1 00:00:04,666 --> 00:00:06,700 Good morning. 2 00:00:06,702 --> 00:00:08,002 Isn't it, though? 3 00:00:08,004 --> 00:00:10,804 - Charlie. - Zach. 4 00:00:10,806 --> 00:00:12,406 What are you doing here? 5 00:00:12,408 --> 00:00:14,975 Well, I work here... for today, anyway. 6 00:00:14,977 --> 00:00:16,911 I know. It's just, aren't you not supposed to be talking 7 00:00:16,913 --> 00:00:17,878 to any of the staff? 8 00:00:17,880 --> 00:00:20,481 Uh, it's no trial, Zach. 9 00:00:20,483 --> 00:00:22,950 Look, I wish I didn't have to go at all, 10 00:00:22,952 --> 00:00:24,385 but, you know, when the board calls. 11 00:00:24,387 --> 00:00:26,220 You answer. No, I get it. 12 00:00:26,222 --> 00:00:28,255 No way around it, just like there was no way around 13 00:00:28,257 --> 00:00:30,024 Dawn filing a complaint in the first place. 14 00:00:30,026 --> 00:00:31,592 Where is she, by the way? 15 00:00:31,594 --> 00:00:33,227 Worried about you. 16 00:00:33,229 --> 00:00:37,197 Seriously, it's eating her up. She didn't come in today. 17 00:00:37,199 --> 00:00:39,667 Hey, listen. 18 00:00:39,669 --> 00:00:41,569 You smell like a distillery. 19 00:00:41,571 --> 00:00:43,504 I think you should just go home and wait for them to call you. 20 00:00:43,506 --> 00:00:45,639 No. I'm here to fight for my job. 21 00:00:45,641 --> 00:00:47,441 This is my home. 22 00:00:50,812 --> 00:00:52,346 Yikes. 23 00:00:52,348 --> 00:00:54,582 I'm up next in the boardroom for his assessment. 24 00:00:54,584 --> 00:00:56,717 On a scale of 1 to 10, how painful is that? 25 00:00:56,719 --> 00:00:58,886 Almost as painful as being stuck in the E.R. 26 00:00:58,888 --> 00:01:00,521 instead of some killer surgery. 27 00:01:00,523 --> 00:01:01,956 Just so you know, I put myself here. 28 00:01:01,958 --> 00:01:03,123 Lucky me. 29 00:01:03,125 --> 00:01:04,425 I thought it would only be fair 30 00:01:04,427 --> 00:01:06,360 to the other residents, you know, lead by example. 31 00:01:06,362 --> 00:01:07,928 Right. Because there weren't 32 00:01:07,930 --> 00:01:10,364 - any cool surgeries on the docket today? - Yeah. 33 00:01:10,366 --> 00:01:11,532 Well, how about this? 34 00:01:11,534 --> 00:01:13,300 Skateboarder with Q-tip in the ear. 35 00:01:13,302 --> 00:01:14,301 He's all yours... 36 00:01:14,303 --> 00:01:15,736 Chief. 37 00:01:32,153 --> 00:01:33,954 Good morrow, Dr. Sekara. 38 00:01:33,956 --> 00:01:36,824 Oh, uh, hey. 39 00:01:36,826 --> 00:01:38,626 We're not supposed to see each other before the board... 40 00:01:38,628 --> 00:01:41,395 Relax, Dev. It's not our wedding day. 41 00:01:42,998 --> 00:01:44,732 What can I tell you? 42 00:01:44,734 --> 00:01:45,899 I went out last night, 43 00:01:45,901 --> 00:01:48,102 ordered the bourbon chicken, hold the chicken. 44 00:01:48,104 --> 00:01:51,305 - Uh-huh. - The Board call you in? 45 00:01:51,307 --> 00:01:54,508 Oh, yeah. They called, like, everyone. 46 00:01:56,445 --> 00:02:00,414 I totally forgot. Um, and I have to go. 47 00:02:03,685 --> 00:02:04,818 Dr. Harris. 48 00:02:06,421 --> 00:02:09,256 Don't worry. I got your back. 49 00:02:09,258 --> 00:02:11,458 Thank you. 50 00:02:16,031 --> 00:02:18,065 - Alex. - Yep. 51 00:02:18,067 --> 00:02:19,967 It's my morning to bring him to daycare. 52 00:02:19,969 --> 00:02:21,402 I totally forgot. I'm sorry. 53 00:02:21,404 --> 00:02:22,403 It's fine. I got it. 54 00:02:22,405 --> 00:02:24,905 How are you dealing with today? 55 00:02:24,907 --> 00:02:27,741 Well, all I got to do is tell them the truth, right? 56 00:02:27,743 --> 00:02:29,643 - The truth. - What? 57 00:02:29,645 --> 00:02:31,578 Nothing. 58 00:02:31,580 --> 00:02:33,947 Alex, I need you on my side for this. 59 00:02:33,949 --> 00:02:36,150 When have I not been on your side? 60 00:02:36,152 --> 00:02:38,218 Did you sleep in those clothes? 61 00:02:38,220 --> 00:02:40,554 Um, they do look a little familiar, actually. 62 00:02:40,556 --> 00:02:43,057 It's okay. I got a suit in my office. 63 00:02:43,059 --> 00:02:44,992 Okay. Charlie... 64 00:02:44,994 --> 00:02:46,794 have you been drinking? 65 00:02:46,796 --> 00:02:48,262 Because you've got to pull yourself together. 66 00:02:48,264 --> 00:02:49,697 You have to figure out what you're gonna say. 67 00:02:49,699 --> 00:02:51,165 The Board is gonna want to know why you're... 68 00:02:51,167 --> 00:02:52,299 Screwing up? 69 00:02:52,301 --> 00:02:54,535 Well, yeah. You walked out on a surgery. 70 00:02:54,537 --> 00:02:57,604 Oh. Glad you're not speaking on my behalf. 71 00:02:57,606 --> 00:02:59,039 Charlie. 72 00:03:03,611 --> 00:03:05,245 Good chat. 73 00:03:20,328 --> 00:03:22,496 Oh, there you are. Dr. Reid! 74 00:03:22,498 --> 00:03:23,997 Mrs. Crace. 75 00:03:23,999 --> 00:03:27,668 I understand today must be incredibly stressful for you, 76 00:03:27,670 --> 00:03:30,404 so I wanted to give you the opportunity to speak 77 00:03:30,406 --> 00:03:32,806 to the Board during Charlie's assessment. 78 00:03:32,808 --> 00:03:35,509 Oh. Wow. Well, I was under the impression 79 00:03:35,511 --> 00:03:36,844 I wouldn't be allowed to. 80 00:03:36,846 --> 00:03:40,013 Is something wrong? I-I thought you'd be happy. 81 00:03:40,015 --> 00:03:42,850 No. You know what? It's great. Thank you. 82 00:03:42,852 --> 00:03:45,419 Good. Keep your schedule relatively clear. 83 00:03:45,421 --> 00:03:47,087 We'll notify you of a time. 84 00:03:48,823 --> 00:03:51,425 That is wonderful. 85 00:04:20,844 --> 00:04:22,178 Hey. 86 00:04:22,180 --> 00:04:24,180 You need to get back in bed. I haven't discharged you yet. 87 00:04:24,182 --> 00:04:25,982 Actually, you said I was healing really quickly 88 00:04:25,984 --> 00:04:27,483 and I could probably go home tonight. 89 00:04:27,485 --> 00:04:29,418 Probably isn't definitely. 90 00:04:29,420 --> 00:04:33,022 Here. I brought you a present. 91 00:04:33,024 --> 00:04:35,391 Oh, wow. That's really beautiful. You shouldn't have. 92 00:04:35,393 --> 00:04:36,792 It's a spirometer to make sure 93 00:04:36,794 --> 00:04:38,327 you're breathing at full capacity. 94 00:04:38,329 --> 00:04:40,129 Now, a lot of people after surgery 95 00:04:40,131 --> 00:04:42,198 tend to shallow breathe because it hurts. 96 00:04:42,200 --> 00:04:44,333 We want to make sure your lungs won't collapse. 97 00:04:44,335 --> 00:04:47,069 Breathing is my thing. I'm good. 98 00:04:47,071 --> 00:04:48,571 All right. 99 00:04:48,573 --> 00:04:50,039 Put your mouth on this piece, 100 00:04:50,041 --> 00:04:52,174 breathe in slowly, and what you want to do is, 101 00:04:52,176 --> 00:04:54,377 you want to make sure that this little blue disc 102 00:04:54,379 --> 00:04:56,679 gets to 1250 milliliters. 103 00:04:56,681 --> 00:04:57,980 Fine. Easy. 104 00:05:03,887 --> 00:05:05,454 What the hell? 105 00:05:05,456 --> 00:05:06,822 Hurts? 106 00:05:06,824 --> 00:05:08,758 No. It's just broken. 107 00:05:08,760 --> 00:05:12,528 All right. Breathe in it a few times every hour. 108 00:05:12,530 --> 00:05:14,463 Until you get to 1250, you're not going anywhere. 109 00:05:14,465 --> 00:05:15,931 Great. 110 00:05:15,933 --> 00:05:18,567 Have you thought about my offer? 