1 00:00:00,135 --> 00:00:01,273 Previously on Heartland. 2 00:00:01,397 --> 00:00:02,402 You know 3 00:00:02,437 --> 00:00:04,436 - my granddaughter, Lou. - We went to the same school. 4 00:00:04,672 --> 00:00:06,838 - I was a few years behind her. - You left, too. 5 00:00:06,874 --> 00:00:08,540 Suddenly, as I recall. 6 00:00:08,675 --> 00:00:10,575 What's wrong is that every time 7 00:00:10,644 --> 00:00:12,244 I try and do something, it gets ruined. 8 00:00:12,313 --> 00:00:14,146 I didn't even make it to the finals 9 00:00:14,148 --> 00:00:15,247 of my writing competition. 10 00:00:15,316 --> 00:00:17,282 I can't believe I missed that bank meeting. 11 00:00:17,351 --> 00:00:19,784 I just?I haven't been sleeping well, 12 00:00:19,820 --> 00:00:21,653 and for some crazy reason, I completely forgot 13 00:00:21,655 --> 00:00:24,256 to set my alarm. 14 00:00:24,258 --> 00:00:26,825 Seems like we could use something for this lunch, 15 00:00:26,861 --> 00:00:29,194 though, like maybe... this. 16 00:00:29,329 --> 00:00:31,329 I am done doing stupid things to impress you guys. 17 00:00:31,399 --> 00:00:33,265 - Katie? - I think you both should leave. 18 00:00:33,334 --> 00:00:35,234 She's totally lame. 19 00:00:36,870 --> 00:00:39,271 God, you need to stop asking me for things I can't give you. 20 00:00:39,340 --> 00:00:40,973 You've done it my whole life! 21 00:01:14,641 --> 00:01:18,076 Close your eyes. 22 00:01:19,180 --> 00:01:22,781 Visualize... 23 00:01:22,850 --> 00:01:25,651 You are descending through clouds 24 00:01:25,653 --> 00:01:27,652 in a glass elevator. 25 00:01:27,688 --> 00:01:30,189 Your worries, 26 00:01:30,191 --> 00:01:34,126 your past remain far above you. 27 00:01:47,074 --> 00:01:50,475 Lou, heh... it is 6 A.M. 28 00:01:50,478 --> 00:01:52,010 - Oh. - What are you doing? 29 00:01:52,079 --> 00:01:54,012 Um... I just? I couldn't sleep, 30 00:01:54,081 --> 00:01:56,548 so I thought I'd get a jump on things. 31 00:01:56,584 --> 00:01:58,683 Things like sorting old clothes? 32 00:01:58,752 --> 00:02:01,886 No, uh, I was looking for this old box that was 33 00:02:01,922 --> 00:02:03,622 in the Quonset hut for ages. 34 00:02:03,624 --> 00:02:06,892 And now, I can't find it, and it is driving me nuts. 35 00:02:06,961 --> 00:02:09,127 What's in it? 36 00:02:09,130 --> 00:02:11,830 Nothing, just old stuff to be donated. 37 00:02:11,965 --> 00:02:13,631 You should try the cellar. 38 00:02:58,946 --> 00:03:01,413 Thought you might need a hand. 39 00:03:01,548 --> 00:03:03,949 - Lou, what is wrong? - Oh, I?m? 40 00:03:03,951 --> 00:03:06,551 Nothing, it's just so dusty in here. 41 00:03:06,554 --> 00:03:08,420 Whose is that? 42 00:03:08,422 --> 00:03:10,822 Uh, I don't know. 43 00:03:10,958 --> 00:03:13,625 I'm just gonna throw it in the pile of donations. 44 00:03:30,911 --> 00:03:33,979 ?? And at the break of day ? 45 00:03:34,048 --> 00:03:38,183 ? You sink into a dream ? 46 00:03:38,252 --> 00:03:41,319 ? You dreamer ? 47 00:03:42,990 --> 00:03:44,422 ? You dreamer ? 48 00:03:47,228 --> 00:03:49,494 ? You dreamer ? 49 00:03:49,630 --> 00:03:52,063 ? Oh-oh-oh-oh ?? 50 00:03:52,087 --> 00:03:55,487 ? Subtitle formatting by Alice ? ? www.addic7ed.com ? 51 00:04:03,811 --> 00:04:06,878 Whoops. Yup. Okay. That's, uh... 52 00:04:06,947 --> 00:04:09,080 - Oh, my gosh! - That doesn't go there. 53 00:04:09,116 --> 00:04:11,016 - I'm sorry. - It's okay, sweetheart. 54 00:04:11,151 --> 00:04:12,617 Don't take this the wrong way, but you do seem 55 00:04:12,620 --> 00:04:13,685 a little distracted. 56 00:04:13,754 --> 00:04:15,153 Well, I?I am. 57 00:04:15,155 --> 00:04:18,556 I mean, Jessica left me with a giant list of things to do 58 00:04:18,592 --> 00:04:20,525 before the gallery opens while she's off 59 00:04:20,561 --> 00:04:22,093 in the mountains. 60 00:04:22,129 --> 00:04:24,095 Well, she's just doing her job, Lou. 61 00:04:24,131 --> 00:04:26,431 Do you want empty walls at the gallery? 62 00:04:26,467 --> 00:04:29,701 No, I'm just saying the timing isn't great. 63 00:04:29,737 --> 00:04:31,736 There was a mix-up with the painters at the gallery, 64 00:04:31,805 --> 00:04:33,772 so I have to finish the job myself on top of personally 65 00:04:33,841 --> 00:04:36,441 meeting this VIP guest at the dude ranch, and... 66 00:04:36,576 --> 00:04:39,044 Finishing all the inventory at Maggie's by the end of the week. 67 00:04:39,046 --> 00:04:40,379 I can help you paint. 68 00:04:40,514 --> 00:04:42,647 And I can handle things over at Maggie's. 69 00:04:42,650 --> 00:04:44,883 - I know the ropes. - Really? You would do that? 70 00:04:44,885 --> 00:04:46,985 Yeah! Yeah, of course. 71 00:04:46,987 --> 00:04:48,386 Making lists, crossing things off, 72 00:04:48,522 --> 00:04:49,887 right in my wheelhouse. 73 00:04:49,923 --> 00:04:51,990 - Thank you. - Mm. No problem. 74 00:04:52,125 --> 00:04:54,793 - I'll be there at 10. - Okay. 75 00:04:54,862 --> 00:04:56,994 Mm! 76 00:04:59,199 --> 00:05:01,199 No need to thank me. 77 00:05:03,604 --> 00:05:06,338 Look, Mommy, a dog! 78 00:05:06,340 --> 00:05:08,807 I think I might know whose dog that is. 79 00:05:08,942 --> 00:05:11,876 - Good morning! - It is. 80 00:05:11,945 --> 00:05:15,814 - Hello, ma'am. Nice horse. - Thanks. 81 00:05:19,953 --> 00:05:22,320 You can go say hi. 82 00:05:24,925 --> 00:05:26,758 Your dog is so pretty! 83 00:05:26,760 --> 00:05:30,895 Thank you. She knows it too. Her name's Molly. 84 00:05:30,931 --> 00:05:33,498 Come on, Molly, chase me! 85 00:05:33,633 --> 00:05:35,500 Yeah, Lyndy used to love playing with Remi. 86 00:05:35,635 --> 00:05:38,570 - Remi adored her. - You're a good doggie! 87 00:05:38,639 --> 00:05:41,105 I think Molly might be joining that club. 88 00:05:41,141 --> 00:05:44,609 She licked me and it tickled! 89 00:05:44,645 --> 00:05:46,577 Aww! Hi! 90 00:05:49,216 --> 00:05:51,249 You might have to bring her over for a play date. 91 00:05:52,486 --> 00:05:54,119 Well, we'll let you get on with your day. 92 00:05:56,290 --> 00:05:58,657 - Hey, Amy. - Yeah? 93 00:05:58,659 --> 00:06:00,091 You free for a morning ride tomorrow? 94 00:06:01,395 --> 00:06:03,128 I might be. 95 00:06:03,197 --> 00:06:04,863 This spot, same time? 96 00:06:06,066 --> 00:06:07,532 Yeah. 97 00:06:07,534 --> 00:06:09,734 All right. 98 00:06:09,737 --> 00:06:11,002 See you then. 99 00:06:12,873 --> 00:06:14,005 Come on! 100 00:06:24,885 --> 00:06:27,285 I'm so glad these arrived so fast. 101 00:06:27,287 --> 00:06:30,688 - What did you order? - Elaine's favourite notebooks. 