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? Okay, I'm gone ?

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? I'm moving on from
this ? ? Version of me ?

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? That had to be perfect ?

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? I knew I used to be ?

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? Everybody... ?

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Asshole!

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What the fuck are you looking at?

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I don't fucking know you.

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I can't believe it's been ten years.

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- Hello.
- Hey, Daren. How's it going?

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It's going well....

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I mean, honestly...

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I've been thinking a lot
about death lately.

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Wait, are you okay? What
happened to your eye?

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Happened a couple of days ago.

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This fucking guy, he
came out of nowhere.

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He punched me. I fell to the ground.

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I may have blacked out.
It was a whole thing.

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Oh, my.

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I think I'm having hallucinations.

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How so?

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I don't know. Remember my friend Sam?

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The one you lost? Yes.

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When I was getting fucking
beat up, I swear to God,

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the guy who saved me, it was Sam.

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We all have angels looking out for us.

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It might sound a little,
I don't know, out there,

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but I believe in energies
that protect us,

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guide us even.

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I guess I've kind of felt
that throughout the years.

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So... why death?

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I'm afraid that just like Sam,
my life will be cut short.

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I feel the same way at times,
especially with my son.

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But things happen. We
can't control everything.

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The only thing we can do

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is try our best to live a full life.

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Full life? What... What
does that even mean?

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Did Sam live a full life?

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Perhaps.

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His life was cut short,

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but from the sounds of
it, very impactful.

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Especially on your life.

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So I think in times like these,

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it's our responsibility to
honor the ones we lost.

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Do something today for him. For you.

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- Making some treats?
- Yeah, for our friends.

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- And for D.
- No, for our friends.

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- And for D.
- For our friends.

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And for D.

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- I really can't have anything?
- Not yet.

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- I'm gonna vacuum.
- Yes, please.

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I don't know if I told you.
I've been sad about Sam.

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I feel like I'm starting
to forget his essence.

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- What?
- I'm talking about, Sam.

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You know, my best friend.

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His personality is
just starting to fade.

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Are you talking to me?

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I was just saying, Sam...

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Christian!

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Ava, Christian's here.

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My brother!

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- Good to see you, Christian.
- Hi.

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Emily!

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Oh, my God, what happened to your eye?

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I told you, you should
have taken karate lessons.

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Come inside. I'll tell you all about it.

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So I was skateboarding, looking sexy,

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and this motherfucker just hit me!

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Okay, so... your friend blocks you...

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Yeah.

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and you still live with your parents.

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- Hey!
- Coming from the guy

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who just got disowned.

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I thought I could trust you

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with my words and my secrets!

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- I mean, it's Ava.
- It's me.

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- Of course I told them.
- Okay, so...

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a stranger beat the shit out of you,

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and your friend came
down as a fucking angel

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and saved you?

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This is... This is beautiful.

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So we're all going through it, then?

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Yeah.

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It hurts.

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? Hurts so fucking bad ?

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- Wait. That's good.
- You fuckin' with that?

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- ? Hurts so fucking bad ?
- ? Hurts so fucking bad ?

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? Some crazy guy ? ? Tried
to beat me to death ?

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? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?

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? I'm 33 ? ? And my roommate's my mom ?

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? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?

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? My parents never loved me
? ? And I know that now ?

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? It hurts so fucking bad ?

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? We've been fighting longer
? ? Than we were friends ?

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? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?

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? Facebook reminded me ? ?
That my friend's dead ?

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? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?

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? Yeah, it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?

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? I gave a speech ? ? At your funeral ?

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? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?

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? Yeah, it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?

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? Yeah, it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?

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Can we please hit this bong? Let's go.

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- Yeah. Please, please.
- Definitely.

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I feel, like, so much
lighter because of it.

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Sometimes just writing something down

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or screaming it out loud,

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or in your case, singing
about it with friends

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releases something in us.

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Daren, I'm proud of you.

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You're living while you're hurting,

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and that's really hard to do.

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If that's not honoring
Sam, I don't know what is.

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Thank you. I appreciate it.

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? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?

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Dear Sam.

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I've been thinking about you and death

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and being taken before my time.

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Is that even a thing? Dying
before you're meant to?

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I used to think you died
before you were supposed to.

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But I've realized everything
happens for a reason.

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You were only supposed
to be here for 21 years.

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And you did an immeasurable
amount of good in a short time.

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That has to mean something.

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You were everyone's best
friend, including mine.

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I'm in my 30s now,

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and I'm still trying to remember

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how to dream the way we did together.

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Are you ready for brekkie?

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Yeah, one second.

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Anyways...

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I miss you.

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P.S.

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It doesn't hurt as much anymore.

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? You said I loved you ? ?
When we closed the call ?

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? And it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?

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? Every other page ? ?
Of my journal says ?

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? Wow, it hurts ? ? So fucking bad ?

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- That's so good.
- Right.

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- Use it for the show.
- Yeah.

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