1 00:00:00,656 --> 00:00:02,513 You're not the only residents who put in. 2 00:00:02,524 --> 00:00:05,022 How will you decide who gets the one spot? 3 00:00:05,033 --> 00:00:06,220 You think that this place saved you, 4 00:00:06,290 --> 00:00:08,174 it makes sense that you would be worried. 5 00:00:08,185 --> 00:00:09,619 I really want that job, Bash. 6 00:00:09,630 --> 00:00:11,398 I'm going to do everything I can to get it. 7 00:00:11,409 --> 00:00:12,849 I'm on the transplant list. 8 00:00:12,860 --> 00:00:14,386 So you've decided not to decide. 9 00:00:14,397 --> 00:00:17,088 I used to cut myself. I managed mostly to stop. 10 00:00:17,099 --> 00:00:19,960 I don't know you, but I know trauma. 11 00:00:19,971 --> 00:00:23,140 And if you really thought that that was something I was capable of, 12 00:00:23,151 --> 00:00:25,199 maybe it's because some part of you is. 13 00:00:25,799 --> 00:00:28,539 I wait but no one is come so I decide to get on with my night. 14 00:00:28,747 --> 00:00:30,339 Guess he'll just need to find a doctor 15 00:00:30,350 --> 00:00:32,450 who isn't trying to prove his lapses in judgment are behind him. 16 00:00:33,070 --> 00:00:34,927 - Theo? - Damn it, Rhoda, are you deaf? 17 00:00:34,938 --> 00:00:36,538 You're not hearing what she's saying! 18 00:00:36,782 --> 00:00:38,182 And you don't even work here! 19 00:00:38,399 --> 00:00:40,639 Here we go! 20 00:00:42,368 --> 00:00:45,692 My sister and I immigrated here because of a man who helped us. 21 00:00:45,788 --> 00:00:48,618 He found us overseas when we were very desperate. 22 00:00:49,029 --> 00:00:50,299 But? 23 00:00:51,652 --> 00:00:53,522 What do you want, Bashir? 24 00:00:59,352 --> 00:01:01,869 I stopped by your place. Tracey told me where you were. 25 00:01:02,379 --> 00:01:04,279 She must have been surprised to see you. 26 00:01:04,372 --> 00:01:07,109 - Did the kids recognize you? - A little bit. 27 00:01:07,557 --> 00:01:09,527 It's been such a long time. 28 00:01:09,646 --> 00:01:12,819 I remember you used to come here a few days a week. 29 00:01:14,407 --> 00:01:16,659 Look, if you need to go to work or anything, that's... 30 00:01:16,670 --> 00:01:19,480 I should probably get home shower, yeah. 31 00:01:21,534 --> 00:01:23,797 Last time I saw Amira, she was nine? 32 00:01:23,808 --> 00:01:26,618 Yeah, 15 now. Starting high school. 33 00:01:27,106 --> 00:01:29,989 - And you? - I'm re-doing my residency at York. 34 00:01:30,039 --> 00:01:31,969 - Surgery? - Emerg. 35 00:01:32,634 --> 00:01:35,009 Still very much you. First year? 36 00:01:36,073 --> 00:01:38,255 It's my fourth year, actually. 37 00:01:38,408 --> 00:01:40,049 Are you still back and forth overseas? 38 00:01:40,618 --> 00:01:42,168 Among other things. 39 00:01:42,766 --> 00:01:44,184 This is me. 40 00:01:46,869 --> 00:01:49,879 Listen, Elliot, uh... 41 00:01:52,783 --> 00:01:55,654 The way I left things when we moved out, 42 00:01:55,665 --> 00:01:58,259 I've just been thinking about it, and... 43 00:01:58,477 --> 00:02:00,866 Now, after five years? 44 00:02:00,877 --> 00:02:02,988 Six years of not speaking. 45 00:02:02,999 --> 00:02:05,439 I know, I know. I should've reached out earlier. 46 00:02:05,627 --> 00:02:09,327 Yeah, you didn't. Not until your last year of residency. 47 00:02:10,450 --> 00:02:11,740 Uh... 48 00:02:11,751 --> 00:02:14,049 Anyway, um, what's next for you? 49 00:02:14,408 --> 00:02:17,047 Fellowship? Specialization? ED job? 50 00:02:18,167 --> 00:02:20,419 All that is up in the air right now. 51 00:02:20,807 --> 00:02:22,599 And I'm the guy who once tried to help. 52 00:02:22,974 --> 00:02:26,089 No, no. I'm not here to ask for your help. 53 00:02:26,159 --> 00:02:28,589 The way that you say "moved out" so casually. 54 00:02:28,659 --> 00:02:30,329 You and Amira were part of our family. 55 00:02:30,340 --> 00:02:31,777 You just packed up and left. 56 00:02:31,788 --> 00:02:33,285 I mean, the kids kept asking about you. 57 00:02:33,296 --> 00:02:35,166 I didn't know what to say. What we'd done... 58 00:02:35,329 --> 00:02:36,899 No, no. Nothing. Look, you were perfect 59 00:02:36,969 --> 00:02:38,969 and we owe you so much. It's just... 60 00:02:38,980 --> 00:02:41,110 I couldn't uh... 61 00:02:41,121 --> 00:02:42,991 I should go. 62 00:02:44,679 --> 00:02:46,479 Say hi to your sister for me. 63 00:03:02,537 --> 00:03:07,537 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com - 64 00:03:11,642 --> 00:03:13,812 Hey, medium, black. 65 00:03:43,376 --> 00:03:46,169 Don't I owe it to them to be honest about the whole situation? 66 00:03:46,298 --> 00:03:48,298 No. It's your private information. 67 00:03:48,427 --> 00:03:50,427 The hospital owes you nothing. If you tell them 68 00:03:50,438 --> 00:03:53,305 you're on the transplant list before they decide who gets the job... 69 00:03:53,316 --> 00:03:55,556 It gives them a reason not to give it to me. 70 00:03:56,182 --> 00:03:57,527 But my chief, Dr. Devi, you know, 71 00:03:57,538 --> 00:04:00,478 she's done a lot to make room for my physical limitations. 72 00:04:00,548 --> 00:04:02,378 Every time I have to go for labs like today, 73 00:04:02,389 --> 00:04:05,019 - I have to make up an excuse. - When we were trying for kids, 74 00:04:05,274 --> 00:04:07,544 I made the mistake of telling one of the partners. 75 00:04:07,606 --> 00:04:10,588 Next thing I know, they promoted the guy hired to work under me. 76 00:04:10,974 --> 00:04:13,729 The second time, I didn't tell them until I was five months. 77 00:04:14,024 --> 00:04:17,181 And, what if a heart comes and I have to take a year off work? 78 00:04:17,192 --> 00:04:19,322 You should get the job when that happens. 79 00:04:19,392 --> 00:04:22,040 Legally at that point, they have to offer you medical leave. 80 00:04:22,051 --> 00:04:23,861 They're not your family, Magalie. 81 00:04:23,872 --> 00:04:25,542 Yeah, speaking of that. It's Mom's birthday, 82 00:04:25,553 --> 00:04:27,783 and I didn't get the "Be at L'Express wearing 83 00:04:27,794 --> 00:04:29,964 the dress I bought you in 2006" text. 84 00:04:30,700 --> 00:04:32,421 If she's still afraid of getting us together 85 00:04:32,432 --> 00:04:34,550 after the split, I'm pretty sure we can help with that. 86 00:04:34,561 --> 00:04:36,391 About that... 87 00:04:37,692 --> 00:04:39,362 _ 88 00:04:39,405 --> 00:04:40,847 Last night. 89 00:04:40,908 --> 00:04:42,050 _ 90 00:04:42,061 --> 00:04:43,382 Without even telling me? 91 00:04:43,423 --> 00:04:46,011 _ 92 00:04:46,022 --> 00:04:49,852 - Oh, Dad was there, too. - Yeah, and you're right. 93 00:04:49,922 --> 00:04:51,622 They can still share space. 94 00:04:51,633 --> 00:04:54,263 We sort of used my boys as a buffer. 95 00:04:54,274 --> 00:04:55,874 How could you not call me, Cam? 96 00:04:55,885 --> 00:04:57,185 She made me promise. 97 00:04:57,196 --> 00:04:58,826 You know how much is on your plate right now. 98 00:04:58,837 --> 00:05:01,267 Oh, so you decided for me like I'm not even a real person. 99 00:05:01,492 --> 00:05:04,032 Mags, what you said about a year off, 100 00:05:04,611 --> 00:05:06,981 does that mean you're saying yes to a heart? 101 00:05:07,233 --> 00:05:09,242 What happened to getting out of your head 102 00:05:09,253 --> 00:05:12,884 - and only deciding if one comes? - Yeah, that's a mindset, Cam. 103 00:05:12,895 --> 00:05:14,211 I'm trying to embrace it, 104 00:05:14,222 --> 00:05:16,092 but think about how I'm living right now. 105 00:05:16,498 --> 00:05:18,298 Like, if... 106 00:05:18,571 --> 00:05:20,311 If, if a... 107 00:05:20,452 --> 00:05:23,452 If a heart eventually comes and I take it, 108 00:05:23,850 --> 00:05:27,192 my thirties could be over by the time I'm recovered. 