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*CREDITS*

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Damn.

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Damn right.

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Mm.

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The sink's clogged again!

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Plumber is coming tomorrow!

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It's like a crime scene in here.

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Written word not enough, huh?

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You want the full audio experience?

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I need an actual human being,

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or someone is getting strangled
with a plunger.

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We still being sexy?

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Look, I've only got a few weeks left.

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It's time to make this
an in-person thing.

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So let's do it.

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Tonight.

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For real, for real?

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What about your dad?

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Oh, no, no, no, no.

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He's... he's doing great.

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He's on his meds. Model roommate.

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So it's time for him to see
a sock on the door knob

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and get gone.

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For real.

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Oh, I know that smile.

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That's the smile of a man making plans

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for the finest fishing exposition

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in the tristate area.

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That's a bunch of old timers

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swapping stories
in the back of a bait shop?

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Sure.

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If you wanna say the Javits
Convention Center is a bait shop.

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Oh, looks great, Dad.

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Yeah, tell me about it.

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I will not, 'cause you're coming.

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Sounds great, Dad.

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Good.

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We'll go after your work.

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Wait, the expo's tonight?

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Is that a problem?

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Mm.

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What did you do that for?

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Just making sure you're real.

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Only way to know for sure
is to give me a scalp massage.

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- Dad's back!
- Hi, everybody.

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Hi, guys. You're darn right, Dad's back.

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Yeah. I'm here.

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This morning, my daughter said that

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when I'm tired,
I look like a sad racoon.

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So do you think I can trade her

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for a new car?

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A very nice new car.

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Good.

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Thank you.

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Where do you get your motivation?

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Good morning.

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I have the clinical trial prospectus.

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Thank you.

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Well, Dana, this is Dr. Wilder.

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And Dr. Wilder, this is Dana,
my ASL teacher.

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Oh, yeah. No, I got that one.

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Crystal clear.

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Please give me something good.

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And this one's
the quarterly budget template.

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Another? How many are there?

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It's quarterly, so four.

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Sandra Fall, I hate forms.

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Forms never helped anyone.

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Well, this one literally
funds the hospital.

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If I'm not looking
into a patient's eyes,

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if I'm not looking
into the underlying roots

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of their issues, then...

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Then you can do your
actual job, sign these forms,

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- and end this conversation.
- I had a question.

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Is there a form that fires you?

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You keep shredding it against my wishes.

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Sign.

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The ICU needs a substitute attending?

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Mm-hmm. Dr. Slavin broke her ankle.
She's out today.

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All right. So today I am not
your boss's boss's boss.

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I am just simply your boss.

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So I'm here for you.

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Let's do some actual medicine.

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Who's with me?

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You look chipper.

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Do I?

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Well, it is never a bad day
to have a good day,

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my enchanting chairwoman.

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Charmed and unnerved.

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Look, we have a problem outside.

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- Okay.
- An unhoused gentleman

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who's facing some challenges

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has created an untenable environment.

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I don't... I don't follow.
What are you saying?

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There's a crazy homeless guy out front.

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He's scaring our patients.
I need him gone.

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Well, that was a touching
and heartfelt alternate way

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of putting that. Thank you.

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I'm suggesting you provide him

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with appropriate care and services.

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That is far away from our entrance.

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- Thank you, Ignatius.
- You got it.

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Do not go inside!

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Yes. Yes.

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Come out.

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Get away from them.

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Stop. Stop.

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They will kill you!

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Hey, there. Hey.

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Got a little something here
that might brighten your day.

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Evil. Evil people.

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Okay. Sure. Sure.

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You're one of them.

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Actually, I'm just a guy
with some socks.

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Yeah, yeah.

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Want a pair?

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Yeah. Go ahead. Take a pair.
It's cold out here.

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Yeah, you're good.

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Yeah. I got a whole bag
full of socks here.

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I got sweaters.

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What you say you and I take this

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wherever you're camping out,
and we stash the whole bag there?

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I got a place just over there.

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Oh, over here under the scaffolding?

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- Yeah.
- I've seen people there.

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No.

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Penthouse.

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Penthouse?

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Right on.

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Oh, that is quite the decision.

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- Tell me about it.
- Right.

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So you can either hang out
with a bunch of AARP guys

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at a literal fish show,
or you can hook up

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with a beautiful, available,
interested woman.

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Yeah. I can see why you're torn.

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It's not that easy, all right?

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All I've ever wanted was my family back.

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And now that I have it...

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Young woman found down in Morandi Park.

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Unresponsive.

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Respirations and heart rate slow.

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Vanessa.

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Vanessa?

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Pupils are pinpoint, nonreactive.

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Narcotics overdose.

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I need a second IV.

