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People have mentioned seeing a man

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in the woods behaving strangely.

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I wouldn't know anything about that.

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But, actually, now I think about it.

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The doctor was really
funny with me yesterday.

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Something was definitely off with him.

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He collared me in the hotel bar,

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and there's one thing
he said stayed with me.

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There's an ordinary violence
in all of us.

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Sent chills down my spine.

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He's the one you should be talking to.

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www.subtitulamos.tv

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Thinking deep thoughts?

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The deepest.

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Leave in ten?

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Sure.

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See you later.

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Have a good time.

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Just watch the clothes.

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Capture the tension through the line.

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It's really a sense of movement.

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Well done.

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Becoming quite epic. Beautiful.

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Oh, I keep waiting for you
to tell me what I'm doing wrong.

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That's really interesting.

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Oh, have I just outed myself as
someone terribly under-confident?

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Your lines are actually very confident.

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But do you mind?

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No. Go ahead.

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See here how the tilt of
the neck creates a line,

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all the way across the torso...

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into the hips.

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Don't me tell this is your first course.

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I drew at school.

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It was just a fun thing,
I never took it seriously.

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Well, you should have. You're good.

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I never saw it as something
I could do, I suppose.

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Well, it's never too late to do
the things that you want.

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Is that actually true?

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Yes.

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My car's just there.

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Give me your phone.

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Unlock it.

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Hi.

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Bursting for the loo.

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How was it?

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Oh, I'm not Picasso just yet.

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Well, I'm sure world renown
is just round the corner.

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- You can do it in the car, Annie.
- But I...

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For goodness' sake, come on.

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Be bloody dark by the time we get there.

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No, thank you.

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How did you find me?

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Mum said you sleep
in a car in the car park.

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Sort of narrows it down.

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Does she know that you're here?

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Probably for the best.

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Are you still playing football?

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Made the school team.

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Have you got a position?

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Wherever the coach wants me.
Apparently I'm quite versatile.

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It's actually quite annoying.
But mainly on the left.

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What, you're left-footed?

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I can play with both, but aye.

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I used to play on the left.

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Couldn't kick for shite
with my right though,

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so defenders always worked me out.

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You can come home some time.

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Have a cup of tea or,

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you know, use the shower or whatever.

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Mum's not usually home till about six.

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Do I smell? Be honest, not kind.

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Not so you'd notice.

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Yeah, the burger place got a bit funny

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with me using the washroom, so...

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Does your mum talk about me?

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No.

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- Have you got good friends?
- Yeah.

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I know this isn't the dream, this.

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- I've got to go.
- Yeah.

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- They give detentions if you're
late, so... - Wait. Will I...

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Will I see you again?

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OK.

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Maybe next time we can meet in
an actual cafe or something.

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- I can pay.
- No. You don't have to do that.

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It's OK, I'd like to.

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What are you looking at?

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Look at that.

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It's like a clavicle.

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I love what you do.

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Very bold colours.

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OK. Thank you.

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Have you got everything?

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Yeah, I have.

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OK.

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Have you had an affair before?

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No, but... David and I had
a threesome once.

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Man or woman?

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Woman. My idea.

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I'm sure it was.

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David had just had a fling,

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and I thought it might recharge us
or something.

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Oh, I was to blame too.

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- For his affair?
- Yeah.

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We had young kids,
and I was a stay at home mum,

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which was sort of my choice,

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and I resented him for that.

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So you should have.

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So I withdrew from him.
Emotionally, sexually.

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I mean, what did I expect?

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For your husband
to keep it in his pants.

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Course he's to blame, of course
he didn't have to do what he did.

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He's not a child. Neither am I.

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It's all very well saying, "Oh!
Oh, the man, the man," but...

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I'm an adult too, you know.

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There's a point you have to stop
feeling sorry for yourself and say...

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you know, "Do I want this
to work or not?"

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And, do you?

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Tell me about this threesome of yours.

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We have this holiday cabin by a loch.

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There always used to be these
parties with music, dancing,

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and drinking.

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And this woman,
Celine, took a shine to us both.

