1 00:00:00,900 --> 00:00:01,999 Henry? 2 00:00:06,773 --> 00:00:08,673 They made my work a joke on the news. 3 00:00:08,775 --> 00:00:10,675 And you're just supposed to do nothing? 4 00:00:10,777 --> 00:00:11,710 All we need is money. 5 00:00:11,812 --> 00:00:13,010 What about Steve Benjamin? 6 00:00:13,112 --> 00:00:14,746 Right, he's in Portland! 7 00:00:14,848 --> 00:00:17,482 A new patient had a dream about my mother. 8 00:00:17,584 --> 00:00:20,083 I read about "porous mind". You think that's possible? I don't know. 9 00:00:20,185 --> 00:00:21,719 I'd like to take a look at your game. 10 00:00:21,821 --> 00:00:22,753 I'll send you a link. 11 00:00:22,855 --> 00:00:25,389 Anything... happen when you were in jail? 12 00:00:25,491 --> 00:00:26,690 Wider. 13 00:00:28,961 --> 00:00:30,260 Duc, this is Carmen. 14 00:00:30,363 --> 00:00:31,395 Carmen is an intuitive. 15 00:00:31,497 --> 00:00:33,364 - You mean like a psychic? - Uh, no. 16 00:00:33,466 --> 00:00:35,898 You give me a shout sometime. 17 00:00:36,000 --> 00:00:38,000 The theme of the video is "My Portland". 18 00:00:38,102 --> 00:00:39,068 I'll assign you partners. 19 00:00:39,170 --> 00:00:40,936 Well, hello there. 20 00:00:41,038 --> 00:00:44,006 - What is that? - Looks like it came off something. 21 00:00:44,108 --> 00:00:45,742 - It's a sex toy. - Oh. 22 00:00:45,844 --> 00:00:47,410 - It's for us. - Who else? 23 00:00:50,014 --> 00:00:51,447 Mijo. 24 00:00:54,818 --> 00:00:56,585 Ramon! 25 00:00:56,687 --> 00:00:58,019 You're safe. 26 00:01:18,082 --> 00:01:19,848 Did you recognize this woman? 27 00:01:19,883 --> 00:01:22,217 No, I've... never seen her before. 28 00:01:23,721 --> 00:01:25,754 But she called me mijo, so I guess... 29 00:01:25,790 --> 00:01:26,755 Mijo! 30 00:01:26,791 --> 00:01:28,791 ...she was my mother. 31 00:01:28,826 --> 00:01:31,226 My biological mother. 32 00:01:31,825 --> 00:01:35,363 - "Mijo"? - Yeah, it... it... it means "my son." 33 00:01:35,398 --> 00:01:39,634 But then, uh, these four gashes... 34 00:01:39,669 --> 00:01:41,936 appeared on her cheek, right here, like this, 35 00:01:41,971 --> 00:01:43,338 like... like in my dream about your mother 36 00:01:43,373 --> 00:01:48,409 when... when she used her fingernails to make the four gashes in her face. 37 00:01:48,445 --> 00:01:49,910 You never told me that. 38 00:01:49,946 --> 00:01:51,946 Of course I did, Fred. 39 00:01:51,981 --> 00:01:54,080 Didn't I? 40 00:01:55,617 --> 00:01:58,051 I totally did. I totally did, because that was 41 00:01:58,086 --> 00:02:00,920 the fucking freakiest part of the whole fucking dream. 42 00:02:03,959 --> 00:02:07,361 It's 11:11, the four gashes in her face. 43 00:02:07,396 --> 00:02:09,362 That's 11:11. Fuck me. 44 00:02:09,397 --> 00:02:10,996 Fuck me. 45 00:02:11,031 --> 00:02:13,298 And what about my mother in your dream? 46 00:02:13,334 --> 00:02:16,502 Do you remember anything else she might have told you besides "Dareh miyad"? 47 00:02:16,537 --> 00:02:18,971 No, Fred, I... I don't remember, okay? 48 00:02:19,006 --> 00:02:23,041 So maybe... maybe this is the part where you give me the fucking drugs? 49 00:02:23,077 --> 00:02:25,678 - Huh? - Yes, right. 50 00:02:28,415 --> 00:02:30,147 Wh-wh-what is it that you're giving me? 51 00:02:30,183 --> 00:02:32,817 - What are you giving me? - Uh... 52 00:02:32,853 --> 00:02:34,619 I, uh... 53 00:02:34,654 --> 00:02:38,189 I'm gonna prescribe a low dose of Seroquel, it can help you sleep at night. 54 00:02:38,224 --> 00:02:40,625 - Are you still using weed? - Yeah. 55 00:02:48,567 --> 00:02:50,834 No more fucking weed, Fred, all right? 56 00:02:50,870 --> 00:02:52,335 Fucking make it stop! 57 00:02:52,371 --> 00:02:54,137 - Should we go in? - We're not supposed to go in. 58 00:02:54,172 --> 00:02:55,706 I'm going in. 59 00:02:55,741 --> 00:02:57,841 How about you fucking help me make it stop, okay? 60 00:02:57,877 --> 00:02:59,777 - What's happening? - Nothing, I'm just fucking crazy! 61 00:02:59,812 --> 00:03:00,893 It's all fucking good! 62 00:03:00,918 --> 00:03:02,512 I'm sorry. You can't just walk in like this! 63 00:03:02,547 --> 00:03:04,814 - What are you prescribing him? - I can't share that with you. 64 00:03:04,849 --> 00:03:06,449 - Seroquel. Yeah. - Seroquel? 65 00:03:06,484 --> 00:03:08,518 That's a sedating antipsychotic. 66 00:03:08,553 --> 00:03:10,052 So we're diagnosing him now? 67 00:03:10,087 --> 00:03:12,388 We are not doing anything, Ms. Bayer, 68 00:03:12,424 --> 00:03:13,923 and this is just to help him sleep at night. 69 00:03:13,958 --> 00:03:15,324 I think amisulpride would be better. 70 00:03:15,359 --> 00:03:17,726 No, I disagree. I disagree, 71 00:03:17,761 --> 00:03:19,861 and this interference in his treatment has to stop. 72 00:03:19,897 --> 00:03:23,064 - His treatment is not working. - His treatment hasn't even started. 73 00:03:23,099 --> 00:03:24,399 I just gave him a prescription. 74 00:03:24,435 --> 00:03:27,068 I am not going to wait around for him to hurt himself. 75 00:03:27,103 --> 00:03:29,871 - Well, there's no indication he might. - Yet! 76 00:03:29,907 --> 00:03:31,440 What the fuck are we waiting for? 77 00:03:31,475 --> 00:03:33,742 You are asking me to rush diagnosis. 78 00:03:33,777 --> 00:03:35,248 Yes. Yes, I am. 79 00:03:35,273 --> 00:03:36,944 Doctor, my... my wife was a therapist for years. 80 00:03:36,979 --> 00:03:38,546 - She has... - All due respect, 81 00:03:38,581 --> 00:03:39,747 a therapist is not a doctor. 82 00:03:39,782 --> 00:03:42,115 I told you this would happen again, but you didn't listen. 83 00:03:42,151 --> 00:03:45,185 - Mom! - I understand you're all upset, 84 00:03:45,220 --> 00:03:47,154 but please calm down. 85 00:03:47,189 --> 00:03:49,323 - Please don't be condescending to her. - Yes, please don't. 86 00:03:49,358 --> 00:03:52,325 - Mom, can we just please go? - Okay, baby. Just calm down. 87 00:03:52,360 --> 00:03:54,327 I am calm! I just wanna get the fuck out of here. 88 00:03:54,362 --> 00:03:56,028 Okay, sweetie. 89 00:03:56,064 --> 00:03:57,697 For fuck's sakes. 90 00:04:00,902 --> 00:04:03,235 There has to be something more that you can do. 91 00:04:03,271 --> 00:04:06,539 Mr. Boatwright, I just gave him medication. 92 00:04:06,575 --> 00:04:09,240 Now we're gonna have to wait and see if it works. 93 00:04:09,276 --> 00:04:12,110 Anything more at this point could be dangerous for him. 94 00:04:12,145 --> 00:04:14,513 It's already dangerous. 95 00:04:14,548 --> 00:04:17,148 Whatever this is, he can't stop it. 96 00:04:17,184 --> 00:04:18,750 We'll be in touch. 97 00:04:29,947 --> 00:04:36,963 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 98 00:04:39,271 --> 00:04:40,738 Oh, man. 99 00:04:40,773 --> 00:04:43,840 - Are you gonna make new friends today? - Uh-huh. 100 00:04:43,876 --> 00:04:46,476 - Mrs. Collins, hi! - Miss Lisa. 101 00:04:46,512 --> 00:04:48,745 Hailey, say hello to Miss Lisa. 102 00:04:48,780 --> 00:04:51,080 Oh, somebody's being shy today, 103 00:04:51,116 --> 00:04:53,617 but I hope not too shy, because we have a new student, 104 00:04:53,652 --> 00:04:56,653 and, Hailey, I think you'd make the best cubby-buddy for him. 105 00:04:56,688 --> 00:04:58,688 - Ooh! - Would you like to share your cubby? 106 00:04:58,724 --> 00:05:02,024 You're just gonna love his mom. 107 00:05:02,059 --> 00:05:04,627 - Jamila! - Oh. Okay. 108 00:05:05,663 --> 00:05:07,997 Jamila, this is who I was telling you about. 109 00:05:08,032 --> 00:05:10,499 This is Ashley and her little peanut, Hailey. 110 00:05:10,535 --> 00:05:12,054 - Nice to meet you. - Hey, girl. 111 00:05:12,090 --> 00:05:15,504 Okay, I gotta round up the troops. I knew you two would hit it off. 112 00:05:17,373 --> 00:05:19,473 She knew we would hit it off. 113 00:05:21,344 --> 00:05:24,478 - So, um, your son... Baldwin. - Baldwin. 114 00:05:24,514 --> 00:05:26,414 That is such a beautiful name. 115 00:05:26,449 --> 00:05:29,884 Hey, Hailey, say hi to Baldwin. 116 00:05:29,920 --> 00:05:31,753 Oh, baby, you need your lotion. 117 00:05:31,788 --> 00:05:35,121 Uh, yes, we... we know. We were running late today. 118 00:05:35,157 --> 00:05:36,523 I got you, girl. 119 00:05:36,559 --> 00:05:40,027 I make my own Shea butter blend... 