1 00:00:01,540 --> 00:00:03,820 I'm not sure what I'm supposed to say. 2 00:00:03,880 --> 00:00:07,100 I'm sure this isn't the first married man you fucked. 3 00:00:08,120 --> 00:00:10,420 Or is this the first time you got caught? 4 00:00:11,700 --> 00:00:13,820 Where did you and my husband first meet? 5 00:00:13,900 --> 00:00:15,680 On the piers. He picked me up. 6 00:00:15,920 --> 00:00:17,819 So you're a prostitute? 7 00:00:17,820 --> 00:00:19,060 Not anymore. 8 00:00:19,240 --> 00:00:21,600 I'm at Show World now full time. 9 00:00:21,700 --> 00:00:24,100 But he paid you for sex the first time you met. 10 00:00:24,120 --> 00:00:25,960 That's-that's why he sought you out? 11 00:00:26,000 --> 00:00:27,900 We didn't have sex the first time. 12 00:00:28,400 --> 00:00:30,640 He mostly wanted to talk. 13 00:00:30,740 --> 00:00:32,520 It wasn't dirty or nothing. 14 00:00:33,650 --> 00:00:35,439 Did he talk about me? 15 00:00:35,440 --> 00:00:36,540 No. 16 00:00:36,650 --> 00:00:39,380 Not really, but I already knew, if that's what you're asking. 17 00:00:39,490 --> 00:00:41,199 He took off his ring to try to hide it, 18 00:00:41,200 --> 00:00:42,720 but I always know. 19 00:00:43,240 --> 00:00:45,040 And I never feel guilty, either. 20 00:00:45,120 --> 00:00:46,559 I figure who am I 21 00:00:46,560 --> 00:00:48,280 to judge what goes on between people? 22 00:00:50,240 --> 00:00:52,400 Why they need what they need? 23 00:01:02,540 --> 00:01:05,000 You-you did... have sex. 24 00:01:05,480 --> 00:01:07,020 Mm-hmm. 25 00:01:07,200 --> 00:01:09,399 Did he use protection? 26 00:01:09,400 --> 00:01:11,220 Every time. 27 00:01:13,720 --> 00:01:15,720 We're not together. 28 00:01:15,760 --> 00:01:17,660 I was the one who broke it off. 29 00:01:19,940 --> 00:01:21,920 It felt like he wanted to keep me. 30 00:01:22,600 --> 00:01:24,400 Like a doll. 31 00:01:24,520 --> 00:01:26,400 That's all I ever wanted. 32 00:01:26,500 --> 00:01:28,080 But when I had it, 33 00:01:28,160 --> 00:01:31,740 I just felt like I wasn't nothing until... 34 00:01:33,260 --> 00:01:37,380 ... he decided to come home and play with me. 35 00:01:38,820 --> 00:01:41,080 I understand. 36 00:01:42,220 --> 00:01:43,680 You gonna leave him? 37 00:01:45,720 --> 00:01:47,690 We have children. 38 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:51,520 I'm a mother before I'm a wife. 39 00:01:51,630 --> 00:01:53,590 - Maybe that's the problem. - The problem is 40 00:01:53,600 --> 00:01:56,020 my husband is a weak man who lies. 41 00:01:56,630 --> 00:01:58,040 I let him lie. 42 00:01:58,100 --> 00:02:00,180 His lies let me keep pretending. 43 00:02:00,260 --> 00:02:01,670 Pretending what? 44 00:02:01,700 --> 00:02:05,160 That all I ever wanted was to be Mrs. Stan Bowes. 45 00:02:07,670 --> 00:02:09,140 I still love him. 46 00:02:09,200 --> 00:02:11,510 Me, too. 47 00:02:11,610 --> 00:02:13,750 Did he ever tell you he loved you? 48 00:02:13,850 --> 00:02:15,280 Yes. 49 00:02:17,340 --> 00:02:21,140 Do you think he can love me and love you at the same time? 50 00:02:23,620 --> 00:02:26,060 What were you doing in that big hall with all those 51 00:02:26,140 --> 00:02:28,630 gay men and, um, drag queens? 52 00:02:28,660 --> 00:02:29,790 That's my home. 53 00:02:29,900 --> 00:02:31,960 You live there? 54 00:02:32,240 --> 00:02:33,780 No, honey. 55 00:02:33,980 --> 00:02:35,640 My community. 56 00:02:36,280 --> 00:02:37,820 Mi familia. 57 00:02:37,840 --> 00:02:40,940 But how can a woman be a drag queen? 58 00:02:44,680 --> 00:02:46,700 I'm a transsexual. 59 00:02:47,040 --> 00:02:50,860 I... I don't believe you. 60 00:02:52,820 --> 00:02:54,640 Why, thank you. 61 00:02:55,220 --> 00:02:57,620 That's a compliment, you know? 62 00:02:57,720 --> 00:02:59,720 No, that's not possible. 63 00:03:00,180 --> 00:03:03,110 I mean, Stan would never, never do that. 64 00:03:03,140 --> 00:03:04,200 You're a woman. 65 00:03:04,220 --> 00:03:05,600 100%. 66 00:03:06,060 --> 00:03:07,600 Prove it. 67 00:03:09,040 --> 00:03:11,180 What, you want to see my dick? 68 00:03:11,200 --> 00:03:13,080 Yes. 69 00:03:20,160 --> 00:03:22,710 I'm sorry for what I did to you, 70 00:03:22,820 --> 00:03:24,720 and I'm here to talk, 71 00:03:25,280 --> 00:03:27,140 but I got boundaries. 72 00:03:28,240 --> 00:03:31,960 I'm not bothered by any part of who I am except that. 73 00:03:33,720 --> 00:03:36,840 Everything I can't have in this world is because of that... 74 00:03:38,460 --> 00:03:40,120 thing down there. 75 00:03:44,910 --> 00:03:46,400 If you want to see who I am, 76 00:03:46,420 --> 00:03:49,280 that's the last place you should look. 77 00:03:58,520 --> 00:03:59,720 I should go. 78 00:04:35,590 --> 00:04:37,690 The category is... 79 00:04:38,720 --> 00:04:41,430 Live... 80 00:04:41,530 --> 00:04:43,560 Work... 81 00:04:43,660 --> 00:04:47,500 Pose! 82 00:04:48,840 --> 00:04:54,200 - Synced & corrected by MementMori - -- www.addic7ed.com -- 83 00:05:54,650 --> 00:05:57,260 The category is... 84 00:05:57,320 --> 00:06:01,440 Butch Queen Body. 85 00:06:01,900 --> 00:06:05,460 I want to see all that sexy-ass masculinity. 86 00:06:05,900 --> 00:06:07,980 Take it all off! 87 00:06:08,060 --> 00:06:11,240 Did you, uh, did you buy those pants on sale? 88 00:06:11,320 --> 00:06:13,399 'Cause at my house, 89 00:06:13,400 --> 00:06:16,000 they'd be 100% off! 90 00:06:18,520 --> 00:06:20,180 Give him your scores. 91 00:06:20,400 --> 00:06:23,740 Nine, nine, ten, ten, ten. 92 00:06:24,540 --> 00:06:25,980 Oh! 93 00:06:26,100 --> 00:06:29,320 Mmm. Look at this pretty young thing. 94 00:06:29,360 --> 00:06:31,690 He didn't even bother to put on no clothes at all. 95 00:06:32,760 --> 00:06:34,299 Ooh, now, 96 00:06:34,300 --> 00:06:36,460 be careful where you point those guns. 97 00:06:36,520 --> 00:06:39,140 I don't want to see you getting arrested. 98 00:06:39,180 --> 00:06:40,380 Give him his scores. 99 00:06:40,600 --> 00:06:44,000 Ten, ten, ten, ten, ten. 100 00:06:45,100 --> 00:06:48,060 First runner-up: uh, Tanky. 101 00:06:48,440 --> 00:06:50,120 Yes! 102 00:06:50,140 --> 00:06:51,380 - Fuck yeah. - Yeah. 103 00:06:52,850 --> 00:06:54,820 - Whoo! - Grand prize goes to... 104 00:06:55,680 --> 00:06:56,780 Ricky. 105 00:06:56,820 --> 00:06:58,760 Ricky Evangelista. 106 00:06:58,840 --> 00:07:01,620 Yeah, Ricky! Ricky Evangelista! 107 00:07:01,720 --> 00:07:04,520 Whoo! 108 00:07:04,540 --> 00:07:06,420 I need a refill. 109 00:07:06,460 --> 00:07:09,430 And where's my goddamn song?! 110 00:07:10,220 --> 00:07:11,479 "Love is the Message." 111 00:07:13,200 --> 00:07:16,370 "Love is the Message." 112 00:07:16,470 --> 00:07:17,900 Hi. 113 00:07:22,880 --> 00:07:24,820 The category is... 114 00:07:25,140 --> 00:07:28,840 High-Fashion Runway! 115 00:07:32,100 --> 00:07:34,900 What? I-I just snagged a trophy. 