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- Hey, Fred.
- Hey, how are you?

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Hey!

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Hey, Ted.

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Hey, Theresa.

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Oh. Oh, my gosh. Ted.

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I am so glad you're here.

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You know, would you mind
helping me a tiny bit today?

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It's going to be so crazy.

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- Hey, Alan!
- Good morning.

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Oh, great. You brought the extras.

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Could you just pick these up?

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What's the big event?

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I read the whole thing. I couldn't wait.

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I read it this morning on the
FBI's Internet web page.

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He's obviously very well-educated,

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very intelligent man.

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A lot of what he says makes sense to me.

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Sympathizing with a serial bomber, now?

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Be careful.

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The FBI might come by asking questions.

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We had to order a ton of extra copies.

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There's actually a wait list for it.

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- For what?
- For the Manifesto.

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You have to sign up.

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Well, they explained it in The Times.

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I guess he was choosing
representational targets.

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So, like, all the stuff he talks about,

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the environment, computers,
cloning, all that...

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He was sending bombs to
people who represented

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what he was fighting against.

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Robert Wright, "there's a
little bit of the Unabomber"

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in most of us. We may
not share his approach

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to airing a grievance,
but the grievance itself

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"feels familiar."

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And then, here, look.
Robert Sale in The Times.

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"The Manifesto's first sentence
is absolutely crucial"

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for the American public to understand

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and ought to be on the forefront

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"of the nation's political agenda."

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I forgot what the first
sentence was, but...

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The industrial revolution
and its consequences

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have been a disaster for the human race.

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See?

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See? You act like I'm crazy,

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but it's kind of true, right?

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If you're here for the Washington Post,

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you have to be on the list.
Did you sign up?

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No, not yet.

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"Dear David,"

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I'll begin by saying

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this letter is not to be
construed as an apology,

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and my feelings about
Linda have not changed.

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However, I find myself

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at a strange crossroads in my life,

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and I'm in need of
some fraternal advice.

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A certain activity which has
been very time-consuming

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for nearly the entirety of my adult life

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now seems to have become

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no longer necessary.

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"Forgive me if I say no more than that."

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Hey, Ted.

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"David, you know I've
always had trouble"

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connecting with people.

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I just can't tell what they're feeling,

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"what they're really thinking about."

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Come here. How was school?

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Oh, did you talk to miss
Noble about Saturday?

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Yeah, I did. She said it was fine.

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"My whole life, I've felt
like I'm watching the world"

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from the other side of a window,

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and I just don't know how to
pass through to the other side,

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"where everything is effortless."

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"David, I need to know."

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How do you know if it's
too late to change?

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How can you tell if it's still possible

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"to begin again?"

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synced & corrected by PopcornAWH
www.addic7ed.com.

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I was doomed to be a
freak from the start.

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I still blame Mom and Dad for that,

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skipping me two grades ahead.

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I wasn't ready.

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But the worst part was.

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I was still smarter than everyone else.

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I never told you about Doug,

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but I think that's where this all began.

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I know that's where this all began,

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because that was my first one,

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my very first experiment.

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Even 40 years later, I guess you can say

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that Doug was the only
real friend I ever had.

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Eight, seven, six, five,

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four, three, two, one!

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Lift off!

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Aah!

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Get him!

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Get him out of here!

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Get out of here!

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Leave! Leave!

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Throw it in his eye!

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Get out of here!

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Aah!

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Hey, Timmy.

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Hey, Ted.

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What'd you learn in math today?

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Dang. Miss Chipman sucks,

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and these quadratics are
just giving me a headache,

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and she can't even explain
why we'd ever use one.

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- She can't?
- No.

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But they're everywhere.

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Wh-when you throw a ball,

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when you shoot a gun, that's quadratics.

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David, I keep asking

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how'd I go from this
innocent little kid to this?

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...have that equation.

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I think it was Harvard that did it.

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You don't know about that, either,

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about Murray,

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about everything.

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Mom and Dad, they loved that,

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"my son attending Harvard."

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Can you imagine how lonely that was,

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to be in college at 16?

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All these questions,
all of the evidences,

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- to the students.
- Thank you.

