1 00:00:04,382 --> 00:00:05,777 Previously on The Affair... 2 00:00:05,860 --> 00:00:07,402 Did you get your grant? 3 00:00:07,485 --> 00:00:09,265 No. Uh, actually, you need me. 4 00:00:09,292 --> 00:00:10,812 - What? - I'm from the VHA. 5 00:00:10,839 --> 00:00:12,484 I just came to check out the facilities, 6 00:00:12,511 --> 00:00:14,302 - make sure everything's kosher. - You work with veterans? 7 00:00:14,352 --> 00:00:16,143 They sent me here to investigate this therapy. 8 00:00:16,226 --> 00:00:18,393 - You want to partner up? - Yeah. 9 00:00:18,477 --> 00:00:19,185 Close your eyes. 10 00:00:19,268 --> 00:00:20,435 What do you notice? 11 00:00:20,518 --> 00:00:22,101 I'm on the beach. 12 00:00:22,185 --> 00:00:24,185 - What are you seeing? - I'm in the water. 13 00:00:24,268 --> 00:00:25,726 You're-you're in the water? 14 00:00:25,809 --> 00:00:29,060 I can't breathe. I'm choking on the water. 15 00:00:29,143 --> 00:00:30,684 - And then these hands... - Whose hands? 16 00:00:30,768 --> 00:00:33,393 Two big, strong hands are pulling me from the water. 17 00:00:35,310 --> 00:00:36,684 What's that face? 18 00:00:36,768 --> 00:00:38,226 You amaze me. 19 00:00:38,310 --> 00:00:40,348 Hi. My name is Ben, and I'm an addict. 20 00:00:40,375 --> 00:00:42,090 - Hey, Ben. - Hey, Ben. 21 00:00:42,117 --> 00:00:43,393 Does she know you're married? 22 00:00:43,477 --> 00:00:45,195 - No. - Of course not. 23 00:00:45,222 --> 00:00:47,890 I'm gonna tell her the truth. Just give me a moment. 24 00:00:47,917 --> 00:00:49,126 Hey, I sent you something. 25 00:00:49,435 --> 00:00:51,893 - Oh, God. What? - It's just a gift card 26 00:00:51,976 --> 00:00:53,602 to buy a plane ticket to California, 27 00:00:53,684 --> 00:00:55,268 for you and Joanie. 28 00:00:55,352 --> 00:00:57,726 I have a-a student in my AP English class, 29 00:00:57,809 --> 00:00:59,234 Anton Gatewood. 30 00:00:59,273 --> 00:01:01,226 I'm not sure what's going on in his home life, 31 00:01:01,253 --> 00:01:03,242 but I just feel he's under a lot of pressure. 32 00:01:03,269 --> 00:01:05,268 - Where you going? - It's a walkout, y'all. 33 00:01:05,352 --> 00:01:06,643 Everyone get back 34 00:01:06,726 --> 00:01:09,602 to their classrooms right now! 35 00:01:10,523 --> 00:01:11,893 These are children, man. 36 00:01:11,976 --> 00:01:13,429 Fuck the police! 37 00:01:13,492 --> 00:01:14,950 This is all gonna blow over, you know that? 38 00:01:15,034 --> 00:01:16,909 I was on the phone all afternoon with the board, 39 00:01:16,992 --> 00:01:18,451 fighting to keep my job. 40 00:01:18,533 --> 00:01:20,533 - How's Anton? - He's with his dad. 41 00:01:20,617 --> 00:01:22,463 That boy is turning into his father, 42 00:01:22,490 --> 00:01:24,955 and there's not a damn thing I can do about it. 43 00:02:38,468 --> 00:02:47,390 www.subtitulamos.tv 44 00:02:48,326 --> 00:02:49,825 - _ - 'Cause, girl, 45 00:02:49,909 --> 00:02:51,824 I told you, he wasn't 'bout nothing but... 46 00:02:51,851 --> 00:02:53,046 So, guys, don't forget, 47 00:02:53,073 --> 00:02:56,201 we're starting tomorrow with your Waste Land manifestos. 48 00:02:56,284 --> 00:02:59,117 "I will show you fear in a handful of dust." 49 00:02:59,546 --> 00:03:00,878 Hey, yo, Blanca... 50 00:03:00,905 --> 00:03:03,451 Adapt it. Do what you will with it. Subvert it. 51 00:03:03,533 --> 00:03:04,867 Have fun with it. 52 00:03:09,183 --> 00:03:12,362 Uh, Mr. Solloway, you, uh, got a second? 53 00:03:13,326 --> 00:03:15,867 Sure, Anton. What's up? 54 00:03:15,950 --> 00:03:19,242 So, uh, thank you for the "A" on the Animal Farm essay. 55 00:03:19,326 --> 00:03:22,367 The notes you gave me were, uh... they were tight. 56 00:03:22,451 --> 00:03:24,492 Well, it was a fine piece of work. 57 00:03:24,575 --> 00:03:27,451 I was, um, wondering if you could 58 00:03:27,533 --> 00:03:30,284 take a look at this other thing I've been working on, 59 00:03:30,367 --> 00:03:31,658 you know, maybe give me some notes. 60 00:03:31,742 --> 00:03:33,492 I printed it out. I know... 61 00:03:33,575 --> 00:03:35,159 sometimes older teachers like that. 62 00:03:35,242 --> 00:03:36,242 Right. 63 00:03:36,326 --> 00:03:37,409 Thank you, Anton. 64 00:03:37,492 --> 00:03:39,034 What is it, a short story? 65 00:03:39,117 --> 00:03:40,533 No, um, just an essay. 66 00:03:40,617 --> 00:03:42,367 Nothing... nothing special. 67 00:03:42,451 --> 00:03:44,367 You reapplying to Princeton? 68 00:03:44,451 --> 00:03:46,242 Yeah, maybe. I don't... I don't know. 69 00:03:46,326 --> 00:03:49,950 Since you said my boy Cornel West is over there, so... 70 00:03:50,034 --> 00:03:51,742 An old friend from college 71 00:03:51,825 --> 00:03:53,159 now runs the English department there. 72 00:03:53,434 --> 00:03:55,101 - Serious? - Yeah. 73 00:03:55,128 --> 00:03:57,367 I can give her a call if you want me to. 74 00:03:58,128 --> 00:04:00,909 - You would do that? - Of course I'd do that. 75 00:04:00,992 --> 00:04:03,117 And I'll read this, let you know what I think. 76 00:04:03,201 --> 00:04:04,617 Well, thank you. 77 00:04:07,367 --> 00:04:09,075 Mr. Solloway. 78 00:04:09,159 --> 00:04:11,700 No offense, but, um, you know, 79 00:04:11,783 --> 00:04:13,326 I think you're a good teacher and everything, 80 00:04:13,409 --> 00:04:15,326 but maybe you should give the assignment 81 00:04:15,409 --> 00:04:17,492 in the beginning of the class, 82 00:04:17,575 --> 00:04:19,737 'cause at the end of the class, they're not listening. 83 00:04:19,982 --> 00:04:21,898 Good tip. 84 00:04:44,308 --> 00:04:45,406 Uh, Mr. Solloway, 85 00:04:45,433 --> 00:04:47,016 - Principal Wilson's on the phone with the... - What is the matter with you? 86 00:04:47,043 --> 00:04:49,409 - president of the board... - Do you have any idea how bad this makes us look? 87 00:04:49,492 --> 00:04:51,117 It's a goddamn mess, Janelle! 88 00:04:51,201 --> 00:04:52,950 Yes, Ron, it is an unfortunate letter. 89 00:04:53,034 --> 00:04:55,242 Unfortunate things happen all the time. 90 00:04:55,326 --> 00:04:56,909 That's why schools have principals. 91 00:04:56,992 --> 00:04:58,658 It's from a law firm, and you didn't 92 00:04:58,742 --> 00:05:00,575 - even think to tell us? - Close the door. 93 00:05:00,658 --> 00:05:02,533 I mean, come on. The board thinks you're running 94 00:05:02,617 --> 00:05:03,700 a fucking zoo over there... 95 00:05:03,783 --> 00:05:05,617 I'm on a call. What do you want? 96 00:05:05,700 --> 00:05:07,409 but I'm beginning to wonder myself. 97 00:05:07,492 --> 00:05:09,658 - It's deeply problematic... - It's on mute. 98 00:05:09,742 --> 00:05:12,367 - Really, what do you need? - Um, it can wait. 99 00:05:12,451 --> 00:05:13,658 What-what's going on? 100 00:05:14,700 --> 00:05:16,367 A girl got separated 101 00:05:16,451 --> 00:05:18,585 from her inhaler during the walkout. 102 00:05:18,612 --> 00:05:19,367 Didn't say a word. 103 00:05:19,451 --> 00:05:21,327 Just sat there wheezing and turning blue. 104 00:05:21,354 --> 00:05:23,265 Parents got wind, hired some predatory lawyer 105 00:05:23,292 --> 00:05:24,783 who sent a letter to the board. 106 00:05:24,867 --> 00:05:25,706 This has never happened before. 107 00:05:25,733 --> 00:05:27,201 - Jesus. - Here, let me talk to him. 108 00:05:27,284 --> 00:05:28,909 - What? Wait. - Hey, Ron, Ron, 109 00:05:28,992 --> 00:05:30,992 it's Noah Solloway here. 110 00:05:31,075 --> 00:05:32,492 Noah? I didn't know you were there. 111 00:05:32,575 --> 00:05:34,437 Yeah, no, I-I just barged in just now. 112 00:05:34,464 --> 00:05:36,075 Well, you got quite an exciting start. 113 00:05:36,159 --> 00:05:37,950 I saw you on TV the other day. It's, uh... 114 00:05:38,034 --> 00:05:39,992 Yeah, look, I-I gotta say, 115 00:05:40,075 --> 00:05:43,575 it was a pretty tough day, and the way that Janelle... 116 00:05:43,658 --> 00:05:46,429 the way that, uh, Principal Wilson handled the whole situation, 117 00:05:46,456 --> 00:05:48,034 you're incredibly lucky to have her. 118 00:05:49,183 --> 00:05:49,992 Yeah. 119 00:05:50,300 --> 00:05:53,901 Well, I'm... I'm-I'm just glad to hear we haven't scared you away, Noah. 120 00:05:55,326 --> 00:05:57,700 Janelle, w-would you please take me off the speaker now? 121 00:06:04,742 --> 00:06:06,909 Are you firing me? 122 00:06:08,326 --> 00:06:10,284 Fine. Okay. 123 00:06:10,367 --> 00:06:12,284 Mm-hmm. 124 00:06:12,625 --> 00:06:14,500 I understand. 