1 00:00:00,367 --> 00:00:02,436 Whatever's going on in Mosswood, 2 00:00:02,468 --> 00:00:03,703 Julian's in the thick of it. 3 00:00:03,737 --> 00:00:05,239 When a boy that young kills, 4 00:00:05,272 --> 00:00:07,241 it's really never just his fault. 5 00:00:07,273 --> 00:00:10,044 That whole Niagara Falls story, you giving permission. 6 00:00:10,076 --> 00:00:12,078 That wasn't true. You knew that that couple 7 00:00:12,111 --> 00:00:15,014 wasn't coming back to Mosswood with your son. 8 00:00:15,047 --> 00:00:17,383 Memorize this number. 9 00:00:17,416 --> 00:00:20,154 You need anything, give me a call. 10 00:00:20,187 --> 00:00:21,422 - You must be Harry. - Yeah. 11 00:00:21,454 --> 00:00:23,991 Glen Fisher, heard all about you. 12 00:00:24,024 --> 00:00:26,293 Heavy metal and tear gas. 13 00:00:26,325 --> 00:00:28,027 It worked at Waco. 14 00:00:28,060 --> 00:00:31,731 I talked to the judge, and he's ordered an MHE 15 00:00:31,764 --> 00:00:34,033 psychological evaluation. 16 00:00:34,066 --> 00:00:35,501 So why did you give her the tea? 17 00:00:35,535 --> 00:00:38,538 - Because she lied. - And what happens when you do? 18 00:00:38,571 --> 00:00:39,739 You split in two. 19 00:00:41,407 --> 00:00:44,243 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. It's okay, it's okay. 20 00:00:44,276 --> 00:00:47,246 Detective, she's not the mother. 21 00:00:47,279 --> 00:00:49,382 My friend, Marin, the one who went into Mosswood. 22 00:00:49,416 --> 00:00:51,151 I took your advice, and I followed up. 23 00:00:51,184 --> 00:00:54,321 Look what I found. Julian, it's everywhere. 24 00:00:54,354 --> 00:00:57,524 So you were the attending doctor at Julian's birth? 25 00:00:57,556 --> 00:01:00,494 Not at it, I was... I was called in for the paperwork. 26 00:01:00,527 --> 00:01:02,463 Dr. Poole? Oh, my God. 27 00:01:06,766 --> 00:01:08,768 I need to show you something. 28 00:01:24,019 --> 00:01:32,027 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 29 00:01:34,194 --> 00:01:39,033 "Every day, I search for an escape from the labyrinth. 30 00:01:39,066 --> 00:01:43,404 "Every day, the Minotaur hunts me. 31 00:01:43,437 --> 00:01:46,882 "Running only gives the bull more power. 32 00:01:47,407 --> 00:01:51,512 "The only way out is inward. 33 00:01:51,545 --> 00:01:55,549 "I must accept that at the center of the labyrinth, 34 00:01:55,581 --> 00:02:00,119 "I will not face the Minotaur, but myself. 35 00:02:02,622 --> 00:02:04,558 "I am the Minotaur. 36 00:02:05,905 --> 00:02:08,275 I am hunting myself." 37 00:02:09,396 --> 00:02:12,266 Well, he certainly sounds devoted. 38 00:02:12,298 --> 00:02:14,200 Yeah. 39 00:02:14,233 --> 00:02:17,338 Devoted enough to kill himself instead of talking. 40 00:02:19,873 --> 00:02:22,276 I wonder if there's more out there. 41 00:02:22,308 --> 00:02:24,044 More of what? 42 00:02:25,378 --> 00:02:27,181 More like him. 43 00:02:32,319 --> 00:02:34,120 Who's this? 44 00:02:53,606 --> 00:02:55,342 It's only a dream. 45 00:02:57,409 --> 00:03:00,914 It's not real. I promise you. 46 00:03:01,447 --> 00:03:03,651 I can't tell what's real. 47 00:03:10,356 --> 00:03:12,258 Did the test like you said. 48 00:03:14,628 --> 00:03:16,330 When can I go home? 49 00:03:18,231 --> 00:03:20,601 The test didn't go like we planned. 50 00:03:20,634 --> 00:03:22,670 They have some more questions now. 51 00:03:24,843 --> 00:03:26,479 About what? 52 00:03:28,439 --> 00:03:29,709 About you. 53 00:03:31,511 --> 00:03:34,882 About whether you're healthy, mentally. 54 00:03:34,915 --> 00:03:36,617 Which we both know is ridiculous, 55 00:03:36,649 --> 00:03:38,652 but that's what they think. 56 00:03:40,342 --> 00:03:42,135 It just makes our self-defense plea 57 00:03:42,168 --> 00:03:44,845 a little more difficult, but it's okay. 58 00:03:45,514 --> 00:03:46,966 One minute, folks. 59 00:03:51,719 --> 00:03:54,968 - I'm never going home, am I? - Yes, you are. 60 00:03:55,489 --> 00:03:57,426 I'm going to get you out of here. 61 00:04:00,695 --> 00:04:04,599 - Julian, look at me. - No. 62 00:04:04,631 --> 00:04:06,534 There is nothing wrong with you. 63 00:04:06,568 --> 00:04:08,403 You are exactly the way you're supposed to be. 64 00:04:08,435 --> 00:04:10,471 You can't ever forget that. 65 00:04:10,504 --> 00:04:12,874 But you can't get me out. 66 00:04:12,907 --> 00:04:14,476 That's not true. 67 00:04:15,677 --> 00:04:17,845 Nothing on Mosswood anywhere. 