1 00:00:04,197 --> 00:00:06,829 Hey, did you get any sleep? 2 00:00:06,863 --> 00:00:08,196 I was up all night 3 00:00:08,230 --> 00:00:11,196 trying to figure out why Cerone hated Ellis. 4 00:00:11,230 --> 00:00:13,029 They were friends, respected colleagues. 5 00:00:13,064 --> 00:00:14,096 Listen to this... 6 00:00:14,130 --> 00:00:17,296 "Marie's hepatico-J technique is fascinating... 7 00:00:17,330 --> 00:00:20,060 We were up again all night talking and drinking." 8 00:00:20,095 --> 00:00:23,692 On average, a healthy heart beats 115,000 times per day. 9 00:00:23,693 --> 00:00:25,959 And she knew about Richard. 10 00:00:25,993 --> 00:00:28,992 "MC says I'm better off without RW. 11 00:00:29,027 --> 00:00:30,825 He was just a distraction from work." 12 00:00:30,860 --> 00:00:32,825 Maybe she hated Richard. 13 00:00:32,860 --> 00:00:35,059 Maybe she was in love with Ellis. 14 00:00:35,093 --> 00:00:36,792 Maybe there's a whole other love triangle 15 00:00:36,826 --> 00:00:38,325 that I don't know about. 16 00:00:38,359 --> 00:00:40,174 When excited, the heart rate can double. 17 00:00:40,175 --> 00:00:41,516 Are you listening to me? 18 00:00:41,551 --> 00:00:43,383 Um... uh, y... ah, no. 19 00:00:43,417 --> 00:00:45,249 I'm just... I'm a little distracted today. 20 00:00:45,284 --> 00:00:47,516 I'll say. You just buttered the kitchen towel, 21 00:00:47,551 --> 00:00:49,649 and your shirt is on inside out. 22 00:00:49,683 --> 00:00:52,249 What? Mm. 23 00:00:52,284 --> 00:00:53,183 Is this about Clive? 24 00:00:53,217 --> 00:00:54,602 Because I told you that wasn't your fault. 25 00:00:54,636 --> 00:00:56,733 Yeah... Clive. 26 00:00:56,734 --> 00:00:59,052 Stupid, awful, married Clive. 27 00:00:59,087 --> 00:01:01,933 Morning, sestras! 28 00:01:01,968 --> 00:01:03,384 Where did you sleep? 29 00:01:03,385 --> 00:01:05,950 Didn't yet. Going to now. 30 00:01:05,984 --> 00:01:08,350 The heart pumps 2,000 gallons of blood 31 00:01:08,385 --> 00:01:10,883 through your entire body 24 hours a day. 32 00:01:10,918 --> 00:01:12,717 It never rests. 33 00:01:12,752 --> 00:01:15,617 Morning. 34 00:01:17,938 --> 00:01:19,403 Ugh. 35 00:01:19,437 --> 00:01:21,403 Shall I whip us up some mean frittatas 36 00:01:21,437 --> 00:01:23,370 or do the slut-rush home? 37 00:01:23,404 --> 00:01:25,737 Second option, please? 38 00:01:25,771 --> 00:01:27,236 Pretty sure you're hungry. 39 00:01:28,854 --> 00:01:30,986 Can you take my robe off? 40 00:01:31,020 --> 00:01:33,652 Oh, dessert before breakfast... I like it. 41 00:01:33,687 --> 00:01:36,487 No, I mean, take off my robe, 42 00:01:36,520 --> 00:01:39,516 put some clothes on, and leave my home. 43 00:01:39,550 --> 00:01:40,886 I have to vomit, 44 00:01:40,887 --> 00:01:43,853 and I prefer to do it in private. 45 00:01:47,420 --> 00:01:49,786 The heart is the hardest- working muscle in your body. 46 00:01:49,820 --> 00:01:52,230 But when it's damaged, it's just like skin. 47 00:01:52,231 --> 00:01:55,062 - It scars. - Hey! God, you had a late night. 48 00:01:55,063 --> 00:01:56,895 Yeah, I wanted to keep an eye on Kimmie, 49 00:01:56,929 --> 00:01:59,505 but I told Pierce I'd assist on a case, so... 50 00:01:59,539 --> 00:02:00,795 I'm gonna head back. 51 00:02:00,829 --> 00:02:03,428 Oh, the Dor procedure? I'm on that, too. Yay! 52 00:02:03,462 --> 00:02:05,094 I feel like I haven't seen you all week. 53 00:02:05,128 --> 00:02:07,361 And scar tissue can be very dangerous in a heart. 54 00:02:07,395 --> 00:02:09,214 - It weakens it. - What's this? 55 00:02:09,239 --> 00:02:11,020 Oh, fellowship instructions for next year. 56 00:02:11,021 --> 00:02:12,652 UC San Francisco? 57 00:02:12,686 --> 00:02:15,319 I know. They're ranked in the top 2% in the country. 58 00:02:15,353 --> 00:02:16,486 Northwestern? 59 00:02:16,519 --> 00:02:18,286 Ambitious, but I'm applying everywhere. 60 00:02:18,320 --> 00:02:20,121 It's what you do, right? You coming? 61 00:02:20,155 --> 00:02:24,169 And eventually, a heart full of scars stops working. 62 00:02:25,586 --> 00:02:28,302 So, basically, I excise the scarred part of the heart, 63 00:02:28,303 --> 00:02:31,102 and then reshape the ventricular cavity geometry, 64 00:02:31,136 --> 00:02:33,601 and then sew in a Dacron patch, which sounds easy, 65 00:02:33,636 --> 00:02:36,935 but this kid's left ventricle is completely scarred. 66 00:02:36,969 --> 00:02:38,887 A Dor surgery requires mastery. 67 00:02:38,888 --> 00:02:40,587 You should send the interns to the gallery to watch. 68 00:02:40,622 --> 00:02:42,053 Oh, forget them. 69 00:02:42,088 --> 00:02:44,621 I'm rearranging my meetings, so I can watch. 70 00:02:44,655 --> 00:02:46,487 They'll just block my view. 71 00:02:46,521 --> 00:02:48,053 Well, the interns are away 72 00:02:48,088 --> 00:02:49,855 taking their, uh, in-training exams. 73 00:02:49,890 --> 00:02:52,120 - Even better. - Their loss. 74 00:02:52,154 --> 00:02:54,020 Have someone page me when you're headed to the O.R. 75 00:03:04,977 --> 00:03:06,643 Oh, uh... 76 00:03:06,677 --> 00:03:09,706 - You all right? - Yeah, I'm grood, I'm grood. I'm good. 77 00:03:09,707 --> 00:03:11,938 I'm not grood. 78 00:03:11,973 --> 00:03:14,205 That's a cross between great and good. 79 00:03:14,240 --> 00:03:15,910 - Hmm. - Yeah. People say that. 80 00:03:15,945 --> 00:03:17,105 - Okay. - Mm-hmm. 81 00:03:17,140 --> 00:03:19,673 Um, how you feeling about that date tonight? 82 00:03:19,707 --> 00:03:20,851 Dinner? 83 00:03:21,573 --> 00:03:23,017 No. 84 00:03:23,052 --> 00:03:24,572 No? 85 00:03:24,607 --> 00:03:26,529 Because I am a surgeon, 86 00:03:26,530 --> 00:03:28,061 and I hold human hearts in my hands, 87 00:03:28,096 --> 00:03:30,427 and I cannot risk buttering the wrong ventricle. 88 00:03:30,462 --> 00:03:32,427 You're doing what to the... ventricle? 89 00:03:32,462 --> 00:03:34,035 I'm saying that I need to focus today. 90 00:03:34,069 --> 00:03:36,095 I have a major surgery on a kid and... 91 00:03:36,129 --> 00:03:39,028 ...I need to give that my exclusive focus 92 00:03:39,062 --> 00:03:41,043 and... you make my hands shake. 93 00:03:41,077 --> 00:03:42,309 - Got it. - Yes. Sorry. 94 00:03:42,344 --> 00:03:43,790 Mm-hmm. 95 00:03:46,488 --> 00:03:49,387 I can't drink this. What am I carrying it for? 96 00:03:51,123 --> 00:03:52,588 Are you watching me walk away? 97 00:03:52,613 --> 00:03:54,134 No. No. 98 00:03:55,663 --> 00:03:56,949 What's his BNP? 99 00:03:56,974 --> 00:04:00,640 Uh, it's 750 and that's after diuresis. 100 00:04:01,070 --> 00:04:02,811 And his ejection fraction is at 30%, 101 00:04:02,812 --> 00:04:05,219 which is why we have to do this today. 102 00:04:05,254 --> 00:04:06,853 Do you have any questions before the surgery? 103 00:04:06,888 --> 00:04:09,720 This surgery shall slay the dragon forevermore? 104 00:04:09,754 --> 00:04:11,620 He means the ECMO machine. 105 00:04:11,654 --> 00:04:12,687 They call it "the dragon." 106 00:04:12,721 --> 00:04:14,439 Because dragons can be slain. 107 00:04:14,440 --> 00:04:16,805 By the right knight at the right moment, 108 00:04:16,839 --> 00:04:18,471 they can always be slain. 109 00:04:18,505 --> 00:04:20,771 That makes you his knight in shining armor. 110 00:04:20,806 --> 00:04:22,541 And you are? 111 00:04:22,542 --> 00:04:24,707 I'm his knight in shining other-armor. 112 00:04:24,741 --> 00:04:28,007 That's very poetic. 113 00:04:28,042 --> 00:04:29,874 Well, it is my most fervent hope 114 00:04:29,908 --> 00:04:32,159 that we will slay this ECMO dragon today. 115 00:04:32,193 --> 00:04:33,813 You don't have to play along with their "costume play." 116 00:04:33,848 --> 00:04:35,100 It just encourages them. 117 00:04:35,134 --> 00:04:37,576 We're young and in love, fair mother of mine. 118 00:04:37,577 --> 00:04:40,875 We need all the encouragement we can get. 119 00:04:40,910 --> 00:04:42,543 And it's called cosplay. 