1 00:00:00,220 --> 00:00:02,021 And what about this Marin Calhoun... 2 00:00:02,046 --> 00:00:03,096 where is she now? 3 00:00:03,106 --> 00:00:04,996 We have reason to believe her body 4 00:00:05,006 --> 00:00:07,140 was dumped in a lake near Mosswood. 5 00:00:07,150 --> 00:00:08,447 Where did you get that lead? 6 00:00:08,457 --> 00:00:10,038 From a former Mosswood member. 7 00:00:10,039 --> 00:00:11,551 They called it the purple lake. 8 00:00:11,552 --> 00:00:13,561 I went to the police. I gave a deposition. 9 00:00:13,572 --> 00:00:16,442 That's strange... you are the second person in two days 10 00:00:16,451 --> 00:00:17,642 looking for this tape. 11 00:00:17,651 --> 00:00:19,118 He took it. 12 00:00:19,129 --> 00:00:21,422 They put Julian in solitary last night. 13 00:00:21,431 --> 00:00:23,491 I tried to visit him, but he doesn't want to see me. 14 00:00:23,501 --> 00:00:26,191 - He refuses. - This stuff with Glen Fisher. 15 00:00:26,200 --> 00:00:28,591 I went to Mosswood once or twice... that was it. 16 00:00:28,601 --> 00:00:30,387 Seems like our time for 17 00:00:30,412 --> 00:00:32,387 keeping you up here with us is over. 18 00:00:33,512 --> 00:00:35,512 - You should name him. - Why? 19 00:00:35,521 --> 00:00:38,337 We'll raise him... all of us together. 20 00:00:38,348 --> 00:00:41,284 When we offer him up, release. 21 00:00:41,412 --> 00:00:44,561 I raised Julian. I'm his mother, 22 00:00:44,571 --> 00:00:46,491 and something as trivial as biology 23 00:00:46,502 --> 00:00:48,412 doesn't make that any less true. 24 00:00:48,421 --> 00:00:50,009 There is something before we start. 25 00:00:50,019 --> 00:00:51,552 It's about Marin. 26 00:00:51,561 --> 00:00:52,652 She's pregnant. 27 00:00:52,662 --> 00:00:54,412 We'll raise him. 28 00:00:54,421 --> 00:00:56,491 The child will bind us. 29 00:00:56,502 --> 00:00:58,571 Has she picked a name? 30 00:01:10,140 --> 00:01:18,163 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 31 00:03:03,204 --> 00:03:07,135 So there's this new dating app thing on your phone. 32 00:03:07,144 --> 00:03:08,957 Helen was telling me about it. 33 00:03:09,854 --> 00:03:11,834 You should try it out. 34 00:03:11,845 --> 00:03:14,805 It's new on the market, and, uh... 35 00:03:14,815 --> 00:03:17,944 it's called Rumble? 36 00:03:17,954 --> 00:03:21,044 Uh... or something. 37 00:03:21,554 --> 00:03:23,593 The girls choose. 38 00:03:23,618 --> 00:03:25,947 Although, I guess, in your case... 39 00:03:25,974 --> 00:03:27,854 Well, how would that work? 40 00:03:28,435 --> 00:03:29,894 This is not helping. 41 00:03:29,905 --> 00:03:31,894 All right. Look, I... 42 00:03:31,905 --> 00:03:33,824 I'm worried about you. 43 00:03:33,834 --> 00:03:35,894 You need a little pick-me-up, 44 00:03:35,905 --> 00:03:38,974 get back to the Heather I know. 45 00:03:38,984 --> 00:03:41,198 And who is that exactly? 46 00:03:41,815 --> 00:03:44,367 Beer's running low. 47 00:03:44,984 --> 00:03:47,894 You normally stock up. Laundry's piling up. 48 00:03:47,905 --> 00:03:49,854 Ow. Thanks. 49 00:03:49,865 --> 00:03:51,905 Oh, come on, I'm trying to make you laugh. 50 00:03:51,914 --> 00:03:53,481 Remember when you used to do that? 51 00:03:53,492 --> 00:03:56,046 Sometimes things aren't funny. 52 00:03:56,965 --> 00:03:58,954 I got to get back to the station. 53 00:03:58,965 --> 00:04:01,954 Don't go mad. 54 00:04:01,965 --> 00:04:03,974 I'm fine. 55 00:04:08,965 --> 00:04:10,805 Hi, sweetie. 56 00:04:10,815 --> 00:04:12,834 Thank you for letting me visit you. 57 00:04:12,844 --> 00:04:15,034 I hated not being able to see you. 58 00:04:19,964 --> 00:04:21,529 Did you get hurt? 59 00:04:22,697 --> 00:04:24,688 Who hurt you? 60 00:04:28,975 --> 00:04:30,884 I don't know. 61 00:04:33,875 --> 00:04:35,894 Julian, who did this to you? 62 00:04:42,005 --> 00:04:44,803 Did they make you take something? 63 00:04:45,824 --> 00:04:47,389 What did they give you? 64 00:04:48,875 --> 00:04:50,486 What did you people do to my son? 65 00:04:50,497 --> 00:04:51,964 - He can barely speak. - Ma'am, please sit down. 66 00:04:51,975 --> 00:04:53,944 Don't call me "ma'am." He's been medicated. 67 00:04:53,954 --> 00:04:55,834 You can't do that without my permission. 68 00:04:55,844 --> 00:04:57,373 If he's a harm to himself or others, 69 00:04:57,384 --> 00:04:59,875 the doctors can give him something to make him a little... 70 00:04:59,884 --> 00:05:00,975 The doctor? What doctor? 71 00:05:00,985 --> 00:05:01,944 I want to speak to this doctor right now. 72 00:05:01,954 --> 00:05:02,884 Ma'am, please sit down. 73 00:05:02,894 --> 00:05:04,024 I will not sit down. 74 00:05:04,034 --> 00:05:06,015 And do not call me "ma'am." 75 00:05:33,995 --> 00:05:37,689 Excuse me. Can I, uh, talk to you for a minute? 76 00:05:37,944 --> 00:05:41,651 That guy you were just with, you know him very well? 77 00:05:42,894 --> 00:05:44,070 Who's asking? 