1 00:00:02,500 --> 00:00:03,940 - That was weird. - What? 2 00:00:03,965 --> 00:00:06,219 - I just felt like something wanted me to see that clock. 3 00:00:06,220 --> 00:00:08,889 What wanted you to? 4 00:00:08,956 --> 00:00:13,071 - Must be cool, having siblings from these like exotic 5 00:00:13,096 --> 00:00:14,696 - places. - No. 6 00:00:14,764 --> 00:00:17,371 - So, you're picking up models now? 7 00:00:17,412 --> 00:00:19,522 - What are you thinking? - I don't know, I just want a 8 00:00:19,547 --> 00:00:21,110 - break, that's all. - Like, you've got a great 9 00:00:21,111 --> 00:00:22,745 relationship, and you're still sabotaging yourself. 10 00:00:22,770 --> 00:00:24,757 - You don't know anything about relationships, dude, because 11 00:00:24,782 --> 00:00:26,310 being in one includes having sex. 12 00:00:26,335 --> 00:00:29,190 - Wow. - How often do you hook up? 13 00:00:29,215 --> 00:00:33,413 - How often do you? - I'm 17, dumb ass, like, never. 14 00:00:33,438 --> 00:00:35,691 - Hey. - Hey. 15 00:00:35,759 --> 00:00:38,927 - We are here to celebrate the birth of my husband, Greg. 16 00:00:38,995 --> 00:00:41,124 I look back on this 17 00:00:41,149 --> 00:00:44,676 experiment that is our family. And I wonder, did any of it 18 00:00:44,701 --> 00:00:47,215 - make any difference? - Fuck! 19 00:00:47,369 --> 00:00:49,839 Ramon. 20 00:00:49,840 --> 00:00:53,275 - This hallucinating, - WOMAN: Ramon! 21 00:00:53,342 --> 00:00:54,974 - Ramon. - Who is that woman 22 00:00:54,999 --> 00:00:57,446 - in the picture? - What picture? 23 00:00:57,447 --> 00:00:59,476 My mother. Why? 24 00:01:08,552 --> 00:01:10,531 I told you 20 years ago we should've known more 25 00:01:10,566 --> 00:01:11,771 about his family's medical history. 26 00:01:11,806 --> 00:01:14,155 Of which there was no record. 27 00:01:14,191 --> 00:01:16,057 But you were the one who fought against me... 28 00:01:16,093 --> 00:01:18,359 People at the orphanage didn't even know what village he was from. 29 00:01:18,395 --> 00:01:20,227 In the end, I just gave up like I always do. 30 00:01:20,262 --> 00:01:21,328 What? When have you ever given up? 31 00:01:21,363 --> 00:01:23,121 You were the one who wanted to take him out of Colombia 32 00:01:23,156 --> 00:01:26,032 and bring him back to the States because he was running a fever of 103. 33 00:01:26,068 --> 00:01:28,335 Do you not remember that? Or does that not fit in 34 00:01:28,370 --> 00:01:31,305 with your carefully constructed world in which you're never wrong? 35 00:01:38,856 --> 00:01:42,725 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 36 00:01:42,750 --> 00:01:45,884 She was wearing the same sunglasses and that same bathing suit, 37 00:01:45,920 --> 00:01:48,687 and that kid was there too. And then... and then she... 38 00:01:48,723 --> 00:01:53,025 she looked at me, and she said, "Dah-rah me-odd." 39 00:01:53,060 --> 00:01:54,659 - "Dareh miyad"? - Yeah, that. 40 00:01:54,694 --> 00:01:56,055 Oh shit, and then she took her hand... 41 00:01:56,091 --> 00:01:58,396 Do you know what that means, "Dareh miyad"? 42 00:01:58,432 --> 00:02:00,565 No, I don't even know what fucking language that is. 43 00:02:01,288 --> 00:02:03,568 Okay, Doctor, I... 44 00:02:03,604 --> 00:02:07,038 I can't call you "Doctor," 'cause sometimes people call my dad "Doctor," 45 00:02:07,073 --> 00:02:08,673 and it always makes me wanna laugh. 46 00:02:08,708 --> 00:02:13,010 You can call me Fred. You don't seem like a Fred. 47 00:02:13,045 --> 00:02:15,546 My name is Farid, so "Fred." 48 00:02:15,581 --> 00:02:17,348 Why did you anglicize your name? 49 00:02:17,383 --> 00:02:21,118 - It's just easier for some patients? - What, racist patients? 50 00:02:23,856 --> 00:02:29,626 I understand you were under the influence of cannabis at the time you saw the fire. 51 00:02:29,661 --> 00:02:32,728 - Yeah, so? - There have been instances 52 00:02:32,764 --> 00:02:35,265 of marijuana causing visual anomalies in some patients. 53 00:02:35,300 --> 00:02:38,501 I've been getting high since I was 14, Fred. 54 00:02:38,537 --> 00:02:40,236 That was not being high. 55 00:02:40,272 --> 00:02:43,439 - Could it be sleep deprivation? - No! No. 56 00:02:43,475 --> 00:02:46,275 Something is trying to communicate with me. 57 00:02:48,445 --> 00:02:50,945 I'd like you to close your eyes, Ramon. 58 00:02:54,818 --> 00:02:59,087 Now, picture the number 11:11. 59 00:02:59,122 --> 00:03:01,455 Actually see the numerals. 60 00:03:02,792 --> 00:03:05,259 Does that make you think of anything? 61 00:03:07,197 --> 00:03:08,714 Computer codes. 62 00:03:09,299 --> 00:03:11,633 You know, binary... 63 00:03:12,034 --> 00:03:13,334 only without the zeros. 64 00:03:13,844 --> 00:03:16,036 Okay. 65 00:03:16,072 --> 00:03:20,407 Is there a specific relationship between the numerals? 66 00:03:20,442 --> 00:03:22,609 Do they make part of a phone number or... 67 00:03:22,644 --> 00:03:25,312 No, just one, one, one, one. 68 00:03:29,751 --> 00:03:32,519 Look, how the fuck did your mom get in my dream? 69 00:03:33,689 --> 00:03:35,821 I mean, what... what is that? 70 00:03:37,325 --> 00:03:38,524 I don't know. 71 00:03:38,994 --> 00:03:42,361 I read about... porous mind. 72 00:03:42,396 --> 00:03:44,196 Do you think that's possible? 73 00:03:44,232 --> 00:03:46,232 - I've seen a couple of... - You're that kid, right? 74 00:03:46,267 --> 00:03:47,999 In the picture? 75 00:03:50,605 --> 00:03:52,737 You looked at me in the dream. 76 00:04:00,380 --> 00:04:02,142 "Dareh miyad"? 77 00:04:02,815 --> 00:04:04,616 What does it mean? 78 00:04:06,353 --> 00:04:07,552 I don't know, Ramon. 79 00:04:09,821 --> 00:04:12,986 I think you should stop using weed for a while... 80 00:04:13,259 --> 00:04:16,126 and it's imperative you be getting proper sleep and nutrition, 81 00:04:16,161 --> 00:04:20,364 and I would avoid any situations that might provoke undue anxiety for you. 82 00:04:27,021 --> 00:04:28,828 _ 83 00:04:28,906 --> 00:04:32,074 What are some ways The Scarlet Letter is relevant today? 84 00:04:32,109 --> 00:04:33,909 Uh, some people still have sex, 85 00:04:33,944 --> 00:04:35,578 and other people still freak out about it. 86 00:04:35,613 --> 00:04:37,313 That's good. 87 00:04:37,348 --> 00:04:39,815 Yeah, like all these people who hate gays 88 00:04:39,850 --> 00:04:42,117 just because two guys having sex doesn't fit 89 00:04:42,153 --> 00:04:44,286 their narrow definition of what sex should be. 90 00:04:44,321 --> 00:04:46,421 Gays are totally the scarlet letter of today. 91 00:04:46,456 --> 00:04:49,457 Not really. Maybe 20 years ago. 92 00:04:49,493 --> 00:04:51,192 Right. Now it's trans people. 93 00:04:51,227 --> 00:04:52,494 Or Muslims. 94 00:04:54,063 --> 00:04:55,764 Slut-shaming. - Okay. 95 00:04:55,799 --> 00:04:58,800 I mean, the patriarchy has always been threatened 96 00:04:58,835 --> 00:05:01,368 by women who enjoy sex and don't apologize for it. 97 00:05:01,404 --> 00:05:05,172 For some reason, that terrifies people, so they slut-shame those women. 98 00:05:05,207 --> 00:05:08,208 Interesting. But the patriarchy really isn't a thing. 99 00:05:08,243 --> 00:05:10,744 I mean, that's just code for "reverse sexism," 100 00:05:10,780 --> 00:05:12,546 blaming men for everything. 101 00:05:12,581 --> 00:05:14,114 - White men. - I'm sorry. 102 00:05:14,149 --> 00:05:16,317 Is there something that we shouldn't be blaming them for? 103 00:05:16,352 --> 00:05:17,375 Kristen. 104 00:05:17,411 --> 00:05:19,485 Seriously? Aren't you tired of hearing 105 00:05:19,521 --> 00:05:20,986 about these people being exploited 106 00:05:21,022 --> 00:05:22,322 and these people being marginalized? 107 00:05:22,357 --> 00:05:25,658 That just conditions those people to think of themselves as victims. 108 00:05:25,694 --> 00:05:29,395 "Those people"? Wow. Thank you, snowflake. 109 00:05:29,431 --> 00:05:32,565 Which creates a lot of resentment, obviously. 110 00:05:32,600 --> 00:05:35,600 - It's always white man's fault. - Straight white men. 111 00:05:35,636 --> 00:05:39,070 Okay, what, so if you blow a dude, then you're more woke up? 112 00:05:39,105 --> 00:05:41,606 It's just "woke." 113 00:05:41,642 --> 00:05:42,841 Menstrual blood... 