1 00:00:08,200 --> 00:00:10,460 Catherine, hurry up and eat your breakfast. I've got a new job. 2 00:00:10,510 --> 00:00:12,210 I start work today. I can't be late. 3 00:00:20,400 --> 00:00:21,800 Why are you using that knife for butter? 4 00:00:22,640 --> 00:00:24,240 It's the only one that was clean. 5 00:00:29,800 --> 00:00:31,430 - I'll see you later. - Bye, Mum. 6 00:00:31,480 --> 00:00:33,910 Mwah! Have a good day at school. 7 00:00:33,960 --> 00:00:35,600 - Bye, Mum. - Hey! 8 00:00:36,800 --> 00:00:38,800 What about me? I start today. 9 00:00:40,440 --> 00:00:43,400 Oh... Good luck. 10 00:01:14,000 --> 00:01:14,930 There you go. 11 00:01:15,180 --> 00:01:19,210 Dad, just leave us here. The other parents don't come in. 12 00:01:19,660 --> 00:01:20,460 Come on. 13 00:01:27,120 --> 00:01:27,770 Love you. 14 00:01:27,920 --> 00:01:30,270 - Yeah. Bye. - Bye. 15 00:01:30,320 --> 00:01:31,430 Hello, Catherine. 16 00:01:31,480 --> 00:01:34,350 Bye. Have a good day. 17 00:01:34,400 --> 00:01:35,200 See you. 18 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:04,870 - Dave. Sorry I'm late, mate. - It's all right. There's a uniform in there. 19 00:02:04,920 --> 00:02:07,320 - Then I'll show you what to do. - Great. OK. 20 00:02:25,480 --> 00:02:26,880 Morning. 21 00:02:35,920 --> 00:02:37,920 - Hello. - Hi. 22 00:02:39,160 --> 00:02:40,280 I'm Dan. 23 00:02:41,640 --> 00:02:44,150 My son died a few weeks ago. You probably don't even... 24 00:02:44,200 --> 00:02:46,030 You're... You're working here? 25 00:02:46,080 --> 00:02:47,560 First day. 26 00:02:51,080 --> 00:02:52,670 Well... er... I'd better get on. 27 00:02:52,720 --> 00:02:53,920 Yeah. 28 00:03:10,080 --> 00:03:12,950 I mean, he's not actually harassing you, is he? 29 00:03:13,000 --> 00:03:16,720 Threatened you, put a dead animal in your car, anything like that? 30 00:03:17,960 --> 00:03:19,080 Morning. 31 00:03:20,840 --> 00:03:23,190 Maybe he saw it advertised when he was here. 32 00:03:23,240 --> 00:03:24,990 Like there are no other jobs? 33 00:03:25,040 --> 00:03:27,870 You see, he's working right at the front door. 34 00:03:27,920 --> 00:03:30,030 So every morning he'll... be there. 35 00:03:30,080 --> 00:03:31,190 It's freaking you out. 36 00:03:31,240 --> 00:03:33,630 - It's not freaking me out, it's... - Upsetting you. 37 00:03:33,680 --> 00:03:35,710 - No, it's bothering me. - Hmm. 38 00:03:35,760 --> 00:03:39,240 Look, no offence, but maybe he's not the one with the problem. 39 00:03:45,880 --> 00:03:47,990 Men get more stressed as they age. 40 00:03:48,040 --> 00:03:49,990 You're not as young as you used to be. 41 00:03:50,040 --> 00:03:54,230 Red eyes, wrinkles, this hangdog expression... 42 00:03:54,280 --> 00:03:56,350 You're a middle-aged workaholic, mate. 43 00:03:56,400 --> 00:03:59,070 Keep going as you are, you'll have a stroke and end up there. 44 00:03:59,120 --> 00:04:00,390 And you don't want that. 45 00:04:00,440 --> 00:04:04,310 Cos if that happens, you know who'll be in charge of saving your life? 46 00:04:04,360 --> 00:04:06,510 Scary, right? 47 00:04:06,560 --> 00:04:07,830 Why don't you go on a retreat? 48 00:04:07,880 --> 00:04:11,230 Apparently, there's one you can do where you don't say anything for a week. 49 00:04:11,280 --> 00:04:13,950 - Try that. - Wouldn't mind booking you on to it. 50 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:16,080 All right, everyone. Welcome to M&M. 51 00:04:17,120 --> 00:04:19,550 There you go. Here. 52 00:04:19,600 --> 00:04:22,320 - Charlotte, do you want to start? - Erm... Yeah. 53 00:04:23,360 --> 00:04:27,990 A ruptured appendix in a 32-year-old male, William Rowe. 54 00:04:28,040 --> 00:04:33,350 We attempted removal laparoscopically but there was a delay of approximately 14 hours 55 00:04:33,400 --> 00:04:37,320 between the rupture and arrival with us which made success unlikely. 56 00:04:51,960 --> 00:04:53,960 Next. 57 00:04:56,480 --> 00:04:57,680 Er... 58 00:05:04,760 --> 00:05:07,270 Male, 15, 59 00:05:07,320 --> 00:05:12,190 admitted with a stab wound to the upper left abdomen going into the chest. 60 00:05:12,240 --> 00:05:14,240 Name? 61 00:05:15,800 --> 00:05:17,480 Sorry. Er... Alex Bowker. 62 00:05:19,520 --> 00:05:22,230 He suddenly deteriorated after his CT scan. 63 00:05:22,280 --> 00:05:26,590 The damage was more severe than first thought. 64 00:05:26,640 --> 00:05:32,160 Despite aggressive resuscitation and... all our best efforts... 65 00:05:34,720 --> 00:05:38,710 .. er... he died... at 12:54. 66 00:05:38,760 --> 00:05:41,440 There's a note here about his father. 67 00:05:43,360 --> 00:05:46,560 - I'm sorry? - His father got into the room during surgery. 68 00:05:47,560 --> 00:05:49,150 Yes. 69 00:05:49,200 --> 00:05:53,720 And how that happened I... I don't know. You'll have to talk to the nursing staff. 70 00:05:57,400 --> 00:05:59,440 But any impact on the procedure? 71 00:06:01,240 --> 00:06:03,080 When the father interrupted? 72 00:06:06,520 --> 00:06:08,110 Jon? 73 00:06:08,160 --> 00:06:10,160 No. No impact. 74 00:06:11,280 --> 00:06:13,310 The father was only there for a second. 75 00:06:13,360 --> 00:06:16,150 The key was the degree of damage to the heart. 76 00:06:16,200 --> 00:06:19,880 At first the patient was compensating because... 77 00:06:22,320 --> 00:06:26,590 He was compensating because the blood loss was being controlled 78 00:06:26,640 --> 00:06:28,350 by the pericardium to some degree. 79 00:06:28,400 --> 00:06:31,430 But then he tamponaded. We had to open the chest. 80 00:06:31,480 --> 00:06:33,870 It was only then that we could see how big the hole was 81 00:06:33,920 --> 00:06:37,320 and the degree of blood loss that we were trying to cope with. 82 00:06:38,760 --> 00:06:41,750 Any comments on practice, procedure? 