120 00:04:42,577 --> 00:04:43,812 In love is great, 121 00:04:43,813 --> 00:04:45,778 but I miss when you only wore costumes on Halloween. 122 00:04:45,812 --> 00:04:49,864 Why should the world be dull and lifeless 364 days of the year? 123 00:04:49,889 --> 00:04:52,255 That's why he's the master of my heart. 124 00:04:52,512 --> 00:04:54,278 First love, right? 125 00:05:00,012 --> 00:05:02,144 Are you ticklish, Alex? 126 00:05:02,179 --> 00:05:04,869 Okay, stop, no. We have to focus, okay? 127 00:05:04,870 --> 00:05:08,745 So, the thin, flexible barrier around a cell is called the... 128 00:05:08,746 --> 00:05:10,145 Why don't we just study later? 129 00:05:10,179 --> 00:05:11,512 Because you have a test. 130 00:05:11,546 --> 00:05:14,445 - Yeah, well... - I kind of took it this morning. 131 00:05:14,840 --> 00:05:16,445 W... Are you serious? 132 00:05:17,259 --> 00:05:19,645 - No, you did not. - Yeah. 133 00:05:19,680 --> 00:05:20,979 Then what are we doing here? 134 00:05:21,013 --> 00:05:22,431 Duh, Alex. 135 00:05:23,573 --> 00:05:25,071 I wanted to see you. 136 00:05:33,225 --> 00:05:35,624 I thought we could discuss business over doughnuts. 137 00:05:35,659 --> 00:05:37,823 I brought you chocolate-frosted, your favorite, 138 00:05:37,858 --> 00:05:39,658 but I also brought almond croissants 139 00:05:39,692 --> 00:05:41,190 in case your tastes have matured. 140 00:05:43,178 --> 00:05:45,010 Or we can feed it to the mouse. 141 00:05:48,220 --> 00:05:50,152 Why did you pretend everything is okay 142 00:05:50,186 --> 00:05:52,519 and not mention that you've had a falling out with my mother? 143 00:05:52,553 --> 00:05:54,686 I didn't pretend anything. 144 00:05:54,719 --> 00:05:56,752 You waltzed in here like it's a family reunion, 145 00:05:56,786 --> 00:05:59,085 and now you're plying me with sugar like I'm a child. 146 00:05:59,120 --> 00:06:02,040 My affection for you has nothing to do with your mother. 147 00:06:02,041 --> 00:06:05,873 Yes, we had a falling out, but I thought you knew. 148 00:06:05,908 --> 00:06:07,606 Well, I didn't. 149 00:06:07,641 --> 00:06:10,506 So now I need you to tell me why you're really here. 150 00:06:10,541 --> 00:06:12,132 Darling, you reached out to me... 151 00:06:12,166 --> 00:06:14,573 Are you even going to let me license the patent? 152 00:06:15,567 --> 00:06:18,940 Whatever happened between you and my mother, it's... 153 00:06:18,975 --> 00:06:20,506 it has nothing to do with me, 154 00:06:20,541 --> 00:06:23,127 so please let's not let a petty disagreement 155 00:06:23,128 --> 00:06:26,625 get in the way of what could be a landmark medical breakthrough. 156 00:06:26,660 --> 00:06:29,365 There is nothing petty here, Meredith. 157 00:06:29,399 --> 00:06:31,659 Are you interested in my story or only your own? 158 00:06:33,610 --> 00:06:34,976 Hey. 159 00:06:35,011 --> 00:06:37,268 I ran a blood gas, CBC, and BMP, 160 00:06:37,303 --> 00:06:40,210 and I corrected Charlie's magnesium and potassium levels. 161 00:06:40,884 --> 00:06:43,076 Are you seriously mad about this? 162 00:06:43,111 --> 00:06:44,976 About what? 163 00:06:45,011 --> 00:06:47,431 You... You have been silent, 164 00:06:47,432 --> 00:06:49,539 and you've barely looked at me since you saw my applications. 165 00:06:49,573 --> 00:06:50,914 You did the same thing your fifth year. 166 00:06:50,939 --> 00:06:52,805 I know you applied to half of the same places! 167 00:06:52,830 --> 00:06:54,396 Which is why I didn't say anything. 168 00:06:54,674 --> 00:06:55,906 Go ahead and do what you want. 169 00:06:56,889 --> 00:06:58,888 Change of plans. UNOS called. 170 00:06:58,923 --> 00:07:01,622 There is a donor heart in Oregon for Charlie Peterson. 171 00:07:01,656 --> 00:07:02,989 So, the Dor procedure's now a transplant. 172 00:07:03,023 --> 00:07:04,415 Yeah. 173 00:07:04,416 --> 00:07:07,515 - You... - Which is a good thing, right? 174 00:07:07,549 --> 00:07:09,282 This was my Michelangelo moment. 175 00:07:09,316 --> 00:07:11,148 Surgical architecture. 176 00:07:11,182 --> 00:07:13,548 But we're saving a kid's life! 177 00:07:13,583 --> 00:07:15,548 And we're... we're giving him a chance at love, 178 00:07:15,583 --> 00:07:16,781 and I am a terrible person. 179 00:07:16,815 --> 00:07:18,515 Love? I was promised mastery. 180 00:07:18,549 --> 00:07:19,881 Now I have to go do paperwork. 181 00:07:21,749 --> 00:07:24,387 I've been on the list for three years without a single call, 182 00:07:24,388 --> 00:07:27,162 and the day I'm supposed to get the Dor, they find me a match? 183 00:07:27,197 --> 00:07:28,795 It's poetic, right? 184 00:07:28,820 --> 00:07:31,119 Meant to be. Just like us. 185 00:07:33,129 --> 00:07:34,162 No. 186 00:07:35,395 --> 00:07:36,660 No what? 187 00:07:37,148 --> 00:07:38,827 No, thank you. 188 00:07:38,862 --> 00:07:41,033 I want the surgery I came here for on my own heart, 189 00:07:41,034 --> 00:07:42,332 if you please, brave knight. 190 00:07:42,366 --> 00:07:45,165 The Dor procedure... while very, very cool... 191 00:07:45,200 --> 00:07:46,699 is not a permanent solution. 192 00:07:46,733 --> 00:07:48,073 It would just buy us more time. 193 00:07:48,074 --> 00:07:50,073 The heart transplant is what we've been waiting for, honey. 194 00:07:50,108 --> 00:07:51,207 That was before. 195 00:07:51,241 --> 00:07:52,606 Before what? 196 00:07:52,641 --> 00:07:54,107 Before Henry. 197 00:07:54,141 --> 00:07:56,439 This scarred heart of mine fell in love with Henry. 198 00:07:56,474 --> 00:07:58,439 What if the new heart doesn't love him? 199 00:07:58,474 --> 00:08:00,786 That's not how it works. Love has nothing to do with the heart. 200 00:08:00,787 --> 00:08:03,118 Tell that to every poet in the history of the world. 201 00:08:03,153 --> 00:08:05,018 Adrenaline, dopamine, and serotonin 202 00:08:05,053 --> 00:08:07,285 are the chemicals in your brain telling you that you love Henry. 203 00:08:07,320 --> 00:08:10,285 And brain chemicals eventually fade. They always do. 204 00:08:10,320 --> 00:08:14,785 I know you think we're foolish because you're old and jaded. 205 00:08:14,819 --> 00:08:19,751 But this love is exquisite and I'm not gonna risk it... 206 00:08:19,786 --> 00:08:21,618 even if it only lasts one more year. 207 00:08:21,652 --> 00:08:24,851 That's, like, so sweet it hurts. 208 00:08:24,886 --> 00:08:27,118 Brave knight, I beg of you, 209 00:08:27,153 --> 00:08:29,352 slay the dragon you came here to slay, 210 00:08:29,386 --> 00:08:32,385 and give the new heart to someone else. 211 00:08:36,420 --> 00:08:44,468 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 212 00:08:46,181 --> 00:08:48,055 Charlie, if you decline this heart, 213 00:08:48,080 --> 00:08:49,927 you're just going to get sicker and sicker 214 00:08:49,952 --> 00:08:52,378 until you can only look at your boyfriend through a hospital window. 215 00:08:52,379 --> 00:08:54,378 Do you think that's romantic? Do you? 216 00:08:54,412 --> 00:08:55,677 Because it's not. It's stupid. 217 00:08:55,712 --> 00:08:56,944 Just give me the papers. 218 00:08:56,979 --> 00:08:58,711 You'll drug him if you have to, but he's getting that heart. 219 00:08:58,745 --> 00:09:00,232 - Mom, no! - Can we just, um... 220 00:09:00,233 --> 00:09:02,131 Can we have a little time? 221 00:09:02,165 --> 00:09:04,164 There is no time. The heart will go to someone else. 222 00:09:04,199 --> 00:09:05,998 A few minutes alone. 