1 00:01:17,010 --> 00:01:18,050 Hello? 2 00:01:23,570 --> 00:01:24,610 Who's here? 3 00:02:42,130 --> 00:02:43,170 Mr Dean! 4 00:02:49,050 --> 00:02:51,130 Ewan! What are you doing? 5 00:02:56,530 --> 00:02:58,329 Mr Dean? 6 00:02:58,330 --> 00:02:59,490 No! 7 00:03:01,010 --> 00:03:02,450 No, no, no, no! 8 00:03:42,156 --> 00:03:45,563 *CREDITS* 9 00:04:14,770 --> 00:04:16,489 Mum. Hi. 10 00:04:16,490 --> 00:04:19,249 You all right? I thought it was just going to go on voice mail. 11 00:04:19,250 --> 00:04:21,089 Yeah. 12 00:04:21,090 --> 00:04:22,130 Sorry. I, erm... 13 00:04:24,010 --> 00:04:25,729 I had a late rehearsal. 14 00:04:25,730 --> 00:04:26,889 Well, I'm here now, so... 15 00:04:26,890 --> 00:04:28,689 I thought we were meeting at nine. 16 00:04:28,690 --> 00:04:29,930 I'm so sorry. 17 00:04:32,650 --> 00:04:34,369 Tilly. 18 00:04:34,370 --> 00:04:36,249 Be there... I'll be over in ten. 19 00:04:36,250 --> 00:04:38,770 - OK? - All right, I'll put the order in. 20 00:04:41,650 --> 00:04:44,130 Morning. How do you like your eggs? 21 00:04:49,450 --> 00:04:50,650 You look tired, Tilly. 22 00:04:51,730 --> 00:04:54,089 Well, it's been a big week. 23 00:04:54,090 --> 00:04:56,529 Mm, I heard you on the radio. 24 00:04:56,530 --> 00:04:58,650 Oh, first class, you were. 25 00:05:01,330 --> 00:05:05,529 Mind you, that interviewer, calling your playing faddish, I... 26 00:05:05,530 --> 00:05:07,569 Mum, a bit of controversy is good. 27 00:05:07,570 --> 00:05:08,610 Gets me noticed. 28 00:05:10,410 --> 00:05:12,449 You know what I'm like before your shows. 29 00:05:12,450 --> 00:05:14,849 Well, you'd think it was me that had to perform. 30 00:05:14,850 --> 00:05:15,890 It's fine. 31 00:05:18,770 --> 00:05:20,050 We can be nervous together. 32 00:05:22,650 --> 00:05:25,209 I've got to go, that's my car, 33 00:05:25,210 --> 00:05:28,289 they need me early for the sound check with the recording thing... 34 00:05:28,290 --> 00:05:29,330 You're so tall. 35 00:05:32,810 --> 00:05:35,649 I think I've been this height for about eight years. 36 00:05:35,650 --> 00:05:38,210 Maybe you're getting shorter. 37 00:05:39,250 --> 00:05:42,689 Do you remember when you first started with Mrs Girard 38 00:05:42,690 --> 00:05:44,569 and we used to go to that curry place 39 00:05:44,570 --> 00:05:46,369 after you'd finished your lessons? 40 00:05:46,370 --> 00:05:49,249 Oh, Empress of India. You'd always get me a mango lassi. 41 00:05:49,250 --> 00:05:52,410 I was walking past the other day, they're still open... 42 00:05:53,490 --> 00:05:57,209 so I... I went in and I booked us a table for lunch tomorrow. 43 00:05:57,210 --> 00:05:58,849 Tomorrow? 44 00:05:58,850 --> 00:06:02,329 - Oh, you're busy? - Oh. No, erm... 45 00:06:02,330 --> 00:06:03,969 No, no, no, I can shift some stuff. 46 00:06:03,970 --> 00:06:06,089 - Are you sure? - Yeah, of course. 47 00:06:06,090 --> 00:06:08,129 Wouldn't want to miss out on a mango lassi. 48 00:06:08,130 --> 00:06:09,849 I've got to go, the car's waiting. 49 00:06:09,850 --> 00:06:10,890 Oh! 50 00:06:14,250 --> 00:06:15,769 Tilly. 51 00:06:15,770 --> 00:06:17,129 Have you started smoking again? 52 00:06:17,130 --> 00:06:18,170 No. 53 00:06:31,370 --> 00:06:33,969 So he made you breakfast? 54 00:06:33,970 --> 00:06:35,969 Many would consider that positive. 55 00:06:35,970 --> 00:06:39,169 He went through my fridge and used all my kitchen stuff. 56 00:06:39,170 --> 00:06:41,089 That's so intimate. 57 00:06:41,090 --> 00:06:43,169 And shagging him wasn't? 58 00:06:43,170 --> 00:06:45,610 You sort of expect them just to slink away in the morning. 59 00:06:46,650 --> 00:06:49,769 Not hang around to make hollandaise sauce. 60 00:06:49,770 --> 00:06:51,689 What a sordid life you lead. 61 00:06:51,690 --> 00:06:53,249 I had to chase him out in the end. 62 00:06:53,250 --> 00:06:55,489 I made up this excuse about a doctor's appointment. 63 00:06:55,490 --> 00:06:57,570 You know we can hear every word you're saying. 64 00:06:59,010 --> 00:07:03,369 Well... I'm glad that you've got your one thrill for the week, Dave. 65 00:07:03,370 --> 00:07:07,450 And as much as I need those thrills, can I just have some music instead? 