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Previously on "Grey's Anatomy"...

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- Ollie.
- Hi, Richard.

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You got me sober, Ollie.

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You walked me through it,

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and I'm gonna walk you through this.

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I have my polymer,
and I have your science.

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The mini livers will be known
as the Cerone method.

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Life doesn't owe us a thing.

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It just is.

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Like a river, it goes where it goes.

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I got a present for you.

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What?

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A present? What for?

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Oh, my God. What is this?

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It's for your... your heart
pills, your statins, all that.

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Now you can take them anywhere
and no one needs to know.

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You can try to fight
against the current...

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Been down

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Or you can learn to ride it.

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As surgeons, we dedicate ourselves

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to an endless fight against the current.

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Jimi Hendrix died.

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No!

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That happened kind of a while ago.

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No, Jimi Hendrix is a liverless mouse.

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Hmm. I thought he was a guitar genius.

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We're trying the seven different
polymers that I found

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to see if any of them can be
used instead of Cerone's.

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And we named the mice.
It's easier than numbers.

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And now Jimi Hendrix is dead
and Elvis is...

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Has left the building.

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Anyway, Hellmouth is watching them now.

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You have the next shift.

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I mean, we really have to
come up with something

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- if we're gonna...
- Beat Marie Cerone!

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No. Save lives!

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If we're going to save lives, Wilson.

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You can't give up that easily.

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It's been four days. You can call her.

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It isn't easy, and Teddy doesn't
want to hear from me.

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Can't you just trust my judgment on this?

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What are you...

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No, no, no, no, no!

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Dr. Altman!

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Amelia Shepherd,
did I catch you at a good...

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Great.

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So I'm standing here with Owen and...

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Uh-huh.

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Uh-huh.

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Totally. I would just like to add...

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Uh-huh.

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Uh-huh.

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Yeah, good talking to you.

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Yeah, that's not happening. Sorry.

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- Hmm.
- Hey!

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Oh, my God, I never got to ask
you how it went with Teddy.

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It went great!

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Well, at least it didn't go badly.

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Okay. I'm gonna let the ER know.

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Hey, lookin' good, Warren!

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- Feelin' good, Dr. Webber!
- Uh-huh.

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67-year-old female,
collapsed at an AA meeting.

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We bagged her, got her breathing again.

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Then discovered her DNR bracelet.

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- Uh-oh.
- Yeah, she was not happy.

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Anyway, she asked for you...

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said you were her personal physician.

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Hey, Richard, don't worry,
I haven't been drinking.

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Cross my heart and hope to die.

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Ollie?

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So, just to be clear,
these ultrasound waves,

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they go right through the skull
and everything?

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You don't cut him open at all?

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Exactly, right.

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The waves meet directly on Noah's tumor.

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All the energy is focused there.

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Imagine it like using a magnifying glass

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to burn a hole in a leaf.

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Okay. And the risk?

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I mean, I know I keep asking, but...

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Well, there's always a risk,

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but since the procedure's
completely non-invasive...

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It's very dangerous.

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It's difficult to control
the heat that is generated,

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so the procedure is slow and risky.

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But it's also his one real chance.

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In the next few weeks,

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the laughing fits are going to increase

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as the tumor presses
against his brain stem.

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In better news,
we are excellent at what we do.

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And we want this to work
almost as badly as you do.

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That was harsh.

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And I was thinking
it wasn't harsh enough.

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I didn't tell her that her son
is basically a guinea pig.

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Well, I'm gonna tell Kimmie it's on.

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- Don't oversell it!
- Wait, is that a yes?

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- We're on.
- Okay, you know, important decision...

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what are we calling this?

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I'm thinking "The Koracick Method,

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featuring Amelia Shepherd."

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You're distastefully cheerful.

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Uh, because this is the frontier!

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I could scoop out brain tumors
like I'm balling melons,

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which is my second favorite
kind of balling.

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Look, we're so far out
on the edge of medicine,

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no one's ever been there before.

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Aren't you pumped?
This is like crack for you.

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Or melon balling for me.

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Wait, where's, uh,
Bello and Blandrew? I gotta...

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So, this is good news?

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It's amazing news.

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I mean, look, I-I don't want to
get anyone's hopes up too high,

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but this procedure today
is a really big step

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towards getting Kimmie back out
there and singing her face off.

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Won't I just be back in here
in nine months with a new tumor?

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I mean, it's not a cure, right?

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You know what, let's take this
one step at a time, Kimmie.

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I'm... I'm so sick of hospitals.

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I just want to go back to
school, see my friends.

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Do the spring musical.

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Oh, sweetie.

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Kimmie, I need you to...

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Did I tell you my friend invited me

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to go with her family
to New York this summer?

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They're getting
"Dear Evan Hansen" tickets.

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I mean, maybe I could last that long...

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Isn't this below your pay grade?

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I hope you're not
giving me special treatment

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because I'm your sponsor.

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Okay, here's the deal...

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my liver has survived much
longer than it ever should have.

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There are multiple options
for combating liver failure.

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Did you see my nice fat ankles, Richard?

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And my lovely ghostlike complexion?

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Surely you heard it in my heart.
I have cardiomyopathy.

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My dying liver is killing my heart

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and my heart is killing me.

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I have reached my expiration date.

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When did you decide on the DNR?

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Eight months ago,

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along with an advance directive.

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- No intervention.
- Eight months!

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We talk three times a week.
Sometimes three times a day!

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How could you not tell me this?

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I wanted to, many times.

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But you know how this works...

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something goes bad for you, you call me.

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Something goes bad for me
and I call my sponsor.

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And here I thought we were friends.

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Give me a break.

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You're acting like a pouting teenager.

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We're more than friends, Richard.

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I...

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I didn't know how to sponsor you
through my death.

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Good news... you're not gonna have to.

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Because I'm not gonna let you die.

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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

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Maintenance to 4 West nurses' station.

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Peggy, Dayna, hi!

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Oh, hey, Dr. Robbins. Hi.

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Hey, what's going on? Is the baby okay?

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Oh, yeah, she's fine.
That one, not so much.

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Oh, I'm a mess.

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Peggy was driving and Dayna...

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She puked all over me. Like power-puked.

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And then I swerved and...

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You hit a tree at 30 miles an hour.

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All the airbags went off
except for Dayna's.

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Ouch. Did you hit your head?

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No. My ribs feel a little sore.

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It's okay.

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It's very common to have

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a release of emotion after an accident.

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Especially once the body knows
it's out of harm's way.

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"Out of harm's way."

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Babe.

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I have stage 2 breast cancer

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and I just had my second round of chemo.

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That's why I got sick.

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So, the harm is most definitely
still in the way.

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Uh, yes.

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Uh, are you sure this is your stop?

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Well, maybe not.

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Maybe not, huh?

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Sorry I haven't been able to get free.

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Harriet's, uh, teething
and, you know, April's still...

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Please do not apologize

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for taking care of the people you love.

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Thank you very much.

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Okay.

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Have you talked to her yet?

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I'm gonna try again today.

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Koracick.

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April. Please, we had sex.
Call me Dr. Koracick.

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Um... Um, can I talk to you?

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I'm... I need to say something to you,

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and it is not easy for me.

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Oh. Well, l-let's make it easy.
Just picture me naked.

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Tom, I, um... what I was trying to say

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is that I was horrible to you.

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And you were kind, and you were
vulnerable and I was...

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Just using me for sex?

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Yes, I was just using you
for sex. And I am sorry.

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I am sorry for that.