102 00:06:30,690 --> 00:06:32,490 She asked me to provide them last minute, 103 00:06:32,559 --> 00:06:34,760 but thank goodness Amazon Prime had them. 104 00:06:34,895 --> 00:06:36,428 - Aren't they beautiful? - Yeah. 105 00:06:36,430 --> 00:06:38,563 Okay. Put those inside, she's almost here. 106 00:06:40,801 --> 00:06:42,834 Did you remember to put out clean towels? 107 00:06:42,969 --> 00:06:45,770 Yes, and I even put a chocolate on her pillow. 108 00:06:45,773 --> 00:06:47,973 - Where'd you get chocolate? - I brought it. 109 00:06:48,108 --> 00:06:50,041 Elaine Collins loves dark chocolate. 110 00:06:50,077 --> 00:06:51,977 Ah! Okay, she's here. Um... 111 00:06:52,112 --> 00:06:54,713 I know you're a fan, but please act professional. 112 00:06:54,848 --> 00:06:56,114 Right? 113 00:07:04,024 --> 00:07:05,724 Ms. Collins, I'm Lou Fleming. 114 00:07:05,726 --> 00:07:07,125 It is such a pleasure to meet you. 115 00:07:07,260 --> 00:07:11,196 - Yes. - This is my daughter, Katie. 116 00:07:11,331 --> 00:07:13,064 - I love your books. - Of course. 117 00:07:13,133 --> 00:07:15,466 Your new notebooks are inside, and Katie's gonna 118 00:07:15,502 --> 00:07:17,135 get you settled, so anything you need, 119 00:07:17,137 --> 00:07:18,736 anything at all, just let her know. 120 00:07:18,772 --> 00:07:20,405 I brought everything I need. 121 00:07:21,675 --> 00:07:23,141 My rules. 122 00:07:23,143 --> 00:07:27,178 Oh. Um... "No noise before 10 A.M." 123 00:07:27,247 --> 00:07:28,680 "Meals to be left outside the door." 124 00:07:28,815 --> 00:07:30,482 "Absolutely no knocking." 125 00:07:30,484 --> 00:07:32,551 I'm here to write and research. 126 00:07:32,553 --> 00:07:34,553 Absolutely no distractions. 127 00:07:34,688 --> 00:07:36,621 You've come to the perfect place. 128 00:07:40,594 --> 00:07:44,028 Hi, Eleanor? Amy Fleming. 129 00:07:46,099 --> 00:07:47,999 Um... 130 00:07:48,035 --> 00:07:50,034 Sorry, were you expecting someone else? 131 00:07:50,103 --> 00:07:52,370 Not at all, I just didn't realize where I was 132 00:07:52,439 --> 00:07:53,972 until I pulled up into the drive. 133 00:07:53,974 --> 00:07:56,107 Oh, so you've been to Heartland before? 134 00:07:57,211 --> 00:07:58,376 No. 135 00:07:58,378 --> 00:08:01,579 I guess I just imagined the famous Amy Fleming 136 00:08:01,615 --> 00:08:04,115 to train out of a fancy show barn. 137 00:08:04,184 --> 00:08:06,718 - Hmm. - Not a ranch. 138 00:08:06,720 --> 00:08:08,987 It doesn't matter, though. It's nice to meet you, Amy. 139 00:08:09,056 --> 00:08:11,189 Yeah, you as well. What can I help you with? 140 00:08:11,258 --> 00:08:13,058 This is Domino. 141 00:08:13,193 --> 00:08:15,393 We've been showing together for three years now. 142 00:08:15,395 --> 00:08:16,862 - Aww. - I learned how to jump on him. 143 00:08:16,997 --> 00:08:19,931 Aww, well, then, you guys must have quite the partnership. 144 00:08:19,933 --> 00:08:22,868 - Come on, buddy. - We did... 145 00:08:23,003 --> 00:08:25,403 But then, this fall, all of a sudden, 146 00:08:25,472 --> 00:08:28,740 he started refusing jumps, running out. 147 00:08:28,875 --> 00:08:30,474 This is a totally new behaviour? 148 00:08:30,511 --> 00:08:33,011 Yeah. He's not a spooky horse. 149 00:08:33,080 --> 00:08:35,279 He's always been really brave. 150 00:08:35,315 --> 00:08:37,915 We didn't get into the ribbons once this spring. 151 00:08:38,952 --> 00:08:41,085 My dad says I either fix the problem 152 00:08:41,154 --> 00:08:43,087 or I get a new horse. 153 00:08:43,123 --> 00:08:46,490 That's a pretty serious ultimatum. 154 00:08:46,527 --> 00:08:48,526 Dad doesn't wanna keep losers. 155 00:08:48,562 --> 00:08:51,563 He figures if I'm not winning, then what's the point? 156 00:08:51,632 --> 00:08:53,999 I really don't know what's going on, 157 00:08:54,001 --> 00:08:57,902 so if you can't help me, I may have to give him up. 158 00:09:01,942 --> 00:09:04,175 That was such a great trail ride! 159 00:09:04,177 --> 00:09:06,444 - Trail rides? - Sure was! 160 00:09:06,446 --> 00:09:08,046 Jeez. 161 00:09:09,716 --> 00:09:12,250 - Stupid. - Can I get you anything? 162 00:09:12,385 --> 00:09:15,587 Earl Grey tea, popcorn? 163 00:09:15,589 --> 00:09:17,888 I've read all about your writing rituals online. 164 00:09:17,925 --> 00:09:20,458 Oh, do you want the Wi-Fi password to download music? 165 00:09:20,594 --> 00:09:23,494 I can't write to anything with lyrics. 166 00:09:24,831 --> 00:09:27,732 Wow. Four minutes, quite reasonable, actually. 167 00:09:27,734 --> 00:09:29,266 What's reasonable? 168 00:09:30,337 --> 00:09:32,069 Well, usually, aspiring writers 169 00:09:32,105 --> 00:09:35,206 take about 30 seconds to announce themselves to me. 170 00:09:35,242 --> 00:09:36,941 You're an aspiring writer, yes? 171 00:09:36,944 --> 00:09:38,676 Yeah. 172 00:09:39,879 --> 00:09:41,813 Do you have any advice for someone 173 00:09:41,815 --> 00:09:43,814 who wants to be a novelist, like, professionally? 174 00:09:43,850 --> 00:09:45,683 I do. 175 00:09:45,752 --> 00:09:48,019 Don't even try. 176 00:09:48,055 --> 00:09:50,154 I'm sorry, I don't understand. 177 00:09:51,925 --> 00:09:54,759 It's too tough. 178 00:09:54,761 --> 00:09:55,872 Do you think you're a good writer? 179 00:09:55,896 --> 00:09:58,630 Yeah... I think so. 180 00:09:58,699 --> 00:10:00,164 Sometimes. 181 00:10:00,200 --> 00:10:02,567 No matter how good you are, there's going to be 182 00:10:02,569 --> 00:10:04,436 a critic out there ready to tear you apart. 183 00:10:05,539 --> 00:10:07,639 You like the dream of writing, 184 00:10:07,641 --> 00:10:09,907 but the reality is much different. 185 00:10:09,943 --> 00:10:11,276 My advice: 186 00:10:11,278 --> 00:10:14,178 Find something else you like to do and do that. 187 00:10:14,247 --> 00:10:17,048 You will be a lot happier. 188 00:10:28,629 --> 00:10:31,896 Hello, Katie Cat! 189 00:10:34,901 --> 00:10:38,135 - Katie, what's wrong? - I met Elaine Collins. 190 00:10:38,171 --> 00:10:40,739 You know, the writer of Murder At Mustang Ford. 191 00:10:40,874 --> 00:10:42,707 Okay, 192 00:10:42,709 --> 00:10:48,479 so she's the VIP your mom's been worried about. 193 00:10:48,515 --> 00:10:50,281 You know, she wrote a pretty good book, 194 00:10:50,317 --> 00:10:52,917 but she needed a researcher. 