78 00:05:45,024 --> 00:05:48,241 I'm curious... 79 00:05:48,845 --> 00:05:51,834 'cause I saw you here with him two days ago 80 00:05:51,845 --> 00:05:53,774 and the night before that. 81 00:05:53,784 --> 00:05:54,935 Okay. 82 00:05:54,944 --> 00:05:56,333 So? 83 00:05:56,894 --> 00:05:59,461 I hear he can get a little rough. 84 00:05:59,894 --> 00:06:01,504 You know anything about that? 85 00:06:01,755 --> 00:06:03,894 - I don't talk to cops. - Maybe you should. 86 00:06:03,904 --> 00:06:06,954 Because I can bring you in right now... you know that. 87 00:06:06,964 --> 00:06:09,995 For what? Glen Fisher doesn't even like to have sex. 88 00:06:11,621 --> 00:06:13,045 You got nothing. 89 00:06:16,005 --> 00:06:18,045 Hey. 90 00:06:18,468 --> 00:06:20,357 Your foot there. 91 00:06:21,805 --> 00:06:23,824 He do that to you? 92 00:06:23,834 --> 00:06:25,995 I don't need saving. 93 00:06:31,884 --> 00:06:34,651 - Why can't she have visitors? - I'm not at liberty to say. 94 00:06:34,661 --> 00:06:37,014 That's the order, coming off an incident yesterday. 95 00:06:37,024 --> 00:06:38,954 Yeah? What happened? 96 00:06:38,964 --> 00:06:40,904 I'm sorry, but that's, uh, confidential. 97 00:06:40,914 --> 00:06:42,884 Excuse me for one second. 98 00:06:42,894 --> 00:06:45,875 Yeah... 99 00:06:53,475 --> 00:06:55,475 I know you. 100 00:06:58,815 --> 00:07:00,005 Yeah? 101 00:07:00,014 --> 00:07:03,805 You're the gent who visited that floozy. 102 00:07:03,815 --> 00:07:06,954 She got tranq'd. 103 00:07:06,964 --> 00:07:09,964 Yeah, sorry to hear about that. 104 00:07:09,975 --> 00:07:11,964 Any idea what provoked it? 105 00:07:11,975 --> 00:07:14,985 Eh, she got a call at the start of afternoon rec, 106 00:07:14,995 --> 00:07:17,815 stayed on longer than ten minutes. 107 00:07:17,824 --> 00:07:21,844 Well, if you break the rules, you lose TV rights, no gum. 108 00:07:21,855 --> 00:07:24,894 She stayed on the phone, and they gave her meds? 109 00:07:24,904 --> 00:07:27,865 Nah, she got off and went ballistic. 110 00:07:27,875 --> 00:07:30,447 Anybody hear who it was that called her? 111 00:07:30,456 --> 00:07:32,560 - Detective. - Yeah, just... 112 00:07:32,571 --> 00:07:33,847 Please. 113 00:07:34,925 --> 00:07:37,925 She said it was Satan. 114 00:07:44,034 --> 00:07:46,755 Keller PD, Officer Brickowski. 115 00:07:46,764 --> 00:07:48,875 Yeah, hey, Brick. It's me again. 116 00:07:48,884 --> 00:07:50,914 That number that you traced, 117 00:07:50,925 --> 00:07:52,884 the one that called Carmen Bell, 118 00:07:52,894 --> 00:07:55,875 is that linked to a specific lot number? 119 00:07:55,884 --> 00:07:58,875 Hold on. Let me check. 120 00:07:58,884 --> 00:08:00,875 5A. 121 00:08:00,884 --> 00:08:02,024 5A, great. 122 00:08:02,034 --> 00:08:03,944 Look, you got to stop calling me here. 123 00:08:03,954 --> 00:08:06,824 - You're gonna get me in trouble. - No, no, I know, I know. 124 00:08:06,834 --> 00:08:08,024 You did nothing. 125 00:08:08,034 --> 00:08:09,378 Right. 126 00:10:50,727 --> 00:10:53,075 _ 127 00:11:12,828 --> 00:11:14,298 You ready for him? 128 00:11:14,308 --> 00:11:16,248 Yes, come in. 129 00:11:16,258 --> 00:11:18,197 Thank God you're here. 130 00:11:18,207 --> 00:11:20,197 They're medicating him now... Julian. 131 00:11:20,207 --> 00:11:21,258 They're sedating him. 132 00:11:21,268 --> 00:11:24,067 I'm trying to get a court order to get them to stop. 133 00:11:24,077 --> 00:11:26,327 And I'm sure you heard that his confession 134 00:11:26,337 --> 00:11:28,327 is admissible in court, 135 00:11:28,328 --> 00:11:29,387 so that's perfect timing. 136 00:11:31,134 --> 00:11:32,312 What is that? 137 00:11:32,313 --> 00:11:33,603 I think you know. 138 00:11:33,613 --> 00:11:35,308 Carmen Bell. 139 00:11:35,317 --> 00:11:37,436 It's her deposition. 140 00:11:38,067 --> 00:11:41,178 It was missing from town records until yesterday. 141 00:11:49,067 --> 00:11:51,337 Will you please state your name And the date for the record, please? 142 00:11:52,014 --> 00:11:53,523 My name is Carmen Bell. 143 00:11:53,533 --> 00:11:54,753 The date 144 00:11:54,754 --> 00:11:56,237 is February 20, 2002. 145 00:11:57,248 --> 00:11:58,562 Oh, my God. 146 00:11:58,572 --> 00:12:01,128 And how did you end up in Mosswood Grove? 147 00:12:01,138 --> 00:12:02,198 Vera Walker. 148 00:12:02,199 --> 00:12:03,847 Uh, she recruited me. 149 00:12:03,857 --> 00:12:07,258 I was working at this pretzel place at the mall, 150 00:12:07,268 --> 00:12:09,207 and she came in one day. 151 00:12:09,217 --> 00:12:11,308 I was going through a bad time, 152 00:12:11,317 --> 00:12:14,298 and she just talked to me. 153 00:12:14,308 --> 00:12:15,317 Okay. 154 00:12:15,327 --> 00:12:17,148 Told me about Mosswood. 155 00:12:17,158 --> 00:12:19,188 She said it was like a family, 156 00:12:19,189 --> 00:12:21,217 that it would solve things. 