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Previously on This Is Us...

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Congratulations.
You're officially six weeks along.

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- We're pregnant.
- Oh, that's wonderful!

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- I'm glad you're happy.
- Oh, I'm not happy!

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I'm ecstatic! I'm a... I'm aquiver!

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I want to put on my happy song,
and I'm gonna be all...

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No, no, don't.
'Cause this might not happen.

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- In fact, it probably won't happen.
- What?

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I'm 37.

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And because of my weight, you know...

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You don't want to jinx things.

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Not about jinxing.

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This is about hope
that it doesn't turn disastrous.

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Randall, I need to tell you something.

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It's okay.

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I already know.

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Kate lost the baby.

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Number One has done it.

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- Number One has done it!
- Yes!

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And now the crowd...

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the crowd moves its
attention to the filly!

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- Oh, come on, sweetheart.
- Come on, sweetheart.

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- Come on, Number Two. Come on.
- Come on, Number Two.

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Come to us just like
your brother did. Come on.

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- That and straight forward.
- Think she's ready?

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I think she's ready. Here she comes.

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- Come on, Kate.
- She's a tough girl.

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I know. She's a fighter.

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She's a fighter. She's gonna do it.

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Chris, before we talk about
this game, let's talk about

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the game in four nights
when we go to Washington

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for the big Thanksgiving night game.

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I know these look like candy,

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but they're actually prenatal vitamins.

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Oh, my God.

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Your daddy tried to buy
prenatal Flintstone Vitamins,

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but they don't make them.

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I think he really identifies with

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Fred's whole
"Yabba dabba doo" philosophy.

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You know, you work hard, you play hard.

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? Need my vitamins ?

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? 'Cause your mommy's
trying to keep you strong ?

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? Baby in the oven ?

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? Mommy's sorry for this stupid song. ?

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Mm. Don't say "stupid," say "silly."

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It's not nice.

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Jack! Fuse!

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Yup, I'm working on it!

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It's okay, Louie. Okay?

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Dad'll get the lights back on in a sec.

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Just don't panic pee, okay?

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Good boy. See? That's a good boy.

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And you're panic peeing.

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All right, yeah, great.

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Come on. Come on, Louie.

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Did Louie pee again?

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- Yes, Mom. I'm dealing with it.
- Killing me.

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Sorry to have interrupted
your evening, my liege.

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Why does it smell like
an orange threw up in here?

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It's the Bundt cake that I made
for Kevin's interview tonight.

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I think I maybe overdid it
with the orange zest.

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- Oh.
- There's a game every Friday.

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- Oh, thank God.
- Fixed it!

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Good job, babe.

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- W-Wait, is that what you're wearing?
- Mm-hmm.

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The coach from Pitt is
gonna be here any second.

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You should really stop borrowing
shirts from Sophie, Kevin.

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Mm. I don't really think

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the coach is gonna care
what shirt I'm wearing.

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- Whatever, Crop Top.
- Ew. What is that flavor?

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Kate! Can you clean his pee
anywhere else?

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A college coach is gonna be
sitting on that couch.

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Okay, well, I'm not
getting it on anything.

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And, uh, speaking of college,
have you made your list yet?

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Didn't the guidance counselor say

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to make a list of your top five schools?

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'Cause you don't want
to put all your eggs in...

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In one basket?
Yes, I know what she said.

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Okay.

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I have, like, a month to decide, Mom.

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Yeah, but a month?

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That'll go by like that.

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If you want, I can sit down
and we can go through that

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- whole college book together?
- I'm good.

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Just a list of five schools.

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That's all I ask.

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- Fine.
- Okay.

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He's here!

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Okay! Okay, okay.

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I'm out.

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- Hey, knock 'em dead.
- Train your dog.

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Make that list.

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Uh, this looks like a Shamrock Shake,

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and it sounds like a Shamrock Shake,

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but I'm guessing it does not
taste like a Shamrock Shake.

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How do you spell "Kundalini"?

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Uh, I have no idea what that is,

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so I clearly have
no idea how to spell it.

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But I'm guessing that it is
an expensive powder

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that you want me to start adding
to your pregnancy shakes.

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- No. It's a type of yoga.
- Huh.

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And I want to ask the doctor
if she recommends it.

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- Aha.
- Right.

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I always have so many questions

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- before the baby appointments.
- Yeah.

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Right? And then
I finally get in that room,

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and it's like an alien abduction.

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Like everything just
flies out of my head.

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- So I'm writing all the questions down.
- Okay.

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All right. Oh, oh,
make sure that you ask, uh,

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"When will the baby move?"
so that I can say,

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- "Hopefully, as soon as he turns 18."
- "As soon as he turns 18."

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- Yeah.
- Or she.

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- Yeah. Uh, joke still works.
- Yeah. Okay.

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But I think you've worn
that one out, Tobe.

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Never.

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All right.

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What else, what else, what else you got?

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Okay. Um...

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"Are my HCG levels
doubling every 48 hours?"

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"And why is my pee green?"

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- It's not the smoothie.
- Could be the smoothie.

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- It might be the smoothie.
- Yeah.

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Okay, and then also,

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"If I take a hot bath,
will it burn the baby?"

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- Oh! Which reminds me.
- Yeah.

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The Swedish baby bath
that we ordered is coming.

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- Yes!
- Um, and they said

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that it fits most tubs but not all tubs.

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Do you think it's gonna fit our tub?

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I have no idea.

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Okay.

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Where you going?

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- To measure the tub.
- Okay. All right.

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I'm gonna see what else you got here.

