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The action of memory takes
place not in the neurons themselves,

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- but in the space between the neurons,
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in the synapses in the way one
neuron communicates with another.

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Twenty bucks says I can get
Professor Miller

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to come out for drinks with us tonight.

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Come on, Kira,
don't act like you weren't

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desperate to TA for her.

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Because she's brilliant.

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Right.

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The fact that she's a smoke show
had nothing to do with it.

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Whether the memory
is episodic, semantic,

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priming, or procedural.

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It's all impacted.

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Even now, your experience
hearing this lecture,

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sitting in this room,

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is in some way quite
literally shaping who you are.

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Can you tell me what you see?

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Let's see...

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A spider.

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Okay.

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How 'bout this one?

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I'm... I'm not sure.

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A... A-A lamp?

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It's okay, you're doing great.

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I wanna remind you that...

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It's not a lamp, dude.

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Don't be an asshole.

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I turned down a postdoc
at Stanford with Kramer

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because Dr. Miller was such hot shit.

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But somehow, here I am,
freezing my ass off in Boston,

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testing muscle spasm drugs
on Alzheimer's patients.

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Spoiler alert: it's not doing anything.

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Hey.

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How's it going in here?

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Still no change in brain activity.

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It's still early
in the treatment protocol.

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What are you seeing?

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This is from last week,

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and this is the response
to the same question this week.

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There wasn't a change in his
ability to recall the word,

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but there's a definite
increase in pupil size.

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He's remembering the object
even though he still can't name it.

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We should go through
our past participants.

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I can have them come in,
set a baseline too.

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This is promising.

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Good job, Kira.

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Hi.

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I thought you left.

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I did leave.

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Going down?

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Shit, sorry... Do you wanna...?

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It's okay.

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Well.

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Have a good night.

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Sorry. I know office hours just ended.

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No. It's okay, come on in.

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Oh, here, fuck.

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- Sorry about that.
- It's okay.

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Here. You can sit there.

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So, what's up?

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I wanted to let you know
that a postdoc spot

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has unexpectedly opened up

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in Dr. Frankfurt's bioengineering lab.

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Really? Gideon is,

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very smart. His people skills
are a little...

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I really appreciate this opportunity

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getting to work with you,

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especially on the study,

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but bioengineering
is my area of interest,

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and I've been trying to get into his lab

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for over a year now.

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So, you're leaving.

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Yes. Yeah. I've decided
to accept the spot.

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Well, I will be sorry to lose you.

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Also...

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I'm very serious about my work,
Dr. Miller.

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And whatever's been
going on between us...

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I just can't be distracted right now.

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You know, I'm not really sure
I know what you're talking about.

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I'm sorry if maybe there's been
a little misunderstanding.

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Yeah, that-that's my mistake.

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But I do hope that you have
a good experience with Gideon.

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I really have heard great things.

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Okay.

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Thank you again for this
opportunity, Dr. Miller.

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- Synced and corrected by synk -
- www.addic7ed.com -

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So, Kira, Herman. Herman, Kira.

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- Herman's visiting from the
University of Oslo... - _

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and he has a great joke
about two-photon laser ablation.

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And, Herman, Kira is the
new rock star in my lab,

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she is currently crushing
multivascularization with Josh here.

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Hey, Herman, tell Josh the joke.

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I'll be right back.

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So, what does the one proton

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in the hadron collider say to the other?

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- I have no idea.
- I'm splitting.

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Sorry. Do I... Do I know you?

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I thought you might.

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Aren't you at the wrong
department party?

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I was actually dragged here by
my friend Jose against my will.

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I'm not sure he should
still count as a friend.

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How is it working for Gideon?

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It's good. Yeah, I've learned a lot.

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He's really talented and...

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Yeah.

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Yeah. These parties rarely
bring out the best in anybody.

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They're a nightmare.

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Do you wanna get out of here?

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You coming?

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When I told you I was taking
the job in Gideon's lab,

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and I thought there was
something going on between us,

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you said you didn't know
what I was talking about.

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I knew exactly
what you were talking about.

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I was just being an asshole.

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Come on.

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Why swimming?

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I'm not sure. It's quiet, maybe.

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You don't have to rely on anybody.

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It's just you and the water
until you can't go any longer.

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Keeps me out of trouble.

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You're a tenured professor at MIT.