68 00:04:17,879 --> 00:04:21,161 If he treated patients there, maybe it was off the record. 69 00:04:21,883 --> 00:04:24,820 So I ran a check on his physician's license number. 70 00:04:26,453 --> 00:04:28,202 - And? - Spotless record. 71 00:04:28,236 --> 00:04:29,590 Except for one complaint 72 00:04:29,624 --> 00:04:31,559 to the state medical board 15 years ago. 73 00:04:31,593 --> 00:04:32,828 What kind of complaint? 74 00:04:32,860 --> 00:04:34,896 Malpractice suit that went nowhere. 75 00:04:34,929 --> 00:04:37,432 It was filed by a Carmen Bell. 76 00:04:37,465 --> 00:04:39,601 - Do we have an address? - Yeah. 77 00:04:39,634 --> 00:04:41,602 1 Brunswick Drive. 78 00:04:43,537 --> 00:04:45,908 That's Deakins Psychiatric Institute. 79 00:04:57,886 --> 00:05:00,722 It looks like it started in the kitchen. 80 00:05:00,754 --> 00:05:02,624 You see what happened? 81 00:05:04,826 --> 00:05:07,896 My mom was cooking dinner on the stove. 82 00:06:03,684 --> 00:06:05,720 This is usually my nap. 83 00:06:05,752 --> 00:06:07,922 We won't keep you. 84 00:06:07,956 --> 00:06:09,658 We just want to ask you a few questions 85 00:06:09,691 --> 00:06:12,147 about Dr. Sheldon Poole. 86 00:06:12,860 --> 00:06:17,932 Um, you filed a malpractice suit in 2002, is that right? 87 00:06:18,217 --> 00:06:20,953 I don't want to talk about Dr. Sheldon. 88 00:06:22,937 --> 00:06:25,773 - Can I ask why not? - Because they changed my meds, 89 00:06:25,807 --> 00:06:28,509 and I'm tired, and this is usually my nap. 90 00:06:31,278 --> 00:06:34,548 So now, what do they have you on? 91 00:06:34,581 --> 00:06:36,379 Is it Seroquel? 92 00:06:38,285 --> 00:06:41,426 - And Risperidone. - Mm. 93 00:06:42,023 --> 00:06:47,662 God, yeah, for years, my mother was on that lithium. 94 00:06:47,694 --> 00:06:51,966 Mm, lithium's the worst. Swells your ankles. 95 00:06:52,312 --> 00:06:54,014 Gives you nightmares. 96 00:06:54,768 --> 00:06:57,872 There was a lot of that when she lived here. 97 00:06:59,006 --> 00:07:04,780 She lived up on the 4th floor. Up until 1975. 98 00:07:12,720 --> 00:07:15,790 I was sent to Dr. Sheldon by the people I was living with. 99 00:07:15,823 --> 00:07:17,959 I guess you could call it a commune. 100 00:07:17,992 --> 00:07:19,839 Mosswood Grove? 101 00:07:20,595 --> 00:07:22,664 Yeah, how did you know that? 102 00:07:22,696 --> 00:07:25,566 I think it's the only one around here. 103 00:07:27,100 --> 00:07:29,838 Why did they send you to a doctor? 104 00:07:31,773 --> 00:07:34,009 It was supposed to be just a simple abortion, 105 00:07:34,042 --> 00:07:36,078 but he took the whole uterus. 106 00:07:38,312 --> 00:07:41,882 I'm sorry, he removed your uterus? 107 00:07:41,915 --> 00:07:45,119 And when I complained about it, 108 00:07:45,153 --> 00:07:46,987 he came up with all this paperwork 109 00:07:47,021 --> 00:07:50,057 saying that I had consented to the surgery. 110 00:07:50,090 --> 00:07:54,129 So then, what did you do? 111 00:07:54,162 --> 00:07:57,599 I went to the police. I gave a deposition 112 00:07:57,631 --> 00:08:01,769 and everything, and that's when things started happening. 113 00:08:01,802 --> 00:08:04,105 - What do you mean? - People were following me, 114 00:08:04,138 --> 00:08:07,775 going through my things, shooting words into my head. 115 00:08:07,809 --> 00:08:09,811 - Who? Who was following you? - All of them. 116 00:08:09,843 --> 00:08:12,646 The judge, the DA, my mom, my dad. 117 00:08:12,679 --> 00:08:14,583 Everyone, everybody. 118 00:08:14,615 --> 00:08:16,584 Once they deem you a danger to yourself, 119 00:08:16,617 --> 00:08:18,286 it's basically a free-for-all. 120 00:08:22,155 --> 00:08:24,992 Carmen, um... 121 00:08:25,025 --> 00:08:27,795 Do you recognize... 122 00:08:31,699 --> 00:08:32,833 This girl? 123 00:08:41,108 --> 00:08:43,177 A lot of girls came through Mosswood. 124 00:08:43,210 --> 00:08:45,946 A lot of guys too. Chewed up and spat out. 125 00:08:45,979 --> 00:08:47,815 Did you see this girl? 126 00:08:51,218 --> 00:08:53,088 You should look in the lake. 127 00:08:56,123 --> 00:08:57,625 Lake? 128 00:08:57,659 --> 00:08:59,928 They called it the purple lake. 129 00:09:02,863 --> 00:09:07,901 - Um, the purple lake? - Yeah. 130 00:09:07,934 --> 00:09:09,771 The Beacon, he liked to surround himself 131 00:09:09,804 --> 00:09:12,940 with pretty things, but he got bored really easily. 