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Almost got me.

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Good morning.
It's just gone 8:00.

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Oh, hello.

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They didn't say
that you were, er...

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Oh, yeah, it's all right...

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not on my forms.

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Catholic?

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Yeah.

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Got to say, haven't been
to confession

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in close to ten years now.

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Sadly, you're eternally damned.

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Unless you fix my car... That is.

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Anna.

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Sister Anna, we've a visitor
needs feeding.

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*CREDITS*

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I'd like to bring a few girls
from my choir for a visit.

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How old are they?

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14 to 17...

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mostly still in education.

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Devoted?

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Some are finding their path.

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Any dependents?

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I'm sorry?

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Sister, good.

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Father Hicks has travelled
a long way.

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Uh, only an hour and a half.

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I was late because my car
decided to explode

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when I was halfway here.

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Oh, how dramatic.

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Yeah, I had to burst something.

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Which means a longer bus ride home.

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You need to eat.

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No, it's not a problem, I can just
get a snack

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from the shop on the way.

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Sister Anna can do better than

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a Scotch egg from a newsagent.

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She sets the bar so high.

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Since she took over the kitchen,
all of us have put on weight.

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Something simple?

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Uh, yeah, yeah, thank you,

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but don't put yourself out.

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Scrambled eggs, some bread?

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If you're sure? Thank you.

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That's two thank yous, which
is one too many.

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Good. Yes, no dependents.

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- If the girls have children...
- Even for a visit?

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The visit is to see whether they
might fit, no?

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We are not here to be watched.

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We are here to be joined.

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No-one with children.

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Or romantic entanglements.

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Do you want me to give them a quiz?

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Is that too hard a question
to answer?

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Then let us agree a date.

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I'll fetch our diary.

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You're new to the kitchen?

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Uh, no, it's been 11 years...

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I think?

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Time passes slowly here.

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Been outside?

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Ah, yes, yes.

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Bulbing for the new season.

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What are you growing?

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Children...

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Tiny, tiny little children
in the middle

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of the flowers
which we pluck in May.

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We dry them through the summer,
and then we eat them in September.

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Uh, kale, lettuce, spinach,

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garlic... My cabbages are legendary.

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I don't like cabbage.

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Well, then I judge you for that.

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11 years?

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It's a good long while.

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It's been over 20
since I took my vows.

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And you?

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Where are you?

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Uh, Bristol, Easton.

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What do you grow in Easton?

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Currently expending a lot

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of energy trying to get needle
exchange opened.

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A basketball hoop
in the local park.

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They sound like good things
to be doing.

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Frustrating.

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And I'm trying to convince people

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to run a harvest festival
out of the church.

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I can't know whether the girls
are in relationships.

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It would be inappropriate to ask.

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And I can't be involved
in any duplicity

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against the abbess.

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- You'll find a way.
- I fail to see how.

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You should have talked to her
about this.

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- I'm sorry if I'm being...
- It's the rules she set.

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It's my job to protect all of them.

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It'll mean we can't come.

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Well, then don't come.

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Cold water.

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You weren't caught too badly.

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Sorry.

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No, no, I...

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I should say thank you.

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I'm sorry if I...

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if that was the wrong thing to do.

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Sorry.

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No...

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thank you.

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And that's...

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That's two thank yous,
which is one too many.

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Uh, no, let me do that.

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- No, no, no.
- You should sit down...

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No, no, please.

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Just tell me where...

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This looks beautiful.

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Just some eggs.

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Uh, bless us, O Lord...

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And these your gifts... For these
your gifts,

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which we are about to receive
from your bounty.

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And from the gracious work
of your servant, Sister Anna.

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- Christ our Lord, Amen.
- Amen.

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I don't like the word servant.

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I don't like it either.

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There's been an accident.

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Morning, sister.

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May the Lord bless this day.

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Yes.

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And if he could arrange
for it not to rain

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so the polytunnel
doesn't get swamped again,

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I'd really appreciate it.

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Molly, tell mum Uncle
David's in the bathroom.

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Am I not allowed?

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Mum put in a rota.

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I didn't see a rota.

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- Jesus.
- Died for your sins.

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- It's not hard to just switch it off.
- _

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- I can't even hear what she's saying.
- _

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_

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- No. I asked you.
- _

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_

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- It's not hard to just switch it off.
- _

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_

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_

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_

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_

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- Hi.
- These are lovely.

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You are lovely, Graham.

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These are vegetables.

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- Morning.
- Morning.

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They've put up the price
of dahlias again!

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Bastards think we're a soft touch.

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Nice try.

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Oh, you know, I don't like hosts.

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Father Christie agreed with me...

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there's considerably more oral
thrush around

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than there used to be.

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Do you think it's OK
for the Abbess for the trip

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to ask that I only bring girls
who aren't in relationships?

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Yes.

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You do?

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Felt small minded to me.

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I am small minded both by profession
and inclination.

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How's your mother?

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Smiling on.

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Tina's back.

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Is she?

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She's with her dad.

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In the name of the father and
of the son

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and of the Holy Spirit.

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Amen.

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The Lord be with you.