66 00:09:50,090 --> 00:09:52,089 So... 67 00:09:52,090 --> 00:09:53,329 your mum. 68 00:09:53,330 --> 00:09:54,570 You tell her about New York? 69 00:09:56,010 --> 00:09:59,249 I will tonight. Yeah, after the show. 70 00:09:59,250 --> 00:10:00,410 She should be glad for you. 71 00:10:02,210 --> 00:10:03,250 She will be. 72 00:10:45,730 --> 00:10:47,450 It's an incredible opportunity, Mum. 73 00:10:49,730 --> 00:10:51,089 And, er... 74 00:10:51,090 --> 00:10:52,330 And it's only for a year. 75 00:10:53,610 --> 00:10:55,250 So I'll be back before you know it. 76 00:10:57,490 --> 00:10:59,289 Even if you could afford to relocate, 77 00:10:59,290 --> 00:11:01,330 this is something that I want to do on my own. 78 00:11:04,290 --> 00:11:05,330 It's a big crowd. 79 00:11:07,130 --> 00:11:08,170 Ready? 80 00:11:11,250 --> 00:11:12,290 No. 81 00:11:13,570 --> 00:11:14,610 I'm not. 82 00:11:54,570 --> 00:11:55,610 Matilda? 83 00:11:56,890 --> 00:11:58,570 Mum! You gave me a scare. 84 00:12:00,170 --> 00:12:01,810 What on earth are you doing here? 85 00:12:04,810 --> 00:12:06,849 I'm so sorry. 86 00:12:06,850 --> 00:12:07,890 Mum. 87 00:12:09,130 --> 00:12:10,170 What's wrong? 88 00:12:13,370 --> 00:12:14,410 Why...? 89 00:12:15,570 --> 00:12:17,729 Mum, for God's sake, I'm on stage soon. 90 00:12:17,730 --> 00:12:18,810 I have... 91 00:12:20,530 --> 00:12:21,730 Mum? 92 00:12:29,770 --> 00:12:30,810 Mum, what are you...? 93 00:13:25,130 --> 00:13:26,450 What are you doing? 94 00:13:29,370 --> 00:13:30,490 Mum. 95 00:13:36,410 --> 00:13:37,729 Mum. 96 00:13:37,730 --> 00:13:38,770 Mama? 97 00:13:41,570 --> 00:13:42,610 Are you drunk? 98 00:14:04,130 --> 00:14:06,169 Mum. Jesus. 99 00:14:06,170 --> 00:14:09,050 No, Mum, Mum! MUM! 100 00:14:10,570 --> 00:14:11,610 Mum! 101 00:14:14,850 --> 00:14:16,370 It's all right. It's all right. 102 00:14:17,410 --> 00:14:18,450 It's all right. 103 00:14:22,090 --> 00:14:23,290 Help! 104 00:16:14,090 --> 00:16:15,209 Thank you. 105 00:16:15,210 --> 00:16:17,329 You ever know of your mum to have mood swings? 106 00:16:17,330 --> 00:16:18,889 - No. - Get depressed? 107 00:16:18,890 --> 00:16:20,529 No. 108 00:16:20,530 --> 00:16:22,769 She could be nervy, but no. 109 00:16:22,770 --> 00:16:25,449 So, yesterday morning, when you had breakfast with her...? 110 00:16:25,450 --> 00:16:27,769 She was fine. She was... 111 00:16:27,770 --> 00:16:29,330 excited about my concert. 112 00:16:30,810 --> 00:16:33,050 Were you aware that she was taking antidepressants? 113 00:16:37,050 --> 00:16:38,569 We contacted her doctor. 114 00:16:38,570 --> 00:16:42,049 He prescribed them for acute anxiety. 115 00:16:42,050 --> 00:16:45,529 It's not uncommon for people to hide 116 00:16:45,530 --> 00:16:47,410 this sort of thing from their family. 117 00:16:50,210 --> 00:16:52,289 So that's what did it? 118 00:16:52,290 --> 00:16:54,089 The pills? 119 00:16:54,090 --> 00:16:56,769 She took too many or she mixed them with wine or...? 120 00:16:56,770 --> 00:16:58,529 Toxicology said no. 121 00:16:58,530 --> 00:17:02,329 No drugs or alcohol in her system aside from the standard dose of that 122 00:17:02,330 --> 00:17:03,970 - medication. - Then what was it? 123 00:17:04,930 --> 00:17:09,729 Like I said, she was being treated for persistent anxiety and... 124 00:17:09,730 --> 00:17:12,609 She cut her throat right in front of me. 125 00:17:12,610 --> 00:17:14,849 You're telling me that it was because she was anxious? 126 00:17:14,850 --> 00:17:17,769 Have you ever seen anyone do anything like that ever? 127 00:17:17,770 --> 00:17:20,329 - Tilly, she's just telling... - No, we're talking about my mum 128 00:17:20,330 --> 00:17:21,929 and I want her to answer me. 129 00:17:21,930 --> 00:17:23,850 People do cut themselves, obviously. 130 00:17:25,370 --> 00:17:29,049 But, no, I haven't seen anything exactly like what your mother did 131 00:17:29,050 --> 00:17:31,130 and I'm so sorry that you had to see it. 132 00:17:33,130 --> 00:17:35,370 I should leave, give you some privacy. 133 00:17:36,530 --> 00:17:41,009 If anything more comes to light, I will contact you immediately. 134 00:17:41,010 --> 00:17:43,210 And again I'm sorry for your loss. 135 00:17:49,810 --> 00:17:52,569 How did my mum know that I was going to be there? 136 00:17:52,570 --> 00:17:53,610 At the stage door. 137 00:17:55,850 --> 00:17:58,289 - She couldn't have. - Then why did she wait for me? 138 00:17:58,290 --> 00:17:59,529 It's just coincidence. 139 00:17:59,530 --> 00:18:01,930 - What else could it be? - There must be a reason. 140 00:20:01,890 --> 00:20:04,050 Bad dream, love? 141 00:20:05,410 --> 00:20:07,330 - You need to go. - Sorry? 