132 00:09:12,973 --> 00:09:15,209 What was that name? The Beacon? 133 00:09:15,798 --> 00:09:16,977 Who was he? 134 00:09:17,011 --> 00:09:19,747 He's the one who planted the eggs in my brain. 135 00:09:22,717 --> 00:09:24,119 Huh. 136 00:09:31,092 --> 00:09:32,894 Is this the Beacon? 137 00:09:39,467 --> 00:09:42,771 Can I keep this? 138 00:09:42,804 --> 00:09:45,140 - Um, sorry, it's evidence. - Please, please, please. 139 00:09:45,173 --> 00:09:47,075 They don't let me have anything. 140 00:09:47,107 --> 00:09:49,209 - I can't have... - Please, please. 141 00:09:49,242 --> 00:09:51,212 - We can arrange... um... - Give it, please. 142 00:09:51,245 --> 00:09:55,850 - Miss Bell... - Please, please, please! 143 00:09:55,882 --> 00:09:59,753 - Please, please, please, please! - Okay. 144 00:09:59,786 --> 00:10:02,891 Carmen, calm down. 145 00:10:24,843 --> 00:10:27,945 We need to follow up on her deposition. 146 00:10:27,978 --> 00:10:31,223 See if we can back up anything that she says. 147 00:10:31,782 --> 00:10:33,725 You don't believe her. 148 00:10:34,453 --> 00:10:37,395 Just thinking about those eggs in her brain. 149 00:10:37,855 --> 00:10:39,991 Vera's left a voicemail. 150 00:10:41,760 --> 00:10:43,329 Well, play it. 151 00:10:45,830 --> 00:10:48,032 Okay. 152 00:10:48,065 --> 00:10:50,469 It's Vera. I was thinking about what you said 153 00:10:50,502 --> 00:10:53,593 the other day and I think I found something. 154 00:10:53,626 --> 00:10:54,979 I want to show it to you 155 00:10:55,011 --> 00:10:56,832 before I show it to anybody else. 156 00:10:57,333 --> 00:10:59,035 Can you come by tomorrow morning? 157 00:10:59,069 --> 00:11:01,380 It's important, thanks. 158 00:11:02,606 --> 00:11:04,742 She's trying to rope you in. 159 00:11:04,775 --> 00:11:07,678 Yeah, probably. 160 00:11:07,710 --> 00:11:11,647 We need to go hard at her. Confront her about Marin. 161 00:11:11,680 --> 00:11:13,751 - Force a DNA test. - No, no. 162 00:11:13,784 --> 00:11:16,453 If she feels better being in control, fine. 163 00:11:16,486 --> 00:11:18,355 Let her be in control. 164 00:11:18,387 --> 00:11:19,990 I need to get in there. 165 00:11:22,758 --> 00:11:26,695 Don't worry, we're going to find out about your friend. 166 00:11:27,737 --> 00:11:30,034 All the movies here suck. 167 00:11:30,066 --> 00:11:31,634 None of this is scary. 168 00:11:31,668 --> 00:11:34,538 It's like a manufactured dopamine rush 169 00:11:34,570 --> 00:11:36,739 to make you think you're having a real experience, 170 00:11:36,772 --> 00:11:39,142 when actually, you're just sitting there 171 00:11:39,175 --> 00:11:42,478 - getting brainwashed. - Here we go. 172 00:11:42,511 --> 00:11:45,082 Just look at Rudy. 173 00:11:45,114 --> 00:11:48,518 He just sits there, watching MSNBC, 174 00:11:48,551 --> 00:11:51,354 counting his cigarettes every night. 175 00:11:51,387 --> 00:11:53,189 He's a zombie, and he doesn't even know it. 176 00:11:53,223 --> 00:11:54,724 Can we just chill? 177 00:11:54,757 --> 00:11:58,362 Have a normal night, and not have everything 178 00:11:58,395 --> 00:12:02,772 be turned into some diatribe against society? 179 00:12:03,467 --> 00:12:05,736 In Mosswood, they call it "resisting," 180 00:12:05,769 --> 00:12:07,438 what you just did. 181 00:12:10,774 --> 00:12:13,110 I don't want to talk to you about that place. 182 00:12:13,142 --> 00:12:16,112 - It's a sign of unhappiness. - I'm unhappy? 183 00:12:16,146 --> 00:12:19,650 Yeah, because you lie. 184 00:12:19,683 --> 00:12:21,117 I lie? 185 00:12:21,151 --> 00:12:23,753 You lie to yourself every day. 186 00:12:25,821 --> 00:12:27,090 About what? 187 00:12:33,262 --> 00:12:37,044 Marin, can't we just make this a fun night? 188 00:12:38,178 --> 00:12:39,347 Look. 189 00:12:41,670 --> 00:12:43,607 - Did you steal that? - Maybe. 190 00:12:43,640 --> 00:12:45,065 Hey. 191 00:12:45,508 --> 00:12:49,193 - Hey, Mr. Fireman. - What are you girls up to? 192 00:12:52,649 --> 00:12:55,186 You guys have anything to mix this with? 193 00:12:58,255 --> 00:12:59,790 Don't do this to yourself, Tom. 194 00:12:59,823 --> 00:13:01,725 You're going to regret it. Do not sign off on this. 195 00:13:01,757 --> 00:13:04,228 Have a seat, we were just having a chat 196 00:13:04,261 --> 00:13:06,163 about your pal, Harry Ambrose. 