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Professor Henry Murray, he was
everything I wanted to be,

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a beaming Greek God of Harvardness.

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Get these out as quickly and
as efficiently as possible.

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I have full confidence in you.

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As soon as we entered the room,

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we were all desperate to make the cut,

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for him to select us,

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to bring us into the inner
circle of the fold.

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His was a hand of god,

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separating sheep from goats.

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Gentleman, if I call your
number, please stand

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and remain standing.

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Number 1,

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5,

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21, 24,

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47, and 89.

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If you are standing,

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thank you for your participation today.

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You may leave now.

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Please keep your papers face-down

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until I say begin.

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Begin.

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Number 4,

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7,

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8,

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15,

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23,

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37,

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42,

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61,

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80,

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91, 96.

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Congratulations.

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If you're still here,
you've made the cut.

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Individual sessions
will start next week.

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Nobody in my life ever asked me

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how I was doing or if I was okay

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or even if I knew what time it was.

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Theodore, thank you for coming by.

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And here was this Harvard
professor asking me

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what I thought about
the world, listening.

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It's a wonderful office you have.

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Taking notes, even, when I spoke.
Imagine that.

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It was as if Christ himself came down

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and asked me about my life.

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Well, we work so hard to
justify emotional responses

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with morality that the...

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The moral code becomes so
attenuated as to be meaningless.

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And do you think that
that's an inevitability?

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I think it has to be specific
to each individual...

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It was almost a year of that.

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Those weekly trips to the
annex were like heaven to me.

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I mean, science thinks
it has this perfect,

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empirical evidence of
everything in the universe,

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but it actually can't tell
us anything about people.

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Two poodles looking at each other.

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Don't you think there's a sense

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in which freedom is
only what we call it?

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Call it prison and
not, say, a monastery.

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What makes a monastery
different from a prison

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is that the monks can
leave if they wanted to.

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They have self-determination.

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...science, we read this article
about stress effects in mice.

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You put two mice in a cage,

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and they're fine...
Happy, live long lives.

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You put 20 mice in the same cage,

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it messes them up psychologically.

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I basically feel that
technological society

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is incompatible with individual freedom.

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And, therefore, we have to destroy it

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and replace it with a
more primitive society

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so that people can be free again.

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Nothing was off-limits between us.

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We talked about everything,
every crevice of my life,

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my dreams, my fears.

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I'm self-taught, you know.

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My father couldn't comprehend chess.

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And he appreciated me
for who I really was.

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Personally, I never
understood the appeal

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- of a woman's backside.
- No?

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Except perhaps a negro woman.

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Thank you for joining us today, Judge.

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Absolutely.

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Morning, Mr. Kaczynski.
We'll be right along.

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Well, maybe I'll have one,
too, if we have a minute.

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Balkan Sobranies, huh?

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Good man.

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These are some friends of mine,
Ted, the Federal Government.

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Theodore is one of my star subjects.

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He's been sharing some very
interesting ideas with us.

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Let's go this way.

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We're trying something a
little different today.

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Those government men are here

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because this study is not just about

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expanding the boundaries
of psychological sciences.

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You're part of something much
bigger than yourself, Ted.

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This is important for the
future of the free world.

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I can't really move.

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Well, you can walk out anytime you want.

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You know that, right, Theodore?

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Yeah, no, I'm... I'm okay, Professor.

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Good man.

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Over the past year, you've provided us

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with hundreds of pages of material

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laying out your philosophy of life,

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your dreams for your own future,
and the future of the world.

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It's been wonderful getting to know you,

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getting to see inside the
deepest recesses of your mind.

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I hope that you feel that you've
been fully honest with me,

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that your work truly
represents who you are

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and what you believe.

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Of course.

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I've really enjoyed our conversations

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and the assignments, too.

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I wouldn't hold anything back from you.

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Good.

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Let's begin.

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I've taken the Liberty
of sharing those pages

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with a panel of fellow scientists,

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some of Harvard's most
distinguished thinkers.

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I'm flattered.

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- Good morning.
- Unfortunately,

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their conclusions were unanimous.