195 00:10:52,986 --> 00:10:54,252 Don't tell her I said that. 196 00:10:54,321 --> 00:10:56,154 I don't plan on talking to her again. 197 00:10:56,289 --> 00:10:59,824 Why? Was she rude to you? 198 00:10:59,860 --> 00:11:04,629 She said that... being a writer was too difficult, 199 00:11:04,764 --> 00:11:06,097 and that I should even try. 200 00:11:06,232 --> 00:11:07,966 Well, that's a load of you-know-what. 201 00:11:07,968 --> 00:11:10,168 What if it's not? 202 00:11:10,170 --> 00:11:13,104 Katie, you can do anything you set your mind to. 203 00:11:13,140 --> 00:11:16,240 Even if I'm good enough, GG, I'm not sure. 204 00:11:16,276 --> 00:11:18,375 When I got the feedback from those judges 205 00:11:18,412 --> 00:11:19,844 from that fairy tale competition, 206 00:11:19,913 --> 00:11:22,981 I... I totally unravelled. 207 00:11:22,983 --> 00:11:24,849 I hated the way that made me feel. 208 00:11:24,984 --> 00:11:28,453 Well, you'll learn to handle criticism, sweetheart. 209 00:11:28,588 --> 00:11:31,255 Maybe I don't want to, though. 210 00:11:31,291 --> 00:11:33,591 I've already wasted so much time on this. 211 00:11:36,730 --> 00:11:38,863 I think I'm done. 212 00:11:55,548 --> 00:11:56,981 Oh! Ah! 213 00:12:15,835 --> 00:12:17,435 Please don't be a bear. 214 00:12:21,742 --> 00:12:24,275 You scared me! 215 00:12:25,345 --> 00:12:27,445 Sorry. 216 00:12:27,580 --> 00:12:29,848 You go to my school, don't you? 217 00:12:29,850 --> 00:12:32,984 - I'm Nathan. - I'm Lou. 218 00:12:32,986 --> 00:12:35,052 What are you doing out here? 219 00:12:35,122 --> 00:12:38,256 I was out walking, and I hurt my ankle. 220 00:12:38,391 --> 00:12:39,523 Oh. 221 00:12:41,695 --> 00:12:43,528 Ah! 222 00:12:43,530 --> 00:12:45,730 You need a hand getting back home then, or... 223 00:12:45,799 --> 00:12:48,599 No, thanks. I'm not going home. 224 00:12:48,635 --> 00:12:50,802 I'd rather stay out in the woods. 225 00:12:58,812 --> 00:13:00,744 Guess I'd better get a fire going then. 226 00:13:31,444 --> 00:13:33,577 - My rules were very clear? - I understand you had 227 00:13:33,613 --> 00:13:36,313 some wisdom for my great-granddaughter, Katie, 228 00:13:36,349 --> 00:13:38,883 and I use the word wisdom sarcastically, of course. 229 00:13:40,187 --> 00:13:43,054 What you said was goofier than your description 230 00:13:43,123 --> 00:13:46,958 of a cowboy riding a 19-hand mustang. 231 00:13:47,093 --> 00:13:49,927 She asked for my advice, and I gave it to her. 232 00:13:49,963 --> 00:13:51,663 You made her want to quit. 233 00:13:51,665 --> 00:13:54,131 Well, if she can't handle the truth? 234 00:13:54,167 --> 00:13:55,466 She's a kid! 235 00:13:55,601 --> 00:13:58,269 She deserves to be built up by the people she admires, 236 00:13:58,404 --> 00:14:00,138 not torn down. 237 00:14:00,273 --> 00:14:01,873 I expect you to make this right. 238 00:14:03,844 --> 00:14:08,446 Um, what exactly is wrong with a 19-hand mustang? 239 00:14:08,448 --> 00:14:10,748 Other than they don't exist, nothing. 240 00:14:10,817 --> 00:14:12,717 Well, I don't even really like horses. 241 00:14:12,852 --> 00:14:14,351 I've never even pet one. 242 00:14:14,387 --> 00:14:17,354 Well, knock me over with a feather. 243 00:14:17,390 --> 00:14:19,958 You picked a pretty strange vacation spot 244 00:14:20,093 --> 00:14:21,458 if you don't like horses. 245 00:14:21,494 --> 00:14:24,162 Well, I'm writing the sequel to Murder At Mustang Ford 246 00:14:24,297 --> 00:14:26,631 and my editor thought it would be a great idea 247 00:14:26,766 --> 00:14:28,832 if I came here and got some hands-on experience. 248 00:14:28,869 --> 00:14:32,436 You know, I liked your book, 249 00:14:32,505 --> 00:14:34,171 even if it was inaccurate. 250 00:14:34,173 --> 00:14:37,841 What you need is a lesson in basic horsemanship. 251 00:14:37,878 --> 00:14:40,344 Now, why would you offer to do that? 252 00:14:41,381 --> 00:14:44,782 I didn't... but I will, 253 00:14:44,818 --> 00:14:49,586 and in exchange, I'd like you to read one of Katie's stories. 254 00:14:49,623 --> 00:14:52,323 Judge her writing when you've actually read some. 255 00:14:53,526 --> 00:14:55,727 I'll give her my honest opinion, no coddling. 256 00:14:55,862 --> 00:14:57,061 I'd hope so. 257 00:14:57,097 --> 00:15:00,798 And I am not going to wear anything with tassels 258 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:03,200 or giant buckles, 259 00:15:03,236 --> 00:15:05,469 and I had better come out of this alive. 260 00:15:06,773 --> 00:15:08,139 Well, I can't promise that. 261 00:15:11,144 --> 00:15:12,810 Jack Bartlett. It's good to meet you. 262 00:15:22,088 --> 00:15:24,221 Whoa. You all right? 263 00:15:24,257 --> 00:15:27,524 People really need to stop asking me that. 264 00:15:27,560 --> 00:15:29,827 Well, this time, I feel it's warranted. You're a mess. 265 00:15:29,963 --> 00:15:31,896 I tripped! Okay? 266 00:15:32,031 --> 00:15:34,098 I was trying to do everything on my own. 267 00:15:34,233 --> 00:15:36,300 You were supposed to be here an hour ago. 268 00:15:36,303 --> 00:15:38,970 Yeah, sorry. 269 00:15:39,105 --> 00:15:41,839 Well, Caleb had some trouble at the rodeo school. 270 00:15:41,875 --> 00:15:44,375 You couldn't pick up the phone? Shocking. 271 00:15:46,245 --> 00:15:48,780 You know, Lou, I'm worried about you. 272 00:15:48,782 --> 00:15:51,182 I'm just... 273 00:15:52,385 --> 00:15:54,318 I'm just over tired, okay? 274 00:15:54,321 --> 00:15:58,255 I... I'm sorry I snapped at you. 275 00:15:58,257 --> 00:16:01,259 I'm gonna just go home, get cleaned up. 276 00:16:03,296 --> 00:16:04,996 Why are you out in the woods anyway? 277 00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:09,934 - I like the woods. - That's barely an answer. 278 00:16:13,139 --> 00:16:14,139 Why'd you run away? 279 00:16:17,210 --> 00:16:21,946 My parents split up... For good this time, I think. 280 00:16:22,081 --> 00:16:23,814 My dad left. 281 00:16:23,883 --> 00:16:25,750 My mom drove him away, even though she keeps 282 00:16:25,752 --> 00:16:27,218 blaming him. 283 00:16:27,220 --> 00:16:28,619 It's so messed up. 284 00:16:32,792 --> 00:16:35,225 That sucks. 285 00:16:35,261 --> 00:16:37,228 Whatever. 286 00:16:37,230 --> 00:16:39,096 My mom's a liar. 287 00:16:40,833 --> 00:16:42,834 - You probably think I'm crazy. - No, I don't. 288 00:16:44,771 --> 00:16:47,638 Sometimes, it's like my parents, they think I'm deaf 289 00:16:47,674 --> 00:16:49,706 they fight so loud, you know? 290 00:17:07,360 --> 00:17:10,127 - Domino, come on! - Oh... 291 00:17:13,633 --> 00:17:15,733 See? 292 00:17:15,735 --> 00:17:18,870 He never used to do this. How can I trust him anymore? 