142 00:20:09,290 --> 00:20:10,330 Please just go. 143 00:23:22,694 --> 00:23:25,801 _ 144 00:23:35,441 --> 00:23:37,241 _ 145 00:23:58,050 --> 00:24:00,289 On the 24th of March, 1994, 146 00:24:00,290 --> 00:24:01,889 four-year-old Carys Howell 147 00:24:01,890 --> 00:24:04,529 disappeared from the children's park in sleepy 148 00:24:04,530 --> 00:24:05,809 Penllynith, Wales. 149 00:24:05,810 --> 00:24:09,249 Despite an extensive hunt and a police investigation, 150 00:24:09,250 --> 00:24:12,889 which often focused on her parents, Rose and Sean Howell, 151 00:24:12,890 --> 00:24:15,889 no clue to Carys' whereabouts was ever found. 152 00:24:15,890 --> 00:24:19,730 Five years on, Carys' disappearance continues to raise profound... 153 00:24:21,210 --> 00:24:24,249 When you called, you mentioned the Carys Howell case. 154 00:24:24,250 --> 00:24:25,530 I pulled the file. 155 00:24:26,730 --> 00:24:29,649 I don't think anyone's touched it in 20 years. 156 00:24:29,650 --> 00:24:31,129 So they never found her, then? 157 00:24:31,130 --> 00:24:32,929 No. 158 00:24:32,930 --> 00:24:36,169 There was a number for the missing girl's parents. 159 00:24:36,170 --> 00:24:38,449 I tried it. Disconnected. 160 00:24:38,450 --> 00:24:40,889 The chief investigating officer retired. 161 00:24:40,890 --> 00:24:43,129 You could track them down, though, right? 162 00:24:43,130 --> 00:24:44,849 If you wanted to. 163 00:24:44,850 --> 00:24:46,809 Matilda, can I ask - 164 00:24:46,810 --> 00:24:48,130 why did you ask me about this? 165 00:24:50,810 --> 00:24:54,169 Because I thought photos of the missing girl's mother, 166 00:24:54,170 --> 00:24:55,649 they could be evidence. 167 00:24:55,650 --> 00:24:56,690 Of what? 168 00:25:02,770 --> 00:25:03,810 I just... 169 00:25:06,530 --> 00:25:08,610 I can't understand why my mum would've... 170 00:25:10,850 --> 00:25:12,050 ..collected all of these. 171 00:25:13,410 --> 00:25:16,329 People see cases like this on the news, 172 00:25:16,330 --> 00:25:19,129 particularly involving young children, 173 00:25:19,130 --> 00:25:20,769 and they get emotionally involved. 174 00:25:20,770 --> 00:25:23,410 But she... she wasn't just watching on TV. 175 00:25:24,370 --> 00:25:27,089 She was there in that town, taking photos. 176 00:25:27,090 --> 00:25:29,649 We don't know that she took them herself. 177 00:25:29,650 --> 00:25:32,009 Where did she get them, then? 178 00:25:32,010 --> 00:25:34,089 She worked at a bloody Tesco. 179 00:25:34,090 --> 00:25:36,810 Maybe she had a connection to this town. 180 00:25:38,610 --> 00:25:39,810 She was from Manchester. 181 00:25:41,450 --> 00:25:43,849 She never mentioned anything about Wales. 182 00:25:43,850 --> 00:25:47,569 Still, she could have had family there. Or friends. 183 00:25:47,570 --> 00:25:48,610 I don't know. 184 00:25:51,770 --> 00:25:55,209 Her parents died before I was born, and if she had any other family, 185 00:25:55,210 --> 00:25:57,369 she wasn't in touch with them. 186 00:25:57,370 --> 00:25:58,970 So growing up, it was just you two. 187 00:26:00,570 --> 00:26:01,610 And now it's just you. 188 00:26:04,250 --> 00:26:06,649 I'm sorry, Matilda. 189 00:26:06,650 --> 00:26:09,969 I do appreciate you coming in today, but 190 00:26:09,970 --> 00:26:11,810 I just don't think this is a police matter. 191 00:27:10,349 --> 00:27:12,323 _ 192 00:27:13,119 --> 00:27:15,240 _ 193 00:27:15,490 --> 00:27:17,289 Honestly? 194 00:27:17,290 --> 00:27:20,170 I'm not even sure it is Rose Howell in these photographs. 195 00:27:22,970 --> 00:27:24,809 I knew you wouldn't take this seriously. 196 00:27:24,810 --> 00:27:26,369 No, I am taking it seriously. 197 00:27:26,370 --> 00:27:28,649 No, you're not. You think I'm hysterical. 198 00:27:28,650 --> 00:27:31,769 No, I think you've been through one of the most awful things I can 199 00:27:31,770 --> 00:27:34,010 imagine and you're trying to make sense of it. 200 00:27:40,210 --> 00:27:42,649 I spoke to Renata. She says you aren't returning her calls. 201 00:27:42,650 --> 00:27:44,489 I don't feel like talking to my bloody agent. 202 00:27:44,490 --> 00:27:46,849 No, she knows you need space. She just wants to talk things 203 00:27:46,850 --> 00:27:48,969 through, make plans. 204 00:27:48,970 --> 00:27:50,689 And, er... 205 00:27:50,690 --> 00:27:52,249 I know this sounds mercenary, 206 00:27:52,250 --> 00:27:55,809 but some of the venues that booked us have started cancelling 207 00:27:55,810 --> 00:27:58,609 and Renata's worried it might start impacting on our New York dates. 208 00:27:58,610 --> 00:28:00,530 Yeah, you're right, it sounds mercenary. 