1 00:00:08,023 --> 00:00:09,992 _ 2 00:00:10,003 --> 00:00:12,205 - Thanks for taking her on. - You can do it with me. 3 00:00:12,272 --> 00:00:15,041 What if instead of looking for a job, I open a clinic. 4 00:00:15,721 --> 00:00:16,732 Cleveland? 5 00:00:16,743 --> 00:00:18,715 I figured Mark Novak could easily step in... 6 00:00:18,726 --> 00:00:20,695 - That's not an option. - You're too damaged 7 00:00:20,706 --> 00:00:22,241 to be a mother, June. 8 00:00:22,474 --> 00:00:24,243 I just know that you're resisting us. 9 00:00:24,254 --> 00:00:27,128 I've lost sight of all of it, Liz. 10 00:00:27,139 --> 00:00:28,374 I can't keep waiting. 11 00:00:28,385 --> 00:00:30,500 _ 12 00:00:30,527 --> 00:00:31,741 _ 13 00:00:31,752 --> 00:00:33,887 To go through all this just to be here, it's... 14 00:00:34,327 --> 00:00:37,530 I believe in you. And you can do whatever you want. 15 00:00:37,756 --> 00:00:39,999 I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am. 16 00:00:40,122 --> 00:00:43,258 Why was she working? You should've stopped her. 17 00:00:43,269 --> 00:00:46,239 - Don't blame yourself. - I didn't deserve her. 18 00:00:46,250 --> 00:00:48,151 I'm just here to clear up my locker. 19 00:00:48,162 --> 00:00:49,931 What if you didn't? 20 00:00:56,785 --> 00:00:58,699 _ 21 00:01:33,189 --> 00:01:38,189 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com - 22 00:01:59,289 --> 00:02:01,959 It was basically like any other big loud city. 23 00:02:01,970 --> 00:02:03,972 The dorm they put us in was super cramped, 24 00:02:03,983 --> 00:02:06,686 and the girl I was sharing a room with snored all night. 25 00:02:07,420 --> 00:02:09,822 You don't have to make it seem like you didn't have any fun 26 00:02:09,833 --> 00:02:11,668 in London for my sake, Amira. 27 00:02:11,679 --> 00:02:14,782 Must have been exciting, the adventure. 28 00:02:15,111 --> 00:02:17,730 I'm sorry it got cut shorter. 29 00:02:17,797 --> 00:02:20,600 It's part of the reason I waited to tell you. 30 00:02:20,611 --> 00:02:23,947 Don't be sorry. I wanted to come home. 31 00:02:24,871 --> 00:02:26,539 I miss her, too. 32 00:02:29,148 --> 00:02:31,884 Um, this open house with your school? 33 00:02:32,518 --> 00:02:34,153 Tomorrow. Are you coming? 34 00:02:34,164 --> 00:02:35,733 No, I'm working, but... 35 00:02:35,775 --> 00:02:38,961 - You don't have to if you can't. - If you want me to, I will. 36 00:02:39,444 --> 00:02:40,661 Bashir... 37 00:02:48,121 --> 00:02:50,156 Ten micrograms per kilo per hour. 38 00:02:50,223 --> 00:02:53,159 Use a calculator if you're not 100 on the math. 39 00:02:56,256 --> 00:02:58,153 Guess I'm gonna have to get used to feeling 40 00:02:58,164 --> 00:02:59,799 like a first year all over again. 41 00:02:59,866 --> 00:03:01,968 Just finished my last shift. 42 00:03:02,375 --> 00:03:03,843 Ah. 43 00:03:04,604 --> 00:03:07,207 Have you looked up who else is on your surgical team? 44 00:03:07,560 --> 00:03:10,432 Yeah, mostly dudes. Uh, a lot of pictures of hiking. 45 00:03:10,443 --> 00:03:13,380 So, I mean, I'm not doing this to make friends. 46 00:03:13,663 --> 00:03:15,404 My first surgical attending 47 00:03:15,415 --> 00:03:18,385 thought my name was Ajax for two years. 48 00:03:18,617 --> 00:03:21,185 - And you didn't correct him? - If I could go back, 49 00:03:21,196 --> 00:03:23,631 I'd do it on rounds in front of everyone. 50 00:03:24,044 --> 00:03:26,215 - Prove I had the stones. - So you're suggesting 51 00:03:26,226 --> 00:03:28,250 I pick a fight with the biggest bully in the prison yard. 52 00:03:28,261 --> 00:03:30,664 Hey, if you don't want my wisdom, that's on you. 53 00:03:42,662 --> 00:03:44,563 Okay, go, 54 00:03:44,656 --> 00:03:48,493 before my resident comes back and thinks I'm a softie. 55 00:03:54,290 --> 00:03:56,397 It's a letter of intent saying you'll take over 56 00:03:56,408 --> 00:03:59,270 in good faith and purchase my practice when you're ready. 57 00:03:59,281 --> 00:04:01,250 Right, and time wise, you were thinking? 58 00:04:01,261 --> 00:04:03,296 Six weeks. Enough time to make sure 59 00:04:03,363 --> 00:04:06,833 your CPSO licence covers independent family medicine. 60 00:04:06,900 --> 00:04:08,735 While we're waiting for paperwork, 61 00:04:08,802 --> 00:04:12,906 we can inform patients and staff and make a handover plan. 62 00:04:12,973 --> 00:04:14,774 You wanna start that already? 63 00:04:14,841 --> 00:04:16,536 Well, if we're expecting people to 64 00:04:16,546 --> 00:04:18,445 make this major change in their lives, 65 00:04:18,511 --> 00:04:22,582 it's a message we have to project soon and with confidence. 66 00:04:22,649 --> 00:04:25,385 Okay, but I was thinking maybe three months. 67 00:04:25,452 --> 00:04:28,722 Theo, if you're having second thoughts, tell me now. 68 00:04:29,153 --> 00:04:31,980 Before my wife starts pricing cruises. 69 00:04:32,092 --> 00:04:35,362 No, that's not what, um... Just give me one second. 70 00:04:37,088 --> 00:04:38,098 Barry. 71 00:04:38,109 --> 00:04:40,345 - Why aren't you in your room? - Hey, Theo. 72 00:04:40,467 --> 00:04:42,669 - I think it's out again. - Barry, I reduced 73 00:04:42,680 --> 00:04:44,148 your kneecap 20 minutes ago. 74 00:04:44,159 --> 00:04:45,828 How could you already be imaged and discharged? 75 00:04:46,006 --> 00:04:48,241 Well, it felt so much better once it popped in. 76 00:04:48,308 --> 00:04:50,710 - I decided not to wait. - So you walked on it. 77 00:04:50,777 --> 00:04:53,013 - Barry, we talked about this. - I know. 78 00:04:53,612 --> 00:04:56,416 But it hurts, man, so much worse than the last time. 79 00:04:56,660 --> 00:04:58,507 Look, I have a patella to reset. 80 00:04:58,518 --> 00:05:00,687 I'll give you a call later, okay, Mac? 81 00:05:00,860 --> 00:05:03,896 We're gonna get you back in your room, okay? 82 00:05:15,124 --> 00:05:16,692 Hi, Muriel. 83 00:05:16,703 --> 00:05:19,072 The things of hers that you sent... 84 00:05:20,352 --> 00:05:21,753 Thank you. 85 00:05:22,801 --> 00:05:26,338 I finally started to, um, sift through. 86 00:05:26,736 --> 00:05:31,073 It's not easy, but it's necessary. 87 00:05:31,827 --> 00:05:33,828 I don't know if this helps. 88 00:05:33,839 --> 00:05:36,208 No, no, it does. 89 00:05:37,436 --> 00:05:39,705 I wanted to see how you were. 90 00:05:40,426 --> 00:05:42,294 I'm, uh... 91 00:05:45,010 --> 00:05:46,511 You know? 92 00:05:46,845 --> 00:05:48,447 I do. 93 00:05:49,562 --> 00:05:51,463 Thank you for calling. 94 00:05:57,010 --> 00:05:58,578 Okay, next week. 95 00:05:58,825 --> 00:06:01,437 Oh, Neeta, did you have the room booked? 96 00:06:01,448 --> 00:06:03,283 Because we're just finishing up here. 97 00:06:03,605 --> 00:06:05,240 I just heard through the grapevine 98 00:06:05,251 --> 00:06:08,555 that Mark Novak is back in emerg as co-chief. 