109 00:05:27,203 --> 00:05:29,372 What's in my life now, that's what I'll have. 110 00:05:29,383 --> 00:05:32,379 Okay, I'm sorry. What can I do? 111 00:05:33,099 --> 00:05:35,780 Well, this dinner, again, all of us. 112 00:05:35,791 --> 00:05:37,961 I'll get the 8:00 P.M. flight to Montreal. 113 00:05:38,430 --> 00:05:41,972 And don't let our parents have one sip of champagne before I get there. 114 00:05:46,608 --> 00:05:48,682 - Craig Albright? - Yeah. 115 00:05:48,800 --> 00:05:52,272 - Hi, I'm Dr. Hamed, Bashir. - Finally. 116 00:05:52,378 --> 00:05:54,418 Tell us you're going to help him. He's in agony. 117 00:05:54,601 --> 00:05:58,101 I am, but full disclosure, we're running low on beds in our department 118 00:05:58,112 --> 00:05:59,942 so I'm only here to assess needs. 119 00:05:59,953 --> 00:06:01,827 You told our triage nurse 120 00:06:01,838 --> 00:06:03,607 that you are experiencing some hip pain. 121 00:06:03,618 --> 00:06:04,947 Did you fall or injure yourself? 122 00:06:04,958 --> 00:06:06,984 Because I'm looking at your medical history and... 123 00:06:06,995 --> 00:06:09,195 Can we please have the discussion in private? 124 00:06:09,635 --> 00:06:11,321 Craig didn't fall or anything like that. 125 00:06:11,332 --> 00:06:14,002 He was getting into his car when the pain just started. 126 00:06:14,013 --> 00:06:17,153 Angrily slamming the door after getting me from school, he means. 127 00:06:17,460 --> 00:06:20,649 - And no, that's not how this happened. - And don't ask Eli to say how. 128 00:06:20,660 --> 00:06:22,800 I mean, it's only his eye. Why would he know? 129 00:06:23,312 --> 00:06:26,388 Two great medical mysteries for you to solve today, Doctor. 130 00:06:26,785 --> 00:06:29,411 Uh, well, at least you got the afternoon off school. 131 00:06:29,481 --> 00:06:31,728 - You're in what? Seventh grade? - Tenth. 132 00:06:31,739 --> 00:06:33,479 You don't need to correct him for me, Dad. 133 00:06:33,490 --> 00:06:36,387 I can handle the embarrassment. In fact, I don't even feel any, 134 00:06:36,398 --> 00:06:38,537 - so it's fine. - You're being rude! 135 00:06:38,548 --> 00:06:41,224 - Craig, it's fine. - No, none of us would be here right now 136 00:06:41,235 --> 00:06:42,843 if we weren't called to the V.P.'s office 137 00:06:42,854 --> 00:06:44,724 for a punch in the face that you won't admit. 138 00:06:44,735 --> 00:06:47,375 This is the part where I cheerfully confess to being bullied? 139 00:06:47,415 --> 00:06:50,207 Except it's not that part because I'm not. 140 00:06:50,218 --> 00:06:51,669 And nobody hit me. 141 00:06:51,994 --> 00:06:54,364 Why don't I grab a porter to take Craig to X-ray? 142 00:06:54,375 --> 00:06:56,445 This way we can rule out any fracture of any kind. 143 00:06:56,456 --> 00:06:58,096 And hopefully, by the time you're back, 144 00:06:58,107 --> 00:07:00,747 - we'll have a bed ready for you. - Sure, thank you. 145 00:07:08,822 --> 00:07:11,062 Dr. Devi, do you remember that patient I lost 146 00:07:11,073 --> 00:07:14,403 - to carbon monoxide poisoning? - Faulty unit in his building. 147 00:07:14,532 --> 00:07:15,941 You reported it to public health? 148 00:07:15,952 --> 00:07:18,582 Yeah, but I also dug into the amount of illnesses 149 00:07:18,593 --> 00:07:21,193 and deaths we see in patients from low-income housing. 150 00:07:21,321 --> 00:07:23,601 Mould, pipes, ventilation. 151 00:07:23,612 --> 00:07:26,042 I'd like to share that data with public health as well. 152 00:07:26,124 --> 00:07:28,824 Those risks are minimized with greater awareness. 153 00:07:29,110 --> 00:07:31,812 Stats only. No patient data for privacy. 154 00:07:31,823 --> 00:07:33,984 And I will need to review it up first. 155 00:07:33,995 --> 00:07:35,565 But it's a good idea. 156 00:07:36,555 --> 00:07:38,825 You should both know you won't be in limbo 157 00:07:38,836 --> 00:07:40,805 for much longer about the fellowship spot. 158 00:07:40,816 --> 00:07:43,016 I'm deciding by the end of the month. 159 00:07:43,322 --> 00:07:45,222 Last year, they announced them near graduation, 160 00:07:45,233 --> 00:07:47,333 - that's in six months. - Yup. 161 00:07:47,702 --> 00:07:49,732 Mags, I admitted the bowel obstruction 162 00:07:49,743 --> 00:07:51,562 so there's a bed for your knee sprain now. 163 00:07:51,573 --> 00:07:53,643 Actually, Rhoda, can we give that to Craig Albright 164 00:07:53,654 --> 00:07:55,191 when he gets back from his X-ray? 165 00:07:55,202 --> 00:07:56,942 He's way down the queue. 166 00:07:56,953 --> 00:07:58,713 He's in pain and won't tell us why. 167 00:07:58,724 --> 00:08:00,024 Plus, his son has a black eye 168 00:08:00,051 --> 00:08:01,721 he doesn't want to talk about either. 169 00:08:02,014 --> 00:08:04,382 - Got it. - You thinking domestic violence? 170 00:08:04,587 --> 00:08:07,352 Something seemed off. I could check with a social worker. 171 00:08:07,363 --> 00:08:08,612 Let Mags try. 172 00:08:08,623 --> 00:08:10,594 She's good at getting underneath complex dynamics. 173 00:08:10,605 --> 00:08:12,781 - You stay on Dad, Bashir. - Sure. 174 00:08:12,792 --> 00:08:16,292 This son is older than he looks and touchy about it. Eli. 175 00:08:17,238 --> 00:08:18,878 Got your note. We'll be fine without you 176 00:08:18,889 --> 00:08:20,671 - for an hour today. - Yeah, I'm sorry about that. 177 00:08:20,682 --> 00:08:22,542 It's the only time I could get for that appointment. 178 00:08:22,779 --> 00:08:25,125 I know some of the other hospitals are already interviewing... 179 00:08:25,136 --> 00:08:28,006 No, it's not that. It's personal. 180 00:08:28,017 --> 00:08:29,787 Okay. 181 00:08:33,541 --> 00:08:36,142 End of the month. That's like, next week. 182 00:08:36,153 --> 00:08:38,423 Yeah. Perfect timing for you to be officially better 183 00:08:38,434 --> 00:08:41,064 at getting underneath complex dynamics. 184 00:08:48,272 --> 00:08:51,187 So, you have your CBT and self-harm worksheets, and your partners. 185 00:08:51,198 --> 00:08:53,598 - Get going. - Want to start? 186 00:08:54,675 --> 00:08:57,015 I didn't write anything down. 187 00:08:57,658 --> 00:09:00,258 First time at one of these? 188 00:09:00,540 --> 00:09:01,691 No, it's my second. 189 00:09:01,702 --> 00:09:04,642 Last time, I bailed halfway through so... 190 00:09:05,179 --> 00:09:08,312 - You? - Oh, I'm a vet. 191 00:09:08,580 --> 00:09:10,112 Allow me. 192 00:09:10,667 --> 00:09:12,733 "Strategies for revealing your scars, 193 00:09:12,744 --> 00:09:14,474 visible and invisible. 194 00:09:14,922 --> 00:09:17,014 Number one, the plausible lie." 195 00:09:17,025 --> 00:09:19,565 Uh, my cat scratched me. 196 00:09:19,871 --> 00:09:21,251 I don't have a cat. 197 00:09:21,262 --> 00:09:22,884 I see you've never taken improv. 198 00:09:22,895 --> 00:09:26,235 - I'm a doctor, why would I... - So what? I'm a chef. 199 00:09:26,362 --> 00:09:29,872 It forces you to let yourself be embarrassed. 200 00:09:31,039 --> 00:09:32,539 Okay... 201 00:09:32,622 --> 00:09:35,362 Why don't we just move on to number two? 202 00:09:36,308 --> 00:09:38,717 "The reluctant truth." 203 00:09:39,118 --> 00:09:41,738 Okay, so... Sometimes... 204 00:09:41,749 --> 00:09:44,749 I hurt myself, but we don't have to talk about it. 205 00:09:46,445 --> 00:09:50,152 Have you actually ever tried to use that in real life because... 