125 00:06:17,492 --> 00:06:19,658 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 126 00:06:19,742 --> 00:06:21,242 Is there anything I can do? 127 00:06:21,818 --> 00:06:23,943 Really, Noah, you've done enough. 128 00:06:23,970 --> 00:06:25,346 Why are you here? 129 00:06:26,989 --> 00:06:29,281 Uh, I thought you should read this. 130 00:06:30,537 --> 00:06:32,411 Don't tell him I gave it to you. 131 00:06:41,284 --> 00:06:42,950 Hey, Noah. 132 00:06:44,617 --> 00:06:46,950 Next time, knock. 133 00:06:52,117 --> 00:06:53,658 Hey, Trevor's voice mail. 134 00:06:53,742 --> 00:06:55,326 I'm on my way, so I'm just checking 135 00:06:55,409 --> 00:06:57,909 if you're gonna be ready to head out around six. 136 00:06:57,992 --> 00:07:00,326 Thought we might get a bite to eat before the concert. 137 00:07:00,409 --> 00:07:01,617 Anywhere you like. 138 00:07:01,700 --> 00:07:03,284 Okay? 139 00:07:03,367 --> 00:07:05,284 Okay, see you soon. Can't wait. 140 00:07:05,367 --> 00:07:07,284 Concert's gonna be awesome! 141 00:07:09,825 --> 00:07:10,950 Busy? 142 00:07:14,533 --> 00:07:16,492 I owe you an apology. 143 00:07:17,005 --> 00:07:19,547 No, no, I-I barged in. 144 00:07:20,409 --> 00:07:21,950 So, you still my boss? 145 00:07:23,117 --> 00:07:24,950 I'm on probation. 146 00:07:25,174 --> 00:07:27,965 Next week, I have to supplicate to the board. 147 00:07:31,075 --> 00:07:34,886 "Between a rock and a hard place." 148 00:07:37,117 --> 00:07:38,992 So, what, am I the rock? 149 00:07:39,442 --> 00:07:41,941 No, I think you're the hard place. 150 00:07:48,347 --> 00:07:50,055 Why'd he give it to you? 151 00:07:50,082 --> 00:07:52,583 Uh, he said he wanted notes. 152 00:07:53,867 --> 00:07:56,159 And you shared it with me why? 153 00:07:58,492 --> 00:08:02,489 Well, he's obviously having a hard time making the decision, so... 154 00:08:02,950 --> 00:08:06,301 I thought maybe, if you read it, you might be able to help him. 155 00:08:08,784 --> 00:08:12,742 This day has effectively kicked my ass. 156 00:08:18,500 --> 00:08:20,041 Thank you for this. 157 00:08:20,231 --> 00:08:22,075 I will... 158 00:08:22,159 --> 00:08:25,117 I'll read it over and figure out what to do. 159 00:08:25,695 --> 00:08:28,861 Well, I'm happy to brainstorm with you. 160 00:08:28,888 --> 00:08:30,429 If you want a... 161 00:08:33,075 --> 00:08:35,242 a buddy. 162 00:08:35,326 --> 00:08:36,575 A buddy? 163 00:08:36,658 --> 00:08:38,409 Well, you know, um... 164 00:08:38,492 --> 00:08:40,284 like a friend, a pal. 165 00:08:40,367 --> 00:08:41,992 Hmm. 166 00:08:42,075 --> 00:08:45,239 Someone you choose to hang out with because you enjoy their company. 167 00:08:46,783 --> 00:08:48,992 What about tonight? 168 00:08:49,075 --> 00:08:50,575 Really? 169 00:08:50,658 --> 00:08:53,909 Yeah, we can, uh, talk about Anton's essay, 170 00:08:53,992 --> 00:08:56,950 drink some wine, shoot the shit. 171 00:08:57,034 --> 00:08:58,658 Are you serious? 172 00:08:58,742 --> 00:09:00,909 What do you think? 173 00:09:02,465 --> 00:09:04,575 I think you're not serious. 174 00:09:06,242 --> 00:09:08,451 And I have a... 175 00:09:08,533 --> 00:09:11,367 tickets for a concert with my son tonight. 176 00:09:11,451 --> 00:09:14,075 Mm. 177 00:09:14,159 --> 00:09:16,492 It wouldn't have worked out anyway. 178 00:09:18,075 --> 00:09:19,409 No. 179 00:09:19,492 --> 00:09:21,533 Probably for the best. 180 00:09:22,992 --> 00:09:25,242 Thank you for the intel, Noah. 181 00:09:25,326 --> 00:09:27,700 You have a good night. 182 00:09:46,742 --> 00:09:48,284 What part are you not hearing? 183 00:09:48,367 --> 00:09:49,825 Well, at least he can come out here. 184 00:09:49,909 --> 00:09:51,451 It's not a good night. 185 00:09:51,533 --> 00:09:53,409 Why can't you encourage him to come out here 186 00:09:53,492 --> 00:09:55,825 and explain to my face what's so fucking important 187 00:09:55,909 --> 00:09:58,384 that I have wasted 300 bucks on some tweener bullshit? 188 00:09:58,411 --> 00:09:59,909 I don't know. Maybe that's the problem right there. 189 00:09:59,992 --> 00:10:01,451 Trevor, come out here now. 190 00:10:01,533 --> 00:10:02,465 300 bucks. 191 00:10:02,492 --> 00:10:04,945 Yes, I'll give you 300 bucks to just go. 192 00:10:04,972 --> 00:10:06,034 Trevor, I'm gonna count to three! 193 00:10:06,117 --> 00:10:07,492 Count to three, and then do what? 194 00:10:07,575 --> 00:10:09,575 - He's not seven. - Trevor... 195 00:10:11,219 --> 00:10:12,672 Hey, buddy, what's wrong? 196 00:10:12,699 --> 00:10:15,535 She told you... I don't want to go. 197 00:10:15,562 --> 00:10:16,575 I don't want to go. 198 00:10:16,658 --> 00:10:17,851 Okay, okay, well... 199 00:10:18,505 --> 00:10:19,750 well, let's talk. 200 00:10:19,992 --> 00:10:21,451 Come on, you were excited. 201 00:10:21,533 --> 00:10:23,284 I was looking forward to spending time with you. 202 00:10:23,367 --> 00:10:24,909 What... what's happened? 203 00:10:24,992 --> 00:10:26,242 I don't understand why you can't just 204 00:10:26,326 --> 00:10:28,201 leave us the fuck alone! 205 00:10:28,604 --> 00:10:31,479 I know you know how to leave. 206 00:10:38,867 --> 00:10:40,576 I tried to tell you. 207 00:11:48,451 --> 00:11:50,159 I thought you had a date with your son. 208 00:11:50,818 --> 00:11:53,326 Yep, that was the $300 dollar plan. 209 00:11:54,867 --> 00:11:57,201 "My mother is dying for me to go to this school." 210 00:11:57,284 --> 00:11:59,575 She's the principal of the charter school I attend, 211 00:11:59,658 --> 00:12:01,742 and it would be such a feather in both her parental 212 00:12:01,825 --> 00:12:03,825 "and her pedagogical cap..." 213 00:12:04,190 --> 00:12:05,856 I hate alliteration. 214 00:12:06,201 --> 00:12:08,533 "if her son was the first student from this school" 215 00:12:08,617 --> 00:12:10,492 to attend Princeton. 216 00:12:10,575 --> 00:12:12,830 My mother lives and breathes academic success. 217 00:12:12,857 --> 00:12:16,700 "The only thing she hates more than failure is my father." 218 00:12:18,034 --> 00:12:19,950 I am going to kill him. 219 00:12:20,034 --> 00:12:22,284 It's amazing what ingrates they can be, isn't it? 220 00:12:22,367 --> 00:12:24,034 It really is. 221 00:12:24,117 --> 00:12:26,076 You change their diapers, you catch their vomit, 222 00:12:26,103 --> 00:12:28,880 you don't sleep for 18 years, and this is how they repay you. 223 00:12:29,302 --> 00:12:31,075 Did you read the whole essay? 224 00:12:31,159 --> 00:12:33,557 I did. He doesn't want to go to Princeton, 225 00:12:33,584 --> 00:12:35,471 because he thinks I'm gonna use his admission 226 00:12:35,498 --> 00:12:37,242 as a way to get back at his dad, 227 00:12:37,326 --> 00:12:39,075 so he set a trap for me. 228 00:12:39,159 --> 00:12:41,974 He plagiarized his essay knowing he'd get caught 229 00:12:42,001 --> 00:12:45,037 and that I'd have to fail him because I'm such a hard-ass. 230 00:12:45,107 --> 00:12:46,617 And it worked. 231 00:12:46,700 --> 00:12:50,404 What an intelligent little psychopath I raised. 232 00:12:51,492 --> 00:12:53,242 But now he's having a change of heart. 233 00:12:53,326 --> 00:12:55,523 That was your influence, wasn't it? 234 00:12:55,550 --> 00:12:59,238 I just told him some of the writers he admires teach there. 235 00:12:59,451 --> 00:13:00,825 He could've worked that out himself 236 00:13:00,909 --> 00:13:02,451 if he'd Googled it. 237 00:13:02,533 --> 00:13:04,867 Something tells me you did more than that. 238 00:13:04,950 --> 00:13:07,825 Is that stuff true about his father? 239 00:13:07,909 --> 00:13:09,909 What he wrote in there? 240 00:13:09,992 --> 00:13:12,533 About me using Anton against him? 241 00:13:12,617 --> 00:13:14,533 What kind of person do you think I am? 242 00:13:14,617 --> 00:13:16,492 No, about him failing out of Harvard. 243 00:13:16,575 --> 00:13:18,034 No, he didn't fail. 244 00:13:18,117 --> 00:13:19,867 He... he left. 245 00:13:19,950 --> 00:13:21,242 Why? 246 00:13:21,326 --> 00:13:22,950 He hated it there. 247 00:13:23,216 --> 00:13:24,591 He felt like the whole system 248 00:13:24,618 --> 00:13:27,201 was designed to degrade him, 249 00:13:27,284 --> 00:13:29,284 convince him that he was worthless, 250 00:13:29,367 --> 00:13:31,159 that his blackness was something 251 00:13:31,242 --> 00:13:34,284 he continually needed to apologize for. 252 00:13:34,367 --> 00:13:36,790 - Were you there, too? - I was. 253 00:13:37,159 --> 00:13:38,700 Is that the way you felt? 254 00:13:39,719 --> 00:13:40,791 No. 255 00:13:41,950 --> 00:13:44,367 The truth is, I-I grew up outside of Boston. 