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- O-2 sats are low.
- On it.

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Saturation 88%.

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I need an intubation tray with a seven.

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Pushing Narcan.

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Quick pop quiz.

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This is from a 65-year-old man

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who is hypertensive and unconscious.

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Do you shock this rhythm?

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No.

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Yes.

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All right. So you just flip
through these four screens,

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and then you pull down
this tab right here.

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And, oh, the M key does not work.

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So we just use a little "rn"
right next to each other.

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Someone's gotta build a better system.

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Oh. What if that's someone is you?

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When you approach a patient
about hospice,

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you don't talk about end-of-life care.

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You just talk about life care.

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This is just the next stage of it.

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- It's Duane Roberts.
- All right.

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This is it.

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You're up.

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BP 60 over 49.

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Absent breath sounds on the left.

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Left heart's straining EKG.

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Tension pneumo.
Need a left-sided chest tube.

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VAN runs under the rib.

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BP rising.

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Sats normalizing.

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It worked.

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That's good work.

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Decision, coordination,
execution, all excellent.

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Mika, you okay?

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It used to be cleaner.

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Oh, no, no.

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This is, uh... this is amazing.

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Wow.

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Look at this place.

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Look at that view.

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Oh, someone's a gamer, huh?

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Uh, coder.

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Bitcoin.

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Cooler.

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Do you want one?

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Yeah. Yeah. Thank you.

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I'll take one of those.

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Cheers.

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So, hey, just curious.

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Why did you start hanging out
in front of New Amsterdam?

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I'm warning people.

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Warning people about what?

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Bad things happen in that place.

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They're evil. They hurt people.

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They do experiments on young children.

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They use lightning,
and they rip out their brains.

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They tie them down with rubber.

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And it's tight.

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No! It burns.

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And they zap.

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They zap and zap and zap.

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They...

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I'm saving those kids.

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Tied down with rubber?

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Lightning?

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Don't... don't try to deny it.

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No, no, I'm not.
That... that is how they

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used to do electroshock therapy
40 years ago.

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Harlan, when you were a kid,

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were you a patient at New Amsterdam?

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Oh...

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Hey, how you doing?

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How does it freaking look?

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It's the Narcan.

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You're in withdrawal from the heroin.

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Well, it feels like ants
are crawling out of my body.

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So... oh, Jesus.

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All right. Okay.

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We're gonna get you through this.

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- Stop. Get off.
- What?

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00:14:21,817 --> 00:14:23,403
- Stop gloating, all right?
- I'm not gloating.

287
00:14:23,427 --> 00:14:24,796
- Please just leave.
- Okay, you really...

288
00:14:24,820 --> 00:14:26,604
Ugh. Jesus.

289
00:14:29,607 --> 00:14:31,107
All right. You know what, Vanessa?

290
00:14:31,131 --> 00:14:32,456
You tried to kill yourself.

291
00:14:32,480 --> 00:14:33,718
Whether you realize it or not,

292
00:14:33,742 --> 00:14:34,893
that is what you tried to do.

293
00:14:34,917 --> 00:14:37,050
And I'm gonna be here for you, okay?

294
00:14:39,617 --> 00:14:41,552
Yeah. Well, you know what?

295
00:14:41,576 --> 00:14:43,119
Being nice to me now
is not gonna change the fact

296
00:14:43,143 --> 00:14:45,101
that Mom died hating you.

297
00:14:50,367 --> 00:14:52,000
That's not true.

298
00:14:52,848 --> 00:14:54,260
Yes, it is.

299
00:14:54,284 --> 00:14:55,827
Yeah, it is, actually.

300
00:14:55,851 --> 00:14:59,439
Thanks to me, she wrote you
a letter a few years ago,

301
00:14:59,463 --> 00:15:01,180
an apology, you know,

302
00:15:01,204 --> 00:15:03,511
for being such a terrible mother.

303
00:15:03,737 --> 00:15:05,513
I threw it away.

304
00:15:14,217 --> 00:15:16,274
Why would you do that?

305
00:15:17,873 --> 00:15:20,504
Answer me. Why would you do that?

306
00:15:20,528 --> 00:15:22,723
Because you didn't deserve that, Lauren!

307
00:15:22,747 --> 00:15:23,899
God, she was so vulnerable

308
00:15:23,923 --> 00:15:25,857
when she came to me with that letter.

309
00:15:25,881 --> 00:15:27,685
She was, like, crying and asking me

310
00:15:27,709 --> 00:15:29,754
if I thought you'd ever forgive her.

311
00:15:30,038 --> 00:15:31,384
She thought you threw it in her face.

312
00:15:31,408 --> 00:15:32,690
So yes, Lauren. Yes.