116 00:07:35,140 --> 00:07:37,260 Not you, baby. We're proud of you. 117 00:07:37,320 --> 00:07:39,766 - It's just he playing this damn song. - This is the third ball 118 00:07:39,790 --> 00:07:41,760 where he's had this song on constant rotation. 119 00:07:41,800 --> 00:07:43,536 - Someone should speak to him. - And say what? 120 00:07:43,560 --> 00:07:45,690 "I'm tired of hearing this old-school shit. 121 00:07:45,700 --> 00:07:47,220 You got to play something more fresh." 122 00:07:47,260 --> 00:07:48,480 Nah, something's going on with him. 123 00:07:48,490 --> 00:07:51,080 He's been attitudinal ever since we got tested. 124 00:07:51,100 --> 00:07:52,550 I think it's time for a friend-tervention. 125 00:07:52,570 --> 00:07:53,940 You're right. 126 00:07:54,340 --> 00:07:56,660 We're his family. 127 00:08:04,700 --> 00:08:05,850 That's adorable. 128 00:08:05,860 --> 00:08:08,279 I didn't know they made trophies in travel size. 129 00:08:08,280 --> 00:08:10,780 You never fail to gag me. 130 00:08:10,820 --> 00:08:11,940 I couldn't believe my eyes 131 00:08:11,950 --> 00:08:13,660 when you swept Hot Male Body tonight. 132 00:08:14,020 --> 00:08:15,330 Please. 133 00:08:15,430 --> 00:08:17,960 Only try me when you win a face category. 134 00:08:18,420 --> 00:08:20,160 Bye-bye, brick. 135 00:08:38,520 --> 00:08:39,840 Where'd you come from? 136 00:08:39,860 --> 00:08:41,180 Heaven. 137 00:08:41,240 --> 00:08:42,400 Cute. 138 00:08:44,080 --> 00:08:45,320 You want one? 139 00:08:45,430 --> 00:08:46,980 No, not my vice. 140 00:08:48,420 --> 00:08:50,020 But I can see you could be. 141 00:08:50,720 --> 00:08:52,360 Me? 142 00:08:52,620 --> 00:08:54,470 There's a hundred girls in that room 143 00:08:54,540 --> 00:08:58,340 younger, prettier, realer than me. 144 00:08:58,440 --> 00:09:00,300 None of them can hold a light to you. 145 00:09:02,680 --> 00:09:04,380 But I'm not out here like that. 146 00:09:04,480 --> 00:09:06,410 No, I bet you ain't been out in what, 147 00:09:06,510 --> 00:09:09,310 two, three months? 148 00:09:09,680 --> 00:09:11,319 Try years. 149 00:09:11,320 --> 00:09:13,350 That's why we had to meet. 150 00:09:13,450 --> 00:09:17,060 I'm the dude who's gonna break that dry spell. 151 00:09:18,560 --> 00:09:20,140 Have a drink with me. 152 00:09:21,360 --> 00:09:22,780 I can't. 153 00:09:23,140 --> 00:09:24,600 I got to take my kids home. 154 00:09:24,700 --> 00:09:25,879 Who is you? 155 00:09:25,880 --> 00:09:27,580 - Don't be rude. - No, it's okay. 156 00:09:29,240 --> 00:09:30,330 I'm Darius. 157 00:09:32,440 --> 00:09:33,640 Her name is Blanca. 158 00:09:34,260 --> 00:09:35,440 And we got to go. 159 00:09:35,540 --> 00:09:37,340 Come on. 160 00:09:39,060 --> 00:09:40,380 Hey, Blanca! 161 00:09:40,480 --> 00:09:41,800 Cupid called. 162 00:09:41,860 --> 00:09:44,240 Told me to tell you he needs my heart back. 163 00:09:44,260 --> 00:09:46,099 Hey, Ma, your dude's mad corny. 164 00:09:46,100 --> 00:09:48,680 Mind your business. 165 00:09:52,280 --> 00:09:54,240 Just feeling a little run-down. 166 00:09:54,260 --> 00:09:56,260 Two little children will do that. 167 00:09:56,360 --> 00:09:57,500 Uh-huh. 168 00:10:00,470 --> 00:10:02,960 Can we run some tests anyway just for my peace of mind? 169 00:10:03,020 --> 00:10:04,350 Half the tests I run in here 170 00:10:04,360 --> 00:10:06,040 are for the housewives' peace of mind. 171 00:10:06,980 --> 00:10:08,840 Okay. 172 00:10:14,100 --> 00:10:16,680 Could... could you check for any STDs? 173 00:10:17,000 --> 00:10:19,939 I was watching this thing on Nightline about that AIDS, 174 00:10:19,940 --> 00:10:22,490 and, uh, it scared the crap out of me. 175 00:10:22,500 --> 00:10:24,820 Well, you're a happily married, heterosexual woman. 176 00:10:24,840 --> 00:10:26,480 There is basically zero chance... 177 00:10:26,560 --> 00:10:28,420 Could you just do it? 178 00:10:31,240 --> 00:10:32,750 I've delivered both your children. 179 00:10:32,780 --> 00:10:34,860 I've treated your family for years. 180 00:10:36,540 --> 00:10:38,040 You can trust me. 181 00:10:39,080 --> 00:10:41,220 Who stepped out, you or Stan? 182 00:10:42,840 --> 00:10:45,040 He did. 183 00:10:45,100 --> 00:10:46,340 I'm sorry. 184 00:10:47,900 --> 00:10:49,650 But even if he had unprotected sex 185 00:10:49,680 --> 00:10:51,550 with this woman, the chances of... 186 00:10:53,620 --> 00:10:54,920 Oh. 187 00:10:57,490 --> 00:11:00,620 I'm going to do this off-the-record, anonymously. 188 00:11:01,330 --> 00:11:03,320 You'll get flagged by the insurance company 189 00:11:03,360 --> 00:11:05,230 just for being tested. 190 00:11:05,330 --> 00:11:06,660 How long till I know? 191 00:11:06,760 --> 00:11:07,820 Um... 192 00:11:09,280 --> 00:11:10,440 I'm gonna rush it, 193 00:11:10,540 --> 00:11:12,740 but it-it'll still take two weeks. 194 00:11:12,880 --> 00:11:15,410 I have to function with this over my head 195 00:11:15,440 --> 00:11:16,920 for two weeks? 196 00:11:17,000 --> 00:11:18,740 Just keep busy. 197 00:11:20,780 --> 00:11:22,720 Mmm. 198 00:11:23,780 --> 00:11:25,449 - Wow, this looks great. - Thank you. 199 00:11:25,450 --> 00:11:27,250 These are all from my mother's recipe book. 200 00:11:27,350 --> 00:11:29,220 Well, don't be shy. Dig in. 201 00:11:32,300 --> 00:11:33,880 - Pray, you hungry? - Mm. 202 00:11:36,560 --> 00:11:38,040 No. 203 00:11:38,630 --> 00:11:40,220 I'm thirsty. 204 00:11:40,300 --> 00:11:41,900 Well, maybe you should 205 00:11:41,940 --> 00:11:43,470 - eat something. - Mm. 206 00:11:44,340 --> 00:11:46,400 Maybe you should buy some new furniture 207 00:11:46,510 --> 00:11:48,620 and fix up this broke-ass apartment. 208 00:11:48,640 --> 00:11:49,960 I would if I could afford it. 209 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:51,620 You need to put these children to work. 210 00:11:51,700 --> 00:11:53,600 They need to be contributing. 211 00:11:54,580 --> 00:11:56,550 My contribution to this home 212 00:11:56,580 --> 00:11:58,420 paid for the food that you're about to eat. 213 00:12:02,240 --> 00:12:03,900 Maybe you should put the bottle down. 214 00:12:03,960 --> 00:12:07,290 Maybe you should stop selling your booty hole for quarters. 215 00:12:07,300 --> 00:12:09,840 How about that? 216 00:12:11,600 --> 00:12:13,680 I know your dumb ass ain't laughing. 217 00:12:13,800 --> 00:12:15,520 - Yo, I ain't dumb. - No? 218 00:12:15,570 --> 00:12:17,350 Spell "Evangelista." 219 00:12:17,360 --> 00:12:19,220 - That's not necessary. - What's not necessary 220 00:12:19,240 --> 00:12:20,460 is you being up in my business. 221 00:12:20,480 --> 00:12:21,780 Are you a G-string? 222 00:12:22,180 --> 00:12:23,610 No! 223 00:12:23,710 --> 00:12:25,250 So stay out of my ass. 224 00:12:25,260 --> 00:12:26,880 All right, that's enough. 