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That can't have been that much trouble.

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My parents were not easy
when I was younger.

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I don't wanna be competitive,
but if we're taking bets

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on whose childhood was most fucked up...

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Right.

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Daughter of a clone. Outta my league.

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You never brought it up.

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Doesn't make very good small talk.

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Yes, hi, my mother
is the product of an illegal,

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unethical human cloning experiment,

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the legacy of which
is gonna haunt her forever.

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I say that to people at parties,
they just get weird.

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Well, if we're being competitive...

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Just when I got enough perspective

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to talk to my mother about my childhood,

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she was diagnosed
with early-onset Alzheimer's.

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Shit, I'm sorry.

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It's why I do the research I do.

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To fucked-up families.

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To fucked-up families.

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So why are you here?

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You asked me if I wanted
to come with you.

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That's not what I meant.

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I...

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I'm hiding...

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most of the time.

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With most of the people in my life.

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I've gotten pretty good at it.

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For some reason,

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with you I don't have to.

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That's why I'm here.

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Okay.

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In the past, we've struggled
to get complex organs

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to hold their shape
during the printing process.

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- Hollow organs such as bladders
- _

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have been possible for some time,

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but with something as solid

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and intricate as the heart,

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the organ begins to collapse
mid-process.

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This new technology

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incorporates the use of pulsed lasers

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for deposition
of bio-inks onto a substrate,

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potentially paving the way
for bio-identical

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replacement hearts, livers, kidneys.

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This is life-saving treatment
for thousands of patients.

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You had me at bio-identical kidneys.

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I put it in there special for you, babe.

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I'm serious. You were so great.

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I'm so proud of you.

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I don't want to interrupt.

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Mr. Darros just wanted to say
how impressed he is with your work

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Oh, thank you.

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He set up a new foundation,

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and this is exactly the kind
of research he wants to support.

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He hopes you'll consider us
if you ever find yourself

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looking for outside funding.

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That's very nice. Thank you.

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Keep up the good work, Dr. Manning.

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Thank you.

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- What was that?
- You're kidding.

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- No.
- Paul Darros,

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the CEO of the world's largest
logistics company.

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Oh, right, Jesus, yeah.

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He just started a foundation
with a $50 billion endowment

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focused on scientific research
for global impact.

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Do you think he actually
cares about helping people?

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I think Paul Darros wants to buy his way

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into the humanitarian hall of fame.

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If he does some good in service of that,

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does it matter if he actually cares?

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Oh my God, it's so good.

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I want to put them all
in my mouth at the same time,

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'cause they're so good,
but I know that would be weird.

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That would be weird.

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We should just order
this place every night.

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We could skip unpacking
the kitchen stuff altogether.

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It's fine by me.

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So, we... we live here now.

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We do.

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Together.

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Yeah, when I asked you
to move in with me,

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that was the general idea.

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I like it.

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The apartment or moving in with me?

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Both.

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I moved around so much as a kid

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that it's really nice to be settled.

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Next thing I know,

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you'll be wanting to paint the nursery.

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If that's a subtle way of asking

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if I've made up my mind about kids...

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- I haven't.
- Fine.

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I'll just paint the nursery myself.

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Sorry, do I know you?

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I thought you might.

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_

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- Holy shit.
- I know.

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It worked?

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It worked. It started beating.

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Jesus.

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Babe, you-you did it.

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I know. I-I can't believe it. I...

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You printed a fucking heart.

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Yeah, I did. I know. I did it.

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Oh my God! Oh my God!

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This is amazing.
Oh my God, I'm so proud of you.

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Good news is your eggs
are in great shape.

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There's definitely viability there.

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But the polyps in your uterus
could make it very difficult

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for you to carry a baby to term.

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Now, I know that's not
the news you were hoping for,

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but using your eggs and finding
someone else to carry the pregnancy

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is definitely an option
I think we can consider.

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Having a family doesn't always

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happen exactly the
way we imagine it will.

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I've had a lot
of positive outcomes with...

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Are you okay?

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Sure. Yeah.

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I'll do it.

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This was my thing.

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You have so much going on right
now, I would never ask you

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- to do that.
- No, no, no. You don't have to.

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Look at that.

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- It's sprinkling.
- Do you wanna feel it?

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Oh, you got a little bit on your foot!

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We got a little bit on me!