256 00:13:44,451 --> 00:13:46,909 My father was a dentist. 257 00:13:46,992 --> 00:13:48,742 We were upper middle class. 258 00:13:48,825 --> 00:13:52,001 I had tools to handle the racism. 259 00:13:53,034 --> 00:13:55,533 But Carl, he... 260 00:13:55,617 --> 00:13:57,409 he came from nothing. 261 00:13:57,492 --> 00:13:59,159 And that was a long time ago. 262 00:13:59,242 --> 00:14:01,367 They didn't have these programs 263 00:14:01,451 --> 00:14:04,658 to help keep inner-city kids in school. 264 00:14:04,742 --> 00:14:07,909 They treated him like a curiosity at the zoo. 265 00:14:07,992 --> 00:14:09,575 The professors would single him out in class 266 00:14:09,658 --> 00:14:11,575 and kind of turn him into a spectacle. 267 00:14:11,658 --> 00:14:13,117 And then, after class, 268 00:14:13,201 --> 00:14:15,992 the kids would ask him to get them drugs. 269 00:14:16,075 --> 00:14:17,992 It was awful for him. 270 00:14:18,075 --> 00:14:19,492 Of course, then he decided 271 00:14:19,575 --> 00:14:21,201 that he would sell them drugs, 272 00:14:21,284 --> 00:14:22,533 'cause if they were constantly 273 00:14:22,617 --> 00:14:24,201 coming at him anyway, he might as well 274 00:14:24,284 --> 00:14:26,034 make some money off these fools. 275 00:14:27,700 --> 00:14:29,390 He got caught eventually, 276 00:14:29,417 --> 00:14:32,667 so he quit right then and there. 277 00:14:33,242 --> 00:14:36,492 Dropped out of Harvard with a 3.4 GPA. 278 00:14:38,367 --> 00:14:40,825 What a fucking waste. 279 00:14:42,783 --> 00:14:44,783 So now Anton's worried he's gonna have 280 00:14:44,867 --> 00:14:47,326 the same experience as his father. 281 00:14:47,409 --> 00:14:49,409 That's not what he's worried about. 282 00:14:49,866 --> 00:14:52,527 Well, that's what he says in his essay. It's all over it. 283 00:14:52,554 --> 00:14:53,909 He's lying. 284 00:14:53,992 --> 00:14:55,909 He's covering. 285 00:14:55,992 --> 00:14:58,326 These schools aren't the same places they used to be. 286 00:14:58,409 --> 00:15:00,144 They have support systems in place, 287 00:15:00,171 --> 00:15:01,707 checks and balances. 288 00:15:01,734 --> 00:15:03,159 Anton knows that. 289 00:15:03,242 --> 00:15:04,825 We've talked about it. 290 00:15:04,909 --> 00:15:07,242 I'll tell you what he's afraid of. 291 00:15:07,326 --> 00:15:09,201 He's afraid of doing well. 292 00:15:09,612 --> 00:15:10,487 Doing well? 293 00:15:10,942 --> 00:15:11,950 Why? 294 00:15:12,034 --> 00:15:13,825 'Cause he thinks it'll hurt Carl. 295 00:15:13,909 --> 00:15:16,617 That's why he plagiarized his fucking paper. 296 00:15:16,700 --> 00:15:19,159 It had nothing to do with me. 297 00:15:19,556 --> 00:15:22,056 If Anton doesn't go to Princeton, 298 00:15:22,083 --> 00:15:24,075 he's not in danger of winning a race 299 00:15:24,159 --> 00:15:25,783 his father couldn't run. 300 00:15:27,034 --> 00:15:28,658 Does Carl know that? 301 00:15:28,742 --> 00:15:31,533 I don't know what Carl knows. 302 00:15:31,617 --> 00:15:34,367 I know he wants Anton to stay in the community, 303 00:15:34,788 --> 00:15:36,496 go to USC or something. 304 00:15:36,523 --> 00:15:38,242 What do you think about that idea? 305 00:15:38,326 --> 00:15:40,867 I think USC is a good school 306 00:15:40,950 --> 00:15:43,783 for people who can't get into Princeton. 307 00:15:45,742 --> 00:15:47,867 You know, my ex-wife and I, we do this, too. 308 00:15:47,950 --> 00:15:48,992 Do what? 309 00:15:49,075 --> 00:15:50,909 Fight over our son. 310 00:15:53,075 --> 00:15:54,867 She thinks he's gay. 311 00:15:54,950 --> 00:15:56,825 I'm not sure. 312 00:15:56,909 --> 00:15:59,359 But every time we try to talk about it, 313 00:15:59,386 --> 00:16:01,890 it just becomes a fight about what happened in our marriage, 314 00:16:01,917 --> 00:16:03,783 not about what's going on with Trevor. 315 00:16:03,867 --> 00:16:06,201 Won't he come out when he's ready? 316 00:16:06,909 --> 00:16:10,450 Well, kids are not always so clear. 317 00:16:16,941 --> 00:16:19,233 What do I do about all this? 318 00:16:19,260 --> 00:16:20,492 Well, he can't turn that essay in. 319 00:16:20,575 --> 00:16:23,075 It's not gonna do his cause any good. 320 00:16:24,359 --> 00:16:25,568 I know. 321 00:16:26,992 --> 00:16:29,825 I'm with you. I think he belongs in Princeton. 322 00:16:29,909 --> 00:16:32,034 Think he would thrive there. 323 00:16:32,117 --> 00:16:35,117 And my friend is now head of the English department, 324 00:16:35,201 --> 00:16:36,926 so if Anton wants to interview with her 325 00:16:36,953 --> 00:16:39,062 and get some extra leverage, then... 326 00:16:39,242 --> 00:16:40,364 it could be arranged. 327 00:16:40,391 --> 00:16:41,590 Really? 328 00:16:41,930 --> 00:16:45,533 Yeah, but he's... he's got to want to go, Janelle. 329 00:16:46,117 --> 00:16:48,451 You and Carl, you gotta work through 330 00:16:48,533 --> 00:16:50,867 whatever issues you got going on, 331 00:16:50,950 --> 00:16:53,034 help him make the decision. 332 00:16:53,117 --> 00:16:56,451 How well do you and your ex-wife communicate, Noah? 333 00:16:56,533 --> 00:16:58,533 Are you calling each other on the phone, 334 00:16:58,617 --> 00:17:01,654 having friendly chats about your children's best interests? 335 00:17:04,242 --> 00:17:05,908 No. 336 00:17:10,229 --> 00:17:11,367 Hey, Pot. 337 00:17:11,451 --> 00:17:14,190 I'm Kettle. Nice to meet you. 338 00:17:14,737 --> 00:17:15,861 Nice to meet you. 339 00:17:33,626 --> 00:17:36,653 Forgot my history book. Now Dad's mad. 340 00:17:36,680 --> 00:17:38,492 I got my quiz tomorrow, and... 341 00:17:38,575 --> 00:17:39,658 Mom? 342 00:17:39,742 --> 00:17:41,284 Mr. Solloway? 343 00:17:41,367 --> 00:17:44,075 And also, don't forget your damn charger. 344 00:17:47,584 --> 00:17:50,034 And you're who-the-fuck? 345 00:17:50,117 --> 00:17:53,284 I'm Noah. I'm a... I'm a... I'm a teacher at Anton's school. 346 00:17:53,311 --> 00:17:55,713 We were just, um, discussing your Princeton essay. 347 00:17:55,740 --> 00:17:57,565 - You showed her? - Princeton? Again? 348 00:17:57,592 --> 00:17:58,987 Dad, it's not what it sounds like. 349 00:17:59,014 --> 00:18:00,799 We talked about this. We made a decision. 350 00:18:00,826 --> 00:18:02,370 We made a decision? The way I remember it 351 00:18:02,397 --> 00:18:05,117 is you talked and talked until we got sick of listening. 352 00:18:05,201 --> 00:18:06,514 Oh, for fuck's sake, Janelle, you're the one 353 00:18:06,541 --> 00:18:09,061 that failed him and revoked his admission, not me. 354 00:18:09,850 --> 00:18:11,132 So you took your sorry ass 355 00:18:11,159 --> 00:18:13,386 behind my back and decided to reapply. 356 00:18:13,413 --> 00:18:14,871 Oh, it's not even that deep. 357 00:18:16,436 --> 00:18:17,700 Uh, sorry. 358 00:18:18,076 --> 00:18:21,272 Dad, I wrote the essay about why I don't want to go to Princeton. 359 00:18:21,299 --> 00:18:23,248 - You hear that, Janelle? - Carl, use your head. 360 00:18:23,275 --> 00:18:25,404 Why the fuck would he write an essay for Princeton 361 00:18:25,431 --> 00:18:27,681 about why he doesn't want to go to Princeton? 362 00:18:29,242 --> 00:18:30,575 I don't know. 363 00:18:30,775 --> 00:18:32,597 Why the fuck would you do that? 364 00:18:33,159 --> 00:18:34,445 Man, you still here? 365 00:18:34,472 --> 00:18:35,575 Yeah, I-I should go. 366 00:18:35,658 --> 00:18:37,825 Stay, please. He's here because 367 00:18:37,909 --> 00:18:39,492 Anton shared his essay with him. 368 00:18:39,575 --> 00:18:41,898 The reason why he wrote such a messed-up essay, Carl, 369 00:18:41,925 --> 00:18:43,783 is because he wants to go to the school. 370 00:18:43,867 --> 00:18:45,658 - He just said he didn't. - But he's terrified 371 00:18:45,742 --> 00:18:46,783 - of disappointing you. - What? 372 00:18:46,867 --> 00:18:48,511 You wear it like a badge of honor that you 373 00:18:48,538 --> 00:18:49,825 - dropped out of school. - Oh, come on, woman. 374 00:18:49,909 --> 00:18:51,006 You tell him the school 375 00:18:51,033 --> 00:18:53,451 is gonna make him hate his skin, and he believes you. 376 00:18:53,533 --> 00:18:54,658 Anton, let's go. 377 00:18:54,742 --> 00:18:57,992 Just read the damn thing! 378 00:18:58,075 --> 00:19:01,472 Nellie, let's just admit what this is actually about. 379 00:19:01,707 --> 00:19:04,070 You were never gonna let him stay here for school. 380 00:19:04,097 --> 00:19:05,451 No matter what, he was always 381 00:19:05,533 --> 00:19:07,700 going back East, back to your family, 382 00:19:07,783 --> 00:19:09,742 back to your world. And it was fine as long as 383 00:19:09,825 --> 00:19:12,851 he was the star student at your little charter project. 