225 00:12:28,360 --> 00:12:31,300 You can't just come up in my house reading my kids like that. 226 00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:38,690 Why did you invite me over here? 227 00:12:38,740 --> 00:12:40,040 'Cause your music's wack. 228 00:12:41,240 --> 00:12:43,200 You're our family. 229 00:12:44,040 --> 00:12:45,660 You've dressed us, you've fed us. 230 00:12:45,770 --> 00:12:47,450 You supported me when I needed to be held up, 231 00:12:47,460 --> 00:12:48,880 so I wanted to do the same for you. 232 00:12:48,940 --> 00:12:50,980 But you're off your game, Pray. 233 00:12:51,570 --> 00:12:53,019 You're drinkin' and smokin' and shit. 234 00:12:53,020 --> 00:12:54,599 Playing the same damn song. 235 00:12:54,600 --> 00:12:56,600 We all know you've been going through it, 236 00:12:56,640 --> 00:12:59,060 but we're just worried. 237 00:13:00,500 --> 00:13:02,550 You couldn't have done this shit in private? 238 00:13:02,650 --> 00:13:05,140 Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm. 239 00:13:06,520 --> 00:13:09,080 After all the times I've been there for you. 240 00:13:10,000 --> 00:13:12,660 After all the secrets 241 00:13:12,700 --> 00:13:15,000 - I've held for you. - Pray, listen... 242 00:13:15,020 --> 00:13:16,580 No, you listen. 243 00:13:18,080 --> 00:13:21,260 You all need to get it into your thick-ass skulls. 244 00:13:22,380 --> 00:13:24,420 When I'm standing behind that podium, 245 00:13:24,440 --> 00:13:27,140 I'm the one that keeps the crowd hyped. 246 00:13:27,180 --> 00:13:28,980 I'm the one that makes sure 247 00:13:29,000 --> 00:13:31,120 there's a flow to the proceedings. 248 00:13:31,380 --> 00:13:33,260 If you don't like the music I'm playing, 249 00:13:33,380 --> 00:13:34,460 don't show up. 250 00:13:34,480 --> 00:13:36,700 - We didn't mean to upset you. - Well, you did. 251 00:13:39,800 --> 00:13:41,660 My life ain't never been easy. 252 00:13:41,700 --> 00:13:43,640 You of all people should understand that. 253 00:13:47,340 --> 00:13:49,960 My boyfriend... 254 00:13:50,840 --> 00:13:52,820 is dying. 255 00:13:57,000 --> 00:13:58,600 I wish I could... 256 00:14:00,480 --> 00:14:02,620 rewind and go back to a simpler time 257 00:14:02,640 --> 00:14:06,440 when my life wasn't consumed with drugs 258 00:14:06,480 --> 00:14:08,220 and disease. 259 00:14:12,880 --> 00:14:14,320 I've... 260 00:14:15,880 --> 00:14:18,250 I've buried more friends in the last year 261 00:14:18,280 --> 00:14:21,240 than any of you can count! 262 00:14:25,240 --> 00:14:27,020 And when it's all over... 263 00:14:29,600 --> 00:14:32,500 who knows how many of us will be left? 264 00:14:42,920 --> 00:14:44,780 So... 265 00:14:45,280 --> 00:14:49,980 I don't need a bunch of immature 20-somethings, 266 00:14:50,120 --> 00:14:53,630 who just figured out how to wipe their own asses 267 00:14:53,660 --> 00:14:55,820 telling me how to act... 268 00:14:56,660 --> 00:14:59,060 or feel! 269 00:14:59,940 --> 00:15:02,300 When y'all have walked a mile in my shoes, 270 00:15:02,400 --> 00:15:03,800 y'all come find me. 271 00:15:03,900 --> 00:15:07,740 But till that day, mind your fucking business! 272 00:15:28,590 --> 00:15:30,590 That went well. 273 00:15:38,830 --> 00:15:40,160 Morning, sunshine. 274 00:15:40,220 --> 00:15:42,970 Ah, another day in this florescent fucking hell. 275 00:15:43,070 --> 00:15:44,730 You know, Judy, this overhead lighting 276 00:15:44,740 --> 00:15:46,780 is starting to give you a little bit of a green hue. 277 00:15:46,840 --> 00:15:48,579 That's not a good look for you, boo-boo. 278 00:15:48,580 --> 00:15:49,970 Well, if you have a problem with it, 279 00:15:49,980 --> 00:15:51,640 why don't you bring some scarves in, 280 00:15:51,680 --> 00:15:54,200 we could add a little color, Mary Tyler Moore. 281 00:15:54,240 --> 00:15:57,840 Even she couldn't make it after all in these digs, girl. 282 00:16:15,220 --> 00:16:16,600 Judy! 283 00:16:18,200 --> 00:16:19,380 Judy! 284 00:16:19,440 --> 00:16:21,840 Why hasn't Costas been fed yet? 285 00:16:22,320 --> 00:16:24,870 There's a tray full of cold food sitting in here. 286 00:16:24,980 --> 00:16:26,440 We tried to feed him. 287 00:16:26,560 --> 00:16:30,120 His throat hurt too much to swallow, it's thrush. 288 00:16:32,640 --> 00:16:34,180 Hey. 289 00:16:34,500 --> 00:16:37,019 Hey, baby, I heard about your throat. 290 00:16:37,020 --> 00:16:38,860 It hurts. It's... 291 00:16:38,960 --> 00:16:41,360 Don't talk. Maybe we can get you some honey to suck on. 292 00:16:41,420 --> 00:16:43,059 You have any honey 293 00:16:43,060 --> 00:16:44,819 in the kitchen that he can have? 294 00:16:44,820 --> 00:16:46,650 We might have some in the staff lounge. 295 00:16:46,660 --> 00:16:48,060 Thank you. 296 00:16:49,740 --> 00:16:51,520 Since you can't talk, 297 00:16:52,380 --> 00:16:54,459 let me tell you a funny story. 298 00:16:54,460 --> 00:16:56,000 So you remember those thirsty young hos 299 00:16:56,010 --> 00:16:57,520 I've been telling you about? 300 00:16:57,620 --> 00:17:00,010 The House of Evangelista? 301 00:17:00,480 --> 00:17:02,990 They had a little get-together last night. 302 00:17:03,050 --> 00:17:06,340 They lured me in with empanadas and then tried to tell me 303 00:17:06,360 --> 00:17:07,940 it was a motherfucking intervention 304 00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:10,480 because I've been playing "Love is the Message" too much. 305 00:17:18,620 --> 00:17:20,660 I didn't give the magic of that song away 306 00:17:21,060 --> 00:17:23,000 to those ungratefuls. 307 00:17:23,080 --> 00:17:25,990 I didn't tell them what it was like in 1980 308 00:17:26,000 --> 00:17:29,340 when we danced all summer to that song. 309 00:17:29,400 --> 00:17:32,180 There wasn't none of this AIDS mess going on. 310 00:17:33,040 --> 00:17:35,200 We were truly free. 311 00:17:35,810 --> 00:17:37,779 Free to love, 312 00:17:37,780 --> 00:17:39,820 free to fuck, 313 00:17:40,220 --> 00:17:43,400 free to be our gay-ass selves 314 00:17:43,420 --> 00:17:46,420 in this beautiful little shithole of a town. 315 00:17:49,240 --> 00:17:51,300 They'll never know that feeling... 316 00:17:53,200 --> 00:17:55,380 what it's like to love without... 317 00:17:56,320 --> 00:17:58,740 worrying that you're gonna die, or... 318 00:18:00,500 --> 00:18:02,900 worse yet, that you're gonna kill somebody. 319 00:18:05,160 --> 00:18:07,880 I don't know what's shittier... 320 00:18:09,940 --> 00:18:12,320 ... having that freedom taken away... 321 00:18:14,020 --> 00:18:16,560 ... or never having had it to begin with. 322 00:18:18,700 --> 00:18:21,360 Either way... 323 00:18:21,830 --> 00:18:23,760 ain't no going back now. 324 00:18:28,870 --> 00:18:32,100 You try to enjoy that beautiful day out there, Pray Tell. 325 00:18:32,520 --> 00:18:34,340 Can I ask you something? 