111 00:05:18,569 --> 00:05:19,935 To help you? 112 00:05:19,937 --> 00:05:22,138 'Cause your energy is kind of like... 113 00:05:22,140 --> 00:05:24,573 It's like a fountain spewing gunk. 114 00:05:24,575 --> 00:05:26,409 Most people would understand it 115 00:05:26,411 --> 00:05:28,444 as a thick, disgusting, black cloud, 116 00:05:28,446 --> 00:05:30,346 - kind of just permeating everything. - You know what? You're just saying that 117 00:05:30,348 --> 00:05:32,014 - because I didn't discharge you. - That is not true. 118 00:05:32,016 --> 00:05:34,917 Come on. What's going on? 119 00:05:34,919 --> 00:05:36,252 Don't worry about me. I'm fine. 120 00:05:36,254 --> 00:05:37,386 Or, I will be fine. 121 00:05:37,388 --> 00:05:40,022 Thank you, though, but I'm... I'm fine. 122 00:05:40,024 --> 00:05:42,758 Well, you just said "fine" about 20 times. 123 00:05:42,760 --> 00:05:44,493 Okay. My ex, he's a doctor, he works here. 124 00:05:44,495 --> 00:05:45,895 He's going in for an assessment. 125 00:05:45,897 --> 00:05:47,430 I have to give a character evaluation. 126 00:05:48,533 --> 00:05:50,032 I also have to get to my next consult, 127 00:05:50,034 --> 00:05:51,700 so I'll come back in and I'll check on you, 128 00:05:51,702 --> 00:05:53,069 and in the meantime, deep breaths. 129 00:05:53,071 --> 00:05:54,570 Yeah, you too. 130 00:06:03,713 --> 00:06:07,249 Well, just the deceitful spirit I didn't want to see. 131 00:06:07,251 --> 00:06:10,152 I hear the Board has been called in to investigate you. 132 00:06:10,154 --> 00:06:12,288 Yes. No thanks to you. 133 00:06:12,290 --> 00:06:13,489 To me? 134 00:06:13,491 --> 00:06:15,091 Yeah. Your, uh, lack of honesty 135 00:06:15,093 --> 00:06:17,760 about your current... situation. 136 00:06:17,762 --> 00:06:19,195 Not a big help. 137 00:06:19,197 --> 00:06:21,997 You were on a collision course with a breakdown, 138 00:06:21,999 --> 00:06:23,399 with or without me, sir. 139 00:06:23,401 --> 00:06:24,633 Now you can leave me alone, 140 00:06:24,635 --> 00:06:26,435 because I need to prep to fight for my job. 141 00:06:26,437 --> 00:06:29,371 - Uh, no. Charlie, we... - Not going? 142 00:06:29,373 --> 00:06:31,640 Okay, I will. 143 00:06:38,081 --> 00:06:40,082 I'm sorry. 144 00:06:44,222 --> 00:06:47,022 I read in your profile that your favorite book 145 00:06:47,024 --> 00:06:49,492 is "Lila Zila and the Watermelon Smash." 146 00:06:49,494 --> 00:06:50,993 Now... Now, I read the book, 147 00:06:50,995 --> 00:06:54,230 and I found it particularly empowering for children, 148 00:06:54,232 --> 00:06:57,032 especially young girls. 149 00:06:57,034 --> 00:06:59,435 Do you concur? 150 00:06:59,437 --> 00:07:00,569 I'll try that again. 151 00:07:00,571 --> 00:07:03,038 Shazam! 152 00:07:03,040 --> 00:07:05,474 Anjali! Wow. What are you doing here? 153 00:07:05,476 --> 00:07:07,643 Mm-hmm-hmm! 154 00:07:07,645 --> 00:07:09,145 Okay, that's enough. Yes. 155 00:07:09,147 --> 00:07:12,248 Right. The 3-second-hug rule. I almost forgot. 156 00:07:12,250 --> 00:07:14,049 So, are you joining the obstetrics staff? 157 00:07:14,051 --> 00:07:15,851 Nah. Don't get your hopes up, Shazam. 158 00:07:15,853 --> 00:07:18,020 Just followed a patient here. 159 00:07:18,022 --> 00:07:21,891 Right. You're very good at following people. 160 00:07:21,893 --> 00:07:23,692 You should've just told me you were gay. 161 00:07:23,694 --> 00:07:25,828 I did. I said that repeatedly. I said, "I'm gay." 162 00:07:25,830 --> 00:07:28,197 Well, water under the bridge. I need your help with a case. 163 00:07:28,199 --> 00:07:31,000 26-week fetus with spina bifida. 164 00:07:35,005 --> 00:07:36,939 Wow. This is the most severe case 165 00:07:36,941 --> 00:07:38,941 of Myelomeningocele that I've seen. 166 00:07:38,943 --> 00:07:40,543 Very good. I was scheduled to perform 167 00:07:40,545 --> 00:07:43,179 a laparoscopic in-utero repair today with Dr. Solomon. 168 00:07:43,181 --> 00:07:44,647 So, what does this have to do with me? 169 00:07:44,649 --> 00:07:46,115 Solomon's mother died last night. 170 00:07:46,117 --> 00:07:48,317 - That's unfortunate. - It is. 171 00:07:48,319 --> 00:07:50,219 And I don't know how long he's gonna be out for. 172 00:07:50,221 --> 00:07:53,489 You are the only other surgeon in this city 173 00:07:53,491 --> 00:07:55,257 qualified to perform this surgery. 174 00:07:55,259 --> 00:07:57,526 Falak, that's our patient. 175 00:07:57,528 --> 00:07:58,594 Our? 176 00:07:58,596 --> 00:08:00,029 She's at the 26-week mark. 177 00:08:00,031 --> 00:08:03,065 Right now is the target of opportunity for optimum results. 178 00:08:03,067 --> 00:08:05,367 No. I'm sorry. 179 00:08:05,369 --> 00:08:06,902 Anjali, you know, I made a promise 180 00:08:06,904 --> 00:08:08,804 that I don't do pediatric surgeries anymore. 181 00:08:08,806 --> 00:08:10,940 - Why not? - Because, it's, um... 182 00:08:10,942 --> 00:08:13,742 I... I'm sorry. It's complicated, 183 00:08:13,744 --> 00:08:17,513 you know, and, uh, um, thank you for stopping by. 184 00:08:17,515 --> 00:08:20,749 I have a chili to prepare. Thank you. 185 00:08:20,751 --> 00:08:21,784 See you. 186 00:08:24,087 --> 00:08:27,356 Right. Right. 187 00:08:27,358 --> 00:08:31,894 "Lila Zila and the Watermelon Smash." 188 00:08:31,896 --> 00:08:34,530 Why did you like this book? 189 00:08:35,699 --> 00:08:37,099 Oh! 190 00:08:37,101 --> 00:08:39,735 Special delivery for Dr. Williams. 191 00:08:39,737 --> 00:08:42,071 Yeah. I... can see you. 192 00:08:42,073 --> 00:08:44,940 You know what? I'm good. If you want to... You can have those. 193 00:08:44,942 --> 00:08:46,875 It's called globophobia. Fear of balloons. 194 00:08:46,877 --> 00:08:48,611 Mm-hmm. 195 00:08:48,613 --> 00:08:51,647 Uh, don't you already have a phobia of parasites? 196 00:08:51,649 --> 00:08:52,982 Oh, doesn't everyone? Aah! 197 00:08:52,984 --> 00:08:55,084 Besides, is there a limit to the number 198 00:08:55,086 --> 00:08:56,919 of paralyzing fears one can have? 199 00:08:56,921 --> 00:08:58,687 Does it say who it's from? 200 00:08:58,689 --> 00:09:01,223 Oh, God! Seriously, is this some kind of sick joke? 201 00:09:01,225 --> 00:09:03,125 Iit doesn't say. The card reads, 202 00:09:03,127 --> 00:09:05,794 "Think of you often." That's it. 203 00:09:05,796 --> 00:09:08,430 Well, aren't we just saving the world here? 204 00:09:08,432 --> 00:09:10,432 Look, I got to get to the Harris inquisition. 205 00:09:10,434 --> 00:09:12,134 Do you think you can manage the E.R. by yourself? 206 00:09:12,136 --> 00:09:13,869 - Me? - Yes, you. 207 00:09:13,871 --> 00:09:15,037 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 208 00:09:15,039 --> 00:09:16,772 Will you just take those with you when you go? 209 00:09:16,774 --> 00:09:19,174 You got it. Ginkgo biloba. 210 00:09:19,176 --> 00:09:22,778 It's called globophobia. And good luck in there. 211 00:09:22,780 --> 00:09:26,649 It is a... total witch hunt. 212 00:09:26,651 --> 00:09:29,918 Oh, man. Okay. 213 00:09:29,920 --> 00:09:32,121 They're gone. 214 00:09:32,123 --> 00:09:34,223 Dr. Bell finished the aortic dissection 215 00:09:34,225 --> 00:09:36,292 while Dr. Sekara repaired the bleeders, 216 00:09:36,294 --> 00:09:38,694 and he walked out. 217 00:09:38,696 --> 00:09:40,262 Just like that. 218 00:09:40,264 --> 00:09:42,865 Did he give any explanation for his actions? 219 00:09:42,867 --> 00:09:45,167 In a roundabout way. 220 00:09:45,169 --> 00:09:46,435 What does that mean? 221 00:09:46,437 --> 00:09:49,972 Dr. Harris always has an explanation 222 00:09:49,974 --> 00:09:51,373 for his unorthodox behavior. 