209 00:28:08,850 --> 00:28:10,850 I just can't get this stuff out of my head. 210 00:28:12,930 --> 00:28:13,970 I look at... 211 00:28:16,570 --> 00:28:19,570 I look at it and I feel like I don't even know my own mum. 212 00:28:21,130 --> 00:28:24,289 She was around for 22 years before you were even born. 213 00:28:24,290 --> 00:28:26,489 I mean, of course you don't know everything about her. 214 00:28:26,490 --> 00:28:28,769 She left this out on her bed, 215 00:28:28,770 --> 00:28:30,250 like she wanted me to find it. 216 00:28:31,970 --> 00:28:33,290 Why would she do that? 217 00:28:37,930 --> 00:28:39,930 It's like she was stalking these people. 218 00:28:43,050 --> 00:28:44,170 It's got to be connected. 219 00:28:46,410 --> 00:28:47,450 Doesn't it? 220 00:28:52,930 --> 00:28:54,210 Fine, let's go up there, then. 221 00:28:56,050 --> 00:28:58,250 Let's..look. 222 00:29:00,210 --> 00:29:07,529 So, London to Penllynith, four hours and 15 minutes without traffic. 223 00:29:07,530 --> 00:29:10,249 If we set off early, we could be there by midday. 224 00:29:10,250 --> 00:29:12,089 Are you serious? 225 00:29:12,090 --> 00:29:14,169 Look, I don't think these photos mean anything, 226 00:29:14,170 --> 00:29:17,169 but if it helps give you peace of mind, I say we go, sniff around, 227 00:29:17,170 --> 00:29:19,409 see what we can see. 228 00:29:19,410 --> 00:29:20,529 And if nothing comes of it, 229 00:29:20,530 --> 00:29:24,090 well, at least we got out of bloody London for a few days. 230 00:29:26,610 --> 00:29:28,290 - Good plan. - Yeah. 231 00:29:29,890 --> 00:29:30,930 Good. 232 00:29:33,690 --> 00:29:35,169 Pen... 233 00:29:35,170 --> 00:29:36,209 Penynith. 234 00:29:36,210 --> 00:29:38,370 Plllth. Plynith. 235 00:31:36,610 --> 00:31:38,570 I was hoping you'd sleep through this. 236 00:31:40,770 --> 00:31:43,529 - Where are we? - Penllynith, 237 00:31:43,530 --> 00:31:47,289 former slate capital of Wales, and it's nearly three in the afternoon. 238 00:31:47,290 --> 00:31:48,370 Google bloody Maps. 239 00:31:52,450 --> 00:31:53,890 - Are you OK? - Mm. 240 00:31:56,210 --> 00:31:59,290 - Coffee? - Your wish is my command. 241 00:32:24,250 --> 00:32:26,009 We're full. 242 00:32:26,010 --> 00:32:28,089 - Cos of the funeral. - Ah. 243 00:32:28,090 --> 00:32:30,369 Popular fellow, was he, the deceased? 244 00:32:30,370 --> 00:32:32,969 Well, he was richer than Midas, does tend to bring them out. 245 00:32:32,970 --> 00:32:34,010 Yeah. 246 00:32:36,130 --> 00:32:39,169 We were wondering if there was anywhere else to stay in Penllynith. 247 00:32:39,170 --> 00:32:40,689 A hotel or something? 248 00:32:40,690 --> 00:32:44,609 Er, tourist information at the post office, you can ask there. 249 00:32:44,610 --> 00:32:46,849 Except it's Wednesday, so it'll be closed. 250 00:32:46,850 --> 00:32:49,929 We're actually looking for a Sean and Rose Howell. 251 00:32:49,930 --> 00:32:51,410 Do you by any chance know them? 252 00:32:53,130 --> 00:32:54,170 There is no Rose Howell. 253 00:32:55,810 --> 00:32:57,809 She's Rose Morgan now. 254 00:32:57,810 --> 00:32:59,010 She remarried? 255 00:33:01,210 --> 00:33:04,009 - Does she still live here? - Sorry, what's Rose to you? - W... 256 00:33:04,010 --> 00:33:05,930 She and my mum knew each other years ago and... 257 00:33:07,410 --> 00:33:08,929 ..my mum passed away recently 258 00:33:08,930 --> 00:33:11,850 and so I'm looking up some of her old friends. 259 00:33:14,570 --> 00:33:16,089 Your mum from round here, was she? 260 00:33:16,090 --> 00:33:17,369 No, she moved around a lot 261 00:33:17,370 --> 00:33:18,530 when she was young. 262 00:33:21,890 --> 00:33:25,289 Well, there's no point going to Rose's house, she won't be there. 263 00:33:25,290 --> 00:33:26,850 Can you tell us where she'd be? 264 00:33:28,770 --> 00:33:30,370 Mum always talked about Rose. 265 00:33:32,450 --> 00:33:34,930 And it would mean a lot to me if I could track her down. 266 00:33:38,050 --> 00:33:40,089 It's like going for a country drive 267 00:33:40,090 --> 00:33:42,610 with a character from a James Ellroy novel. 268 00:33:44,530 --> 00:33:46,849 Well, I had to say something or she wouldn't have told us. 269 00:33:46,850 --> 00:33:47,929 Hey, no, I'm impressed. 270 00:33:47,930 --> 00:33:50,770 I never imagined you had this talent for barefaced lying. 271 00:33:55,290 --> 00:33:56,330 There. 272 00:33:57,450 --> 00:34:01,889 Where then do I go from your spirit or where can I flee from your 273 00:34:01,890 --> 00:34:06,809 presence? If I climb up into heaven, you are there. 