223 00:09:06,032 --> 00:09:07,231 Can you give us that? 224 00:09:07,265 --> 00:09:08,798 We'll need a yes or a no soon. 225 00:09:08,832 --> 00:09:09,948 And if Charlie says no, 226 00:09:09,982 --> 00:09:13,465 he risks being off the transplant list for good. 227 00:09:17,451 --> 00:09:20,884 Charlie, first love usually hurts. 228 00:09:20,919 --> 00:09:22,751 It's not supposed to actually kill you. 229 00:09:31,685 --> 00:09:34,151 No! Damn it! 230 00:09:34,185 --> 00:09:37,039 Hey! Stop! You can't do this. 231 00:09:37,040 --> 00:09:38,605 I wasn't doing anything illegal. 232 00:09:38,640 --> 00:09:40,272 Parking tickets. You got to pay them. 233 00:09:40,306 --> 00:09:42,372 I'm going to pay them! 234 00:09:42,406 --> 00:09:44,106 I... I promise. Just... 235 00:09:44,139 --> 00:09:45,760 - Tell them I'll be five. - Give me a break! I... 236 00:09:45,794 --> 00:09:47,717 I can give you 20 bucks. 237 00:09:47,742 --> 00:09:48,841 Let's go. 238 00:09:48,866 --> 00:09:50,999 Hey, sir, come on, dude. She's... She's still in the car. 239 00:09:53,486 --> 00:09:54,869 This enough? 240 00:09:56,329 --> 00:09:58,219 For the inconvenience. 241 00:09:58,244 --> 00:09:59,909 Come on. 242 00:09:59,934 --> 00:10:02,210 That's a rough way to start your day. 243 00:10:04,446 --> 00:10:05,944 I'll see you in Physics. 244 00:10:10,611 --> 00:10:12,077 First love is the worst. 245 00:10:12,111 --> 00:10:13,877 Mine had a 5:00 shadow, 246 00:10:13,911 --> 00:10:17,177 and he smelled like formaldehyde... Steve. 247 00:10:17,212 --> 00:10:21,044 My Gross Anatomy lab partner with cadaver Leonard. 248 00:10:21,078 --> 00:10:22,581 I know you're not supposed to name your cadavers, but... 249 00:10:22,606 --> 00:10:23,853 Uh, we all did. 250 00:10:23,878 --> 00:10:26,402 Mine was Mort, after rigor mortis. 251 00:10:26,427 --> 00:10:27,293 Ah. 252 00:10:27,318 --> 00:10:28,751 Alex, did you name yours? 253 00:10:28,776 --> 00:10:32,442 I named him "Road Kill." It was a major bromance. 254 00:10:32,467 --> 00:10:34,700 We should give him a name. 255 00:10:34,725 --> 00:10:35,958 Leonard? 256 00:10:35,983 --> 00:10:37,415 You like it? 257 00:10:38,631 --> 00:10:40,697 I just think we should show him a little respect, you know? 258 00:10:42,845 --> 00:10:46,677 Okay, so, have you ever, uh, you know, cut a person before? 259 00:10:46,702 --> 00:10:48,867 No, it's my first time. 260 00:10:48,892 --> 00:10:50,313 It's my first time, too. 261 00:10:50,338 --> 00:10:52,803 I guess that makes us "first-cut virgins." 262 00:10:52,828 --> 00:10:55,061 W... You. 263 00:10:55,086 --> 00:10:57,552 You go. You start. It's your first time. 264 00:10:57,577 --> 00:10:59,509 Why don't we do it together? 265 00:11:06,651 --> 00:11:10,283 Doctors, he's ready for surgery. 266 00:11:10,357 --> 00:11:12,590 You talked him into it? 267 00:11:12,615 --> 00:11:14,414 No. I broke up with him. 268 00:11:14,439 --> 00:11:15,996 What?! You what? 269 00:11:16,021 --> 00:11:18,887 The cosplay and poetry and all that is fun, 270 00:11:18,930 --> 00:11:22,496 but I just can't be with someone who doesn't believe in science. 271 00:11:22,531 --> 00:11:24,797 You were right. It's not sweet. 272 00:11:24,831 --> 00:11:27,096 It's just stupid. 273 00:11:31,264 --> 00:11:33,730 - You can take a minute. - Just do it. 274 00:11:33,764 --> 00:11:37,063 Sedate me. Cut out my heart. It doesn't matter anymore. 275 00:11:41,281 --> 00:11:43,046 So, you're saying that you and my mother 276 00:11:43,081 --> 00:11:46,146 created her laparoscopic biliary reconstruction together? 277 00:11:46,181 --> 00:11:47,417 - Yes. - But she won her 278 00:11:47,442 --> 00:11:48,779 second Harper Avery for it. 279 00:11:48,814 --> 00:11:51,719 Ellis was a genius. I don't dispute that. No one would. 280 00:11:51,720 --> 00:11:54,234 But that award did not belong only to her. 281 00:11:54,269 --> 00:11:55,419 That award was ours. 282 00:11:55,453 --> 00:11:57,655 I am just supposed to believe you, Marie? 283 00:11:57,689 --> 00:11:58,940 Where's the proof? 284 00:11:58,975 --> 00:12:00,650 Well, that's all the proof that you need. 285 00:12:00,651 --> 00:12:02,783 I was gonna publish our work together, 286 00:12:02,818 --> 00:12:04,360 and Ellis did it first. 287 00:12:04,395 --> 00:12:05,633 Without sharing the credit. 288 00:12:05,667 --> 00:12:07,683 You could've just written this last night. 289 00:12:07,717 --> 00:12:09,416 But I didn't. 290 00:12:09,451 --> 00:12:10,650 And you know I didn't. 291 00:12:11,856 --> 00:12:15,210 Meredith, I never married. 292 00:12:15,211 --> 00:12:17,707 I never cared much for romantic relationships. 293 00:12:17,742 --> 00:12:20,143 I... My closest thing to having children was you. 294 00:12:20,765 --> 00:12:23,739 My friendship with your mother was the greatest love of my life 295 00:12:23,774 --> 00:12:26,509 and when she betrayed me, it was unimaginably painful. 296 00:12:26,543 --> 00:12:28,819 I went home, I ran my father's company, 297 00:12:28,820 --> 00:12:30,585 I never returned to the United States 298 00:12:30,610 --> 00:12:32,842 or to my surgical practice. 299 00:12:32,886 --> 00:12:34,852 She broke me. 300 00:12:37,553 --> 00:12:39,752 Do you ever think maybe you gave her too much power? 301 00:12:44,386 --> 00:12:46,044 I'm sure that's true. 302 00:12:46,045 --> 00:12:48,177 But now I believe I have a right 303 00:12:48,211 --> 00:12:50,310 to the work that your mother stole from me. 304 00:12:50,345 --> 00:12:53,477 I believe I was meant to be more in this life 305 00:12:53,512 --> 00:12:56,142 and the person that I trusted the most in this world 306 00:12:56,176 --> 00:12:57,844 took that from me. 307 00:12:58,411 --> 00:13:00,643 So if you want my patent, 308 00:13:00,677 --> 00:13:04,344 you must make a public statement that the Ellis Grey Procedure 309 00:13:04,378 --> 00:13:07,177 is now the Grey-Cerone Procedure. 310 00:13:08,345 --> 00:13:10,110 It's up to you. 311 00:13:18,974 --> 00:13:20,207 Is it true? 312 00:13:20,241 --> 00:13:23,727 Was my mother's second Harper Avery inspired by a stolen idea? 313 00:13:23,752 --> 00:13:25,051 What? 314 00:13:25,085 --> 00:13:27,084 - Look, all I heard were... - Rumors, yes, you've said. 315 00:13:27,119 --> 00:13:29,851 But you didn't think this was worth mentioning? 316 00:13:30,543 --> 00:13:32,951 Inspiration is intangible. 317 00:13:32,985 --> 00:13:36,084 It comes in flashes. I mean, people give you pieces. 318 00:13:36,119 --> 00:13:38,417 Something Maggie said about a... a magic wand 319 00:13:38,418 --> 00:13:39,950 inspired my cancer pen. 320 00:13:39,984 --> 00:13:41,583 But if I win that contest, 321 00:13:41,617 --> 00:13:43,883 it will not be the Webber/Pierce pen. 322 00:13:43,917 --> 00:13:45,649 It'll be mine. 323 00:13:46,792 --> 00:13:49,991 Meredith, I didn't tell you about the rumors 324 00:13:50,025 --> 00:13:52,273 because I don't believe they're true. 325 00:13:52,645 --> 00:13:56,344 And it's not up to you to undo your mother's legacy 326 00:13:56,369 --> 00:13:59,197 when she's not here to defend her side of the story. 327 00:14:04,446 --> 00:14:06,371 We're gonna put you under now. Are you ready? 328 00:14:08,611 --> 00:14:09,681 Charlie, 329 00:14:09,706 --> 00:14:12,070 you have to vow that you're going to survive. 330 00:14:12,095 --> 00:14:14,462 Because you have to fight for Henry. 331 00:14:14,487 --> 00:14:15,986 True love survives arguments. 332 00:14:16,011 --> 00:14:17,945 Sometimes it even survives break-ups, 333 00:14:17,970 --> 00:14:20,802 so you have to live, and then you have to fight for him. 334 00:14:21,271 --> 00:14:22,904 Okay? 335 00:14:29,185 --> 00:14:30,384 Why are you still here? 336 00:14:30,409 --> 00:14:32,208 Looking for food, but this is just vodka, 337 00:14:32,233 --> 00:14:34,647 baby food, and questionable cheese. 