384 00:19:12,878 --> 00:19:14,201 But you were never gonna let him 385 00:19:14,284 --> 00:19:15,575 go to college with those people. 386 00:19:15,658 --> 00:19:17,451 - Screw you, Carl. - Can we just stop? 387 00:19:18,191 --> 00:19:19,409 Man. 388 00:19:19,492 --> 00:19:21,988 Can we get some fucking privacy, please? 389 00:19:24,562 --> 00:19:27,062 I'm sorry. Thank you for your advice. 390 00:19:27,089 --> 00:19:29,006 Good to meet you, Carl. 391 00:19:29,033 --> 00:19:30,360 See you on Monday, Anton. 392 00:19:39,700 --> 00:19:43,346 Hi. Uh, it's Noah Solloway here. Someone was calling me. 393 00:19:44,411 --> 00:19:46,036 Yeah. 394 00:19:47,451 --> 00:19:48,909 Who? 395 00:19:49,430 --> 00:19:51,138 You can keep that. 396 00:19:57,617 --> 00:19:59,658 You're missing 24B. 397 00:20:00,465 --> 00:20:01,605 Twenty-four B? 398 00:20:01,632 --> 00:20:03,117 Bail-bondsman waiver form. 399 00:20:03,201 --> 00:20:04,909 And you need the booking statutes. 400 00:20:04,992 --> 00:20:06,284 Booking statutes? Wh-What are they? 401 00:20:06,367 --> 00:20:08,658 Status. Status. 402 00:20:08,742 --> 00:20:10,909 The booking status of the alleged offender. 403 00:20:10,992 --> 00:20:14,117 Look, someone here called me, so they must know. 404 00:20:14,144 --> 00:20:15,617 Well, we don't have that information here. 405 00:20:15,700 --> 00:20:17,250 There's a kiosk down the hall. 406 00:20:17,277 --> 00:20:19,159 You can use the computer to search the name 407 00:20:19,242 --> 00:20:21,469 - of the alleged offender. - Look, I've done time in jail. 408 00:20:21,496 --> 00:20:23,742 It wasn't pleasant, and I don't want to do any more, 409 00:20:23,825 --> 00:20:25,867 but I swear, if you don't call a superior officer 410 00:20:25,950 --> 00:20:28,034 out here right now to help me bail out my wife, 411 00:20:28,117 --> 00:20:29,909 then I'm gonna become a repeat offender. 412 00:20:33,742 --> 00:20:36,527 Well, if you'd like to speak to a superior officer, 413 00:20:36,554 --> 00:20:39,034 you need to make a formal request using the red phone 414 00:20:39,117 --> 00:20:40,867 in the lobby down the hall to the right. 415 00:20:40,950 --> 00:20:42,075 Right. Your right. 416 00:20:42,269 --> 00:20:43,574 My pen. 417 00:20:44,117 --> 00:20:45,909 Thank you. 418 00:21:06,831 --> 00:21:08,122 Alison? 419 00:21:19,089 --> 00:21:21,366 _ 420 00:21:21,393 --> 00:21:23,783 I picked this up at the airport in New Delhi. 421 00:21:23,867 --> 00:21:26,034 Can you believe that? 422 00:21:26,117 --> 00:21:27,658 You close your eyes, 423 00:21:27,742 --> 00:21:29,533 and you think of a question. 424 00:21:29,617 --> 00:21:31,992 Any question in the world. 425 00:21:32,075 --> 00:21:33,950 And when you shake the ball, 426 00:21:34,034 --> 00:21:36,734 it will tell you the answer, okay? 427 00:21:36,761 --> 00:21:38,094 Close your eyes. 428 00:21:39,879 --> 00:21:41,171 Open your present. 429 00:21:42,075 --> 00:21:43,825 Hmm. 430 00:21:44,909 --> 00:21:46,284 Okay. 431 00:21:51,779 --> 00:21:52,742 Who is this? 432 00:21:52,825 --> 00:21:57,264 This is my favorite Hindu god, Krishna. 433 00:21:58,451 --> 00:22:00,742 Wow, Mom, this thing weighs a ton. 434 00:22:00,769 --> 00:22:02,604 - Well, he's very powerful. - What... 435 00:22:02,631 --> 00:22:03,575 I thought he would look good 436 00:22:03,658 --> 00:22:06,102 - on your bookcase. - Right. 437 00:22:06,129 --> 00:22:08,505 And maybe he'll help you attract a man. 438 00:22:09,700 --> 00:22:11,107 If you want a man, if you want a man. 439 00:22:11,134 --> 00:22:13,409 I don't need a man, Mom, because I have a job. 440 00:22:13,492 --> 00:22:14,742 And I'm fine. 441 00:22:14,825 --> 00:22:17,201 We're fine, aren't we, Joanie? 442 00:22:17,284 --> 00:22:20,326 Mm, when is my daddy coming back? 443 00:22:24,391 --> 00:22:27,114 - "Reply..." - What does it say? 444 00:22:27,141 --> 00:22:28,201 Can you read it? 445 00:22:28,284 --> 00:22:30,242 "Reply hazy." 446 00:22:30,626 --> 00:22:32,083 Try again later. 447 00:22:33,079 --> 00:22:34,685 He'll be home soon, lovebug. 448 00:22:34,712 --> 00:22:37,438 He's, um, just taking a little vacation. 449 00:22:37,465 --> 00:22:40,540 Do we know where Cole is vacationing these days? 450 00:22:41,617 --> 00:22:44,367 Someplace warm, we hope. Right, Joanie? 451 00:22:44,451 --> 00:22:46,201 Who sent the booze? 452 00:22:46,284 --> 00:22:47,867 Yeah. 453 00:22:47,950 --> 00:22:49,617 Apparently, it's from the investors, 454 00:22:49,700 --> 00:22:51,367 the ones who bought the Roll. 455 00:22:51,451 --> 00:22:54,117 Oh! I guess they're happy with their purchase. 456 00:22:54,201 --> 00:22:56,825 Oh, speaking of, remember that, um, account 457 00:22:56,909 --> 00:22:59,034 you set up for me years ago? 458 00:22:59,704 --> 00:23:01,326 What was that, some kind of trust? 459 00:23:01,409 --> 00:23:03,034 Oh, God, that was 460 00:23:03,117 --> 00:23:05,117 your grandfather who set that up, actually. 461 00:23:05,201 --> 00:23:08,294 But no, it was just a savings account under your name. Why? 462 00:23:08,321 --> 00:23:09,909 Oh, well, I met with an accountant. 463 00:23:09,992 --> 00:23:11,742 I want to set something up for Joanie 464 00:23:11,958 --> 00:23:13,653 with my share of the profits. 465 00:23:13,680 --> 00:23:16,055 Hold that thought. 466 00:23:18,304 --> 00:23:19,637 Hey. Come here. 467 00:23:19,664 --> 00:23:20,706 Hello? 468 00:23:20,733 --> 00:23:22,274 Let me have a go. 469 00:23:22,358 --> 00:23:24,816 Will Joanie finish all the food on her plate? 470 00:23:24,900 --> 00:23:26,600 Sorry. Who... who is this? 471 00:23:27,749 --> 00:23:29,291 - "Signs point to yes." - Wait, 472 00:23:29,375 --> 00:23:31,041 what... what did you say? 473 00:23:31,124 --> 00:23:33,291 Never call this number again. 474 00:23:34,947 --> 00:23:36,489 Hey, who was that? 475 00:23:36,652 --> 00:23:37,666 Nobody. 476 00:23:37,749 --> 00:23:38,879 Telemarketer. 477 00:23:45,909 --> 00:23:47,326 Persistent one. 478 00:23:49,166 --> 00:23:51,249 "Much more surprising things 479 00:23:51,333 --> 00:23:55,166 can happen to anyone who, when a disagreeable 480 00:23:55,249 --> 00:23:58,083 or discouraged thought comes into his mind, 481 00:23:58,166 --> 00:24:01,154 just has the sense to remember in time 482 00:24:01,181 --> 00:24:05,083 and push it out by putting in an agreeable, 483 00:24:05,166 --> 00:24:07,353 determinedly courageous one. 484 00:24:07,380 --> 00:24:10,490 Two things cannot be in one place." 485 00:24:22,383 --> 00:24:24,707 - _ - Oh, Noah. 486 00:24:24,791 --> 00:24:26,368 So sweet. 487 00:24:44,127 --> 00:24:45,544 Hello? 488 00:24:52,083 --> 00:24:54,897 Well, this is Alison Bailey. Who is this? 489 00:24:57,791 --> 00:24:59,375 What? 490 00:25:03,749 --> 00:25:05,208 Are you serious? 491 00:25:06,983 --> 00:25:08,394 Wait, uh... 492 00:25:08,421 --> 00:25:10,005 What did you say your name was? 493 00:25:12,500 --> 00:25:15,871 "Forty-two Lee Avenue." 494 00:25:19,791 --> 00:25:21,918 Okay. I have to go. 495 00:25:23,458 --> 00:25:26,541 - Hey. - Fast asleep. 496 00:25:26,625 --> 00:25:28,124 Little monkey. 497 00:25:29,527 --> 00:25:30,606 Now... 498 00:25:30,633 --> 00:25:33,864 Krishna, where do you want to live? 499 00:25:40,363 --> 00:25:42,114 Here. 500 00:25:46,041 --> 00:25:47,999 Good. 501 00:25:48,083 --> 00:25:51,916 Now his divine love will protect this house. 502 00:26:27,757 --> 00:26:29,173 Alison. 503 00:26:32,162 --> 00:26:34,302 This is my wife, Julie. 504 00:26:36,124 --> 00:26:38,458 Please. Please come in. 505 00:26:41,791 --> 00:26:44,458 We are so grateful you came. 506 00:26:54,811 --> 00:26:56,583 Well, how did you find me? 507 00:26:56,954 --> 00:26:58,544 Find you? 508 00:26:59,541 --> 00:27:03,832 Oh, my darling, James has been watching you for years. 509 00:27:03,916 --> 00:27:06,916 He's so proud of all that you've accomplished. 510 00:27:11,999 --> 00:27:13,333 You're my father? 511 00:27:15,583 --> 00:27:16,749 Yes. 512 00:27:17,262 --> 00:27:19,471 Why should I believe you? 513 00:27:19,498 --> 00:27:20,540 Well... 514 00:27:23,067 --> 00:27:24,916 What did Shelly tell you? 515 00:27:24,999 --> 00:27:26,957 - Who? - Your mother. 