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Look, no. I love being used
for sex, Dr. Kepner.

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You can use me for sex,
uh, any time you...

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No, I didn't... I... No.

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Oh, you... you made up with God?

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Well, for whatever it's worth,
uh, I'm almost certain

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God approves of you using me for sex.

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I don't know why I'm so upset.

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Dr. Hanson told me I'd be nauseous.

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Remember what else Dr. Hanson said...

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stay positive, because
you're gonna get through it.

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He promised.

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Promised, did he?

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Yeah, he has the proof to back it up.

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His success rates are amazing.

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He cured my friend Lucille
without surgery.

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You must know him...
Dr. Scott Hanson... Ow!

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- Sore there?
- Ohh.

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Uh, afraid I don't know him.

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Oh, my God, you need to be
sending people to him!

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He sounds amazing.

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Let's get Dayna up for a CT.

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And, Peggy, we have a waiting room

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for you to relax with the baby, okay?

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Okay.

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If I ever hear you use the word "cure"

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and "promise" when
speaking with a cancer patient,

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your medical career will be

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- as short as you are.
- Yes, sir.

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Call Dr. Hanson's office, get me
her medical records, okay?

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So we monitor from
inside the room with him?

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- Mm-hmm.
- This is so cool.

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We're at the edge of the cutting edge.

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And hopefully we don't
melt Noah's brain stem.

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This is exciting.

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It's incredibly exciting.

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It's why we do this, right?

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Come on! You... You know I love
doing that, too.

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"Important" isn't quite
a big enough word.

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But, I mean, normally, I would
take care of this personally,

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but, uh... she's more like family to me.

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- We get it.
- Of course.

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Hey, you!

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Yeah, you, the old one. Get in here.

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Uh, give me a minute, will you?

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Uh, how you feeling?

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I need your advice on something.

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When your physician
refuses to honor your request

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for "no medical intervention,"
what's the protocol?

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Do I ask to speak to his superior?

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Well, I'm married to
the head of the hospital.

255
00:11:55,660 --> 00:11:58,292
And I mentored the chief,
so good luck with that.

256
00:11:58,326 --> 00:12:02,492
Okay, so I guess I'll have to
resort to more extreme measures.

257
00:12:02,527 --> 00:12:04,626
Mm-hmm. And what might those be?

258
00:12:04,660 --> 00:12:08,759
How does "recovering drunk" go
over in the medical community?

259
00:12:08,794 --> 00:12:10,325
Good?

260
00:12:10,360 --> 00:12:13,893
Because I will break your anonymity

261
00:12:13,927 --> 00:12:17,459
to any doctor you send in here.

262
00:12:22,761 --> 00:12:26,593
Uh, this is Dr. Meredith Grey,
and this is Dr. Maggie Pierce.

263
00:12:26,618 --> 00:12:29,818
- So nice to meet you.
- The famous Meredith and Maggie.

264
00:12:29,843 --> 00:12:31,535
I can't tell you what it means
to meet you both.

265
00:12:31,560 --> 00:12:33,135
I've asked them both to come up with

266
00:12:33,160 --> 00:12:36,001
every possible option
to take care of you.

267
00:12:36,026 --> 00:12:37,492
And like you,

268
00:12:37,517 --> 00:12:40,715
I trust and respect
these two women completely.

269
00:12:40,740 --> 00:12:43,919
So, anything you have to share with them,

270
00:12:43,944 --> 00:12:46,629
you have my complete blessing.

271
00:12:56,804 --> 00:12:58,604
Are those sound wave readouts?

272
00:12:58,629 --> 00:13:00,078
They're microphones inside the helmet

273
00:13:00,103 --> 00:13:01,250
listening for popping sounds.

274
00:13:01,275 --> 00:13:02,349
What would popping sounds mean?

275
00:13:02,374 --> 00:13:04,207
They would mean that
his brain is boiling.

276
00:13:04,232 --> 00:13:06,098
It's getting hotter. Hold off.

277
00:13:06,123 --> 00:13:07,338
How long?

278
00:13:07,363 --> 00:13:09,180
Until it stops getting hotter!

279
00:13:09,206 --> 00:13:11,639
Okay, we're getting awfully
close to a cavitation event.

280
00:13:11,673 --> 00:13:14,260
If we go much longer,
he will develop hyperemia.

281
00:13:14,294 --> 00:13:16,359
Yeah, but if we don't separate
the tumor from the brain stem,

282
00:13:16,393 --> 00:13:17,639
he may never wake up again.

283
00:13:17,673 --> 00:13:19,591
- Well, what... what should we...
- Stop! Stop! It's too hot!

284
00:13:21,775 --> 00:13:23,219
Okay.

285
00:13:24,673 --> 00:13:27,771
All right, th-there's nowhere
for the h-heat to disperse.

286
00:13:27,806 --> 00:13:30,938
This... This could take a while.

287
00:13:36,878 --> 00:13:38,777
Schmitt, when I ask you
to get Dayna's medical records,

288
00:13:38,812 --> 00:13:40,510
it means come back
with her medical records!

289
00:13:40,545 --> 00:13:41,444
I'm not sure what to do.

290
00:13:41,478 --> 00:13:42,777
They just said
they couldn't release them...

291
00:13:42,812 --> 00:13:44,410
Just... Just call... call again,

292
00:13:44,445 --> 00:13:45,620
and make sure they know it's emergent,

293
00:13:45,654 --> 00:13:46,740
and also make sure
they know it's Grey-Sloan.

294
00:13:46,774 --> 00:13:47,894
Ah.

295
00:13:48,945 --> 00:13:50,944
Don't take it out
on the poor interns, Owen.

296
00:13:50,978 --> 00:13:52,477
- Wait, what?
- I talked to Teddy.

297
00:13:52,511 --> 00:13:53,529
Look at this scan.

298
00:13:53,563 --> 00:13:55,243
I can't believe you.
What were you thinking?

299
00:13:55,278 --> 00:13:56,788
You double dipped within 24 hours of...

300
00:13:56,823 --> 00:13:59,544
- Would you just look, please?!
- Ugh!

301
00:14:00,891 --> 00:14:02,490
There's no broken ribs,

302
00:14:02,515 --> 00:14:03,880
and I don't see any internal injuries.

303
00:14:03,905 --> 00:14:05,705
What else don't you see?

304
00:14:06,045 --> 00:14:08,028
Wait, what?

305
00:14:08,053 --> 00:14:09,118
Exactly.

306
00:14:09,143 --> 00:14:10,841
Well, show me the sagittal views.

307
00:14:15,257 --> 00:14:18,956
Now, I will bet my license
this woman does not have cancer.

308
00:14:27,974 --> 00:14:31,106
You know, when a person's
been sober a long time,

309
00:14:31,140 --> 00:14:34,839
and they lose their sponsor, it's hard...

310
00:14:34,873 --> 00:14:36,939
it's hard to get a new one.

311
00:14:36,974 --> 00:14:39,908
It's hard on the ego to even have to ask.

312
00:14:39,909 --> 00:14:42,707
And recovering drunks, as a rule,

313
00:14:42,741 --> 00:14:45,107
we're not all that fond of change.

314
00:14:45,660 --> 00:14:48,082
But Richard will need a new sponsor.

315
00:14:48,116 --> 00:14:50,041
Let's not get ahead of ourselves.

316
00:14:50,075 --> 00:14:52,038
All right, we still have
a few more tests to run.

317
00:14:52,280 --> 00:14:53,613
Don't give up hope just yet.