120 00:05:40,062 --> 00:05:43,129 a little jojoba, tarragon. 121 00:05:43,165 --> 00:05:45,632 It is the only way to moisturize. 122 00:05:45,668 --> 00:05:46,833 Let's see. 123 00:05:49,504 --> 00:05:51,203 All right. There you go, baby. 124 00:05:53,074 --> 00:05:55,407 Okay? You should be fine now. 125 00:06:05,519 --> 00:06:07,252 You want me to come up with you? 126 00:06:07,288 --> 00:06:08,820 No, that's okay. 127 00:06:10,090 --> 00:06:11,155 Listen. 128 00:06:12,125 --> 00:06:15,426 I know you're feeling uncertain right now 129 00:06:15,462 --> 00:06:18,162 about everything that's going to happen, 130 00:06:18,198 --> 00:06:20,765 but for the time being, you're okay. 131 00:06:20,801 --> 00:06:22,533 You need to live in that. 132 00:06:22,569 --> 00:06:24,668 Don't worry about the future. 133 00:06:24,704 --> 00:06:27,437 Just live in the here... and the now. 134 00:06:27,473 --> 00:06:29,473 I know, Dad. I read your book. 135 00:06:32,578 --> 00:06:33,543 I'm sorry. 136 00:06:33,579 --> 00:06:36,446 No apologies. No apologies. 137 00:06:36,482 --> 00:06:39,750 I'm having lunch with your sister. Do you wanna join us? 138 00:06:39,785 --> 00:06:40,718 No. 139 00:06:40,753 --> 00:06:43,753 I think I just wanna go upstairs and crash, 140 00:06:43,788 --> 00:06:46,188 work on my game or something. 141 00:06:51,429 --> 00:06:52,495 Hey. 142 00:06:54,899 --> 00:06:57,233 We're gonna figure this out. 143 00:06:57,268 --> 00:06:58,867 We're gonna fix this. 144 00:06:58,902 --> 00:07:02,037 I promise. Hmm? 145 00:07:31,934 --> 00:07:33,933 Hey. Morning. 146 00:07:36,493 --> 00:07:37,603 Go-Gurt? 147 00:07:37,639 --> 00:07:39,272 Are you fucking kidding me? 148 00:07:39,307 --> 00:07:40,840 So, why don't you go ahead and tell me what I did wrong, 149 00:07:40,876 --> 00:07:43,340 'cause I gotta be at work in 20 minutes, and I don't see what the problem is. 150 00:07:43,376 --> 00:07:45,779 You disappeared for two days, Henry, 151 00:07:45,814 --> 00:07:47,313 in the middle of the night, all right? 152 00:07:47,348 --> 00:07:50,049 - No note, no phone call. - I forgot my phone, man. 153 00:07:50,084 --> 00:07:51,368 You're lying to me. 154 00:07:51,393 --> 00:07:53,919 No, man. I didn't know you were trying to get ahold of me. 155 00:07:53,954 --> 00:07:57,156 It happened again, okay? 156 00:07:57,191 --> 00:08:00,759 At my niece's birthday party, I had some kind of freak-out, 157 00:08:00,795 --> 00:08:02,795 - and I fucking saw something. - Shit. 158 00:08:02,830 --> 00:08:05,731 I fucking needed you there, and you weren't there, 159 00:08:05,766 --> 00:08:07,364 so fuck you, man, all right? 160 00:08:07,400 --> 00:08:09,533 Just strolling into my house, eating my Go-Gurt, 161 00:08:09,569 --> 00:08:12,570 and using my bed like it's fucking nothing, man! 162 00:08:12,605 --> 00:08:15,073 All right? What you did, it's just... it's fucking bullshit. 163 00:08:15,108 --> 00:08:16,068 What did I do, man? 164 00:08:16,093 --> 00:08:17,408 You fucking left in the middle of the night. 165 00:08:17,443 --> 00:08:19,376 Look, I'm s... Oh God. All right. 166 00:08:19,412 --> 00:08:22,546 I'm not used to telling people where I'm going, 167 00:08:22,582 --> 00:08:24,147 'cause no one's ever fucking cared where I go, 168 00:08:24,183 --> 00:08:27,818 so I'm sorry I'm not a fucking expert at dealing with this fucking shit. 169 00:08:27,853 --> 00:08:30,520 I'm not your shrink. I never said I would be. 170 00:08:36,962 --> 00:08:40,030 My friend, he relapsed, okay? He texted me the other night, 171 00:08:40,065 --> 00:08:42,331 because he was gonna fucking hurt himself, and I had to go. 172 00:08:42,366 --> 00:08:43,999 And that's the fucking truth. 173 00:08:49,440 --> 00:08:52,842 - Okay. - No, I, um, I get it. 174 00:08:55,646 --> 00:08:58,479 - I just wish you would've called. - Shit. I know. 175 00:09:00,117 --> 00:09:01,182 I know. 176 00:09:03,253 --> 00:09:06,187 Your friend didn't have a phone? 177 00:09:08,225 --> 00:09:10,759 I don't have your number memorized. 178 00:09:10,794 --> 00:09:12,761 Why? 179 00:09:12,796 --> 00:09:15,695 Because nobody knows anybody's number anymore. 180 00:09:15,731 --> 00:09:17,731 - That's not true. I... - What's mine? 181 00:09:17,767 --> 00:09:20,700 See? 182 00:09:24,807 --> 00:09:28,008 Yeah, I don't know why you just don't spring for a new laptop. 183 00:09:28,043 --> 00:09:30,644 I would've tossed it after the first 10 times it crashed. 184 00:09:30,679 --> 00:09:32,011 I know, I know. 185 00:09:32,046 --> 00:09:34,180 I'm meeting Steven Benjamin this afternoon. 186 00:09:34,215 --> 00:09:37,383 The damn thing couldn't have picked a worse time to freeze again. 187 00:09:37,418 --> 00:09:39,385 Steven Benjamin? Wow. 188 00:09:39,420 --> 00:09:41,954 If you get the job, tell him you'll need a Macbook Pro 24. 189 00:09:41,990 --> 00:09:44,991 - It's only... what, 30,000. - Yes. 190 00:09:45,026 --> 00:09:49,094 Yes, the first thing I'll do is demand expensive gifts. 191 00:09:49,129 --> 00:09:53,398 If the battery is dead again on your father's laptop, I swear... 192 00:09:54,935 --> 00:09:59,938 Sweetie, listen, I'm gonna have to push our run/walk back half an hour. 193 00:09:59,973 --> 00:10:03,441 I wanna Google some family therapists we can go to. 194 00:10:03,476 --> 00:10:05,177 I grew up around mental disorder. 195 00:10:05,212 --> 00:10:07,511 I'm not gonna wait till your brother seriously hurts himself 196 00:10:07,546 --> 00:10:10,214 for a doctor to finally give a damn. 197 00:10:10,249 --> 00:10:12,283 Mom. Mom. 198 00:10:12,318 --> 00:10:14,651 Breathe. You're making yourself crazy. 199 00:10:18,891 --> 00:10:21,558 Um, I'll meet you at 12:30. 200 00:10:21,593 --> 00:10:23,626 You know, constantly rescheduling meetings 201 00:10:23,661 --> 00:10:25,862 is a form of aggression. 202 00:10:26,898 --> 00:10:29,299 That's great, sweetie. I'll see you then. 203 00:11:01,916 --> 00:11:04,590 _ 204 00:11:04,591 --> 00:11:06,978 _ 205 00:11:09,711 --> 00:11:13,123 _ 206 00:11:52,812 --> 00:11:54,178 Oh... 207 00:12:03,156 --> 00:12:05,122 - Hey, Dad. - Hey. 208 00:12:05,157 --> 00:12:08,191 Ah. Call your old man out of the blue to have lunch. 209 00:12:08,227 --> 00:12:09,927 I feel so lucky. 210 00:12:09,962 --> 00:12:11,428 I'm sorry I'm late. I, uh... 211 00:12:11,463 --> 00:12:15,598 I just needed to go around the corner and pick up a few things. 212 00:12:15,634 --> 00:12:17,567 What'd you get me? 213 00:12:17,602 --> 00:12:19,636 Think you got enough lotion there? 214 00:12:19,671 --> 00:12:20,971 Yes, one for every purse. 215 00:12:21,006 --> 00:12:23,940 I'm never gonna be caught empty-handed again. 216 00:12:23,975 --> 00:12:25,758 - Hmm? - Didn't have lotion 217 00:12:25,783 --> 00:12:26,775 for Hailey this morning, 218 00:12:26,811 --> 00:12:28,411 and one of the other moms let me borrow hers, 219 00:12:28,446 --> 00:12:33,950 and, uh, and it just made me... I don't know... feel so ashamed. 220 00:12:33,985 --> 00:12:36,819 - Why did I feel like that? - Your mother's the therapist. 221 00:12:36,854 --> 00:12:39,554 I can only dissect the concept of shame 222 00:12:39,589 --> 00:12:41,389 into a thousand subconcepts, 223 00:12:41,425 --> 00:12:44,225 until we don't even know what we're talking about anymore. 224 00:12:44,261 --> 00:12:46,928 Yes. Thank you, but I will pass. 225 00:12:46,964 --> 00:12:48,163 How is Ramon? 226 00:12:48,198 --> 00:12:50,398 Ah. Well... 227 00:12:50,434 --> 00:12:52,463 he started medication. 228 00:12:53,103 --> 00:12:56,203 Hmm. Okay. That's a good thing, right? 229 00:12:56,238 --> 00:12:59,073 I hope so. How are you? 230 00:12:59,976 --> 00:13:01,775 - How's life? - Um... 231 00:13:03,145 --> 00:13:07,014 It's good. It's good. I, uh, I... 232 00:13:07,049 --> 00:13:10,250 I have everything I ever wanted. I'm super lucky. 233 00:13:12,455 --> 00:13:15,154 Okay. What's wrong with this picture? 234 00:13:18,360 --> 00:13:19,792 What's going on? 235 00:13:23,664 --> 00:13:27,533 Sometimes I just feel so fucking responsible for everything. 236 00:13:27,568 --> 00:13:29,735 I love my husband. 237 00:13:29,770 --> 00:13:32,371 I love my daughter. I love my job, my family, 238 00:13:32,406 --> 00:13:34,106 my whole life, but I just... 239 00:13:34,141 --> 00:13:35,507 it feels like there's something... 