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And with your spirit.

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Lord, we have sinned against you.

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Lord have mercy.

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Lord have mercy.

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Show us your mercy and your love.

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And grant us your salvation.

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May Almighty God have mercy on us.

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Forgive us our sins,

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and bring us into everlasting life.

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Amen.

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- Amen.
- Amen.

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Shall we start with a hymn?

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Bless me, Father,
because I have sinned.

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It's been 24 hours
since my last confession.

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I remember.

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During which I have
committed three acts

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of blasphemy and two
of self-abasement.

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I mean masturbation, Father.

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Of course you do.

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I don't mean to hurt...

189
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people...

190
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but I do.

191
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I think you've been
very hard on yourself.

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I am vile.

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You're not.

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You're not.

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Are you going to invite me in,
or are you going to

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leave a lady on the doorstep?

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Oh, you're a daft one.

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Do you wish to say anything?

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No.

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Do you need absolution?

201
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Yes.

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00:12:45,080 --> 00:12:46,670
How was it?

203
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Well, half the kids look
as if they've got malnutrition

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and half the adults jaundice,
The rest just seem depressed.

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We'll pray for them and help
as best we can.

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00:12:58,080 --> 00:12:59,710
Has the school group arrived?

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00:12:59,720 --> 00:13:03,990
Yeah. Important, I'm told by the
prioress for them to see us.

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For the recruitment push.

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00:13:05,840 --> 00:13:09,470
Does make one feel one is in
a zoo, rather.

210
00:13:09,480 --> 00:13:11,150
Time for a whisky?

211
00:13:11,160 --> 00:13:13,750
I got sent a rather fine malt
by the bishop.

212
00:13:13,760 --> 00:13:15,910
Might chase away some of
the feelings of the day.

213
00:13:15,920 --> 00:13:17,470
He shouldn't encourage you.

214
00:13:17,480 --> 00:13:21,190
It's because he wants you
to make him some whisky marmalade.

215
00:13:21,200 --> 00:13:22,430
Well, I can try.

216
00:13:22,440 --> 00:13:23,923
I told him you're
not a takeaway,

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00:13:23,933 --> 00:13:25,230
he'll take what he's given.

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Bless me, father, for I have sinned.

219
00:13:27,680 --> 00:13:30,990
It's been three weeks
since my last confession.

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How have you been?

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I'm OK.

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You know, I'm supposed to pretend
I never know

223
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who's on the other side of this?

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I took a trip to the convent,
The Womack.

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Going to take some members of
the girls choir.

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And I'd like to ask your mum

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if you'd like to join it, the trip?

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Thanks.

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00:13:58,520 --> 00:13:59,760
It that what you want?

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00:14:00,920 --> 00:14:02,270
With...

231
00:14:02,280 --> 00:14:04,110
yeah.

232
00:14:04,120 --> 00:14:05,480
Yeah.

233
00:14:06,920 --> 00:14:10,950
Then, uh, maybe I'll come
around the house,

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00:14:10,960 --> 00:14:12,080
talk to her?

235
00:14:16,680 --> 00:14:19,190
He's out most evenings...

236
00:14:19,200 --> 00:14:20,680
at the restaurant.

237
00:14:32,760 --> 00:14:34,830
Hi, Bianca, it's Father Hicks.

238
00:14:34,840 --> 00:14:37,310
Um, I'd hope to talk to you
about Tina.

239
00:14:37,320 --> 00:14:39,840
She said tonight might be
a goodnight to come over.

240
00:14:42,560 --> 00:14:44,600
Ladies and gentlemen,
welcome to...

241
00:14:47,240 --> 00:14:48,800
Thank you.

242
00:14:56,680 --> 00:14:59,070
So, audience, are you ready?

243
00:14:59,080 --> 00:15:01,280
Tina?

244
00:15:02,440 --> 00:15:03,990
Well, go on, what you got?

245
00:15:04,000 --> 00:15:05,750
Do you need help?

246
00:15:05,760 --> 00:15:06,990
There are things I can do to...

247
00:15:07,000 --> 00:15:08,910
You can leave if you're going
to be trying that.

248
00:15:08,920 --> 00:15:09,950
Tina?

249
00:15:09,960 --> 00:15:10,960
Coming!

250
00:15:14,960 --> 00:15:17,790
How would you feel about Tina making
the decision

251
00:15:17,800 --> 00:15:19,470
to lead a consecrated life?

252
00:15:19,480 --> 00:15:21,600
I think she's a kid who doesn't
know which way is up.

253
00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:30,200
Did you grow up Catholic, Bianca?

254
00:15:31,240 --> 00:15:33,390
Why is he asking all
the questions to me?

255
00:15:33,400 --> 00:15:34,950
You're the adult.

256
00:15:34,960 --> 00:15:37,550
He wants to check you're OK.

257
00:15:37,560 --> 00:15:40,710
It's her who wants to hide in
a convent for her life.

258
00:15:40,720 --> 00:15:42,440
Uh, I don't think it's hiding.

259
00:15:43,600 --> 00:15:46,990
But I do understand why,
commitment...

