1 00:00:03,644 --> 00:00:05,678 Mac Hinkley. Owen's GP. 2 00:00:05,693 --> 00:00:07,258 What you don't know about 3 00:00:07,273 --> 00:00:09,215 is his mass cell activation syndrome. 4 00:00:09,230 --> 00:00:10,493 Owen has MCAS? 5 00:00:10,508 --> 00:00:12,963 I've been taking a hormone therapy to stimulate ovulation. 6 00:00:12,978 --> 00:00:14,376 You're trying for a baby. 7 00:00:14,391 --> 00:00:15,768 Did you change your mind about having a kid? 8 00:00:15,783 --> 00:00:18,457 - My body changed it for me. - I heard Novak's gone AWOL. 9 00:00:18,472 --> 00:00:20,137 - Yeah. - I think we should use this 10 00:00:20,152 --> 00:00:22,934 as a reason to move him out of Trauma OR. 11 00:00:22,949 --> 00:00:26,553 If you have pain, Claire, that pain should be managed. 12 00:00:26,902 --> 00:00:29,337 I don't understand why'd you even come back to this place. 13 00:00:29,687 --> 00:00:31,816 - What interview? - St-Agnes. 14 00:00:31,831 --> 00:00:33,133 They offered me everything. 15 00:00:33,254 --> 00:00:35,724 And then I got this feeling that it wasn't for me. 16 00:00:35,790 --> 00:00:38,393 Claire told me that she and Bishop used to mock me 17 00:00:38,460 --> 00:00:40,324 for being a naive little idiot. 18 00:00:40,339 --> 00:00:42,637 Well, I fell in love with that idiot. 19 00:00:42,652 --> 00:00:44,320 I guess that makes you an idiot, too. 20 00:00:44,499 --> 00:00:45,734 I guess so. 21 00:00:56,710 --> 00:01:01,710 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com - 22 00:01:19,852 --> 00:01:22,488 - This is effective when, June? - Four weeks. 23 00:01:22,503 --> 00:01:23,749 Cleveland. 24 00:01:23,764 --> 00:01:26,574 They're gonna be the only hospital in the Midwest with a Trauma OR. 25 00:01:26,811 --> 00:01:28,841 They're using ours as a model, except it's gonna be bigger 26 00:01:28,856 --> 00:01:30,849 with three operating theatres. 27 00:01:30,864 --> 00:01:32,261 How long have you been speaking? 28 00:01:32,276 --> 00:01:33,778 Well, it all happened really fast. 29 00:01:33,799 --> 00:01:36,335 They reached out a week ago, I accepted the offer yesterday. 30 00:01:36,350 --> 00:01:38,425 So multiple ORs, and they're hiring 31 00:01:38,440 --> 00:01:40,329 fellows to run surgical teams. 32 00:01:40,344 --> 00:01:41,726 Their team leaders are already in place, 33 00:01:41,741 --> 00:01:43,250 I'm just coming on as a staff surgeon. 34 00:01:43,265 --> 00:01:45,001 And why would you leave an arrangement where you have 35 00:01:45,016 --> 00:01:47,248 a supervisory role to be just another body? 36 00:01:47,263 --> 00:01:49,933 Wait, wait, don't tell me. Money. 37 00:01:50,331 --> 00:01:53,864 We have invested a lot in your development, Dr. Curtis. 38 00:01:53,879 --> 00:01:55,514 And this, uh... 39 00:01:56,222 --> 00:01:58,086 This leaves us in the lurch. 40 00:01:58,101 --> 00:02:00,197 I figured Mark Novak could easily step in... 41 00:02:00,212 --> 00:02:02,414 That's not an option. 42 00:02:03,134 --> 00:02:04,502 Okay. 43 00:02:05,253 --> 00:02:08,327 - The zipper won't shut. - Just... come eat. 44 00:02:08,342 --> 00:02:11,900 - We'll fix that later. - I can't go if it doesn't fit. 45 00:02:11,915 --> 00:02:14,542 Amira, I know two months sounds like a really long time, but... 46 00:02:14,557 --> 00:02:16,698 Did you know one third of London died of the plague? 47 00:02:16,764 --> 00:02:18,362 That was like 400 years ago. 48 00:02:18,377 --> 00:02:20,873 It's one of the most haunted by ghosts cities in the world, too. 49 00:02:20,888 --> 00:02:22,990 There are subway stations people literally avoid. 50 00:02:23,121 --> 00:02:25,469 - Was this a bad idea, Bashir? - Yeah, you're right. 51 00:02:25,484 --> 00:02:27,453 - I'll call Mr. Redican now. - Wait... 52 00:02:27,979 --> 00:02:29,117 Or you can just 53 00:02:29,132 --> 00:02:31,464 take the flight, and if for whatever reason you hate it, 54 00:02:31,479 --> 00:02:33,923 up to and including ghosts and the plague, 55 00:02:33,938 --> 00:02:36,455 - you remember our deal? - You'll always come get me. 56 00:02:36,470 --> 00:02:38,019 Always. Are you hungry? 57 00:02:38,036 --> 00:02:39,338 I made my world famous pancakes. 58 00:02:39,398 --> 00:02:41,534 _ 59 00:02:42,654 --> 00:02:43,788 Oh, here. 60 00:02:44,178 --> 00:02:48,445 Mags left you something. It's an expensive face serum. 61 00:02:48,460 --> 00:02:50,094 Don't tell her I ruined the surprise. 62 00:02:51,703 --> 00:02:54,439 I'm missing your graduation from residency on Friday. 63 00:02:55,220 --> 00:02:56,888 Hey, it's okay. 64 00:02:57,370 --> 00:02:59,268 We'll celebrate when you get back, okay? 65 00:02:59,283 --> 00:03:01,376 Hmm? Now go eat, we'll make sure it fits. 66 00:03:16,295 --> 00:03:18,364 Pick a card, any card. 67 00:03:19,250 --> 00:03:21,382 Not with your hurt one. 68 00:03:21,397 --> 00:03:24,410 I heard we have a broken finger. 69 00:03:24,830 --> 00:03:26,231 Owen? 70 00:03:26,712 --> 00:03:28,381 They were busy at registration. 71 00:03:28,447 --> 00:03:29,982 Samuel's mom had to make a call, 72 00:03:30,049 --> 00:03:31,384 and I could tell he was scared. 73 00:03:31,450 --> 00:03:34,120 Well, I see my resident here's already got you started. 74 00:03:34,579 --> 00:03:37,682 Um... We'll be right back, okay, Sam? 75 00:03:39,417 --> 00:03:41,252 Six of hearts, am I right? 76 00:03:43,309 --> 00:03:46,046 Owen. Why aren't you in school? 77 00:03:46,329 --> 00:03:47,918 The air pollution's bad today 78 00:03:47,933 --> 00:03:49,535 and that's definitely an MCAS trigger. 79 00:03:49,714 --> 00:03:52,412 And did you text Mac because your GP should know? 80 00:03:52,427 --> 00:03:54,258 - How'd you even get here? - I started feeling 81 00:03:54,273 --> 00:03:57,570 breath stuff and itchy arms. The streetcar sucked. 82 00:03:57,585 --> 00:04:00,354 Everybody was eating something or smelled like something. 83 00:04:00,464 --> 00:04:03,100 Did you know Mac says I still can't drive 84 00:04:03,115 --> 00:04:05,311 when I'm 16 because it's not safe? 85 00:04:05,326 --> 00:04:08,187 Okay, look. I know you don't love the waiting room, 86 00:04:08,254 --> 00:04:10,389 but we have a cue here for a reason, buddy. 87 00:04:10,756 --> 00:04:13,377 I was scared. I texted you, Theo. 88 00:04:13,392 --> 00:04:16,358 You did? Because I forgot to charge my phone overnight 89 00:04:16,373 --> 00:04:18,193 so it's plugged in somewhere. 90 00:04:18,507 --> 00:04:21,634 Okay, let's sit down in here, okay? 91 00:04:21,974 --> 00:04:25,189 Shouldn't be too loud in here. We can do our drill. 92 00:04:25,204 --> 00:04:26,639 Arms out. 93 00:04:28,487 --> 00:04:30,474 Alright, no hives or rashes. 94 00:04:30,489 --> 00:04:31,790 No swelling. 95 00:04:35,760 --> 00:04:37,194 Other side. 96 00:04:38,683 --> 00:04:40,852 Breathing sounds good, buddy. 97 00:04:41,749 --> 00:04:44,014 Guy at that desk is eating a sandwich. 98 00:04:44,029 --> 00:04:47,795 Well, no problem because pretty sure you're good to go, pal. 99 00:04:47,810 --> 00:04:49,991 Last time, your mom told me to put you on a Uber. 100 00:04:50,006 --> 00:04:53,070 You're kicking me out? And those cars aren't safe for me. 101 00:04:53,085 --> 00:04:55,952 - The last driver was a smoker. - I'm sorry, Owen. 102 00:04:55,967 --> 00:04:58,532 Look, I will drive you to school in one hour. 103 00:04:58,547 --> 00:05:00,418 That is more than enough time to figure out 104 00:05:00,433 --> 00:05:02,218 if there's gonna be a reaction, okay? 105 00:05:03,498 --> 00:05:05,563 You know, it never fails to amaze me 106 00:05:05,578 --> 00:05:09,582 how quickly people go to just caring about how things affect them. 107 00:05:11,124 --> 00:05:13,193 I mean, did you expect her to be happy about it? 108 00:05:13,457 --> 00:05:16,807 Sorry, just, uh... Lou, do you mind dimming the lights over the chairs? 