206 00:09:50,163 --> 00:09:52,390 Once or twice. But the second you tell people 207 00:09:52,401 --> 00:09:54,141 you don't want to talk about something... 208 00:09:54,152 --> 00:09:55,692 It's all they can focus on. 209 00:09:55,748 --> 00:09:59,358 Yeah, I'm more of a "number four" kind of guy. 210 00:09:59,868 --> 00:10:03,768 I've been feeling pretty cut up about things. 211 00:10:04,232 --> 00:10:06,602 Humour tends to disarm. 212 00:10:07,256 --> 00:10:09,302 Humour, right. 213 00:10:09,602 --> 00:10:14,512 Uh, actually, I don't know if like... 214 00:10:19,238 --> 00:10:23,448 I don't know if in the moment, like, if I can see anything. 215 00:10:23,991 --> 00:10:26,614 I don't think anything will come to me other than like, 216 00:10:26,625 --> 00:10:28,322 painful silence. 217 00:10:28,643 --> 00:10:30,632 I guess that's cool. 218 00:10:30,643 --> 00:10:32,713 If that's who you are. 219 00:10:33,397 --> 00:10:36,597 But does that mean you'll always be covered up? 220 00:10:38,191 --> 00:10:41,861 Eli? Hi, I'm Mags. I'm a doctor here. 221 00:10:42,106 --> 00:10:45,359 Hi. My parents are getting an X-ray or whatever. 222 00:10:45,370 --> 00:10:48,340 Yeah, yeah, I know. There's a vending machine not far, 223 00:10:48,351 --> 00:10:50,021 - do you want a Coke? - Only if you want 224 00:10:50,032 --> 00:10:51,962 to throw them into crisis, my parents. 225 00:10:52,499 --> 00:10:54,225 Caffeine stunts my growth, they'll tell you. 226 00:10:54,236 --> 00:10:55,836 Oh, that's a myth. 227 00:10:55,922 --> 00:10:58,032 But you could use it to ice your eye. 228 00:10:58,239 --> 00:10:59,549 Ice won't help my eye. 229 00:10:59,560 --> 00:11:02,630 Well, do you want chips? Or Skittles? 230 00:11:02,641 --> 00:11:05,141 Isn't luring kids with candy kind of predatory? 231 00:11:05,152 --> 00:11:07,622 That's a good point. 232 00:11:08,564 --> 00:11:11,002 But I do have to correct you on the ice, though. 233 00:11:11,013 --> 00:11:13,343 It is your best bet to keep the swelling down. 234 00:11:15,958 --> 00:11:20,238 So you're in a hospital with a concerning mark on your face. 235 00:11:20,298 --> 00:11:22,538 Call me a nerd, but I kind of want to know the story. 236 00:11:22,549 --> 00:11:25,189 - Maybe I can help. - There is no story. 237 00:11:26,208 --> 00:11:28,608 I was short when I was in high school, too. 238 00:11:28,619 --> 00:11:30,529 - You still are. - Not compared to you. 239 00:11:31,868 --> 00:11:33,176 Okay. 240 00:11:33,187 --> 00:11:36,257 Well, I guess in the 1920s or whenever that was, 241 00:11:36,268 --> 00:11:38,708 they didn't have growth hormones to force you on. 242 00:11:39,428 --> 00:11:42,058 - You're on HGH? - Needle every day. 243 00:11:42,069 --> 00:11:44,803 My dads and my endocrinologist wanted me on them. 244 00:11:44,814 --> 00:11:46,514 They said it'd be harmless. 245 00:11:46,584 --> 00:11:48,544 So you think you're reacting to the drug 246 00:11:48,555 --> 00:11:50,433 and you are not telling your parents because... 247 00:11:50,444 --> 00:11:51,968 Tense subject. 248 00:11:51,978 --> 00:11:53,377 I didn't want to take them, 249 00:11:53,388 --> 00:11:56,888 but they were fighting all the time trying to make me. 250 00:11:57,191 --> 00:12:00,546 Convinced taller people do better in life or whatever. 251 00:12:00,557 --> 00:12:03,993 And finally, I just wanted it all to stop so I caved. 252 00:12:04,004 --> 00:12:06,514 You mind if I examine it, though? It looks like it hurts. 253 00:12:06,525 --> 00:12:08,125 Sure. 254 00:12:16,289 --> 00:12:21,589 Yeah, irritation at the injection site can be normal with HGH. 255 00:12:21,600 --> 00:12:24,500 - This is odd because... - I don't stab it into my face. 256 00:12:25,211 --> 00:12:28,151 Yeah, I wondered about that, too. 257 00:12:29,021 --> 00:12:32,191 I do have one other theory. 258 00:12:32,587 --> 00:12:34,517 But it's kind of nuts. 259 00:12:35,384 --> 00:12:37,184 I can handle it. 260 00:12:37,753 --> 00:12:42,153 Okay. Really? Okay. 261 00:12:42,942 --> 00:12:44,322 Thank you. 262 00:12:44,567 --> 00:12:46,097 Hey. 263 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:49,100 - Serious meeting attire. - Contrition attire. 264 00:12:49,258 --> 00:12:52,088 I'm here to throw myself at Devi's mercy. 265 00:12:52,099 --> 00:12:53,999 Calculating dosing by weight? 266 00:12:54,010 --> 00:12:56,750 No, the cost of incorporating. 267 00:12:56,761 --> 00:12:59,161 People keep saying that it's better to bill this way 268 00:12:59,172 --> 00:13:01,042 after residency so we can write off living expenses. 269 00:13:01,053 --> 00:13:04,183 Yeah, it is, yeah. I'd be happy to run you through when you get there. 270 00:13:04,324 --> 00:13:07,146 Can you write off mortgage payments? 271 00:13:07,157 --> 00:13:10,057 - You buying a house? - I mean, I was approved 272 00:13:10,068 --> 00:13:12,668 for a loan, 500,000. 273 00:13:12,754 --> 00:13:14,724 Sounds immense in the real world 274 00:13:14,735 --> 00:13:17,456 which I realize doesn't include Toronto real estate. 275 00:13:17,467 --> 00:13:20,529 Well, congrats, but no you can't write off mortgage interest. 276 00:13:20,540 --> 00:13:22,212 And while you're thinking about costing, 277 00:13:22,223 --> 00:13:24,952 there's property tax, furnaces, 278 00:13:24,963 --> 00:13:26,603 roofs which will need replacing. 279 00:13:26,614 --> 00:13:28,354 What the hell is a blended mortgage? 280 00:13:28,365 --> 00:13:31,981 Nobody knows. Hey, believe me, 281 00:13:31,992 --> 00:13:34,162 as someone who panic-bought places in Sudbury 282 00:13:34,173 --> 00:13:36,016 and Toronto after he got divorced, 283 00:13:36,027 --> 00:13:37,967 over-extending when your life's in flux 284 00:13:37,978 --> 00:13:40,118 only makes that flux much worse. 285 00:13:40,264 --> 00:13:41,824 Amira needs roots. 286 00:13:41,835 --> 00:13:43,405 And I want to give her something stable 287 00:13:43,416 --> 00:13:46,016 and I didn't really ask to be talked out of it, Theo. 288 00:13:52,518 --> 00:13:54,275 What I wanted to tell you in the waiting room 289 00:13:54,286 --> 00:13:58,840 is what I still think is that your pain is caused by lupus. 290 00:13:58,851 --> 00:14:00,937 Your labs show a high level of inflammation... 291 00:14:00,948 --> 00:14:03,718 But Craig has been in remission from lupus for three years. 292 00:14:05,117 --> 00:14:07,705 You promised that you would tell me when it flares again. 293 00:14:07,716 --> 00:14:09,956 This isn't a family counselling session. 294 00:14:10,361 --> 00:14:13,747 - Hi, I'm sorry to interrupt. - Mags, we're in the middle of something. 295 00:14:13,758 --> 00:14:15,261 Yeah, the wrong thing. 296 00:14:15,600 --> 00:14:17,183 I was just speaking with your son. 297 00:14:17,194 --> 00:14:20,064 - Who the hell are you? - This is Dr. Leblanc. 298 00:14:20,577 --> 00:14:23,017 Eli's eye isn't from a punch. 299 00:14:23,028 --> 00:14:25,583 It's a fungal infection called mucormycosis. 300 00:14:25,594 --> 00:14:27,564 - And I think you both have it. - Craig has lupus. 301 00:14:27,575 --> 00:14:30,275 I know. And his elevated ESP and CRP 302 00:14:30,286 --> 00:14:31,746 made you think it was a flare, right? 303 00:14:31,757 --> 00:14:34,361 Eli's been cultivating spores for a science project. 304 00:14:34,372 --> 00:14:35,832 Sustainable ecosystems. 305 00:14:35,843 --> 00:14:37,800 He's been breathing them in all month. 306 00:14:37,811 --> 00:14:40,111 He was already worried that they made his eye black. 