1 00:00:01,167 --> 00:00:03,398 If this job is what you want, great. 2 00:00:03,409 --> 00:00:05,211 But if you're just running, don't go. 3 00:00:05,971 --> 00:00:07,162 Maybe you're not aware of it, 4 00:00:07,173 --> 00:00:09,476 but she did everything she could to save you from yourself. 5 00:00:09,535 --> 00:00:11,804 You should be her friend or leave her alone. 6 00:00:12,635 --> 00:00:14,103 Do you remember me, sir? 7 00:00:14,401 --> 00:00:15,715 You made my dinner. 8 00:00:15,782 --> 00:00:17,650 Look out! 9 00:00:20,817 --> 00:00:23,656 - Sir! - I really hated you the first night we met. 10 00:00:24,042 --> 00:00:26,745 You were so confident in your instincts. 11 00:00:27,094 --> 00:00:28,384 I was jealous. 12 00:00:28,395 --> 00:00:30,764 I had never trusted myself like that. 13 00:00:31,139 --> 00:00:32,454 She's in V-tach. 14 00:00:35,702 --> 00:00:36,907 Clear. 15 00:00:54,721 --> 00:00:56,423 The scars will fade. 16 00:01:13,931 --> 00:01:15,672 Uh, just remind me of your name again? 17 00:01:15,683 --> 00:01:16,764 Uh, Bashir Hamed. 18 00:01:16,775 --> 00:01:18,811 Thank you for seeing me, Dr. Bishop. 19 00:01:19,198 --> 00:01:21,081 Did we meet in the first round of March interviews? 20 00:01:21,595 --> 00:01:24,753 No, I wasn't, uh, applying for one at that stage. 21 00:01:24,764 --> 00:01:27,587 - Why was that? - I was hoping to get a position as a surgeon. 22 00:01:27,967 --> 00:01:29,402 You mean a surgical residency. 23 00:01:29,413 --> 00:01:31,736 No, I've already completed my surgical residency. 24 00:01:31,747 --> 00:01:33,359 Did they not give you my background? 25 00:01:33,426 --> 00:01:34,894 So when you didn't get hired as a surgeon, 26 00:01:34,961 --> 00:01:36,996 you thought you would fall back on emergency medicine? 27 00:01:37,301 --> 00:01:39,601 No, I was a field surgeon, 28 00:01:39,612 --> 00:01:41,780 and emergency has an overlapping skillset. 29 00:01:41,791 --> 00:01:43,259 Yes, it does. 30 00:01:44,863 --> 00:01:46,606 Right, you were the one that didn't provide your records, 31 00:01:46,673 --> 00:01:48,241 your medical school transcripts? 32 00:01:48,308 --> 00:01:50,977 Yeah, there's a political situation in my country. 33 00:01:51,234 --> 00:01:53,079 Yeah. So, what have you been doing 34 00:01:53,146 --> 00:01:54,414 while you've been looking for a job? 35 00:01:54,481 --> 00:01:56,449 Any volunteer hours, research work? 36 00:01:56,895 --> 00:01:58,251 Just got the call. 37 00:01:58,262 --> 00:01:59,853 Jackknifed tractor-trailer on the Gardner. 38 00:01:59,919 --> 00:02:02,355 Two cars went over the guardrail and they're all heading to us, Jed. 39 00:02:02,642 --> 00:02:04,079 Alright. Page every resident on the floor. 40 00:02:04,090 --> 00:02:07,142 Make sure teams from vascular and neurology are standing by. 41 00:02:07,153 --> 00:02:08,363 Prime the blood bank. 42 00:02:08,374 --> 00:02:10,642 And I will clear the backlog at imaging. 43 00:02:11,669 --> 00:02:15,268 To be honest, our residency program is already over-subscribed. 44 00:02:15,391 --> 00:02:18,527 I once clamped a man's femoral artery with binder clips. 45 00:02:18,712 --> 00:02:21,663 We didn't have proper tools, but he survived. 46 00:02:22,007 --> 00:02:24,043 Huh... Lucky, huh? 47 00:02:24,356 --> 00:02:26,959 Look, all the best, Dr. Hamed. 48 00:02:36,171 --> 00:02:38,739 Alright, first arrival is two minutes out. 49 00:02:38,892 --> 00:02:40,293 One is hemodynamically unstable, 50 00:02:40,360 --> 00:02:41,995 they've been transfusing en route. 51 00:02:42,061 --> 00:02:44,525 The second sounds like a crushed femur, 52 00:02:44,536 --> 00:02:46,405 so I wanna make sure we're communicating. 53 00:02:46,559 --> 00:02:48,401 Every second counts, okay? 54 00:03:35,144 --> 00:03:36,382 - Hey. - Hey, uh... 55 00:03:36,393 --> 00:03:38,262 I need to tell you something. 56 00:03:38,603 --> 00:03:40,439 It's going to be difficult. 57 00:03:40,518 --> 00:03:41,686 Um... 58 00:03:42,324 --> 00:03:43,938 Are you somewhere we can talk? 59 00:03:43,949 --> 00:03:45,851 Yeah... What's up? 60 00:04:00,625 --> 00:04:05,625 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com - 61 00:04:08,000 --> 00:04:10,600 _ 62 00:04:18,593 --> 00:04:19,729 I need to know what happened! 63 00:04:19,740 --> 00:04:21,661 Why do you keep running away? Who are you? 64 00:04:24,097 --> 00:04:25,832 The restaurant is a crime scene. 65 00:04:26,064 --> 00:04:27,733 What were you doing there? 66 00:04:33,278 --> 00:04:35,280 Hey. 67 00:04:36,943 --> 00:04:39,501 I keep trying to find ways to tell Amira, 68 00:04:39,512 --> 00:04:41,703 but she'll be sad and worried in London 69 00:04:41,714 --> 00:04:43,116 and maybe want to come home. 70 00:04:43,182 --> 00:04:45,418 Am I wrong to give it a few more days? 71 00:04:46,438 --> 00:04:47,740 Not at all, man. 72 00:04:49,008 --> 00:04:50,442 You sleeping, yet? 73 00:04:52,804 --> 00:04:54,906 What else are you, um... 74 00:04:56,179 --> 00:04:59,032 - feeling? - Um... Numb. 75 00:05:01,260 --> 00:05:05,064 Afraid of what will happen when I'm not. 76 00:05:05,303 --> 00:05:09,741 Look, I booked our flights to Montreal, so tomorrow, we'll... 77 00:05:11,304 --> 00:05:12,756 The funeral's the first step. 78 00:05:12,767 --> 00:05:14,836 The family said they wanted to keep it small, 79 00:05:14,847 --> 00:05:16,816 so should I even... 80 00:05:17,353 --> 00:05:18,740 I mean, do I belong there or...? 81 00:05:18,751 --> 00:05:21,254 You loved her, Bash. Of course you do. 82 00:05:27,655 --> 00:05:31,097 Hey, uh, can we talk about Bash still working? 83 00:05:31,409 --> 00:05:32,977 Theo, really? What do you expect him to do? 84 00:05:32,988 --> 00:05:34,796 Sit at home, just to like, stare at a wall? 85 00:05:34,807 --> 00:05:36,575 - Besides, you're here, too. - But for him. 86 00:05:37,204 --> 00:05:38,664 I wanna support him. 87 00:05:39,124 --> 00:05:41,140 Hey, have you, uh, have you bought your flight, yet? 88 00:05:41,700 --> 00:05:45,404 Uh, no... I haven't... 89 00:05:49,361 --> 00:05:51,830 Does anyone know whose baby this is? 90 00:05:53,786 --> 00:05:55,855 Hey. 91 00:05:59,292 --> 00:06:01,606 - How are you doing, Bashir? - I'm okay. 92 00:06:01,938 --> 00:06:03,285 I wanted to check in again 93 00:06:03,296 --> 00:06:07,033 because with your residency ending, technically, you owe us nothing. 