43,900 --> 00:10:46,340 Delete, delete. 222 00:10:46,400 --> 00:10:48,420 Good-bye. 223 00:10:50,270 --> 00:10:51,759 It's time to refocus, 224 00:10:51,760 --> 00:10:54,350 and get this presentation to Sirius. 225 00:10:55,380 --> 00:10:57,619 _ 226 00:11:15,160 --> 00:11:18,400 # I'm only human after all # 227 00:11:21,510 --> 00:11:24,000 What the? 228 00:11:27,960 --> 00:11:29,260 What the hell? 229 00:11:31,920 --> 00:11:34,660 # I'm only human after all # 230 00:11:34,780 --> 00:11:37,360 # I'm only human after all # 231 00:11:37,400 --> 00:11:39,360 # Don't put the blame on me # 232 00:11:59,120 --> 00:12:01,420 You want to believe in the heavenly father. 233 00:12:01,440 --> 00:12:03,799 - No, my presentation! - Deep down, I know you do. 234 00:12:03,800 --> 00:12:06,780 - Oh, no, no, no, my presentation! - Behold his mighty hand! 235 00:12:08,000 --> 00:12:09,160 No. 236 00:12:09,190 --> 00:12:10,520 _ 237 00:12:10,540 --> 00:12:14,050 No, no, no, no! Come on, no! 238 00:12:14,060 --> 00:12:15,530 Where's my presentation? 239 00:12:30,880 --> 00:12:33,670 How do you cure writer's block? 240 00:12:43,900 --> 00:12:45,100 Cara. 241 00:12:46,820 --> 00:12:48,220 What the hell are you doing here? 242 00:12:48,270 --> 00:12:50,220 This has gone too far. Hacking my computer, 243 00:12:50,260 --> 00:12:52,120 my presentation, my thermostat. 244 00:12:52,180 --> 00:12:53,680 Who is behind the God account? 245 00:12:53,700 --> 00:12:56,530 Listen, I don't know anything about the God account. 246 00:12:56,570 --> 00:12:58,110 Or the temperature in your apartment, 247 00:12:58,120 --> 00:12:59,349 or how did you even get back here? 248 00:12:59,350 --> 00:13:00,596 Are they paying you for this, huh? 249 00:13:00,620 --> 00:13:02,219 Are you writing a story about it? 250 00:13:02,220 --> 00:13:04,110 A story. Yeah, I'm staring at 251 00:13:04,120 --> 00:13:06,016 a blank page and my career is hanging in the balance, 252 00:13:06,040 --> 00:13:09,380 - so I would say no. - You're telling the truth? 253 00:13:10,660 --> 00:13:12,100 You're not in on any of this? 254 00:13:12,140 --> 00:13:14,560 I don't even know what this is. 255 00:13:25,020 --> 00:13:28,890 - Hey, you okay? - It doesn't make any sense. 256 00:13:28,940 --> 00:13:30,660 Why would they send me your name? 257 00:13:30,700 --> 00:13:32,420 Wait, what do you mean send you my name? 258 00:13:32,520 --> 00:13:33,820 Look. 259 00:13:36,210 --> 00:13:38,070 Wait, so someone calling themselves God 260 00:13:38,080 --> 00:13:39,580 sent you a friend suggestion for me? 261 00:13:39,600 --> 00:13:42,140 Look, I know how it sounds, but yes. 262 00:13:42,180 --> 00:13:44,380 Cara, where's my story? 263 00:13:44,740 --> 00:13:47,540 Uh, I am working on it. Making progress. 264 00:13:48,160 --> 00:13:49,920 Who is this? 265 00:13:50,350 --> 00:13:52,520 This is someone that I'm interviewing for my story. 266 00:13:52,830 --> 00:13:54,520 Really? What's it about? 267 00:13:56,060 --> 00:13:58,660 Well, it's a think piece about 268 00:14:00,020 --> 00:14:02,010 the intersection of faith and science 269 00:14:02,060 --> 00:14:03,580 through the prism of social media. 270 00:14:03,640 --> 00:14:05,200 It's going to be great. 271 00:14:06,260 --> 00:14:09,400 I like it. I want 1,000 words tomorrow. 272 00:14:15,070 --> 00:14:18,300 Hey, I did not say you can write a story about this. 273 00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:20,770 Yeah, well, this isn't just about you. 274 00:14:20,820 --> 00:14:22,820 Look, they sent you my name, too. 275 00:14:22,900 --> 00:14:24,780 You want to figure out who's screwing with you. 276 00:14:24,800 --> 00:14:27,210 I'm a journalist. I know how to find people. 277 00:14:27,260 --> 00:14:29,280 And I will... 278 00:14:29,960 --> 00:14:31,580 but only if I get the story. 279 00:14:31,660 --> 00:14:33,500 You find them... 280 00:14:33,700 --> 00:14:35,040 we talk. 281 00:14:35,800 --> 00:14:37,080 Deal. 282 00:14:37,180 --> 00:14:39,050 So I assume you've looked into this God account. 283 00:14:39,060 --> 00:14:40,720 - What do you know? - Not much. 284 00:14:40,800 --> 00:14:43,749 I tried to get my boy, Rakesh, to find me the IP address, 285 00:14:43,750 --> 00:14:45,260 but he won't do it for me. 286 00:14:49,410 --> 00:14:51,380 But he might do it for you. 287 00:14:55,420 --> 00:14:58,110 - Rakesh, the door. - Got it, Mom. 288 00:15:00,820 --> 00:15:04,080 Cara, Rakesh. Rakesh, Cara. 289 00:15:04,120 --> 00:15:05,940 - Hey. - Hi. 290 00:15:07,430 --> 00:15:09,300 What is she doing here? 291 00:15:09,380 --> 00:15:11,120 - She can hear you. - Right. 292 00:15:11,200 --> 00:15:13,860 She's not involved. I told her everything. 293 00:15:13,880 --> 00:15:15,760 She's going to help me figure out who's behind this. 294 00:15:15,780 --> 00:15:18,620 But we need a favor from you, first. 