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Just seemed to happen.

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Have you been with other women since?

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I have not been with anyone since.

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Apart from David.

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Annie?

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Annie? Come on.

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Do you have a boyfriend? Girlfriend?

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No.

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Do you?

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- Have a girlfriend?
- Or a boyfriend.

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I... don't think I'm ready for either.

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Ask it. Whatever it is.

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Why'd you leave?

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I was drinking too much.

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I lost a couple of jobs.

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I was a mess.

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And Mum grew sick of it.

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She said you assaulted someone.

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In a town centre.

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She said it was quite bad.

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Yeah, it was.

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Why'd you do it?

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This drunk guy in a bar.

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I knew him from school.

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He used to bully me to shite
for being a reader.

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He started saying things.
Offensive stuff.

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How the people that
I was fighting deserved to die.

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I told him to give it a rest,

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and he turned on me.

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Called me a baby killer.

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So I snapped.

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It was like I was outside of myself.

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He deserved it though.
For all the things he was saying.

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They discharged me.

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Dishonourably.

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Happy birthday.

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I found it in a second-hand bookshop.

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_

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You chose this?

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I liked the cover.
Thought you might too.

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Yeah... yeah, I really do.

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- See you next week?
- Aye.

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I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

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I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

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I'm sorry. Sorry. Sorry.

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Oh, no, no, no, no, no...

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And, if I wanted to
withdraw my half of the balance,

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do I need my husband's permission
to access the funds?

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The day to day account is in your name,

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but the savings account is jointly
held and requires both signatures.

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Yes, of course, yeah.

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Thank you. OK.

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OK.

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Annie? You home?

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What you doing in the dark?

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And your executive function

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and processing of information
will be affected.

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And spatial awareness,
your ability to process names,

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faces, carry out familiar tasks,

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as well as coordination
and general physical capability.

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There are also hallucinations.

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Hallucinations?

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It's very common.

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Have there been any new
developments re... Medication?

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There are new developments
all the time.

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I can send you links to the studies.

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But I have to say

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that the side-effects can be quite
unpleasant for most people,

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and they don't stop
the symptoms long-term.

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How long will I live?

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Five to seven years is most common.

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It could be more. Could be less.

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But the cognitive and physical
decline happens a lot earlier.

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That's correct, yes.

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That walk used to be easier.

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Well, it's steep, that section of path.

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Never used to struggle with it.

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No, but...

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Quite a drop, though.

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Well, it's a good job I caught you.

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I might say something
to those, you know...

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the Poles in the cabin making the noise.

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I just think it's not on.

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- Yeah, you said.
- Well, I'm saying it again.

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You get so angry with me.

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00:25:05,348 --> 00:25:06,828
I'm not angry, how is that angry?

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What do you call it, then?

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00:25:10,213 --> 00:25:13,933
- Irritation.
- Well, you're irritated a lot.

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00:25:18,921 --> 00:25:20,961
I think you should go to Costa Rica.

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You can't even get up a hill,
how're you gonna manage that?

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I didn't mean with me.

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Well, what would be the point in that?

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After I'm gone.

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We always said we'd go.
I'd like you to. When I'm gone.

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We're not talking about that.

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00:25:39,498 --> 00:25:41,816
- Well, I'm just saying.
- I said we're not talking about that.

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Stupid conversation!

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Shit! Now I've spilt this.

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I'm just popping out.

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Come here.

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You were always so beautiful.

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You still are.

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Silly boy.

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Annie.

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Annie.

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What?

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It's me, David. Your husband.

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00:26:51,360 --> 00:26:53,440
I know exactly who you are.

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00:26:59,563 --> 00:27:01,190
Oh, this one's for you.

236
00:27:01,402 --> 00:27:03,448
Someone's got handwriting
just like yours.

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00:27:04,440 --> 00:27:06,735
That's your signature across
the seal. What is this?

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00:27:06,761 --> 00:27:08,001
Can I have it?

239
00:27:08,800 --> 00:27:10,880
Why are you writing to yourself?