83 00:06:41,800 --> 00:06:44,000 Any other irregularities? 84 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:47,870 No. 85 00:06:47,920 --> 00:06:51,440 All right. Thank you. Moving on. Next. 86 00:06:55,640 --> 00:06:58,790 So the accusation is drinking leading to malpractice? 87 00:06:58,840 --> 00:07:00,190 Yeah. 88 00:07:00,240 --> 00:07:01,990 All right. Just one question. 89 00:07:02,040 --> 00:07:06,630 You mention the Mortality and Morbidity meeting this morning that Mr Allerton was at. 90 00:07:06,680 --> 00:07:09,550 Well, these are closed sessions normally, just for staff. 91 00:07:09,600 --> 00:07:11,670 - Hospital staff? - Medical staff. 92 00:07:11,720 --> 00:07:13,710 Oh. 93 00:07:13,760 --> 00:07:17,790 Well, I heard it was happening, and that they were discussing my son, 94 00:07:17,840 --> 00:07:19,510 so I didn't think it'd be a problem. 95 00:07:19,560 --> 00:07:23,310 That's fine. Just it's a question that will come up. 96 00:07:23,360 --> 00:07:24,510 What happens now? 97 00:07:24,560 --> 00:07:26,990 Given that it concerns a senior member of staff, 98 00:07:27,040 --> 00:07:30,070 it will be overseen by someone at a similar or higher level. 99 00:07:30,120 --> 00:07:33,430 - They'll investigate it, and come back to you. - How long will that take? 100 00:07:33,480 --> 00:07:34,870 Probably a few weeks. 101 00:07:34,920 --> 00:07:36,990 But, Mr Bowker, thank you for coming to see us. 102 00:07:37,040 --> 00:07:41,030 I can tell even from your initial account that you've had a terrible experience 103 00:07:41,080 --> 00:07:43,870 and you have some important questions you'd like answers to. 104 00:07:43,920 --> 00:07:45,600 Right. 105 00:07:47,080 --> 00:07:48,870 You'd never met Mr Allerton socially? 106 00:07:48,920 --> 00:07:50,350 - No. - Right. 107 00:07:50,400 --> 00:07:51,510 Why? 108 00:07:51,560 --> 00:07:55,070 I just wondered if that might be the reason he attended the funeral. 109 00:07:55,120 --> 00:07:57,870 It's because he felt guilty. He knows what he did. 110 00:07:57,920 --> 00:08:00,510 Oh. Well... 111 00:08:00,560 --> 00:08:04,510 And it'll be done properly? Independent. You won't just cover it up? 112 00:08:04,560 --> 00:08:05,710 No. 113 00:08:05,760 --> 00:08:10,630 You can imagine in a hospital, listening to our patients and their 114 00:08:10,680 --> 00:08:13,630 - For future practice, apart from anything else. - Right. 115 00:08:13,680 --> 00:08:15,680 Right, thanks. 116 00:08:18,000 --> 00:08:20,000 Because he really is lying. 117 00:08:21,840 --> 00:08:24,110 Look, this complaint... 118 00:08:24,160 --> 00:08:28,310 because of the severity of what he's saying, and your seniority, they've called me in. 119 00:08:28,360 --> 00:08:30,950 Asked me to take it on. 120 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:32,110 What does he say? 121 00:08:32,160 --> 00:08:36,950 He claims that you told him you'd been drinking that night but you still came in. 122 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:38,590 Drinking? No. 123 00:08:38,640 --> 00:08:40,590 I can see how it happens. 124 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:44,670 You're called in unexpectedly. You've had a glass of wine or whatever. 125 00:08:44,720 --> 00:08:49,080 But you make the call, decide to come in, because you know you're needed. 126 00:08:50,320 --> 00:08:52,800 I honestly hadn't. 127 00:08:54,000 --> 00:08:57,270 Matt, he's obsessed with me and what happened that night. 128 00:08:57,320 --> 00:08:59,640 He got a job here just to put pressure on me. 129 00:09:00,640 --> 00:09:02,790 He's started working in the cafe at reception. 130 00:09:02,840 --> 00:09:05,190 - He... - He's after me. 131 00:09:05,240 --> 00:09:09,790 And it's a huge distraction when I have to concentrate. You understand. 132 00:09:09,840 --> 00:09:11,990 You know he was in the M&M meeting this morning? 133 00:09:12,040 --> 00:09:15,470 - He was what? - He found a way in to watch at the back. 134 00:09:15,520 --> 00:09:17,520 He claims you lied in there as well. 135 00:09:20,280 --> 00:09:23,400 He has lost his son and wants someone to blame. 136 00:09:26,440 --> 00:09:28,440 Sure. 137 00:09:30,200 --> 00:09:33,300 As there's been a complaint, I'll need to interview you formally. 138 00:09:35,120 --> 00:09:37,030 You've not done many of these, have you? 139 00:09:37,080 --> 00:09:38,550 - No. - It'll be ten minutes. 140 00:09:38,600 --> 00:09:42,430 Once we're done, I'll check with some of the others, as we have to. 141 00:09:42,480 --> 00:09:45,080 Then we'll get a letter out as quickly as we can. 142 00:09:46,800 --> 00:09:48,880 The sooner this is done the better, yes? 143 00:09:50,600 --> 00:09:53,790 I'm... erm... I'm not sure he'll accept it. 144 00:09:53,840 --> 00:09:55,830 Let's see, shall we? 145 00:09:55,880 --> 00:09:57,680 All right? 146 00:10:00,640 --> 00:10:03,320 - I'll just run through some questions. - Yeah. 147 00:10:08,800 --> 00:10:11,190 Hey. 148 00:10:11,240 --> 00:10:13,230 - Feeling better? - Yeah. 149 00:10:13,280 --> 00:10:16,070 Thanks for covering for me. 150 00:10:16,120 --> 00:10:18,120 No worries. 151 00:10:53,840 --> 00:10:54,840 [Mum!] 152 00:11:00,760 --> 00:11:01,450 [Mum!] 153 00:11:03,000 --> 00:11:04,120 Jesus. 154 00:11:05,800 --> 00:11:08,400 I didn't answer it. Like you said. 155 00:11:12,800 --> 00:11:15,000 Good evening. I'm sorry to disturb you. 156 00:11:16,320 --> 00:11:18,160 - Dan's at work. - I know. 157 00:11:19,480 --> 00:11:21,480 I was hoping to catch you, actually. 158 00:11:24,600 --> 00:11:26,600 Come in. 159 00:11:35,400 --> 00:11:37,400 Do you want a biscuit or something? 160 00:11:38,600 --> 00:11:40,600 I'm fine. Thanks. 