94 00:06:07,629 --> 00:06:09,536 I appreciate you offering to cover, 95 00:06:09,547 --> 00:06:11,315 but if being here is too much... 96 00:06:11,724 --> 00:06:14,593 She'd be upset if her shifts weren't covered. 97 00:06:15,647 --> 00:06:18,559 I know I've said it already, but I am so sorry. 98 00:06:18,570 --> 00:06:20,039 We're all just... 99 00:06:20,332 --> 00:06:22,201 Whatever you need, okay? 100 00:06:23,248 --> 00:06:24,282 Uh... 101 00:06:24,545 --> 00:06:26,791 Um, we found her out in the waiting room. 102 00:06:26,802 --> 00:06:29,917 There's no sign of a parent. I'd say five, six months old. 103 00:06:29,928 --> 00:06:31,763 - Is she sick? - Now, I did a quick check. 104 00:06:31,774 --> 00:06:33,248 Temp's good, colour's good, but I would like 105 00:06:33,259 --> 00:06:36,120 - to do a more thorough exam. - What's this now? 106 00:06:36,131 --> 00:06:38,498 Rhoda, do you know if anyone's missing a baby? 107 00:06:38,857 --> 00:06:41,114 Maybe the parents are here somewhere sick? 108 00:06:41,125 --> 00:06:43,269 Well... I will do the exam. 109 00:06:45,004 --> 00:06:47,006 How does a baby get abandoned 110 00:06:47,073 --> 00:06:49,709 in a busy hospital without anybody noticing? 111 00:06:50,639 --> 00:06:52,019 Chronic hepatitis. 112 00:06:52,030 --> 00:06:54,799 Patient's anxious because he tried texting Mags. 113 00:06:55,293 --> 00:06:57,629 She did that kind of thing a lot. 114 00:06:57,946 --> 00:06:59,399 Okay. I'll cover it. 115 00:06:59,410 --> 00:07:00,493 - Thanks, Rhoda. - Yeah. 116 00:07:00,504 --> 00:07:02,522 Yeah. 117 00:07:02,644 --> 00:07:05,616 What are you doing here all by yourself? 118 00:07:05,627 --> 00:07:08,461 I hear pedes is hiring in case Cleveland doesn't work out. 119 00:07:09,084 --> 00:07:10,652 Who's this? 120 00:07:11,016 --> 00:07:12,474 An anonymous baby girl. 121 00:07:12,485 --> 00:07:14,220 Someone just left her here. 122 00:07:15,297 --> 00:07:17,626 I don't know why. Or how. 123 00:07:17,637 --> 00:07:19,928 Listen, I can cover Trauma OR tomorrow. 124 00:07:20,612 --> 00:07:23,648 - I heard it's the service. - Oh, no need. I'll be here. 125 00:07:25,370 --> 00:07:27,138 June... 126 00:07:27,534 --> 00:07:29,615 I was there the day your father died. 127 00:07:30,159 --> 00:07:31,951 You couldn't even admit it happened. 128 00:07:32,018 --> 00:07:34,387 Uh, this needs to be heated up, right? 129 00:07:34,880 --> 00:07:36,548 When they're this small. 130 00:07:37,024 --> 00:07:39,238 Ten seconds in the microwave if my memory serves. 131 00:07:39,249 --> 00:07:40,949 We'll get that done. 132 00:07:40,960 --> 00:07:43,373 You don't need to do that again, June. 133 00:07:43,384 --> 00:07:44,486 That was different, okay? 134 00:07:44,497 --> 00:07:46,432 My father, he did everything he could 135 00:07:46,499 --> 00:07:48,367 to make me feel unwanted. 136 00:07:48,434 --> 00:07:51,604 And, like, hate myself. 137 00:07:53,287 --> 00:07:55,475 But it wasn't like that with Mags. 138 00:07:55,721 --> 00:07:57,056 Right? 139 00:07:58,472 --> 00:08:00,524 You need to let yourself feel this. 140 00:08:00,535 --> 00:08:01,988 You must be hungry. 141 00:08:01,999 --> 00:08:03,935 Warm this while I check her over? 142 00:08:09,535 --> 00:08:11,237 I heard you. 143 00:08:13,885 --> 00:08:15,219 I did. 144 00:08:19,287 --> 00:08:20,712 Hey. 145 00:08:20,866 --> 00:08:22,468 Hey. 146 00:08:24,223 --> 00:08:25,491 Um... 147 00:08:26,058 --> 00:08:28,026 The lady in E has been waiting a while. 148 00:08:28,393 --> 00:08:30,962 - Do you mind? - Yeah, sure. 149 00:08:36,792 --> 00:08:38,427 Daphne? I'm Dr. Hunter. 150 00:08:38,438 --> 00:08:39,830 I've been timing you guys. 151 00:08:39,841 --> 00:08:44,179 420 minutes at three agonizing hip spasms per hour. 152 00:08:44,383 --> 00:08:46,585 That's one every 900 seconds, give or take. 153 00:08:46,780 --> 00:08:47,883 That's some fast math. 154 00:08:47,894 --> 00:08:49,795 Necessary when you run your own business. 155 00:08:50,154 --> 00:08:52,465 Well, I'm told you have rheumatoid arthritis. 156 00:08:52,532 --> 00:08:55,268 And you were in for the same pain yesterday? 157 00:08:55,334 --> 00:08:56,903 Which I realize is a cardinal sin, 158 00:08:56,969 --> 00:08:58,538 but they said come back if it got worse. 159 00:08:58,604 --> 00:09:00,306 I'm warm, fatigued, nauseous, 160 00:09:00,373 --> 00:09:02,508 and those are warning signs I'm not supposed to ignore. 161 00:09:02,575 --> 00:09:04,410 For septic arthritis. But your temp is good, 162 00:09:04,477 --> 00:09:06,979 and yesterday's X-rays didn't raise any alarm bells. 163 00:09:07,046 --> 00:09:09,382 So why don't you lie back on the gurney for me. 164 00:09:10,716 --> 00:09:14,019 So I'm gonna feel both sides of your hips for swelling, okay? 165 00:09:17,075 --> 00:09:19,010 And what kind of business do you run? 166 00:09:19,063 --> 00:09:20,732 I'm a sex worker. 167 00:09:21,921 --> 00:09:24,553 People always either react to the line of work 168 00:09:24,564 --> 00:09:26,135 or to the fact that I look like an accountant. 169 00:09:26,146 --> 00:09:27,690 I think it's definitely 170 00:09:27,701 --> 00:09:29,703 - the accountant thing. - Obviously, seizing up 171 00:09:29,714 --> 00:09:31,683 with crippling pain is not great for business. 172 00:09:31,743 --> 00:09:33,411 Why don't you sit up? 173 00:09:34,076 --> 00:09:36,068 Um, do you have a GP? 174 00:09:36,079 --> 00:09:37,810 Since she learned what I do for work, 175 00:09:37,877 --> 00:09:39,478 she just frets about my lifestyle. 176 00:09:39,600 --> 00:09:42,003 - So I stopped going. - Well, you don't have a fever. 177 00:09:42,356 --> 00:09:44,065 Your white blood cell count is normal, 178 00:09:44,076 --> 00:09:46,312 so I'm gonna rule out sepsis, but you do have some swelling. 179 00:09:46,617 --> 00:09:48,554 So has there been any changes to diet, exercise, 180 00:09:48,621 --> 00:09:50,423 sudden weight gain, loss, that kind of thing? 