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All right, "How much
does childbirth hurt?"

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I do not think you want to know
the answer to that one.

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"Do they make knit caps for feet

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'cause I'm outgrowing all my socks?"

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Uh, "Will the smell of my fiancé's head

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make me gag the whole nine months?"

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Okay, well, this list just took
a turn for the hurtful.

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Toby!

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What?! What?!

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I know how difficult this is,

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but the good news is
is that you got pregnant,

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which means that you can try
again as soon as four weeks.

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Now, you passed
most of the tissue at home,

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so there's no need to put you
through the procedure of a D&C.

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I want you to expect bleeding
anywhere from five to 14 days.

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Otherwise, there's no reason

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you can't go back to living your life.

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I'll give you two some time alone.

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Okay. Thanks.

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Did you hear that?

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She said that we could try again, so...

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It's all right.

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I want to get dressed.

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Uh, yeah, okay.

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Ah, Kevin.

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Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man?

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No. Portrait of a Young Man
Plucking Art.

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Hey. What do you think?

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I think you're a little
overdressed for a day of

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watching classic sitcoms
and trying not to cry.

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Oh. No.

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I have my lunch gig. Remember?

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We have that run-through
an hour before and...

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- Pinot. Downtown? Yeah.
- Yeah, yeah.

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No, I'm familiar with the job, I just...

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Hey, I-I thought
you would've canceled that.

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You know, it's only been,
like, 12 hours.

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Doesn't matter. If I bail last-minute,

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Peter's never gonna call me for gigs.

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Hey, come here.

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Just come sit with me, and we'll watch

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I Love Lucy and maybe some Good Times.

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I have to go to work.

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Okay. Well, then I'll take you.

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Wait. My Uber's almost here, so...

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Kate. Kate, Kate, Kate. This is insane.

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- What?
- We just had a miscarriage.

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Thanks. I know.

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I was there.

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Okay.

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Um, can I, can I
pick you up, afterwards?

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Sure. Uh, should be done around 3:30.

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- Okay.
- I'll see you soon.

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All right, yeah. 3:30.

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- Proud of you.
- Okay, bud, let's hit the road.

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Off to college already.

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Oh, great. Here we go.

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It's just a tour, Ma.

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- Still have a year of high school.
- I know.

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All right, so we're gonna see
you guys after Kev's game?

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- Yes.
- Dad, come on. It's a four-hour drive.

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I don't want to get there late
and make a bad impression.

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Randall, you're a math prodigy

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with insane SAT scores
and perfect grades.

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Any college would be lucky
to have a giant dork like you.

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Thanks, LL Cool K.

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- Mm. See ya.
- So, you guys out?

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- You could've knocked.
- I did.

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You didn't answer.

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- We're having a serious talk?
- No. No.

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Mom, every time you sit
on my bed, it's a serious talk.

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I just thought it must be tough...

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Classic start to one of
your serious talks.

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Will you just zip it, please?

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And sit down.

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I recognize that I may be
a little bit dense

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about all this college stuff.

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You have two brothers who know

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exactly what they want to do
with their life.

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Kevin's gonna go
play football somewhere,

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and Randall is gonna go
major in some math thing

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that none of us can understand.

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But you aren't your brothers.

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You're not.

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You don't know
what your path is just yet.

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And you know what?

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I think that's okay.

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At your age, it's great.

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Keep your options open.

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You go to some incredible
liberal arts college,

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and you can study
a bunch of different subjects

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until you figure out
what you're passionate about.

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Wow, Mom.

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Didn't realize you thought
I was passionless until now.

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- So, thanks for that.
- No, no.

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- That's not what I was saying, Kate.
- Yeah.

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Sweetheart, you know
that's not what I was saying.

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No, I got to get to school,
so I'll see you at Kevin's game.

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Bye, Louie. Be a good boy, okay?

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Hey, why don't you go
to, uh, veterinary school?

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What are we gonna do
with her, Louie? Huh?

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What? What are we gonna do?

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Oh.

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Hi. This is Kate Emily Pearson.

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Um... my audition song is "Summertime."

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I really want to go to Berklee,
so I really hope you like it.

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Anyway, um... here goes.

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? Summertime ?

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? And the livin' is easy ?

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? Fish are jumping ?

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? And the cotton is high ?

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? Oh, your daddy's rich ?

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? And your ma is good-lookin' ?

250
00:13:47,790 --> 00:13:50,818
? So hush, little baby ?

251
00:13:50,919 --> 00:13:55,951
? Don't you cry ?

252
00:14:00,130 --> 00:14:04,162
? One of these mornings ?

253
00:14:04,457 --> 00:14:08,677
? You're gonna rise up singin' ?

254
00:14:09,475 --> 00:14:12,982
? You'll spread your wings ?

255
00:14:13,810 --> 00:14:18,639
? And you'll take to the sky ?

256
00:14:18,674 --> 00:14:23,144
? Ooh, but till that morning ?

257
00:14:23,178 --> 00:14:26,904
? Ain't nothing can harm you ?

258
00:14:28,083 --> 00:14:31,302
- Oh, you got to be kidding me.
- ? With Daddy and Mammy ?

259
00:14:31,451 --> 00:14:36,123
? Standin' by ?

260
00:14:41,255 --> 00:14:44,432
? So hush, little baby ?

261
00:14:44,466 --> 00:14:49,203
? Don't you cry ?

262
00:14:51,220 --> 00:14:54,802
? So hush, little baby ?

263
00:14:55,911 --> 00:14:58,529
? Don't ?