161 00:11:43,600 --> 00:11:46,430 I assume you know where your husband's working. 162 00:11:46,480 --> 00:11:47,950 Yeah. 163 00:11:48,000 --> 00:11:49,710 I'm pleased he got it. 164 00:11:49,760 --> 00:11:51,950 What do you mean? 165 00:11:52,000 --> 00:11:57,400 Just... I'm not sure it's good for him, given what's happened. 166 00:11:59,960 --> 00:12:03,310 This morning he attended a private meeting 167 00:12:03,360 --> 00:12:05,750 where we go over the mortality cases one by one. 168 00:12:05,800 --> 00:12:07,800 - You were discussing Alex? - Yes. 169 00:12:09,240 --> 00:12:12,790 And then after the meeting he made a formal complaint against me. 170 00:12:12,840 --> 00:12:14,840 Right. 171 00:12:16,920 --> 00:12:18,270 Sorry. 172 00:12:18,320 --> 00:12:22,750 I worry that he's developing a resentment against me 173 00:12:22,800 --> 00:12:25,350 and I wondered if you could speak to him. 174 00:12:25,400 --> 00:12:27,230 Persuade him to find work elsewhere. 175 00:12:27,280 --> 00:12:29,070 Well, he's not found getting work easy. 176 00:12:29,120 --> 00:12:30,240 Right. 177 00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:36,320 We've still got all of Alex's stuff. 178 00:12:37,640 --> 00:12:39,080 Cereal bowl... 179 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:42,160 His best mug. 180 00:12:47,640 --> 00:12:50,750 I know that you did your best. 181 00:12:50,800 --> 00:12:52,800 Thank you. 182 00:12:55,560 --> 00:12:58,960 Things aren't great with... me and Dan, so... 183 00:13:00,200 --> 00:13:02,790 .. I just don't know how much he'll listen. 184 00:13:02,840 --> 00:13:04,230 Well, whatever you can do. 185 00:13:04,280 --> 00:13:07,830 You see, basically, at the moment I just get up... 186 00:13:07,880 --> 00:13:12,600 I go to work, come home, cook, sort the house out, sleep. 187 00:13:14,600 --> 00:13:17,520 The only bit of time I get for myself is in the shower. 188 00:13:22,560 --> 00:13:24,560 Me and Dan... 189 00:13:26,360 --> 00:13:28,360 We don't talk. 190 00:13:30,480 --> 00:13:34,080 We don't... We don't do anything together. 191 00:13:35,960 --> 00:13:40,550 You're not... supporting each other? 192 00:13:40,600 --> 00:13:42,600 No. He's in his own world. 193 00:13:43,920 --> 00:13:47,750 - Perhaps he should... - You know what I need right now? 194 00:13:47,800 --> 00:13:51,080 Is just some time for me. An escape. Do you know what I mean? 195 00:13:54,080 --> 00:13:58,030 If I had the money, I'd just get on a plane. Just go somewhere, just for a couple of days. 196 00:13:58,080 --> 00:14:01,040 Just... sit on a beach. 197 00:14:02,480 --> 00:14:04,750 Drink. 198 00:14:04,800 --> 00:14:08,040 I don't know. Maybe... meet a man. 199 00:14:09,720 --> 00:14:11,520 Whatever. Just... 200 00:14:13,400 --> 00:14:16,190 .. get out of all of this. 201 00:14:16,240 --> 00:14:17,680 Things will get better. 202 00:14:20,320 --> 00:14:21,910 Bet you have great holidays. 203 00:14:21,960 --> 00:14:25,360 Hm. Well, not for a while. 204 00:14:34,480 --> 00:14:37,160 You don't want him to know you were here, do you? 205 00:15:05,560 --> 00:15:08,670 - Why aren't you dressed? - I had a shower. 206 00:15:08,720 --> 00:15:10,950 Got distracted. 207 00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:13,120 I had to make the kids' tea so... 208 00:15:17,080 --> 00:15:19,110 Was someone here? 209 00:15:19,160 --> 00:15:21,560 I left my bag at work. A friend dropped it by. 210 00:15:22,600 --> 00:15:24,150 New guy. 211 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:26,910 And I said did he want a cup of tea so he stayed for ten minutes. 212 00:15:26,960 --> 00:15:28,080 A man? 213 00:15:29,160 --> 00:15:32,470 Yeah, but we didn't have sex so nothing to worry about. 214 00:15:32,520 --> 00:15:35,230 Or maybe... maybe you wouldn't worry. 215 00:15:35,280 --> 00:15:38,160 Do you want to try fucking each other at some point? 216 00:15:41,760 --> 00:15:43,630 There you go. 217 00:15:43,680 --> 00:15:45,680 I'll leave it there for you. 218 00:15:53,600 --> 00:15:57,390 You're lying about it being a friend from work. You've never been very good at lying. 219 00:15:57,440 --> 00:16:00,520 Yeah, well, I'm just trying to protect your feelings. 220 00:16:02,200 --> 00:16:03,350 It was that doctor. 221 00:16:03,400 --> 00:16:05,390 - He called round. - Here? 222 00:16:05,440 --> 00:16:08,870 He said that he thought you were obsessed. 223 00:16:08,920 --> 00:16:11,150 Couldn't understand why you were working there. 224 00:16:11,200 --> 00:16:14,190 - He shouldn't be coming -- - I agree with him. Why are you working there? 225 00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:17,510 - Alex would still be alive if it wasn't for him! - I'm bored of you. 226 00:16:17,560 --> 00:16:19,960 These things that you say. 227 00:16:21,600 --> 00:16:23,600 Alex is dead. 228 00:16:27,800 --> 00:16:29,990 Right. I'm going to make another complaint. 229 00:16:30,040 --> 00:16:31,510 What now? 230 00:16:31,560 --> 00:16:33,560 Intimidating you. 231 00:16:34,720 --> 00:16:36,390 He didn't. 232 00:16:36,440 --> 00:16:37,990 We had a chat. He's a nice guy. 233 00:16:38,040 --> 00:16:39,310 He's clever. 234 00:16:39,360 --> 00:16:41,360 He's fit. 235 00:16:43,800 --> 00:16:45,630 Why are you being so cruel? 236 00:16:45,680 --> 00:16:48,870 It's because it's really hard. 237 00:16:48,920 --> 00:16:50,920 And I need you to do better. 238 00:16:59,640 --> 00:17:01,470 - Hi, kids. - Hi. 239 00:17:01,520 --> 00:17:03,520 How are you doing? 240 00:17:41,400 --> 00:17:45,560 Alex was in a relationship with a girl, Jasmine Marks. 241 00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:51,920 Her previous boyfriend was Dean Curran and it seems he was jealous. 