181 00:09:50,489 --> 00:09:52,692 Foods, the usual. Some healthy, some crap. 182 00:09:53,156 --> 00:09:55,092 I make it to the gym when I can. Why? 183 00:09:55,114 --> 00:09:57,887 The way I see it is, we can dodge the endless backlog 184 00:09:58,120 --> 00:10:00,455 at imaging by gaming this ourselves. 185 00:10:00,522 --> 00:10:02,524 You know, taking a little time now and getting a wider picture. 186 00:10:02,660 --> 00:10:04,568 And then I can schedule appointments 187 00:10:04,579 --> 00:10:06,398 for any follow-up tests you might need. 188 00:10:09,465 --> 00:10:11,667 32-year-old male T-boned in his vehicle. 189 00:10:11,678 --> 00:10:13,346 GCS 13, BP 100 over 80. 190 00:10:13,357 --> 00:10:16,316 Left quadrant injury and a nicked carotid being held together by, uh... 191 00:10:16,327 --> 00:10:18,329 A penny. Don't worry, Beau, I won't let you go. 192 00:10:18,340 --> 00:10:20,531 We were just down the street from here when it happened. 193 00:10:20,542 --> 00:10:22,477 We tried trading off with her, but she didn't want to. 194 00:10:22,488 --> 00:10:23,755 Were you in the car, too, Penny? 195 00:10:23,766 --> 00:10:25,401 I'm the idiot who drove into him. 196 00:10:25,581 --> 00:10:27,149 His door was smashed, so I crawled in 197 00:10:27,316 --> 00:10:30,052 and saw his neck pumping blood. My instincts said that was bad. 198 00:10:30,175 --> 00:10:32,110 Good instinct. Any loss of consciousness? 199 00:10:32,121 --> 00:10:35,591 I was fading until she said that thing about stealing a car. 200 00:10:35,658 --> 00:10:37,150 Dude, cone of silence. 201 00:10:37,161 --> 00:10:39,150 - Sorry, sorry. - Did you two know each before? 202 00:10:39,161 --> 00:10:42,898 No, but shared trauma forces you to get close fast. 203 00:10:42,909 --> 00:10:44,544 - Monitor's up. - Claire, make sure vascular 204 00:10:44,667 --> 00:10:46,902 knows it's an open carotid. Bash, why aren't we clamped? 205 00:10:46,965 --> 00:10:48,366 Penny, I'll switch spots with you. 206 00:10:48,377 --> 00:10:50,012 Does it have to be now? 207 00:10:51,039 --> 00:10:53,041 I think I just found the source of the bleed. 208 00:10:53,094 --> 00:10:55,096 Skin's swelling, too. You see the rash? 209 00:10:55,416 --> 00:10:56,956 - What kind of reaction is that? - I don't know. 210 00:10:56,967 --> 00:10:59,337 - Penny, are you ready? - No, no. What if I let go 211 00:10:59,348 --> 00:11:00,660 too early or it doesn't work? 212 00:11:00,671 --> 00:11:02,319 Vascular says we have to go to them. 213 00:11:02,330 --> 00:11:03,834 They're better set up to handle this upstairs. 214 00:11:03,845 --> 00:11:05,347 Fine. Bash, why aren't we clamped? 215 00:11:05,387 --> 00:11:07,356 Because of me, okay? This whole thing is because of me. 216 00:11:07,479 --> 00:11:09,314 - I'm sure that's not true. - Yes, it is. 217 00:11:09,325 --> 00:11:10,593 I work at a car rental place, 218 00:11:10,604 --> 00:11:11,872 and every day just feels so empty. 219 00:11:12,050 --> 00:11:13,618 And today, I just had a compulsion to run, 220 00:11:13,629 --> 00:11:15,537 - so I borrowed a set of keys... - Okay. 221 00:11:15,548 --> 00:11:17,083 We'll count down together, I'll take your place, 222 00:11:17,094 --> 00:11:19,129 but it has to be now! 223 00:11:19,656 --> 00:11:21,670 I trust you, Penny. 224 00:11:22,435 --> 00:11:23,939 - Okay, one... - Okay, one, two... 225 00:11:23,950 --> 00:11:26,052 Two. Three... 226 00:11:26,942 --> 00:11:28,343 Thank you. 227 00:11:36,256 --> 00:11:38,065 Got it. Great job, Penny. 228 00:11:38,076 --> 00:11:40,389 - EP's dropping. - June, forget vascular. 229 00:11:40,400 --> 00:11:42,002 We can take care of the abdo bleed here. 230 00:11:42,013 --> 00:11:43,648 What? No. It's way too risky with the carotid. 231 00:11:43,659 --> 00:11:45,861 It's too risky to wait. He's lost too much blood already. 232 00:11:45,872 --> 00:11:47,473 It's my call, alright? Just stay on blood products 233 00:11:47,583 --> 00:11:48,943 and get him stabilized for transport. 234 00:11:48,954 --> 00:11:50,655 I'll go coordinate with vascular. 235 00:11:55,864 --> 00:11:58,274 You said you trusted me. 236 00:11:58,551 --> 00:12:01,392 - Why? - You stayed, I would've left. 237 00:12:01,403 --> 00:12:05,974 Except you would have been so much better off if you never met me. 238 00:12:07,955 --> 00:12:09,409 Are you okay? 239 00:12:14,396 --> 00:12:15,647 So you saved the others? 240 00:12:17,359 --> 00:12:19,028 I know you told that police officer 241 00:12:19,094 --> 00:12:20,663 that you'd get him after we finish. 242 00:12:20,729 --> 00:12:23,165 But what if instead of that, you don't. 243 00:12:28,637 --> 00:12:29,905 He's lost too much blood. 244 00:12:29,972 --> 00:12:31,941 His body is rejecting whatever metal is inside him. 245 00:12:32,007 --> 00:12:34,443 We got you, Bash. Just tell us what you need. 246 00:12:35,532 --> 00:12:38,412 Get him... *** 247 00:12:39,808 --> 00:12:40,809 Theo. 248 00:12:41,109 --> 00:12:43,252 I wanted you to know that Mrs. Sampson... 249 00:12:43,319 --> 00:12:45,354 Rheumatoid arthritis, needs to adjust her meds. 250 00:12:45,421 --> 00:12:49,425 I was doing my paperwork and noticed a flag on yesterday's X-rays. 251 00:12:49,491 --> 00:12:51,360 I had the senior radiologist take a look. 252 00:12:51,427 --> 00:12:53,762 It's actually a stress fracture in her femur. 253 00:12:54,623 --> 00:12:56,051 She'll need a pin. 254 00:12:56,538 --> 00:12:58,116 Were you double-checking my work? 255 00:12:58,127 --> 00:13:01,096 No, just navigating the bureaucracy, which is my job. 256 00:13:01,531 --> 00:13:04,039 They've already slotted her for surgery, so it's all good. 257 00:13:09,377 --> 00:13:12,647 You know how easy stress fractures are to miss. 258 00:13:13,548 --> 00:13:15,070 And Daphne was impressed and touched 259 00:13:15,081 --> 00:13:17,623 by how holistically you took everything. 260 00:13:18,216 --> 00:13:19,263 Nobody else would do that here. 261 00:13:19,274 --> 00:13:22,077 I don't need you to make me feel better about missing something. 262 00:13:25,840 --> 00:13:28,810 Why don't you let me come to the funeral with you tomorrow? 263 00:13:29,020 --> 00:13:31,389 Bash said the family wants to keep it small. 264 00:13:32,040 --> 00:13:34,670 - I know, but Theo... - I don't want you there, Liz. 265 00:13:36,085 --> 00:13:39,855 Can we not make it about us in this particular moment? 