1 00:00:50,135 --> 00:00:53,467 Sync and corrections by solfieri www.addic7ed.com 2 00:01:39,745 --> 00:01:43,894 Round about the cauldron go, 3 00:01:43,919 --> 00:01:47,459 in the poison'd entrails throw. 4 00:01:48,863 --> 00:01:52,001 Toad, under cold stone... 5 00:01:56,678 --> 00:01:59,526 Days and nights hast 31. 6 00:01:59,551 --> 00:02:03,734 Swelter'd venom, sleeping got... 7 00:02:03,759 --> 00:02:07,398 boil thou first in the charmed pot. 8 00:02:17,252 --> 00:02:20,725 Fillet of fenny snake... 9 00:02:23,331 --> 00:02:24,876 In the cauldron 10 00:02:24,901 --> 00:02:27,807 boil and bake... 11 00:02:29,711 --> 00:02:31,379 I... 12 00:02:37,727 --> 00:02:39,464 What is fear? 13 00:02:39,697 --> 00:02:43,646 Fear is like this person who's always there... 14 00:02:43,671 --> 00:02:44,749 Hey. Hey. 15 00:02:44,774 --> 00:02:45,918 Watching you, 16 00:02:45,943 --> 00:02:47,521 telling you what to do. 17 00:02:47,546 --> 00:02:49,127 This is not part of the play! 18 00:02:49,152 --> 00:02:51,095 And when fear commands, 19 00:02:51,120 --> 00:02:53,190 most of us just blindly obey. 20 00:02:55,232 --> 00:02:56,602 _ 21 00:02:57,199 --> 00:02:59,436 But what if we said no? 22 00:03:01,107 --> 00:03:03,721 Said, "Not today, fear"? 23 00:03:03,746 --> 00:03:07,160 "I'm just gonna do my thing anyway." 24 00:03:07,185 --> 00:03:09,164 Just like with this winged eyeliner. 25 00:03:09,189 --> 00:03:10,667 I know I suck at it. 26 00:03:10,692 --> 00:03:12,972 I'm literally shaking with fear. 27 00:03:12,997 --> 00:03:14,541 But you know what, girls? 28 00:03:14,566 --> 00:03:16,813 I'm a-going anyway. 29 00:03:16,838 --> 00:03:21,122 ? Life's a drag when you're a fag ? 30 00:03:21,147 --> 00:03:23,517 ? So instead... ? 31 00:03:24,781 --> 00:03:25,989 ? Be dead ? 32 00:03:27,692 --> 00:03:29,571 Hey, Shelby, do you still play with Pink Bear? 33 00:03:29,596 --> 00:03:31,977 Ew. God, Dad. No. 34 00:03:32,002 --> 00:03:34,648 Well, I'm making a donation box. 35 00:03:34,673 --> 00:03:38,056 Place ain't as big as it looked in the pictures. 36 00:03:38,081 --> 00:03:40,660 Which means it's greener pastures for you, Pink Bear. 37 00:03:40,685 --> 00:03:42,088 Dad! 38 00:03:43,157 --> 00:03:44,769 Just 'cause I don't play with it 39 00:03:44,794 --> 00:03:47,240 doesn't mean you can just throw it away. 40 00:03:47,265 --> 00:03:48,902 No. 41 00:04:04,633 --> 00:04:07,247 What do you think? 42 00:04:07,272 --> 00:04:08,249 Huh? 43 00:04:08,274 --> 00:04:10,645 Home sweet home? 44 00:04:17,359 --> 00:04:18,829 Is that Mom's? 45 00:04:20,766 --> 00:04:22,945 "Teacher of the Year." 46 00:04:22,970 --> 00:04:25,717 She was... 47 00:04:25,742 --> 00:04:27,611 She was really proud of that. 48 00:04:31,053 --> 00:04:32,722 Hey. 49 00:04:34,159 --> 00:04:36,807 I know you didn't want to leave home, 50 00:04:36,832 --> 00:04:38,109 move out here, Shelby, but... 51 00:04:38,134 --> 00:04:39,178 I know, I know. 52 00:04:39,203 --> 00:04:40,781 "Blank slate," blah blah blah. 53 00:04:40,806 --> 00:04:42,819 Blah blah blah, just... 54 00:04:42,844 --> 00:04:44,947 You know, hear me out. 55 00:04:48,889 --> 00:04:51,761 You remember what Dr. Bow said about cancer. 56 00:04:52,696 --> 00:04:55,869 How it doesn't just affect one person, it... 57 00:04:57,138 --> 00:04:59,109 It affects the whole family. 58 00:05:00,612 --> 00:05:02,615 The whole community. 59 00:05:04,186 --> 00:05:06,800 But here... 60 00:05:06,825 --> 00:05:09,930 what happened to Mom, her getting sick... 61 00:05:12,102 --> 00:05:14,983 Doesn't have to define you. 62 00:05:15,008 --> 00:05:18,581 You get to be whoever you want to be. 63 00:05:24,660 --> 00:05:29,302 So, I saw two pizza joints on that main drag. 64 00:05:30,773 --> 00:05:32,717 What do you say we order from both 65 00:05:32,742 --> 00:05:35,783 and see which one's best? Huh? 66 00:05:36,651 --> 00:05:39,689 I don't want to hear any of that "I'm not hungry" business. 67 00:05:56,090 --> 00:05:59,939 ? My swell suit might smell sweet ? 68 00:05:59,964 --> 00:06:02,070 ? My swell suit might smell sweet ? 69 00:06:02,095 --> 00:06:03,847 - Individually. - River. 70 00:06:03,872 --> 00:06:05,683 ? My swell suit might smell sweet ? 71 00:06:05,708 --> 00:06:07,220 Very good. 72 00:06:07,245 --> 00:06:09,792 ? My swell suit might smell sweet ? 73 00:06:09,817 --> 00:06:13,099 She looks like a fucking grandma. 74 00:06:13,124 --> 00:06:15,670 Those glasses. 75 00:06:15,695 --> 00:06:19,612 ? My swell suit might smell sweet ? 76 00:06:19,637 --> 00:06:21,115 Take it, Shelby! 77 00:06:21,140 --> 00:06:22,241 ? My swell swoot... ? 78 00:06:23,745 --> 00:06:25,748 ? Might smell like mothballs. ? 79 00:06:34,333 --> 00:06:36,846 No! 80 00:06:36,871 --> 00:06:39,786 Come on. You're coming out in the hallway right now. 81 00:06:39,811 --> 00:06:41,388 Come into my office after class. 82 00:06:41,413 --> 00:06:42,749 Psycho! 83 00:07:13,511 --> 00:07:15,728 Ms. Brubaker? 84 00:07:15,753 --> 00:07:17,021 My office. 85 00:07:21,795 --> 00:07:23,205 So... 86 00:07:23,230 --> 00:07:24,776 I'm sorry I threw the... 87 00:07:24,801 --> 00:07:26,512 Oh, it's okay. 88 00:07:26,537 --> 00:07:28,506 Sometimes I want to throw things, too. 89 00:07:29,911 --> 00:07:31,915 I overreacted. 90 00:07:32,883 --> 00:07:34,486 I just want to check in. 91 00:07:35,969 --> 00:07:38,436 Did you know I knew your mom? 92 00:07:38,461 --> 00:07:40,206 We used to go to a music teachers' conference 93 00:07:40,231 --> 00:07:42,043 in Omaha together. 94 00:07:42,068 --> 00:07:45,951 Sharon Brubaker was one special lady. 95 00:07:45,976 --> 00:07:47,755 And I know if you're her daughter, 96 00:07:47,780 --> 00:07:49,382 you must be pretty special, too. 97 00:07:51,053 --> 00:07:52,455 I'm not. 98 00:07:54,961 --> 00:07:58,944 You know, losing someone you love, it's hard. 99 00:07:58,969 --> 00:08:00,246 It can bring... 100 00:08:00,271 --> 00:08:01,883 adults to their knees. 