157 00:12:21,227 --> 00:12:23,308 We did these sessions, um, 158 00:12:23,317 --> 00:12:26,268 like therapy, I guess. 159 00:12:26,278 --> 00:12:28,207 We would play out 160 00:12:28,217 --> 00:12:31,107 what had happened to us with each other 161 00:12:31,117 --> 00:12:32,662 until the Beacon, 162 00:12:32,663 --> 00:12:34,207 the... the leader of the place... 163 00:12:34,217 --> 00:12:36,207 he, um... 164 00:12:36,217 --> 00:12:38,268 It's okay. Just take your time. 165 00:12:38,278 --> 00:12:40,217 Stop. I don't want to hear this. 166 00:12:40,227 --> 00:12:42,077 I bet you don't. 167 00:12:42,087 --> 00:12:44,748 He had this epiphany while he was swimming 168 00:12:44,749 --> 00:12:46,217 at the purple lake. 169 00:12:46,227 --> 00:12:49,128 That's what he called Stillwater Reservoir... 170 00:12:49,138 --> 00:12:50,207 the purple lake. 171 00:12:50,217 --> 00:12:53,117 He said that the only way to break out of trauma 172 00:12:53,128 --> 00:12:56,168 was by going straight into it. 173 00:12:56,178 --> 00:12:58,327 And the sessions got violent, 174 00:12:58,337 --> 00:13:01,067 physically and sexually. 175 00:13:01,077 --> 00:13:04,168 Is that how you got the burns on your foot? 176 00:13:04,178 --> 00:13:06,178 Can you please show us the burns on your foot? 177 00:13:09,168 --> 00:13:12,077 One of the men... he did it in a session. 178 00:13:12,087 --> 00:13:14,128 I-I don't know his name. 179 00:13:14,138 --> 00:13:17,278 Uh, and he kept asking for me. 180 00:13:17,288 --> 00:13:21,087 And there was another man, and... 181 00:13:24,097 --> 00:13:27,087 And I got pregnant, and 182 00:13:27,097 --> 00:13:30,187 Vera's the one who took me to Dr. Poole to fix me. 183 00:13:30,197 --> 00:13:32,067 Get out! 184 00:13:35,087 --> 00:13:37,473 If Julian was afraid of anything, 185 00:13:38,138 --> 00:13:40,087 it was probably you. 186 00:13:40,097 --> 00:13:43,288 I have done everything I can do to protect him. 187 00:13:43,298 --> 00:13:46,190 There were abuses all over Mosswood. 188 00:13:47,187 --> 00:13:48,298 And you were in charge. 189 00:13:48,308 --> 00:13:49,893 You have no idea what happened. 190 00:13:49,903 --> 00:13:51,522 You have no idea. 191 00:13:52,197 --> 00:13:55,317 I know you did things you're ashamed of. 192 00:13:59,308 --> 00:14:01,163 Fine. 193 00:14:02,298 --> 00:14:04,187 Fine. 194 00:14:07,960 --> 00:14:09,051 Sit down. 195 00:14:12,537 --> 00:14:14,415 I'll tell you everything. 196 00:14:35,484 --> 00:14:36,964 Ugh. 197 00:14:38,224 --> 00:14:39,775 Are you okay? 198 00:14:40,099 --> 00:14:42,209 Uh, yeah, I'm fine. 199 00:14:43,484 --> 00:14:45,014 What is it? 200 00:14:46,285 --> 00:14:47,641 It's nothing. 201 00:14:48,285 --> 00:14:49,727 Bess. 202 00:14:51,435 --> 00:14:53,147 Let me see. 203 00:14:58,445 --> 00:15:00,988 Oh, my God. What happened? 204 00:15:01,195 --> 00:15:02,627 It was just the session last night. 205 00:15:02,652 --> 00:15:04,073 I was partnered with Vic, 206 00:15:04,074 --> 00:15:05,991 and he had a breakthrough. 207 00:15:06,001 --> 00:15:08,285 It was... good. 208 00:15:08,295 --> 00:15:09,435 He tapped into some family stuff. 209 00:15:09,445 --> 00:15:11,374 - He did this to you? - No, no. 210 00:15:11,385 --> 00:15:15,224 I was standing in the wrong place by the rock. 211 00:15:15,234 --> 00:15:19,285 And he was so deep in it, I didn't want to... 212 00:15:19,295 --> 00:15:21,295 stop him. 213 00:15:23,435 --> 00:15:25,734 I get it now. 214 00:15:25,743 --> 00:15:27,765 It's part of my work, too. 215 00:15:28,640 --> 00:15:30,445 You taught me that. 216 00:15:55,305 --> 00:15:56,350 It's amazing. 217 00:15:56,351 --> 00:15:57,395 He's singing. 218 00:15:59,022 --> 00:16:01,265 How do you know it's a boy? 219 00:16:01,924 --> 00:16:03,759 Because he told me. 220 00:16:05,315 --> 00:16:07,464 May I speak to you for a moment? 221 00:16:07,946 --> 00:16:09,454 She complained about a scrape? 222 00:16:09,464 --> 00:16:11,454 - No, I noticed. - Scrapes heal. 223 00:16:11,464 --> 00:16:13,885 And now Vic, he'll also heal. 224 00:16:13,886 --> 00:16:15,729 That's the point of this. 225 00:16:16,315 --> 00:16:19,405 It's just... it's... it's at her expense, though, isn't it? 226 00:16:19,415 --> 00:16:21,425 No, Bess needed that moment just as much as Vic did. 227 00:16:21,435 --> 00:16:23,405 She can go if she isn't committed. 228 00:16:23,415 --> 00:16:25,344 Commitment is not the issue. 229 00:16:25,354 --> 00:16:26,824 Then what is it? 230 00:16:35,324 --> 00:16:36,792 Something's happened to you. 231 00:16:38,275 --> 00:16:40,295 I just keep thinking, 232 00:16:40,305 --> 00:16:42,464 what we're doing, it's become so literal. 233 00:16:42,474 --> 00:16:44,334 We used to do imaginative work, 234 00:16:44,344 --> 00:16:48,474 and now we're reenacting our pain on each other. 