223 00:09:51,375 --> 00:09:54,076 Anyone who goes into surgery with him just accepts that. 224 00:09:56,313 --> 00:09:58,847 Charlie and I met 10 years ago at this hospital. 225 00:09:58,849 --> 00:10:01,383 And since then, we've be... 226 00:10:01,385 --> 00:10:03,786 No. No, no. No! 227 00:10:03,788 --> 00:10:06,488 Um... 228 00:10:06,490 --> 00:10:09,992 the past several years, 229 00:10:09,994 --> 00:10:14,463 Charlie... has become a bit of a miracle worker. 230 00:10:16,199 --> 00:10:18,267 How does he perform said miracles? 231 00:10:18,269 --> 00:10:20,736 Well, you ask, he talks to ghosts. 232 00:10:23,174 --> 00:10:26,241 Hey. I didn't mean to, uh... 233 00:10:26,243 --> 00:10:29,178 Uh, it's just that this thing is, for sure, broken, 234 00:10:29,180 --> 00:10:31,580 like, won't go past 800, so... 235 00:10:31,582 --> 00:10:34,083 But, while I'm here, 236 00:10:34,085 --> 00:10:36,085 who talks to ghosts? 237 00:10:41,691 --> 00:10:43,739 First of all, you need to get back in bed. 238 00:10:43,741 --> 00:10:46,008 And, secondly, you really shouldn't be here. 239 00:10:46,010 --> 00:10:47,410 No, I know. I'm sorry. 240 00:10:47,412 --> 00:10:49,579 I didn't mean to interrupt you... with yourself. 241 00:10:50,495 --> 00:10:52,515 You know I do this for a living, right? 242 00:10:52,517 --> 00:10:55,017 - What? Stalk people? - Speak. 243 00:10:55,019 --> 00:10:56,319 Your speech. You said you need 244 00:10:56,321 --> 00:10:57,820 to write a statement about your ex. 245 00:10:57,822 --> 00:11:00,690 Clearly, you're struggling, so let me help. 246 00:11:00,692 --> 00:11:02,592 I'm bored to death in here. 247 00:11:02,594 --> 00:11:05,728 This thing ain't great company. 248 00:11:05,730 --> 00:11:08,631 Fine. I'm not quite sure what I want to say. 249 00:11:08,633 --> 00:11:10,566 Well, how about the truth? 250 00:11:10,568 --> 00:11:11,601 It's not that simple. 251 00:11:11,603 --> 00:11:13,469 The truth could cost Charlie his job. 252 00:11:14,564 --> 00:11:16,172 Oh, is this the thing about the ghosts? 253 00:11:16,174 --> 00:11:18,240 He's the one that talks to the ghosts? 254 00:11:18,242 --> 00:11:19,875 We're done here. Yeah. 255 00:11:19,877 --> 00:11:21,210 Hold on a second. No, no, no, no. 256 00:11:21,212 --> 00:11:22,445 No. What did you say to me 257 00:11:22,447 --> 00:11:24,347 before you convinced me to cut me open? 258 00:11:24,349 --> 00:11:26,816 You said we needed to trust each other. 259 00:11:26,818 --> 00:11:28,517 Don't rip your stitches, huh? 260 00:11:28,519 --> 00:11:32,421 I will not open my stitches... if you slow down. 261 00:11:32,423 --> 00:11:36,325 Dr. Reid. 262 00:11:36,327 --> 00:11:39,061 I can't believe none of our staff supervisors 263 00:11:39,063 --> 00:11:40,930 have a single surgery today. 264 00:11:40,932 --> 00:11:41,931 Baloney. 265 00:11:41,933 --> 00:11:43,666 Well, I'm kind of glad in a way. 266 00:11:43,668 --> 00:11:44,900 Nerves got me all... 267 00:11:44,902 --> 00:11:46,002 What's the word? 268 00:11:46,004 --> 00:11:47,837 Nervous? 269 00:11:47,839 --> 00:11:50,006 How am I supposed to go in front of the Board 270 00:11:50,008 --> 00:11:51,273 and talk about Dr. Harris? 271 00:11:51,275 --> 00:11:53,709 Excuse me. What are you eating? 272 00:11:53,711 --> 00:11:55,544 Mm. This is chili from the lounge. 273 00:11:55,546 --> 00:11:57,613 It is delicious. Why? Do you want some? 274 00:11:57,615 --> 00:12:00,282 - That chili... - Dr. Hamza? 275 00:12:00,284 --> 00:12:01,384 My name is Falak. 276 00:12:01,386 --> 00:12:03,719 I'm Dr. Vrnasi's spina bifida patient. 277 00:12:03,721 --> 00:12:05,788 Well, I mean, technically, he's her patient. 278 00:12:05,790 --> 00:12:09,425 I've already talked to Vrnasi about this. 279 00:12:09,427 --> 00:12:11,027 Wait, wait, wait. Is this... Wait. 280 00:12:11,029 --> 00:12:13,562 You're doing a spina bifida operation on a fetus? 281 00:12:13,564 --> 00:12:16,499 - No. - But if you were... 282 00:12:16,501 --> 00:12:18,300 He'd be taking these loose nerves 283 00:12:18,302 --> 00:12:20,302 mushrooming out of the hole in the baby's spine 284 00:12:20,304 --> 00:12:21,570 and tucking them back in. 285 00:12:21,572 --> 00:12:23,205 - Can I get in on that? - Can I get in on that? 286 00:12:23,207 --> 00:12:25,541 I'm not operating today. 287 00:12:25,543 --> 00:12:26,676 Can I talk to you? 288 00:12:31,515 --> 00:12:32,715 Look, I'm in the process 289 00:12:32,717 --> 00:12:34,550 of giving this baby up for adoption, 290 00:12:34,552 --> 00:12:37,053 and I'm afraid that no one's going to want to adopt 291 00:12:37,055 --> 00:12:38,521 a physically-disabled baby. 292 00:12:38,523 --> 00:12:42,692 And, while I'm still this child's... incubator person, 293 00:12:42,694 --> 00:12:45,394 I need to do everything I can to help him. 294 00:12:45,396 --> 00:12:47,263 Please? 295 00:12:47,265 --> 00:12:49,065 Falak... 296 00:12:49,067 --> 00:12:51,000 Even if this surgery is successful, 297 00:12:51,002 --> 00:12:52,234 best case scenario, 298 00:12:52,236 --> 00:12:54,670 is that this baby learns how to walk with crutches. 299 00:12:54,672 --> 00:12:57,206 It's a very risky surgery for your baby. 300 00:12:57,208 --> 00:12:58,407 I know it is. 301 00:12:58,409 --> 00:13:00,876 But research shows that this is the optimal time 302 00:13:00,878 --> 00:13:03,679 to have an operation done, and I want this surgery now. 303 00:13:08,719 --> 00:13:10,686 Finally! Hi. 304 00:13:10,688 --> 00:13:12,588 Hi. I'm Dr. Williams. How are y... 305 00:13:12,590 --> 00:13:16,726 Yeah, so I have a menstrual cup stuck up my... me. 306 00:13:16,728 --> 00:13:19,028 I don't even know why I tried the damn thing. 307 00:13:19,030 --> 00:13:21,530 My teenage daughter was going on and on about it. 308 00:13:21,532 --> 00:13:25,334 Anyway, I got up this morning and I couldn't get it out. 309 00:13:25,336 --> 00:13:28,270 I tried all the positions. No bueno. 310 00:13:28,272 --> 00:13:30,873 So, it's your turn. 311 00:13:30,875 --> 00:13:33,409 And your family doctor was unavailable, I am assuming? 312 00:13:33,411 --> 00:13:35,511 Oh, he was. Just not until tomorrow. 313 00:13:35,513 --> 00:13:38,814 And I... have a third date tonight. 314 00:13:41,251 --> 00:13:43,552 You know, for someone who works in an emergency room, 315 00:13:43,554 --> 00:13:44,687 you move kind of slow. 316 00:13:44,689 --> 00:13:48,491 Well, that's because normally I'm a surgeon. 317 00:13:48,493 --> 00:13:51,227 I'm Jennifer, by the way. 318 00:13:51,229 --> 00:13:53,195 Scoot your bum forward. 319 00:13:55,665 --> 00:13:57,366 Spread 'em. 320 00:14:01,171 --> 00:14:04,507 Oh, hey. Remember me? 321 00:14:04,509 --> 00:14:06,976 That was wildly unfair. You just operated on me. 322 00:14:06,978 --> 00:14:08,077 You are relentless. 323 00:14:08,079 --> 00:14:09,979 Look, you know what? Hear me out. 324 00:14:09,981 --> 00:14:12,081 I have this, like, karma superstition thing, okay? 325 00:14:12,083 --> 00:14:14,250 So, if you're not going to let me help you for you, 326 00:14:14,252 --> 00:14:17,319 please, let me help you for me. 327 00:14:17,321 --> 00:14:18,888 Nice try with the reverse psychology. 328 00:14:18,890 --> 00:14:21,123 So, let me get this straight. This is going to help you? 329 00:14:21,125 --> 00:14:22,291 Yes. 330 00:14:22,293 --> 00:14:23,626 Unbelievable. 