101 00:08:01,908 --> 00:08:04,121 Some people never recover. 102 00:08:04,146 --> 00:08:05,949 But you're here. 103 00:08:06,717 --> 00:08:10,066 Just from that fact alone, I know... 104 00:08:10,091 --> 00:08:12,528 you are brave. 105 00:08:16,103 --> 00:08:17,773 What kind was it? 106 00:08:18,574 --> 00:08:20,019 Pancreatic. 107 00:08:20,044 --> 00:08:22,015 Oh. Awful. 108 00:08:22,983 --> 00:08:25,798 So sudden. Fast. 109 00:08:25,823 --> 00:08:27,358 Not that it would be better if it... 110 00:08:31,567 --> 00:08:33,179 You know, 111 00:08:33,204 --> 00:08:36,310 I lost someone very special to me, too. 112 00:08:37,579 --> 00:08:40,326 We tried and tried, my wife and I, 113 00:08:40,351 --> 00:08:41,830 for a long time, 114 00:08:41,855 --> 00:08:44,534 but everyone said it was impossible. 115 00:08:44,559 --> 00:08:46,496 She couldn't get pregnant. 116 00:08:48,100 --> 00:08:49,544 And then... 117 00:08:49,569 --> 00:08:52,150 God gave us a miracle. 118 00:08:52,175 --> 00:08:54,388 Little Madeline. 119 00:08:54,413 --> 00:08:57,828 She was ours, for nine months. 120 00:08:57,853 --> 00:09:00,391 But she was born deceased. 121 00:09:02,562 --> 00:09:04,934 Do something! Don't let my baby die! 122 00:09:10,344 --> 00:09:12,223 The cord had gotten wrapped around her neck 123 00:09:12,248 --> 00:09:13,885 on the way out. 124 00:09:16,991 --> 00:09:18,602 So... 125 00:09:18,627 --> 00:09:21,099 you and I are both brave. 126 00:09:24,372 --> 00:09:25,876 Hey. 127 00:09:26,643 --> 00:09:28,355 We weren't laughing at you, 128 00:09:28,380 --> 00:09:30,359 just so you know, in class. 129 00:09:30,384 --> 00:09:31,863 Oh, okay. 130 00:09:31,888 --> 00:09:33,532 We were just wondering... 131 00:09:33,557 --> 00:09:35,403 do you have one of those diseases 132 00:09:35,428 --> 00:09:37,140 that makes you go through menopause 133 00:09:37,165 --> 00:09:39,077 super early or something? 134 00:09:39,102 --> 00:09:41,086 - No. - Why do you have gray hair, then? 135 00:09:41,111 --> 00:09:42,767 It's not gray, it's dishwater blonde. 136 00:09:42,792 --> 00:09:45,456 "Dishwater." I cannot. 137 00:09:45,481 --> 00:09:48,062 Well, you might just want to dye it. 138 00:09:48,087 --> 00:09:49,431 Or something. 139 00:09:49,456 --> 00:09:52,403 It's kind of giving lesbian backpacker vibes. 140 00:09:52,428 --> 00:09:54,032 No offense. 141 00:09:55,101 --> 00:09:57,171 Love the granny glasses. 142 00:10:04,586 --> 00:10:06,397 And you're watching another episode 143 00:10:06,422 --> 00:10:07,591 of The Beastly Beat. 144 00:10:09,196 --> 00:10:10,956 The show where you watch me do my makeup... 145 00:10:10,981 --> 00:10:12,659 It's starting to look like a real home. 146 00:10:18,481 --> 00:10:20,518 So... 147 00:10:21,587 --> 00:10:23,499 I was thinking about, 148 00:10:23,524 --> 00:10:26,538 how good you were last year in that... 149 00:10:26,563 --> 00:10:28,566 that Pirates of Penzance. 150 00:10:30,471 --> 00:10:32,791 Think you might want to try out for a play again this year? 151 00:10:38,320 --> 00:10:40,391 You know, I found a box of your mom's office stuff. 152 00:10:41,460 --> 00:10:45,476 There's a laptop, some pictures... 153 00:10:45,501 --> 00:10:47,480 You don't think 154 00:10:47,505 --> 00:10:51,221 the Pirate King might be able to convince you? 155 00:10:51,246 --> 00:10:52,223 - Arr! - God, Dad, stop! 156 00:10:52,248 --> 00:10:54,628 Jesus. Shelby. 157 00:10:54,653 --> 00:10:56,556 Sorry... 158 00:11:01,500 --> 00:11:02,710 What's going on? 159 00:11:02,735 --> 00:11:05,016 - Huh? - God, I didn't see. 160 00:11:05,041 --> 00:11:07,311 Why aren't you wearing your glasses? 161 00:11:10,218 --> 00:11:11,628 Is it... 162 00:11:11,653 --> 00:11:13,332 Is something going on at school? 163 00:11:13,357 --> 00:11:16,496 Dad, just shut up! You don't understand anything! 164 00:11:20,571 --> 00:11:22,050 Hello, ghouls. 165 00:11:22,075 --> 00:11:24,779 C'est moi, Anna Rexhia. 166 00:11:26,650 --> 00:11:29,531 I want to tell you a story about facing your fears. 167 00:11:29,556 --> 00:11:32,437 You know, for the longest time, 168 00:11:32,462 --> 00:11:36,044 "anorexia" was a word I wouldn't even let myself think. 169 00:11:36,069 --> 00:11:38,582 It was a label that I knew deep down applied to me. 170 00:11:38,607 --> 00:11:40,319 And that was terrifying. 171 00:11:40,344 --> 00:11:42,423 But life is too short 172 00:11:42,448 --> 00:11:45,488 to let a word have that kind of power over you. 173 00:11:46,557 --> 00:11:49,128 So I made it my fucking name. 174 00:11:50,698 --> 00:11:52,443 Oh, and because of that, I have had 175 00:11:52,468 --> 00:11:55,182 so much love and support 176 00:11:55,207 --> 00:11:57,755 from other people who've gone through the same shit. 177 00:11:57,780 --> 00:12:01,562 It's the same reason I like to dress up like this. 178 00:12:01,587 --> 00:12:03,690 To laugh in the face of fear. 179 00:12:06,798 --> 00:12:09,035 So... 180 00:12:10,438 --> 00:12:12,241 What do we think? 181 00:12:13,310 --> 00:12:15,389 Dead baby got back. 182 00:12:15,414 --> 00:12:17,594 Baby got backed over. 183 00:12:17,619 --> 00:12:19,364 Okay, whatever. 184 00:12:19,389 --> 00:12:24,207 ? Life's a drag when you're a fag ? 185 00:12:24,232 --> 00:12:25,835 ? So instead... ? 186 00:12:27,205 --> 00:12:28,716 ? Be dead ? 187 00:12:28,741 --> 00:12:30,286 Ta-ta. 188 00:12:30,311 --> 00:12:33,383 Like, subscribe, follow, all the things. 189 00:12:35,298 --> 00:12:37,694 _ 190 00:12:37,719 --> 00:12:39,806 _ 191 00:12:46,268 --> 00:12:47,929 _ 192 00:12:50,656 --> 00:12:53,997 _ 193 00:13:03,210 --> 00:13:06,687 _ 194 00:13:08,790 --> 00:13:10,451 _ 195 00:13:11,834 --> 00:13:14,773 _ 196 00:13:16,125 --> 00:13:18,617 _ 197 00:13:18,630 --> 00:13:21,281 _ 198 00:13:21,992 --> 00:13:23,653 _ 199 00:13:33,810 --> 00:13:36,994 _ 200 00:13:37,548 --> 00:13:41,014 _ 201 00:13:57,418 --> 00:13:59,389 Hi, new friend. 202 00:14:00,491 --> 00:14:01,869 Hi. 203 00:14:01,894 --> 00:14:04,341 What are you doing? 