? Okay, I'm gone ?
? I'm moving on from this ? ? Version of me ?
? That had to be perfect ?
? I knew I used to be ?
? Everybody... ?
Asshole!
What the fuck are you looking at?
I don't fucking know you.
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- Hello. - Hey, Daren. How's it going?
It's going well....
I mean, honestly...
I've been thinking a lot about death lately.
Wait, are you okay? What happened to your eye?
Happened a couple of days ago.
This fucking guy, he came out of nowhere.
He punched me. I fell to the ground.
I may have blacked out. It was a whole thing.
Oh, my.
I think I'm having hallucinations.
How so?
I don't know. Remember my friend Sam?
The one you lost? Yes.
When I was getting fucking beat up, I swear to God,
the guy who saved me, it was Sam.
We all have angels looking out for us.
It might sound a little, I don't know, out there,
but I believe in energies that protect us,
guide us even.
I guess I've kind of felt that throughout the years.
So... why death?
I'm afraid that just like Sam, my life will be cut short.
I feel the same way at times, especially with my son.
But things happen. We can't control everything.
The only thing we can do
is try our best to live a full life.
Full life? What... What does that even mean?
Did Sam live a full life?
Perhaps.
His life was cut short,
but from the sounds of it, very impactful.
Especially on your life.
So I think in times like these,
it's our responsibility to honor the ones we lost.
Do something today for him. For you.
- Making some treats? - Yeah, for our friends.
- And for D. - No, for our friends.
- And for D. - For our friends.
And for D.
- I really can't have anything? - Not yet.
- I'm gonna vacuum. - Yes, please.
I don't know if I told you. I've been sad about Sam.
I feel like I'm starting to forget his essence.
- What? - I'm talking about, Sam.
You know, my best friend.
His personality is just starting to fade.
Are you talking to me?
I was just saying, Sam...
Christian!
Ava, Christian's here.
My brother!
- Good to see you, Christian. - Hi.
Emily!
Oh, my God, what happened to your eye?
I told you, you should have taken karate lessons.
Come inside. I'll tell you all about it.
So I was skateboarding, looking sexy,
and this motherfucker just hit me!
Okay, so... your friend blocks you...
Yeah.
and you still live with your parents.
- Hey! - Coming from the guy
who just got disowned.
I thought I could trust you
with my words and my secrets!
- I mean, it's Ava. - It's me.
- Of course I told them. - Okay, so...
a stranger beat the shit out of you,
and your friend came down as a fucking angel
and saved you?
This is... This is beautiful.
So we're all going through it, then?
Yeah.
It hurts.
? Hurts so fucking bad ?
- Wait. That's good. - You fuckin' with that?
- ? Hurts so fucking bad ? - ? Hurts so fucking bad ?
? Some crazy guy ? ? Tried to beat me to death ?
? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?
? I'm 33 ? ? And my roommate's my mom ?
? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?
? My parents never loved me ? ? And I know that now ?
? It hurts so fucking bad ?
? We've been fighting longer ? ? Than we were friends ?
? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?
? Facebook reminded me ? ? That my friend's dead ?
? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?
? Yeah, it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?
? I gave a speech ? ? At your funeral ?
? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?
? Yeah, it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?
Can we please hit this bong? Let's go.
- Yeah. Please, please. - Definitely.
I feel, like, so much lighter because of it.
Sometimes just writing something down
or screaming it out loud,
or in your case, singing about it with friends
releases something in us.
Daren, I'm proud of you.
You're living while you're hurting,
and that's really hard to do.
If that's not honoring Sam, I don't know what is.
Thank you. I appreciate it.
? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?
Dear Sam.
I've been thinking about you and death
and being taken before my time.
Is that even a thing? Dying before you're meant to?
I used to think you died before you were supposed to.
But I've realized everything happens for a reason.
You were only supposed to be here for 21 years.
And you did an immeasurable amount of good in a short time.
That has to mean something.
You were everyone's best friend, including mine.
I'm in my 30s now,
and I'm still trying to remember
how to dream the way we did together.
Are you ready for brekkie?
Yeah, one second.
Anyways...
I miss you.
P.S.
It doesn't hurt as much anymore.
? You said I loved you ? ? When we closed the call ?
? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?
? Every other page ? ? Of my journal says ?
? Wow, it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?
- That's so good. - Right.
- Use it for the show. - Yeah.
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