264
00:15:00,215 --> 00:15:05,755
? You cry. ?

265
00:15:16,833 --> 00:15:18,532
Uh, excuse me.

266
00:15:18,567 --> 00:15:22,269
Uh, my good man, uh,
I'm trying to prevent a package

267
00:15:22,304 --> 00:15:23,904
from being delivered to my apartment.

268
00:15:23,939 --> 00:15:25,283
I called, they said it might be here.

269
00:15:25,307 --> 00:15:26,540
I have a tracking number.

270
00:15:26,575 --> 00:15:27,852
Yeah, I don't know what they told you,

271
00:15:27,876 --> 00:15:29,769
but this isn't like
a customer service deal.

272
00:15:29,794 --> 00:15:31,808
It's a distro center.
Can't help you. Sorry.

273
00:15:31,833 --> 00:15:33,138
Hey. What's your name?

274
00:15:33,935 --> 00:15:35,269
- Karl.
- Hi, Karl.

275
00:15:35,294 --> 00:15:37,677
Uh, I am a large and powerful man.

276
00:15:37,771 --> 00:15:40,254
And on most days,
my stature is only a complement

277
00:15:40,288 --> 00:15:41,655
to my sharp comedic wit.

278
00:15:41,690 --> 00:15:43,991
But today, I am a man with a fiancée

279
00:15:44,026 --> 00:15:46,863
who has had a terrible last 12 hours.

280
00:15:46,888 --> 00:15:48,473
Right now, she's
somewhere in a red dress

281
00:15:48,497 --> 00:15:50,137
singing in the middle of the day

282
00:15:50,162 --> 00:15:52,334
because she can't face
how awful she feels.

283
00:15:52,359 --> 00:15:53,793
And that breaks my heart.

284
00:15:53,818 --> 00:15:55,436
So I'm not feeling all that funny.

285
00:15:55,470 --> 00:15:56,583
Okay, buddy, it ain't personal.

286
00:15:56,607 --> 00:15:58,044
- I just got...
- The hardest part, Karl,

287
00:15:58,068 --> 00:16:00,279
about seeing someone you love in pain

288
00:16:00,372 --> 00:16:02,076
is not being able
to do anything about it,

289
00:16:02,110 --> 00:16:03,544
except try not to make it worse.

290
00:16:03,578 --> 00:16:05,746
Which brings me here,
to intercept a package

291
00:16:05,781 --> 00:16:07,915
that, were it to arrive on our doorstep,

292
00:16:07,949 --> 00:16:10,708
would most certainly make it worse.

293
00:16:12,396 --> 00:16:14,537
I am a large and powerful man, Karl.

294
00:16:15,253 --> 00:16:17,701
And I don't know how much longer
I can stay this calm.

295
00:16:24,576 --> 00:16:26,388
Okay, it's not on a truck. Not yet.

296
00:16:26,552 --> 00:16:28,135
But I can't tell you where it is.

297
00:16:28,341 --> 00:16:29,810
Could be anywhere in here.

298
00:16:31,036 --> 00:16:32,208
Where do I start?

299
00:16:42,795 --> 00:16:45,685
Your poppy seed
is now the size of a lentil.

300
00:16:46,241 --> 00:16:48,779
Congratulations. You're
officially six weeks along.

301
00:16:50,142 --> 00:16:52,068
We're pregnant.

302
00:16:52,093 --> 00:16:53,549
- Oh, that's wonderful!
- I'm glad you're happy.

303
00:16:53,573 --> 00:16:55,073
Oh, I'm not happy!

304
00:16:55,108 --> 00:16:56,544
I'm ecstatic!

305
00:16:57,021 --> 00:16:58,121
We're pregnant.

306
00:16:58,740 --> 00:16:59,779
You're preg...?

307
00:16:59,804 --> 00:17:01,056
- We're pregnant!
- Oh, my God!

308
00:17:01,080 --> 00:17:02,372
This is amazing!

309
00:17:36,282 --> 00:17:39,484
Defense! Defense!

310
00:17:39,519 --> 00:17:41,201
- Milk Dud?
- No, thank you.

311
00:17:41,387 --> 00:17:44,189
Defense! Defense!

312
00:17:44,223 --> 00:17:46,224
Hike!

313
00:17:48,177 --> 00:17:49,347
Go, go, go, go, go!

314
00:17:49,372 --> 00:17:51,096
Break it! Break it! Break it!

315
00:17:53,432 --> 00:17:54,432
Yeah, Kev!

316
00:17:55,005 --> 00:17:57,045
Another first down for number one.

317
00:17:57,069 --> 00:17:58,870
That's three in a row on his own, folks.

318
00:17:58,905 --> 00:17:59,905
Go!

319
00:18:19,936 --> 00:18:21,357
- $50?
- Mm-hmm.

320
00:18:22,552 --> 00:18:24,583
Yeah, it's for your application fee.

321
00:18:25,185 --> 00:18:26,693
You went through my stuff?

322
00:18:27,156 --> 00:18:28,224
No, I...

323
00:18:29,060 --> 00:18:30,130
I...

324
00:18:30,155 --> 00:18:31,970
Okay, yeah, I did a little bit. Sorry.

325
00:18:32,004 --> 00:18:33,661
Yeah, great. Maybe I should use this $50

326
00:18:33,686 --> 00:18:35,310
to put a new lock on my door.

327
00:18:35,630 --> 00:18:37,322
Okay. I'm sorry.

328
00:18:37,356 --> 00:18:39,168
I shouldn't have gone
through your stuff, Kate,

329
00:18:39,192 --> 00:18:40,725
but I didn't really have a choice.