295 00:15:20,050 --> 00:15:23,100 Uh, this is my workout attire. 296 00:15:24,400 --> 00:15:26,770 I do 60 crunches every morning, so. 297 00:15:26,780 --> 00:15:28,020 Look, I know you're not a hacker, 298 00:15:28,030 --> 00:15:30,249 but if there's any way you can get us that IP address... 299 00:15:30,250 --> 00:15:33,320 No, guys, I'm a hacker. 300 00:15:33,370 --> 00:15:36,099 I'm a badass hacker, actually. 301 00:15:38,280 --> 00:15:41,070 Guys, this can't be right. 302 00:15:41,110 --> 00:15:42,580 The God account's being protected 303 00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:44,070 by a firewall I've never seen before. 304 00:15:44,080 --> 00:15:45,820 - Don't mess with me. - I'm not messing with you. 305 00:15:45,840 --> 00:15:48,020 Man, this code is sublime. 306 00:15:48,040 --> 00:15:51,470 Like, there's only a small pool of people on the planet 307 00:15:51,520 --> 00:15:52,836 who could've written something like this. 308 00:15:52,860 --> 00:15:54,580 So there's no way to track the IP address? 309 00:15:54,600 --> 00:15:55,879 No, I said small pool. 310 00:15:55,880 --> 00:15:57,640 Lucky for you guys, I'm swimming in it. 311 00:15:59,220 --> 00:16:00,420 Okay, here's the thing though. 312 00:16:00,430 --> 00:16:03,270 If what I see here is right, 313 00:16:03,310 --> 00:16:05,860 there's a good chance that Dove guy really was going to jump. 314 00:16:06,240 --> 00:16:07,259 Explain. 315 00:16:07,260 --> 00:16:08,800 It's called predictive analytics. 316 00:16:08,840 --> 00:16:10,530 It's a type of AI used to determine 317 00:16:10,540 --> 00:16:11,570 the outcome of events. 318 00:16:11,580 --> 00:16:13,720 So theoretically, someone with this technology 319 00:16:13,740 --> 00:16:16,099 could have just know Dove was depressed and suicidal. 320 00:16:16,100 --> 00:16:17,400 Even if what you're saying is true, 321 00:16:17,420 --> 00:16:18,566 there's no way they could have known 322 00:16:18,590 --> 00:16:19,840 that I would have stepped in and saved him. 323 00:16:19,860 --> 00:16:21,640 Unless that's the point of it all. 324 00:16:21,660 --> 00:16:23,590 To see if you would. 325 00:16:25,720 --> 00:16:27,480 I really think you saved this guy. 326 00:16:32,300 --> 00:16:34,250 Look, we need to find this Dove guy. 327 00:16:34,300 --> 00:16:35,909 My money says he's in on it. 328 00:16:35,910 --> 00:16:38,300 Yeah, but our best lead is this IP address. 329 00:16:38,340 --> 00:16:39,820 How long would it take you to crack it? 330 00:16:39,840 --> 00:16:41,720 I don't know, man. I'll keep working on it, 331 00:16:41,740 --> 00:16:43,560 but I have a date in a few hours. 332 00:16:45,130 --> 00:16:48,300 She's not my girlfriend. I'm totally single. 333 00:16:49,230 --> 00:16:51,460 My mom's making me go. 334 00:16:51,480 --> 00:16:53,820 Oh, I have to redo my presentation 335 00:16:53,840 --> 00:16:57,230 for Sirius by tomorrow, and this thing is spiraling. 336 00:16:57,280 --> 00:16:58,700 Is he always this dramatic? 337 00:16:58,740 --> 00:17:00,276 Oh, you should see him at a Yankees game. 338 00:17:00,300 --> 00:17:02,700 Al, you sure this isn't one of your psych experiments? 339 00:17:02,720 --> 00:17:03,940 Right before God friended me, 340 00:17:03,980 --> 00:17:05,656 you were trying to convince me to go see Dad. 341 00:17:05,680 --> 00:17:06,979 Miles, I am not behind this. 342 00:17:06,980 --> 00:17:08,550 You know I detest social media. 343 00:17:08,580 --> 00:17:10,240 Wait, what happened with you and your Dad? 344 00:17:10,740 --> 00:17:12,940 - Nothing. - Our dad is a reverend. 345 00:17:12,990 --> 00:17:15,080 Miles is an atheist. You do the math. 346 00:17:15,340 --> 00:17:17,200 - That explains a lot. - Wait a minute. 347 00:17:17,380 --> 00:17:19,180 You don't think Dad is behind this, do you? 348 00:17:19,190 --> 00:17:21,900 Really, Miles? He can't even use Netflix. 349 00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:24,680 You know what's happening to you 350 00:17:24,740 --> 00:17:26,040 is kind of like the prodigal son, 351 00:17:26,060 --> 00:17:27,960 except God is using Facebook 352 00:17:27,970 --> 00:17:29,356 to bring you and Dad back together. 353 00:17:29,380 --> 00:17:30,580 Do you see what growing up in a house 354 00:17:30,600 --> 00:17:31,800 of religion does to the mind? 355 00:17:31,840 --> 00:17:33,900 - She makes a good point. - Thank you. 356 00:17:34,400 --> 00:17:35,740 So you believe in God? 357 00:17:36,220 --> 00:17:37,920 I mean, I wouldn't say that I'm religious, 358 00:17:37,940 --> 00:17:41,450 - but yeah, I am spiritual. - Oh, boy, here we go. 359 00:17:41,540 --> 00:17:43,020 Spiritual. 360 00:17:43,100 --> 00:17:45,890 You mean the biggest cop out in all of religion? 