1 00:00:00,023 --> 00:00:01,757 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:01,759 --> 00:00:03,577 All your children you love equally, right? 3 00:00:03,602 --> 00:00:05,101 - I do love all my children equally. - Yeah, I'm sure 4 00:00:05,103 --> 00:00:06,632 that you do. Just admit that you love Randall more. 5 00:00:06,657 --> 00:00:08,125 No, he was just easier! 6 00:00:08,469 --> 00:00:10,176 I married my best friend's wife. 7 00:00:10,201 --> 00:00:13,554 I've been on the outside of this family since I entered it. 8 00:00:13,860 --> 00:00:15,665 You're gone all day, every day. 9 00:00:15,690 --> 00:00:17,557 - Where do you go? - I have a cat. 10 00:00:17,582 --> 00:00:19,449 I go back and forth to feed him. 11 00:00:19,474 --> 00:00:22,127 His name's Clooney. One of those ironic names, 12 00:00:22,152 --> 00:00:23,906 'cause he's a pretty ugly cat. 13 00:00:58,525 --> 00:01:02,875 synced and corrected by susinz *www.addic7ed.com* 14 00:01:20,750 --> 00:01:23,060 How goes the entertainment center that Jack built? 15 00:01:23,085 --> 00:01:25,101 Oh, it's gonna be great. 16 00:01:25,289 --> 00:01:28,279 I'm gonna give you an entire shelf for all your records. 17 00:01:28,304 --> 00:01:29,406 Ooh, I love it. 18 00:01:29,431 --> 00:01:30,789 I've got another shelf 19 00:01:31,046 --> 00:01:32,393 that's gonna be for your phonograph. 20 00:01:32,418 --> 00:01:33,664 Oh, whatever. 21 00:01:33,891 --> 00:01:36,179 - You love my records. - Yeah. I do love your records. 22 00:01:36,204 --> 00:01:37,234 Mm-hmm. 23 00:01:38,172 --> 00:01:40,320 Oh, gross. Act more like parents. 24 00:01:41,086 --> 00:01:43,287 Um, my friends and I are gonna go 25 00:01:43,312 --> 00:01:45,250 to the winter formal, so I need a dress. 26 00:01:45,275 --> 00:01:47,703 Um, Mom, do you think we could go to the mall? 27 00:01:49,469 --> 00:01:50,664 Yeah. 28 00:01:50,760 --> 00:01:52,187 Yeah, yeah. We can do that. 29 00:01:52,529 --> 00:01:54,429 Uh, can you give me 20 minutes? 30 00:01:54,544 --> 00:01:55,648 Yeah. 31 00:01:55,740 --> 00:01:57,890 Come on, Louis. Come on, boy. 32 00:02:00,484 --> 00:02:02,251 - Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. - Did that just happen? 33 00:02:02,320 --> 00:02:04,742 Did my teenage daughter just ask me to go to the mall with her? 34 00:02:04,767 --> 00:02:06,533 Sure did. Saw it with my own two eyes. 35 00:02:06,891 --> 00:02:08,734 Hey, babe, you mind if I go with you? 36 00:02:08,759 --> 00:02:10,007 I need to look at some suits. 37 00:02:10,032 --> 00:02:13,375 Walter wants us to "step up our game," 38 00:02:13,400 --> 00:02:15,397 land a few more luxury condos. 39 00:02:15,578 --> 00:02:17,032 - Walter. Ech. - Yeah. 40 00:02:17,101 --> 00:02:19,101 "Ech" should definitely be that guy's last name. 41 00:02:19,170 --> 00:02:21,837 Oh, can you remind me to pick up batteries? 42 00:02:21,906 --> 00:02:23,131 - Yeah. Got it. Yeah. - Okay. 43 00:02:23,156 --> 00:02:25,093 Mom, Dad, I need more soda. 44 00:02:25,742 --> 00:02:27,117 - I got it. - Okay. 45 00:02:28,492 --> 00:02:30,579 Hey, your mom is taking Kate to the mall 46 00:02:30,648 --> 00:02:32,181 to get a dress for the winter formal. 47 00:02:32,249 --> 00:02:33,992 Are you bringing Sophie to that? 48 00:02:34,617 --> 00:02:35,687 No. 49 00:02:35,781 --> 00:02:37,214 She doesn't really care if we go. 50 00:02:37,282 --> 00:02:40,851 Um, she's aware that I can't exactly dance. You know? 51 00:02:40,919 --> 00:02:43,164 Can't dance, can't walk, can't play football. 52 00:02:43,351 --> 00:02:44,921 - Where? Where do we get... - Look out! 53 00:02:44,990 --> 00:02:46,320 What? What? 54 00:02:46,345 --> 00:02:48,265 - D-Dad, it's the best part. - Come on. 55 00:02:48,290 --> 00:02:50,101 Quit moping. We're gonna go to the mall, get you a new suit. 56 00:02:50,126 --> 00:02:52,326 Mall? I want to go to the mall. 57 00:02:53,231 --> 00:02:54,367 Great. 58 00:02:57,164 --> 00:02:58,264 God, he's weird. 59 00:02:58,289 --> 00:02:59,929 Get dressed. Come on. 60 00:03:23,968 --> 00:03:25,328 There you go, little man. 61 00:03:25,906 --> 00:03:27,851 You are now ready for the great migration. 62 00:03:28,900 --> 00:03:30,166 Be safe out there. 63 00:03:31,203 --> 00:03:33,796 This diorama is gonna crush the competition. 64 00:03:33,821 --> 00:03:36,222 I understand. Mm-hmm. 65 00:03:36,462 --> 00:03:38,000 All right. 66 00:03:38,025 --> 00:03:39,726 - Dang it. - What? 67 00:03:40,011 --> 00:03:41,937 I just lost the lot on Clinton Avenue. 68 00:03:42,459 --> 00:03:44,392 The city just sold it to a Costco. 69 00:03:44,570 --> 00:03:46,265 So much for building a beautiful park 70 00:03:46,290 --> 00:03:48,356 for the hardworking people of Trenton, New Jersey. 71 00:03:48,381 --> 00:03:49,593 Now they get a Costco. 72 00:03:49,618 --> 00:03:51,414 I'd rather have a Costco there than a... 73 00:03:51,439 --> 00:03:52,359 Shh. 74 00:03:53,398 --> 00:03:54,730 I'm so sorry, wife. 75 00:03:54,798 --> 00:03:56,687 I know how hard you worked on that. 76 00:03:56,858 --> 00:03:58,692 - Thank you, baby. - Yeah. 77 00:04:03,477 --> 00:04:06,765 Um, you sure you're gonna have enough time to drop the girls, and... 78 00:04:07,078 --> 00:04:08,545 go all the way to William's place, 79 00:04:08,570 --> 00:04:10,156 then make it back in time for your job interview? 80 00:04:10,181 --> 00:04:11,695 Mm-hmm. I got time. 81 00:04:13,109 --> 00:04:15,570 Wouldn't rather spend that time preparing for the interview, 82 00:04:15,595 --> 00:04:18,351 than going to William's to pick up some random box 83 00:04:18,376 --> 00:04:20,054 they found in an old storage unit? 84 00:04:20,079 --> 00:04:21,937 No. I don't need to prepare. 85 00:04:21,968 --> 00:04:23,484 Keller's been after me for weeks. 86 00:04:23,656 --> 00:04:25,089 It's not getting me excited. 87 00:04:25,157 --> 00:04:27,091 Being a foster parent, now that got me excited. 88 00:04:27,159 --> 00:04:29,293 I know, Randall. And we're back on the list, 89 00:04:29,362 --> 00:04:30,674 but in the meantime, why don't you just... 90 00:04:30,699 --> 00:04:32,496 In the meantime, I'm gonna wait for something to come along 91 00:04:32,565 --> 00:04:35,039 that gets my juices flowing in the same way. 92 00:04:35,445 --> 00:04:37,968 But you're-you're gonna go to the job interview, right? 