204 00:14:04,366 --> 00:14:06,144 Nothing. 205 00:14:06,169 --> 00:14:07,613 Nothing? 206 00:14:07,638 --> 00:14:11,789 It's impossible to do nothing, silly. 207 00:14:11,814 --> 00:14:13,258 Oh. 208 00:14:13,283 --> 00:14:15,596 I guess I'm sitting on my bed. 209 00:14:15,621 --> 00:14:19,270 I was eating dinner with my dad, but he was being... 210 00:14:19,295 --> 00:14:21,843 - so annoying. - Oh, that sucks. 211 00:14:21,868 --> 00:14:25,817 My dad is literally the most annoying person in the world. 212 00:14:25,842 --> 00:14:27,477 No, mine is. 213 00:14:28,882 --> 00:14:30,827 They're like first and second place 214 00:14:30,852 --> 00:14:32,663 Most Annoying Dad. 215 00:14:32,688 --> 00:14:35,314 Like, they like, go to competitions, probably. 216 00:14:36,764 --> 00:14:40,312 Like, they study each other's moves on video in slow motion 217 00:14:40,337 --> 00:14:42,583 analyzing how to be the most annoying. 218 00:14:42,608 --> 00:14:44,554 You're really funny. 219 00:14:44,579 --> 00:14:46,893 Oh, my God, no. 220 00:14:46,918 --> 00:14:48,420 So random. 221 00:14:49,924 --> 00:14:52,771 I like your, screen name, "BFF4EVA." 222 00:14:52,796 --> 00:14:54,374 Oh. 223 00:14:54,399 --> 00:14:56,813 What's your real name? 224 00:14:56,838 --> 00:14:59,442 Real names suck. 225 00:15:00,979 --> 00:15:04,394 Hey, I-I have an idea. 226 00:15:04,419 --> 00:15:06,398 You want to give each other nicknames? 227 00:15:06,423 --> 00:15:07,801 Like what? 228 00:15:07,826 --> 00:15:12,276 Like I'll call you Shellybelly. 229 00:15:12,301 --> 00:15:14,672 And you can just call me Bestie. 230 00:15:15,441 --> 00:15:18,222 It'll be like a secret just between us. 231 00:15:18,247 --> 00:15:20,559 Okay. 232 00:15:20,584 --> 00:15:21,963 Bestie. 233 00:15:21,988 --> 00:15:23,857 Shellybelly. 234 00:15:26,696 --> 00:15:28,308 Who's that little guy? 235 00:15:28,333 --> 00:15:30,947 Oh... 236 00:15:30,972 --> 00:15:33,787 nothing, just this dumb thing from when I was a kid. 237 00:15:33,812 --> 00:15:35,389 I don't even know why it's here. 238 00:15:35,414 --> 00:15:36,691 Well... 239 00:15:36,716 --> 00:15:38,930 he's so cute. 240 00:15:38,955 --> 00:15:40,699 What's his name? 241 00:15:42,662 --> 00:15:44,707 Pink Bear. 242 00:15:44,732 --> 00:15:46,311 He used to be pink. 243 00:15:46,336 --> 00:15:48,615 Now, he's more like a gray. 244 00:15:48,640 --> 00:15:50,754 I think he might be a mouse, actually. 245 00:15:50,779 --> 00:15:52,925 Well, I love him. 246 00:15:52,950 --> 00:15:54,685 Whatever he is. 247 00:15:55,634 --> 00:15:57,043 Cool poster. 248 00:15:57,068 --> 00:15:58,503 I love Pippin. 249 00:15:58,528 --> 00:16:00,169 Wait, you know Pippin? 250 00:16:00,194 --> 00:16:01,378 Of course. 251 00:16:01,403 --> 00:16:03,645 Oh, my God, I'm literally obsessed with that soundtrack. 252 00:16:03,670 --> 00:16:07,353 - I know, me, too. - Like, we did it last summer at camp. 253 00:16:07,378 --> 00:16:09,524 Stop, I-I'm literally dying right now. 254 00:16:09,549 --> 00:16:11,561 And I played Catherine. 255 00:16:11,586 --> 00:16:14,525 But I can actually sing the Leading Player better. 256 00:16:56,509 --> 00:16:59,390 Show me, show me, show me. 257 00:16:59,415 --> 00:17:01,394 Wait, no, not yet. 258 00:17:01,419 --> 00:17:03,867 - I'm scared. - Okay, one... 259 00:17:03,892 --> 00:17:06,371 - No, not yet. - Two... 260 00:17:06,396 --> 00:17:09,401 Don't make me get to three. 261 00:17:13,377 --> 00:17:14,788 I look like a freak. 262 00:17:14,813 --> 00:17:16,525 Shelby... 263 00:17:16,550 --> 00:17:19,732 you look amazing. 264 00:17:19,757 --> 00:17:22,738 Why didn't you tell me you were so good at makeup? 265 00:17:22,763 --> 00:17:25,476 You have to wear that to school. 266 00:17:25,501 --> 00:17:27,346 What? 267 00:17:27,371 --> 00:17:29,952 No. Oh, my God, no way. 268 00:17:29,977 --> 00:17:31,555 Never. 269 00:17:31,580 --> 00:17:33,025 Why not? 270 00:17:33,050 --> 00:17:35,663 Because everyone would say I look crazy, I... 271 00:17:35,688 --> 00:17:37,066 I would be way too scared. 272 00:17:37,091 --> 00:17:39,637 Come on, do something. 273 00:17:39,662 --> 00:17:42,443 Even just the eye makeup. 274 00:17:42,468 --> 00:17:45,583 It's like what Anna Rexhia says. 275 00:17:45,608 --> 00:17:48,555 "When you feel scared of something, 276 00:17:48,580 --> 00:17:51,361 that's the thing you should do." 277 00:17:51,386 --> 00:17:53,532 If you face your fears, 278 00:17:53,557 --> 00:17:55,762 awesome things will happen. 279 00:18:18,006 --> 00:18:20,754 ? There's a land beyond the river ? 280 00:18:20,779 --> 00:18:23,692 ? That we call the sweet forever ? 281 00:18:23,717 --> 00:18:28,836 ? And we only reach the shore by faith's decree ? 282 00:18:28,861 --> 00:18:32,576 ? One by one we'll gain the portals ? 283 00:18:32,601 --> 00:18:36,117 ? There to dwell with the immortals ? 284 00:18:36,142 --> 00:18:39,858 ? When they ring the golden bells for you and me ? 285 00:18:39,883 --> 00:18:41,862 ? You and me. ? 286 00:18:41,887 --> 00:18:43,632 Oh, auditions, auditions. 287 00:18:43,657 --> 00:18:45,770 Don't forget. Our fall play, 288 00:18:45,795 --> 00:18:48,141 we will be treading the hallowed ground of Macbeth. 289 00:18:48,166 --> 00:18:49,711 Or "The Scottish Play," 290 00:18:49,736 --> 00:18:51,715 for those of you who believe in curses. 291 00:18:51,740 --> 00:18:54,153 Ms. Brubaker? 292 00:18:54,178 --> 00:18:58,462 Aye, you'd make a splendid Scot, m'lady. 293 00:18:58,487 --> 00:19:01,635 Will we see thee upon the audition stage? 294 00:19:01,660 --> 00:19:04,742 I don't know. 295 00:19:04,767 --> 00:19:06,635 Maybe. 296 00:19:12,214 --> 00:19:16,164 Hey, Shelby. What, are you wearing makeup now 297 00:19:16,189 --> 00:19:17,901 because I said you looked like a lesbian? 298 00:19:17,926 --> 00:19:19,805 Are you, like, eating a fiber bar now 299 00:19:19,830 --> 00:19:23,136 because you're constipated, Shit Belly? 