114 00:05:42,876 --> 00:05:46,378 Hmm... has always been something to be avoided at all costs. 115 00:05:46,413 --> 00:05:50,148 How many cultures make women sleep in a hut when they have their period, 116 00:05:50,183 --> 00:05:52,883 because blood from the vagina is just too toxic? 117 00:05:52,918 --> 00:05:55,185 - Jesus. - And here is Hester Prynne, 118 00:05:55,221 --> 00:05:57,431 walking around with this giant red "A" 119 00:05:57,466 --> 00:05:59,857 on her chest... like a blood stain. 120 00:05:59,892 --> 00:06:01,459 Yeah, she's like a human tampon. 121 00:06:01,494 --> 00:06:04,027 - Eww! - Oh, you think splooge isn't gross? 122 00:06:04,063 --> 00:06:05,441 All right, Kristen, 123 00:06:05,477 --> 00:06:07,865 let's change course. We wouldn't want to make anyone uncomfortable. 124 00:06:07,900 --> 00:06:10,633 Oh yeah, God forbid. 125 00:06:12,471 --> 00:06:15,171 I'm not sure I trust this Dr. Chobani. 126 00:06:15,206 --> 00:06:17,173 It's Shokrani, Mom. Chobani's a yogurt. 127 00:06:17,208 --> 00:06:20,410 Well, I'm just afraid that if we wait too long to... 128 00:06:20,445 --> 00:06:21,811 Drug me? 129 00:06:23,047 --> 00:06:26,448 - He says it's way too soon for that. - Based on what? 130 00:06:26,484 --> 00:06:29,785 His general vibe seems to be, like, not make a big deal out of this... 131 00:06:29,820 --> 00:06:31,387 and stop smoking pot. 132 00:06:31,422 --> 00:06:33,856 Well, I have to say I agree with him. 133 00:06:34,859 --> 00:06:37,393 You shouldn't stay up so late either. 134 00:06:37,428 --> 00:06:40,095 Your entire circadian rhythm is probably off, 135 00:06:40,130 --> 00:06:43,063 and you spend way too much time staring at that screen. 136 00:06:43,099 --> 00:06:45,433 No wonder you think you're seeing things. 137 00:06:45,468 --> 00:06:46,967 I think I'm seeing things 138 00:06:47,003 --> 00:06:50,237 because something is communicating with me, Mom. 139 00:06:50,273 --> 00:06:51,906 That's what 11:11 means. 140 00:06:51,941 --> 00:06:53,641 It's happening all over the world. 141 00:06:53,676 --> 00:06:55,242 I mean, what if... 142 00:06:56,413 --> 00:06:59,246 - What if I was chosen? - Sweetie. 143 00:06:59,282 --> 00:07:05,051 I'm not sure ascribing to some sort of mystical force behind all this is wise. 144 00:07:05,086 --> 00:07:09,162 I get that and I respect it, but I don't ever need to hear it again. 145 00:07:09,758 --> 00:07:12,859 Mom, just go on the web. It's not just me. 146 00:07:12,895 --> 00:07:15,194 Greg, do you have anything to add? 147 00:07:16,798 --> 00:07:18,096 Nothing? 148 00:07:18,132 --> 00:07:21,099 Well, maybe the part of Ramon that sees life without filters 149 00:07:21,135 --> 00:07:25,070 isn't completely dead yet, and if that's the case, maybe he's lucky. 150 00:07:25,105 --> 00:07:28,073 What in God's name are you talking about? 151 00:07:28,108 --> 00:07:32,144 I'm talking about all the fear and judgment and self-hatred 152 00:07:32,179 --> 00:07:36,981 that society conditions us to believe is our reality from the time we're born. 153 00:07:39,653 --> 00:07:41,486 Do you really think he's mentally ill? 154 00:07:41,521 --> 00:07:42,687 Ramon or Dad? 155 00:07:42,722 --> 00:07:45,222 Daddy's depressed because he's getting old, 156 00:07:45,258 --> 00:07:46,858 and the world is so much more fucked up 157 00:07:46,893 --> 00:07:48,292 than he ever thought it could be. 158 00:07:48,328 --> 00:07:50,861 Which I get, yes, that is depressing. 159 00:07:50,896 --> 00:07:53,664 But Ramon... what the fuck was that? 160 00:07:54,332 --> 00:07:58,234 I mean, he saw the number 11:11 in fire. 161 00:08:00,305 --> 00:08:01,605 I mean, is that really that bad? 162 00:08:01,640 --> 00:08:04,007 I was on some Ecstasy and I saw these weird halos everywhere. 163 00:08:04,042 --> 00:08:06,242 I mean, it could be a very big deal. 164 00:08:06,278 --> 00:08:09,545 And what's for sure is that Mom is freaking out. Of course she is. 165 00:08:09,581 --> 00:08:11,848 You know, she said Uncle Ike was exactly the same. 166 00:08:11,883 --> 00:08:14,101 - He was this perfect guy, - Oh my God. 167 00:08:14,126 --> 00:08:15,818 Then he started seeing shit. 168 00:08:15,854 --> 00:08:18,387 Look, what can we do? Anything? 169 00:08:18,422 --> 00:08:20,650 Just be there for him if he needs us. 170 00:08:21,292 --> 00:08:23,192 What? I really don't think we should be intrusive. 171 00:08:23,227 --> 00:08:24,860 You know Mom's gonna be taking care of that. 172 00:08:24,895 --> 00:08:26,962 Yeah. Should we try to counter that somehow? 173 00:08:27,798 --> 00:08:30,365 - Probably. - Okay. Let's... 174 00:08:31,635 --> 00:08:33,201 have a dinner and invite him. 175 00:08:33,236 --> 00:08:35,470 - Hmm. - No agenda at all. 176 00:08:35,506 --> 00:08:37,472 Just fun. Okay. 177 00:08:37,508 --> 00:08:41,109 Should we invite that guy from Dad's party? The beard? 178 00:08:41,144 --> 00:08:43,176 - Uh-huh. - Are they a thing or was that a one-off? 179 00:08:43,212 --> 00:08:44,612 Let's find out. 180 00:08:45,675 --> 00:08:47,381 Huh. 181 00:08:47,416 --> 00:08:50,784 "Huh"? I'm not sure I really like that "huh." 182 00:08:50,820 --> 00:08:52,498 Should I not like that "huh"? 183 00:08:53,709 --> 00:08:56,042 It looks like... 184 00:08:56,191 --> 00:08:59,492 you've got something that could maybe become a cloud. 185 00:09:00,529 --> 00:09:02,595 A cloud? What the fuck? 186 00:09:02,631 --> 00:09:05,197 A protein concentration on the lenses of both eyes, 187 00:09:05,233 --> 00:09:08,801 which if not taken care of might become cataracts. 188 00:09:08,837 --> 00:09:10,302 Are you fucking kidding me? 189 00:09:10,338 --> 00:09:12,204 It's been a while since your last check-up, huh? 190 00:09:12,240 --> 00:09:16,608 My lunatic grandmother had cataracts behind these fucking Coke-bottle glasses, 191 00:09:16,644 --> 00:09:19,444 it magnified her eyes, made her look like a demented owl. 192 00:09:19,479 --> 00:09:21,961 That woman terrified me. 193 00:09:23,450 --> 00:09:26,852 - What do we do? - Well, we will have to wait 194 00:09:26,887 --> 00:09:28,453 until it reaches a certain point 195 00:09:28,488 --> 00:09:30,789 before insurance can cover the surgery. 196 00:09:30,824 --> 00:09:34,291 - Surgery? - It's a very simple procedure. 197 00:09:34,326 --> 00:09:37,962 And then my eyes will be great again afterwards? 198 00:09:37,997 --> 00:09:41,933 No. No. You won't see the same ever again. 199 00:09:41,968 --> 00:09:43,534 But you're not seeing the same way now 200 00:09:43,570 --> 00:09:45,469 that you were seeing when you were a teenager. 201 00:09:46,161 --> 00:09:47,872 It happens. 202 00:09:49,841 --> 00:09:51,575 These are your eyes now. 203 00:09:56,448 --> 00:09:58,848 All right. Good. 204 00:09:58,884 --> 00:09:59,900 That's good brushing. 205 00:09:59,936 --> 00:10:02,218 - And get the backs of your teeth. - No. 206 00:10:02,253 --> 00:10:05,488 No? Oh. Well, that's... 207 00:10:05,523 --> 00:10:07,056 - that's too bad. - Why? 208 00:10:07,091 --> 00:10:10,025 Because if you brush, you get to dance. 209 00:10:12,063 --> 00:10:14,063 Mm-mm! Mm-mm! I'm sorry, Hailey, no. 210 00:10:14,098 --> 00:10:15,831 No dancing if you're not brushing. 211 00:10:17,935 --> 00:10:20,335 You can only dance if you brush. 212 00:10:24,674 --> 00:10:26,941 Oh. Oh! 213 00:10:26,977 --> 00:10:30,277 Look who learned! Very good. 214 00:10:33,583 --> 00:10:35,216 Good girl. 215 00:10:35,251 --> 00:10:36,450 Mm-hmm! 216 00:10:36,486 --> 00:10:39,587 A new patient had a dream about my mother. 217 00:10:41,490 --> 00:10:45,358 He recognized her from that photograph I took in to be reframed. 218 00:10:45,393 --> 00:10:46,994 - Huh. - You know, on the beach? 219 00:10:47,029 --> 00:10:49,696 God, these patients of yours. 220 00:10:49,732 --> 00:10:52,265 No, no, no! Not yet. 221 00:10:52,300 --> 00:10:54,635 I'm not fasting because of some ritualized superstition. 