516 00:27:27,041 --> 00:27:28,734 Oh, Athena. What... 517 00:27:28,761 --> 00:27:31,864 Oh, right, yes, yes. She, uh, changed her name. 518 00:27:31,891 --> 00:27:33,160 - To Athena? - I told you that. 519 00:27:33,187 --> 00:27:35,500 Yeah, well, she said she didn't know who my dad was. 520 00:27:35,583 --> 00:27:39,749 Oh, that's what... I was afraid of that. 521 00:27:39,832 --> 00:27:42,500 So you need some sort of evidence? 522 00:28:02,041 --> 00:28:05,124 She was my children's nanny. 523 00:28:05,208 --> 00:28:07,458 She was like a second mother to them. 524 00:28:08,957 --> 00:28:10,333 Yours here? 525 00:28:10,416 --> 00:28:11,375 - No. No, no, not... - No, no, no. 526 00:28:11,458 --> 00:28:12,749 My first wife. 527 00:28:12,832 --> 00:28:14,357 Wait, I-I'm a little confused. 528 00:28:14,384 --> 00:28:16,249 - Can you just backtrack? - I know. I'm-I'm sorry. 529 00:28:16,333 --> 00:28:18,666 I'm doing a terrible job at, uh, explaining this. 530 00:28:18,749 --> 00:28:21,252 You know, I've rehearsed this moment so many times, 531 00:28:21,279 --> 00:28:22,416 and now look at me. 532 00:28:22,500 --> 00:28:24,916 - I'm just a disaster. - No. Stop. 533 00:28:28,749 --> 00:28:31,792 Alison, your mother came to work for me 534 00:28:31,819 --> 00:28:34,083 and my first wife 535 00:28:34,166 --> 00:28:36,749 when she was 19. 536 00:28:36,832 --> 00:28:38,583 And she was a miracle. 537 00:28:38,666 --> 00:28:40,022 His first wife, uh, considered 538 00:28:40,049 --> 00:28:41,999 - child rearing beneath her. - Julie, Julie, 539 00:28:42,083 --> 00:28:43,957 - just let me finish. - I'm... Okay, I'm sorry. 540 00:28:44,041 --> 00:28:45,541 - I'm sorry. I'm sorry. - Let me talk, okay? 541 00:28:45,625 --> 00:28:48,124 I'm just... I'm so glad we found you. 542 00:28:49,350 --> 00:28:51,291 Found me? I'm in this picture. 543 00:28:51,375 --> 00:28:52,874 You knew exactly where I was. 544 00:28:52,957 --> 00:28:54,583 - Yes, but... - Alison... 545 00:28:54,666 --> 00:28:57,333 your mother was a lifesaver 546 00:28:57,416 --> 00:28:58,803 for my boys back then. 547 00:28:58,830 --> 00:29:00,997 She really, really was. 548 00:29:01,491 --> 00:29:04,166 She was beautiful. She was kind. 549 00:29:04,249 --> 00:29:07,041 She took excellent care of my children, your brothers. 550 00:29:07,124 --> 00:29:09,791 - Oh, God. Yeah, right. - I... 551 00:29:09,874 --> 00:29:12,375 got a little turned around. 552 00:29:12,458 --> 00:29:15,375 You're an adult. I'm sure you understand. 553 00:29:16,014 --> 00:29:18,832 She wanted me to leave my wife, leave Catherine, 554 00:29:18,916 --> 00:29:20,999 and I suspect she had good reason 555 00:29:21,083 --> 00:29:22,957 to believe that I would. 556 00:29:23,228 --> 00:29:25,311 I wanted to, but... 557 00:29:26,428 --> 00:29:28,458 in the end, I-I... 558 00:29:28,541 --> 00:29:31,249 I couldn't do it. 559 00:29:31,592 --> 00:29:35,041 And that... that broke your mother's heart. 560 00:29:36,541 --> 00:29:39,166 She never told me she was pregnant. 561 00:29:39,249 --> 00:29:44,249 I never knew, until the day we all ran into each other on the beach. 562 00:29:44,333 --> 00:29:45,853 And my children, 563 00:29:45,880 --> 00:29:47,583 they missed her, they ran towards her, 564 00:29:47,666 --> 00:29:50,625 they threw themselves into her arms. 565 00:29:52,083 --> 00:29:54,333 And there you were. 566 00:29:55,739 --> 00:29:58,707 You have to understand, she changed her name. 567 00:29:58,791 --> 00:30:00,375 She didn't want him to find her. 568 00:30:00,458 --> 00:30:03,124 If I had known she was pregnant, 569 00:30:03,151 --> 00:30:04,440 I would have supported her. 570 00:30:04,467 --> 00:30:06,799 Hell, I would... I would have left my wife. 571 00:30:10,666 --> 00:30:12,583 If you knew I existed all these years, 572 00:30:12,666 --> 00:30:14,249 why didn't you come and see me? 573 00:30:14,333 --> 00:30:15,705 Oh, I tried. 574 00:30:15,732 --> 00:30:19,533 I tried, believe me, but-but Shelly... Athena... 575 00:30:19,583 --> 00:30:21,083 she wouldn't let me. 576 00:30:21,166 --> 00:30:22,874 She wouldn't let me have anything to do 577 00:30:22,957 --> 00:30:24,416 with you or your life. 578 00:30:24,500 --> 00:30:26,500 She was adamant. 579 00:30:26,583 --> 00:30:30,760 And-and I... I-I wanted to respect her wishes, 580 00:30:30,916 --> 00:30:34,625 so I... I just decided 581 00:30:34,707 --> 00:30:36,916 the best thing to do was... 582 00:30:36,999 --> 00:30:39,707 stay away. 583 00:30:39,791 --> 00:30:42,707 But not a day went by I didn't think of you. 584 00:30:46,041 --> 00:30:48,541 I have so many regrets, Alison. 585 00:30:48,625 --> 00:30:51,874 Significant, significant regrets. 586 00:30:55,333 --> 00:30:57,707 I don't know how to live 587 00:30:57,791 --> 00:31:00,041 under the weight of them anymore. 588 00:31:25,264 --> 00:31:26,713 Why now? 589 00:31:27,987 --> 00:31:30,916 I'm not 18. I'm not 21. 590 00:31:30,999 --> 00:31:33,874 I've been an adult for years, James. 591 00:31:33,957 --> 00:31:36,666 Why are you contacting me now? 592 00:31:41,373 --> 00:31:43,458 I'm not in good health, Alison. 593 00:31:43,728 --> 00:31:45,380 What's wrong? 594 00:31:46,707 --> 00:31:48,916 My kidneys are failing. 595 00:31:48,999 --> 00:31:52,166 Dialysis isn't working, and if I don't 596 00:31:52,249 --> 00:31:53,707 get a new kidney soon, then, uh... 597 00:31:53,791 --> 00:31:55,666 He's AB-negative. 598 00:31:55,749 --> 00:31:56,791 It's very rare. 599 00:31:56,874 --> 00:32:00,333 His sons are B-positive, and, uh, 600 00:32:00,416 --> 00:32:02,010 our children are both too young, so... 601 00:32:02,037 --> 00:32:03,333 You have children, too? 602 00:32:03,416 --> 00:32:05,416 We were hoping... 603 00:32:05,500 --> 00:32:08,832 uh, praying, actually... that... 604 00:32:08,916 --> 00:32:11,208 maybe you were? 605 00:32:12,666 --> 00:32:14,166 Me? 606 00:32:14,567 --> 00:32:17,109 I have made terrible mistakes, Alison. 607 00:32:17,136 --> 00:32:19,625 I don't expect you to forgive me, but... 608 00:32:20,625 --> 00:32:22,864 I could pay you very well 609 00:32:22,891 --> 00:32:23,847 - for this gesture. - What? 610 00:32:23,874 --> 00:32:26,500 - And maybe that is one way... - Oh, my... 611 00:32:26,527 --> 00:32:29,110 I can give something back to you. 612 00:32:40,719 --> 00:32:42,541 - Here, um, where do I...? - Okay, Alison, don't... 613 00:32:42,625 --> 00:32:43,759 - don't go, don't... - Here, you take that. 614 00:32:43,786 --> 00:32:46,620 Alison, don't go. Alison. Alison! 615 00:32:47,084 --> 00:32:48,876 He saved your life. 616 00:33:01,465 --> 00:33:03,089 What did you say? 617 00:33:03,373 --> 00:33:05,892 That day at the beach, 618 00:33:06,249 --> 00:33:08,666 with your mother, 619 00:33:09,554 --> 00:33:11,791 you almost drowned. 620 00:33:11,874 --> 00:33:14,041 James saved your life. 621 00:33:14,124 --> 00:33:15,874 Wait, is that true? 622 00:33:17,832 --> 00:33:19,165 Yes. 623 00:33:20,625 --> 00:33:24,625 I was talking with your mother, 624 00:33:24,707 --> 00:33:27,083 trying to figure out 625 00:33:27,166 --> 00:33:29,707 who you were, what had happened. 626 00:33:30,999 --> 00:33:34,166 My boys took you down to play in the surf. 627 00:33:34,390 --> 00:33:37,556 And your mother and I... 628 00:33:37,749 --> 00:33:41,556 we were lost in conversation, so... 629 00:33:43,326 --> 00:33:45,660 we weren't watching you. 630 00:33:47,686 --> 00:33:49,500 And we looked up, 631 00:33:49,583 --> 00:33:53,166 and we heard the boys shouting. 632 00:33:53,749 --> 00:33:54,916 A wave... 633 00:33:55,327 --> 00:33:57,249 had pulled you under. 634 00:33:57,333 --> 00:34:00,375 You were, uh, too young to swim. 635 00:34:00,458 --> 00:34:02,333 I just went running into the water. 636 00:34:02,416 --> 00:34:04,749 I dove in with all my clothes on, I grabbed you... 637 00:34:04,832 --> 00:34:05,707 You grabbed me with both your hands. 638 00:34:05,791 --> 00:34:07,832 Both my hands, and I pulled you out. 639 00:34:07,916 --> 00:34:09,666 - You weren't hurt. - Oh, my God. 640 00:34:09,749 --> 00:34:12,741 But you were white as a sheet, you poor baby. 641 00:34:13,375 --> 00:34:16,041 You didn't speak the rest of the afternoon. 642 00:34:16,124 --> 00:34:18,166 I remember this. 643 00:34:20,333 --> 00:34:21,733 Oh, my God, I remember this. 644 00:34:21,760 --> 00:34:24,552 - Alison, please. - No, please, just-just... 645 00:34:29,541 --> 00:34:31,416 Athena, are you here? 646 00:34:39,483 --> 00:34:41,357 I met my dad today. 647 00:34:45,587 --> 00:34:46,879 Athena. 648 00:34:47,322 --> 00:34:49,406 Hand me a towel. 649 00:34:50,791 --> 00:34:52,124 What the fuck, Athena? 