99 00:06:08,566 --> 00:06:09,980 Tell me that isn't true, Neil, 100 00:06:09,991 --> 00:06:11,825 because I know how false rumours can spread. 101 00:06:11,836 --> 00:06:13,471 He came to me last week after your overture. 102 00:06:13,593 --> 00:06:14,961 It took a few days to negotiate, but... 103 00:06:14,972 --> 00:06:17,508 My overture. I didn't offer him co-chief. 104 00:06:17,519 --> 00:06:19,631 Well, those were his terms and we need him in Trauma OR. 105 00:06:19,642 --> 00:06:21,448 And you agreed to that without even talking to me? 106 00:06:21,459 --> 00:06:23,027 Well, with Curtis leaving so suddenly, 107 00:06:23,038 --> 00:06:24,573 I just solved a problem you couldn't. 108 00:06:24,584 --> 00:06:27,553 We both know Mark lacks patience required for management. 109 00:06:27,607 --> 00:06:29,218 Well, maybe he wants to learn. 110 00:06:29,229 --> 00:06:30,864 So did you when you took this job. 111 00:06:32,337 --> 00:06:35,440 Is this constructive dismissal? 112 00:06:35,768 --> 00:06:37,870 Are you suggesting that I want you to quit? 113 00:06:37,910 --> 00:06:39,385 Let's not overreact here. 114 00:06:39,396 --> 00:06:41,632 All you've done is set me up to fail. 115 00:06:41,643 --> 00:06:45,480 You have had one chance after another to prove yourself. 116 00:06:47,012 --> 00:06:48,614 I'm not quitting. 117 00:06:48,734 --> 00:06:51,404 If you want me out, you'll have to fire me. 118 00:06:54,467 --> 00:06:56,336 Did one of you text me, "911"? 119 00:06:56,347 --> 00:06:58,116 Emergency farewell session. 120 00:06:58,177 --> 00:07:00,162 There's only a few people I'm not ghosting, so. 121 00:07:00,173 --> 00:07:02,510 Well, what is this? Like a group hug situation or? 122 00:07:02,521 --> 00:07:05,122 - No. - Well, are you excited, June? 123 00:07:05,133 --> 00:07:06,980 Have you ever known me to be excited about anything, Theo? 124 00:07:07,046 --> 00:07:08,781 Okay, so we're gonna be caustically mean 125 00:07:08,791 --> 00:07:10,116 to each other right to the bitter end. 126 00:07:10,183 --> 00:07:13,386 Okay, it's just that the ceiling at this hospital in Cleveland is high. 127 00:07:13,508 --> 00:07:14,576 You know, it's gonna feel good 128 00:07:14,587 --> 00:07:16,256 to be challenged, but I'm nervous. 129 00:07:16,322 --> 00:07:17,957 It's not too late to change your mind. 130 00:07:17,968 --> 00:07:20,377 - I signed a contract. - Well, you're going bigger, 131 00:07:20,388 --> 00:07:22,388 - I'm going smaller. - That family practice 132 00:07:22,399 --> 00:07:24,095 you're taking over, is that still happening? 133 00:07:24,106 --> 00:07:27,211 And before one of you can caustically make the point, 134 00:07:27,222 --> 00:07:29,636 I realize that I am right back where I started 135 00:07:29,647 --> 00:07:32,217 taking over for a retiring pediatrician. 136 00:07:33,088 --> 00:07:35,156 This just isn't the right place for me. 137 00:07:35,452 --> 00:07:37,488 And I'm good at that kind of work. 138 00:07:37,499 --> 00:07:40,013 Are you trying to convince us or yourself? 139 00:07:40,024 --> 00:07:41,755 After everything that happened, I'm trying to just 140 00:07:41,765 --> 00:07:44,046 trust that I'm making the right call this time. 141 00:07:44,057 --> 00:07:46,348 So I finally get offered a permanent position, 142 00:07:46,359 --> 00:07:47,961 and you two can't leave fast enough. 143 00:07:48,021 --> 00:07:50,245 Did you tell Devi that you're officially taking it? 144 00:07:50,256 --> 00:07:52,759 Not yet, but she'll want an answer soon. 145 00:07:52,905 --> 00:07:55,641 Makes sense. You're feeling weird? 146 00:07:56,045 --> 00:07:57,230 Taking her job? 147 00:08:00,999 --> 00:08:03,368 If she was here, she... 148 00:08:05,130 --> 00:08:09,101 - I mean, she'd want you to do it. - We don't know what she'd say. 149 00:08:14,166 --> 00:08:15,735 The map always takes you to Niagra Falls, 150 00:08:15,746 --> 00:08:17,348 but it's easier to cross the border in Buffalo. 151 00:08:18,243 --> 00:08:22,113 And Erie, Pennsylvania is half way between here and Cleveland. 152 00:08:22,422 --> 00:08:25,758 - I got Henry on weekends. - Right. 153 00:08:27,126 --> 00:08:29,028 We'll make it work. 154 00:08:30,896 --> 00:08:32,754 - What happened? - I don't know. 155 00:08:32,765 --> 00:08:34,868 He was wide awake a minute ago. Mr. Evans? 156 00:08:34,879 --> 00:08:38,183 Responding to stimuli but he's out. 157 00:08:38,678 --> 00:08:41,122 - Did you give him anything? - Just fluids. 158 00:08:41,133 --> 00:08:42,601 Bashir? 159 00:08:43,042 --> 00:08:45,512 _ 160 00:08:45,523 --> 00:08:46,895 _ 161 00:08:46,926 --> 00:08:48,254 Claire, are you, uh... 162 00:08:48,265 --> 00:08:50,301 He's stable, I'm gonna call cardiology. 163 00:08:50,617 --> 00:08:53,853 _ 164 00:08:53,912 --> 00:08:56,772 _ 165 00:08:57,089 --> 00:08:59,256 _ 166 00:09:00,866 --> 00:09:02,439 _ 167 00:09:02,523 --> 00:09:04,396 _ 168 00:09:04,564 --> 00:09:06,644 _ 169 00:09:06,655 --> 00:09:09,438 _ 170 00:09:09,583 --> 00:09:10,976 _ 171 00:09:10,987 --> 00:09:13,998 _ 172 00:09:15,975 --> 00:09:19,212 Madiha? Madiha? 173 00:09:26,191 --> 00:09:27,479 Hamed? 174 00:09:29,350 --> 00:09:31,202 Is that the fire alarm? 175 00:09:31,213 --> 00:09:33,711 No, um, it's gas. 176 00:09:33,722 --> 00:09:36,018 We need to get everyone out of curtains right now. 177 00:09:36,084 --> 00:09:37,622 You think the hospital gas is leaking? 178 00:09:37,633 --> 00:09:39,402 Get everyone to triage until we can confirm. 179 00:09:39,413 --> 00:09:40,627 Yeah, there's only one of me, Mark. 180 00:09:40,638 --> 00:09:42,870 Okay, relax, we'll rally. Hamed, you okay? 181 00:09:42,881 --> 00:09:44,716 Yeah, I need help here. 182 00:09:48,419 --> 00:09:51,623 Four cases of sudden loss of consciousness in five minutes. 183 00:09:51,930 --> 00:09:54,102 Have you ever seen a hospital leak anesthetic gas? 184 00:09:54,113 --> 00:09:56,282 The pressure on our delivery system is haywire. 185 00:09:56,349 --> 00:09:58,785 It's probably a hairline fracture in a pipe somewhere. 186 00:09:59,292 --> 00:10:01,733 Emerg has isolated ventilation so hopefully, it's contained. 187 00:10:01,744 --> 00:10:04,051 To which part of ED? Do they know where it's leaking? 188 00:10:04,062 --> 00:10:05,297 Definitely the curtain rooms. 189 00:10:05,330 --> 00:10:06,748 I started feeling something there. 190 00:10:06,759 --> 00:10:08,234 I was 10 feet away, and I didn't. 191 00:10:08,245 --> 00:10:10,271 We had a patient affected near Trauma, too. 192 00:10:10,282 --> 00:10:12,017 - Maybe it's seeping. - We're gonna have to evacuate 193 00:10:12,028 --> 00:10:13,996 the entire department. We're gonna get everyone upstairs 194 00:10:14,007 --> 00:10:16,009 until we can figure out where the risk is. 195 00:10:16,020 --> 00:10:18,204 How? Bed spacing is a huge issue. 