93 00:04:38,265 --> 00:04:39,570 I'll go. 94 00:04:39,939 --> 00:04:43,414 But I'm telling you now, ain't doing nothing for my juices. 95 00:04:45,367 --> 00:04:47,111 And so, I fell off the wagon. 96 00:04:47,179 --> 00:04:48,304 Hard. 97 00:04:50,593 --> 00:04:53,651 You know, after the miscarriage, 98 00:04:53,953 --> 00:04:56,854 I just needed some comfort, you know? 99 00:04:57,593 --> 00:04:59,523 So I found that in Taco Bell. 100 00:05:00,007 --> 00:05:01,789 The Dorito shells are back, so... 101 00:05:03,140 --> 00:05:06,029 But now I'm on track, and I'm going to double down, 102 00:05:06,054 --> 00:05:10,367 because Toby and I are getting married in the spring. 103 00:05:10,789 --> 00:05:13,648 Yeah. And he's so friggin' romantic, 104 00:05:13,953 --> 00:05:16,771 he convinced me that I want the all-out traditional wedding, 105 00:05:16,796 --> 00:05:19,781 which means the all-out traditional wedding dress. 106 00:05:20,461 --> 00:05:22,148 Which doesn't exist for me. 107 00:05:22,730 --> 00:05:25,679 But it's okay, 'cause it's-it's just gonna be a hurdle for me. 108 00:05:25,996 --> 00:05:27,992 It's just... it's just a hurdle. 109 00:05:28,489 --> 00:05:29,585 So... 110 00:05:30,953 --> 00:05:32,679 Anyway, enough about me. 111 00:05:32,704 --> 00:05:34,195 Madison, why don't you say something 112 00:05:34,220 --> 00:05:36,007 that makes us all roll our eyes, 113 00:05:36,032 --> 00:05:38,648 or... something. 114 00:05:38,868 --> 00:05:40,679 I think my wrists are getting fat. 115 00:05:43,008 --> 00:05:44,757 You know what? I'm very proud of you, Kevin. 116 00:05:44,982 --> 00:05:46,562 You've made the most of your time here. 117 00:05:46,642 --> 00:05:47,941 Well, thank you, Babs. 118 00:05:48,010 --> 00:05:49,693 That means a lot... I can call you Babs, right? 119 00:05:49,718 --> 00:05:51,078 - Still no. - We're not there yet? 120 00:05:51,147 --> 00:05:52,913 - No. But... - Okay. 121 00:05:53,125 --> 00:05:55,421 In here is in here, but out there, 122 00:05:55,671 --> 00:05:58,437 there are 86,400 seconds in a day. 123 00:05:59,757 --> 00:06:01,155 Did you steal that from Rent? 124 00:06:02,055 --> 00:06:03,722 No. My point being, is that 125 00:06:03,790 --> 00:06:05,924 it just takes one second to slip up. 126 00:06:05,993 --> 00:06:08,195 - Yeah. - And that's why I'm a little bit worried 127 00:06:08,220 --> 00:06:10,335 about you going back to Hollywood too quickly. 128 00:06:10,429 --> 00:06:13,187 I mean, you need structure, you need a healthy routine. 129 00:06:14,023 --> 00:06:15,600 - You're right. You're right. - Mm-hmm. 130 00:06:15,669 --> 00:06:19,312 It's exactly why I know where I need to be. 131 00:06:19,337 --> 00:06:20,382 Um... 132 00:06:22,506 --> 00:06:26,541 My mom, um... a lot came out 133 00:06:26,968 --> 00:06:28,257 when she was here. 134 00:06:30,335 --> 00:06:32,203 And I figured this could be a chance for us 135 00:06:32,228 --> 00:06:33,968 to make up for lost time. 136 00:06:35,867 --> 00:06:37,210 Good for both of us. 137 00:06:38,174 --> 00:06:39,593 There's one small problem. 138 00:06:40,078 --> 00:06:42,257 Kev! You made it. Welcome. 139 00:06:42,596 --> 00:06:44,562 - How was the trip? - Oh, good. 140 00:06:45,094 --> 00:06:46,640 Good. You look great. 141 00:06:50,234 --> 00:06:53,054 So I got you organic bananas, 142 00:06:53,289 --> 00:06:56,046 and raw cashews. And, uh... 143 00:06:56,071 --> 00:06:59,820 I've got kale, so much kale. In fact, 144 00:07:00,132 --> 00:07:03,031 the woman at the grocery store asked me what I was gonna do 145 00:07:03,056 --> 00:07:04,984 with all this kale, and I said, "You know what, my son 146 00:07:05,009 --> 00:07:07,664 is coming to town, and he's crazy about kale." 147 00:07:10,500 --> 00:07:13,203 Well, yeah, yeah, no, normally, I-I would be, 148 00:07:13,228 --> 00:07:15,386 but, uh, I've actually switched, Mom, 149 00:07:15,411 --> 00:07:16,611 I've switched to a strict diet 150 00:07:16,679 --> 00:07:18,859 - of Skittles and Cinnamon Toast Crunch. - Oh. 151 00:07:18,884 --> 00:07:20,419 Because, uh... well, my therapist said 152 00:07:20,431 --> 00:07:22,140 it's okay to go nuts on sugar right now. 153 00:07:22,165 --> 00:07:24,101 But I can... I can, I can go to the grocery store, 154 00:07:24,126 --> 00:07:25,289 and get some of that stuff later. 155 00:07:25,314 --> 00:07:28,078 Oh, no. We, uh, we could go together, 156 00:07:28,383 --> 00:07:29,816 to the grocery store. 157 00:07:29,931 --> 00:07:31,367 - Yeah? - Yeah. 158 00:07:31,820 --> 00:07:33,789 Yeah, I never thought... that's great. Um... 159 00:07:33,953 --> 00:07:35,597 I need a schedule, right? 160 00:07:35,622 --> 00:07:37,389 I'm supposed to stick to it, so... 161 00:07:37,414 --> 00:07:40,123 this is good. Yeah, Mondays, I go to the grocery store 162 00:07:40,148 --> 00:07:41,648 - with Mom. - Mm. 163 00:07:42,828 --> 00:07:44,717 I can't believe I used to date Jessica Biel. 164 00:07:44,742 --> 00:07:47,467 - Oh, I like her. - That's... Yeah. Yeah, she's cute. 165 00:07:47,492 --> 00:07:48,906 You know, I think I'll tag along. 166 00:07:49,476 --> 00:07:52,023 - Okay. Sounds like a plan. - Yeah. 167 00:07:53,980 --> 00:07:56,062 - Hey. - Hey. 168 00:07:56,087 --> 00:07:57,703 I'm really sorry about what happened. 169 00:07:57,945 --> 00:07:59,121 With the baby. 170 00:07:59,861 --> 00:08:01,078 Thank you. 171 00:08:02,195 --> 00:08:03,192 Okay. 172 00:08:03,226 --> 00:08:04,709 So now I'm gonna propose something, 173 00:08:04,734 --> 00:08:06,241 - and before you say no... - No. 174 00:08:06,266 --> 00:08:08,299 I am taking you wedding dress shopping. 175 00:08:08,468 --> 00:08:09,859 Oh, that's a hard no. 176 00:08:09,884 --> 00:08:12,592 Kate, come on. I know the perfect place. 177 00:08:12,617 --> 00:08:14,305 They-they do custom dresses. 178 00:08:14,374 --> 00:08:15,960 You don't have to try anything on. 179 00:08:15,985 --> 00:08:19,716 You just have to sip champagne and-and talk about silhouettes, 180 00:08:19,741 --> 00:08:21,695 and you'll be treated like a princess. 181 00:08:24,984 --> 00:08:26,982 - I don't have to try anything on? - Nothing. 182 00:08:27,007 --> 00:08:29,890 I promise I can make this a nice thing for you. 183 00:08:30,125 --> 00:08:32,914 The moment you're at all uncomfortable, we leave. 