318
00:14:53,638 --> 00:14:55,838
Oh, honey, I'm all hope.

319
00:14:56,068 --> 00:14:59,920
Hope of moving out of this old,
broken shell of a body,

320
00:14:59,945 --> 00:15:01,011
into whatever comes next.

321
00:15:01,036 --> 00:15:04,235
Hope of feeling like I did
when I first got sober.

322
00:15:04,260 --> 00:15:05,913
"Happy, joyous, and free."

323
00:15:05,938 --> 00:15:07,653
I don't need hope.

324
00:15:07,678 --> 00:15:09,944
I need acceptance.

325
00:15:09,969 --> 00:15:11,668
From Richard.

326
00:15:11,693 --> 00:15:13,925
I need to know that
he's gonna get through this

327
00:15:13,950 --> 00:15:15,783
without a bottle.

328
00:15:15,808 --> 00:15:17,707
Can you work that up for me?

329
00:15:23,968 --> 00:15:28,223
Dr. Midvad to Cardiology.
Dr. Midvad to Cardiology.

330
00:15:28,718 --> 00:15:29,712
Owen.

331
00:15:29,737 --> 00:15:31,203
Hey. I saw you admitted
my rule-out appy...

332
00:15:31,228 --> 00:15:32,652
I'm sorry.

333
00:15:32,677 --> 00:15:33,809
Why? What happened?

334
00:15:33,834 --> 00:15:34,866
I, um...

335
00:15:34,891 --> 00:15:37,723
Owen, I want to apologize
for my behavior lately.

336
00:15:37,748 --> 00:15:40,713
At trauma cert day,
and actually a lot of days.

337
00:15:40,738 --> 00:15:42,104
I was, uh... I was going through a thing.

338
00:15:42,129 --> 00:15:45,494
And I-I'm really sorry
that I worried you.

339
00:15:45,519 --> 00:15:46,904
Hmm.

340
00:15:46,929 --> 00:15:49,195
Well, I forgive you. Completely.

341
00:15:49,220 --> 00:15:52,143
Because you're a good person,
April, a very good person,

342
00:15:52,168 --> 00:15:55,509
and you don't deserve to be
crucified for one bad move.

343
00:15:56,214 --> 00:15:58,040
Great. Thank you.

344
00:15:58,065 --> 00:15:59,198
- Sure.
- Thank you so much.

345
00:15:59,586 --> 00:16:00,652
My pleasure.

346
00:16:00,677 --> 00:16:02,942
- Hey, April, you got a sec...
- No, I'm sorry! Busy!

347
00:16:04,853 --> 00:16:06,519
You've got to be kidding me.

348
00:16:06,553 --> 00:16:08,153
They said their systems are down.

349
00:16:08,187 --> 00:16:09,986
All medical records unavailable.

350
00:16:11,138 --> 00:16:12,496
Okay. All right.

351
00:16:12,530 --> 00:16:13,986
I'll take it from here. Thank you.

352
00:16:14,020 --> 00:16:16,151
Dr. Ryan to the ER.
Dr. Harry Ryan to the ER.

353
00:16:16,152 --> 00:16:18,184
Hey. I talked to Dayna.

354
00:16:18,218 --> 00:16:20,851
She was referred by a friend
in the exact same situation...

355
00:16:20,885 --> 00:16:22,317
inconclusive mammogram,

356
00:16:22,352 --> 00:16:23,317
and then she needed a second opinion.

357
00:16:23,352 --> 00:16:25,384
And did you tell her
that she is cancer free?

358
00:16:25,418 --> 00:16:26,818
No. No. We have one scan

359
00:16:26,852 --> 00:16:28,517
and we don't have
any of her prior records.

360
00:16:28,552 --> 00:16:29,784
Two chemo treatments?

361
00:16:29,819 --> 00:16:31,150
That really would be a miracle cure.

362
00:16:31,185 --> 00:16:33,122
This guy... there's something
really wrong here.

363
00:16:33,123 --> 00:16:34,854
Well, maybe she was just misdiagnosed.

364
00:16:34,888 --> 00:16:36,388
Sometimes good doctors make mistakes.

365
00:16:36,422 --> 00:16:37,555
Why are you defending this guy?

366
00:16:37,589 --> 00:16:38,921
Why are you attacking this guy?

367
00:16:38,955 --> 00:16:41,454
You have been so angry all day long.

368
00:16:41,489 --> 00:16:42,921
Maybe it has something to do
with the fact...

369
00:16:42,955 --> 00:16:45,854
American Society of Clinical Oncology.

370
00:16:45,888 --> 00:16:46,903
Yeah?

371
00:16:46,928 --> 00:16:49,060
Guess who is not a member?

372
00:16:56,072 --> 00:17:00,371
I am tore up from the floor up.

373
00:17:00,396 --> 00:17:02,995
I mean beat up from the feet up.

374
00:17:03,020 --> 00:17:04,920
- Come here.
- Ohh.

375
00:17:07,581 --> 00:17:09,580
I don't think I'm even gonna
put anything on.

376
00:17:09,605 --> 00:17:11,471
Oh, here, let me get the light.

377
00:17:11,496 --> 00:17:13,629
Oh, yeah.

378
00:17:13,654 --> 00:17:16,287
Okay.

379
00:17:16,312 --> 00:17:18,644
Uh, here, maybe I can, um...

380
00:17:18,669 --> 00:17:21,769
help sooth some of your tore up...?

381
00:17:24,785 --> 00:17:27,084
Ben?

382
00:17:28,996 --> 00:17:30,494
Uh...

383
00:17:40,057 --> 00:17:42,156
Vitals?

384
00:17:42,181 --> 00:17:45,746
Stable, but the skull
temperature is spiking again.

385
00:17:45,771 --> 00:17:47,537
We're approaching the upper limit.

386
00:17:47,562 --> 00:17:50,728
Okay, that's it. We're done.

387
00:17:50,753 --> 00:17:51,919
No.

388
00:17:51,944 --> 00:17:53,776
I want to let it cool off again
and then do another round,

389
00:17:53,801 --> 00:17:55,462
- make sure the tumor's all gone.
- We have to stop now

390
00:17:55,488 --> 00:17:57,054
before we turn the inside of
Noah's head into stew.

391
00:17:57,088 --> 00:18:01,688
- No, one more round.
- Dr. Shepherd, let it go!

392
00:18:19,356 --> 00:18:21,348
But we might have saved him, right?

393
00:18:21,383 --> 00:18:23,012
Well, we'll know
as soon as the kid wakes up.

394
00:18:24,250 --> 00:18:25,277
If he wakes up.

395
00:18:26,644 --> 00:18:28,830
Welcome to the frontier of medicine.

396
00:18:32,157 --> 00:18:34,624
We have reviewed every option.

397
00:18:34,658 --> 00:18:37,390
And, um, there are some things
that we could try,

398
00:18:37,424 --> 00:18:38,592
but honestly, Richard, Ollie doesn't...

399
00:18:38,593 --> 00:18:40,391
Ollie has had enough for today.

400
00:18:40,425 --> 00:18:42,358
So, I think what we should do is,

401
00:18:42,392 --> 00:18:43,725
let's get her hydrated overnight,

402
00:18:43,759 --> 00:18:45,424
and we can run some more tests
in the morning.

403
00:18:45,459 --> 00:18:47,258
Um, okay. Right.

404
00:18:47,292 --> 00:18:48,958
Uh, I'm gonna keep an eye on her,

405
00:18:48,993 --> 00:18:50,733
and don't you two go far, either, okay?