331 00:14:23,628 --> 00:14:25,528 Look, who cares if Charlie sees ghosts? 332 00:14:25,530 --> 00:14:27,730 Okay, first of all, I didn't say that. You did. 333 00:14:27,732 --> 00:14:29,431 But who cares? So what? 334 00:14:32,235 --> 00:14:34,303 Hey, you know what? I have an idea. 335 00:14:36,039 --> 00:14:37,439 What are you doing? 336 00:14:37,441 --> 00:14:40,709 It's a ridiculous idea, but that's the point. 337 00:14:40,711 --> 00:14:43,212 We are meant to laugh. Right? 338 00:14:43,214 --> 00:14:45,915 Laughter lowers our inhibitions and encourages vulnerability. 339 00:14:45,917 --> 00:14:48,517 Vulnerability then encourages truth. 340 00:14:48,519 --> 00:14:50,219 You get the first huff. 341 00:14:50,221 --> 00:14:51,620 You have got to be kidding me. 342 00:14:51,622 --> 00:14:53,789 Fine. More for me. 343 00:14:56,327 --> 00:14:58,427 Damn it. That was a really good one. 344 00:14:58,429 --> 00:15:00,563 I should've saved it for my spirometer. 345 00:15:00,565 --> 00:15:02,364 Come on. 346 00:15:03,835 --> 00:15:05,601 You want me to speak the truth? 347 00:15:05,603 --> 00:15:08,504 You know what? I-I-I watched some of your video podcasts, 348 00:15:08,506 --> 00:15:09,972 and they were great. They really were, 349 00:15:09,974 --> 00:15:11,140 but I think something's missing 350 00:15:11,142 --> 00:15:12,508 from your "Speaking the Truth" series. 351 00:15:12,510 --> 00:15:14,176 I mean, maybe you're just going around 352 00:15:14,178 --> 00:15:15,377 trying to help other people 353 00:15:15,379 --> 00:15:17,213 as to escape your own life and your own past. 354 00:15:17,215 --> 00:15:19,515 You know what? I told you about my past in confidence. 355 00:15:19,517 --> 00:15:21,217 Yeah, and I appreciate that. I really do. 356 00:15:21,219 --> 00:15:23,052 But that doesn't mean I'm going to turn around 357 00:15:23,054 --> 00:15:24,854 and talk to you about everything in my life. 358 00:15:24,856 --> 00:15:26,088 I'm sorry. 359 00:15:26,090 --> 00:15:27,990 Yeah. All right. 360 00:15:27,992 --> 00:15:30,993 Good luck with your speech. 361 00:15:34,765 --> 00:15:36,332 Damn it. 362 00:15:37,701 --> 00:15:40,903 Yeah, moody. God-complex, delusions of grandeur. 363 00:15:40,905 --> 00:15:42,838 You're describing every surgeon I work with here. 364 00:15:42,840 --> 00:15:44,540 Why would Charlie Harris be any different? 365 00:15:44,542 --> 00:15:47,443 Look, do you mind... if I eat this? 366 00:15:47,445 --> 00:15:49,044 I didn't get a chance to grab lunch. 367 00:15:49,046 --> 00:15:51,814 I'm very busy. 368 00:15:51,816 --> 00:15:55,651 Would you consider Dr. Harris as mentally unstable? 369 00:15:56,586 --> 00:15:58,520 Sure. 370 00:15:58,522 --> 00:16:02,458 I mean, Einstein had depression. 371 00:16:02,460 --> 00:16:04,660 Darwin, agoraphobia, OCD. 372 00:16:04,662 --> 00:16:06,295 Beethoven was bipolar. 373 00:16:06,297 --> 00:16:07,696 There have been links drawn. 374 00:16:07,698 --> 00:16:09,865 Great thinkers have mental disorders. 375 00:16:09,867 --> 00:16:12,001 Charlie Harris is a great surgeon. 376 00:16:12,003 --> 00:16:14,169 Unconventional in his process, yes. 377 00:16:14,171 --> 00:16:16,505 But has Dr. Harris's recent behavior 378 00:16:16,507 --> 00:16:19,475 been alarming to you on any level? 379 00:16:19,477 --> 00:16:20,910 No. 380 00:16:20,912 --> 00:16:22,845 Are you concerned about him? 381 00:16:25,949 --> 00:16:28,851 I'm not not concerned. 382 00:16:36,126 --> 00:16:39,228 I came here to be alone. 383 00:16:39,230 --> 00:16:40,696 Me too. 384 00:16:40,698 --> 00:16:44,266 It's the only place that I can hear myself think. 385 00:16:47,304 --> 00:16:49,104 Could you shove over? 386 00:16:49,106 --> 00:16:51,473 I'm sitting for two people here, basically. 387 00:17:04,955 --> 00:17:07,489 Charlie sees ghosts. 388 00:17:10,026 --> 00:17:12,261 He talks to dead people. 389 00:17:14,097 --> 00:17:16,265 How am I supposed to tell the Board that? 390 00:17:16,267 --> 00:17:18,734 Why don't you just say that to them? 391 00:17:20,036 --> 00:17:21,670 It's his truth. 392 00:17:21,672 --> 00:17:24,606 Okay, his truth, but not the truth. 393 00:17:24,608 --> 00:17:25,741 There is a difference. 394 00:17:25,743 --> 00:17:27,209 So you believe there's only one truth? 395 00:17:27,211 --> 00:17:28,978 No, I don't know what I believe. 396 00:17:28,980 --> 00:17:30,546 All I know is that his truth 397 00:17:30,548 --> 00:17:32,448 affects the people around him. 398 00:17:32,450 --> 00:17:34,850 It affects his patients and Luke and me. 399 00:17:34,852 --> 00:17:37,953 Is that why you guys aren't together? 400 00:17:37,955 --> 00:17:39,588 No. Actually, it's because, 401 00:17:39,590 --> 00:17:44,026 beyond all reason, I think that I'm cursed. 402 00:17:44,028 --> 00:17:46,695 So you believe in your curse but not his ghosts? 403 00:17:48,832 --> 00:17:51,000 You... have a point. 404 00:17:53,703 --> 00:17:56,772 Would it help if you see what he sees? 405 00:18:12,222 --> 00:18:15,691 I've been doing a little eavesdropping on your behalf. 406 00:18:15,693 --> 00:18:18,494 Your colleagues are loyal, if that's any consolation. 407 00:18:18,496 --> 00:18:21,230 They're confounded by you, but they believe in you. 408 00:18:21,232 --> 00:18:23,599 Yeah, unfortunately, that may not count for much. 409 00:18:23,601 --> 00:18:25,401 It's true. 410 00:18:25,403 --> 00:18:28,003 Now you're poring over your case files. 411 00:18:28,005 --> 00:18:30,739 You want to be prepared to win the fight. 412 00:18:30,741 --> 00:18:32,074 It's not going to do any good, Charlie. 413 00:18:32,076 --> 00:18:33,242 Meaning? 414 00:18:33,244 --> 00:18:36,545 Meaning this is going to happen over and over. 415 00:18:36,547 --> 00:18:38,480 Why... Are you my personal savior? 416 00:18:38,482 --> 00:18:40,149 A-Are you my spiritual guide? 417 00:18:40,151 --> 00:18:42,051 'Cause you're just as lost as I am. 418 00:18:42,053 --> 00:18:44,686 I didn't want to lie to you, Charlie. Truly, I didn't. 419 00:18:44,688 --> 00:18:45,954 But that didn't stop you, did it? 420 00:18:45,956 --> 00:18:47,289 If I told you I was a ghost, 421 00:18:47,291 --> 00:18:49,091 you would've tried to help me, made me your mission, 422 00:18:49,093 --> 00:18:51,393 - but you're the one that needs the help, Charlie. 423 00:18:51,395 --> 00:18:54,396 That's right. This is about you. 424 00:18:54,398 --> 00:18:57,332 Are you ready to let me help you, Charlie? 425 00:18:57,334 --> 00:18:59,802 Do you think you can trust me? 426 00:18:59,804 --> 00:19:01,937 No, Amos, I can't. 427 00:19:03,473 --> 00:19:08,744 Well, this is really disappointing! 428 00:19:08,746 --> 00:19:10,913 Because I'm stuck here until you do. 429 00:19:17,153 --> 00:19:19,254 I just want to remind you that this isn't permanent. 430 00:19:19,256 --> 00:19:20,589 It's just gonna be temporary. 431 00:19:20,591 --> 00:19:24,493 Don't... Don't do this for me, or even Charlie. 432 00:19:24,495 --> 00:19:25,928 Do this for you. 433 00:19:27,497 --> 00:19:28,997 Are you ready? 434 00:19:28,999 --> 00:19:31,733 Okay. Knock yourself out. 435 00:19:34,871 --> 00:19:38,140 Okay. I just want you to close your eyes. 436 00:19:38,142 --> 00:19:42,544 Take a deep breath. Okay? 437 00:19:42,546 --> 00:19:46,482 I want you to think about your favorite place. 