361 00:17:45,930 --> 00:17:47,470 - What? - Well, you can't have 362 00:17:47,480 --> 00:17:48,880 one foot in the eternal plane, 363 00:17:48,900 --> 00:17:50,380 and the other in the "I'm cool" category. 364 00:17:50,400 --> 00:17:51,599 It doesn't work like that. 365 00:17:51,600 --> 00:17:52,619 You either believe or you don't. 366 00:17:52,620 --> 00:17:56,220 Or you recognize that there's something greater at work here. 367 00:17:56,640 --> 00:17:59,340 I don't know, some grand design connecting us all. 368 00:17:59,600 --> 00:18:01,820 Otherwise, life just seems kind of pointless. 369 00:18:02,170 --> 00:18:04,300 - I like her. - Trust me. 370 00:18:04,340 --> 00:18:06,040 There is no grand design. 371 00:18:06,080 --> 00:18:08,820 Whoa, Rakesh. 372 00:18:08,880 --> 00:18:10,350 Tell me you got something. 373 00:18:10,390 --> 00:18:12,500 Miles, I did it. I found God. 374 00:18:12,660 --> 00:18:14,200 He's in Jersey. 375 00:18:23,140 --> 00:18:24,990 Wait, look, the house is for sale. 376 00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:26,279 Well, Rakesh tracked them here. 377 00:18:26,280 --> 00:18:27,540 Someone's inside. 378 00:18:28,850 --> 00:18:31,760 So how does a preacher's son lose his faith in God? 379 00:18:31,810 --> 00:18:33,939 - Pretty easily. - Wait, let me guess. 380 00:18:33,940 --> 00:18:35,006 You felt religion was forced 381 00:18:35,030 --> 00:18:36,580 down your throat, so you rebelled. 382 00:18:37,060 --> 00:18:39,150 Got your hands on Hitchens and Dawkins, 383 00:18:39,160 --> 00:18:40,160 never looked back? 384 00:18:40,161 --> 00:18:43,640 Yeah, something like that. 385 00:18:44,640 --> 00:18:47,820 Oh, I don't know. Maybe God moved. 386 00:18:52,740 --> 00:18:54,960 Oh, hey, look. There's a light on over here. 387 00:18:55,000 --> 00:18:56,819 All right, come on. 388 00:18:56,820 --> 00:18:57,960 Open up. Open up. 389 00:18:58,010 --> 00:19:00,140 You're messing with the wrong guy. 390 00:19:00,180 --> 00:19:02,710 Uh, step aside. 391 00:19:06,060 --> 00:19:07,460 Give me some light. 392 00:19:15,850 --> 00:19:17,980 - What? - Nothing. 393 00:19:18,030 --> 00:19:20,680 Just admiring your skills. What, did you write an article 394 00:19:20,700 --> 00:19:22,120 about picking locks or something? 395 00:19:22,200 --> 00:19:23,746 Eh, it was more of a PSA on how easy it is 396 00:19:23,770 --> 00:19:25,030 to break into your own house. 397 00:19:25,080 --> 00:19:27,210 It went viral in like, 15 minutes. 398 00:19:34,580 --> 00:19:36,100 What? 399 00:19:36,870 --> 00:19:38,180 That is impressive. 400 00:19:38,240 --> 00:19:39,240 Thank you. 401 00:19:39,870 --> 00:19:42,920 Hey, you got a plan, right? 402 00:19:42,960 --> 00:19:44,840 Because I'm guessing whoever's up there, 403 00:19:44,880 --> 00:19:47,240 they don't want to be found, and they might not be friendly. 404 00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:49,800 Trust me. I got a plan. 405 00:20:09,160 --> 00:20:12,020 Hey, it's Miles Finer. 406 00:20:12,040 --> 00:20:14,460 I know you're in there. Come out now. 407 00:20:15,170 --> 00:20:17,080 Great plan. 408 00:20:35,280 --> 00:20:38,140 Yeah, so much for the light of God. 409 00:20:40,330 --> 00:20:42,500 This was a bogus lead. 410 00:20:44,260 --> 00:20:47,439 Or maybe not. Look at this. 411 00:20:48,880 --> 00:20:51,150 Yeah, it's Jersey. They're tacky. 412 00:20:51,160 --> 00:20:53,900 No, whoever's behind this knew I would end up here. 413 00:20:53,980 --> 00:20:56,220 That angel might as well be giving me the middle finger. 414 00:20:56,260 --> 00:20:58,439 That's ridiculous. They're painting over it 415 00:20:58,440 --> 00:20:59,456 because they're selling the house. 416 00:20:59,480 --> 00:21:02,740 No, I got a bad feeling about this. 417 00:21:06,870 --> 00:21:09,750 - The food is really good. - Yeah, yeah, it is, yeah. 418 00:21:12,370 --> 00:21:14,740 _ 419 00:21:15,260 --> 00:21:18,020 - Important message? - Um, it's a friend of mine. 420 00:21:18,080 --> 00:21:20,370 He's in Jersey looking for God. 421 00:21:22,780 --> 00:21:24,150 You're funny. 422 00:21:25,500 --> 00:21:28,050 Most of the guys my parents set me up with are total bores. 423 00:21:28,090 --> 00:21:29,490 Yeah, you know, honestly, 424 00:21:29,530 --> 00:21:31,036 I don't know why they've got to do this to us. 425 00:21:31,060 --> 00:21:33,270 I mean, we're perfectly capable of deciding 426 00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:34,920 who we want to fall in love with. 427 00:21:34,980 --> 00:21:36,516 I mean, don't get me wrong, you're gorgeous, 428 00:21:36,540 --> 00:21:38,820 but I'm sure there are plenty of other guys out there 429 00:21:38,840 --> 00:21:40,190 you'd rather be on a date with. 430 00:21:40,240 --> 00:21:42,720 Actually, I'm enjoying myself. 431 00:21:43,370 --> 00:21:44,880 And I think you're pretty cute. 432 00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:48,590 Okay. 433 00:21:48,600 --> 00:21:50,690 You know what I like to do to get back at my parents? 