222 00:10:54,670 --> 00:10:58,270 Yeah, but you respect the people you love... who are. 223 00:10:59,874 --> 00:11:02,274 You know, in my session with this patient today, 224 00:11:02,309 --> 00:11:04,744 I had a very strong mental image of him 225 00:11:04,779 --> 00:11:07,179 on the beach with me and my mother when I was five. 226 00:11:07,214 --> 00:11:09,148 Mmm, how unusual, 227 00:11:09,183 --> 00:11:11,917 the human brain producing a random mental image. 228 00:11:11,953 --> 00:11:14,186 Yeah. What does... what does "Dareh miyad" mean? 229 00:11:14,221 --> 00:11:17,555 "It happens," right? Um, more like, "It's coming." 230 00:11:17,590 --> 00:11:19,090 - "It's coming"? - Yeah. 231 00:11:19,126 --> 00:11:22,661 Hmm. Apparently, my mother said that to him in his dream. 232 00:11:23,630 --> 00:11:26,297 It sounds like someone wants some attention. 233 00:11:26,332 --> 00:11:28,366 Navid, it's past sunset! 234 00:11:28,401 --> 00:11:31,502 So, what, he googled me, found out I'm Persian, 235 00:11:31,538 --> 00:11:34,928 then looked up something cryptic to say in Farsi? 236 00:11:35,574 --> 00:11:36,705 Why would you do that? 237 00:11:36,730 --> 00:11:38,709 Why would anybody do anything? People are nuts. 238 00:11:38,744 --> 00:11:42,546 Well, he also says he keeps on seeing the number 11:11. 239 00:11:43,716 --> 00:11:45,783 November 11th! 240 00:11:45,818 --> 00:11:47,517 My birthday! 241 00:11:47,553 --> 00:11:51,520 Well... that's easy to find online. 242 00:11:51,556 --> 00:11:53,289 Who is this patient? 243 00:11:53,324 --> 00:11:55,257 You do not want another Mindy. 244 00:11:55,293 --> 00:11:58,360 Why did I take that photograph... 245 00:11:58,396 --> 00:12:00,462 with me into my office today? 246 00:12:00,498 --> 00:12:03,432 Okay. I could've easily have left it in my car. 247 00:12:03,467 --> 00:12:05,501 Really, it's starting to scare me. 248 00:12:05,536 --> 00:12:07,268 Oh no, no, don't be scared. 249 00:12:07,304 --> 00:12:12,440 I'm merely... acknowledging a series of interesting connections. 250 00:12:12,475 --> 00:12:14,159 Carl Jung would call that synchronicity. 251 00:12:14,194 --> 00:12:17,278 Carl Jung was a racist, chauvinistic homophobe, 252 00:12:17,314 --> 00:12:19,715 and he can suck my dick. 253 00:12:53,215 --> 00:12:55,314 It should cover all of your hair. 254 00:12:59,754 --> 00:13:02,221 Isn't that the rule? 255 00:13:02,256 --> 00:13:05,490 It depends. I only follow the rules I like, anyways. 256 00:13:07,828 --> 00:13:09,995 Yeah, well, clearly. 257 00:13:10,030 --> 00:13:14,265 Ooh. You are really mastering that smoky eye, honey. 258 00:13:39,724 --> 00:13:41,691 Leave a message, but I prefer an email. 259 00:13:41,726 --> 00:13:44,194 That way I have a paper trail. 260 00:13:44,229 --> 00:13:47,697 Hey, Ramon, it's Mom again. Call me. 261 00:13:49,733 --> 00:13:51,767 Why doesn't he ever answer his phone? 262 00:13:51,803 --> 00:13:53,269 It's so simple to return a call. 263 00:13:53,304 --> 00:13:55,337 You don't even have to dial a number anymore. 264 00:13:56,540 --> 00:13:59,809 Sometimes I think technology just makes us stupid. 265 00:14:16,693 --> 00:14:19,794 Oh! Oh. Oh. What? 266 00:14:21,298 --> 00:14:24,464 - What? It's Wednesday. - Really? 267 00:14:24,499 --> 00:14:27,183 - Yeah. - With everything that's going on? 268 00:14:27,903 --> 00:14:31,504 Not to mention what a dick you were to me at the psychiatrist today. 269 00:14:31,540 --> 00:14:34,341 Okay. So no date night. 270 00:14:36,879 --> 00:14:40,446 Well, how can I even think about sex when Ramon might be losing his mind? 271 00:14:40,481 --> 00:14:41,981 Because he might not be losing his mind? 272 00:14:42,016 --> 00:14:44,575 You don't know how much it terrifies me. 273 00:14:45,186 --> 00:14:48,254 All those years I woke up to a bloody bathroom sink 274 00:14:48,289 --> 00:14:51,824 because my brother felt the need to brush his teeth all night long. 275 00:14:54,028 --> 00:14:56,756 They didn't correctly diagnose him for months. 276 00:14:56,791 --> 00:15:00,431 Hey, Ramon is not Ike. 277 00:15:05,005 --> 00:15:08,740 I never would've dreamed he might become mentally ill. 278 00:15:08,775 --> 00:15:11,743 Ashley or Duc, absolutely, 279 00:15:11,778 --> 00:15:14,611 but... but Ramon? 280 00:15:14,646 --> 00:15:16,981 We don't know anything yet. 281 00:15:17,016 --> 00:15:18,949 This is just fear talking. 282 00:15:20,086 --> 00:15:21,018 Aren't you scared? 283 00:15:21,053 --> 00:15:23,653 Yes, of course I'm scared. I'm petrified. 284 00:15:23,689 --> 00:15:25,923 Why do you think I was such a dick to you today? 285 00:15:27,293 --> 00:15:30,360 Duh. 286 00:15:33,265 --> 00:15:36,332 My mom and dad were so blindsided by Ike. 287 00:15:36,368 --> 00:15:37,600 They waited too long, 288 00:15:37,635 --> 00:15:39,702 and he's the one who paid for it. 289 00:15:39,737 --> 00:15:43,006 Well, they did too. It destroyed them. 290 00:15:43,041 --> 00:15:45,975 It destroyed our entire family. 291 00:15:46,011 --> 00:15:47,075 Okay. 292 00:15:48,512 --> 00:15:51,513 Okay. We're not gonna figure this out tonight. 293 00:15:51,548 --> 00:15:54,649 I think we should schedule a family meeting for Saturday. 294 00:15:54,684 --> 00:15:57,719 That might make it a bigger deal than it needs to be. 295 00:15:57,754 --> 00:15:59,821 Greg, I need you on my side... 296 00:16:00,757 --> 00:16:02,958 on Ramon's side. 297 00:16:03,993 --> 00:16:05,092 Okay. 298 00:16:06,062 --> 00:16:07,450 Okay. 299 00:16:08,197 --> 00:16:09,997 So, you try the bathroom, 300 00:16:10,033 --> 00:16:12,266 the closet, the door to the hall, 301 00:16:12,302 --> 00:16:15,236 and the fire escape, and each time you die. Shit. 302 00:16:15,271 --> 00:16:17,038 So where else is there? 303 00:16:17,073 --> 00:16:19,773 Underneath the bed, there's a trap door that takes you... 304 00:16:19,809 --> 00:16:23,343 What made you decide to use your actual apartment as the first level of a game? 305 00:16:23,378 --> 00:16:26,813 Well, it all started here not long after I moved in, so... 306 00:16:26,848 --> 00:16:28,982 - Hmm. - Yeah. 307 00:16:29,985 --> 00:16:31,217 What's up with these drawings? 308 00:16:31,253 --> 00:16:32,652 You just dream them up? 309 00:16:32,687 --> 00:16:35,422 Actually, that one over there, 310 00:16:35,457 --> 00:16:39,458 this one, and this one over here 311 00:16:39,493 --> 00:16:43,695 are from actual dreams I had, so... yes. 312 00:16:44,932 --> 00:16:47,632 What's the name of the game? 313 00:16:47,668 --> 00:16:50,502 Um, I'm kinda into "Realms," 314 00:16:50,537 --> 00:16:54,139 - but I think it's a bit too New Age-y. - Yeah. 315 00:16:54,175 --> 00:16:57,342 I don't know anything about gaming, but it's beautiful. 316 00:16:57,377 --> 00:16:58,943 What, you never play games? 317 00:16:58,979 --> 00:17:01,112 Yeah, when I was a kid. 318 00:17:01,147 --> 00:17:02,780 I don't even own a computer now. 319 00:17:02,815 --> 00:17:05,350 That's funny. 320 00:17:05,385 --> 00:17:08,252 I can use my phone for anything I need. 321 00:17:08,288 --> 00:17:11,356 - Mmm. - Well... 322 00:17:11,391 --> 00:17:12,990 most anything. 323 00:17:15,961 --> 00:17:18,661 No. Mmm. 324 00:17:33,978 --> 00:17:35,677 It's my sister. 325 00:17:37,482 --> 00:17:39,148 What if it's about Ramon? 326 00:17:40,651 --> 00:17:42,118 Kristen, what's up? 327 00:17:42,153 --> 00:17:44,453 I think I have some kind of STD. 328 00:17:44,489 --> 00:17:46,054 Shut the fuck up. 329 00:17:46,089 --> 00:17:48,789 It... My vag itches like a motherfucker, 330 00:17:48,825 --> 00:17:52,627 and it stings when I pee, which I have to do all the time. 331 00:17:52,662 --> 00:17:54,762 Could be a yeast infection. 332 00:17:54,797 --> 00:17:57,499 I don't think it's a yeast infection. I think it's worse. 333 00:17:57,534 --> 00:18:01,569 And there's some kind of... discharge. 334 00:18:01,604 --> 00:18:02,770 Could still be a yeast infection. 335 00:18:02,805 --> 00:18:04,871 It's not a yeast infection. I had sex... 336 00:18:04,907 --> 00:18:06,673 - about a week ago. - Oh. 337 00:18:08,477 --> 00:18:10,610 Could be chlamydia. 338 00:18:10,646 --> 00:18:13,980 Great. First time I have sex, I get fucking chlamydia! 