307 00:14:40,122 --> 00:14:42,687 I did a PCR, positive for fungal DNA. 308 00:14:42,698 --> 00:14:45,276 I... I, I'm sorry. You're saying that this is all 309 00:14:45,287 --> 00:14:47,257 because of Eli's science project? 310 00:14:47,394 --> 00:14:49,124 If that's true, then why am I not sick? 311 00:14:49,135 --> 00:14:50,994 For most of us, fungus is harmless, 312 00:14:51,005 --> 00:14:54,017 but not for people with compromised immune systems like your husband. 313 00:14:54,028 --> 00:14:56,253 Eli is biologically Craig's son. 314 00:14:56,264 --> 00:14:58,404 Are you saying it's my fault, Neil? 315 00:14:58,415 --> 00:15:00,172 That I passed this down to him? 316 00:15:00,183 --> 00:15:02,097 No! That's not what I'm saying. 317 00:15:02,108 --> 00:15:04,648 It's not necessarily the reason Eli's infected. 318 00:15:04,659 --> 00:15:07,299 We'll run tests. It could also just be bad luck. 319 00:15:07,564 --> 00:15:09,521 This one is a much better doctor than you. 320 00:15:09,532 --> 00:15:12,733 Craig! Stop being so inappropriate. 321 00:15:12,744 --> 00:15:16,079 I don't understand. Why wouldn't Eli just talk to us 322 00:15:16,090 --> 00:15:18,653 if that's what he thought was happening to his eye? 323 00:15:18,664 --> 00:15:21,164 Hold on. How long have you had that rash? 324 00:15:21,334 --> 00:15:24,404 Oh, I had some small patches this morning, 325 00:15:24,415 --> 00:15:26,123 I usually get them with flare-ups. 326 00:15:26,134 --> 00:15:28,434 - So you were hiding it then. - I didn't know! 327 00:15:28,537 --> 00:15:31,332 I just wanted to make sure before worrying you. 328 00:15:31,343 --> 00:15:33,243 Can you open your mouth for me, please? 329 00:15:35,302 --> 00:15:38,096 Thank you. His temp's up, way up. 330 00:15:38,314 --> 00:15:40,451 I can't... A fungal infection? 331 00:15:40,461 --> 00:15:44,228 - Can you treat it? - How high does this go? Here, may I? 332 00:15:44,893 --> 00:15:47,033 Oh, my God. 333 00:15:48,287 --> 00:15:50,157 They're not normally like this. 334 00:15:50,168 --> 00:15:51,320 Does Eli have this, too? 335 00:15:51,331 --> 00:15:53,447 Not when I left him, but Craig, 336 00:15:53,458 --> 00:15:55,273 your reaction is atypical and may 337 00:15:55,284 --> 00:15:56,802 mean the infection is spreading quickly. 338 00:15:56,813 --> 00:15:58,513 He's going to need more imaging. 339 00:15:58,524 --> 00:15:59,894 - You should go. - No. 340 00:15:59,905 --> 00:16:01,618 - Yes! I'm asking you to. - No! 341 00:16:01,628 --> 00:16:03,347 Don't do this, please. 342 00:16:03,358 --> 00:16:06,558 I don't want to infect you, go! Go, Neil! 343 00:16:06,774 --> 00:16:08,627 Why don't you go check on Eli? 344 00:16:08,638 --> 00:16:11,429 - Yeah, I'll take you to him. - Thanks, Mags. 345 00:16:13,464 --> 00:16:16,534 I know he can't handle this, I... 346 00:16:23,414 --> 00:16:25,843 - This is all my fault. - No, honey. 347 00:16:25,854 --> 00:16:27,794 Where's Dad? Why can't I see him? 348 00:16:27,805 --> 00:16:29,365 He just needs a little bit of rest. 349 00:16:29,376 --> 00:16:30,816 But he's obviously worse than me. 350 00:16:30,827 --> 00:16:32,897 People can react differently to this kind of infection 351 00:16:32,908 --> 00:16:34,378 depending on their immune system. 352 00:16:34,389 --> 00:16:36,029 I'm going to talk to Mags outside, okay? 353 00:16:36,040 --> 00:16:37,950 I'll get an update and report back. 354 00:16:42,244 --> 00:16:44,547 We're putting Craig on hybrid blood purification 355 00:16:44,558 --> 00:16:47,377 and renal therapy, which is a fancy way of saying dialysis 356 00:16:47,388 --> 00:16:50,428 while also trying to clean the infection from his blood. 357 00:16:50,439 --> 00:16:52,394 - It's affecting his kidneys? - Because of a weakened 358 00:16:52,405 --> 00:16:55,205 immune system from his lupus medication which... 359 00:16:55,680 --> 00:16:58,150 Eli doesn't know about? 360 00:16:58,307 --> 00:17:01,556 We thought that it would be easier for him. Or... 361 00:17:01,567 --> 00:17:04,159 Look, it's not what I wanted, but you saw Craig before. 362 00:17:04,170 --> 00:17:06,940 Whenever I try to push him, he just retreats. 363 00:17:07,220 --> 00:17:09,667 Mags? Got a head lac in curtains, 364 00:17:09,678 --> 00:17:11,097 tell me you've got a second. 365 00:17:11,108 --> 00:17:13,308 - Uh... - I'll be okay. 366 00:17:13,651 --> 00:17:14,707 Okay. 367 00:17:14,718 --> 00:17:18,228 They moved Craig to the eighth floor, I'll check on him after. 368 00:17:19,561 --> 00:17:22,531 - Cody's back, frequent flyer. - Who? 369 00:17:22,892 --> 00:17:24,667 - You don't know him? - No. 370 00:17:24,865 --> 00:17:27,105 Chart says schizotypal personality disorder. 371 00:17:27,116 --> 00:17:29,305 Uh, yeah, but half the time you wouldn't even know it. 372 00:17:29,316 --> 00:17:31,086 It's just that sometimes he gets... 373 00:17:31,307 --> 00:17:35,977 A guy in psych called it "superhero ideation". 374 00:17:35,988 --> 00:17:39,116 - What does that even mean? - Hi, Cody! 375 00:17:39,127 --> 00:17:41,590 - This is Mags. - Hey, Mags, nice to meet you. 376 00:17:41,601 --> 00:17:43,941 Hi, nice to meet you too, Cody. Alright. 377 00:17:44,254 --> 00:17:46,791 They already did that. I don't think I have a concussion. 378 00:17:46,802 --> 00:17:48,862 Yeah, your head did get knocked around a little, though. 379 00:17:49,027 --> 00:17:50,767 All in the pursuit of a moral right. 380 00:17:51,041 --> 00:17:52,881 Cody tackled a purse snatcher. 381 00:17:52,892 --> 00:17:54,562 Happens all the time in Dundas Square. 382 00:17:54,573 --> 00:17:56,543 If I wait long enough, I'm bound to run into one. 383 00:17:56,567 --> 00:17:58,167 Well, your pupils look fine. 384 00:17:58,261 --> 00:18:01,301 And I think I may be able to spare you sutures. 385 00:18:01,312 --> 00:18:03,542 Great, thank you for wanting to minimize my pain, Mags. 386 00:18:03,553 --> 00:18:04,983 - You're most welcome. - Okay. 387 00:18:05,165 --> 00:18:06,605 Perfect, thanks. 388 00:18:07,405 --> 00:18:09,986 So tell me, why do you take it upon yourself 389 00:18:09,997 --> 00:18:13,067 - to catch purse-snatchers? - And shoplifters. 390 00:18:13,144 --> 00:18:16,344 And those intimidating lurkers that scare people in the subway. 391 00:18:16,355 --> 00:18:19,395 Usually, they see the uniform and stop, but not always. 392 00:18:20,323 --> 00:18:21,723 I don't know if you know this, Mags, 393 00:18:21,734 --> 00:18:24,004 but the police stopped doing anything about the minor things. 394 00:18:24,114 --> 00:18:27,184 And, I get it. I mean, it's small potatoes, but... 395 00:18:27,421 --> 00:18:29,521 The little stuff hurts people, too. 396 00:18:30,034 --> 00:18:32,388 And if we want our city to feel like one big community, 397 00:18:32,399 --> 00:18:34,239 then someone's got to be out there fighting 398 00:18:34,250 --> 00:18:35,880 for our brothers and sisters, right? 399 00:18:36,137 --> 00:18:38,607 - Hey! - Eli! 400 00:18:38,618 --> 00:18:40,188 You should be in bed, where's your dad? 401 00:18:40,817 --> 00:18:42,304 Talking to an immunologist. 402 00:18:42,315 --> 00:18:43,564 What were you going to say before? 403 00:18:43,575 --> 00:18:44,905 About why my dad is sicker than me? 404 00:18:45,021 --> 00:18:46,991 I know it's something because when I checked online 405 00:18:47,002 --> 00:18:48,553 it said it could be cancer or that his 406 00:18:48,564 --> 00:18:49,772 immune system doesn't work properly. 407 00:18:49,783 --> 00:18:51,479 You should probably talk to your parents about that. 408 00:18:51,490 --> 00:18:53,290 They don't tell me anything. 