109 00:05:16,822 --> 00:05:19,261 The kid's scanning the room like he's The Terminator. 110 00:05:19,276 --> 00:05:21,474 Has SPD and gets life-threatening 111 00:05:21,489 --> 00:05:23,413 allergic reactions to lots of stimuli. 112 00:05:23,428 --> 00:05:25,931 - Yeah, no problem, Theo. - Thanks. 113 00:05:29,909 --> 00:05:32,244 Cleveland's only five hours away. 114 00:05:32,259 --> 00:05:33,928 Four, the way I drive. 115 00:05:36,842 --> 00:05:39,245 Hi. You missed morning espresso time. 116 00:05:39,366 --> 00:05:42,132 Yeah, yeah, I was restless at like five. 117 00:05:42,147 --> 00:05:43,649 Her plane just pulled out of the gate. 118 00:05:43,716 --> 00:05:45,080 I'm getting a play-by-play. 119 00:05:45,095 --> 00:05:47,097 Ah, yeah, there was a small moment of panic 120 00:05:47,219 --> 00:05:48,721 right before we got to the airport. 121 00:05:48,787 --> 00:05:51,190 But as soon as we found her group, she was happy. 122 00:05:51,257 --> 00:05:54,293 Oh, well, speaking of being happy at airports. 123 00:05:54,415 --> 00:05:56,313 Uh-huh. Oh, sorry. 124 00:05:56,328 --> 00:05:58,764 That'd better not be her changing her mind. 125 00:05:59,907 --> 00:06:01,609 Hey. Salaam alaikum, Saleh. 126 00:06:01,710 --> 00:06:03,379 W'alaikum al-salaam, Mags. 127 00:06:03,964 --> 00:06:07,161 Amira just left this morning so we're processing. 128 00:06:07,211 --> 00:06:08,580 How is he handling that? 129 00:06:08,663 --> 00:06:11,028 Actually, better than you and I expected it, I think. 130 00:06:11,043 --> 00:06:13,041 I'm ending this meeting right now. 131 00:06:13,056 --> 00:06:14,422 - Mags is very busy. - Goodbye. 132 00:06:14,437 --> 00:06:15,838 And important. 133 00:06:16,248 --> 00:06:17,502 _ 134 00:06:17,981 --> 00:06:19,737 She asked me to, but that means 135 00:06:19,752 --> 00:06:22,888 me learning French, and, uh... I'm not sure. 136 00:06:22,955 --> 00:06:25,558 _ 137 00:06:26,025 --> 00:06:28,521 _ 138 00:06:28,536 --> 00:06:30,218 _ 139 00:06:30,743 --> 00:06:32,072 _ 140 00:06:32,087 --> 00:06:33,656 _ 141 00:06:34,364 --> 00:06:36,887 _ 142 00:06:36,902 --> 00:06:38,504 _ 143 00:06:38,998 --> 00:06:40,483 _ 144 00:06:40,498 --> 00:06:42,068 _ 145 00:06:42,083 --> 00:06:44,194 _ 146 00:06:44,209 --> 00:06:46,335 _ 147 00:06:46,350 --> 00:06:48,142 _ 148 00:06:48,157 --> 00:06:49,245 _ 149 00:06:49,632 --> 00:06:50,738 _ 150 00:06:50,853 --> 00:06:53,053 _ 151 00:06:53,534 --> 00:06:55,121 _ 152 00:06:55,844 --> 00:06:57,512 Wait, you're moving? 153 00:06:58,424 --> 00:07:00,132 _ 154 00:07:00,305 --> 00:07:02,535 I know you offered to sponsor us to Canada. 155 00:07:02,550 --> 00:07:03,952 Thank you. 156 00:07:04,043 --> 00:07:05,677 We did really consider it. 157 00:07:05,930 --> 00:07:10,168 Yeah, Gaziantep's, uh... it's a nice place to live. 158 00:07:11,293 --> 00:07:13,929 Did you ask security to lower overhead lights 159 00:07:14,052 --> 00:07:16,139 for a pediatric patient and also watch him? 160 00:07:16,154 --> 00:07:18,051 Um, lights, yes, but I never said to watch him. 161 00:07:18,066 --> 00:07:20,521 - It's Owen, why? - The kid slipped off. 162 00:07:20,536 --> 00:07:22,534 What? I literally just left him? 163 00:07:22,549 --> 00:07:25,051 Lou's worried he messed up, and also, Owen's not registered. 164 00:07:25,230 --> 00:07:27,995 Yeah, we have a routine. I get him out fast. 165 00:07:28,010 --> 00:07:31,977 - Cover me while I go find him. - Theo, you have patients. 166 00:07:31,992 --> 00:07:34,506 Owen has been dealt more hardship than anyone deserves. 167 00:07:34,521 --> 00:07:36,260 Alright, he lost his dad, he's in constant 168 00:07:36,275 --> 00:07:37,995 terror learning his MCAS triggers. 169 00:07:38,010 --> 00:07:40,734 - This system is not set up to help him. - What about his mother? 170 00:07:40,749 --> 00:07:42,149 Uh, she's around, 171 00:07:42,164 --> 00:07:44,199 just overwhelmed by the challenge. 172 00:07:45,638 --> 00:07:48,701 You almost lost your job ignoring the rules. 173 00:07:48,716 --> 00:07:50,181 You try colouring inside the lines for 174 00:07:50,196 --> 00:07:51,955 all of five minutes before putting me, 175 00:07:51,970 --> 00:07:54,466 your direct supervisor, in the role of having to let you do 176 00:07:54,481 --> 00:07:56,613 whatever you want just because you and me are... 177 00:07:56,628 --> 00:07:58,092 - whatever we are. - Wait, are you saying 178 00:07:58,107 --> 00:07:59,738 I've taken advantage of my boss being my girlfriend? 179 00:07:59,753 --> 00:08:01,317 Am I even your girlfriend, Theo? 180 00:08:01,332 --> 00:08:02,995 How would I know? You make all the rules, 181 00:08:03,010 --> 00:08:04,341 I'm just supposed to do as I'm told. 182 00:08:04,356 --> 00:08:06,666 Then tell me what you want instead of constantly 183 00:08:06,681 --> 00:08:08,245 straining against the structure here 184 00:08:08,260 --> 00:08:10,346 and dumping all of your confusion into your patients. 185 00:08:10,361 --> 00:08:11,551 Alright, fine, okay? 186 00:08:11,566 --> 00:08:14,369 I will call his GP, are you happy? 187 00:08:17,487 --> 00:08:19,633 - Wanna talk about that? Okay. - I really don't. 188 00:08:20,625 --> 00:08:22,101 Hey, I was thinking Chicago. 189 00:08:22,116 --> 00:08:24,752 Like an Al Capone walking tour and live music. 190 00:08:24,862 --> 00:08:26,739 - You two going away? - Yeah, we're talking about it. 191 00:08:26,754 --> 00:08:30,079 Or we can rent a cottage and get you a true Canadian lake experience. 192 00:08:30,094 --> 00:08:32,111 Those are both great options, but... 193 00:08:32,126 --> 00:08:34,045 C'mon, stage one rejection is common for almost 194 00:08:34,060 --> 00:08:35,261 every heart recipient. 195 00:08:35,316 --> 00:08:38,204 - Mags, how long have you been in stage one? - Not long. And we've adjusted meds, 196 00:08:38,219 --> 00:08:39,780 we wouldn't be going that far, and I don't want this 197 00:08:39,795 --> 00:08:41,475 - to get in the way. - Look, I agree 198 00:08:41,490 --> 00:08:43,559 - with what you're saying, but... - Mags? 199 00:08:45,773 --> 00:08:49,228 Um, all my patients' painkiller scripts 200 00:08:49,243 --> 00:08:50,507 and notes on why they're needed. 201 00:08:50,522 --> 00:08:52,688 You don't have to show your math for my sake, Claire. 202 00:08:52,703 --> 00:08:54,660 - Actually, I do. - I have a second, Claire, 203 00:08:54,675 --> 00:08:56,544 if you want me to take care of the meds. 204 00:09:01,362 --> 00:09:02,697 Claire? 205 00:09:03,004 --> 00:09:04,567 I just wanted to let you know 206 00:09:04,582 --> 00:09:06,559 that we're paying for a year of counselling. 207 00:09:06,574 --> 00:09:09,610 I didn't realize that union caps at 500. 208 00:09:10,545 --> 00:09:12,276 Does that mean admin knows? 209 00:09:12,291 --> 00:09:14,760 About the request, but not why it was made. 210 00:09:15,663 --> 00:09:19,475 Um, I was wondering what are you reporting obligations 211 00:09:19,490 --> 00:09:20,788 with the college of nurses? 