339 00:18:14,016 --> 00:18:15,416 Well, did you use a condom? 340 00:18:15,451 --> 00:18:17,418 Oh, you're assuming it was with a guy? 341 00:18:17,453 --> 00:18:19,123 It wasn't? 342 00:18:19,821 --> 00:18:21,220 Of course it was. 343 00:18:21,256 --> 00:18:22,755 Did you use a condom? 344 00:18:22,790 --> 00:18:24,990 - Oh my God. - Kirsten! 345 00:18:25,026 --> 00:18:27,193 You're a fucking idiot. You know that? 346 00:18:27,228 --> 00:18:30,496 Yes! I know. 347 00:19:15,574 --> 00:19:16,639 Mr. Wolfe? 348 00:19:18,276 --> 00:19:20,110 Mr. Bayer-Boatwright. 349 00:19:20,145 --> 00:19:22,912 Thank you for flying to Vancouver on such short notice. 350 00:19:22,947 --> 00:19:26,649 Oh, it's no prob. I've got a few things I need to do up here anyway. 351 00:19:28,785 --> 00:19:31,019 - What can I get you? - Just water, thank you. 352 00:19:32,723 --> 00:19:35,491 So, Duc, I'll get right to it. 353 00:19:35,526 --> 00:19:39,161 Fairfax Press loves the latest draft of your book, 354 00:19:39,196 --> 00:19:41,997 not to mention your Twitter and Instagram following... 355 00:19:43,234 --> 00:19:45,866 and we'd like to publish in the fall. 356 00:19:46,769 --> 00:19:50,638 That's fantastic. 357 00:19:50,673 --> 00:19:54,842 And we'd really love for your father to write the foreword. 358 00:19:54,877 --> 00:19:57,245 I'm not sure he'd wanna... 359 00:19:57,280 --> 00:19:59,380 But you can convince him, right? 360 00:19:59,415 --> 00:20:05,585 Because we'd like to publish a new 30th anniversary edition of his book 361 00:20:05,621 --> 00:20:07,754 and tie it into your launch. 362 00:20:07,789 --> 00:20:14,161 I mean, it would be a shame to waste such a huge cross-marketing opportunity. 363 00:20:14,196 --> 00:20:16,296 Yes. It would. 364 00:20:16,331 --> 00:20:18,298 What if I'm crazy? 365 00:20:19,267 --> 00:20:21,133 What if I have a fucking brain disease 366 00:20:21,169 --> 00:20:22,843 and I'm gonna start seeing shit that's not 367 00:20:22,868 --> 00:20:24,170 really there for the rest of my life? 368 00:20:24,205 --> 00:20:29,007 Maybe you're just way more perceptive than the rest of us. 369 00:20:29,043 --> 00:20:31,910 - You really think that's possible? - Why wouldn't it be? 370 00:20:31,945 --> 00:20:33,646 You know, when I was a kid... 371 00:20:35,749 --> 00:20:37,048 Yeah? 372 00:20:37,083 --> 00:20:39,417 ...shadows would follow me. 373 00:20:42,021 --> 00:20:43,688 There were, like, people 374 00:20:43,723 --> 00:20:45,657 but on the other side of something, 375 00:20:45,692 --> 00:20:47,458 but their shadows got through. 376 00:20:52,131 --> 00:20:54,665 How... how old were you? 377 00:20:55,634 --> 00:20:57,267 Little. 378 00:20:57,303 --> 00:20:59,002 It was before school even. 379 00:21:00,038 --> 00:21:01,243 Ramon. 380 00:21:02,274 --> 00:21:05,409 Whatever's happening to you, don't come at it from fear. 381 00:21:06,712 --> 00:21:08,345 Don't. 382 00:21:08,380 --> 00:21:11,447 - Because the fear will destroy you. - All right? 383 00:21:16,554 --> 00:21:18,421 Why are you here, anyway? 384 00:21:20,891 --> 00:21:23,593 Oh man. 385 00:21:25,863 --> 00:21:28,296 I want to be here. 386 00:21:28,332 --> 00:21:29,797 Why? 387 00:21:29,833 --> 00:21:31,233 We only hooked up twice. 388 00:21:31,268 --> 00:21:34,269 Well, three times, counting just now. 389 00:21:36,506 --> 00:21:38,362 Are you one of these savior type of guys 390 00:21:38,387 --> 00:21:39,941 who just gets off on rescuing people? 391 00:21:39,976 --> 00:21:42,910 - No. It's so not that. - So what then? 392 00:21:46,849 --> 00:21:50,951 Feels like this is where I'm supposed to be... with you. 393 00:21:52,020 --> 00:21:54,255 I don't get that feeling a lot, so... 394 00:21:55,358 --> 00:21:57,491 when I do, I pay attention. 395 00:22:00,463 --> 00:22:01,927 That's it. 396 00:22:11,773 --> 00:22:14,774 No fucking way. Randy Butler? 397 00:22:14,809 --> 00:22:16,576 I don't even know his last name. 398 00:22:16,611 --> 00:22:18,343 I think he was a friend of Duc's. 399 00:22:18,379 --> 00:22:21,146 No, he's a model I shoot, but he's so fired now. 400 00:22:21,181 --> 00:22:24,416 No. Promise me you will not fire him. 401 00:22:24,451 --> 00:22:25,884 Oh great. 402 00:22:25,919 --> 00:22:28,186 Now we have to deal with these fucking idiots. 403 00:22:28,221 --> 00:22:31,356 Are we about to get killed by some alt-right bozos? 404 00:22:31,392 --> 00:22:33,525 The chances of that are slim to moderate, at best. 405 00:22:33,560 --> 00:22:35,493 - Hey! Here comes one! - Don't engage, okay? 406 00:22:35,528 --> 00:22:37,161 Walk through them They don't exist. 407 00:22:38,598 --> 00:22:40,331 Murderer! 408 00:22:40,366 --> 00:22:42,466 They don't exist. They don't exist. 409 00:22:42,502 --> 00:22:43,601 Your mom chose life! 410 00:22:43,636 --> 00:22:46,470 Actually, my biological mother died giving birth to me, 411 00:22:46,506 --> 00:22:48,906 so she didn't chose life. I thought you said, "Don't engage." 412 00:22:48,941 --> 00:22:51,509 Look at you! You're practically a baby yourself! 413 00:22:51,544 --> 00:22:53,343 Babies having babies. 414 00:22:53,378 --> 00:22:55,978 I have chlamydia, you idiot. 415 00:22:56,634 --> 00:22:58,667 Wow. 416 00:22:59,618 --> 00:23:00,883 Aggressive. 417 00:23:00,919 --> 00:23:01,984 And aspirational. 418 00:23:03,888 --> 00:23:07,357 They're marketing themselves, that's the most terrifying part. 419 00:23:08,393 --> 00:23:10,247 Why do you think I called you in? 420 00:23:10,728 --> 00:23:12,260 I have no fucking idea what to do. 421 00:23:12,975 --> 00:23:16,541 We need a meeting... between the kids who want this club 422 00:23:16,576 --> 00:23:20,369 and the kids who are offended by it, after school today. 423 00:23:21,539 --> 00:23:23,639 - Can you do that? - Yes. 424 00:23:24,575 --> 00:23:26,674 - Bless you. - Oh please. 425 00:23:26,710 --> 00:23:30,144 I'm just happy you don't want to handle these things yourself. 426 00:23:30,179 --> 00:23:33,013 You're keeping the Empathy Initiative in business. 427 00:23:34,351 --> 00:23:37,017 - Susan, it's me. - Sweetie, it's Mom. 428 00:23:37,053 --> 00:23:40,521 I'm here at your school. I thought we could grab a cup of tea. 429 00:23:40,557 --> 00:23:41,723 Text me. 430 00:23:41,758 --> 00:23:45,826 She said it's either trichomoniasis or chlamydia... 431 00:23:45,861 --> 00:23:47,620 - Mm-hmm. - ...but I have to wait for 432 00:23:47,656 --> 00:23:51,898 the test results, because they're treated with different drugs. 433 00:23:51,933 --> 00:23:54,100 Well, at least you're not pregnant. 434 00:23:54,135 --> 00:23:57,237 Yeah, but I am the most disgusting slut alive. 435 00:23:57,272 --> 00:23:59,406 Oh, stop, there are plenty of sluts way more disgusting. 436 00:23:59,441 --> 00:24:01,874 - No, I'm just ashamed. - Of course you are. 437 00:24:01,909 --> 00:24:04,543 How many babies you kill today? Thirty! 438 00:24:04,579 --> 00:24:06,111 You think this is a joke? 439 00:24:06,146 --> 00:24:08,180 They butcher it while it's still inside you, 440 00:24:08,215 --> 00:24:10,683 and then they suck the dead baby out, and they sell it for parts! 441 00:24:10,718 --> 00:24:11,917 That's been completely debunked. 442 00:24:11,952 --> 00:24:15,788 Oh yeah? Well, I guess then black lives really don't matter. 443 00:24:15,823 --> 00:24:18,322 Hey, fuck you, you fucking ass. Kristen! 444 00:24:18,358 --> 00:24:20,525 Get in the car. Get in the car. 445 00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:23,261 Yeah, Kristen. 446 00:24:23,296 --> 00:24:25,764 - Dumb whore! - Hey! 447 00:24:26,733 --> 00:24:28,700 - Hey! Kristen! Hey! - Did you see that? 448 00:24:28,735 --> 00:24:30,134 Kristen, stop! 449 00:24:30,169 --> 00:24:32,303 Kristen! Shit! Stop it! 450 00:24:32,338 --> 00:24:34,938 You fucking asshole! Kristen! Kristen! Kristen! 451 00:24:38,677 --> 00:24:41,217 I need you ladies to stay where you are. 452 00:24:41,242 --> 00:24:44,180 Oh God. Oh God! 453 00:24:44,216 --> 00:24:47,551 So, what is the point, really, 454 00:24:47,586 --> 00:24:50,086 of thinking about thinking? 