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Hi, baby. Do you want
to take our picture?

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You would like to touch the water?

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It's okay. It's okay.

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Okay, I'm gonna just
take it quick. Okay.

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These are the faces of patients

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waiting on the transplant list.

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People who are in desperate
need of replacement organs.

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Well, they don't gotta wait
any longer. Because today,

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the Additive Foundation,
founded by Dr. Kira Manning,

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embarks on its mission

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to make bio-printed organs available

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to everyone in the world who needs them.

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I'm sorry, can I steal
Dr. Manning for just a second?

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- Excuse me. All right.
- Thanks.

262
00:19:16,554 --> 00:19:17,871
Well...

263
00:19:19,301 --> 00:19:21,184
Congratulations, again.

264
00:19:21,435 --> 00:19:22,840
Thank you.

265
00:19:22,866 --> 00:19:24,746
You know, we couldn't
have done it without you.

266
00:19:24,772 --> 00:19:27,965
No, to be even a small
part of this, it's...

267
00:19:28,223 --> 00:19:29,910
it's fulfilling every vision I had about

268
00:19:29,936 --> 00:19:31,996
what the foundation could accomplish.

269
00:19:32,022 --> 00:19:34,973
Good. I am so glad.

270
00:19:35,036 --> 00:19:37,731
Thank you for supporting me
all these years.

271
00:19:38,295 --> 00:19:41,596
Have you given any thought
to-to what's next?

272
00:19:41,700 --> 00:19:44,403
You know, where else the
printing technology might go?

273
00:19:44,954 --> 00:19:47,814
- What do you mean?
- Could you print a complete

274
00:19:47,840 --> 00:19:49,895
organism, for example?

275
00:19:50,377 --> 00:19:53,237
I'm talkin' soup to nuts.
A whole person, say?

276
00:19:53,340 --> 00:19:56,970
- I'm sorry, are you asking...
- Just completely hypothetical,

277
00:19:56,996 --> 00:19:59,129
just as a thought experiment.

278
00:19:59,155 --> 00:20:00,856
Human cloning is illegal.

279
00:20:00,881 --> 00:20:03,282
For reasons I am only
too familiar with...

280
00:20:03,308 --> 00:20:07,840
Kira, I believe in unfettered
scientific exploration.

281
00:20:07,866 --> 00:20:09,686
It's not about the end product,

282
00:20:09,712 --> 00:20:12,912
it's about what we learn
and discover along the way.

283
00:20:12,938 --> 00:20:14,895
It's not up for discussion.

284
00:20:21,315 --> 00:20:23,380
The underwear wasn't gonna
arrive in time,

285
00:20:23,406 --> 00:20:25,216
so I just had it sent
straight to your dorm.

286
00:20:25,241 --> 00:20:27,341
- Mom.
- The, the boxer-brief?

287
00:20:27,367 --> 00:20:28,940
- Mom.
- What?

288
00:20:28,966 --> 00:20:30,729
I'm going to college. 'Kay?

289
00:20:30,755 --> 00:20:32,434
This is officially the moment

290
00:20:32,460 --> 00:20:34,395
we stop talking about my underwear.

291
00:20:34,421 --> 00:20:35,583
Sorry.

292
00:20:37,676 --> 00:20:39,895
Let me fix this, at least.

293
00:20:40,182 --> 00:20:41,286
There.

294
00:20:42,018 --> 00:20:43,255
Okay.

295
00:20:48,259 --> 00:20:49,639
Try not to kill it.

296
00:20:50,004 --> 00:20:51,010
I will.

297
00:20:51,036 --> 00:20:53,739
And I'm sorry I can't make
the ceremony tomorrow.

298
00:20:54,083 --> 00:20:56,544
They're just dressing
me up in my spooky robes

299
00:20:56,570 --> 00:20:59,083
and blathering about how great I am,

300
00:20:59,176 --> 00:21:00,905
so the people endowing my chair

301
00:21:00,931 --> 00:21:02,585
don't think they've wasted their money.

302
00:21:02,769 --> 00:21:04,860
Yeah, that's one way of looking at it.

303
00:21:04,886 --> 00:21:07,316
Or you can look at it
as well-deserved recognition

304
00:21:07,342 --> 00:21:09,848
for discovering that a muscle-spasm drug

305
00:21:09,874 --> 00:21:12,574
- helps treat Alzheimer's.
- Potato, pot-to.

