1 00:00:01,383 --> 00:00:04,968 _ 2 00:00:04,993 --> 00:00:07,843 _ 3 00:00:08,032 --> 00:00:10,945 _ 4 00:00:10,970 --> 00:00:13,632 _ 5 00:00:22,964 --> 00:00:24,963 You don't have to stay here, Linda. 6 00:00:24,989 --> 00:00:27,429 I don't know what you want from me! 7 00:00:27,880 --> 00:00:30,920 I'm not your mum, Meg! 8 00:00:30,960 --> 00:00:32,594 Back then when I met you, 9 00:00:32,620 --> 00:00:35,706 and you made me believe that you gave a shit about me... 10 00:00:35,732 --> 00:00:38,016 I was just a stupid little girl 11 00:00:38,042 --> 00:00:39,438 and I made it all up in my head. 12 00:00:39,464 --> 00:00:40,656 Your real name's Tammy, right? 13 00:00:40,680 --> 00:00:42,805 If you want to come, you have to come now. 14 00:00:43,256 --> 00:00:45,891 Come on! Come on! Get in the car! 15 00:00:46,122 --> 00:00:47,141 Stop! 16 00:01:11,368 --> 00:01:13,985 _ 17 00:01:14,011 --> 00:01:16,297 - Are you still cold? - You know. 18 00:01:17,557 --> 00:01:18,891 It's worth it. 19 00:01:22,040 --> 00:01:23,446 Ah, thank you. 20 00:01:23,493 --> 00:01:25,760 I suppose everyone has a last swim, 21 00:01:25,885 --> 00:01:28,285 it's just not everyone knows that it is. 22 00:01:32,422 --> 00:01:33,703 Is there anything I can help with? 23 00:01:33,729 --> 00:01:36,407 No, no, no. I'm just going to go through the photos. 24 00:01:36,617 --> 00:01:38,578 I'm going to see if I can sort them out. 25 00:01:44,210 --> 00:01:46,789 Why don't you go and have a drink with the boys? 26 00:01:47,825 --> 00:01:49,547 Give me a shout if you need me. 27 00:01:51,890 --> 00:01:53,506 Have one for me. 28 00:02:02,274 --> 00:02:07,024 www.subtitulamos.tv 29 00:02:10,118 --> 00:02:11,559 OK, slow down. 30 00:02:11,805 --> 00:02:15,094 If you don't kill us, we should get to Gungarde at, like, midnight. 31 00:02:15,120 --> 00:02:16,336 - We'll drop Tammy off. - Thank you. 32 00:02:16,362 --> 00:02:18,555 And then it's like, what, four hours to Cairns? 33 00:02:18,581 --> 00:02:20,256 We'll get there before the airport opens. 34 00:02:20,282 --> 00:02:21,642 What time does Billie land? 35 00:02:22,241 --> 00:02:25,640 - It's lunch time, 12:25. But I.... - OK, yeah, we can do this. 36 00:02:26,199 --> 00:02:27,492 We can do this, Lucky. 37 00:02:31,649 --> 00:02:33,618 - What is this song? - I don't know. Why is it.... 38 00:02:33,644 --> 00:02:35,899 I don't know. We just got reception and it played. 39 00:02:35,925 --> 00:02:38,443 - That song is not on my phone. - It just played. 40 00:02:38,469 --> 00:02:41,500 - It's not on my phone. - No. You actually love this song. 41 00:02:41,526 --> 00:02:44,446 This song is probably your favourite song on Spotif... 42 00:02:46,250 --> 00:02:48,297 - What? - Fuck! 43 00:02:49,218 --> 00:02:50,235 What? 44 00:02:52,907 --> 00:02:55,760 Gregory James Proven. 45 00:02:55,800 --> 00:02:58,461 Also has a fucking ugly boomer case. 46 00:03:00,780 --> 00:03:02,000 Sorry. 47 00:03:03,274 --> 00:03:04,936 - I didn't look. - It doesn't matter. 48 00:03:04,960 --> 00:03:07,310 - I just picked up one with a brown case. - It doesn't matter. 49 00:03:07,336 --> 00:03:10,188 - We weren't going to make it anyway. - Yes, we are. We have to. 50 00:03:10,214 --> 00:03:11,254 How? 51 00:03:11,280 --> 00:03:13,563 God knows if there's a flight that will get us to Sydney in time, 52 00:03:13,589 --> 00:03:16,172 and even if there was, we don't have any money to buy tickets. 53 00:03:16,198 --> 00:03:17,649 And even if we did, 54 00:03:17,720 --> 00:03:19,696 they're not going to put her on the flight, Meg. 55 00:03:19,720 --> 00:03:22,157 - Are you fucking kidding me? - I'm just being realistic. 56 00:03:22,183 --> 00:03:23,891 No, you're not. You're being you! 57 00:03:23,917 --> 00:03:27,071 You're thinking of all the reasons to avoid showing up for her. 58 00:03:27,810 --> 00:03:29,090 What's Toby's number? 59 00:03:30,797 --> 00:03:35,654 It's 3-4-1-1-8... 