242 00:17:53,280 --> 00:17:57,520 He'd given Alex warnings in the past which Alex had brushed aside. 243 00:17:58,640 --> 00:18:03,560 Then that evening Curran decided to take matters into his own hands. 244 00:18:04,640 --> 00:18:06,990 As you know, he turned himself in... 245 00:18:07,040 --> 00:18:09,840 .. confessed, and he's been charged with murder. 246 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:13,000 At the hearing he's pleaded guilty. 247 00:18:14,600 --> 00:18:16,230 Why did he do it? 248 00:18:16,280 --> 00:18:19,040 He's a 15-year-old with issues at home. 249 00:18:20,200 --> 00:18:23,030 He says he didn't intend to kill Alex. 250 00:18:24,280 --> 00:18:26,880 Which is probably the case, but... 251 00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:31,480 .. it provides little comfort to you. 252 00:18:34,400 --> 00:18:36,400 Do you have any other questions? 253 00:18:39,720 --> 00:18:40,960 All right. 254 00:18:42,120 --> 00:18:43,560 How do I prosecute the doctor? 255 00:18:45,880 --> 00:18:48,310 The doctor who operated on Alex. 256 00:18:48,360 --> 00:18:51,590 He told me he'd been drinking earlier that evening. 257 00:18:51,640 --> 00:18:54,750 He messed up. So if I tell you, will you investigate? 258 00:18:54,800 --> 00:18:57,510 You would do better to make a complaint through the hospital. 259 00:18:57,560 --> 00:18:59,470 He already has. 260 00:18:59,520 --> 00:19:01,910 So you... you won't do anything then? 261 00:19:01,960 --> 00:19:07,030 We'd refer to the hospital in the first instance and not pursue it, probably, 262 00:19:07,080 --> 00:19:10,710 unless there was tangible evidence of foul play or criminal negligence. 263 00:19:10,760 --> 00:19:13,270 That's what their reply said. They wouldn't pursue it. 264 00:19:13,320 --> 00:19:16,240 Thank you. That's... that's all very clear. 265 00:19:17,480 --> 00:19:19,080 Thank you. 266 00:19:31,600 --> 00:19:34,110 They said it'd take weeks to reply to this complaint. 267 00:19:34,160 --> 00:19:36,160 I got this after two days. 268 00:19:37,720 --> 00:19:39,880 They know. They're scared of this. 269 00:19:40,960 --> 00:19:42,960 You're going to be late for work. 270 00:19:52,240 --> 00:19:53,750 Well, she's resting peacefully. 271 00:19:53,800 --> 00:19:57,150 I'm going to leave her for two hours, and then come back and check on her, OK? 272 00:19:57,200 --> 00:20:00,720 - Two hours? - Yeah, everything's fine. She's doing very well. 273 00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:14,800 - Thank you. - All right. Bye-bye now. See you soon. 274 00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:30,320 OK... 275 00:20:35,800 --> 00:20:37,800 Daniel Bowker? 276 00:20:40,120 --> 00:20:42,120 Come through. 277 00:20:49,320 --> 00:20:51,320 My son died a month ago. 278 00:20:53,160 --> 00:20:54,910 Cancer. 279 00:20:54,960 --> 00:20:57,830 I am sorry. 280 00:20:57,880 --> 00:20:59,470 Erm... 281 00:20:59,520 --> 00:21:03,510 I've been trying to find someone to blame. 282 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:05,560 That's understandable. 283 00:21:06,680 --> 00:21:10,840 I don't sleep because I'm anxious and when I do sleep, I dream of Alex. 284 00:21:13,120 --> 00:21:17,150 He needs me, he's in trouble, and I'm not there. 285 00:21:17,200 --> 00:21:18,600 Yes. 286 00:21:19,640 --> 00:21:22,830 I suppose what I'm really worried about is my family falling apart. 287 00:21:22,880 --> 00:21:26,320 I mean, your family, it's the most important thing. 288 00:21:27,400 --> 00:21:29,270 Isn't it? 289 00:21:29,320 --> 00:21:31,320 Often, yes. 290 00:21:33,560 --> 00:21:35,070 You have other children? 291 00:21:35,120 --> 00:21:39,830 Catherine is nine and Mark, he's seven. 292 00:21:39,880 --> 00:21:41,190 How are they coping? 293 00:21:43,040 --> 00:21:44,790 Do you have kids? 294 00:21:44,840 --> 00:21:46,600 Yes. 295 00:21:49,640 --> 00:21:51,630 How do you think you're managing? 296 00:21:51,680 --> 00:21:53,270 With what's happened? 297 00:21:55,560 --> 00:22:00,060 Well, I think Alex would still be here today if he'd been lucky enough to have a better doctor. 298 00:22:01,000 --> 00:22:02,520 I see. 299 00:22:07,240 --> 00:22:09,790 I'm sorry. I've never spoken to anyone like this before. 300 00:22:09,840 --> 00:22:13,080 It's quite... erm... intense, isn't it? 301 00:22:15,920 --> 00:22:17,520 Do you want to take your coat off? 302 00:22:18,560 --> 00:22:19,840 Yeah. 303 00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:25,990 Do you want me to hang it for you? 304 00:22:26,040 --> 00:22:29,310 Yeah. No! It's just... a shit coat, anyway. 305 00:22:29,360 --> 00:22:31,000 I've had it ages. 306 00:22:34,560 --> 00:22:36,000 All right. 307 00:22:38,520 --> 00:22:43,190 My wife... thinks I'm mad to blame the doctor. 308 00:22:43,240 --> 00:22:46,870 Well, obviously there is a possibility the doctor did make a mistake, 309 00:22:46,920 --> 00:22:52,630 but... without knowing the details I'd say it's... it's very rare. 310 00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:54,670 Especially in cancer care. 311 00:22:54,720 --> 00:22:58,230 They've said nothing went wrong but they can't be sure about that, can they? 312 00:22:58,280 --> 00:23:02,750 Consultants working in these areas treat patients in life and death situations all the time. 313 00:23:02,800 --> 00:23:06,870 They tend to be self-critical, very conscientious, 314 00:23:06,920 --> 00:23:11,110 and rigorous to uncover the truth if they think there's been a mistake. 315 00:23:11,160 --> 00:23:13,350 You sound like one of them. 316 00:23:13,400 --> 00:23:18,310 But if you have concerns, you are absolutely right to pursue them. 317 00:23:18,360 --> 00:23:20,350 That is your duty as a father. 