196 00:10:18,215 --> 00:10:19,416 Even if we twist every arm. 197 00:10:19,427 --> 00:10:21,368 Why don't you just let me handle that, Neeta, 198 00:10:21,379 --> 00:10:23,648 - and you can go do other things. - Actually, Mark, why don't you 199 00:10:23,659 --> 00:10:26,935 - just worry about Trauma OR? - I can set up a temporary unit outside. 200 00:10:26,946 --> 00:10:28,648 We'll use portable monitors and trauma bags. 201 00:10:28,715 --> 00:10:30,116 It's something I'm trained to do. 202 00:10:30,127 --> 00:10:32,396 Do you want to say yes to that, Dr. Devi? Or should I? 203 00:10:32,804 --> 00:10:34,840 Tell us what you need, Bashir. 204 00:10:36,022 --> 00:10:39,225 Admit anyone unstable, the rest stay on gurneys near the tents. 205 00:10:39,292 --> 00:10:42,862 If they're ambulatory, divert them to walk-in clinics or urgent care. 206 00:10:43,203 --> 00:10:45,598 This patient needs a monitor and high flow of O2. 207 00:10:46,095 --> 00:10:48,267 Arnold has a list, communicate your supply needs now 208 00:10:48,334 --> 00:10:49,569 and not when they're running low. 209 00:10:49,580 --> 00:10:51,482 Come find me if you have any questions. 210 00:10:58,188 --> 00:11:00,691 Everyone will be accommodated outside. 211 00:11:01,021 --> 00:11:03,305 My knee dislocation, do we know if he ever made his imaging? 212 00:11:03,669 --> 00:11:06,986 Uh, last I saw, he was refusing a wheelchair saying he could walk. 213 00:11:07,109 --> 00:11:09,723 - Haven't seen him since. - We lost Barry? 214 00:11:09,734 --> 00:11:12,422 ... shoving a pen at me, but I'm not signing that consent form. 215 00:11:12,433 --> 00:11:13,849 Ma'am, I know it's an unpleasant topic, 216 00:11:13,860 --> 00:11:15,357 but you need to understand the risks. 217 00:11:15,368 --> 00:11:16,809 And you need to understand that I don't want you 218 00:11:16,820 --> 00:11:19,054 swiftly disposing of my uterus as you put it. 219 00:11:19,065 --> 00:11:20,900 That was a poor choice of words, 220 00:11:20,911 --> 00:11:22,713 and it would only be if necessary. 221 00:11:22,724 --> 00:11:25,127 But you do need surgery. Trust me. 222 00:11:25,138 --> 00:11:26,372 Ma'am. 223 00:11:27,065 --> 00:11:28,567 Come with me. 224 00:11:30,275 --> 00:11:31,977 Hemorrhaging uterine fibroid. 225 00:11:32,463 --> 00:11:35,827 - Is Trauma OR even safe? - No, I booked an OR upstairs. 226 00:11:35,838 --> 00:11:38,317 But as soon as I flagged hysterectomy as a risk, she flipped. 227 00:11:38,328 --> 00:11:40,263 Well, yeah, she's, what, mid-30s max. 228 00:11:40,497 --> 00:11:41,932 You can't just drop a bomb like that. 229 00:11:41,943 --> 00:11:44,312 Okay, so, you don't even work here anymore, 230 00:11:44,323 --> 00:11:46,125 so let's mark this as the last time 231 00:11:46,136 --> 00:11:48,338 you get to tell me how wrong I am, okay? 232 00:11:48,349 --> 00:11:49,784 Bye, June. 233 00:11:53,031 --> 00:11:56,367 Keep me posted if anything changes. 234 00:11:59,137 --> 00:12:00,572 Madiha. 235 00:12:01,174 --> 00:12:04,243 _ 236 00:12:04,318 --> 00:12:06,098 _ 237 00:12:06,410 --> 00:12:09,370 _ 238 00:12:10,933 --> 00:12:14,160 _ 239 00:12:18,891 --> 00:12:20,984 _ 240 00:12:21,359 --> 00:12:23,575 _ 241 00:12:23,586 --> 00:12:25,086 _ 242 00:12:32,241 --> 00:12:34,354 _ 243 00:12:47,359 --> 00:12:48,711 Hello? 244 00:12:56,708 --> 00:12:58,576 Hey, hey! 245 00:12:58,723 --> 00:13:00,425 That's mine. 246 00:13:01,000 --> 00:13:02,301 Actually, it's mine. 247 00:13:02,312 --> 00:13:04,214 I have patients who need that to survive. 248 00:13:04,676 --> 00:13:07,545 I need it to survive. I live here. 249 00:13:07,752 --> 00:13:09,787 And you people are in my way. 250 00:13:10,098 --> 00:13:12,434 Look, I'm sorry about that. 251 00:13:12,445 --> 00:13:13,980 I'm Bashir. What's your name? 252 00:13:14,391 --> 00:13:17,761 Luke. 253 00:13:22,915 --> 00:13:25,784 You have emphysema, Luke? Or COPD? 254 00:13:26,306 --> 00:13:29,317 I always go inside that hospital to charge my phone at this time. 255 00:13:29,440 --> 00:13:30,975 And today, they say I can't. 256 00:13:31,258 --> 00:13:35,506 Well, if there's somebody that you need to contact then, please. 257 00:13:40,506 --> 00:13:42,175 It wants you to watch this. 258 00:13:46,644 --> 00:13:48,940 - Is it on? - Yeah, why am I filming this again? 259 00:13:48,951 --> 00:13:50,583 Because I want this one on record. 260 00:13:50,594 --> 00:13:52,195 Well, okay... 261 00:13:52,297 --> 00:13:55,333 Okay, uh, she is a dancer 262 00:13:55,521 --> 00:13:57,657 who quit performing to teach, 263 00:13:57,723 --> 00:14:01,294 and he curates a fancy cheese shop. 264 00:14:01,721 --> 00:14:04,597 - Okay. - So does that mean they settled 265 00:14:04,664 --> 00:14:06,666 or are they living their best life? 266 00:14:06,787 --> 00:14:09,257 Well, we're about to find out because I'm gonna ask them. 267 00:14:09,268 --> 00:14:10,903 - Yeah, right. - Why not? 268 00:14:10,914 --> 00:14:14,061 - Don't you wanna know how good we are? - Well, asking would be ridiculous. 269 00:14:14,527 --> 00:14:16,298 What are you afraid of? 270 00:14:21,279 --> 00:14:24,316 You need help breathing. I'll be right back. 271 00:14:39,694 --> 00:14:41,195 Ruth. 272 00:14:41,262 --> 00:14:43,431 Hi, Dr. Curtis. 273 00:14:43,748 --> 00:14:44,821 June. 274 00:14:44,832 --> 00:14:47,735 Look, I know when Dr. Novak had to explain 275 00:14:47,858 --> 00:14:49,626 why they have to do open surgery, 276 00:14:49,637 --> 00:14:50,827 he handled it like an idiot. 277 00:14:50,838 --> 00:14:52,373 And sent you to apologize for him? 278 00:14:52,440 --> 00:14:54,041 No, I wanna make sure that you're not making 279 00:14:54,108 --> 00:14:55,983 a bad decision because he said something stupid. 280 00:14:55,994 --> 00:14:58,379 Was he right? The surgery means I could lose my uterus? 281 00:14:58,877 --> 00:15:00,532 Some of the fibroids are too connected 282 00:15:00,542 --> 00:15:02,348 to other tissues to remove independently. 283 00:15:02,359 --> 00:15:05,019 - Yeah, so, it's possible. - Then, no. 284 00:15:05,142 --> 00:15:06,843 Is this thing done? I wanna go. 285 00:15:06,854 --> 00:15:10,573 Hey, listen, look, I know this is a lot to take in, okay? 286 00:15:10,584 --> 00:15:12,593 But if you keep bleeding inside, 287 00:15:12,660 --> 00:15:14,395 you're gonna go into shock and die. 288 00:15:14,406 --> 00:15:17,075 I've wanted to get pregnant and be a mom my whole life. 289 00:15:18,320 --> 00:15:19,623 There are other ways to do that. 290 00:15:19,634 --> 00:15:23,337 I know that. And I get how this sounds, trust me, I do. 291 00:15:23,557 --> 00:15:25,492 But if I can't... 292 00:15:26,659 --> 00:15:28,528 I understand. 293 00:15:29,966 --> 00:15:31,835 But you need to let them help you. 294 00:15:35,321 --> 00:15:37,323 If you're a doctor here, too, June, 295 00:15:37,436 --> 00:15:39,672 why do you keep saying "them"? 296 00:15:51,678 --> 00:15:53,079 Barry? 297 00:15:57,071 --> 00:15:58,839 Barry, are you back here? 298 00:16:12,111 --> 00:16:15,145 - Oh, Theo. Thank God. - You're awake. 