60 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:37,787 - I can't remember. - Suzie's? 61 00:03:37,813 --> 00:03:40,336 Literally, the only two numbers I know off by heart 62 00:03:40,360 --> 00:03:42,120 are Niko's Pizza 63 00:03:42,160 --> 00:03:44,771 and the landline at Mum's house. 64 00:03:44,797 --> 00:03:46,357 OK, well, what is it? 65 00:03:47,933 --> 00:03:49,867 ? One, three, one, double eight ? 66 00:03:49,893 --> 00:03:53,037 ? It's Niko's ? ? Niko's ? ? Pizza. ? 67 00:03:56,682 --> 00:03:58,264 They sold that place. 68 00:03:59,674 --> 00:04:00,748 When? 69 00:04:02,356 --> 00:04:03,826 A couple of years ago. 70 00:04:06,913 --> 00:04:09,383 _ 71 00:04:09,409 --> 00:04:11,709 This feels like a birthday card. 72 00:04:12,226 --> 00:04:14,256 Forwarded from our old place. 73 00:04:14,859 --> 00:04:17,623 Nice of them to sit on it for six months. 74 00:04:31,753 --> 00:04:35,303 Geert, I'm so sorry. 75 00:04:36,723 --> 00:04:37,843 Thank you, 76 00:04:37,869 --> 00:04:41,342 for returning my little poofer-jacket home to me. 77 00:04:41,800 --> 00:04:43,960 And I am so sorry 78 00:04:44,139 --> 00:04:46,840 that I left you with that crazy harpoengeweermens! 79 00:04:46,880 --> 00:04:48,714 That's OK. We would.... 80 00:04:48,740 --> 00:04:51,881 - I would have done the same. - I felt so bad, I ironed. 81 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:53,336 I'm sorry, what? 82 00:04:53,360 --> 00:04:56,240 I felt so guilty, that I washed and ironed everything. 83 00:04:56,280 --> 00:04:58,902 Oh, god. Yeah, he loves ironing. 84 00:04:58,928 --> 00:05:00,730 He even irons his onderbroek. 85 00:05:00,770 --> 00:05:02,334 It's fucking weird. 86 00:05:02,360 --> 00:05:03,311 Here you go. 87 00:05:03,337 --> 00:05:05,633 - Thank you. - That's amazing. Thank you. 88 00:05:05,690 --> 00:05:06,928 Also.... 89 00:05:07,131 --> 00:05:10,520 The Puffy poffertjes mutts for you. 90 00:05:10,560 --> 00:05:13,594 And een woolen mutts for you. 91 00:05:13,620 --> 00:05:14,842 Yeah, OK. 92 00:05:14,936 --> 00:05:17,022 Thank you. We're gonna get going. 93 00:05:17,048 --> 00:05:19,615 Bye. Bedankt! Bye, bye. 94 00:05:19,641 --> 00:05:20,990 Bye! 95 00:05:21,857 --> 00:05:26,120 OK, so there is a flight that leaves Cairns at 6am. 96 00:05:26,365 --> 00:05:30,238 It's 1am now, so if we average a hundred, 97 00:05:30,264 --> 00:05:32,287 - we should be able.... - I know you're going to say 98 00:05:32,313 --> 00:05:35,360 I'm being negative or obstructive, or.... 99 00:05:35,400 --> 00:05:36,943 Whinging. Annoying... 100 00:05:36,969 --> 00:05:40,800 But I can't positive think my credit card 101 00:05:40,840 --> 00:05:43,061 into Gregory Proven's wallet. 102 00:05:43,087 --> 00:05:44,615 So, there's no way we can.... 103 00:05:45,795 --> 00:05:48,178 - Where did you.... - You'll pay me back. That's all good. 104 00:05:48,204 --> 00:05:49,364 Hold on.... 105 00:05:50,534 --> 00:05:52,734 - You told me that you needed... - I know! 106 00:05:52,760 --> 00:05:55,074 - The whole thing was you said you had no money. - Yes. 107 00:05:55,100 --> 00:05:56,613 - I know. I lied. OK? - That was the whole.... 108 00:05:56,639 --> 00:05:59,264 It's for emergencies only, and I knew that you wouldn't come with me otherwise. 109 00:05:59,290 --> 00:06:00,529 - You wouldn't have. - I would have. 110 00:06:00,555 --> 00:06:03,607 - No. - I definitely would have if you had just told me... 111 00:06:16,586 --> 00:06:18,190 I did miss you. 112 00:06:21,370 --> 00:06:22,597 A lot. 113 00:06:24,589 --> 00:06:27,612 But even saying that now, sounds fucking weird, right? 114 00:06:27,916 --> 00:06:29,076 Because... 115 00:06:29,986 --> 00:06:32,917 you were this little kid, and I was... 116 00:06:33,486 --> 00:06:34,606 me. 117 00:06:34,632 --> 00:06:38,683 And we had this utterly bonkers... 118 00:06:39,275 --> 00:06:42,261 almost unbelievable time together. 119 00:06:44,843 --> 00:06:47,675 And then my mum died and... 120 00:06:49,963 --> 00:06:51,378 and then you were gone. 121 00:06:52,595 --> 00:06:53,595 And... 122 00:06:54,541 --> 00:06:56,385 I went back to Sydney 123 00:06:57,105 --> 00:06:59,354 and it felt like the whole thing 124 00:07:00,344 --> 00:07:02,144 was a dream or something. 