293 00:17:19,005 --> 00:17:21,272 You're looking down at your fences. 294 00:17:21,274 --> 00:17:22,607 You're putting your body forward. 295 00:17:22,609 --> 00:17:23,740 It's throwing him off balance. 296 00:17:23,777 --> 00:17:25,109 He thinks you're not ready for the jump. 297 00:17:26,813 --> 00:17:28,745 That's, like, so basic. 298 00:17:28,782 --> 00:17:32,283 Yeah, well, it's also a natural instinct. 299 00:17:32,418 --> 00:17:33,884 So if you're not concentrating, 300 00:17:33,920 --> 00:17:35,887 it can be an easy habit to fall into. 301 00:17:35,889 --> 00:17:38,756 Eleanor? Eleanor! 302 00:17:40,126 --> 00:17:41,692 You're kind of proving my point here. 303 00:17:45,265 --> 00:17:48,032 Uh... yeah. 304 00:17:48,034 --> 00:17:49,766 Sorry, you're right. 305 00:17:49,803 --> 00:17:51,935 I just... I need to get my head on straight. 306 00:17:56,576 --> 00:17:59,444 Okay. 307 00:18:00,713 --> 00:18:02,380 Ellie, what are you doing here? 308 00:18:02,382 --> 00:18:05,048 You have eyes. Amy's helping me with my jumper, Domino. 309 00:18:05,085 --> 00:18:06,483 I didn't know you even rode. 310 00:18:06,519 --> 00:18:07,852 Yeah, well, you don't really know me. 311 00:18:07,854 --> 00:18:09,987 - Apparently. - Look, Katie... 312 00:18:10,123 --> 00:18:12,056 Brandon doesn't know either and I don't want him to. 313 00:18:12,058 --> 00:18:13,524 - Why not? - Because he knows me 314 00:18:13,659 --> 00:18:15,760 as Ellie who dirt bikes and tears it up on the gravel pit, 315 00:18:15,762 --> 00:18:18,129 not... Eleanor. 316 00:18:18,264 --> 00:18:19,997 And that's how it's gonna stay, got it? 317 00:18:20,066 --> 00:18:22,333 I won't say anything, but you can't mention 318 00:18:22,335 --> 00:18:24,568 my dirt biking to Amy or anyone else in my family. 319 00:18:24,604 --> 00:18:26,203 - Fine. - Fine. 320 00:18:26,239 --> 00:18:28,472 Hey, you gonna help me on tack or what? 321 00:18:37,817 --> 00:18:40,351 Nathan. 322 00:18:40,353 --> 00:18:41,819 Thought that was your truck. 323 00:18:41,821 --> 00:18:45,623 Just came to get a signature on this lease. 324 00:18:45,625 --> 00:18:48,726 - Jack or Tim around? - Uh, no. 325 00:18:48,861 --> 00:18:51,028 You know, you can send that electronically these days. 326 00:18:52,365 --> 00:18:54,632 Uh, yeah. Didn't think it was their style. 327 00:18:55,835 --> 00:18:58,302 Uh, ahem, it does seem like fate you showed up. 328 00:18:58,437 --> 00:19:02,639 I... this is gonna sound odd, 329 00:19:02,675 --> 00:19:04,308 but I have something of yours. 330 00:19:05,411 --> 00:19:07,077 Something I need to return. 331 00:19:11,284 --> 00:19:13,517 Do I wanna know how long this has been in here? 332 00:19:13,586 --> 00:19:15,619 Jerky doesn't go bad. 333 00:19:16,990 --> 00:19:19,790 - I grabbed it today. - Can I? 334 00:19:19,792 --> 00:19:21,926 Mmhm. 335 00:19:21,995 --> 00:19:24,061 So you really don't wanna go home? 336 00:19:24,197 --> 00:19:26,396 I've never felt like I belonged at the ranch. 337 00:19:27,466 --> 00:19:28,466 Oh. 338 00:19:28,501 --> 00:19:30,267 I can't even imagine living there anymore. 339 00:19:30,336 --> 00:19:32,169 - I'm gonna go live with my dad. - Where is he? 340 00:19:32,238 --> 00:19:33,904 Up north. 341 00:19:33,973 --> 00:19:36,073 I just need to call him to come get me. 342 00:19:36,109 --> 00:19:37,874 I tried him yesterday, but he didn't pick up. 343 00:19:37,911 --> 00:19:39,744 I couldn't stay in that house one more second. 344 00:19:39,879 --> 00:19:42,546 Well, I know where there's a pay phone. 345 00:19:42,615 --> 00:19:45,349 - I'll walk you. - Really? 346 00:19:50,957 --> 00:19:53,957 Heh. I, uh, I forgot about this old thing. 347 00:19:57,964 --> 00:20:00,298 I do remember finding you in the woods, though. 348 00:20:00,300 --> 00:20:02,366 Really? 349 00:20:04,070 --> 00:20:05,903 You vanished from school so soon after that, 350 00:20:05,972 --> 00:20:07,905 I always wondered what happened to you. 351 00:20:09,508 --> 00:20:13,043 My mom left my dad. Took me to Montana. 352 00:20:13,079 --> 00:20:15,046 I guess we were in the same boat. 353 00:20:17,783 --> 00:20:19,683 We both came through it okay. 354 00:20:21,988 --> 00:20:23,787 It's strange, though. 355 00:20:23,856 --> 00:20:27,891 I just... I keep replaying that day in my head. 356 00:20:28,995 --> 00:20:31,528 I'd hardly thought about it for two decades, 357 00:20:31,564 --> 00:20:34,798 and then... you showed up. 358 00:20:36,669 --> 00:20:38,502 Guess some cuts you just learn to live with. 359 00:20:41,340 --> 00:20:42,340 Yeah. 360 00:20:50,083 --> 00:20:51,214 Hey, again. 361 00:20:52,885 --> 00:20:54,651 We still on for that ride tomorrow? 362 00:20:54,687 --> 00:20:56,753 Yep. 363 00:20:56,789 --> 00:20:58,455 Just came to get some paperwork squared away. 364 00:21:00,193 --> 00:21:02,026 See you in the morning. 365 00:21:17,643 --> 00:21:19,710 Well, Shadow... 366 00:21:19,845 --> 00:21:21,311 Looks like we're riding alone today. 367 00:21:23,049 --> 00:21:25,982 Come on. 368 00:21:30,123 --> 00:21:32,589 Hey, if you see Dad, can you just tell him 369 00:21:32,659 --> 00:21:33,791 I'm gonna be at the gallery? 370 00:21:33,860 --> 00:21:35,259 I have given up trying 371 00:21:35,394 --> 00:21:36,894 to communicate with that man by phone. 372 00:21:36,963 --> 00:21:38,062 Lou... 373 00:21:38,131 --> 00:21:40,798 I saw you give Nathan Pryce that jacket. 374 00:21:40,867 --> 00:21:43,167 You told me you didn't know who it belonged to. 375 00:21:43,169 --> 00:21:45,736 Amy, I'm trying to juggle so many things right now 376 00:21:45,871 --> 00:21:47,805 that I can barely keep my head on straight, okay? 377 00:21:47,940 --> 00:21:50,207 It was... It was an honest mistake. 378 00:21:50,276 --> 00:21:52,910 Were you two friends? 379 00:21:53,045 --> 00:21:54,712 Can we talk about this later? I gotta go. 380 00:21:54,714 --> 00:21:57,781 - I gotta go. - Yeah. Okay. 381 00:22:03,622 --> 00:22:05,356 My friend got bit by a horse once. 382 00:22:05,425 --> 00:22:08,826 - It almost took her finger off. - Sammy's not gonna bite you. 383 00:22:08,961 --> 00:22:10,427 I don't think he likes the looks of me. 384 00:22:10,563 --> 00:22:12,362 It only takes one kick. 385 00:22:12,398 --> 00:22:15,099 Horses are prey animals, Ms. Collins. 