299 00:16:15,156 --> 00:16:16,957 What the hell, man? I've been looking everywhere. 300 00:16:16,968 --> 00:16:19,037 Five steps in and it gave out again. 301 00:16:19,216 --> 00:16:21,251 I know, I'm an idiot, okay? 302 00:16:21,262 --> 00:16:22,763 Help me understand why you'd walk on it 303 00:16:22,830 --> 00:16:24,098 after it already popped out twice. 304 00:16:24,165 --> 00:16:27,802 Oh, more like ten times over the last year, maybe. 305 00:16:28,211 --> 00:16:30,631 Ten and you didn't do anything about it? 306 00:16:30,642 --> 00:16:33,023 Okay, stay here and hold this, okay? 307 00:16:36,155 --> 00:16:37,790 I'm gonna lift you into this, okay? 308 00:16:37,801 --> 00:16:39,375 I don't think I can, Theo, it hurts. 309 00:16:39,386 --> 00:16:41,483 Put your arm around me, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon. 310 00:16:46,845 --> 00:16:47,921 Did I hit you? 311 00:16:47,932 --> 00:16:50,501 No, my... my shoulder popped out. 312 00:16:50,512 --> 00:16:53,144 Out? What, as in dislocated? 313 00:16:53,155 --> 00:16:55,296 Like my knee? What are the odds? 314 00:16:55,491 --> 00:16:57,026 Ah, it's too painful to stand. 315 00:16:57,037 --> 00:16:59,339 I'm gonna try and text for help. 316 00:17:00,222 --> 00:17:01,991 You know, the first time it happened, 317 00:17:02,002 --> 00:17:04,405 they referred me to a surgeon. 318 00:17:05,078 --> 00:17:07,280 Lots of pain, and a long recovery 319 00:17:07,441 --> 00:17:09,343 with no guarantee it would even work. 320 00:17:09,410 --> 00:17:11,579 Look, I freaked out. 321 00:17:12,277 --> 00:17:13,920 Are we gonna die from this leak? 322 00:17:14,637 --> 00:17:16,106 The fact you're still awake, 323 00:17:16,172 --> 00:17:18,541 that means it probably isn't circulating back here. 324 00:17:18,552 --> 00:17:19,620 Okay. 325 00:17:20,259 --> 00:17:21,927 Well, then this could be worse. 326 00:17:22,078 --> 00:17:25,782 Barry, this is gonna keep happening until you wise up. 327 00:17:32,196 --> 00:17:33,864 How long do I got to do this? 328 00:17:33,875 --> 00:17:36,270 The O2 therapy will make a big difference. 329 00:17:36,393 --> 00:17:38,128 After that, we should go to the hospital 330 00:17:38,139 --> 00:17:39,741 and get a chest X-ray just to see the 331 00:17:39,751 --> 00:17:41,381 extent of the damage on your lungs. 332 00:17:41,392 --> 00:17:43,666 Well, at two, there's a drop-in lunch 333 00:17:43,677 --> 00:17:46,013 at St-James that I go to every day. 334 00:17:46,024 --> 00:17:47,659 And then, I have to buy enough cigarettes 335 00:17:47,782 --> 00:17:49,150 to last me through the night. 336 00:17:49,272 --> 00:17:51,441 We can find you food at the hospital 337 00:17:51,452 --> 00:17:52,987 and you shouldn't smoke. 338 00:17:54,368 --> 00:17:57,436 At 3:30, I call my brother, and then I have work. 339 00:17:57,447 --> 00:18:00,116 You don't want me asking you what you do for work. 340 00:18:01,098 --> 00:18:03,720 Look, the BIPAP machine is good for now, 341 00:18:03,731 --> 00:18:05,566 but long-term we should... 342 00:18:05,577 --> 00:18:08,747 I can do this breathing thing until one and that's it. 343 00:18:14,175 --> 00:18:17,344 A potential stroke went to imaging, and, uh, 344 00:18:17,411 --> 00:18:20,314 we diverted three more ambulatory patients to St-Agnes. 345 00:18:20,325 --> 00:18:21,760 Where are we on blood work? 346 00:18:21,771 --> 00:18:23,273 Well, your call to Public Health helped. 347 00:18:23,284 --> 00:18:25,441 Um, access to their lab has cleared our bottleneck. 348 00:18:25,452 --> 00:18:27,521 Madiha Wasef, I heard stridor. 349 00:18:29,813 --> 00:18:33,762 BP is 140 over 110, SpO2 90% and falling. 350 00:18:33,773 --> 00:18:36,063 She's cyanotic and hypoxic. We need to intubate. 351 00:18:41,535 --> 00:18:44,139 _ 352 00:18:44,150 --> 00:18:46,297 _ 353 00:18:47,234 --> 00:18:50,568 There's, uh, propofol and rocuronium in the trauma bag. 354 00:19:01,061 --> 00:19:05,232 _ 355 00:19:13,179 --> 00:19:17,283 CT shows a 14 by 19 by 10 centimetre uterine fibroid. 356 00:19:17,294 --> 00:19:19,562 I'm gonna make a four-inch transverse incision. 357 00:19:19,573 --> 00:19:21,675 We're gonna do everything we can to protect her uterus. 358 00:19:21,742 --> 00:19:24,327 Dr. June Curtis, as I live and breathe, 359 00:19:24,338 --> 00:19:27,237 what are you doing operating on my patient? 360 00:19:27,248 --> 00:19:28,983 Protecting her from you, apparently. 361 00:19:29,049 --> 00:19:30,384 Transverse incision? 362 00:19:30,507 --> 00:19:32,976 Vertical minimizes risk if there's a history of adhesions. 363 00:19:32,987 --> 00:19:34,955 Well, if you had taken the time to review her chart, 364 00:19:35,022 --> 00:19:37,313 you'd know that she's never had surgery. 365 00:19:37,324 --> 00:19:38,570 So there's no risk of adhesions. 366 00:19:38,581 --> 00:19:41,217 Who is gonna do my homework for me when you're gonna, June? 367 00:19:41,426 --> 00:19:42,752 Did you want me to retract? 368 00:19:42,763 --> 00:19:44,754 This is Becky, she's a resident from OB. 369 00:19:44,765 --> 00:19:47,134 - Good for Becky. - Go ahead, Becky, retract. 370 00:19:48,847 --> 00:19:50,248 You know, I'm pretty sure homework doesn't include 371 00:19:50,259 --> 00:19:52,628 triaging the emotional damage you inflict on people. 372 00:19:53,586 --> 00:19:55,488 Give me the retractor, Becky. 373 00:19:57,487 --> 00:20:00,536 That doesn't seem like it's infiltrated the uterine wall. Tenaculum? 374 00:20:03,484 --> 00:20:04,818 Man, this thing's gargantuan. 375 00:20:04,885 --> 00:20:06,453 You know, I'm gonna expand the incision. 376 00:20:06,632 --> 00:20:09,389 - Aren't you worried about the blood? - You know these gestures are less selfless 377 00:20:09,400 --> 00:20:11,314 when you throw them in my face? 378 00:20:11,325 --> 00:20:13,027 Well, maybe if you acknowledged them 379 00:20:13,038 --> 00:20:14,523 even one time, I wouldn't have to. 380 00:20:14,534 --> 00:20:17,051 I think you're jealous because I went after the job I wanted, 381 00:20:17,062 --> 00:20:18,731 and you downgraded to middling shift surgeon. 382 00:20:18,742 --> 00:20:20,144 Don't tell me how I feel. 383 00:20:22,308 --> 00:20:24,410 Okay, June and I want the room. 384 00:20:24,421 --> 00:20:26,068 - Everybody out. - Everybody stays. 385 00:20:26,079 --> 00:20:27,697 - We need the support. - Fine then. 386 00:20:27,708 --> 00:20:29,990 I'll bring them up to speed so they can follow. 387 00:20:30,001 --> 00:20:32,212 I recruited June for Trauma OR, 388 00:20:32,279 --> 00:20:34,521 and then I got myself summarily dismissed 389 00:20:34,532 --> 00:20:36,886 for yelling at a resident. Do you know Ryan, by the way? 390 00:20:36,897 --> 00:20:39,131 An incompetent little troll. 