313
00:15:32,714 --> 00:15:35,499
I'm pretty sure she died hating you.

314
00:15:36,045 --> 00:15:37,695
You know what?
You really are pathetic, aren't you?

315
00:15:37,719 --> 00:15:39,088
And there she is. You see,

316
00:15:39,112 --> 00:15:40,350
this is who you really are.

317
00:15:40,374 --> 00:15:41,960
How many times do I have to tell you?

318
00:15:41,984 --> 00:15:44,180
- I'm done with it!
- Selfish bitch!

319
00:15:44,204 --> 00:15:45,485
- I'm done with being there!
- I can't stand

320
00:15:45,509 --> 00:15:47,009
the condescending bitch you've become.

321
00:15:47,033 --> 00:15:49,968
Vanessa? Vanessa? Vanessa?

322
00:15:49,992 --> 00:15:52,014
I need help in here!

323
00:15:52,038 --> 00:15:53,363
Okay, okay, okay.

324
00:15:53,387 --> 00:15:54,954
Okay, okay. Okay.

325
00:15:58,162 --> 00:16:00,518
- Chest, it hurts.
- What do you got?

326
00:16:00,542 --> 00:16:02,894
Hypertensive, diaphoretic, tachy.

327
00:16:02,918 --> 00:16:04,635
Probably narcotic withdrawal.

328
00:16:04,659 --> 00:16:06,463
- My chest.
- Vanessa, I know it hurts,

329
00:16:06,487 --> 00:16:07,986
but we need you to stay still, okay?

330
00:16:08,010 --> 00:16:09,988
Start an Esmolol drip.

331
00:16:10,012 --> 00:16:12,556
- TOX screen?
- The usual polypharmacy.

332
00:16:12,580 --> 00:16:15,080
Oxy, meth, cocaine,
marijuana, you name it.

333
00:16:15,104 --> 00:16:16,516
Was she acting erratically?

334
00:16:16,540 --> 00:16:19,462
She was outta control,
screaming the most hateful...

335
00:16:20,675 --> 00:16:22,000
an adrenergic storm.

336
00:16:22,024 --> 00:16:23,871
From acute cocaine toxicity.

337
00:16:23,895 --> 00:16:25,786
Her coronary artery is spasming.

338
00:16:25,810 --> 00:16:27,353
I didn't see it. I...

339
00:16:27,377 --> 00:16:29,181
We gotta get her to a cath lab now.

340
00:16:29,205 --> 00:16:30,443
The clues were right in front of me,

341
00:16:30,467 --> 00:16:31,705
but why didn't I see it?

342
00:16:31,729 --> 00:16:33,794
With family, we never see it.

343
00:16:33,818 --> 00:16:35,228
Let's go.

344
00:16:36,038 --> 00:16:37,537
Straight. Straight. This way.

345
00:16:42,784 --> 00:16:43,891
Hey.

346
00:16:43,915 --> 00:16:45,893
- Hey.
- You okay?

347
00:16:45,917 --> 00:16:48,050
Uh, yeah, it was just allergies.

348
00:16:48,799 --> 00:16:51,369
It didn't look like allergies.

349
00:16:52,245 --> 00:16:53,553
Looked like a panic attack.

350
00:16:53,577 --> 00:16:55,642
Oh, no. Not at all.

351
00:16:55,666 --> 00:16:57,688
I mean, I've been here a month,
and Elliot's code

352
00:16:57,712 --> 00:16:59,168
isn't one of the top ten
most intense things

353
00:16:59,192 --> 00:17:00,889
that have happened all week.

354
00:17:01,253 --> 00:17:02,519
Who's Elliot?

355
00:17:02,543 --> 00:17:04,590
The... the patient.
The code we just ran.

356
00:17:05,894 --> 00:17:07,969
No, Mika. That was Duane.

357
00:17:09,811 --> 00:17:11,139
Who's Elliot?

358
00:17:11,948 --> 00:17:13,472
Um...

359
00:17:17,061 --> 00:17:19,480
My first patient here.

360
00:17:19,951 --> 00:17:21,755
You never forget your first, right?

361
00:17:21,779 --> 00:17:23,172
No.

362
00:17:23,432 --> 00:17:25,478
Especially if they die.

363
00:17:30,408 --> 00:17:32,027
How did you know that?

364
00:17:32,051 --> 00:17:34,412
'Cause I've stood where you're standing.

365
00:17:35,580 --> 00:17:37,989
Patients die, Mika,
no matter what you do,

366
00:17:38,013 --> 00:17:39,295
no matter how good you are,

367
00:17:39,319 --> 00:17:41,993
and I've been watching you on the floor.

368
00:17:42,017 --> 00:17:43,963
You're a really good doctor.