406
00:18:50,767 --> 00:18:52,257
Nope. We'll be right here.

407
00:18:53,286 --> 00:18:55,084
Tell me you see what's happening here.

408
00:18:55,109 --> 00:18:56,742
We cannot go against Ollie's wishes,

409
00:18:56,767 --> 00:18:57,860
even if it upsets Richard.

410
00:18:57,885 --> 00:18:59,189
The last time he fell off the wagon,

411
00:18:59,214 --> 00:19:02,413
he nearly lost everything...
his career, his marriage.

412
00:19:02,438 --> 00:19:04,070
Um,
- I can't even picture him drunk.

413
00:19:04,095 --> 00:19:06,228
Trust me, you don't want to see it.

414
00:19:06,253 --> 00:19:08,816
- Where's Catherine?
- In Boston.

415
00:19:08,841 --> 00:19:10,322
Maybe we can get her back by the morning.

416
00:19:10,347 --> 00:19:14,257
Can you get on that, please?
Jerry Garcia needs me.

417
00:19:28,486 --> 00:19:29,946
Jerry?

418
00:19:29,947 --> 00:19:31,746
We have three left.

419
00:19:31,780 --> 00:19:35,015
And big companies like Cerone's
always move slowly, so...

420
00:19:35,016 --> 00:19:36,814
For the last time,
this isn't about Cerone!

421
00:19:36,849 --> 00:19:38,148
It's about Olive Warner.

422
00:19:38,183 --> 00:19:40,314
And all the other Ollies
that we could save

423
00:19:40,348 --> 00:19:42,981
if we could just work faster.

424
00:19:43,016 --> 00:19:45,248
Damn it.

425
00:19:45,282 --> 00:19:47,496
You two should go home. I have
to stay here tonight anyway.

426
00:19:47,530 --> 00:19:49,714
No, no, no.
I'm staying if you're staying.

427
00:19:49,749 --> 00:19:51,281
Me, too.

428
00:20:06,504 --> 00:20:07,569
Nothing?

429
00:20:07,604 --> 00:20:09,769
No change.

430
00:20:11,770 --> 00:20:14,202
What did we do to him?

431
00:20:21,070 --> 00:20:23,503
Come on, kid.

432
00:20:33,841 --> 00:20:34,973
Noah?

433
00:20:35,008 --> 00:20:36,040
He's still not awake.

434
00:20:36,074 --> 00:20:37,940
Damn it.

435
00:20:37,974 --> 00:20:39,073
You just assume,

436
00:20:39,107 --> 00:20:41,339
since you're working with
the great Amelia Shepherd,

437
00:20:41,374 --> 00:20:43,139
it's all gonna work out.

438
00:20:43,174 --> 00:20:45,073
Hey, there's still time, okay?

439
00:20:48,340 --> 00:20:51,839
Ohh. We spent the night here. Gross.

440
00:20:52,194 --> 00:20:54,324
I don't know. It's not so bad.

441
00:20:58,072 --> 00:20:59,105
Oh, my God.

442
00:20:59,130 --> 00:21:00,463
What?

443
00:21:00,488 --> 00:21:02,721
I've... I've never been to your place.

444
00:21:02,746 --> 00:21:05,245
You... You...
You never talk about your place.

445
00:21:05,270 --> 00:21:07,503
Uh, well, what...

446
00:21:08,567 --> 00:21:09,633
No, no, no! What are you doing?

447
00:21:09,658 --> 00:21:11,490
No, no, no. Sam, stop! Stop!

448
00:21:14,997 --> 00:21:16,563
What the hell, Andrew?

449
00:21:16,597 --> 00:21:18,663
Okay, you got me. I'm in between
places, that's all.

450
00:21:18,697 --> 00:21:20,096
I was staying with Dr. Robbins,

451
00:21:20,130 --> 00:21:21,463
and then she started
sleeping with my sister.

452
00:21:21,497 --> 00:21:23,429
So then I moved in
with Dr. Hunt, but then...

453
00:21:23,464 --> 00:21:25,730
he started sleeping with my sister.

454
00:21:27,530 --> 00:21:28,790
Now you're laughing at me. Great.

455
00:21:28,824 --> 00:21:30,210
You're living in the on-call room.

456
00:21:30,244 --> 00:21:32,429
Yes.

457
00:21:34,990 --> 00:21:36,956
Move in with me.

458
00:21:41,956 --> 00:21:43,723
A-Are you serious?

459
00:21:48,157 --> 00:21:49,122
- Hi.
- Hi.

460
00:21:49,147 --> 00:21:51,479
Hi. Arizona Hunt.
This is my husband, O-Otis.

461
00:21:51,504 --> 00:21:52,823
Um, I called this morning?

462
00:21:52,848 --> 00:21:54,874
Fill this out and we'll call you
when Dr. Hanson is ready.

463
00:21:54,887 --> 00:21:56,486
- Great. Awesome.
- Thanks.

464
00:21:57,383 --> 00:21:59,919
Suddenly we're a married couple?
With an appointment?

465
00:21:59,953 --> 00:22:02,520
What happened to
"good doctors make mistakes"?

466
00:22:02,554 --> 00:22:04,586
His Yelp reviews are all five stars.

467
00:22:04,621 --> 00:22:05,852
Well, that sounds like a good thing.

468
00:22:05,887 --> 00:22:08,348
No, it's too good to be true.
People go to Yelp to complain.

469
00:22:08,349 --> 00:22:10,113
Nobody gets five stars.
I don't get five stars.

470
00:22:10,147 --> 00:22:11,213
You sure don't.

471
00:22:11,248 --> 00:22:14,580
So now this is your idea
and it all makes sense to you.

472
00:22:14,615 --> 00:22:16,047
You... You really are
like my other wives.

473
00:22:16,072 --> 00:22:17,371
I figure if he doesn't know
that we're doctors,

474
00:22:17,396 --> 00:22:18,661
he's likely to give more away.

475
00:22:18,982 --> 00:22:20,364
Hmm.

476
00:22:21,260 --> 00:22:22,959
Nicely done, Mrs. Hunt.

477
00:22:25,050 --> 00:22:26,149
You know, I'm just gonna...

478
00:22:26,174 --> 00:22:27,506
You get three and a half stars.

479
00:22:28,181 --> 00:22:30,749
- What?
- Same as my dry cleaner.

480
00:22:33,401 --> 00:22:35,066
Wow.

481
00:22:35,514 --> 00:22:40,767
Dr. Teller, extension 2219.
Dr. Teller, extension 2219.

482
00:22:42,849 --> 00:22:45,049
Hey, you okay?

483
00:22:45,074 --> 00:22:47,706
I just spoke to Catherine,
and she wanted me to...

484
00:22:47,731 --> 00:22:50,019
Oh, so Catherine's asking you about me.

485
00:22:50,044 --> 00:22:52,110
You'd like it if Ben asked me about you?

486
00:22:52,135 --> 00:22:55,107
Ben Warren can stick it in his pill box.

487
00:23:01,027 --> 00:23:05,659
I've spoken to Ollie nearly
every day for the past 20 years.

488
00:23:05,684 --> 00:23:08,517
More than I've spoken
to anyone else in my life.

489
00:23:08,542 --> 00:23:11,040
More than my parents, Adele, Catherine.

490
00:23:11,065 --> 00:23:13,198
She's the keeper of my secrets.

491
00:23:14,360 --> 00:23:15,669
She's...

492
00:23:17,447 --> 00:23:20,149
She's how I feel God's presence.