386 00:22:15,234 --> 00:22:16,500 If they're aggressive, 387 00:22:16,502 --> 00:22:18,969 it's because they're scared or they've been hurt. 388 00:22:18,971 --> 00:22:21,772 Why don't you take a spot over by that rail there, 389 00:22:21,808 --> 00:22:23,173 and I'll get him moving a bit. 390 00:22:23,209 --> 00:22:25,054 Oh, all right. No problem. 391 00:22:25,078 --> 00:22:26,977 Atta boy, Sammy. 392 00:22:27,013 --> 00:22:32,582 Now, it's true, every time we work with a horse, 393 00:22:32,618 --> 00:22:35,185 we give up a certain amount of control. 394 00:22:35,221 --> 00:22:36,386 Whoa. 395 00:22:37,590 --> 00:22:40,658 They have their own minds. 396 00:22:40,793 --> 00:22:43,460 But as soon as you can earn their trust... 397 00:22:43,529 --> 00:22:45,262 Well... 398 00:22:47,867 --> 00:22:49,800 ...then, it becomes a partnership. 399 00:22:49,836 --> 00:22:52,937 Kind of like my book. 400 00:22:53,072 --> 00:22:55,072 Well, I gotta tell you... 401 00:22:56,609 --> 00:22:58,208 ...that was the first time I ever heard 402 00:22:58,244 --> 00:23:01,879 of a horse being used as a murder weapon before, 403 00:23:01,881 --> 00:23:03,681 but sure. 404 00:23:03,816 --> 00:23:08,652 Well, the critics eviscerated Murder At Mustang Ford. 405 00:23:08,788 --> 00:23:10,320 I was crushed! 406 00:23:10,390 --> 00:23:11,788 Truth is... 407 00:23:14,093 --> 00:23:16,493 ...I am dreading this next one. 408 00:23:16,629 --> 00:23:18,862 Well, let me ask you a question. 409 00:23:18,931 --> 00:23:20,364 Do you write for the critics? 410 00:23:20,499 --> 00:23:21,765 No! 411 00:23:21,834 --> 00:23:25,469 Well, sounds to me like you need to put less stock 412 00:23:25,604 --> 00:23:27,471 in other people's opinions. 413 00:23:28,574 --> 00:23:30,441 And refrain from... 414 00:23:30,576 --> 00:23:33,977 Taking my injury and irritation out on young writers. 415 00:23:34,013 --> 00:23:35,979 I wasn't gonna say it. 416 00:23:36,048 --> 00:23:37,247 Yeah. 417 00:23:37,283 --> 00:23:38,983 Put your left foot in that stirrup. 418 00:23:38,985 --> 00:23:40,851 - Okay. - Easy up. Easy up. 419 00:23:40,986 --> 00:23:43,520 - There you go. - Ooh! Ah! Ah! 420 00:23:43,656 --> 00:23:46,524 - Atta girl. - Ah! Oh... 421 00:23:46,526 --> 00:23:49,326 Okay, you ready to get him moving? 422 00:23:49,395 --> 00:23:51,528 Oh, no! No, this is good! 423 00:23:51,597 --> 00:23:53,997 Uh, this is fine. I'm totally fine right here. 424 00:23:54,066 --> 00:23:55,866 Thank you. 425 00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:02,873 All right. I want you to start with this combination. 426 00:24:02,942 --> 00:24:05,709 But remember, keep your chin up, your eyes out over the horizon. 427 00:24:07,613 --> 00:24:11,882 Yeah, just keep your leg on and look towards that diagonal. 428 00:24:12,952 --> 00:24:15,486 That's it. Hands still. Eyes up. 429 00:24:15,621 --> 00:24:17,688 Ugh! Come on, Domino! Not again! 430 00:24:17,823 --> 00:24:20,758 Eleanor, just take a breath, okay? 431 00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:22,425 This is so not like him. 432 00:24:22,462 --> 00:24:24,428 - I don't get it. - Hey. Hey. 433 00:24:24,430 --> 00:24:26,696 Being angry isn't gonna help anything. 434 00:24:26,732 --> 00:24:27,765 Why don't you take a break? 435 00:24:27,900 --> 00:24:29,433 We'll come back and try this again. 436 00:24:34,340 --> 00:24:36,173 I take it you two know each other. 437 00:24:36,242 --> 00:24:37,242 Only a little. 438 00:24:38,778 --> 00:24:41,779 We've hung out a couple times, but we're not friends. 439 00:24:43,516 --> 00:24:46,182 She's usually pretty confident, kind of a daredevil. 440 00:24:46,219 --> 00:24:48,118 Something is happening outside the ring 441 00:24:48,154 --> 00:24:49,987 that's impacting her jumping, 442 00:24:50,056 --> 00:24:53,390 and I'm not gonna know what it is until she opens up. 443 00:25:02,468 --> 00:25:04,802 Dad? 444 00:25:04,937 --> 00:25:07,471 Oh, my gosh! You finished it! 445 00:25:07,606 --> 00:25:09,206 What do you think? 446 00:25:10,409 --> 00:25:11,942 Wait a second, you didn't... 447 00:25:12,011 --> 00:25:14,345 No, no, no. Oh, my gosh, Dad! 448 00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:19,283 Ah! You used two different colours of paint! 449 00:25:19,352 --> 00:25:20,551 No, I didn't! 450 00:25:20,620 --> 00:25:24,021 Dad, that's Desert Sand in semi-gloss, 451 00:25:24,156 --> 00:25:26,690 and that's Cloud Beige in satin gloss. 452 00:25:28,294 --> 00:25:30,093 Why do you have two different colours of beige? 453 00:25:30,162 --> 00:25:31,895 Because I bought that one on sale. 454 00:25:31,964 --> 00:25:35,966 - It was for the bathroom. - Lou, they're the same. 455 00:25:36,035 --> 00:25:37,501 No one'll be able to tell the difference. 456 00:25:37,636 --> 00:25:40,236 I'll be able to tell the difference, okay? I will. 457 00:25:40,273 --> 00:25:42,372 And I know I'm the only one in this family who would care about 458 00:25:42,441 --> 00:25:44,507 something like that because I?m the uptight perfectionist 459 00:25:44,544 --> 00:25:46,210 who just drives everyone crazy. 460 00:25:46,345 --> 00:25:49,246 No, you don't drive everyone crazy. 461 00:25:49,381 --> 00:25:52,249 If it's that important to you, we'll fix it. 462 00:25:52,318 --> 00:25:55,185 No. I'll do it, Dad. Just let me do it. 463 00:25:55,254 --> 00:25:58,055 Please, give me some space. 464 00:26:06,198 --> 00:26:08,332 Hey. 465 00:26:08,334 --> 00:26:10,400 This must all be a thrill for you, 466 00:26:10,436 --> 00:26:12,269 seeing me unravel. 467 00:26:12,338 --> 00:26:14,338 Actually, I prefer the old Ellie, 468 00:26:14,407 --> 00:26:16,539 the one telling me to quit being a chicken 469 00:26:16,576 --> 00:26:18,676 and just gun it. 470 00:26:18,678 --> 00:26:22,212 And the one who almost forced you to drink whisky? 471 00:26:22,281 --> 00:26:23,713 Sorry about that, by the way. 472 00:26:25,151 --> 00:26:26,417 Yeah. 473 00:26:27,887 --> 00:26:30,553 Why don't you want Brandon to know you ride? 474 00:26:30,590 --> 00:26:35,960 It's more so about the fact that I come from a rich family. 475 00:26:36,095 --> 00:26:37,894 I don't want him to treat me differently. 476 00:26:37,896 --> 00:26:39,997 Man, it really sucks 477 00:26:40,132 --> 00:26:42,098 how much we care about what other people think. 478 00:26:42,134 --> 00:26:44,234 Like, why does it even matter? 