369
00:17:44,802 --> 00:17:46,095
No.

370
00:17:48,676 --> 00:17:50,286
I'm an excellent doctor.

371
00:17:50,720 --> 00:17:52,569
Elliot had a triple A that ruptured.

372
00:17:52,593 --> 00:17:54,484
That's one of the hardest
procedures we do,

373
00:17:54,508 --> 00:17:57,119
and I ran that code flawlessly.

374
00:18:03,169 --> 00:18:05,625
And then I went home for the night,

375
00:18:05,649 --> 00:18:07,195
and he died

376
00:18:07,651 --> 00:18:10,282
while I was watching
a reality cooking show

377
00:18:10,306 --> 00:18:12,482
and eating a takeaway salad.

378
00:18:14,789 --> 00:18:16,329
I could have saved him.

379
00:18:17,444 --> 00:18:20,099
He was my patient,
and I left him to die.

380
00:18:25,626 --> 00:18:27,601
They experimented on me

381
00:18:28,758 --> 00:18:30,109
with lightning.

382
00:18:31,893 --> 00:18:33,000
It hurt.

383
00:18:33,024 --> 00:18:35,014
Yeah, I bet.

384
00:18:35,636 --> 00:18:37,309
Yeah, a lot of hospitals back then used

385
00:18:37,333 --> 00:18:40,312
a very crude version of electroshock,

386
00:18:40,336 --> 00:18:42,793
and they way overmedicated.

387
00:18:42,817 --> 00:18:44,360
Just so many pills.

388
00:18:44,384 --> 00:18:45,839
You could barely even move.

389
00:18:50,636 --> 00:18:52,240
It's like being in a cage.

390
00:18:54,834 --> 00:18:56,285
A cage you can't see.

391
00:19:01,749 --> 00:19:03,251
You know, Harlan,

392
00:19:03,751 --> 00:19:05,859
we don't do that anymore.

393
00:19:05,883 --> 00:19:07,630
No, we don't.

394
00:19:08,297 --> 00:19:10,909
And I have helped schizophrenics
without pills,

395
00:19:10,933 --> 00:19:12,779
without shocks.

396
00:19:12,803 --> 00:19:14,433
None of it.

397
00:19:14,457 --> 00:19:15,261
Really?

398
00:19:15,285 --> 00:19:16,847
Yeah, really.

399
00:19:17,974 --> 00:19:20,507
If you come with me to my office today,

400
00:19:20,685 --> 00:19:22,615
I will get you back on your feet.

401
00:19:28,079 --> 00:19:29,100
It doesn't believe you.

402
00:19:29,124 --> 00:19:30,362
The voice?

403
00:19:30,386 --> 00:19:31,885
- Mm...
- Yeah. That's okay.

404
00:19:31,909 --> 00:19:33,278
That's okay. That's okay.

405
00:19:33,302 --> 00:19:36,586
But all you have to do is let me try,

406
00:19:36,610 --> 00:19:38,675
and you will see that I can help you.

407
00:19:38,699 --> 00:19:41,417
I mean, Harlan, look at what
you've accomplished. Look at this.

408
00:19:41,441 --> 00:19:43,288
You were doing really well
for a very long time.

409
00:19:43,312 --> 00:19:44,724
Stop talking.

410
00:19:44,748 --> 00:19:46,726
Look, going to the hospital,
that's new, right?

411
00:19:46,750 --> 00:19:48,598
Shut up!

412
00:19:50,145 --> 00:19:51,340
Did something happen recently?

413
00:19:51,364 --> 00:19:52,341
- Something...
- Get out.

414
00:19:52,365 --> 00:19:54,212
Get outta here now!

415
00:19:54,236 --> 00:19:56,040
- Get outta here right now.
- Okay.

416
00:19:56,064 --> 00:19:58,216
No hospitals! No doctors!

417
00:19:58,240 --> 00:19:59,435
No, no, no!

418
00:19:59,459 --> 00:20:00,653
No!