391 00:20:39,142 --> 00:20:40,810 But anyway, now that I'm back, 392 00:20:40,821 --> 00:20:43,991 June is acting like her thousands of emotional pleas 393 00:20:44,002 --> 00:20:45,737 to me that our work together were meaningful 394 00:20:45,748 --> 00:20:47,016 and important never happened. 395 00:20:47,073 --> 00:20:48,608 That's because you only came back 396 00:20:48,619 --> 00:20:50,087 after I decided that I was leaving. 397 00:20:50,098 --> 00:20:51,921 So it's too late, Mark, it's too late. 398 00:20:51,932 --> 00:20:53,233 She's hypovolemic. 399 00:20:53,300 --> 00:20:54,835 I told you she's lost too much blood. 400 00:20:54,902 --> 00:20:57,488 What Becky is saying is that my patient is unstable 401 00:20:57,499 --> 00:20:59,495 and a reproductive fire sale is her only option. 402 00:20:59,506 --> 00:21:01,475 We're gonna do everything we can to avoid hysterectomy. 403 00:21:01,486 --> 00:21:03,252 It's her life we're talking about here, June. 404 00:21:03,263 --> 00:21:05,232 And she doesn't wanna live it feeling damaged. 405 00:21:08,698 --> 00:21:10,093 I should've never have said that you 406 00:21:10,103 --> 00:21:11,227 were too damaged to be a mother, June. 407 00:21:11,238 --> 00:21:12,875 Guys, her pressure is still dropping. 408 00:21:12,886 --> 00:21:14,621 Shut up, Becky. 409 00:21:15,677 --> 00:21:17,265 It was never just about motherhood, 410 00:21:17,276 --> 00:21:20,347 it was about feeling like I don't deserve anything. 411 00:21:23,636 --> 00:21:24,971 What? 412 00:21:25,338 --> 00:21:27,256 Get Dr. Curtis her surgical loops. 413 00:21:27,267 --> 00:21:30,132 We're gonna go in there and help her find where it's attached. 414 00:21:30,142 --> 00:21:31,910 We'll do it her way. 415 00:21:32,669 --> 00:21:34,964 - Becky, take this over. - Yeah, got it. 416 00:21:42,062 --> 00:21:44,030 Okay... 417 00:21:45,405 --> 00:21:46,873 Do you see it? 418 00:21:48,728 --> 00:21:50,563 Yeah, I see it. 419 00:21:52,051 --> 00:21:53,385 Clamping now. 420 00:22:01,995 --> 00:22:03,730 Luke. 421 00:22:04,650 --> 00:22:06,018 Luke? 422 00:22:10,790 --> 00:22:13,192 And you took the BIPAP. 423 00:22:15,648 --> 00:22:17,350 Thank you. 424 00:22:18,408 --> 00:22:21,751 - Just got out of surgery. - Corroded valve located. 425 00:22:21,762 --> 00:22:24,113 They shut off a gas line and diverted, 426 00:22:24,124 --> 00:22:27,127 so we are clear to go back in. Spread word? 427 00:22:27,574 --> 00:22:29,207 Looks like we weathered the storm. 428 00:22:29,218 --> 00:22:33,122 Until today's stats explode our weekly wait time averages... 429 00:22:33,526 --> 00:22:35,361 Not your problem. 430 00:22:35,558 --> 00:22:38,795 Let me know if you get any pushback from Dr. Olsen. 431 00:22:38,806 --> 00:22:40,774 I'll handle it if I do. 432 00:22:41,507 --> 00:22:43,609 I could back you up, Neeta. 433 00:22:44,196 --> 00:22:48,300 How could you possibly expect me to trust you, Mark? 434 00:22:48,849 --> 00:22:52,119 Just call me finally motivated to find some common ground. 435 00:22:56,890 --> 00:22:58,125 Bashir. 436 00:22:59,007 --> 00:23:01,039 Hey, I got your text. 437 00:23:01,050 --> 00:23:03,186 Yeah, that patient I was asking about. 438 00:23:03,197 --> 00:23:04,998 Um, he took off. 439 00:23:05,176 --> 00:23:07,412 I think with a very expensive piece of equipment. 440 00:23:07,423 --> 00:23:09,947 You said maybe he was unregistered and needed a consul? 441 00:23:09,958 --> 00:23:12,851 I mean, he's had COPD that's been ignored for years. 442 00:23:12,862 --> 00:23:15,516 I offered him long-term help, and he just seemed fixated 443 00:23:15,527 --> 00:23:17,095 on getting through today. 444 00:23:17,311 --> 00:23:18,712 I recognized the look on his face, 445 00:23:18,723 --> 00:23:19,824 he's stuck in survival mode. 446 00:23:19,835 --> 00:23:21,670 Well, if he comes back, I'm happy to talk. 447 00:23:21,681 --> 00:23:22,712 Great. 448 00:23:22,879 --> 00:23:25,198 This whole setup, it's impressive. 449 00:23:25,209 --> 00:23:27,354 What if it's just my own version of getting through the day? 450 00:23:27,477 --> 00:23:29,464 You know, another sinkhole to distract me. 451 00:23:29,475 --> 00:23:31,444 Well, it makes sense to think that. 452 00:23:31,945 --> 00:23:34,547 What happened to Mags is awful. 453 00:23:34,834 --> 00:23:36,702 And so unfair. 454 00:23:36,944 --> 00:23:38,098 To her. 455 00:23:38,622 --> 00:23:40,300 And also to you. 456 00:23:40,367 --> 00:23:42,836 After everything that you've been through. 457 00:23:43,070 --> 00:23:45,606 But you're doing the work, you're not stuck anywhere. 458 00:23:46,298 --> 00:23:48,876 Every time I try to think about my future 459 00:23:48,942 --> 00:23:51,078 or what I want, it just seems wrong. 460 00:23:51,145 --> 00:23:52,679 It isn't. 461 00:23:53,413 --> 00:23:55,015 You know, it could be so easy 462 00:23:55,082 --> 00:23:56,717 to just disappear into myself again. 463 00:23:56,783 --> 00:23:58,552 You're not gonna do that. 464 00:23:58,772 --> 00:24:00,974 You will get through this, Bashir. 465 00:24:02,033 --> 00:24:03,635 How, Karim? 466 00:24:03,646 --> 00:24:05,281 You know what to do. 467 00:24:11,043 --> 00:24:13,645 What are you afraid of? 468 00:24:14,247 --> 00:24:17,117 It should be you, not them. 469 00:24:17,684 --> 00:24:19,853 It should be you, not her. 470 00:24:20,454 --> 00:24:23,357 The past is best left where it was. 471 00:24:23,842 --> 00:24:26,512 I just need to get her somewhere safe. 472 00:24:27,013 --> 00:24:30,917 Every time I think I built something, that feeling fades. 473 00:24:34,288 --> 00:24:36,023 Don't look away. 474 00:24:39,334 --> 00:24:40,817 Okay, Liz, your angle feels off. 475 00:24:40,828 --> 00:24:43,649 - You're too tense, just try and relax. - I am trying. It hurts. 476 00:24:43,660 --> 00:24:45,649 Okay, remind me how much hydromorphone he's had? 477 00:24:45,660 --> 00:24:47,762 Two mgs, and one of ativan. 478 00:24:47,869 --> 00:24:49,638 I think you should let us use ketamine. 479 00:24:49,791 --> 00:24:51,660 We can wait for ortho and RT if you're nervous. 480 00:24:51,671 --> 00:24:53,806 No, don't wait. Just ketamine, propofol if you need it. 481 00:24:54,195 --> 00:24:56,965 Rhoda can watch my breathing, I just want it back in. 482 00:24:57,032 --> 00:24:59,034 Okay, push 50 ketamine, Rhoda. 483 00:25:02,196 --> 00:25:04,299 Okay, it's gonna come on fast. 484 00:25:06,989 --> 00:25:09,077 Are you there, Theo? Can you hear me? 485 00:25:10,754 --> 00:25:12,789 Okay, ready when you are, Liz. 486 00:25:12,800 --> 00:25:13,968 Okay. 487 00:25:14,601 --> 00:25:16,774 He's moving a little bit easier now. 488 00:25:16,785 --> 00:25:19,554 - Ow. - I hate it when they're still in pain, though. 489 00:25:19,565 --> 00:25:21,831 Yeah, at least he doesn't know where he is. 490 00:25:21,842 --> 00:25:24,345 Okay, Theo, you're still resisting. 491 00:25:24,420 --> 00:25:27,462 I just need you to let go, why can't you do that? 492 00:25:28,282 --> 00:25:30,151 Because I'm scared. 