212 00:09:20,803 --> 00:09:22,834 In your annual licence renewal, 213 00:09:22,849 --> 00:09:25,013 you're asked to self-report, but what you 214 00:09:25,028 --> 00:09:27,096 choose to say or not say is up to you. 215 00:09:27,358 --> 00:09:29,198 You really think that's the right call? 216 00:09:29,213 --> 00:09:31,478 Claire, this department needs you. 217 00:09:31,493 --> 00:09:32,795 So do I. 218 00:09:34,038 --> 00:09:35,669 Dr. Devi. 219 00:09:35,684 --> 00:09:37,916 I'm sorry, I know that Novak wasn't your first choice. 220 00:09:37,931 --> 00:09:40,366 I just loathe that man. 221 00:09:40,862 --> 00:09:42,432 If you had come to me sooner, 222 00:09:42,447 --> 00:09:43,962 we could've gone to Olsen together. 223 00:09:43,977 --> 00:09:46,575 Transition already in place, but the way it is now, 224 00:09:46,590 --> 00:09:48,820 he just expects me to beg Mark to come back. 225 00:09:48,887 --> 00:09:50,842 Look, I know that this is personal for you, 226 00:09:50,857 --> 00:09:52,559 but I never agreed to push him out in the first place, 227 00:09:52,574 --> 00:09:54,409 and I did come to you about that. 228 00:10:01,182 --> 00:10:02,817 I'm moving to Cleveland. 229 00:10:04,405 --> 00:10:07,742 - Yeah. - Like... for life? 230 00:10:08,751 --> 00:10:11,438 This big fancy private hospital recruited me. 231 00:10:11,453 --> 00:10:13,422 - Congrats, June. - Thanks. 232 00:10:13,802 --> 00:10:15,019 Yeah, they have, like, three operating 233 00:10:15,034 --> 00:10:17,011 theatres, and a new Trauma OR so... 234 00:10:17,026 --> 00:10:19,224 You can't just rip us apart. 235 00:10:19,239 --> 00:10:22,282 - I never said we would. - Stop pulling, Paul. 236 00:10:22,297 --> 00:10:23,963 I'm not pulling, you're twisting. 237 00:10:23,978 --> 00:10:25,943 - Uh, Rhoda, what? - They're stuck. 238 00:10:25,958 --> 00:10:27,693 Yeah, I can see that, but why? 239 00:10:27,948 --> 00:10:31,151 I'm fixing up a bedroom in the house. 240 00:10:31,217 --> 00:10:33,453 Veda touched the glue, and then touched me. 241 00:10:33,582 --> 00:10:35,031 Even though, I told her not to. 242 00:10:35,046 --> 00:10:36,591 Okay, well, can we walk them to a room? 243 00:10:36,606 --> 00:10:37,971 We tried with wheelchairs, 244 00:10:37,986 --> 00:10:39,472 but it's hard to time it without... 245 00:10:39,487 --> 00:10:41,422 Ripping off a whole mess of skin. 246 00:10:41,831 --> 00:10:43,560 Paul, maybe if you lie back, and Veda, 247 00:10:43,575 --> 00:10:44,872 - you can stand facing him. - No, no, no. 248 00:10:44,887 --> 00:10:46,918 Veda should lie down, she's got health problems. 249 00:10:46,933 --> 00:10:48,464 Oh, so you're chivalrous now 250 00:10:48,479 --> 00:10:51,711 after chucking out 45 years of marriage?! 251 00:10:51,726 --> 00:10:54,652 - What kind of health problems? - On meds for bum kidneys. 252 00:10:54,874 --> 00:10:58,156 And moving bedrooms is not chucking out our marriage. 253 00:10:58,278 --> 00:11:00,358 Okay, let's just switch positions here. 254 00:11:00,373 --> 00:11:02,742 Okay, slowly, careful. Okay, okay, 255 00:11:03,105 --> 00:11:06,208 and one, two, three... Perfect, carefully. 256 00:11:06,275 --> 00:11:08,744 Pharmacy was out of acetone so I had to raid internal. 257 00:11:08,811 --> 00:11:11,547 Well, the internet said to try mayonnaise, but it didn't work. 258 00:11:11,614 --> 00:11:14,316 And then, Paul's chest started hurting. 259 00:11:14,383 --> 00:11:16,518 Do you mean his skin? Because some people have a reaction... 260 00:11:16,585 --> 00:11:20,051 Oh, no. It's inside like a tight band's across it. 261 00:11:20,066 --> 00:11:21,501 And my heart's racing. 262 00:11:21,624 --> 00:11:23,559 You didn't tell us you were having chest pain? 263 00:11:23,991 --> 00:11:25,446 His rate is fast and irregular. 264 00:11:25,461 --> 00:11:27,359 Do you have a history of heart problems? 265 00:11:27,374 --> 00:11:29,706 - No. - Maybe the chemical 266 00:11:29,721 --> 00:11:31,685 in the adhesive that's acting as a stimulant? 267 00:11:31,700 --> 00:11:33,235 BP's 95 over 65. 268 00:11:33,302 --> 00:11:35,738 But he... he's gonna be okay, right? 269 00:11:35,804 --> 00:11:37,439 Dr. Hamed's gonna pour the acetone now. 270 00:11:37,506 --> 00:11:39,909 It's like nail polish remover. It usually works with glue. 271 00:11:45,281 --> 00:11:48,217 Alright, now, gently try to separate yourselves. 272 00:11:48,340 --> 00:11:49,908 - No, it's no good. - Careful. 273 00:11:50,030 --> 00:11:52,128 - I need to lie down... - Paul! 274 00:11:52,143 --> 00:11:54,241 - Paul! - He's in AFib? 275 00:11:54,256 --> 00:11:56,254 - Arnold, page cardiology. - Yup. 276 00:11:56,269 --> 00:11:58,085 Wait, is he dying? Can you help him? 277 00:11:58,100 --> 00:11:59,230 His heart rhythm is unstable. 278 00:11:59,245 --> 00:12:00,776 We're gonna shock and try and reset him. 279 00:12:00,791 --> 00:12:03,183 Except can we even do that while they're still attached? 280 00:12:03,198 --> 00:12:05,935 We don't have a choice, but she could get a big jolt. 281 00:12:06,634 --> 00:12:07,868 Charging 200. 282 00:12:09,098 --> 00:12:10,822 - What are you waiting for? - We're just not sure 283 00:12:10,837 --> 00:12:12,234 of the effect that it will have on you, 284 00:12:12,249 --> 00:12:13,279 but there's definitely a risk here. 285 00:12:13,294 --> 00:12:15,229 I don't care. Just help him! 286 00:12:16,429 --> 00:12:17,532 Alright, clear. 287 00:12:18,414 --> 00:12:19,748 Look out. 288 00:12:19,815 --> 00:12:23,452 Okay, okay, okay. Mags, are you... 289 00:12:24,414 --> 00:12:25,439 Where's Veda? 290 00:12:25,454 --> 00:12:26,885 - Lie back, sir, lie back. - Veda? 291 00:12:26,900 --> 00:12:28,868 - Veda, can you hear me? - Pulse is good. 292 00:12:28,976 --> 00:12:30,728 Okay, we're gonna need vitals, blood gas. 293 00:12:30,743 --> 00:12:33,365 Bedside glucose, IV bolus, and ECG stat. 294 00:12:33,380 --> 00:12:35,449 Arnold, have dialysis on standby, ASAP. 295 00:12:35,464 --> 00:12:36,699 Copy. 296 00:12:36,765 --> 00:12:38,300 - Are you okay? - Yeah. 297 00:12:43,672 --> 00:12:45,307 - You paged? - Here she is. 298 00:12:45,374 --> 00:12:47,109 Dr. Curtis, this is Margot. 299 00:12:47,176 --> 00:12:49,478 Margot had elective rhinoplasty last week, 300 00:12:49,545 --> 00:12:51,880 and she discovered that she has von Willebrand. 301 00:12:52,275 --> 00:12:53,801 It's a bleeding disorder. Usually, a mild one. 302 00:12:53,816 --> 00:12:55,386 Until things spiralled out of control, 303 00:12:55,401 --> 00:12:57,052 she ended up in ICU where we met. 304 00:12:57,119 --> 00:13:00,322 I'm better now. And apparently, my nose will be perfect. 305 00:13:00,574 --> 00:13:02,005 Which is where you come in, Dr. Curtis, 306 00:13:02,020 --> 00:13:03,259 because it was supposed to be twofer. 307 00:13:03,370 --> 00:13:05,068 The surgeons were supposed to take out her tonsils 308 00:13:05,083 --> 00:13:07,452 at the same time, but when the bleeding started, they reneged. 309 00:13:07,951 --> 00:13:10,195 Which is... understandable. 310 00:13:10,210 --> 00:13:13,948 For the cowardly, yes, but I told Margot that that's not you. 311 00:13:14,405 --> 00:13:15,477 I see. 312 00:13:15,492 --> 00:13:18,258 So you want me to remove her tonsils in Trauma OR. 313 00:13:18,273 --> 00:13:20,005 They're aberrantly large. 