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They found the majority of
your ideas to be derivative,

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clichéd, and juvenile.

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The remainder they found
self-evidently absurd.

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Well, Professor, I'd be happy
to explain myself further...

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Let's take a look at the
film from our last session.

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I'll help clarify their findings.

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I basically feel that
technological society

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is incompatible with individual freedom,

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and, therefore, we have to destroy it

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and replace it with a
more primitive society

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so that people can be free.

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Our reviewers found this to be a tepid,

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sophomoric regurgitation
of Jacques Ellul.

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You talk so much about autonomy,

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but you've stolen all of your ideas

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from a third-rate thinker's
mass-market paperback.

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Well, I didn't claim
that my ideas were...

265
00:21:33,385 --> 00:21:34,875
Oh, wait. Here's the best part!

266
00:21:34,917 --> 00:21:37,277
Technology and the social
structures that it's created

267
00:21:37,301 --> 00:21:39,581
have made the individual passive,

268
00:21:39,659 --> 00:21:41,229
powerless, trapped by rules.

269
00:21:41,300 --> 00:21:43,081
Delusional self-justification.

270
00:21:43,153 --> 00:21:45,346
"If only I were born among cavemen,

271
00:21:45,440 --> 00:21:47,332
then I would have been a star."

272
00:21:47,440 --> 00:21:50,307
It couldn't be your own
inadequacy that's to blame.

273
00:21:50,455 --> 00:21:52,855
- Well, that's totally Ad Hominem. I...
- It couldn't be just

274
00:21:52,879 --> 00:21:54,503
a mediocre mathematician

275
00:21:54,542 --> 00:21:57,026
grasping to some justification
of his own failures.

276
00:21:57,100 --> 00:22:00,776
No, it must be that the whole
system is completely wrong,

277
00:22:00,967 --> 00:22:04,792
because, of course, you're more
perceptive than anybody else.

278
00:22:05,069 --> 00:22:06,235
Right, Ted?

279
00:22:06,298 --> 00:22:08,831
We have to shed all of
the unnatural stuff

280
00:22:09,086 --> 00:22:10,352
and get back to nature.

281
00:22:10,400 --> 00:22:13,042
If society broke down, you
wouldn't stand a chance,

282
00:22:13,133 --> 00:22:15,966
a creepy, beta-male shrimp like you!

283
00:22:16,050 --> 00:22:17,464
You'd be sodomized to death

284
00:22:17,524 --> 00:22:19,901
and turned into dog food in 10 minutes.

285
00:22:19,940 --> 00:22:21,832
- You'd probably enjoy it.
- Now, now.

286
00:22:21,870 --> 00:22:23,456
Now, now. I told you not to bring up.

287
00:22:23,500 --> 00:22:26,144
Theodore's sadomasochistic tendencies.

288
00:22:26,706 --> 00:22:28,138
That's not fair.

289
00:22:28,253 --> 00:22:30,573
People will look at me,
and they'll respect me.

290
00:22:30,897 --> 00:22:33,629
They'll hear my ideas
and see that I'm right,

291
00:22:33,700 --> 00:22:36,034
and they'll make me the
ruler of the world.

292
00:22:36,143 --> 00:22:39,132
When I wrote your mother to get
permission for this study,

293
00:22:39,245 --> 00:22:40,979
she didn't just sign
the permission slip.

294
00:22:41,043 --> 00:22:43,404
She sent a whole letter back in return.

295
00:22:43,833 --> 00:22:45,620
"I'm afraid Theodore
is in desperate need"

296
00:22:45,667 --> 00:22:47,954
of psychological intervention.

297
00:22:48,682 --> 00:22:52,589
"Many people regularly
call him a creep."

298
00:22:53,333 --> 00:22:55,366
Mom... Mom wouldn't say that.

299
00:22:55,456 --> 00:22:57,034
She wouldn't call me that.

300
00:22:57,112 --> 00:22:58,729
"He's a bed-wetter,"

301
00:22:59,067 --> 00:23:01,745
and he masturbates so excessively

302
00:23:02,443 --> 00:23:06,206
that I worry about his mental
and physical ramifications.