434 00:21:50,700 --> 00:21:51,860 What? 435 00:21:52,030 --> 00:21:53,860 Things they wouldn't approve of. 436 00:21:56,250 --> 00:21:59,430 I... oh... uh. 437 00:21:59,470 --> 00:22:01,650 I also like to do those things. 438 00:22:01,690 --> 00:22:03,860 It's too bad we both live at home. 439 00:22:17,140 --> 00:22:20,580 I called a Lyft. Tina, Ford Fusion. 440 00:22:20,630 --> 00:22:22,720 Four minutes away. 441 00:22:25,410 --> 00:22:27,400 Hey, you okay? 442 00:22:28,100 --> 00:22:30,100 It's weird, I had the same exact bench 443 00:22:30,140 --> 00:22:32,280 on my front porch growing up. 444 00:22:34,100 --> 00:22:37,190 Every day, I'd sit there, just... 445 00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:39,280 waiting for... 446 00:22:39,330 --> 00:22:41,070 Waiting for what? 447 00:22:43,200 --> 00:22:44,460 Uh, nothing. 448 00:22:44,510 --> 00:22:46,360 It doesn't look like nothing. 449 00:22:50,260 --> 00:22:52,099 - Hey, Rakesh, what's up? - You need to get back 450 00:22:52,100 --> 00:22:53,580 to your apartment like, right now, man. 451 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:55,600 I think Mr. Robot hacked your computer again. 452 00:22:55,650 --> 00:22:57,300 Wait, dude, why are you at my apartment? 453 00:22:58,690 --> 00:23:00,800 Not important. Stay focused. 454 00:23:00,880 --> 00:23:03,090 Man, your iPhoto library is on loop. 455 00:23:03,130 --> 00:23:05,219 The same song is playing over and over. 456 00:23:05,220 --> 00:23:07,660 - Even I can't make it stop. - What song? 457 00:23:07,740 --> 00:23:10,230 # I'm only human after all # 458 00:23:10,270 --> 00:23:11,879 # I'm only human after all # 459 00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:12,970 Yeah, I already tried that. 460 00:23:13,010 --> 00:23:14,820 My guess is they used a smurf attack. 461 00:23:15,670 --> 00:23:17,840 Your pictures are really great. 462 00:23:22,370 --> 00:23:23,760 How many times I got to tell you, 463 00:23:23,810 --> 00:23:25,980 you got to switch your Wi-fi to WPA2. 464 00:23:26,030 --> 00:23:27,579 - You just pull the plug. - No, no. 465 00:23:27,580 --> 00:23:30,030 There has to be a reason why they're doing this. 466 00:23:31,780 --> 00:23:34,320 - How'd you get it to stop? - I didn't. 467 00:23:40,820 --> 00:23:43,020 Uh, you know, I just remembered I'm on deadline, 468 00:23:43,040 --> 00:23:44,120 so uh, I got to go. 469 00:23:47,570 --> 00:23:49,740 Cara, hold up. 470 00:23:50,180 --> 00:23:51,820 Hey, what's going on? 471 00:23:52,100 --> 00:23:54,440 - Nothing, I'm fine. - Cara, is everything okay? 472 00:23:54,480 --> 00:23:56,400 Yeah, I just... I need to finish my story. 473 00:23:56,450 --> 00:23:57,820 I'll see you later. 474 00:24:00,280 --> 00:24:02,370 - What was that all about? - I don't know. 475 00:24:02,410 --> 00:24:04,540 She got really weird when she saw the photo. 476 00:24:04,590 --> 00:24:08,070 Yeah, but why? It's just you and your family. 477 00:24:08,110 --> 00:24:09,770 My mom's doctor and nurse. 478 00:24:09,810 --> 00:24:12,380 It was right after my mom had her last chemo. 479 00:24:14,420 --> 00:24:16,340 What? 480 00:24:18,210 --> 00:24:20,040 You think she knows one of them? 481 00:24:20,080 --> 00:24:22,600 - You remember their names? - I was eight. 482 00:24:27,780 --> 00:24:30,390 But there is one person who may know. 483 00:24:33,790 --> 00:24:37,490 God is always testing us, 484 00:24:37,530 --> 00:24:39,229 and we know this from the Book of James, 485 00:24:39,230 --> 00:24:41,670 Chapter 1, Verse 12. 486 00:24:41,710 --> 00:24:45,150 "Blessed is he who remains steadfast under trial, 487 00:24:45,190 --> 00:24:47,410 "for when he has stood the test, 488 00:24:47,450 --> 00:24:50,590 he will receive the crown of life." 489 00:24:53,290 --> 00:24:55,020 You getting ready for Sunday? 490 00:24:56,860 --> 00:24:58,500 Miles. 491 00:24:59,510 --> 00:25:02,740 I used to love listening to your sermons. 492 00:25:03,300 --> 00:25:05,120 I would sneak in to the back of the chapel 493 00:25:05,130 --> 00:25:07,560 and watch you practice. 494 00:25:07,610 --> 00:25:09,019 That's until Mom caught me 495 00:25:09,020 --> 00:25:10,400 and made me do my homework. 496 00:25:10,830 --> 00:25:14,090 I remember. What are you doing here? 497 00:25:14,130 --> 00:25:16,970 I need your help with something, um... 498 00:25:19,660 --> 00:25:23,840 Do you remember Mom's doctor and nurse? 499 00:25:25,230 --> 00:25:27,320 Um... 500 00:25:28,280 --> 00:25:31,630 - What's this about? - I just need their names. 501 00:25:33,280 --> 00:25:36,340 Sure, son. Um... 502 00:25:37,850 --> 00:25:41,900 This is Dr. John Andrews, and his nurse, Susan Albright. 503 00:25:41,960 --> 00:25:44,860 They took great care of your mother. 