438 00:19:51,154 --> 00:19:55,257 You're a very practical person, Alex. 439 00:19:55,259 --> 00:19:58,927 But now it's time for you to surrender. 440 00:20:00,964 --> 00:20:04,700 Trust that you have the power... 441 00:20:04,702 --> 00:20:07,836 to handle anything that comes your way. 442 00:20:08,838 --> 00:20:13,041 See what Charlie sees. 443 00:20:13,043 --> 00:20:16,044 Through the love you grew. 444 00:20:18,716 --> 00:20:20,716 Children you conceived. 445 00:20:40,404 --> 00:20:43,338 Do you see what Charlie sees? 446 00:20:45,176 --> 00:20:46,542 Charlie? 447 00:20:49,179 --> 00:20:51,280 Charlie! 448 00:20:51,282 --> 00:20:52,848 Hello. 449 00:20:52,850 --> 00:20:54,850 Hello? 450 00:20:54,852 --> 00:20:57,052 Anyone? Can anyone help me? 451 00:20:57,054 --> 00:20:59,655 Excuse me. Can you help me? 452 00:20:59,657 --> 00:21:01,390 Excuse me. I'm looking for Charlie. 453 00:21:01,392 --> 00:21:03,091 Charlie. 454 00:21:04,428 --> 00:21:06,828 You can see me. Oh, that feels good. 455 00:21:06,830 --> 00:21:08,230 How do you know Charlie? 456 00:21:08,232 --> 00:21:10,666 Oh, uh, I've been working with him. 457 00:21:10,668 --> 00:21:12,501 I'm Amos. 458 00:21:12,503 --> 00:21:14,236 I... I need help. 459 00:21:14,238 --> 00:21:15,571 That came out wrong. 460 00:21:15,573 --> 00:21:17,739 Look, five years, you don't understand. 461 00:21:17,741 --> 00:21:19,575 I've been stuck here, in limbo. 462 00:21:19,577 --> 00:21:22,945 The pain, you have no idea the frustration! 463 00:21:22,947 --> 00:21:25,013 But now I've found him... this Charlie... 464 00:21:25,015 --> 00:21:27,115 he's the only one who can help me. 465 00:21:27,117 --> 00:21:30,219 Please. Please, Alex, talk to Charlie. 466 00:21:30,221 --> 00:21:31,653 I don't... I don't know how to help you. 467 00:21:31,655 --> 00:21:33,622 I-I don't know how, but I'll find him. 468 00:21:33,624 --> 00:21:34,856 I'll find him. 469 00:21:34,858 --> 00:21:36,458 Whenever you're ready, 470 00:21:36,460 --> 00:21:40,629 I want you to open your eyes and meet me back in the chapel. 471 00:21:44,400 --> 00:21:46,068 Welcome back. 472 00:21:46,070 --> 00:21:47,736 How do you feel? 473 00:21:47,738 --> 00:21:49,838 Charlie. 474 00:21:49,840 --> 00:21:52,241 I need... I need to... 475 00:21:52,243 --> 00:21:53,942 I need to... 476 00:21:53,944 --> 00:21:55,377 Wait. Alex? 477 00:21:55,379 --> 00:21:56,612 Alex? 478 00:22:01,502 --> 00:22:03,602 - Dr. Reid, what happened? - I'm all right. 479 00:22:03,604 --> 00:22:05,437 I just fainted. Oh, this is so embarrassing. 480 00:22:05,439 --> 00:22:06,972 Let's get Dr. Reid to Bed 5 right now. 481 00:22:06,974 --> 00:22:08,407 Zach, really, I'm... I'm all right. 482 00:22:08,409 --> 00:22:09,541 No. I want a full blood panel, 483 00:22:09,543 --> 00:22:10,842 and get me the portable ultrasound machine. 484 00:22:10,844 --> 00:22:12,744 - Yeah. - I just need a minute. 485 00:22:12,746 --> 00:22:13,845 And maybe some juice. 486 00:22:13,847 --> 00:22:15,914 Get Dr. Reid some juice. 487 00:22:15,916 --> 00:22:19,384 Zach, honestly, I'm fine. 488 00:22:19,386 --> 00:22:21,486 Okay. 489 00:22:21,488 --> 00:22:23,488 How long have you known Dr. Harris? 490 00:22:23,490 --> 00:22:28,393 11 years. As a colleague and as a patient. 491 00:22:28,395 --> 00:22:29,795 As a patient? 492 00:22:29,797 --> 00:22:31,229 Yes. When he was in a coma 493 00:22:31,231 --> 00:22:33,966 and then again when they discovered and operated on 494 00:22:33,968 --> 00:22:35,767 a tumor on his occipital lobe. 495 00:22:35,769 --> 00:22:38,236 The surgery did have its complications, 496 00:22:38,238 --> 00:22:39,871 but Charlie pulled through. 497 00:22:39,873 --> 00:22:43,241 You know, his brain is unbelievably resilient, 498 00:22:43,243 --> 00:22:44,509 I have to say. 499 00:22:44,511 --> 00:22:47,145 It's not uncommon for neurological difficulties 500 00:22:47,147 --> 00:22:49,014 to present themselves post-surgery, 501 00:22:49,016 --> 00:22:54,086 even years later... migraines, dizziness, depression. 502 00:22:54,088 --> 00:22:56,488 Did he ever mention any of those symptoms to you? 503 00:22:56,490 --> 00:22:57,622 No. 504 00:22:57,624 --> 00:23:00,192 But could Dr. Harris's recent behavior 505 00:23:00,194 --> 00:23:02,094 be linked to something neurological? 506 00:23:02,096 --> 00:23:04,162 Can you be more specific, please? 507 00:23:04,164 --> 00:23:06,665 Walking out of an active operating theatre 508 00:23:06,667 --> 00:23:08,467 with a patient on the table. 509 00:23:08,469 --> 00:23:09,901 Hmm. 510 00:23:09,903 --> 00:23:13,605 Dr. Hamza, could that be linked to something neurological, 511 00:23:13,607 --> 00:23:16,174 in your professional opinion? 512 00:23:16,176 --> 00:23:18,810 It's possible, yes. 513 00:23:23,149 --> 00:23:26,318 Okay. If you'll excuse me, I am needed in the operating room. 514 00:23:26,320 --> 00:23:28,754 - Of course. - Okay. Thank you. 515 00:23:30,523 --> 00:23:34,059 Welcome to Hope Zion Airlines. 516 00:23:34,061 --> 00:23:35,494 My name is Dr. Vrnasi. 517 00:23:35,496 --> 00:23:37,329 I'll be your pilot. Hop up here, love. 518 00:23:37,331 --> 00:23:39,364 Oh. 519 00:23:39,366 --> 00:23:42,868 On behalf of my flight team, Drs. Sekara and Scott, 520 00:23:42,870 --> 00:23:44,002 do you have any questions? 521 00:23:44,004 --> 00:23:45,337 Where's Dr. Hamza? 522 00:23:45,339 --> 00:23:47,172 Oh, he's still making his way through customs. 523 00:23:48,375 --> 00:23:49,608 I'm sorry I'm late. I had a board meeting. 524 00:23:49,610 --> 00:23:51,643 - Ah, yes. Charlie Harris. - Mm. 525 00:23:51,645 --> 00:23:52,844 How do you know Dr. Harris? 526 00:23:52,846 --> 00:23:54,646 Everyone knows about Dr. Harris. 527 00:23:54,648 --> 00:23:56,281 I don't know if I can do this. 528 00:23:56,283 --> 00:23:58,817 Oh, that's quite common. 529 00:23:58,819 --> 00:24:01,787 In fact, I would be concerned if you weren't scared. 530 00:24:01,789 --> 00:24:04,089 No. I-I mean giving up my baby. I mean, the baby. 531 00:24:04,091 --> 00:24:06,324 I mean, I-I don't know if I can give it up for adoption, 532 00:24:06,326 --> 00:24:07,492 if it's the right decision, 533 00:24:07,494 --> 00:24:09,361 because the father's not in the picture anymore 534 00:24:09,363 --> 00:24:10,862 and my mom's really pressuring me, 535 00:24:10,864 --> 00:24:12,831 but I really do want this baby to go to a family 536 00:24:12,833 --> 00:24:14,032 that's ready and willing for this 537 00:24:14,034 --> 00:24:15,367 I can't believe I'm telling you all of this. 538 00:24:15,369 --> 00:24:18,737 Okay. Falak, you are the mother, okay? 539 00:24:18,739 --> 00:24:20,038 Yeah. 540 00:24:20,040 --> 00:24:22,974 And you're going to make the best decision for your baby. 541 00:24:22,976 --> 00:24:25,877 And I'm going to be with you 100%, whatever you decide. 542 00:24:25,879 --> 00:24:27,913 You're a father, aren't you? 543 00:24:27,915 --> 00:24:30,315 I can tell. You give off that vibe. 544 00:24:30,317 --> 00:24:32,918 Mm. You and Jonathan took the plunge! 545 00:24:32,920 --> 00:24:36,088 Wish you would have told me. I'd offer to be a surrogate. 546 00:24:36,090 --> 00:24:38,757 Actually, Jonathan and I are going the adoption route. 547 00:24:38,759 --> 00:24:40,659 We're meeting a pair of foster siblings tonight. 548 00:24:40,661 --> 00:24:42,060 Oh, wow. That's amazing. 549 00:24:42,062 --> 00:24:43,829 Jonathan's your husband? 