314 00:13:20,020 --> 00:13:22,489 And all I see when I look at myself. 315 00:13:23,357 --> 00:13:24,888 No, absolutely not. 316 00:13:24,903 --> 00:13:26,861 It's okay, it's okay. I got it, I got it. 317 00:13:26,876 --> 00:13:29,388 June... Um, June. 318 00:13:29,730 --> 00:13:31,121 Do you want me to take on this dumb 319 00:13:31,136 --> 00:13:33,173 risk all because you miss Trauma OR? 320 00:13:33,188 --> 00:13:36,491 Or I'm trying to help you get used to being guided by profit motive. 321 00:13:36,848 --> 00:13:38,850 I see, so word travels fast. 322 00:13:39,072 --> 00:13:40,547 But is this your way of... 323 00:13:40,562 --> 00:13:42,205 I treated her during her recovery. 324 00:13:42,220 --> 00:13:45,411 Her sleep apnea is serious. She needs constant CPAP, 325 00:13:45,426 --> 00:13:47,843 and Trauma OR was built to solve problems 326 00:13:47,858 --> 00:13:51,062 that the bureaucracy can't and, you know, end of story. 327 00:13:51,129 --> 00:13:52,626 - End of story? - Yeah. 328 00:13:52,641 --> 00:13:54,743 So those are your only thoughts on me leaving? 329 00:13:54,956 --> 00:13:58,159 World's largest rubber stamp is in Cleveland. 330 00:14:00,368 --> 00:14:03,785 _ 331 00:14:04,098 --> 00:14:06,378 _ 332 00:14:06,738 --> 00:14:07,741 _ 333 00:14:07,756 --> 00:14:11,961 _ 334 00:14:12,069 --> 00:14:13,285 _ 335 00:14:13,300 --> 00:14:16,170 _ 336 00:14:16,483 --> 00:14:19,136 _ 337 00:14:19,876 --> 00:14:21,485 _ 338 00:14:21,500 --> 00:14:23,093 _ 339 00:14:23,237 --> 00:14:24,772 Sorry, too fast for me. 340 00:14:24,852 --> 00:14:27,421 Nothing, we were just, uh... Nevermind. 341 00:14:27,632 --> 00:14:29,434 Plus, staying on top of stress, 342 00:14:29,500 --> 00:14:31,799 never easy during those early months in a new country, 343 00:14:31,814 --> 00:14:34,968 I get it, but I'd be here to help in any way that I could, okay? 344 00:14:34,983 --> 00:14:37,219 Then, you have room in your practise, doctor? 345 00:14:37,452 --> 00:14:39,565 Elliot. And I don't have my own practise, 346 00:14:39,580 --> 00:14:41,561 I rotate between walk-in clinics, 347 00:14:41,576 --> 00:14:44,148 but if Madiha texts me when she lands, we'll sort it out. 348 00:14:44,346 --> 00:14:45,924 - Thank you, gentlemen. - Yeah. 349 00:14:45,939 --> 00:14:47,504 _ 350 00:14:47,519 --> 00:14:49,253 _ 351 00:14:51,497 --> 00:14:55,304 Hey, um... How come you never joined a practise? 352 00:14:55,666 --> 00:14:57,231 Oh, uh... 353 00:14:57,246 --> 00:14:58,948 I wanted time at home when the kids were little, 354 00:14:58,963 --> 00:15:02,200 and the freedom to go overseas with the Red Cross when I could. 355 00:15:02,337 --> 00:15:04,305 Certainly not the path to wealth. 356 00:15:05,467 --> 00:15:08,973 That wasn't about you... stress in those early months. 357 00:15:09,040 --> 00:15:11,676 - Um, thanks for taking her on. - Yeah. 358 00:15:11,793 --> 00:15:13,072 You can do it with me. 359 00:15:13,087 --> 00:15:14,385 - Be her doctor? - Yeah. 360 00:15:14,400 --> 00:15:16,236 I won't have a place to practice in a few weeks. 361 00:15:16,319 --> 00:15:18,484 Well, I could stand to offload some walk-in hours, 362 00:15:18,499 --> 00:15:20,668 and I don't know. This kind of community medicine 363 00:15:20,734 --> 00:15:22,670 seems like the type of work that you'd be drawn to. 364 00:15:23,466 --> 00:15:25,902 Elliot, I know I'm still going to need to make a living, 365 00:15:25,917 --> 00:15:27,752 but I wasn't asking. 366 00:15:28,809 --> 00:15:29,977 Of course not. 367 00:15:30,878 --> 00:15:32,446 Old habits. 368 00:15:40,334 --> 00:15:43,504 Plastics is optimistic about our superglue couple. 369 00:15:44,064 --> 00:15:45,232 How's the wife? 370 00:15:45,359 --> 00:15:48,462 Getting set up for dialysis. Her kidneys failed. 371 00:15:49,429 --> 00:15:51,131 Is that because of the shock? 372 00:15:53,256 --> 00:15:55,588 I notice you skipped a beat when we shocked that woman, 373 00:15:55,603 --> 00:15:58,205 is that like a stage one rejection situation? 374 00:15:58,412 --> 00:16:01,348 Yeah, they upped my meds, but they don't seem to be worried. 375 00:16:03,330 --> 00:16:05,255 Novak has a patient with a bleeding disorder. 376 00:16:05,270 --> 00:16:07,904 He wants me to take her tonsils out in Trauma OR. 377 00:16:07,971 --> 00:16:10,269 He says it's a medical thing, she says it's a cosmetic thing, 378 00:16:10,284 --> 00:16:12,052 and I'm pretty sure that he just wants me 379 00:16:12,119 --> 00:16:13,520 to go in there and mess things up because he... 380 00:16:13,535 --> 00:16:15,170 Are we seriously not gonna talk about this? 381 00:16:15,315 --> 00:16:16,846 Like, do I really have to do the emotional work 382 00:16:16,861 --> 00:16:19,533 - for everyone in my life? - Okay, just calm down, alright. 383 00:16:19,548 --> 00:16:20,943 I get it, you're upset that I'm leaving. 384 00:16:20,958 --> 00:16:22,226 No. 385 00:16:22,283 --> 00:16:23,881 I'd support anything you wanted, 386 00:16:23,896 --> 00:16:26,195 but the fact that you would do this without even telling me 387 00:16:26,210 --> 00:16:27,779 that you were considering it... 388 00:16:28,732 --> 00:16:31,056 They called, and then the next day, they made the offer. 389 00:16:31,071 --> 00:16:33,807 - What would you even have said? - I would have asked you 390 00:16:34,061 --> 00:16:37,062 how you were feeling about the pregnancies not taking. 391 00:16:37,077 --> 00:16:38,479 Not good. 392 00:16:39,480 --> 00:16:41,048 What do you want me to say? 393 00:16:41,408 --> 00:16:43,956 If you're suggesting that that's why I took the job, Mags... 394 00:16:43,971 --> 00:16:45,106 June. 395 00:16:45,407 --> 00:16:47,539 Biology is random and cruel. 396 00:16:47,554 --> 00:16:48,922 You can't blame yourself for that. 397 00:16:48,989 --> 00:16:51,198 Of course, you'd say that. You get things that I don't. 398 00:16:51,213 --> 00:16:54,450 - Look, biology screwed me, too. - It's not what I mean. 399 00:16:55,836 --> 00:16:57,433 I'm talking about connection and love. 400 00:16:57,448 --> 00:16:59,046 Those things come to you, and I wanna believe 401 00:16:59,061 --> 00:17:01,898 - that I can have them, too, but... - Yeah, well, you do. 402 00:17:02,175 --> 00:17:04,511 And as someone who does love you, June, 403 00:17:04,769 --> 00:17:07,207 if this job is what you want, great. 404 00:17:08,288 --> 00:17:11,291 But if you're just running, don't go. 405 00:17:18,946 --> 00:17:21,340 Paul, your heart rhythm is normal now, 406 00:17:21,355 --> 00:17:23,290 but it would probably be a good idea 407 00:17:23,357 --> 00:17:26,694 to get on beta blockers. So we'll refer you to a cardiologist. 408 00:17:26,760 --> 00:17:28,495 And, uh, what about Veda? 409 00:17:28,562 --> 00:17:30,864 She's never needed dialysis before. 410 00:17:31,329 --> 00:17:32,811 Well, uh, a few years ago, 411 00:17:32,826 --> 00:17:36,286 they told me that my kidneys had reduced function. 412 00:17:36,301 --> 00:17:38,824 And I had to have a stent put in. 413 00:17:38,839 --> 00:17:40,870 Unfortunately, Veda, you're going to need 414 00:17:40,885 --> 00:17:43,742 outpatient treatment for the foreseeable future. 