326 00:18:34,760 --> 00:18:37,560 Since it's such a goddamn beautiful day? 327 00:18:38,620 --> 00:18:40,619 Does it have to be so drab in here? 328 00:18:40,620 --> 00:18:41,910 So awful? 329 00:18:41,940 --> 00:18:44,399 Oh, so you want me to be an interior fucking decorator 330 00:18:44,400 --> 00:18:47,460 on top of keeping AIDS patients alive, Mary? 331 00:18:47,520 --> 00:18:50,040 We don't have a budget to buy new bed sheets. 332 00:18:50,120 --> 00:18:51,690 Be creative. 333 00:18:51,720 --> 00:18:53,360 - There's a rec room here. - I'm a nurse 334 00:18:53,420 --> 00:18:55,460 on a ward where no one gets better. 335 00:18:56,060 --> 00:18:57,880 You think I don't want to do something 336 00:18:57,900 --> 00:18:59,480 to make these people feel more comfortable 337 00:18:59,500 --> 00:19:01,079 when they're on their way out? 338 00:19:01,080 --> 00:19:04,180 We are understaffed and overworked, Miss Thing. 339 00:19:04,280 --> 00:19:07,199 And wait a minute. Aren't you the entertainer? 340 00:19:07,200 --> 00:19:09,120 Why don't you organize something? 341 00:19:09,940 --> 00:19:12,059 Well, look at you, 342 00:19:12,060 --> 00:19:14,600 being all useful and shit. 343 00:19:19,840 --> 00:19:20,940 Another weekend 344 00:19:20,960 --> 00:19:22,990 and the same goddamn song. 345 00:19:23,220 --> 00:19:26,180 We're trapped in a tired old queen's hell. 346 00:19:26,240 --> 00:19:27,660 - Girl. - What'd you say? 347 00:19:27,680 --> 00:19:29,300 This song... my ears are bleeding. 348 00:19:29,380 --> 00:19:31,280 What are you complaining about now? 349 00:19:31,300 --> 00:19:32,980 This song is a classic. 350 00:19:33,080 --> 00:19:35,830 I love me a man in any form. Whoo! 351 00:19:35,930 --> 00:19:38,100 Don't care how they started out 352 00:19:38,200 --> 00:19:40,780 as long as they end up on top of me. 353 00:19:45,040 --> 00:19:47,100 Whoo... Ooh. 354 00:19:47,180 --> 00:19:48,860 Need help cleaning that up? 355 00:19:49,110 --> 00:19:50,460 Judges, your scores. 356 00:19:50,520 --> 00:19:54,050 Grand prize, Sebastian. 357 00:19:56,060 --> 00:19:57,500 - Move, bitch. - Ooh. 358 00:20:02,680 --> 00:20:05,900 All right, girl, next category, 359 00:20:06,360 --> 00:20:08,660 Stone Cold Face. 360 00:20:09,440 --> 00:20:10,939 If a star fell for every time 361 00:20:10,940 --> 00:20:13,240 I thought about you this week, 362 00:20:13,400 --> 00:20:14,900 the sky would be empty. 363 00:20:15,460 --> 00:20:16,960 You got a notepad filled 364 00:20:16,980 --> 00:20:18,740 - with pickup lines, huh? - Nah. 365 00:20:18,780 --> 00:20:20,500 You got that effect on me. 366 00:20:20,560 --> 00:20:22,760 I mean, I could stand next to you forever, 367 00:20:23,080 --> 00:20:24,810 or until you decide to eat with me. 368 00:20:24,860 --> 00:20:26,080 - I can't. - Why? 369 00:20:26,900 --> 00:20:28,260 You scared? 370 00:20:28,800 --> 00:20:31,360 - I'm not scared of nothing. - Yes, you are. 371 00:20:31,380 --> 00:20:33,820 You're afraid to see what I see. 372 00:20:33,930 --> 00:20:35,120 You're beautiful. 373 00:20:35,460 --> 00:20:38,220 Stunning, and you don't even know it. 374 00:20:38,420 --> 00:20:40,020 That shit's rare. 375 00:20:42,620 --> 00:20:45,130 You know what this shirt is made out of? 376 00:20:45,680 --> 00:20:47,060 What? 377 00:20:47,140 --> 00:20:48,800 Boyfriend material. 378 00:20:50,840 --> 00:20:53,040 Okay, when we going out? 379 00:20:53,320 --> 00:20:54,820 Saturday. 380 00:20:55,400 --> 00:20:56,820 9:00. 381 00:20:56,920 --> 00:20:58,700 Meet me at 8th and Sixth Ave. 382 00:20:59,820 --> 00:21:01,460 You like Italian? 383 00:21:19,560 --> 00:21:21,970 Ow! Easy now. 384 00:21:22,070 --> 00:21:24,650 You got some nerve asking me for a discount buff-and-go 385 00:21:24,660 --> 00:21:26,980 after you avoided me all night last night. 386 00:21:27,060 --> 00:21:29,160 - I came to apologize for that. - Mm-hmm. 387 00:21:29,220 --> 00:21:32,020 And for being a little raw with you in your own home. 388 00:21:32,080 --> 00:21:33,750 You were right. 389 00:21:33,850 --> 00:21:36,820 I have been hitting the sauce a little heavier than usual, 390 00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:40,020 and maybe... just maybe, 391 00:21:40,120 --> 00:21:43,560 I am stuck on a loop 392 00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:46,600 with my sentimentalities in the ballroom. 393 00:21:46,640 --> 00:21:48,380 But that is because... 394 00:21:50,380 --> 00:21:53,640 Costas, he's not doing well. 395 00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:01,800 You sure you don't want a gloss? 396 00:22:01,850 --> 00:22:04,440 I don't want no shiny lady nails today. 397 00:22:06,180 --> 00:22:08,760 And I've also come because I have an opportunity. 398 00:22:10,020 --> 00:22:13,220 That hospital is so grim and dank 399 00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:14,840 that I have decided to produce 400 00:22:15,030 --> 00:22:17,280 an AIDS cabaret night for the patients. 401 00:22:17,340 --> 00:22:19,620 And I've been racking my brain for talent, 402 00:22:19,680 --> 00:22:22,480 and you the only bitch I know in this scene who can sing. 403 00:22:22,520 --> 00:22:23,920 Except for me, of course. 404 00:22:23,940 --> 00:22:26,180 How you know I can sing? 405 00:22:26,340 --> 00:22:29,380 A finch cannot hide her song, honey. 406 00:22:29,400 --> 00:22:30,870 It oozes out of you. 407 00:22:30,980 --> 00:22:33,300 You're always humming one thing or another. 408 00:22:33,360 --> 00:22:35,319 And then there was that one time you got so drunk 409 00:22:35,320 --> 00:22:37,950 down in Chinatown... uh-huh... 410 00:22:38,340 --> 00:22:39,949 you burst into Sheila E. 411 00:22:39,950 --> 00:22:42,420 and gave all of Canal Street "The Glamorous Life." 412 00:22:42,440 --> 00:22:45,180 Okay, so, yeah. 413 00:22:45,660 --> 00:22:48,340 I guess I have some songs in me from my high school days. 414 00:22:48,990 --> 00:22:51,990 Yes. So we gonna do it on Saturday night. 415 00:22:52,100 --> 00:22:54,660 I got a mic on loan from the Gospel Assembly. 416 00:22:54,670 --> 00:22:57,700 And there is an old dusty piano in the hospital 417 00:22:57,740 --> 00:23:00,060 that is just begging to be played. 418 00:23:00,120 --> 00:23:01,420 Oh... 419 00:23:01,440 --> 00:23:02,540 Shit. 420 00:23:02,680 --> 00:23:05,780 I'd love to, Pray Tell, but I already told Darius yes. 421 00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:08,120 That fine piece of man meat? 422 00:23:09,950 --> 00:23:11,620 Yes. 423 00:23:13,020 --> 00:23:14,720 Go on, girl, get it. 424 00:23:14,820 --> 00:23:16,650 You stupid. 425 00:23:16,750 --> 00:23:19,620 Ooh. You way ahead of me on that front. 