493 00:25:31,672 --> 00:25:34,569 - Should we keep... - Yeah, yeah, yeah, I think if I just... 494 00:25:36,882 --> 00:25:38,283 Got it. 495 00:25:38,686 --> 00:25:40,955 Okay, I'll put him in a stabilizer. 496 00:25:44,352 --> 00:25:45,620 Hi. 497 00:25:46,374 --> 00:25:48,009 Welcome back. 498 00:25:54,911 --> 00:25:57,213 - What is this? - Aren't you gone? 499 00:25:57,299 --> 00:25:59,750 Yet, you're still texting me on our group thread. 500 00:26:00,027 --> 00:26:01,643 You texted "911" again, but I wasn't 501 00:26:01,653 --> 00:26:03,176 sure whether it was real this time. 502 00:26:03,187 --> 00:26:04,989 - June. - Why is your arm in a sling? 503 00:26:05,000 --> 00:26:06,847 I thought I was just texting Theo. 504 00:26:06,858 --> 00:26:08,523 - Did you come back because of me? - Yes. 505 00:26:08,534 --> 00:26:10,928 I turned around on the highway, ran back here, 506 00:26:10,939 --> 00:26:12,619 changed into my scrubs. I was in surgery. 507 00:26:12,630 --> 00:26:14,832 Why were you in surgery when you no longer work here, June? 508 00:26:14,843 --> 00:26:15,938 What happened to your arm, Theo? 509 00:26:15,949 --> 00:26:18,436 Look, not to diminish, whatever's going on with you, 510 00:26:18,447 --> 00:26:20,115 but I need help. This is Madiha. 511 00:26:20,126 --> 00:26:22,706 - Crohn's, mid-flare. - Why would Chron's lead to intubation? 512 00:26:22,717 --> 00:26:24,252 Was she here during the anesthetic leak? 513 00:26:24,263 --> 00:26:25,798 Yes. It sent her into resp distress, 514 00:26:25,809 --> 00:26:27,734 but she was already struggling to breathe. 515 00:26:27,745 --> 00:26:30,648 Imaging showed pulmonary edema, but no underlying causes. 516 00:26:30,659 --> 00:26:32,127 When did her symptoms present? 517 00:26:32,138 --> 00:26:34,040 A few days ago when she got here from Turkey. 518 00:26:34,051 --> 00:26:36,308 I did a screening for possible infections she could've picked up, 519 00:26:36,319 --> 00:26:39,623 but nothing. There must be a complication that I'm missing. 520 00:26:39,634 --> 00:26:41,236 Blood clot maybe? 521 00:26:41,247 --> 00:26:43,582 IBD inflammation and VTE aren't uncommon. 522 00:26:43,593 --> 00:26:45,996 Except there's no clot. We did a CT to make sure. 523 00:26:46,007 --> 00:26:47,644 Nothing cardiogenic underlying? 524 00:26:47,655 --> 00:26:49,221 EKG, bloods, echo. 525 00:26:49,232 --> 00:26:52,272 - And you're treating the fluid in her lungs? - Obviously, diuretics. 526 00:26:52,283 --> 00:26:54,505 Okay, so why did you call us here? 527 00:26:54,516 --> 00:26:56,318 Just treat the edema, send her home, 528 00:26:56,329 --> 00:26:59,499 - and follow-up with primary care. - No, I am her primary care. 529 00:27:02,036 --> 00:27:04,839 And it's not us you wanted to ask. 530 00:27:06,700 --> 00:27:10,704 You're right, we don't know what she'd say. 531 00:27:11,485 --> 00:27:14,455 But we do know we pale in comparison. 532 00:27:15,919 --> 00:27:18,996 Madiha just got to Canada with her family. 533 00:27:19,007 --> 00:27:20,482 She's shaken from her journey 534 00:27:20,493 --> 00:27:23,063 and this huge change in her life, and... 535 00:27:24,291 --> 00:27:26,427 Look, if I'm honest, she's me. 536 00:27:26,772 --> 00:27:29,484 She's me seven years ago, and she's me right now, 537 00:27:29,495 --> 00:27:32,298 wondering if everything I went through was for nothing. 538 00:27:33,887 --> 00:27:35,140 And... 539 00:27:37,759 --> 00:27:39,392 Um, I'm sorry. 540 00:27:39,403 --> 00:27:40,804 That was, uh... 541 00:27:40,815 --> 00:27:43,685 I have to account for a missing BIPAP machine now. 542 00:27:45,278 --> 00:27:48,048 You're not alone with any of what you just said, Bash. 543 00:27:51,425 --> 00:27:53,460 Why do you keep brining her up? 544 00:27:53,730 --> 00:27:55,966 He clearly doesn't want to talk about this. 545 00:27:55,977 --> 00:27:57,145 Well, I think he does. 546 00:27:57,156 --> 00:27:59,544 I can feel him trying to make sense of it. 547 00:27:59,555 --> 00:28:01,249 What does it even mean, Theo? 548 00:28:01,260 --> 00:28:02,628 I don't know. 549 00:28:02,639 --> 00:28:04,674 Someone we loved died. 550 00:28:05,754 --> 00:28:07,689 We have to make sense of it, too. 551 00:28:08,623 --> 00:28:11,660 When you say you lost it, that machine is worth 552 00:28:11,726 --> 00:28:13,562 more than you make in a year. 553 00:28:13,628 --> 00:28:18,233 I lent it to an unregistered patient who took it. 554 00:28:19,053 --> 00:28:21,002 He needed help breathing, and at least now, 555 00:28:21,069 --> 00:28:22,871 we know he'll make it through the day. 556 00:28:22,882 --> 00:28:26,085 Well, that's a good way to get yourself fired. 557 00:28:27,447 --> 00:28:29,316 - Hey. - Hey. 558 00:28:29,436 --> 00:28:31,902 - Is that the family? - Husband and two boys from Aleppo. 559 00:28:32,162 --> 00:28:34,683 The husband should know there's nothing to worry about. 560 00:28:34,694 --> 00:28:37,330 - Except, is that even true? - Doctors, where we're from, 561 00:28:37,341 --> 00:28:39,910 we don't give bad news the same way you do here. 562 00:28:39,921 --> 00:28:43,124 Right, I always forget that. It's impolite to tell the truth. 563 00:28:43,246 --> 00:28:46,383 When I'd watch my parents talk to patients or loved ones, 564 00:28:46,394 --> 00:28:47,923 it just made so much sense. 565 00:28:47,934 --> 00:28:49,394 Yeah, so there's nothing they can do but worry. 566 00:28:49,405 --> 00:28:51,023 - What's the point? - Exactly, yeah. 567 00:28:51,034 --> 00:28:52,601 - I'll go talk to them. - Let me. 568 00:28:52,612 --> 00:28:54,705 We agreed to take Madiha on together anyway. 569 00:28:54,716 --> 00:28:58,673 Oh, ah, by the way, I checked out that office space. 570 00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:00,969 You're right, it can work. 571 00:29:01,187 --> 00:29:04,224 But, hey, if the timing's wrong, 572 00:29:04,445 --> 00:29:07,347 staying at Memorial is a good option for you, Bash. 573 00:29:10,030 --> 00:29:13,533 I just stared at those pills. 574 00:29:13,681 --> 00:29:15,015 Okay. 575 00:29:15,223 --> 00:29:18,418 The tension of this huge evac, 576 00:29:18,429 --> 00:29:22,439 and, I mean, how we're only ever one hairline fracture 577 00:29:22,450 --> 00:29:24,052 from collapse, and... 578 00:29:25,367 --> 00:29:28,637 - You don't need to hear this. - Yes, I do, Claire. 579 00:29:29,096 --> 00:29:31,406 Because I can't imagine this was easy for you. 580 00:29:32,061 --> 00:29:34,409 I'll admit for a minute, 581 00:29:34,850 --> 00:29:36,467 taking them and numbing myself 582 00:29:36,478 --> 00:29:39,414 felt like the only way to deal with it. 583 00:29:40,742 --> 00:29:43,660 That doesn't mean though the next time I won't stumble. 584 00:29:43,671 --> 00:29:47,074 But it does mean that this time, you didn't. 585 00:29:48,602 --> 00:29:51,238 So what if small wins are all we get. 586 00:30:01,495 --> 00:30:03,064 Neeta. 