260
00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:50,270
faith feels a strange thing
in this world.

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00:15:50,280 --> 00:15:52,030
The amount of people
that ask me things like,

262
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"Do you have to wear it
all the time?"

263
00:15:54,040 --> 00:15:56,270
"Do you never have sex?"

264
00:15:56,280 --> 00:15:57,950
He's trying to shock us now.

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00:15:57,960 --> 00:16:00,270
Priest talking about sex!

266
00:16:00,280 --> 00:16:03,150
And I do think celibacy is
an important part of Tina's

267
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commitment, but it's not the most
important part.

268
00:16:06,040 --> 00:16:08,310
Marx is always quoted as saying,

269
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"Religion is the opium
of the masses."

270
00:16:10,560 --> 00:16:13,910
What he actually said was, "Religion
is the sigh

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"of the oppressed creature,

272
00:16:15,920 --> 00:16:18,190
"the heart of a heartless world,
and the soul

273
00:16:18,200 --> 00:16:19,480
"of soulless conditions."

274
00:16:20,600 --> 00:16:22,000
"It is the opium of the people."

275
00:16:23,440 --> 00:16:26,110
I don't go to church, can't stand
the dither of it all.

276
00:16:26,120 --> 00:16:28,350
Dither?

277
00:16:28,360 --> 00:16:30,990
Well, it seems to me the Bible
says do good, then we'll do it.

278
00:16:31,000 --> 00:16:34,390
Stop dithering about with incense
and myrrh.

279
00:16:34,400 --> 00:16:35,550
Mum!

280
00:16:35,560 --> 00:16:38,190
I think you're right about
the dither.

281
00:16:38,200 --> 00:16:41,350
But I think what Marx was saying
is that the church,

282
00:16:41,360 --> 00:16:44,470
by venerating virtue,
does something quite important.

283
00:16:44,480 --> 00:16:46,680
And I think right now...

284
00:16:47,680 --> 00:16:49,120
society needs that virtue.

285
00:16:50,280 --> 00:16:52,400
Look, she said she wanted it,
she goes.

286
00:16:53,720 --> 00:16:55,000
Good.

287
00:16:56,040 --> 00:16:58,470
Then I'd like to take you, Tina,

288
00:16:58,480 --> 00:17:01,590
with a few other girls
to visit Womack.

289
00:17:01,600 --> 00:17:03,350
I think that by visiting there,

290
00:17:03,360 --> 00:17:05,680
she'll get much better sense
of whether that's what she needs.

291
00:17:08,920 --> 00:17:10,280
Thank you.

292
00:17:13,960 --> 00:17:15,600
- Should I talk to Phil?
- No!

293
00:17:17,400 --> 00:17:20,599
Well, if that's everything,
Father Hicks?

294
00:17:36,920 --> 00:17:40,430
Sister, it's your postulant,
she was found with a phone.

295
00:17:40,440 --> 00:17:42,440
- A phone?
- She's been keeping it hidden.

296
00:18:01,880 --> 00:18:03,990
It's not easy...

297
00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:06,720
when we lose track of ourselves
to find our way back.

298
00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:11,630
Can I ask...

299
00:18:11,640 --> 00:18:14,390
why did you feel you
needed your phone?

300
00:18:14,400 --> 00:18:16,680
Well, I don't know.

301
00:18:18,920 --> 00:18:20,400
My parents were horrified...

302
00:18:21,520 --> 00:18:23,640
when I said I wanted to be a nun.

303
00:18:24,760 --> 00:18:29,790
My mum said I was
throwing myself away.

304
00:18:29,800 --> 00:18:32,030
She thought it was over
some boy.

305
00:18:32,040 --> 00:18:33,920
Was... Was there a boy?

306
00:18:35,080 --> 00:18:36,120
No.

307
00:18:39,080 --> 00:18:40,200
You?

308
00:18:41,360 --> 00:18:42,360
Not a boy.

309
00:18:46,440 --> 00:18:48,160
My friend, Susie.

310
00:18:53,960 --> 00:18:55,550
Is that OK?

311
00:18:55,560 --> 00:18:57,590
With me?

312
00:18:57,600 --> 00:18:59,750
Yes.

313
00:18:59,760 --> 00:19:01,830
With God?

314
00:19:01,840 --> 00:19:03,400
I would hope so.

315
00:19:05,320 --> 00:19:06,560
With you?

316
00:19:12,400 --> 00:19:14,160
Do you want to stay?

317
00:19:16,640 --> 00:19:18,390
Do you...

318
00:19:18,400 --> 00:19:19,840
want me to stay?

319
00:19:22,720 --> 00:19:24,480
Oh, Bimpe...

320
00:19:25,520 --> 00:19:27,280
if there is one choice...

321
00:19:28,320 --> 00:19:31,480
that has to be yours, it is this.

322
00:19:33,920 --> 00:19:35,600
Do you ever doubt it?

323
00:19:36,760 --> 00:19:38,360
Your... Your choice?

324
00:19:39,760 --> 00:19:43,080
Faith is dependent on doubt.