330
00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:42,458
You've been so closed off to me.

331
00:18:42,895 --> 00:18:44,287
I mean, why wouldn't you tell me?

332
00:18:44,502 --> 00:18:45,576
Huh?

333
00:18:46,029 --> 00:18:48,598
Bug, I had no idea

334
00:18:48,677 --> 00:18:50,771
that you were even
interested in singing again.

335
00:18:50,937 --> 00:18:52,357
Well, I am.

336
00:18:55,108 --> 00:18:56,294
I could've helped you.

337
00:18:56,738 --> 00:18:58,172
Yeah. I know.

338
00:19:08,303 --> 00:19:11,130
Well, I thought you sounded terrific.

339
00:19:13,259 --> 00:19:14,412
I did.

340
00:19:14,437 --> 00:19:16,872
I mean, the song selection was perfect.

341
00:19:16,976 --> 00:19:18,974
Really highlighted your vocal range.

342
00:19:22,029 --> 00:19:23,185
Thanks.

343
00:19:26,472 --> 00:19:28,302
Well, I think you have a real shot.

344
00:19:29,675 --> 00:19:30,802
I do.

345
00:19:40,361 --> 00:19:41,677
Oh, my God, it's Kevin.

346
00:19:42,445 --> 00:19:43,591
Is that Kevin?

347
00:19:51,420 --> 00:19:52,687
Okay, go call your father.

348
00:19:52,721 --> 00:19:54,051
- Yeah.
- Find a phone, page him.

349
00:19:54,076 --> 00:19:55,083
- Okay, Mom.
- Go, go, go.

350
00:19:55,108 --> 00:19:56,828
- Kate, Kate, go.
- Excuse me, I'm so sorry.

351
00:21:00,632 --> 00:21:03,033
Sorry, man. This is the last
section it could be in.

352
00:21:33,355 --> 00:21:35,716
Hey, uh, you said Kate Pearson, right?

353
00:21:35,872 --> 00:21:37,083
Is this it?

354
00:21:37,960 --> 00:21:39,607
Yeah. That appears to be it.

355
00:21:39,632 --> 00:21:40,802
Thank you.

356
00:21:42,716 --> 00:21:44,826
- Just sign right there.
- Yeah.

357
00:21:46,802 --> 00:21:48,716
- Glad I could help.
- Yeah.

358
00:21:48,741 --> 00:21:50,225
- You have a good day.
- Yeah, you, too.

359
00:21:50,249 --> 00:21:53,218
Uh, uh, Karl, do you have
a, uh, baby at home?

360
00:21:53,243 --> 00:21:54,591
Uh, no.

361
00:21:54,789 --> 00:21:58,240
But my sister's actually due
for her third any-any day now.

362
00:21:58,811 --> 00:21:59,966
You like her?

363
00:22:01,708 --> 00:22:03,051
Okay. You know what?

364
00:22:03,085 --> 00:22:04,342
Why don't you give it to her anyways.

365
00:22:04,366 --> 00:22:06,029
It's a fancy baby bath.

366
00:22:10,593 --> 00:22:12,146
Fits in most tubs.

367
00:22:13,335 --> 00:22:15,035
Anyway, so, you want it?

368
00:22:15,826 --> 00:22:18,326
- Yeah, sure. Thanks.
- Yeah.

369
00:22:21,236 --> 00:22:23,232
I'm sorry if something happened.

370
00:22:25,529 --> 00:22:26,696
Yeah.

371
00:22:43,787 --> 00:22:45,555
Hey. Where's Kate?

372
00:22:45,589 --> 00:22:47,233
I've been double-parked
outside for 20 minutes.

373
00:22:47,257 --> 00:22:48,458
She's not answering my calls.

374
00:22:48,492 --> 00:22:50,393
Oh, she took off a couple hours ago.

375
00:22:50,427 --> 00:22:52,198
She got sick in the middle
of set or something.

376
00:22:52,222 --> 00:22:53,973
What-what do you mean she got sick?

377
00:22:54,763 --> 00:22:55,932
I don't know.

378
00:22:55,966 --> 00:22:57,934
I'm sorry. I figured she just went home.

379
00:22:58,521 --> 00:23:00,615
Okay. Uh... yep. Okay.

380
00:23:03,529 --> 00:23:04,874
Leave a message for Kate.

381
00:23:04,908 --> 00:23:06,876
Uh, hey, I'm here at the cafe.

382
00:23:06,910 --> 00:23:09,443
Uh, they said that you left
early, that you got sick.

383
00:23:09,468 --> 00:23:11,466
Uh, where are you?
Please, please, please call me.

384
00:23:11,491 --> 00:23:12,599
Okay, bye.

385
00:23:18,294 --> 00:23:21,505
Hey, it's Kevin. Leave a message.
Or better yet, send a text.

386
00:23:26,681 --> 00:23:27,927
Tobe?

387
00:23:32,019 --> 00:23:33,169
Tobe?

388
00:23:57,695 --> 00:23:59,404
- Yeah?
- Hi, honey.

389
00:24:00,966 --> 00:24:02,598
I've been trying to get ahold of you.

390
00:24:02,633 --> 00:24:04,615
What's... Are you okay?

391
00:24:06,236 --> 00:24:08,505
I lost the baby, Mom.

392
00:24:08,591 --> 00:24:09,904
Don't say anything.

393
00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,326
I just want to tell you so you know

394
00:24:13,167 --> 00:24:14,935
and it can be over.