303
00:23:06,867 --> 00:23:10,003
He harbors delusions of grandeur
completely out of proportion

304
00:23:10,096 --> 00:23:12,714
to his mental and physical capabilities.

305
00:23:13,100 --> 00:23:16,839
Anything you could do to fix my boy

306
00:23:17,133 --> 00:23:19,018
would have my permission.

307
00:23:19,733 --> 00:23:20,862
"Wanda Kaczynski."

308
00:23:41,167 --> 00:23:42,771
His mother really wrote that?

309
00:23:42,865 --> 00:23:45,542
Of course not. We use the
same letter for all of them.

310
00:23:45,615 --> 00:23:47,366
I imagine we could get
even better results

311
00:23:47,435 --> 00:23:48,927
with more customized verbiage,

312
00:23:48,981 --> 00:23:50,981
but I'd prefer to have this
phase be standardized.

313
00:23:51,005 --> 00:23:52,955
Modern man has essentially
handed over the reins

314
00:23:53,005 --> 00:23:54,333
of how our society develops.

315
00:23:54,400 --> 00:23:56,400
I only found this out years later,

316
00:23:56,466 --> 00:23:58,445
but it's well documented.

317
00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:00,714
Murray was part of MKUltra,

318
00:24:00,776 --> 00:24:03,813
the CIA's vast mind-control project,

319
00:24:03,900 --> 00:24:06,135
working to perfect
brainwashing techniques

320
00:24:06,200 --> 00:24:08,425
to use against Soviet spies

321
00:24:08,721 --> 00:24:12,587
to break them permanently and
change their core beliefs.

322
00:24:13,067 --> 00:24:15,998
And we were the Guinea pigs.

323
00:24:17,300 --> 00:24:21,034
He selected the most vulnerable
to see if we could be broken.

324
00:24:21,916 --> 00:24:25,816
And the other kids, they
were at least 18 or 19.

325
00:24:26,333 --> 00:24:28,284
I was 16 years old.

326
00:24:43,467 --> 00:24:45,268
Let's get those electrodes off.

327
00:25:00,133 --> 00:25:04,432
Theodore, you did a wonderful job.

328
00:25:04,533 --> 00:25:07,651
You truly exceeded my expectations.

329
00:25:07,712 --> 00:25:11,363
You did so very well.

330
00:25:12,400 --> 00:25:15,800
I couldn't have asked for more
as a subject or as a friend.

331
00:25:18,433 --> 00:25:21,386
I can't wait to see how
well you do next time.

332
00:25:22,967 --> 00:25:24,401
Next time?

333
00:25:24,667 --> 00:25:27,339
This phase will continue
for about 18 months.

334
00:25:28,067 --> 00:25:30,628
I'm anticipating more great
things from you, Ted.

335
00:25:32,167 --> 00:25:33,739
Oh. Um...

336
00:25:35,167 --> 00:25:37,917
I never believed any of that
stuff anyway, you know?

337
00:25:39,333 --> 00:25:41,932
Is that right? I thought
you believed strongly...

338
00:25:42,025 --> 00:25:43,917
I never really believed any of it.

339
00:25:44,933 --> 00:25:46,499
Those ideas were just...

340
00:25:47,433 --> 00:25:48,784
Well, they were stupid,

341
00:25:50,153 --> 00:25:51,378
juvenile.

342
00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:53,777
Well,

343
00:25:54,800 --> 00:25:56,331
either way.

344
00:25:59,833 --> 00:26:02,362
I will see you next week.

345
00:26:06,933 --> 00:26:08,198
Ted?

346
00:26:12,044 --> 00:26:13,844
Your cigarettes.

347
00:26:47,467 --> 00:26:49,253
- Ted.
- Huh.

348
00:26:50,067 --> 00:26:51,612
Ted. Hey, Ted.

349
00:26:51,767 --> 00:26:54,909
Uh, I'm finished, and I saw
where you tried to trick me.

350
00:26:55,267 --> 00:26:56,917
Nice try.

351
00:26:58,333 --> 00:27:00,800
Oh, well, Timmy, see?

352
00:27:02,100 --> 00:27:04,393
Got a good head for mathematics.