504 00:25:46,170 --> 00:25:48,650 - Thank you. - Hey, Miles, wait. 505 00:25:54,740 --> 00:25:58,400 I've been meaning to reach out to you about Sunday. 506 00:25:58,440 --> 00:26:02,400 Um, the church is celebrating my 25 years here, and... 507 00:26:04,920 --> 00:26:06,270 I'd like you to come. 508 00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:09,100 It's a good thing I stopped by so you can ask me. 509 00:26:09,120 --> 00:26:10,630 I deserved that. I should have called. 510 00:26:10,640 --> 00:26:13,630 I guess I was afraid that you'd say no. 511 00:26:13,670 --> 00:26:15,256 Or maybe you were afraid that you would be judged 512 00:26:15,280 --> 00:26:16,866 because your son doesn't believe in God? 513 00:26:16,890 --> 00:26:18,850 And what am I supposed to feel about that? 514 00:26:18,860 --> 00:26:22,160 I... I've devoted my life to God, 515 00:26:22,200 --> 00:26:24,820 and you spread the notion that he doesn't exist. 516 00:26:24,840 --> 00:26:28,920 I... I... I know you think you're helping people, 517 00:26:28,940 --> 00:26:30,830 - but you're not. - That's not true. 518 00:26:30,840 --> 00:26:32,170 Name one person. 519 00:26:32,210 --> 00:26:34,260 One person who's life you changed. 520 00:26:34,270 --> 00:26:36,770 It's a podcast, Dad. I don't have to see the person 521 00:26:36,780 --> 00:26:38,059 to know that I am making a difference. 522 00:26:38,060 --> 00:26:40,440 You are taking away people's hope. 523 00:26:40,480 --> 00:26:42,530 And you're lying to them! 524 00:26:42,570 --> 00:26:44,490 You're telling them that God is watching over us. 525 00:26:44,530 --> 00:26:47,360 You know better than anyone that's not true. 526 00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:49,960 What I know is... 527 00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:52,320 Is that you're angry. 528 00:26:54,540 --> 00:26:56,710 You don't think that what happened 529 00:26:56,760 --> 00:26:59,040 made me question my faith? 530 00:27:03,940 --> 00:27:06,150 What I also know is, is that we can't 531 00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:07,380 keep having this argument. 532 00:27:09,280 --> 00:27:11,340 Yeah. 533 00:27:11,380 --> 00:27:13,600 Yeah, you're right about that. 534 00:27:25,050 --> 00:27:27,900 - Want to talk about it? - Not really. 535 00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:31,080 Also, if you're still mad at me for hooking up 536 00:27:31,100 --> 00:27:33,440 with Jaz at your place, you're kind of missing the point. 537 00:27:33,880 --> 00:27:37,020 No, I'm not mad, but please enlighten me. 538 00:27:37,060 --> 00:27:38,959 If we don't go back to your place, 539 00:27:38,960 --> 00:27:40,920 I don't call you about God hacking your computer, 540 00:27:40,940 --> 00:27:42,559 and Cara doesn't see the doctor 541 00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:43,589 and the nurse in the photo. 542 00:27:43,590 --> 00:27:46,020 So if you think about it... 543 00:27:46,070 --> 00:27:47,720 I'm kind of the hero of this story. 544 00:27:50,420 --> 00:27:52,250 Okay, here we go. 545 00:27:52,290 --> 00:27:55,100 Into the Department of Records. 546 00:27:55,860 --> 00:27:59,260 It says Dr. Andrews moved out of the city years ago. 547 00:27:59,340 --> 00:28:01,340 Okay, try Susan Albright. 548 00:28:05,780 --> 00:28:08,720 Moved from Ohio to New York 18 years ago. 549 00:28:08,780 --> 00:28:12,620 Changed her name. it used to be Susan Bloom. 550 00:28:16,490 --> 00:28:18,460 She's Cara's mom. 551 00:28:39,120 --> 00:28:40,780 Hell of a view. 552 00:28:43,470 --> 00:28:46,260 Uh, yeah, yeah. I love it up here. 553 00:28:46,320 --> 00:28:48,650 Your roommate told me that you were up here. 554 00:28:50,590 --> 00:28:52,720 Hey, sorry for running out last night. 555 00:28:52,760 --> 00:28:54,980 I was just stressed about work. 556 00:28:55,100 --> 00:28:58,000 Look, I know the nurse in the photo is your mom. 557 00:29:00,600 --> 00:29:02,040 She left when you were a kid, right? 558 00:29:03,820 --> 00:29:05,600 That's who you were waiting for on the bench? 559 00:29:05,650 --> 00:29:07,950 Uh, I don't... I don't really want to talk about this. 560 00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:10,979 Come on, your mom and my mom were in the same photo. 561 00:29:10,980 --> 00:29:12,180 What are the odds? 562 00:29:12,300 --> 00:29:14,066 That must be the reason why they sent me your name. 563 00:29:14,090 --> 00:29:15,480 - Miles. - They want me to help you 564 00:29:15,520 --> 00:29:17,660 - find her... - Miles, you're wrong. 565 00:29:17,700 --> 00:29:20,620 - How can you say that? - Because I already found her. 566 00:29:22,200 --> 00:29:23,220 When? 567 00:29:23,920 --> 00:29:25,620 Six weeks ago. 568 00:29:26,490 --> 00:29:28,320 On the subway. 