300 00:19:26,076 --> 00:19:27,754 Oh, my God, it was so epic. 301 00:19:27,779 --> 00:19:30,459 I was like, "Are you eating a fiber bar 302 00:19:30,484 --> 00:19:32,487 because you're constipated or something?" 303 00:19:33,557 --> 00:19:35,770 Like, literally out of a movie. 304 00:19:35,795 --> 00:19:37,874 And then I called her a shit belly. 305 00:19:37,899 --> 00:19:41,481 Shel, I told you, 306 00:19:41,506 --> 00:19:43,018 it's the makeup. 307 00:19:43,043 --> 00:19:45,189 You did something that scared you, 308 00:19:45,214 --> 00:19:48,061 and now you're like a full-on badass. 309 00:19:48,086 --> 00:19:50,023 No, not even. 310 00:19:50,792 --> 00:19:53,931 I did something kind of crazy today, too. 311 00:19:55,200 --> 00:19:58,515 You know how my dad can be so annoying? 312 00:19:58,540 --> 00:20:01,221 I just have to mess with him a little bit. 313 00:20:01,246 --> 00:20:03,658 What did you do? 314 00:20:03,683 --> 00:20:05,529 I took his wallet. 315 00:20:05,554 --> 00:20:08,101 Not, like, stole it, I just hid it 316 00:20:08,126 --> 00:20:10,706 and then he was searching around for it all morning. 317 00:20:10,731 --> 00:20:12,109 It was really funny. 318 00:20:12,134 --> 00:20:13,980 Oh, my God, you're hilarious. 319 00:20:14,005 --> 00:20:16,642 You should do it, too. 320 00:20:17,711 --> 00:20:19,958 Come on, our dads are so cringe. 321 00:20:19,983 --> 00:20:22,096 We have to teach them a lesson. 322 00:20:22,121 --> 00:20:23,833 I don't know... 323 00:20:23,858 --> 00:20:26,237 My dad's at work, he probably has his wallet. 324 00:20:26,262 --> 00:20:27,966 Well, something else then. 325 00:20:29,770 --> 00:20:30,938 Wait... 326 00:20:32,174 --> 00:20:35,047 Shellbell, are you afraid? 327 00:20:36,716 --> 00:20:38,695 You are. Oh, my God. 328 00:20:38,720 --> 00:20:40,532 What's our rule? 329 00:20:40,557 --> 00:20:42,194 Face your fears. 330 00:20:46,703 --> 00:20:49,217 Okay. 331 00:20:49,242 --> 00:20:51,822 Hey, Shel. You haven't seen Mom's mug? 332 00:20:51,847 --> 00:20:53,592 "Teacher of the Year"? 333 00:20:53,617 --> 00:20:54,962 Did you leave it in the car? 334 00:20:54,987 --> 00:20:57,091 I don't think so. 335 00:21:00,130 --> 00:21:01,909 I got to run. 336 00:21:01,934 --> 00:21:03,846 You good here? 337 00:21:03,871 --> 00:21:05,850 Enjoy your day off. 338 00:21:05,875 --> 00:21:08,221 Happy, Happy Columbus Day. 339 00:21:08,246 --> 00:21:10,159 It's Indigenous Peoples' Day. 340 00:21:10,184 --> 00:21:12,029 Huh? 341 00:21:12,054 --> 00:21:14,233 Oh, yeah, happy... 342 00:21:14,258 --> 00:21:16,195 happy that. 343 00:21:18,166 --> 00:21:20,670 - Keep an eye out for that cup? - Yeah. 344 00:21:29,547 --> 00:21:32,036 Is your dad a teacher or something? 345 00:21:32,061 --> 00:21:35,175 No, he's a regional manager at a post office. 346 00:21:35,200 --> 00:21:38,315 He just likes it 'cause it's big. 347 00:21:38,340 --> 00:21:42,323 Oh, my God, I totally have a dare for you. 348 00:21:42,348 --> 00:21:43,893 Break it. 349 00:21:43,918 --> 00:21:45,864 He'd kill me. 350 00:21:45,889 --> 00:21:47,032 It's... 351 00:21:47,057 --> 00:21:48,668 special to him. 352 00:21:48,693 --> 00:21:52,811 Geez. Your dad cares more about a stupid cup 353 00:21:52,836 --> 00:21:54,815 than he does about you. 354 00:21:54,840 --> 00:21:57,311 That sucks, Shell, I'm sorry. 355 00:22:01,085 --> 00:22:02,296 Do it. 356 00:22:02,321 --> 00:22:03,900 It'll feel good. 357 00:22:03,925 --> 00:22:06,262 Trust me. 358 00:22:11,706 --> 00:22:12,942 Do it. 359 00:22:22,963 --> 00:22:24,800 What did I tell you? 360 00:22:27,738 --> 00:22:29,217 If you were my daughter, 361 00:22:29,242 --> 00:22:32,924 I'd care more about you than anything else in the world. 362 00:22:32,949 --> 00:22:36,622 It means a lot to me that you trust me, Shel. 363 00:22:37,391 --> 00:22:39,938 I trust you, too. 364 00:22:39,963 --> 00:22:42,969 How gross, I'm getting all mushy-gushy. 365 00:22:49,415 --> 00:22:51,227 Can I ask you something? 366 00:22:51,252 --> 00:22:52,922 Of course. 367 00:22:54,158 --> 00:22:55,202 Why do you...? 368 00:22:55,227 --> 00:22:57,106 Why do I look funny? 369 00:22:57,131 --> 00:22:58,843 No, no, that's not what I mean. 370 00:22:58,868 --> 00:23:00,112 I... I mean... 371 00:23:00,137 --> 00:23:02,074 It's okay. 372 00:23:09,756 --> 00:23:13,062 I've actually never told anyone this before. 373 00:23:14,098 --> 00:23:17,337 But I'll tell you because I trust you, Shellybelly. 374 00:23:20,444 --> 00:23:22,347 I'm actually adopted. 375 00:23:23,216 --> 00:23:25,988 I've never met my real mom, but... 376 00:23:27,324 --> 00:23:29,036 apparently she was, like, 377 00:23:29,061 --> 00:23:32,276 addicted to drugs and stuff and... 378 00:23:32,301 --> 00:23:35,282 she was, like, doing them, you know, like... 379 00:23:35,307 --> 00:23:38,079 while she was pregnant with me. 380 00:23:39,482 --> 00:23:41,895 So, anyway, it just messed with 381 00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:45,694 a lot of my physical development and stuff. 382 00:23:46,530 --> 00:23:50,813 I have to do school at home and... 383 00:23:50,838 --> 00:23:54,020 I mostly just stay in bed. 384 00:23:54,045 --> 00:23:57,126 I'm so sorry, Bestie. 385 00:23:57,151 --> 00:23:59,287 No, don't cry. 386 00:24:00,457 --> 00:24:02,036 Hey, it's okay. 387 00:24:02,061 --> 00:24:05,309 I get breakfast in bed every day. 388 00:24:05,334 --> 00:24:07,738 - Not bad, huh? - No. 389 00:24:09,008 --> 00:24:11,881 I just sometimes wish I could do normal things, like you. 390 00:24:11,906 --> 00:24:13,358 Stop it. 391 00:24:13,383 --> 00:24:16,322 Whatever you want to do, just tell me and I'll do it. 392 00:24:17,926 --> 00:24:20,130 I'll be like your avatar. 393 00:24:20,932 --> 00:24:23,311 How did I get a friend as good as you? 394 00:24:23,336 --> 00:24:24,806 No. 395 00:24:25,674 --> 00:24:28,179 How did I get a friend as good as you? 396 00:24:29,515 --> 00:24:30,731 Well... 397 00:24:32,187 --> 00:24:35,995 since I told you my deepest, darkest secret... 