266 00:13:39,954 --> 00:13:43,112 I'm trying to talk about you. About what you need. 267 00:13:43,567 --> 00:13:45,218 Why would you not want support there? 268 00:13:45,229 --> 00:13:47,865 You tell me. 'Cause you clearly already have the answer. 269 00:13:48,107 --> 00:13:49,952 I just know that you're resisting us. 270 00:13:50,584 --> 00:13:52,755 Getting to know my family, letting me know yours. 271 00:13:52,821 --> 00:13:55,224 And it hurts. You're a good man, Theo. 272 00:13:55,290 --> 00:13:57,863 I want those things. Do you not want them with me? 273 00:13:57,874 --> 00:13:59,008 I don't know. 274 00:13:59,728 --> 00:14:02,131 I have lost sight of all of it, Liz. 275 00:14:02,197 --> 00:14:03,832 Of myself... 276 00:14:06,361 --> 00:14:09,097 I can't keep waiting for you. 277 00:14:14,142 --> 00:14:16,678 - What the hell is this? - We had to stop the bleeding. 278 00:14:16,725 --> 00:14:19,494 Good thing, too, the shrapnel ruptured the spleen. 279 00:14:19,911 --> 00:14:22,464 So you took his spleen out even though I told you to wait. 280 00:14:26,709 --> 00:14:29,145 But there was another one just like this in the... 281 00:14:30,469 --> 00:14:32,805 Please, tell me there was no baby in that car. 282 00:14:32,816 --> 00:14:35,987 There wasn't because Beau drove off and left her here. 283 00:14:43,705 --> 00:14:46,082 Look for her badge I.D. 284 00:14:46,093 --> 00:14:49,229 Anything else in there. Her stethoscope. 285 00:14:49,977 --> 00:14:51,113 Are you sure? 286 00:14:51,124 --> 00:14:52,825 I mean, this can wait if you're not... 287 00:14:53,125 --> 00:14:55,717 Yes, her family will want whatever you can find. 288 00:14:56,275 --> 00:14:57,521 Thanks. 289 00:14:57,532 --> 00:14:59,167 Uh, Bash... 290 00:14:59,844 --> 00:15:02,947 Um, the last times I spoke to her were... 291 00:15:03,058 --> 00:15:04,860 Yeah, she told me. 292 00:15:05,740 --> 00:15:07,108 I was... 293 00:15:07,936 --> 00:15:10,154 - I didn't mean to... - Claire. 294 00:15:10,165 --> 00:15:12,000 I don't know what you want me to say. 295 00:15:14,497 --> 00:15:15,865 You don't understand, okay? 296 00:15:15,876 --> 00:15:18,412 I didn't even know that she existed until a few weeks ago. 297 00:15:18,640 --> 00:15:20,642 Okay? Her mother just dropped her off and left. 298 00:15:20,709 --> 00:15:22,811 So you decided to just pay that forward? 299 00:15:22,878 --> 00:15:24,700 No, I don't know how to bed a dad. 300 00:15:24,711 --> 00:15:26,513 Or anything, really... 301 00:15:26,524 --> 00:15:28,626 So you sack up and ask for help. 302 00:15:29,351 --> 00:15:31,386 Call a friend, family, anything. 303 00:15:31,508 --> 00:15:33,911 I don't really have any of that. 304 00:15:34,333 --> 00:15:36,558 And when I try, the words, they... 305 00:15:36,569 --> 00:15:38,671 Okay, fine. But you could've handed her 306 00:15:38,682 --> 00:15:41,251 to one of the hundreds of staff who work here. 307 00:15:41,630 --> 00:15:43,298 And instead, you just ditched her. 308 00:15:43,322 --> 00:15:45,334 Do you know what that could do to her? 309 00:15:45,581 --> 00:15:47,469 - Or how many people want babies? - June! 310 00:15:47,536 --> 00:15:49,594 Look, I know that I'm a piece of trash, okay? 311 00:15:49,605 --> 00:15:51,855 - I don't need to be reminded. - Actually, yeah, I think you do! 312 00:15:51,866 --> 00:15:54,943 - June! May I speak to you for a moment? - What? 313 00:15:58,106 --> 00:15:59,929 - What are you doing? - He needs to be held accountable. 314 00:16:00,155 --> 00:16:02,498 But not by you. The social worker called CAS. 315 00:16:02,509 --> 00:16:03,911 What's going on? 316 00:16:04,593 --> 00:16:05,655 Penny, you're still here? 317 00:16:05,666 --> 00:16:08,052 Yeah, I mean, he's so anxious, and he needs someone. 318 00:16:08,063 --> 00:16:10,256 And it's my fault he's here, right? 319 00:16:10,267 --> 00:16:12,794 A nurse told him that he's having... 320 00:16:12,995 --> 00:16:14,418 portal-thrombo something. 321 00:16:14,429 --> 00:16:16,398 Can one of you explain because we don't understand? 322 00:16:16,934 --> 00:16:19,401 Portal vein thrombosis is when there's a clot 323 00:16:19,468 --> 00:16:23,105 in his portal vein that blocks blood flow to his liver. 324 00:16:23,172 --> 00:16:26,074 But can't that kill you if your liver stops working? 325 00:16:26,085 --> 00:16:27,598 We're keeping a close eye on him. 326 00:16:27,609 --> 00:16:29,678 - And for now, he's stable. - And Amy? 327 00:16:30,312 --> 00:16:32,447 His baby, he said that's her name. 328 00:16:32,514 --> 00:16:34,783 The social worker looped in children's aid. 329 00:16:34,794 --> 00:16:36,329 We're required to call the police. 330 00:16:36,340 --> 00:16:37,909 Are they gonna arrest him? 331 00:16:37,993 --> 00:16:39,395 Oh, my God. 332 00:16:39,693 --> 00:16:41,223 I was trying to fix my own dumb life, 333 00:16:41,290 --> 00:16:44,026 and instead, I just like, destroyed his. 334 00:16:47,380 --> 00:16:48,819 Does Beau have PVT or not? 335 00:16:48,830 --> 00:16:50,590 We have him on heparin to try help manage it. 336 00:16:50,601 --> 00:16:52,976 You know, she's out here blaming herself for all of this. 337 00:16:52,987 --> 00:16:54,943 Meanwhile, you're the one who jumped in and cut out his spleen 338 00:16:54,954 --> 00:16:57,484 - which is probably the reason that the clot... - He was dying. He needed it. 339 00:16:57,559 --> 00:16:59,242 - I know you know that. - No, you. 340 00:16:59,300 --> 00:17:00,943 Okay, I know you, Bash. And you needed this. 341 00:17:01,009 --> 00:17:03,178 But with everything that's going on, you needed an escape hatch. 342 00:17:03,245 --> 00:17:05,547 You are no better, alright? You are pissed off at Beau 343 00:17:05,614 --> 00:17:07,649 for not asking for help when you have said nothing 344 00:17:07,729 --> 00:17:09,531 since I called you three days ago. 345 00:17:10,873 --> 00:17:12,208 I'm on no sleep. 346 00:17:13,325 --> 00:17:14,745 And these thoughts and memories of her 347 00:17:14,756 --> 00:17:15,991 are just flooding into my head, 348 00:17:16,002 --> 00:17:18,572 all at once and out of order, and they're messing with my reality. 