426 00:23:20,220 --> 00:23:22,360 I haven't even been able to think 427 00:23:22,440 --> 00:23:24,500 about sex since I was diagnosed. 428 00:23:24,560 --> 00:23:27,080 Me, neither... till I met him. 429 00:23:27,100 --> 00:23:29,280 That's why I have to follow through with this one. 430 00:23:29,540 --> 00:23:31,130 He makes me feel something. 431 00:23:31,240 --> 00:23:33,200 Can I ask you a question? 432 00:23:33,320 --> 00:23:35,020 Are you gonna tell him your status? 433 00:23:35,640 --> 00:23:37,980 If it ever gets to that place, 434 00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:39,720 I guess I'll have to. 435 00:23:41,520 --> 00:23:43,960 Well, shit, that puts a damper on things. 436 00:23:44,040 --> 00:23:45,680 Get it. 437 00:23:49,850 --> 00:23:51,320 Hello, dolls. 438 00:23:51,680 --> 00:23:53,380 It's our end-of-season sale. 439 00:23:53,460 --> 00:23:56,500 20% off the new stuff, 50% off the sales rack. 440 00:23:56,580 --> 00:23:59,120 Do let me know if you need help with anything. 441 00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:00,630 - Thank you. - Ooh. 442 00:24:00,730 --> 00:24:03,100 I can get a deal for something on Saturday. 443 00:24:03,480 --> 00:24:05,630 Ain't no ball Saturday. 444 00:24:05,740 --> 00:24:06,860 I have a date. 445 00:24:07,220 --> 00:24:08,800 What? 446 00:24:08,910 --> 00:24:11,460 Is Mother Teresa really about to get some? 447 00:24:11,560 --> 00:24:13,010 Lulu, don't do that. 448 00:24:13,110 --> 00:24:14,880 - I'm just picky. - No. 449 00:24:15,060 --> 00:24:17,080 You are dried up 450 00:24:17,180 --> 00:24:19,780 and too wrapped up in them damn kids' lives. 451 00:24:19,880 --> 00:24:22,340 - No, I'm not. - Anyways, who is this man? 452 00:24:22,440 --> 00:24:24,180 How long you hos been here? 453 00:24:24,260 --> 00:24:25,820 Could of told a bitch you was coming. 454 00:24:25,920 --> 00:24:27,320 Put those away, Candy. 455 00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:29,790 Uh, that big bitch over there is buying 'em. 456 00:24:29,890 --> 00:24:32,280 You know I could sell a dildo to a nun. 457 00:24:32,830 --> 00:24:35,056 You know I can't let you take nothing while Tess is on duty. 458 00:24:35,080 --> 00:24:36,950 Girl, please. I'm buying an outfit. 459 00:24:36,980 --> 00:24:38,080 She has a date. 460 00:24:38,140 --> 00:24:39,880 Is Jesus returning to take you out? 461 00:24:39,900 --> 00:24:41,340 Do not try it. 462 00:24:41,500 --> 00:24:43,360 I met this guy at the ball. 463 00:24:43,780 --> 00:24:45,440 He's a bit corny but cute. 464 00:24:45,580 --> 00:24:47,120 Mm. Corny looks good on you. 465 00:24:47,150 --> 00:24:48,740 Be nice, Candy. 466 00:24:48,850 --> 00:24:50,120 What makes him corny? 467 00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:53,120 He only speaks in pickup lines. 468 00:24:56,140 --> 00:24:59,160 Did he say that God was missing an angel 469 00:24:59,180 --> 00:25:00,690 and he went on a mission to find you? 470 00:25:00,790 --> 00:25:02,880 Or did he talk a good astronomy game 471 00:25:02,890 --> 00:25:06,080 about how the sky is out of stars because of you? 472 00:25:06,120 --> 00:25:07,830 - That's Darius. - Mm-hmm. 473 00:25:07,930 --> 00:25:09,439 - He likes the girls. - Sure does. 474 00:25:09,440 --> 00:25:10,960 I'm too grown for this. 475 00:25:11,200 --> 00:25:12,459 Look at me. 476 00:25:12,460 --> 00:25:13,939 The one time I put myself out there, 477 00:25:13,940 --> 00:25:16,110 and it's a damn playboy. 478 00:25:16,540 --> 00:25:17,870 What a waste of time. 479 00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:19,760 Don't overthink it. It's free dinner. 480 00:25:19,780 --> 00:25:22,020 I'm not 20 anymore. I can buy my own meal. 481 00:25:22,300 --> 00:25:24,499 What pisses me off the most is that 482 00:25:24,500 --> 00:25:26,439 he got into my head, 483 00:25:26,440 --> 00:25:27,819 acting as if he was the one, 484 00:25:27,820 --> 00:25:29,400 the guy who could do more for me. 485 00:25:29,920 --> 00:25:33,199 Girl, Darius has more, honey. 486 00:25:33,200 --> 00:25:34,640 Trust. 487 00:25:34,790 --> 00:25:36,140 You fucked him? 488 00:25:40,620 --> 00:25:42,280 Girl, we all fucked him. 489 00:25:44,600 --> 00:25:47,420 Look, Darius does it all. 490 00:25:47,500 --> 00:25:49,240 You know, you should do him. 491 00:25:49,360 --> 00:25:51,940 Shit, I still would, but when I went and got my pussy, 492 00:25:52,040 --> 00:25:53,960 - he lost my number. - Blanca, 493 00:25:54,060 --> 00:25:56,780 seriously, you ain't like us out here on the penis prowl. 494 00:25:56,880 --> 00:25:58,650 We're just, you know... 495 00:25:58,750 --> 00:26:00,100 We're more experienced. 496 00:26:00,180 --> 00:26:01,360 We know how the boys are. 497 00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:03,750 Darius is a good time boy, 498 00:26:03,860 --> 00:26:06,760 so, let yourself have a good time. 499 00:26:15,780 --> 00:26:17,659 What's an AIDS cabaret? 500 00:26:17,660 --> 00:26:20,840 It's an exclusive concert for the residents of this ward. 501 00:26:21,360 --> 00:26:23,840 I took over the rec room, made it a thing. 502 00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:26,540 I'm not feeling like company. 503 00:26:26,640 --> 00:26:29,210 Oh, trust me, this is gonna make you feel much better. 504 00:26:29,310 --> 00:26:32,940 I hung some streamers, and gathered a buffet. 505 00:26:33,010 --> 00:26:35,180 We got crackers and cheese and punch. 506 00:26:35,280 --> 00:26:37,680 It's simple... but it's something. 507 00:26:37,780 --> 00:26:39,220 Hi, everyone. 508 00:26:39,300 --> 00:26:41,139 Um... 509 00:26:41,140 --> 00:26:43,420 so I'm gonna sing a song 510 00:26:43,500 --> 00:26:46,280 by one of my favorite artists, Mr. Donny Hathaway. 511 00:26:46,890 --> 00:26:49,800 And, uh... and I'd like to dedicate it 512 00:26:49,840 --> 00:26:51,830 to the love of my life... 513 00:26:52,500 --> 00:26:55,200 Mr. Costas Perez. 514 00:26:58,360 --> 00:27:02,810 ? For all ? 515 00:27:03,920 --> 00:27:09,540 ? We know ? 516 00:27:10,260 --> 00:27:17,800 ? We may never meet again ? 517 00:27:20,240 --> 00:27:27,020 ? Before you go ? 518 00:27:27,040 --> 00:27:29,840 ? Make this moment ? 519 00:27:30,480 --> 00:27:35,820 ? Sweet again ? 520 00:27:37,760 --> 00:27:40,260 ? We won't say ? 521 00:27:40,380 --> 00:27:45,170 ? Good night ? 522 00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:49,050 ? Until ? 523 00:27:49,150 --> 00:27:53,360 ? The last minute ? 524 00:27:54,260 --> 00:27:57,790 ? I'll hold ? 525 00:27:57,900 --> 00:28:02,740 ? Out my hand ? 526 00:28:03,180 --> 00:28:05,720 ? And my heart ? 527 00:28:05,780 --> 00:28:12,480 ? Will be in it ? 528 00:28:12,500 --> 00:28:15,810 ? For all ? 529 00:28:15,910 --> 00:28:21,540 ? We know ? 530 00:28:23,320 --> 00:28:26,720 ? This may only be ? 