493
00:23:20,490 --> 00:23:23,663
You've got an awfully big
village of people here.

494
00:23:23,697 --> 00:23:24,889
You know that.

495
00:23:24,923 --> 00:23:27,189
Yeah, I know I do.

496
00:23:28,562 --> 00:23:29,762
Dr. Kepner?

497
00:23:29,787 --> 00:23:31,453
Can I place an art line in Trauma 4?

498
00:23:31,478 --> 00:23:32,943
- Yes.
- Thanks.

499
00:23:32,968 --> 00:23:34,601
Also, I am sorry.

500
00:23:34,875 --> 00:23:36,575
What?

501
00:23:36,600 --> 00:23:41,666
Um, I was not entirely fair
to you on trauma cert day.

502
00:23:41,691 --> 00:23:43,414
Your work was particularly impressive,

503
00:23:43,439 --> 00:23:45,559
and I may not have made that
clear on the day in question.

504
00:23:45,584 --> 00:23:46,616
Thank you.

505
00:23:46,641 --> 00:23:49,306
I just... I just thought
you might be, you know...

506
00:23:49,331 --> 00:23:51,230
I might be what?

507
00:23:51,616 --> 00:23:54,480
Um, you know, like,
having a nervous breakdown?

508
00:23:55,252 --> 00:23:56,312
Oh.

509
00:23:56,337 --> 00:23:58,036
Oh, uh, I didn't take it personally.

510
00:23:58,061 --> 00:23:59,754
Good. Great. Great. Thanks for that.

511
00:23:59,779 --> 00:24:01,577
- And we will not speak of this again.
- Right.

512
00:24:03,076 --> 00:24:04,441
Schmitt.

513
00:24:04,466 --> 00:24:05,998
I'm sorry!

514
00:24:06,023 --> 00:24:07,521
What? For what? What?

515
00:24:07,546 --> 00:24:10,245
I... I don't know. I'm just really sorry.

516
00:24:10,270 --> 00:24:12,235
Uh... apology accepted.

517
00:24:16,629 --> 00:24:19,528
The truth is
we don't have any good options.

518
00:24:19,553 --> 00:24:21,153
We could put you on liver dialysis,

519
00:24:21,178 --> 00:24:24,843
but that would cause
a real strain on your heart.

520
00:24:24,868 --> 00:24:26,900
Mm-hmm. We could try an LVAD,

521
00:24:26,925 --> 00:24:29,565
but the long-term prognosis is very poor.

522
00:24:29,590 --> 00:24:30,770
Who saw this coming?

523
00:24:30,795 --> 00:24:32,922
Hey, it's better to have
a chance at a good result

524
00:24:32,923 --> 00:24:34,555
than a guarantee of a bad one.

525
00:24:34,589 --> 00:24:36,321
By whose definition?

526
00:24:36,356 --> 00:24:38,455
Do you think that
when I found out I was dying,

527
00:24:38,489 --> 00:24:42,056
I was just, "Oh, well,
that's life for you"?

528
00:24:42,090 --> 00:24:43,955
Coming to terms with this

529
00:24:43,990 --> 00:24:46,308
was the second hardest thing
I have ever done in my life,

530
00:24:46,309 --> 00:24:48,374
and now I'm at peace.

531
00:24:48,408 --> 00:24:50,041
Or at least I was.

532
00:24:50,075 --> 00:24:51,941
The one thing... the only thing...

533
00:24:51,976 --> 00:24:56,174
stopping me from moving on
to whatever comes next

534
00:24:56,208 --> 00:24:59,022
is one childish, stubborn,
nagging problem.

535
00:24:59,058 --> 00:25:02,525
You are driving me to drink,
Richard Webber,

536
00:25:02,559 --> 00:25:05,342
and I'll be damned if
I don't leave this world sober!

537
00:25:05,367 --> 00:25:07,266
Well, if I'm the only thing
that's keeping you alive,

538
00:25:07,291 --> 00:25:09,323
then I guess I'm doing my job!

539
00:25:15,511 --> 00:25:17,174
Please tell me you have good news for me.

540
00:25:17,199 --> 00:25:19,599
My mom's Boston patient
had post-op complications,

541
00:25:19,624 --> 00:25:22,056
so she had to stay back
and see it through.

542
00:25:24,558 --> 00:25:26,791
Dr. Ryan, call the psych unit.

543
00:25:26,816 --> 00:25:29,548
Dr. Ryan, call the psych unit.

544
00:25:30,137 --> 00:25:33,291
I'm the one who's gonna have to
tell him, aren't I?

545
00:25:36,349 --> 00:25:38,051
How do you tell somebody something
that they already know?

546
00:25:38,076 --> 00:25:41,682
I mean, this isn't... rational,
it's just pure emotion.

547
00:25:41,707 --> 00:25:42,739
Hmm.

548
00:25:42,764 --> 00:25:44,396
How can I...

549
00:25:44,421 --> 00:25:47,520
What can I say that would
possibly change his mind?

550
00:25:48,891 --> 00:25:52,290
Believe it or not,
- I know exactly how that feels.

551
00:25:52,315 --> 00:25:54,021
You do?

552
00:25:54,046 --> 00:25:55,094
Mm-hmm.

553
00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:57,385
That's how I felt
when your mother was dying.

554
00:26:02,531 --> 00:26:05,154
Look, I can go with you.

555
00:26:05,179 --> 00:26:07,554
Be there with you when you tell him.

556
00:26:07,579 --> 00:26:10,145
Let me help.

557
00:26:11,178 --> 00:26:13,055
You helped.

558
00:26:19,271 --> 00:26:22,303
I have to say how refreshing it is

559
00:26:23,138 --> 00:26:24,816
to have a couple come in together.

560
00:26:25,817 --> 00:26:27,291
You'd be surprised how many husbands

561
00:26:27,316 --> 00:26:28,451
don't even want to come into the office,

562
00:26:28,476 --> 00:26:29,575
much less the exam room.

563
00:26:29,600 --> 00:26:30,666
- Hmm.
- Yeah, yeah.

564
00:26:30,691 --> 00:26:32,506
It's just we're... we're really
close. Right, honey?

565
00:26:32,531 --> 00:26:34,311
- Mm-mm-hmm.
- Mm-hmm.

566
00:26:34,336 --> 00:26:36,802
Well, right breast
looks nice and healthy.

567
00:26:36,827 --> 00:26:39,092
- It's not...
- Oh, okay.

568
00:26:39,117 --> 00:26:40,982
...any problem there at all.

569
00:26:42,151 --> 00:26:43,614
Yeah, more often than not,

570
00:26:43,639 --> 00:26:45,587
these inconclusive mammograms
turn out to be nothing.

571
00:26:45,612 --> 00:26:48,715
But, you know, better safe than s...

572
00:26:52,165 --> 00:26:54,530
Yeah, this looks slightly less than good.

573
00:26:58,191 --> 00:27:02,457
Unfortunately, I am seeing a
solid lesion in the left breast.

574
00:27:02,482 --> 00:27:04,548
Hmm. So, I...

575
00:27:04,851 --> 00:27:07,583
I definitely have breast cancer, huh?

576
00:27:07,608 --> 00:27:08,974
Hey, uh, can you show us

577
00:27:08,999 --> 00:27:11,631
what that looks like
on that machine there, Doc?

578
00:27:11,656 --> 00:27:14,289
Yeah.

579
00:27:15,585 --> 00:27:18,845
You see this area right here?

580
00:27:18,870 --> 00:27:21,170
And that's the lesion.