197 00:13:06,195 --> 00:13:08,699 This guy likes to pick apart slam dunk cases. 198 00:13:08,732 --> 00:13:11,267 It's a sickness. He's got to go. 199 00:13:11,300 --> 00:13:13,170 - Excuse me? - Look, he took apart this case 200 00:13:13,203 --> 00:13:14,704 against Cora Tannetti last year, 201 00:13:14,737 --> 00:13:17,141 and now, I hear he's been hounding Judge Emerson 202 00:13:17,174 --> 00:13:20,177 to punt Julian Walker back down to family court. 203 00:13:20,209 --> 00:13:22,713 With all due respect, maybe that's where he belongs. 204 00:13:22,746 --> 00:13:24,561 That's my decision, not yours. 205 00:13:24,595 --> 00:13:26,063 Certainly not his. 206 00:13:26,095 --> 00:13:27,583 But if my constituents want to see 207 00:13:27,617 --> 00:13:30,187 this Walker kid get time, that's what's going to happen. 208 00:13:30,219 --> 00:13:31,821 Well, in that case, maybe it's a good idea 209 00:13:31,854 --> 00:13:33,456 that Ambrose is around. 210 00:13:33,489 --> 00:13:35,892 As an outsider, he'll help make things 211 00:13:35,925 --> 00:13:39,229 at least seem impartial. 212 00:13:40,530 --> 00:13:42,900 I'd hate for your office to be accused of bias. 213 00:13:45,334 --> 00:13:48,738 Tom, put a leash on this guy before he does any real damage. 214 00:13:52,842 --> 00:13:55,779 - I know, I'm sorry. - It's all right. 215 00:13:57,213 --> 00:13:58,848 He's an asshole. 216 00:13:58,881 --> 00:14:00,684 I'm just thinking about your career. 217 00:14:00,717 --> 00:14:03,187 You have a lot of years ahead of you in this county. 218 00:14:03,219 --> 00:14:05,655 Don't screw it up. 219 00:14:09,258 --> 00:14:11,294 What was the name on that deposition tape? 220 00:14:11,328 --> 00:14:13,764 Bell, it's Carmen Bell. 221 00:14:13,796 --> 00:14:15,731 That is strange, you are the second person 222 00:14:15,765 --> 00:14:17,234 in two days looking for this tape. 223 00:14:17,266 --> 00:14:18,734 Really? 224 00:14:18,767 --> 00:14:20,237 I couldn't tell you who he was, though. 225 00:14:20,270 --> 00:14:23,340 - He didn't sign in. - What did he look like? 226 00:14:23,372 --> 00:14:25,776 He was a very thin man. 227 00:14:34,316 --> 00:14:35,818 He took it. 228 00:15:17,359 --> 00:15:20,261 - Hello? - This is Julian. 229 00:15:21,262 --> 00:15:24,968 Julian, hey. How's it going? 230 00:15:25,001 --> 00:15:26,770 How you doing in there? 231 00:15:26,803 --> 00:15:29,840 My mother doesn't think that I should talk to you. 232 00:15:29,872 --> 00:15:33,576 Well, she's probably just being protective. 233 00:15:33,609 --> 00:15:37,848 Mothers, you know, they tend to get that way sometimes. 234 00:15:38,238 --> 00:15:40,884 I don't think that she can get me out of her. 235 00:15:40,916 --> 00:15:44,854 She says that she can, but I don't believe her. 236 00:15:44,887 --> 00:15:49,325 Uh, she's doing the best she can, I tell you that. 237 00:15:49,358 --> 00:15:51,394 We all are. 238 00:15:51,428 --> 00:15:54,030 She won't tell me how long I'm going to be in here. 239 00:15:57,766 --> 00:16:00,737 Okay, you've been charged with two counts 240 00:16:00,770 --> 00:16:02,405 of second degree murder, 241 00:16:02,439 --> 00:16:07,444 and that carries a sentence of 15 to 25 years each. 242 00:16:07,477 --> 00:16:08,812 So... 243 00:16:11,414 --> 00:16:15,952 The earliest I can leave is in... 30 years? 244 00:16:16,651 --> 00:16:19,055 No, no, that's just, uh... 245 00:16:19,088 --> 00:16:21,925 I think your lawyer's going to do a lot better than that. 246 00:16:24,694 --> 00:16:26,661 Can you be my lawyer? 247 00:16:27,664 --> 00:16:29,665 Um... 248 00:16:29,699 --> 00:16:31,669 No, I, uh... 249 00:16:33,069 --> 00:16:35,671 I can't be your lawyer. 250 00:16:35,704 --> 00:16:37,708 That's not how it works. 251 00:16:39,843 --> 00:16:42,779 - I got to go. - Call me back. 252 00:16:43,224 --> 00:16:45,160 Hey, Julian... 253 00:16:51,954 --> 00:16:54,857 - Hello. - Hey. 254 00:16:54,891 --> 00:16:56,360 Please leave your gun and your phone 255 00:16:56,392 --> 00:16:57,928 and your badge in your car. 256 00:16:57,960 --> 00:17:00,063 You have to come in like everybody else. 257 00:17:00,095 --> 00:17:01,364 Strip down. 258 00:17:25,142 --> 00:17:26,778 Julian is with me. 259 00:17:28,912 --> 00:17:31,182 I'm holding him. 260 00:17:31,214 --> 00:17:33,783 Inside my pouch. 