318 00:23:20,400 --> 00:23:22,710 You shouldn't feel bad about that. 319 00:23:22,760 --> 00:23:24,950 I just want it to be fair. 320 00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:27,230 You know, if something went wrong, I should know. 321 00:23:27,280 --> 00:23:28,550 Of course. 322 00:23:28,600 --> 00:23:30,600 Any parent would feel the same. 323 00:23:34,880 --> 00:23:37,380 You find it hard to accept what they're telling you? 324 00:23:44,440 --> 00:23:46,140 You don't look like a psychiatrist. 325 00:23:48,920 --> 00:23:51,110 What do you think a psychiatrist looks like? 326 00:23:51,160 --> 00:23:53,710 Length of your skirt, your neckline. 327 00:23:53,760 --> 00:23:55,350 It's all there to garner attention. 328 00:23:55,400 --> 00:23:59,150 I'm sorry, but it makes me concerned that you might not be serious. 329 00:23:59,200 --> 00:24:01,200 I can assure you, I am. 330 00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:05,710 The anxiety, the depression. 331 00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:08,630 You're displaying exactly the symptoms I would expect to see 332 00:24:08,680 --> 00:24:10,680 from a man who has just lost a child. 333 00:24:11,680 --> 00:24:14,950 This is your brain doing exactly what it should be doing. 334 00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:17,870 I don't think so. I don't think my brain would be doing this 335 00:24:17,920 --> 00:24:21,390 if the authorities had investigated my son's death properly. 336 00:24:21,440 --> 00:24:25,030 As they would if it was the son of someone that they thought was more important. 337 00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:28,110 Prime Minister's son or whatever. David Beckham, Rupert Murdoch. 338 00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:31,670 If I was one of those people, it would be completely different. Wouldn't it? 339 00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:34,790 Or even if I was on Twitter and had loads of followers or whatever. 340 00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:37,870 Maybe that would make a difference, but I haven't got time for that. 341 00:24:37,920 --> 00:24:40,270 So, I'm just... 342 00:24:40,320 --> 00:24:42,120 Just me. 343 00:24:44,800 --> 00:24:47,240 And the system moves on, leaves Alex behind. 344 00:24:51,760 --> 00:24:56,280 One of the consequences of losing him is that I don't find my wife attractive any more. 345 00:24:57,520 --> 00:25:01,840 I... I think I still love her, but she just reminds me of... 346 00:25:05,800 --> 00:25:08,040 - I can tell you anything? - Of course. 347 00:25:10,160 --> 00:25:14,830 I've found myself... becoming attracted to other women. 348 00:25:14,880 --> 00:25:17,150 I think about other women a lot. Is that normal? 349 00:25:17,200 --> 00:25:19,830 Normal isn't a particularly useful term. 350 00:25:19,880 --> 00:25:22,350 I just want to know if there's something wrong with me. 351 00:25:22,400 --> 00:25:26,070 You're responding to a terrible and shocking event. 352 00:25:26,120 --> 00:25:28,520 It is going to have a profound effect on you. 353 00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:33,710 - Can I be honest with you? - Yes. 354 00:25:33,760 --> 00:25:39,200 I'm sitting here right now and thinking that I'd... quite like to have sex with you. 355 00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:41,830 I see. 356 00:25:41,880 --> 00:25:44,960 Sorry... to say it like that... 357 00:25:46,360 --> 00:25:49,480 .. but the truth is... is quite important to me at the moment. 358 00:25:53,520 --> 00:25:54,630 Dan... 359 00:25:54,680 --> 00:25:57,150 How much do your clothes cost? 360 00:25:57,200 --> 00:25:58,310 - I can't... - Roughly. 361 00:25:58,360 --> 00:26:01,150 - I really couldn't say. - What you're wearing right now 362 00:26:01,200 --> 00:26:04,950 probably costs as much as my family spends on clothes in a whole year. 363 00:26:05,000 --> 00:26:08,030 Dan, what have you got in your pocket? 364 00:26:08,080 --> 00:26:09,200 Fucking thing! 365 00:26:10,560 --> 00:26:11,670 What? 366 00:26:12,720 --> 00:26:15,430 I'm... I'm sorry. I just... 367 00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:17,080 I just wanted to check the time. 368 00:26:18,920 --> 00:26:20,910 Sorry. 369 00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:23,310 Look, I'm... I'm... 370 00:26:23,360 --> 00:26:26,230 Really... I am. I'm sorry. 371 00:26:26,280 --> 00:26:28,630 Please. 372 00:26:28,680 --> 00:26:31,080 Can we... Can we just carry on? 373 00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:34,990 Yes. 374 00:26:35,040 --> 00:26:36,200 Yes, OK. 375 00:26:59,760 --> 00:27:01,070 So she's stable? 376 00:27:01,120 --> 00:27:02,910 Well, she isn't in any pain. 377 00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:05,430 It was quite a fall and at her age, it's quite a trauma. 378 00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:08,110 - I'm asking if she'll be all right. - At this stage I can't say 379 00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:10,670 - what the lasting effects will be. - Isn't that your job? 380 00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:11,870 You have to trust me. 381 00:27:11,920 --> 00:27:14,590 - Then answer my question! - We're giving her the best care. 382 00:27:14,640 --> 00:27:16,790 - What are you doing? - I'm telling you about -- 383 00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:19,950 No, no. There! Your hand's tapping. You don't know you're doing it. 384 00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:22,630 - That has nothing -- - It's not what you want in a surgeon. 