569 00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:33,140 She was sitting right across from me. 570 00:29:35,890 --> 00:29:38,070 Um... 571 00:29:38,110 --> 00:29:40,590 Look, you were right. 572 00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:44,380 My mom did leave when I was seven. 573 00:29:46,510 --> 00:29:48,380 And then, a couple months later, 574 00:29:48,430 --> 00:29:49,729 she came back, 575 00:29:49,730 --> 00:29:54,040 and she told my dad that she'd gotten sober. 576 00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:56,910 But then, a few months after that, she left for good. 577 00:29:56,960 --> 00:29:58,650 All I knew was that she came to New York, 578 00:29:58,700 --> 00:30:02,090 so after college, I came here looking for her. 579 00:30:02,140 --> 00:30:05,050 But nothing ever came of it until I saw her that day. 580 00:30:09,060 --> 00:30:12,140 - What did you say to her? - Nothing. 581 00:30:13,630 --> 00:30:16,540 Nothing, I just... I froze. 582 00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:20,940 And when she got off the train, I... 583 00:30:22,030 --> 00:30:23,950 I followed her to St. Vincent's Park, 584 00:30:23,960 --> 00:30:27,550 and I sat there, watching her. 585 00:30:31,560 --> 00:30:33,040 I don't know, I guess I... 586 00:30:33,080 --> 00:30:34,520 I thought I would work up the nerve 587 00:30:34,560 --> 00:30:36,380 to say something to her, but I didn't. 588 00:30:37,080 --> 00:30:40,379 And I have gone back pretty much every day since 589 00:30:40,380 --> 00:30:42,280 at the exact same time, 590 00:30:42,300 --> 00:30:44,350 and I sit on the exact same bench, 591 00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:46,660 but every time... 592 00:30:46,700 --> 00:30:48,500 I lose my nerve. 593 00:30:49,920 --> 00:30:51,220 And ever since I saw her, 594 00:30:51,250 --> 00:30:54,100 I can't... I can't sleep, I can't write. 595 00:30:54,130 --> 00:30:55,140 But don't you see? That's why you 596 00:30:55,150 --> 00:30:56,800 have to go talk to her. 597 00:30:56,840 --> 00:30:58,760 Things won't get better unless you do. 598 00:30:59,140 --> 00:31:01,670 Why do you even care? 599 00:31:01,720 --> 00:31:04,100 You're just trying to figure out who's behind all of this. 600 00:31:04,630 --> 00:31:06,260 That's not true. 601 00:31:11,730 --> 00:31:13,400 You asked me why I don't believe in God. 602 00:31:15,780 --> 00:31:19,100 When... when I was eight, 603 00:31:19,740 --> 00:31:22,650 my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer, 604 00:31:22,700 --> 00:31:26,000 and the doctor said she had six months to live. 605 00:31:26,480 --> 00:31:30,620 And so I prayed for a miracle, and then it happened. 606 00:31:30,660 --> 00:31:32,150 She went into full remission. 607 00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:33,640 The doctors couldn't even explain it. 608 00:31:34,010 --> 00:31:36,350 I don't understand. If God answered your prayers, 609 00:31:36,380 --> 00:31:37,880 why don't you believe? 610 00:31:40,630 --> 00:31:43,110 Because on the way home from the hospital, 611 00:31:43,120 --> 00:31:44,800 she died in a car accident. 612 00:31:47,240 --> 00:31:50,980 Miles. I am so sorry. 613 00:31:51,030 --> 00:31:53,200 I tried to make sense of it, 614 00:31:53,250 --> 00:31:56,120 and the only way I could 615 00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:58,470 was that there was no God. 616 00:31:58,510 --> 00:32:00,990 Because if there was, that means that he is cruel, 617 00:32:01,040 --> 00:32:02,340 and I don't want to live in a world 618 00:32:02,360 --> 00:32:03,950 governed by someone like that. 619 00:32:06,040 --> 00:32:08,570 Look, I don't know who's behind this, 620 00:32:08,610 --> 00:32:10,780 or why they chose me. 621 00:32:11,480 --> 00:32:14,600 But I do know that your mom is still out there, 622 00:32:14,940 --> 00:32:18,140 and you can still have a relationship with her. 623 00:32:19,230 --> 00:32:21,660 I'd give anything to say the same. 624 00:32:22,140 --> 00:32:25,020 Yeah, but what if she wants nothing to do with me? 625 00:32:25,820 --> 00:32:28,240 Then you know, 626 00:32:28,280 --> 00:32:30,400 and you can finally move on. 627 00:32:43,040 --> 00:32:45,210 Um... 628 00:32:47,170 --> 00:32:48,420 There she is. 629 00:32:50,420 --> 00:32:52,000 Okay. 630 00:32:52,050 --> 00:32:54,700 - You can do this, yeah? - Yeah. 631 00:32:54,740 --> 00:32:56,540 I'll be right here. 632 00:32:57,700 --> 00:32:59,470 Unless I get hungry, then I'll be 633 00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:01,110 across the street getting a churro. 634 00:33:03,230 --> 00:33:05,660 - You got it. - Okay. 635 00:33:33,570 --> 00:33:36,830 - Hi. - Hello. 636 00:33:51,150 --> 00:33:53,400 It's a really nice day. 637 00:33:53,660 --> 00:33:55,800 Yeah, it is. 638 00:34:11,860 --> 00:34:13,120 Cara? 639 00:34:14,260 --> 00:34:15,780 Hi, Mom. 640 00:34:17,700 --> 00:34:19,050 How? 641 00:34:19,090 --> 00:34:21,580 It's a long story. 