581
00:27:21,195 --> 00:27:23,560
And then there's a small one right there.

582
00:27:24,264 --> 00:27:28,171
That's... That is really there.

583
00:27:31,132 --> 00:27:33,464
I have breast cancer?!

584
00:27:42,096 --> 00:27:44,028
Let's go.

585
00:27:45,728 --> 00:27:47,274
Hey. Oh, I've been looking for
you. I think I owe you...

586
00:27:47,309 --> 00:27:49,694
Come with us. Right now.

587
00:27:53,728 --> 00:27:55,161
Did she page you, too? Is it bad?

588
00:28:25,849 --> 00:28:26,948
You're showing up clean.

589
00:28:26,973 --> 00:28:27,972
You're 100% sure?

590
00:28:27,997 --> 00:28:30,562
Look, they look totally clean!
See for yourself.

591
00:28:31,262 --> 00:28:32,516
Um, she's like...

592
00:28:32,541 --> 00:28:33,674
Oh, we're way past that.

593
00:28:34,154 --> 00:28:35,787
You're okay.

594
00:28:36,315 --> 00:28:38,780
I'm okay.

595
00:28:39,334 --> 00:28:41,058
He fakes the ultrasounds.

596
00:28:41,083 --> 00:28:43,282
He is poisoning completely healthy women,

597
00:28:43,307 --> 00:28:44,564
probably just to charge them
for the chemo.

598
00:28:44,589 --> 00:28:46,521
- No.
- What he does to these women,

599
00:28:46,546 --> 00:28:47,812
what he puts these families through...

600
00:28:47,837 --> 00:28:51,602
- We need to stop him.
- No. We need to destroy him.

601
00:28:51,862 --> 00:28:53,327
Owen...

602
00:28:53,352 --> 00:28:55,926
You told me not to take it out
on the interns.

603
00:29:09,499 --> 00:29:11,865
You figured out a way
to get Ollie more time?

604
00:29:11,890 --> 00:29:12,955
Otherwise, it's just...

605
00:29:12,980 --> 00:29:14,778
You know who you remind me of?

606
00:29:14,803 --> 00:29:16,530
Don't care.

607
00:29:17,307 --> 00:29:18,657
Me.

608
00:29:20,142 --> 00:29:22,107
When my mom was dying.

609
00:29:22,132 --> 00:29:24,930
I worked so hard,

610
00:29:24,968 --> 00:29:26,967
looking for anything that would
give her more time.

611
00:29:27,001 --> 00:29:28,033
And I didn't even think about it.

612
00:29:28,068 --> 00:29:30,418
I just instinctively knew
it was what I had to do.

613
00:29:31,007 --> 00:29:32,739
Yeah, but she was your family.

614
00:29:32,764 --> 00:29:36,097
More than blood.

615
00:29:36,122 --> 00:29:37,592
She shaped me.

616
00:29:39,120 --> 00:29:41,930
More than anyone else,
she made me who I am.

617
00:29:42,583 --> 00:29:43,982
How could it be wrong

618
00:29:44,234 --> 00:29:47,435
to do everything in my power to save her?

619
00:29:52,050 --> 00:29:53,917
Because you weren't doing it for her.

620
00:30:00,091 --> 00:30:04,023
I'd give anything for
another chance to do it again.

621
00:30:06,465 --> 00:30:09,071
Just to be there with her

622
00:30:09,096 --> 00:30:11,961
and then give her
the ending that she wanted.

623
00:30:15,144 --> 00:30:18,800
That experimental protocol
that I made her do...

624
00:30:19,773 --> 00:30:21,544
all that suffering...

625
00:30:21,569 --> 00:30:23,005
putting her through all that pain

626
00:30:23,030 --> 00:30:25,140
when all she wanted was peace...

627
00:30:28,097 --> 00:30:30,103
...and to know that I would be okay.

628
00:30:36,106 --> 00:30:37,736
It's my only regret.

629
00:30:50,587 --> 00:30:51,850
Hey.

630
00:30:51,875 --> 00:30:53,840
I, uh, assumed I was still getting her.

631
00:30:53,865 --> 00:30:55,598
Yeah, I, um...

632
00:30:55,623 --> 00:30:58,238
I would really like to... if that's okay.

633
00:30:58,263 --> 00:31:01,496
I... I... I'd really like to.

634
00:31:02,586 --> 00:31:03,926
How you doing? You okay?

635
00:31:03,960 --> 00:31:06,371
Yes, I am...
I am totally fine to take her.

636
00:31:06,405 --> 00:31:07,676
I promise. I'm good.

637
00:31:07,711 --> 00:31:09,024
You? You, though?

638
00:31:09,058 --> 00:31:10,478
You okay?

639
00:31:11,792 --> 00:31:13,104
Um...

640
00:31:15,770 --> 00:31:18,318
Um... I lost God.

641
00:31:19,319 --> 00:31:21,642
I-I lost Matthew's Taylor's wife.

642
00:31:21,676 --> 00:31:22,969
I lost her in childbirth.

643
00:31:23,004 --> 00:31:25,621
And then this little boy died
for no earthly reason, and...

644
00:31:25,655 --> 00:31:27,757
God was nowhere to be found. I lost him.

645
00:31:27,792 --> 00:31:30,897
And that's never happened to me
before, and I got scared...

646
00:31:30,931 --> 00:31:34,745
and, uh, really angry.

647
00:31:34,780 --> 00:31:36,999
And all during our marriage, I just...

648
00:31:37,033 --> 00:31:39,922
I wanted you to know God
the way that I did,

649
00:31:39,957 --> 00:31:41,775
and you never wanted to.

650
00:31:41,863 --> 00:31:43,795
And so, when I lost him,

651
00:31:43,829 --> 00:31:47,660
it felt like, I don't know,
you've won or something.

652
00:31:47,695 --> 00:31:50,759
And... I hated that.

653
00:31:52,887 --> 00:31:54,266
I hated you.

654
00:31:54,300 --> 00:31:56,267
Yeah, well, I was just trying to help.

655
00:31:56,268 --> 00:31:57,981
I know, I know, I got it.

656
00:31:58,016 --> 00:31:59,334
You did.

657
00:31:59,368 --> 00:32:01,501
Oh, my God, you did.

658
00:32:03,029 --> 00:32:04,948
Things got...

659
00:32:06,054 --> 00:32:08,287
really rough, and I just...

660
00:32:08,312 --> 00:32:10,178
I needed to be sure
that Harriet was okay.

661
00:32:10,203 --> 00:32:13,373
And of course she was because... of you.

662
00:32:14,401 --> 00:32:16,899
And I'm... I'm good now.

663
00:32:16,924 --> 00:32:19,304
I, uh... I found Him again.

664
00:32:19,329 --> 00:32:20,728
He and I are, like, tighter than ever.

665
00:32:20,753 --> 00:32:22,851
So you know.

666
00:32:22,876 --> 00:32:27,942
But I realize that even when
it felt like He wasn't there...

667
00:32:29,887 --> 00:32:31,474
...you were.

668
00:32:33,402 --> 00:32:34,815
So thank you.

669
00:32:37,456 --> 00:32:39,076
Thank you.

670
00:32:39,110 --> 00:32:40,472
I'm really sorry.

671
00:32:47,162 --> 00:32:49,294
Give Kimmie a standard
course of chemo and radiation.

672
00:32:49,329 --> 00:32:50,676
Shrink the tumor enough
to get her to summer.

673
00:32:50,711 --> 00:32:51,849
That could work.