455 00:24:50,122 --> 00:24:53,022 It's only in examining our thoughts 456 00:24:53,057 --> 00:24:56,158 that we see the ways that they limit our experience of the world, 457 00:24:56,193 --> 00:24:59,829 which in turn allows us to choose different ways of thinking, 458 00:24:59,864 --> 00:25:03,433 - like choosing empathy instead of... - Okay. 459 00:25:03,468 --> 00:25:05,768 Okay. Let's talk about empathy. 460 00:25:06,671 --> 00:25:08,270 Stop writing, everybody. 461 00:25:08,306 --> 00:25:09,905 Close your laptops. 462 00:25:09,940 --> 00:25:11,372 Put away your fucking phones. 463 00:25:11,408 --> 00:25:14,576 You can do it. It won't kill ya. 464 00:25:14,611 --> 00:25:18,513 So now, imagine that I am a man... 465 00:25:19,416 --> 00:25:21,817 of immense wealth and power 466 00:25:21,852 --> 00:25:25,886 who could do a lot of good things for a lot of people... 467 00:25:25,922 --> 00:25:30,324 and the world, but because of my crippling self-loathing... 468 00:25:30,359 --> 00:25:34,361 I just keep taking more of everything for myself... 469 00:25:34,396 --> 00:25:37,598 if you can imagine such a person exists. 470 00:25:37,633 --> 00:25:39,299 So now, I take 471 00:25:39,335 --> 00:25:42,035 something from you or someone that you love... 472 00:25:43,137 --> 00:25:45,772 your house, your car, your healthcare. 473 00:25:45,807 --> 00:25:47,406 So, what is your response? 474 00:25:47,442 --> 00:25:48,908 Do you get angry? 475 00:25:48,944 --> 00:25:51,077 Do you hate me? And what does that do, 476 00:25:51,112 --> 00:25:53,980 except bring more hatred and anger into the world? 477 00:25:54,850 --> 00:25:57,484 - Or, do you... - Empathize. 478 00:25:57,519 --> 00:26:01,520 ...empathize with my psychic pain, which is genuine. 479 00:26:03,123 --> 00:26:06,291 And what exactly does your empathy accomplish? 480 00:26:09,763 --> 00:26:13,665 It accomplishes jack shit! 481 00:26:14,568 --> 00:26:16,167 I'm confused. I don't... 482 00:26:16,203 --> 00:26:19,103 It lulls you into complacency, 483 00:26:19,138 --> 00:26:21,205 so I can fuck you even harder. 484 00:26:21,605 --> 00:26:24,274 - What? - So, now... 485 00:26:24,310 --> 00:26:26,477 your empathy... 486 00:26:26,513 --> 00:26:28,195 just got you fucked. 487 00:26:28,681 --> 00:26:33,884 Are you suggesting we not strive to choose empathy over fear? 488 00:26:33,919 --> 00:26:35,952 Because that's kind of the cornerstone 489 00:26:35,988 --> 00:26:37,955 of your own philosophy. 490 00:26:38,423 --> 00:26:40,957 Aren't we supposed to be talking about Schopenhauer? 491 00:26:40,993 --> 00:26:42,425 You know what you're supposed to be doing? 492 00:26:42,460 --> 00:26:43,960 You're supposed to be living. 493 00:26:43,996 --> 00:26:45,962 You're supposed to be being outdoors, 494 00:26:45,998 --> 00:26:50,766 eating, drinking, getting high, fucking, getting angry, 495 00:26:50,801 --> 00:26:53,035 'causing trouble while you still can! 496 00:26:53,070 --> 00:26:56,171 Get out! All of you, out! Get out! 497 00:26:56,206 --> 00:26:58,741 Live! Love somebody! 498 00:26:58,776 --> 00:27:01,777 Hate somebody! Let's stop thinking! 499 00:27:01,812 --> 00:27:04,647 Go burn something down, go punch a fucking Nazi, 500 00:27:04,682 --> 00:27:07,115 but stop fucking thinking! 501 00:27:14,524 --> 00:27:16,290 You okay? 502 00:27:16,325 --> 00:27:17,926 Just a little tired. 503 00:27:18,855 --> 00:27:19,920 Okay. 504 00:27:25,500 --> 00:27:28,501 How could I have grown up in Oregon and never been here before? 505 00:27:28,537 --> 00:27:31,204 Oh yeah. It's insane, right? 506 00:27:35,945 --> 00:27:39,613 You, uh... you spend a lot of time outdoors growing up? 507 00:27:39,648 --> 00:27:43,182 I remember a few camping trips, but they kinda just stopped. 508 00:27:43,217 --> 00:27:45,084 Oh shit. Why? 509 00:27:45,119 --> 00:27:47,252 I don't know. Everybody got phones? 510 00:27:47,288 --> 00:27:48,554 Yup. 511 00:28:06,306 --> 00:28:08,807 When's the last time you went to a dark spot? 512 00:28:08,842 --> 00:28:11,275 What? 513 00:28:11,311 --> 00:28:12,978 It's, um... 514 00:28:13,013 --> 00:28:14,613 it's a place far enough away 515 00:28:14,648 --> 00:28:18,082 from major light and noise pollution... 516 00:28:18,117 --> 00:28:19,650 from which you could really see the Milky Way 517 00:28:19,685 --> 00:28:23,687 which, if you've never seen, is... fucking majestic. 518 00:28:25,257 --> 00:28:26,957 More majestic than this? 519 00:28:28,861 --> 00:28:30,828 I'll take you tonight. Decide for yourself. 520 00:28:31,964 --> 00:28:33,529 - Oh yeah? - Yeah. 521 00:28:56,787 --> 00:28:58,086 Wait. One second. 522 00:28:59,523 --> 00:29:01,256 Okay. 523 00:29:05,729 --> 00:29:07,427 How is it? Is it good? 524 00:29:07,976 --> 00:29:09,576 Can I see? 525 00:29:10,133 --> 00:29:12,533 Ooh, can you send that to me? 526 00:29:12,568 --> 00:29:14,501 I gotta Instagram it. 527 00:29:14,537 --> 00:29:15,970 It's my slubby chart face. 528 00:29:20,743 --> 00:29:22,609 Where'd you get this purse? 529 00:29:22,645 --> 00:29:24,077 I asked you a question. 530 00:29:27,182 --> 00:29:28,782 It's from Will Leather Goods. 531 00:29:28,817 --> 00:29:30,784 How much a bag like this cost? 532 00:29:30,819 --> 00:29:33,452 I'm not sure. Maybe 300. 533 00:29:33,488 --> 00:29:35,855 You don't remember what you paid for it? 534 00:29:35,891 --> 00:29:39,358 I didn't pay for it. It was a promotional gift. 535 00:29:39,394 --> 00:29:42,227 I feature their merchandise on my retail site, 536 00:29:42,262 --> 00:29:44,763 so I didn't steal it, if that's what you're thinking. 537 00:29:51,072 --> 00:29:54,506 Oh. Why do you need so much skin lotion? 538 00:29:54,541 --> 00:29:56,909 Shea butter. 539 00:29:56,944 --> 00:29:58,910 Must weigh a couple pounds. 540 00:29:58,945 --> 00:29:59,977 Oh. 541 00:30:01,514 --> 00:30:04,582 Well, that explains why you've been in such a shitty mood. 542 00:30:06,820 --> 00:30:09,253 Oh my God! 543 00:30:09,288 --> 00:30:12,323 Okay. Why don't I get to wear the orange jumpsuit? 544 00:30:12,358 --> 00:30:16,492 You have yet to give me one reason that makes any sense. 545 00:30:16,528 --> 00:30:19,096 Ooh! 546 00:30:19,131 --> 00:30:21,031 All right, you're done. 547 00:30:21,428 --> 00:30:23,033 Wait, that's it? 548 00:30:23,430 --> 00:30:25,068 That was disappointing. 549 00:30:25,104 --> 00:30:29,005 We got a comedian here. Head to the right. 550 00:30:30,142 --> 00:30:31,241 Wider. 551 00:30:48,959 --> 00:30:50,024 Is that a wig? 552 00:30:51,261 --> 00:30:52,326 It is. 553 00:30:53,230 --> 00:30:55,663 Do you mind removing it for me please? 554 00:31:10,579 --> 00:31:11,879 May I? 555 00:31:19,388 --> 00:31:20,788 Bail's been met. 556 00:31:30,832 --> 00:31:32,298 Hey! Guys! 557 00:31:32,333 --> 00:31:34,500 Why do you even need a club? 558 00:31:35,403 --> 00:31:37,170 Like, you already have the world. 559 00:31:37,205 --> 00:31:38,971 Not for long! 560 00:31:39,007 --> 00:31:40,405 - Yeah! - Not for long! 561 00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:42,607 Not for long! Not for long! 562 00:31:42,642 --> 00:31:46,644 Not for long! Not for long! Not for long! 563 00:31:52,953 --> 00:31:54,920 That kind of behavior serves no purpose 564 00:31:54,955 --> 00:31:56,987 except to make each other angry, 565 00:31:57,023 --> 00:32:00,590 which is exactly what we do not want to do. 566 00:32:00,626 --> 00:32:03,527 Because when anger escalates, it becomes violence. 567 00:32:03,562 --> 00:32:06,363 We are not trying to disparage anybody, 568 00:32:06,398 --> 00:32:08,838 but in this school, there's an Asian-American Alliance, 569 00:32:08,863 --> 00:32:10,167 a Black Student Union, 570 00:32:10,203 --> 00:32:12,569 a Jewish Student union, a Straight/Gay Alliance, 571 00:32:12,604 --> 00:32:15,004 United Latinos, Muslim Students Association. 572 00:32:15,040 --> 00:32:19,209 And every one has a pride day, a pride week, or even a pride month. 573 00:32:19,244 --> 00:32:20,710 - Which is a good thing. - Yup. 574 00:32:20,745 --> 00:32:22,312 - Yes. - Right? 