479 00:26:44,236 --> 00:26:46,770 I mean, you don't seem to. 480 00:26:46,905 --> 00:26:49,239 - Care, I mean. - Oh, yeah? 481 00:26:49,275 --> 00:26:51,374 Yesterday, I let a complete stranger 482 00:26:51,410 --> 00:26:52,776 convince me to quit writing. 483 00:26:52,778 --> 00:26:54,978 Like, so she's some famous novelist. 484 00:26:54,981 --> 00:26:56,780 - She doesn't even know me. - You're a writer? 485 00:26:56,849 --> 00:26:59,582 I think that's cool. 486 00:26:59,619 --> 00:27:02,852 Uh-oh! Get in. 487 00:27:04,256 --> 00:27:05,489 Hey, Brandon! 488 00:27:05,558 --> 00:27:07,491 Hey, what are you? what are you doing here? 489 00:27:07,560 --> 00:27:10,461 Well, I just thought I'd stop by, say hi. 490 00:27:10,596 --> 00:27:12,596 You've been AWOL. 491 00:27:12,598 --> 00:27:15,465 Yeah, well, uh, why don't we go hang out at the house? 492 00:27:18,437 --> 00:27:21,071 - Wait, is Ellie here? - Uh, no. 493 00:27:21,073 --> 00:27:23,540 No, that belongs to one of my aunt's clients. 494 00:27:23,609 --> 00:27:25,542 You wanna go get ice cream? 495 00:27:27,146 --> 00:27:29,146 It is Ellie's bag. 496 00:27:29,215 --> 00:27:31,648 Okay, Sherlock. You got me. 497 00:27:31,684 --> 00:27:33,850 Eleanor, you ready to get back in the saddle? 498 00:27:33,919 --> 00:27:36,687 Eleanor? Okay, I'm so confused right now. 499 00:27:38,224 --> 00:27:41,425 Why were you just hiding, and why did Katie just lie? 500 00:27:41,494 --> 00:27:43,961 Now, I'm the one who's confused. 501 00:27:44,096 --> 00:27:45,362 You mind explaining? 502 00:27:45,431 --> 00:27:48,632 I can, but please, Amy, you cannot tell my mom. 503 00:28:04,984 --> 00:28:06,483 Daddy? 504 00:28:23,135 --> 00:28:25,401 So when you told me that you were babysitting 505 00:28:25,438 --> 00:28:27,471 on the weekends, you were actually at horse shows? 506 00:28:28,874 --> 00:28:31,875 Wow. I feel like an idiot. 507 00:28:32,010 --> 00:28:33,577 How long have you been 508 00:28:33,712 --> 00:28:35,279 secretly dirt biking with Brandon? 509 00:28:35,414 --> 00:28:37,847 Since... last September. 510 00:28:37,883 --> 00:28:41,417 The same time Domino started balking at fences. 511 00:28:41,454 --> 00:28:44,020 Eleanor... Ellie, 512 00:28:44,056 --> 00:28:46,723 you know, you can't hide a part of yourself 513 00:28:46,759 --> 00:28:48,892 and expect to feel any kind of peace. 514 00:28:49,027 --> 00:28:52,229 Domino senses your stress and distraction. 515 00:28:52,231 --> 00:28:54,164 That's why his behaviour's changed. 516 00:28:54,233 --> 00:28:55,832 I'm not saying that you have to... 517 00:28:55,901 --> 00:28:57,967 To pick one or the other, 518 00:28:58,003 --> 00:29:00,370 but you do need to embrace both. 519 00:29:03,109 --> 00:29:04,675 You shouldn't have lied to me, El. 520 00:29:04,677 --> 00:29:06,710 I just didn't want you to think I was some rich, 521 00:29:06,712 --> 00:29:08,278 entitled brat. 522 00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:09,880 I wouldn't judge you. I... 523 00:29:09,882 --> 00:29:12,115 I'm really sorry. 524 00:29:12,151 --> 00:29:14,251 I liked that you just knew me as Ellie. 525 00:29:14,253 --> 00:29:18,055 When we're dirt biking, I feel like I can be totally myself. 526 00:29:18,057 --> 00:29:21,391 Yeah, but... isn't this part of you too? 527 00:29:31,237 --> 00:29:34,270 - Lou. - You're still here? 528 00:29:34,306 --> 00:29:36,607 I figured you were still mad at me, so I ignored 529 00:29:36,742 --> 00:29:38,374 your instruction to go home. 530 00:29:39,445 --> 00:29:41,244 Thanks. 531 00:29:43,149 --> 00:29:45,548 I'm really trying not to ask. 532 00:29:45,584 --> 00:29:47,918 Dad, I fell asleep at the wheel. 533 00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:49,586 - Did you go off the road? - I?I'm okay. 534 00:29:49,721 --> 00:29:52,289 I?I woke up in time. I just... 535 00:29:52,291 --> 00:29:55,025 I just got shook up, that's all. 536 00:29:55,027 --> 00:29:57,360 Okay, let's go sit down, have a coffee 537 00:29:57,429 --> 00:29:59,095 and have something to eat. 538 00:30:00,733 --> 00:30:01,764 Dad, wait. 539 00:30:03,335 --> 00:30:06,569 How come we never talked about that phone call I made to you 540 00:30:06,605 --> 00:30:08,238 right after you left us? 541 00:30:08,274 --> 00:30:09,673 What phone call? 542 00:30:11,109 --> 00:30:14,044 I was 15. It was late. 543 00:30:16,115 --> 00:30:18,182 You don't remember. 544 00:30:19,985 --> 00:30:23,654 I was in pretty bad shape that whole month after I left. 545 00:30:24,757 --> 00:30:26,789 - Okay. - Honey, what'd I say? 546 00:30:26,826 --> 00:30:29,259 No, um... it's not important, it's okay. 547 00:30:29,295 --> 00:30:30,295 - No, it matters. - No. 548 00:30:30,429 --> 00:30:31,995 - Thanks for the coffee, Dad. - Lou, please! 549 00:30:48,414 --> 00:30:50,280 I can't believe that she's just doing this! 550 00:30:50,415 --> 00:30:52,082 She's pretty talented. 551 00:30:52,084 --> 00:30:53,884 Not many people can make it look that easy. 552 00:30:55,721 --> 00:30:58,821 So... are you still mad at me? 553 00:30:58,858 --> 00:31:01,692 Pfft, no. 554 00:31:01,827 --> 00:31:03,560 I gotta give you credit for showing 555 00:31:03,562 --> 00:31:04,994 so much loyalty to El. 556 00:31:08,567 --> 00:31:11,234 You see, after so many years of being together, 557 00:31:11,303 --> 00:31:12,869 Domino knows you so well. 558 00:31:12,872 --> 00:31:14,171 He can feel your emotions, 559 00:31:14,306 --> 00:31:16,172 even if you think you're hiding them. 560 00:31:16,208 --> 00:31:19,709 - And now, it's Katie's turn. - Uh, no way. I don't jump. 561 00:31:19,778 --> 00:31:23,046 I mean it's your turn to tell that famous writer 562 00:31:23,048 --> 00:31:24,181 where to shove her advice. 563 00:31:26,452 --> 00:31:28,685 GG, what are you doing here? 564 00:31:28,687 --> 00:31:32,022 Oh, Elaine wanted to learn a little bit about horses. 565 00:31:32,157 --> 00:31:34,725 Your great-grandfather is exceptionally gracious. 566 00:31:34,860 --> 00:31:36,459 I'm not gonna listen to your advice. 567 00:31:36,528 --> 00:31:37,994 No? 568 00:31:38,063 --> 00:31:39,462 No. 569 00:31:39,498 --> 00:31:41,198 I love writing, 570 00:31:41,333 --> 00:31:43,266 and maybe it's a tough business, 571 00:31:43,269 --> 00:31:44,600 but I'm tough too, 572 00:31:44,637 --> 00:31:47,137 and I know I'm getting better all the time. 573 00:31:48,540 --> 00:31:51,074 I may not ever write something that everyone likes, 574 00:31:51,143 --> 00:31:53,810 and, yes, I will have to deal with rejection, 575 00:31:53,879 --> 00:31:56,245 but... but I don't write for everyone. 