409 00:18:53,491 --> 00:18:55,053 They treat me like they see me, 410 00:18:55,064 --> 00:18:57,534 but I don't feel small, Mags. 411 00:18:57,611 --> 00:18:59,011 Why can't they understand that? 412 00:18:59,022 --> 00:19:00,752 Strength comes from the inside, kid. 413 00:19:00,907 --> 00:19:03,998 - Want me to talk to them for you? - I got it, Cody. 414 00:19:04,473 --> 00:19:06,273 It's not cancer. 415 00:19:06,547 --> 00:19:07,939 And if you just give me five minutes, 416 00:19:07,950 --> 00:19:09,790 I will answer all of your questions, okay? 417 00:19:10,574 --> 00:19:12,304 Okay... 418 00:19:12,315 --> 00:19:14,015 Almost done here. 419 00:19:14,378 --> 00:19:18,647 It's just every tiny movement is like agony. 420 00:19:18,658 --> 00:19:20,726 - Uh-huh. - How exactly did the pain start? 421 00:19:22,026 --> 00:19:26,031 Well, I was... in the shower and... 422 00:19:26,961 --> 00:19:28,958 You know, I was bored. 423 00:19:28,969 --> 00:19:31,583 Oh, well, vigorous physical manipulation 424 00:19:31,594 --> 00:19:34,564 - can injure the testicle. - I wouldn't say "vigorous". 425 00:19:34,575 --> 00:19:38,934 It was soapy and then I slipped, and, like, I'm a big guy so... 426 00:19:39,138 --> 00:19:41,038 It's going to be cold. 427 00:19:41,994 --> 00:19:44,064 Someone called up the flag torsion? 428 00:19:44,075 --> 00:19:46,641 - Dr. Singh, you're back. - First day. 429 00:19:46,652 --> 00:19:48,382 Thought I'd take it easy. 430 00:19:48,393 --> 00:19:50,333 You'd know that if you bothered to check in. 431 00:19:50,808 --> 00:19:52,506 Been gone three weeks. 432 00:19:52,517 --> 00:19:54,317 I'm recovering from a heart attack. 433 00:19:54,691 --> 00:19:56,551 Yeah, well, I'm so sorry. 434 00:19:56,562 --> 00:19:59,609 - What the hell is "torsion"? - It's a twisted testicle. 435 00:19:59,620 --> 00:20:01,443 I'm seeing a reduction in blood flow. 436 00:20:01,454 --> 00:20:04,294 So if Dr. Singh agrees, he will take you upstairs to operate. 437 00:20:04,308 --> 00:20:05,648 He does. 438 00:20:05,787 --> 00:20:08,327 So you can, like, "un-twist" it? 439 00:20:08,597 --> 00:20:10,397 About half the time. 440 00:20:10,574 --> 00:20:12,534 The other half, we have to cut it out. 441 00:20:13,119 --> 00:20:16,481 - What, like, the whole thing? - No, just the one. 442 00:20:16,887 --> 00:20:18,727 Will I still be able to... 443 00:20:18,888 --> 00:20:21,095 Oh, sexual function is generally not affected. 444 00:20:21,106 --> 00:20:23,236 No, I mean, I want kids. 445 00:20:23,534 --> 00:20:25,604 Can I still... 446 00:20:25,615 --> 00:20:28,651 Well, you might see a decrease in your sperm count, 447 00:20:28,662 --> 00:20:31,802 but the other testicle will often compensate. 448 00:20:31,813 --> 00:20:35,253 What if it doesn't? I mean, if I can't be a father 449 00:20:35,264 --> 00:20:39,435 - one day because of this... - Dr. Curtis isn't the right person to ask. 450 00:20:39,798 --> 00:20:41,298 June will prep you for OR, 451 00:20:41,309 --> 00:20:44,709 but if you have anymore questions about future options, 452 00:20:44,720 --> 00:20:46,490 I can answer them upstairs. 453 00:20:46,607 --> 00:20:49,317 I'll be right back. 454 00:20:49,328 --> 00:20:51,838 Dr. Singh. That was... 455 00:20:52,201 --> 00:20:54,707 Okay, look, I know you didn't intend to, but I... 456 00:20:54,718 --> 00:20:57,688 I'm fine. Damage is minimal. 457 00:20:57,708 --> 00:21:00,737 And as long as I'm vigilant, I can avoid a repeat. 458 00:21:00,748 --> 00:21:02,778 That's good. It's not like I don't care. 459 00:21:02,789 --> 00:21:06,659 I just didn't think you wanted me... hovering. 460 00:21:08,231 --> 00:21:10,471 I'll do what I can for the boy. 461 00:21:16,151 --> 00:21:19,611 - Yeah, happy to help you. - Yeah, totally. 462 00:21:19,622 --> 00:21:22,322 Come in, Dr. Hunter. Take a seat. 463 00:21:22,687 --> 00:21:25,257 I figured this would just be us. 464 00:21:25,420 --> 00:21:27,090 Hi, everyone. 465 00:21:27,367 --> 00:21:30,237 I thought a panel would be more fair. 466 00:21:30,594 --> 00:21:32,264 Uh... 467 00:21:32,841 --> 00:21:37,622 Colleague from emerg, our CMO, Dr. Olsen, and Sandy from H.R. 468 00:21:38,331 --> 00:21:40,471 The more the merrier. 469 00:21:40,482 --> 00:21:43,952 I was so relieved to know that the college 470 00:21:43,963 --> 00:21:48,258 decided not to suspend or revoke your medical licence. 471 00:21:48,269 --> 00:21:51,561 Thanks. I'll tell all of you what I told them. 472 00:21:51,572 --> 00:21:55,857 It was medically clear that my patient had suffered sexual assault. 473 00:21:55,868 --> 00:21:58,752 I was convinced that she was afraid of her husband and wanted my help. 474 00:21:58,763 --> 00:22:00,703 There were four children at home who were at risk. 475 00:22:00,714 --> 00:22:02,984 At the time, I believed I had a duty of care. 476 00:22:03,078 --> 00:22:05,278 And at the time, that's exactly how you explained this 477 00:22:05,289 --> 00:22:08,419 - to Dr. Devi and myself as well. - And with perspective, 478 00:22:08,430 --> 00:22:12,430 my decision to alert the police warranted far better discretion. 479 00:22:12,671 --> 00:22:14,270 Then you admit you overstepped? 480 00:22:14,281 --> 00:22:16,370 - I do. - Well, it was a tough spot. 481 00:22:16,381 --> 00:22:18,522 We all know from experience that what constitutes 482 00:22:18,533 --> 00:22:20,163 duty of care can be elusive. 483 00:22:20,400 --> 00:22:22,886 I was wrong, Dr. Olsen. Plain and simple. 484 00:22:23,271 --> 00:22:24,841 And look, in the spirit of honesty, 485 00:22:24,852 --> 00:22:26,962 I realize I've made errors in judgment. 486 00:22:27,504 --> 00:22:30,144 Giving expired supplies to patients outside the hospital, 487 00:22:30,155 --> 00:22:33,025 restraining a woman who was resisting rabies prophylaxis. 488 00:22:33,036 --> 00:22:35,257 An event which you repeatedly refused to issue 489 00:22:35,268 --> 00:22:37,974 - a formal apology for. - And sounds like that's 490 00:22:37,985 --> 00:22:40,055 what he's trying to do right now, Neeta. 491 00:22:40,460 --> 00:22:42,430 It was an unsettled time. 492 00:22:42,477 --> 00:22:46,547 I got divorced, I uprooted my life. 493 00:22:46,631 --> 00:22:48,731 And I don't say any of that as an excuse. 494 00:22:48,742 --> 00:22:51,666 It's just... for context. 495 00:22:52,172 --> 00:22:54,287 I've had some time to reflect these past months, 496 00:22:54,298 --> 00:22:58,728 and I confidently feel that I have learned from my mistakes 497 00:22:58,739 --> 00:23:01,005 and that behaviour is behind me. 498 00:23:01,016 --> 00:23:02,446 Huh... 499 00:23:03,338 --> 00:23:06,127 June, do you have something to add? 500 00:23:06,362 --> 00:23:08,952 Oh, sorry, I was just wondering if any of us 501 00:23:08,963 --> 00:23:12,145 are actually capable of real... change. 502 00:23:12,156 --> 00:23:14,397 However, I do think that it's something 503 00:23:14,408 --> 00:23:19,041 that we can all strive for. And Theo is striving for. 504 00:23:19,052 --> 00:23:22,290 Okay. Well, I can say on behalf of all of us, 505 00:23:22,301 --> 00:23:24,069 that we do appreciate your fulsome explanation. 506 00:23:24,080 --> 00:23:26,112 Behind you since when? 507 00:23:27,628 --> 00:23:29,498 I don't know what you mean? 508 00:23:29,864 --> 00:23:33,928 You sent Dahab Sayeed, a virtual patient to our ED. 509 00:23:34,205 --> 00:23:36,855 And when triage wouldn't immediately bend to your will, 510 00:23:36,866 --> 00:23:39,126 you became irate and verbally abusive to Rhoda, 511 00:23:39,137 --> 00:23:41,077 one of our veteran nurses. 