349 00:17:18,583 --> 00:17:20,585 And yeah, maybe Beau was a distraction 350 00:17:20,596 --> 00:17:22,698 - that I needed... - Stop it! 351 00:17:25,099 --> 00:17:27,501 I can't do this. 352 00:17:30,118 --> 00:17:32,954 Okay, I wish that I could, but I can't. 353 00:17:46,475 --> 00:17:48,977 I haven't been to church in so long. 354 00:17:49,534 --> 00:17:51,937 I mean, we aren't Catholic, but... 355 00:17:52,003 --> 00:17:54,339 I remember my dad, 356 00:17:54,698 --> 00:17:58,143 the way he would help his congregation meet grief, 357 00:17:58,210 --> 00:18:01,146 he could just hold it with him. 358 00:18:02,340 --> 00:18:04,676 He quit being a pastor, did I tell you that? 359 00:18:05,076 --> 00:18:06,811 No, is he okay? 360 00:18:07,185 --> 00:18:08,753 I don't know. 361 00:18:09,421 --> 00:18:10,922 I hope so. 362 00:18:26,950 --> 00:18:28,552 Um, it's her sister. 363 00:18:28,762 --> 00:18:31,131 Looked like she was waving you over. 364 00:18:31,142 --> 00:18:33,411 I think she was just saying hi. 365 00:18:33,964 --> 00:18:35,633 Have you talked to the family 366 00:18:35,644 --> 00:18:37,112 about where they want you to sit? 367 00:18:37,335 --> 00:18:39,204 No, was I supposed to? 368 00:18:39,215 --> 00:18:42,318 Sometimes, they reserve specific rows for loved ones. 369 00:18:42,577 --> 00:18:44,615 Let's just give them some space. 370 00:18:44,626 --> 00:18:47,028 Sure. Tell me where you want to be then. 371 00:19:02,474 --> 00:19:05,043 Do you see anyone else here you know? 372 00:19:08,860 --> 00:19:10,462 I know him. 373 00:19:27,865 --> 00:19:29,633 Hi, June. 374 00:19:30,367 --> 00:19:34,672 Hi, Dr. Bishop. Uh, hi, Claire. 375 00:19:35,079 --> 00:19:36,580 I think she, uh... 376 00:19:37,206 --> 00:19:40,211 It would mean a lot to her to know that you were here. 377 00:19:40,222 --> 00:19:41,891 Both of you. 378 00:19:43,621 --> 00:19:45,189 I should... 379 00:20:06,905 --> 00:20:08,940 How have you been keeping, Dr. Bishop? 380 00:20:09,007 --> 00:20:11,022 I've been well, Theo. I've been well. 381 00:20:11,162 --> 00:20:13,678 When our fourth-year med students cycle through 382 00:20:13,745 --> 00:20:15,714 and see your name on the wall outside the Trauma OR, 383 00:20:15,780 --> 00:20:17,549 they often tell us you're their teacher. 384 00:20:17,922 --> 00:20:19,290 Do you enjoy it? 385 00:20:19,871 --> 00:20:21,706 Well, it depends on the student. 386 00:20:22,320 --> 00:20:25,156 If they're burdened with glorious purpose, I do. 387 00:20:32,094 --> 00:20:35,408 _ 388 00:20:35,471 --> 00:20:37,184 _ 389 00:20:37,435 --> 00:20:40,037 - Amen. - Amen. 390 00:20:40,048 --> 00:20:43,685 _ 391 00:20:50,880 --> 00:20:52,533 _ 392 00:20:56,573 --> 00:20:59,760 _ 393 00:21:01,010 --> 00:21:02,970 _ 394 00:21:04,648 --> 00:21:06,862 _ 395 00:21:10,562 --> 00:21:14,282 _ 396 00:21:14,449 --> 00:21:17,482 _ 397 00:21:18,088 --> 00:21:21,301 _ 398 00:21:22,117 --> 00:21:25,710 _ 399 00:21:27,104 --> 00:21:31,144 _ 400 00:21:33,391 --> 00:21:35,326 Who was my Magalie? 401 00:21:37,629 --> 00:21:40,131 The scars will fade. 402 00:21:41,012 --> 00:21:43,481 I really hated you the first night we met. 403 00:21:47,405 --> 00:21:50,041 The restaurant is a crime scene. 404 00:21:59,370 --> 00:22:01,606 Why do you keep running away? Who are you? 405 00:22:33,337 --> 00:22:34,972 Sorry? 406 00:22:46,131 --> 00:22:48,266 Oh, you're lost. Um... 407 00:22:49,020 --> 00:22:51,156 Okay, are you looking for someone's grave? 408 00:22:54,839 --> 00:22:56,241 Your father. 409 00:22:56,840 --> 00:22:58,108 Yes. 410 00:23:02,514 --> 00:23:04,537 - Madame Leblanc? - Yes. 411 00:23:04,548 --> 00:23:05,916 I'm Jed Bishop. 412 00:23:06,657 --> 00:23:08,593 The Dr. Bishop. 413 00:23:08,746 --> 00:23:11,883 She talked about you with such reverence. 414 00:23:11,929 --> 00:23:14,632 Your daughter was remarkable. 415 00:23:15,534 --> 00:23:17,262 Best of all of us. 416 00:23:17,273 --> 00:23:18,675 Thank you. 417 00:23:38,082 --> 00:23:42,822 The last time we spoke, you said you'd swapped talk therapy for CBT? 418 00:23:42,833 --> 00:23:46,191 Yeah, I get enough talk in my NA meetings. 419 00:23:47,091 --> 00:23:49,109 It sounds like your chief's been very supportive. 420 00:23:49,120 --> 00:23:53,157 Yeah. She's... a true humanist, which is... 421 00:23:53,190 --> 00:23:55,259 Not an easy sell in that job. 422 00:23:57,114 --> 00:23:59,783 Mags was the one who tried the hardest with me. 423 00:24:00,383 --> 00:24:02,986 And who saw things the clearest. 424 00:24:06,357 --> 00:24:09,660 She's also the person I was hardest on, Jed. 425 00:24:10,793 --> 00:24:12,750 I treated her terribly. 426 00:24:12,761 --> 00:24:14,141 Well, if anyone understood emotion 427 00:24:14,151 --> 00:24:15,867 getting the better of you, it was Mags. 428 00:24:15,878 --> 00:24:19,081 It wasn't about the assault or the addiction, 429 00:24:19,092 --> 00:24:21,594 the way I treated her. It was... 430 00:24:23,088 --> 00:24:25,457 She had all this potential. 431 00:24:25,663 --> 00:24:29,400 Always so excited to get started, and I just... 432 00:24:30,308 --> 00:24:33,711 From where I stand, the system is broken and it can't be fixed. 433 00:24:34,258 --> 00:24:36,960 And that's not how Mags saw it. 434 00:24:37,021 --> 00:24:38,923 I'm angry, Jed. 435 00:24:39,904 --> 00:24:43,341 I envied her optimism, and I envied her youth. 436 00:24:45,376 --> 00:24:47,227 It's alright, Claire. 437 00:24:47,238 --> 00:24:48,906 No, it's not. 438 00:24:49,787 --> 00:24:52,190 Look who you're talking to. 439 00:24:52,891 --> 00:24:55,360 When I had my accident, I lost a step. 440 00:24:55,371 --> 00:24:58,575 That anger... I understand. 441 00:25:00,658 --> 00:25:02,193 Yeah... 442 00:25:02,999 --> 00:25:05,384 You sound happy, though, when you talk about teaching. 443 00:25:05,395 --> 00:25:06,530 Hmm, I am. 444 00:25:07,130 --> 00:25:09,733 But Memorial, my time there, 445 00:25:10,180 --> 00:25:12,382 that was the place. 446 00:25:12,577 --> 00:25:14,112 That was my time. 447 00:25:14,879 --> 00:25:18,683 Nothing will... Nothing else will come close. 448 00:25:21,853 --> 00:25:24,856 Mr. Leblanc? I'm Theo Hunter. 449 00:25:24,923 --> 00:25:28,426 I worked with your daughter, she was a... a good friend. 