575 00:32:22,347 --> 00:32:24,613 Okay, so why is it okay 576 00:32:24,649 --> 00:32:27,350 for every other culture to celebrate their heritage, 577 00:32:27,385 --> 00:32:28,406 but not for straight, 578 00:32:28,431 --> 00:32:29,612 - white people to do it? - Exactly. 579 00:32:29,647 --> 00:32:32,921 And why does it make us racist if we want to? 580 00:32:32,957 --> 00:32:34,089 Um, history? 581 00:32:34,124 --> 00:32:36,058 - Slavery? - Nazis? 582 00:32:41,698 --> 00:32:43,631 The next person to speak 583 00:32:43,667 --> 00:32:45,633 has to start with these two words... 584 00:32:47,204 --> 00:32:48,402 "I feel." 585 00:32:49,159 --> 00:32:51,372 Because knowing how another person feels 586 00:32:51,407 --> 00:32:55,243 and how your actions affect them fosters compassion, 587 00:32:55,278 --> 00:32:58,812 which makes it more likely that you'll be able to find a middle ground. 588 00:32:58,848 --> 00:33:01,648 There is no middle ground when you're dealing with Nazis. 589 00:33:01,684 --> 00:33:03,650 That's right. That's right. 590 00:33:03,686 --> 00:33:05,685 You are not helping your cause. 591 00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:08,554 That's exactly the kind of thinking that normalizes fascist shit 592 00:33:08,590 --> 00:33:09,923 that we need to stop right now, right? 593 00:33:09,958 --> 00:33:13,593 - That's right. That's right. - "I feel." 594 00:33:15,530 --> 00:33:17,797 Who has something to say starting with those words? 595 00:33:17,832 --> 00:33:21,167 I feel like I have to personally apologize for all of history, 596 00:33:21,203 --> 00:33:24,103 but I didn't do any of those things, guys. 597 00:33:24,138 --> 00:33:26,038 - Good. - Thank you. 598 00:33:26,073 --> 00:33:28,068 And I feel like you don't want to acknowledge 599 00:33:28,093 --> 00:33:29,308 how people of color have suffered 600 00:33:29,343 --> 00:33:31,476 and continue to suffer because you never did, 601 00:33:31,512 --> 00:33:35,080 and you just assume everybody experiences life the same way you do. 602 00:33:35,116 --> 00:33:37,582 Exactly. 603 00:33:42,088 --> 00:33:43,687 I feel like... 604 00:33:45,892 --> 00:33:46,891 ...maybe you're right. 605 00:33:46,927 --> 00:33:48,459 What? What? Oh please. 606 00:33:48,494 --> 00:33:49,560 What the hell? Look... 607 00:33:50,053 --> 00:33:51,729 I'm quite aware of my white privilege. 608 00:33:51,764 --> 00:33:53,131 That's what makes it feel so shitty, 609 00:33:53,166 --> 00:33:55,466 watching every other group celebrate their culture 610 00:33:55,501 --> 00:33:57,801 and feeling like I'm supposed to feel guilty about my own. 611 00:33:57,836 --> 00:33:59,136 Excellent. 612 00:34:00,572 --> 00:34:04,641 We respectfully withdraw our application for official club status. 613 00:34:11,683 --> 00:34:14,550 They're right. We don't need a club. 614 00:34:20,791 --> 00:34:22,524 Well, that is a perfect example 615 00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:25,761 of how to dial down the anger and come to an understanding 616 00:34:25,796 --> 00:34:28,564 from empathy, rather than from fear. 617 00:34:28,599 --> 00:34:30,898 This is a really good skill to have. 618 00:34:56,459 --> 00:34:58,158 Can you fucking believe this? 619 00:34:58,194 --> 00:35:01,428 You're okay. You're okay, baby. 620 00:35:04,632 --> 00:35:06,099 Why were you at Planned Parenthood? 621 00:35:06,134 --> 00:35:07,666 Because Kristen got an STD 622 00:35:07,702 --> 00:35:09,702 from that model I brought to Dad's 60th. 623 00:35:18,046 --> 00:35:20,013 You brought a model to your dad's party? 624 00:35:20,048 --> 00:35:23,115 Well, Duc and I went out for drinks... 625 00:35:23,150 --> 00:35:25,317 - Uh, wait. - ...earlier. 626 00:35:25,352 --> 00:35:27,852 No, that's the night you told me you had to work late. 627 00:35:28,788 --> 00:35:30,555 So, Duc was part of all this? 628 00:35:32,326 --> 00:35:35,560 Oh my gosh! I can't even believe it! 629 00:35:35,595 --> 00:35:37,195 About that guy we beat up? 630 00:35:37,231 --> 00:35:39,230 That guy you beat up? What about him? 631 00:35:39,265 --> 00:35:42,533 He's not pressing charges, because he is a registered sex offender, 632 00:35:42,568 --> 00:35:44,257 and that Planned Parenthood 633 00:35:44,282 --> 00:35:46,603 was within a thousand feet of a middle school. 634 00:35:46,639 --> 00:35:48,639 - Who told you that? - The policewoman. 635 00:35:48,674 --> 00:35:50,974 She actually ended up being really nice. 636 00:35:53,279 --> 00:35:54,378 Hey, Malcolm. 637 00:36:03,655 --> 00:36:05,010 The match was the second of... 638 00:36:05,045 --> 00:36:06,923 ..caused damage are expected... 639 00:37:01,910 --> 00:37:04,176 Oh my God. 640 00:37:04,212 --> 00:37:05,844 Yeah! 641 00:37:25,332 --> 00:37:26,998 African lion prides 642 00:37:27,033 --> 00:37:29,434 generally consist of up to three males, 643 00:37:29,469 --> 00:37:32,303 a dozen or so females, and their young. 644 00:37:32,339 --> 00:37:36,574 A single pride can contain as many as 50 of these super cats. 645 00:37:36,610 --> 00:37:39,809 Asian lions, however, segregate themselves by sex, 646 00:37:39,845 --> 00:37:43,680 making two different prides, male and female. 647 00:37:51,790 --> 00:37:53,757 Kristen! 648 00:37:56,494 --> 00:37:58,427 That's it. 649 00:37:58,463 --> 00:37:59,895 Hello! I went to jail too, 650 00:37:59,930 --> 00:38:01,697 but I'm not a huge bitch about it. 651 00:38:01,732 --> 00:38:03,466 I can't believe that you're gonna tell Mom. 652 00:38:03,501 --> 00:38:06,435 I am not gonna tell Mom. I'm gonna make sure you tell Mom. 653 00:38:06,471 --> 00:38:09,004 I am not telling Mom! Are you... 654 00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:10,105 Tell me what? 655 00:38:10,141 --> 00:38:11,439 Tell her. 656 00:38:11,475 --> 00:38:13,041 Fuck! 657 00:38:13,076 --> 00:38:15,977 Kristen! Can you not in front of Hailey? 658 00:38:16,012 --> 00:38:18,946 You need to talk to your daughter. Hi, baby. Hey. 659 00:38:18,982 --> 00:38:20,415 Family meeting on Saturday. 660 00:38:20,450 --> 00:38:21,983 Seriously? 661 00:38:22,018 --> 00:38:24,386 About Ramon. I'll text you when. 662 00:38:26,290 --> 00:38:28,022 Why were you in jail? 663 00:38:30,059 --> 00:38:34,127 It's okay, sweetie. Your father and I have both been arrested. 664 00:38:34,163 --> 00:38:36,497 Okay. I kicked some Jesus freak 665 00:38:36,532 --> 00:38:38,199 who called me a whore at Planned Parenthood. 666 00:38:38,234 --> 00:38:40,801 But don't worry. He's not pressing charges. 667 00:38:40,836 --> 00:38:43,204 What were you doing at Planned Parenthood? 668 00:38:43,239 --> 00:38:44,505 Are you pregnant? 669 00:38:44,540 --> 00:38:48,441 No. I had my period like a week before I had sex. 670 00:38:49,744 --> 00:38:50,840 You had sex? 671 00:38:50,875 --> 00:38:53,213 - Oh my God. - With who? 672 00:38:54,216 --> 00:38:55,915 It doesn't matter. 673 00:38:57,352 --> 00:38:59,051 Did he give you an STD? 674 00:38:59,087 --> 00:39:01,187 Oh my God. Okay. 675 00:39:01,223 --> 00:39:02,421 I have chlamydia. 676 00:39:02,456 --> 00:39:05,490 Oh. Sweetie, I'm so sorry. 677 00:39:06,594 --> 00:39:08,460 That truly sucks. 678 00:39:09,396 --> 00:39:10,495 Yeah. 679 00:39:12,899 --> 00:39:15,166 - It truly does. - Oh. 680 00:39:15,202 --> 00:39:20,404 Oh. The only good thing about a situation like this is... is... 681 00:39:22,208 --> 00:39:24,308 it can only get better. 682 00:39:24,344 --> 00:39:25,643 Mom... 683 00:39:25,678 --> 00:39:28,078 I think old people lie when they say that. 684 00:39:29,249 --> 00:39:31,716 They don't want us to know how truly horrible things are, 685 00:39:31,751 --> 00:39:35,185 'cause we'd all run screaming into traffic. 686 00:39:35,221 --> 00:39:37,254 Oh. 687 00:39:37,289 --> 00:39:39,822 My heart goes out to you. 688 00:39:41,593 --> 00:39:44,827 There's a meeting here on Saturday about Ramon. 689 00:39:44,863 --> 00:39:47,297 Attendance is mandatory. 690 00:39:47,332 --> 00:39:49,132 Will Ram be there? 691 00:39:49,167 --> 00:39:51,868 - No. - Mom, he should be there. 