531 00:28:26,820 --> 00:28:29,520 ? A dream ? 532 00:28:32,360 --> 00:28:35,030 ? Oh, we come ? 533 00:28:35,130 --> 00:28:39,600 ? And we go ? 534 00:28:39,620 --> 00:28:43,740 ? Like the ripple ? 535 00:28:43,840 --> 00:28:48,540 ? Of a stream ? 536 00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:51,880 ? So love me ? 537 00:28:51,980 --> 00:28:57,260 ? Love me tonight ? 538 00:28:57,440 --> 00:29:01,890 ? Tomorrow was made ? 539 00:29:02,300 --> 00:29:06,240 ? For some ? 540 00:29:06,380 --> 00:29:09,530 ? Tomorrow ? 541 00:29:09,630 --> 00:29:14,740 ? May never come ? 542 00:29:17,910 --> 00:29:21,380 ? For all ? 543 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:25,120 ? We know... ? 544 00:29:36,080 --> 00:29:38,100 Whoo! Yeah! 545 00:29:46,700 --> 00:29:48,520 Girl, what are you doing here? 546 00:29:48,540 --> 00:29:50,540 - I thought you had a hot date. - Nah. 547 00:29:51,900 --> 00:29:53,300 I cancelled on him. 548 00:29:53,340 --> 00:29:54,980 Bad vibes. 549 00:29:55,080 --> 00:29:56,800 Plus, this is more important. 550 00:29:58,040 --> 00:29:59,520 I love you, Pray. 551 00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:01,620 Blanca... 552 00:30:01,640 --> 00:30:05,400 You can't be making me cry during my set. 553 00:30:08,130 --> 00:30:10,040 Ah. Ladies and gentlemen... 554 00:30:10,060 --> 00:30:12,790 ... we have a very, very special guest performer 555 00:30:12,800 --> 00:30:14,029 with us this evening. 556 00:30:14,030 --> 00:30:16,540 Now don't get too excited. It ain't Madonna. 557 00:30:17,060 --> 00:30:18,770 But it is... 558 00:30:18,870 --> 00:30:20,540 my sister girlfriend, 559 00:30:20,770 --> 00:30:22,740 Miss Blanca Evangelista. 560 00:30:22,840 --> 00:30:24,620 Please welcome her to the stage. 561 00:30:24,680 --> 00:30:27,140 Come on up here, beautiful. 562 00:30:39,760 --> 00:30:42,160 Do you have "Home" in your binder? 563 00:30:42,180 --> 00:30:44,960 Yeah. Mm-hmm, yeah. 564 00:31:14,560 --> 00:31:18,660 ? When I think of home, I think of a place ? 565 00:31:18,760 --> 00:31:24,070 ? Where there's love overflowing ? 566 00:31:24,100 --> 00:31:28,780 ? I wish I was home, I wish I was back there ? 567 00:31:29,170 --> 00:31:34,080 ? With the things I've been knowing ? 568 00:31:34,640 --> 00:31:39,660 ? Wind that makes the tall grass bend into leaning ? 569 00:31:39,760 --> 00:31:42,820 ? Suddenly the raindrops that fall ? 570 00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:45,620 ? They have a meaning ? 571 00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:50,700 ? Sprinkling the scene ? 572 00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:56,770 ? Makes it all so clean ? 573 00:31:57,220 --> 00:32:01,340 ? Maybe there's a chance for me to go back ? 574 00:32:01,460 --> 00:32:06,940 ? Now that I have some direction ? 575 00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:11,710 ? It sure would be nice to be back at home ? 576 00:32:11,740 --> 00:32:17,460 ? Where there's love and affection ? 577 00:32:17,620 --> 00:32:22,860 ? And just maybe I can convince time to slow up ? 578 00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:27,860 ? Giving me enough time in my life to grow up ? 579 00:32:27,970 --> 00:32:33,700 ? Time be my friend ? 580 00:32:33,820 --> 00:32:39,280 ? Let me start again ? 581 00:32:59,130 --> 00:33:03,460 ? Suddenly my world has gone and changed its face ? 582 00:33:03,540 --> 00:33:05,600 ? But I still ? 583 00:33:05,700 --> 00:33:09,340 ? Know where I'm going ? 584 00:33:09,460 --> 00:33:13,420 ? I have had my mind spun around in space ? 585 00:33:13,480 --> 00:33:18,750 ? And yet I've watched it growing ? 586 00:33:18,850 --> 00:33:21,360 ? Oh, if you're listening, God ? 587 00:33:21,380 --> 00:33:23,950 ? Please don't make it hard ? 588 00:33:24,050 --> 00:33:28,820 ? To know if we should believe the things that we see ? 589 00:33:28,930 --> 00:33:31,380 ? Tell us should we run away ? 590 00:33:31,460 --> 00:33:34,730 ? Or should we try and stay, or would it be ? 591 00:33:34,830 --> 00:33:38,730 ? Better just to let things be? ? 592 00:33:38,840 --> 00:33:43,670 ? Living here in this brand-new world ? 593 00:33:43,770 --> 00:33:49,080 ? Might be a fantasy ? 594 00:33:49,180 --> 00:33:51,649 ? But it's taught me to love... ? 595 00:33:51,650 --> 00:33:53,880 ? Taught me to love... ? 596 00:33:53,980 --> 00:33:55,990 - ? So it's real ? - ? It's real ? 597 00:33:56,050 --> 00:33:57,789 - ? So real ? - ? So real ? 598 00:33:57,790 --> 00:33:59,050 ? So real to me ? 599 00:33:59,160 --> 00:34:00,790 ? And I've learned ? 600 00:34:00,890 --> 00:34:05,400 ? That we must look inside our hearts ? 601 00:34:05,600 --> 00:34:09,600 ? To find ? 602 00:34:09,700 --> 00:34:13,740 ? A world full of love ? 603 00:34:13,840 --> 00:34:15,800 ? Like yours, like ? 604 00:34:15,910 --> 00:34:19,500 ? Mine ? 605 00:34:19,560 --> 00:34:27,480 ? Like home. ? 606 00:34:33,190 --> 00:34:35,340 Yeah! 607 00:35:01,790 --> 00:35:02,790 Hey, honey. 608 00:35:02,860 --> 00:35:04,560 - Hi. - Hi. 609 00:35:04,660 --> 00:35:07,600 Oh. You always get everywhere first. 610 00:35:09,600 --> 00:35:11,400 You gonna tell me what this is all about now? 611 00:35:12,580 --> 00:35:14,379 Um... 612 00:35:14,380 --> 00:35:16,940 - Are you pregnant? - Oh, God, no. 613 00:35:18,440 --> 00:35:19,740 Well, you're not sick, are you? 614 00:35:19,840 --> 00:35:22,409 No, this is um, Dr. Gardel's office. 615 00:35:22,410 --> 00:35:24,360 She's a psychiatrist. 616 00:35:24,400 --> 00:35:25,960 Dr. Valley recommended her. 617 00:35:27,540 --> 00:35:29,060 Hi. I'm ready for you. 618 00:35:42,940 --> 00:35:45,570 So... what is this? 619 00:35:46,340 --> 00:35:48,040 Is this couples therapy? 620 00:35:48,120 --> 00:35:50,600 I think that's a good way to think about it. 621 00:35:51,760 --> 00:35:55,380 Full disclosure... Patty and I have already had two sessions. 622 00:35:56,980 --> 00:36:00,019 There are some things that she wants to talk to you about, 623 00:36:00,020 --> 00:36:01,430 and she hoped that by having me here, 624 00:36:01,450 --> 00:36:03,320 it would make it easier on both of you. 625 00:36:03,420 --> 00:36:06,000 And don't worry. I am not taking sides. 626 00:36:07,560 --> 00:36:09,340 But you two have already been talking? 627 00:36:10,940 --> 00:36:12,920 I know you're having an affair. 628 00:36:13,020 --> 00:36:16,120 - Oh, come on. - I know she's a transexual hooker. 629 00:36:16,130 --> 00:36:18,980 I followed her to the apartment that you rented her, 630 00:36:19,120 --> 00:36:20,780 and we spoke. 631 00:36:20,940 --> 00:36:23,460 And she confirmed everything. 632 00:36:31,520 --> 00:36:33,019 When? 633 00:36:33,020 --> 00:36:34,360 Couple weeks ago. 634 00:36:35,720 --> 00:36:37,890 The first thing I did was get an HIV test. 635 00:36:37,990 --> 00:36:39,180 I'm negative. 