587 00:30:05,252 --> 00:30:08,355 I wanted to thank you for fighting for this place. 588 00:30:09,616 --> 00:30:11,818 And for not giving up on me. 589 00:30:26,965 --> 00:30:28,546 What if it wasn't too late? 590 00:30:28,557 --> 00:30:30,625 I'm too tired to keep doing this with you. 591 00:30:30,636 --> 00:30:32,905 What if Devi could get the hospital lawyers 592 00:30:32,916 --> 00:30:34,718 to get you out of your contract in Cleveland? 593 00:30:34,729 --> 00:30:37,098 And eat whatever penalty you might be on the hook for? 594 00:30:37,276 --> 00:30:40,364 - Why would she do that? - Because I asked her to. 595 00:30:40,375 --> 00:30:42,637 She rightfully loathes you, Mark. 596 00:30:42,648 --> 00:30:44,016 Ergo we made a trade. 597 00:30:44,083 --> 00:30:45,886 I agreed to relinquish co-chief. 598 00:30:45,897 --> 00:30:48,132 So you give up your power for me. 599 00:30:48,344 --> 00:30:49,943 She'd rather I be your problems than hers. 600 00:30:49,954 --> 00:30:51,422 And let's face it, I'm not interested 601 00:30:51,433 --> 00:30:54,120 in the soul-crushing mundanity of her job. 602 00:30:54,560 --> 00:30:56,195 What is it that you are proposing? 603 00:30:56,426 --> 00:30:58,461 That we go back to running Traum OR together. 604 00:30:58,472 --> 00:31:00,622 - Mark... - You'd have to take a pay cut. 605 00:31:00,633 --> 00:31:02,335 There's no way we can mash the money you'd be making 606 00:31:02,346 --> 00:31:06,150 in the US, but if you wanted to, to try for a kid again. 607 00:31:06,625 --> 00:31:10,343 Or whatever else it is that you might end up wanting, 608 00:31:10,409 --> 00:31:12,478 you'd have stability at work. 609 00:31:13,038 --> 00:31:18,076 And I'd have a partner who makes me... better. 610 00:31:19,772 --> 00:31:22,444 Anyway, think about it. While you're thinking about it, 611 00:31:22,455 --> 00:31:25,057 would you please tell Ruth that she won the uterus lottery? 612 00:31:25,068 --> 00:31:27,470 I don't think she's gonna want to hear it from me. 613 00:31:33,343 --> 00:31:35,712 You didn't have to leave work to come to this, you know? 614 00:31:35,835 --> 00:31:38,104 No, it's okay. I had help there. 615 00:31:38,395 --> 00:31:40,433 Um, that's Mrs. Butterfield. 616 00:31:40,444 --> 00:31:44,281 I don't think she likes me, so let's not talk to her. 617 00:31:44,999 --> 00:31:46,801 Amira, I'm sure that's not true. 618 00:31:46,812 --> 00:31:48,914 She only had the nicest things to say about you 619 00:31:48,925 --> 00:31:50,705 - on your report card. - Whatever. 620 00:31:50,716 --> 00:31:53,036 - They have to say that. - No, they actually don't. 621 00:31:53,047 --> 00:31:55,049 Fine, but this isn't parent-teacher interviews. 622 00:31:55,060 --> 00:31:57,011 Let's not talk about Amira in front of her 623 00:31:57,022 --> 00:31:58,858 because that makes her uncomfortable. 624 00:31:58,869 --> 00:32:00,271 Okay. 625 00:32:00,282 --> 00:32:02,617 This is social studies. 626 00:32:07,244 --> 00:32:09,547 You want to show me some of your work? 627 00:32:09,931 --> 00:32:13,639 There's just this one thing, but it's embarrassing. 628 00:32:13,762 --> 00:32:15,697 Only if you want to, huh? 629 00:32:15,708 --> 00:32:17,476 Just, here. 630 00:32:18,850 --> 00:32:21,128 - What is it? - It's a mind map. 631 00:32:21,139 --> 00:32:23,929 You define yourselves with the words that are important to you. 632 00:32:24,082 --> 00:32:26,118 Mine is kind of messy. 633 00:32:28,587 --> 00:32:30,711 You don't have to stare at it for hours. 634 00:32:30,722 --> 00:32:32,657 It's just... 635 00:32:32,865 --> 00:32:34,939 You know, you fought so hard 636 00:32:34,950 --> 00:32:36,885 to come here for the theatre program. 637 00:32:36,896 --> 00:32:41,267 But looking at this, math and science are just as important to you. 638 00:32:41,278 --> 00:32:44,448 I like them, too. I don't know, Bashir. 639 00:32:44,739 --> 00:32:47,275 Maybe I'd make a better doctor than singer. 640 00:32:47,286 --> 00:32:49,154 It does run in the family. 641 00:32:50,085 --> 00:32:52,311 My teachers think if my grades stay high enough, 642 00:32:52,378 --> 00:32:55,948 I could get into McGill, or Queens, or UofT. 643 00:32:56,081 --> 00:32:58,739 Look, you don't have to follow anyone's path. 644 00:32:58,750 --> 00:33:01,152 Amira, you can be whatever you want. 645 00:33:03,619 --> 00:33:05,024 It's true, you know? 646 00:33:05,779 --> 00:33:09,984 I know. And maybe I'll change my mind again. 647 00:33:10,051 --> 00:33:13,154 But I like knowing that I was going one way, 648 00:33:13,730 --> 00:33:15,367 and now I can go another. 649 00:33:19,891 --> 00:33:23,061 I'm trying not to embarrass you by crying. 650 00:33:31,049 --> 00:33:32,885 Hey, um... 651 00:33:34,024 --> 00:33:35,588 I think I have to go back to work. 652 00:33:35,654 --> 00:33:37,256 You said you were done. 653 00:33:37,323 --> 00:33:39,325 And you said we could change our minds. 654 00:33:44,529 --> 00:33:46,231 We'll be okay. 655 00:33:46,864 --> 00:33:48,966 I know we will. 656 00:33:50,832 --> 00:33:53,371 Guess who's to reinsert Mr. McGrath's Foley. 657 00:33:53,382 --> 00:33:55,551 Haven't I done the last 10 of those in a row? 658 00:33:55,618 --> 00:33:57,419 Well, we want to make sure that you don't lose 659 00:33:57,486 --> 00:34:00,456 your sense of humility, future Dr. Wong. 660 00:34:01,913 --> 00:34:03,481 I was gonna tell you I got in, 661 00:34:03,492 --> 00:34:05,528 I was just worried that you'd think I was abandoning you. 662 00:34:05,539 --> 00:34:08,542 An old friend who teaches at the medical school, he let it slip. 663 00:34:08,664 --> 00:34:10,533 I'm proud of you, kid. 664 00:34:10,599 --> 00:34:12,101 Anyone know if ortho has seen 665 00:34:12,168 --> 00:34:13,369 my knee dislocation patient, yet? 666 00:34:13,435 --> 00:34:15,137 Are you even supposed to be working? 667 00:34:15,204 --> 00:34:17,767 I just wanna make sure he knows I didn't bail on him. 668 00:34:17,778 --> 00:34:19,419 Challenging circumstances today. 669 00:34:19,430 --> 00:34:21,966 But you people killed yourselves. 670 00:34:21,977 --> 00:34:23,479 Some of us killed each other. 671 00:34:23,490 --> 00:34:25,725 Rhoda, don't think I'll forget you wrenching at me like that. 672 00:34:25,848 --> 00:34:27,349 The pleasure was all mine. 673 00:34:27,416 --> 00:34:30,786 And some of us lost some very expensive hospital equipment. 674 00:34:31,320 --> 00:34:35,129 Dr. Hamed, you want to rip off the bandage as it would? 675 00:34:35,140 --> 00:34:38,060 Um, an unregistered patient 676 00:34:38,127 --> 00:34:41,864 with untreated COPD needed O2 treatment so... 677 00:34:42,161 --> 00:34:45,456 So Bashir and I lent him a portable BIPAP machine 678 00:34:45,467 --> 00:34:48,270 which he may have purloined. 