385 00:27:22,680 --> 00:27:25,550 Can't control your hands. Is there someone else? 386 00:27:25,600 --> 00:27:28,150 - I don't want you near her! - All right, all right. OK. 387 00:27:28,200 --> 00:27:29,350 Whatever you want. 388 00:27:29,400 --> 00:27:32,470 It's a bad decision, but up to you. Go ahead. Find someone else. 389 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,190 Hey! 390 00:27:34,240 --> 00:27:36,080 I'm fucking talking to you! 391 00:27:48,800 --> 00:27:52,390 All this training. Years of practice, millions of pounds' worth of equipment. 392 00:27:52,440 --> 00:27:53,830 Why can't they trust us? 393 00:27:53,880 --> 00:27:56,030 The people they love might die. They're scared. 394 00:27:56,080 --> 00:27:59,070 OK. What I need is a bit of understanding, a little bit of sympathy. 395 00:27:59,120 --> 00:28:01,430 Yes, so sorry, Jon. It must be awful for you. 396 00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:03,630 You can leave if you're going to stand there... 397 00:28:03,680 --> 00:28:05,830 When I started here two years ago and it was hard 398 00:28:05,880 --> 00:28:09,720 and I was crying in the corridor, you didn't give me sympathy, you told me facts. 399 00:28:10,800 --> 00:28:12,800 It helped. 400 00:28:27,760 --> 00:28:29,950 I suppose... I should go and apologise. 401 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,310 No shit. 402 00:28:32,360 --> 00:28:34,360 But calm down first. 403 00:28:38,240 --> 00:28:39,360 Sorry. 404 00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:43,720 No problem. 405 00:28:56,840 --> 00:28:59,270 I thought you were going to smash up the room. 406 00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:19,520 Still biking? 407 00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:23,350 Not as much as I used to. 408 00:29:23,400 --> 00:29:26,480 Lisa and I, we go up around Alexandra Palace, you know. 409 00:29:29,120 --> 00:29:31,990 - And climbing? Still doing that? - Yeah. Oh, yeah. 410 00:29:32,040 --> 00:29:33,790 Surprised you're not hang-gliding. 411 00:29:34,840 --> 00:29:35,840 Lisa drew the line. 412 00:29:38,160 --> 00:29:39,550 She doesn't want to lose you. 413 00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:41,430 Yeah. 414 00:29:41,480 --> 00:29:42,840 Do you want to sit down? 415 00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:53,470 So Daniel Bowker resubmitted his complaint this morning, 416 00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:56,350 saying that you visited his wife at home. 417 00:29:56,400 --> 00:29:58,200 That you intimidated her. 418 00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:00,920 Is that true? 419 00:30:01,960 --> 00:30:03,710 I went to speak to her, yes. 420 00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:05,430 It was a good conversation. 421 00:30:05,480 --> 00:30:07,880 She invited me in. I did not intimidate her. 422 00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:12,320 Why did you go? 423 00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:16,790 I wanted to check on his wellbeing. 424 00:30:16,840 --> 00:30:19,270 See why he'd got a job here. 425 00:30:19,320 --> 00:30:24,600 And she said that yes, he was suffering hugely, and she felt that he was behaving erratically. 426 00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:29,480 Right. 427 00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:33,400 And now this. Mrs Fernandez. 428 00:30:34,800 --> 00:30:38,590 Her son is quite angry at how he was treated. 429 00:30:38,640 --> 00:30:40,640 - I'm going to apologise. - Good. 430 00:30:41,640 --> 00:30:45,350 But, Jon, not a serious complaint in years and now two in a row. 431 00:30:45,400 --> 00:30:47,400 What shall we do? 432 00:30:55,720 --> 00:30:59,390 It seems it started with the death of that boy. 433 00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:01,440 And the behaviour of his father. 434 00:31:03,520 --> 00:31:05,720 - It's affecting you. - It would affect anyone. 435 00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:12,800 Matt... 436 00:31:14,760 --> 00:31:18,840 What we do here is difficult enough without someone... 437 00:31:21,520 --> 00:31:23,510 .. watching you the whole time. 438 00:31:23,560 --> 00:31:25,630 Trying to bring you down. 439 00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:28,710 Well, whatever the reason, clearly it has to stop. 440 00:31:28,760 --> 00:31:30,760 Agreed. 441 00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:34,270 I don't want to lose you either. 442 00:31:34,320 --> 00:31:36,310 So... 443 00:31:36,360 --> 00:31:38,240 .. what can we do? 444 00:31:53,720 --> 00:31:54,770 Dan, mate. 445 00:31:56,320 --> 00:31:57,970 Can we have a word? 446 00:31:58,520 --> 00:32:00,910 You know Lucy, don't you? 447 00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:02,230 We met at the interview. 448 00:32:02,280 --> 00:32:05,110 Yeah, I thought it might be a good moment, after a few days, 449 00:32:05,160 --> 00:32:06,560 to check how we're getting on? 450 00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:13,630 Well. Yeah. Erm... good, I think. No complaints so far. 451 00:32:13,680 --> 00:32:16,670 Because there are a few issues from our end. 452 00:32:16,720 --> 00:32:19,710 Erm... punctuality? 453 00:32:19,760 --> 00:32:22,030 A few minutes late yesterday. And today. 454 00:32:22,080 --> 00:32:24,670 Well, I have to drop the kids off. 455 00:32:24,720 --> 00:32:29,390 The others who work here, they haven't got children so it's... it's easier for them. 456 00:32:29,440 --> 00:32:32,280 - OK. - But that will get better. 457 00:32:33,480 --> 00:32:38,110 Also, speed of work. Erm... there's concerns there. 