395
00:24:16,213 --> 00:24:18,248
- Oh, Bug.
- Okay?

396
00:24:18,662 --> 00:24:20,982
- Is there anything that I can...
- Look, I got to go, Mom.

397
00:24:21,357 --> 00:24:23,517
Okay. Just... I don't know what to...

398
00:24:29,787 --> 00:24:32,467
Hey, it's Kevin. Leave a message.
Or better yet, send a text.

399
00:24:34,688 --> 00:24:35,817
K...

400
00:24:47,445 --> 00:24:48,544
Hey.

401
00:24:49,079 --> 00:24:50,427
Thank God.

402
00:24:51,138 --> 00:24:52,247
Are you okay?

403
00:24:53,349 --> 00:24:54,884
Yeah, I'm fine.

404
00:24:56,544 --> 00:24:57,607
You're fine.

405
00:24:58,115 --> 00:25:00,056
What the, uh, what the hell happened?

406
00:25:00,090 --> 00:25:01,576
You knew I was picking you up.

407
00:25:02,216 --> 00:25:03,426
I'm s... I'm sorry.

408
00:25:03,460 --> 00:25:05,027
I should have called. I...

409
00:25:05,062 --> 00:25:07,193
Yeah, I thought you were
in a hospital or something.

410
00:25:08,247 --> 00:25:11,410
- Oh, okay. Well, I wasn't.
- Yeah, I can see that.

411
00:25:11,435 --> 00:25:12,662
Where were you?

412
00:25:12,687 --> 00:25:14,089
I was walking.

413
00:25:14,365 --> 00:25:16,405
'Kay. Walking where?

414
00:25:16,537 --> 00:25:19,037
Oh, my... I just was walking, Tobe.

415
00:25:19,169 --> 00:25:20,294
Okay?

416
00:25:21,076 --> 00:25:23,713
- What?
- No. No, it is not okay.

417
00:25:23,747 --> 00:25:27,333
I was driving around like
some nut job looking for you.

418
00:25:27,599 --> 00:25:29,943
Oh, I'm sorry. Were you put out?

419
00:25:30,060 --> 00:25:32,496
Did you have a couple
of emotional hours?

420
00:25:32,521 --> 00:25:35,258
'Cause I'm going to be a raging
hormone machine for weeks

421
00:25:35,397 --> 00:25:38,076
while my body still thinks
it's pregnant.

422
00:25:38,435 --> 00:25:39,762
So that's fun.

423
00:25:40,615 --> 00:25:43,091
Okay, let's not... let's not do this.

424
00:25:43,138 --> 00:25:44,347
- Oh, no.
- This is...

425
00:25:44,372 --> 00:25:46,035
Let's do this.
I think we should do this.

426
00:25:46,069 --> 00:25:47,357
Let's just go big.

427
00:25:47,463 --> 00:25:50,098
'Cause that's how
you like to do things, right?

428
00:25:50,280 --> 00:25:52,927
- What's that supposed to mean?
- Nothing.

429
00:25:52,976 --> 00:25:54,577
No, no, no. Go ahead, Kate, say it.

430
00:25:54,611 --> 00:25:55,812
What is that supposed to mean?

431
00:25:55,846 --> 00:25:57,005
It means...

432
00:25:58,064 --> 00:26:00,216
that I wanted to be cautious about this.

433
00:26:00,849 --> 00:26:02,607
I didn't want to get excited.

434
00:26:03,380 --> 00:26:04,620
- But you...
- Okay. Okay.

435
00:26:04,655 --> 00:26:06,622
You pushed and you pushed.

436
00:26:06,657 --> 00:26:08,443
So, congratulations, Toby.

437
00:26:09,302 --> 00:26:10,660
You got me excited.

438
00:26:10,694 --> 00:26:12,962
Yeah, well, I'm not gonna
apologize about being excited.

439
00:26:12,996 --> 00:26:15,294
- Okay.
- We didn't lose the baby

440
00:26:15,326 --> 00:26:16,499
because we got our hopes up.

441
00:26:16,533 --> 00:26:18,510
- Right.
- All right? It just happened.

442
00:26:18,535 --> 00:26:19,802
Toby, it happened to me.

443
00:26:19,837 --> 00:26:22,060
It didn't happen to you.

444
00:26:31,599 --> 00:26:35,185
When I woke up this morning,
I forgot for a split second.

445
00:26:37,412 --> 00:26:39,857
I was just looking at you
and thinking, "Wow.

446
00:26:40,524 --> 00:26:42,044
She's having our baby."

447
00:26:44,619 --> 00:26:46,747
And then I blinked, and I remembered.

448
00:26:48,498 --> 00:26:50,499
And I slid out of bed
as quietly as possible

449
00:26:50,534 --> 00:26:52,802
because I thought that
if there was a chance that maybe

450
00:26:52,836 --> 00:26:54,833
you were dreaming and forgetting, too...

451
00:26:55,072 --> 00:26:57,073
well, I didn't want
to wake you from that.

452
00:26:58,654 --> 00:27:01,310
Now, I will be
your entire support system

453
00:27:01,345 --> 00:27:02,576
through all of this.

454
00:27:02,601 --> 00:27:05,214
I will hold your head in my lap,
and I will stroke your hair,

455
00:27:05,249 --> 00:27:07,783
and I will tell you that
everything is gonna be okay

456
00:27:07,818 --> 00:27:09,466
until the cows come home.

457
00:27:09,615 --> 00:27:13,341
But what I will not do...
what is not fair for you to do

458
00:27:13,366 --> 00:27:16,505
is to tell me that
I wasn't a part of this.