235 00:16:50,374 --> 00:16:53,284 So you want to go back to the way things were. 236 00:16:55,385 --> 00:16:57,454 Well, you remember when you tried that, 237 00:16:58,425 --> 00:17:01,567 running home to East Texas, 238 00:17:02,214 --> 00:17:03,819 hoping your father 239 00:17:04,574 --> 00:17:06,238 would welcome you back? 240 00:17:08,090 --> 00:17:10,080 This is different. 241 00:17:10,105 --> 00:17:11,577 No. 242 00:17:12,224 --> 00:17:13,474 No, Vera, it's not. 243 00:17:13,484 --> 00:17:17,274 It's the same small-minded, 244 00:17:17,284 --> 00:17:19,545 middle-class fear. 245 00:17:25,395 --> 00:17:27,224 It's only when Abraham was willing to 246 00:17:27,234 --> 00:17:29,133 Sacrifice his son Isaac 247 00:17:29,134 --> 00:17:31,054 that God rewarded him. 248 00:17:46,395 --> 00:17:48,170 - Almost there. - Good! 249 00:17:48,195 --> 00:17:49,415 - You're almost there. - Good. Good. 250 00:17:49,425 --> 00:17:51,425 Okay, take a break. Take a break. That one's done. 251 00:17:51,435 --> 00:17:53,325 Just one more... you're almost there. 252 00:17:53,335 --> 00:17:55,244 Okay, one more, one more. It's just the shoulders. 253 00:17:55,254 --> 00:17:56,474 - I can't, I can't. - Yes, you can. Yes, you can. 254 00:17:56,484 --> 00:17:58,435 - Ready? - One more, one more. 255 00:17:58,445 --> 00:18:00,254 - Yes, you can. Yes, you can. - You can do it. You can do it. 256 00:18:00,264 --> 00:18:02,170 Here it comes. Yes, push, push now. 257 00:18:03,201 --> 00:18:04,204 That's it, that's it. 258 00:18:04,214 --> 00:18:05,435 - That's it, that's it. - We can see him. 259 00:18:05,445 --> 00:18:07,335 Here he comes. 260 00:18:07,345 --> 00:18:09,325 Push, push, push. 261 00:18:09,335 --> 00:18:11,335 Here he comes! Here he comes! 262 00:18:11,345 --> 00:18:12,445 There he is. 263 00:18:12,454 --> 00:18:14,325 You did it. 264 00:18:14,326 --> 00:18:16,195 There he is. 265 00:18:16,204 --> 00:18:17,445 - You did it. - He's here. 266 00:18:17,454 --> 00:18:18,879 Hey, Julian. 267 00:18:18,880 --> 00:18:20,304 He's healthy. 268 00:18:20,314 --> 00:18:22,314 He's perfect. He's perfect. 269 00:18:22,325 --> 00:18:24,294 Good job. Here you go. 270 00:18:24,304 --> 00:18:26,088 - Good job. - Oh. 271 00:18:26,113 --> 00:18:27,304 - Oh. - Yeah. 272 00:18:27,314 --> 00:18:28,454 - There you go. - Hold on to him. 273 00:18:28,464 --> 00:18:29,905 Oh, good job. 274 00:18:29,906 --> 00:18:31,345 Yeah. 275 00:18:31,355 --> 00:18:33,254 - Good job. - Good job. 276 00:18:33,264 --> 00:18:34,279 Okay. 277 00:18:34,280 --> 00:18:35,294 Good job. 278 00:18:35,304 --> 00:18:37,244 Okay. Oh. 279 00:18:37,254 --> 00:18:38,224 Hello. 280 00:18:38,234 --> 00:18:40,445 - Marin? What's wrong? - Marin. 281 00:18:40,454 --> 00:18:42,294 - What's wrong? - Oh. 282 00:18:42,304 --> 00:18:43,345 Marin, wake up. 283 00:18:43,355 --> 00:18:44,360 Marin. 284 00:18:44,361 --> 00:18:46,247 - What's wrong, Marin? - Julian. 285 00:18:46,248 --> 00:18:48,204 Oh, that's a lot of blood. 286 00:18:48,214 --> 00:18:49,405 - I got you. - What's wrong? 287 00:18:49,415 --> 00:18:51,039 - Marin, wake up! - Can you... can you take him? 288 00:18:51,064 --> 00:18:52,464 Uh, yes. 289 00:18:52,474 --> 00:18:54,294 - Okay, come here. - She's hemorrhaging. 290 00:18:54,304 --> 00:18:55,330 Uh, let's get her 291 00:18:55,331 --> 00:18:57,464 into the main building out of the heat, quick. 292 00:18:57,474 --> 00:18:59,395 - Okay. - She'll be okay. This happens. 293 00:18:59,405 --> 00:19:01,244 - I know what to do. - Okay. 294 00:19:01,254 --> 00:19:02,405 Uh, can you just take care of him? 295 00:19:02,415 --> 00:19:03,474 Mm-hmm. 296 00:19:03,484 --> 00:19:04,945 Skin to skin. 297 00:19:04,946 --> 00:19:06,405 Okay. Okay. 298 00:19:06,415 --> 00:19:07,860 Okay. 299 00:19:07,861 --> 00:19:09,304 Come here, sweetheart. 300 00:19:09,314 --> 00:19:10,942 Oh, come here, sweetheart. 301 00:19:10,952 --> 00:19:12,405 Shh, shh, shh, come here. 302 00:19:13,811 --> 00:19:14,935 Shh, shh, shh. 303 00:19:14,945 --> 00:19:16,254 Oh. 304 00:19:19,375 --> 00:19:21,464 Hi, little man. 305 00:19:21,474 --> 00:19:22,874 Hey. 306 00:19:24,244 --> 00:19:25,842 Hey. 307 00:19:28,325 --> 00:19:30,365 You made it. 308 00:19:33,000 --> 00:19:34,303 You made it. 309 00:19:40,052 --> 00:19:41,792 Oh. 310 00:19:42,766 --> 00:19:44,236 Just keep him calm. 311 00:19:44,237 --> 00:19:45,706 Shh, shh, shh. 312 00:19:45,716 --> 00:19:46,927 Don't over-handle him. 313 00:19:46,937 --> 00:19:48,756 Oh, there we go. 314 00:19:48,766 --> 00:19:50,716 He keeps latching on and then letting go. 315 00:19:50,726 --> 00:19:52,696 Oh, he'll... he'll get it if we just keep at it. 316 00:19:52,706 --> 00:19:53,966 I told you there's nothing coming out. 317 00:19:53,976 --> 00:19:55,966 That's why. I don't have any milk. 318 00:19:55,976 --> 00:19:57,471 Shh, shh, shh. 319 00:19:58,976 --> 00:20:00,837 Can you please just take him? 320 00:20:02,808 --> 00:20:04,766 Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 321 00:20:04,776 --> 00:20:06,887 He likes you better anyway. 