325
00:19:44,520 --> 00:19:47,720
Without doubt, there is no faith.

326
00:20:54,760 --> 00:20:57,950
She seems much better
this morning.

327
00:20:57,960 --> 00:20:59,120
Good.

328
00:21:00,920 --> 00:21:02,470
So I've prayed upon it

329
00:21:02,480 --> 00:21:05,440
and decided I have no choice
but to ask her to leave.

330
00:21:06,600 --> 00:21:08,150
No, You can't.

331
00:21:08,160 --> 00:21:10,310
When someone is a postulant...

332
00:21:10,320 --> 00:21:13,120
She's been with us for over a year.

333
00:21:14,560 --> 00:21:16,150
When someone is a postulant,

334
00:21:16,160 --> 00:21:18,710
they are here to be judged by us
and by themselves

335
00:21:18,720 --> 00:21:20,748
as to whether they can
find the patience and love

336
00:21:20,758 --> 00:21:21,831
to belong.

337
00:21:21,840 --> 00:21:23,390
It's one mistake.

338
00:21:23,400 --> 00:21:25,110
A crucial one.

339
00:21:25,120 --> 00:21:27,990
I devote myself to God in every way.

340
00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:30,630
I isolate myself and give
myself to prayer.

341
00:21:30,640 --> 00:21:32,350
But I do want to keep checking
social media

342
00:21:32,360 --> 00:21:33,910
for what my friends are up to.

343
00:21:33,920 --> 00:21:35,120
May I speak?

344
00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:39,950
I have been guiding her and I don't
think you understand.

345
00:21:39,960 --> 00:21:42,550
She is a genuine, kind, good...

346
00:21:42,560 --> 00:21:46,710
My role in this convent is to make
the decisions others won't.

347
00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:47,950
It's to lead.

348
00:21:47,960 --> 00:21:50,270
Your role is not to abandon
the poor girl.

349
00:21:50,280 --> 00:21:53,190
- Francesca, please...
- No, no, you do not use that name...

350
00:21:53,200 --> 00:21:55,230
my name in anger!

351
00:21:55,240 --> 00:21:56,680
It is not a weapon.

352
00:21:59,000 --> 00:22:00,470
Look...

353
00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:02,400
I apologise, Abbess.

354
00:22:08,800 --> 00:22:11,630
Our commitment cannot
be predicated on a lie.

355
00:22:11,640 --> 00:22:14,310
She vowed to put away everything
from her other life.

356
00:22:14,320 --> 00:22:16,710
She couldn't, she lied...

357
00:22:16,720 --> 00:22:19,230
to her sisters and to God.

358
00:22:19,240 --> 00:22:21,750
She made a vow and she broke it.

359
00:22:21,760 --> 00:22:23,240
She was weak, yes.

360
00:22:24,320 --> 00:22:25,910
But these young people,

361
00:22:25,920 --> 00:22:29,470
they are growing up in an
unforgiving world.

362
00:22:29,480 --> 00:22:31,870
Perhaps our commitment might take
them a little

363
00:22:31,880 --> 00:22:33,990
bit longer to learn.

364
00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:35,910
Please!

365
00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:38,440
Please give her a chance
to find her path.

366
00:22:52,720 --> 00:22:55,630
She remains a postulant
for at least another year.

367
00:22:55,640 --> 00:22:58,910
She has to prove herself all over
again, yes?

368
00:22:58,920 --> 00:23:00,600
Yes, thank you.

369
00:23:01,640 --> 00:23:03,280
She's lucky to have you.

370
00:23:05,120 --> 00:23:06,160
OK.

371
00:23:08,440 --> 00:23:12,720
There will be a time when I am
ready to take quieter duties here.

372
00:23:15,520 --> 00:23:17,920
I believe you're the right
person to succeed me.

373
00:23:19,240 --> 00:23:21,630
But if you do, you may discover

374
00:23:21,640 --> 00:23:24,720
that these decisions are harder
than they might appear.

375
00:23:34,920 --> 00:23:37,870
Missed a wonderful deanery meeting
last night.

376
00:23:37,880 --> 00:23:40,110
Falling congregations since Covid.

377
00:23:40,120 --> 00:23:42,120
How to get people back believing.

378
00:23:43,480 --> 00:23:45,000
Anyone suggest another Covid?

379
00:23:46,120 --> 00:23:49,070
Make him beg for the
incoming flood?

380
00:23:49,080 --> 00:23:52,110
Don't forget the accounts
need your sign off.

381
00:23:52,120 --> 00:23:54,070
The bishop needs
to know precisely what

382
00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:57,870
we've got to set terms for the
underfloor heating brigade.

383
00:23:57,880 --> 00:23:59,920
- Could you run this morning for me?
- Sorry?

384
00:24:01,200 --> 00:24:03,190
I realised I've got some
pressing business.

385
00:24:03,200 --> 00:24:04,880
Could you lead Mass for me?

386
00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:28,430
Bless me, father, for I have sinned.

387
00:24:28,440 --> 00:24:31,720
It's been four days
since my last confession.

388
00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:37,720
I've been angry with others, impatient.