184 00:08:33,195 --> 00:08:35,687 No hesitation, no questions. 185 00:08:37,248 --> 00:08:39,171 Let me help you clear this hurdle. 186 00:08:57,335 --> 00:08:58,725 Oh, okay. 187 00:08:58,750 --> 00:09:00,343 Yeah. That is the dress. 188 00:09:00,950 --> 00:09:03,328 I mean, with your eyes, Kate? Oof... 189 00:09:06,398 --> 00:09:08,318 Sometimes brands run big or whatever, 190 00:09:08,343 --> 00:09:09,967 - so it's hard to know what size... - Yeah. 191 00:09:09,992 --> 00:09:11,401 No, I do the same thing. 192 00:09:11,426 --> 00:09:12,859 Yeah. 193 00:09:13,710 --> 00:09:15,123 - Okay, I'm going in. - Okay. 194 00:09:15,148 --> 00:09:16,343 Try and stay out of trouble. 195 00:09:16,368 --> 00:09:17,453 I will do my best. 196 00:09:20,708 --> 00:09:22,203 Can I help you find something? 197 00:09:22,461 --> 00:09:24,328 I'm just waiting for my daughter. 198 00:09:24,673 --> 00:09:26,039 We're shopping together. 199 00:09:27,171 --> 00:09:29,204 Okay, so we're right here, and... 200 00:09:29,750 --> 00:09:32,710 the suit shop... the suit shop is right there. 201 00:09:32,735 --> 00:09:33,819 And Miguel's right there. 202 00:09:33,888 --> 00:09:35,429 Miguel! Hey! 203 00:09:36,590 --> 00:09:38,687 - Hey. What's going on? - Hey, Jack, Kevin. 204 00:09:38,867 --> 00:09:40,426 Hey. Let me guess: 205 00:09:40,451 --> 00:09:41,984 you're, uh, getting some suits 206 00:09:42,009 --> 00:09:43,250 to keep Walter off your back. 207 00:09:43,275 --> 00:09:45,281 Yep. And one for Kevin, too, 208 00:09:45,306 --> 00:09:46,859 - for his winter formal. - Oh. 209 00:09:46,884 --> 00:09:48,283 Yeah. What'd you get? 210 00:09:48,859 --> 00:09:52,404 Uh, a really overpriced memory foam pillow... 211 00:09:52,429 --> 00:09:54,078 - Ah. - ...just to cheer myself up. 212 00:09:54,945 --> 00:09:57,833 Shelly's boyfriend proposed to her last night. 213 00:09:58,164 --> 00:09:59,812 Oof, I'm sorry. 214 00:09:59,837 --> 00:10:01,103 He did it on a ski trip. 215 00:10:01,338 --> 00:10:02,571 And the kids were there, too. 216 00:10:03,054 --> 00:10:04,984 - I guess they ski now. - Hey. 217 00:10:05,226 --> 00:10:07,509 You're always gonna be their dad, no matter what. 218 00:10:07,578 --> 00:10:09,478 - Okay? All right? - Classic. 219 00:10:10,367 --> 00:10:11,513 What? 220 00:10:11,582 --> 00:10:13,093 You just always do that. 221 00:10:13,118 --> 00:10:15,507 You know? You always go straight into a big pep talk. 222 00:10:15,532 --> 00:10:17,229 I think, sometimes, you just need 223 00:10:17,254 --> 00:10:18,765 a little bit of time to let things suck. 224 00:10:18,948 --> 00:10:19,981 - Really? - Yeah. 225 00:10:20,226 --> 00:10:22,394 Well, I mean, he's got a... he's got a point, Jack. 226 00:10:22,419 --> 00:10:23,843 I mean, sometimes, a guy just wants to... 227 00:10:24,093 --> 00:10:26,539 to be bummed about crappy things. 228 00:10:27,179 --> 00:10:28,451 Yeah. 229 00:10:28,476 --> 00:10:29,865 Okay, fine. 230 00:10:30,348 --> 00:10:31,613 I can wallow. 231 00:10:33,171 --> 00:10:34,304 What do you guys want? 232 00:10:34,441 --> 00:10:35,820 Arcade or food court? 233 00:10:36,406 --> 00:10:37,656 - Food court. - Food court. 234 00:10:37,811 --> 00:10:40,445 - All right, lead the way, Hopalong. - This guy's like 235 00:10:40,514 --> 00:10:42,380 - a foot taller than me, too. - Don't worry about it. 236 00:11:39,578 --> 00:11:40,591 Lloyd? 237 00:11:40,616 --> 00:11:41,748 I'm Randall Pearson. 238 00:11:41,992 --> 00:11:43,475 You, uh, you called me about a box. 239 00:11:43,500 --> 00:11:45,953 I know William's son when I see him. 240 00:11:46,125 --> 00:11:48,263 - Come in, come in. - Thank you, sir. 241 00:11:48,500 --> 00:11:50,539 Yeah, sorry for the cold. 242 00:11:50,656 --> 00:11:52,867 Damn super won't fix the heat. Here. 243 00:11:52,936 --> 00:11:54,636 - Ah. There you go. - This is it? 244 00:11:54,661 --> 00:11:56,101 - Yeah, this is it. - Gotcha. 245 00:11:56,429 --> 00:11:57,632 Huh. 246 00:12:00,686 --> 00:12:02,570 Well, I-I guess that's it then. 247 00:12:02,719 --> 00:12:04,185 Mm-hmm. 248 00:12:04,914 --> 00:12:06,390 It was nice to meet you, Lloyd. 249 00:12:06,415 --> 00:12:07,890 - All right, yeah. - All right. 250 00:12:09,156 --> 00:12:10,398 I'm sorry. 251 00:12:10,445 --> 00:12:13,346 Were you the neighbor who took care of his cat, Clooney? 252 00:12:13,371 --> 00:12:15,779 Yes, but he took off a few weeks ago, 253 00:12:15,804 --> 00:12:18,460 probably once he realized William wasn't coming back. 254 00:12:18,531 --> 00:12:20,662 I'm sure he's fine, though. 255 00:12:20,687 --> 00:12:23,271 Strays always end up with someone who needs them. 256 00:12:23,339 --> 00:12:24,578 Yes, they do. 257 00:12:24,974 --> 00:12:26,289 Have a nice day, sir. 258 00:13:07,710 --> 00:13:09,687 My Lady, my Love, my Neighbor. 259 00:13:10,445 --> 00:13:13,093 Lady, I am straight up fixed on you, 260 00:13:13,406 --> 00:13:16,429 just as you sit, fixed straight on me. 261 00:13:17,193 --> 00:13:19,367 Our glue has long been set. 262 00:13:20,429 --> 00:13:23,375 Each morning I wake up and head straight towards you. 263 00:13:23,773 --> 00:13:26,607 And each afternoon we sit together with your children 264 00:13:26,632 --> 00:13:28,250 and watch the world go dark. 265 00:13:30,702 --> 00:13:33,210 Always I walk the same steps. 266 00:13:33,391 --> 00:13:34,812 I push open the door. 267 00:13:35,116 --> 00:13:37,414 I end up in front of you. 268 00:13:38,484 --> 00:13:41,695 Always you, my love. 269 00:13:42,835 --> 00:13:45,140 Always you, my Lady. 270 00:13:53,219 --> 00:13:55,090 Ah, Cookie Crisp. What? 271 00:13:55,115 --> 00:13:56,937 I haven't had Cookie Crisp in, like, forever. 272 00:13:57,523 --> 00:14:00,421 Hey, do you remember, um, do you remember when Dad 273 00:14:00,446 --> 00:14:02,784 used to take the entire cereal box and he would just 274 00:14:02,786 --> 00:14:05,335 dump the whole sucker out so that he could get the toy? 275 00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:07,222 Right? Before Randall and I had a chance to fight over it. 276 00:14:07,224 --> 00:14:08,789 - Do you remember that? - Aw, I do. 277 00:14:08,814 --> 00:14:10,343 - Ah. - Hmm. 278 00:14:16,962 --> 00:14:18,546 I lost Dad's necklace. 