322 00:20:09,877 --> 00:20:11,867 I just want to sleep. 323 00:20:11,877 --> 00:20:13,857 It's all right. Shh. 324 00:20:15,907 --> 00:20:17,362 No one knows how to do 325 00:20:17,363 --> 00:20:18,817 this stuff the first time. 326 00:20:18,827 --> 00:20:19,827 You'll learn. 327 00:20:19,837 --> 00:20:21,937 - Maybe I shouldn't be a mother. - Don't say that. 328 00:20:21,946 --> 00:20:23,917 So stupid, thinking I could do it. 329 00:20:23,927 --> 00:20:26,015 My body doesn't even work. 330 00:20:26,736 --> 00:20:27,877 We'll figure this out together. 331 00:20:27,887 --> 00:20:29,687 That's why we're here. 332 00:20:34,736 --> 00:20:36,726 - Shh, shh, shh. - Julian. 333 00:20:36,736 --> 00:20:37,887 - Is that... - What? 334 00:20:37,897 --> 00:20:39,462 Are you lactating? 335 00:20:40,736 --> 00:20:42,776 How is that possible? 336 00:20:42,786 --> 00:20:44,736 It just started happening. 337 00:20:45,877 --> 00:20:47,976 It doesn't work like that. 338 00:20:48,687 --> 00:20:50,232 I let him latch sometimes. 339 00:20:50,233 --> 00:20:51,776 It keeps him calm. 340 00:20:51,786 --> 00:20:53,927 What am I supposed to do, let him cry? 341 00:20:53,937 --> 00:20:56,075 Come on, she needs to rest. 342 00:21:13,847 --> 00:21:15,907 Oh, it's okay. 343 00:21:23,937 --> 00:21:26,736 Shh, shh, shh, shh. 344 00:21:49,887 --> 00:21:50,776 I can't. 345 00:21:52,887 --> 00:21:54,392 No. 346 00:21:55,907 --> 00:21:57,067 I can't! 347 00:21:57,068 --> 00:21:58,966 No. 348 00:21:58,976 --> 00:22:00,756 Why are you here? 349 00:22:01,887 --> 00:22:03,817 What the fuck? 350 00:22:06,862 --> 00:22:07,956 Marin! 351 00:22:07,966 --> 00:22:08,971 Come on. 352 00:22:08,972 --> 00:22:09,976 Come here. 353 00:22:17,766 --> 00:22:19,907 All right, let's settle down. 354 00:22:36,726 --> 00:22:37,897 You wanted to see me? 355 00:22:37,907 --> 00:22:39,946 Yeah, I'm headed up to the cabin tonight. 356 00:22:39,956 --> 00:22:43,746 I need some... space to think. 357 00:22:43,756 --> 00:22:45,488 Much to prepare for. 358 00:22:46,572 --> 00:22:47,782 Okay. 359 00:22:49,554 --> 00:22:52,524 Marin struggled last night. 360 00:22:52,534 --> 00:22:54,614 - She wasn't ready. - Well, she needs to assist. 361 00:22:54,624 --> 00:22:55,695 It'll prepare her. 362 00:22:55,705 --> 00:22:57,253 I want her to work with Glen tonight. 363 00:22:57,278 --> 00:22:59,564 See to it that it happens. 364 00:23:01,554 --> 00:23:03,069 How's Julian? 365 00:23:03,070 --> 00:23:04,584 Good. 366 00:23:04,594 --> 00:23:06,403 Is he healthy? 367 00:23:06,404 --> 00:23:08,544 Yes, I think so. 368 00:23:08,554 --> 00:23:10,604 That boy's gonna change everything. 369 00:23:10,614 --> 00:23:11,755 You'll see. 370 00:23:50,675 --> 00:23:52,715 What's going on? 371 00:23:52,725 --> 00:23:54,180 Where's the Beacon? 372 00:23:54,181 --> 00:23:55,634 He canceled the work tonight. 373 00:23:56,351 --> 00:23:57,584 What do you mean? 374 00:23:57,594 --> 00:23:59,517 We spoke about a session. I told him 375 00:23:59,518 --> 00:24:00,745 I was bringing people. 376 00:24:00,755 --> 00:24:02,665 He's reconsidering the path of the work. 377 00:24:02,675 --> 00:24:04,515 That's all I can say. 378 00:24:06,725 --> 00:24:08,715 I'm gonna need to speak to him. 379 00:24:08,725 --> 00:24:10,715 - He's occupied. - I don't give a shit. 380 00:24:10,725 --> 00:24:12,665 He's not even on the grounds. 381 00:24:12,675 --> 00:24:15,161 Who the fuck do you think you are? 382 00:24:16,564 --> 00:24:18,790 You think you speak for him now? 383 00:24:20,634 --> 00:24:22,725 I was here from the beginning. 384 00:24:22,735 --> 00:24:24,584 I sold him this piece of land... 385 00:24:24,594 --> 00:24:26,745 And I'm sure he's grateful. 386 00:24:29,175 --> 00:24:30,760 This is bullshit. 387 00:24:31,624 --> 00:24:33,574 Let's go. 388 00:24:33,584 --> 00:24:34,774 Bullshit! 389 00:24:45,735 --> 00:24:47,725 Shh, shh. 390 00:24:51,906 --> 00:24:53,534 Can you hand me that towel? 391 00:24:53,544 --> 00:24:54,705 Yeah. 392 00:24:56,736 --> 00:24:58,755 Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 393 00:24:59,725 --> 00:25:01,207 Thank you. 394 00:25:05,695 --> 00:25:08,584 Who's my little boy? 395 00:25:08,594 --> 00:25:10,804 You're nursing him now? 396 00:25:15,515 --> 00:25:17,098 - Shh, shh, shh. - Um. 397 00:25:17,552 --> 00:25:19,463 It just happened. 398 00:25:19,472 --> 00:25:22,554 We thought it would be better than just formula. 399 00:25:22,564 --> 00:25:24,040 Shh. 400 00:25:25,524 --> 00:25:27,544 Why don't you hold him? 401 00:25:27,554 --> 00:25:28,776 Hmm? 402 00:25:32,624 --> 00:25:34,574 You haven't seen him all day. 403 00:25:38,515 --> 00:25:40,515 Come on. 404 00:25:40,524 --> 00:25:42,582 Why'd you shut down the work last night? 