261 00:17:33,817 --> 00:17:37,488 I can feel his whole weight inside of me. 262 00:17:40,490 --> 00:17:41,892 I'm so happy. 263 00:17:41,924 --> 00:17:45,695 Hold it. So who is this? 264 00:17:45,729 --> 00:17:47,465 Bess McTeer. 265 00:17:49,232 --> 00:17:51,601 But Julian won't stop crying. 266 00:17:51,634 --> 00:17:53,671 Why is he crying? 267 00:17:53,703 --> 00:17:57,575 Because they're going to find us. 268 00:17:57,607 --> 00:18:02,679 So I put my hand over his face just to quiet him, 269 00:18:02,712 --> 00:18:06,951 and he stops breathing. 270 00:18:16,827 --> 00:18:19,696 So what was that? A dream? 271 00:18:19,730 --> 00:18:21,276 A fantasy. 272 00:18:22,569 --> 00:18:24,868 Bess was unable to have children. 273 00:18:24,902 --> 00:18:27,572 It became a defining issue for her. 274 00:18:28,638 --> 00:18:29,906 I didn't want to see it at the time, 275 00:18:29,940 --> 00:18:31,741 but it's clear to me now that she developed 276 00:18:31,775 --> 00:18:34,122 an unhealthy attachment to Julian. 277 00:18:34,744 --> 00:18:37,751 So she took him. That's what you're saying? 278 00:18:38,582 --> 00:18:40,718 Julian knew he was being abducted. 279 00:18:41,922 --> 00:18:43,753 He acted in self-defense. 280 00:18:46,385 --> 00:18:48,291 Why do you have that recording? 281 00:18:48,325 --> 00:18:50,661 It's a session. The work. 282 00:18:50,693 --> 00:18:53,998 - You record all the sessions? - Only with permission. 283 00:18:54,267 --> 00:18:56,733 Did you do that stuff to Julian? 284 00:18:59,036 --> 00:19:00,738 With Julian. 285 00:19:02,873 --> 00:19:04,642 I don't know if we can take 286 00:19:04,674 --> 00:19:06,743 any of this seriously as evidence. 287 00:19:06,777 --> 00:19:08,746 We have to have a lot better understanding 288 00:19:08,779 --> 00:19:10,814 of what these sessions are all about. 289 00:19:10,846 --> 00:19:12,616 I told you, it's therapy. 290 00:19:14,585 --> 00:19:17,821 Can I observe a session? 291 00:19:18,200 --> 00:19:20,403 That's not possible. It's confidential. 292 00:19:22,659 --> 00:19:23,961 Can you do it with me? 293 00:19:26,141 --> 00:19:27,176 Now? 294 00:19:29,094 --> 00:19:30,634 Yeah. 295 00:19:36,038 --> 00:19:39,143 As requested, all the lakes in a 25 mile radius 296 00:19:39,175 --> 00:19:41,110 of Mosswood Grove. 297 00:19:41,144 --> 00:19:44,192 - All 42 of them. - Thank you. 298 00:19:46,048 --> 00:19:48,152 You get this from Carmen Bell? 299 00:19:48,655 --> 00:19:49,781 Yeah? 300 00:19:51,154 --> 00:19:53,744 What are we looking for, exactly? 301 00:19:54,625 --> 00:19:55,893 I'm not sure. 302 00:20:40,703 --> 00:20:41,838 Hey. 303 00:20:46,615 --> 00:20:48,284 What's wrong? 304 00:20:48,944 --> 00:20:50,615 What am I doing? 305 00:20:52,066 --> 00:20:53,368 What do you mean? 306 00:20:55,885 --> 00:20:57,087 I'm just... 307 00:20:58,689 --> 00:20:59,923 Here. 308 00:21:02,030 --> 00:21:05,434 - Running around like a loser. - What, no. 309 00:21:08,235 --> 00:21:09,799 You're not a loser. 310 00:21:09,833 --> 00:21:13,237 You're going to college next year, you have a plan. 311 00:21:14,028 --> 00:21:15,897 What am I going to do? 312 00:21:19,175 --> 00:21:24,013 I'm living at my dad's and commuting to Syracuse. 313 00:21:24,419 --> 00:21:26,488 I'm going to see you all the time. 314 00:21:27,962 --> 00:21:29,731 Nothing's going to change. 315 00:21:33,154 --> 00:21:34,289 Hey. 316 00:21:57,847 --> 00:22:00,151 We said we weren't going to do that anymore. 317 00:22:03,819 --> 00:22:04,954 Sorry. 318 00:22:08,125 --> 00:22:10,094 Forget it. 319 00:22:10,126 --> 00:22:11,494 Well, it's a little hard to forget it 320 00:22:11,528 --> 00:22:13,550 when it's there all the time. 321 00:22:13,930 --> 00:22:17,498 - What are you talking about? - You're doing it again. 322 00:22:17,530 --> 00:22:19,936 - What? - You're lying to yourself! 323 00:22:23,839 --> 00:22:25,275 Where are you going? 324 00:22:26,843 --> 00:22:28,211 Marin! 325 00:22:47,973 --> 00:22:50,409 200 years ago, a Pentecostal tent revival 326 00:22:50,441 --> 00:22:53,011 was build right here with the rock in the middle. 