240 00:13:35,542 --> 00:13:36,708 Missing? 241 00:13:36,743 --> 00:13:39,511 And I don't know what anything means anymore. 242 00:13:40,881 --> 00:13:43,615 Fuck. I know that feeling. 243 00:13:44,818 --> 00:13:46,518 Sometimes it feels like... 244 00:13:47,686 --> 00:13:49,420 the world's falling apart, 245 00:13:49,455 --> 00:13:52,490 like everything is upside down. 246 00:13:53,926 --> 00:13:55,393 Mm-hmm. 247 00:13:55,428 --> 00:13:58,429 So much hatred going around. 248 00:13:59,399 --> 00:14:00,764 It's gotta be worse for you, right? 249 00:14:01,407 --> 00:14:04,634 I'm overwhelmed, and I'm a white guy. 250 00:14:04,669 --> 00:14:08,204 Yeah, Dad, not every problem I have has to do with being black. 251 00:14:08,240 --> 00:14:09,452 No, I'm sorry. 252 00:14:09,477 --> 00:14:12,142 You know, I grew up around total white privilege, 253 00:14:12,177 --> 00:14:14,710 which I'm grateful for, but... 254 00:14:14,746 --> 00:14:18,248 sometimes I just really think that that may raise a bigger deal 255 00:14:18,283 --> 00:14:21,150 than if I'd grown up around people who were actually like me. 256 00:14:21,185 --> 00:14:25,320 We always tried our best to introduce you to Liberian culture... 257 00:14:25,356 --> 00:14:27,656 I don't need to read about being African in a book. 258 00:14:27,691 --> 00:14:30,492 When people see me, they don't see a Liberian. 259 00:14:30,528 --> 00:14:32,094 They see a black woman. 260 00:14:32,129 --> 00:14:34,729 Ashley, every time that we wanted to talk to you 261 00:14:34,765 --> 00:14:37,032 - about race... you refused to. - Yes? 262 00:14:37,068 --> 00:14:39,667 Well, that's because it's not a thing that you could possibly understand. 263 00:14:39,702 --> 00:14:41,835 Oh my God, you never have to worry about a cop thinking 264 00:14:41,871 --> 00:14:44,172 that you're a fucking thief because you have a fancy purse, 265 00:14:44,207 --> 00:14:48,876 and you never, ever have to worry about one just feeling you up, 266 00:14:48,911 --> 00:14:50,178 because they know that if you fight back, 267 00:14:50,213 --> 00:14:52,613 then they'll just beat you up, and they'll get away with it. 268 00:14:52,648 --> 00:14:54,515 Is that what happened to you in jail? 269 00:14:55,750 --> 00:14:57,484 - I... - You gotta report this cop. 270 00:15:03,592 --> 00:15:05,925 Oh. That right there is the difference 271 00:15:05,961 --> 00:15:08,495 between the world that you live in and the world I live in. 272 00:15:09,864 --> 00:15:11,498 Ashley. 273 00:15:12,433 --> 00:15:13,699 Oh. 274 00:15:14,902 --> 00:15:17,269 I knew those shoes would look great on you. 275 00:15:19,974 --> 00:15:23,576 Here we are in the luxurious Director Park. 276 00:15:23,611 --> 00:15:26,145 It was opened in 2009, 277 00:15:26,180 --> 00:15:29,680 and it is 0.46 acres. 278 00:15:29,716 --> 00:15:30,881 Is that a lot? 279 00:15:30,917 --> 00:15:32,383 Probably. I don't know what an acre is. 280 00:15:32,419 --> 00:15:33,851 I'm not fucking Amish. 281 00:15:33,886 --> 00:15:36,154 It was named for... 282 00:15:36,189 --> 00:15:38,223 some investor guy's grandparents. 283 00:15:38,258 --> 00:15:39,813 Are you just reading that off your phone? 284 00:15:39,849 --> 00:15:40,794 No. 285 00:15:40,819 --> 00:15:43,694 Over here, we have the giant chess pieces, 286 00:15:43,730 --> 00:15:45,830 and over there, is the fountain. 287 00:15:45,865 --> 00:15:48,132 We took my niece here last summer. 288 00:15:48,167 --> 00:15:51,635 When it's hot, kids can go there to... frolic or... 289 00:15:51,670 --> 00:15:54,538 I don't know... shit in the water, I guess. 290 00:15:54,573 --> 00:15:56,873 What the fuck are you doing here? 291 00:15:56,908 --> 00:15:58,675 My laundry. 292 00:15:58,710 --> 00:16:01,878 What does it look like we're doing? This stupid project. 293 00:16:01,913 --> 00:16:03,912 Quit copying our video, assholes. 294 00:16:03,948 --> 00:16:05,381 This park was our idea. 295 00:16:05,416 --> 00:16:08,618 Wait, it... it's literally everyone's idea. 296 00:16:10,755 --> 00:16:11,820 Fuck off. 297 00:16:16,060 --> 00:16:17,993 She... 298 00:16:18,029 --> 00:16:19,629 This is so stupid. 299 00:16:19,664 --> 00:16:21,696 Cut. You know, I thought we really captured 300 00:16:21,731 --> 00:16:24,533 some lightning in a bottle there. I was... riveted. 301 00:16:24,568 --> 00:16:26,434 I am not putting my name on something so obvious 302 00:16:26,470 --> 00:16:29,371 that even fucking Kara Pruitt and Becca Koats were able to think of it. 303 00:16:29,406 --> 00:16:31,306 All we have to do is turn in something, and we pass. 304 00:16:31,341 --> 00:16:34,609 Okay, but I don't want it to be lame, vanilla Portland. 305 00:16:36,746 --> 00:16:38,745 Get a life, Portland! 306 00:16:39,715 --> 00:16:41,882 Okay, why don't we go someplace 307 00:16:41,917 --> 00:16:45,085 that nobody in our class has ever been before, 308 00:16:45,120 --> 00:16:47,087 like the vegan strip club? 309 00:16:47,122 --> 00:16:48,855 Yeah, 'cause everyone knows strip clubs save 310 00:16:48,891 --> 00:16:51,792 their platinum talent for 11:00 a.m. on a Monday. 311 00:16:51,827 --> 00:16:53,760 Okay, fine, not there, but... 312 00:16:53,796 --> 00:16:57,930 I don't know. This video is supposed to be why Portland is meaningful for us. 313 00:16:57,965 --> 00:17:00,500 I wanna show Portland unknown, 314 00:17:00,535 --> 00:17:02,768 the places that nobody likes to talk about. 315 00:17:02,804 --> 00:17:05,004 Let's fucking say something. 316 00:17:08,109 --> 00:17:10,710 All right, I am so full, I don't even know why I got this. 317 00:17:10,745 --> 00:17:12,611 - You want it? - No. 318 00:17:13,647 --> 00:17:15,681 Okay, do you ever eat? 319 00:17:15,716 --> 00:17:17,082 No, I'm fasting for Ramadan. 320 00:17:17,117 --> 00:17:20,085 I can't eat or drink anything from sunup to sundown. 321 00:17:20,120 --> 00:17:21,820 So, you're pretty serious about that stuff, huh? 322 00:17:21,855 --> 00:17:23,955 I guess. Like, my mom and I, we fast 323 00:17:23,990 --> 00:17:26,625 'cause fasting, it teaches empathy, 324 00:17:26,660 --> 00:17:29,093 what it's like for people who are poor and don't have food, 325 00:17:29,128 --> 00:17:31,128 so we're more grateful for what we do have. 326 00:17:31,163 --> 00:17:34,599 And it teaches you to control your urges 327 00:17:34,634 --> 00:17:36,701 and to... and to be stronger than temptation. 328 00:17:36,736 --> 00:17:39,637 You get that all from skipping lunch? 329 00:17:39,672 --> 00:17:41,071 Praise Allah. 330 00:17:42,342 --> 00:17:44,942 So, what are you? 331 00:17:44,977 --> 00:17:47,444 Uh, well, technically, I'm a quarter Jewish, 332 00:17:47,479 --> 00:17:50,179 but... I'm not anything. 333 00:17:50,215 --> 00:17:52,215 So, what, you don't think there's any kind 334 00:17:52,251 --> 00:17:54,284 of higher power in the universe? 335 00:17:54,319 --> 00:17:56,253 Something bigger than ourselves happening? 336 00:17:56,288 --> 00:17:58,988 I don't know. I never thought about it. 337 00:17:59,023 --> 00:18:01,625 So you only accept what's in front of you? 338 00:18:01,660 --> 00:18:05,127 What's in front of us is awful. There has to be something better. 339 00:18:10,868 --> 00:18:14,336 I think Ramon just has too much on his plate... 340 00:18:14,372 --> 00:18:17,806 trying to graduate, get a job. 341 00:18:17,841 --> 00:18:20,341 He's some sort of finalist for this big game expo, 342 00:18:20,377 --> 00:18:23,578 and he's been really stressed out, and I think it's... 343 00:18:23,613 --> 00:18:25,747 I didn't know that. Why didn't I know that? 344 00:18:25,782 --> 00:18:26,881 I should've known that. 345 00:18:26,916 --> 00:18:28,182 You okay? 346 00:18:28,217 --> 00:18:29,850 Yeah, yeah, I'm fine. 347 00:18:31,488 --> 00:18:32,887 But still, millions of people 348 00:18:32,922 --> 00:18:34,789 juggle just as much if not more every day, 349 00:18:34,824 --> 00:18:36,323 and they don't start hallucinating. 350 00:18:36,358 --> 00:18:37,991 And this guy your brother's been hanging out with, 351 00:18:38,026 --> 00:18:40,093 I don't know what kind of drugs he has your brother doing. 352 00:18:40,128 --> 00:18:42,462 - Who even is he? - Henry? 353 00:18:42,498 --> 00:18:45,632 I talked to him. He still doesn't know where he's going. 