405 00:25:44,167 --> 00:25:45,774 Why'd you do that? 406 00:25:46,477 --> 00:25:48,614 Marin wasn't ready. She's still recovering. 407 00:25:49,297 --> 00:25:52,461 I told you what I wanted. 408 00:25:52,462 --> 00:25:53,544 Do you realize what... 409 00:25:53,554 --> 00:25:54,574 Shut up. 410 00:25:54,575 --> 00:25:55,594 You have jeopardized... 411 00:25:55,604 --> 00:25:56,624 Shut up... 412 00:25:56,634 --> 00:25:59,634 Shh, shh, shh, it's okay. 413 00:26:01,794 --> 00:26:05,344 All right, I am seeing too much attachment here, far too much. 414 00:26:05,345 --> 00:26:07,265 You need to stop caring for him. 415 00:26:07,275 --> 00:26:08,814 - He's still breastfeeding. - I don't care. 416 00:26:08,839 --> 00:26:10,446 Move his basket up to my study, all his things. 417 00:26:10,456 --> 00:26:12,295 He's staying with me from now on. 418 00:26:12,305 --> 00:26:14,111 We have to come in there to feed him and change him. 419 00:26:14,246 --> 00:26:15,861 - He'll keep you up all night. - I don't care. 420 00:26:15,886 --> 00:26:18,486 - No... - It won't be much longer now. 421 00:27:01,275 --> 00:27:03,255 What's this? 422 00:27:03,265 --> 00:27:06,522 My apology, tea. 423 00:27:17,496 --> 00:27:18,993 Hm. 424 00:27:33,619 --> 00:27:35,700 I allowed horrible things to happen. 425 00:27:35,710 --> 00:27:37,119 I did. 426 00:27:38,619 --> 00:27:41,659 But I did it because I believed in him, 427 00:27:41,669 --> 00:27:43,780 and he healed me. 428 00:27:46,770 --> 00:27:49,590 I wish I had stopped it sooner, but I... 429 00:27:54,560 --> 00:27:56,620 When I saw Julian's face, 430 00:27:56,621 --> 00:27:58,679 I woke up. 431 00:27:58,690 --> 00:28:00,560 And I knew what I had to do, 432 00:28:00,569 --> 00:28:02,936 and I changed Mosswood for good. 433 00:28:03,639 --> 00:28:07,209 And I know now that I will never lose myself 434 00:28:07,210 --> 00:28:08,525 that way ever again. 435 00:28:12,669 --> 00:28:14,463 What about the others? 436 00:28:14,464 --> 00:28:16,116 They just followed you? 437 00:28:17,117 --> 00:28:18,760 Deep down, there were many of us who were 438 00:28:18,770 --> 00:28:21,054 Uneasy about where we were headed. 439 00:28:22,780 --> 00:28:25,100 Your Beacon, what happened to him? 440 00:28:28,629 --> 00:28:31,619 He was unhappy for a long time. 441 00:28:31,629 --> 00:28:33,717 One day he left us. 442 00:28:34,579 --> 00:28:37,012 Didn't say good-bye, nothing. 443 00:28:40,790 --> 00:28:44,645 I had no idea Carmen pursued legal action. 444 00:28:45,690 --> 00:28:47,606 It was never filed. 445 00:28:48,839 --> 00:28:50,759 It just withered 446 00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:52,679 as a Medical Board complaint 447 00:28:52,690 --> 00:28:54,639 against Sheldon Poole. 448 00:28:56,730 --> 00:28:58,290 My guess is that 449 00:28:58,291 --> 00:29:00,204 Glen Fisher probably killed it. 450 00:29:00,229 --> 00:29:03,829 Oh, I imagine it goes a lot higher than Glen Fisher. 451 00:29:04,456 --> 00:29:06,333 When did this happen? 452 00:29:08,460 --> 00:29:10,780 2002. 453 00:29:13,740 --> 00:29:15,760 What? 454 00:29:17,589 --> 00:29:18,690 Well, what the hell am I supposed to do? 455 00:29:18,700 --> 00:29:20,560 - I'm trying to - Case, right? 456 00:29:21,750 --> 00:29:23,560 Like, "No más, no más." 457 00:29:23,569 --> 00:29:25,480 Frickin' Roberto Durán... 458 00:29:25,490 --> 00:29:26,722 D.A. Hutchinson, 459 00:29:26,723 --> 00:29:28,589 I need to talk to you for a second, if I can. 460 00:29:28,599 --> 00:29:29,893 Shouldn't you be back in Dorchester? 461 00:29:29,918 --> 00:29:32,589 Well, I think you know exactly what I've been up to, 462 00:29:32,599 --> 00:29:34,790 since you've had that guy tailing me, right? 463 00:29:34,800 --> 00:29:36,790 Sorry, guys. So what about tonight? 464 00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:38,351 I was looking for some good read, 465 00:29:38,376 --> 00:29:40,392 And I picked up your campaign finance record. 466 00:29:40,417 --> 00:29:41,730 Hey, can't you take a hint? 467 00:29:41,731 --> 00:29:43,659 This isn't the time, all right? 468 00:29:43,669 --> 00:29:45,589 I was looking at 2003. 469 00:29:45,599 --> 00:29:47,690 That's the first year after you got voted in, 470 00:29:47,700 --> 00:29:49,770 and it was the same year that a certain case 471 00:29:49,780 --> 00:29:51,760 Didn't come to court. 472 00:29:51,770 --> 00:29:54,579 The plaintiff was Carmen Bell. 473 00:29:58,427 --> 00:30:00,629 Give me a minute. 474 00:30:02,750 --> 00:30:05,649 Some really interesting donations made that year. 475 00:30:05,659 --> 00:30:07,129 There was, uh, Sheldon Poole. 476 00:30:07,130 --> 00:30:08,599 Gave $6,000. 477 00:30:08,609 --> 00:30:09,680 And Glen Fisher... 478 00:30:09,681 --> 00:30:10,750 he gave $5,000. 479 00:30:10,760 --> 00:30:12,599 - Gene Marcus... - I had support. 480 00:30:12,609 --> 00:30:13,800 So what's the problem? 481 00:30:13,810 --> 00:30:16,849 There's four other huge contributions. 