338 00:14:34,672 --> 00:14:35,692 Do you like paella? 339 00:14:35,717 --> 00:14:37,117 There's a great place a few blocks away 340 00:14:37,142 --> 00:14:39,008 that, uh, we can... 341 00:14:39,033 --> 00:14:41,232 Are you stalling to see if we'll have sex again? 342 00:14:41,257 --> 00:14:43,576 No, but I... I like the way you're thinking. 343 00:14:43,601 --> 00:14:45,133 Except paella isn't sex food. 344 00:14:45,158 --> 00:14:46,858 Too rich. 345 00:14:46,889 --> 00:14:49,389 I'll just have this road-yogurt, then I'll go. 346 00:14:49,423 --> 00:14:51,189 - Oh. - Sorry. 347 00:14:51,223 --> 00:14:54,456 You have a daughter. 348 00:14:54,490 --> 00:14:55,965 I'm gonna say... 349 00:14:55,966 --> 00:15:01,664 Judging by the toys ruining your decor, I'm gonna say 2-ish. 350 00:15:01,698 --> 00:15:03,131 Please don't do that. 351 00:15:03,165 --> 00:15:04,465 Do what? 352 00:15:04,499 --> 00:15:06,931 Feign an interest in me to get me back into bed. 353 00:15:06,965 --> 00:15:09,098 I will probably go back to bed with you regardless 354 00:15:09,132 --> 00:15:10,664 'cause you're pretty good at sex. 355 00:15:10,698 --> 00:15:12,766 - Hmm. - So, conversation is not necessary. 356 00:15:12,767 --> 00:15:14,032 Well, thank you for the "pretty good." 357 00:15:14,067 --> 00:15:15,599 It's an understatement, but I'll take it. 358 00:15:15,633 --> 00:15:19,066 And I'm not feigning anything. This is... fascinating. 359 00:15:19,100 --> 00:15:20,936 Yeah? What is? 360 00:15:20,937 --> 00:15:22,479 Well, when I met you, months ago, 361 00:15:22,513 --> 00:15:24,912 Amelia Shepherd had given you her Power of Attorney. 362 00:15:25,261 --> 00:15:27,832 She trusted you with her life. 363 00:15:27,857 --> 00:15:29,188 You remember that? 364 00:15:29,213 --> 00:15:30,245 We barely spoke. 365 00:15:30,270 --> 00:15:32,169 Oh, I'm incredibly observant. 366 00:15:32,194 --> 00:15:33,293 - And... And... - Oh. 367 00:15:33,318 --> 00:15:35,484 Look... I-look at your home, here. 368 00:15:35,509 --> 00:15:39,417 Fun toddler detritus, lots of light, warmth, books. 369 00:15:39,442 --> 00:15:40,642 Your point? 370 00:15:40,667 --> 00:15:42,991 The woman I met last night? 371 00:15:43,016 --> 00:15:45,001 - She doesn't live here. - Mm? 372 00:15:45,026 --> 00:15:47,425 And she's not a person you trust with a Power of Attorney. 373 00:15:47,450 --> 00:15:49,881 I'm not sure I should trust you with my... penis again. 374 00:15:49,906 --> 00:15:51,905 That woman scares me a little. 375 00:15:51,930 --> 00:15:53,994 - In a "pretty good" way, but, uh... - But what? 376 00:15:54,019 --> 00:15:57,452 How did that woman become this woman? 377 00:15:57,477 --> 00:15:58,842 I'm not gonna get into this with you. 378 00:15:58,867 --> 00:16:00,534 Uh, no... No, no, no. No, no. No, no, no. 379 00:16:00,559 --> 00:16:01,876 L... No. Let me do it. 380 00:16:01,901 --> 00:16:03,046 - Okay. - Oh, yeah. 381 00:16:03,071 --> 00:16:04,504 All right. Uh, alcoholism. 382 00:16:05,512 --> 00:16:06,886 Drugs. 383 00:16:06,911 --> 00:16:08,310 Cancer diagnosis. 384 00:16:08,335 --> 00:16:10,371 No? Uh... physical trauma? 385 00:16:10,396 --> 00:16:12,725 Uh... dead relative. 386 00:16:12,750 --> 00:16:14,348 Dead pet. 387 00:16:14,373 --> 00:16:16,098 Uh, dead beloved TV-show character. 388 00:16:16,099 --> 00:16:17,330 - Oh, my God. - None of these? 389 00:16:17,365 --> 00:16:19,430 Okay, that leaves, um, metal illness, 390 00:16:19,465 --> 00:16:22,197 acute clinical depression, crisis of faith. 391 00:16:22,231 --> 00:16:24,452 - Stop. - Crisis of faith. 392 00:16:24,487 --> 00:16:26,064 - No. - Mm-hmm. 393 00:16:26,099 --> 00:16:27,343 - God is dead. - No. 394 00:16:27,377 --> 00:16:29,471 - Ah, yes. - No, He's not dead. 395 00:16:31,531 --> 00:16:34,864 I just hate Him so much I wish He was. 396 00:16:35,865 --> 00:16:37,021 Ah. 397 00:16:40,476 --> 00:16:43,008 I don't think my heart ever looked this healthy. 398 00:16:43,042 --> 00:16:44,108 Even when I was born, 399 00:16:44,142 --> 00:16:47,325 I think it was like a raisin with thunderstorms inside. 400 00:16:47,326 --> 00:16:49,024 Heart is detached. 401 00:16:49,058 --> 00:16:51,024 Wow, it's even worse than the studies. 402 00:16:51,058 --> 00:16:53,304 There's nothing but adhesions and an aneurysm. 403 00:16:53,338 --> 00:16:54,524 Naming that heart before you trash it? 404 00:16:54,558 --> 00:16:56,190 Since you're into naming medical waste? 405 00:16:56,225 --> 00:16:57,658 Ha-ha-ha. 406 00:16:57,692 --> 00:16:59,544 Okay, people, wrap it up. 407 00:17:00,525 --> 00:17:01,758 Good. 408 00:17:01,792 --> 00:17:04,351 Clean up and sign out when you're done. Anatomy test tomorrow. 409 00:17:04,352 --> 00:17:06,617 What happens to Len... the cadaver? 410 00:17:06,652 --> 00:17:08,150 Like, where does he go now? 411 00:17:08,185 --> 00:17:10,596 Crematorium. Finish by 5:00. 412 00:17:11,318 --> 00:17:13,317 I guess this is it. 413 00:17:13,351 --> 00:17:14,767 We're done. 414 00:17:15,418 --> 00:17:16,818 Feels weird. 415 00:17:16,852 --> 00:17:18,184 We should hang out! 416 00:17:19,726 --> 00:17:21,484 To have a funeral for Leonard. 417 00:17:21,518 --> 00:17:24,127 - H-He deserves that. - You're right. 418 00:17:24,161 --> 00:17:26,997 Yes. But we can't steal a cadaver body. 419 00:17:27,031 --> 00:17:29,407 - Can we? - Highly unlikely. 420 00:17:33,064 --> 00:17:34,697 I'll cover you. 421 00:17:43,331 --> 00:17:47,089 Okay, wait, you stole a dissected cadaver heart? 422 00:17:47,090 --> 00:17:49,822 We needed something to bury, and it was very symbolic. 423 00:17:49,857 --> 00:17:52,655 You stole a human heart so you could see a boy one more time. 424 00:17:52,690 --> 00:17:55,222 - At a made-up funeral. - You were so weird. 425 00:17:55,256 --> 00:17:58,288 - I was young. - You were weird and creepy. 426 00:17:58,323 --> 00:18:00,088 You're so nice now. What happened? 427 00:18:03,523 --> 00:18:05,088 What's wrong? 428 00:18:05,123 --> 00:18:06,422 The heart doesn't fit. 429 00:18:06,456 --> 00:18:08,288 What do you mean it doesn't fit? 430 00:18:09,171 --> 00:18:11,949 The new heart is too big for Charlie's chest. 431 00:18:17,909 --> 00:18:20,350 Why the hell didn't we get precise measurements? 432 00:18:20,375 --> 00:18:21,408 The measurements were precise. 433 00:18:21,442 --> 00:18:23,174 This is probably swelling from resuscitative edema. 434 00:18:23,209 --> 00:18:24,441 Should we put him back on ECMO? 435 00:18:24,476 --> 00:18:27,290 No, he's already been on ECMO for far longer than he should. 436 00:18:27,315 --> 00:18:29,565 Okay, what if we give him a total artificial heart? 437 00:18:29,600 --> 00:18:30,699 No. We're gonna make this one work. 438 00:18:30,733 --> 00:18:32,799 - How? There's no space. - Well, we'll create a space. 439 00:18:32,833 --> 00:18:34,132 We'll do a sternal reconstruction. 440 00:18:34,167 --> 00:18:35,498 I mean, we'll make the chest fit the heart. 441 00:18:35,533 --> 00:18:37,132 We can do that, right? 442 00:18:39,700 --> 00:18:41,261 We'll attach the heart now, 443 00:18:41,262 --> 00:18:43,641 and we'll leave him open in the CCU overnight, 444 00:18:43,675 --> 00:18:45,539 and pump him full of Lasix, and then when the swelling goes down, 445 00:18:45,574 --> 00:18:48,527 we can go back in and cover it with a sternal muscle flap. 446 00:18:48,562 --> 00:18:50,127 We might need to take out the sternum 447 00:18:50,161 --> 00:18:52,094 and we'll need Avery to close, but we can do this. 448 00:18:54,495 --> 00:18:56,077 I'll update his mom. 449 00:18:57,428 --> 00:19:00,127 What do you mean you'll leave him open overnight? 450 00:19:00,161 --> 00:19:03,284 Well, we won't close his chest until the swelling goes down. 451 00:19:03,285 --> 00:19:05,817 So his heart will just be unprotected? 