419
00:20:07,687 --> 00:20:10,811
_

420
00:20:10,835 --> 00:20:12,173
_

421
00:20:12,197 --> 00:20:14,197
_

422
00:20:16,127 --> 00:20:19,468
_

423
00:20:20,344 --> 00:20:21,554
_

424
00:20:22,376 --> 00:20:23,889
_

425
00:20:25,284 --> 00:20:26,600
_

426
00:20:27,101 --> 00:20:29,101
_

427
00:20:29,126 --> 00:20:30,468
_

428
00:20:30,492 --> 00:20:32,492
_

429
00:20:33,566 --> 00:20:35,566
_

430
00:20:36,366 --> 00:20:39,125
_

431
00:20:39,372 --> 00:20:40,722
_

432
00:20:42,982 --> 00:20:45,494
_

433
00:20:48,187 --> 00:20:49,748
_

434
00:20:49,772 --> 00:20:51,492
_

435
00:20:51,516 --> 00:20:53,243
_

436
00:20:53,267 --> 00:20:55,267
_

437
00:20:56,224 --> 00:20:58,674
_

438
00:20:59,104 --> 00:21:01,104
_

439
00:21:04,108 --> 00:21:05,728
_

440
00:21:05,752 --> 00:21:07,099
_

441
00:21:08,065 --> 00:21:10,065
_

442
00:21:14,361 --> 00:21:18,944
_

443
00:21:19,763 --> 00:21:21,763
_

444
00:21:23,603 --> 00:21:28,037
_

445
00:21:29,111 --> 00:21:31,111
_

446
00:21:31,836 --> 00:21:35,266
_

447
00:21:35,312 --> 00:21:37,312
_

448
00:21:37,756 --> 00:21:40,226
_

449
00:21:44,618 --> 00:21:48,098
_

450
00:21:49,239 --> 00:21:51,239
_

451
00:21:53,531 --> 00:21:56,971
_

452
00:21:57,023 --> 00:22:00,486
_

453
00:22:00,742 --> 00:22:05,616
_

454
00:22:06,006 --> 00:22:08,006
_

455
00:22:08,178 --> 00:22:10,178
_

456
00:22:14,980 --> 00:22:16,980
_

457
00:22:17,101 --> 00:22:19,101
_

458
00:22:19,878 --> 00:22:21,878
_

459
00:22:22,738 --> 00:22:24,738
_

460
00:23:40,027 --> 00:23:41,946
Morandi Park.

461
00:23:43,900 --> 00:23:45,443
I don't...

462
00:23:45,467 --> 00:23:48,244
Vanessa lives on the Upper West Side.

463
00:23:48,702 --> 00:23:50,913
So do all of her friends.

464
00:23:52,213 --> 00:23:55,084
Yet she OD'd in Morandi Park...

465
00:23:56,478 --> 00:23:59,414
directly across the street
from this hospital.

466
00:24:04,834 --> 00:24:07,422
She knew exactly where they'd bring her.

467
00:24:11,275 --> 00:24:13,906
She knew that I'd be the one
to see her like this.

468
00:24:17,891 --> 00:24:19,825
She chose this.

469
00:24:23,505 --> 00:24:25,322
That's how much she hates me.

470
00:24:25,725 --> 00:24:26,963
Well, she was coked out of her mind.

471
00:24:26,987 --> 00:24:28,659
It wasn't the coke.

472
00:24:29,827 --> 00:24:31,837
She meant what she said,
every last word of it.

473
00:24:31,861 --> 00:24:33,578
She meant it.

474
00:24:36,126 --> 00:24:38,168
And why shouldn't she hate me?

475
00:24:41,305 --> 00:24:42,393
I left her.

476
00:24:42,879 --> 00:24:44,620
Lauren...

477
00:24:47,362 --> 00:24:49,582
You wanna know the worst part?

478
00:24:50,793 --> 00:24:52,725
If she never woke up,

479
00:24:54,602 --> 00:24:57,472
I think a part of me would be relieved.

480
00:25:03,632 --> 00:25:06,212
Why didn't I help her?

481
00:25:08,811 --> 00:25:12,703
You know why better than anyone.

482
00:25:13,370 --> 00:25:14,837
An addict has to want help.

483
00:25:14,861 --> 00:25:16,708
I have to try. I have to try.

484
00:25:16,732 --> 00:25:19,015
I can't... I can't just stand by
and do nothing.

485
00:25:19,039 --> 00:25:20,756
- No, you...
- No, Floyd, I'm not just gonna

486
00:25:20,780 --> 00:25:23,522
walk away and just watch her die.

487
00:25:25,524 --> 00:25:27,009
This time I'm staying.

488
00:25:37,013 --> 00:25:38,164
Get out.

489
00:25:38,188 --> 00:25:39,339
- Don't you spy on me.
- I'm not.

490
00:25:39,363 --> 00:25:40,993
- Don't you spy.
- 48 floors.

491
00:25:41,017 --> 00:25:42,255
It just... it takes a minute.

492
00:25:42,279 --> 00:25:45,432
Damn thing. Hurry up. Hurry up.

493
00:25:47,981 --> 00:25:50,655
Hey, the protein shakes, you like 'em?

494
00:25:50,679 --> 00:25:51,830
They good?

495
00:25:53,595 --> 00:25:54,659
Yeah.

496
00:25:56,380 --> 00:25:58,471
Did you start drinking them right before

497
00:25:58,495 --> 00:26:00,404
you started warning people
out in front of the hospital?