415 00:17:43,757 --> 00:17:46,498 - Which means what? - Frequent dialysis, 416 00:17:46,513 --> 00:17:49,850 additional medication, lifestyle adjustments at home. 417 00:17:50,497 --> 00:17:53,138 I, um... Is it maybe, you know, 418 00:17:53,153 --> 00:17:55,289 worth considering some kind of... 419 00:17:56,002 --> 00:17:58,888 Well, assisted living situation. 420 00:17:58,903 --> 00:18:01,272 What, another bedroom isn't far enough? 421 00:18:01,450 --> 00:18:03,615 What, you'd rather just push me into a home? 422 00:18:03,630 --> 00:18:07,768 What if you need more than I can... give?! 423 00:18:08,275 --> 00:18:09,677 - Maybe we should go. - Wait, wait. 424 00:18:09,859 --> 00:18:12,101 Dialysis appointments are a lot, right? 425 00:18:12,116 --> 00:18:13,284 Paul, stop, please! 426 00:18:14,831 --> 00:18:17,496 I've been feeling this from you for a long time. 427 00:18:17,511 --> 00:18:21,081 Why can't you just admit I'm not what you want anymore? 428 00:18:21,616 --> 00:18:22,802 Fine. 429 00:18:22,989 --> 00:18:25,058 But I never wanted to hurt you. 430 00:18:26,674 --> 00:18:29,601 I thought maybe if I just had some space. 431 00:18:31,218 --> 00:18:33,287 Your cycle's over, Veda. 432 00:18:34,848 --> 00:18:36,483 You two should go. 433 00:18:39,346 --> 00:18:42,315 Amira lands in 45 minutes. 434 00:18:42,714 --> 00:18:44,945 Oh, don't pretend you haven't been tracking her flight. 435 00:18:44,960 --> 00:18:47,808 - Just trying not to think about it. - It's okay if you have, though. 436 00:18:48,397 --> 00:18:49,489 Look, about our trip. 437 00:18:49,504 --> 00:18:53,041 It's not that I don't want to go, it's just... 438 00:18:53,467 --> 00:18:56,136 The truth is, not when I'm about to be out of a job. 439 00:18:56,730 --> 00:18:58,332 Then, let me pay. 440 00:18:59,142 --> 00:19:01,429 Oh, what, does that offend your fragile male ego? 441 00:19:01,444 --> 00:19:05,217 No. No, it's not about the money or my ego. 442 00:19:05,232 --> 00:19:06,551 It's the uncertainty. 443 00:19:06,566 --> 00:19:08,435 Can we just do it when I'm more sorted? 444 00:19:09,490 --> 00:19:10,691 Sure. 445 00:19:11,238 --> 00:19:12,941 Like, really, are you upset? 446 00:19:12,956 --> 00:19:15,721 Because I know I'm being dumb, it's just how my brain works. 447 00:19:15,736 --> 00:19:17,132 - Bashir. - And I'm trying... 448 00:19:17,147 --> 00:19:18,582 It's fine. 449 00:19:18,861 --> 00:19:21,975 It's probably smarter for me to stay close to home 450 00:19:22,042 --> 00:19:23,444 these days anyways, so... 451 00:19:23,901 --> 00:19:25,279 Yeah, and with Amira away, 452 00:19:25,331 --> 00:19:27,163 we have all the freedom in the world. 453 00:19:27,178 --> 00:19:29,447 I just got a new family. 454 00:19:29,639 --> 00:19:32,184 No, I'm not ready to be an empty nester. 455 00:19:32,199 --> 00:19:34,851 Well, at least you and I are glued together. 456 00:19:34,866 --> 00:19:37,141 - Oh... - That's... That's funny, right? 457 00:19:37,652 --> 00:19:38,953 That's good. 458 00:19:43,212 --> 00:19:46,162 Owen is not at school, he is not home, he is not answering his phone. 459 00:19:46,177 --> 00:19:47,775 He's annoyed because I made him leave. 460 00:19:47,790 --> 00:19:50,979 There's more. His school says he hasn't been in a week. 461 00:19:50,994 --> 00:19:53,001 I know he hates it, but he's signing in 462 00:19:53,016 --> 00:19:55,748 - at his homeroom, and then... - So his mother doesn't find out. 463 00:19:55,763 --> 00:19:58,385 They're talking about calling Children's Aid. 464 00:19:58,400 --> 00:19:59,998 If that kid gets into the system... 465 00:20:00,013 --> 00:20:01,815 It'll kill him. Look, I'll drive around 466 00:20:01,937 --> 00:20:04,106 - the neighbourhood a few times. - I'll do it. 467 00:20:04,173 --> 00:20:06,338 We were making progress before you got involved. 468 00:20:06,353 --> 00:20:10,253 This whole... ridiculous idea of getting a driver's licence. 469 00:20:10,268 --> 00:20:11,813 Look, you and I met after Owen jumped 470 00:20:11,828 --> 00:20:13,145 off a cliff to try and hurt himself. 471 00:20:13,160 --> 00:20:15,129 How much progress were you making? 472 00:20:17,430 --> 00:20:19,666 Mac, I think he took my car keys. 473 00:20:20,672 --> 00:20:22,677 - He knows where I park. - Oh, Theo, what the hell! 474 00:20:22,692 --> 00:20:26,940 Look, I've only got a minor burn and an asthma kid waiting in handoff. 475 00:20:27,063 --> 00:20:30,095 - Keep an eye on them for me? - Your patients? 476 00:20:30,110 --> 00:20:31,841 I don't work here. 477 00:20:31,856 --> 00:20:33,443 If I went looking for Owen, 478 00:20:33,458 --> 00:20:35,489 neither of us would be risking our licences. 479 00:20:35,504 --> 00:20:36,905 That's why he comes to me. 480 00:20:36,991 --> 00:20:38,859 Because he knows I will do whatever I need to. 481 00:20:39,565 --> 00:20:42,802 If you want him found, Mac, just have my back. 482 00:20:51,365 --> 00:20:53,934 - Stop messing with her. - What now, Leblanc? 483 00:20:54,056 --> 00:20:56,154 Well, maybe you're not aware of it, but she did everything 484 00:20:56,169 --> 00:20:57,738 she could to save you from yourself. 485 00:20:58,364 --> 00:21:00,459 And she looks up to you. And you're using that to, what, 486 00:21:00,474 --> 00:21:02,305 get her to kick the door on her way out. 487 00:21:02,320 --> 00:21:04,084 And all of that to make yourself feel better 488 00:21:04,099 --> 00:21:06,531 about ruining the one good thing you had going on here. 489 00:21:06,546 --> 00:21:09,015 You should be her friend or leave her alone. 490 00:21:30,237 --> 00:21:32,201 - Hey, you good? - Yeah, where are you going 491 00:21:32,216 --> 00:21:34,081 - looking all stressed out? - This app is supposed 492 00:21:34,096 --> 00:21:37,917 to GPS locate my car, but it just keeps spinning and... doing this. 493 00:21:37,932 --> 00:21:40,393 - You lost your car? - No, a teenage patient stole it. 494 00:21:40,408 --> 00:21:42,710 It's a long story. I just... I want him to be okay. 495 00:21:42,842 --> 00:21:44,439 Well, if you want your GPS to work, 496 00:21:44,454 --> 00:21:45,989 your location services have to be on. 497 00:21:48,395 --> 00:21:49,456 Thank you. 498 00:21:53,151 --> 00:21:57,355 So... Last week as a medical resident. 499 00:21:57,413 --> 00:21:59,551 - Congratulations, Bashir. - Thank you. 500 00:21:59,566 --> 00:22:02,569 I'm also graduating from being a patient. 501 00:22:02,691 --> 00:22:04,489 - Oh? - It occurred to me 502 00:22:04,504 --> 00:22:07,941 that I won't have extended medical insurance to cover our sessions. 503 00:22:08,008 --> 00:22:10,139 And, you know, I didn't want to take advantage of our dynamic 504 00:22:10,154 --> 00:22:12,156 by asking you for any favours so... 505 00:22:12,279 --> 00:22:13,880 I deserved that. 506 00:22:13,947 --> 00:22:15,716 I want you to know, though, I'm impressed 507 00:22:15,782 --> 00:22:17,451 that you've kept coming to our regular sessions 508 00:22:17,517 --> 00:22:19,186 after we... course corrected. 509 00:22:19,252 --> 00:22:22,089 Yeah... Can I ask you a question? 510 00:22:22,211 --> 00:22:23,709 Absolutely. Get them all in 511 00:22:23,724 --> 00:22:25,192 while somebody else is still paying. 512 00:22:25,313 --> 00:22:27,783 Will I ever feel like a regular person? 513 00:22:28,307 --> 00:22:33,346 Hmm. I guess it depends on what you mean by that question. 