452 00:19:05,851 --> 00:19:07,114 We'll... We'll cover him in loban wrap. 453 00:19:07,149 --> 00:19:08,317 What is that? 454 00:19:08,352 --> 00:19:10,317 It's, uh... It's kind of like, uh, plastic wrap 455 00:19:10,352 --> 00:19:11,646 but, uh, medical-grade. 456 00:19:11,647 --> 00:19:13,446 You want to cover my son's heart in plastic wrap? 457 00:19:13,480 --> 00:19:15,046 Just until the swelling goes down. 458 00:19:15,080 --> 00:19:16,680 He'll be in the ICU. He'll be monitored. 459 00:19:20,147 --> 00:19:23,112 We're in this world alone. 460 00:19:23,147 --> 00:19:25,940 It's him and me. 461 00:19:26,774 --> 00:19:28,479 It's always just been him and me, 462 00:19:28,504 --> 00:19:31,169 and I will break if he doesn't come out of this. 463 00:19:31,213 --> 00:19:32,863 You understand? 464 00:19:33,681 --> 00:19:35,726 If we broke that boy's heart 465 00:19:35,751 --> 00:19:38,828 and sent him into a surgery he doesn't recover from... 466 00:19:40,793 --> 00:19:42,059 ...I will break. 467 00:19:43,413 --> 00:19:45,212 They're coming! They're coming! 468 00:19:45,237 --> 00:19:46,347 Hide! 469 00:19:46,372 --> 00:19:47,693 Mom. 470 00:19:48,203 --> 00:19:49,768 - Mom! Come here. Mom. - I can hear them. 471 00:19:49,803 --> 00:19:50,568 No, no, no! Mom! 472 00:19:50,602 --> 00:19:51,768 I can hear them. There's so many. 473 00:19:51,803 --> 00:19:52,911 Let me see it... see it! Let me see it! We're not safe here! 474 00:19:52,945 --> 00:19:55,260 Mom! Come here. Come here. Come here. 475 00:19:55,261 --> 00:19:56,393 There you go. There you go. 476 00:19:56,427 --> 00:19:58,426 Hey, it's me. It's me. It's Alex. 477 00:19:58,460 --> 00:19:59,660 - Alex. Alex. - All right. All right. 478 00:19:59,694 --> 00:20:00,893 They're all gone. They're all gone. 479 00:20:00,928 --> 00:20:02,059 There was one. I had to kill one of them. 480 00:20:02,093 --> 00:20:03,542 Can you give me the... the pills and the glass right there? 481 00:20:03,577 --> 00:20:04,726 - It's on the counter. - Is it over? 482 00:20:04,761 --> 00:20:05,803 She just forgot to take her pills this morning. 483 00:20:05,837 --> 00:20:07,793 It's okay. No, I... it's okay. 484 00:20:07,827 --> 00:20:09,226 I know. I know. 485 00:20:11,080 --> 00:20:12,680 Mom's been updated. 486 00:20:12,714 --> 00:20:14,446 Good. 4-O prolene. 487 00:20:14,481 --> 00:20:15,646 Can you follow me? 488 00:20:47,265 --> 00:20:49,364 It's been re-warming for almost 15 minutes, 489 00:20:49,399 --> 00:20:50,998 and we're at 53 degrees. 490 00:20:51,033 --> 00:20:52,564 It should be beating by now. 491 00:20:52,599 --> 00:20:54,298 - Wait. - It's warm and perfused. 492 00:20:54,332 --> 00:20:56,191 - Something's not right. - We still haven't fully rested 493 00:20:56,225 --> 00:20:57,399 and re-warmed the heart yet. 494 00:20:57,400 --> 00:20:58,364 Wait one more degree. 495 00:20:58,399 --> 00:21:00,032 And risk losing his heart? 496 00:21:00,065 --> 00:21:02,500 Look, this kid can't handle another complication today. 497 00:21:09,062 --> 00:21:10,927 Damn it! It's not working! 498 00:21:10,962 --> 00:21:12,161 Wait, wait! It's fibrillating! 499 00:21:12,195 --> 00:21:13,827 Internal paddles now. 500 00:21:13,861 --> 00:21:15,427 Charge to 20. 501 00:21:15,461 --> 00:21:17,293 Clear. 502 00:21:20,438 --> 00:21:21,537 Nothing. 503 00:21:21,562 --> 00:21:22,737 Charge to 30. 504 00:21:22,772 --> 00:21:24,052 Clear. 505 00:21:24,086 --> 00:21:25,664 Come on, Charlie. You said you'd fight, so fight. 506 00:21:25,698 --> 00:21:27,431 - Fight for him. - Charge to 50. 507 00:21:27,432 --> 00:21:28,797 Alex, wait, wait! 508 00:21:38,465 --> 00:21:40,018 Why do you study so much? 509 00:21:40,019 --> 00:21:41,718 I have to get out of my car somehow. 510 00:21:41,752 --> 00:21:43,985 Why? I like it. 511 00:21:44,018 --> 00:21:46,418 It's private, no parents, kind of roomy, 512 00:21:46,452 --> 00:21:49,351 smells like French fries on most days. 513 00:21:49,385 --> 00:21:50,451 Yeah. 514 00:21:50,486 --> 00:21:53,218 Come back in the winter and see how you like it then. 515 00:21:53,252 --> 00:21:55,351 Hmm. 516 00:21:55,385 --> 00:21:57,084 Move in to my house. 517 00:21:57,119 --> 00:21:59,211 - Stay with us. - Right. 518 00:21:59,246 --> 00:22:00,987 Your perfect parents are gonna be okay with you 519 00:22:01,021 --> 00:22:02,419 telling them you're hot for homeless. 520 00:22:02,454 --> 00:22:03,585 Stop it. 521 00:22:03,620 --> 00:22:04,818 Hey, Mom and Dad Cleaver, 522 00:22:04,853 --> 00:22:06,357 this is my street-rat girlfriend. 523 00:22:06,358 --> 00:22:08,889 She brought breakfast from the dumpster behind the IHOP. 524 00:22:08,924 --> 00:22:11,056 That is not who you are. 525 00:22:11,091 --> 00:22:13,156 And it's not who they are. 526 00:22:13,191 --> 00:22:15,589 Come on, they'll love you as much as I do. 527 00:22:18,200 --> 00:22:21,033 I might love them for teaching you to say stuff like that. 528 00:22:22,733 --> 00:22:23,966 It was pretty good, right? 529 00:22:47,986 --> 00:22:49,518 You're still here. 530 00:22:50,603 --> 00:22:52,435 What happened? 531 00:22:52,846 --> 00:22:55,677 - Uh... - Why is he still... What happened? 532 00:22:55,678 --> 00:22:57,876 There was a complication during surgery. 533 00:22:57,910 --> 00:23:02,110 We have to keep him open overnight. 534 00:23:03,578 --> 00:23:05,510 I didn't mean it. 535 00:23:06,791 --> 00:23:09,922 I only broke up with him so he would take the heart and live. 536 00:23:09,947 --> 00:23:12,891 I thought... I thought I would come back 537 00:23:12,916 --> 00:23:15,561 and he would be awake and sitting up 538 00:23:15,586 --> 00:23:18,001 and I would kiss him and he would thank me. 539 00:23:18,026 --> 00:23:19,392 I... 540 00:23:19,810 --> 00:23:21,610 I broke up with him. 541 00:23:24,044 --> 00:23:26,376 I called him stupid. 542 00:23:26,411 --> 00:23:28,876 That was the last thing I said to him. 543 00:23:32,411 --> 00:23:33,854 It's okay. 544 00:23:33,879 --> 00:23:36,178 It's all right. 545 00:23:40,652 --> 00:23:43,989 Dr. Hoffner to Oncology. Dr. Hoffner to Oncology. 546 00:23:44,014 --> 00:23:46,225 Hey. Charlie's labs and vitals are improving. 547 00:23:46,250 --> 00:23:47,649 Pierce said she's gonna stick around tonight, 548 00:23:47,683 --> 00:23:49,149 so we can go home. 549 00:23:49,183 --> 00:23:50,416 I'm good here. 550 00:23:50,450 --> 00:23:52,282 You need sleep. 551 00:23:52,316 --> 00:23:55,449 How about I order us dinner and then we talk? 552 00:23:55,483 --> 00:23:57,416 There's nothing to talk about. 553 00:23:57,450 --> 00:24:00,036 I'm not... I'm not letting you out of here 554 00:24:00,037 --> 00:24:01,846 until you talk to me. 555 00:24:01,880 --> 00:24:03,412 Oh, mature. 556 00:24:03,446 --> 00:24:05,479 Oh, I-I'm the one who's not being mature? 557 00:24:05,513 --> 00:24:06,946 You've been brooding all day. 558 00:24:06,980 --> 00:24:08,679 I'm not brooding. There's a patient that's critical. 559 00:24:08,713 --> 00:24:09,892 I told you, Maggie's staying tonight. 560 00:24:09,893 --> 00:24:11,491 Great. So will I. 561 00:24:11,526 --> 00:24:13,324 Then you can go home and work on your applications. 562 00:24:13,359 --> 00:24:14,658 Oh, y-you're punishing me 563 00:24:14,692 --> 00:24:16,548 for taking steps to further my career? 564 00:24:16,549 --> 00:24:18,081 Of course not! I just... 565 00:24:18,115 --> 00:24:19,780 I-I didn't think you'd be so excited to... 566 00:24:19,815 --> 00:24:21,647 to consider leaving Seattle. 