459
00:27:19,638 --> 00:27:22,115
Now, yeah, it didn't happen to my body.

460
00:27:22,177 --> 00:27:23,333
I get that.

461
00:27:23,358 --> 00:27:25,724
I have no idea
what that must be like for you.

462
00:27:25,787 --> 00:27:27,881
And I'm trying to be strong here
'cause that's the gig,

463
00:27:27,905 --> 00:27:29,646
but it happened to me, too.

464
00:27:32,007 --> 00:27:33,224
And it hurt.

465
00:27:46,890 --> 00:27:49,058
Perfectly comfortable like this.

466
00:27:49,092 --> 00:27:50,893
So am I.

467
00:27:51,810 --> 00:27:54,419
Shouldn't we have gotten,
like, an update by now?

468
00:27:56,315 --> 00:27:58,966
Yeah, apparently MRIs
take quite a while.

469
00:28:00,388 --> 00:28:01,771
At least the coffee's cold.

470
00:28:10,138 --> 00:28:11,279
Mom.

471
00:28:11,824 --> 00:28:13,943
I'm sorry I didn't
tell you about Berklee.

472
00:28:14,758 --> 00:28:15,974
It's just...

473
00:28:17,677 --> 00:28:19,177
you know, if I don't get in...

474
00:28:20,146 --> 00:28:21,552
I think it'll crush me.

475
00:28:22,490 --> 00:28:23,513
But...

476
00:28:24,029 --> 00:28:25,828
but I just could not deal with

477
00:28:25,862 --> 00:28:28,169
disappointing you on top of that.

478
00:28:32,216 --> 00:28:33,436
Bug, for the record,

479
00:28:33,470 --> 00:28:36,806
I would be disappointed
for you, not for me.

480
00:28:36,840 --> 00:28:39,716
Yeah. Sometimes it's hard
to feel the difference.

481
00:28:54,104 --> 00:28:55,537
My mom was tough.

482
00:28:56,680 --> 00:28:58,372
I mean, you know that. You've seen it.

483
00:28:59,405 --> 00:29:01,287
She was just a...

484
00:29:02,122 --> 00:29:03,763
closed steel door.

485
00:29:04,865 --> 00:29:06,268
And even if you could get through,

486
00:29:06,303 --> 00:29:09,419
there was a room full of spikes
right behind it.

487
00:29:11,771 --> 00:29:13,776
And I always wanted to have a daughter,

488
00:29:13,810 --> 00:29:15,865
because I wanted to do it
a different way.

489
00:29:16,486 --> 00:29:19,169
I wanted to be the mom that had her...

490
00:29:20,717 --> 00:29:25,724
arms wide open, just waiting for
you to fall in if you needed it.

491
00:29:27,958 --> 00:29:29,388
And, somehow...

492
00:29:30,552 --> 00:29:31,841
I don't know...

493
00:29:31,881 --> 00:29:34,068
we just never got there, did we?

494
00:29:34,677 --> 00:29:37,068
- Mom...
- No, no, no, no, no. No.

495
00:29:37,169 --> 00:29:39,154
It's not your job
to make me feel better.

496
00:29:39,669 --> 00:29:41,037
It's not. It's my job.

497
00:29:42,263 --> 00:29:48,010
It's my job to keep standing
there with my arms wide open,

498
00:29:48,045 --> 00:29:52,583
waiting for you to maybe someday

499
00:29:53,457 --> 00:29:55,365
fall inside if you needed it.

500
00:29:57,732 --> 00:29:59,576
And if you do, I'll love you.

501
00:30:00,740 --> 00:30:02,024
And if you don't,

502
00:30:02,404 --> 00:30:03,669
I'll love you, too.

503
00:30:04,709 --> 00:30:07,365
Because that's what it means
to be a parent.

504
00:30:09,784 --> 00:30:11,285
You'll see one day.

505
00:30:15,365 --> 00:30:17,037
- They're doing an MRI.
- Okay.

506
00:30:17,062 --> 00:30:18,440
It's his knee.

507
00:30:53,577 --> 00:30:54,810
Tobe?

508
00:31:09,926 --> 00:31:11,810
Did you forget your keys, Tobe?

509
00:31:36,364 --> 00:31:37,497
I'm here.

510
00:31:39,794 --> 00:31:41,122
I'm right here.

511
00:31:51,553 --> 00:31:53,857
I can't take a shower.
There's no curtain.

512
00:31:55,534 --> 00:31:57,685
I can draw you a bath.

513
00:32:05,115 --> 00:32:08,284
Can you just come sit with me
for a minute?

514
00:32:09,201 --> 00:32:10,599
Yeah, of course.

515
00:32:20,665 --> 00:32:22,974
How can I be this sad?

516
00:32:25,010 --> 00:32:26,763
I never even met the baby.

517
00:32:27,705 --> 00:32:29,029
And never held him.

518
00:32:29,246 --> 00:32:30,419
Or her.

519
00:32:31,921 --> 00:32:34,388
Wasn't even old enough for me to know.

520
00:32:39,202 --> 00:32:40,943
I never held Kyle.

521
00:32:44,771 --> 00:32:47,029
I remember they asked me if I wanted to

522
00:32:47,054 --> 00:32:48,560
because it helps, um...

523
00:32:50,395 --> 00:32:53,747
mothers with, um... closure.

524
00:32:54,691 --> 00:32:57,271
You know, to hold the baby
and to say good-bye.