674
00:32:51,884 --> 00:32:53,193
By then, I'll be able to take the three,

675
00:32:53,227 --> 00:32:55,260
maybe four weeks of
vacation time I'm due,

676
00:32:55,294 --> 00:32:57,593
and then I'll just take Kimmie
and her grandmother to New York

677
00:32:57,628 --> 00:32:59,083
and we'll hit every Broadway show we can.

678
00:32:59,118 --> 00:33:00,926
What's going on?

679
00:33:00,960 --> 00:33:02,284
Alex...

680
00:33:02,319 --> 00:33:03,358
Noah made it. He's good.

681
00:33:03,393 --> 00:33:05,397
Noah is doing okay,
but I cannot tell you why.

682
00:33:05,432 --> 00:33:08,051
That procedure was like skiing
down a mountain blindfolded.

683
00:33:08,052 --> 00:33:09,684
We should have crashed a thousand time.

684
00:33:09,718 --> 00:33:12,150
- All right, hold on, hold on. Amelia?
- No, he's... he's right.

685
00:33:12,184 --> 00:33:15,584
We ran into a dozen things
that we never even saw coming.

686
00:33:15,618 --> 00:33:17,250
And this was supposed to be the easy one.

687
00:33:17,285 --> 00:33:19,494
I mean, Kimmie's tumor
is much more dangerous.

688
00:33:19,495 --> 00:33:21,561
Yeah, with a lot more tests,
a lot more practice,

689
00:33:21,595 --> 00:33:23,794
we'll be able to save
more kids with Noah's tumor,

690
00:33:23,828 --> 00:33:25,994
but Kimmie's procedure is years away.

691
00:33:26,028 --> 00:33:27,727
- Kimmie doesn't have years.
- I know.

692
00:33:27,761 --> 00:33:29,461
No, no. No, no, no, no, no, no.

693
00:33:29,495 --> 00:33:31,794
I do not accept this, because
you saved Noah, so you can...

694
00:33:31,828 --> 00:33:33,794
I will do everything I can to make sure

695
00:33:33,828 --> 00:33:35,660
that Kimmie treasures
the time she has left,

696
00:33:35,695 --> 00:33:38,218
but I will not perform
that procedure on this girl.

697
00:33:38,253 --> 00:33:39,447
All right, fine.

698
00:33:39,481 --> 00:33:40,770
Um, Dr. Shepherd can do it without you.

699
00:33:40,771 --> 00:33:42,549
- Alex, I... I'm not gonna be able to...
- No, no. No. No, listen to me.

700
00:33:42,583 --> 00:33:44,302
- Listen to me, okay? Listen.
- The technology is not there.

701
00:33:44,337 --> 00:33:46,136
Kimmie has only one chance to live,

702
00:33:46,170 --> 00:33:47,826
and you are the only doctors
that can do this in the world!

703
00:33:47,861 --> 00:33:48,840
We're not gonna do...

704
00:33:48,865 --> 00:33:50,369
I'm asking you as... as a
colleague, as a friend...

705
00:33:50,404 --> 00:33:52,215
- Do you have children, Karev?
- Please,

706
00:33:52,249 --> 00:33:53,702
I will not, I cannot watch
her die on my table...

707
00:33:53,736 --> 00:33:56,302
- Alex! No, Alex!
- ...at my hands!

708
00:34:00,836 --> 00:34:02,369
Do what you got to do.

709
00:34:24,823 --> 00:34:26,822
I'm okay? I'm really okay?

710
00:34:26,856 --> 00:34:29,555
Yes. Your scans came back clear.

711
00:34:29,589 --> 00:34:31,555
Dayna, you do not have cancer.

712
00:34:31,589 --> 00:34:33,321
Oh, my God!

713
00:34:33,355 --> 00:34:34,421
Oh, my God, babe.

714
00:34:34,456 --> 00:34:36,348
Oh, my God.

715
00:34:36,383 --> 00:34:37,877
Oh, this is a miracle.

716
00:34:37,878 --> 00:34:38,943
I have to tell Dr. Hanson.

717
00:34:38,977 --> 00:34:41,743
Uh, actually Dr. Hunt
is telling Dr. Hanson right now.

718
00:34:41,777 --> 00:34:43,776
Oh, my God.

719
00:34:44,844 --> 00:34:47,076
Oh, my God.

720
00:34:51,011 --> 00:34:53,043
Hey, Doc. You got a minute?

721
00:34:53,344 --> 00:34:56,515
Mr. Hunt, um, actually, we're closed,

722
00:34:56,516 --> 00:34:57,802
if you don't mind coming back tomorrow.

723
00:34:57,803 --> 00:35:00,614
You know, I have heard such
amazing things about your chemo,

724
00:35:00,682 --> 00:35:02,915
like it's smoother and milder.

725
00:35:02,949 --> 00:35:04,648
Almost makes it sound good.

726
00:35:04,682 --> 00:35:06,815
What's the secret, Doc?

727
00:35:06,849 --> 00:35:08,282
You know, it's no secret.

728
00:35:08,316 --> 00:35:11,151
It's just, uh, finding ways
to make it less... painful.

729
00:35:11,152 --> 00:35:12,417
You know?

730
00:35:12,451 --> 00:35:13,617
Do I know?

731
00:35:13,651 --> 00:35:16,517
I guess I don't know.

732
00:35:16,551 --> 00:35:17,750
So, walk me through it.

733
00:35:17,785 --> 00:35:21,122
When you give a patient chemotherapy,

734
00:35:21,157 --> 00:35:23,083
what's the process?

735
00:35:23,117 --> 00:35:25,450
- Uh, I mean, I...
- Let's see.

736
00:35:25,484 --> 00:35:28,958
So, it comes through here.

737
00:35:28,992 --> 00:35:30,112
Right?

738
00:35:30,146 --> 00:35:31,684
No, no, no, wait, wait, wait, wait.

739
00:35:31,718 --> 00:35:34,050
Wait, first... first...

740
00:35:34,084 --> 00:35:35,617
No.

741
00:35:35,651 --> 00:35:37,116
No. Ah.

742
00:35:37,151 --> 00:35:38,517
Here we go.

743
00:35:43,092 --> 00:35:46,024
You know... Doc...

744
00:35:46,058 --> 00:35:48,458
I think I'm getting the hang of this.

745
00:35:49,763 --> 00:35:51,928
Mr. Hunt, this is making me
very uncomfortable.

746
00:35:51,953 --> 00:35:53,753
I bet it does.

747
00:35:53,778 --> 00:35:56,910
You as uncomfortable as your
patients and their families?

748
00:35:56,935 --> 00:35:59,001
What's next? What is next?

749
00:35:59,026 --> 00:36:00,626
Oh, I know.

750
00:36:00,651 --> 00:36:02,617
This is the fun part.

751
00:36:03,764 --> 00:36:05,897
- What are you...
- Roll up your sleeve.

752
00:36:05,922 --> 00:36:07,654
You're not serious?

753
00:36:07,679 --> 00:36:09,409
Roll up your sleeve.

754
00:36:09,434 --> 00:36:10,835
I'm not doing that.

755
00:36:10,860 --> 00:36:12,211
Why not, hmm?

756
00:36:12,236 --> 00:36:13,404
Why not?

757
00:36:14,218 --> 00:36:16,217
Because you're not sick. Hmm?

758
00:36:16,242 --> 00:36:18,307
'Cause only a psychotic

759
00:36:18,332 --> 00:36:20,665
would pump that poison
in a completely healthy person

760
00:36:20,690 --> 00:36:22,322
just to make a few extra bucks?