567 00:24:21,681 --> 00:24:23,658 Because I can! Because for the first time, 568 00:24:23,692 --> 00:24:26,114 I can do exactly what I want to do. 569 00:24:26,148 --> 00:24:28,577 I have freedom now, I have opportunities that I didn't have before 570 00:24:28,611 --> 00:24:31,414 because I was afraid that Paul was gonna come find me. 571 00:24:31,449 --> 00:24:33,160 You know what, I can apply anywhere now. 572 00:24:33,161 --> 00:24:34,226 I don't have to hide in Seattle. 573 00:24:34,261 --> 00:24:36,826 I thought that you, of all people, would get that. 574 00:24:36,860 --> 00:24:39,974 Look, I'm happy Paul's gone, and I'm happy you're free. 575 00:24:39,999 --> 00:24:42,590 I just didn't realize he was the only one keeping you here. 576 00:24:54,663 --> 00:24:56,662 - You paged. - Hi. 577 00:24:56,696 --> 00:24:59,762 Yeah, I'm sorry it's so late, I just need a quick consult. 578 00:24:59,797 --> 00:25:01,301 Uh, sure. Yeah, no problem. 579 00:25:01,302 --> 00:25:02,501 It's a failed sternal closure 580 00:25:02,535 --> 00:25:04,740 after a heart transplant due to edema. 581 00:25:04,741 --> 00:25:06,872 I'm gonna go in tomorrow and reconstruct the chest cavity, 582 00:25:06,907 --> 00:25:08,472 but I was thinking that we could 583 00:25:08,506 --> 00:25:10,273 cover the chest defect with a flap. 584 00:25:10,307 --> 00:25:12,498 Yeah, if it's a huge defect, I would do an omental flap. 585 00:25:12,533 --> 00:25:14,438 Otherwise, you do a sternal muscular flap, 586 00:25:14,473 --> 00:25:15,802 provide some cushion for the heart. 587 00:25:15,836 --> 00:25:17,870 - Great. Thank you. - Sure. 588 00:25:17,904 --> 00:25:19,684 I mean, I was kind of hoping you'd page me 589 00:25:19,718 --> 00:25:21,344 to go to dinner but I get it. 590 00:25:21,345 --> 00:25:23,344 - I have to stay here. - I know. 591 00:25:23,379 --> 00:25:25,633 But you've also got to eat. 592 00:25:29,151 --> 00:25:30,429 Good night. 593 00:25:32,324 --> 00:25:35,056 I mean, the Bible, the Qur'an, the Baghavad Gita, 594 00:25:35,091 --> 00:25:36,123 they're all the same book, aren't they? 595 00:25:36,158 --> 00:25:39,816 They all just generally say how not to be a jerk. 596 00:25:39,841 --> 00:25:42,074 Well, I don't know those other books, 597 00:25:42,108 --> 00:25:44,668 but I know the New Testament. 598 00:25:44,669 --> 00:25:46,221 And the Sermon on the Mount, 599 00:25:46,222 --> 00:25:48,021 Jesus gets up there and he says 600 00:25:48,055 --> 00:25:50,121 how to behave and how not to behave. 601 00:25:50,154 --> 00:25:52,420 People flagrantly disregard His teachings 602 00:25:52,454 --> 00:25:54,121 and receive absolutely no consequences, 603 00:25:54,154 --> 00:25:57,054 while other people who spend their lives 604 00:25:57,088 --> 00:26:01,087 trying to emulate Him and honor Him are brutally mistreated. 605 00:26:01,122 --> 00:26:03,582 God's off making a bet with the devil 606 00:26:03,583 --> 00:26:06,182 while good people eat crap sandwiches, 607 00:26:06,216 --> 00:26:08,466 and we're supposed to eat those sandwiches 608 00:26:08,500 --> 00:26:10,348 with a smile on our face. 609 00:26:10,383 --> 00:26:11,728 We're supposed to rejoice. 610 00:26:13,563 --> 00:26:15,296 Look, I... I mean, if you didn't grow up in the church, 611 00:26:15,330 --> 00:26:16,429 you wouldn't understand, so I don't... 612 00:26:16,463 --> 00:26:18,529 Oh, please. Please, I-I grew up Catholic. 613 00:26:18,563 --> 00:26:20,329 Between the mean nuns, the hard kneelers, 614 00:26:20,363 --> 00:26:22,150 the touchy priests, Catholicism told me 615 00:26:22,151 --> 00:26:23,850 that I would go to hell for playing with myself 616 00:26:23,884 --> 00:26:26,017 after I'd been doing it ceaselessly for two years! 617 00:26:26,051 --> 00:26:28,150 I mean, how about a head's up, God? 618 00:26:28,184 --> 00:26:29,783 I walked away, too, for a while. 619 00:26:29,817 --> 00:26:31,750 - I get it. - Why, 'cause you couldn't masturbate? 620 00:26:31,784 --> 00:26:33,575 No, no. 'Cause my kid died. 621 00:26:34,827 --> 00:26:38,783 Uh, freak accident... at school. 622 00:26:38,817 --> 00:26:41,802 Took a baseball bat to the skull, died instantly. 623 00:26:41,803 --> 00:26:43,377 He was 10. 624 00:26:43,703 --> 00:26:45,501 It was, uh... 625 00:26:45,526 --> 00:26:47,458 unfair. 626 00:26:47,769 --> 00:26:50,502 So unfair. 627 00:26:50,536 --> 00:26:55,045 The priest said talk to God, but I-I... 628 00:26:55,046 --> 00:26:58,012 I wanted to find God and choke the life out of Him. 629 00:26:58,046 --> 00:26:59,327 I didn't want to talk to God. 630 00:26:59,362 --> 00:27:00,853 I didn't care what He had to say. 631 00:27:01,480 --> 00:27:03,939 I wanted to talk to my son. 632 00:27:05,239 --> 00:27:10,071 I was not, um, as delightful then in that period 633 00:27:10,106 --> 00:27:12,237 as I am now. 634 00:27:12,272 --> 00:27:13,887 I... I was not fit company. 635 00:27:13,921 --> 00:27:15,995 My marriage fell apart. I was alone. 636 00:27:16,029 --> 00:27:18,912 So I went to church. 637 00:27:19,372 --> 00:27:21,297 Because in church, 638 00:27:21,298 --> 00:27:25,169 you can talk out loud all by yourself and not look crazy. 639 00:27:25,931 --> 00:27:29,606 So I would go to Mass, 640 00:27:29,957 --> 00:27:32,217 and I would talk to my son. 641 00:27:33,624 --> 00:27:35,262 I still do. 642 00:27:36,257 --> 00:27:39,122 I don't think God left me or I left God. 643 00:27:39,147 --> 00:27:41,180 I just think we got in a fight. 644 00:27:41,810 --> 00:27:43,395 That's all. 645 00:27:49,123 --> 00:27:50,723 Your turn. 646 00:27:59,363 --> 00:28:02,039 I thought you were here for more sex. 647 00:28:04,123 --> 00:28:06,070 Ellis wrote about Cerone in her journals. 648 00:28:06,071 --> 00:28:08,870 They talked about Richard. They had tequila nights. 649 00:28:08,904 --> 00:28:11,273 And then one day, she just stopped writing about her. 650 00:28:11,274 --> 00:28:14,806 They went from tequila nights three times a week to nothing. 651 00:28:14,841 --> 00:28:17,573 I mean, I think Cerone was my mother's Christina, 652 00:28:17,607 --> 00:28:19,040 and I think my mother sharked her. 653 00:28:19,074 --> 00:28:21,106 If Yang published work that you two did together 654 00:28:21,140 --> 00:28:24,073 only under her name, would you forgive her? 655 00:28:26,746 --> 00:28:27,648 No. 656 00:28:28,046 --> 00:28:30,610 And I think I might just make it my life's work to get her back. 657 00:28:30,635 --> 00:28:32,101 All right, so what are you gonna do about it? 658 00:28:32,126 --> 00:28:33,253 I don't know. 659 00:28:33,713 --> 00:28:35,313 Let's talk about something else. 660 00:28:35,779 --> 00:28:38,048 - Jo might leave. - What? 661 00:28:38,073 --> 00:28:40,082 She's applying for fellowship outside of Seattle. 662 00:28:40,127 --> 00:28:42,093 Okay, so she's pursuing her career. 663 00:28:42,118 --> 00:28:43,450 I know. 664 00:28:43,475 --> 00:28:45,964 So you can't take her career ambitions personally. 665 00:28:45,989 --> 00:28:48,932 She's... She's not abandoning you. 666 00:28:48,957 --> 00:28:50,156 She's not Izzie. 667 00:28:50,181 --> 00:28:51,713 Let's talk about something else. 668 00:29:13,968 --> 00:29:17,966 No, I'm not even kidding, it was so crazy. 669 00:29:17,991 --> 00:29:21,852 She thought Alex was an alien and then tried to hammer him! 670 00:29:21,877 --> 00:29:23,165 I'm serious! 671 00:29:23,190 --> 00:29:25,209 Someone should probably call the police or something. 672 00:29:25,234 --> 00:29:27,433 She was a total freak show. 673 00:29:27,458 --> 00:29:29,190 Now I feel like it's totally over. 674 00:29:29,215 --> 00:29:31,055 I just haven't figured out how to tell him yet. 675 00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:32,504 I mean, it's only a matter of time 676 00:29:32,529 --> 00:29:34,328 until he goes crazy, too, right? 677 00:29:34,353 --> 00:29:36,831 I wish you guys were there. It was insane. 