327 00:22:53,044 --> 00:22:54,912 And before that, the Seneca believed 328 00:22:54,946 --> 00:22:56,881 that a man and a woman were locked inside 329 00:22:56,915 --> 00:22:59,471 as a punishment for breaking their vows. 330 00:23:00,084 --> 00:23:02,688 So now what does it mean to you? 331 00:23:03,688 --> 00:23:06,825 All I know is that I feel better when I'm close to it. 332 00:23:08,025 --> 00:23:10,295 It's like something from a dream. 333 00:23:12,430 --> 00:23:14,967 Julian told me about some of his dreams. 334 00:23:14,999 --> 00:23:17,902 - I know. - About some kind of monster 335 00:23:17,936 --> 00:23:21,674 - that visits him at night. - The old hag. 336 00:23:21,707 --> 00:23:24,310 - That a fairy tale? - It's an archetype. 337 00:23:24,342 --> 00:23:27,513 They exist in some form in cultures all over the world. 338 00:23:27,545 --> 00:23:31,417 Usually, she appears as an old woman in a cloak. 339 00:23:31,449 --> 00:23:33,419 She sneaks into your room at night, 340 00:23:33,451 --> 00:23:35,453 and sits on your chest. 341 00:23:36,921 --> 00:23:39,057 Have you ever been visited by her? 342 00:23:41,793 --> 00:23:43,390 No. 343 00:23:43,862 --> 00:23:45,183 Are you sure? 344 00:23:47,498 --> 00:23:49,968 You were going to show me the work. 345 00:23:54,773 --> 00:23:56,342 This way. 346 00:24:19,163 --> 00:24:20,969 Hey. 347 00:24:21,499 --> 00:24:24,001 Hey. 348 00:24:24,035 --> 00:24:26,971 - What the hell happened? - I'm sorry. 349 00:24:28,407 --> 00:24:31,377 It's okay. I'm glad you called. 350 00:24:32,777 --> 00:24:35,881 - Where's Marin? - She's gone. 351 00:24:35,913 --> 00:24:38,850 - Where'd she go? - I don't know. 352 00:24:38,883 --> 00:24:41,487 All right, let's go find her. 353 00:24:41,519 --> 00:24:44,122 Come on, here we go. 354 00:25:01,072 --> 00:25:02,440 Marin? 355 00:25:03,941 --> 00:25:05,577 Marin. 356 00:25:08,546 --> 00:25:11,015 Stop, damn it. 357 00:25:16,086 --> 00:25:18,089 Marin, God damn it. 358 00:25:19,157 --> 00:25:21,025 It's 2:00 in the goddamn morning. 359 00:25:21,058 --> 00:25:23,561 You know I can't leave you out here. 360 00:25:23,594 --> 00:25:24,896 What is going on? 361 00:25:29,633 --> 00:25:31,969 How's life in the weeds? 362 00:25:32,003 --> 00:25:35,608 Oh, it just never ends. It's Sisyphean. 363 00:25:37,641 --> 00:25:39,577 What brings you out on a school day? 364 00:25:40,679 --> 00:25:43,916 It's not public yet, but um... 365 00:25:44,983 --> 00:25:47,519 It's possible that Marin might actually be the mother 366 00:25:47,552 --> 00:25:49,154 of the kid we arrested. 367 00:25:49,187 --> 00:25:51,223 Marin, really? 368 00:25:51,256 --> 00:25:53,025 Do you remember the night that she ran off 369 00:25:53,057 --> 00:25:55,126 and joined Mosswood? 370 00:25:55,160 --> 00:25:57,161 And we were driving around trying to find her? 371 00:25:57,195 --> 00:25:58,964 You mean the night you drank enough rum 372 00:25:58,996 --> 00:26:00,565 to flood a small fishing village? 373 00:26:00,599 --> 00:26:02,568 Yeah, I remember. 374 00:26:02,601 --> 00:26:04,969 Do you remember what she said to you that night? 375 00:26:05,003 --> 00:26:07,005 Oh, honey, I... 376 00:26:07,037 --> 00:26:09,974 I can't remember last week, are you kidding? 377 00:26:10,007 --> 00:26:11,977 Come inside... let's get some iced tea. 378 00:26:12,710 --> 00:26:15,014 Marin, Jesus. 379 00:26:15,947 --> 00:26:17,949 I can't be her friend anymore. 380 00:26:17,983 --> 00:26:21,653 - Don't say that. - I'm serious. 381 00:26:21,686 --> 00:26:23,889 She's the one who changed, not me. 382 00:26:25,623 --> 00:26:27,159 What is that? 383 00:26:27,191 --> 00:26:30,895 What, did you guys get drunk and get tattoos? 384 00:26:30,929 --> 00:26:35,500 Um, this is something they draw at Mosswood. 385 00:26:35,534 --> 00:26:37,203 It's a labyrinth. 386 00:26:39,638 --> 00:26:41,139 It doesn't look like a labyrinth. 387 00:26:41,171 --> 00:26:44,043 Because you have to use your imagination. 388 00:26:50,916 --> 00:26:52,150 Hold on. 389 00:26:56,086 --> 00:26:57,555 That's it. 390 00:26:59,658 --> 00:27:00,993 Right? 391 00:27:02,694 --> 00:27:03,729 You get it? 392 00:27:09,601 --> 00:27:12,204 I don't know what it means. 393 00:27:12,237 --> 00:27:15,306 - Did she say anything else? - Nope. 394 00:27:15,340 --> 00:27:18,977 You guys were both so trashed. 