576 00:31:57,449 --> 00:31:59,015 I write for me. 577 00:32:05,124 --> 00:32:06,957 - Come on. - Wow. 578 00:32:06,959 --> 00:32:09,692 Either stubbornness skips two generations 579 00:32:09,728 --> 00:32:11,695 or your whole family is something else. 580 00:32:11,764 --> 00:32:14,364 Oh, you have no idea. 581 00:32:14,400 --> 00:32:17,066 You know, she's really talented. 582 00:32:17,102 --> 00:32:19,502 So you read the story I sent you. 583 00:32:19,538 --> 00:32:21,705 I did, not that she wants to hear any more of my thoughts 584 00:32:21,840 --> 00:32:24,173 or anything I have to say, but she's good. 585 00:32:25,243 --> 00:32:27,577 Jack, there's something going on there. 586 00:32:27,613 --> 00:32:31,414 Ms. Collins, consider our deal closed. 587 00:32:33,552 --> 00:32:34,851 Thank you, Mr. Bartlett. 588 00:32:36,922 --> 00:32:39,489 Maybe you'd like to join me for a glass of wine. 589 00:32:40,526 --> 00:32:42,392 Well, I appreciate the invitation, 590 00:32:42,394 --> 00:32:44,928 but I've got a phone date with my wife. 591 00:32:46,031 --> 00:32:47,264 Ah. 592 00:32:47,399 --> 00:32:48,999 All the good cowboys are taken. 593 00:32:49,134 --> 00:32:51,335 Well, then. 594 00:33:00,012 --> 00:33:03,680 - There she is. Where you going? - Just, uh, gonna go for a walk. 595 00:33:03,682 --> 00:33:05,148 Oh, well, let me get changed. I'll come with you. 596 00:33:05,150 --> 00:33:08,584 Actually, honey, I, um... I need some time alone. 597 00:33:11,590 --> 00:33:13,322 Okay. Um... 598 00:33:14,693 --> 00:33:18,361 Listen, I'm trying to let you navigate 599 00:33:18,397 --> 00:33:21,098 this whole insomnia thing, but, honestly, 600 00:33:21,233 --> 00:33:22,899 you're starting to worry me a bit, sweetheart. 601 00:33:22,968 --> 00:33:26,636 I know, and I'm sorry. It... I'm working through it. 602 00:33:26,705 --> 00:33:28,839 It's just, um... 603 00:33:28,974 --> 00:33:31,074 A cut I need to learn to live with. 604 00:33:41,487 --> 00:33:43,953 So where were you this morning? 605 00:33:43,989 --> 00:33:45,922 One of my new mares turned out to be pregnant. 606 00:33:46,058 --> 00:33:47,323 She foaled late last night. 607 00:33:48,394 --> 00:33:51,461 It was a bit of a tough labour. 608 00:33:51,463 --> 00:33:52,995 That's why I didn't show. 609 00:33:53,032 --> 00:33:54,797 They okay? 610 00:33:54,833 --> 00:33:56,332 Both healthy as can be. 611 00:33:56,334 --> 00:33:58,168 Filly's got four white socks. 612 00:34:00,138 --> 00:34:03,273 Maybe you'd, uh, like to bring Lyndy over, 613 00:34:03,408 --> 00:34:04,741 meet her, give her a name? 614 00:34:06,045 --> 00:34:08,278 I am terrible with names. 615 00:34:08,347 --> 00:34:09,746 I think Lyndy would love that. 616 00:34:11,616 --> 00:34:13,817 Can I ride back with you? 617 00:34:13,819 --> 00:34:15,752 Still have to get that lease signed. 618 00:34:15,821 --> 00:34:17,954 You know, there's a thing called email, right? 619 00:34:19,224 --> 00:34:20,224 Yeah, but... 620 00:34:20,358 --> 00:34:22,158 Then, what excuse would I use to visit? 621 00:34:24,997 --> 00:34:26,629 Hey, Dad. What's up? 622 00:34:34,372 --> 00:34:37,273 - Hey. - What's he doing here? 623 00:34:38,777 --> 00:34:40,409 So what's going on? What happened? 624 00:34:40,446 --> 00:34:43,313 Lou, uh... went for a walk a couple hours ago. 625 00:34:43,382 --> 00:34:45,449 She's still not back. 626 00:34:45,584 --> 00:34:47,717 She took her phone, but she's not answering it. 627 00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:49,652 Does anyone know where she was headed? 628 00:34:49,721 --> 00:34:50,820 No. 629 00:34:50,889 --> 00:34:53,389 She said that, uh... She had to figure 630 00:34:53,425 --> 00:34:55,191 some things out, that there was a cut 631 00:34:55,260 --> 00:34:57,594 she had to live with or something, I don't know. 632 00:34:57,729 --> 00:35:00,397 She seems upset, and I don't think it's about the gallery. 633 00:35:00,399 --> 00:35:02,599 She asked me about a phone call she made to me 634 00:35:02,668 --> 00:35:06,335 when she was 15, and I said I didn't remember it. 635 00:35:06,371 --> 00:35:07,671 She took off. 636 00:35:07,806 --> 00:35:09,306 I might know where she is. 637 00:35:10,509 --> 00:35:11,875 Why would you know where she is? 638 00:35:11,944 --> 00:35:14,477 That phone call you're talking about, 639 00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:16,279 I was with her when she made it. 640 00:35:47,579 --> 00:35:50,746 Dad? How did you know where I was? 641 00:35:52,084 --> 00:35:54,851 Nathan Pryce. 642 00:35:56,488 --> 00:35:58,455 I have questions about that. 643 00:36:03,061 --> 00:36:05,728 But, right now, 644 00:36:05,764 --> 00:36:07,397 I just care about my daughter. 645 00:36:11,469 --> 00:36:13,336 Is everybody freaking out? 646 00:36:14,740 --> 00:36:16,372 Yeah, they're worried. 647 00:36:18,276 --> 00:36:19,676 Peter wanted to come. 648 00:36:21,213 --> 00:36:22,878 But I think he understood when I told him... 649 00:36:24,750 --> 00:36:27,416 ...that I just needed some time with you. 650 00:36:27,452 --> 00:36:28,884 You and me. 651 00:36:32,390 --> 00:36:35,157 I wish I could understand why this is happening 652 00:36:35,194 --> 00:36:36,959 to me right now, Dad. 653 00:36:40,765 --> 00:36:43,566 The insomnia, it's because my... 654 00:36:43,635 --> 00:36:45,968 My brain won't stop cycling these memories 655 00:36:46,004 --> 00:36:48,772 over and over and I can't... 656 00:36:48,774 --> 00:36:52,108 Make them stop, or drown them out. 657 00:36:53,345 --> 00:36:54,911 What memories? 658 00:36:54,913 --> 00:36:56,980 About the day I ran away from Heartland. 659 00:36:59,651 --> 00:37:03,219 I don't think that I knew you ran away from Heartland. 660 00:37:04,256 --> 00:37:07,256 I was 15. Heh. Nathan found me. 661 00:37:08,660 --> 00:37:09,792 Here. 662 00:37:11,997 --> 00:37:14,998 And I didn't want to go home, I just wanted... 663 00:37:15,067 --> 00:37:18,134 I just wanted desperately to talk to you. 664 00:37:19,738 --> 00:37:21,203 To hear your voice. 665 00:37:34,052 --> 00:37:35,752 - Dad? - Yeah? 666 00:37:35,754 --> 00:37:37,887 - Who's this? - Daddy, it's me, Lou. 667 00:37:37,956 --> 00:37:40,223 Oh-ho, hey! 668 00:37:40,358 --> 00:37:43,159 - Hi, sweetheart! - You sound weird. 669 00:37:43,295 --> 00:37:46,296 Huh? No, this? this isn't a good time, honey. 