636 00:36:40,620 --> 00:36:42,080 The lease said that 637 00:36:42,100 --> 00:36:45,720 you have the apartment for one more month, so... 638 00:36:46,100 --> 00:36:48,340 you're gonna move back in, and I'm gonna tell the kids 639 00:36:48,350 --> 00:36:49,599 that you're on a business trip 640 00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:51,569 until I'm ready for you to see them again. 641 00:36:51,570 --> 00:36:53,920 What? No. 642 00:36:54,410 --> 00:36:55,980 You... 643 00:36:56,060 --> 00:36:58,240 This is bullshit. This is an ambush. 644 00:36:58,340 --> 00:36:59,900 You're not taking sides? 645 00:36:59,920 --> 00:37:01,960 - I have rights here. - Stan, 646 00:37:02,080 --> 00:37:03,650 you have taken actions 647 00:37:03,680 --> 00:37:06,250 towards something you needed in your life. 648 00:37:06,350 --> 00:37:08,060 We all do that every day. 649 00:37:08,180 --> 00:37:10,650 But there are consequences for those actions. 650 00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:15,100 I expect you to keep paying the bills, 651 00:37:15,120 --> 00:37:18,360 but I am gonna get a job as soon as the baby goes to preschool. 652 00:37:18,460 --> 00:37:21,800 I have been unhappy for a really long time. 653 00:37:21,880 --> 00:37:23,370 And it's not me. 654 00:37:23,470 --> 00:37:25,530 Tell him who you are, Patty. 655 00:37:25,640 --> 00:37:27,220 I have no idea. 656 00:37:27,280 --> 00:37:29,980 But now is my chance, so... 657 00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:32,610 I'm gonna figure that out, and... 658 00:37:32,710 --> 00:37:35,360 I'm sitting here, Stan, and I'm asking you... 659 00:37:35,420 --> 00:37:36,879 I'm not asking you why you cheated, 660 00:37:36,880 --> 00:37:39,550 because I-I know why men cheat. 661 00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:44,700 But why with this person? 662 00:37:47,430 --> 00:37:48,920 Are you a homosexual? 663 00:37:51,530 --> 00:37:54,260 I mean, did something happen to you when you were a little kid? 664 00:37:57,380 --> 00:38:00,580 Because I'm your wife, and I... 665 00:38:00,760 --> 00:38:04,040 Somehow in spite of all of this, I still love you. 666 00:38:06,040 --> 00:38:08,000 But I need to know. 667 00:38:08,580 --> 00:38:10,680 I mean, was this all a lie? 668 00:38:11,420 --> 00:38:12,880 I don't know. 669 00:38:14,200 --> 00:38:15,640 I don't know. 670 00:38:15,720 --> 00:38:18,860 I can't figure it out. I don't know. 671 00:38:19,490 --> 00:38:23,460 I don't know. 672 00:38:25,330 --> 00:38:27,360 It's not gonna work. 673 00:38:27,470 --> 00:38:29,160 Oh, this is some crazy stuff. 674 00:38:29,260 --> 00:38:30,700 Can you turn this off? 675 00:38:30,780 --> 00:38:32,620 It's just getting to the good part. 676 00:38:32,670 --> 00:38:35,960 I have got to see how they get out of these handcuffs. 677 00:38:36,060 --> 00:38:37,470 I need to tell you something. 678 00:38:37,580 --> 00:38:40,630 Good hard yank. 679 00:38:40,660 --> 00:38:42,300 One, two, three. 680 00:38:42,340 --> 00:38:44,480 Okay. 681 00:38:45,220 --> 00:38:47,080 What? 682 00:38:47,320 --> 00:38:50,140 I'm never leaving this place, and you know that. 683 00:38:51,550 --> 00:38:53,100 And I only have so much time left. 684 00:38:53,140 --> 00:38:55,040 I don't like when you talk like this. 685 00:38:55,160 --> 00:38:56,706 You have to believe you're gonna get better 686 00:38:56,730 --> 00:38:58,660 if you actually are ever gonna get better! 687 00:38:58,680 --> 00:39:01,380 This disease isn't about mind over matter. 688 00:39:02,860 --> 00:39:04,499 I'm gonna die soon. 689 00:39:04,500 --> 00:39:07,000 And I need you to get real with me. 690 00:39:07,660 --> 00:39:10,370 - I need you to promise me something. - No doom and gloom tonight! 691 00:39:10,380 --> 00:39:12,370 - Listen to me! - No. 692 00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:13,640 Please. 693 00:39:14,340 --> 00:39:16,600 When I move on, 694 00:39:16,640 --> 00:39:18,820 I want you to cry your ass off 695 00:39:18,940 --> 00:39:21,260 and scream to the Lord on high, 696 00:39:22,780 --> 00:39:25,900 but only for one day. 697 00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:28,660 And then I want you just to move on with your life. 698 00:39:28,760 --> 00:39:31,560 I don't want you stuck thinking about this place, 699 00:39:31,720 --> 00:39:34,500 or this smell, or this death. 700 00:39:34,600 --> 00:39:37,780 I want you to find love again. 701 00:39:39,500 --> 00:39:42,180 Promise me that you'll do that. 702 00:39:44,380 --> 00:39:47,410 Who knows how much time you have left. 703 00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:50,860 I know you have this virus. 704 00:39:50,900 --> 00:39:53,450 You have that fear in your eyes, 705 00:39:53,550 --> 00:39:55,439 like every time you're looking at me, 706 00:39:55,440 --> 00:39:58,140 you're looking at your own fate. 707 00:39:58,900 --> 00:40:01,290 And you have this hunger 708 00:40:01,390 --> 00:40:03,530 to grab life by the balls 709 00:40:03,630 --> 00:40:08,460 and to live it as fast and as loud as you possibly can. 710 00:40:10,280 --> 00:40:12,470 That feeling... 711 00:40:12,570 --> 00:40:15,100 is what I need you to hold on to. 712 00:40:19,810 --> 00:40:21,840 Promise me. 713 00:40:58,620 --> 00:41:00,280 It's okay. 714 00:41:03,420 --> 00:41:04,940 I promise. 715 00:41:05,140 --> 00:41:08,290 I promise. 716 00:41:13,660 --> 00:41:14,960 Hello. 717 00:41:15,080 --> 00:41:16,549 Can you come in? 718 00:41:16,550 --> 00:41:17,630 Is he okay? 719 00:41:17,740 --> 00:41:19,430 Is he having another spasm? 720 00:41:19,460 --> 00:41:21,220 What's happening? 721 00:41:21,240 --> 00:41:23,180 He died ten minutes ago. 722 00:41:23,740 --> 00:41:26,740 I walked into the room and he was dead. 723 00:41:27,510 --> 00:41:29,880 I figured you'd want to see him before they take him away, 724 00:41:29,920 --> 00:41:32,800 but you've got to come now. 725 00:41:32,880 --> 00:41:34,420 Okay. 726 00:41:35,040 --> 00:41:37,020 Okay, I'm coming now. 727 00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:01,260 You see, most women can probably take that, right? 728 00:42:01,320 --> 00:42:04,520 But, what I need is someone who can handle... that. 729 00:42:05,230 --> 00:42:08,100 Right? I was born that way. 730 00:42:08,120 --> 00:42:11,320 You know, it's been my plight. Ever since I... 731 00:42:11,360 --> 00:42:12,940 You know, I... 732 00:42:13,440 --> 00:42:15,540 What's gotten into you, tiger? 