514 00:22:33,587 --> 00:22:35,789 I'm not sure I can explain it. 515 00:22:36,470 --> 00:22:39,072 I know that facing an uncertain future, 516 00:22:39,139 --> 00:22:41,375 it's got you feeling in your head. 517 00:22:43,852 --> 00:22:45,564 My... My friend Saleh, 518 00:22:45,579 --> 00:22:50,083 we grew up together and... I left, he stayed. 519 00:22:50,401 --> 00:22:53,654 Now he has a medical outreach job in a nice town in Turkey, 520 00:22:53,720 --> 00:22:55,522 and hearing that affected me. 521 00:22:55,915 --> 00:22:57,797 Because part of you still wants that life? 522 00:22:57,812 --> 00:22:59,778 No, that's not exactly it. 523 00:22:59,793 --> 00:23:01,428 And don't tell me it's never wrong 524 00:23:01,495 --> 00:23:04,264 to feel my feelings because sometimes it is. 525 00:23:06,576 --> 00:23:08,467 - What? - It's just, 526 00:23:08,482 --> 00:23:12,166 from where I sit, it's evident all the work 527 00:23:12,181 --> 00:23:14,483 that you've been doing to get to this place. 528 00:23:16,135 --> 00:23:19,464 And just so you know, extended medical insurance or not, 529 00:23:19,479 --> 00:23:21,948 in case of an emergency, you can always call. 530 00:23:22,015 --> 00:23:23,379 See, that's what I meant. 531 00:23:23,394 --> 00:23:24,791 People thinking they need to save me. 532 00:23:24,806 --> 00:23:26,371 - I hate it. - Well, in that case, 533 00:23:26,386 --> 00:23:29,222 call and I'll send you a bill. 534 00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:36,225 What is this? Owen! 535 00:23:36,240 --> 00:23:37,708 Is this your vehicle, sir? 536 00:23:38,031 --> 00:23:39,966 - Yes! - Sir, don't do that. 537 00:23:41,110 --> 00:23:43,399 He's lucky I saw him before he killed someone behind the wheel. 538 00:23:43,414 --> 00:23:45,616 You gotta let him out of here. He has a medical condition. 539 00:23:46,253 --> 00:23:48,493 Dispatch, we might need an ambulance. Standby. 540 00:23:48,508 --> 00:23:51,044 Hey, guys. Clear the area. 541 00:23:52,404 --> 00:23:55,071 Hey, don't do that. Step back from the vehicle. 542 00:23:55,086 --> 00:23:57,993 It's okay, Owen, I'm here. It's okay. 543 00:23:58,008 --> 00:23:59,776 I just wanted to prove I could... 544 00:23:59,999 --> 00:24:01,834 I'm sorry. 545 00:24:03,444 --> 00:24:05,887 - Owen? Owen? - What's happening to him? 546 00:24:05,902 --> 00:24:07,266 He's having an allergic reaction 547 00:24:07,281 --> 00:24:09,717 to something in your cruiser. It's probably the food. 548 00:24:09,732 --> 00:24:11,148 Just give me a second to get him stable, 549 00:24:11,163 --> 00:24:13,528 and then we'll... get him to a hospital. 550 00:24:13,543 --> 00:24:15,578 We got this, right, bud? 551 00:24:20,363 --> 00:24:22,400 Alright. Just breathe. 552 00:24:22,415 --> 00:24:23,534 Breathe. 553 00:25:13,653 --> 00:25:16,477 - Hey. You worked it out? - Ha! 554 00:25:16,492 --> 00:25:18,794 She glued us back together while I was sleeping. 555 00:25:18,932 --> 00:25:21,731 I came in to check on him, and there it was. 556 00:25:21,746 --> 00:25:22,980 - Why? - I panicked. 557 00:25:23,103 --> 00:25:25,605 The thought of being alone with everything. 558 00:25:26,115 --> 00:25:29,476 I never said I was walking out of your life. 559 00:25:29,543 --> 00:25:31,845 I'll still be around to help. 560 00:25:32,134 --> 00:25:34,147 We can't unsay what's been said. 561 00:25:34,214 --> 00:25:36,750 Well, maybe I wish I hadn't pushed so hard. 562 00:25:38,078 --> 00:25:42,149 Well, maybe things will be better now that the truth is out. 563 00:25:43,350 --> 00:25:47,688 Well, we will, uh, find someone to get you guys unstuck. 564 00:25:50,790 --> 00:25:53,322 Uh, hey, Mags, um... I've... 565 00:25:53,337 --> 00:25:55,539 I've changed my mind about the cottage. 566 00:25:55,992 --> 00:25:57,944 I think it's close enough to home for you, 567 00:25:57,959 --> 00:26:00,417 and it's a good idea for us to get away for a while. 568 00:26:00,432 --> 00:26:02,935 And for me to clear my head. And... 569 00:26:03,900 --> 00:26:06,784 You know, at first, it was the uncertainty, but now I'm... 570 00:26:06,880 --> 00:26:08,631 Really? You would let me pay? 571 00:26:08,646 --> 00:26:10,394 Um... when it's you offering, 572 00:26:10,409 --> 00:26:11,940 it doesn't feel like charity so... 573 00:26:11,955 --> 00:26:14,424 - Good. Because it isn't. - I know. 574 00:26:15,286 --> 00:26:18,225 And at the risk of pushing it too far, 575 00:26:18,425 --> 00:26:20,481 what if you let me pay for rent, too? 576 00:26:20,496 --> 00:26:23,466 Just for however long it takes for you to clear your head. 577 00:26:23,970 --> 00:26:27,839 Part of me wonders, what if instead of looking for a job, 578 00:26:27,854 --> 00:26:29,472 I open a clinic. 579 00:26:31,184 --> 00:26:33,820 That's... Yeah, but... 580 00:26:34,251 --> 00:26:36,076 Like, what kind of a clinic? 581 00:26:36,142 --> 00:26:38,411 Mag, wait, are you in pain? 582 00:26:38,478 --> 00:26:43,183 Uh, it's just... usual discomfort is up like 20%. 583 00:26:43,250 --> 00:26:45,719 My BP was also low earlier. 584 00:26:46,577 --> 00:26:49,852 I thought maybe I'd just run it by Viri just to be safe. 585 00:26:49,867 --> 00:26:51,302 Yeah, it's a good idea. 586 00:26:52,705 --> 00:26:55,274 - Would you come with me? - Of course. 587 00:26:56,763 --> 00:26:59,966 Owen is stable. They're on their way back. 588 00:27:00,033 --> 00:27:02,202 He'll need a bed for tonight. 589 00:27:03,499 --> 00:27:06,424 You obviously know that someone else would have sat on Theo's patients. 590 00:27:06,439 --> 00:27:08,371 Why open yourself up to this kind of risk? 591 00:27:08,386 --> 00:27:10,488 Oh, he made a pretty strong case. 592 00:27:10,883 --> 00:27:14,520 And I can't help but notice you haven't exactly ratted us out. 593 00:27:15,395 --> 00:27:17,697 Guess we're both in the business of enabling Theo. 594 00:27:17,984 --> 00:27:23,189 I admit to seeing a bit of myself in him, but what's your excuse? 595 00:27:35,980 --> 00:27:37,744 Did you miss a dose of tacrolimus? 596 00:27:37,759 --> 00:27:40,725 No, my whole life revolves around that stupid pill alarm. 597 00:27:40,740 --> 00:27:42,282 She's never more than a few minutes late. 598 00:27:42,297 --> 00:27:44,562 - Even when she's on shift. - Are you seeing a higher level 599 00:27:44,577 --> 00:27:45,979 of lymphocyte infiltration? 600 00:27:46,046 --> 00:27:47,814 Your white count is elevated, 601 00:27:47,937 --> 00:27:49,601 but you're still stage one. 602 00:27:49,616 --> 00:27:51,213 Okay, so I am overreacting. 603 00:27:51,228 --> 00:27:53,998 Not necessarily. And I trust your instincts. 604 00:27:54,175 --> 00:27:56,207 So I'll switch you to the 12-hour tacro, 605 00:27:56,222 --> 00:27:58,087 and I'll add a pulse of high dose steroids 606 00:27:58,102 --> 00:27:59,332 as a preventative measure. 607 00:27:59,347 --> 00:28:01,589 - Prednisone gives her heartburn. - Prednisone gives me heartburn. 608 00:28:01,604 --> 00:28:04,083 I can tack on a PPI. 609 00:28:04,098 --> 00:28:05,996 Just another pill to remember. 610 00:28:06,011 --> 00:28:07,679 Should we discuss admission 611 00:28:07,934 --> 00:28:10,437 just for a day or two to get us over this bump? 612 00:28:10,596 --> 00:28:12,665 Not yet. If it gets worse, we can talk. 613 00:28:12,765 --> 00:28:14,063 But I'm comfortable sending you home 614 00:28:14,078 --> 00:28:15,265 since you both know what to look for. 615 00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:17,012 Cough, shortness of breath, chills. 