650 00:34:52,208 --> 00:34:54,666 Wait. How did you find him? 651 00:34:54,749 --> 00:34:56,240 He lives in fucking East Hampton. 652 00:34:56,267 --> 00:34:57,625 How do you know that? 653 00:34:57,707 --> 00:34:59,197 Uh, the question is: Why don't I know that? 654 00:34:59,224 --> 00:35:01,016 - You obviously know that. - Okay. 655 00:35:01,458 --> 00:35:02,916 Let me just get dressed. 656 00:35:02,999 --> 00:35:04,957 We will talk about this. 657 00:35:06,666 --> 00:35:08,333 He wanted to be in my life. 658 00:35:08,416 --> 00:35:10,583 Okay. 659 00:35:12,772 --> 00:35:14,333 You kept me from him. 660 00:35:14,416 --> 00:35:16,484 - Like, how could you do that? - I'm gonna make a cup of tea. 661 00:35:16,511 --> 00:35:17,999 I mean, what possible explanation do you have? 662 00:35:18,083 --> 00:35:20,166 I mean, Jesus, Athena, what... 663 00:35:20,249 --> 00:35:23,179 what kind of monster keeps a child from her own parent? 664 00:35:24,291 --> 00:35:25,999 I don't think he told you everything, Alison. 665 00:35:26,083 --> 00:35:28,333 Believe me, he did. He told me all about your affair. 666 00:35:28,416 --> 00:35:30,208 - Our affair? - Yeah, and how 667 00:35:30,291 --> 00:35:32,179 he couldn't leave his wife, and then you got angry 668 00:35:32,206 --> 00:35:34,291 - and decided to punish him. - Oh, my God. 669 00:35:34,375 --> 00:35:36,484 And you didn't even tell him you were pregnant. You disappeared. 670 00:35:36,511 --> 00:35:38,554 - You changed your fucking name. - You need to stop talking. 671 00:35:38,581 --> 00:35:40,333 You don't know what you're saying. Stop. 672 00:35:40,416 --> 00:35:42,375 I could've had a father, Athena. 673 00:35:42,458 --> 00:35:43,832 Someone I could rely on. 674 00:35:43,916 --> 00:35:45,333 Someone I could trust more than you. 675 00:35:45,416 --> 00:35:47,625 Stop! 676 00:35:52,249 --> 00:35:54,458 We didn't have an affair. 677 00:35:54,541 --> 00:35:56,041 He was married. 678 00:35:56,124 --> 00:35:57,666 What else would you call it? 679 00:35:57,749 --> 00:35:59,208 Rape. 680 00:36:00,541 --> 00:36:02,333 I would call it rape. 681 00:36:04,124 --> 00:36:08,625 When I was, um, his children's nanny, 682 00:36:08,707 --> 00:36:11,999 he took me down to his yacht 683 00:36:12,083 --> 00:36:13,874 one evening. 684 00:36:16,208 --> 00:36:17,832 Yeah. 685 00:36:19,541 --> 00:36:21,291 I had nowhere to go. 686 00:36:21,375 --> 00:36:22,874 I was 19. 687 00:36:24,487 --> 00:36:27,749 I dropped his horrible children at school the next morning, 688 00:36:27,832 --> 00:36:30,041 and I left, and I never went back. 689 00:36:32,791 --> 00:36:35,916 And six weeks later, I found out I was pregnant. 690 00:36:39,041 --> 00:36:40,583 Did you press charges? 691 00:36:45,541 --> 00:36:47,333 No, I did not. 692 00:36:48,874 --> 00:36:49,948 Why not? 693 00:36:49,975 --> 00:36:51,558 Because nobody would have believed me, honey. 694 00:36:51,585 --> 00:36:54,416 He was rich as shit. I was a teenage hippie. 695 00:36:59,721 --> 00:37:01,416 I just wanted to move on. 696 00:37:01,500 --> 00:37:02,916 I wanted to forget what had happened 697 00:37:02,999 --> 00:37:04,333 and keep you, 698 00:37:04,416 --> 00:37:05,999 and I never wanted you to find out. 699 00:37:06,083 --> 00:37:08,916 That's why I kept you from him all these years, 700 00:37:08,999 --> 00:37:11,120 and that's why I changed my name. 701 00:37:17,291 --> 00:37:20,523 Can you make that fucking thing go on for me, please? 702 00:37:31,874 --> 00:37:33,500 - What about the picture? - What picture? 703 00:37:33,583 --> 00:37:35,416 There was a picture. He had a picture. 704 00:37:37,627 --> 00:37:40,166 It was all of us on a beach. 705 00:37:40,249 --> 00:37:42,666 And I was young, and he said that he saved my life. 706 00:37:42,749 --> 00:37:45,124 Oh, my God. Right. 707 00:37:46,957 --> 00:37:49,583 We once ran into him, yes, 708 00:37:49,666 --> 00:37:51,749 in front of your grandparents' house. 709 00:37:51,832 --> 00:37:54,124 His kids recognized me. 710 00:37:54,208 --> 00:37:57,249 I was terrified he would figure out who you were, but... 711 00:37:57,333 --> 00:38:00,124 he never said a word. He was more concerned with making sure 712 00:38:00,208 --> 00:38:02,791 I hadn't told anyone what had happened between us, 713 00:38:02,874 --> 00:38:05,437 that his reputation was still intact. 714 00:38:07,999 --> 00:38:09,999 What a shit. 715 00:38:21,500 --> 00:38:23,166 Did he save my life? 716 00:38:23,703 --> 00:38:25,458 Save your life? 717 00:38:25,541 --> 00:38:27,749 He said I almost drowned that day. 718 00:38:29,691 --> 00:38:31,274 Did he save my life? 719 00:38:32,421 --> 00:38:35,087 Baby, I don't remember that. 720 00:38:38,583 --> 00:38:41,208 Alison, sweetheart, 721 00:38:41,594 --> 00:38:43,666 you can ask me any question you need to. 722 00:38:43,749 --> 00:38:46,375 I'll tell you whatever you want to know. 723 00:38:46,458 --> 00:38:49,957 But you need to be careful around him, okay? 724 00:38:50,041 --> 00:38:52,041 That's all I ask. 725 00:38:53,808 --> 00:38:56,975 Why did he reach out to you? Why now? 726 00:38:58,843 --> 00:39:00,593 He wanted a kidney. 727 00:39:12,791 --> 00:39:14,041 Of course he did. 728 00:39:16,208 --> 00:39:17,791 Oh, God. 729 00:39:17,874 --> 00:39:19,767 You can't make this shit up. 730 00:39:33,749 --> 00:39:35,319 Hi, Ben. It's me. 731 00:39:36,225 --> 00:39:38,909 Look, I-I'm sorry to bother you, but I, um... 732 00:39:38,936 --> 00:39:41,083 I just... I-I really need to talk to you. 733 00:39:42,375 --> 00:39:44,166 Can you call me, please? 734 00:39:46,002 --> 00:39:47,502 Bye. 735 00:39:59,514 --> 00:40:02,832 Find the VA Medical Center in Smithtown. 736 00:40:03,788 --> 00:40:05,030 Starting route 737 00:40:05,057 --> 00:40:08,140 to VA Medical Center in Smithtown, New York. 738 00:40:09,999 --> 00:40:11,707 Shit. 739 00:40:11,791 --> 00:40:13,124 Okay. 740 00:40:32,625 --> 00:40:34,291 Excuse me. 741 00:40:34,375 --> 00:40:37,124 Um, do you know where Ben Cruz's office is? 742 00:40:37,208 --> 00:40:38,957 Okay, thank you. 743 00:40:44,268 --> 00:40:45,666 - Hi there. - Um, yeah, 744 00:40:45,749 --> 00:40:47,333 I-I'm looking for Ben Cruz. 745 00:40:47,416 --> 00:40:49,803 Oh, well, you've come to the right place. 746 00:40:49,830 --> 00:40:50,957 Is he here? 747 00:40:51,041 --> 00:40:52,815 Um, he is actually at a lunch meeting, 748 00:40:52,842 --> 00:40:56,217 but he'll be back any minute, if you want to wait. 749 00:40:56,789 --> 00:40:57,707 Here. 750 00:40:57,791 --> 00:40:59,625 Oh, my gosh. 751 00:40:59,707 --> 00:41:01,458 Thank you. Whew! 752 00:41:01,541 --> 00:41:02,859 Oh, wow. That's beautiful. 753 00:41:02,886 --> 00:41:04,617 Yeah. I think so, too. 754 00:41:04,644 --> 00:41:06,961 Ben's work is so serious that he could use 755 00:41:06,988 --> 00:41:08,930 a little flair here in this office. 756 00:41:08,957 --> 00:41:10,291 Don't you think? 757 00:41:10,375 --> 00:41:12,124 Yeah, yeah, I guess. 758 00:41:12,531 --> 00:41:14,679 When did you say he was coming back? 759 00:41:15,281 --> 00:41:16,959 Any minute now. 760 00:41:20,208 --> 00:41:21,954 Oh, you're distressed. 761 00:41:21,981 --> 00:41:24,106 I'm sorry. Um, are you okay? 762 00:41:24,133 --> 00:41:25,200 No, I'm okay. 763 00:41:25,227 --> 00:41:26,403 Why don't you sit down? 764 00:41:26,430 --> 00:41:27,844 - Here. - No, no. 765 00:41:27,871 --> 00:41:29,333 Come sit down. 766 00:41:29,416 --> 00:41:33,403 Do you need any, uh... water? I can get you some water or something. 767 00:41:33,430 --> 00:41:34,972 I'm really fine. Thank you. Thanks. 768 00:41:34,999 --> 00:41:36,749 Okay. 769 00:41:39,001 --> 00:41:40,417 There. 770 00:41:40,619 --> 00:41:42,786 That's not bad. 771 00:41:46,333 --> 00:41:48,375 Do you need to get that? 772 00:41:48,950 --> 00:41:51,658 No. That's okay. 773 00:41:53,832 --> 00:41:56,696 So, what branch of the service were you in? 774 00:41:56,723 --> 00:41:58,665 - What? I-I don't... - Mrs. Cruz, what are you doing? 775 00:41:58,692 --> 00:42:01,301 - Please, let me help you with that. - Oh, Esmelda, I'm fine. 776 00:42:01,426 --> 00:42:03,009 I'll be right with you. 777 00:42:04,046 --> 00:42:05,512 Ben Cruz's office. 778 00:42:05,999 --> 00:42:07,291 No, he's not here at the moment. 779 00:42:07,375 --> 00:42:08,500 Can I take a message? 780 00:42:08,583 --> 00:42:09,791 Did Bodhi do that? 781 00:42:09,818 --> 00:42:11,465 Yeah, he did. 782 00:42:11,492 --> 00:42:13,700 Can you believe that? Doesn't it look professional? 