274 00:34:06,810 --> 00:34:09,970 If I make the grave my bed, you are there also. 275 00:34:11,490 --> 00:34:12,530 If I take... 276 00:34:14,810 --> 00:34:18,449 Tilly, Tilly. Are you sure this is a good idea? 277 00:34:18,450 --> 00:34:20,570 Yeah, yeah, yeah. I just want to see that she's real. 278 00:34:28,770 --> 00:34:29,810 Look. 279 00:34:35,890 --> 00:34:36,930 Yeah. 280 00:34:40,170 --> 00:34:41,210 Might be. 281 00:34:43,130 --> 00:34:44,170 OK, bye. 282 00:34:55,650 --> 00:34:56,810 Tilly, she's coming over. 283 00:35:00,930 --> 00:35:01,970 Let us pray. 284 00:35:20,450 --> 00:35:21,490 Do I know you? 285 00:35:23,370 --> 00:35:25,690 You're Rose. Rose Morgan. 286 00:35:27,610 --> 00:35:28,650 What do you want? 287 00:35:31,010 --> 00:35:32,330 My name is Matilda Gray. 288 00:35:35,330 --> 00:35:38,169 I want to talk to you. Maybe after the service we can sit down. 289 00:35:38,170 --> 00:35:39,290 Or we can talk right now. 290 00:35:47,090 --> 00:35:48,809 My mum. 291 00:35:48,810 --> 00:35:50,410 Her name was Janice Gray. 292 00:35:52,650 --> 00:35:54,410 You're going to ask me about my daughter. 293 00:35:55,370 --> 00:35:57,689 - How did you know that? - You're not wanted here. 294 00:35:57,690 --> 00:36:00,169 - Go away. - Please, please... - Tilly, we should go. - ..if you knew 295 00:36:00,170 --> 00:36:03,329 - my mum, you have to tell me w... - What's all this? 296 00:36:03,330 --> 00:36:05,929 My mum killed herself and I think that it had something to do with 297 00:36:05,930 --> 00:36:07,769 - your daughter, Carys. - What the bloody hell? 298 00:36:07,770 --> 00:36:08,809 Please, if you... 299 00:36:08,810 --> 00:36:11,609 - If you knew... - 23 years gone and you lot are still at it. 300 00:36:11,610 --> 00:36:13,049 Hounding my wife. 301 00:36:13,050 --> 00:36:15,169 - Hounding my family. - No... - Hey, hey, hey, steady on. 302 00:36:15,170 --> 00:36:16,729 - Back off, mate! - Oi! 303 00:36:16,730 --> 00:36:19,329 What is this? My uncle's dead. 304 00:36:19,330 --> 00:36:21,569 How about a bit of respect? 305 00:36:21,570 --> 00:36:22,690 I didn't start this. 306 00:36:24,050 --> 00:36:26,569 Sorry. Sorry. 307 00:36:26,570 --> 00:36:27,610 Come on, let's go. 308 00:36:32,610 --> 00:36:36,409 I haven't been knocked on my arse like that since I was at school. 309 00:36:36,410 --> 00:36:38,169 Turns out it's like riding a bike. 310 00:36:38,170 --> 00:36:39,210 You never forget how. 311 00:36:41,330 --> 00:36:43,610 You heard what she said when I mentioned Mum's name. 312 00:36:44,610 --> 00:36:47,449 She knew I was going to ask about Carys. 313 00:36:47,450 --> 00:36:50,090 - No, maybe. - Why did she tell us to go away? 314 00:36:53,850 --> 00:36:55,089 There's still the father. 315 00:36:55,090 --> 00:36:57,929 - If we can track him down... - If he doesn't tell us to piss off. 316 00:36:57,930 --> 00:36:59,649 Then we shall consider pissing off. 317 00:36:59,650 --> 00:37:01,969 But actually, right now, what we need is a place to stay. 318 00:37:01,970 --> 00:37:05,369 So I say we head to the next town, find a hotel, get some food... 319 00:37:05,370 --> 00:37:08,490 - A drink. - The finest wine that Wales has to offer. 320 00:37:10,210 --> 00:37:12,410 And then plan our move in the morning with clear heads. 321 00:37:15,610 --> 00:37:17,329 What's wrong? 322 00:37:17,330 --> 00:37:18,850 Look, it's the guy from the funeral. 323 00:37:21,570 --> 00:37:24,409 - No, don't look, don't... - You said look. 324 00:37:24,410 --> 00:37:27,009 Yeah, look, not... Oh, shit. 325 00:37:27,010 --> 00:37:28,370 He... He's coming over. 326 00:37:30,570 --> 00:37:31,810 - Hey. - Good evening. 327 00:37:33,650 --> 00:37:34,929 Are you both OK? 328 00:37:34,930 --> 00:37:36,009 Yeah. Yeah. 329 00:37:36,010 --> 00:37:38,049 My dignity's a little dented but... 330 00:37:38,050 --> 00:37:39,769 it wasn't in mint condition to begin with, 331 00:37:39,770 --> 00:37:42,050 - so I'm happy to just write it off. - It's fine. He's fine. 332 00:37:45,130 --> 00:37:46,170 I'm Nick. 333 00:37:47,850 --> 00:37:50,249 Matilda. This is Hal. 334 00:37:50,250 --> 00:37:51,290 - Hey. - Mm. 335 00:37:53,850 --> 00:37:57,130 I'm really sorry about what happened earlier. We didn't mean... 336 00:37:58,210 --> 00:37:59,569 ..to disrespect your uncle. 337 00:37:59,570 --> 00:38:02,249 Ewan was my great uncle 338 00:38:02,250 --> 00:38:05,250 and I'd never met him, so I might be able to forgive you. 339 00:38:06,330 --> 00:38:08,289 Well, erm... at least let us make it up to you. 340 00:38:08,290 --> 00:38:10,209 - We could buy you a drink or something. - Well, no, 341 00:38:10,210 --> 00:38:13,449 - we have to get moving to a hotel. - Yeah, we've got time for one drink. 