498
00:26:02,473 --> 00:26:03,668
What?

499
00:26:10,133 --> 00:26:13,615
The M key doesn't work. Remember?

500
00:26:13,889 --> 00:26:15,637
Gotta just use "rn."

501
00:26:15,661 --> 00:26:16,966
Thanks.

502
00:26:18,881 --> 00:26:20,946
Mika, you left your patient
'cause your shift was over.

503
00:26:22,624 --> 00:26:24,408
Can we not talk about this?

504
00:26:24,681 --> 00:26:27,380
Well, I can't let you
see patients until we do.

505
00:26:30,545 --> 00:26:31,981
Fine.

506
00:26:35,360 --> 00:26:36,829
I could have stayed.

507
00:26:37,913 --> 00:26:39,598
I chose to leave.

508
00:26:40,040 --> 00:26:43,229
When you're not on call,
do you ever sleep here?

509
00:26:43,253 --> 00:26:44,716
We all grab naps sometimes.

510
00:26:44,740 --> 00:26:46,213
That's not what I meant.

511
00:26:47,039 --> 00:26:48,301
How often do you go home?

512
00:26:48,716 --> 00:26:50,050
It depends.

513
00:26:51,135 --> 00:26:52,790
Mika, I'm just asking you,

514
00:26:53,470 --> 00:26:55,322
when was the last time that you got

515
00:26:55,346 --> 00:26:58,726
a full night's sleep in your own bed?

516
00:27:07,582 --> 00:27:09,647
The night Elliot died.

517
00:27:13,109 --> 00:27:14,950
That was over a month ago.

518
00:27:16,809 --> 00:27:19,657
Mika, you have to go home.

519
00:27:19,681 --> 00:27:21,373
It's not a request.

520
00:27:22,041 --> 00:27:24,270
I don't think you're allowed
to dictate where I sleep,

521
00:27:24,294 --> 00:27:26,272
and my performance isn't a problem.

522
00:27:26,296 --> 00:27:29,319
So thank you for your concern, truly.

523
00:27:29,343 --> 00:27:31,633
But I'm not going anywhere.

524
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:43,000
_

525
00:27:50,464 --> 00:27:52,205
You want to take the job.

526
00:27:53,459 --> 00:27:54,590
I have to.

527
00:27:54,615 --> 00:27:55,804
It's too important.

528
00:27:56,283 --> 00:27:58,372
I won't leave you in the lurch.

529
00:27:58,702 --> 00:27:59,741
I'll help with the transition.

530
00:27:59,765 --> 00:28:02,289
I will handle the interviews
for my replacement.

531
00:28:03,443 --> 00:28:06,335
Can we talk alone?

532
00:28:10,976 --> 00:28:12,466
I'll be right outside.

533
00:28:23,063 --> 00:28:25,063
_

534
00:28:25,883 --> 00:28:27,883
_

535
00:28:27,962 --> 00:28:31,210
_

536
00:28:31,246 --> 00:28:33,246
_

537
00:28:33,943 --> 00:28:36,715
_

538
00:28:43,094 --> 00:28:45,682
_

539
00:28:47,438 --> 00:28:49,438
_

540
00:28:49,504 --> 00:28:51,504
_

541
00:28:54,452 --> 00:28:56,452
_

542
00:28:59,581 --> 00:29:01,581
_

543
00:29:02,642 --> 00:29:05,577
_

544
00:29:07,058 --> 00:29:09,957
_

545
00:29:11,735 --> 00:29:18,006
_

546
00:29:19,124 --> 00:29:21,124
_

547
00:29:21,183 --> 00:29:24,830
_

548
00:29:28,398 --> 00:29:31,645
_

549
00:29:33,568 --> 00:29:36,608
_

550
00:29:37,337 --> 00:29:39,337
_

551
00:29:42,496 --> 00:29:45,659
_

552
00:29:48,901 --> 00:29:51,748
_

553
00:29:58,449 --> 00:30:00,449
_

554
00:30:15,857 --> 00:30:18,053
Hey, hey. I have good news.

555
00:30:18,077 --> 00:30:19,924
You dealt with the homeless...
unhoused gentleman?

556
00:30:19,948 --> 00:30:21,447
Yes. His name is Harlan,

557
00:30:21,471 --> 00:30:23,188
and I did help him indeed.

558
00:30:23,212 --> 00:30:26,409
It turns out the problem
was protein shakes.

559
00:30:26,433 --> 00:30:28,715
It didn't look like
the problem was protein shakes.