783 00:42:15,832 --> 00:42:18,249 Oh, my gosh, his teachers were so impressed. 784 00:42:18,333 --> 00:42:20,666 I don't know, I just... 785 00:42:20,749 --> 00:42:22,799 thought Ben needed some artifacts 786 00:42:22,826 --> 00:42:25,041 of his children here in his office. 787 00:42:25,124 --> 00:42:27,791 He works so hard, Esmelda, 788 00:42:27,874 --> 00:42:30,205 sometimes I think he forgets he even has a family. 789 00:42:30,232 --> 00:42:32,333 Oh, no, he talks about you all the time. 790 00:42:35,375 --> 00:42:37,166 - You okay? - Uh, bathroom? Just...? 791 00:42:37,249 --> 00:42:38,658 Uh, down the hall. 792 00:42:38,685 --> 00:42:39,810 First door on your left. 793 00:43:30,208 --> 00:43:32,041 Do not leave your baggage unattended. 794 00:43:32,124 --> 00:43:34,458 For the safety of yourself and all airport passengers... 795 00:43:50,945 --> 00:43:56,222 _ 796 00:43:56,264 --> 00:44:01,952 _ 797 00:44:22,333 --> 00:44:24,028 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. 798 00:44:32,541 --> 00:44:34,166 I'm Jack. 799 00:44:36,541 --> 00:44:37,832 I'm Alison. 800 00:44:55,999 --> 00:44:57,436 Ladies and gentlemen, 801 00:44:57,463 --> 00:44:59,208 although the "fasten your seat belt" sign 802 00:44:59,291 --> 00:45:00,957 has been switched off at this time, 803 00:45:01,041 --> 00:45:03,166 we would like to suggest the use of your seat belts 804 00:45:03,249 --> 00:45:05,041 at all times while seated. 805 00:45:07,166 --> 00:45:08,291 Oh, my God. 806 00:45:08,488 --> 00:45:10,416 I'm sorry. Excuse me. 807 00:45:10,500 --> 00:45:12,742 It's fine. Don't worry about it. 808 00:45:12,769 --> 00:45:15,583 You drooled on my shirt a little bit, but you just let me know where to send 809 00:45:15,666 --> 00:45:17,583 - the dry-cleaning bill. - Did I? 810 00:45:17,666 --> 00:45:19,124 - I'm kidding. - Oh, God. 811 00:45:19,208 --> 00:45:20,208 Can I get you anything? 812 00:45:20,847 --> 00:45:22,124 Yes, please. 813 00:45:22,208 --> 00:45:23,791 Uh, red wine. 814 00:45:23,874 --> 00:45:26,422 - Oh, make it two, actually. - And you, sir? 815 00:45:26,449 --> 00:45:27,955 Jack, rocks. Please and thank you. 816 00:45:27,982 --> 00:45:29,024 Thank you. 817 00:45:30,874 --> 00:45:31,965 Thank you. 818 00:45:34,874 --> 00:45:36,874 A lush. 819 00:45:36,957 --> 00:45:38,416 I love it. 820 00:45:38,500 --> 00:45:39,957 You must be Southern. 821 00:45:40,041 --> 00:45:41,166 - No. - Thank you. 822 00:45:41,249 --> 00:45:42,957 I just had a terrible day. 823 00:45:43,041 --> 00:45:44,749 Me, too. 824 00:45:44,832 --> 00:45:46,166 You want to talk about it? 825 00:45:46,249 --> 00:45:47,957 No, I just want to drink. 826 00:45:55,543 --> 00:45:57,625 Damn, girl. 827 00:45:57,707 --> 00:46:00,416 Give me flashbacks to my fraternity days. 828 00:46:08,832 --> 00:46:10,832 Oh, hang on, now. 829 00:46:10,916 --> 00:46:13,083 Let's at least cheers. 830 00:46:14,291 --> 00:46:15,583 Cheers. 831 00:46:20,316 --> 00:46:21,982 That bad, huh? 832 00:46:23,041 --> 00:46:24,832 Is it a guy? 833 00:46:24,916 --> 00:46:26,816 Huh. What makes you say that? 834 00:46:26,843 --> 00:46:28,717 I recognize the mood. 835 00:46:29,613 --> 00:46:31,375 I'm divorced. 836 00:46:31,458 --> 00:46:33,666 Me, too. 837 00:46:33,749 --> 00:46:35,083 Twice. 838 00:46:35,166 --> 00:46:36,458 Really? 839 00:46:36,541 --> 00:46:37,999 - Well... - Yeah. 840 00:46:38,083 --> 00:46:39,916 Cheers again. 841 00:46:46,603 --> 00:46:49,214 You know, you have a really beautiful smile. 842 00:46:50,041 --> 00:46:53,124 I'm sorry, you... you must get told that all the time. 843 00:46:55,541 --> 00:46:59,166 Have you ever heard of the, uh, mile-high club? 844 00:46:59,249 --> 00:47:00,541 The what? 845 00:47:00,625 --> 00:47:02,562 - The mile-high club. - Yeah, right. 846 00:47:02,589 --> 00:47:04,333 Excuse me. I need to use the bathroom. 847 00:47:04,416 --> 00:47:05,541 - Oh, hang on, now. - What? 848 00:47:05,625 --> 00:47:06,832 Hang on, now. Hang on, now. 849 00:47:07,252 --> 00:47:08,598 Get the fuck... 850 00:47:08,625 --> 00:47:10,617 - Oh, geez! - Oh, my God. Did you see that? 851 00:47:12,999 --> 00:47:14,541 - Jesus! - Oh, no. I'm sorry. 852 00:47:14,625 --> 00:47:16,094 - Ma'am, are you all right? - Are you okay? 853 00:47:17,208 --> 00:47:18,458 - What happened? - Ma'am? 854 00:47:18,541 --> 00:47:20,408 - I saw it. That woman shoved her. - Can you tell me your name? 855 00:47:20,435 --> 00:47:21,056 What? 856 00:47:21,083 --> 00:47:22,869 No, no, it was an accident. He was trying to attack me. 857 00:47:22,896 --> 00:47:24,040 - Who was attacking you? - Him. 858 00:47:24,067 --> 00:47:25,337 For fuck's sake, I did not! 859 00:47:25,364 --> 00:47:26,818 This woman basically assaulted me. 860 00:47:26,845 --> 00:47:28,375 You put your hand on my thigh. 861 00:47:28,458 --> 00:47:30,333 Ma'am, I'm gonna need you to take your seat. 862 00:47:30,416 --> 00:47:31,749 I can't sit back down there, okay? 863 00:47:31,832 --> 00:47:33,916 He tried to kiss me. You tried to kiss me. 864 00:47:33,999 --> 00:47:35,916 I tried to kiss you? You're insane. 865 00:47:35,999 --> 00:47:37,832 Ma'am, I'm not gonna ask you again... please take your seat. 866 00:47:37,916 --> 00:47:39,787 She's been heavily drinking. She might even be on drugs. 867 00:47:39,814 --> 00:47:40,832 - What? - Ma'am, can you please... 868 00:47:40,916 --> 00:47:42,072 I'm not gonna ask you again. Please take your seat. 869 00:47:42,099 --> 00:47:43,165 Look, can you put me somewhere else, please? 870 00:47:43,192 --> 00:47:44,931 Okay, I can't sit in that seat. He assaulted me. 871 00:47:44,958 --> 00:47:46,611 Did nobody else see this? Please? 872 00:47:46,638 --> 00:47:48,375 - The flight is full, ma'am. - No, get off me! 873 00:47:48,458 --> 00:47:49,707 - Pleas take your seat. - No, no, no, no. 874 00:47:49,791 --> 00:47:50,829 Listen up. Listen up. 875 00:47:50,856 --> 00:47:52,791 No, it was a misunderstanding. Please. 876 00:47:52,874 --> 00:47:54,249 Stop touching me! 877 00:47:54,519 --> 00:47:56,477 Stop touching me! 878 00:48:28,625 --> 00:48:29,791 Noah? 879 00:48:29,874 --> 00:48:31,291 Hi. 880 00:48:31,375 --> 00:48:33,541 Hi. It's me. 881 00:48:34,507 --> 00:48:37,291 Yeah, I've got some good news and some bad news. 882 00:48:39,041 --> 00:48:41,541 Good news is I'm in L.A. 883 00:48:58,249 --> 00:48:59,625 You look good. 884 00:49:00,666 --> 00:49:02,124 For a felon. 885 00:49:03,249 --> 00:49:05,583 From the master himself. 886 00:49:09,291 --> 00:49:10,916 So, this is unexpected. 887 00:49:12,166 --> 00:49:14,500 I know. 888 00:49:14,809 --> 00:49:16,851 You did send that gift card. 889 00:49:18,166 --> 00:49:20,832 Oh, right, I'm glad it came in handy. 890 00:49:22,916 --> 00:49:24,791 Kind of hoped you'd bring Joanie with you. 891 00:49:24,874 --> 00:49:26,500 Ah, I'm sorry. 892 00:49:31,996 --> 00:49:33,625 Are we headed south? 893 00:49:33,707 --> 00:49:34,761 No, north. 894 00:49:34,788 --> 00:49:36,497 The ocean's on the wrong side. 895 00:49:38,041 --> 00:49:41,832 Oh, right. No, that... yeah, that takes some getting used to. 896 00:49:47,041 --> 00:49:50,079 So, some asshole tried to kiss you on the plane? 897 00:49:52,291 --> 00:49:53,625 But you got arrested? 898 00:49:53,707 --> 00:49:55,124 Pretty much. 899 00:49:57,291 --> 00:49:58,874 Nobody believed me, though. 900 00:50:00,765 --> 00:50:02,545 You don't believe me, either, do you? 901 00:50:02,842 --> 00:50:04,083 I didn't say that. 902 00:50:04,166 --> 00:50:05,643 Why would I lie about something like this? 903 00:50:05,670 --> 00:50:06,874 Why would I lie about 904 00:50:06,957 --> 00:50:08,139 - something like this? - I never said you did. 905 00:50:08,166 --> 00:50:09,631 Never said you did. 906 00:50:09,658 --> 00:50:12,957 It's just so hard to believe that... 907 00:50:13,041 --> 00:50:15,666 they would arrest you for defending yourself 908 00:50:15,749 --> 00:50:18,166 from some guy who was assaulting you. 909 00:50:20,957 --> 00:50:22,707 Nobody else saw it. 910 00:50:24,541 --> 00:50:26,333 Maybe it didn't happen. 911 00:50:31,041 --> 00:50:32,238 Do you remember a long time ago, 912 00:50:32,265 --> 00:50:35,307 when we went to Block Island, you were telling me this... 913 00:50:36,166 --> 00:50:38,500 about this mind-set that you sometimes get into 914 00:50:38,583 --> 00:50:40,778 where you have a hard time distinguishing 915 00:50:40,805 --> 00:50:42,375 between what's real and what isn't? 916 00:50:42,458 --> 00:50:44,291 Noah, I can't breathe. 