306
00:21:13,157 --> 00:21:14,559
Proud of you.

307
00:21:24,727 --> 00:21:25,997
All right.

308
00:21:27,307 --> 00:21:30,027
Go, get outta here!
Go to school! Have fun.

309
00:21:32,606 --> 00:21:34,208
Try not to think about us anymore.

310
00:21:34,233 --> 00:21:36,348
Well, maybe a little bit.

311
00:21:37,141 --> 00:21:38,676
Take care of each other.

312
00:21:46,554 --> 00:21:48,583
You are such a fucking softie!

313
00:21:48,785 --> 00:21:50,184
Come on.

314
00:22:53,601 --> 00:22:55,267
Alright, here we go.

315
00:23:00,511 --> 00:23:01,869
Fuck.

316
00:23:12,605 --> 00:23:13,851
Hey.

317
00:23:15,104 --> 00:23:17,664
What happened? I thought
you were going for a swim.

318
00:23:22,975 --> 00:23:24,975
I couldn't find the pool.

319
00:23:27,978 --> 00:23:29,119
What?

320
00:23:29,401 --> 00:23:32,651
I walked around in circles for an hour.

321
00:23:34,584 --> 00:23:36,824
I kept thinking I was gonna find it...

322
00:23:39,180 --> 00:23:41,541
I don't... I don't understand.

323
00:23:45,819 --> 00:23:47,819
I've been feeling confused.

324
00:23:49,419 --> 00:23:53,170
You know, about little things
like where I put my keys or...

325
00:23:53,419 --> 00:23:55,588
I missed a meeting with a
postdoc the other day.

326
00:23:55,614 --> 00:23:58,279
- It could be a lot of things...
- It's happening, Kira.

327
00:23:58,305 --> 00:24:00,154
I am almost exactly the same age
as my mother

328
00:24:00,180 --> 00:24:02,248
- when she first showed symptoms.
- No, you don't know that.

329
00:24:02,274 --> 00:24:04,284
- We need to just slow down...
- Kira, please, please don't...

330
00:24:04,338 --> 00:24:06,115
don't try to make this go away.

331
00:24:07,275 --> 00:24:10,284
- We can't tell Lucas.
- We can get you a consult, an MRI...

332
00:24:10,310 --> 00:24:14,124
Kira, I don't want this to fuck up his
life the same way it fucked up mine.

333
00:24:14,150 --> 00:24:15,490
Please.

334
00:24:15,554 --> 00:24:18,654
Promise me that we're
not gonna tell him, please.

335
00:24:21,213 --> 00:24:22,229
Okay.

336
00:24:42,324 --> 00:24:44,994
How'd your meeting
with the department chair go?

337
00:24:45,510 --> 00:24:47,595
I told her I wanted
to take a leave of absence

338
00:24:47,621 --> 00:24:49,400
and focus on my family.

339
00:24:49,829 --> 00:24:51,885
Did you take your medication today?

340
00:24:52,633 --> 00:24:54,053
It's not working.

341
00:24:54,208 --> 00:24:55,900
It's early days.

342
00:24:57,348 --> 00:24:59,963
I developed the drug, Kira.

343
00:24:59,989 --> 00:25:02,883
We both know how it works.
It was never good

344
00:25:02,909 --> 00:25:05,299
- with early-onset cases.
- I know this is scary for you.

345
00:25:05,325 --> 00:25:08,710
It is scary for me too, but we
can't get ahead of ourselves.

346
00:25:08,736 --> 00:25:10,986
I should've seen improvements by now.

347
00:25:11,058 --> 00:25:14,658
If this isn't helping, I may not
know my name in three months.

348
00:25:14,750 --> 00:25:16,689
And I don't wanna live that way.

349
00:25:16,988 --> 00:25:19,361
I need you to prepare yourself, Kira.

350
00:25:20,939 --> 00:25:22,447
I don't accept that.

351
00:25:29,016 --> 00:25:31,455
I thought I watered that yesterday.

352
00:25:44,226 --> 00:25:46,226
We're starting something new.

353
00:25:49,265 --> 00:25:51,653
Are you finally getting
excited about eyeballs?

354
00:25:51,679 --> 00:25:53,434
Like, do you see what I mean?

355
00:25:53,459 --> 00:25:56,226
Well, it's not eyeballs, Josh.