354 00:18:45,668 --> 00:18:47,601 It's kind of weird, but... 355 00:18:47,636 --> 00:18:49,269 I think they really like each other. 356 00:18:49,305 --> 00:18:50,870 Well, that's ridiculous. 357 00:18:50,906 --> 00:18:54,239 The man is like 45, dating a 22-year-old college student. 358 00:18:54,275 --> 00:18:57,276 He's not 45, he's almost 30, 359 00:18:57,312 --> 00:18:59,679 and I think you're just looking for reasons to not like him. 360 00:18:59,714 --> 00:19:03,148 No. I'm looking for reasons why my son is hallucinating, 361 00:19:03,184 --> 00:19:05,484 and it all started when he met this guy. 362 00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:06,919 And... Aah-aah! 363 00:19:08,022 --> 00:19:09,588 Whoa. What's up? 364 00:19:12,326 --> 00:19:13,991 Cramp. 365 00:19:15,562 --> 00:19:17,995 Your brother thinks he knows this guy, but he doesn't. 366 00:19:18,031 --> 00:19:21,132 Trust me. This is gonna hurt him. 367 00:19:22,736 --> 00:19:26,103 You know, Mom, that cramp is a physical expression of your feelings, 368 00:19:26,139 --> 00:19:27,705 and if you don't push through it, there's... 369 00:19:27,740 --> 00:19:31,375 Oh my God. If it will make you stop. 370 00:19:31,410 --> 00:19:34,812 Uh-huh. I will never stop. 371 00:19:35,914 --> 00:19:37,648 Because look at this. 372 00:19:38,751 --> 00:19:40,150 Got you going, Mom. 373 00:19:41,220 --> 00:19:43,119 Never stop. 374 00:19:43,155 --> 00:19:46,088 And I've only known this patient for a few weeks. 375 00:19:46,123 --> 00:19:48,023 How could he know that about my mother? 376 00:19:48,059 --> 00:19:51,093 I don't know. Maybe it's just countertransference. 377 00:19:51,128 --> 00:19:53,929 He described something similar that happened to you, 378 00:19:53,965 --> 00:19:55,365 and you think he must be talking about you. 379 00:19:55,400 --> 00:19:57,767 But twice he has dreamt or imagined a woman 380 00:19:57,802 --> 00:19:59,669 with four gashes in her cheek. 381 00:19:59,704 --> 00:20:02,937 - Once that woman was actually my mother. - He claims, 382 00:20:02,973 --> 00:20:04,473 after seeing a picture of her. 383 00:20:04,508 --> 00:20:07,876 Well, the woman in his hallucination called him mijo. 384 00:20:07,911 --> 00:20:11,480 A woman called me mijo outside the marijuana dispensary. 385 00:20:11,515 --> 00:20:14,282 That is just a coincidence. Mijo is a very common word. 386 00:20:14,317 --> 00:20:18,019 No. And the four gashes make up the number 11:11. 387 00:20:18,054 --> 00:20:21,321 - That's my birthday. - Farid. 388 00:20:22,658 --> 00:20:25,125 Is it a coincidence that the woman in his dream 389 00:20:25,160 --> 00:20:28,228 spoke Farsi to him, a language he doesn't know? 390 00:20:28,264 --> 00:20:30,631 And is it just a coincidence that... 391 00:20:30,666 --> 00:20:33,401 that the girl Navid hangs out with 392 00:20:33,436 --> 00:20:35,121 - is this patient's sister? - Okay. 393 00:20:35,156 --> 00:20:37,970 You know what to do when you get like this. Just stop. 394 00:20:39,073 --> 00:20:40,039 Breathe. 395 00:20:42,611 --> 00:20:43,676 Good. 396 00:20:45,847 --> 00:20:47,847 You're taking your medication, right? 397 00:20:47,883 --> 00:20:50,216 - Layla. - Because I won't... 398 00:20:51,820 --> 00:20:54,887 - have you... - I am... taking my medication. 399 00:20:54,922 --> 00:20:58,624 Because I won't have you ignoring your doctor again and becoming erratic. 400 00:20:58,659 --> 00:21:01,293 Navid is older now. He will see it, 401 00:21:01,328 --> 00:21:04,797 his father disappearing. I can't protect him from that. 402 00:21:04,832 --> 00:21:06,998 Did you tell him about my mother? 403 00:21:08,302 --> 00:21:09,467 - Did you? - Ah... 404 00:21:09,502 --> 00:21:12,603 I would never tell him something like that with you knowing. 405 00:21:12,639 --> 00:21:14,572 No. Never. 406 00:21:14,607 --> 00:21:17,675 - Maybe you let it slip. - Oh, Farid. Stop, please, enough. 407 00:21:17,710 --> 00:21:19,009 I'm too hungry for this. 408 00:21:19,045 --> 00:21:22,212 Well, maybe you shouldn't fast. 409 00:21:22,248 --> 00:21:24,782 Just shut up. 410 00:21:31,423 --> 00:21:33,356 Those are for Uncle Amir. 411 00:22:53,266 --> 00:22:55,066 Thank you. No worries. 412 00:22:55,101 --> 00:22:58,570 Wait. Is it 1982? 413 00:22:58,605 --> 00:23:02,674 Hey, you. 414 00:23:02,709 --> 00:23:05,677 I know. It's the been too long. 415 00:23:08,648 --> 00:23:11,849 You look... I mean, you... you haven't aged a day. 416 00:23:11,884 --> 00:23:14,317 Well, you look fantastic. 417 00:23:14,353 --> 00:23:16,754 A few billion dollars really agrees with you. 418 00:23:16,789 --> 00:23:18,689 Oh, stop. No, it's not a few billion. 419 00:23:18,724 --> 00:23:21,992 It's like one, maybe two, max. 420 00:23:26,464 --> 00:23:28,431 The... 421 00:23:28,466 --> 00:23:30,222 - The wooden dome. - Yeah. 422 00:23:30,257 --> 00:23:32,902 - It's like a beehive. - Yup. Yup. 423 00:23:38,242 --> 00:23:40,677 God. It's been forever. 424 00:23:41,947 --> 00:23:42,978 How's Greg? 425 00:23:43,013 --> 00:23:45,948 Oh. 426 00:23:45,983 --> 00:23:47,950 You know, full of surprises. 427 00:23:47,985 --> 00:23:49,117 How's Nancy? 428 00:23:49,152 --> 00:23:51,086 - Nina? - Nina. 429 00:23:51,121 --> 00:23:53,622 Yeah, Nina. How is she? 430 00:23:53,657 --> 00:23:57,593 Well, my lawyer tells me I just bought her a house in Milan, 431 00:23:57,628 --> 00:23:59,994 so I'd imagine she's great. 432 00:24:00,029 --> 00:24:03,731 I'm sorry to hear that. She was lovely... 433 00:24:03,766 --> 00:24:07,301 seemed lovely in the Christmas cards. 434 00:24:07,336 --> 00:24:10,071 Very lovely. 435 00:24:10,106 --> 00:24:13,908 She could be. Uh, and the family's good? 436 00:24:13,943 --> 00:24:16,077 Kids? You've got three, right? 437 00:24:16,112 --> 00:24:19,512 - Four. Mmm. - Four? Wow. That's quite the brood. 438 00:24:19,547 --> 00:24:23,149 Yeah, well, one's mine, three are adopted. 439 00:24:23,184 --> 00:24:27,420 - Oh, that's great. I bet they enjoy... - No. 440 00:24:27,455 --> 00:24:29,188 - What? - They're mine. I... I don't know why 441 00:24:29,224 --> 00:24:31,390 I said it like that. They're all mine. 442 00:24:33,394 --> 00:24:34,683 You okay? 443 00:24:34,708 --> 00:24:38,964 I'm fine. May I have a... a glass of water, please? 444 00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:40,966 Yeah, of course. 445 00:24:44,805 --> 00:24:46,705 Why do you like watching two guys fucking? 446 00:24:46,741 --> 00:24:49,574 Gay porn just feels more honest. 447 00:24:49,610 --> 00:24:51,342 You watch porn for the honesty? 448 00:24:51,377 --> 00:24:53,310 No, but it's like... 449 00:24:53,346 --> 00:24:55,880 Okay, like, if there's a girl, straight or lesbian... 450 00:24:55,915 --> 00:24:59,651 Mm-hmm... it always feels kind of exploitative, you know? 451 00:24:59,686 --> 00:25:01,218 Like it's purely for the enjoyment 452 00:25:01,254 --> 00:25:03,287 of the straight dudes beating off to it. 453 00:25:03,322 --> 00:25:04,656 But two guys fucking? 454 00:25:04,691 --> 00:25:06,758 Seems like they're actually enjoying each other. 455 00:25:06,793 --> 00:25:08,759 Women can't just enjoy having sex? 456 00:25:08,794 --> 00:25:11,427 No, they can, but it's like... 457 00:25:11,463 --> 00:25:14,131 Okay, like, you can't fake a cum shot, right? 458 00:25:14,166 --> 00:25:17,600 That's as real as it gets. And then there's the voyeur thing, 459 00:25:17,636 --> 00:25:20,070 like, "I caught these two guys doing something 460 00:25:20,105 --> 00:25:22,906 that I'm not supposed to see them doing, and they..." 461 00:25:22,941 --> 00:25:25,007 They what? 462 00:25:25,043 --> 00:25:27,309 I think that's my brother's boyfriend. 463 00:25:29,613 --> 00:25:31,947 We're following him, aren't we? 464 00:25:31,983 --> 00:25:33,015 Yeah. 465 00:26:01,043 --> 00:26:02,810 So, what now? 466 00:26:07,750 --> 00:26:10,718 So, after all this time... 467 00:26:10,753 --> 00:26:11,852 not a word. 468 00:26:11,887 --> 00:26:13,187 What do you mean? 469 00:26:13,222 --> 00:26:15,655 Oh, come on. 470 00:26:15,691 --> 00:26:18,825 You've been here... a couple of years now, right? 471 00:26:18,860 --> 00:26:21,094 No coffee, no phone call. 472 00:26:21,129 --> 00:26:22,628 Well, when I moved here, 473 00:26:22,663 --> 00:26:25,497 the ink wasn't even dry from the divorce papers. 