560
00:30:28,739 --> 00:30:29,760
Well, upon further inspection,

561
00:30:29,784 --> 00:30:31,109
they were all he was eating,

562
00:30:31,133 --> 00:30:33,720
which led to a niacin
deficiency, AKA pellagra,

563
00:30:33,744 --> 00:30:35,592
which I then treated
with a multivitamin.

564
00:30:35,616 --> 00:30:37,072
So he wasn't schizophrenic,

565
00:30:37,096 --> 00:30:38,769
he just needed Flintstone pills?

566
00:30:38,793 --> 00:30:40,336
He is still schizophrenic,

567
00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:42,817
just minus the aggressive
behavior, the irritability,

568
00:30:42,841 --> 00:30:43,948
and the angry voices in his head.

569
00:30:43,972 --> 00:30:45,515
That was all the pellagra.

570
00:30:45,539 --> 00:30:47,996
As long as sanity has
prevailed at our front door,

571
00:30:48,020 --> 00:30:49,606
- I'm happy.
- Yeah.

572
00:30:49,630 --> 00:30:51,042
Yeah. Well, you know, about that.

573
00:30:51,066 --> 00:30:52,870
Do you get your vitamins?

574
00:30:52,894 --> 00:30:54,480
There's 13 essential ones.

575
00:30:54,504 --> 00:30:56,613
They're good for your bones,
your immune system.

576
00:30:56,637 --> 00:30:57,832
This will save your life.

577
00:30:57,856 --> 00:30:59,790
I told you to clear the front door.

578
00:30:59,814 --> 00:31:01,748
No. No, you told me to help.

579
00:31:01,772 --> 00:31:03,446
- Hey, Iggy!
- And I did.

580
00:31:03,470 --> 00:31:04,882
- Hey!
- Hey, doing great.

581
00:31:04,906 --> 00:31:06,841
Excuse me. Do you get your vitamins?

582
00:31:06,865 --> 00:31:08,581
Vitamins are really good for you.

583
00:31:15,395 --> 00:31:16,439
You're still here.

584
00:31:17,749 --> 00:31:18,837
Dr. Goodwin.

585
00:31:18,862 --> 00:31:20,255
You gotta go.

586
00:31:21,662 --> 00:31:23,707
Stay, and you're a bad doctor.

587
00:31:25,971 --> 00:31:27,862
Are you asking me to care less?

588
00:31:27,886 --> 00:31:30,758
No. If anything,
I'm asking you to care more.

589
00:31:32,368 --> 00:31:34,980
The hardest part of caring
is the part you're not doing.

590
00:31:35,220 --> 00:31:38,092
- Letting go.
- Giving up is not caring.

591
00:31:39,549 --> 00:31:41,049
Elliot's gone.

592
00:31:42,301 --> 00:31:43,834
If you worked 1,000 hours straight,

593
00:31:43,858 --> 00:31:45,183
it wouldn't bring him back.

594
00:31:45,207 --> 00:31:46,750
- You can't undo it.
- Stop.

595
00:31:46,774 --> 00:31:48,724
Sometimes people go,

596
00:31:50,183 --> 00:31:51,537
and wanting them to stay,

597
00:31:51,561 --> 00:31:53,626
fighting, clinging,

598
00:31:53,650 --> 00:31:55,188
that's for you.

599
00:31:57,567 --> 00:31:58,936
And you going home,

600
00:31:58,960 --> 00:32:01,417
that's for the person
who needs you next.

601
00:32:10,580 --> 00:32:11,993
Can I walk you out?

602
00:32:13,540 --> 00:32:14,647
Yeah.

603
00:32:24,594 --> 00:32:25,832
Is she...

604
00:32:25,856 --> 00:32:27,596
Vanessa's awake,

605
00:32:28,381 --> 00:32:30,054
and she's asking for you.

606
00:32:33,473 --> 00:32:34,853
You don't have to go.

607
00:32:35,687 --> 00:32:37,773
Don't keep doing this to yourself.

608
00:32:39,435 --> 00:32:40,901
She's family.

609
00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:44,049
You don't turn your back on that.

610
00:32:44,279 --> 00:32:46,073
Well, I thought that too.

611
00:32:47,095 --> 00:32:50,683
With my dad when I was trying
to get into his life,

612
00:32:50,707 --> 00:32:53,288
I made so many excuses for him.

613
00:32:54,247 --> 00:32:56,792
I said I wasn't gonna be
the one who turned away,

614
00:32:58,502 --> 00:33:00,921
but my friend told me that was crap.

615
00:33:03,006 --> 00:33:04,286
It's not the same.

616
00:33:04,633 --> 00:33:09,857
You said that change won't
happen unless you demand it.

617
00:33:11,076 --> 00:33:12,724
But what if it doesn't?