342 00:38:13,450 --> 00:38:15,250 I think I might be OK for a drink. 343 00:38:16,370 --> 00:38:18,249 But I could 344 00:38:18,250 --> 00:38:20,290 really use a ride. 345 00:38:21,930 --> 00:38:23,809 Yeah. 346 00:38:23,810 --> 00:38:25,730 Yep, sure, if it's nearby. Yep. 347 00:38:35,890 --> 00:38:36,930 Well, it's right here. 348 00:38:44,770 --> 00:38:47,809 So your uncle left you the entire estate even though you never met? 349 00:38:47,810 --> 00:38:49,249 Yeah, kind of random, right? 350 00:38:49,250 --> 00:38:50,489 I remember when I was little, 351 00:38:50,490 --> 00:38:53,129 Mum would always send him these Christmas cards and get me to draw 352 00:38:53,130 --> 00:38:55,089 a picture on them. I guess my smiley 353 00:38:55,090 --> 00:38:57,889 faces left an impression. 354 00:38:57,890 --> 00:39:00,329 Hey, do you think if your mum had a picture of Ewan's house, 355 00:39:00,330 --> 00:39:02,929 that maybe she knew him? 356 00:39:02,930 --> 00:39:04,010 Erm, my mum's dead. 357 00:39:05,610 --> 00:39:07,369 I'm sorry. 358 00:39:07,370 --> 00:39:09,369 So are you planning on staying here, then, 359 00:39:09,370 --> 00:39:11,569 - in Wales? - Dunno. 360 00:39:11,570 --> 00:39:14,169 See, I've got a place in Melbourne, a wine bar. 361 00:39:14,170 --> 00:39:16,289 My partner's running it while I'm away but... 362 00:39:16,290 --> 00:39:18,170 - Hey, just left here. - Oh. - Here, here, left! 363 00:39:22,650 --> 00:39:25,329 Stuntman! 364 00:39:25,330 --> 00:39:27,649 I think a bit of notice with the directions might help. 365 00:39:27,650 --> 00:39:29,409 There's no need. We're already here. 366 00:39:29,410 --> 00:39:31,610 My... my very own mansion. 367 00:40:03,930 --> 00:40:05,689 They, er... 368 00:40:05,690 --> 00:40:06,730 They found Ewan... 369 00:40:08,650 --> 00:40:10,930 - ..just right here. - Found as in...? 370 00:40:13,370 --> 00:40:14,770 They reckon he fell off the roof. 371 00:40:16,610 --> 00:40:19,329 What on earth was he doing up there? 372 00:40:19,330 --> 00:40:21,170 Old guy living alone. 373 00:40:22,170 --> 00:40:24,409 I'd guess he'd just had enough. 374 00:40:24,410 --> 00:40:27,649 Mind you, at the funeral they said that he had lunch in town that day 375 00:40:27,650 --> 00:40:29,929 and was in good spirits, so... 376 00:40:29,930 --> 00:40:32,410 - ..who knows? - Got a ride, I see? 377 00:40:33,370 --> 00:40:35,769 I was feeling a fool not offering to drive you up here. 378 00:40:35,770 --> 00:40:38,649 Oh, don't worry about it. 379 00:40:38,650 --> 00:40:41,369 Matilda, Hal, this is Lloyd, 380 00:40:41,370 --> 00:40:45,169 he's my uncle's lawyer, and Ed, who looks after the place. 381 00:40:45,170 --> 00:40:47,250 We already met. More or less. 382 00:40:48,450 --> 00:40:49,689 Come in for that drink, eh? 383 00:40:49,690 --> 00:40:50,810 If you've got time. 384 00:41:00,530 --> 00:41:02,689 Well, I've been pinching myself all morning, 385 00:41:02,690 --> 00:41:04,490 but it looks like it's all still here. 386 00:41:05,970 --> 00:41:09,169 You know, if you need a place to stay, 387 00:41:09,170 --> 00:41:10,609 I've got eight bedrooms upstairs 388 00:41:10,610 --> 00:41:12,209 and seven of them are free. 389 00:41:12,210 --> 00:41:14,809 But six have been closed since your uncle's dad died. 390 00:41:14,810 --> 00:41:16,609 So they're a bit mildewy. 391 00:41:16,610 --> 00:41:18,489 Well, the whole country's a bit mildewy, 392 00:41:18,490 --> 00:41:20,729 so don't let that put you off. 393 00:41:20,730 --> 00:41:23,089 Erm, truth be told, I could use the company. 394 00:41:23,090 --> 00:41:27,089 It's kind of creepy staying in a big house like this all on my own. 395 00:41:27,090 --> 00:41:28,569 Yeah, well, I must head off soon, 396 00:41:28,570 --> 00:41:30,729 so perhaps we could progress the formalities. 397 00:41:30,730 --> 00:41:32,250 Ed, hand over the keys. 398 00:41:33,770 --> 00:41:37,089 All right. You've got two sets for the house... 399 00:41:37,090 --> 00:41:38,649 We don't even know this guy. 400 00:41:38,650 --> 00:41:41,169 You're not seriously thinking of staying, are you? 401 00:41:41,170 --> 00:41:43,249 My mum kept a photo of this house. 402 00:41:43,250 --> 00:41:44,769 I want to have a look around. 403 00:41:44,770 --> 00:41:47,329 How far back does the property go? 404 00:41:47,330 --> 00:41:49,169 50 yards past the tree line. 405 00:41:49,170 --> 00:41:50,410 I can show you tomorrow. 