679 00:34:49,928 --> 00:34:51,930 Did you get a phone number or a health card? 680 00:34:51,941 --> 00:34:54,610 No, but it's possible he comes back. 681 00:34:54,886 --> 00:34:57,355 But that's what insurance is for, right? 682 00:34:57,366 --> 00:35:02,104 We'll see, but it's not lost on me how far you're willing to go. 683 00:35:03,064 --> 00:35:04,765 All of you. 684 00:35:04,776 --> 00:35:07,612 And since wait times are skyrocketing again, 685 00:35:07,623 --> 00:35:10,092 let's get back to work. Shall we? 686 00:35:10,345 --> 00:35:12,614 Bashir, did you need something? 687 00:35:15,777 --> 00:35:17,746 Liz, um... 688 00:35:18,975 --> 00:35:21,144 You were right about me resisting who I am. 689 00:35:21,155 --> 00:35:24,258 So I'm taking over Max's practice. 690 00:35:26,660 --> 00:35:27,828 Good. 691 00:35:28,870 --> 00:35:30,872 When I came out of sedation, 692 00:35:31,547 --> 00:35:34,216 I was just happy to see your face. 693 00:35:35,403 --> 00:35:37,505 I wanna trust that feeling, Liz. 694 00:35:38,193 --> 00:35:40,862 And if you still feel the same way about me, 695 00:35:42,418 --> 00:35:44,286 I wanna trust it. 696 00:35:45,860 --> 00:35:49,230 _ 697 00:35:49,930 --> 00:35:51,977 _ 698 00:35:52,927 --> 00:35:55,409 _ 699 00:35:55,420 --> 00:35:57,700 _ 700 00:35:59,325 --> 00:36:02,292 _ 701 00:36:02,853 --> 00:36:06,620 _ 702 00:36:08,356 --> 00:36:09,576 _ 703 00:36:10,495 --> 00:36:12,428 _ 704 00:36:26,402 --> 00:36:29,471 Well, we're about to find out because I'm gonna ask them. 705 00:36:29,817 --> 00:36:31,018 Why not? 706 00:36:31,063 --> 00:36:32,641 Don't you want to know how good we are at this? 707 00:36:32,652 --> 00:36:34,287 Asking would be ridiculous. 708 00:36:34,817 --> 00:36:37,119 What are you afraid of? 709 00:36:37,130 --> 00:36:39,696 - Let me show you how it's done. - Mags, wait. 710 00:36:47,556 --> 00:36:49,758 Thank you. 711 00:36:53,141 --> 00:36:55,376 Um, well... 712 00:36:55,657 --> 00:36:57,392 - So were we close? - Nope. 713 00:36:58,070 --> 00:37:02,004 So she's an HR, and he just lost his restaurant job. 714 00:37:02,391 --> 00:37:04,251 And he admitted that to a stranger? 715 00:37:04,262 --> 00:37:05,730 Uh-huh, yeah. 716 00:37:06,661 --> 00:37:08,496 He also said he wanted to go back to school 717 00:37:08,507 --> 00:37:11,077 - and try something new. - And what did you tell him? 718 00:37:11,985 --> 00:37:15,322 Uh, that it's never too late to start again. 719 00:37:24,134 --> 00:37:26,772 Seriously, did you honestly text us "911" for the third time today? 720 00:37:26,783 --> 00:37:28,676 Is this about the pulmonary edema patient? 721 00:37:28,687 --> 00:37:31,054 Thanks for watching her. She's responding well to meds. 722 00:37:31,065 --> 00:37:32,277 But still no answer as to why? 723 00:37:32,288 --> 00:37:33,756 And sometimes, there isn't one, you know? 724 00:37:33,767 --> 00:37:35,721 You just gotta live with it. It's hard, but... 725 00:37:35,732 --> 00:37:38,669 No, we work our way through the differentials slowly 726 00:37:38,795 --> 00:37:40,964 and get it wrong until we get it right. 727 00:37:41,204 --> 00:37:44,164 But thank you for, 728 00:37:44,174 --> 00:37:45,463 Thank you. 729 00:37:45,474 --> 00:37:46,723 You are welcome. 730 00:37:46,734 --> 00:37:49,361 But why'd you pick this room, it's the site of my trauma? 731 00:37:49,372 --> 00:37:51,340 You gonna tell us what happened to your arm, Theo? 732 00:37:51,351 --> 00:37:53,487 My reward for trying to help a patient 733 00:37:53,498 --> 00:37:55,801 who very much did not want to be helped. 734 00:37:55,812 --> 00:37:57,814 - Did he assault you? - Not quite. 735 00:37:57,881 --> 00:37:59,449 Tried to get him into a wheelchair 736 00:37:59,460 --> 00:38:00,997 and my shoulder popped out. 737 00:38:01,008 --> 00:38:02,942 Ah, so is that better or worse 738 00:38:02,953 --> 00:38:04,994 than the guy who punched you in the face a couple of years ago? 739 00:38:05,005 --> 00:38:07,007 Well, your turn, June, what are you still doing here? 740 00:38:07,018 --> 00:38:09,621 I am staying to partner with Novak in Trauma OR. 741 00:38:10,083 --> 00:38:11,486 Can you trust him? 742 00:38:11,497 --> 00:38:15,419 No, but I do love the work we're doing together so, 743 00:38:15,764 --> 00:38:17,799 I don't know, I guess I was just running. 744 00:38:18,346 --> 00:38:20,242 You know, after I got punched in the face, 745 00:38:20,253 --> 00:38:23,412 I think that's when I lost faith in who I was. 746 00:38:23,652 --> 00:38:25,988 You were the guy who took in me and my sister 747 00:38:25,999 --> 00:38:27,835 when you barely knew who we were because we needed help, Theo. 748 00:38:28,592 --> 00:38:30,914 Oh, you know, I once had a patient who got punched in the face. 749 00:38:30,925 --> 00:38:32,627 Left AMA. Comes back three years later 750 00:38:32,638 --> 00:38:34,173 with a brain bleed, dies on the table. 751 00:38:35,023 --> 00:38:36,366 Okay. 752 00:38:36,559 --> 00:38:37,988 You good? 753 00:38:37,999 --> 00:38:40,501 Yeah, I can dress myself, thanks. 754 00:38:42,364 --> 00:38:44,500 What do you think you were running from? 755 00:38:45,988 --> 00:38:47,890 Oh, um... 756 00:38:49,128 --> 00:38:50,929 you know, there are people here 757 00:38:50,940 --> 00:38:54,477 who I care about and who also care about me. 758 00:38:55,572 --> 00:38:58,609 And I think I deserve that. 759 00:38:59,214 --> 00:39:01,250 You do. 760 00:39:01,371 --> 00:39:05,842 Yeah, I can't do this without help so... 761 00:39:24,408 --> 00:39:26,344 I turned down the job. 762 00:39:26,355 --> 00:39:28,691 What? Why? 763 00:39:28,905 --> 00:39:30,807 Bash, if you're doing this because you feel guilty. 764 00:39:30,874 --> 00:39:33,810 I'm starting my own clinic. 765 00:39:33,877 --> 00:39:37,314 She knew, actually. She wanted me to do it. 766 00:39:37,840 --> 00:39:39,541 That's what she would have said. 767 00:39:39,772 --> 00:39:41,807 What kind of clinic? 768 00:39:41,873 --> 00:39:44,176 Community medicine and public health. 769 00:39:44,187 --> 00:39:45,756 It's what my parents did. 770 00:39:45,822 --> 00:39:47,457 The doctor who sponsored me to Canada, 771 00:39:47,524 --> 00:39:49,126 he'll bring some patients. 772 00:39:49,192 --> 00:39:52,129 I'm actually seeing a place later tonight. 773 00:39:52,628 --> 00:39:55,966 I'll get a business loan, a grant maybe. 774 00:39:56,033 --> 00:39:59,503 I know it's a huge risk, but it's what I want. 775 00:40:00,604 --> 00:40:02,139 Get it wrong until we get it right. 776 00:40:02,205 --> 00:40:03,974 Rulebreaker makes his own rule. 777 00:40:04,413 --> 00:40:06,677 - Let me know how I can help. - Yeah, same. 778 00:40:10,206 --> 00:40:12,274 Go if you need to. 779 00:40:15,004 --> 00:40:17,239 Uh, I'll see you guys soon. 780 00:40:17,479 --> 00:40:18,744 - Yeah. - Yeah. 781 00:40:18,755 --> 00:40:20,157 Okay. 782 00:42:20,084 --> 00:42:25,084 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com -