550 00:24:43,831 --> 00:24:47,432 Not exactly, but he is my main man. 551 00:24:47,434 --> 00:24:49,401 All right. Good to go here, guys. 552 00:24:49,403 --> 00:24:51,403 Great. Okay. So, let's just, um... 553 00:24:51,405 --> 00:24:52,904 Here we go. Easy. 554 00:25:26,072 --> 00:25:28,173 What do you want? 555 00:25:35,281 --> 00:25:37,749 What do you want from me?! 556 00:26:07,580 --> 00:26:12,417 Okay. There's a deep pocket here. 557 00:26:12,419 --> 00:26:14,319 Yeah, this is the best spot we've got. 558 00:26:14,321 --> 00:26:17,889 It's furthest away from the baby and placenta. 559 00:26:26,199 --> 00:26:27,699 Scope in. 560 00:26:29,035 --> 00:26:31,870 It's so alien-like. 561 00:26:31,872 --> 00:26:35,173 Hey, little guy. We come in peace. 562 00:26:35,175 --> 00:26:37,409 Hmm. Dr. Sekara, shift him proximally, please. 563 00:26:37,411 --> 00:26:38,743 All right. 564 00:26:42,081 --> 00:26:45,050 Damn it. Let me see that. 565 00:26:45,052 --> 00:26:45,732 What is it? 566 00:26:45,733 --> 00:26:47,686 The way this baby's positioned, it's not going to work. 567 00:26:47,688 --> 00:26:49,688 If his back is down, he won't turn over. 568 00:26:49,690 --> 00:26:52,424 I can't approximate the sides, laparoscopically. 569 00:26:52,426 --> 00:26:54,459 So, what do we do? 570 00:26:54,461 --> 00:26:56,328 Let's get a uterine stapler. 571 00:26:56,330 --> 00:26:57,562 You want to open her up? 572 00:26:57,564 --> 00:26:59,831 You're going to operate directly on the exposed baby? 573 00:26:59,833 --> 00:27:01,132 Yes. 574 00:27:05,539 --> 00:27:08,073 There's a man here with a dog bite in Bed 2 575 00:27:08,075 --> 00:27:09,841 that needs to be irrigated. 576 00:27:09,843 --> 00:27:11,276 You're making friends with the patients, I see. 577 00:27:11,278 --> 00:27:13,211 "Dr. Stupid-face." 578 00:27:13,213 --> 00:27:15,680 - Tommy Nuenos. - Pbht! 579 00:27:15,682 --> 00:27:17,983 Bed 6. He's a little pissed off 580 00:27:17,985 --> 00:27:20,352 'cause I stuck a needle in his thigh. 581 00:27:20,354 --> 00:27:21,987 Okay. We're really running behind. 582 00:27:21,989 --> 00:27:23,321 Can you page Dev and Billy 583 00:27:23,323 --> 00:27:25,090 and have them come down and help out? 584 00:27:25,092 --> 00:27:26,424 Nah, no can do. 585 00:27:26,426 --> 00:27:28,627 They're both in Shahir's in-utero spina bifida surgery. 586 00:27:28,629 --> 00:27:30,595 What? No. Wait. 587 00:27:30,597 --> 00:27:32,197 How do you know that and I don't know that? 588 00:27:32,199 --> 00:27:33,598 I saw them in the lounge on my break. 589 00:27:33,600 --> 00:27:35,267 They were headed to scrub in like an hour ago. 590 00:27:35,269 --> 00:27:37,636 - Oh, man! Spina bifida! - Are you okay? 591 00:27:37,638 --> 00:27:39,304 Me? Okay? 592 00:27:39,306 --> 00:27:41,640 You mean, me, resident, who's been practicing suturing 593 00:27:41,642 --> 00:27:43,608 every Saturday night for the last six years, 594 00:27:43,610 --> 00:27:45,143 and I'm not in some cool surgery 595 00:27:45,145 --> 00:27:47,846 because two other residents who work half as hard as I am 596 00:27:47,848 --> 00:27:50,048 are there and I'm stuck with Q-tip guy 597 00:27:50,050 --> 00:27:52,317 and menstrual-cup girl and dog-bite guy? 598 00:27:52,319 --> 00:27:54,152 Yeah, I'm fine! 599 00:27:54,154 --> 00:27:58,957 Uh, this box came for you. 600 00:28:02,128 --> 00:28:05,096 Okay there, first mate. More suction. 601 00:28:05,098 --> 00:28:07,599 I'm just going to move baby around here a touch 602 00:28:07,601 --> 00:28:09,601 to get the exposure you need, Hamza. 603 00:28:09,603 --> 00:28:10,902 He's mooning us. 604 00:28:10,904 --> 00:28:12,337 Little prankster. 605 00:28:12,339 --> 00:28:15,307 I'm giving baby pain meds. 606 00:28:15,309 --> 00:28:16,875 I.M. injection administered. 607 00:28:16,877 --> 00:28:19,177 Second mate, make sure you're keeping a close eye 608 00:28:19,179 --> 00:28:20,445 on our little guy's heart. 609 00:28:20,447 --> 00:28:22,614 I don't think second mate's a thing, but you got it. 610 00:28:22,616 --> 00:28:24,749 Good contractility. Normal Doppler. 611 00:28:24,751 --> 00:28:25,884 Heart rate's perfect. 612 00:28:25,886 --> 00:28:27,686 Scalpel, please. 613 00:28:27,688 --> 00:28:30,922 Okay, Drs. Sekara and Scott, pay attention here. 614 00:28:30,924 --> 00:28:32,824 This is the exposed nerve tissue 615 00:28:32,826 --> 00:28:35,193 that I'll be dissecting from the meninges. 616 00:28:35,195 --> 00:28:39,164 Now, I need to make sure to figure out which are meninges 617 00:28:39,166 --> 00:28:40,532 and which are spinal nerves. 618 00:28:40,534 --> 00:28:43,601 The last thing I want to do is nick a spinal nerve. 619 00:28:44,905 --> 00:28:46,371 Oh, baby's showing signs of distress. 620 00:28:46,373 --> 00:28:47,505 Heart rate's going up. 621 00:28:47,507 --> 00:28:48,873 Why? Dr. Hamza's being so careful. 622 00:28:48,875 --> 00:28:50,542 It happens. Baby's lost too much blood. 623 00:28:50,544 --> 00:28:51,876 He can't tolerate the surgery. 624 00:28:51,878 --> 00:28:53,812 Membranes are separating from the uterine wall. 625 00:28:53,814 --> 00:28:56,414 Blood is pooling out of the membrane and placenta. 626 00:28:56,416 --> 00:28:57,882 Okay. Everybody, please. I need to concentrate. 627 00:28:57,884 --> 00:28:59,684 Just, please, quiet. 628 00:29:02,663 --> 00:29:05,432 - Hey, what's happening? - Heart rate's bottoming out. 629 00:29:05,434 --> 00:29:06,900 She's having a placental abruption. 630 00:29:06,902 --> 00:29:08,335 I need to get in there. Let's go! 631 00:29:08,337 --> 00:29:10,437 - 6-0 sutures! - Let's prep for baby. 632 00:29:10,439 --> 00:29:12,039 I'm going to extend the incision. 633 00:29:12,041 --> 00:29:13,907 Oh, you're going to deliver the baby? 634 00:29:13,909 --> 00:29:15,676 Without a placental connection to the uterus, 635 00:29:15,678 --> 00:29:16,843 the baby can't survive. 636 00:29:16,845 --> 00:29:19,046 Page neonatal, get someone down here yesterday! 637 00:29:19,048 --> 00:29:20,347 - Damn it! - Scissors. 638 00:29:20,349 --> 00:29:21,715 He's barely viable. 639 00:29:21,717 --> 00:29:23,083 The NICU is his best shot 640 00:29:23,085 --> 00:29:25,052 if he wants to keep staying viable. 641 00:29:25,054 --> 00:29:28,288 Okay. I am done. 642 00:29:28,290 --> 00:29:30,724 You don't need me anymore. 643 00:29:36,898 --> 00:29:39,666 As a resident, you're gunning to operate solo, 644 00:29:39,668 --> 00:29:42,336 but I don't feel ready, I guess. 645 00:29:42,338 --> 00:29:45,439 Guess I keep imagining Dr. Harris... 646 00:29:45,441 --> 00:29:48,609 walking out and me by myself. 647 00:29:50,279 --> 00:29:53,580 Uh, I'm sorry. My throat's a little dry. Do you mind? 648 00:29:56,417 --> 00:29:59,987 You consider Dr. Harris a mentor? 649 00:29:59,989 --> 00:30:01,755 I did. I do. 650 00:30:01,757 --> 00:30:03,223 All due respect, 651 00:30:03,225 --> 00:30:05,859 what kind of mentor abandons his junior resident 652 00:30:05,861 --> 00:30:07,394 in the middle of a surgery? 653 00:30:10,798 --> 00:30:12,265 A crap one. 654 00:30:12,267 --> 00:30:13,634 Dr. Harris! 655 00:30:13,636 --> 00:30:15,836 We haven't conducted all of our interviews yet. 656 00:30:15,838 --> 00:30:17,971 You will be able to make a statement when we've finished here. 657 00:30:17,973 --> 00:30:20,974 Well, let me save you the time. 658 00:30:20,976 --> 00:30:22,909 I quit. 659 00:30:25,880 --> 00:30:30,584 Oh, Charlie, what have you done? 660 00:30:30,586 --> 00:30:32,586 You know, Amos, 661 00:30:32,588 --> 00:30:36,456 I'm tired of convincing people that I'm not crazy. 