917 00:50:44,375 --> 00:50:47,125 - What's wrong? - I can't breathe. My throat is closing. 918 00:50:47,791 --> 00:50:49,874 - I can't breathe. Can't breathe. - You're okay. If you can talk, 919 00:50:49,957 --> 00:50:51,333 - you can breathe. It's okay. - Can't breathe, can't breathe. 920 00:50:51,416 --> 00:50:52,817 It's okay. If you can talk, you can breathe. 921 00:50:52,844 --> 00:50:54,996 - I can't breathe. Can't... - It's okay. Calm down. 922 00:50:55,023 --> 00:50:57,541 - I can't. I just can't... - You're fine. You're all right. 923 00:50:57,625 --> 00:50:59,500 I can't breathe, I can't breathe, I can't breathe! 924 00:50:59,583 --> 00:51:00,583 Hang on. Hang on. 925 00:51:02,749 --> 00:51:04,317 Come here. You're okay. 926 00:51:04,344 --> 00:51:06,874 It's gonna be okay. I'm pulling over here. 927 00:51:06,957 --> 00:51:08,458 It's okay. You're gonna be okay. Don't worry. 928 00:51:08,541 --> 00:51:09,625 Gonna be okay. 929 00:51:09,707 --> 00:51:11,375 You're okay. Just breathe. 930 00:51:11,458 --> 00:51:13,249 That's it. 931 00:51:22,728 --> 00:51:24,644 Hey, Alison. 932 00:51:24,671 --> 00:51:26,420 It's good to see you. 933 00:51:28,291 --> 00:51:29,375 Here. 934 00:51:29,458 --> 00:51:31,458 Why don't you take these? 935 00:51:31,541 --> 00:51:32,791 They'll make you feel better. 936 00:51:53,500 --> 00:51:55,458 She just started freaking out on the highway. 937 00:51:55,541 --> 00:51:56,796 I didn't know where else to bring her. 938 00:51:56,823 --> 00:51:58,333 No, it's okay. Vik said she could stay, 939 00:51:58,416 --> 00:51:59,458 and I'll check on her in the morning. 940 00:51:59,541 --> 00:52:01,208 Thank you. 941 00:52:01,291 --> 00:52:02,541 - Yeah. - Really. 942 00:52:02,844 --> 00:52:04,218 It's okay. 943 00:52:09,492 --> 00:52:11,208 - Here you go. - Thank you. 944 00:52:13,083 --> 00:52:16,041 Thank you for letting me stay here. 945 00:52:16,124 --> 00:52:18,208 I, um... 946 00:52:19,166 --> 00:52:20,832 This is weird. 947 00:52:22,500 --> 00:52:25,518 I don't know, it's been weirder between the three of us. 948 00:52:25,807 --> 00:52:27,874 Can't believe you live in California now. 949 00:52:27,957 --> 00:52:30,041 No kidding. Helen used to be such a snob 950 00:52:30,124 --> 00:52:32,405 about California back in school. 951 00:52:32,432 --> 00:52:35,041 The "inchoate west"? Isn't that what you called it? 952 00:52:35,124 --> 00:52:36,625 I never said "inchoate." 953 00:52:36,707 --> 00:52:37,791 Think you did. 954 00:52:37,874 --> 00:52:39,832 Well, things change. 955 00:52:40,189 --> 00:52:42,147 Certainly do. 956 00:52:46,041 --> 00:52:47,999 So... 957 00:52:49,333 --> 00:52:50,666 What happened, Alison? 958 00:52:50,749 --> 00:52:51,999 You just got on a plane? 959 00:52:52,026 --> 00:52:52,943 I... uh... 960 00:52:59,500 --> 00:53:01,208 Hey, Noah, it's kind of late. 961 00:53:01,235 --> 00:53:04,610 Maybe you should go on home and let her get some sleep. 962 00:53:05,707 --> 00:53:07,083 Yeah, sure. Okay. 963 00:53:07,166 --> 00:53:09,208 Come back tomorrow. I'll make breakfast. 964 00:53:10,061 --> 00:53:12,330 Maybe I could take you to the Venice Boardwalk, 965 00:53:12,357 --> 00:53:14,707 if you're feeling better. 966 00:53:14,931 --> 00:53:16,889 If you're not, don't worry. 967 00:53:18,418 --> 00:53:21,168 Everyone in this town's on Xanax anyway. 968 00:53:24,623 --> 00:53:26,457 Noah. 969 00:53:28,749 --> 00:53:30,291 Good night. 970 00:53:30,375 --> 00:53:31,916 Night. 971 00:53:38,264 --> 00:53:39,509 You want some more tea? 972 00:53:39,536 --> 00:53:41,658 No. I'm okay. 973 00:53:44,159 --> 00:53:45,868 You want to talk about anything? 974 00:53:50,798 --> 00:53:52,632 How's Joanie? 975 00:53:53,512 --> 00:53:55,124 She's great. She's, um... 976 00:53:55,208 --> 00:53:56,916 She's growing up so fast. 977 00:53:56,999 --> 00:53:59,199 She's already like a little lady. 978 00:53:59,226 --> 00:54:01,476 Yeah, it's terrible how they do that, isn't it? 979 00:54:03,541 --> 00:54:05,124 How's Cole? 980 00:54:05,208 --> 00:54:06,999 Uh, he seems fine. Yeah. 981 00:54:07,083 --> 00:54:09,208 - He's, um... - I always had this crazy idea 982 00:54:09,291 --> 00:54:10,832 that you guys would end up back together, but... 983 00:54:10,916 --> 00:54:14,723 Oh, no, no. He's happy in his new life, and... 984 00:54:15,832 --> 00:54:17,625 Luisa and I have found a rhythm. 985 00:54:17,707 --> 00:54:21,082 It's... it's all worked out. 986 00:54:22,476 --> 00:54:24,476 And what about you? You seeing anybody? 987 00:54:27,124 --> 00:54:29,083 I was. Not anymore. 988 00:54:29,166 --> 00:54:31,458 Oh, what happened? Sorry, that's actually none of my business. 989 00:54:31,541 --> 00:54:32,957 He's married. 990 00:54:36,004 --> 00:54:38,084 Yeah, I-I didn't know. 991 00:54:39,458 --> 00:54:41,069 I found out today. 992 00:54:41,832 --> 00:54:43,124 He didn't tell you? 993 00:54:46,874 --> 00:54:50,257 Wow, that's really terrible. I'm sorry. 994 00:54:56,583 --> 00:54:58,500 Helen, can I ask you something? 995 00:54:59,791 --> 00:55:02,749 Can you... be honest with me? 996 00:55:03,246 --> 00:55:05,580 I'll try. 997 00:55:07,458 --> 00:55:10,791 Why do men look at me and see someone they can fuck with? 998 00:55:13,911 --> 00:55:16,285 Nobody thinks that about you. 999 00:55:18,772 --> 00:55:20,666 Like... 1000 00:55:20,749 --> 00:55:22,916 what is it about me? 1001 00:55:22,999 --> 00:55:24,601 It's like they can... 1002 00:55:24,628 --> 00:55:26,879 It's like they can smell something on me. 1003 00:55:32,375 --> 00:55:35,208 Do you not think you had any choice in the matter? 1004 00:55:37,458 --> 00:55:39,643 I mean, you knew Noah was married when you met him, 1005 00:55:39,670 --> 00:55:42,362 and you could have walked away, but you didn't. 1006 00:55:47,874 --> 00:55:49,498 That's true. 1007 00:55:49,663 --> 00:55:52,025 I don't know, maybe I've been living in California too long, 1008 00:55:52,052 --> 00:55:55,744 but there's this idea out here that, um... 1009 00:55:57,119 --> 00:55:59,916 you can manifest your reality. 1010 00:56:00,444 --> 00:56:01,778 What? 1011 00:56:02,625 --> 00:56:04,375 Like, um... 1012 00:56:04,458 --> 00:56:06,957 if there's something in your life 1013 00:56:07,041 --> 00:56:08,660 you want to change, you just need 1014 00:56:08,687 --> 00:56:10,916 to think differently, and it will change. 1015 00:56:11,364 --> 00:56:13,696 But that's... that's insane. 1016 00:56:13,723 --> 00:56:17,041 I know. But also, maybe, true. 1017 00:56:19,375 --> 00:56:20,999 I mean, you've been telling yourself 1018 00:56:21,083 --> 00:56:23,291 the same story for a long time. 1019 00:56:23,375 --> 00:56:25,583 You know, that bad things always happen to you 1020 00:56:25,666 --> 00:56:27,481 and bad things always will. 1021 00:56:29,957 --> 00:56:32,707 What if you changed the narrative? 1022 00:56:32,791 --> 00:56:35,911 So you weren't always the victim. 1023 00:56:35,938 --> 00:56:37,889 You have agency in your life, Alison. 1024 00:56:37,916 --> 00:56:39,041 Maybe you've never believed that, 1025 00:56:39,124 --> 00:56:40,458 but I promise you, it's true. 1026 00:56:40,541 --> 00:56:43,583 If you don't like the way men are treating you, change the story. 1027 00:56:43,666 --> 00:56:45,541 - Play a different character. - How? 1028 00:56:45,666 --> 00:56:48,497 First of all, go home and tell that guy to go fuck himself. 1029 00:56:49,083 --> 00:56:50,707 Why not? 1030 00:56:50,791 --> 00:56:51,916 Give it a shot. 1031 00:56:51,999 --> 00:56:54,598 What's the worst he can do? Call you a bitch? Leave? 1032 00:56:54,625 --> 00:56:56,418 He sounds like an asshole anyway. 1033 00:56:56,445 --> 00:56:58,611 Let him know it's not okay to treat you like that. 1034 00:57:03,948 --> 00:57:05,629 Maybe I will. 1035 00:57:08,671 --> 00:57:10,421 Okay, I'll let you get some sleep. 1036 00:57:10,458 --> 00:57:11,750 Helen. 1037 00:57:14,124 --> 00:57:15,749 Thank you. 1038 00:57:18,041 --> 00:57:20,874 Alison, you have so much time. 1039 00:57:21,999 --> 00:57:23,707 You're so young. 1040 00:57:23,791 --> 00:57:25,083 You could have more kids. 1041 00:57:25,166 --> 00:57:26,999 You could have a second act. 1042 00:57:27,083 --> 00:57:28,749 You could do whatever you want to do. 1043 00:57:28,832 --> 00:57:30,458 But if you want to change your life, 1044 00:57:30,485 --> 00:57:32,068 you have to do it now. 1045 00:57:35,155 --> 00:57:36,906 Good night. 1046 00:57:46,943 --> 00:57:51,857 www.subtitulamos.tv