512 00:23:43,221 --> 00:23:45,861 Behind you since when, Dr. Hunter? 513 00:23:51,411 --> 00:23:53,011 How is he? 514 00:23:53,977 --> 00:23:55,737 At least his son is fine. 515 00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:59,841 Yeah, physically, but Eli's wrecked about thinking this is his fault. 516 00:24:00,336 --> 00:24:04,306 I get the sense that he doesn't even know about his father's lupus. 517 00:24:05,687 --> 00:24:08,295 - Well, he does now. - You told him. 518 00:24:08,306 --> 00:24:09,676 He narrowed it down himself. 519 00:24:09,687 --> 00:24:12,927 He's a smart kid and he feels totally alone with everything. 520 00:24:13,061 --> 00:24:15,906 That wasn't your call, but I suppose I'm not as good 521 00:24:15,917 --> 00:24:17,857 at getting underneath complex dynamics. 522 00:24:18,514 --> 00:24:21,454 Bash, this... whole thing about potentially 523 00:24:21,465 --> 00:24:23,465 losing your job, it's okay to admit 524 00:24:23,476 --> 00:24:26,386 that you're more rattled about it than you're letting on. 525 00:24:27,977 --> 00:24:29,058 Right. 526 00:24:29,351 --> 00:24:31,621 You choose to be alone with things. 527 00:24:45,569 --> 00:24:47,989 You have your own door, private entrance. 528 00:24:48,456 --> 00:24:49,483 Here's the laundry room. 529 00:24:49,494 --> 00:24:52,634 I'm apologizing right now for how often our stuff will be in there. 530 00:24:52,961 --> 00:24:55,031 Uh, right this way. 531 00:24:55,687 --> 00:24:59,088 So you got a basic kitchen, bathroom, the TV works. 532 00:24:59,099 --> 00:25:01,309 Cable's on us. Couch pulls out. 533 00:25:01,320 --> 00:25:03,060 And from what prior tenants have said, 534 00:25:03,071 --> 00:25:06,181 you will definitely hear my three stampeding children upstairs. 535 00:25:06,192 --> 00:25:08,562 This is all so great, thank you. 536 00:25:09,008 --> 00:25:11,032 _ 537 00:25:11,043 --> 00:25:13,523 - English, habibti. - Tracey made a guess 538 00:25:13,534 --> 00:25:15,744 about what toys and books you might like, Amira, 539 00:25:15,755 --> 00:25:17,385 but if you want to come upstairs and trade up, 540 00:25:17,396 --> 00:25:18,896 you're always welcome, okay? 541 00:25:20,101 --> 00:25:21,571 - Say thank you. - No need. 542 00:25:21,582 --> 00:25:23,061 There's some basic food in the fridge. 543 00:25:23,072 --> 00:25:24,227 But there's a convenience store 544 00:25:24,238 --> 00:25:26,368 with a pretty decent collection a short walk away. 545 00:25:26,471 --> 00:25:28,133 Are you okay for cash? 546 00:25:28,190 --> 00:25:30,960 Yeah, the government stipend came through. 547 00:25:31,084 --> 00:25:32,714 I'll let you get settled. 548 00:25:32,958 --> 00:25:34,498 Thank you. 549 00:25:37,183 --> 00:25:39,023 _ 550 00:25:49,371 --> 00:25:53,381 "The little boy grew, he grew, and he grew, and he grew. 551 00:25:53,392 --> 00:25:55,402 He grew until he was nine years old." 552 00:25:55,671 --> 00:25:57,711 _ 553 00:25:57,722 --> 00:26:00,792 English, habibti. Are you excited to be nine? 554 00:26:03,745 --> 00:26:06,215 "But at night-time, when he was asleep, 555 00:26:06,226 --> 00:26:07,901 the mother quietly opened the door 556 00:26:07,912 --> 00:26:10,067 to his room, crawled across the floor 557 00:26:10,078 --> 00:26:12,608 and looked over the side of the bed. 558 00:26:13,557 --> 00:26:15,281 If he was really asleep, she picked up 559 00:26:15,292 --> 00:26:18,232 that nine-year-old boy and rocked him back and forth, 560 00:26:18,243 --> 00:26:21,113 back and forth, back and forth. 561 00:26:21,757 --> 00:26:25,197 And while she rocked him, she sang, 562 00:26:25,208 --> 00:26:27,608 'I'll love you forever. 563 00:26:28,538 --> 00:26:31,338 I'll like you for always. 564 00:26:31,778 --> 00:26:36,930 As long as I'm living, my baby you'll be.'" 565 00:26:41,407 --> 00:26:43,777 It's easy to register. It's three blocks away. 566 00:26:43,788 --> 00:26:44,963 My kids go to the same school, 567 00:26:44,974 --> 00:26:46,574 and there's a French immersion stream, too. 568 00:26:46,585 --> 00:26:48,055 She needs a lot more practice in English. 569 00:26:48,066 --> 00:26:49,706 The ESL classes will help. 570 00:26:49,911 --> 00:26:51,221 With kids her age, honestly, 571 00:26:51,232 --> 00:26:53,802 it will shock you how fast they soak things in. Look. 572 00:26:54,188 --> 00:26:57,464 Right, so basically, once you've passed your boards 573 00:26:57,475 --> 00:26:59,115 and they can verify your credentials. 574 00:26:59,126 --> 00:27:01,526 But then there's that issue with my medical school transcripts. 575 00:27:01,537 --> 00:27:03,245 They know most of the doctors coming 576 00:27:03,256 --> 00:27:04,897 from Syria aren't getting theirs out. 577 00:27:04,908 --> 00:27:06,537 What they'll do is they'll talk to anyone they can 578 00:27:06,548 --> 00:27:08,685 who worked with you at the NGO's, get a sense for your skill. 579 00:27:08,696 --> 00:27:11,112 Then there's two or three positions each year 580 00:27:11,123 --> 00:27:13,450 where practicing surgeons will take on foreign doctors 581 00:27:13,461 --> 00:27:15,661 and supplement any training they might need. 582 00:27:15,672 --> 00:27:17,634 - Three positions? - I know. 583 00:27:17,645 --> 00:27:19,723 But with your experience, 584 00:27:19,734 --> 00:27:21,906 it's just about getting you in front of the right people. 585 00:27:21,917 --> 00:27:24,457 We're here on a one-way ticket. It has to work. 586 00:27:26,157 --> 00:27:29,359 Everything that you're doing, the money, I'll pay you back. 587 00:27:29,370 --> 00:27:32,040 I know you will. 588 00:28:01,157 --> 00:28:03,366 - This goes here. - Bashir, ow! 589 00:28:03,377 --> 00:28:04,987 Sorry, is that too tight? 590 00:28:05,254 --> 00:28:07,359 _ 591 00:28:07,545 --> 00:28:09,205 Well, maybe you can sleep in there. 592 00:28:09,216 --> 00:28:10,774 _ 593 00:28:10,981 --> 00:28:12,167 _ 594 00:28:12,224 --> 00:28:14,824 Okay, hold still. The zipper is sticky. 595 00:28:17,629 --> 00:28:19,482 Maybe we'll repaint that wall together. 596 00:28:19,493 --> 00:28:21,293 _ 597 00:28:21,304 --> 00:28:23,019 _ 598 00:28:23,030 --> 00:28:25,000 _ 599 00:28:32,241 --> 00:28:33,681 Have fun. 600 00:28:33,814 --> 00:28:35,954 Be safe, I'll be watching. 601 00:28:42,029 --> 00:28:44,376 Practicing through the war. I'm told I gained 602 00:28:44,387 --> 00:28:46,287 more surgical experience than most doctors 603 00:28:46,298 --> 00:28:48,268 within a more traditional residency. 604 00:28:48,474 --> 00:28:50,674 I don't doubt it, quite impressive. 605 00:28:51,167 --> 00:28:54,121 Can you talk a little about the range of procedures that you've done? 606 00:28:54,132 --> 00:28:56,217 Everything in the area of trauma. 607 00:28:56,228 --> 00:28:59,469 Amputations, crush injury, penetrating trauma, 608 00:28:59,969 --> 00:29:01,565 and, of course, we saw so many heart, 609 00:29:01,576 --> 00:29:03,246 and throat, and pulmonary patients 610 00:29:03,257 --> 00:29:04,857 that it's not really limited to... 611 00:29:04,868 --> 00:29:06,153 Is it true that med school in Syria 612 00:29:06,164 --> 00:29:07,564 begins right after high school? 613 00:29:07,575 --> 00:29:09,994 Yes, it is true, but our first year replicates 614 00:29:10,005 --> 00:29:11,575 the basic undergraduate sciences. 615 00:29:11,586 --> 00:29:13,937 And in all my dealings with Western doctors, 616 00:29:14,273 --> 00:29:16,910 - I've never noticed a knowledge gap. - Okay. 617 00:29:17,717 --> 00:29:19,996 What kind of experience do you have with laparoscopy, 618 00:29:20,007 --> 00:29:23,417 arthroscopy, or interventional radiology? 