761
00:36:22,347 --> 00:36:23,980
Come on, Doc.

762
00:36:24,005 --> 00:36:26,004
That's never stopped you before.

763
00:36:31,031 --> 00:36:32,664
Don't worry.

764
00:36:32,689 --> 00:36:33,987
They're with me.

765
00:36:45,485 --> 00:36:47,451
What's on your mind, Shepherd?

766
00:36:50,205 --> 00:36:51,881
What I really need is to get

767
00:36:51,906 --> 00:36:54,972
as far away from my mind
right now as possible.

768
00:36:55,505 --> 00:36:58,324
I got to admit, I'm feeling
that need pretty bad.

769
00:37:02,838 --> 00:37:05,127
Come on.

770
00:37:12,087 --> 00:37:14,419
Really? You brought another doctor?

771
00:37:14,444 --> 00:37:15,976
No, Ollie.

772
00:37:16,738 --> 00:37:19,136
I brought you a meeting.

773
00:37:20,436 --> 00:37:21,943
What?

774
00:37:24,796 --> 00:37:26,834
- I'm Amelia.
- Nice to meet you.

775
00:37:28,066 --> 00:37:31,049
Um... And if it's okay with you,

776
00:37:31,074 --> 00:37:34,640
I'd like to open the meeting
with the Serenity Prayer.

777
00:37:38,155 --> 00:37:39,388
Thank you.

778
00:37:43,591 --> 00:37:45,657
God...

779
00:37:45,691 --> 00:37:48,390
God, grant me the serenity
to accept the things

780
00:37:48,424 --> 00:37:53,339
I cannot change, the courage
to change the things I can't,

781
00:37:53,373 --> 00:37:55,785
and the wisdom to know the difference.

782
00:38:02,116 --> 00:38:06,741
All day, every day,
we fight against the current.

783
00:38:06,742 --> 00:38:08,573
Sometimes we lose.

784
00:38:10,074 --> 00:38:11,307
Here. Here, here, look.

785
00:38:13,507 --> 00:38:16,673
It's growing.

786
00:38:16,707 --> 00:38:18,522
Okay. It's growing a liver.

787
00:38:18,556 --> 00:38:21,505
A new liver that is 60% of normal size.

788
00:38:21,539 --> 00:38:22,920
So, this is Janis, right... Janis Joplin?

789
00:38:22,954 --> 00:38:24,325
No, no, no, she didn't make it.

790
00:38:24,360 --> 00:38:25,653
This is David Bowie.

791
00:38:25,687 --> 00:38:27,898
No, no, Bowie is the one that we
injected straight into

792
00:38:27,932 --> 00:38:29,687
without the polymer,
so it can't possibly be Bowie,

793
00:38:29,721 --> 00:38:30,786
- because...
- Yeah, exactly.

794
00:38:30,821 --> 00:38:33,487
The liver cells migrated
completely by themselves.

795
00:38:33,522 --> 00:38:35,213
We never needed the polymer.

796
00:38:36,008 --> 00:38:37,066
Are you serious?

797
00:38:37,101 --> 00:38:38,874
Mm-hmm.

798
00:38:38,908 --> 00:38:41,000
- That means...
- We're gonna save a lot of lives.

799
00:38:41,001 --> 00:38:42,466
We are gonna beat Marie freakin' Cerone!

800
00:38:42,500 --> 00:38:44,433
Yes!

801
00:38:44,467 --> 00:38:46,399
Okay, stop all that.

802
00:38:46,933 --> 00:38:49,266
Sometimes we win.

803
00:38:52,438 --> 00:38:54,584
Oh. Oh, no. You said it was urgent.

804
00:38:54,619 --> 00:38:56,418
I thought I was gonna find you
lying on the floor.

805
00:38:56,452 --> 00:38:59,439
God, Miranda, you can't say
it's urgent if it's not urgent.

806
00:38:59,474 --> 00:39:03,132
Now, you listen to me,
Ben Warren, and you listen good.

807
00:39:03,167 --> 00:39:06,257
I know I gave you a real scare,

808
00:39:06,291 --> 00:39:08,833
but you have been scared long enough.

809
00:39:08,867 --> 00:39:10,560
I am not dying.

810
00:39:10,594 --> 00:39:13,778
My heart is strong and powerful
just like me.

811
00:39:13,812 --> 00:39:17,323
I'm very much alive, and so are you.

812
00:39:17,348 --> 00:39:18,147
And it is urgent.

813
00:39:18,172 --> 00:39:21,038
It... is... urgent that we celebrate

814
00:39:21,063 --> 00:39:25,696
being alive right here, right now, naked.

815
00:39:39,998 --> 00:39:43,127
Sometimes the current carries
us exactly where we need to go.

816
00:39:43,152 --> 00:39:45,616
Oh, crap, I left my keys.

817
00:39:45,641 --> 00:39:47,206
Um, I'll be right back.

818
00:39:47,231 --> 00:39:48,830
Okay.

819
00:39:58,663 --> 00:40:00,059
Hey.

820
00:40:00,084 --> 00:40:03,640
Uh, I have been apologizing
for the last two days,

821
00:40:03,665 --> 00:40:05,473
and I finally got the hang of it.

822
00:40:05,498 --> 00:40:06,554
So, if you'll let me, I just...

823
00:40:06,579 --> 00:40:07,894
I want to tell you how sorry I am.

824
00:40:07,919 --> 00:40:09,187
Sorry for what?

825
00:40:09,212 --> 00:40:11,826
I was so awful to you
at your game-night thing.

826
00:40:11,851 --> 00:40:15,190
Like, so awful. And I'm really sorry.

827
00:40:15,215 --> 00:40:16,443
No, please, please,

828
00:40:16,472 --> 00:40:19,170
you were the least of
my problems at that party.

829
00:40:19,205 --> 00:40:21,337
Clive was married.

830
00:40:21,372 --> 00:40:23,491
I was sleeping with a married man.

831
00:40:23,525 --> 00:40:24,637
Even though I didn't know,

832
00:40:24,671 --> 00:40:26,153
I still can't shake the shame of that.

833
00:40:26,187 --> 00:40:27,813
Oh, my God, no. I so relate.

834
00:40:27,847 --> 00:40:30,058
I slept with an intern...
the douchey one.

835
00:40:30,092 --> 00:40:31,970
- Oh.
- Yeah.

836
00:40:32,005 --> 00:40:34,023
And then I slept with Tom Koracick.

837
00:40:34,057 --> 00:40:35,324
What?

838
00:40:35,358 --> 00:40:37,319
And then I jumped my ex-husband
in a closet,

839
00:40:37,354 --> 00:40:39,846
so, you know, I was just,
like, a total mess.

840
00:40:40,933 --> 00:40:42,745
Anyway, I got to... I got to
get this little girl home.

841
00:40:42,779 --> 00:40:44,832
But, um, I'm sorry.

842
00:40:44,857 --> 00:40:46,223
- And thank you.
- Mm-hmm, yeah.

843
00:40:46,248 --> 00:40:47,380
Sorry.

844
00:40:47,405 --> 00:40:49,003
Let's go, let's go.

845
00:40:53,285 --> 00:40:55,650
Oh, God.

846
00:40:55,675 --> 00:40:57,507
Ready?

847
00:40:57,532 --> 00:41:01,165
And sometimes it slams us
right into the rocks.

848
00:41:01,190 --> 00:41:09,208
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