733 00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:17,720 Fight with the wife? 734 00:42:24,620 --> 00:42:26,420 She told me! 735 00:42:30,100 --> 00:42:31,740 I covered for you. 736 00:42:31,780 --> 00:42:34,399 I got you a raise to pay for your side pussy 737 00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:35,430 and you blew it. 738 00:42:35,530 --> 00:42:37,430 - Why do you hate me? - I don't care enough 739 00:42:37,480 --> 00:42:39,500 about you to hate you, I resent you. 740 00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:41,550 You think you deserve what I have? 741 00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:44,140 Well, you don't, New Jersey. I was born better than you. 742 00:42:44,740 --> 00:42:46,900 You don't take what I have, I take what's yours. 743 00:42:46,940 --> 00:42:48,870 She left you? Good. Then it's my turn. 744 00:42:52,260 --> 00:42:54,080 I kissed her, did she tell you that? 745 00:42:54,180 --> 00:42:56,000 Right there on your own fucking couch. 746 00:42:56,020 --> 00:42:58,020 Bullshit! 747 00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:00,140 Ask her. 748 00:43:17,270 --> 00:43:19,360 You stay away from my wife. 749 00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:22,480 The guy you're pretending to be doesn't exist. 750 00:43:42,320 --> 00:43:45,880 Get ready for another three hours of "Love is the Message." 751 00:43:46,130 --> 00:43:47,600 Enough. 752 00:43:47,840 --> 00:43:50,380 Y'all, Costas passed away. 753 00:43:51,370 --> 00:43:52,899 Is Pray Tell okay? 754 00:43:52,900 --> 00:43:54,560 How would you be doing? 755 00:43:54,580 --> 00:43:56,380 He's here because the show must go on, 756 00:43:56,410 --> 00:43:58,140 so let's give him a break tonight. 757 00:43:58,620 --> 00:44:00,240 Angel. 758 00:44:02,980 --> 00:44:04,820 The category is... 759 00:44:05,020 --> 00:44:07,280 Realness. 760 00:44:07,390 --> 00:44:09,760 Bring it like a banjee boy. 761 00:44:09,940 --> 00:44:13,320 I want to see all that ghetto swagger. 762 00:44:14,180 --> 00:44:16,740 Yeah, you got it. Judges, your scores. 763 00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:20,880 Ten, ten, nine, eight, eight. 764 00:44:21,170 --> 00:44:24,160 All right, I said banjee, not prison. 765 00:44:24,260 --> 00:44:25,920 Scores, please. 766 00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:29,680 Nine, seven, eight, nine, eight. 767 00:44:30,040 --> 00:44:32,120 Oh, my. 768 00:44:32,160 --> 00:44:34,310 Wow. 769 00:44:35,800 --> 00:44:39,350 I didn't know Run-DMC had a new light-skinned fourth member. 770 00:44:40,580 --> 00:44:42,900 Yeah, Papi. 771 00:44:42,920 --> 00:44:45,580 Yeah! Judges, your scores. 772 00:44:45,990 --> 00:44:49,660 Ten, ten, ten, ten, ten. 773 00:44:49,700 --> 00:44:52,320 Across the board! 774 00:44:52,360 --> 00:44:56,440 Grand prize, Papi Evangelista! 775 00:45:11,940 --> 00:45:14,660 Okay, okay. 776 00:45:15,080 --> 00:45:18,520 I think it's time to liven this bitch up a bit, right? 777 00:45:21,060 --> 00:45:22,900 I want to hear a new track! 778 00:45:23,840 --> 00:45:27,160 Play me some Miss Ross! 779 00:45:28,720 --> 00:45:31,500 Come on, now. 780 00:45:37,210 --> 00:45:39,140 What happened last night? 781 00:45:39,150 --> 00:45:40,400 You stood me up. 782 00:45:41,410 --> 00:45:43,880 I had a prior obligation. 783 00:45:43,940 --> 00:45:45,330 Oh, I get it. You want to be chased. 784 00:45:45,350 --> 00:45:46,760 Look, I don't mind. I'm fast. 785 00:45:46,780 --> 00:45:48,360 Oh, we know you're fast, all right. 786 00:45:49,280 --> 00:45:51,540 Oh, don't be so shocked. 787 00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:52,750 I been out of the game for a minute, 788 00:45:52,760 --> 00:45:55,090 but I still know how to play it. 789 00:45:55,190 --> 00:45:57,620 Oh, you're talking big now 'cause your girls are here? 790 00:45:57,660 --> 00:45:59,310 I'm not looking to be somebody's plaything. 791 00:45:59,330 --> 00:46:01,200 I want romance. I want to fall in love. 792 00:46:01,300 --> 00:46:04,000 I deserve that, not some pumped up boy toy. 793 00:46:04,100 --> 00:46:06,270 Girl, you ain't missing out on anything. 794 00:46:06,370 --> 00:46:07,840 Darius is like a vacation. 795 00:46:07,850 --> 00:46:09,939 He just never lasts long enough. 796 00:46:09,940 --> 00:46:11,356 Oh, but the dick is good. 797 00:46:21,090 --> 00:46:22,660 You're still here? 798 00:46:24,820 --> 00:46:26,920 I was hoping we could walk for a while. 799 00:46:28,500 --> 00:46:30,180 I heard about Costas. 800 00:46:31,230 --> 00:46:33,060 You need anything from me? 801 00:46:33,880 --> 00:46:35,760 Oh, girl. 802 00:46:36,760 --> 00:46:38,780 I had the body cremated. 803 00:46:39,360 --> 00:46:42,520 I'm gonna scatter the ashes along Fifth Avenue. 804 00:46:42,660 --> 00:46:43,899 Okay. 805 00:46:43,900 --> 00:46:45,740 Little bit at a time. 806 00:46:45,820 --> 00:46:48,110 You know, he loved to window shop, 807 00:46:48,120 --> 00:46:51,110 so I figured why not let him do it 808 00:46:51,120 --> 00:46:53,320 for all eternity. 809 00:46:53,420 --> 00:46:56,160 Maybe you can come help me out. 810 00:46:56,360 --> 00:46:58,640 That's what family's for. 811 00:47:00,030 --> 00:47:03,160 Tell me, why did you stop playing "Love is the Message"? 812 00:47:03,260 --> 00:47:05,060 I'm not trying to assume anything, 813 00:47:05,070 --> 00:47:07,930 but you seem different. 814 00:47:08,030 --> 00:47:09,170 Happy. 815 00:47:09,270 --> 00:47:10,960 Oh, I promised Costas 816 00:47:10,970 --> 00:47:14,100 that I would go on and love 817 00:47:14,110 --> 00:47:16,759 and have joy and live. 818 00:47:18,240 --> 00:47:21,480 It's hard. 819 00:47:22,080 --> 00:47:23,500 I miss him. 820 00:47:24,250 --> 00:47:26,020 I loved him. 821 00:47:26,120 --> 00:47:27,440 Ooh, I loved him. 822 00:47:29,090 --> 00:47:31,700 But we are living in a world where... 823 00:47:32,560 --> 00:47:35,360 all of us could truly be gone one day, 824 00:47:35,460 --> 00:47:38,880 where our kind is just a memory, 825 00:47:39,000 --> 00:47:40,779 one the rest of the world 826 00:47:40,780 --> 00:47:43,440 would be happy to forget. 827 00:47:43,500 --> 00:47:47,070 All we have left is right now. 828 00:47:47,170 --> 00:47:50,760 I don't know how soon till I'm in a box 829 00:47:50,800 --> 00:47:53,560 on the end table of some crying man's bed, 830 00:47:53,640 --> 00:47:55,500 but until then... 831 00:47:57,520 --> 00:48:01,380 that love and that promise 832 00:48:01,940 --> 00:48:04,820 are who I claim to be. 833 00:48:10,900 --> 00:48:14,030 - I love you. - I love you, too. 834 00:48:26,840 --> 00:48:28,350 Hey, baby. 835 00:48:49,840 --> 00:48:51,880 - Evening, Angel. - Hey, Lou. 836 00:48:54,110 --> 00:48:57,840 Well, lookee, there go my tips for the night. 837 00:48:59,240 --> 00:49:01,680 Baruch Hashem. It's payday. 838 00:49:01,980 --> 00:49:04,050 Huh? Not until you finish your shifts. 839 00:49:57,610 --> 00:50:02,380 - Synced & corrected by MementMori - -- www.addic7ed.com --