398 00:24:36,797 --> 00:24:40,045 you have to do one little thing for me. 399 00:24:40,070 --> 00:24:43,451 Something I've always wanted to try. 400 00:24:43,476 --> 00:24:44,913 Anything. 401 00:24:51,526 --> 00:24:55,499 Shelby! Shelby! 402 00:25:26,295 --> 00:25:28,408 That was crazy. 403 00:25:28,433 --> 00:25:31,180 That was the craziest thing I've ever done. 404 00:25:31,205 --> 00:25:34,310 Yeah. 405 00:25:39,121 --> 00:25:41,158 Leave me the fuck alone! 406 00:25:45,103 --> 00:25:46,879 I don't know, should I audition? 407 00:25:46,904 --> 00:25:48,248 No way, no. 408 00:25:48,273 --> 00:25:50,285 You're too good for that. 409 00:25:50,310 --> 00:25:51,855 You're really an artist. 410 00:25:51,880 --> 00:25:53,449 We have that in common. 411 00:26:04,371 --> 00:26:07,453 I really would've loved to have had you in this one, Shelby. 412 00:26:07,478 --> 00:26:09,481 Maybe next time. 413 00:26:10,250 --> 00:26:13,598 Yeah, maybe there'll be a grandmother part. 414 00:26:13,623 --> 00:26:16,128 You won't even need a costume. 415 00:26:29,188 --> 00:26:31,200 We need a doctor. 416 00:26:31,225 --> 00:26:32,627 This is not part of the play. 417 00:26:40,644 --> 00:26:42,882 Run, Shell, run! 418 00:26:58,948 --> 00:27:01,360 Oh, Shellbell, you're amazing. 419 00:27:01,385 --> 00:27:03,364 I want to see what's happening. 420 00:27:03,389 --> 00:27:04,500 I can't go back. 421 00:27:04,525 --> 00:27:06,337 They'll know it was me. 422 00:27:06,362 --> 00:27:08,608 What's our rule? 423 00:27:08,633 --> 00:27:10,637 Face your fear. 424 00:27:15,380 --> 00:27:17,359 Well... 425 00:27:17,384 --> 00:27:19,363 how do you feel? 426 00:27:19,388 --> 00:27:20,967 Alive. 427 00:27:20,992 --> 00:27:23,262 You literally are. 428 00:27:26,502 --> 00:27:28,248 What a goober. 429 00:27:28,273 --> 00:27:30,252 He's such a weirdo. 430 00:27:30,277 --> 00:27:33,382 Shelby, I'm so glad I met you. 431 00:27:34,585 --> 00:27:36,631 You make me feel like a real girl. 432 00:27:36,656 --> 00:27:39,036 You make me brave. 433 00:27:39,061 --> 00:27:41,632 I never did anything scary before I met you. 434 00:27:42,601 --> 00:27:45,048 Best friends forever. 435 00:27:45,073 --> 00:27:47,286 Forever. 436 00:27:47,311 --> 00:27:49,949 I'd do anything for you. 437 00:27:50,717 --> 00:27:52,997 I love you, Shelby. 438 00:27:53,022 --> 00:27:55,059 I love you, too. 439 00:27:57,084 --> 00:27:59,188 It's almost Halloween. 440 00:28:00,570 --> 00:28:02,449 I've always wanted to dress up, 441 00:28:02,474 --> 00:28:05,013 but I've never been able to. 442 00:28:06,048 --> 00:28:07,727 Bestie, I'll dress up for you. 443 00:28:07,752 --> 00:28:09,956 Oh, my God, really? 444 00:28:10,724 --> 00:28:12,135 Oh, my God, okay. 445 00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:13,563 I have the best idea. 446 00:28:33,636 --> 00:28:36,183 Oh-oh, wow! 447 00:28:36,208 --> 00:28:38,725 Mrs. Grim Reaper. I love it, Shelby. 448 00:28:38,750 --> 00:28:40,750 _ 449 00:28:40,775 --> 00:28:42,754 _ 450 00:28:42,796 --> 00:28:45,560 Not the grim reaper, silly. 451 00:28:59,488 --> 00:29:02,035 Hey, everybody, take a... 452 00:29:02,060 --> 00:29:04,073 take a personal day today. Just work on 453 00:29:04,098 --> 00:29:05,600 whatever you need to work on, okay? 454 00:29:12,514 --> 00:29:15,587 I will forgive you for this, Shelby. 455 00:29:17,357 --> 00:29:19,595 One-one day, I will. 456 00:29:30,216 --> 00:29:32,629 What the hell were you thinking? Where does this even come from? 457 00:29:32,654 --> 00:29:34,801 - It was a joke. - A joke? A joke?! 458 00:29:34,826 --> 00:29:36,671 I don't understand how this is a funny joke! 459 00:29:36,696 --> 00:29:38,107 - Fucking let go of me! - I mean, come on! 460 00:29:38,132 --> 00:29:39,543 I don't know who you are anymore! 461 00:29:39,568 --> 00:29:41,347 - Let go! - All right, no more. 462 00:29:41,372 --> 00:29:43,351 No more going out, no more sneaking out. 463 00:29:43,376 --> 00:29:45,288 - Stop! What are you doing? - Nothing! 464 00:29:45,313 --> 00:29:46,792 I don't know. 465 00:29:46,817 --> 00:29:48,967 But until I do, you can stay down there. 466 00:29:50,531 --> 00:29:52,969 I hate you! 467 00:29:53,129 --> 00:29:55,141 I hate you. 468 00:29:55,166 --> 00:29:57,436 Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! 469 00:29:58,841 --> 00:30:00,185 I wish you were fucking dead! 470 00:30:00,210 --> 00:30:02,356 I hate you! 471 00:30:02,381 --> 00:30:03,750 Give me my phone! 472 00:30:44,565 --> 00:30:46,577 Shelby, you have to get out of there. 473 00:30:46,602 --> 00:30:48,281 Yeah, but how? 474 00:30:48,306 --> 00:30:49,884 Well, I mean... 475 00:30:49,909 --> 00:30:53,558 he'd have to let you out if something happened. 476 00:30:53,583 --> 00:30:55,328 Like what? 477 00:30:55,353 --> 00:30:58,902 Like, I don't know, if you broke a bone or something. 478 00:30:58,927 --> 00:31:00,873 He'd have to take you to hospital. 479 00:31:00,898 --> 00:31:02,609 What? 480 00:31:02,634 --> 00:31:04,480 You just want me to... 481 00:31:04,505 --> 00:31:05,883 That's crazy. 482 00:31:05,908 --> 00:31:08,454 No. 483 00:31:08,479 --> 00:31:10,458 Are you afraid? 484 00:31:10,483 --> 00:31:13,422 Of breaking a bone? Yes. 485 00:31:14,658 --> 00:31:16,295 Shell, what's our rule? 486 00:31:20,370 --> 00:31:22,850 But you promised you would do anything for me. 487 00:31:22,875 --> 00:31:24,386 That was a lie? 488 00:31:24,411 --> 00:31:25,856 No, of course I would... 489 00:31:25,881 --> 00:31:28,227 I would break every bone in my body 490 00:31:28,252 --> 00:31:30,265 if it meant I could be free. 491 00:31:30,290 --> 00:31:31,725 But I can't. 492 00:31:32,829 --> 00:31:35,642 My only freedom is you. 493 00:31:35,667 --> 00:31:38,648 And if you're just gonna give up 494 00:31:38,673 --> 00:31:41,387 and stay trapped there... 495 00:31:41,412 --> 00:31:43,792 well, then you're a coward and you're a bad friend. 