389
00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:41,840
I shouted at the Abess, I...

390
00:24:42,960 --> 00:24:45,630
I was cruel to Sister
Justine when...

391
00:24:45,640 --> 00:24:47,360
when she needed support.

392
00:24:49,120 --> 00:24:50,480
And I have been having...

393
00:24:51,720 --> 00:24:53,680
immoral thoughts.

394
00:24:56,200 --> 00:24:57,640
Lust.

395
00:25:04,360 --> 00:25:06,470
You have to say something to that,
Father Clarey.

396
00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:08,080
You can't leave me on my own
with that one.

397
00:25:10,120 --> 00:25:11,440
Go on.

398
00:25:13,320 --> 00:25:15,150
Go on?

399
00:25:15,160 --> 00:25:16,560
Go on!

400
00:25:18,280 --> 00:25:19,600
What does that mean?

401
00:25:20,920 --> 00:25:22,760
It means go on.

402
00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:30,520
But I'm... They're not...

403
00:25:31,680 --> 00:25:34,960
It's not like I haven't
had thoughts before.

404
00:25:36,040 --> 00:25:38,680
I have struggled at times with...

405
00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:41,430
feelings of desire.

406
00:25:41,440 --> 00:25:45,560
But this time, well, these times...

407
00:25:47,440 --> 00:25:49,080
these feelings, they're...

408
00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:51,920
They're so specific.

409
00:25:57,480 --> 00:25:59,870
Well, that's all I can say, really.

410
00:25:59,880 --> 00:26:01,240
I am ashamed...

411
00:26:02,200 --> 00:26:04,270
and I'm confused.

412
00:26:04,280 --> 00:26:06,040
Confused mainly.

413
00:26:11,360 --> 00:26:12,920
Three Hail Marys.

414
00:26:17,840 --> 00:26:18,880
Yes, Father.

415
00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:22,400
And be careful.

416
00:26:29,400 --> 00:26:31,270
God, the father of mercies,

417
00:26:31,280 --> 00:26:33,470
through the death
and resurrection of his son,

418
00:26:33,480 --> 00:26:37,070
has reconciled the will to himself
and sent the Holy Spirit

419
00:26:37,080 --> 00:26:39,080
for the forgiveness of our sins.

420
00:26:40,120 --> 00:26:41,510
Through the ministry of the church

421
00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:43,790
may God give you pardon and peace,

422
00:26:43,800 --> 00:26:45,990
and I absolve you from your sins.

423
00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:50,310
In the name of the father and of the
son and the Holy Spirit.

424
00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:52,120
- Amen.
- Amen.

425
00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:47,910
Hello.

426
00:27:47,920 --> 00:27:50,280
Ah, this is a surprise.

427
00:27:52,080 --> 00:27:55,000
I just thought I'd, um, I'd come
back to talk to the Abbess.

428
00:27:56,280 --> 00:27:59,470
I felt like I'd left a few of her
concerns on the table.

429
00:27:59,480 --> 00:28:00,680
Right.

430
00:28:02,480 --> 00:28:04,400
And I was hoping for more beautiful
eggs, of course.

431
00:28:05,840 --> 00:28:07,280
I knew you were the pushy sort.

432
00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:10,640
May I see your cabbages?

433
00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:13,600
Only if you get me really drunk.

434
00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:21,950
Are you that nervous of the abbess

435
00:28:21,960 --> 00:28:24,270
that you'd look around
a boring garden to avoid it?

436
00:28:24,280 --> 00:28:26,710
Boring garden? Doubt it's that?

437
00:28:26,720 --> 00:28:28,080
No.

438
00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:31,320
But why are you here?

439
00:28:36,440 --> 00:28:38,990
Uh, can I tell you about a girl I'd
like to bring here?

440
00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:41,110
You can tell me about anything
you like,

441
00:28:41,120 --> 00:28:43,230
but I am no use with the Abbess.

442
00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:49,280
Uh, mother, uh, the girl's mother
is being...

443
00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:52,630
hit by the father.

444
00:28:52,640 --> 00:28:54,870
I think it's possible the girl's
been hit, too.

445
00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:56,310
I raised it with social services.

446
00:28:56,320 --> 00:28:58,790
I raised it with the diocese
safeguarding unit

447
00:28:58,800 --> 00:29:00,895
but they both do something,

448
00:29:00,905 --> 00:29:03,000
but nothing ever happens.

449
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:07,510
Sorry, you're not interested.

450
00:29:07,520 --> 00:29:09,240
What is it you're doubting?

451
00:29:10,720 --> 00:29:11,790
Sorry?

452
00:29:11,800 --> 00:29:14,470
Your ability to deal with
it, her response to it,

453
00:29:14,480 --> 00:29:17,230
or what else it is that you should
be doing to help it?

454
00:29:17,240 --> 00:29:20,160
Uh, you're remarkably frank.

455
00:29:26,640 --> 00:29:28,360
Why are you looking at me like that?

456
00:29:29,880 --> 00:29:31,560
I just wish I had your conviction.

457
00:29:33,240 --> 00:29:34,830
You have certainty.