474 00:26:25,533 --> 00:26:28,935 I wasn't particularly pleasant to be around. 475 00:26:30,138 --> 00:26:31,437 Can I be honest with you? 476 00:26:31,472 --> 00:26:33,605 Because you've been lying this whole time? 477 00:26:34,775 --> 00:26:37,375 I actually saw you a few days ago. 478 00:26:41,448 --> 00:26:43,648 Please say you didn't see me on the news. 479 00:26:46,353 --> 00:26:47,619 Okay, look. 480 00:26:49,256 --> 00:26:50,821 I didn't say what you saw. 481 00:26:50,857 --> 00:26:52,990 I mean, I did, technically, 482 00:26:53,025 --> 00:26:56,326 but they way they edited... they... they purposely... 483 00:26:56,362 --> 00:26:59,130 I can't tell you how many 10-second sound bytes of me 484 00:26:59,165 --> 00:27:03,300 have been edited so that I look like a hippy-dippy liberal asshole. 485 00:27:03,335 --> 00:27:05,002 Well, lucky you. I would have given anything 486 00:27:05,037 --> 00:27:06,670 to look like a hippy-dippy liberal asshole 487 00:27:06,705 --> 00:27:09,472 instead of a raging white supremacist asshole. 488 00:27:09,507 --> 00:27:13,376 No. Well, I didn't believe that for a second. 489 00:27:13,411 --> 00:27:16,212 I thought, "No. That's not the Audrey Bayer 490 00:27:16,248 --> 00:27:19,082 who got arrested with me at Berkley protesting Reagan." 491 00:27:19,117 --> 00:27:22,385 Isn't it so nice to know that kids today 492 00:27:22,420 --> 00:27:27,289 get to experience the joys of protesting a D-list celebrity president? 493 00:27:27,324 --> 00:27:28,991 - God. - Yeah, well... 494 00:27:29,026 --> 00:27:31,526 Well, kids today, they only show up to protest 495 00:27:31,561 --> 00:27:32,895 because they need a great selfie 496 00:27:32,930 --> 00:27:34,830 with somebody getting pepper-sprayed behind them. 497 00:27:34,865 --> 00:27:37,599 They're the most connected generation we've ever had. 498 00:27:37,634 --> 00:27:39,394 What are you talking about? 499 00:27:39,419 --> 00:27:41,769 They're fighting just as hard as we did, if not harder. 500 00:27:41,805 --> 00:27:44,605 Social media is how they mobilize. 501 00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:46,640 Black Lives Matter, Resist Marches... 502 00:27:46,676 --> 00:27:49,043 they're not indifferent, Steven, they're angry. 503 00:27:49,078 --> 00:27:51,012 Everybody's angry. I'm angry. 504 00:27:51,047 --> 00:27:53,948 I've tried to figure out every possible way to prevent drought, 505 00:27:53,983 --> 00:27:56,684 to keep crops sustaining, fighting carbon emissions. 506 00:27:56,719 --> 00:28:00,586 That's a losing battle. We'll be lucky if we last another 50 years. 507 00:28:00,622 --> 00:28:03,589 Fifty years? That's not lucky. 508 00:28:04,693 --> 00:28:05,959 That's surrender. 509 00:28:07,362 --> 00:28:09,162 And I don't accept that. 510 00:28:09,198 --> 00:28:11,832 The world is not ours anymore, 511 00:28:11,867 --> 00:28:14,400 and if our kids are gonna fix it, 512 00:28:14,436 --> 00:28:16,435 even just live in it, 513 00:28:16,470 --> 00:28:20,572 then their anger... 514 00:28:20,607 --> 00:28:23,909 They have to be taught that they can't just be cruel to each other, 515 00:28:23,945 --> 00:28:26,946 killing each other like we did, our parents did. 516 00:28:28,782 --> 00:28:32,283 They can be better than us, you know? 517 00:28:32,319 --> 00:28:34,652 So, that's what you're teaching them in these schools? 518 00:28:34,687 --> 00:28:37,755 Did, until my funding got yanked. 519 00:28:37,790 --> 00:28:39,924 I want you to come back... 520 00:28:39,960 --> 00:28:42,827 present to my board a proposal, a budget, 521 00:28:42,863 --> 00:28:46,931 convince these assholes who write the checks that you are a great investment. 522 00:28:46,967 --> 00:28:49,499 - Sound good? - Of course. 523 00:28:50,870 --> 00:28:52,169 - Hey, babe. - Hey. 524 00:28:52,204 --> 00:28:53,843 We're doing dinner tonight with the Williamses. 525 00:28:53,878 --> 00:28:56,340 - Who? - Uh, your friend from school, Jamila. 526 00:28:56,375 --> 00:28:57,908 I'm not following. 527 00:28:57,943 --> 00:29:00,911 Hailey's cubby-buddy? His mom. 528 00:29:00,946 --> 00:29:02,812 Wait. Malcolm, we just met these people, 529 00:29:02,848 --> 00:29:04,447 and we're already doing dinner? That's... 530 00:29:04,483 --> 00:29:06,282 Look, why don't you just Uber over 531 00:29:06,317 --> 00:29:07,884 and we'll do wine o'clock. 532 00:29:09,687 --> 00:29:10,753 You know what? 533 00:29:11,822 --> 00:29:13,289 Let's do it. Yeah. 534 00:29:13,324 --> 00:29:14,857 I'd like to get to know them better, 535 00:29:14,893 --> 00:29:17,159 and their little boy could be very nice for Hailey to play with. 536 00:29:17,195 --> 00:29:18,705 - It'll be good. - Yes. 537 00:29:18,740 --> 00:29:22,365 Thank you. Heart emoji, trophy emoji, kissing face emoji! 538 00:29:22,400 --> 00:29:23,651 - Yes! - Oh my God. 539 00:29:23,676 --> 00:29:25,767 Babe, we talked about this. Emoji is not a language. 540 00:29:25,802 --> 00:29:30,205 - I'm sorry. I love you. - I love you too. 541 00:29:32,542 --> 00:29:35,410 Okay. 542 00:29:35,445 --> 00:29:38,980 I just don't understand it. We have three handicap parking spaces 543 00:29:39,016 --> 00:29:40,714 just sitting out there, but MacDowell here 544 00:29:40,749 --> 00:29:43,284 is the only one of us that actually has a handicap placard. 545 00:29:43,319 --> 00:29:45,986 - I have one too. - Oh, come on, Rubin, you don't need it. 546 00:29:46,022 --> 00:29:48,255 I have poor circulation to my legs. 547 00:29:48,291 --> 00:29:50,391 Your foot falls asleep. Big deal. 548 00:29:50,426 --> 00:29:51,825 Jesus Christ. 549 00:29:51,860 --> 00:29:54,661 If we could maybe discuss something serious for a moment? 550 00:29:54,696 --> 00:29:56,830 Yes. Thank you. 551 00:29:56,865 --> 00:29:59,832 They have changed the soap in the bathroom 552 00:29:59,867 --> 00:30:02,402 to this weird, orange, gravelly whatchamacallit. 553 00:30:02,437 --> 00:30:06,072 I mean, come on, are we a university or a sewage plant? 554 00:30:06,107 --> 00:30:07,206 Oh my God. 555 00:30:08,476 --> 00:30:10,543 Boatwright, do you have something you'd like to add? 556 00:30:10,578 --> 00:30:13,246 Yes, actually. Um... 557 00:30:14,815 --> 00:30:16,415 What are we doing here? 558 00:30:16,450 --> 00:30:17,849 Having a faculty meeting. 559 00:30:17,884 --> 00:30:22,687 Great, then why aren't we talking about how the number of students 560 00:30:22,722 --> 00:30:27,326 declaring philosophy as a major has steadily declined over the last 20 years. 561 00:30:27,361 --> 00:30:29,494 - The Internet? - No. Yes. 562 00:30:29,529 --> 00:30:30,929 - I know. - No. 563 00:30:32,265 --> 00:30:34,598 No, it's because... 564 00:30:34,633 --> 00:30:38,569 what we are doing isn't viscerally connected to anything. 565 00:30:38,604 --> 00:30:40,737 These ancient philosophers we talk about, 566 00:30:40,773 --> 00:30:43,507 they were men of action, literary giants, 567 00:30:43,542 --> 00:30:45,977 emperors of free thought. 568 00:30:46,012 --> 00:30:48,878 They lived in it. They fought for it. 569 00:30:48,913 --> 00:30:50,513 They were persecuted for it. 570 00:30:50,548 --> 00:30:53,316 The church even killed them for it! 571 00:30:53,352 --> 00:30:56,052 And here we are, thousands of years later, 572 00:30:56,088 --> 00:30:59,655 just decaying in an ivory tower 573 00:30:59,691 --> 00:31:02,692 of insignificant, old, white men 574 00:31:02,727 --> 00:31:05,827 complaining about orange fucking soap. 575 00:31:05,863 --> 00:31:08,230 Nobody gives a shit! 576 00:31:08,265 --> 00:31:10,099 That's the problem! 577 00:31:10,134 --> 00:31:11,967 Nobody gives a shit! 578 00:31:18,309 --> 00:31:19,541 Greg, are you drunk? 579 00:31:20,777 --> 00:31:23,144 No. I'm not drunk. 580 00:31:23,179 --> 00:31:26,314 Were you drunk at the biennial ethics conference last month? 581 00:31:26,349 --> 00:31:28,649 We understand you were very entertaining. 582 00:31:28,684 --> 00:31:33,587 I can assure you I was not drunk then, and I am not drunk now. 583 00:31:33,623 --> 00:31:35,789 Well, I'd watch my behavior if I were you. 584 00:31:35,825 --> 00:31:37,858 Things you thought were charming when you were 20 585 00:31:37,894 --> 00:31:40,327 are just embarrassing at 60. 