525
00:33:00,513 --> 00:33:03,365
But I didn't want to do that
because I felt like

526
00:33:03,390 --> 00:33:06,292
if I didn't hold him, somehow
it would lessen the pain,

527
00:33:06,317 --> 00:33:10,685
which wasn't the case,
obviously, because I...

528
00:33:11,374 --> 00:33:13,810
I knew him already.

529
00:33:15,204 --> 00:33:17,138
He was so real to me.

530
00:33:18,451 --> 00:33:21,419
I mean, the second I found out
I was pregnant with you guys,

531
00:33:21,444 --> 00:33:23,445
you were all so real to me.

532
00:33:26,181 --> 00:33:29,122
And then the wondering set in.

533
00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:30,974
You know, did I do this?

534
00:33:30,999 --> 00:33:32,037
Did I do something wrong?

535
00:33:32,062 --> 00:33:34,697
Did I... sleep on the wrong side?

536
00:33:34,722 --> 00:33:36,289
Should I have gone on that walk?

537
00:33:36,314 --> 00:33:39,052
'Cause the day you guys were born,

538
00:33:39,077 --> 00:33:40,951
I went on this long, hot walk.

539
00:33:40,976 --> 00:33:42,310
It wasn't your fault.

540
00:33:42,335 --> 00:33:44,076
And this wasn't yours.

541
00:33:44,793 --> 00:33:46,894
But with me, it's different.

542
00:33:47,123 --> 00:33:48,924
- Because maybe it was...
- Maybe it...?

543
00:33:48,949 --> 00:33:50,263
Maybe it was my fault.

544
00:33:50,455 --> 00:33:52,107
Maybe it wasn't.

545
00:33:53,162 --> 00:33:56,505
I know, but I feel like
I just took this from Toby.

546
00:33:57,779 --> 00:33:59,287
Yeah, but you didn't.

547
00:33:59,783 --> 00:34:00,912
I know, but...

548
00:34:01,904 --> 00:34:05,247
but it feels that way,
if that makes any sense.

549
00:34:07,341 --> 00:34:09,091
You need to talk to him, sweetheart.

550
00:34:09,116 --> 00:34:10,794
You have to share all this.

551
00:34:12,372 --> 00:34:13,451
I mean, you know,

552
00:34:13,476 --> 00:34:16,896
I held my grief
from your father for weeks.

553
00:34:17,587 --> 00:34:21,372
I thought it would hurt him
to see how sad I was.

554
00:34:26,677 --> 00:34:30,427
Did I ever tell you that story
about going to the grocery store

555
00:34:30,452 --> 00:34:32,169
with you guys when you were...

556
00:34:33,141 --> 00:34:34,443
six weeks old?

557
00:34:36,117 --> 00:34:38,505
Your father and I hadn't had a real meal

558
00:34:38,654 --> 00:34:41,622
in a long time,
and I really wanted to make him

559
00:34:41,647 --> 00:34:43,662
this beer and rump roast

560
00:34:43,854 --> 00:34:46,201
that I had seen on
The Galloping Gourmet.

561
00:34:46,822 --> 00:34:49,537
And it required a bag of yellow onions.

562
00:34:51,054 --> 00:34:52,107
Oh.

563
00:34:53,245 --> 00:34:54,951
Hey.

564
00:34:58,817 --> 00:34:59,888
Oh.

565
00:35:00,438 --> 00:35:01,630
Sorr... That...

566
00:35:01,727 --> 00:35:04,229
- Those were my onions.
- I'm sorry?

567
00:35:04,412 --> 00:35:06,629
Those were my onions.
You just took them from me.

568
00:35:06,654 --> 00:35:08,660
No, I got them from
the display right here.

569
00:35:08,685 --> 00:35:09,752
Yeah, I under...

570
00:35:09,786 --> 00:35:11,396
Excuse me, where are you going, lady?

571
00:35:11,421 --> 00:35:13,341
Those were my onions,
and you took them from me.

572
00:35:13,366 --> 00:35:15,400
- I want them back.
- What are you, crazy?

573
00:35:15,425 --> 00:35:17,192
No, I'm not crazy. I want my onions!

574
00:35:17,227 --> 00:35:18,704
- You're crazy.
- Is there a problem here?

575
00:35:18,728 --> 00:35:20,052
Yeah, I... Yes.

576
00:35:20,077 --> 00:35:22,224
Okay, there is a problem.

577
00:35:22,249 --> 00:35:23,490
Um...

578
00:35:23,589 --> 00:35:25,223
I went to go grab that bag of onions.

579
00:35:25,248 --> 00:35:28,049
I turn my back for two seconds
to look after my babies,

580
00:35:28,074 --> 00:35:30,175
and that woman took them from me.

581
00:35:30,200 --> 00:35:32,982
- Ma'am, just calm down.
- I-I'm calm, okay?

582
00:35:33,007 --> 00:35:35,754
I'm not gonna calm down though,
because what I want

583
00:35:35,779 --> 00:35:37,920
is for you to tell her
to give me my onions back, okay?

584
00:35:37,944 --> 00:35:39,544
I-I...

585
00:35:39,569 --> 00:35:43,091
I have a recipe that calls for
four ounces of yellow onion.

586
00:35:43,169 --> 00:35:45,621
And-and I've been planning
this dish for a whole week,

587
00:35:45,655 --> 00:35:48,107
and I'm not gonna leave here
without my yellow onion.

588
00:35:48,258 --> 00:35:49,849
Miss, would you like to sit down?

589
00:35:49,874 --> 00:35:52,099
No, I don't, I don't...
I don't want to sit down.