406 00:41:53,370 --> 00:41:57,489 Old Mr Dean, your uncle's dad, he loved those woods. 407 00:41:57,490 --> 00:41:59,409 Some say he's still out there, 408 00:41:59,410 --> 00:42:00,529 walking around. 409 00:42:00,530 --> 00:42:03,489 - What, his ghost? - It's rubbish, all right? 410 00:42:03,490 --> 00:42:06,490 Whatever's in those woods has been there a lot longer than Mr Dean. 411 00:42:26,250 --> 00:42:29,530 Mm-mm-mm! 412 00:42:33,490 --> 00:42:34,690 Spacious. 413 00:42:58,530 --> 00:43:01,810 How does one tell which are the mildewy rooms? 414 00:43:04,090 --> 00:43:05,970 It seems you simply follow your nose. 415 00:43:07,010 --> 00:43:08,809 Locked. 416 00:43:08,810 --> 00:43:09,850 Narrows it down. 417 00:43:25,170 --> 00:43:27,410 No. 418 00:43:30,570 --> 00:43:32,249 You're angry with me. 419 00:43:32,250 --> 00:43:34,089 Angry? Why would I be? 420 00:43:34,090 --> 00:43:35,409 Fine. 421 00:43:35,410 --> 00:43:37,609 - So who gets what? - Well, 422 00:43:37,610 --> 00:43:39,969 I wouldn't dream of allowing the lady to brave the mildew, 423 00:43:39,970 --> 00:43:43,250 so why don't you take the large room downstairs? 424 00:43:48,170 --> 00:43:49,610 Your bag's already in there. 425 00:43:51,530 --> 00:43:53,690 See you later. 426 00:43:54,850 --> 00:43:56,970 Assuming I'm not struck down with consumption. 427 00:44:08,450 --> 00:44:10,009 So when you said it was a trust, 428 00:44:10,010 --> 00:44:12,929 I thought you meant it was a tax thing. 429 00:44:12,930 --> 00:44:17,209 Well, people do establish trusts for reasons of tax minimisation. 430 00:44:17,210 --> 00:44:22,689 But not Ewan. For him, it was all about keeping the estate intact. 431 00:44:22,690 --> 00:44:24,969 Hence him appointing his sister as trustee. 432 00:44:24,970 --> 00:44:27,809 And that's Meredith, the wheelchair lady? 433 00:44:27,810 --> 00:44:30,929 Yes, she lives up at the old hunting lodge, on your property. 434 00:44:30,930 --> 00:44:33,409 So if Ewan wanted her running the place, 435 00:44:33,410 --> 00:44:35,369 why didn't he just leave it all to her? 436 00:44:35,370 --> 00:44:38,049 Well, you are the next in the direct male line 437 00:44:38,050 --> 00:44:40,529 and Ewan could be a bit of a stickler when it came to that sort 438 00:44:40,530 --> 00:44:43,169 of thing. Now, look, it's getting late and the road's a bit tricky 439 00:44:43,170 --> 00:44:45,489 - in the dark, so... - OK. Er, one more thing. 440 00:44:45,490 --> 00:44:48,049 It was kind of expensive getting out here, 441 00:44:48,050 --> 00:44:51,129 so I was hoping to access some cash. 442 00:44:51,130 --> 00:44:53,809 Well, you are the sole beneficiary of the trust, so in a sense, 443 00:44:53,810 --> 00:44:56,489 it's all yours. Only catch is, as trustee, 444 00:44:56,490 --> 00:44:58,929 your great-aunt Meredith must sign off on any expenditure, 445 00:44:58,930 --> 00:45:02,089 so I expect you want to talk to her. 446 00:45:02,090 --> 00:45:06,169 Are you planning on staying in Penllynith? 447 00:45:06,170 --> 00:45:07,969 Can't hurt. 448 00:45:07,970 --> 00:45:09,090 Get to know the territory. 449 00:46:21,690 --> 00:46:24,410 I'm supposed to protect you from that sort of rubbish. 450 00:46:27,290 --> 00:46:28,489 It's not your fault. 451 00:46:28,490 --> 00:46:29,530 It's my job. 452 00:46:32,690 --> 00:46:33,770 I will do better. 453 00:46:36,250 --> 00:46:40,649 If you ever see or hear from those people, just come straight to me. 454 00:46:40,650 --> 00:46:41,690 You understand? 455 00:46:43,450 --> 00:46:44,490 Rosie? 456 00:46:46,090 --> 00:46:47,130 Hm. 457 00:46:49,450 --> 00:46:52,010 Well, I'll make some dinner. 458 00:46:54,330 --> 00:46:58,530 And I'll telephone her, Rosie, to apologise. 459 00:47:01,570 --> 00:47:03,130 Ewan Dean always did right by us. 460 00:47:18,130 --> 00:47:19,530 Why did you go over to her? 461 00:47:22,850 --> 00:47:23,890 At the funeral. 462 00:47:26,370 --> 00:47:27,410 She was staring. 463 00:47:30,250 --> 00:47:31,290 I wanted to know why. 464 00:47:58,970 --> 00:48:02,529 Jesus. No wonder she freaked out. 465 00:48:02,530 --> 00:48:03,809 I just wanted to talk. 466 00:48:03,810 --> 00:48:05,249 I didn't mean to upset her. 467 00:48:05,250 --> 00:48:07,729 No, no, of course, I just meant... 468 00:48:07,730 --> 00:48:11,169 The whole thing sounds pretty bizarre, right? 469 00:48:11,170 --> 00:48:14,049 We're still hoping to talk to Rose's ex, Cerys' father. 