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I'm trying to tell you
that I felt alone.

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Am I not supposed to do that?

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Not while I'm telling you how I feel.

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I exist too.

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What are you even talking about?

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I feel like I am trying
to tell you how I feel,

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and then you get defensive,
and then you flip it

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and you decide to tell me
how you feel at that time.

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You don't need to do that.
We're on the same team.

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We've been doing this for eight years.

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First off, I'm not being defensive.

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Secondly, this all started when you
made me look like a fucking idiot

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- in front of our friends.
- Okay,

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did I not apologize for that?

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After I begged you for one.

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- Jesus fucking Christ.
- Okay.

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I shouldn't have said that.

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Which part? Asking for an apology?

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No. I mean, sure,

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but I was being a jerk.

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Secondly, this all started
when you made me look like

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a fucking idiot in front of our friends.

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Why?

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I don't know. Isn't that your job?

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I'm sorry.

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I guess it just feels
like I'm being punished

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for something I didn't do.

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Being human is tricky, Daren.

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We all have our triggers.

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You mentioned you felt like
you were being punished.

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What are you telling
yourself in these moments?

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Jesus.

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The eggs are...

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That this is fucking ridiculous.

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This is fucking ridiculous.

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What are we even fighting about?

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What is this fight even about?

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Ava.

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Can we just move past this?

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I need more time.

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When in conflict,

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what type of person are you?

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I'm a fucking asshole.

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Could you see how starting from there

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can make it difficult to soften?

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Hey! Go, go!

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And one!

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You're fucking little, bro!

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Dumbfuck.

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Come on, put that shit up, Berg.

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Put that shit up.

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Yeah! Let's go baby. Let's go baby

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We good, we good, we good.

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Too easy, baby!

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Hey, over, over.

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- Put it up.
- Bro, shoot the ball.

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He can't guard you.

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Oh, that's game.

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Bye, bye.

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Get the fuck off the court.

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Yeah!

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He professional. Let me hit that.

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Oh, my God!

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- Too strong?
- Yeah. Yeah.

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Yo, how do you do it?

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Do what?

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Talk shit on the courts
and then dap up after,

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like I can't fucking stand Berg.

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What kind of fucking name is that?

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Berg, man. He's always talking shit.

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It's not really that big of
a deal, though. I mean...

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To you.

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I mean, sometimes we cook their ass

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and sometimes they cook ours.

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I mean, we're gonna
play these guys again.

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How do you want me to
react knowing that?

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I never want to look
him in the eyes again.

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Okay? Fuck, Berg.

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Let me get that.

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Have you, heard from Ava?

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No. I should text them...

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but I don't know.

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I appreciate you letting me
sleep on the couch, though.

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I'm stuck on Christian's words.

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Do I turn difficult
conversations into battles?

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Do I make everything a fight?

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Am I defensive?

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Of course I'm defensive. I mean...

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I guess I feel like I've
always had to defend myself.

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No one else was gonna do it.

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But I don't need to do that anymore.

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But it's so hard to let go.
I... I just...

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That's an old habit, Daren.

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- You can let that go.
- I'm trying.

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I really am trying.

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I really am trying.

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For me.

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I'm holding on so tight.

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Please.

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Give me a chance to let it go.

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? How come I've been playing ?
? Defense most of my life? ?

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? How come I've been playing ?
? Defense most of my life? ?

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? Thought I was running ? ?
The ball down my mouth ?

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? Thought I was ? ? Trying to feel ?

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? How you felt when I fell ?

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? And I said ? ? It was your fault ?

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? I messed up ? ? Reacted ?

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? Then blamed you ?

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Ava?

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I know you're here. I
checked your location.

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I'm sorry.

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? I messed up ? ? Reacted ?

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? Then blamed you ? ? Let it happen ?

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? I've realized you and me ?

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? We're on the same team ?

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? The same team ?

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? The same team ?

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? How come I've been playing ?

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? How come I've been playing ?

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When Ava and I fight,

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I feel like I'm just trying
my best to explain my side.

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I just think we're not
on the same wavelength.

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In these moments,

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are you trying to understand Ava,

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or be understood?

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I guess it's to be understood.

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Of course.

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It's a vital part of being human.

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We all want to be heard and seen.

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But in order to be in a
healthy communication,

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you also need to see Ava.

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You're right.

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I don't want to make any excuses.
Like...

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I guess just in my lifetime,

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I've never even seen my parents kiss,

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let alone say something
nice to one another.

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The conversations just ended

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when they got tired of screaming.

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Who the fuck do you think you are?

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Listen, the money's tight. And
who do you think brings it?

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Excuses. Ridiculous.

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Our children need food.

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You don't think I work this hard?
I care about our children.

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And what do you think
I do at home all day?

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Do you think I just sit around?

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Do you think I just sit around?

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But I'm ready to change.

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To learn how to let all that go.

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Is anything coming up for you?

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Ava?

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? I'm running away ?

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?From my, my, my, my, my My, my life ?

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? 'Cause I'm running away ?
? Without holding hand... ?

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? How come I ?

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That's so hard.

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? How come I been playing ? ?
Defense most of my life? ?

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? Well, I'm running away! ?

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