590
00:35:52,124 --> 00:35:54,240
I want you to tell her
to give me my onion back.

591
00:35:54,265 --> 00:35:55,365
I just, I want...

592
00:35:55,390 --> 00:35:57,677
I want what I came for, okay?

593
00:35:57,702 --> 00:35:59,768
I want my yellow onion.
I want what's fair.

594
00:35:59,803 --> 00:36:01,436
Will you, will you, will you tell her

595
00:36:01,471 --> 00:36:03,438
to give me my onion back?
Because it's not fair

596
00:36:03,483 --> 00:36:05,069
that I have to sit here
and go without my yellow onion.

597
00:36:05,093 --> 00:36:06,093
It's not fair.

598
00:36:06,459 --> 00:36:09,495
It's not fair! It's not fair!

599
00:36:10,302 --> 00:36:13,474
You unleashed holy hell
on some unsuspecting lady?

600
00:36:13,552 --> 00:36:15,568
I did.

601
00:36:16,028 --> 00:36:18,029
- Mom.
- Yeah.

602
00:36:18,501 --> 00:36:21,638
And then I ended up going home
and burning the pot roast.

603
00:36:22,067 --> 00:36:23,841
- No.
- Yeah.

604
00:36:24,935 --> 00:36:26,052
But...

605
00:36:27,101 --> 00:36:29,537
eventually, I opened up to your dad.

606
00:36:30,607 --> 00:36:33,068
And that's what gave space in my heart

607
00:36:33,102 --> 00:36:34,318
for you and Kevin.

608
00:36:35,326 --> 00:36:37,896
And it made space in my heart
for Randall, too.

609
00:36:39,709 --> 00:36:42,263
Yeah, a little too much
for Randall, if you ask me.

610
00:36:43,029 --> 00:36:44,037
Seriously?

611
00:36:44,904 --> 00:36:46,419
No.

612
00:36:46,583 --> 00:36:48,232
I'm kidding. Sorry.

613
00:36:51,310 --> 00:36:53,904
'Cause I love you
more than I can bear, Bug.

614
00:36:57,041 --> 00:36:58,309
I love you, too.

615
00:37:02,671 --> 00:37:03,974
Talk to Toby.

616
00:37:51,537 --> 00:37:53,044
All right, you guys, um...

617
00:37:53,357 --> 00:37:55,301
you guys wait with your brother, okay?

618
00:37:55,326 --> 00:37:57,701
Your mom and I are gonna go get the car.

619
00:37:57,818 --> 00:37:59,552
- Okay.
- Pull it around, okay?

620
00:38:03,107 --> 00:38:04,615
Can you get me something to drink?

621
00:38:05,622 --> 00:38:06,693
Sure.

622
00:38:07,101 --> 00:38:08,146
Thank you.

623
00:38:41,552 --> 00:38:42,747
Hi.

624
00:38:43,742 --> 00:38:44,880
Oh, hi.

625
00:38:46,607 --> 00:38:47,794
My mom came.

626
00:38:48,929 --> 00:38:50,294
I see that.

627
00:38:52,412 --> 00:38:53,591
I am...

628
00:38:54,872 --> 00:38:57,919
gonna go grab some coffee
at that place around the corner.

629
00:38:58,220 --> 00:38:59,721
- Hi.
- Hi.

630
00:39:11,327 --> 00:39:13,505
- Want to sit with me?
- Yeah.

631
00:39:17,256 --> 00:39:20,325
What, uh... what were you...?

632
00:39:20,685 --> 00:39:22,044
- Come here.
- Oh.

633
00:39:23,049 --> 00:39:24,732
Oh. Okay. Yep.

634
00:39:26,986 --> 00:39:28,987
- Just go with it.
- Okay.

635
00:39:34,724 --> 00:39:36,608
This is sweet, but I-I really think

636
00:39:36,642 --> 00:39:38,646
this is more your thing than mine.

637
00:39:39,365 --> 00:39:40,656
- So why don't... Can we...
- Okay.

638
00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:42,514
- Can we switch? Okay.
- Okay. Yeah.

639
00:39:43,990 --> 00:39:47,122
- Oh, yeah, that's the stuff.
- Yeah.

640
00:39:52,021 --> 00:39:53,747
I feel like I failed you.

641
00:39:54,388 --> 00:39:55,458
Mm.

642
00:39:57,223 --> 00:39:58,505
You didn't.

643
00:39:59,399 --> 00:40:00,826
You never could.

644
00:40:06,451 --> 00:40:07,672
I want to try again.

645
00:40:07,755 --> 00:40:08,755
Not yet.

646
00:40:09,537 --> 00:40:10,740
But maybe soon.

647
00:40:15,435 --> 00:40:16,599
Yeah, me, too.

648
00:40:18,412 --> 00:40:20,085
Whenever you're ready.

649
00:40:45,029 --> 00:40:46,740
We will not let this break us.

650
00:40:48,121 --> 00:40:49,357
No, we will not.

651
00:40:53,630 --> 00:40:55,021
I love you.

652
00:41:00,997 --> 00:41:02,138
My God.

653
00:41:03,997 --> 00:41:06,115
Come here.

654
00:41:18,302 --> 00:41:19,711
Hey, Randall.

655
00:41:19,745 --> 00:41:22,130
Randall, give your sister some space.

656
00:41:22,782 --> 00:41:25,015
Come on, Number Three!

657
00:41:27,109 --> 00:41:29,287
Okay, Number Three, it's your turn.

658
00:41:29,398 --> 00:41:31,812
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