353
00:27:05,503 --> 00:27:08,140
That's special. Not everybody has that.

354
00:27:09,867 --> 00:27:11,737
Actually, can I ask you a question...

355
00:27:11,794 --> 00:27:13,167
- Sure.
- ...privately?

356
00:27:13,228 --> 00:27:15,471
I can't really ask my mom.

357
00:27:20,200 --> 00:27:21,854
Theresa?

358
00:27:22,401 --> 00:27:23,599
Can we go for a walk?

359
00:27:23,647 --> 00:27:25,268
Oh, yeah, sure!

360
00:27:29,432 --> 00:27:31,564
They're on me every single day.

361
00:27:32,565 --> 00:27:36,370
They call me pigeon-boy, and
they bend my fingers back.

362
00:27:36,500 --> 00:27:39,366
And my mom, she just
says, "be yourself,"

363
00:27:39,417 --> 00:27:41,604
but that's mom stuff.

364
00:27:41,700 --> 00:27:43,776
I need man-to-man advice.

365
00:27:44,067 --> 00:27:46,566
These kinds of people, they
prey on fear and weakness,

366
00:27:46,603 --> 00:27:48,089
and they respect only strength.

367
00:27:48,143 --> 00:27:50,995
You should be doing push-ups,
sit-ups, every day.

368
00:27:51,367 --> 00:27:52,732
Soon, they'll sense your strength,

369
00:27:52,784 --> 00:27:53,904
and they'll leave you alone.

370
00:27:53,928 --> 00:27:55,733
You won't even need to fight them.

371
00:27:56,067 --> 00:27:57,565
That's good dad advice.

372
00:27:57,667 --> 00:27:59,167
I'll start tonight.

373
00:27:59,433 --> 00:28:02,409
If they try to mess with me, bam.

374
00:28:03,100 --> 00:28:05,135
- I'll make them pay.
- Well, you won't need to.

375
00:28:05,182 --> 00:28:06,652
That's the beauty of it.

376
00:28:07,756 --> 00:28:09,288
I want to.

377
00:28:09,500 --> 00:28:11,333
I want to get even.

378
00:28:14,567 --> 00:28:16,510
You don't need to get even, Timmy.

379
00:28:17,633 --> 00:28:18,893
You don't.

380
00:28:23,967 --> 00:28:25,532
What the world thinks about you,

381
00:28:25,604 --> 00:28:28,073
what those bullies say about you,

382
00:28:28,143 --> 00:28:29,745
none of it matters.

383
00:28:30,633 --> 00:28:32,026
You are different from those kids.

384
00:28:32,089 --> 00:28:33,558
That's a good thing.

385
00:28:34,467 --> 00:28:36,323
You do see the world differently.

386
00:28:36,393 --> 00:28:40,503
That's a good thing, and
that's not "mom stuff."

387
00:28:41,956 --> 00:28:45,332
It takes incredible strength and courage

388
00:28:45,409 --> 00:28:46,885
to be different from everybody else,

389
00:28:46,933 --> 00:28:48,559
but it's a good thing.

390
00:28:49,409 --> 00:28:50,737
I promise you.

391
00:28:51,500 --> 00:28:52,698
Hey.

392
00:28:53,700 --> 00:28:55,292
I promise you.

393
00:28:57,433 --> 00:28:58,777
All right.

394
00:29:00,928 --> 00:29:03,228
Oh, hold on a second.

395
00:29:05,867 --> 00:29:09,026
Here. We're having a
party for my birthday.

396
00:29:09,300 --> 00:29:11,385
- Do you think you can come?
- Oh, well...

397
00:29:11,495 --> 00:29:13,335
You don't need to bring
a present or anything.

398
00:29:13,359 --> 00:29:15,252
- We'll have a cake.
- That's really...

399
00:29:17,867 --> 00:29:21,067
I'm... I'm not... I'm
not sure I can make it.

400
00:29:23,453 --> 00:29:24,917
It's just a small party.

401
00:29:25,018 --> 00:29:27,339
- Yeah.
- I don't have very many friends.

402
00:29:27,633 --> 00:29:29,042
Um, you don't have to come, though.