125 00:07:03,346 --> 00:07:06,058 So many times, I almost called you. 126 00:07:09,550 --> 00:07:11,917 But I didn't know if you wanted me to 127 00:07:11,943 --> 00:07:14,440 and I didn't know what I would say. 128 00:07:14,520 --> 00:07:16,280 And so, I just... 129 00:07:18,365 --> 00:07:19,485 didn't. 130 00:07:21,679 --> 00:07:23,199 I'm such a dick. 131 00:07:24,953 --> 00:07:26,221 I'm such a dick. 132 00:07:30,431 --> 00:07:31,911 And also, I think... 133 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:36,628 I think I thought that maybe... 134 00:07:37,360 --> 00:07:41,011 the reason I wanted you in my life so much... 135 00:07:41,502 --> 00:07:43,822 was that I couldn't have my own kid. 136 00:07:45,901 --> 00:07:47,144 Maybe. 137 00:07:49,890 --> 00:07:51,589 Well, if you... 138 00:07:52,823 --> 00:07:54,416 if you want your kid in your life, 139 00:07:54,440 --> 00:07:56,800 there's one thing you gotta do, Lachlan. 140 00:07:58,002 --> 00:07:59,675 Fucking drive faster. 141 00:08:24,727 --> 00:08:26,735 - Butt for ensuite except for sink! - Oh my fucking God! 142 00:08:26,761 --> 00:08:28,680 Butt for ensuite except for sink! 143 00:08:28,706 --> 00:08:31,110 - Are you having a stroke? What's going on? - No. Toby's number. 144 00:08:31,136 --> 00:08:33,294 We used to do these stupid mnemonic things. 145 00:08:33,332 --> 00:08:34,922 We thought it was hilarious that the mnemonic 146 00:08:34,948 --> 00:08:36,704 was harder to remember than the actual number. 147 00:08:36,730 --> 00:08:38,469 Butt for ensuite except for sink. 148 00:08:38,495 --> 00:08:42,297 'Butt' is always 'three', because threes look like butts. 149 00:08:42,323 --> 00:08:43,803 'For' is 'four'. 150 00:08:43,829 --> 00:08:45,662 'Ensuite' is 'onze-huit', 151 00:08:45,688 --> 00:08:47,280 French eleven, eight. 152 00:08:47,320 --> 00:08:50,024 I'm still not convinced you're not literally having a stroke right now. 153 00:08:50,050 --> 00:08:52,571 'Ex-cept'. X is ten in Roman numerals, 154 00:08:52,597 --> 00:08:53,875 'Sept' is 'seven'. 155 00:08:53,901 --> 00:08:55,485 Except for sink. Four, 156 00:08:55,511 --> 00:08:57,774 'Cinq' is French for 'five'. 157 00:08:58,016 --> 00:09:00,258 Yeah, I'm guessing you were popular in high school? 158 00:09:00,284 --> 00:09:02,904 Mine was "Oh for Juan's heaven-sent mutual 159 00:09:02,930 --> 00:09:05,039 - blowjob tree". - Hi, this is Toby. I can't take your call. 160 00:09:05,065 --> 00:09:06,992 - Leave a message. - Nice. 161 00:09:07,507 --> 00:09:08,922 His phone's off. 162 00:09:10,698 --> 00:09:12,969 - Toby never has his phone off. - It's OK. 163 00:09:13,058 --> 00:09:15,428 I've made up time. We're going to make it. 164 00:09:15,454 --> 00:09:17,336 You won't want to miss that turnoff then. 165 00:09:24,963 --> 00:09:27,534 - Lucky, come on. We're boarding in five minutes. - I'm coming. I'm coming. 166 00:09:27,560 --> 00:09:28,870 Come on. 167 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:33,909 What's wrong? What...? 168 00:09:34,385 --> 00:09:35,720 Disgusting. 169 00:09:35,877 --> 00:09:37,002 Really? 170 00:09:37,082 --> 00:09:38,574 - You done? - Yep. 171 00:09:38,600 --> 00:09:40,529 - Are you sure? - Yep, let's go. 172 00:09:51,640 --> 00:09:52,959 She'll be there. 173 00:09:53,292 --> 00:09:54,670 What if she isn't? 174 00:09:55,483 --> 00:09:57,785 What if her flight lands early? 175 00:09:57,811 --> 00:09:59,480 What if we miss her? 176 00:09:59,520 --> 00:10:01,452 What if the plane crashes? 177 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:10,296 What if they decide I can't see her anymore? 178 00:10:10,320 --> 00:10:11,733 No, they wouldn't do that. 179 00:10:12,578 --> 00:10:13,748 Why not? 180 00:10:16,669 --> 00:10:19,647 You guys are such muppets. You should have told her ages ago. 181 00:10:20,571 --> 00:10:22,639 Hey, kids hate being lied to. 182 00:10:22,760 --> 00:10:26,217 Everyone should just tell the truth, even if it sucks. 183 00:10:28,170 --> 00:10:31,334 You didn't tell Linda about Matty. 