496 00:31:43,817 --> 00:31:44,886 No. 497 00:31:45,921 --> 00:31:47,767 Bestie, don't say that. 498 00:31:47,792 --> 00:31:49,236 I... 499 00:31:49,261 --> 00:31:50,672 I'm sorry, I'll... 500 00:31:50,697 --> 00:31:52,509 I'll do anything. 501 00:31:52,534 --> 00:31:54,337 I thought you were brave, Shell. 502 00:31:55,106 --> 00:31:57,754 I thought you were my friend. I guess I was wrong. 503 00:31:57,779 --> 00:31:59,166 - Goodbye. - No, wait! 504 00:31:59,191 --> 00:32:00,525 Wait! I'm sorry... 505 00:32:00,550 --> 00:32:02,587 I'll do it. I can do it. 506 00:32:04,793 --> 00:32:07,197 You're just scared. 507 00:32:08,266 --> 00:32:09,802 But I could help you. 508 00:32:10,838 --> 00:32:12,682 I can make you brave. 509 00:32:12,707 --> 00:32:14,520 You just have to do 510 00:32:14,545 --> 00:32:16,624 exactly what I tell you. 511 00:32:16,649 --> 00:32:19,229 Like all the other times. 512 00:32:19,254 --> 00:32:21,534 Listen to me. 513 00:32:21,559 --> 00:32:23,304 Grab the hammer. 514 00:32:23,329 --> 00:32:24,908 I have it. 515 00:32:24,933 --> 00:32:27,579 It's okay to be scared. 516 00:32:27,604 --> 00:32:29,550 It's good that you're scared, 517 00:32:29,575 --> 00:32:31,988 because when you face your fears, 518 00:32:32,013 --> 00:32:35,695 doors open up for you. 519 00:32:35,720 --> 00:32:40,004 The whole world literally opens up for you. 520 00:32:40,029 --> 00:32:42,476 I want to, I want to face my fears, okay? 521 00:32:42,501 --> 00:32:44,480 I can, I can do it. 522 00:32:44,505 --> 00:32:45,715 Shelby! 523 00:32:45,740 --> 00:32:47,987 Who are you talking to? 524 00:32:48,012 --> 00:32:50,291 Your dad is coming. 525 00:32:50,316 --> 00:32:51,694 Do it now. 526 00:32:51,719 --> 00:32:53,956 Okay. 527 00:32:55,861 --> 00:32:57,706 Put your arm in the vice. 528 00:32:57,731 --> 00:32:59,878 What's going on, Shelby? Are you okay? 529 00:32:59,903 --> 00:33:02,842 - That's it, keep turning. - Shelby? 530 00:33:05,446 --> 00:33:06,992 Turn it tighter. 531 00:33:07,017 --> 00:33:08,494 Shelby! 532 00:33:08,519 --> 00:33:10,733 Pick up the hammer. 533 00:33:10,758 --> 00:33:12,870 Don't be scared. 534 00:33:12,895 --> 00:33:14,841 Be brave for me! 535 00:33:14,866 --> 00:33:17,012 I don't want to, I don't want to, I'm scared! 536 00:33:17,037 --> 00:33:18,581 Do it now! 537 00:33:18,606 --> 00:33:20,853 Do it, Shelby, be brave. 538 00:33:20,878 --> 00:33:23,591 Be brave for me! I've seen it before. 539 00:33:23,616 --> 00:33:25,753 Do it! Do it now! 540 00:33:58,120 --> 00:34:00,900 You've experienced a trauma. 541 00:34:00,925 --> 00:34:04,072 But coming here, dealing with it? 542 00:34:04,097 --> 00:34:06,401 That's very brave. 543 00:34:25,874 --> 00:34:28,412 I'll give you a ride in a sec. 544 00:34:29,849 --> 00:34:32,429 Dad? 545 00:34:32,454 --> 00:34:34,433 I just... 546 00:34:34,458 --> 00:34:36,495 wanted to give you this. 547 00:34:37,965 --> 00:34:39,769 And... 548 00:34:42,975 --> 00:34:45,413 I'm really, really sorry. 549 00:34:59,474 --> 00:35:01,478 This is a good start. 550 00:35:02,447 --> 00:35:03,950 Thanks. 551 00:35:08,322 --> 00:35:10,072 _ 552 00:35:17,945 --> 00:35:19,857 You need something, sweetheart? 553 00:35:19,882 --> 00:35:22,062 Is Mr. Nevins here? 554 00:35:22,087 --> 00:35:24,633 No, he's out for the semester. 555 00:35:24,658 --> 00:35:26,094 Oh. 556 00:35:27,097 --> 00:35:28,641 Oh. 557 00:35:28,666 --> 00:35:29,801 Okay, thank you. 558 00:35:39,301 --> 00:35:40,863 _ 559 00:35:40,888 --> 00:35:42,660 _ 560 00:35:55,119 --> 00:35:57,589 Shellybelly. 561 00:36:00,196 --> 00:36:01,640 Best friend. 562 00:36:01,665 --> 00:36:03,736 Can I sign it? 563 00:36:04,806 --> 00:36:07,719 Your cast, can I, can I sign it? 564 00:36:07,744 --> 00:36:09,623 Oh. 565 00:36:09,648 --> 00:36:11,585 Sure. 566 00:36:12,654 --> 00:36:14,566 Cool. 567 00:36:14,591 --> 00:36:16,236 Wait. 568 00:36:16,261 --> 00:36:18,107 First I think we actually have to be friends. 569 00:36:18,132 --> 00:36:20,178 It's, like, the law of signing casts. 570 00:36:20,203 --> 00:36:22,515 I'm-I'm Riv from choir. 571 00:36:22,540 --> 00:36:25,054 River, professionally, and to my mom. 572 00:36:25,079 --> 00:36:26,791 I'm Shelby. 573 00:36:26,816 --> 00:36:28,527 Just Shelby. 574 00:36:28,552 --> 00:36:29,797 Cool. 575 00:36:31,558 --> 00:36:33,537 swear I have, like, a Sharpie or something. 576 00:36:33,562 --> 00:36:35,843 Oh, cool, you know Anna Rexhia? 577 00:36:35,868 --> 00:36:38,147 Oh, yeah, the freaky drag queen? 578 00:36:38,172 --> 00:36:39,751 - Dude, she's awesome. - I know! 579 00:36:39,776 --> 00:36:42,522 - She's so weird, but also cool. - Right? 580 00:36:42,547 --> 00:36:45,194 I'm obsessed with anything, like, drag or horror, you know? 581 00:36:45,219 --> 00:36:47,532 So together it's, like, kaboom! 582 00:36:47,557 --> 00:36:48,802 You know? Like, mind-blowing. 583 00:36:48,827 --> 00:36:50,897 Cool, yeah. 584 00:36:51,866 --> 00:36:54,012 Oh, there you are. 585 00:36:54,037 --> 00:36:55,974 Cool. 586 00:37:02,153 --> 00:37:03,597 Cool. 587 00:37:03,622 --> 00:37:05,994 There we are. 588 00:37:07,030 --> 00:37:08,641 Thanks. 589 00:37:08,666 --> 00:37:09,842 Cool, yeah. 590 00:37:09,868 --> 00:37:11,033 - Okay. - Yeah. 591 00:37:11,906 --> 00:37:13,810 Bye. 592 00:37:15,223 --> 00:37:16,975 Bye-bye, friend. 593 00:37:30,124 --> 00:37:34,436 _ 594 00:37:35,300 --> 00:37:38,721 _ 595 00:38:19,274 --> 00:38:21,019 Wait. 596 00:38:21,044 --> 00:38:23,124 - You saw? - What you did? 597 00:38:23,149 --> 00:38:24,827 Opening night of Macbeth? 598 00:38:24,852 --> 00:38:26,230 Pod-gate? 599 00:38:26,255 --> 00:38:28,835 I did, I did. I-I saw it all. 600 00:38:28,860 --> 00:38:30,171 Please don't tell anyone. 601 00:38:30,196 --> 00:38:31,875 - They'll expel me. - Lady, chill out. 602 00:38:31,900 --> 00:38:33,711 Okay? 603 00:38:33,736 --> 00:38:35,381 Thought it was badass. 