450 00:25:28,437 --> 00:25:29,905 I think you have daughters, too. 451 00:25:29,916 --> 00:25:32,018 Yeah, 9 and 11 now. 452 00:25:32,029 --> 00:25:34,132 Oh, they're 10 and 12. 453 00:25:34,237 --> 00:25:36,740 I couldn't keep track either. It goes so fast. 454 00:25:37,320 --> 00:25:40,661 Um, do they know what they want to do with their lives? 455 00:25:40,672 --> 00:25:42,924 Last I checked, one wanted to be a vet, 456 00:25:42,935 --> 00:25:44,671 and the other wanted to open 457 00:25:44,682 --> 00:25:47,952 a donut slash manicure business, you know... 458 00:25:50,580 --> 00:25:55,218 I should've told her more how... how proud I am. 459 00:25:56,126 --> 00:25:58,996 She knew, sir. She did. 460 00:26:00,531 --> 00:26:04,802 Must be hard the hours your job requires. 461 00:26:05,263 --> 00:26:07,231 The time away can unmoor you. 462 00:26:07,242 --> 00:26:10,078 And yeah, my kids, they mostly live in Sudbury 463 00:26:10,201 --> 00:26:12,059 with their mother because I, uh... 464 00:26:12,070 --> 00:26:15,640 Found your purpose in that crazy busy hospital 465 00:26:15,974 --> 00:26:18,977 like my daughter did. Hmm? 466 00:26:32,195 --> 00:26:33,763 Hi. 467 00:26:34,765 --> 00:26:37,468 - Hello, Bashir. - Hey, um... 468 00:26:38,082 --> 00:26:41,118 I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am. 469 00:26:42,305 --> 00:26:43,840 Um... 470 00:26:44,188 --> 00:26:48,592 Mags, she saw me, and, uh... it was this thing 471 00:26:48,606 --> 00:26:51,109 - that we always used to say. - I'm sorry, what? 472 00:26:51,486 --> 00:26:54,101 The question you asked about which Mags we knew. 473 00:26:54,112 --> 00:26:58,118 I've been thinking of a memory, but... it's more of a feeling. 474 00:26:58,129 --> 00:27:00,731 Why didn't you call us? 475 00:27:02,974 --> 00:27:04,409 Uh... 476 00:27:05,023 --> 00:27:08,026 That night, Mags didn't want to bother you. 477 00:27:08,092 --> 00:27:11,095 We knew that you and Mr. Leblanc were in Italy, 478 00:27:11,162 --> 00:27:15,077 - and there was nothing you could've done. - I would've wanted to talk to her. 479 00:27:15,199 --> 00:27:17,101 When she was intubated, 480 00:27:17,112 --> 00:27:19,467 we had... we didn't think it would go this way. 481 00:27:19,478 --> 00:27:21,414 It wasn't your decision to make. 482 00:27:23,187 --> 00:27:26,767 - I didn't, she did. - Why was she working? 483 00:27:26,778 --> 00:27:29,514 If she was sick, she was sick. 484 00:27:29,659 --> 00:27:31,528 You should've stopped her. 485 00:27:31,539 --> 00:27:33,806 Mrs. Leblanc, I'm Theo. 486 00:27:33,817 --> 00:27:36,086 I'm so sorry for your loss. 487 00:27:41,726 --> 00:27:44,595 She's just in pain. She doesn't know you, Bash. 488 00:27:44,606 --> 00:27:47,909 - Let's go get some air. - Stop trying to help. 489 00:28:45,756 --> 00:28:49,384 - Hello? - Dr. Hamed, it's Penny, the car stealer. 490 00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:51,308 How did you get this number? 491 00:28:51,319 --> 00:28:52,719 Internet. Listen... 492 00:28:52,730 --> 00:28:54,565 Uh, are you still at the hospital? 493 00:28:54,576 --> 00:28:56,645 Look, Beau is worse, physically. 494 00:28:56,656 --> 00:28:58,158 Okay. What do his doctors say? 495 00:28:58,169 --> 00:29:00,304 Well, that it's under control, but I mean, 496 00:29:00,315 --> 00:29:02,617 he's in pain and tastes blood. 497 00:29:02,907 --> 00:29:04,575 And since variceal bleeding 498 00:29:04,642 --> 00:29:06,317 can mean worsening portal vein thrombosis... 499 00:29:06,328 --> 00:29:08,374 - How do you know all this? - Dude, internet. 500 00:29:08,385 --> 00:29:11,121 Anyway, they just keep saying concerning variables, 501 00:29:11,215 --> 00:29:13,557 and how we need to wait and see, but... 502 00:29:13,568 --> 00:29:15,237 since you're the guy who scooped out his spleen, 503 00:29:15,248 --> 00:29:16,883 I was hoping you'd do something... 504 00:29:16,941 --> 00:29:19,544 I'm not there anymore, and I'm sure his team is on top of it. 505 00:29:19,555 --> 00:29:21,390 Yeah, but except Beau says he's dying. 506 00:29:21,445 --> 00:29:22,869 And look, I can't prove anything, 507 00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:25,485 but we both just have this terrible feeling. 508 00:29:25,496 --> 00:29:27,165 Beau needs me, I'll call you back. 509 00:29:33,004 --> 00:29:36,140 Hey, uh, Penny just called. Beau's in rough shape. 510 00:29:36,151 --> 00:29:37,535 I'm sure that if his vitals drop and 511 00:29:37,545 --> 00:29:38,792 they have to do something, they will. 512 00:29:38,803 --> 00:29:41,387 Yeah, except they both think it's worse than anyone realizes, 513 00:29:41,398 --> 00:29:43,576 - and they want us to intervene. - Bash, I can't just call 514 00:29:43,587 --> 00:29:44,922 and say the patient is having a feeling. 515 00:29:44,933 --> 00:29:47,202 - No one's gonna listen to that. - Well, maybe they should. 516 00:29:48,552 --> 00:29:49,887 Mags... 517 00:29:50,487 --> 00:29:54,291 She knew what she felt. She knew before the data did. 518 00:29:58,983 --> 00:30:00,584 What are you doing? 519 00:30:01,045 --> 00:30:02,547 Calling the one person I know 520 00:30:02,558 --> 00:30:04,504 will hijack another person's patient to do something 521 00:30:04,515 --> 00:30:07,218 potentially stupid on the off chance that it helps. 522 00:30:11,034 --> 00:30:12,368 Yeah, hi? 523 00:30:12,379 --> 00:30:14,815 Look, I have a patient with portal vein thrombosis. 524 00:30:14,826 --> 00:30:16,160 The staff surgeon's ignoring, 525 00:30:16,171 --> 00:30:18,006 and we need to get blood flowing to his liver. 526 00:30:18,255 --> 00:30:19,756 - Sorry, who is this? - Oh, my God. 527 00:30:19,767 --> 00:30:22,670 There's no time for us to listen to you amuse yourself, Mark. 528 00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:24,072 Us? 529 00:30:24,407 --> 00:30:25,809 Hi, Dr. Novak. 530 00:30:25,820 --> 00:30:27,098 Hi! 531 00:30:27,109 --> 00:30:29,930 If your patient truly needed this, wouldn't vascular be on it? 532 00:30:29,941 --> 00:30:32,592 Well, they won't because after a car accident, 533 00:30:32,603 --> 00:30:35,305 he reacted to the metal lodged in his abdomen. 