403
00:29:29,133 --> 00:29:31,108
No, I want to come. I just...

404
00:29:32,767 --> 00:29:35,402
I'm... busy.

405
00:29:36,533 --> 00:29:38,495
You don't have to if you don't want to.

406
00:29:39,640 --> 00:29:41,034
I'll try, okay?

407
00:29:42,867 --> 00:29:43,979
Okay?

408
00:29:44,067 --> 00:29:45,104
Yeah.

409
00:29:46,767 --> 00:29:49,385
Now, you... You get on back, now.

410
00:29:49,843 --> 00:29:51,081
All right.

411
00:29:53,133 --> 00:29:55,510
Murray spent a year seducing me

412
00:29:56,254 --> 00:29:58,447
and then spent two years breaking me,

413
00:29:59,893 --> 00:30:01,244
two years.

414
00:30:02,600 --> 00:30:04,323
Why'd I keep going back?

415
00:30:05,533 --> 00:30:07,003
To prove to them

416
00:30:07,417 --> 00:30:10,307
that they can strap me
into an electric chair,

417
00:30:10,745 --> 00:30:12,471
but I will never give in.

418
00:30:12,967 --> 00:30:14,980
They will never break me.

419
00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:17,487
And they didn't.

420
00:30:17,700 --> 00:30:19,230
I didn't break.

421
00:30:20,700 --> 00:30:24,050
They did not break me.

422
00:32:26,133 --> 00:32:27,788
I can stop now.

423
00:32:29,067 --> 00:32:30,609
I can stop.

424
00:32:32,367 --> 00:32:35,772
But every time my mind drifts,

425
00:32:36,131 --> 00:32:38,530
it goes back to that room at Harvard.

426
00:32:40,167 --> 00:32:42,296
Whenever I close my eyes, I'm there,

427
00:32:43,233 --> 00:32:44,717
strapped to that chair,

428
00:32:45,100 --> 00:32:48,124
helpless, angry, impotent,

429
00:32:48,567 --> 00:32:50,514
stripped of all respect,

430
00:32:51,567 --> 00:32:54,881
and I feel so much anger.

431
00:33:20,867 --> 00:33:23,421
I've been living on anger my whole life.

432
00:33:26,300 --> 00:33:28,506
Anyone I ever loved,

433
00:33:28,933 --> 00:33:31,553
anyone I ever admired,

434
00:33:31,905 --> 00:33:33,256
betrayed me.

435
00:33:33,381 --> 00:33:34,766
You sold me out!

436
00:33:34,842 --> 00:33:36,632
You made me look bad
to Professor Murray!

437
00:33:36,686 --> 00:33:38,749
- Why would you write that letter?
- What letter?

438
00:33:38,842 --> 00:33:41,319
I signed a permission slip
because you asked me to.

439
00:33:41,428 --> 00:33:42,772
...Doug,

440
00:33:43,514 --> 00:33:44,928
Murray,

441
00:33:46,327 --> 00:33:48,139
and you, too, David.

442
00:33:50,725 --> 00:33:52,249
Even you.

443
00:33:53,133 --> 00:33:55,467
I'm going to get you!

444
00:33:55,700 --> 00:33:57,436
Now I'm going to get you!

445
00:34:17,300 --> 00:34:19,022
Roll back.

446
00:34:20,633 --> 00:34:22,194
Couple times.

447
00:34:28,933 --> 00:34:31,413
Hey. How about a smile?

448
00:34:45,367 --> 00:34:47,983
You better take these down.
People are...

449
00:34:48,267 --> 00:34:49,358
Ted.

450
00:34:49,800 --> 00:34:51,233
Ted, stop it. Come on.

451
00:34:51,333 --> 00:34:52,678
Stop.

452
00:34:52,767 --> 00:34:54,225
Ted.

453
00:34:56,500 --> 00:34:58,288
Hello? Hey!

454
00:34:58,467 --> 00:35:00,905
Hey! Okay, fine! Then go home!
You're fired.

455
00:35:18,333 --> 00:35:21,866
Betrayal after betrayal
after betrayal...