642 00:34:22,660 --> 00:34:26,570 I heard you became a nurse. That's... that's good. 643 00:34:30,320 --> 00:34:32,010 Cara. 644 00:34:35,190 --> 00:34:37,200 Why didn't you come home? 645 00:34:38,410 --> 00:34:41,460 I tried, but I couldn't. 646 00:34:41,520 --> 00:34:43,360 Then you should have tried harder. 647 00:34:44,330 --> 00:34:47,200 - Please let me explain. - No. 648 00:34:48,420 --> 00:34:49,700 No. 649 00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:52,580 I grew up thinking that you hated me. 650 00:34:53,690 --> 00:34:55,270 I spent years in therapy 651 00:34:55,280 --> 00:34:57,000 trying to figure out what I did wrong. 652 00:34:57,040 --> 00:34:59,860 I deserve a better answer than "I tried." 653 00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:01,480 Mom? 654 00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:04,220 Is everything okay? 655 00:35:06,660 --> 00:35:08,180 Oh, no. 656 00:35:13,930 --> 00:35:16,520 Guess that answers that. 657 00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:20,540 Cara, wait. 658 00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:26,200 Cara! 659 00:35:30,290 --> 00:35:31,800 Cara! 660 00:35:34,290 --> 00:35:35,960 Cara! 661 00:35:36,720 --> 00:35:37,960 Cara! 662 00:35:38,040 --> 00:35:40,060 - She came out of nowhere. - Call 911! 663 00:35:40,740 --> 00:35:42,820 Cara, stay with me. Stay with me, Cara. 664 00:35:42,870 --> 00:35:44,260 Stay with me. 665 00:35:44,300 --> 00:35:45,870 Oh, no, no, no. She's not breathing. 666 00:35:45,910 --> 00:35:48,460 - What's taking so long, man? - I'm on hold. 667 00:35:53,880 --> 00:35:55,010 John Dove? 668 00:35:55,050 --> 00:35:56,900 You're the guy from the subway. 669 00:35:57,820 --> 00:35:59,280 She needs a doctor. 670 00:36:00,120 --> 00:36:01,720 I am a doctor. 671 00:36:20,250 --> 00:36:23,040 We got a pulse. 672 00:36:32,090 --> 00:36:34,050 I just spoke with the attending. 673 00:36:34,090 --> 00:36:35,880 Cara's resting. It wasn't pretty. 674 00:36:35,920 --> 00:36:38,330 She has a punctured lung, and a couple bruised ribs, 675 00:36:38,340 --> 00:36:39,420 but she's going to be okay. 676 00:36:41,060 --> 00:36:42,710 That's good. 677 00:36:42,750 --> 00:36:46,370 So you just so happened to be driving by 678 00:36:46,400 --> 00:36:48,890 at that very moment? No one put you up to it? 679 00:36:48,930 --> 00:36:51,370 Put me up to what? What are you talking about? 680 00:36:51,410 --> 00:36:53,810 Just a hell of a coincidence, you being a doctor. 681 00:36:53,850 --> 00:36:57,160 Well, technically, I'm not anymore. 682 00:36:58,200 --> 00:36:59,920 After what happened on the subway, 683 00:36:59,940 --> 00:37:02,620 I decided to take a leave. 684 00:37:07,130 --> 00:37:09,460 I had just lost a patient on the table. 685 00:37:09,870 --> 00:37:11,900 My girlfriend broke up with me. 686 00:37:13,090 --> 00:37:14,780 It felt like an avalanche. 687 00:37:15,790 --> 00:37:17,720 When you pulled me back... 688 00:37:19,140 --> 00:37:22,010 I realized, you know, I didn't want to die. 689 00:37:25,540 --> 00:37:27,020 That's good. 690 00:37:28,150 --> 00:37:30,450 And for what it's worth, 691 00:37:30,500 --> 00:37:33,680 you seem like a very good doctor to me. 692 00:37:36,160 --> 00:37:38,100 Thank you. 693 00:37:42,290 --> 00:37:44,250 How are you feeling? 694 00:37:44,290 --> 00:37:47,680 Like I got hit by a car really hard. 695 00:37:47,820 --> 00:37:49,430 Thought I lost you there. 696 00:37:49,470 --> 00:37:51,900 I'm still here, thanks to you. 697 00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:54,520 - Mm. - Uh, you saved John Dove, 698 00:37:54,540 --> 00:37:56,040 and he saved me. 699 00:37:56,090 --> 00:37:58,860 If you think about it, it's kind of like a grand design. 700 00:38:01,090 --> 00:38:03,310 Have you heard anything about your podcast? 701 00:38:03,360 --> 00:38:05,490 - I didn't turn it in. - What? 702 00:38:05,530 --> 00:38:08,020 I couldn't leave without knowing that you were okay. 703 00:38:11,020 --> 00:38:12,960 You have somebody here to see you. 704 00:38:15,480 --> 00:38:16,980 Hi. 705 00:38:19,020 --> 00:38:20,440 You called her? 706 00:38:22,850 --> 00:38:26,420 - I'll wait outside. - No, wait, you stay. 707 00:38:31,080 --> 00:38:32,600 What do you want? 708 00:38:32,650 --> 00:38:35,650 You asked me why I never came back. 709 00:38:37,350 --> 00:38:38,640 I did. 710 00:38:39,480 --> 00:38:42,400 - What? - You were in eighth grade. 711 00:38:42,440 --> 00:38:44,820 I came to one of your track meets. 712 00:38:46,660 --> 00:38:49,140 You were running the 400. 713 00:38:49,180 --> 00:38:51,220 That was my race in high school. 