670 00:37:47,566 --> 00:37:49,699 Can you come pick me up? Please? 671 00:37:51,970 --> 00:37:54,704 Dad, I ran away. I don't wanna live at Heartland anymore. 672 00:37:54,706 --> 00:37:57,040 - I want to live with you. - No. oh, no, no. 673 00:37:57,109 --> 00:38:00,644 Honey, no. yeah, I?you can't. I can't take care of you. 674 00:38:00,779 --> 00:38:02,578 No, you under?you understand. 675 00:38:02,614 --> 00:38:05,181 Then come home! 676 00:38:05,250 --> 00:38:08,651 - I?I can't! - Please, Daddy? 677 00:38:08,654 --> 00:38:10,253 No! I said no, Lou! 678 00:38:10,255 --> 00:38:12,455 I can't. I'm not even coming back. 679 00:38:12,524 --> 00:38:14,724 So you shouldn't even call me again. 680 00:38:19,331 --> 00:38:21,197 Did he answer this time? 681 00:38:26,938 --> 00:38:28,237 I think I'd like to go home now. 682 00:38:29,608 --> 00:38:31,741 So you've been keeping this inside all this time? 683 00:38:31,777 --> 00:38:33,343 I didn't tell anyone. 684 00:38:33,412 --> 00:38:35,044 Not even back then. 685 00:38:36,415 --> 00:38:39,349 I guess I just thought if I didn't say it out loud, 686 00:38:39,418 --> 00:38:41,217 I could pretend it never happened. 687 00:38:42,587 --> 00:38:46,222 And then, I grew up, and?and?and you came home, 688 00:38:46,358 --> 00:38:48,024 and it got buried. 689 00:38:49,627 --> 00:38:51,695 Until Nathan stepped onto our porch. 690 00:38:53,131 --> 00:38:54,864 Well, it's no excuse, but... 691 00:38:56,668 --> 00:38:59,636 ...Lou, I was?I was messed up back then. 692 00:38:59,771 --> 00:39:01,704 Grown-up me knows that, and I... 693 00:39:01,740 --> 00:39:04,907 I have forgiven you for all of that, I swear. 694 00:39:04,943 --> 00:39:06,776 It's not your fault, it's just... 695 00:39:08,080 --> 00:39:10,980 I don't know, I just keep hearing your voice saying... 696 00:39:11,049 --> 00:39:13,449 ...that you're not coming home, 697 00:39:13,518 --> 00:39:15,118 and you're not coming to get me, and it's like I?m 698 00:39:15,186 --> 00:39:18,188 that 15-year-old girl again who just... 699 00:39:19,725 --> 00:39:21,324 ...who thinks her dad 700 00:39:21,459 --> 00:39:24,326 doesn't want her. 701 00:39:24,363 --> 00:39:27,197 I'm sorry. 702 00:39:33,105 --> 00:39:35,938 We don't get to choose when our wounds heal. 703 00:39:37,476 --> 00:39:40,676 So you... you don't apologize. 704 00:39:43,815 --> 00:39:45,247 I'm sorry. 705 00:39:47,352 --> 00:39:51,554 I'm sorry that... if I ever... 706 00:39:51,556 --> 00:39:53,556 for one second 707 00:39:53,558 --> 00:39:55,959 made you feel that I didn't want you. 708 00:39:59,631 --> 00:40:02,097 I did. 709 00:40:02,134 --> 00:40:03,833 Always. 710 00:40:32,864 --> 00:40:34,897 Lou! 711 00:40:36,701 --> 00:40:38,735 I'm so sorry I pressured you about Nathan. 712 00:40:38,870 --> 00:40:41,671 No, no, no, I... I'm sorry I lied. 713 00:40:44,676 --> 00:40:47,610 You okay? 714 00:40:47,612 --> 00:40:49,345 Yeah. You know what? 715 00:40:51,416 --> 00:40:52,882 I think I am. 716 00:40:57,823 --> 00:40:59,689 It's a good reminder to be honest 717 00:40:59,758 --> 00:41:02,625 and talk about things, 718 00:41:02,627 --> 00:41:04,126 even if it makes us uncomfortable. 719 00:41:06,331 --> 00:41:08,564 I actually have something I need to tell you both. 720 00:41:10,001 --> 00:41:12,635 - I've started a new hobby. - Oh. 721 00:41:12,704 --> 00:41:14,837 - Dirt biking. - Whoa! 722 00:41:14,906 --> 00:41:16,038 On what? 723 00:41:16,107 --> 00:41:18,040 On an old bike I bought with my own money, 724 00:41:18,076 --> 00:41:20,109 and I met these two amazing bikers 725 00:41:20,178 --> 00:41:21,711 my own age, Brandon and Ellie. 726 00:41:21,846 --> 00:41:23,646 Brandon, that's a... That's a boy's name. 727 00:41:23,648 --> 00:41:25,782 Please tell me you don't do jumps. 728 00:41:25,784 --> 00:41:27,983 No, and I always wear my helmet. 729 00:41:28,019 --> 00:41:30,052 Look, Mom, you told me to try something new, 730 00:41:30,088 --> 00:41:31,921 take a risk, and I did. 731 00:41:32,056 --> 00:41:33,455 I really like it. 732 00:41:33,492 --> 00:41:35,791 It... it's freeing. 733 00:41:35,793 --> 00:41:39,529 I'm sorry I kept it a secret. Can you please forgive me? 734 00:41:39,531 --> 00:41:41,264 I mean, I'm not happy. 735 00:41:41,266 --> 00:41:42,765 I wish we had had a conversation first. 736 00:41:44,002 --> 00:41:47,503 - But you're not mad? - No. We're not mad. 737 00:41:47,506 --> 00:41:50,673 Just please don't keep things like this from us again. 738 00:41:50,808 --> 00:41:52,341 - Okay? - Yeah. 739 00:41:52,410 --> 00:41:54,744 We'll have to set some rules, of course, you know. 740 00:41:54,879 --> 00:41:57,280 Okay, yeah, but first can I tell you guys about last week? 741 00:41:57,349 --> 00:41:59,548 So we found this great field 742 00:41:59,584 --> 00:42:01,551 with this huge patch of mud, and Brandon? 743 00:42:01,686 --> 00:42:03,319 Shh! Wait, wait, wait. 744 00:42:04,523 --> 00:42:05,755 Finally! 745 00:42:10,295 --> 00:42:12,361 ?? Can you hear it humming ? 746 00:42:13,632 --> 00:42:16,432 Let's go. ? Can you touch its glow ? 747 00:42:17,702 --> 00:42:21,337 ? All around, singing for us ? 748 00:42:21,406 --> 00:42:23,973 ? And us alone ? 749 00:42:24,108 --> 00:42:27,577 ? It's in all the faces ? 750 00:42:27,646 --> 00:42:30,113 ? Of people passing by ? 751 00:42:31,316 --> 00:42:33,983 ? It's so beautiful ? 752 00:42:33,985 --> 00:42:37,753 ? It's a wonderland ? 753 00:42:39,190 --> 00:42:41,257 What's on your mind? 754 00:42:41,392 --> 00:42:43,993 No, I feel silly saying it now. 755 00:42:44,029 --> 00:42:45,995 Oh, now you have to. 756 00:42:48,666 --> 00:42:51,667 The jacket, the secrecy with Lou. 757 00:42:51,703 --> 00:42:54,837 I guess I just thought you two had a thing together. 758 00:42:54,873 --> 00:42:57,940 Nope. 759 00:43:00,144 --> 00:43:01,744 Thank you... 760 00:43:01,879 --> 00:43:03,813 For looking after my sister all those years ago. 761 00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:11,787 Oh, I told Lyndy about, uh, that foal. 762 00:43:12,991 --> 00:43:15,158 And she's coming up with names. 763 00:43:15,293 --> 00:43:17,093 So far, her two favourites are 764 00:43:17,162 --> 00:43:20,296 Dancer or, um, Peanut. 765 00:43:20,431 --> 00:43:21,764 Hmm. 766 00:43:23,901 --> 00:43:25,935 I like 'em both. 767 00:43:27,038 --> 00:43:29,172 Good. 768 00:43:29,307 --> 00:43:32,174 ? 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