356
00:25:56,976 --> 00:25:58,534
Is that brain tissue?

357
00:25:58,560 --> 00:26:01,702
We are gonna try to print neurons.

358
00:26:02,241 --> 00:26:04,546
Sure. I mean, I wanted a pony growing up

359
00:26:04,572 --> 00:26:06,453
but my parents didn't think
it would fit in our apartment,

360
00:26:06,478 --> 00:26:07,827
so I got a cat.

361
00:26:08,002 --> 00:26:09,538
I'm serious, Josh.

362
00:26:10,278 --> 00:26:12,015
Neurons for a transplant.

363
00:26:12,312 --> 00:26:14,181
No, I get it,
people with brain injuries,

364
00:26:14,206 --> 00:26:16,312
disease, that'd be huge for them.

365
00:26:16,344 --> 00:26:17,960
But they're way too delicate.

366
00:26:17,986 --> 00:26:20,727
Our process isn't set up
for something that fine-grained.

367
00:26:21,016 --> 00:26:23,056
Well, then we change the process.

368
00:26:24,138 --> 00:26:27,202
Are you okay? What's this all about?

369
00:26:27,246 --> 00:26:28,843
Are you with me?

370
00:26:29,157 --> 00:26:32,158
I'm always with you, boss.
You know that.

371
00:26:41,403 --> 00:26:43,630
I've been working on your treatment,

372
00:26:43,827 --> 00:26:46,723
and Josh has been helping me,

373
00:26:47,755 --> 00:26:50,231
and we're trying everything.

374
00:26:50,257 --> 00:26:53,517
We finally got
the new neurons to respond,

375
00:26:53,779 --> 00:26:55,817
but the surgery, it would...

376
00:26:56,669 --> 00:26:59,099
it would be such a big risk.

377
00:27:02,705 --> 00:27:07,165
And I am so scared of losing you,

378
00:27:07,191 --> 00:27:08,615
but I am...

379
00:27:09,496 --> 00:27:11,254
I'm already losing you,

380
00:27:11,279 --> 00:27:13,818
and I'm not sure
what you'd want me to do.

381
00:27:17,945 --> 00:27:20,446
Part of me wants to try it for you.

382
00:27:20,600 --> 00:27:22,188
Part of me...

383
00:27:22,847 --> 00:27:25,071
wants to try it for me.

384
00:27:25,943 --> 00:27:28,423
Part of me wants to try it for Lucas.

385
00:27:34,236 --> 00:27:35,906
Who's Lucas?

386
00:28:03,532 --> 00:28:07,461
You are the love of my life.

387
00:28:14,625 --> 00:28:18,185
Eleanor, I'm gonna have you
count back from three for me.

388
00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:22,646
Three.

389
00:28:24,613 --> 00:28:25,911
Two.

390
00:28:51,384 --> 00:28:52,567
Hey.

391
00:28:54,956 --> 00:28:56,488
Do I know you?

392
00:29:01,461 --> 00:29:03,095
I thought you might.

393
00:29:15,980 --> 00:29:18,020
Can I ask you a few questions?

394
00:29:21,188 --> 00:29:23,062
Are they gonna be annoying?

395
00:29:26,933 --> 00:29:28,467
What's your birthday?

396
00:29:32,047 --> 00:29:34,440
You still don't remember my birthday.

397
00:29:34,606 --> 00:29:36,089
It's embarrassing.

398
00:29:36,252 --> 00:29:38,252
What's our son's name?

399
00:29:40,562 --> 00:29:43,402
Lucas Miller-Manning.

400
00:29:45,873 --> 00:29:48,553
Can you repeat these words after me:

401
00:29:49,292 --> 00:29:50,516
Face.

402
00:29:50,688 --> 00:29:51,844
Velvet.

403
00:29:52,152 --> 00:29:54,992
Church. Daisy. Red.

404
00:29:58,761 --> 00:30:00,110
Red.

405
00:30:01,939 --> 00:30:03,266
Daisy.

406
00:30:04,530 --> 00:30:06,750
Church. Velvet. Face.

407
00:30:10,059 --> 00:30:12,383
Now you're just being a pain in the ass.

408
00:30:15,367 --> 00:30:17,039
Always.

409
00:30:23,732 --> 00:30:27,459
Yeah, I called Lucas
at school to catch up.