279 00:14:19,603 --> 00:14:20,804 What? 280 00:14:22,239 --> 00:14:24,429 I tried to get it back and I-I couldn't. 281 00:14:25,758 --> 00:14:27,000 It's gone. 282 00:14:30,921 --> 00:14:32,500 Well, he would understand. 283 00:14:32,546 --> 00:14:34,315 You've been through a lot lately. 284 00:14:34,493 --> 00:14:36,084 - I don't know. - I do. 285 00:14:39,990 --> 00:14:41,820 - You know what's funny? - Hmm? 286 00:14:41,845 --> 00:14:45,827 Um, you beat yourself up about losing your necklace 287 00:14:45,896 --> 00:14:50,562 and I beat myself up because I can't seem to take mine off. 288 00:14:59,703 --> 00:15:00,937 Apricot. 289 00:15:01,312 --> 00:15:03,606 - They have apricot LaCroix. - Yeah. 290 00:15:06,390 --> 00:15:08,062 Usually when I'm bummed, I watch football. 291 00:15:08,087 --> 00:15:08,984 Mm-hmm. 292 00:15:09,009 --> 00:15:11,351 But now when I watch football, I just think about 293 00:15:11,376 --> 00:15:13,109 - how I'll never play football. - Mm-hmm. 294 00:15:13,134 --> 00:15:14,953 That's a catch-22 right there, man. 295 00:15:14,978 --> 00:15:16,750 - What's that? - It's an expression. 296 00:15:17,330 --> 00:15:18,373 It's from a book. 297 00:15:18,398 --> 00:15:20,171 Shelly was always trying to get me to read more books. 298 00:15:20,196 --> 00:15:21,609 There's Randall. Randall! Hey! 299 00:15:22,266 --> 00:15:25,179 Finally. A breath of fresh air. 300 00:15:28,004 --> 00:15:29,187 Or not. 301 00:15:30,373 --> 00:15:31,562 What's with you? 302 00:15:31,952 --> 00:15:34,523 - Nothing. - Okay. 303 00:15:34,719 --> 00:15:38,523 Hey, look, Kev, you just, you have to find your new football. 304 00:15:38,960 --> 00:15:41,695 You know, what's something that you love to do? 305 00:15:43,234 --> 00:15:44,390 You don't get it, Dad. 306 00:15:44,415 --> 00:15:46,282 I mean, you didn't really have anything 307 00:15:46,307 --> 00:15:48,207 that you loved to do and then lost. 308 00:15:48,232 --> 00:15:49,812 Yeah, okay. 309 00:15:49,964 --> 00:15:51,914 Hey, you're... that's probably true. 310 00:15:52,095 --> 00:15:53,882 No. No, it's not true. 311 00:15:53,907 --> 00:15:56,093 - You-you never told them about Big Three? - Mm. 312 00:15:56,671 --> 00:15:58,703 - What's that? - Nothing. 313 00:15:59,540 --> 00:16:02,656 No, your dad was gonna start his own construction company: 314 00:16:02,850 --> 00:16:04,250 Big Three Homes. 315 00:16:04,389 --> 00:16:06,125 - Really, you were? - Yeah. 316 00:16:07,148 --> 00:16:08,265 So why didn't you? 317 00:16:08,290 --> 00:16:09,703 Well, why do you think? 318 00:16:10,000 --> 00:16:11,546 I mean, he stuck it out with our company 319 00:16:11,571 --> 00:16:13,273 so that you two and your sister 320 00:16:13,531 --> 00:16:15,097 could have everything you've ever wanted. 321 00:16:15,328 --> 00:16:18,367 Look, it's... it wasn't the right time to take a risk like that. 322 00:16:18,436 --> 00:16:21,195 - Okay. - You got to own your choices, boys. 323 00:16:22,062 --> 00:16:25,148 Choose them fully and don't look back. 324 00:16:31,882 --> 00:16:33,516 - Hey, Miguel. - Yeah? 325 00:16:33,584 --> 00:16:35,523 Hey, uh, why, uh... 326 00:16:37,453 --> 00:16:40,310 - why did you come with us today? - Huh? 327 00:16:40,335 --> 00:16:42,131 Well, you know, obviously, I'm staying with you guys 328 00:16:42,156 --> 00:16:44,126 so that I can connect with my mom, right? 329 00:16:44,367 --> 00:16:46,066 But yet the first thing you do is... 330 00:16:46,898 --> 00:16:49,521 tag along with us to the grocery store. I was just, I was wondering why. 331 00:16:49,546 --> 00:16:52,601 She's been a wreck ever since you got arrested. 332 00:16:53,116 --> 00:16:55,765 And then you tore into her at that session. 333 00:16:57,015 --> 00:17:00,351 So, yeah, I'm here now to protect her 334 00:17:00,921 --> 00:17:02,888 against any more bombs that you might drop 335 00:17:02,956 --> 00:17:05,116 or any other blame that you might want to lay on her. 336 00:17:06,202 --> 00:17:07,359 Well, you don't have to protect her from me. 337 00:17:07,427 --> 00:17:08,562 I'm her son. 338 00:17:08,635 --> 00:17:09,882 And I'm her husband. 339 00:17:10,737 --> 00:17:12,280 My father was her husband. 340 00:17:29,070 --> 00:17:31,108 Hi. Sorry to bother you. 341 00:17:32,117 --> 00:17:33,694 I'm William Hill's son. 342 00:17:34,054 --> 00:17:35,483 Downstairs, apartment four. 343 00:17:35,523 --> 00:17:38,589 Oh, yes. I liked him so much. 344 00:17:38,614 --> 00:17:40,562 I was so sorry to hear that he had passed. 345 00:17:40,587 --> 00:17:41,679 Thank you. 346 00:17:41,860 --> 00:17:45,273 Say, did you like him or did you love him? 347 00:17:46,616 --> 00:17:48,299 Now, wasn't he a fancy man? 348 00:17:48,507 --> 00:17:51,969 Fancy? Nah, he was pretty low-k... oh, you mean gay. 349 00:17:52,038 --> 00:17:53,124 Yeah. 350 00:17:53,149 --> 00:17:55,030 No. Bi. 351 00:17:56,062 --> 00:17:57,179 Bye. 352 00:17:58,142 --> 00:17:59,233 N... 353 00:17:59,351 --> 00:18:01,646 William, he was just the best. 354 00:18:01,906 --> 00:18:03,405 Whenever the hot water would go out, 355 00:18:03,474 --> 00:18:05,654 which was a weekly occurrence around here, 356 00:18:05,679 --> 00:18:08,607 he would bring me a big ole pot of boiling water 357 00:18:08,632 --> 00:18:09,731 just so I could take a bath. 358 00:18:09,756 --> 00:18:12,304 Would you describe yourselves as romantically involved? 359 00:18:19,576 --> 00:18:20,882 Yo, what's going on, brah? 360 00:18:21,441 --> 00:18:22,976 Do you recognize this woman? 361 00:18:36,483 --> 00:18:37,625 Wow. 362 00:18:37,694 --> 00:18:38,788 I know. 363 00:18:38,855 --> 00:18:40,890 It's like being inside of a wedding cake. 364 00:18:42,046 --> 00:18:43,085 My gosh. 365 00:18:43,171 --> 00:18:44,632 Wait, are we the only ones here? 366 00:18:44,701 --> 00:18:45,804 It's B.A.O. 367 00:18:47,140 --> 00:18:48,587 By appointment only. 368 00:18:48,702 --> 00:18:50,004 I figured you'd be more comfortable 369 00:18:50,073 --> 00:18:51,765 if there were no other customers here. 370 00:18:52,104 --> 00:18:53,241 Thank you. 371 00:18:54,827 --> 00:18:56,804 Screw it, I am having one. 372 00:18:57,522 --> 00:18:59,960 I did yoga this morning, the sweaty kind. 373 00:19:00,437 --> 00:19:01,687 No judgment here. 374 00:19:01,796 --> 00:19:02,741 I know. 375 00:19:03,718 --> 00:19:05,820 - Hey, Mad. - Mm. 376 00:19:05,889 --> 00:19:07,499 I'm eating. Sorry. 