678 00:29:41,833 --> 00:29:43,932 Hey. Are you just waking up? 679 00:29:44,967 --> 00:29:46,774 - Don't judge me. - I'm not judging. 680 00:29:46,775 --> 00:29:49,240 I was up all night last night and most of today. 681 00:29:49,275 --> 00:29:50,340 Doing what? 682 00:29:50,375 --> 00:29:51,806 Oh, hey. 683 00:29:51,841 --> 00:29:53,442 Doing that. 684 00:29:55,641 --> 00:29:57,907 - So I'll just, uh... - Yeah. So I'll see you upstairs. 685 00:29:59,338 --> 00:30:00,407 Now you're judging. 686 00:30:00,440 --> 00:30:03,025 I'm not. It's just my children are upstairs. 687 00:30:03,059 --> 00:30:04,953 They're sleeping. 688 00:30:05,233 --> 00:30:06,899 Should I be worried about you? 689 00:30:06,934 --> 00:30:08,303 Should I be worried about you? 690 00:30:08,304 --> 00:30:09,802 Now who's judging? 691 00:30:09,837 --> 00:30:11,535 We all need something to take the edge off. 692 00:30:11,570 --> 00:30:14,636 You get that, I get... sex with my ex. 693 00:30:14,670 --> 00:30:17,802 Ex sex... excellent, excellent ex sex. 694 00:30:17,837 --> 00:30:20,602 And if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go get some more. 695 00:30:20,637 --> 00:30:24,135 - Leave the chips. - I can't. I, uh, need sustenance. 696 00:30:24,169 --> 00:30:25,669 Are you going home tonight? 697 00:30:28,136 --> 00:30:30,202 Shut the lights off. 698 00:30:33,623 --> 00:30:35,777 I see you. I see you standing there. 699 00:30:35,802 --> 00:30:36,968 Well, you're not allowed to be in here! 700 00:30:36,993 --> 00:30:38,596 - So, get out! - Mom? Mom! 701 00:30:38,621 --> 00:30:39,648 I said it before. 702 00:30:39,673 --> 00:30:41,069 They're not here. Hey. There's not... 703 00:30:41,094 --> 00:30:41,893 They think I can't see them. I can see them. 704 00:30:41,918 --> 00:30:43,434 - There's nobody here. - I see you! 705 00:30:43,459 --> 00:30:44,674 - Hey, it's just me. - No. 706 00:30:44,699 --> 00:30:46,832 Look at me! It's Alex. 707 00:30:46,857 --> 00:30:49,206 Touch my face. I'm real. 708 00:30:49,637 --> 00:30:51,333 And I'm here. 709 00:30:51,970 --> 00:30:53,126 Alex. 710 00:30:53,690 --> 00:30:55,329 Oh. 711 00:30:55,354 --> 00:30:57,172 My sweetest boy. 712 00:30:58,004 --> 00:31:00,228 My truest love. 713 00:31:00,253 --> 00:31:02,219 Well, you look so handsome. 714 00:31:03,169 --> 00:31:04,821 So grown up. 715 00:31:04,846 --> 00:31:06,312 Are you going out? 716 00:31:07,169 --> 00:31:08,892 No, Mom. 717 00:31:09,723 --> 00:31:11,788 No, I'm just gonna stay here with you tonight. 718 00:31:11,813 --> 00:31:13,386 Okay. 719 00:31:39,141 --> 00:31:41,674 I missed you last night. 720 00:31:42,759 --> 00:31:45,940 Yeah, me, too. 721 00:31:50,874 --> 00:31:52,281 My parents loved you. 722 00:31:52,282 --> 00:31:53,413 I was nervous. 723 00:31:53,448 --> 00:31:54,805 Yeah, well, you couldn't tell. 724 00:31:54,806 --> 00:31:56,304 I mean, you were amazing. 725 00:31:56,339 --> 00:31:57,941 'Cause you... you are amazing. 726 00:31:59,693 --> 00:32:01,636 I want that to be us. 727 00:32:01,637 --> 00:32:03,302 I-I want all of this with you. 728 00:32:03,337 --> 00:32:06,069 I want a house, kids, family, celebrations. 729 00:32:06,103 --> 00:32:08,369 - You're such a nerd. - Yeah, whatever. 730 00:32:08,403 --> 00:32:10,502 Move in with me at college. 731 00:32:10,536 --> 00:32:11,735 Okay, it's only a halfhour commute, 732 00:32:11,769 --> 00:32:13,635 so you can still finish up high school. 733 00:32:13,669 --> 00:32:15,935 Let's start our lives together now. 734 00:32:15,970 --> 00:32:17,579 - Chris... - None of that. 735 00:32:17,613 --> 00:32:19,702 Pick me up tomorrow, okay? 736 00:32:19,736 --> 00:32:21,796 Look, I'd rather have you drop me off at college 737 00:32:21,830 --> 00:32:22,741 than my parents anyways, 738 00:32:22,776 --> 00:32:24,621 and then you can see where it is, 739 00:32:24,656 --> 00:32:26,373 and you can decide for yourself if life with me 740 00:32:26,408 --> 00:32:28,332 is better than life in your car. 741 00:32:28,357 --> 00:32:30,523 Hint... It totally is. 742 00:32:31,536 --> 00:32:33,202 I'll see you tomorrow, okay? 743 00:32:33,227 --> 00:32:34,770 See you tomorrow. 744 00:32:35,843 --> 00:32:38,096 Charlie made it through the night with no problems. 745 00:32:38,121 --> 00:32:39,421 His heart is strong. 746 00:32:39,446 --> 00:32:40,811 He can handle this reconstruction. 747 00:32:40,836 --> 00:32:42,212 Should we start resecting the sternum? 748 00:32:42,237 --> 00:32:44,103 Yep. 749 00:32:44,128 --> 00:32:45,619 Let's finish this. 750 00:32:47,096 --> 00:32:53,228 Cadaver Leonard... an educator, a listener, and a true friend. 751 00:32:53,253 --> 00:32:56,518 I want you to know that, uh, even in your death, 752 00:32:56,543 --> 00:32:58,209 which happened a while ago, 753 00:32:58,234 --> 00:33:02,266 you will live on forever within us. 754 00:33:08,643 --> 00:33:10,097 Are you okay? 755 00:33:10,410 --> 00:33:12,175 Mm-hmm. 756 00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:13,995 Well, I guess, uh, this is it, then. 757 00:33:14,020 --> 00:33:16,322 Uh, um, did you want to say something? 758 00:33:16,337 --> 00:33:18,402 I have a poem. 759 00:33:24,563 --> 00:33:26,895 With formaldehyde and 10 blades... 760 00:33:26,920 --> 00:33:29,686 my cadaver stole my heart. 761 00:33:29,711 --> 00:33:32,510 Every day I ached when we were forced to part. 762 00:33:32,535 --> 00:33:35,434 My hands in your guts, my dreams realized. 763 00:33:35,459 --> 00:33:37,624 And with you, I was simply paralyzed. 764 00:33:39,129 --> 00:33:40,595 My words fail me... 765 00:33:40,620 --> 00:33:42,820 ...and methinks that I blather. 766 00:33:42,845 --> 00:33:47,044 But I must tell you, Steve, you're my cadaver. 767 00:33:51,436 --> 00:33:54,402 You're my dead guy? You're basically my dead guy? 768 00:33:54,436 --> 00:33:55,923 That's... How is that romantic? 769 00:33:55,924 --> 00:33:58,356 Well, I loved cadaver Leonard. 770 00:33:58,390 --> 00:33:59,790 We loved him together. 771 00:33:59,824 --> 00:34:01,356 You really were a dork. 772 00:34:01,390 --> 00:34:02,490 I thought that he would get it. 773 00:34:02,524 --> 00:34:04,490 I thought that he would get 774 00:34:04,524 --> 00:34:07,546 that I loved him the way that we loved Leonard, 775 00:34:07,581 --> 00:34:09,461 but, you know, he didn't get it. 776 00:34:09,496 --> 00:34:13,278 And, uh, that kind of blew it for me on the dating scene. 777 00:34:13,279 --> 00:34:16,244 Everybody thought I was into, you know, cadavers. 778 00:34:16,279 --> 00:34:18,777 My med-school nickname was Zombie. 779 00:34:18,812 --> 00:34:21,377 And Steve turned out to be gay anyway. 780 00:34:21,411 --> 00:34:23,644 That poem was ahead of its time. All right, sternum's out. 781 00:34:23,678 --> 00:34:25,983 We need the muscle flap. Let's page Dr. Avery. 782 00:34:25,984 --> 00:34:28,082 - Oh, I'm right here. - Oh, my God. 783 00:34:28,117 --> 00:34:30,768 What do you want to do? Pectoralis flap or omental? 784 00:34:30,802 --> 00:34:31,916 What do you say, there, Zombie? 785 00:34:31,951 --> 00:34:34,116 Did you, um... you hear the poem, too? 786 00:34:34,150 --> 00:34:36,416 Did I hear it? I want my own copy. 787 00:34:36,450 --> 00:34:38,716 Pectoralis, methinks. 788 00:34:46,210 --> 00:34:48,543 You're awake! Thank God. 789 00:34:48,568 --> 00:34:50,600 How do you feel? Are you in a lot of pain? 790 00:34:52,365 --> 00:34:54,284 Is it too bad for a visitor? 791 00:34:57,403 --> 00:34:59,170 How do I love thee? 792 00:34:59,750 --> 00:35:01,808 Let me count the ways. 793 00:35:01,833 --> 00:35:05,956 I love thee to the depth and breadth and height 794 00:35:05,981 --> 00:35:08,632 My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight 795 00:35:08,657 --> 00:35:11,609 For the ends of being and ideal grace. 