586 00:31:42,764 --> 00:31:46,299 The job opportunity was just too good for Corey to pass up, 587 00:31:46,335 --> 00:31:48,468 and I was glad to leave Charleston. 588 00:31:48,504 --> 00:31:51,638 I mean, don't get me wrong, South Carolina is beautiful and all, 589 00:31:51,673 --> 00:31:53,140 but it's still the South. 590 00:31:53,175 --> 00:31:56,642 I tell you what, though, God certainly put His plan in motion on this one. 591 00:31:56,677 --> 00:31:59,412 - You cannot predict these things. - Mm-mmm. 592 00:31:59,447 --> 00:32:01,147 What church do you and your family go to? 593 00:32:01,182 --> 00:32:04,183 - Oh, we don't. - Oh. That's a shame. 594 00:32:05,353 --> 00:32:07,786 Babe, you have to see this guy on the grill. 595 00:32:07,821 --> 00:32:09,321 I mean, the way he brines his meat... 596 00:32:09,357 --> 00:32:11,023 seriously, you should be viral. 597 00:32:11,059 --> 00:32:14,659 Ah. You know, they say that brining is somewhat of a lost art... 598 00:32:14,694 --> 00:32:15,826 - Mmm. - ...and it is, sadly. 599 00:32:15,862 --> 00:32:19,097 You know, Malcolm was telling us earlier 600 00:32:19,132 --> 00:32:21,366 - you work in fashion. - Yes, I do. Yeah. 601 00:32:21,401 --> 00:32:24,269 - Has her own retail site. - And a store in the Pearl. 602 00:32:24,304 --> 00:32:27,004 Seriously, Ashley, I'd love to be more like you 603 00:32:27,040 --> 00:32:29,874 and know everything about why people wear, like... 604 00:32:29,909 --> 00:32:33,710 those stupid rubber shoes with the individual toes? 605 00:32:33,745 --> 00:32:35,612 Stuff like that, right? 606 00:32:35,647 --> 00:32:39,316 Style and coordination, yeah, that's a... that's a part of what I do. 607 00:32:39,351 --> 00:32:43,320 Uh, but I wanted to be a history major when I was in school, 608 00:32:43,355 --> 00:32:46,356 and the more classes I took, the more I just kept noticing 609 00:32:46,392 --> 00:32:49,992 how fashion is indicative of everything, really... 610 00:32:50,027 --> 00:32:52,661 I mean, economic status, social changes. 611 00:32:52,697 --> 00:32:54,430 It's a visual representation of history 612 00:32:54,466 --> 00:32:56,632 right as it's unfolding in front of your eyes. 613 00:32:56,667 --> 00:32:58,801 Hmm. Nice. 614 00:32:58,836 --> 00:33:00,536 And her website guarantees delivery 615 00:33:00,572 --> 00:33:03,973 in two to three business days, or it's 15% off your next order. 616 00:33:05,041 --> 00:33:07,142 It's a great deal. 617 00:33:25,495 --> 00:33:26,893 What's up, Baby Jesus? 618 00:33:27,796 --> 00:33:29,830 Hey. What are you doing here? 619 00:33:29,865 --> 00:33:32,366 I was just in the neighborhood, figured I'd come by, 620 00:33:32,401 --> 00:33:33,800 see how you're feeling. 621 00:33:36,105 --> 00:33:38,038 Yikes. 622 00:33:38,073 --> 00:33:41,241 I swear, everybody in this family just figures they can come by. 623 00:33:41,276 --> 00:33:43,143 I mean, does nobody know how to use a phone, Duc? 624 00:33:43,178 --> 00:33:45,778 Oh yeah, we do. You're the one who screens 625 00:33:45,813 --> 00:33:48,014 and doesn't seem to know how to call us back. 626 00:33:49,217 --> 00:33:51,618 None of what I saw feels random. 627 00:33:53,421 --> 00:33:57,456 I don't know what it means, but... it means something. 628 00:33:57,491 --> 00:33:59,525 I'm sure it's confusing. 629 00:34:01,228 --> 00:34:03,828 But, you know, there are things you can control. 630 00:34:05,232 --> 00:34:08,133 Sleeping, what you're eating, 631 00:34:08,169 --> 00:34:09,701 how you live. 632 00:34:09,736 --> 00:34:12,637 If you just clean up, create an organized living space, 633 00:34:12,672 --> 00:34:14,772 maybe it won't all feel so overwhelming. 634 00:34:14,807 --> 00:34:17,375 Oh yeah? Is that proven? 635 00:34:17,410 --> 00:34:20,211 If I put away my dishes, I'll stop hallucinating? 636 00:34:25,017 --> 00:34:27,218 You know, when I was in the cave, I, um... 637 00:34:29,088 --> 00:34:30,787 I saw this woman. 638 00:34:33,058 --> 00:34:36,660 I think, um... she was my mom. 639 00:34:38,430 --> 00:34:42,465 - What? - She called me mijo. 640 00:34:42,501 --> 00:34:43,667 Huh. 641 00:34:44,869 --> 00:34:48,170 You remember your mom... your birth mom, right? 642 00:34:56,046 --> 00:34:59,781 Ramon, that's behind me. 643 00:34:59,817 --> 00:35:03,318 That was... a long time ago. That... it doesn't matter. 644 00:35:03,353 --> 00:35:05,186 But see... but see, what if... 645 00:35:05,222 --> 00:35:07,555 what if all this that... that's happening to me, 646 00:35:07,591 --> 00:35:08,823 what if... 647 00:35:08,858 --> 00:35:11,392 what if it's me trying to force myself... 648 00:35:11,428 --> 00:35:13,494 ...to remember, because I... I need to remember. 649 00:35:13,530 --> 00:35:15,597 I know that there's something that I need to remember, 650 00:35:15,632 --> 00:35:18,099 - something that I need to know, Duc. - You were 10 months old 651 00:35:18,134 --> 00:35:19,567 when Mom and Dad brought you here. 652 00:35:19,603 --> 00:35:22,035 Nobody remembers anything from when they were that young. 653 00:35:22,070 --> 00:35:24,605 Mm-hmm. 654 00:35:26,221 --> 00:35:27,687 Ram... 655 00:35:31,146 --> 00:35:32,279 Look, just... 656 00:35:33,849 --> 00:35:37,383 Just don't start looking behind you for some sort of... 657 00:35:39,153 --> 00:35:41,854 - You might not like what you find. - Yeah. 658 00:35:51,031 --> 00:35:53,532 They've been in there for almost two hours. 659 00:35:53,568 --> 00:35:54,766 Yup. 660 00:35:55,602 --> 00:35:57,402 What do you think they're doing? 661 00:35:57,437 --> 00:35:58,737 Probably hoboning. 662 00:35:58,772 --> 00:35:59,871 What? 663 00:35:59,906 --> 00:36:02,440 Hoboning, like when you fuck a homeless person. 664 00:36:02,476 --> 00:36:04,743 Ho-boning. 665 00:36:04,778 --> 00:36:05,777 That's not funny. 666 00:36:05,812 --> 00:36:07,345 Wait, do you really think so? 667 00:36:07,381 --> 00:36:09,147 What else could he be doing in there for two hours? 668 00:36:09,182 --> 00:36:13,417 It doesn't always take two hours, you know? 669 00:36:13,452 --> 00:36:15,018 It can take, like, six minutes. 670 00:36:15,053 --> 00:36:18,455 Who have you been having sex with for six minutes? 671 00:36:18,491 --> 00:36:21,224 Nobody... that you know. 672 00:36:22,227 --> 00:36:24,328 Nobody. 673 00:36:24,363 --> 00:36:25,663 So you have. 674 00:36:25,698 --> 00:36:27,164 Once. 675 00:36:27,199 --> 00:36:28,998 - How was it? - Great. 676 00:36:29,033 --> 00:36:30,633 It was great. 677 00:36:32,370 --> 00:36:34,069 - Have you? - Nope. 678 00:36:34,105 --> 00:36:36,138 Have you ever done, like, anything? 679 00:36:36,174 --> 00:36:40,576 I almost got head once, but I kinda got stage fright. 680 00:36:41,413 --> 00:36:43,813 Trust me, you're not missing much. 681 00:36:43,848 --> 00:36:45,347 Why? What happened when you did it? 682 00:36:45,382 --> 00:36:47,398 - Nothing. - Come on, you can't 683 00:36:47,423 --> 00:36:48,684 just drop a teaser like that. 684 00:36:48,719 --> 00:36:49,951 Okay, fine. 685 00:36:49,986 --> 00:36:53,588 A couple nights ago at Madison Conway's house. 686 00:36:53,624 --> 00:36:56,792 - What, you went down on Madison Conway? - No. God! 687 00:36:56,827 --> 00:36:59,795 I mean, if I was drunk maybe, but no. 688 00:37:01,164 --> 00:37:02,830 Robb Spencer. 689 00:37:02,865 --> 00:37:04,498 Robb Spencer is gay. 690 00:37:04,534 --> 00:37:05,866 No, he isn't. 691 00:37:05,901 --> 00:37:08,202 - Okay. - He isn't. 692 00:37:08,237 --> 00:37:12,673 Trust me. I know a gay guy when I see one. 693 00:37:12,709 --> 00:37:15,343 Yeah, I know. You see them online at least three times a day. 694 00:37:15,378 --> 00:37:17,712 You're an asshole. 695 00:37:19,881 --> 00:37:21,848 Shh... it. 696 00:37:21,883 --> 00:37:24,150 - What do we do? - Hide. Hide. 697 00:37:42,436 --> 00:37:44,570 Hoboning. I knew it. 698 00:37:44,605 --> 00:37:46,238 What do I do? 699 00:37:48,175 --> 00:37:50,476 I think you should really tell your brother. 