456
00:35:27,529 --> 00:35:29,514
...till I couldn't trust anyone.

457
00:35:32,067 --> 00:35:33,936
I want them to listen to me.

458
00:35:36,100 --> 00:35:38,366
I want them to pay for
what they did to me.

459
00:36:06,667 --> 00:36:09,910
Well, let them hate me,

460
00:36:10,433 --> 00:36:11,676
the sheep.

461
00:36:12,733 --> 00:36:14,700
They will not ignore me.

462
00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:38,889
It all used to make sense to me once.

463
00:36:40,067 --> 00:36:41,857
It all used to feel justified,

464
00:36:41,933 --> 00:36:45,303
but now, when I think back on it all,

465
00:36:46,167 --> 00:36:49,076
how many years have I
spent here at this table?

466
00:36:50,367 --> 00:36:52,600
Every time, I think, "this is the one"

467
00:36:52,667 --> 00:36:54,347
that's finally going
to make me feel good,

468
00:36:54,371 --> 00:36:56,417
"feel happy."

469
00:36:57,076 --> 00:36:58,538
But it never does.

470
00:37:00,762 --> 00:37:03,828
Sometimes, I think I'm just
trying to punish those people

471
00:37:03,900 --> 00:37:06,037
because they have what I really want...

472
00:37:06,900 --> 00:37:09,701
A home, a family,

473
00:37:11,167 --> 00:37:13,279
the ability to be normal.

474
00:37:16,367 --> 00:37:18,350
I am 53 years old,

475
00:37:19,100 --> 00:37:20,654
and I'm a virgin.

476
00:37:22,767 --> 00:37:24,357
And I realize only now

477
00:37:24,433 --> 00:37:26,795
that the time I've spent
on all this destruction

478
00:37:26,870 --> 00:37:29,693
is the time I would
have spent on a family,

479
00:37:30,787 --> 00:37:32,263
having a son,

480
00:37:32,767 --> 00:37:34,709
someone who would look up to me,

481
00:37:35,933 --> 00:37:39,170
who I could just... Love.

482
00:38:23,867 --> 00:38:26,709
I gave up everything for respect.

483
00:38:31,267 --> 00:38:34,303
But what I really want is...

484
00:39:15,421 --> 00:39:18,187
My past doesn't have
to dictate my future.

485
00:39:18,267 --> 00:39:19,633
Does it?

486
00:39:19,967 --> 00:39:21,555
I can still grow.

487
00:39:22,333 --> 00:39:23,993
I can still change.

488
00:39:24,800 --> 00:39:26,063
Can't I?

489
00:39:42,633 --> 00:39:44,258
Whoo!

490
00:40:04,367 --> 00:40:06,800
- Oh, nice!
- Oh, my gosh.

491
00:41:22,367 --> 00:41:26,310
My life wasn't supposed to go like this.

492
00:41:49,803 --> 00:41:51,522
By god, damn it,

493
00:41:53,300 --> 00:41:55,717
it wasn't supposed to go like this.

494
00:42:08,560 --> 00:42:10,066
It's a slow-build operation.

495
00:42:10,154 --> 00:42:12,209
Kaczynski hasn't set
foot outside his cabin

496
00:42:12,257 --> 00:42:13,623
since we started watching him.

497
00:42:13,667 --> 00:42:15,547
We found hundreds of
language comparisons

498
00:42:15,571 --> 00:42:17,256
between Ted's letters and the Manifesto.

499
00:42:17,317 --> 00:42:18,797
You want me to send an arrest warrant

500
00:42:18,821 --> 00:42:20,529
to a Federal Judge based on spelling?

501
00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:22,299
I got multiple bureau sources telling me

502
00:42:22,396 --> 00:42:24,920
Polish last name, uh, Lincoln, Montana.

503
00:42:25,209 --> 00:42:27,242
Count your lucky stars
that CBS got it first.

504
00:42:27,318 --> 00:42:29,990
We got 24 hours before
this blows up. Fitz!

505
00:42:30,133 --> 00:42:31,866
This op is a go.

506
00:42:31,953 --> 00:42:35,312
You will get that warrant.
We're arresting him at dawn.