458
00:29:34,840 --> 00:29:36,390
I mean, it's a good thing.

459
00:29:36,400 --> 00:29:38,670
I haven't been certain
about anything since...

460
00:29:38,680 --> 00:29:40,390
2001!

461
00:29:40,400 --> 00:29:41,640
What happened then?

462
00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:44,640
I became a nun.

463
00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:48,800
Well...

464
00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:53,000
here are my cabbages.

465
00:29:54,280 --> 00:29:55,680
They're beautiful.

466
00:29:56,720 --> 00:29:58,270
You like that word?

467
00:29:58,280 --> 00:30:00,630
Although these might
actually be beautiful.

468
00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:02,110
How do you keep the slugs away?

469
00:30:02,120 --> 00:30:03,440
Look underneath.

470
00:30:05,040 --> 00:30:06,870
They don't like eggshells.

471
00:30:06,880 --> 00:30:08,240
Cuts them up.

472
00:30:11,520 --> 00:30:14,670
Helping the girl
and your needle exchanges,

473
00:30:14,680 --> 00:30:17,190
your hoops, it's impressive.

474
00:30:17,200 --> 00:30:19,470
Doesn't feel impressive.

475
00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:22,080
And here was I, thinking you were
trying to impress me.

476
00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:28,630
I am.

477
00:30:28,640 --> 00:30:30,720
I struggle, I fail...

478
00:30:32,080 --> 00:30:34,310
I intervene when I shouldn't, I...

479
00:30:34,320 --> 00:30:36,390
You're a click of
the fingers, Christian.

480
00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:38,150
I'm sorry.

481
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:41,110
You want everything solved
in a click of the fingers

482
00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:43,870
and if it isn't, then it costs you.

483
00:30:43,880 --> 00:30:46,790
You have a brutal
way of describing things.

484
00:30:46,800 --> 00:30:48,550
But I'm sure you're right.

485
00:30:48,560 --> 00:30:52,110
No, no, I admire click of the
fingers Christians.

486
00:30:52,120 --> 00:30:55,000
They see a problem and they
try to solve it.

487
00:30:57,400 --> 00:30:59,750
I'm about as far from the click
of a click of the fingers Christian

488
00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:01,630
as you can get.

489
00:31:01,640 --> 00:31:05,640
You followed your conviction to live
a consecrated life.

490
00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:10,560
Yes, well...

491
00:31:11,560 --> 00:31:14,920
this has become my
home, for better or worse.

492
00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:19,160
You make it sound like you're
not happy here?

493
00:31:22,360 --> 00:31:25,040
It's a it's a good thing,
what you're doing.

494
00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:27,990
And I'm sorry...

495
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:30,950
conviction is another word
I don't like.

496
00:31:30,960 --> 00:31:32,560
I'll fetch the Abbess.

497
00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:37,350
You know, you are supposed to make
an appointment before coming here.

498
00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:38,760
We are enclosed.

499
00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:42,750
I can find the abbess, please.

500
00:31:42,760 --> 00:31:44,200
Get on with your duties.

501
00:31:47,640 --> 00:31:49,800
I shouldn't have disturbed you,
I'm sorry.

502
00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:10,350
Father Hicks.

503
00:33:10,360 --> 00:33:11,760
Father?

504
00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:16,760
You're, uh, you're leaving already?

505
00:33:17,800 --> 00:33:20,550
Well, you were right,
the Abbess told me

506
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:22,030
to make an appointment.

507
00:33:22,040 --> 00:33:24,760
She's, um, she's quite formidable.

508
00:33:26,440 --> 00:33:27,800
You all are.

509
00:33:30,280 --> 00:33:31,800
I, uh, I didn't mean to...

510
00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:35,070
to be cruel before.

511
00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:37,270
Uh, no, you weren't.

512
00:33:37,280 --> 00:33:39,430
Brutal, cruel.

513
00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:43,350
I, I didn't mean...
When I used that word

514
00:33:43,360 --> 00:33:45,560
- I didn't mean...
- Yes, I just thought, uh...

515
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:51,150
Thank you for sharing your
struggles...

516
00:33:51,160 --> 00:33:53,190
with me, I didn't mean to
be dismissive.

517
00:33:53,200 --> 00:33:55,160
Sister, you've done nothing wrong.

518
00:33:58,320 --> 00:34:00,600
Anna, call me Anna.

519
00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:03,360
David.

520
00:34:08,720 --> 00:34:11,360
The girl, whose mother's
being hurt...

521
00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:17,150
maybe, Maybe she could find
peace here,

522
00:34:17,160 --> 00:34:18,840
but here is not the only peace.

523
00:34:21,280 --> 00:34:24,070
Particularly if she's
leaving her mother behind.

524
00:34:24,080 --> 00:34:26,030
We are not a refuge.

525
00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:29,480
It doesn't work if we're a refuge.

526
00:34:30,880 --> 00:34:33,990
and we can't save her for you.

527
00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:35,320
I know.

528
00:34:37,840 --> 00:34:39,670
We've devoted...

529
00:34:39,680 --> 00:34:41,960
We devote ourselves
to something better.