410
00:30:27,624 --> 00:30:29,624
Told him you'd call him later.

411
00:30:32,534 --> 00:30:35,271
Jesus, that was delicious.

412
00:30:37,653 --> 00:30:39,593
When was the last time I spoke to him?

413
00:30:41,474 --> 00:30:43,845
About a month ago?

414
00:30:45,154 --> 00:30:50,006
Yeah, I-I told him you were
preoccupied with a grant proposal.

415
00:30:50,403 --> 00:30:53,865
I said I felt like I hadn't
spoken to you in weeks,

416
00:30:54,515 --> 00:30:56,635
which wasn't a complete lie.

417
00:30:59,771 --> 00:31:02,672
I've been right here.
I've always been right here.

418
00:31:03,751 --> 00:31:08,071
Yeah, it's a little hard
to tell, recently.

419
00:31:08,525 --> 00:31:10,606
And historically.

420
00:31:12,990 --> 00:31:15,587
Back to me not being
emotionally present.

421
00:31:15,914 --> 00:31:17,574
I thought that...

422
00:31:17,635 --> 00:31:20,891
I thought I'd get a break
given the circumstances.

423
00:31:20,917 --> 00:31:22,282
Sorry.

424
00:31:22,719 --> 00:31:25,056
My issues with constancy.

425
00:31:30,662 --> 00:31:33,142
Is it hard for you to tell
how I feel about you?

426
00:31:36,829 --> 00:31:39,295
You know, you can be a little tricky.

427
00:31:46,062 --> 00:31:48,489
The day that you came and told me

428
00:31:48,515 --> 00:31:51,476
that you were leaving
to go work for Gideon,

429
00:31:52,205 --> 00:31:53,731
after you left,

430
00:31:54,571 --> 00:31:57,191
I had to cancel all my meetings
for the rest of the day.

431
00:31:57,369 --> 00:31:59,286
I couldn't focus. I...

432
00:31:59,992 --> 00:32:01,458
I couldn't work.

433
00:32:03,771 --> 00:32:05,911
I couldn't stop thinking about you.

434
00:32:06,688 --> 00:32:09,788
And then I went to the pool and swam.

435
00:32:09,814 --> 00:32:11,388
Pushed myself so hard at one point,

436
00:32:11,414 --> 00:32:13,622
I wasn't sure I was gonna
make it to the other side.

437
00:32:13,809 --> 00:32:16,429
Some kid lifeguard jumped in,

438
00:32:16,490 --> 00:32:19,530
said it looked like I was gonna drown.

439
00:32:27,473 --> 00:32:29,653
You coulda just told me
you liked me too.

440
00:32:29,678 --> 00:32:31,219
Would've been a lot easier.

441
00:32:32,766 --> 00:32:35,566
Guess I'm not an easy-way-out
kind of girl.

442
00:32:54,481 --> 00:32:57,041
Oh, shit. I have to get up.

443
00:32:58,796 --> 00:33:01,118
I have to check in with the office.

444
00:33:02,987 --> 00:33:05,150
You want me to make you some breakfast?

445
00:33:11,590 --> 00:33:12,832
Elle?

446
00:33:17,351 --> 00:33:18,504
Elle?

447
00:33:25,511 --> 00:33:26,887
Eleanor?

448
00:33:33,798 --> 00:33:35,072
Eleanor?

449
00:33:47,682 --> 00:33:49,046
Eleanor.

450
00:34:04,107 --> 00:34:05,406
No, no, no.

451
00:34:06,571 --> 00:34:08,312
No, no, no. Come on.

452
00:35:02,265 --> 00:35:04,358
_

453
00:35:30,653 --> 00:35:32,887
So you've reconsidered.

454
00:35:33,600 --> 00:35:34,942
Yeah.

455
00:35:35,577 --> 00:35:38,387
I'll need resources and equipment.

456
00:35:38,433 --> 00:35:41,426
I'm not even sure it's even possible.

457
00:35:41,698 --> 00:35:44,178
We will get you whatever you need.

458
00:35:44,755 --> 00:35:46,559
And there is one condition.

459
00:35:48,620 --> 00:35:51,861
The machine, when I've done it,
that's it.

460
00:35:52,934 --> 00:35:54,356
I destroy it.

461
00:35:57,168 --> 00:35:59,145
That is non-negotiable, Paul.