395 00:27:19,009 --> 00:27:21,079 It wasn't long after Mom died. 396 00:27:23,047 --> 00:27:24,715 A couple of years. 397 00:27:24,748 --> 00:27:28,019 I think I was still messed up over that. 398 00:27:31,022 --> 00:27:32,625 You too, probably? 399 00:27:33,958 --> 00:27:35,561 It was a long time ago. 400 00:27:38,729 --> 00:27:40,198 You hear that? 401 00:27:42,601 --> 00:27:46,104 Weeds calling me. Bye. 402 00:27:51,775 --> 00:27:55,279 Tell me about your daughter. Are you two close? 403 00:27:55,313 --> 00:27:56,893 Sure. 404 00:27:57,381 --> 00:27:59,771 You don't sound so sure. 405 00:28:00,084 --> 00:28:04,121 Oh, it's just we haven't gotten to talk much lately. 406 00:28:04,154 --> 00:28:06,324 - That's all. - Why not? 407 00:28:06,358 --> 00:28:08,027 Oh, just because. 408 00:28:09,393 --> 00:28:11,362 You're very good at quarantining yourself, 409 00:28:11,396 --> 00:28:12,631 aren't you? 410 00:28:14,733 --> 00:28:16,669 Lifelong practice? 411 00:28:17,736 --> 00:28:22,239 Now, is that part of the work that you're doing with Julian? 412 00:28:22,273 --> 00:28:23,775 Prodding a little bit, 413 00:28:23,807 --> 00:28:25,810 and forcing him to answer your questions? 414 00:28:25,843 --> 00:28:27,979 I don't force anyone. 415 00:28:28,013 --> 00:28:31,717 Well, he's a kid, so it's hardly like he has a choice. 416 00:28:31,749 --> 00:28:37,722 This work, it's all about invitation, not confrontation. 417 00:28:37,756 --> 00:28:40,257 Julian certainly benefits from it. 418 00:28:40,291 --> 00:28:43,195 Maybe, up until recently. 419 00:28:46,331 --> 00:28:48,132 There's your cruel streak. 420 00:28:48,166 --> 00:28:50,102 I knew it was in there somewhere. 421 00:28:50,134 --> 00:28:52,199 I do get cranky. 422 00:28:52,804 --> 00:28:54,406 Listening to analysis 423 00:28:54,438 --> 00:28:57,708 while we're wandering around in the woods. 424 00:28:57,742 --> 00:28:59,745 You like to be in control? 425 00:28:59,777 --> 00:29:01,746 You know something about that? 426 00:29:03,681 --> 00:29:05,416 This way. 427 00:29:05,449 --> 00:29:07,052 Okay. 428 00:29:12,157 --> 00:29:16,194 Hey, Vera! 429 00:29:27,772 --> 00:29:29,341 Vera? 430 00:29:38,115 --> 00:29:39,684 Vera? 431 00:30:30,962 --> 00:30:33,298 You mentioned on the phone that you had a copy 432 00:30:33,330 --> 00:30:35,299 of the book "Escaping the Labyrinth." 433 00:30:35,332 --> 00:30:38,269 That's right. Uh, Lionel Jeffries. 434 00:30:38,302 --> 00:30:40,338 Yeah, we ran one printing of that 435 00:30:40,372 --> 00:30:43,909 back in 1987, I want to say. 436 00:30:43,942 --> 00:30:47,980 - Before the controversy. - What controversy? 437 00:30:48,012 --> 00:30:49,914 He was a psychotherapist in Canada. 438 00:30:49,947 --> 00:30:53,184 Had quite the devout little following until 439 00:30:53,218 --> 00:30:56,922 these allegations of physical abuse and sexual abuse. 440 00:30:56,954 --> 00:31:00,324 It's a shame; the book itself is actually quite interesting. 441 00:31:00,357 --> 00:31:02,094 How so? 442 00:31:02,126 --> 00:31:05,196 His whole thing was about a return to ritual. 443 00:31:05,230 --> 00:31:08,485 Symbolic play, and re-enacting trauma. 444 00:31:08,517 --> 00:31:10,451 That sort of thing, so you can see how that 445 00:31:10,483 --> 00:31:12,370 could easily go off the rails. 446 00:31:13,972 --> 00:31:17,041 - Where is he now? - That is a good question. 447 00:31:17,075 --> 00:31:22,347 Uh, after he lost his license in the 90s, he disappeared. 448 00:31:22,379 --> 00:31:25,049 Oh, there it is. Somebody ordered it last month, 449 00:31:25,082 --> 00:31:27,318 and it was sent back as undeliverable. 450 00:31:33,391 --> 00:31:35,093 Can I see that envelope? 451 00:31:40,965 --> 00:31:44,435 Self storage, Niagara Falls. 452 00:31:47,504 --> 00:31:49,974 Can I keep this? 453 00:32:38,056 --> 00:32:40,959 Whoever was renting this unit paid cash. 454 00:32:40,991 --> 00:32:42,360 They stopped paying last month. 455 00:32:42,394 --> 00:32:44,462 I was about to start clearing it out. 456 00:32:44,495 --> 00:32:46,998 Looks like somebody was living here. 457 00:33:01,578 --> 00:33:04,450 These are all kid's clothes. 458 00:33:22,466 --> 00:33:24,368 What's the name on the agreement? 459 00:33:24,402 --> 00:33:26,372 Uh, let's see. 460 00:33:29,107 --> 00:33:30,975 Walker, Julian. 