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00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:13,542
I need you to listen and not interrupt.

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00:27:13,700 --> 00:27:14,995
Will you do that?

242
00:27:19,292 --> 00:27:21,880
OK. It's a letter laying out my wishes

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while I still have
the clarity to do that,

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so that in the future,

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00:27:26,440 --> 00:27:28,901
there's no doubt as to my intentions.

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00:27:30,209 --> 00:27:32,169
What do you mean, intentions?

247
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Annie.

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I don't want to see things out.

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I don't want the decline.

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- I'll care for you.
- No, David.

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Other people may want that, I don't.

252
00:27:59,305 --> 00:28:01,841
Oh, no, no, it's not to open now.

253
00:28:02,701 --> 00:28:04,661
No, David, please don't.

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00:28:05,978 --> 00:28:07,177
Dav...

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00:28:15,040 --> 00:28:17,960
Annie, this is absurd.
It's a criminal act.

256
00:28:18,100 --> 00:28:20,060
No, I'm not asking you to help.

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00:28:20,086 --> 00:28:22,834
- You're fine.
- For how long, though?

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00:28:23,062 --> 00:28:24,319
No, you're not doing this.

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00:28:24,345 --> 00:28:25,850
- Oh, David.
- No!

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- No!
- Oh, no, no...

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00:28:26,983 --> 00:28:28,842
We do not talk
about this ever again.

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- Ever again! No!
- No...

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David! David. David.

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Go on! Walk away.

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Like you always do.

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David...

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David?

268
00:28:49,788 --> 00:28:51,142
David?

269
00:29:55,889 --> 00:29:58,835
I've been getting confused
over simple things.

270
00:29:59,080 --> 00:30:02,530
Getting lost. Small things, you know.

271
00:30:03,916 --> 00:30:07,046
My balance is OK,
but I have the odd moment.

272
00:30:07,520 --> 00:30:11,480
I'm fine for now,
but it... it'll get worse.

273
00:30:14,001 --> 00:30:16,292
How long does it take to progress?

274
00:30:17,377 --> 00:30:19,675
Year or two, possibly more.

275
00:30:22,920 --> 00:30:25,911
But is there... is there
a cure that you can try?

276
00:30:27,040 --> 00:30:29,640
Well, the short answer is no.

277
00:30:32,308 --> 00:30:34,895
If I were to divorce David, then...

278
00:30:35,361 --> 00:30:37,176
yeah, I would be entitled to...

279
00:30:37,633 --> 00:30:39,722
I mean, I don't know how much, but...

280
00:30:40,887 --> 00:30:42,680
I know we talked about being together.

281
00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:44,400
But I won't hold you to that.

282
00:30:50,384 --> 00:30:53,824
This doesn't change anything for me.

283
00:30:54,920 --> 00:30:57,032
Don't say that. Course it does.

284
00:30:57,282 --> 00:30:58,634
Not for me.

285
00:30:59,423 --> 00:31:01,618
I'm in it, with you.

286
00:31:02,484 --> 00:31:03,860
All the way.

287
00:31:05,683 --> 00:31:07,323
Whatever it takes.

288
00:31:17,310 --> 00:31:19,120
You tell your girlfriend to butt out

289
00:31:19,160 --> 00:31:20,880
when things don't involve her.

290
00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:23,528
What, because men should
tell women what to do, is that it?

291
00:31:23,554 --> 00:31:26,354
Oh, don't give me that shite.

292
00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:52,883
_

293
00:31:53,560 --> 00:31:55,040
Hi.

294
00:31:55,220 --> 00:31:59,861
That bloody roundabout's still
closed. It's an absolute nightmare.

295
00:32:00,250 --> 00:32:01,490
Can we talk?

296
00:32:01,525 --> 00:32:03,640
Yeah, just let me get
the rest of this stuff in.

297
00:32:03,680 --> 00:32:05,634
- Is everything OK?
- Yeah.

298
00:32:12,158 --> 00:32:13,525
_

299
00:32:15,033 --> 00:32:18,541
_

300
00:32:23,011 --> 00:32:24,814
- Can we sit?
- Yeah.