462
00:36:00,239 --> 00:36:03,278
This is purely about
scientific exploration.

463
00:36:06,780 --> 00:36:08,372
So we have a deal?

464
00:36:10,941 --> 00:36:12,442
I think we do.

465
00:36:24,577 --> 00:36:26,237
I put in all the material orders.

466
00:36:26,262 --> 00:36:27,286
It should be on its way.

467
00:36:27,312 --> 00:36:29,942
- Okay, great. Thank you.
- Yeah.

468
00:36:35,345 --> 00:36:37,365
Specs for the new laser lens?

469
00:36:38,020 --> 00:36:39,145
Yeah.

470
00:36:39,892 --> 00:36:41,653
With a print this layered,

471
00:36:41,770 --> 00:36:45,083
we need to control the heat diffusion
to the surrounding tissue.

472
00:36:45,350 --> 00:36:48,489
I'll enter the specs into the larger
schematics when you're done.

473
00:36:48,643 --> 00:36:50,825
This stays out of the schematics.

474
00:36:53,038 --> 00:36:54,247
Why?

475
00:36:56,497 --> 00:36:58,473
It's an insurance policy.

476
00:36:58,763 --> 00:37:01,050
Without the lens,
this machine is essentially

477
00:37:01,075 --> 00:37:02,690
useless to Darros.

478
00:37:02,716 --> 00:37:05,047
The specs stay between us,

479
00:37:05,160 --> 00:37:07,160
and we keep control of it.

480
00:37:08,817 --> 00:37:10,708
Then it stays between us.

481
00:38:40,683 --> 00:38:42,782
You think she's gonna remember?

482
00:38:43,531 --> 00:38:46,307
I just want it to be right
when she wakes up.

483
00:38:46,644 --> 00:38:47,945
Familiar.

484
00:38:47,971 --> 00:38:49,925
I triple-checked the scan you sent.

485
00:38:49,950 --> 00:38:52,153
The one from her physical
after you had the baby.

486
00:38:52,193 --> 00:38:54,515
It's older, but there's enough
resolution there.

487
00:38:54,540 --> 00:38:56,059
I uploaded it to the printer.

488
00:38:56,084 --> 00:38:57,924
Great. Thanks...

489
00:38:59,438 --> 00:39:01,789
For, for everything.

490
00:39:01,815 --> 00:39:04,973
You've always been on my side,
ever since grad school.

491
00:39:04,999 --> 00:39:07,151
Yeah, it's a lot to ask.

492
00:39:07,177 --> 00:39:09,657
And, I couldn't have...

493
00:39:10,880 --> 00:39:13,033
You're the only person I trusted.

494
00:39:15,005 --> 00:39:17,830
You know this won't keep
her from getting sick.

495
00:39:18,843 --> 00:39:22,441
It might buy me at least
another 20 years

496
00:39:22,467 --> 00:39:25,680
to try to figure out how
to slow down the Alzheimer's.

497
00:39:25,705 --> 00:39:27,734
What are you gonna tell Lucas

498
00:39:27,760 --> 00:39:29,385
if this works?

499
00:39:31,339 --> 00:39:32,726
I'll figure it out.

500
00:39:33,967 --> 00:39:37,846
I have to believe
that a world with her in it,

501
00:39:38,049 --> 00:39:39,994
even if it's complicated,

502
00:39:41,366 --> 00:39:43,518
is better than a world without her.

503
00:39:46,778 --> 00:39:48,876
I know you want her back.

504
00:39:53,345 --> 00:39:54,825
Do you think...

505
00:39:57,428 --> 00:39:59,606
Do you think it'll really be her?

506
00:41:29,727 --> 00:41:31,348
Was I asleep?

507
00:41:31,374 --> 00:41:32,793
Not exactly.

508
00:41:33,472 --> 00:41:35,340
Do you know where you are?

509
00:41:37,174 --> 00:41:38,876
No, I don't think so.

510
00:41:39,073 --> 00:41:40,774
Is something wrong?

511
00:41:41,145 --> 00:41:43,465
Face, velvet,

512
00:41:43,700 --> 00:41:47,786
church, daisy, red.

513
00:41:47,988 --> 00:41:50,387
Face, velvet, church, daisy, red.

514
00:41:50,412 --> 00:41:51,590
Good.