692 00:39:52,837 --> 00:39:54,236 The meeting is for us, 693 00:39:54,272 --> 00:39:56,705 to determine how to best help him. 694 00:39:56,741 --> 00:39:57,839 Moving forward, 695 00:39:57,875 --> 00:40:00,509 we have to present a united front. 696 00:40:00,544 --> 00:40:03,512 I don't want there to be anything wrong with Ramon. 697 00:40:04,582 --> 00:40:06,214 None of us do. 698 00:40:10,420 --> 00:40:12,052 So, you want to talk about it? 699 00:40:12,088 --> 00:40:13,721 Talk about what? 700 00:40:13,757 --> 00:40:15,623 Malcolm. 701 00:40:16,459 --> 00:40:19,794 Okay. Yeah, how old was he? 702 00:40:19,829 --> 00:40:21,929 Mid 20s. 703 00:40:21,964 --> 00:40:24,865 Oh God. Why on earth would you do something like that? 704 00:40:24,901 --> 00:40:28,067 Because it's fun. I like to flirt. Okay? 705 00:40:28,103 --> 00:40:29,303 But I never put our marriage... 706 00:40:29,338 --> 00:40:30,504 Were you drinking? 707 00:40:31,340 --> 00:40:33,473 - Yeah. - Anything else? 708 00:40:34,649 --> 00:40:36,916 He had... cocaine. 709 00:40:40,649 --> 00:40:43,149 The model had cocaine. 710 00:40:43,952 --> 00:40:46,752 So, uh, okay, so let's see. 711 00:40:46,788 --> 00:40:50,656 Your 17-year-old sister was legally raped 712 00:40:50,692 --> 00:40:52,991 and now has a venereal disease 713 00:40:53,027 --> 00:40:55,494 because you like to flirt 714 00:40:55,530 --> 00:40:57,196 while you were drunk and doing blow... 715 00:40:57,231 --> 00:40:58,263 with a model. 716 00:40:58,299 --> 00:41:00,666 Well, when you put it like that, it sounds terrible. 717 00:41:03,503 --> 00:41:06,137 You flirt with an entire women's soccer team. 718 00:41:06,172 --> 00:41:09,106 Oh. Ah. I do not flirt with them. 719 00:41:09,142 --> 00:41:10,942 You give them massages. 720 00:41:10,977 --> 00:41:12,977 That is part of my job. 721 00:41:22,722 --> 00:41:24,655 Okay, fine! I was an idiot. 722 00:41:26,659 --> 00:41:29,526 Okay? I was an idiot for no reason at all. 723 00:41:29,562 --> 00:41:32,599 It was just totally random. That's it. I swear. 724 00:41:33,298 --> 00:41:35,965 I will... I'm so sorry I didn't tell you. 725 00:41:45,643 --> 00:41:48,644 Don't. It's not funny. 726 00:41:48,680 --> 00:41:51,481 - It's kinda funny. A little bit. - It's really not funny. 727 00:41:53,350 --> 00:41:56,284 Okay. I'm sorry, okay? 728 00:41:58,088 --> 00:42:01,990 Look, if you wanna do crazy shit... 729 00:42:03,394 --> 00:42:05,560 do it with me, okay? 730 00:42:05,596 --> 00:42:07,328 You know I'll be into it. 731 00:42:07,364 --> 00:42:09,264 Who brought mushrooms to our honeymoon? 732 00:42:09,299 --> 00:42:11,565 Mushrooms that didn't work. 733 00:42:11,601 --> 00:42:15,002 Yeah, well, the effort there. 734 00:42:18,340 --> 00:42:23,844 Hey. Anything... happen when you were in jail? 735 00:42:23,880 --> 00:42:25,780 Anything weird? 736 00:42:28,650 --> 00:42:30,950 I'm not gonna wear this fucking wig again. 737 00:42:32,353 --> 00:42:33,720 - Okay. - Yeah. 738 00:42:33,755 --> 00:42:35,021 It's a fucking pain in the ass. 739 00:42:35,056 --> 00:42:38,324 I'm tired of looking like a Goddamn Japanese 740 00:42:38,359 --> 00:42:41,260 department store mannequin. 741 00:42:41,296 --> 00:42:42,662 - Great. - Yeah. 742 00:42:42,697 --> 00:42:45,130 - I love your hair. - You don't love my hair. 743 00:42:45,165 --> 00:42:46,598 I love... You love this? 744 00:42:46,634 --> 00:42:48,567 I love this. You don't. 745 00:42:48,602 --> 00:42:50,602 - I do. - Okay. 746 00:42:50,638 --> 00:42:52,838 I'll see you at home, okay? 747 00:42:52,873 --> 00:42:54,673 Yes, you will. 748 00:42:59,079 --> 00:43:01,011 I got her. She's good. 749 00:43:07,219 --> 00:43:08,653 I love you! 750 00:43:15,328 --> 00:43:18,728 Famiko. Hi, it's Simon. 751 00:43:18,764 --> 00:43:20,430 I'm heading up to Walla Walla next week, 752 00:43:20,466 --> 00:43:23,399 and I was hoping we might get together before I go. 753 00:43:24,770 --> 00:43:26,002 Wait. Whoops. 754 00:43:27,339 --> 00:43:29,105 That's not gonna work. Uh... 755 00:43:30,041 --> 00:43:31,107 I have, uh... 756 00:43:32,110 --> 00:43:33,242 a, um... 757 00:43:35,546 --> 00:43:37,613 Maybe we could... mmm. 758 00:43:38,616 --> 00:43:41,884 You know what? I'll call you when I get back. 759 00:43:41,919 --> 00:43:44,453 Okay. Bye, Famiko. 760 00:43:44,489 --> 00:43:46,355 Uh, this is Simon. 761 00:44:04,040 --> 00:44:06,440 _ 762 00:44:07,578 --> 00:44:09,446 _ 763 00:44:09,447 --> 00:44:11,446 _ 764 00:44:11,547 --> 00:44:13,780 Ah. Sí, sí. 765 00:44:20,055 --> 00:44:21,822 Gracias, compadre. 766 00:44:23,258 --> 00:44:25,258 _ 767 00:44:25,293 --> 00:44:26,392 Gracias, jefe. 768 00:44:27,261 --> 00:44:30,062 Jefe? Really? We're amigos. 769 00:44:34,669 --> 00:44:35,935 Adios. 770 00:45:12,805 --> 00:45:13,938 Want something, Dad? 771 00:45:13,973 --> 00:45:15,439 No, just saying good night. 772 00:45:17,075 --> 00:45:18,875 Night. 773 00:45:30,088 --> 00:45:31,520 Any chance you'll be attending 774 00:45:31,556 --> 00:45:34,790 my Goddaughter Akila's wedding with us next week? 775 00:45:37,761 --> 00:45:38,894 Yup, sure. 776 00:45:40,731 --> 00:45:41,930 So... 777 00:45:41,966 --> 00:45:43,966 Navid's gonna go through life 778 00:45:44,001 --> 00:45:46,868 being trans and Muslim. 779 00:45:46,904 --> 00:45:50,371 I don't think he's trans. I think he's more fluid... 780 00:45:51,307 --> 00:45:54,610 gender neutral, or... is it gender queer? 781 00:45:55,244 --> 00:45:57,244 Yeah, however you wanna frame it, 782 00:45:57,279 --> 00:45:58,646 it just ups his chances of getting 783 00:45:58,681 --> 00:46:00,681 the shit kicked out of him... or worse. 784 00:46:00,717 --> 00:46:01,849 He agreed to never go out like that. 785 00:46:01,884 --> 00:46:05,385 Yeah, I really hope so, 'cause he's a big target. 786 00:46:06,823 --> 00:46:10,156 And so are you, insisting on wearing the hijab every time you go out. 787 00:46:10,191 --> 00:46:11,925 That is my faith. 788 00:46:13,662 --> 00:46:17,497 I know women are forced to wear the veil in certain places, 789 00:46:17,532 --> 00:46:19,666 but in the West, we are pressured not to. 790 00:46:19,701 --> 00:46:22,702 Everybody... including my husband, apparently... wants us to be invisible. 791 00:46:22,738 --> 00:46:25,470 I just don't want you to be the victim of a hate crime. 792 00:46:25,506 --> 00:46:27,640 We live in Portland. Remember what happened 793 00:46:27,675 --> 00:46:30,208 on the MAX last year during Ramadan? 794 00:46:36,117 --> 00:46:37,616 We live in America. 795 00:46:41,255 --> 00:46:43,259 Wow. 796 00:46:43,723 --> 00:46:47,125 You know, I think of my game as an immersive experience, but... 797 00:46:49,629 --> 00:46:51,462 ...this is the real immersion. 798 00:46:51,497 --> 00:46:52,697 Yeah. 799 00:46:56,903 --> 00:46:59,569 You know, some physicists 800 00:46:59,604 --> 00:47:02,939 believe that the universe is a computer simulation. 801 00:47:04,543 --> 00:47:07,577 Well, that would make us artificial intelligence. 802 00:47:10,482 --> 00:47:12,315 What do you think the need is... 803 00:47:13,952 --> 00:47:16,118 to know where everything comes from? 804 00:47:16,594 --> 00:47:17,692 Fear. 805 00:47:18,823 --> 00:47:20,556 - Of? - Death. 806 00:47:26,515 --> 00:47:28,382 Are you a big camper? 807 00:47:29,567 --> 00:47:30,666 Yeah. 808 00:47:32,570 --> 00:47:34,402 I like to sleep outdoors. 809 00:47:37,040 --> 00:47:38,539 Okay. 810 00:47:40,410 --> 00:47:43,078 You need to tell me something 811 00:47:43,113 --> 00:47:45,313 that you are not proud of... 812 00:47:45,348 --> 00:47:48,817 ...because right now, you are impossible. 813 00:47:48,852 --> 00:47:53,087 You're hot. You're smart. 814 00:47:53,122 --> 00:47:56,023 Now you're this rugged nature guy. 815 00:47:56,892 --> 00:47:59,760 You're genuine. You're kind. 816 00:48:00,863 --> 00:48:03,263 This is very unsettling, Henry. 817 00:48:04,133 --> 00:48:06,333 Coming from fear. 818 00:48:06,368 --> 00:48:09,468 See? Evolved, spiritual guy. 819 00:48:09,503 --> 00:48:12,404 You need to tell me something that's wrong with you, 820 00:48:12,440 --> 00:48:14,306 something that you regret. 