616 00:28:17,027 --> 00:28:18,725 Fever, swelling, ascites. 617 00:28:18,740 --> 00:28:20,276 We'll do a repeat echo tomorrow 618 00:28:20,291 --> 00:28:23,294 and another biopsy in a week when the meds take effect. 619 00:28:23,878 --> 00:28:26,086 No work until this is under control. 620 00:28:26,208 --> 00:28:27,737 If you feel anything new or different... 621 00:28:27,752 --> 00:28:29,696 - We'll call. - You'll come in. 622 00:28:29,711 --> 00:28:31,848 And they'll page me and your surgeon. 623 00:28:31,863 --> 00:28:33,765 Should she be on her portable ECG? 624 00:28:34,295 --> 00:28:37,160 Because she's had trouble with arrhythmia before. 625 00:28:37,175 --> 00:28:39,399 That's not the worst idea. 626 00:28:39,618 --> 00:28:41,281 I know you hate this, Mags, but... 627 00:28:41,296 --> 00:28:43,866 Yeah, to go through all this just to be here, it's... 628 00:28:46,279 --> 00:28:49,916 But it's okay, it's okay. It's better to be sure. 629 00:28:58,064 --> 00:29:01,367 I'll be back in about a half an hour to check on him. 630 00:29:05,699 --> 00:29:07,356 What are you still doing here? 631 00:29:07,371 --> 00:29:08,973 I should be asking you that. 632 00:29:09,262 --> 00:29:11,431 Uh... I mean, I work here. 633 00:29:11,754 --> 00:29:15,224 Why though? All the rules, the bureaucracy. 634 00:29:15,528 --> 00:29:19,024 You don't have any space to be the kind of doctor you wanna be. 635 00:29:19,039 --> 00:29:20,373 Yeah, and what kind is that? 636 00:29:20,388 --> 00:29:22,266 You're a born family doctor. 637 00:29:22,281 --> 00:29:24,584 I know because so am I. 638 00:29:25,278 --> 00:29:29,482 Look, you should take over my family practise. 639 00:29:30,316 --> 00:29:32,786 - So I can retire. - Whoa, Mac, that... 640 00:29:32,852 --> 00:29:36,956 No, you were right. Owen trusts you because you fight for him. 641 00:29:37,023 --> 00:29:39,426 I don't have that fight anymore. 642 00:29:39,492 --> 00:29:41,394 I wasn't sure anyone still did. 643 00:29:41,461 --> 00:29:43,159 Okay, but you don't understand. 644 00:29:43,174 --> 00:29:44,839 I turned down a family practise to be here. 645 00:29:44,854 --> 00:29:47,357 Well, maybe it wasn't right for you then. 646 00:29:47,447 --> 00:29:49,449 But it is now. 647 00:29:49,658 --> 00:29:51,823 At least, give it some thought. 648 00:29:51,838 --> 00:29:54,040 Look, you barely know me. 649 00:29:54,107 --> 00:29:56,709 You have no idea what's right for me. 650 00:29:56,776 --> 00:29:58,278 Liz does though. 651 00:29:58,577 --> 00:30:00,546 And she feels the same way. 652 00:30:10,379 --> 00:30:12,815 Hey. Do you need anything? 653 00:30:13,006 --> 00:30:14,207 No. 654 00:30:14,840 --> 00:30:16,714 I think I'm just gonna go get some water. 655 00:30:16,729 --> 00:30:18,898 - Do you want me to do it? - No, that's fine. 656 00:30:19,251 --> 00:30:21,553 You have an early shift tomorrow. 657 00:30:21,639 --> 00:30:25,023 I'll just go watch something in Amira's room if I can't sleep. 658 00:30:25,038 --> 00:30:26,706 Okay. 659 00:30:47,140 --> 00:30:49,673 _ 660 00:30:49,862 --> 00:30:55,068 _ 661 00:30:55,128 --> 00:30:56,375 _ 662 00:30:58,173 --> 00:31:00,239 _ 663 00:31:00,453 --> 00:31:02,106 _ 664 00:31:02,933 --> 00:31:05,587 _ 665 00:31:08,630 --> 00:31:12,037 _ 666 00:31:13,207 --> 00:31:14,827 _ 667 00:31:15,168 --> 00:31:17,388 _ 668 00:31:39,579 --> 00:31:41,178 It's morning in London. 669 00:31:41,193 --> 00:31:42,794 Still nothing from the boss? 670 00:31:42,998 --> 00:31:45,267 Not since that bloody airport selfie. 671 00:31:45,358 --> 00:31:46,893 Well, that's good, right? 672 00:31:46,939 --> 00:31:49,271 That means that she's having fun and forgot all about us. 673 00:31:49,286 --> 00:31:51,154 Yeah, because if Amira was not okay... 674 00:31:51,424 --> 00:31:53,923 My parents like to say that they only ever hear from me 675 00:31:53,938 --> 00:31:56,174 - when I need to complain. - That's not true. 676 00:31:56,296 --> 00:31:57,793 You check in with them all the time. 677 00:31:57,808 --> 00:32:01,111 I guess I should trust Amira to let me know she needs me. 678 00:32:02,076 --> 00:32:04,689 Hey, uh, that couple with the glue, 679 00:32:04,704 --> 00:32:09,008 do you get the sense they fell apart slowly or all at once? 680 00:32:09,308 --> 00:32:13,245 Well, they were incapable of facing the hardest truths between them. 681 00:32:14,901 --> 00:32:18,504 The idea of you paying rent, it bothers me. 682 00:32:19,151 --> 00:32:20,953 I know. 683 00:32:22,021 --> 00:32:25,124 You never answered my question. About a clinic. 684 00:32:25,694 --> 00:32:28,257 Yeah, uh, I referred Elliot a patient, 685 00:32:28,272 --> 00:32:31,317 - and he suggested I take her on. - Mmm. 686 00:32:31,332 --> 00:32:36,170 There is an empty office I've walked by a hundred times so... 687 00:32:36,626 --> 00:32:39,735 But if it doesn't work out, it'd be such a huge risk, 688 00:32:39,750 --> 00:32:44,188 and... I don't know, I'm torn. 689 00:32:44,366 --> 00:32:46,164 - Bash... - Mmm. 690 00:32:46,179 --> 00:32:47,247 Torn is okay. 691 00:32:51,147 --> 00:32:53,315 And like clockwork, the past three nights. 692 00:32:53,438 --> 00:32:55,351 Three A.M. existential scream. 693 00:32:55,366 --> 00:32:57,135 Yeah, if it escalates to violence, 694 00:32:57,257 --> 00:32:59,455 - I'm not going out there. - Not gonna make a chest tube 695 00:32:59,470 --> 00:33:02,640 with a shard of broken beer bottle and a plastic straw? 696 00:33:07,066 --> 00:33:08,701 Something's not right. 697 00:33:09,101 --> 00:33:12,080 No, your readings were in range. 698 00:33:12,095 --> 00:33:15,052 I know, I just... still feel off. 699 00:33:35,181 --> 00:33:38,197 - I hear some fluids. - 38. 700 00:33:38,504 --> 00:33:41,172 That's up there considering the steroids. 701 00:33:41,187 --> 00:33:43,489 You think we should go in? 702 00:33:46,251 --> 00:33:48,559 - Yeah, okay. - I'll call an ambulance. 703 00:33:48,574 --> 00:33:51,044 Can't we just drive? 704 00:33:53,660 --> 00:33:55,629 Okay, I'll text Viri. 705 00:34:18,071 --> 00:34:20,406 Might as well get a head start. 706 00:34:24,526 --> 00:34:26,746 Where were you even stashing that? 707 00:34:26,813 --> 00:34:28,181 Under the bed. 708 00:34:28,447 --> 00:34:32,518 Good thing you never clean or sweep or tidy up. 709 00:34:33,419 --> 00:34:35,321 What does that say? 710 00:34:36,522 --> 00:34:38,424 60% chance of showers. 711 00:34:45,565 --> 00:34:47,133 They're here. 712 00:34:53,940 --> 00:34:55,480 Good evening, sir, you called 911? 713 00:34:55,495 --> 00:34:57,797 Yeah. Bash, c'mon. She's inside. 714 00:34:59,245 --> 00:35:02,215 Mags is six months post-op from a heart transplant. 715 00:35:02,337 --> 00:35:04,204 We're just being extra cautious here. 716 00:35:11,317 --> 00:35:13,400 Hey, Mags, I'm Lori, this is Derek. 717 00:35:13,415 --> 00:35:15,413 Bash tells us you're a heart transplant patient? 718 00:35:15,428 --> 00:35:17,059 - Uh-huh. - Where's your team at? 719 00:35:17,074 --> 00:35:18,342 Memorial CICU. 720 00:35:18,464 --> 00:35:19,762 We're gonna take your vitals, okay? 721 00:35:19,777 --> 00:35:22,246 Rate's 165, BP is 90 over 75. 722 00:35:22,281 --> 00:35:24,517 Temp's 38.1. We're ED doctors. 723 00:35:24,776 --> 00:35:26,912 - Both at Memorial? - Yes. 724 00:35:27,601 --> 00:35:30,094 But we promised not to get in your way or anything. 