662 00:30:36,458 --> 00:30:42,896 I'm, uh, tired of helping people that no one else can see. 663 00:30:42,898 --> 00:30:45,832 Basically, I'm tired. 664 00:30:45,834 --> 00:30:48,468 Ever since the day I was shot, 665 00:30:48,470 --> 00:30:52,372 which is a memorable day for me, I've been stuck here. 666 00:30:52,374 --> 00:30:55,676 I couldn't help him... my patient, 667 00:30:55,678 --> 00:30:59,780 who had a gun stuffed down his throat. 668 00:30:59,782 --> 00:31:02,182 And then I met you, and I thought, 669 00:31:02,184 --> 00:31:04,951 "Maybe he's my chance to make up for it," 670 00:31:04,953 --> 00:31:07,054 "to move on." 671 00:31:07,056 --> 00:31:09,556 Sorry to disappoint you. 672 00:31:09,558 --> 00:31:11,558 Well, I haven't given up on you, 673 00:31:11,560 --> 00:31:13,827 even if you have given up on yourself. 674 00:31:15,030 --> 00:31:17,397 When was the first time you felt like this? 675 00:31:19,134 --> 00:31:22,102 The first time you felt your world move sideways 676 00:31:22,104 --> 00:31:24,237 like nothing made sense anymore? 677 00:31:24,239 --> 00:31:26,873 I don't know. I-I... 678 00:31:26,875 --> 00:31:29,142 When my parents died. 679 00:31:29,144 --> 00:31:30,444 Yeah. That makes sense. 680 00:31:30,446 --> 00:31:33,680 And how old were you at the time? 681 00:31:37,618 --> 00:31:41,455 Around the same age as that boy that you found? 682 00:31:42,690 --> 00:31:44,558 Yeah. 683 00:31:44,560 --> 00:31:46,193 And how did your parents die? 684 00:31:47,528 --> 00:31:50,130 It was a car accident. 685 00:31:50,132 --> 00:31:52,099 And that was your fault. 686 00:31:52,101 --> 00:31:53,467 What? 687 00:31:53,469 --> 00:31:55,802 I've read all your files, Charlie. 688 00:31:55,804 --> 00:31:57,871 I've read Dr. Murphy's files. 689 00:31:57,873 --> 00:31:59,172 I know what happened. 690 00:31:59,174 --> 00:32:01,541 I know you were in the car at the time. 691 00:32:01,543 --> 00:32:03,176 And what were you doing? 692 00:32:03,178 --> 00:32:04,778 What was I doing? 693 00:32:04,780 --> 00:32:07,614 I was doing little kid stuff in the back seat. 694 00:32:07,616 --> 00:32:10,217 I was... I was... I was playing. 695 00:32:10,219 --> 00:32:12,519 Playing. That's what kids do. Nothing wrong with that. 696 00:32:12,521 --> 00:32:14,054 Right. 697 00:32:14,056 --> 00:32:17,791 It's like this guy is driving a tractor. 698 00:32:17,793 --> 00:32:19,092 There's no room. 699 00:32:19,094 --> 00:32:20,427 - Dad, slow down! - Hold on. 700 00:32:20,429 --> 00:32:22,395 - There's no room. - Daddy! Please! 701 00:32:24,399 --> 00:32:25,932 You dropped your toy car, 702 00:32:25,934 --> 00:32:28,635 and your father turned to see what was wrong 703 00:32:28,637 --> 00:32:30,070 and was distracted, 704 00:32:30,072 --> 00:32:32,706 and that's what caused the accident. 705 00:32:32,708 --> 00:32:35,742 That's what you think happened. 706 00:32:35,744 --> 00:32:39,012 That's what you've been carrying all these years. 707 00:32:42,049 --> 00:32:44,518 I did this to myself. 708 00:32:47,155 --> 00:32:49,289 All of this. 709 00:32:49,291 --> 00:32:54,394 You've seen the spirit world growing darker, haven't you? 710 00:32:54,396 --> 00:32:55,862 I'm part of that. 711 00:32:55,864 --> 00:32:58,131 And why do you think that is? 712 00:32:58,133 --> 00:33:00,534 You can stop it. 713 00:33:00,536 --> 00:33:05,238 So, stop it. Push the darkness back. 714 00:33:07,241 --> 00:33:09,409 You've got to forgive yourself. 715 00:33:09,411 --> 00:33:10,710 Forgive yourself, Charlie. 716 00:33:10,712 --> 00:33:15,582 N-No. No! They should be alive! 717 00:33:16,784 --> 00:33:20,053 All your life, Charlie, you've been surrounded by death, 718 00:33:20,055 --> 00:33:22,956 and it's still coming for you. 719 00:33:22,958 --> 00:33:25,892 Now might be your only chance. 720 00:33:25,894 --> 00:33:27,761 Now's the time to let it go. 721 00:33:27,763 --> 00:33:31,364 But... 722 00:33:31,366 --> 00:33:33,800 Then I'll have to let them go. 723 00:33:36,037 --> 00:33:38,138 Nothing's ever lost, Charlie. 724 00:33:39,842 --> 00:33:43,276 Haven't you learned that by now? 725 00:33:48,516 --> 00:33:50,917 I'm late. Have you talked to them already? 726 00:33:50,919 --> 00:33:53,153 I-I went to the boardroom. Where are they? 727 00:33:53,155 --> 00:33:56,022 Alex, I... I quit. 728 00:33:56,024 --> 00:33:58,325 What? 729 00:33:58,327 --> 00:34:02,462 I, um, I resigned... 730 00:34:02,464 --> 00:34:05,131 right before Sekara threw up. 731 00:34:05,133 --> 00:34:07,400 I don't... I don't understand, Charlie. 732 00:34:07,402 --> 00:34:09,636 Why would you do something like that? 733 00:34:12,106 --> 00:34:15,876 You can't understand. 734 00:34:15,878 --> 00:34:19,713 Actually, I-I can after today. 735 00:34:19,715 --> 00:34:21,681 Trust me. 736 00:34:21,683 --> 00:34:23,416 It makes sense now more than it ever has, 737 00:34:23,418 --> 00:34:24,818 and I was going to go in there, 738 00:34:24,820 --> 00:34:27,120 and I was going to tell them that if they got rid of you, 739 00:34:27,122 --> 00:34:31,224 Charlie, they would be getting rid of something amazing. 740 00:34:31,226 --> 00:34:34,294 You help people more than any other doctor can. 741 00:34:36,163 --> 00:34:38,131 I mean, look... look at these files. 742 00:34:38,133 --> 00:34:40,567 What is it, five years? Maybe 20 miracle saves. 743 00:34:40,569 --> 00:34:43,303 You should be getting a medal, not losing your job. 744 00:34:43,305 --> 00:34:45,538 Why would you ever quit doing what you do? 745 00:34:47,975 --> 00:34:49,976 Wow! 746 00:34:49,978 --> 00:34:53,246 Where were you 20 minutes ago? 747 00:34:54,949 --> 00:34:59,552 Wherever you go, I think I went there. 748 00:34:59,554 --> 00:35:03,290 And I think that I finally understand 749 00:35:03,292 --> 00:35:05,392 how difficult this must be for you, 750 00:35:05,394 --> 00:35:06,793 to be torn, to try to... 751 00:35:06,795 --> 00:35:08,728 try to help these people. 752 00:35:12,099 --> 00:35:14,601 Charlie, I am so sorry. 753 00:35:14,603 --> 00:35:17,604 I am so sorry that I was not there for you, 754 00:35:17,606 --> 00:35:19,239 that I wasn't with you. 755 00:35:19,241 --> 00:35:20,740 But I'm here. I'm here now. 756 00:35:20,742 --> 00:35:22,309 Hey, hey, hey, hey. 757 00:35:26,113 --> 00:35:28,949 I think... 758 00:35:28,951 --> 00:35:31,217 we're gonna be okay. 759 00:35:34,055 --> 00:35:36,289 I know we will. 760 00:35:39,528 --> 00:35:41,528 Screw that curse. 761 00:35:51,371 --> 00:35:52,970 Cassie. 762 00:35:52,972 --> 00:35:56,440 The package of yours... it's squeaking or whistling. 763 00:35:56,442 --> 00:35:58,442 Who? 764 00:35:58,444 --> 00:36:00,493 The box. It's alive. 765 00:36:00,531 --> 00:36:02,371 Whatever it is, could you please get it out of here? 766 00:36:02,447 --> 00:36:03,981 Thank you. 767 00:36:25,971 --> 00:36:29,974 So? What's going on with you? What's the matter? 768 00:36:29,976 --> 00:36:31,776 My chili's gone. 769 00:36:31,778 --> 00:36:33,945 About why you didn't want to operate earlier. 770 00:36:33,947 --> 00:36:35,480 Who did you make a promise to 771 00:36:35,482 --> 00:36:37,816 that you wouldn't do pediatric surgeries anymore? 