184 00:10:33,985 --> 00:10:35,318 Would have killed her. 185 00:10:46,640 --> 00:10:49,639 Flight crew, please prepare the cabin for landing. 186 00:10:54,989 --> 00:10:56,069 Sorry. 187 00:10:56,202 --> 00:10:58,800 Wait, wait, wait, wait. 188 00:11:01,406 --> 00:11:03,498 It's landed. 23A. 189 00:11:03,647 --> 00:11:06,459 - 23A. Where the fuck? - It's not this terminal! 190 00:11:06,485 --> 00:11:08,428 - What? Fuck! - Come on! 191 00:11:10,814 --> 00:11:12,420 Come on, Lucky! 192 00:11:36,464 --> 00:11:39,543 They probably put kids in the back. Right? 193 00:12:05,502 --> 00:12:06,738 Lucky? 194 00:12:26,777 --> 00:12:29,152 This'll probably get a bit... 195 00:12:30,234 --> 00:12:32,902 I mean, she'll be angry, 196 00:12:32,928 --> 00:12:34,918 understandably. 197 00:12:36,185 --> 00:12:37,363 God! 198 00:12:37,689 --> 00:12:39,309 Thank god you're OK. 199 00:12:41,059 --> 00:12:42,519 - Hey, Meg. - Hi. 200 00:12:42,545 --> 00:12:43,621 Come on. 201 00:12:51,996 --> 00:12:54,716 - What's wrong? What's happened? - What's happened to you? 202 00:12:54,973 --> 00:12:56,330 - Hi, Meg. - Hi. 203 00:12:56,356 --> 00:12:58,316 - What's happened? Why's everyone.... - We called the cops, mate. 204 00:12:58,342 --> 00:13:00,887 - Hi, dad. - We didn't know what had happened to you. - You went missing, Lucky. 205 00:13:00,913 --> 00:13:02,832 - It's been three days. - What? No. 206 00:13:02,858 --> 00:13:05,832 - We've just been... - Dad, I'm so sorry. - I told them you'd be alright with Meg. 207 00:13:05,858 --> 00:13:08,017 Last thing we heard you were drunk in a motel 208 00:13:08,043 --> 00:13:09,173 in far north Queensland, 209 00:13:09,199 --> 00:13:11,720 - then nothing. - All we had were pictures of bananas. 210 00:13:11,760 --> 00:13:13,696 Just bananas! And then three days of silence! 211 00:13:13,720 --> 00:13:15,715 I tried. Honestly, I tried to let you know... 212 00:13:15,741 --> 00:13:17,129 We took the bloody red-eye, mate. 213 00:13:17,155 --> 00:13:18,746 - We haven't slept for 72 hours! - We knew how much 214 00:13:18,772 --> 00:13:21,848 - Billie coming meant to you. - Of course, and I promised I would be at the airport 215 00:13:21,874 --> 00:13:25,270 - and I was at the airport at 12:25. - We couldn't understand why you just disappeared. 216 00:13:25,296 --> 00:13:26,861 - So, we didn't know what had happened. - I said that Meg 217 00:13:26,887 --> 00:13:28,752 - wasn't gonna get you into any trouble but she... - They took our phones off us... 218 00:13:28,778 --> 00:13:31,393 - and then we stole one back, and ir was... - I thought you hurt yourself! 219 00:13:33,877 --> 00:13:35,393 No, I wouldn't... 220 00:13:36,092 --> 00:13:37,658 I would never... 221 00:13:41,667 --> 00:13:42,783 Righto. 222 00:13:42,809 --> 00:13:45,158 Looks like we found our missing persons. 223 00:13:45,443 --> 00:13:47,479 - Thanks. - Thanks for the tea. 224 00:13:47,548 --> 00:13:49,369 - Lovely. - Sorry. - Yeah, any time. 225 00:14:01,040 --> 00:14:02,244 Hi, Bee. 226 00:14:02,360 --> 00:14:03,424 Hey. 227 00:14:06,160 --> 00:14:09,213 I was there. I was there. 228 00:14:10,845 --> 00:14:12,276 I knew you'd be. 229 00:14:17,520 --> 00:14:21,088 Well, I think I'm going to get myself a little, G&T. 230 00:14:21,114 --> 00:14:23,194 - Anyone else? - Yes, please. 231 00:14:23,220 --> 00:14:24,947 - Beer. - Andy? 232 00:14:25,160 --> 00:14:27,533 - No. I'm good thanks. - OK. Meg? 233 00:14:27,559 --> 00:14:29,658 No, I'm pregnant. So.... 234 00:14:33,520 --> 00:14:34,580 No, no! 235 00:14:34,606 --> 00:14:37,135 Dad! Dad, stop! Stop! No! Eww! 236 00:14:41,218 --> 00:14:42,994 What the fuck, Dad? 237 00:14:46,014 --> 00:14:47,854 Mid-strength for me. If ya got one. 238 00:14:47,880 --> 00:14:49,682 - Yeah, great. - Thanks. 239 00:14:50,205 --> 00:14:51,415 Jackson. 240 00:14:51,682 --> 00:14:54,033 - Kel's boy? - Eww, no. 241 00:14:54,268 --> 00:14:56,498 That's Jayden. He's like, fourteen. 242 00:14:56,524 --> 00:14:58,286 Jaxon. With an X. 243 00:14:58,561 --> 00:15:00,201 Plays second row for the Gunners? 