796 00:35:11,634 --> 00:35:14,875 I love thee to the level of every day's 797 00:35:14,900 --> 00:35:20,060 Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight. 798 00:35:20,085 --> 00:35:22,117 I love thee freely, 799 00:35:22,142 --> 00:35:24,342 as men strive for right. 800 00:35:24,367 --> 00:35:29,766 I love thee purely, as they turn from praise. 801 00:35:33,646 --> 00:35:35,412 I'm sure she'll be here any minute. 802 00:35:48,779 --> 00:35:50,411 Hey. What are you doing here? 803 00:35:50,445 --> 00:35:51,945 Is she okay? Is everything okay? 804 00:35:51,979 --> 00:35:53,878 Yeah, yeah, she's fine. It's just Tuesday. 805 00:35:53,912 --> 00:35:55,078 It is?! 806 00:35:55,112 --> 00:35:57,178 Ah, time flies. 807 00:35:57,212 --> 00:35:58,784 Hello, my ladybug. 808 00:35:58,818 --> 00:36:00,570 It's to nice to see you. 809 00:36:00,604 --> 00:36:02,977 Hello. Hello. Hi. 810 00:36:02,978 --> 00:36:04,543 Mommy's so happy to see you. 811 00:36:04,578 --> 00:36:05,976 If you need, I can, um, 812 00:36:06,010 --> 00:36:07,827 hang on to her for a little while longer. I don't mind. 813 00:36:07,862 --> 00:36:09,643 - Oh, hey. - Sorry. 814 00:36:09,678 --> 00:36:11,821 Tho... I thought you were the Kung Pao chicken. 815 00:36:11,822 --> 00:36:13,287 Thank you so much for bringing her by. 816 00:36:13,321 --> 00:36:15,153 - We'll just, uh... - We'll just talk later, okay? 817 00:36:15,188 --> 00:36:16,786 - Bye! - Y... 818 00:36:19,121 --> 00:36:20,887 I was hoping to hear from you. 819 00:36:21,329 --> 00:36:23,653 I have a flight to catch. 820 00:36:23,687 --> 00:36:28,087 I thought I would stop in and see if you had made a decision. 821 00:36:28,121 --> 00:36:31,099 Marie, I need your polymer. 822 00:36:31,100 --> 00:36:33,199 I can't continue my work without it. 823 00:36:33,233 --> 00:36:35,532 I can't undo my mother's legacy... 824 00:36:35,566 --> 00:36:38,498 not when she isn't here to tell me her side of it. 825 00:36:38,533 --> 00:36:41,457 I-I can give you any amount of money you want, 826 00:36:41,492 --> 00:36:44,498 but I can't do that. I won't do that. 827 00:36:44,533 --> 00:36:46,604 I do understand. 828 00:36:47,267 --> 00:36:49,185 But I know that you will understand 829 00:36:49,186 --> 00:36:51,218 that I have an entire company 830 00:36:51,219 --> 00:36:53,650 that will dedicate itself now to this idea of yours. 831 00:36:53,685 --> 00:36:58,618 I have my polymer, and I have your science. 832 00:36:58,651 --> 00:37:02,184 The mini livers will be known as the Cerone method. 833 00:37:05,085 --> 00:37:06,890 Marie, is there some way... anything. 834 00:37:06,891 --> 00:37:08,323 Is there some other way? 835 00:37:08,357 --> 00:37:10,089 Darling, I know that it isn't fair. 836 00:37:10,124 --> 00:37:13,423 It isn't your crime, and it shouldn't be your burden. 837 00:37:14,424 --> 00:37:17,790 I'm sorry that your mother left you to clean up her messes. 838 00:37:20,737 --> 00:37:22,669 Unsurprising, though. 839 00:37:43,559 --> 00:37:45,708 Yes, I have stolen medical waste 840 00:37:45,733 --> 00:37:47,852 for what I believe to be noble reasons. 841 00:37:47,853 --> 00:37:50,218 I have also been known to name my surgical instruments 842 00:37:50,253 --> 00:37:52,248 because, for a long time, they were my only friends. 843 00:37:52,249 --> 00:37:53,714 And for three years as a child, 844 00:37:53,748 --> 00:37:55,018 I had an imaginary friend named Ralph. 845 00:37:55,053 --> 00:37:58,648 But, to be clear, I was also the first in my class... 846 00:37:58,681 --> 00:38:01,510 every class, every year, of every degree. 847 00:38:01,511 --> 00:38:03,143 I can do sign language, 848 00:38:03,177 --> 00:38:05,843 I am ordained to perform marriages, 849 00:38:05,877 --> 00:38:07,343 I can change a spare tire, 850 00:38:07,378 --> 00:38:10,734 and I can tell you what happens by chapter 851 00:38:10,735 --> 00:38:12,067 in every single one of the Harry Potter books. 852 00:38:12,101 --> 00:38:14,701 So, if I am undone by you, 853 00:38:14,735 --> 00:38:17,200 then you should really, really be undone by me, too. 854 00:38:19,290 --> 00:38:20,534 Hmm. 855 00:38:20,568 --> 00:38:23,200 Well, my imaginary friend was named Frodo. 856 00:38:23,235 --> 00:38:24,501 Oh. 857 00:38:24,535 --> 00:38:26,601 Not that Frodo... it wasn't a-a hobbit. 858 00:38:26,635 --> 00:38:28,311 I created my own Frodo, 859 00:38:28,312 --> 00:38:30,044 who was half-troll, half-gremlin, 860 00:38:30,078 --> 00:38:33,011 and feasted the tears of all my imaginary enemies. 861 00:38:33,045 --> 00:38:34,591 - Ooh. - I got quirks, too, 862 00:38:34,625 --> 00:38:36,057 Maggie. I got baggage. 863 00:38:36,092 --> 00:38:37,877 Just 'cause I was some prom king... 864 00:38:37,912 --> 00:38:40,944 - Four times. - ...on-on four consecutive occasions, 865 00:38:40,978 --> 00:38:43,810 I, um, still have real pain, you know. 866 00:38:43,845 --> 00:38:47,544 I got real wreckage and insecurities 867 00:38:47,579 --> 00:38:50,644 and, I mean, look at this. 868 00:38:50,678 --> 00:38:53,777 I stapled a lap pad to my own hand this morning 869 00:38:53,811 --> 00:38:55,877 after seeing you. 870 00:38:55,912 --> 00:39:00,478 So, yeah, I guess I am undone by you, too. 871 00:39:02,396 --> 00:39:03,576 Now, for God's sake, 872 00:39:03,611 --> 00:39:05,791 can I finally take you to dinner? 873 00:39:08,689 --> 00:39:10,321 Okay. 874 00:39:10,355 --> 00:39:11,388 Okay. 875 00:39:25,399 --> 00:39:28,797 I never fit in anywhere, and I kept trying. 876 00:39:28,832 --> 00:39:31,031 I kept wanting to belong, but nothing ever worked out, 877 00:39:31,065 --> 00:39:32,517 so I had to keep moving. 878 00:39:32,518 --> 00:39:34,950 Or maybe I was running from my circumstances, 879 00:39:34,984 --> 00:39:36,142 running from myself, 880 00:39:36,176 --> 00:39:37,883 running from anyone who dared to love me. 881 00:39:37,917 --> 00:39:40,449 Just give me a minute. Just one second. 882 00:39:40,483 --> 00:39:41,554 Wait, Alex. 883 00:39:41,589 --> 00:39:42,983 It's right here. I put it right here. 884 00:39:43,017 --> 00:39:44,216 No, Alex, I'm still talking. 885 00:39:44,251 --> 00:39:45,849 Damn it, it was just right here! 886 00:39:45,884 --> 00:39:47,050 Alex, I'm not done yet! 887 00:39:47,084 --> 00:39:49,150 Where the freak is my ring? 888 00:39:49,184 --> 00:39:50,950 Alex, I'm wearing it! 889 00:39:53,051 --> 00:39:55,050 Scarred hearts don't heal. 890 00:39:55,084 --> 00:39:57,816 But over time, the scars can change. 891 00:40:01,684 --> 00:40:03,516 I always thought that there was something wrong with me, 892 00:40:03,550 --> 00:40:06,983 and I always wanted to run until I met you. 893 00:40:07,017 --> 00:40:12,116 You're so screwed up that you make me make sense. 894 00:40:12,727 --> 00:40:14,349 You and me. 895 00:40:14,383 --> 00:40:16,449 We just fit. 896 00:40:16,483 --> 00:40:19,183 And I don't want to leave you, Alex. 897 00:40:19,217 --> 00:40:21,016 I want a great, big, giant career, 898 00:40:21,051 --> 00:40:24,382 but I never want to go anywhere without you. 899 00:40:29,051 --> 00:40:32,683 You are my home. 900 00:40:35,250 --> 00:40:38,683 And you are my heart. 901 00:40:39,796 --> 00:40:43,849 Alex Karev, will you marry me? 902 00:40:45,051 --> 00:40:47,716 They can become smoother, softer. 903 00:40:47,750 --> 00:40:49,316 - Wait, so that's a... - It's a yes. 904 00:40:49,350 --> 00:40:50,449 ...a yes. 905 00:40:50,483 --> 00:40:52,016 It's a hell yes. 906 00:40:52,051 --> 00:40:54,316 And some scars can even fade away. 907 00:40:56,766 --> 00:41:03,593 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com