530
00:34:43,200 --> 00:34:46,240
And I think the question we all have
to ask ourselves...

531
00:34:47,400 --> 00:34:48,440
David, is...

532
00:34:49,520 --> 00:34:52,390
is if we've done something right.

533
00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:55,320
if we've listened to our hearts
and we've done something right.

534
00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:01,960
You should have been a preacher.

535
00:35:04,680 --> 00:35:06,160
You're laughing at me.

536
00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:11,430
I don't think I ever want
to laugh at you...

537
00:35:11,440 --> 00:35:12,800
Anna.

538
00:35:18,680 --> 00:35:19,680
I...

539
00:35:21,400 --> 00:35:22,840
must get to church.

540
00:35:24,400 --> 00:35:25,440
Bye.

541
00:35:30,240 --> 00:35:31,600
Bye.

542
00:36:07,680 --> 00:36:08,745
Morning.

543
00:36:08,755 --> 00:36:10,360
Do you mind if you stay
away from my daughter?

544
00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:13,310
Your daughter sought
spiritual guidance.

545
00:36:13,320 --> 00:36:15,200
Yeah, well, just stay the fuck
away, yeah, big man.

546
00:36:18,240 --> 00:36:21,240
Bit early in the morning for a
drink, isn't it, Phill?

547
00:36:24,440 --> 00:36:26,790
Stealing kids off the port,
is that what you do?

548
00:36:26,800 --> 00:36:28,870
Just take them, stick them
in a fucking castle

549
00:36:28,880 --> 00:36:30,360
and throw away the key?

550
00:36:35,280 --> 00:36:37,440
Look, why don't we go inside
and talk about this properly?

551
00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:41,430
I do recognise your Tina's
spiritual guide too.

552
00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:42,590
So...

553
00:36:49,800 --> 00:36:53,670
Do not tell me or my daughter
or my fucking wife

554
00:36:53,680 --> 00:36:55,320
what's right.

555
00:36:58,120 --> 00:36:59,680
Meddling little fuck!

556
00:37:14,520 --> 00:37:16,670
Oh, I'm sorry, sister,

557
00:37:16,680 --> 00:37:19,150
I was just going to wake you.

558
00:37:19,160 --> 00:37:21,560
And then I caught sight
of this fawn.

559
00:37:23,240 --> 00:37:26,190
I'm sure you want them chased
away before

560
00:37:26,200 --> 00:37:28,150
they eat your vegetables?

561
00:37:28,160 --> 00:37:30,470
No, my garden's well protected.

562
00:37:30,480 --> 00:37:34,470
We had a deer that used
to come right up to the windows.

563
00:37:34,480 --> 00:37:38,270
Must be 40... No, 60 years ago.

564
00:37:38,280 --> 00:37:40,230
And would you feed it?

565
00:37:40,240 --> 00:37:42,280
I once tried to stroke its nose.

566
00:37:43,240 --> 00:37:44,880
It didn't like that.

567
00:37:47,160 --> 00:37:49,950
I was scared it wouldn't come back.

568
00:37:49,960 --> 00:37:51,240
But it did.

569
00:37:52,640 --> 00:37:54,920
And then it didn't.

570
00:37:57,120 --> 00:37:58,870
I always worried...

571
00:37:58,880 --> 00:38:01,990
perhaps someone took advantage
of its innocence

572
00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:03,320
and killed it.

573
00:38:04,800 --> 00:38:06,000
I did miss it.

574
00:38:09,120 --> 00:38:12,470
Have you really been here
for 60 years, Polly?

575
00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:14,110
74.

576
00:38:14,120 --> 00:38:16,040
I came when I was 16.

577
00:38:17,720 --> 00:38:19,440
A wonderful life.

578
00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:26,070
I'm pleased you've stood
in defence of Bimpe.

579
00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:27,950
I think she has what it takes.

580
00:38:27,960 --> 00:38:29,280
I really do.

581
00:41:50,440 --> 00:41:52,000
Good day.

582
00:41:54,360 --> 00:41:57,350
I'd like to speak to Father
Hicks, please.

583
00:41:57,360 --> 00:42:00,000
Um, I believe he's at home.

584
00:42:01,160 --> 00:42:02,990
Can I help?

585
00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:04,480
No.

586
00:42:12,280 --> 00:42:14,270
then I will call him on the phone.

587
00:42:14,280 --> 00:42:15,800
Thank you.

588
00:42:24,600 --> 00:42:26,300
_

589
00:42:28,240 --> 00:42:31,740
_

590
00:42:31,900 --> 00:42:33,500
_

591
00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:34,960
_

592
00:42:42,400 --> 00:42:43,600
Hello?

593
00:42:46,020 --> 00:42:47,420
_

594
00:42:48,280 --> 00:42:49,600
Where is she?

595
00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:51,920
_

596
00:42:53,160 --> 00:42:55,800
Uh, no, no, no, I'll
come straight down.

597
00:43:01,280 --> 00:43:02,760
Sister?

598
00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:07,320
I'm sorry, Uh, Anna.

599
00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:10,080
You asked for me?