244 00:15:00,227 --> 00:15:03,697 Ah, Jaxon. Right. 245 00:15:04,387 --> 00:15:05,547 Well.... 246 00:15:06,686 --> 00:15:08,646 He's a nice bloke, I suppose. 247 00:15:08,874 --> 00:15:10,194 Hey, Andy. 248 00:15:12,881 --> 00:15:14,118 Nice. 249 00:15:15,391 --> 00:15:17,283 Second row. Geez. 250 00:15:20,456 --> 00:15:21,616 And... 251 00:15:23,037 --> 00:15:24,477 that's why you wanted... 252 00:15:25,922 --> 00:15:28,612 That's why you wanted to find her? Linda? 253 00:15:28,638 --> 00:15:30,078 'Cause you... 254 00:15:30,640 --> 00:15:33,510 You felt like you couldn't talk to me about being... 255 00:15:35,458 --> 00:15:36,494 Nah. 256 00:15:37,873 --> 00:15:39,021 I dunno. 257 00:15:39,360 --> 00:15:40,463 A bit. 258 00:15:42,521 --> 00:15:44,619 I was going to tell her about Matty. 259 00:15:45,594 --> 00:15:47,431 But I didn't in the end. 260 00:15:54,334 --> 00:15:57,432 Feel a bit bad about body-slamming ol' mate. 261 00:15:57,994 --> 00:15:59,362 I wasn't thinkin'. 262 00:15:59,472 --> 00:16:01,401 That's the least of his worries. 263 00:16:01,713 --> 00:16:02,749 How? 264 00:16:02,775 --> 00:16:04,705 - The old-fashioned way. - Jesus. 265 00:16:04,731 --> 00:16:07,424 It was one night. A very drunk one. 266 00:16:07,450 --> 00:16:09,265 We've been together for 18 months, 267 00:16:09,291 --> 00:16:10,799 and all I ever wanted... 268 00:16:10,825 --> 00:16:12,697 All I ever asked of you was not to lie to me 269 00:16:12,723 --> 00:16:14,771 - like the last arsehole. And now... - And I wanted to... 270 00:16:14,797 --> 00:16:16,768 Avery, Billie doesn't even know. 271 00:16:16,794 --> 00:16:18,197 You have a daughter. 272 00:16:18,362 --> 00:16:20,135 She's not really my daughter. 273 00:16:20,161 --> 00:16:21,362 Yes, she is. 274 00:16:23,706 --> 00:16:25,306 Billie is your daughter. 275 00:16:25,983 --> 00:16:29,455 But, this relationship that you have with her, 276 00:16:29,481 --> 00:16:32,000 These pissed phone calls and, 277 00:16:32,040 --> 00:16:34,000 y'know, making big plans 278 00:16:34,026 --> 00:16:36,840 and then just disappearing off the face of the earth. 279 00:16:37,078 --> 00:16:40,401 - This dysfunction... It can't go on. - No, Tobes. 280 00:16:40,427 --> 00:16:42,893 - It's hurting her and it's hurting us. - Suze, please. 281 00:16:42,919 --> 00:16:46,526 - I'll be better. I need to be able to see... - And it's hurting you. 282 00:16:46,552 --> 00:16:49,372 - No, it's not... I'm fine. - So, we've decided 283 00:16:49,398 --> 00:16:51,291 that we need to tell her. 284 00:16:51,735 --> 00:16:53,447 She needs to know the truth. 285 00:16:55,988 --> 00:16:57,081 What? 286 00:16:57,650 --> 00:16:59,346 - No, hold on. - If we wait any longer, 287 00:16:59,372 --> 00:17:01,330 it's just going to get worse for everyone. 288 00:17:01,364 --> 00:17:04,057 No, no. You can't tell her. I mean, she'll hate me. 289 00:17:04,174 --> 00:17:07,760 I mean, can you imagine being 12 and finding out that I'm your... 290 00:17:08,307 --> 00:17:10,330 She's never going to want to see me again. 291 00:17:10,356 --> 00:17:12,588 I'm the one with something to lose here. 292 00:17:12,614 --> 00:17:14,291 How are you still making this about you? 293 00:17:14,317 --> 00:17:17,463 It's not what I mean... I need to get my shit together. 294 00:17:17,489 --> 00:17:19,830 Why don't we wait one more year? Six months. 295 00:17:19,856 --> 00:17:22,432 - And then we can tell... - Guys, guys, guys, guys. 296 00:17:22,458 --> 00:17:24,010 We're back. 297 00:17:24,503 --> 00:17:25,658 Yeah. 298 00:17:26,648 --> 00:17:28,568 Pizza's here. So... 299 00:17:38,435 --> 00:17:39,906 Well, this is really good. 300 00:17:40,265 --> 00:17:42,954 - Yeah. - Yeah, it's nice. - Delicious. 301 00:17:44,885 --> 00:17:46,405 You're not hungry, Bill? 302 00:17:46,437 --> 00:17:47,735 I'm alright. 303 00:17:57,068 --> 00:17:58,302 Thank you. 304 00:18:02,541 --> 00:18:04,248 Are you sure you don't want a bit more? 305 00:18:05,066 --> 00:18:06,426 It's your last chance. 