377 00:19:07,710 --> 00:19:10,169 - Aw. - You are so tiny. I hate you. 378 00:19:10,194 --> 00:19:12,101 Alexis, this is Kate. 379 00:19:12,126 --> 00:19:13,444 - It's great to meet you. - Hi. 380 00:19:13,469 --> 00:19:16,498 I promise not to make you say yes to the dress or anything. 381 00:19:16,523 --> 00:19:18,382 Oh, I actually love that show. 382 00:19:20,102 --> 00:19:22,382 But don't tell Hanga. She thinks it's trash. 383 00:19:24,046 --> 00:19:25,343 - There we go. - Oh. 384 00:19:25,368 --> 00:19:28,210 - Thanks. - All right, come in. Come in. 385 00:19:28,235 --> 00:19:30,226 - Who is Hanga? - The designer. 386 00:19:30,648 --> 00:19:33,023 - Oh. - It's gonna be so fun. 387 00:19:33,554 --> 00:19:34,632 Wow. 388 00:20:10,093 --> 00:20:12,694 - Hey-o. - Hey, babe. 389 00:20:13,070 --> 00:20:14,296 I was in the neighborhood. 390 00:20:14,321 --> 00:20:16,326 Had a little time to kill before my interview. 391 00:20:16,351 --> 00:20:18,117 Figured I'd see if I could take you out for a cappuccino. 392 00:20:18,186 --> 00:20:21,319 Oh, that's very sweet, but I'm swamped at the moment, so... 393 00:20:21,554 --> 00:20:24,623 Found one of William's old poems in this box that I picked up. 394 00:20:24,692 --> 00:20:26,491 It's a love poem. 395 00:20:26,762 --> 00:20:28,395 Think he was in love... 396 00:20:28,530 --> 00:20:30,694 with a woman from his old building 397 00:20:30,719 --> 00:20:32,530 before he met Jessie. 398 00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:36,081 I think they were lovers. 399 00:20:36,408 --> 00:20:37,540 - Randall. - Yeah? 400 00:20:37,773 --> 00:20:39,339 I'm trying to do my job. 401 00:20:39,674 --> 00:20:41,440 I know you're kind of down on those right now, 402 00:20:41,465 --> 00:20:42,999 but I still have to do mine, so... 403 00:20:43,024 --> 00:20:44,554 I'm not down on jobs, Beth. 404 00:20:45,122 --> 00:20:46,989 I'm down on one particular job. 405 00:20:47,014 --> 00:20:48,691 I'm just waiting for the perfect thing. 406 00:20:48,716 --> 00:20:50,171 You think my job is perfect? 407 00:20:50,351 --> 00:20:53,178 You think when I was a wide-eyed, hardheaded undergrad 408 00:20:53,203 --> 00:20:55,070 writing all those papers on fair housing, 409 00:20:55,095 --> 00:20:56,632 that I dreamt that I would spend my life 410 00:20:56,657 --> 00:21:00,194 sucking up to public officials only to lose out to a Costco? 411 00:21:00,761 --> 00:21:03,729 - No. - I know you're searching for something. 412 00:21:03,898 --> 00:21:06,014 Nobody supports your searches more than I do, baby, 413 00:21:06,083 --> 00:21:10,054 but recently, it feels like you are somewhere in outer space. 414 00:21:12,054 --> 00:21:14,241 I need you to go back to work. 415 00:21:14,895 --> 00:21:17,507 It's not about money. It's... 416 00:21:18,567 --> 00:21:20,093 I think it'll be good for you. 417 00:21:21,029 --> 00:21:22,241 For us. 418 00:21:25,001 --> 00:21:26,267 Can you do that? 419 00:21:27,304 --> 00:21:29,137 Can you come down from outer space 420 00:21:29,206 --> 00:21:31,139 and be in the real world with me? 421 00:21:35,499 --> 00:21:36,562 Thank you. 422 00:21:38,101 --> 00:21:41,507 You would look absolutely stunning in something like this. 423 00:21:41,624 --> 00:21:45,163 Soft, empire waist, flairs out... 424 00:21:45,937 --> 00:21:48,632 But you have to love it. Do you love it? 425 00:21:48,976 --> 00:21:50,480 - I-I like the style. - Mm-hmm. 426 00:21:50,482 --> 00:21:52,779 But I'm just not sure about it being such a bright white. 427 00:21:52,804 --> 00:21:55,285 You know? What do you think? 428 00:21:55,968 --> 00:21:57,179 Madison? 429 00:21:57,383 --> 00:21:58,709 Wh-What do you think? 430 00:21:59,507 --> 00:22:00,591 Agreed. 431 00:22:00,741 --> 00:22:03,023 Yeah, we're-we're not trying to blind anyone 432 00:22:03,048 --> 00:22:04,241 at this wedding, Lex. 433 00:22:04,573 --> 00:22:07,046 Show us something with flesh undertones. 434 00:22:08,288 --> 00:22:10,116 Got it. Uh... 435 00:22:10,663 --> 00:22:11,741 Ooh. 436 00:22:12,896 --> 00:22:15,366 How about this one? Mm-hmm? 437 00:22:15,576 --> 00:22:17,375 Yeah, way closer. 438 00:22:17,734 --> 00:22:19,233 BRB, I got to pee. 439 00:22:24,093 --> 00:22:25,491 How do you feel about lace? 440 00:22:26,274 --> 00:22:27,452 I like lace. 441 00:22:31,335 --> 00:22:32,663 Here you go. 442 00:22:33,437 --> 00:22:35,366 Isn't Hanga's stuff amazing? 443 00:22:36,921 --> 00:22:40,257 Madison, I know what you did... back there. 444 00:22:41,054 --> 00:22:42,763 It's really just a small fee to reserve the place. 445 00:22:42,788 --> 00:22:44,627 It's-it's not a big deal. 446 00:22:44,652 --> 00:22:46,085 No. In the bathroom. 447 00:22:46,225 --> 00:22:48,158 After you ate all the macaroons. 448 00:22:50,569 --> 00:22:55,608 When you talk in group, it's not about anything... real. 449 00:22:55,750 --> 00:22:57,319 Or, at least that's what I thought. 450 00:22:57,601 --> 00:22:59,632 I mean, you went to town on those desserts... 451 00:23:00,023 --> 00:23:01,194 What are you doing? 452 00:23:01,921 --> 00:23:02,968 Madison... 453 00:23:03,218 --> 00:23:05,358 - No. Why are you ruining this? - Listen, 454 00:23:05,616 --> 00:23:07,660 I know that it's hard to talk about. 455 00:23:07,685 --> 00:23:08,828 - Ech... - Madison... 456 00:23:08,896 --> 00:23:10,730 Just find your own way home. 457 00:23:15,398 --> 00:23:16,986 We're currently the frontrunner 458 00:23:17,011 --> 00:23:19,303 in the development of cellulosic ethanol. 459 00:23:19,328 --> 00:23:21,921 Not to toot our own horn, but it's pretty cutting-edge stuff. 460 00:23:21,946 --> 00:23:23,612 Does any of that appeal to you? 461 00:23:23,637 --> 00:23:24,836 Actually, yes. 462 00:23:24,861 --> 00:23:27,023 Sorry. 463 00:23:28,003 --> 00:23:29,836 I'm sorry, Sue, I should take this. 464 00:23:29,861 --> 00:23:31,421 Uh, it could be my kids' school. 465 00:23:31,554 --> 00:23:33,546 - Oh. Sure. - I'll be right back. I'm sorry. 466 00:23:33,647 --> 00:23:35,280 Hey, this is Randall. 467 00:23:35,444 --> 00:23:36,874 Randall, it's Lloyd. 468 00:23:36,899 --> 00:23:38,331 Lloyd, yes. 469 00:23:38,468 --> 00:23:40,080 I saw your note in the hallway. 470 00:23:40,149 --> 00:23:41,548 Did you talk with the super? 