461 00:33:53,530 --> 00:33:56,067 Tell me what you see. 462 00:34:00,003 --> 00:34:01,873 A pile of sand. 463 00:34:03,108 --> 00:34:05,177 What's in the pile of sand? 464 00:34:08,346 --> 00:34:10,181 I see my father. 465 00:34:13,485 --> 00:34:15,387 I see my father. 466 00:34:18,123 --> 00:34:19,425 And then? 467 00:34:21,391 --> 00:34:23,393 What do you want to do? 468 00:35:39,453 --> 00:35:43,056 - There you are. - What is all this, huh? 469 00:35:43,089 --> 00:35:44,891 What you think you're doing? 470 00:35:44,924 --> 00:35:46,726 Oh, don't leave the door wide open. 471 00:35:46,759 --> 00:35:48,795 I wandered around in the dark for a little while, 472 00:35:48,828 --> 00:35:50,664 but I am on to you now. 473 00:35:50,697 --> 00:35:52,702 I knew you'd find your way. 474 00:35:53,299 --> 00:35:55,335 Make yourself at home. 475 00:35:55,368 --> 00:35:59,172 I don't think so. I'm heading out of here. 476 00:35:59,205 --> 00:36:01,074 No, no, no. It's too late for that now. 477 00:36:01,107 --> 00:36:02,676 We'll go in the morning, when it's light out. 478 00:36:02,710 --> 00:36:05,279 Hey, are you... are you playing games with me? 479 00:36:05,312 --> 00:36:07,681 Is that it? Is that it, huh? 480 00:36:08,781 --> 00:36:11,885 Finally, there you are. 481 00:36:19,192 --> 00:36:20,661 You're limping. 482 00:36:22,862 --> 00:36:24,331 Sit down. 483 00:36:26,232 --> 00:36:27,435 Sit. 484 00:36:54,527 --> 00:36:57,864 It's swollen, and I don't have any ice. 485 00:37:20,453 --> 00:37:21,955 Too tight? 486 00:37:24,190 --> 00:37:26,493 No. 487 00:37:29,263 --> 00:37:30,764 Don't move. 488 00:37:45,212 --> 00:37:48,783 - Who's on the mantle? - The Beacon. 489 00:37:48,815 --> 00:37:49,984 He was the leader of Mosswood 490 00:37:50,016 --> 00:37:52,252 back when Mosswood had a leader. 491 00:37:52,286 --> 00:37:54,321 This is his cabin. 492 00:37:54,353 --> 00:37:56,790 What time is he expected home? 493 00:37:56,824 --> 00:37:58,459 He's gone now. 494 00:37:58,491 --> 00:38:00,493 But he did most of his writing and meditating 495 00:38:00,527 --> 00:38:02,624 right here in this room. 496 00:38:03,830 --> 00:38:06,500 Green tea. Not Jimson Weed. 497 00:38:08,502 --> 00:38:10,337 This is where he developed the ideas 498 00:38:10,369 --> 00:38:12,801 I'm trying to pass on to my son. 499 00:38:13,940 --> 00:38:15,842 And those are what? 500 00:38:15,875 --> 00:38:18,444 Most of us spend our lives trying to suppress 501 00:38:18,478 --> 00:38:21,382 the parts of ourselves we deem inappropriate. 502 00:38:22,915 --> 00:38:25,218 We spend our lives trying to detach 503 00:38:25,252 --> 00:38:28,024 from all of that beautiful feeling. 504 00:38:28,554 --> 00:38:30,857 And it doesn't work, does it? 505 00:38:34,560 --> 00:38:37,497 Julian is a new kind of man. 506 00:38:38,866 --> 00:38:40,467 At one with nature. 507 00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:46,007 Fluid with all of the darkness, and all of the light. 508 00:38:47,507 --> 00:38:48,842 You're never going to show me 509 00:38:48,875 --> 00:38:51,011 what the work actually is, are you? 510 00:38:52,880 --> 00:38:54,348 You've already been doing it. 511 00:38:56,549 --> 00:38:58,552 Can I ask you? 512 00:39:02,922 --> 00:39:05,926 Did your mother ever leave you lost in the woods? 513 00:39:09,062 --> 00:39:11,364 I'm not here to talk about my mother. 514 00:39:15,469 --> 00:39:17,572 What are you feeling right now? 515 00:39:18,906 --> 00:39:20,373 Be honest. 516 00:39:23,911 --> 00:39:26,374 I don't trust you. 517 00:39:27,147 --> 00:39:28,918 That's fear. 518 00:39:29,616 --> 00:39:31,853 I'm scared, too. 519 00:39:34,054 --> 00:39:36,858 And a sexual pull, right here. 520 00:39:40,460 --> 00:39:44,331 - What are you doing? - I don't know. 521 00:39:44,364 --> 00:39:46,467 There's no way to know. 522 00:39:49,469 --> 00:39:50,972 What else? 523 00:39:55,107 --> 00:39:56,943 Anger. 524 00:39:58,978 --> 00:40:00,614 Rage. 525 00:40:03,616 --> 00:40:05,919 Oh... 526 00:40:14,427 --> 00:40:16,596 And underneath that rage, 527 00:40:16,630 --> 00:40:19,400 if you could just taste what's there. 528 00:40:20,400 --> 00:40:22,536 What would it be? 529 00:40:52,165 --> 00:40:53,967 Mom? 530 00:40:55,634 --> 00:40:57,370 Mom? 531 00:41:11,685 --> 00:41:15,422 Oh, God, oh, God.