306 00:18:06,928 --> 00:18:09,045 Andy, you don't happen to have a... 307 00:18:09,142 --> 00:18:10,373 cigarette? 308 00:18:23,784 --> 00:18:24,943 Billie... 309 00:18:28,433 --> 00:18:29,686 We've got a... 310 00:18:29,968 --> 00:18:31,865 a little surprise for you. 311 00:18:35,130 --> 00:18:37,678 There's something that we want to talk to you about. 312 00:18:40,788 --> 00:18:43,099 But Billie, what's going on? 313 00:18:43,795 --> 00:18:47,928 Baby. You're just tired. It's been a huge couple of days. 314 00:18:49,278 --> 00:18:51,490 Suzie, do you want me to see if she's OK? 315 00:18:51,975 --> 00:18:53,615 Oh, no, Meg. It's... 316 00:18:53,641 --> 00:18:55,389 It's fine. She's just shattered. 317 00:18:56,067 --> 00:18:57,592 We'll give her a few minutes. 318 00:19:00,811 --> 00:19:02,216 Hey, baby. 319 00:19:02,845 --> 00:19:04,506 I've had this for ages. 320 00:19:04,811 --> 00:19:07,318 - I don't want you to be mad. - Sweetheart, what... 321 00:19:07,862 --> 00:19:10,639 I got a letter from Gran for my birthday. 322 00:19:10,840 --> 00:19:11,865 What? 323 00:19:12,262 --> 00:19:14,031 What do you mean, darling? 324 00:19:19,388 --> 00:19:20,615 "Dear, Billie. 325 00:19:22,045 --> 00:19:24,779 I'm sitting on the verandah in this bloody wheelchair 326 00:19:24,805 --> 00:19:26,795 because I've decided I need to tell you something 327 00:19:26,821 --> 00:19:28,334 when you're a bit older... 328 00:19:30,058 --> 00:19:32,482 but I'm on my last legs, as they say, 329 00:19:32,593 --> 00:19:34,654 so I'm going to have to put it in a letter..." 330 00:19:34,719 --> 00:19:35,999 I'm sorry. 331 00:19:36,893 --> 00:19:38,928 I wish I was there with you... 332 00:19:41,107 --> 00:19:45,014 I wish I were there with you. Oh Jesus, chemo brain. 333 00:19:48,389 --> 00:19:52,404 Your dad and your uncle are good men. 334 00:19:52,430 --> 00:19:53,631 They're just... 335 00:19:54,188 --> 00:19:56,365 not very grown-up in a way. 336 00:19:57,186 --> 00:19:58,912 I think what happened 337 00:19:59,396 --> 00:20:01,217 is that their Dad died 338 00:20:01,243 --> 00:20:03,912 at the worst possible time for boys. 339 00:20:04,597 --> 00:20:06,420 They were just too young. 340 00:20:08,157 --> 00:20:10,521 And I thought my job was to... 341 00:20:11,011 --> 00:20:13,904 "keep smiling through", as the song goes. 342 00:20:14,498 --> 00:20:18,357 So, that's what I did. I smiled and I smiled and I... 343 00:20:19,112 --> 00:20:21,678 tried to show them how to be strong. 344 00:20:22,841 --> 00:20:25,061 "But I realise now that what I needed to do 345 00:20:25,087 --> 00:20:26,850 was show them how to be weak. 346 00:20:27,163 --> 00:20:29,452 I taught them to avoid difficult feelings, 347 00:20:29,478 --> 00:20:31,334 instead of just having them. 348 00:20:32,384 --> 00:20:34,944 Anyway, what happened was..." 349 00:20:35,307 --> 00:20:38,107 They both fell in love with the same girl, didn't they? 350 00:20:38,858 --> 00:20:40,459 I don't blame them. 351 00:20:40,790 --> 00:20:43,866 Your mum is one of life's true gifts. 352 00:20:45,965 --> 00:20:50,217 And I think Suzie truly loved... 353 00:20:51,099 --> 00:20:52,749 loves both of them... 354 00:20:53,581 --> 00:20:55,264 in different ways. 355 00:20:55,999 --> 00:20:58,124 But because she was with... 356 00:20:58,313 --> 00:20:59,663 Toby... 357 00:21:00,577 --> 00:21:04,311 Lachie had to squash his feelings down... 358 00:21:05,198 --> 00:21:07,084 so he didn't hurt anyone. 359 00:21:08,163 --> 00:21:11,217 "My Lachie is forever trying not to hurt anyone, 360 00:21:11,250 --> 00:21:14,701 and he thinks he can do that by taking himself away from people, 361 00:21:14,928 --> 00:21:17,800 which of course means he hurts everyone... 362 00:21:21,710 --> 00:21:24,624 "The women in our family have always been strong. 363 00:21:24,650 --> 00:21:27,077 But in my experience, that's normal." 364 00:21:27,162 --> 00:21:30,413 Women are stronger, generally, I think. 365 00:21:31,282 --> 00:21:33,850 We're not at moving pot plants, but... 366 00:21:34,532 --> 00:21:36,303 at facing truth. 367 00:21:37,107 --> 00:21:38,311 Goodness. 