301
00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:27,807
Let me just get this frozen stuff
in the freezer.

302
00:32:37,241 --> 00:32:39,601
- You need to get that?
- Yeah.

303
00:32:44,374 --> 00:32:45,595
Hello.

304
00:32:47,752 --> 00:32:51,171
- I've just been thinking about everything and...
- Who is it?

305
00:32:51,197 --> 00:32:53,360
It's the, doctor.

306
00:32:54,195 --> 00:32:57,078
- Do you want me to speak to them?
- I don't, no.

307
00:32:57,778 --> 00:32:59,672
I need more time.

308
00:33:02,240 --> 00:33:04,562
Well, I need to think this through.

309
00:33:06,340 --> 00:33:07,945
I thought you already had.

310
00:33:07,971 --> 00:33:11,484
I'm just saying hold off
on any big conversations.

311
00:33:13,074 --> 00:33:14,555
I understand.

312
00:33:16,089 --> 00:33:18,905
I'm hanging up. I'll call you.

313
00:33:19,118 --> 00:33:20,211
No.

314
00:33:20,851 --> 00:33:22,960
That's not going to be necessary.

315
00:33:23,007 --> 00:33:25,351
- Annie, I'm not saying...
- All well?

316
00:33:26,804 --> 00:33:28,121
Yeah, yeah.

317
00:33:28,226 --> 00:33:31,680
They were... they were just
offering me some free counselling.

318
00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:33,101
I said no.

319
00:33:34,640 --> 00:33:36,800
Yeah, yeah. Yeah.

320
00:36:15,501 --> 00:36:17,855
I remember that look
from our wedding day.

321
00:36:18,720 --> 00:36:21,433
Hopeful and frightened at the same time.

322
00:36:22,478 --> 00:36:24,918
The promise we made to love each other.

323
00:36:26,440 --> 00:36:28,089
To be faithful.

324
00:36:29,600 --> 00:36:34,315
I regret my affair
with every fibre of my being.

325
00:36:35,122 --> 00:36:36,503
Do you, though?

326
00:36:38,587 --> 00:36:40,507
Cos I don't regret mine.

327
00:36:46,817 --> 00:36:48,294
The art class?

328
00:36:49,945 --> 00:36:53,934
That guy with the facial stylings?

329
00:36:55,258 --> 00:36:56,698
My teacher.

330
00:37:03,165 --> 00:37:04,594
Are you leaving me?

331
00:37:07,145 --> 00:37:08,514
I would have done.

332
00:37:09,691 --> 00:37:12,850
But then Deborah was not
the person I thought she was.

333
00:37:15,987 --> 00:37:18,107
I mean, I had no idea.

334
00:37:18,350 --> 00:37:21,750
I know. And I felt
quite offended by that.

335
00:37:25,604 --> 00:37:28,703
You thought it was just you who
has the big, complicated feelings,

336
00:37:28,729 --> 00:37:32,000
that you were the one deciding
if you were going to stay with me.

337
00:37:32,117 --> 00:37:33,868
Never once occurred to you

338
00:37:33,894 --> 00:37:37,526
that I have a life inside here
you don't have access to.

339
00:37:42,130 --> 00:37:43,570
I don't deserve you.

340
00:37:43,798 --> 00:37:45,011
I don't care.

341
00:37:45,872 --> 00:37:47,458
Cos I'm what you've got.

342
00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:52,575
Not your idea of me,
not what you think I want.

343
00:37:53,564 --> 00:37:55,716
Just what I actually want.

344
00:37:56,273 --> 00:37:57,833
What do you want?

345
00:38:08,649 --> 00:38:10,575
Is that what I think it is?

346
00:38:18,783 --> 00:38:20,887
I take full responsibility.

347
00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:25,185
I want it to be here.

348
00:38:25,983 --> 00:38:28,904
With memories. With you.

349
00:38:29,240 --> 00:38:30,786
Is that selfish?

350
00:38:35,475 --> 00:38:37,195
No, I can't let you do this.