470 00:48:14,050 --> 00:48:15,090 If we can find him. 471 00:48:16,970 --> 00:48:18,210 So your mum... 472 00:48:19,370 --> 00:48:21,810 - ..when did she...? - It happened on Tuesday night. 473 00:48:24,490 --> 00:48:25,810 Ewan was Monday night. 474 00:48:26,810 --> 00:48:29,169 And they were both fine in the morning. 475 00:48:29,170 --> 00:48:30,769 Weird. 476 00:48:30,770 --> 00:48:33,129 What's weird about it exactly? 477 00:48:33,130 --> 00:48:35,049 I mean, even if Uncle Ewan did commit suicide, 478 00:48:35,050 --> 00:48:38,810 and you don't know that he did, it's just coincidence, right? 479 00:48:46,450 --> 00:48:49,209 When I was little, I used to have this dream. 480 00:48:49,210 --> 00:48:50,250 A nightmare, really. 481 00:48:52,610 --> 00:48:55,650 And I could never remember it, not the details. 482 00:48:57,010 --> 00:49:01,369 But, um, now, the last week or two, I've been having it again. 483 00:49:01,370 --> 00:49:03,209 Well, given what you've been through... 484 00:49:03,210 --> 00:49:04,810 It started before Mum died. 485 00:49:06,290 --> 00:49:07,610 What's the dream? 486 00:49:10,050 --> 00:49:11,410 Um... 487 00:49:13,050 --> 00:49:16,610 ..I'm in this narrow passage... 488 00:49:18,530 --> 00:49:22,569 ..like a cellar or... 489 00:49:22,570 --> 00:49:25,170 Er... yeah, it's dark, and... 490 00:49:28,690 --> 00:49:30,729 And I've... I... 491 00:49:30,730 --> 00:49:31,810 I have a child there. 492 00:49:34,090 --> 00:49:37,369 I open a door, a trap door, there she is. 493 00:49:37,370 --> 00:49:38,490 Like she's a prisoner. 494 00:49:51,370 --> 00:49:52,410 Do you guys... 495 00:49:56,250 --> 00:49:58,569 Do you believe the dead can communicate with us? 496 00:49:58,570 --> 00:50:01,689 Of course not. 497 00:50:01,690 --> 00:50:04,809 I do. I think I do. 498 00:50:04,810 --> 00:50:06,330 Well, what if the dream's a message? 499 00:50:07,690 --> 00:50:09,489 What if Carys was murdered and now she's... 500 00:50:09,490 --> 00:50:10,849 Is trying to tell you something. 501 00:50:10,850 --> 00:50:12,490 Come on, it's just a dream. 502 00:51:30,130 --> 00:51:32,289 Er, what's going on? 503 00:51:32,290 --> 00:51:34,809 What you doing up here? 504 00:51:34,810 --> 00:51:36,090 Tilly. 505 00:51:41,730 --> 00:51:43,090 What's that noise? 506 00:51:51,730 --> 00:51:54,209 Might be worth closing the door before bed. 507 00:51:54,210 --> 00:51:57,530 Also, a lock's not a bad idea either. 508 00:52:01,610 --> 00:52:03,090 I've been here before. 509 00:52:04,570 --> 00:52:06,129 Matilda. 510 00:52:06,130 --> 00:52:07,490 M... W-Wait. 511 00:52:10,690 --> 00:52:12,129 What are you doing? 512 00:52:12,130 --> 00:52:14,210 Are you all right? 513 00:52:20,250 --> 00:52:22,530 - Bloody hell. - How did you know that was there? 514 00:52:46,650 --> 00:52:50,689 Did Ed mention anything about this when he gave you the house tour? 515 00:52:50,690 --> 00:52:51,810 I think I'd remember. 516 00:53:09,010 --> 00:53:11,370 I wonder how long this place has been closed up. 517 00:53:20,690 --> 00:53:21,730 These tapes are dated. 518 00:53:24,130 --> 00:53:27,369 This last one's March 1994. 519 00:53:27,370 --> 00:53:29,930 That's the month that Carys disappeared. 520 00:53:48,770 --> 00:53:50,370 What the hell was that? 521 00:54:59,930 --> 00:55:00,970 What is it? 522 00:55:07,690 --> 00:55:08,730 It's me. 523 00:55:14,370 --> 00:55:15,410 I'm the girl. 524 00:55:18,930 --> 00:55:19,970 I'm Carys. 525 00:56:01,410 --> 00:56:05,609 It's a funny place, Penllynith, a powerful place, but odd. 526 00:56:05,610 --> 00:56:08,489 I can't remember a single thing from before I was five, 527 00:56:08,490 --> 00:56:09,569 except this house. 528 00:56:09,570 --> 00:56:11,609 - How can that be? - We'll find out. 529 00:56:11,610 --> 00:56:12,930 Someone's watching me. 530 00:56:14,050 --> 00:56:16,889 Hey. They have been ever since we got here. 531 00:56:16,890 --> 00:56:18,090 Who's there? 532 00:56:19,610 --> 00:56:21,409 - Am I going crazy? - Of course not. 533 00:56:21,410 --> 00:56:24,129 - Would you tell me if I was? - You don't believe her, do you? 534 00:56:24,130 --> 00:56:25,170 I felt it. 535 00:56:26,330 --> 00:56:29,409 - The minute I saw her. - Get away from this house. 536 00:56:29,410 --> 00:56:32,289 You're not listening. I am telling you there's something here. 537 00:56:32,290 --> 00:56:33,449 - OK. - Hey! 538 00:56:33,450 --> 00:56:34,490 Tilly, wait! 539 00:56:40,010 --> 00:56:42,090 I don't understand what's happening to me. 540 00:56:45,177 --> 00:56:48,177 *CREDITS*