368 00:21:38,388 --> 00:21:40,624 Men have built entire societies, 369 00:21:40,650 --> 00:21:43,374 entire religions around avoiding truth. 370 00:21:43,906 --> 00:21:45,616 Which is to say that 371 00:21:45,960 --> 00:21:48,092 if everything goes to plan 372 00:21:48,428 --> 00:21:50,388 and you are twelve now... 373 00:21:52,653 --> 00:21:55,655 "I'm sure you'll be strong enough to handle this letter". 374 00:22:09,147 --> 00:22:12,209 "I'm sure you'll be strong enough to handle this letter. 375 00:22:13,467 --> 00:22:16,616 I want you to know, if you haven't already figured it out... 376 00:22:17,256 --> 00:22:20,249 that Uncle Lucky is your biological father... 377 00:22:20,946 --> 00:22:22,459 Oh, Jesus, Mum. 378 00:22:24,170 --> 00:22:27,366 "And he loves you more than he's ever been able to say. 379 00:22:28,147 --> 00:22:30,443 Not being able to properly be in your life 380 00:22:30,469 --> 00:22:32,202 has broken his heart. 381 00:22:32,557 --> 00:22:35,678 And his brain, I think, sometimes. 382 00:22:35,881 --> 00:22:39,655 And your Dad and Mum love you so, so much. 383 00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:42,779 You are their miracle, because, as you know, 384 00:22:42,805 --> 00:22:45,194 they weren't able to have another baby." 385 00:22:50,659 --> 00:22:54,725 Who knows? Maybe those silly boys have pulled themselves together by now. 386 00:22:55,286 --> 00:22:58,303 And maybe this is all just old news to you. 387 00:22:58,718 --> 00:23:02,077 "But if I know them, they'll still be avoiding it, 388 00:23:02,103 --> 00:23:04,178 and dragging poor Suze into it, 389 00:23:04,204 --> 00:23:05,724 and gnashing their teeth 390 00:23:05,793 --> 00:23:07,920 and making a big hoo-haa..." 391 00:23:09,273 --> 00:23:10,506 Anyway... 392 00:23:12,161 --> 00:23:15,194 This is the ghost of your old gran saying... 393 00:23:15,992 --> 00:23:17,672 "Enough's enough". 394 00:23:20,631 --> 00:23:22,725 I'm very tired. 395 00:23:23,075 --> 00:23:25,967 And I think Meg's fingers are about to drop off. 396 00:23:26,214 --> 00:23:27,638 I'm fine. 397 00:23:28,573 --> 00:23:32,413 I'm going to ask her to print this off... 398 00:23:33,292 --> 00:23:36,170 and send it to you on your twelfth birthday. 399 00:23:36,677 --> 00:23:38,920 Remember to write and thank her. 400 00:23:39,148 --> 00:23:40,599 I miss you. 401 00:23:42,265 --> 00:23:44,491 Never ever forget... 402 00:23:44,987 --> 00:23:47,186 how loved you are. 403 00:23:48,857 --> 00:23:50,017 Gran. 404 00:24:05,165 --> 00:24:06,325 What? 405 00:24:27,593 --> 00:24:29,131 _ 406 00:24:57,335 --> 00:24:59,459 _ 407 00:25:08,483 --> 00:25:09,959 Thank you, guys. 408 00:25:10,640 --> 00:25:13,233 It's my band. My band. 409 00:25:16,805 --> 00:25:19,709 I've had a great night tonight, thank you. 410 00:25:19,735 --> 00:25:22,858 It's the first gig I've ever done completely sober, 411 00:25:22,884 --> 00:25:24,639 as far as I can remember. 412 00:25:25,163 --> 00:25:26,592 I think I became a musician 413 00:25:26,618 --> 00:25:28,749 because it's the only job you're allowed to do drunk, 414 00:25:28,775 --> 00:25:31,303 so it's weird doing one stone-cold. 415 00:25:32,109 --> 00:25:34,413 It's really a nice feeling, actually. 416 00:25:36,295 --> 00:25:38,491 When we were little kids, 417 00:25:38,517 --> 00:25:41,256 my brother and I used to have loads of jigsaw puzzles. 418 00:25:41,282 --> 00:25:43,332 But every now and then a piece would go missing, 419 00:25:43,358 --> 00:25:46,217 as they do, and I fucking hated that. 420 00:25:46,243 --> 00:25:48,155 I did not cope... 421 00:25:48,181 --> 00:25:50,100 I do not cope well 422 00:25:50,126 --> 00:25:52,819 with unresolved things. 423 00:25:52,881 --> 00:25:56,077 So, my dad would get his little hand-held jigsaw, 424 00:25:56,103 --> 00:25:59,788 and cut out a bit of plywood or Masonite or whatever 425 00:25:59,814 --> 00:26:02,454 in the shape of the missing piece. 426 00:26:02,518 --> 00:26:04,366 And then we'd paint it, 427 00:26:04,392 --> 00:26:07,616 you know, a tree branch or a cow's ear. 428 00:26:08,291 --> 00:26:09,506 Pluto. 