700 00:37:50,511 --> 00:37:51,844 No. 701 00:37:53,280 --> 00:37:55,413 If his boyfriend is cheating on him with a homeless guy, 702 00:37:55,448 --> 00:37:57,014 - he has a right to know. - No, but I don't... 703 00:37:58,351 --> 00:38:01,151 It's gonna, like, rip his heart out. 704 00:38:18,404 --> 00:38:20,970 Hey, hon, I'm, uh... 705 00:38:21,006 --> 00:38:23,072 having one of those days. I don't know. 706 00:38:23,108 --> 00:38:25,275 Everything just feels off. 707 00:38:26,445 --> 00:38:27,510 I missed you. 708 00:38:27,545 --> 00:38:30,513 Can't wait to hear about how the big meeting went. 709 00:38:30,548 --> 00:38:31,614 Well, uh... 710 00:38:32,650 --> 00:38:34,717 hope you scored. 711 00:38:35,753 --> 00:38:37,720 You deserve it. 712 00:38:47,431 --> 00:38:49,431 I'm so sorry I'm late. 713 00:38:49,466 --> 00:38:51,699 - The bus took forever. - Oh. Oh, it's no problem. 714 00:38:51,735 --> 00:38:53,367 Uh, you're okay with ice tea? 715 00:38:53,403 --> 00:38:56,103 Uh, yeah. Great. 716 00:38:56,139 --> 00:38:59,340 Well, um, so... 717 00:38:59,375 --> 00:39:02,443 you just happened upon my card, huh? 718 00:39:02,478 --> 00:39:05,211 Mmm, not really. I threw my crystals in the Willamette River 719 00:39:05,247 --> 00:39:07,213 and your face appeared in the water. 720 00:39:07,249 --> 00:39:11,251 - That's... um... - Oh my God, I'm joking. 721 00:39:11,286 --> 00:39:13,854 I just liked talking to you at the party. 722 00:39:13,889 --> 00:39:16,423 Hey. 723 00:39:16,459 --> 00:39:18,758 Um, thanks for meeting me here. 724 00:39:19,961 --> 00:39:21,393 I'm celibate. 725 00:39:22,997 --> 00:39:25,832 Because nobody wants to sleep with you? 726 00:39:25,867 --> 00:39:29,936 No. No. 727 00:39:29,971 --> 00:39:31,871 Okay, because I was gonna say you seem kind enough. 728 00:39:31,906 --> 00:39:35,107 I mean, surely there's someone out there willing to sleep with you. 729 00:39:35,142 --> 00:39:37,358 No. Okay. 730 00:39:38,211 --> 00:39:41,179 If I wanted to, I could definitely find someone to... 731 00:39:41,214 --> 00:39:44,716 more than just like that. 732 00:39:44,751 --> 00:39:47,018 Yeah. 733 00:39:47,921 --> 00:39:51,022 But the point is... I don't want to... 734 00:39:52,092 --> 00:39:54,224 with anyone. It's my choice. 735 00:39:54,259 --> 00:39:55,659 Okay. 736 00:39:55,695 --> 00:39:59,363 - I mean, no offense. - I am not offended. 737 00:39:59,398 --> 00:40:03,534 I just didn't want you to get the wrong idea about us, this tea. 738 00:40:03,569 --> 00:40:06,570 I am so glad you just said that. 739 00:40:06,606 --> 00:40:08,305 - Oh yeah? - 'Cause I'll admit, 740 00:40:08,340 --> 00:40:10,773 for a second after I texted you, I thought, "Oh crap. 741 00:40:10,809 --> 00:40:13,510 He's gonna think this is a date. It's gonna be a disaster." 742 00:40:13,545 --> 00:40:16,345 Yeah, I don't know. "Disaster"? 743 00:40:16,381 --> 00:40:20,449 I just got out of a very complicated relationship. 744 00:40:20,485 --> 00:40:22,585 I mean, it was good at first, 745 00:40:22,621 --> 00:40:25,989 and he was nice until he wasn't, at all, 746 00:40:26,024 --> 00:40:28,289 so when it comes to relationships right now, 747 00:40:28,325 --> 00:40:31,860 I just... I... I can't. It's just... Exhausting. 748 00:40:31,896 --> 00:40:35,463 Exactly. The apps and the dating sites, 749 00:40:35,499 --> 00:40:38,433 there's... there's like 400 of them. 750 00:40:38,468 --> 00:40:40,984 And honestly, I can't... it's... it's... 751 00:40:41,009 --> 00:40:42,337 It's, like, suffocating. 752 00:40:42,372 --> 00:40:43,838 - Yeah. - Yeah. 753 00:40:45,408 --> 00:40:48,208 So... good. 754 00:40:50,880 --> 00:40:55,750 But I am really always in the market for someone to grab a tea with. 755 00:40:58,187 --> 00:41:00,521 To not fucking. 756 00:41:00,556 --> 00:41:03,857 I can not fuck all day. 757 00:41:07,062 --> 00:41:09,228 Oh, this pecan pie, it's amazing. 758 00:41:09,264 --> 00:41:10,764 Oh, it's my mother's recipe. 759 00:41:10,799 --> 00:41:12,732 It's a teaspoon of sugar, a handful of nuts, 760 00:41:12,768 --> 00:41:14,878 and five cups of butter. 761 00:41:14,914 --> 00:41:17,103 She's coming to stay with us for a few weeks. 762 00:41:17,138 --> 00:41:19,504 Lord help us, I swear, every time that woman comes 763 00:41:19,540 --> 00:41:21,006 with a suitcase full of Land O'Lakes. 764 00:41:21,042 --> 00:41:23,375 Unless it's a thermal suitcase, 765 00:41:23,410 --> 00:41:26,244 that's a scientifically impossible way for butter to travel. 766 00:41:26,280 --> 00:41:29,915 Oh. He defies the stereotype that all engineers 767 00:41:29,951 --> 00:41:32,150 have a hilarious sense of humor. 768 00:41:32,186 --> 00:41:34,352 - Love you. - Love you too. 769 00:41:34,388 --> 00:41:36,520 You know, girl, if you were a history buff in school, 770 00:41:36,556 --> 00:41:38,032 I'd love to pick your brain about something. 771 00:41:38,057 --> 00:41:39,090 - I'm not really a buff, so... 772 00:41:39,125 --> 00:41:40,291 I've been reading up on this city, 773 00:41:40,326 --> 00:41:43,327 and there is something that really irks me about this place. 774 00:41:43,362 --> 00:41:45,096 Oh, don't start with the utopia thing again. 775 00:41:45,131 --> 00:41:47,134 Ashley, will you please tell my husband about 776 00:41:47,159 --> 00:41:49,667 how Portland was founded as a white utopia? 777 00:41:49,703 --> 00:41:52,202 - A...? - A white utopia? 778 00:41:52,237 --> 00:41:55,939 Yeah, it was illegal for black people to be here until 1926. 779 00:41:55,975 --> 00:41:58,174 Probably why every white person I meet is always saying, 780 00:41:58,210 --> 00:41:59,710 "Oh my God, I love Portland. It's heaven." 781 00:41:59,745 --> 00:42:03,046 Meanwhile, I can count on one hand the people of color I see on the street. 782 00:42:03,082 --> 00:42:05,281 It's true. She texts me every time she sees one. 783 00:42:05,317 --> 00:42:07,317 - We're up to like three? Four. - Like four, yeah. 784 00:42:07,352 --> 00:42:09,919 Did you know about this? 785 00:42:09,954 --> 00:42:13,555 No. Why would I know... No. No. 786 00:42:13,591 --> 00:42:16,125 Well, it happened almost a hundred years ago. It's not like that anymore. 787 00:42:16,160 --> 00:42:17,660 Thank God for the younger generation. 788 00:42:17,695 --> 00:42:20,830 All the teenagers here do is hang a black effigy in front of their school. 789 00:42:20,865 --> 00:42:23,065 Ugh. Yeah, that was Kristen's school. 790 00:42:23,101 --> 00:42:25,934 - Who's Kristen? - Oh, Ashley's sister. 791 00:42:25,969 --> 00:42:27,769 Oh my God, Ashley, is she safe there? 792 00:42:27,804 --> 00:42:30,905 All those white supremacists running around fucking KKK High? 793 00:42:30,941 --> 00:42:34,744 - Pardon my French. - No, her sister is fine. She's white. 794 00:42:35,311 --> 00:42:38,479 - Really? - Yeah. Yeah, Ashley's adopted. 795 00:42:40,150 --> 00:42:41,950 Oh. 796 00:42:41,985 --> 00:42:44,985 I didn't know your parents were white. That makes sense. 797 00:42:50,359 --> 00:42:52,826 That house must've cost a buck. 798 00:42:52,862 --> 00:42:54,795 Corey, he's fucking funny. 799 00:42:54,830 --> 00:42:56,930 - Mmm. - Oh, the Williamses are great. 800 00:42:56,966 --> 00:42:58,666 We should definitely do this again soon. 801 00:42:58,701 --> 00:43:00,499 I don't know. They seemed kind of judgy. 802 00:43:00,535 --> 00:43:03,502 Really? I didn't get that at all. 803 00:43:03,538 --> 00:43:04,971 Hmm. 804 00:43:19,119 --> 00:43:23,121 You got pretty quiet during pie. Are you good? 805 00:43:23,157 --> 00:43:25,523 Why did you tell them I'm adopted? 806 00:43:26,526 --> 00:43:29,327 Because you are. But why did you feel 807 00:43:29,362 --> 00:43:31,296 like you had to explain it to them? 808 00:43:31,331 --> 00:43:33,998 - I didn't explain it. - Mmm. 809 00:43:34,033 --> 00:43:39,070 No, I... I just... I said it. It's not exactly a secret. They're your parents. 810 00:43:39,105 --> 00:43:42,940 - My white parents. - Yeah, they're white. 811 00:43:42,975 --> 00:43:46,410 What's the big deal? I mean, my parents are white. It's just a fact. 812 00:43:52,984 --> 00:43:54,050 What? 813 00:43:55,453 --> 00:43:57,087 What? 814 00:45:32,078 --> 00:45:33,977 Farid... 815 00:45:40,552 --> 00:45:42,019 Farid? 816 00:45:42,054 --> 00:45:44,154 Are you okay? 817 00:45:44,190 --> 00:45:45,189 Yeah. 818 00:45:45,224 --> 00:45:47,590 I'm just getting a cold. 819 00:45:47,626 --> 00:45:49,326 You should lay down. 820 00:45:51,462 --> 00:45:54,230 Navid and I are breaking fast. Do you want me to bring you back something? 