772 00:36:37,818 --> 00:36:39,951 Oh. Myself. 773 00:36:39,953 --> 00:36:41,586 You were outstanding today. 774 00:36:41,588 --> 00:36:44,456 I lost a patient a month ago. 775 00:36:44,458 --> 00:36:46,524 A young girl. 776 00:36:46,526 --> 00:36:51,663 And, seeing her parents, they lost their daughter. 777 00:36:51,665 --> 00:36:53,798 It really affected me in a way I didn't like. 778 00:36:53,800 --> 00:36:55,867 Stop it. Give me a break. 779 00:36:55,869 --> 00:36:57,802 It's gonna be hell. I'm not gonna lie. 780 00:36:57,804 --> 00:36:59,304 But you're a great surgeon, 781 00:36:59,306 --> 00:37:01,506 and you're going to be a great father, 782 00:37:01,508 --> 00:37:03,374 and all at the same time, all right? 783 00:37:03,376 --> 00:37:05,810 Agree with me. 784 00:37:05,812 --> 00:37:07,879 I'll try. 785 00:37:07,881 --> 00:37:09,581 Believe it. 786 00:37:09,583 --> 00:37:11,416 Just believe it. 787 00:37:11,418 --> 00:37:13,318 Okay. 788 00:37:14,887 --> 00:37:16,020 Okay. 789 00:37:17,623 --> 00:37:20,959 Two... and three. 790 00:37:20,961 --> 00:37:24,696 Dr. Hamza. And you must be Dr. Vrnasi. 791 00:37:24,698 --> 00:37:26,431 I heard about the incredible surgery 792 00:37:26,433 --> 00:37:27,632 you guys pulled off today. 793 00:37:27,634 --> 00:37:28,933 Yeah, we did. 794 00:37:28,935 --> 00:37:30,735 Ugh, I don't want to hear about it. 795 00:37:30,737 --> 00:37:32,337 Oh, I'm just kidding. 796 00:37:32,339 --> 00:37:34,939 I want to hear all of it. Tell me everything. 797 00:37:34,941 --> 00:37:36,274 Drinks? 798 00:37:36,276 --> 00:37:37,909 One for every patient I had today 799 00:37:37,911 --> 00:37:40,311 that had something stuck in a place it shouldn't be. 800 00:37:40,313 --> 00:37:42,514 - Don't ask. - Did you hear? 801 00:37:43,582 --> 00:37:44,682 Dr. Harris quit. 802 00:37:44,684 --> 00:37:47,185 Yeah. Weird day. 803 00:37:47,187 --> 00:37:49,120 I blame the balloons. 804 00:37:49,122 --> 00:37:50,455 Why would you send me those? 805 00:37:50,457 --> 00:37:52,056 What? Send you what? 806 00:37:52,058 --> 00:37:53,792 The... 807 00:37:53,794 --> 00:37:56,227 Wait. So, you didn't send me this, either? 808 00:37:56,229 --> 00:37:59,597 Please. I wasn't that into you. 809 00:37:59,599 --> 00:38:01,800 So, what's in it? 810 00:38:01,802 --> 00:38:04,235 I don't know. I'm afraid to open it. 811 00:38:04,237 --> 00:38:05,370 I'm not. 812 00:38:11,944 --> 00:38:13,111 Love note. 813 00:38:13,113 --> 00:38:15,413 What the... ? 814 00:38:15,415 --> 00:38:18,783 "I can adapt and be whoever you want me to be." 815 00:38:18,785 --> 00:38:21,586 Isn't it supposed to be "whomever"? 816 00:38:22,689 --> 00:38:25,323 Adapt. 817 00:38:25,325 --> 00:38:26,925 Like a chameleon. 818 00:38:26,927 --> 00:38:29,060 Oh, man. 819 00:38:29,062 --> 00:38:30,829 That's weird. 820 00:38:41,674 --> 00:38:43,741 I had a baby. 821 00:38:43,743 --> 00:38:48,446 Not the most ideal timing, but you did. 822 00:38:48,448 --> 00:38:50,448 I have to run something by you. 823 00:38:50,450 --> 00:38:51,649 Hm? 824 00:38:51,651 --> 00:38:54,152 Are you and Jonathan in it for the long haul? 825 00:38:54,154 --> 00:38:56,754 Like, till-death-do-you-part kind of long haul? 826 00:38:56,756 --> 00:39:01,192 As far as I know, yes, we are. 827 00:39:01,194 --> 00:39:03,995 I think I had this epiphany after my surgery 828 00:39:03,997 --> 00:39:06,865 that all of this was meant to be after all... 829 00:39:06,867 --> 00:39:08,333 me getting pregnant, 830 00:39:08,335 --> 00:39:11,102 my other surgeon getting sick, meeting you. 831 00:39:12,571 --> 00:39:15,640 I think you and Jonathan are meant to have this baby. 832 00:39:15,642 --> 00:39:18,209 Will you adopt him? 833 00:39:28,420 --> 00:39:30,822 - Nailed it. - Amazing. 834 00:39:30,824 --> 00:39:32,290 Looks like you're free to go. 835 00:39:32,292 --> 00:39:35,627 Speaking of free, your aura is... 836 00:39:35,629 --> 00:39:37,295 awesome. 837 00:39:37,297 --> 00:39:38,830 Maybe. 838 00:39:38,832 --> 00:39:41,065 I mean, for the first time in a long time, I'm... 839 00:39:41,067 --> 00:39:43,468 I'm not scared, 840 00:39:43,470 --> 00:39:45,637 and I'm looking forward to the changes that are coming, 841 00:39:45,639 --> 00:39:46,871 so... 842 00:39:46,873 --> 00:39:49,440 I think they're gonna be epic. 843 00:39:52,012 --> 00:39:54,946 Okay, that's it. 844 00:39:58,651 --> 00:40:02,387 You know, the thing I said earlier about your past, 845 00:40:02,389 --> 00:40:03,955 it didn't come out the way I intended it. 846 00:40:03,957 --> 00:40:05,189 It was harsh. 847 00:40:05,191 --> 00:40:09,093 Uh, no, actually, um, you were right. 848 00:40:09,095 --> 00:40:12,363 When I was speaking with you, or... correction... 849 00:40:12,365 --> 00:40:14,532 when I was preaching at you, 850 00:40:14,534 --> 00:40:17,201 I realized that this is something 851 00:40:17,203 --> 00:40:20,038 I really need to be talking about. 852 00:40:20,040 --> 00:40:24,275 Um, it's the catalyst of why I chose to do what I do. 853 00:40:24,277 --> 00:40:25,643 I think it'll help them, 854 00:40:25,645 --> 00:40:27,745 hearing about what you've overcome. 855 00:40:27,747 --> 00:40:30,648 I hope so. 856 00:40:30,650 --> 00:40:33,451 Look at us pulling the truth out of each other, huh? 857 00:40:33,453 --> 00:40:36,521 Yeah. 858 00:40:36,523 --> 00:40:39,157 And you. Your aura... 859 00:40:39,159 --> 00:40:41,259 I think it is... 860 00:40:41,261 --> 00:40:44,429 sparkly, rainbows, pastels... 861 00:40:44,431 --> 00:40:46,297 - Nice try. - Yeah. 862 00:40:53,806 --> 00:40:56,341 Thank you, really. 863 00:41:12,392 --> 00:41:14,492 Hi. Jonathan? 864 00:41:14,494 --> 00:41:16,728 I-I'm sorry I missed the pot luck, 865 00:41:16,730 --> 00:41:18,496 but I need you to come here. 866 00:41:20,632 --> 00:41:24,268 Because there's someone I want you to meet. 867 00:41:24,270 --> 00:41:28,039 Hey, guys. It's Layla. 868 00:41:28,041 --> 00:41:32,610 Um, I've gone on about speaking the truth. 869 00:41:32,612 --> 00:41:34,712 Well, your truths, mostly, 870 00:41:34,714 --> 00:41:37,382 um, and I've really encouraged you 871 00:41:37,384 --> 00:41:42,653 to face your pasts and... your demons. 872 00:41:42,655 --> 00:41:46,657 There's something that I haven't told you about my past, 873 00:41:46,659 --> 00:41:49,360 something that happened in college. 874 00:41:49,362 --> 00:41:53,331 And, while it doesn't define me or who I am, 875 00:41:53,333 --> 00:41:57,168 it, uh, really changed me. 876 00:42:00,473 --> 00:42:03,441 I was sexually assaulted. 877 00:42:05,077 --> 00:42:08,479 It's taken me years to overcome, 878 00:42:08,481 --> 00:42:10,548 and this past week, 879 00:42:10,550 --> 00:42:15,920 I... I came face to face with another hurdle. 880 00:42:18,190 --> 00:42:21,159 I think this little guy needs to get to bed. 881 00:42:21,161 --> 00:42:22,727 I'm gonna run you a bath. 882 00:42:22,729 --> 00:42:24,395 - Really? - Mm-hmm. 883 00:42:24,397 --> 00:42:25,930 Well, I'm gonna pour you a scotch. 884 00:42:25,932 --> 00:42:27,832 I'm just kidding. 885 00:42:27,834 --> 00:42:30,601 I think we could both use herbal tea tonight. 886 00:42:30,603 --> 00:42:32,003 Yeah. 887 00:42:44,716 --> 00:42:46,784 Welcome home, Charlie. 888 00:42:54,026 --> 00:42:56,094 Good job. 889 00:42:58,004 --> 00:43:01,989 Sync and corrected by MystEre www.addic7ed.com