619 00:29:24,094 --> 00:29:25,988 I have studied them in theory, 620 00:29:25,999 --> 00:29:30,939 but in the field, those more expensive tools are less used. 621 00:29:31,861 --> 00:29:33,761 So there is a gap then. 622 00:29:36,244 --> 00:29:38,664 Nothing about my experience impressed them. 623 00:29:39,098 --> 00:29:41,596 Surgeons, man. They're all such arrogant pricks. 624 00:29:41,607 --> 00:29:43,122 Anyway, you're just getting started. 625 00:29:43,133 --> 00:29:45,003 Once you pass your boards, we'll go full press. 626 00:29:46,313 --> 00:29:47,400 Oh. 627 00:29:47,591 --> 00:29:48,730 _ 628 00:29:48,741 --> 00:29:50,311 English, habibti. 629 00:29:50,938 --> 00:29:52,101 Sorry, we'll replace that. 630 00:29:52,112 --> 00:29:53,512 Don't worry about it. 631 00:29:53,523 --> 00:29:54,763 See you later. 632 00:30:10,870 --> 00:30:13,257 Amira, I need you to clean some of this up, okay? 633 00:30:13,268 --> 00:30:15,368 I need space to study for my exams. 634 00:30:19,597 --> 00:30:20,867 Amira... 635 00:30:20,878 --> 00:30:22,608 _ 636 00:30:22,619 --> 00:30:25,006 _ 637 00:30:25,667 --> 00:30:26,667 _ 638 00:30:26,678 --> 00:30:28,054 _ 639 00:30:28,065 --> 00:30:29,067 _ 640 00:30:29,831 --> 00:30:31,371 Hello? 641 00:30:32,001 --> 00:30:33,931 Yes, I applied for the job. 642 00:30:34,194 --> 00:30:37,291 No, no restaurant experience, but I'm a fast learner. 643 00:30:37,302 --> 00:30:39,902 Um, yeah. Tomorrow works fine. 644 00:30:39,984 --> 00:30:43,084 2:00 P.M. Okay. 645 00:30:43,971 --> 00:30:46,166 "Well, that mother, she got older. 646 00:30:46,177 --> 00:30:48,203 She got older and older and older. 647 00:30:48,214 --> 00:30:51,133 And one day, she called up her son and said, 648 00:30:51,144 --> 00:30:54,784 'You'd better come see me because I'm very old and sick.'" 649 00:30:55,421 --> 00:30:56,967 When I'm old like him, 650 00:30:57,010 --> 00:30:59,250 I don't want to live in different house. 651 00:30:59,380 --> 00:31:02,320 I want to always know you're okay too. 652 00:31:03,344 --> 00:31:05,414 Go to sleep, habibti. 653 00:31:07,441 --> 00:31:10,141 "The son came home that night, 654 00:31:10,471 --> 00:31:13,741 he stood for a long time at the top of the stairs... " 655 00:32:07,057 --> 00:32:10,114 - Hey, you're done already? - How was it? 656 00:32:10,125 --> 00:32:14,951 Ah, fine. Until Rhoda undermined me, and Devi blindsided me. 657 00:32:14,962 --> 00:32:17,162 And now, my judgment is being questioned again. Thank you. 658 00:32:17,885 --> 00:32:19,440 There was a nurse at your meeting? 659 00:32:19,451 --> 00:32:22,976 No, but apparently, Rhoda complained that I got animated 660 00:32:22,987 --> 00:32:25,641 when I called to jump the cue for my virtual patient. 661 00:32:25,652 --> 00:32:27,176 I don't think either of you were there for that. 662 00:32:27,187 --> 00:32:28,757 Yeah, I was. I heard about it. 663 00:32:29,164 --> 00:32:30,688 You really surprised that that upset her? 664 00:32:30,699 --> 00:32:32,259 Doctors call ahead all the time, Mags. 665 00:32:32,270 --> 00:32:34,053 - It isn't revolutionary. - Yeah, calling ahead 666 00:32:34,064 --> 00:32:35,704 is one thing, but letting out your frustration 667 00:32:35,715 --> 00:32:37,531 - on the nurse is another. - Should've asked you 668 00:32:37,542 --> 00:32:39,012 to put in a good word for me with Devi. 669 00:32:39,023 --> 00:32:41,873 You both seem to have the exact same "disappointed mom" tone. 670 00:32:41,884 --> 00:32:44,094 - Okay, Theo... - I can fight my own battles. 671 00:32:44,105 --> 00:32:46,375 No, he's right. That was childish. 672 00:32:46,987 --> 00:32:49,942 And Bash, about earlier, I realize you didn't ask 673 00:32:49,953 --> 00:32:51,322 for my opinion about buying a house. 674 00:32:51,333 --> 00:32:54,573 - So my apology tour continues. - You're buying a house? 675 00:32:54,824 --> 00:32:57,294 I'm seeing if it's financially possible for Amira. 676 00:32:57,491 --> 00:32:58,926 I know you think she needs it, man, 677 00:32:58,937 --> 00:33:01,437 but I promise you, home for her is wherever you are. 678 00:33:02,014 --> 00:33:04,854 - Hey. - What was that in there? 679 00:33:04,865 --> 00:33:06,720 Did you get a verdict? Because they recruited me 680 00:33:06,731 --> 00:33:08,517 last minute and they kicked me out as soon as you left. 681 00:33:08,528 --> 00:33:10,568 - You were at his meeting? - It's anyone's guess 682 00:33:10,579 --> 00:33:13,056 where June was. Devi asked her to weigh in 683 00:33:13,067 --> 00:33:15,837 about whether I can change, and June took a nosedive 684 00:33:15,848 --> 00:33:18,524 - into existential despair. - They know we're friends. 685 00:33:18,535 --> 00:33:21,065 I can't just go in there and blindly defend you, okay? 686 00:33:21,327 --> 00:33:25,063 Plus, I just came off this bizarre experience with Singh. 687 00:33:25,074 --> 00:33:26,974 Singh's back? I thought he was still on leave. 688 00:33:26,985 --> 00:33:28,925 Oh no, he's back. And his hair's all white. 689 00:33:28,936 --> 00:33:31,176 Pretty sure this heart attack changed his personality 690 00:33:31,187 --> 00:33:32,987 because he's being all honest and weird. 691 00:33:32,998 --> 00:33:35,138 - What do you mean? - He told a patient 692 00:33:35,149 --> 00:33:37,149 not to ask me about being a parent. 693 00:33:37,245 --> 00:33:40,397 - Why would he do that? - I don't know, Bash, 694 00:33:40,408 --> 00:33:42,418 maybe because he thinks I'm too damaged to have a family. 695 00:33:42,429 --> 00:33:43,929 Show me one person who isn't. 696 00:33:47,121 --> 00:33:49,521 - Cody! - Is this your patient? 697 00:33:49,532 --> 00:33:52,602 Yeah, 35-year-old with schizotypal personality disorder 698 00:33:52,613 --> 00:33:54,923 and superhero ideations. He came in with a head laceration. 699 00:33:54,934 --> 00:33:57,400 - His pulse is thready. - Yeah, his femoral is severed. 700 00:33:57,411 --> 00:33:58,881 That's a lot of blood. 701 00:34:00,706 --> 00:34:03,006 - We're not set up for this here. - I'll get trauma prepped. 702 00:34:03,017 --> 00:34:05,205 - Did anyone see what happened? - I did. 703 00:34:05,216 --> 00:34:06,476 Eli, you should be in your room. 704 00:34:06,487 --> 00:34:08,776 I was talking to Cody, and I saw some guy trying 705 00:34:08,787 --> 00:34:11,782 to steal medication off a cart, and Cody just bolted after him. 706 00:34:11,793 --> 00:34:14,093 - There was a chase down the hall. - Eli, you need to go. 707 00:34:14,104 --> 00:34:16,404 - There's almost no pulse, now. - Bash, you need more pressure. 708 00:34:16,415 --> 00:34:18,555 I know. I need to tie it. Here, take over. 709 00:34:18,854 --> 00:34:20,851 You guys okay? Is anyone else bleeding? 710 00:34:20,862 --> 00:34:22,622 No, just him, but we're losing him. 711 00:34:22,901 --> 00:34:24,371 I'll go clear the way. 712 00:34:25,314 --> 00:34:27,184 Clear this hall! 713 00:34:30,067 --> 00:34:31,759 June, can you take over? 714 00:34:31,770 --> 00:34:33,152 - Yeah... - Yeah, I just... 715 00:34:33,163 --> 00:34:34,563 Okay. 716 00:34:37,705 --> 00:34:39,535 Just... testing ten blades. 717 00:34:41,878 --> 00:34:44,155 Stand back. 718 00:34:50,057 --> 00:34:51,450 Will he be okay? 719 00:34:51,808 --> 00:34:53,525 I only wanted to help, Mags, I just want to help. 720 00:34:53,536 --> 00:34:54,876 I know, Eli. 721 00:34:59,018 --> 00:35:00,201 Yup. 722 00:35:03,994 --> 00:35:06,684 Fast thinking, Bashir. They're standing by in trauma. 