725 00:35:30,109 --> 00:35:31,240 You wanna tell us what happened? 726 00:35:31,255 --> 00:35:33,191 I've been at level one rejection 727 00:35:33,312 --> 00:35:35,782 for, um... a couple of weeks. 728 00:35:35,848 --> 00:35:38,951 But today, I've been increasingly off. 729 00:35:39,018 --> 00:35:41,512 Chest pain, 730 00:35:41,681 --> 00:35:43,192 increased heart rate. 731 00:35:43,725 --> 00:35:47,195 Tonight, fever, chills, dizziness. 732 00:35:47,316 --> 00:35:49,547 We called ahead. Her team will meet us there. 733 00:35:49,562 --> 00:35:51,334 Okay. We better get moving then. 734 00:35:51,349 --> 00:35:52,680 We're gonna help you up on the stretcher. 735 00:35:52,695 --> 00:35:54,130 No, I can do it. 736 00:36:23,362 --> 00:36:25,765 Do you want me to call your family? 737 00:36:25,979 --> 00:36:28,014 I texted Cam already. 738 00:36:28,390 --> 00:36:30,292 My parents are in Sicily, remember? 739 00:36:30,420 --> 00:36:33,595 Right. Their... reunification trip. 740 00:36:33,869 --> 00:36:35,858 You know, they both told me separately 741 00:36:35,873 --> 00:36:38,592 that my heart got them back together. 742 00:36:39,065 --> 00:36:41,801 Like some bad romance novel. 743 00:36:42,531 --> 00:36:44,334 Pressure's dropped slightly. 744 00:36:47,086 --> 00:36:48,687 Bash? 745 00:36:50,156 --> 00:36:52,225 I don't regret any of it. 746 00:36:52,505 --> 00:36:53,640 Mags, stop. 747 00:36:53,888 --> 00:36:56,195 It doesn't go that way, not that fast. 748 00:36:56,612 --> 00:36:58,227 We both know it sometimes does. 749 00:36:58,242 --> 00:37:00,140 And all I have is how I feel. 750 00:37:00,155 --> 00:37:03,058 - No, wait, listen... - No, you listen. 751 00:37:04,043 --> 00:37:05,678 I believe in you. 752 00:37:06,772 --> 00:37:09,041 And you can do whatever you want. 753 00:37:14,647 --> 00:37:16,148 When we get there, 754 00:37:16,215 --> 00:37:19,314 they'll adjust your meds, up your steroids. 755 00:37:19,329 --> 00:37:21,531 They know how to treat this. 756 00:37:36,380 --> 00:37:39,873 We've increased the steroids. And immunosuppressants. 757 00:37:39,986 --> 00:37:42,141 We'll start prophylactic antimicrobials. 758 00:37:42,208 --> 00:37:44,791 If we don't see results in the next hour, we'll recalibrate. 759 00:37:44,806 --> 00:37:47,179 Yeah, when we went to bed, she was tired but fine, 760 00:37:47,246 --> 00:37:49,177 and then, when her fever started... 761 00:37:49,192 --> 00:37:50,727 It's possible she picked up an infection 762 00:37:50,809 --> 00:37:52,640 that's exacerbating things. 763 00:37:52,655 --> 00:37:53,989 I should never have let her go home. 764 00:37:54,046 --> 00:37:55,744 - Bashir... - Would you guys either 765 00:37:55,759 --> 00:37:57,594 come in here or talk louder? 766 00:37:58,910 --> 00:38:01,479 I was about to tell Bashir that the twenty minutes it took 767 00:38:01,494 --> 00:38:03,829 to get here wouldn't have changed where we are now. 768 00:38:04,951 --> 00:38:06,034 What's the plan? 769 00:38:06,049 --> 00:38:07,984 Your lungs are struggling a little. 770 00:38:08,323 --> 00:38:10,786 I know. My SATS are crap. 771 00:38:10,979 --> 00:38:13,435 One option is CICU and intubate 772 00:38:13,450 --> 00:38:15,151 to mitigate the risk of sepsis. 773 00:38:15,274 --> 00:38:16,838 It would take stress off the lungs 774 00:38:16,853 --> 00:38:18,989 and help the meds do their work. 775 00:38:19,024 --> 00:38:20,893 Are you suggesting to do that now? 776 00:38:20,953 --> 00:38:22,300 Not concretely. 777 00:38:22,315 --> 00:38:23,935 Waiting to see how you respond 778 00:38:23,950 --> 00:38:26,619 to the infusion is another option. 779 00:38:35,448 --> 00:38:37,784 Intubation and CICU. 780 00:38:38,611 --> 00:38:39,845 I mean... 781 00:38:40,738 --> 00:38:44,904 I don't want to, but I feel like I need to. 782 00:38:45,031 --> 00:38:47,333 Then I'll get the wheels in motion. 783 00:38:49,475 --> 00:38:50,943 Thank you. 784 00:38:56,928 --> 00:39:02,133 Do you want another blanket or some ice chips or anything? 785 00:39:04,931 --> 00:39:08,060 If they're gonna intubate me, I need to tell you something. 786 00:39:08,413 --> 00:39:09,948 Okay. 787 00:39:10,763 --> 00:39:13,265 I really hated you the first night we met. 788 00:39:14,961 --> 00:39:18,531 You were so confident in your instincts. 789 00:39:19,472 --> 00:39:21,207 I was jealous. 790 00:39:21,841 --> 00:39:24,543 I had never trusted myself like that. 791 00:39:24,610 --> 00:39:26,879 You do now, though. 792 00:39:30,650 --> 00:39:32,485 I'll talk to work and make sure all your shifts 793 00:39:32,551 --> 00:39:34,353 are covered for the next couple of weeks. 794 00:39:35,242 --> 00:39:37,043 I think it's gonna be longer than that. 795 00:39:37,423 --> 00:39:39,773 Let's just take it as it comes. 796 00:39:39,788 --> 00:39:41,123 Hmm? 797 00:39:50,202 --> 00:39:52,405 - Hi. - Hi. 798 00:39:52,905 --> 00:39:56,375 - I'm scared. - I know. I'm here. 799 00:39:58,543 --> 00:40:01,546 Your SATS just ticked up. It's probably the meds working. 800 00:40:01,774 --> 00:40:03,409 Good. 801 00:40:03,682 --> 00:40:05,902 You know, if you're not sure about the intubation, 802 00:40:05,917 --> 00:40:08,082 wait and see is still an option. 803 00:40:08,097 --> 00:40:10,528 - I'm sure. - Okay. 804 00:40:20,736 --> 00:40:23,968 Would it be weird if Cam slept in Amira's room 805 00:40:23,983 --> 00:40:25,651 for a couple of nights? 806 00:40:26,438 --> 00:40:28,986 If she wants to... come and be helpful, 807 00:40:29,001 --> 00:40:30,836 and I don't want you being my nurse? 808 00:40:31,436 --> 00:40:33,539 No, that's fine. 809 00:40:36,355 --> 00:40:38,480 You can rest if you want. 810 00:40:38,495 --> 00:40:39,996 I've got you. 811 00:40:47,639 --> 00:40:48,916 What is it? 812 00:40:48,931 --> 00:40:50,129 I don't know. 813 00:40:50,583 --> 00:40:53,030 - She's in V-tach. - Um, do you have lidocaine? 814 00:40:53,045 --> 00:40:54,913 Yeah. On it. 815 00:40:54,987 --> 00:40:56,155 Mags? 816 00:40:56,795 --> 00:40:59,576 We're almost there, Mags. They're going to help you. 817 00:40:59,809 --> 00:41:00,862 Mags! 818 00:41:01,333 --> 00:41:02,530 - Mags? - What happened? 819 00:41:02,545 --> 00:41:04,199 V-tach. It came on quickly. 820 00:41:04,266 --> 00:41:06,513 Get her into B, attach pads, call RT. 821 00:41:06,528 --> 00:41:07,758 On it. 822 00:41:23,583 --> 00:41:26,519 Charge. Everyone clear. 823 00:41:27,954 --> 00:41:30,189 No change. 26 minutes. 824 00:41:33,091 --> 00:41:34,726 Again. Charge. 825 00:41:35,808 --> 00:41:36,952 Clear. 826 00:41:38,524 --> 00:41:39,992 No change. 827 00:41:40,306 --> 00:41:42,074 Again. Charge. 828 00:41:43,074 --> 00:41:44,864 Clear. 829 00:41:45,785 --> 00:41:47,486 Stop contracting. 830 00:42:01,867 --> 00:42:05,538 Wait, uh... Why isn't anyone doing anything? 831 00:42:06,084 --> 00:42:07,786 I'm so sorry, Bashir. 832 00:42:08,667 --> 00:42:10,469 Why? What happened? 833 00:42:11,498 --> 00:42:13,735 The arrhythmia stopped her heart. 834 00:42:14,284 --> 00:42:16,100 We shocked and did many rounds of CPR, 835 00:42:16,115 --> 00:42:19,185 but despite all of our efforts, we were unable to save her. 836 00:42:23,813 --> 00:42:26,248 Are you telling me she died? 837 00:42:26,592 --> 00:42:28,427 I'll give you some time. 838 00:42:56,000 --> 00:43:02,000 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com -