821 00:48:15,710 --> 00:48:17,210 I will if you will. 822 00:48:18,747 --> 00:48:19,846 Deal. 823 00:48:28,989 --> 00:48:30,822 When I was a kid... 824 00:48:34,394 --> 00:48:37,262 um, I used to catch spiders 825 00:48:37,297 --> 00:48:39,330 and I would put them in a jar, 826 00:48:39,366 --> 00:48:42,466 and then I'd fill the jar up with water and then watch them drown. 827 00:48:44,971 --> 00:48:46,804 Is that really that bad? 828 00:48:48,074 --> 00:48:50,107 Murdering another creature for entertainment? 829 00:48:50,143 --> 00:48:52,810 Yeah, I'd say that's pretty fucking bad. 830 00:48:57,083 --> 00:48:58,181 Your turn. 831 00:49:02,020 --> 00:49:05,855 I once rubbed lunch meat all over my dick 832 00:49:05,891 --> 00:49:08,925 so a dog would lick it. 833 00:49:08,960 --> 00:49:11,861 Okay. I mean, who didn't? 834 00:49:13,731 --> 00:49:17,833 Horny little fucker over here. Good God. 835 00:49:17,868 --> 00:49:19,401 That's me. 836 00:49:19,436 --> 00:49:21,270 I sneeze like a cat. 837 00:49:28,078 --> 00:49:29,377 That's the one. 838 00:49:29,413 --> 00:49:31,013 - Yeah. - That's the one. 839 00:49:34,234 --> 00:49:35,960 _ 840 00:49:37,053 --> 00:49:38,666 _ 841 00:49:38,667 --> 00:49:40,296 _ 842 00:49:40,297 --> 00:49:41,550 _ 843 00:49:41,551 --> 00:49:42,980 _ 844 00:49:43,159 --> 00:49:44,225 Wow. 845 00:49:57,105 --> 00:49:59,072 - Sweetie. - Mmm? 846 00:49:59,107 --> 00:50:00,640 I love the new hair. 847 00:50:00,675 --> 00:50:03,476 - It's so natural. - Thanks. 848 00:50:04,579 --> 00:50:07,746 - What is this? - Ooh. Pork vindaloo. 849 00:50:07,781 --> 00:50:09,181 Very spicy. 850 00:50:09,217 --> 00:50:11,851 Like spicy okay or spicy "It'll hurt when I take a dump"? 851 00:50:11,886 --> 00:50:13,452 Oh. Kristen! 852 00:50:13,487 --> 00:50:16,488 Mom, why do you act like this delicate goody-two-shoes 853 00:50:16,523 --> 00:50:19,591 when you're so not? 'Cause that's who my mother was. 854 00:50:20,794 --> 00:50:22,427 And no matter how much you try 855 00:50:22,463 --> 00:50:24,628 not to turn into your mother, 856 00:50:24,664 --> 00:50:26,764 you can never completely avoid it. 857 00:50:26,799 --> 00:50:31,169 Did you get my email? The one with the yoga schedule at Quantum Fitness? 858 00:50:32,272 --> 00:50:34,005 - Yeah. - You know... 859 00:50:34,040 --> 00:50:37,775 regular exercise can really help regulate emotions, Dad. 860 00:50:37,810 --> 00:50:39,977 It's the best antidepressant there is. 861 00:50:40,451 --> 00:50:41,750 Mm-hmm. 862 00:50:43,115 --> 00:50:45,749 So, Mom told me you're speaking at some conference next week. 863 00:50:45,784 --> 00:50:48,451 Yes, the Washington Philosophical Society 864 00:50:48,487 --> 00:50:52,022 has invited me to their bi-annual conference, 865 00:50:52,057 --> 00:50:54,892 and in a moment of insanity, I said yes. 866 00:50:54,927 --> 00:50:56,693 Well, sounds rough. 867 00:50:56,728 --> 00:51:00,596 - Any word on your book? - Um, yeah. 868 00:51:00,631 --> 00:51:02,464 Yeah, it looks like it's getting published. 869 00:51:02,500 --> 00:51:06,335 - No shit. Which publisher? - Fairfax. 870 00:51:06,371 --> 00:51:07,536 My old publisher. 871 00:51:08,406 --> 00:51:10,606 Wow. They're still in business, huh? 872 00:51:13,378 --> 00:51:14,442 Well... 873 00:51:15,478 --> 00:51:19,314 clearly they have great taste. Congratulations. 874 00:51:22,219 --> 00:51:23,318 Um... 875 00:51:24,288 --> 00:51:26,521 - when can I read it? - Soon. 876 00:51:26,556 --> 00:51:28,023 It would be nice if you were honest, 877 00:51:28,058 --> 00:51:32,192 because this feels really intervention-y, and... 878 00:51:32,228 --> 00:51:35,396 I... just please don't say that you're going to have him committed. 879 00:51:36,532 --> 00:51:38,966 Of course not. I've seen that up close, 880 00:51:39,001 --> 00:51:42,036 and once you commit somebody, it's hard to get them out. 881 00:51:42,071 --> 00:51:43,737 But he is seeing a doctor, right? 882 00:51:43,772 --> 00:51:46,206 Yes, Dr. Farid Shokrani, best in Portland 883 00:51:46,242 --> 00:51:49,675 according to the Chair of Psych Medicine at the university. 884 00:51:49,710 --> 00:51:53,079 - So why are we...? - Because there are lots 885 00:51:53,114 --> 00:51:55,681 of other ways, as Ram's family, that we can help him. 886 00:51:55,716 --> 00:51:57,716 Like having meetings behind his back. 887 00:51:57,752 --> 00:52:00,019 Like... not smoking pot with him, 888 00:52:00,055 --> 00:52:02,455 not making that temptation available, 889 00:52:02,490 --> 00:52:05,090 encouraging him to get out of his apartment, 890 00:52:05,125 --> 00:52:07,125 away from his computer 891 00:52:07,161 --> 00:52:08,660 I keep calling him... 892 00:52:08,695 --> 00:52:10,716 although he told me not to take it personally 893 00:52:10,741 --> 00:52:11,830 if he doesn't pick up right now. 894 00:52:11,865 --> 00:52:13,031 - Yeah, me too. - Me three. 895 00:52:13,067 --> 00:52:15,434 That's exactly what I'm afraid of, him isolating, 896 00:52:15,469 --> 00:52:18,270 cutting himself off. We... that's what Ike... 897 00:52:20,807 --> 00:52:22,173 We can't let that happen. 898 00:52:22,208 --> 00:52:24,541 Okay, here's a thought. 899 00:52:24,577 --> 00:52:27,911 Don't micromanage him, and let Baby Jesus grow up. 900 00:52:27,947 --> 00:52:30,348 - Thank you. - We can't just do nothing. 901 00:52:30,383 --> 00:52:31,548 Mom, what can we do? 902 00:52:31,584 --> 00:52:34,585 We can convince him to go on medication as soon as possible. 903 00:52:34,620 --> 00:52:36,887 But he hasn't even had another incident. 904 00:52:36,922 --> 00:52:39,622 It speaks. 905 00:52:39,657 --> 00:52:42,525 - What? - The newer antipsychotics 906 00:52:42,560 --> 00:52:44,632 - reduce the risk of future episodes. - Yeah, but, Mom... 907 00:52:44,667 --> 00:52:45,853 - what are the side effects? - He's not psychotic. 908 00:52:45,878 --> 00:52:47,397 Why do you keep using that word? 909 00:52:47,432 --> 00:52:50,967 Because pretending like the possibility doesn't exist is not helping anybody... 910 00:52:51,003 --> 00:52:52,790 ...especially Ram. 911 00:52:52,815 --> 00:52:54,737 We cannot afford to be sentimental. 912 00:52:54,772 --> 00:52:57,072 Sentimental about what? 913 00:53:00,777 --> 00:53:01,877 Hmm? 914 00:53:03,914 --> 00:53:08,294 Sentimental about my schizophrenia, which has yet to be diagnosed? 915 00:53:08,852 --> 00:53:11,186 But who cares? Let's just pump him full of drugs 916 00:53:11,222 --> 00:53:12,821 before he turns into a real problem. 917 00:53:12,856 --> 00:53:15,823 How can you even think that's what's motivating me? 918 00:53:15,858 --> 00:53:18,126 Okay, here's the deal. 919 00:53:18,161 --> 00:53:19,860 I am 22, 920 00:53:19,896 --> 00:53:23,931 and if I end up undergoing any kind of medical treatment, 921 00:53:23,966 --> 00:53:25,566 - that's my decision. - Yes. 922 00:53:25,601 --> 00:53:26,900 It's my thing, Mom. 923 00:53:26,925 --> 00:53:27,968 - Yes, but... - It's happening to me. 924 00:53:28,004 --> 00:53:31,571 And you can't control it. I can't control it! 925 00:53:31,606 --> 00:53:34,908 Now, I know how scary that is for you, Mom, 926 00:53:34,943 --> 00:53:36,243 because of Uncle Ike, 927 00:53:36,278 --> 00:53:38,278 but it's a million times scarier for me, 928 00:53:38,313 --> 00:53:41,781 just waiting to see what happens, if something happens. 929 00:53:43,552 --> 00:53:45,018 My baby. 930 00:53:46,388 --> 00:53:50,122 I know. Whatever it's going to be... 931 00:53:50,991 --> 00:53:53,426 I'm not gonna come at it from fear, okay? 932 00:53:53,461 --> 00:53:55,327 'Cause that will kill me. 933 00:53:56,531 --> 00:53:58,797 I just want what's best for you. 934 00:53:58,832 --> 00:54:00,933 You know that. 935 00:54:05,238 --> 00:54:06,637 I do. 936 00:54:08,608 --> 00:54:11,976 But maybe what's best for me is not what's in store, Mom. 937 00:54:51,249 --> 00:54:55,650 In 500 feet, turn left at the "T" junction. 938 00:55:03,627 --> 00:55:07,095 At the "T" junction, turn left. 939 00:55:24,213 --> 00:55:27,248 At the "T" junction, turn left. 940 00:55:57,911 --> 00:56:00,679 If possible, make a U-turn.