471 00:23:41,650 --> 00:23:43,250 No. I spoke to a lot of people, 472 00:23:43,319 --> 00:23:44,518 but not the super. 473 00:23:44,749 --> 00:23:47,177 Well, Donna is with her grandkids 474 00:23:47,202 --> 00:23:48,679 on the first floor. 475 00:23:48,790 --> 00:23:50,015 She has kids? 476 00:23:50,040 --> 00:23:51,632 Now, I'm not one for gossip, 477 00:23:51,929 --> 00:23:54,787 but I saw William coming and going 478 00:23:54,812 --> 00:23:57,327 from that apartment at all hours, 479 00:23:57,421 --> 00:23:59,179 if you know what I mean. 480 00:23:59,468 --> 00:24:01,093 Oh, hell, I love gossip. 481 00:24:01,241 --> 00:24:04,335 Uh, thanks, Lloyd. 482 00:24:04,360 --> 00:24:05,677 Thank you very much. 483 00:24:07,596 --> 00:24:09,496 Wait, why would you want to cover up... 484 00:24:09,856 --> 00:24:11,700 - What? - Oh, goodness. 485 00:24:12,466 --> 00:24:14,191 "Where are we gonna put our hot tub"? 486 00:24:14,216 --> 00:24:16,223 It's a tiny house. What did they expect? 487 00:24:16,248 --> 00:24:18,352 Listen to her. Do you hear her voice? 488 00:24:18,481 --> 00:24:19,700 Maybe I'll build you 489 00:24:19,725 --> 00:24:20,888 - a tiny house one day. - Oh. 490 00:24:22,159 --> 00:24:23,558 Hi, sweetheart. 491 00:24:23,776 --> 00:24:24,973 How are you? 492 00:24:25,932 --> 00:24:28,466 I'm just... restless, 493 00:24:28,491 --> 00:24:30,458 and nighttime's weird, and I'm... 494 00:24:30,483 --> 00:24:32,403 Why don't I go make you some tea? 495 00:24:32,598 --> 00:24:34,536 Yeah? You want some tea? You want tea? 496 00:24:34,561 --> 00:24:36,411 - Uh, sure. Thank you so much. - That's nice of you. 497 00:24:36,436 --> 00:24:37,591 Thank you. 498 00:24:38,214 --> 00:24:41,081 Your mother just can't get enough of this show. 499 00:24:41,900 --> 00:24:44,583 Yeah. Huh. 500 00:24:51,217 --> 00:24:52,333 Uh... 501 00:24:53,888 --> 00:24:56,981 Miguel, I'm sorry about earlier. I'm... 502 00:24:57,006 --> 00:24:58,552 No, no, no, no. It's-it's... 503 00:24:58,831 --> 00:24:59,934 Me, too. 504 00:25:00,975 --> 00:25:02,375 Can I just ask you something? 505 00:25:02,848 --> 00:25:05,294 - Yeah, uh, anything. - Okay. 506 00:25:07,513 --> 00:25:09,317 Were you, uh... 507 00:25:11,247 --> 00:25:14,052 Were you in love with my mom when my dad was alive? 508 00:25:14,999 --> 00:25:16,114 What? 509 00:25:19,294 --> 00:25:22,138 Kevin, no. No, no, that... 510 00:25:22,630 --> 00:25:24,192 that would have been impossible. 511 00:25:25,364 --> 00:25:26,620 I don't know what you mean. 512 00:25:27,309 --> 00:25:29,997 How to explain this, um... 513 00:25:30,973 --> 00:25:33,567 See, your mom... your mom and dad, 514 00:25:34,434 --> 00:25:35,598 they were one. 515 00:25:35,981 --> 00:25:38,684 There was... there was no Jack, 516 00:25:39,240 --> 00:25:41,138 and there was no Rebecca. It was just... 517 00:25:42,708 --> 00:25:44,888 it was just Jack and Rebecca. 518 00:25:48,192 --> 00:25:52,135 So, the notion that I would have been in love with your mother 519 00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:55,261 back then, it's just... it-it never even occurred to me. 520 00:25:55,641 --> 00:25:56,692 Ever. 521 00:25:57,966 --> 00:25:59,841 Do you understand what I'm saying? 522 00:26:01,232 --> 00:26:02,559 I do, yeah. 523 00:26:05,253 --> 00:26:07,677 But I do love her now. 524 00:26:11,028 --> 00:26:12,286 Kevin... 525 00:26:14,113 --> 00:26:15,653 I'm not going anywhere. 526 00:26:34,317 --> 00:26:35,434 Hello? 527 00:26:37,583 --> 00:26:38,606 What? 528 00:26:39,138 --> 00:26:40,395 Wait, wait, what? 529 00:26:43,341 --> 00:26:44,491 Madison? 530 00:26:46,570 --> 00:26:47,778 Coming in. 531 00:26:48,949 --> 00:26:50,169 Madison? 532 00:26:57,114 --> 00:26:58,278 Madison? 533 00:27:01,763 --> 00:27:03,863 - Oh, my God. - I'm okay. 534 00:27:03,932 --> 00:27:05,317 I think I fainted again. 535 00:27:05,742 --> 00:27:07,528 I... I'm okay. 536 00:27:07,635 --> 00:27:08,846 Here, let me help you. 537 00:27:08,871 --> 00:27:10,145 Careful. Be careful. 538 00:27:10,708 --> 00:27:11,934 There you are. 539 00:27:11,959 --> 00:27:13,864 I've been looking for you everywhere. 540 00:27:14,036 --> 00:27:16,755 - Sorry. - You can't just leave me, Kate. 541 00:27:18,739 --> 00:27:20,247 How was the dress? 542 00:27:22,220 --> 00:27:23,411 It didn't fit. 543 00:27:25,122 --> 00:27:26,963 Well, why don't we go try on some others, then, 544 00:27:26,988 --> 00:27:29,309 - and find something that you love? - Mom, stop it! 545 00:27:31,524 --> 00:27:34,575 Okay? Just... just please stop. 546 00:27:41,614 --> 00:27:43,147 - Hi. - Hi. 547 00:27:43,927 --> 00:27:45,098 You the super? 548 00:27:45,398 --> 00:27:47,809 Feeling pretty average, but yeah. 549 00:27:49,942 --> 00:27:51,169 That's a "super" joke. 550 00:27:51,286 --> 00:27:52,848 - Funny. - Okay. 551 00:27:53,610 --> 00:27:55,567 This is gonna seem random. 552 00:27:56,303 --> 00:27:57,966 I'm William Hill's son. 553 00:27:59,294 --> 00:28:00,802 He lived in apartment four. 554 00:28:01,309 --> 00:28:03,468 That old pain in my ass. 555 00:28:04,294 --> 00:28:06,145 - You know what he used to do? - Hmm? 556 00:28:06,170 --> 00:28:08,895 Every time somebody's stove wouldn't light, 557 00:28:09,263 --> 00:28:11,481 or their water wouldn't go on, 558 00:28:11,506 --> 00:28:14,007 he'd come banging on my door to report it. 559 00:28:14,192 --> 00:28:16,809 You know, and I explained to him a thousand times, 560 00:28:16,834 --> 00:28:18,927 I can't fix things without money. 561 00:28:18,952 --> 00:28:21,442 So, he wasn't coming around here 562 00:28:21,467 --> 00:28:24,168 'cause you two were... 563 00:28:24,425 --> 00:28:26,684 - William and me? - Mm-hmm. 564 00:28:26,709 --> 00:28:28,528 No... 565 00:28:28,839 --> 00:28:30,161 No, no, no. 566 00:28:32,672 --> 00:28:34,388 I'll tell you this, though. 567 00:28:34,572 --> 00:28:35,919 When he moved, 568 00:28:36,583 --> 00:28:39,700 man, the building felt it, you know? 569 00:28:40,641 --> 00:28:43,864 It was kind of like we lost a heart, 570 00:28:44,592 --> 00:28:47,286 and there was no place for the blood to go. 571 00:28:53,013 --> 00:28:54,567 I found this poem he wrote. 572 00:29:00,583 --> 00:29:02,434 Would you believe I thought it was a sign, 573 00:29:02,595 --> 00:29:04,052 me finding it now? 574 00:29:10,496 --> 00:29:11,919 Let me show you something. 