723 00:35:06,708 --> 00:35:08,178 Code team will meet you there. 724 00:35:11,171 --> 00:35:12,871 Mags, you stay with Eli. 725 00:35:13,001 --> 00:35:15,571 Everyone else, clear this space! Move back! 726 00:35:15,745 --> 00:35:18,185 Move back! Thank you! 727 00:35:23,898 --> 00:35:26,595 Look, that you are adamant about not having Hunter back, 728 00:35:26,606 --> 00:35:28,892 the ED can eat the cost and you'll hire a new pediatrician. 729 00:35:28,903 --> 00:35:31,803 - Even if we have cause? - You read the lawyer's email. 730 00:35:31,814 --> 00:35:33,644 He'll sue, we'll settle. 731 00:35:33,895 --> 00:35:35,447 If it were me, I wouldn't go through the hassle. 732 00:35:35,458 --> 00:35:37,787 Except this isn't about the hassle. You like him. 733 00:35:37,798 --> 00:35:40,168 Well, by all accounts, he's a fine doctor and a good guy. 734 00:35:40,179 --> 00:35:42,078 - Okay, even if I did agree... - Which you don't. 735 00:35:42,089 --> 00:35:43,827 Our ED's already in flux. 736 00:35:43,838 --> 00:35:46,348 We can only keep one of our excellent fourth-year residents. 737 00:35:46,359 --> 00:35:47,929 A conundrum of your own making. 738 00:35:47,940 --> 00:35:49,323 In order to fund the nurses I need 739 00:35:49,334 --> 00:35:50,804 to make my department functional. 740 00:35:50,815 --> 00:35:53,755 - Okay. - I'm not sure I can trust Theo. 741 00:35:53,766 --> 00:35:55,576 And I don't want to be in a position to have 742 00:35:55,587 --> 00:35:57,487 to look over his shoulder because he fits into some 743 00:35:57,498 --> 00:35:59,468 arbitrary "good guy club". 744 00:36:00,791 --> 00:36:02,803 No one is trying to force you into anything. 745 00:36:02,814 --> 00:36:04,854 And before you start playing the card I think you're playing, 746 00:36:04,865 --> 00:36:07,205 I would ask why it is that you are so against 747 00:36:07,216 --> 00:36:10,526 someone who is highly trained, well-liked, and motivated 748 00:36:10,537 --> 00:36:13,047 to do whatever it takes to re-earn your confidence. 749 00:36:41,667 --> 00:36:43,137 Hey. You paged? 750 00:36:43,148 --> 00:36:45,458 Yeah, sorry to spring this on you, they just went in. 751 00:36:45,469 --> 00:36:47,501 I know that you wanted to be left alone, 752 00:36:47,512 --> 00:36:49,742 but you need to hear us out. 753 00:36:50,817 --> 00:36:52,717 What is this? 754 00:36:53,237 --> 00:36:55,443 Eli, Neil, and I put our heads together 755 00:36:55,454 --> 00:36:57,154 and we came up with a plan. 756 00:36:57,364 --> 00:36:59,034 The plasma cleaning isn't working 757 00:36:59,045 --> 00:37:00,955 since his immune system's too stressed with lupus 758 00:37:00,966 --> 00:37:03,145 to fight the infection in his blood, right? 759 00:37:03,156 --> 00:37:06,156 I told Eli about the lupus, not your husband or Dr. Hamed. 760 00:37:07,079 --> 00:37:09,605 Except there was no way to hide it through all this 761 00:37:09,616 --> 00:37:11,526 and that was only about you anyway. 762 00:37:11,595 --> 00:37:13,365 He figured it out. 763 00:37:13,581 --> 00:37:15,981 Our smart boy. 764 00:37:16,150 --> 00:37:17,846 But I can help, Dad. 765 00:37:17,857 --> 00:37:20,424 Because we share DNA, you could use my blood 766 00:37:20,435 --> 00:37:22,405 which shows no signs of lupus, by the way. 767 00:37:22,694 --> 00:37:25,594 - You tested his blood? - I know, but Neil consented. 768 00:37:25,605 --> 00:37:27,780 This is exactly what I didn't want. 769 00:37:28,013 --> 00:37:29,713 Yeah, but they're right. 770 00:37:29,724 --> 00:37:31,924 Eli's blood gives you the best chance. 771 00:37:31,935 --> 00:37:34,896 I know that you want to be strong for us. 772 00:37:34,907 --> 00:37:37,507 And we love for you that, but you need this. 773 00:37:37,518 --> 00:37:40,888 - We don't want to lose you. - You need to let me fight. 774 00:37:41,348 --> 00:37:43,218 You need to see that I can. 775 00:37:53,348 --> 00:37:55,578 You're a brave man, Eli. 776 00:38:04,638 --> 00:38:07,268 Eugene, I heard you came through. 777 00:38:07,279 --> 00:38:09,649 Minus one ball, yeah. 778 00:38:09,707 --> 00:38:11,381 Yeah, I'm sorry. It's just when it's 779 00:38:11,392 --> 00:38:12,851 ischemic, there's nothing we can do. 780 00:38:12,862 --> 00:38:15,362 Yeah, I've just been lying here wondering, like... 781 00:38:15,815 --> 00:38:17,815 how much it weighed. 782 00:38:18,107 --> 00:38:22,118 Anything to distract myself from thinking about how stupid this was. 783 00:38:25,548 --> 00:38:27,068 Yeah, I want kids, too. 784 00:38:27,079 --> 00:38:30,089 I have no idea how I'd make that work or if I can even... 785 00:38:30,478 --> 00:38:33,488 Uh, the name of a fertility clinic... 786 00:38:34,034 --> 00:38:38,374 And I am positive they can, uh... 787 00:38:38,584 --> 00:38:40,858 they can help you figure out if you 788 00:38:40,868 --> 00:38:42,849 need to take any steps to plan for the future. 789 00:38:43,158 --> 00:38:46,198 Oh, okay. Thanks. 790 00:38:46,328 --> 00:38:47,383 Yeah. 791 00:38:47,871 --> 00:38:50,441 Oh. Ten, fifteen grams. 792 00:38:50,898 --> 00:38:52,728 It's how much it weighed. 793 00:39:09,017 --> 00:39:10,947 Cody's doing great. 794 00:39:11,064 --> 00:39:13,594 He said he even wants to thank his hero. 795 00:39:14,268 --> 00:39:16,535 C'mon, you know I can't compete on that level. 796 00:39:16,546 --> 00:39:19,686 Says the doctor who not only solved an insane medical mystery 797 00:39:19,697 --> 00:39:23,237 but also helped a son make an emotional sacrifice for his father. 798 00:39:35,551 --> 00:39:37,951 It's not just the job, Mags. 799 00:39:38,558 --> 00:39:41,127 Every time I think I've built something, 800 00:39:41,138 --> 00:39:43,508 that feeling fades and I just... 801 00:39:47,148 --> 00:39:48,262 run. 802 00:40:02,470 --> 00:40:03,800 Hey, Rhoda. 803 00:40:05,621 --> 00:40:08,851 I owe you an apology. My phone call. 804 00:40:09,527 --> 00:40:11,918 I was worried that my virtual patient was on borrowed time. 805 00:40:11,929 --> 00:40:14,869 And she did need acute surgical intervention, 806 00:40:15,238 --> 00:40:19,387 but you didn't deserve to be spoken to like that. 807 00:40:23,825 --> 00:40:26,195 Guess this means you're back? 808 00:40:30,991 --> 00:40:34,912 I decided that you were right about the thing we talked about earlier. 809 00:40:35,251 --> 00:40:38,123 Not telling work about being on the transplant list? 810 00:40:38,134 --> 00:40:39,634 Yeah, yeah. That thing, yeah. 811 00:40:39,847 --> 00:40:43,617 Good. But Mags, that doesn't mean you're alone with it. 812 00:40:43,628 --> 00:40:45,598 - Okay? - Thanks, Cam. 813 00:40:45,609 --> 00:40:47,279 Are you in a cab? 814 00:40:47,887 --> 00:40:49,947 Because I just walked into L'Express and... 815 00:40:49,958 --> 00:40:51,498 Uh, about that... 816 00:40:51,921 --> 00:40:53,291 Don't say your flight is late 817 00:40:53,302 --> 00:40:54,802 because Mom and Dad have been in there 818 00:40:54,813 --> 00:40:56,773 unsupervised for 20 minutes. 819 00:40:57,147 --> 00:40:59,117 Yeah, something came up. I'm sorry, 820 00:40:59,128 --> 00:41:01,258 you're going to have to tell everyone that I'm sorry. 821 00:41:01,269 --> 00:41:03,799 - I love you. - Magalie, what? 822 00:41:04,148 --> 00:41:07,382 - Who was that? - No one. 823 00:41:11,181 --> 00:41:12,984 Are you sure this is a good idea? 824 00:41:17,116 --> 00:41:18,467 No. 825 00:42:00,992 --> 00:42:05,992 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com -