482 00:30:17,560 --> 00:30:19,031 Here's my take on that. 483 00:30:19,569 --> 00:30:23,210 I think each of them was a payoff for some case 484 00:30:23,211 --> 00:30:25,659 that you managed to squash, 485 00:30:25,669 --> 00:30:28,700 and then somebody ended up discredited 486 00:30:28,710 --> 00:30:30,730 or put in an institution 487 00:30:30,731 --> 00:30:32,294 or someplace worse. 488 00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:35,780 That's ridiculous, and completely unverifiable. 489 00:30:35,790 --> 00:30:37,659 There's a lot of smoke here. 490 00:30:37,669 --> 00:30:39,609 I don't even know what you managed to do 491 00:30:39,619 --> 00:30:41,560 While you were in office, what you put under the carpet. 492 00:30:41,569 --> 00:30:42,710 You try to indict me on any of this, 493 00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:43,829 You'll get laughed out of court. 494 00:30:43,839 --> 00:30:45,589 Maybe so, but I think there's enough 495 00:30:45,599 --> 00:30:48,160 For a newspaper to print a pretty good story. 496 00:30:49,061 --> 00:30:50,560 It's an election year. 497 00:30:50,938 --> 00:30:52,981 We all know how that plays out. 498 00:30:53,770 --> 00:30:55,767 To be clear, 499 00:30:55,792 --> 00:30:57,609 I want Julian Walker's case 500 00:30:57,619 --> 00:30:59,669 kicked to Family Court where it belongs, 501 00:30:59,679 --> 00:31:02,700 and I want his charges dropped to manslaughter. 502 00:31:06,780 --> 00:31:09,619 I'm glad you see it my way. 503 00:31:33,690 --> 00:31:35,659 Hey. 504 00:31:37,589 --> 00:31:39,278 Thanks for coming. 505 00:31:41,196 --> 00:31:43,589 Divers are down there now. 506 00:31:45,589 --> 00:31:46,740 Glad you called. 507 00:31:50,589 --> 00:31:52,325 What happened with Hutchinson? 508 00:31:52,350 --> 00:31:55,129 I think I scared him, because he kicked Julian's case 509 00:31:55,130 --> 00:31:56,679 back to Family Court. 510 00:31:57,839 --> 00:31:59,730 Good work. 511 00:31:59,740 --> 00:32:01,780 You must be relieved. 512 00:32:01,790 --> 00:32:03,300 I helped him 513 00:32:03,301 --> 00:32:04,810 trace the call, you know? 514 00:32:05,262 --> 00:32:06,690 Yes, he did. 515 00:32:06,700 --> 00:32:08,849 Excuse me, officer. Can you take a look at this? 516 00:32:10,599 --> 00:32:12,352 Hey, um, 517 00:32:13,700 --> 00:32:15,272 I'm sorry. 518 00:32:16,599 --> 00:32:17,760 I was so wrong. 519 00:32:17,770 --> 00:32:19,740 Let's forget about it. 520 00:32:20,444 --> 00:32:22,639 I guess my job is 521 00:32:22,649 --> 00:32:24,823 kind of everything to me. 522 00:32:25,599 --> 00:32:27,839 I've invested so much. I just... 523 00:32:28,243 --> 00:32:29,829 I got worried. 524 00:32:30,579 --> 00:32:32,730 Yeah. 525 00:32:34,196 --> 00:32:35,649 We found a car down here. 526 00:32:35,659 --> 00:32:36,740 Wedged under some rocks. 527 00:32:36,750 --> 00:32:39,849 It's about 30 feet down. 528 00:32:40,560 --> 00:32:41,720 Anything inside? 529 00:33:14,819 --> 00:33:16,819 Looks like a young Jane Doe. 530 00:33:17,459 --> 00:33:19,810 She was in the driver's seat. 531 00:33:23,560 --> 00:33:25,008 You okay? 532 00:33:27,770 --> 00:33:30,790 I just need a minute. 533 00:33:52,684 --> 00:33:54,797 We're here live at Edgewater Detention Center, 534 00:33:54,822 --> 00:33:56,907 where Julian Walker, the 13-year-old 535 00:33:56,908 --> 00:33:57,962 Mosswood member 536 00:33:57,971 --> 00:33:59,772 and double-homicide suspect... 537 00:33:59,782 --> 00:34:00,827 Julian. Julian. 538 00:34:01,882 --> 00:34:03,802 ...and back to foster care. 539 00:34:03,811 --> 00:34:04,971 This on the heels... 540 00:34:06,951 --> 00:34:08,842 Step back, please. 541 00:34:11,802 --> 00:34:13,962 Can I have a second, please? 542 00:34:19,982 --> 00:34:22,452 I know you're angry with me, but I hope 543 00:34:22,453 --> 00:34:23,842 we can work through it. 544 00:34:25,862 --> 00:34:28,032 At least you're not in that place anymore. 545 00:34:30,962 --> 00:34:33,911 That's the best I can do for now, but 546 00:34:33,922 --> 00:34:36,294 next step, we get you home. 547 00:34:39,089 --> 00:34:40,962 Where's home? 548 00:34:40,971 --> 00:34:43,891 What do you mean? Home is home. 549 00:34:43,902 --> 00:34:46,506 Harry said that I might never go 550 00:34:46,507 --> 00:34:47,971 back to Mosswood. 551 00:34:48,348 --> 00:34:49,802 Well, he's wrong. 552 00:34:49,811 --> 00:34:50,982 He tells me the truth. 553 00:34:53,991 --> 00:34:55,917 He's wrong, 554 00:34:55,918 --> 00:34:57,842 because I'll never stop. 555 00:34:57,851 --> 00:34:59,802 Ma'am, you need to step away, please. 556 00:35:00,402 --> 00:35:01,831 I love you. 557 00:35:01,842 --> 00:35:03,871 I love you. 558 00:35:03,882 --> 00:35:05,782 I'll see you tomorrow. 559 00:35:24,822 --> 00:35:26,942 I wonder if she drove herself down there. 560 00:35:26,951 --> 00:35:28,342 Stop doing this to yourself. 