600
00:43:11,600 --> 00:43:13,080
What's happened to your face?

601
00:43:14,120 --> 00:43:16,470
Oh, I, um,

602
00:43:16,480 --> 00:43:19,320
I got into a fight with
a slippery cobblestone.

603
00:43:22,160 --> 00:43:23,440
What are you...

604
00:43:26,240 --> 00:43:29,680
Can we go somewhere a little
less quiet?

605
00:43:42,960 --> 00:43:44,840
I always promised myself that...

606
00:43:45,800 --> 00:43:49,550
I would see the problems
in front of me clearly.

607
00:43:49,560 --> 00:43:51,230
I always promised myself...

608
00:43:51,240 --> 00:43:53,200
- Do you, uh, do you not want to sit down?
- Uh, no, no...

609
00:43:54,360 --> 00:43:58,390
I always promised myself that I...

610
00:43:58,400 --> 00:43:59,910
would be honest.

611
00:43:59,920 --> 00:44:02,910
That I could be honest
about how I feel.

612
00:44:02,920 --> 00:44:04,280
Good.

613
00:44:05,360 --> 00:44:07,710
And I see you, and I'm...

614
00:44:07,720 --> 00:44:09,670
I'm cruel to you.

615
00:44:09,680 --> 00:44:11,430
You weren't cruel.

616
00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:16,470
I think it's important
to understand why,

617
00:44:16,480 --> 00:44:19,230
when you came to visit, why I...

618
00:44:19,240 --> 00:44:21,600
I was casual with you.

619
00:44:23,560 --> 00:44:27,110
Um, and I think it's important

620
00:44:27,120 --> 00:44:29,329
to say and...

621
00:44:29,339 --> 00:44:33,080
Well, to act... on...

622
00:44:35,360 --> 00:44:37,760
When... When you touch my hand.

623
00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:45,120
And I, I believe I should listen
to my inner truth.

624
00:44:47,800 --> 00:44:49,240
And I, I believe...

625
00:44:51,680 --> 00:44:55,520
I believe that I have never felt
the way that you make me feel.

626
00:45:12,720 --> 00:45:14,720
Does the convent
know you're here?

627
00:45:18,760 --> 00:45:21,240
Anna, does the convent
know you're here?

628
00:45:23,760 --> 00:45:26,280
Oh, they've probably worked
it out by now.

629
00:45:28,080 --> 00:45:29,510
And...

630
00:45:29,520 --> 00:45:32,150
do you intend to...

631
00:45:32,160 --> 00:45:33,520
Yes.

632
00:45:36,240 --> 00:45:37,680
Why?

633
00:45:40,240 --> 00:45:42,120
Simply because I touched your hand?

634
00:45:44,320 --> 00:45:46,960
Because you felt feelings for me?

635
00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:52,120
Well, there was nothing simple
about it.

636
00:45:54,280 --> 00:45:56,230
I...

637
00:45:56,240 --> 00:45:59,440
I thought you felt the same.

638
00:46:01,040 --> 00:46:02,560
Same sort of feelings.

639
00:46:14,320 --> 00:46:15,840
I'm so sorry.

640
00:46:20,760 --> 00:46:22,270
But you...

641
00:46:22,280 --> 00:46:24,550
But came back?

642
00:46:24,560 --> 00:46:27,110
You, you came back to the Womack.

643
00:46:27,120 --> 00:46:29,760
I'm so sorry if I presented...

644
00:46:31,000 --> 00:46:32,520
If...

645
00:46:33,600 --> 00:46:35,640
I made you feel, think...

646
00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:39,160
I can...

647
00:46:40,560 --> 00:46:42,790
there's someone here...

648
00:46:42,800 --> 00:46:44,470
can drive you.

649
00:46:44,480 --> 00:46:47,190
Muriel, she's a parishioner.

650
00:46:47,200 --> 00:46:50,230
She volunteers in the cafe here,
she's... She's nice.

651
00:46:50,240 --> 00:46:52,070
And I know she has a car.

652
00:46:52,080 --> 00:46:54,680
And you're suggesting I go back?

653
00:46:56,840 --> 00:46:58,360
I don't know what to suggest.

654
00:47:00,280 --> 00:47:01,910
You're... You're saying

655
00:47:01,920 --> 00:47:03,840
that I read something
that isn't there?

656
00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:18,200
No.

657
00:47:19,480 --> 00:47:21,120
No, I won't be going back.

658
00:47:25,840 --> 00:47:27,390
Where will you stay?

659
00:47:27,400 --> 00:47:31,150
I didn't come here to talk to you
about my accommodation.

660
00:47:31,160 --> 00:47:32,630
Have you any money?

661
00:47:32,640 --> 00:47:34,040
No...

662
00:47:43,120 --> 00:47:45,550
I'm really sorry.

663
00:47:45,560 --> 00:47:47,080
So you said.

664
00:48:36,960 --> 00:48:38,910
Yes...

665
00:48:38,920 --> 00:48:41,040
Yes, I will need somewhere
to stay.

666
00:48:49,000 --> 00:48:55,000
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