458 00:32:38,160 --> 00:32:39,590 Well, nothing's been said. 459 00:32:39,640 --> 00:32:44,270 We wondered if you were really happy here. 460 00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:47,230 Sorry, but what has me being happy got to do with it? 461 00:32:47,280 --> 00:32:49,870 I'm fine. I do the work, that's all. 462 00:32:49,920 --> 00:32:51,990 Well, maybe this is the misunderstanding. 463 00:32:52,040 --> 00:32:55,950 Because we want our employees to take pride in their work, 464 00:32:56,000 --> 00:33:01,830 to be positive in their contribution, so that's not all there is, really. 465 00:33:01,880 --> 00:33:05,990 I'm not being funny but it's... it's making coffee and giving it to people. 466 00:33:06,040 --> 00:33:09,270 I am polite. I get it all done. 467 00:33:09,320 --> 00:33:11,910 And if you're talking about pride in my work, 468 00:33:11,960 --> 00:33:15,070 then, yeah, it's important to me that I do the very best I can. 469 00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:19,310 To... to deliver the service as I've been trained to do. 470 00:33:19,360 --> 00:33:25,240 But please don't demean me by making me pretend that it's complicated. 471 00:33:26,400 --> 00:33:30,040 Look, maybe we should call it a day. What do you think? 472 00:33:31,360 --> 00:33:34,000 - From...? - From you working here. 473 00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:39,670 We think that's best. 474 00:33:39,720 --> 00:33:42,000 For you as well. 475 00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:48,190 Has someone been talking to you? The hospital. Has one of the bosses said something? 476 00:33:48,240 --> 00:33:50,990 - About what, you? - Yeah. About getting rid of me. 477 00:33:51,040 --> 00:33:52,950 No. We have full control over who we hire. 478 00:33:53,000 --> 00:33:55,710 So it's just a coincidence, is it? That I make a complaint... 479 00:33:55,760 --> 00:33:58,430 I don't know anything about that. 480 00:33:58,480 --> 00:34:00,720 I've got two kids. I can't be out of work. 481 00:34:01,880 --> 00:34:03,400 Sorry. 482 00:34:08,520 --> 00:34:10,590 Do you want me to stay until the end of the week? 483 00:34:10,640 --> 00:34:14,480 We actually wondered if it might be better just... 484 00:34:25,480 --> 00:34:27,310 So... holiday. 485 00:34:27,360 --> 00:34:31,630 Your dad thought it was a really good idea if we booked something for later on in the year. 486 00:34:31,680 --> 00:34:32,830 And I agree. 487 00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:34,880 Once your exams are over. 488 00:34:36,480 --> 00:34:38,350 So I have a shortlist. 489 00:34:38,400 --> 00:34:40,910 Seychelles, Barbados, Florida. 490 00:34:40,960 --> 00:34:42,710 I think we need some sun. 491 00:34:42,760 --> 00:34:46,470 Well, actually, I was going to say, I might take a holiday in a couple of weeks. 492 00:34:46,520 --> 00:34:48,430 Once school stops? 493 00:34:48,480 --> 00:34:51,710 School is stopping so that you can revise. 494 00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:55,150 Yeah, but I haven't had the time to see Kate properly in ages. 495 00:34:55,200 --> 00:34:56,310 Thank you. 496 00:34:56,360 --> 00:35:00,630 - Why don't you wait till the exams are finished? - You can't work all the time! 497 00:35:00,680 --> 00:35:03,070 You understand. Mum said you were stressed. 498 00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:05,590 - Did she? - That work was hard. 499 00:35:05,640 --> 00:35:08,110 Well, it was. But it's better now. 500 00:35:08,160 --> 00:35:11,390 - It's better? - Yeah. We've sorted out the problem, I think. 501 00:35:11,440 --> 00:35:13,440 - It's done. - That's good. 502 00:35:15,480 --> 00:35:17,990 Sweetheart, you only get one shot at these exams. 503 00:35:18,040 --> 00:35:21,070 You only get one shot with a person too. 504 00:35:21,120 --> 00:35:22,350 I'm sorry, but I'm doing it. 505 00:35:22,400 --> 00:35:26,310 Ooh, that is not how we speak in this house. 506 00:35:26,360 --> 00:35:27,710 Ultimatums. 507 00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:29,470 We will discuss it. 508 00:35:29,520 --> 00:35:31,030 Fine, we'll discuss it. 509 00:35:31,080 --> 00:35:33,080 - OK. - And then I'm doing it. 510 00:35:35,600 --> 00:35:37,470 Back to my question. 511 00:35:37,520 --> 00:35:41,190 Seychelles, Barbados, Florida? 512 00:35:41,240 --> 00:35:42,430 Barbados. 513 00:35:42,480 --> 00:35:43,590 Obviously. 514 00:35:43,640 --> 00:35:46,070 See, I knew you were going to say that! 515 00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:48,430 That... is what I thought. 516 00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:50,480 Oh! No way! 517 00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:50,910 Did you have a good time? 518 00:36:50,960 --> 00:36:52,470 Yeah. 519 00:36:52,520 --> 00:36:53,710 Where did you go? 520 00:36:53,760 --> 00:36:55,760 - Just had a drink. - Who with? 521 00:36:56,840 --> 00:37:00,230 You said you were going out. I thought you were meeting a friend. 522 00:37:00,280 --> 00:37:01,950 I bought you a dress. 523 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:03,710 Really? 524 00:37:03,760 --> 00:37:05,760 Yeah. 525 00:37:07,120 --> 00:37:09,070 Put it on. 526 00:37:09,120 --> 00:37:10,230 Why? 527 00:37:10,280 --> 00:37:12,270 Because I want to have sex. 528 00:37:12,320 --> 00:37:14,400 It's sexy, I want you to wear it for me. 529 00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:20,760 - You're drunk. - Yeah, but I'm making an effort. 530 00:37:21,960 --> 00:37:25,360 I want you to put that on and I want us to fuck each other. Come on. 531 00:37:27,000 --> 00:37:29,920 - Are you feeling better? - Yeah. I'm just... I just... 532 00:37:31,280 --> 00:37:33,280 Heels as well. Here you are. Come on. 533 00:37:55,280 --> 00:37:58,070 You seem happier. 