714 00:38:52,190 --> 00:38:55,720 You won, and I saw you. 715 00:38:55,890 --> 00:38:59,640 You looked so happy, so confident. 716 00:39:00,240 --> 00:39:02,280 Why didn't you say anything? 717 00:39:04,240 --> 00:39:06,340 I was afraid... 718 00:39:06,940 --> 00:39:11,510 If I came back, and things didn't work out again, 719 00:39:11,550 --> 00:39:13,800 it would shatter you forever. 720 00:39:15,210 --> 00:39:17,200 And I couldn't take that chance. 721 00:39:18,430 --> 00:39:20,090 So I walked away. 722 00:39:25,180 --> 00:39:28,620 I've thought about that moment every day since. 723 00:39:30,270 --> 00:39:35,180 Hoping one day I might get another chance. 724 00:39:36,980 --> 00:39:39,660 So I just want you to know, 725 00:39:40,150 --> 00:39:41,560 if you'd let me... 726 00:39:47,900 --> 00:39:50,330 I want to be a part of your life. 727 00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:56,690 People say that God has a plan for all of us. 728 00:39:56,730 --> 00:39:59,170 That we're all part of a grand design. 729 00:39:59,210 --> 00:40:01,760 Well, I never believed that to be true, 730 00:40:01,820 --> 00:40:04,260 but then, he friended me, 731 00:40:04,300 --> 00:40:06,910 and it kind of turned my life upside down. 732 00:40:06,960 --> 00:40:08,220 Not that I think it's God, 733 00:40:08,260 --> 00:40:11,090 but in these crazy times we live in, 734 00:40:11,140 --> 00:40:14,100 we owe it to ourselves to ask the tough questions, 735 00:40:14,140 --> 00:40:16,359 and to open our minds to 736 00:40:16,360 --> 00:40:18,579 a new way of seeing the world. 737 00:40:18,580 --> 00:40:21,450 A place where we can find our voice again. 738 00:40:21,490 --> 00:40:25,280 Top story on the board. Impressive work. 739 00:40:25,320 --> 00:40:27,500 Don't make me wait six weeks for the next one. 740 00:40:30,200 --> 00:40:32,460 Where old wounds can heal, 741 00:40:32,510 --> 00:40:34,290 and new relationships can begin. 742 00:40:34,330 --> 00:40:36,510 - Hi. - Liv. 743 00:40:36,550 --> 00:40:39,640 This is your sister, Cara. 744 00:40:39,690 --> 00:40:42,340 Hi, Liv. It's nice to meet you. 745 00:40:42,380 --> 00:40:44,260 Nice to meet you, too. 746 00:40:46,350 --> 00:40:49,360 Where we finally understand our purpose. 747 00:40:51,350 --> 00:40:54,660 And find love in the most unexpected place. 748 00:40:58,320 --> 00:40:59,920 The world we live in today 749 00:40:59,960 --> 00:41:02,710 asks more of us now than ever before. 750 00:41:02,750 --> 00:41:06,410 It demands more of us. Why? 751 00:41:06,450 --> 00:41:08,550 Because as our minds and our hearts 752 00:41:08,580 --> 00:41:13,330 and our ambitions flourish, so too, the roads to sin. 753 00:41:14,550 --> 00:41:16,720 It's not going to be easy. 754 00:41:17,260 --> 00:41:19,220 Change never is. 755 00:41:22,600 --> 00:41:24,540 We just need to have the courage 756 00:41:24,560 --> 00:41:26,700 to take the first step. 757 00:41:44,790 --> 00:41:47,950 I read your story about finding your sister. 758 00:41:47,960 --> 00:41:50,100 - It was really touching. - Thank you. 759 00:41:50,150 --> 00:41:52,680 Yeah, and I appreciate you not mentioning 760 00:41:52,700 --> 00:41:54,020 the whole God account thing. 761 00:41:54,070 --> 00:41:56,520 Yeah, you know, it was never my story to tell. 762 00:41:56,570 --> 00:41:57,580 Besides, I actually really loved 763 00:41:57,590 --> 00:41:59,680 how you talked about it on your podcast. 764 00:41:59,720 --> 00:42:02,020 Wait, you listened to my podcast? 765 00:42:02,720 --> 00:42:04,300 Maybe. 766 00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:06,730 You're not the only one. 767 00:42:06,770 --> 00:42:09,219 Eric from Sirius listened to it, and he loved it. 768 00:42:09,220 --> 00:42:10,470 - What? - And he wants to meet. 769 00:42:10,520 --> 00:42:12,260 - Miles, that's amazing. - Yeah. 770 00:42:12,270 --> 00:42:14,820 I'm so happy for you. 771 00:42:16,090 --> 00:42:19,440 So, um, have you heard anything from the God account? 772 00:42:19,480 --> 00:42:22,400 Uh, not since they sent me your name, why? 773 00:42:22,440 --> 00:42:23,790 Well, just because I told you 774 00:42:23,830 --> 00:42:26,050 I'd help you get to the bottom of it. 775 00:42:26,100 --> 00:42:28,190 So I will. 776 00:42:30,360 --> 00:42:33,540 Besides, maybe we'll do some good in the process. 777 00:42:33,580 --> 00:42:35,980 Actually make a difference in some people's lives. 778 00:42:36,630 --> 00:42:37,850 Yeah, that wouldn't be so bad. 779 00:42:40,460 --> 00:42:42,879 Oh, uh, I have to go. 780 00:42:42,880 --> 00:42:44,850 My sister has a soccer game. That's crazy, right? 781 00:42:44,900 --> 00:42:46,560 Yeah, yeah, go do your thing. 782 00:42:47,160 --> 00:42:49,860 Okay, whenever you hear from the God account, text me. 783 00:42:56,600 --> 00:42:57,860 _ 784 00:42:59,160 --> 00:43:03,900 - Synced & corrected by MementMori - ... www.addic7ed.com ...