604 00:38:35,406 --> 00:38:36,897 I mean, Chaz and those guys 605 00:38:36,923 --> 00:38:39,221 have been making my life hell since elementary school. 606 00:38:39,247 --> 00:38:41,226 I mean, making fun of the disabled kid... 607 00:38:41,251 --> 00:38:43,397 it's, like, almost too cliché, right? 608 00:38:43,422 --> 00:38:44,934 Right? 609 00:38:44,959 --> 00:38:46,738 But, alas, you know, the popular D-bag 610 00:38:46,763 --> 00:38:49,300 is a simple and highly predictable organism, so... 611 00:38:50,403 --> 00:38:53,083 I didn't know you had a disability. 612 00:38:53,108 --> 00:38:55,288 Look, it's called ectopia cord is. 613 00:38:55,313 --> 00:38:57,325 Sounds like a fucking Harry Potter spell. 614 00:38:57,350 --> 00:39:00,665 But, basically, I was born with my heart 615 00:39:00,690 --> 00:39:02,837 on the outside of my body. 616 00:39:02,862 --> 00:39:06,210 Had, like, four open-heart surgeries before I was six. 617 00:39:06,235 --> 00:39:09,884 But then they shoved my heart back inside of my body 618 00:39:09,909 --> 00:39:11,754 and, for some reason, put my asshole 619 00:39:11,779 --> 00:39:13,657 on the outside. 620 00:39:13,682 --> 00:39:16,021 Woo-hoo, right? 621 00:39:17,958 --> 00:39:19,394 TMI? 622 00:39:20,429 --> 00:39:22,266 How did you know it was me? 623 00:39:23,770 --> 00:39:25,610 I don't know. I've been watching you this year. 624 00:39:26,175 --> 00:39:29,322 I'm not, like, stalking you or anything, Shelby. 625 00:39:29,347 --> 00:39:31,193 You know, just... looking out. 626 00:39:31,218 --> 00:39:33,155 You know, in case things went too far. 627 00:39:34,157 --> 00:39:35,869 So you're not blackmailing me? 628 00:39:35,894 --> 00:39:37,850 You're not gonna make me... 629 00:39:37,875 --> 00:39:39,442 do anything? 630 00:39:39,467 --> 00:39:41,480 Why would I make you do something you don't want to do? 631 00:39:41,505 --> 00:39:43,275 That's not how friendship works. 632 00:39:46,499 --> 00:39:49,462 The text... you called me "best friend." 633 00:39:49,487 --> 00:39:51,358 Yeah, 'cause I signed your cast and all? 634 00:39:52,127 --> 00:39:54,306 I mean, it was a joke, and I'm... 635 00:39:54,331 --> 00:39:55,742 sorry if it freaked you out. 636 00:39:55,767 --> 00:39:57,345 It's... 637 00:39:57,370 --> 00:39:59,307 - it's okay. - 'Kay. 638 00:40:00,343 --> 00:40:01,913 What are you doing right now? 639 00:40:04,150 --> 00:40:05,394 the lady at the gas station... 640 00:40:05,419 --> 00:40:07,298 she's for sure a tweaker... but... 641 00:40:07,323 --> 00:40:10,495 she gives me free cigarettes if I play the-the cripple card. 642 00:40:12,133 --> 00:40:13,778 How 'bout fruit snacks? 643 00:40:13,803 --> 00:40:14,814 Oh, yeah. 644 00:40:14,839 --> 00:40:16,675 She'll for sure hook it up. 645 00:40:17,443 --> 00:40:18,487 Okay. 646 00:40:18,512 --> 00:40:20,082 Yeah? 647 00:40:22,387 --> 00:40:23,923 Come on. 648 00:40:29,689 --> 00:40:31,673 _ 649 00:40:31,698 --> 00:40:33,656 _ 650 00:40:33,682 --> 00:40:34,778 All good? 651 00:40:35,881 --> 00:40:36,925 - Yeah. - All right. 652 00:40:36,950 --> 00:40:38,385 - Sorry. - Nah, it's cool. 653 00:40:41,826 --> 00:40:43,930 I've talked a lot about fear. 654 00:40:44,731 --> 00:40:48,105 How, in order to be brave, we have to do what scares us. 655 00:40:48,907 --> 00:40:52,355 Now, I'm not talking about driving 100 miles an hour 656 00:40:52,380 --> 00:40:53,524 with a blindfold on. 657 00:40:53,549 --> 00:40:55,796 No, no, no. 658 00:40:55,821 --> 00:40:57,866 I'm talking about the scary things 659 00:40:57,891 --> 00:40:59,402 that, deep down, we know are right. 660 00:40:59,427 --> 00:41:02,075 ? Show you a rhyme ? 661 00:41:02,100 --> 00:41:04,446 ? Cats fit on the windowsill ? 662 00:41:04,471 --> 00:41:07,452 - Like standing up for yourself. - ? Children fit in the snow ? 663 00:41:07,477 --> 00:41:08,855 Being vulnerable. 664 00:41:08,880 --> 00:41:11,360 ? Why do I feel I don't fit in ? 665 00:41:11,385 --> 00:41:14,399 - ? Anywhere I go? ? - Saying you're sorry. 666 00:41:14,424 --> 00:41:18,875 ? Rivers belong where they can ramble ? 667 00:41:18,900 --> 00:41:20,444 ? They can ramble ? 668 00:41:20,469 --> 00:41:24,152 ? Eagles belong where they can fly ? 669 00:41:24,177 --> 00:41:26,824 ? They can fly ? 670 00:41:26,849 --> 00:41:31,199 ? I've got to be where my spirit can run free ? 671 00:41:31,224 --> 00:41:36,209 ? Got to find my corner ? 672 00:41:36,234 --> 00:41:39,549 ? Of the sky... ? 673 00:41:39,574 --> 00:41:42,422 - ? Of the sky ? - ? Of the sky ? 674 00:41:42,447 --> 00:41:47,532 ? Of the sky...! ? 675 00:41:47,557 --> 00:41:49,169 Because, you see, 676 00:41:49,194 --> 00:41:51,506 when you face those kinds of fears, 677 00:41:51,531 --> 00:41:52,943 good things 678 00:41:52,968 --> 00:41:55,181 and good people 679 00:41:55,206 --> 00:41:57,176 come into your life. 680 00:41:58,980 --> 00:42:00,859 ? Life's a drag ? 681 00:42:00,884 --> 00:42:02,362 ? When you're a fag ? 682 00:42:02,387 --> 00:42:04,566 ? So, instead ? 683 00:42:04,591 --> 00:42:06,896 ? Be dead ? 684 00:42:12,307 --> 00:42:14,658 _ 685 00:42:15,752 --> 00:42:17,455 _ 686 00:42:18,352 --> 00:42:21,400 I like to have these end-of-year check-ins just to... 687 00:42:21,425 --> 00:42:24,874 see where we are, where we've been, where we're going. 688 00:42:24,899 --> 00:42:26,209 Shelby... 689 00:42:26,234 --> 00:42:28,147 she's one of my good eggs. 690 00:42:28,172 --> 00:42:30,017 I'm gonna miss her a lot. 691 00:42:30,042 --> 00:42:31,486 She's smart, 692 00:42:31,511 --> 00:42:33,457 she's talented, she's kind, 693 00:42:33,482 --> 00:42:34,994 she's got A's across the board... 694 00:42:35,019 --> 00:42:37,031 - One "B." - Oh. 695 00:42:37,056 --> 00:42:38,333 In P.E. 696 00:42:38,358 --> 00:42:40,528 Oh, I count that as a badge of honor. 697 00:42:42,366 --> 00:42:44,079 And it did not stop you from getting into Oberlin. 