534 00:37:58,120 --> 00:38:00,120 Yeah. 535 00:38:01,360 --> 00:38:03,990 Yeah. 536 00:38:04,040 --> 00:38:08,350 We... erm... We sorted a few things out at work. 537 00:38:08,400 --> 00:38:10,400 Mm. 538 00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:14,400 Good. 539 00:38:46,680 --> 00:38:48,680 Was it expensive? 540 00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:54,800 Yeah. 541 00:39:16,640 --> 00:39:19,350 - You want this? - Yeah. 542 00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:21,470 - Are you sure? - Yeah. 543 00:39:21,520 --> 00:39:23,510 - Ssh. - Shit! 544 00:39:23,560 --> 00:39:25,560 It's all right. 545 00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:28,150 - It's OK... - Stop. 546 00:39:28,200 --> 00:39:29,670 Let's just stop, just stop. 547 00:39:29,720 --> 00:39:31,030 - It's all right. - Shut up. 548 00:39:31,080 --> 00:39:32,310 - It's all right. - Shut up. 549 00:39:32,360 --> 00:39:35,030 I am allowed to speak. 550 00:39:35,080 --> 00:39:36,990 - I lost my job. - What?! 551 00:39:37,040 --> 00:39:39,750 Lost my job. 552 00:39:39,800 --> 00:39:40,910 Why? 553 00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:43,550 Somebody mentioned the complaint. 554 00:39:43,600 --> 00:39:47,030 - So now I'm a trouble-causer so... - We can't afford for you to be out of work. 555 00:39:47,080 --> 00:39:48,990 You know that. It's simple. 556 00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:50,870 So you're pissed off with me now, are you? 557 00:39:50,920 --> 00:39:52,920 Dan, I... 558 00:39:53,920 --> 00:39:55,790 Yeah. 559 00:39:55,840 --> 00:39:57,750 Yeah, yeah, I am. 560 00:39:57,800 --> 00:40:00,150 Why can't you just deal with it like everyone else? 561 00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:03,520 - Say it is shit, what happened and -- - Because he's lying! 562 00:40:04,680 --> 00:40:07,870 And nobody wants to do anything about it. 563 00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:10,310 Alex would still be alive and he knows that! 564 00:40:10,360 --> 00:40:13,430 I've had enough! You are breaking us. 565 00:40:13,480 --> 00:40:16,190 You don't talk to the kids. You don't talk to me. 566 00:40:16,240 --> 00:40:18,990 We don't have a relationship. And now you've lost your job. 567 00:40:19,040 --> 00:40:22,230 You need to do something to sort it out in your head. 568 00:40:22,280 --> 00:40:24,950 Or you're going to lose everything, do you understand? 569 00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:27,270 Me, the house, and the kids. 570 00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:29,310 I'm not going to sit here while you fuck us up! 571 00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:31,880 So you do whatever you need to do to sort it out. 572 00:40:33,080 --> 00:40:34,310 Fuck! 573 00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:36,360 Sleep downstairs. 574 00:41:26,480 --> 00:41:33,390 We work in high-pressure environments and your choices can save lives in the moment. 575 00:41:33,440 --> 00:41:35,140 Yes, you can make a real difference. 576 00:41:55,520 --> 00:41:57,270 Morning. 577 00:41:57,320 --> 00:42:02,150 So we're all agreed: a short weekend with Kate before the exams. 578 00:42:02,200 --> 00:42:03,390 - Two days, OK? - Mm. 579 00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:08,320 Then we've all got Barbados to look forward to when you are done. 580 00:42:28,440 --> 00:42:32,470 I know we had the conversation last night but I spoke to Kate this morning 581 00:42:32,520 --> 00:42:35,670 and... we don't want to just do a weekend. 582 00:42:35,720 --> 00:42:37,710 I'm going to do a gap year with her. 583 00:42:37,760 --> 00:42:40,390 Put everything on hold and go travelling round the world. 584 00:42:40,440 --> 00:42:41,630 - But last night... - No... 585 00:42:41,680 --> 00:42:44,830 I know you don't like the idea of a gap year but it's what I want to do. 586 00:42:44,880 --> 00:42:46,880 OK? Bye. 587 00:43:06,240 --> 00:43:08,670 Bye. High five. 588 00:43:08,720 --> 00:43:09,950 - See you, Dad. - Bye. 589 00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:12,000 See you, Dad. 590 00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:48,590 Yeah, I'm single. And after this, I am staying that way. 591 00:43:48,640 --> 00:43:52,510 I said to him: it's your problem if you put a ten-year-old picture up on your profile, 592 00:43:52,560 --> 00:43:55,230 'cos when I see you I'm just going to turn round and walk away. 593 00:43:55,280 --> 00:43:57,280 Do you know what I mean? 594 00:44:01,360 --> 00:44:02,990 - Do you know what I mean? - Yes. 595 00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:06,590 Yeah, so I don't know if I'm going to do it any more. 596 00:44:06,640 --> 00:44:08,640 It's a fool's errand. 597 00:44:09,720 --> 00:44:13,510 We are so pleased at the progress you've made. You've exceeded our expectations. 598 00:44:13,560 --> 00:44:16,110 Thank you. I'm... I'm sorry I didn't trust you. 599 00:44:16,160 --> 00:44:17,670 I was worried. 600 00:44:17,720 --> 00:44:20,150 Of course. No problem at all. 601 00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:22,230 All the best. 602 00:44:22,280 --> 00:44:24,270 - All good? - Mm-hm. Transferring down now. 603 00:44:24,320 --> 00:44:27,790 - Should be at home in a couple of days. - You seem so much better. What changed? 604 00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:29,840 It's a beautiful day. 605 00:44:49,680 --> 00:44:50,480 Hi. 606 00:45:38,560 --> 00:45:39,530 Hi.