351
00:38:37,227 --> 00:38:38,627
Oh, well.

352
00:38:38,800 --> 00:38:40,680
Oh, if you don't, I'll find another way.

353
00:38:40,720 --> 00:38:42,880
That'll be worse. You know I will.

354
00:38:47,320 --> 00:38:49,160
- No.
- No, wait.

355
00:38:49,200 --> 00:38:50,996
Let me. Let me, please.

356
00:38:51,022 --> 00:38:53,292
David, I can't.
I don't want you to get in trouble.

357
00:38:53,318 --> 00:38:56,958
Everything that I have ever done
has been about me.

358
00:38:58,621 --> 00:39:00,301
I'll be fine.

359
00:39:02,259 --> 00:39:03,630
I'll...

360
00:39:07,569 --> 00:39:09,649
I'll mix it in with some...

361
00:39:11,613 --> 00:39:13,733
I'll mix it in with some hot tea.

362
00:39:46,301 --> 00:39:47,454
Hi.

363
00:39:49,294 --> 00:39:50,564
You OK?

364
00:39:58,405 --> 00:40:00,362
What did you see in the bothy?

365
00:40:27,187 --> 00:40:29,284
Why won't you tell me?

366
00:40:29,562 --> 00:40:31,722
Nothing. I didn't see anything.

367
00:40:32,034 --> 00:40:33,174
Really?

368
00:40:33,472 --> 00:40:36,737
Well, what the fuck are you
asking questions for anyway?

369
00:40:37,346 --> 00:40:39,163
What're you even doing here?

370
00:40:39,281 --> 00:40:41,073
Go! Go!

371
00:40:41,172 --> 00:40:44,026
- You can't be near me.
- Why?

372
00:40:44,339 --> 00:40:47,480
Cos I'm dangerous.
I'm not safe to be around.

373
00:40:47,520 --> 00:40:50,378
Why can't you get that into your head?

374
00:41:07,177 --> 00:41:08,921
Don't come close to me.

375
00:41:09,044 --> 00:41:11,460
Don't come close to me!

376
00:41:26,292 --> 00:41:27,578
Come here.

377
00:41:37,738 --> 00:41:39,907
It was my daughter I saw in the bothy.

378
00:41:42,465 --> 00:41:45,032
I was afraid of
the love that she showed me,

379
00:41:45,618 --> 00:41:47,218
what it might open in me.

380
00:41:47,244 --> 00:41:50,364
So I left.
Just like when she was little.

381
00:41:54,148 --> 00:41:55,470
Twice now.

382
00:41:56,220 --> 00:41:57,744
Twice I've left her.

383
00:41:58,743 --> 00:42:02,383
She'd still want to see you,
if you explained.

384
00:42:10,015 --> 00:42:13,295
I don't think people are as capable
of change as you think they are.

385
00:42:30,640 --> 00:42:31,976
A biscuit?

386
00:42:33,902 --> 00:42:35,984
Wouldn't wanna get them
mixed up now, eh?

387
00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:53,011
How much sugar?

388
00:43:03,783 --> 00:43:05,701
The things that make up a life.

389
00:43:54,800 --> 00:43:56,450
You're a good man.

390
00:44:04,120 --> 00:44:05,648
I'm so sorry.

391
00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:27,951
One minute,
you're the centre of the universe.

392
00:44:30,040 --> 00:44:31,544
And the next...

393
00:44:33,470 --> 00:44:35,630
you may as well not be there.

394
00:44:40,737 --> 00:44:42,963
But nothing we do is ever lost.

395
00:44:45,697 --> 00:44:48,362
There are places that hold memories.

396
00:44:50,852 --> 00:44:52,541
So much pain.

397
00:44:53,441 --> 00:44:56,121
But also so much joy.

398
00:45:09,000 --> 00:45:11,800
Summerwater is one of those places.

399
00:45:45,600 --> 00:45:49,280
The scream that came
from that poor woman.

400
00:45:52,347 --> 00:45:54,960
I think I might hear that till I die.

401
00:45:59,680 --> 00:46:05,296
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