575 00:29:12,231 --> 00:29:13,705 - Okay. - Okay. Come. 576 00:29:14,977 --> 00:29:16,122 The door... 577 00:29:24,263 --> 00:29:26,755 Just lost the tenant that lived here after William. 578 00:29:28,130 --> 00:29:29,317 Take a look around. 579 00:29:30,716 --> 00:29:31,763 That's okay. 580 00:29:32,844 --> 00:29:34,169 I don't want to... yeah. 581 00:29:36,116 --> 00:29:37,248 Take a look around. 582 00:29:51,111 --> 00:29:54,813 Get it. Down to the right. Get it. 583 00:30:15,177 --> 00:30:17,069 Well, what do we have here? 584 00:30:18,542 --> 00:30:19,966 Ooh. 585 00:30:21,184 --> 00:30:23,302 You are one ugly cat. 586 00:30:24,106 --> 00:30:25,198 No offense. 587 00:30:25,223 --> 00:30:27,723 You hungry? All right. 588 00:30:28,317 --> 00:30:31,208 Let's see what I can drum up for you. 589 00:30:31,802 --> 00:30:34,817 There's a little Lactaid. Hope you don't mind. 590 00:30:36,114 --> 00:30:37,333 There we go. 591 00:30:38,536 --> 00:30:39,536 Yeah. 592 00:30:40,599 --> 00:30:41,794 Rough day, huh? 593 00:30:42,685 --> 00:30:45,052 You're good to hang here for a little bit. 594 00:30:45,669 --> 00:30:47,364 This is my favorite spot. 595 00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:49,817 It's got a great view of... 596 00:30:53,811 --> 00:30:57,575 "Lady, I am straight up fixed on you... 597 00:30:58,317 --> 00:31:00,817 "Always I walk the same steps. 598 00:31:01,057 --> 00:31:02,423 "I push open the door, 599 00:31:02,703 --> 00:31:05,122 "I end up in front of you. 600 00:31:06,669 --> 00:31:10,928 Always you. Always you, my Lady." 601 00:31:23,083 --> 00:31:26,911 Lady Day. Billie was one of my favorites. 602 00:31:28,466 --> 00:31:29,661 Oh, damn. 603 00:31:33,252 --> 00:31:34,513 Oh, damn. 604 00:31:40,466 --> 00:31:43,067 - Sorry. - You don't need to take care of me. 605 00:31:43,708 --> 00:31:47,020 So... you're all alone and you're bleeding from the head. 606 00:31:47,045 --> 00:31:48,130 I kind of do. 607 00:31:50,700 --> 00:31:52,864 - I'm sorry I called. - Well...? 608 00:31:53,177 --> 00:31:55,239 I couldn't call my family. They'd... 609 00:31:56,583 --> 00:31:57,716 ..freak out. 610 00:31:58,598 --> 00:31:59,794 Do you want to talk about it? 611 00:32:00,700 --> 00:32:01,833 It's new. 612 00:32:04,066 --> 00:32:07,473 I mean, I used to do it in middle school, but I stopped, 613 00:32:07,785 --> 00:32:09,351 until a few weeks ago. 614 00:32:10,575 --> 00:32:13,341 I was really upset when I got home. 615 00:32:13,848 --> 00:32:15,747 So I ate. 616 00:32:15,809 --> 00:32:17,169 So much. 617 00:32:18,716 --> 00:32:21,722 This crappy frozen yogurt 618 00:32:21,747 --> 00:32:23,825 I've had in the freezer forever. 619 00:32:25,559 --> 00:32:26,744 And then I... 620 00:32:29,207 --> 00:32:30,544 I felt better. 621 00:32:31,981 --> 00:32:34,028 But I got really dizzy. 622 00:32:35,496 --> 00:32:36,864 I guess I fell. 623 00:32:40,613 --> 00:32:42,559 I know you think I'm insane. 624 00:32:45,114 --> 00:32:46,731 No. 625 00:32:47,106 --> 00:32:48,699 I don't think you're insane. 626 00:32:50,880 --> 00:32:51,989 Um... 627 00:32:53,247 --> 00:32:56,274 Right before my dad died, I got really skinny. 628 00:32:58,083 --> 00:33:00,793 I pretty much stopped eating everything, 629 00:33:00,818 --> 00:33:02,138 except for baby carrots. 630 00:33:02,572 --> 00:33:04,841 Me and you, we could've shared clothes. 631 00:33:05,872 --> 00:33:08,550 And I was so, just so sure 632 00:33:08,575 --> 00:33:10,372 that being skinny would make me happy. 633 00:33:10,488 --> 00:33:11,669 My whole life, 634 00:33:12,161 --> 00:33:13,808 I had that voice in my head just screaming, 635 00:33:13,833 --> 00:33:15,030 just shouting at me, 636 00:33:15,427 --> 00:33:17,060 "Lose the weight. Try harder. 637 00:33:17,286 --> 00:33:19,020 You're fat and you're pathetic." 638 00:33:21,424 --> 00:33:24,513 And so, I did it. I lost the weight. 639 00:33:30,184 --> 00:33:32,248 But listening to that voice my whole life, 640 00:33:32,316 --> 00:33:34,255 I didn't know who I was without it. 641 00:33:35,576 --> 00:33:37,419 And then I just, I felt empty. 642 00:33:46,395 --> 00:33:48,630 I was more comfortable being fat 643 00:33:49,052 --> 00:33:50,579 because I actually liked 644 00:33:50,604 --> 00:33:52,044 being mad at myself all the time. 645 00:33:52,069 --> 00:33:53,638 I liked the voice. 646 00:34:06,579 --> 00:34:07,707 So... 647 00:34:08,717 --> 00:34:10,458 I don't think you're insane. 648 00:34:14,325 --> 00:34:16,959 Thank you for taking care of me. 649 00:34:18,138 --> 00:34:20,700 - Oh, of course. - You're really nice. 650 00:34:21,099 --> 00:34:22,919 Eh. 651 00:34:23,317 --> 00:34:24,989 - Oh, my God. - What? 652 00:34:25,254 --> 00:34:27,121 Should we host a podcast? 653 00:34:27,151 --> 00:34:29,395 No. No one wants that. 654 00:34:37,755 --> 00:34:40,067 Well... so... 655 00:34:41,403 --> 00:34:43,753 I think I like the dress with the empire waist. 656 00:34:43,778 --> 00:34:46,106 You're gonna say yes to the dress? 657 00:34:47,263 --> 00:34:48,669 Aw! 658 00:34:51,122 --> 00:34:52,270 I can't believe it. 659 00:34:53,399 --> 00:34:55,403 I finally have a best friend. 660 00:35:07,763 --> 00:35:10,520 Hey. Thanks for indulging me. 661 00:35:10,737 --> 00:35:11,973 This better be good. 662 00:35:20,201 --> 00:35:21,263 You're right. 663 00:35:22,497 --> 00:35:25,333 I've been doing a lot of searching these last few months. 664 00:35:25,442 --> 00:35:29,028 Spent too much time in outer space, but Beth, 665 00:35:29,763 --> 00:35:31,395 I got called up out of the blue 666 00:35:31,420 --> 00:35:33,544 and asked to come to this run-down building 667 00:35:33,569 --> 00:35:35,083 to pick up a cardboard box. 668 00:35:35,538 --> 00:35:39,240 And in that box was a poem about my father's lady, 669 00:35:39,763 --> 00:35:41,848 that turned out to be a Billie Holiday mural, 670 00:35:41,873 --> 00:35:44,794 but still, that poem led me directly to my lady, 671 00:35:45,809 --> 00:35:48,083 who wakes up every morning and fights to create 672 00:35:48,108 --> 00:35:50,669 beautiful spaces for the people who need them most. 673 00:35:51,239 --> 00:35:55,039 My lady, who's been the answer to every search I've been on 674 00:35:55,064 --> 00:35:56,473 since I was 19 years old. 675 00:36:01,489 --> 00:36:03,630 I want to buy this building with you, Beth. 676 00:36:05,193 --> 00:36:06,692 I want to change these people's lives. 