534 00:30:35,316 --> 00:30:37,418 And you can't do a shunt without a stint. 535 00:30:38,190 --> 00:30:41,138 - It's reasonable. - But he also has a rotated portal vein. 536 00:30:41,149 --> 00:30:42,731 So they probably decided that, you know, 537 00:30:42,742 --> 00:30:44,554 it's gonna make placement challenging. 538 00:30:45,271 --> 00:30:48,438 Cowards. Still, I'm not hearing a big reason 539 00:30:48,449 --> 00:30:49,817 why we need to rush into this. 540 00:30:49,828 --> 00:30:52,530 He's got a sense of impending doom we can't ignore. 541 00:30:52,656 --> 00:30:54,591 Listen, you need to shut up and do this. Okay? 542 00:30:54,752 --> 00:30:57,455 Since when do you let someone's feelings dictate your actions? 543 00:30:57,521 --> 00:30:59,364 - You know this guy? - No. 544 00:30:59,375 --> 00:31:01,857 And, you know, he's actually... 545 00:31:01,868 --> 00:31:03,818 He's a piece of work. You know, he abandoned his daughter 546 00:31:03,829 --> 00:31:05,686 at the hospital like she meant nothing. 547 00:31:05,697 --> 00:31:07,685 And then this woman, she accidentally hits him 548 00:31:07,696 --> 00:31:10,916 with her car because she's running away from her own crap. 549 00:31:10,927 --> 00:31:12,846 And now she's there fighting for him, 550 00:31:12,856 --> 00:31:14,619 even though he doesn't deserve it. Look, 551 00:31:14,630 --> 00:31:16,966 I need to just help these people, and... 552 00:31:18,068 --> 00:31:19,282 Please. 553 00:31:19,788 --> 00:31:23,047 Any thoughts on how to get around using a metal stent? 554 00:31:23,058 --> 00:31:24,593 Not yet. 555 00:31:31,697 --> 00:31:34,144 I thought Novak couldn't have Trauma OR privileges anymore. 556 00:31:34,155 --> 00:31:36,325 Yeah, well, I do. And if I leave now, 557 00:31:36,336 --> 00:31:38,205 I can be there in like, two hours. So... 558 00:31:38,468 --> 00:31:42,272 - You're leaving? - I couldn't even make it through her service. 559 00:31:43,213 --> 00:31:44,681 Are you going to be okay? 560 00:31:45,670 --> 00:31:47,004 Are you? 561 00:31:47,430 --> 00:31:49,563 Because I remember the day of her transplant, 562 00:31:49,574 --> 00:31:51,653 you said that if she didn't make it, 563 00:31:53,229 --> 00:31:55,265 you wouldn't either. 564 00:32:17,814 --> 00:32:20,450 It's okay, habibti, go to sleep. 565 00:32:42,093 --> 00:32:43,494 Are you okay? 566 00:32:45,315 --> 00:32:47,217 Is she asleep? 567 00:32:50,354 --> 00:32:52,716 - Can I ask you a question? - Sure. 568 00:32:52,727 --> 00:32:55,296 Why didn't you just tell the truth about being a doctor? 569 00:32:55,629 --> 00:32:57,297 If you had said that from the beginning, 570 00:32:57,308 --> 00:32:59,477 wouldn't all of this have been avoided? 571 00:32:59,488 --> 00:33:01,991 We could get deported. 572 00:33:02,113 --> 00:33:04,749 I was a doctor once, I'm not anymore. 573 00:33:08,458 --> 00:33:10,810 The thing is I kind of told the truth for you. 574 00:33:10,821 --> 00:33:14,158 Everyone knows what you did and how you saved everyone. 575 00:33:14,665 --> 00:33:16,983 But before you say anything, 576 00:33:16,994 --> 00:33:21,865 maybe just, maybe... things will work out fine. 577 00:33:34,015 --> 00:33:37,036 Apparently the guy's system rejects metal, probably tungsten. 578 00:33:37,047 --> 00:33:38,983 So can't go off the shelf for this one. 579 00:33:38,994 --> 00:33:41,752 The 3D printer uses biodegradable polymer, 580 00:33:41,763 --> 00:33:44,332 but I've never printed a vascular stent. 581 00:33:44,343 --> 00:33:46,579 It could, though. I mean, I read a study on it. 582 00:33:46,973 --> 00:33:50,164 Yes, I do read studies. Piss off, both of ya. 583 00:33:50,175 --> 00:33:51,743 I asked the tech to stay late. 584 00:33:51,754 --> 00:33:54,501 She'll need CT imaging so the software can customize. 585 00:33:54,512 --> 00:33:57,615 Yeah, I can do that while June informs and consents our patient. 586 00:33:58,234 --> 00:34:01,172 Dr. Curtis, this was all at your behest, are we on or not? 587 00:34:01,238 --> 00:34:04,975 - When did we get a 3D printer? - "We" didn't. 588 00:34:04,986 --> 00:34:06,621 A few surgeons pooled grant money. 589 00:34:06,927 --> 00:34:09,213 I use it to make custom ostomy seals. 590 00:34:09,224 --> 00:34:10,660 Won't see that kind of socialized effort 591 00:34:10,671 --> 00:34:12,093 when you go to Cleveland, June. 592 00:34:12,803 --> 00:34:13,839 Word. 593 00:34:21,481 --> 00:34:23,227 - Hi. - Before you yell 594 00:34:23,238 --> 00:34:24,773 at him again, I checked. 595 00:34:24,784 --> 00:34:27,120 And they said he could visit Amy for an hour. 596 00:34:27,171 --> 00:34:29,173 The social worker's down the hall waiting. 597 00:34:29,398 --> 00:34:31,904 They have her placed with a family nearby. So... 598 00:34:31,915 --> 00:34:35,912 He felt so bad about what he did, I thought seeing her might help. 599 00:34:36,593 --> 00:34:38,128 And? 600 00:34:39,709 --> 00:34:40,977 Has it? 601 00:34:44,448 --> 00:34:47,640 So is this 3D-printed valve thing really gonna happen? 602 00:34:47,861 --> 00:34:50,321 If you consent, we'll divert blood around your clot. 603 00:34:50,332 --> 00:34:51,867 You need to realize that, 604 00:34:51,878 --> 00:34:54,381 you know, although this medical technology has been approved, 605 00:34:54,558 --> 00:34:56,961 it is still new. So there are variables 606 00:34:57,027 --> 00:34:58,896 and not every outcome has been studied. 607 00:34:58,963 --> 00:35:01,131 In other words, no guarantees. 608 00:35:01,457 --> 00:35:03,459 There never are. 609 00:35:06,136 --> 00:35:08,472 Why did you leave your daughter? 610 00:35:10,721 --> 00:35:12,055 I'm scared. 611 00:35:12,870 --> 00:35:15,406 I don't know how to love her the right way. 612 00:35:17,201 --> 00:35:19,903 Look, I know you did a lot to make this happen. 613 00:35:20,918 --> 00:35:22,620 I don't really know what to say. 614 00:35:22,918 --> 00:35:25,154 That you'll keep trying. 615 00:35:33,898 --> 00:35:35,533 You didn't have to wait up, Dad. 616 00:35:35,865 --> 00:35:37,334 Of course I did. 617 00:35:38,054 --> 00:35:39,789 The girls okay? 618 00:35:39,993 --> 00:35:41,828 Yeah, I'd say so. 619 00:35:41,839 --> 00:35:43,807 We watched a movie and walked out 620 00:35:43,818 --> 00:35:47,121 for some late night French fries, and then they flopped. 