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I'm trying to tell you that I felt alone.
Am I not supposed to do that?
Not while I'm telling you how I feel.
I exist too.
What are you even talking about?
I feel like I am trying to tell you how I feel,
and then you get defensive, and then you flip it
and you decide to tell me how you feel at that time.
You don't need to do that. We're on the same team.
We've been doing this for eight years.
First off, I'm not being defensive.
Secondly, this all started when you made me look like a fucking idiot
- in front of our friends. - Okay,
did I not apologize for that?
After I begged you for one.
- Jesus fucking Christ. - Okay.
I shouldn't have said that.
Which part? Asking for an apology?
No. I mean, sure,
but I was being a jerk.
Secondly, this all started when you made me look like
a fucking idiot in front of our friends.
Why?
I don't know. Isn't that your job?
I'm sorry.
I guess it just feels like I'm being punished
for something I didn't do.
Being human is tricky, Daren.
We all have our triggers.
You mentioned you felt like you were being punished.
What are you telling yourself in these moments?
Jesus.
The eggs are...
That this is fucking ridiculous.
This is fucking ridiculous.
What are we even fighting about?
What is this fight even about?
Ava.
Can we just move past this?
I need more time.
When in conflict,
what type of person are you?
I'm a fucking asshole.
Could you see how starting from there
can make it difficult to soften?
Hey! Go, go!
And one!
You're fucking little, bro!
Dumbfuck.
Come on, put that shit up, Berg.
Put that shit up.
Yeah! Let's go baby. Let's go baby
We good, we good, we good.
Too easy, baby!
Hey, over, over.
- Put it up. - Bro, shoot the ball.
He can't guard you.
Oh, that's game.
Bye, bye.
Get the fuck off the court.
Yeah!
He professional. Let me hit that.
Oh, my God!
- Too strong? - Yeah. Yeah.
Yo, how do you do it?
Do what?
Talk shit on the courts and then dap up after,
like I can't fucking stand Berg.
What kind of fucking name is that?
Berg, man. He's always talking shit.
It's not really that big of a deal, though. I mean...
To you.
I mean, sometimes we cook their ass
and sometimes they cook ours.
I mean, we're gonna play these guys again.
How do you want me to react knowing that?
I never want to look him in the eyes again.
Okay? Fuck, Berg.
Let me get that.
Have you, heard from Ava?
No. I should text them...
but I don't know.
I appreciate you letting me sleep on the couch, though.
I'm stuck on Christian's words.
Do I turn difficult conversations into battles?
Do I make everything a fight?
Am I defensive?
Of course I'm defensive. I mean...
I guess I feel like I've always had to defend myself.
No one else was gonna do it.
But I don't need to do that anymore.
But it's so hard to let go. I... I just...
That's an old habit, Daren.
- You can let that go. - I'm trying.
I really am trying.
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For me.
I'm holding on so tight.
Please.
Give me a chance to let it go.
? How come I've been playing ? ? Defense most of my life? ?
? Thought I was running ? ? The ball down my mouth ?
? Thought I was ? ? Trying to feel ?
? How you felt when I fell ?
? And I said ? ? It was your fault ?
? I messed up ? ? Reacted ?
? Then blamed you ?
Ava?
I know you're here. I checked your location.
I'm sorry.
? I messed up ? ? Reacted ?
? Then blamed you ? ? Let it happen ?
? I've realized you and me ?
? We're on the same team ?
? The same team ?
? How come I've been playing ?
When Ava and I fight,
I feel like I'm just trying my best to explain my side.
I just think we're not on the same wavelength.
In these moments,
are you trying to understand Ava,
or be understood?
I guess it's to be understood.
Of course.
It's a vital part of being human.
We all want to be heard and seen.
But in order to be in a healthy communication,
you also need to see Ava.
You're right.
I don't want to make any excuses. Like...
I guess just in my lifetime,
I've never even seen my parents kiss,
let alone say something nice to one another.
The conversations just ended
when they got tired of screaming.
Who the fuck do you think you are?
Listen, the money's tight. And who do you think brings it?
Excuses. Ridiculous.
Our children need food.
You don't think I work this hard? I care about our children.
And what do you think I do at home all day?
Do you think I just sit around?
But I'm ready to change.
To learn how to let all that go.
Is anything coming up for you?
Ava?
? I'm running away ?
?From my, my, my, my, my My, my life ?
? 'Cause I'm running away ? ? Without holding hand... ?
? How come I ?
That's so hard.
? How come I been playing ? ? Defense most of my life? ?
? Well, I'm running away! ?
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