677 00:36:06,761 --> 00:36:10,763 Give them the comfort and the dignity they deserve. 678 00:36:11,265 --> 00:36:12,520 The building manager, she knows... 679 00:36:14,309 --> 00:36:15,505 You hungry? 680 00:36:24,269 --> 00:36:26,942 Randall, hey. 681 00:36:27,044 --> 00:36:29,106 You look like you're gonna pass out. What's up? 682 00:36:29,922 --> 00:36:31,169 Uh... 683 00:36:32,213 --> 00:36:33,661 Will you go out with me? 684 00:36:34,813 --> 00:36:35,927 Oh. 685 00:36:36,092 --> 00:36:37,973 - Um... - Before you answer, 686 00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:40,713 maybe you should let fate decide. 687 00:36:52,431 --> 00:36:54,270 Okay. What do you think? 688 00:36:54,295 --> 00:36:56,130 You think the boss is gonna like this one? 689 00:36:56,496 --> 00:36:58,997 Yeah. Looks good. 690 00:36:59,363 --> 00:37:00,833 Yeah? Okay. 691 00:37:04,567 --> 00:37:05,825 So how about now? 692 00:37:06,949 --> 00:37:07,997 You think now's a good time 693 00:37:08,022 --> 00:37:09,645 to start the Big Three? 694 00:37:11,075 --> 00:37:14,589 No. No, bud, I got three of you about to go off to college, 695 00:37:14,614 --> 00:37:16,223 so... no. 696 00:37:18,739 --> 00:37:20,466 Let's button this up. Give me this. 697 00:37:22,192 --> 00:37:23,270 Here we go. 698 00:37:24,496 --> 00:37:27,075 Sometimes, always, 699 00:37:28,083 --> 00:37:29,169 never. 700 00:37:29,880 --> 00:37:32,505 Here, get your hand right inside the lapel there. 701 00:37:32,677 --> 00:37:34,427 Make sure it's not too tight, too loose. 702 00:37:34,562 --> 00:37:35,761 - No. - Feels good? 703 00:37:35,786 --> 00:37:37,173 - Yeah. - Yeah? Okay. 704 00:37:37,427 --> 00:37:38,575 - Good. - Yeah. 705 00:37:38,864 --> 00:37:40,708 Good. You look good. 706 00:37:40,801 --> 00:37:42,091 - Thanks. - Sharp. 707 00:37:43,755 --> 00:37:45,288 Yeah, the pants are gonna fit better 708 00:37:45,356 --> 00:37:48,193 once you get out of that cast, but they work for now. 709 00:37:48,218 --> 00:37:49,284 You look good. 710 00:37:49,598 --> 00:37:50,833 You look real good. 711 00:37:51,322 --> 00:37:53,021 Straighten this tie, though. 712 00:37:59,059 --> 00:38:00,436 Thank you, Dad. 713 00:38:02,114 --> 00:38:03,453 You're welcome. 714 00:38:07,645 --> 00:38:09,864 Okay. How do you feel? 715 00:38:11,017 --> 00:38:13,216 I feel like I'm wearing a suit. 716 00:38:17,333 --> 00:38:19,793 - Morning. - Oh, good morning. 717 00:38:19,818 --> 00:38:20,872 Oh, yeah. 718 00:38:27,335 --> 00:38:28,786 You know, I, um... 719 00:38:29,841 --> 00:38:31,966 Last night, when you were, um... 720 00:38:32,778 --> 00:38:34,638 you were watching TV with Miguel, 721 00:38:36,013 --> 00:38:37,942 I noticed that you had your head on his shoulder, 722 00:38:37,967 --> 00:38:40,809 and then, as soon as you saw me, 723 00:38:40,834 --> 00:38:43,872 you-you... sort of... pulled away. 724 00:38:47,005 --> 00:38:48,138 Hmm. 725 00:38:52,077 --> 00:38:53,856 I, um... 726 00:38:55,270 --> 00:38:56,950 I thought that it might be, uh, 727 00:38:56,975 --> 00:38:59,325 hard for you to see us like that. 728 00:39:00,817 --> 00:39:01,997 Right. 729 00:39:05,385 --> 00:39:08,119 You shouldn't have to worry about how I feel, Mom. 730 00:39:08,559 --> 00:39:11,169 You shouldn't, you know, and-and, you know... 731 00:39:12,951 --> 00:39:14,161 Kevin... 732 00:39:14,486 --> 00:39:15,794 You're happy with him? 733 00:39:22,350 --> 00:39:24,184 After your father died, 734 00:39:24,989 --> 00:39:26,841 I had to let go of a lot of things, 735 00:39:26,866 --> 00:39:30,010 and happiness was one of the first things to go. 736 00:39:30,716 --> 00:39:32,802 And it was like that 737 00:39:32,871 --> 00:39:34,395 for a very, very long time. 738 00:39:36,554 --> 00:39:40,263 What I found with Miguel is, um... 739 00:39:42,626 --> 00:39:43,863 ...quieter 740 00:39:44,414 --> 00:39:45,864 and older. 741 00:39:46,350 --> 00:39:49,184 But... yeah. 742 00:39:50,436 --> 00:39:51,786 Yeah, I'm happy. 743 00:39:54,239 --> 00:39:56,325 He really makes me laugh. 744 00:39:58,268 --> 00:39:59,325 He does. 745 00:40:00,044 --> 00:40:02,475 Laughing with him or at him? I'm just, you know, saying. 746 00:40:02,500 --> 00:40:05,234 - Kevin, stop it. - I mean, come on. 747 00:40:16,915 --> 00:40:19,706 - I need you to talk to Kate. - Hmm. 748 00:40:20,122 --> 00:40:23,119 - Something is up with her. - Yeah, I noticed that, too. 749 00:40:24,098 --> 00:40:26,161 And if anyone can get through to her, it's you. 750 00:40:26,481 --> 00:40:28,991 - Yeah. Yeah, I'll talk to her. - Okay. 751 00:40:30,066 --> 00:40:31,906 Kev seems to like his new suit. 752 00:40:32,458 --> 00:40:34,797 Yeah. Yeah, he does. 753 00:40:37,950 --> 00:40:39,309 - Bec? - Yeah? 754 00:40:40,770 --> 00:40:42,364 I hate wearing suits. 755 00:40:43,684 --> 00:40:45,741 - Okay. - And I hate Walter. 756 00:40:47,091 --> 00:40:48,411 Walter, ech. 757 00:40:49,669 --> 00:40:50,911 I'm thinking... 758 00:40:53,270 --> 00:40:56,552 I'm thinking I want to try and start the business again. 759 00:40:57,716 --> 00:40:58,921 Big Three Homes. 760 00:41:00,216 --> 00:41:01,513 - What? - Yeah. 761 00:41:03,536 --> 00:41:05,464 You want to just... 762 00:41:05,489 --> 00:41:08,348 Quit my job and start a construction business. Yeah. 763 00:41:09,192 --> 00:41:12,500 Babe, we have three kids who are about to go off to college soon. 764 00:41:12,525 --> 00:41:15,169 You really think that now is the right time to start a business? 765 00:41:15,194 --> 00:41:16,325 No. 766 00:41:16,909 --> 00:41:18,067 Probably not. 767 00:41:24,941 --> 00:41:26,270 Well, I guess that's... 768 00:41:27,727 --> 00:41:29,833 gonna make it pretty exciting, isn't it? 769 00:41:47,775 --> 00:41:48,973 Wow. 770 00:41:51,966 --> 00:41:54,419 Hey, babe, did we forget something at the mall? 771 00:41:55,770 --> 00:41:57,002 I don't think so. 772 00:41:59,436 --> 00:42:00,630 Huh. 773 00:42:01,407 --> 00:42:03,974 Well, tell me more about Big Three Homes. When did this come about? 774 00:42:07,476 --> 00:42:12,132 synced and corrected by susinz *www.addic7ed.com*