821 00:45:54,265 --> 00:45:58,167 - No, I'm good. I need to finish this. - Okay. It's okay. 822 00:46:23,727 --> 00:46:27,094 - Oh yeah. Oh yeah. - Are you close? 823 00:46:28,264 --> 00:46:29,696 Almost. Almost. 824 00:46:32,735 --> 00:46:34,101 Do it. Do it. 825 00:46:34,136 --> 00:46:36,170 - No, no, no, I'll wait. - I want you to cum too. 826 00:46:36,205 --> 00:46:38,839 Yeah? I will, but just go. 827 00:46:54,756 --> 00:46:56,022 Oh. 828 00:46:57,125 --> 00:46:58,390 Jesus. 829 00:46:59,526 --> 00:47:00,859 Oh yeah. 830 00:47:06,466 --> 00:47:07,532 Hey. 831 00:47:09,436 --> 00:47:11,069 Hey. 832 00:47:11,105 --> 00:47:12,371 What is it? 833 00:47:12,406 --> 00:47:14,039 I'm sorry. 834 00:47:16,842 --> 00:47:17,909 For what? 835 00:47:19,578 --> 00:47:21,779 You're right. I should've been with you at that party. 836 00:47:21,814 --> 00:47:24,982 Stop. Your friend needed you. 837 00:47:25,018 --> 00:47:26,817 No, you needed me. 838 00:47:28,922 --> 00:47:30,054 I'm sorry. 839 00:47:31,024 --> 00:47:32,422 I am. 840 00:47:46,038 --> 00:47:47,670 Stay. 841 00:47:48,740 --> 00:47:50,172 Where's the south? 842 00:47:50,207 --> 00:47:53,442 - What? - On your compass on your arm. 843 00:47:55,446 --> 00:47:57,446 You're missing the south. 844 00:47:59,616 --> 00:48:01,350 No, I'm not missing anything. 845 00:48:02,453 --> 00:48:04,186 Is your family there? 846 00:48:05,789 --> 00:48:07,788 Yeah. 847 00:48:08,758 --> 00:48:10,091 Where? 848 00:48:11,928 --> 00:48:13,828 - Waco. - Texas? 849 00:48:13,863 --> 00:48:15,163 Yeah. 850 00:48:15,198 --> 00:48:16,998 You know, I've never been there. 851 00:48:18,068 --> 00:48:19,133 Oh. 852 00:48:20,403 --> 00:48:23,303 Maybe... sometime... 853 00:48:24,406 --> 00:48:26,440 if you want... 854 00:48:26,475 --> 00:48:28,275 we could go see them. 855 00:48:31,981 --> 00:48:33,380 Yeah. 856 00:48:35,117 --> 00:48:37,150 No, I don't think they, um... 857 00:48:40,221 --> 00:48:42,989 No, there's nothing in Waco. I don't want to go back there. 858 00:48:45,059 --> 00:48:47,460 Maybe we could go to somewhere new then. 859 00:48:49,197 --> 00:48:50,963 Well, why would you want to go anywhere else 860 00:48:50,999 --> 00:48:54,066 when we got everything we want right here? 861 00:48:58,205 --> 00:48:59,971 Cletus. 862 00:49:02,242 --> 00:49:03,541 I love you. 863 00:49:07,747 --> 00:49:10,382 You don't have to say it back. 864 00:49:10,417 --> 00:49:12,583 I just wanted to say it. 865 00:49:33,438 --> 00:49:34,504 Aud? 866 00:49:42,780 --> 00:49:43,846 Aud? 867 00:49:45,517 --> 00:49:46,682 Audrey? 868 00:49:48,052 --> 00:49:49,084 Aud? 869 00:49:52,389 --> 00:49:53,522 Oh, there you are. 870 00:49:54,525 --> 00:49:58,293 I have something I want to tell you. 871 00:49:58,328 --> 00:49:59,750 Hear me out. 872 00:49:59,786 --> 00:50:02,364 The other day we were talking about taking a trip, 873 00:50:02,399 --> 00:50:09,002 and I was thinking, "Yeah, we could go back and visit New York or Berlin." 874 00:50:09,038 --> 00:50:13,474 Then I started thinking, "Well, let's not repeat ourselves. 875 00:50:13,509 --> 00:50:16,677 "Let's go someplace new. Let's go someplace we've never been before, 876 00:50:16,712 --> 00:50:19,680 a place we can create an entirely new memory." 877 00:50:19,715 --> 00:50:24,150 And then I realized, "Antarctica." 878 00:50:24,186 --> 00:50:26,052 I know. I know exactly what you're thinking. 879 00:50:26,088 --> 00:50:27,720 We always said, "Never a cruise," 880 00:50:27,755 --> 00:50:30,590 but they have ones you can take through the Arctic Peninsula. 881 00:50:30,625 --> 00:50:33,960 They have lectures on sea life. We could feed the penguins. 882 00:50:33,995 --> 00:50:36,096 You know I've always wanted to feed a penguin. 883 00:50:36,131 --> 00:50:37,964 Honestly, the time to go is now. 884 00:50:37,999 --> 00:50:40,399 It's melting, and soon enough it'll be gone, 885 00:50:40,434 --> 00:50:41,833 so what do you think? 886 00:50:42,555 --> 00:50:44,275 Sounds expensive. 887 00:50:45,172 --> 00:50:49,641 You'd have to stop taking $900 out of the ATM every month. 888 00:50:49,676 --> 00:50:51,910 - What are you talking about? - Our bank statements. 889 00:50:51,945 --> 00:50:56,280 I've noticed that you withdraw $300 out of our checking account 890 00:50:56,316 --> 00:50:58,247 at least three times a month. 891 00:50:58,884 --> 00:51:00,118 What's that for? 892 00:51:00,153 --> 00:51:02,386 Just cash to have on hand. 893 00:51:02,422 --> 00:51:03,887 Nothing specific. 894 00:51:03,923 --> 00:51:05,256 Really? 895 00:51:07,026 --> 00:51:08,692 Because it's never 200. 896 00:51:10,330 --> 00:51:11,929 It's never 500. 897 00:51:11,964 --> 00:51:14,797 It's always exactly... three. 898 00:51:15,700 --> 00:51:18,668 That seems oddly specific, Simon. 899 00:51:25,377 --> 00:51:26,443 Oh. 900 00:51:27,412 --> 00:51:28,512 I, uh... 901 00:51:29,448 --> 00:51:30,846 Oh fuck. 902 00:51:32,583 --> 00:51:33,715 Okay. 903 00:51:36,220 --> 00:51:37,319 I, um... 904 00:51:40,525 --> 00:51:42,525 I'm... I'm sorry. 905 00:51:44,195 --> 00:51:45,461 Oh God. 906 00:51:47,031 --> 00:51:47,962 Wow. 907 00:51:47,997 --> 00:51:51,166 You know, I thought... 908 00:51:52,402 --> 00:51:56,003 It's stupid, but... but for a second there I thought... 909 00:51:56,039 --> 00:51:57,305 "Here it comes. 910 00:51:58,542 --> 00:51:59,907 "Here comes the story... 911 00:52:00,843 --> 00:52:02,177 the lie." 912 00:52:02,212 --> 00:52:03,744 I would never lie to you. 913 00:52:07,583 --> 00:52:09,483 Look, that... that... 914 00:52:10,419 --> 00:52:12,619 isn't a thing. 915 00:52:12,655 --> 00:52:14,721 Okay? It's nothing. It's... it's... 916 00:52:14,756 --> 00:52:16,490 It's a prostitute, Greg! 917 00:52:16,525 --> 00:52:19,626 Well, she's not really a prostitute. She's... 918 00:52:19,662 --> 00:52:24,797 She... she's putting herself... through law school. Sh... 919 00:52:24,832 --> 00:52:26,031 Oh, for fuck's... 920 00:52:26,067 --> 00:52:29,502 They're always putting themselves through law school, Greg! 921 00:52:29,537 --> 00:52:32,171 What? Did you think she was gonna tell you 922 00:52:32,207 --> 00:52:35,508 she needed the money to jam heroin up her eyeball? 923 00:52:38,512 --> 00:52:40,345 You used this on her, didn't you? 924 00:52:40,380 --> 00:52:42,647 No. I swear, I didn't even buy that. 925 00:52:42,683 --> 00:52:44,349 You said you bought it for me. 926 00:52:44,384 --> 00:52:45,684 I didn't. I for... 927 00:52:45,719 --> 00:52:47,686 I forgot it was even in the glove compartment. 928 00:52:47,721 --> 00:52:51,155 I wasn't gonna use that. She... sh... 929 00:52:51,191 --> 00:52:52,457 She gave it to me. 930 00:52:52,492 --> 00:52:57,361 You regifted me a cock sling from a hooker? 931 00:53:03,035 --> 00:53:04,535 Of all the stupid things to do, 932 00:53:04,570 --> 00:53:06,604 not erasing your search history. 933 00:53:06,639 --> 00:53:09,273 My God, you've become a cliché. 934 00:53:10,710 --> 00:53:13,443 There is one in particular that was my favorite. 935 00:53:15,880 --> 00:53:17,780 The one about, um... 936 00:53:19,484 --> 00:53:20,617 May I? 937 00:53:35,599 --> 00:53:36,931 Would you do the honor? 938 00:53:38,135 --> 00:53:39,234 No. 939 00:53:48,944 --> 00:53:50,844 Please read. 940 00:53:50,880 --> 00:53:53,013 You want me to read this? 941 00:54:00,823 --> 00:54:04,516 "Thank you again for yesterday. I forgot..." 942 00:54:08,830 --> 00:54:11,831 "I forgot what it's like to want somebody." 943 00:54:13,568 --> 00:54:15,935 When I wrote this, I didn't... 944 00:54:17,872 --> 00:54:19,472 It doesn't mean anything. 945 00:54:19,508 --> 00:54:21,173 Actually... 946 00:54:22,710 --> 00:54:26,878 I think it's the most interesting thing you've written in years. 947 00:54:40,893 --> 00:54:42,593 Honey, I know you're hurt... 948 00:54:42,629 --> 00:54:44,595 Really? You know I'm hurt? 949 00:54:47,233 --> 00:54:49,534 Okay, what? You're gonna throw away everything... 950 00:54:49,569 --> 00:54:52,470 I'm not gonna throw anything away! 951 00:54:53,540 --> 00:54:56,072 Oh God. What the fuck did you... 952 00:54:56,107 --> 00:54:58,342 Get out! Get the fuck out! 953 00:54:58,377 --> 00:54:59,643 Go on! 954 00:55:00,813 --> 00:55:02,111 I'm going! 955 00:55:04,282 --> 00:55:06,015 - Get out! - Okay!