561 00:35:28,351 --> 00:35:30,530 Or if they killed her first 562 00:35:30,531 --> 00:35:31,791 and then put the... 563 00:35:31,802 --> 00:35:33,354 Here, just eat. You'll feel better. 564 00:35:33,379 --> 00:35:34,952 Dad, I don't need a sandwich. 565 00:35:34,953 --> 00:35:36,313 Just eat it. 566 00:35:37,439 --> 00:35:38,891 I'm sorry. 567 00:35:40,557 --> 00:35:42,891 Look. 568 00:35:42,902 --> 00:35:44,962 I know it's awful, 569 00:35:44,971 --> 00:35:48,536 but at least you can finally forget about her 570 00:35:48,545 --> 00:35:50,032 and get back to your life. 571 00:35:50,041 --> 00:35:52,791 I don't want to forget about her. 572 00:35:52,802 --> 00:35:55,831 I don't believe in forgetting people, Dad. 573 00:35:55,842 --> 00:35:58,771 You know, when's the last time we had a real conversation 574 00:35:58,772 --> 00:36:00,041 about Mom? 575 00:36:00,967 --> 00:36:02,922 Or anything important, quite frankly? 576 00:36:02,931 --> 00:36:04,911 Let's remember where we are, all right? 577 00:36:04,922 --> 00:36:06,380 Oh, that's right. Keep smiling. 578 00:36:06,405 --> 00:36:08,678 Make sure the customers are fucking happy. 579 00:36:09,791 --> 00:36:11,447 You want to go back to the way things were? 580 00:36:11,472 --> 00:36:12,871 Guess what, Dad? I hated the way things were. 581 00:36:12,882 --> 00:36:14,226 Heather, stop it. You're embarrassing me. 582 00:36:14,251 --> 00:36:15,471 Mom made things tolerable 583 00:36:15,472 --> 00:36:16,951 for me in this town, barely, 584 00:36:16,962 --> 00:36:18,922 and all you think about is yourself! 585 00:36:18,931 --> 00:36:20,822 Okay, now, that's bullshit. 586 00:36:20,831 --> 00:36:23,193 You're the most important thing to me. 587 00:36:23,862 --> 00:36:25,862 You don't act like it. 588 00:36:28,962 --> 00:36:32,011 I don't know why I stay here! 589 00:36:40,831 --> 00:36:42,052 He's up in his room. 590 00:36:42,061 --> 00:36:44,851 If you could get him to come downstairs and eat, 591 00:36:44,862 --> 00:36:46,002 that would help. 592 00:36:46,011 --> 00:36:48,218 I'll see what I can do. 593 00:36:53,911 --> 00:36:55,141 Thanks. 594 00:36:59,378 --> 00:37:00,842 Hi. 595 00:37:07,982 --> 00:37:10,159 I wanted to ask you something. 596 00:37:11,366 --> 00:37:13,811 Yeah, I heard. 597 00:37:17,931 --> 00:37:20,002 You nervous about the trial? 598 00:37:20,011 --> 00:37:22,085 'Cause I can lay it out for you. 599 00:37:30,822 --> 00:37:33,802 I thought that they would start over when they died. 600 00:37:36,891 --> 00:37:39,882 But that's not true, is it? 601 00:37:43,831 --> 00:37:45,867 Nobody really knows for sure 602 00:37:45,868 --> 00:37:47,902 what happens when you die. 603 00:37:49,782 --> 00:37:52,871 If they say they do, they're lying. 604 00:37:56,971 --> 00:37:59,991 I'm the one that should be dead. 605 00:38:00,582 --> 00:38:02,208 Don't say that. 606 00:38:02,782 --> 00:38:05,211 My mother says that I'm not guilty. 607 00:38:06,546 --> 00:38:08,902 But I know that I am. 608 00:38:12,510 --> 00:38:14,052 I did it. 609 00:38:16,347 --> 00:38:18,061 I did it. 610 00:38:20,791 --> 00:38:23,061 It's more complicated than that. 611 00:38:30,041 --> 00:38:33,072 When do you stop being guilty? 612 00:38:35,283 --> 00:38:37,041 When is it over? 613 00:38:44,851 --> 00:38:46,911 I'm not sure. 614 00:38:56,772 --> 00:39:00,032 You know how I-I told you that, uh... 615 00:39:00,041 --> 00:39:03,269 I also went to foster care 616 00:39:03,951 --> 00:39:06,022 after an accident? 617 00:39:07,041 --> 00:39:10,002 Because your mother couldn't take care of you? 618 00:39:20,851 --> 00:39:23,122 She was sick. 619 00:39:23,962 --> 00:39:25,667 Mom? 620 00:39:26,791 --> 00:39:29,842 Sometimes she was quiet. 621 00:39:29,851 --> 00:39:34,041 Sometimes she was the opposite. 622 00:39:34,052 --> 00:39:37,782 It would come out of nowhere. 623 00:39:38,922 --> 00:39:41,724 I wanted it to stop. 624 00:40:26,982 --> 00:40:28,991 You started the fire. 625 00:40:32,891 --> 00:40:34,871 Uh-huh. 626 00:40:37,911 --> 00:40:40,911 That hooded thing that you keep seeing, 627 00:40:40,922 --> 00:40:42,744 you told me it's real. 628 00:40:43,831 --> 00:40:47,002 But have you ever thought that maybe 629 00:40:47,011 --> 00:40:49,208 it's the guilt? 630 00:40:52,802 --> 00:40:55,851 I'd stare it down next time you see it. 631 00:40:57,041 --> 00:40:58,956 Because it'll ruin you 632 00:40:58,957 --> 00:41:00,871 if you let it. 633 00:41:03,942 --> 00:41:05,862 Will you do that? 634 00:42:17,463 --> 00:42:19,032 You... you aren't real. 635 00:42:19,041 --> 00:42:21,902 You're not real. 636 00:42:29,962 --> 00:42:32,931 You aren't real. 637 00:42:36,882 --> 00:42:38,377 You're not... 638 00:42:54,822 --> 00:42:56,022 Guys. 639 00:43:05,782 --> 00:43:07,857 Guys, really, 640 00:43:07,858 --> 00:43:09,931 it's 4:30 in the morning. 641 00:43:17,032 --> 00:43:18,942 Oh, shit.