429 00:26:10,717 --> 00:26:14,452 And it wasn't perfect, but they were our favourite bits. Weren't they? 430 00:26:15,577 --> 00:26:17,858 And then you grow up 431 00:26:17,884 --> 00:26:19,889 and you realise that your whole life, 432 00:26:19,915 --> 00:26:22,433 the whole fucking thing is a puzzle, 433 00:26:22,459 --> 00:26:24,264 and there are missing pieces. 434 00:26:24,290 --> 00:26:26,850 Sometimes really important pieces 435 00:26:26,876 --> 00:26:32,045 that have, y'know, been sucked up by the cosmic vacuum cleaner 436 00:26:32,104 --> 00:26:35,358 or fallen down the cracks between the floorboards of fate. 437 00:26:36,931 --> 00:26:38,531 I'm a slow learner. 438 00:26:38,570 --> 00:26:41,584 I've been letting the missing pieces... 439 00:26:42,352 --> 00:26:44,139 drive me nuts. 440 00:26:44,975 --> 00:26:47,769 But... the things I need 441 00:26:47,795 --> 00:26:49,569 to fill those gaps, 442 00:26:49,595 --> 00:26:51,225 they're all around me. 443 00:26:52,530 --> 00:26:55,038 And those bits of your life 444 00:26:55,064 --> 00:26:57,449 that don't come with the box, 445 00:26:57,475 --> 00:27:00,949 that don't quite match the picture, they're just... 446 00:27:02,652 --> 00:27:03,905 the best. 447 00:27:07,576 --> 00:27:10,084 So, I have one more song. 448 00:27:10,999 --> 00:27:13,194 I actually co-wrote this, 449 00:27:13,220 --> 00:27:16,053 and you won't have heard it 'cause it's never been performed before. 450 00:27:16,079 --> 00:27:18,991 Please welcome to the stage, Billie Flynn. 451 00:27:43,342 --> 00:27:46,499 My hands... They're all shaky. 452 00:27:46,525 --> 00:27:48,461 That's OK. They'll settle down. 453 00:27:48,487 --> 00:27:50,249 They're all slippery. 454 00:27:50,335 --> 00:27:51,725 Can I just sing? 455 00:27:52,306 --> 00:27:54,311 Yeah, of course. Definitely. 456 00:27:54,355 --> 00:27:56,069 That's what dad's are for, right? 457 00:27:56,446 --> 00:27:58,249 Sorry, just give us a second. 458 00:28:01,646 --> 00:28:03,614 My brother, Toby Flynn. 459 00:28:08,858 --> 00:28:10,428 Go, Billie! 460 00:28:17,758 --> 00:28:19,436 Three, four... 461 00:28:20,116 --> 00:28:22,756 ? If I had the blueprint 462 00:28:22,782 --> 00:28:24,858 or the brain ? 463 00:28:28,099 --> 00:28:32,319 ? I would build an aeroplane ? 464 00:28:33,939 --> 00:28:39,061 ? I'd fashion wings of balsa wood and glue ? 465 00:28:41,144 --> 00:28:46,624 ? And I would fly to you ? 466 00:28:48,600 --> 00:28:50,717 ? I'd carve a prop from 467 00:28:50,743 --> 00:28:53,866 old recycled would-haves ? 468 00:28:53,983 --> 00:28:57,819 ? All these relentless could-haves ? 469 00:28:57,845 --> 00:29:01,217 ? These pointless might-have-beens ? 470 00:29:02,875 --> 00:29:09,178 ? The storms that I would gladly battle through ? 471 00:29:09,900 --> 00:29:16,038 ? So, I could fly to you ? 472 00:29:18,479 --> 00:29:23,006 ? Had I the method or the means ? 473 00:29:26,138 --> 00:29:31,264 ? I would build a time machine ? 474 00:29:32,382 --> 00:29:38,249 ? I'd make it from the scraps you always find ? 475 00:29:39,592 --> 00:29:45,584 ? When someone leaves their broken dreams behind ? 476 00:29:46,780 --> 00:29:51,975 ? And I'd fuel it with the beats that my heart misses ? 477 00:29:52,001 --> 00:29:55,459 ? When you sign your name with kisses ? 478 00:29:55,485 --> 00:29:59,125 ? Made of x's when you text me ? 479 00:29:59,151 --> 00:30:01,366 ? It's so silly, but ? 480 00:30:01,835 --> 00:30:07,225 ? Any fuel and any fire will do ? 481 00:30:08,995 --> 00:30:13,819 ? I will fly to you ? 482 00:30:15,686 --> 00:30:17,592 ? And I'd carve a prop 483 00:30:17,618 --> 00:30:21,350 from old recycled would-haves ? 484 00:30:21,376 --> 00:30:24,874 ? All these relentless could-haves ? 485 00:30:24,900 --> 00:30:29,045 ? These pointless might-have-beens ? 486 00:30:30,373 --> 00:30:36,459 ? The storms that I would gladly battle through ? 487 00:30:37,367 --> 00:30:42,988 ? So, I could fly to you. ? 488 00:30:43,014 --> 00:30:49,202 www.subtitulamos.tv