698 00:42:44,104 --> 00:42:48,053 Well, I-I think we're still considering, you know, 699 00:42:48,078 --> 00:42:50,349 maybe getting some generals out of the way somewhere... 700 00:42:51,351 --> 00:42:52,854 closer to Dad? 701 00:42:53,622 --> 00:42:55,201 Your freshman year... 702 00:42:55,226 --> 00:42:56,503 classes are gonna be the same 703 00:42:56,528 --> 00:42:58,006 - pretty much wherever you go. - Dad. 704 00:42:58,031 --> 00:43:00,010 I want to go to Oberlin. 705 00:43:00,035 --> 00:43:02,215 And it's not just about the classes. 706 00:43:02,240 --> 00:43:04,410 It's where River's going. 707 00:43:05,379 --> 00:43:07,125 And he's just... 708 00:43:07,150 --> 00:43:08,928 my favorite person in the world. 709 00:43:08,953 --> 00:43:11,157 I don't want to lose that. 710 00:43:13,028 --> 00:43:15,207 You are all heart. 711 00:43:15,232 --> 00:43:16,936 Just like your mom. 712 00:43:19,975 --> 00:43:21,010 Come here. 713 00:43:24,919 --> 00:43:26,454 It's the best way to be. 714 00:43:40,115 --> 00:43:41,484 - Guess what. - What? 715 00:43:43,021 --> 00:43:44,132 I told him. 716 00:43:44,157 --> 00:43:46,269 - No frickin' way. - Yeah. 717 00:43:46,294 --> 00:43:48,006 Dude, Shelby, that's awesome. 718 00:43:48,031 --> 00:43:49,075 Are you serious? 719 00:43:49,100 --> 00:43:50,644 He said it's all okay. 720 00:43:50,669 --> 00:43:52,181 We can live together at Oberlin 721 00:43:52,206 --> 00:43:54,385 as long as I get good financial aid. 722 00:43:54,410 --> 00:43:55,688 Which you will. 723 00:43:55,713 --> 00:43:57,153 'Cause you're amazing. 724 00:44:00,883 --> 00:44:02,642 Who's this? Like, your secret boyfriend or something? 725 00:44:02,667 --> 00:44:04,372 - What is this? - No. Just this... 726 00:44:04,397 --> 00:44:07,036 loser girl I used to be friends with. 727 00:44:08,272 --> 00:44:10,117 She's a freak. 728 00:44:10,142 --> 00:44:12,680 She's, like, confined to her bed or something. 729 00:44:13,682 --> 00:44:15,661 Spends all day online. 730 00:44:15,686 --> 00:44:17,665 Feel kind of bad for her. 731 00:44:17,690 --> 00:44:20,304 But she's... toxic. 732 00:44:20,329 --> 00:44:22,074 Honestly. 733 00:44:22,099 --> 00:44:24,679 She's probably, like, some fat incel dude in a mask. 734 00:44:24,704 --> 00:44:26,449 Jerking his micro penis 735 00:44:26,474 --> 00:44:27,978 or something. 736 00:44:31,084 --> 00:44:33,535 - She's, like, a legit psychopath. - _ 737 00:44:33,589 --> 00:44:35,134 I know. 738 00:44:35,159 --> 00:44:36,536 I blocked her on my phone, but, somehow, 739 00:44:36,561 --> 00:44:38,703 her messages keep coming through to my computer. 740 00:44:39,467 --> 00:44:40,511 Oh, no. 741 00:44:40,536 --> 00:44:41,680 She's got to go. 742 00:44:41,705 --> 00:44:44,018 What are you doing? 743 00:44:44,043 --> 00:44:45,612 One moment, please. 744 00:44:47,583 --> 00:44:49,587 Boop. Beep. 745 00:44:51,191 --> 00:44:53,061 Ho, ho, ho, Merry Christmas. 746 00:44:54,097 --> 00:44:56,610 Wait. Are you serious? 747 00:44:56,635 --> 00:44:58,781 She's actually gone from my life forever? 748 00:44:58,806 --> 00:45:01,052 I mean, she can still stare at you through your window 749 00:45:01,077 --> 00:45:02,655 and watch you sleep at night. 750 00:45:02,680 --> 00:45:06,263 But, yeah, she can no longer contact you via airwaves. 751 00:45:06,288 --> 00:45:08,667 I didn't know it was possible to be more in love with you 752 00:45:08,692 --> 00:45:11,206 than I already am, but... 753 00:45:11,231 --> 00:45:12,365 guess I was wrong. 754 00:45:13,770 --> 00:45:15,439 Yeah? Come here. 755 00:45:20,027 --> 00:45:21,626 What are you doing tonight? 756 00:45:21,651 --> 00:45:24,065 I have a crazy, amazing, 757 00:45:24,090 --> 00:45:26,762 awesome, incredible idea. 758 00:45:41,224 --> 00:45:42,526 Where are we? 759 00:45:43,495 --> 00:45:44,807 We're almost there. 760 00:45:44,832 --> 00:45:47,002 Don't want to ruin the surprise. 761 00:45:48,372 --> 00:45:49,482 - All right? - Okay. 762 00:45:49,507 --> 00:45:50,642 All right. 763 00:45:51,645 --> 00:45:53,715 Sorry. 764 00:46:05,506 --> 00:46:07,811 What is this place? 765 00:46:09,314 --> 00:46:10,549 Come on. Get out. 766 00:46:16,127 --> 00:46:17,596 Whoa... 767 00:46:18,800 --> 00:46:20,210 Riv, I-I don't like this. 768 00:46:20,235 --> 00:46:21,479 - I have a weird feeling. - Oh, come on. 769 00:46:21,504 --> 00:46:22,539 It's okay. It's okay. 770 00:46:23,408 --> 00:46:25,612 I really want to show you this, okay? 771 00:46:26,381 --> 00:46:28,393 Okay, but hold me. I'm a scaredy-cat. 772 00:46:28,418 --> 00:46:30,130 Aw, I'm right here, okay? 773 00:46:30,155 --> 00:46:31,324 I'm right here. 774 00:47:30,409 --> 00:47:32,279 What is this place? 775 00:47:38,860 --> 00:47:40,471 Does someone live here? 776 00:47:40,496 --> 00:47:42,166 I don't know. 777 00:47:55,592 --> 00:47:57,162 What was that? 778 00:47:57,964 --> 00:47:59,433 What? 779 00:48:36,508 --> 00:48:37,676 River? 780 00:48:40,482 --> 00:48:42,394 What are we doing here? 781 00:48:42,419 --> 00:48:43,998 - What did you do? Why are we here? - Calm down. Calm down. 782 00:48:44,023 --> 00:48:46,536 Calm down. Calm down. Shelby, calm down. 783 00:48:46,561 --> 00:48:48,273 It's okay, it's okay. Hey. 784 00:48:48,298 --> 00:48:49,743 It's not. There's things I haven't told you. 785 00:48:49,768 --> 00:48:51,747 Shelby, calm down. 786 00:48:51,772 --> 00:48:53,976 Be brave, all right? Hey! Shelby! 787 00:49:13,850 --> 00:49:15,551 Hello, friend. 788 00:49:37,563 --> 00:49:40,301 Why? 789 00:49:49,487 --> 00:49:50,957 I did it. 790 00:49:51,725 --> 00:49:53,971 I did everything you ever asked me to do. 791 00:49:53,996 --> 00:49:55,607 I brought her to you. 792 00:49:55,632 --> 00:49:57,269 It's-it's over. 793 00:49:58,071 --> 00:50:00,041 You're the only friend I'll ever need. 794 00:50:00,810 --> 00:50:03,381 And now we can be together forever. 795 00:50:05,485 --> 00:50:06,789 Friend. 796 00:50:08,325 --> 00:50:10,362 Best friend. 797 00:51:09,151 --> 00:51:11,569 Sync and corrections by solfieri www.addic7ed.com