621 00:35:51,148 --> 00:35:52,616 How was it? 622 00:35:55,077 --> 00:35:58,114 It's been a tough couple of years, Dad. 623 00:36:00,991 --> 00:36:03,460 Yeah, I know it has, Theo. 624 00:36:05,522 --> 00:36:07,657 Your own job, um... 625 00:36:10,640 --> 00:36:12,853 Do you ever worry you just blew it all up for nothing? 626 00:36:12,864 --> 00:36:13,966 No. 627 00:36:14,717 --> 00:36:16,953 No, I have faith in the journey. 628 00:36:18,235 --> 00:36:19,803 For both of us. 629 00:36:21,779 --> 00:36:26,717 Which is perhaps easier from my vantage point. 630 00:36:30,593 --> 00:36:32,762 I'm in the wrong place again. 631 00:36:35,619 --> 00:36:38,088 I've been fighting against it... 632 00:36:40,998 --> 00:36:42,618 I'm in the wrong place again. 633 00:36:42,629 --> 00:36:44,298 Hey... 634 00:37:04,541 --> 00:37:06,543 Did you know I was here? 635 00:37:06,803 --> 00:37:10,306 Well, it's not far from the church so I'd take a chance. 636 00:37:10,928 --> 00:37:12,431 How long are you in town? 637 00:37:12,442 --> 00:37:14,577 Planning on driving back tonight. 638 00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:18,702 It would have meant a lot to her to know you came. 639 00:37:19,523 --> 00:37:21,588 You know, I think June said exactly the same thing. 640 00:37:21,599 --> 00:37:24,068 Because it's true. We miss you. 641 00:37:25,789 --> 00:37:29,492 Look, the reason I was looking for you is because... 642 00:37:32,311 --> 00:37:33,592 Bashir... 643 00:37:34,110 --> 00:37:39,783 I'm not very good at this either, but... don't blame yourself. 644 00:37:39,990 --> 00:37:41,458 Why are you telling me that? 645 00:37:41,991 --> 00:37:45,461 Remember after my stroke, you told me about your parents. 646 00:37:45,629 --> 00:37:48,699 How you went there to save them when the bombs came. 647 00:37:49,667 --> 00:37:51,835 I thought you were asleep when I said that. 648 00:37:54,031 --> 00:37:57,101 Everyone I care about gets hurt, even you. 649 00:37:57,263 --> 00:37:58,865 We're never gonna agree on this. 650 00:37:58,876 --> 00:38:00,778 I am only alive because of you. 651 00:38:00,789 --> 00:38:04,193 Your career ended over my medical school transcripts. 652 00:38:04,204 --> 00:38:06,773 You lied to protect me. We both know you never spoke to my dean. 653 00:38:06,784 --> 00:38:08,535 I didn't need to speak to him, I knew they existed. 654 00:38:08,546 --> 00:38:09,747 Look, she... 655 00:38:10,487 --> 00:38:14,491 When I had first met her, I... I was... I'd... 656 00:38:15,125 --> 00:38:17,471 Spent long enough being ignored 657 00:38:17,482 --> 00:38:19,818 by the likes of me that you'd given up hope. 658 00:38:20,944 --> 00:38:23,413 She was the one who saw me. 659 00:38:23,424 --> 00:38:26,093 And if I had just been able to walk away that day, 660 00:38:26,203 --> 00:38:29,348 if that truck had never started all of this, then... 661 00:38:29,359 --> 00:38:31,828 What? Are you gonna say that she'd still be alive? 662 00:38:31,839 --> 00:38:33,641 Look, I didn't deserve her. 663 00:38:34,437 --> 00:38:36,940 Okay, I didn't deserve her. 664 00:38:38,582 --> 00:38:40,283 That's not true, Bashir. 665 00:38:40,403 --> 00:38:43,206 It's simply not true. 666 00:39:32,348 --> 00:39:36,419 I would ask if work was the right place for you at the moment, but... 667 00:39:37,454 --> 00:39:39,789 Today's my last day here. 668 00:39:44,908 --> 00:39:46,641 You're right that she wanted me to know everything 669 00:39:46,652 --> 00:39:48,287 you'd done that night. 670 00:39:49,859 --> 00:39:55,365 And we'd both be pretty ticked off if you let this derail you. 671 00:40:00,330 --> 00:40:02,032 Did you want to come inside? 672 00:40:02,099 --> 00:40:03,934 See the place again. 673 00:40:07,538 --> 00:40:09,306 Dr. Bishop, I... 674 00:40:09,317 --> 00:40:10,818 Go. 675 00:40:26,556 --> 00:40:28,291 Cool. 676 00:40:31,603 --> 00:40:34,156 - Beau's vitals still looking good? - Yeah. Weirdly, 677 00:40:34,167 --> 00:40:36,382 I think this worked. 678 00:40:36,393 --> 00:40:37,989 Thing's been ringing non-stop. 679 00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:40,665 Yeah, our friends in vascular want a word. 680 00:40:40,676 --> 00:40:43,446 I think you mean former friends in vascular. 681 00:40:43,512 --> 00:40:46,749 Speaking of former friends, 682 00:40:46,944 --> 00:40:50,480 yours came to see me the other day. 683 00:40:51,448 --> 00:40:53,483 Said I was messing up your life 684 00:40:53,494 --> 00:40:55,830 because I wasn't happy with mine. 685 00:40:57,882 --> 00:40:59,495 Yeah, she had a way of doing that. 686 00:40:59,506 --> 00:41:00,907 That kind of thing. 687 00:41:01,425 --> 00:41:03,727 I'm very sorry for your loss, June. 688 00:41:06,263 --> 00:41:07,998 I really loved her. 689 00:41:09,166 --> 00:41:11,201 Irritatingly, she was right. 690 00:41:11,212 --> 00:41:13,381 I did miss Trauma OR. 691 00:41:13,392 --> 00:41:15,193 So I made a deal with the CMO 692 00:41:15,204 --> 00:41:16,618 - to come back. - What? 693 00:41:16,629 --> 00:41:18,099 Yeah, agreed to make me co-chief. 694 00:41:18,110 --> 00:41:19,745 Devi's not gonna be happy about that, but... 695 00:41:19,756 --> 00:41:21,173 How could you do that? 696 00:41:21,184 --> 00:41:23,404 I thought you'd be... 697 00:41:23,478 --> 00:41:26,950 - You were pushing for it. - For both of us, Mark. 698 00:41:27,422 --> 00:41:29,362 You know, I've already decided I'm leaving. 699 00:41:29,373 --> 00:41:32,543 You know what? Just forget about it. Do whatever you want. 700 00:42:11,495 --> 00:42:13,363 Good morning, Bashir. 701 00:42:14,010 --> 00:42:15,812 Hi. Um... 702 00:42:16,033 --> 00:42:18,201 I'm just here to clear up my locker. 703 00:42:18,521 --> 00:42:20,123 What if you didn't? 704 00:42:20,472 --> 00:42:21,661 There was one spot. 705 00:42:21,672 --> 00:42:24,479 If it wasn't her, it would've gone to you. 706 00:42:24,490 --> 00:42:28,661 I know it's a complicated thing to ask. 707 00:42:31,348 --> 00:42:33,183 I don't know what to say. 708 00:42:33,930 --> 00:42:35,832 That you'll think about it. 709 00:43:00,951 --> 00:43:06,951 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com -