515
00:41:51,896 --> 00:41:54,456
Take a look at this picture.

516
00:41:55,949 --> 00:41:57,801
Do you recognise the baby?

517
00:41:57,956 --> 00:42:00,437
No. Who is this?

518
00:42:01,387 --> 00:42:02,732
That's okay.

519
00:42:03,337 --> 00:42:04,911
Who are you?

520
00:42:06,170 --> 00:42:07,661
Do I know you?

521
00:42:10,408 --> 00:42:12,325
I thought you might.

522
00:42:29,259 --> 00:42:30,750
That's it?

523
00:42:31,843 --> 00:42:33,703
That's your story.

524
00:42:34,174 --> 00:42:35,674
So we were...

525
00:42:35,825 --> 00:42:37,570
You were in love.

526
00:42:39,437 --> 00:42:41,507
You were the love of my life.

527
00:42:42,218 --> 00:42:45,001
And we have a kid together.

528
00:42:45,155 --> 00:42:48,265
Well, he's... he's all grown up now.

529
00:42:50,502 --> 00:42:52,078
I wanna meet him.

530
00:42:53,500 --> 00:42:54,796
I...

531
00:42:55,140 --> 00:42:58,008
I think he'd find it hard to understand.

532
00:43:01,116 --> 00:43:02,898
I've got someone.

533
00:43:04,305 --> 00:43:08,789
Not a daughter, but almost.

534
00:43:09,416 --> 00:43:11,171
Well, then you, you get it.

535
00:43:13,023 --> 00:43:15,382
And this tattoo on my arm.

536
00:43:15,408 --> 00:43:17,408
What is that? Some kind of ID number?

537
00:43:18,384 --> 00:43:20,372
No. It's braille.

538
00:43:20,398 --> 00:43:23,484
We were really cheesy
when we got married and..

539
00:43:23,679 --> 00:43:25,648
we got matching UV tattoos.

540
00:43:25,674 --> 00:43:30,773
It's, it's the first line
of a W.S. Merwin poem.

541
00:43:32,466 --> 00:43:33,789
What is it?

542
00:43:34,149 --> 00:43:37,365
"Let me imagine that we will
come again...

543
00:43:40,873 --> 00:43:42,796
when we want to...

544
00:43:44,006 --> 00:43:46,046
and it will be spring."

545
00:43:51,996 --> 00:43:53,612
I didn't ask for this.

546
00:43:53,679 --> 00:43:56,885
I didn't ask to be put
in the world this way.

547
00:43:57,397 --> 00:43:59,737
I didn't know how to live without you.

548
00:43:59,763 --> 00:44:01,440
Without her!

549
00:44:03,579 --> 00:44:05,307
I'm not Eleanor!

550
00:44:05,897 --> 00:44:07,347
I can't imagine.

551
00:44:07,508 --> 00:44:10,485
You should try to imagine

552
00:44:10,510 --> 00:44:13,627
what it's like to wake up

553
00:44:14,444 --> 00:44:18,112
and not know your own name.

554
00:44:19,470 --> 00:44:23,596
To not know where you came from
or what you've lived through.

555
00:44:24,776 --> 00:44:26,816
Do you know how alone I felt?

556
00:44:28,416 --> 00:44:33,229
I am so, so sorry.

557
00:44:34,123 --> 00:44:35,846
I lost her,

558
00:44:36,371 --> 00:44:38,571
and then I lost my way.

559
00:44:41,745 --> 00:44:44,893
But I promise. I wanna make it right.

560
00:44:46,120 --> 00:44:48,221
I'm gonna take care of you.

561
00:44:50,007 --> 00:44:51,752
And what about Jules?

562
00:44:54,234 --> 00:44:57,713
Did you make her before or after me?

563
00:44:59,314 --> 00:45:00,487
Who?

564
00:45:01,167 --> 00:45:02,416
Jules.

565
00:45:04,565 --> 00:45:06,565
The teenage version of me.

566
00:45:07,155 --> 00:45:10,175
I disabled the printer, Lucy.

567
00:45:10,200 --> 00:45:12,281
I... It's gone.

568
00:45:13,438 --> 00:45:15,557
I didn't print a teenager.

569
00:45:16,623 --> 00:45:19,563
I have no idea who you're talking about.

570
00:45:22,958 --> 00:45:28,287
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