618
00:33:14,862 --> 00:33:18,320
What if she needs me, and I'm not there?

619
00:33:20,607 --> 00:33:22,275
What if she dies?

620
00:33:24,872 --> 00:33:27,197
I don't know how to help her.

621
00:33:30,965 --> 00:33:32,943
I don't know how...

622
00:33:32,967 --> 00:33:34,205
I don't know how to help her.

623
00:33:34,229 --> 00:33:36,512
Yes, you do. Yes, you do.

624
00:33:36,536 --> 00:33:39,689
You've already done it once
when you were 18.

625
00:33:39,713 --> 00:33:41,343
No.

626
00:33:43,282 --> 00:33:44,650
That was selfish.

627
00:33:44,674 --> 00:33:46,261
You know, me leaving her,

628
00:33:46,285 --> 00:33:48,437
that put that needle in her arm.

629
00:33:48,461 --> 00:33:49,845
Listen.

630
00:33:50,071 --> 00:33:53,466
If you hadn't left,
you'd be in a bed next to her.

631
00:33:53,765 --> 00:33:55,313
All right? She has someone alive

632
00:33:55,337 --> 00:33:58,145
to help her because you left, right?

633
00:34:02,649 --> 00:34:06,977
You spent most of your life
wishing you can change things.

634
00:34:07,001 --> 00:34:08,280
But you know what?

635
00:34:10,918 --> 00:34:12,868
It wasn't the worst thing you ever did.

636
00:34:13,399 --> 00:34:14,786
It was the best.

637
00:34:15,912 --> 00:34:18,832
And I think Vanessa needs you
to do it again.

638
00:34:39,903 --> 00:34:41,688
She's not coming?

639
00:34:43,021 --> 00:34:44,152
No.

640
00:34:45,822 --> 00:34:47,607
But she wanted me to give you this.

641
00:34:51,512 --> 00:34:53,241
That's where she'll be.

642
00:35:03,710 --> 00:35:05,644
Hey, Pops. Give me a minute to change,

643
00:35:05,668 --> 00:35:08,932
and we can hit that tri...

644
00:35:10,456 --> 00:35:12,066
What's happening?

645
00:35:12,332 --> 00:35:13,762
I'm moving out.

646
00:35:15,939 --> 00:35:17,830
Okay. If you're...

647
00:35:17,854 --> 00:35:19,093
feeling anxious about something,

648
00:35:19,117 --> 00:35:21,618
- we can work through it.
- Son, I'm good.

649
00:35:23,165 --> 00:35:24,340
Have a seat.

650
00:35:31,303 --> 00:35:33,406
This may be hard for you to hear,

651
00:35:34,491 --> 00:35:35,805
but I read all your texts.

652
00:35:35,829 --> 00:35:37,198
- Pops!
- Easy.

653
00:35:37,222 --> 00:35:39,069
It was an accident.

654
00:35:39,093 --> 00:35:40,766
I was checking out vendors for the expo.

655
00:35:40,790 --> 00:35:42,899
And when I closed the browser,

656
00:35:42,923 --> 00:35:45,544
your message app
was all over the screen.

657
00:35:45,926 --> 00:35:48,494
The thread with this Gabrielle girl.

658
00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:51,081
I tried not to look,
but those pictures...

659
00:35:51,105 --> 00:35:52,169
Oh, my God.

660
00:35:52,193 --> 00:35:53,910
Calm down. I didn't linger,

661
00:35:53,934 --> 00:35:55,390
but I got enough to know

662
00:35:55,414 --> 00:35:58,001
that you are about to make
the wrong call.

663
00:35:58,025 --> 00:35:59,655
Oh, no, no, no, no.

664
00:35:59,679 --> 00:36:03,900
Pops, look, you are not in the way.

665
00:36:04,271 --> 00:36:06,106
This isn't pity.

666
00:36:06,599 --> 00:36:08,024
I want to pick you.

667
00:36:08,775 --> 00:36:10,013
I don't know if I got the right

668
00:36:10,037 --> 00:36:13,863
to give you fatherly advice,
but if I did,

669
00:36:14,607 --> 00:36:16,628
I'd say the most important
thing I've learned

670
00:36:16,652 --> 00:36:18,994
is you go for the girl.

671
00:36:26,706 --> 00:36:28,466
No, Pops. Pops, wait.

672
00:36:28,490 --> 00:36:29,902
Just...

673
00:36:35,236 --> 00:36:38,680
I'm afraid I won't see you again.

674
00:36:40,181 --> 00:36:44,603
Son, the first time I left,
that was selfish.

675
00:36:45,551 --> 00:36:49,149
This time, I'm doing it for you.

676
00:36:56,518 --> 00:36:58,801
Hello.

677
00:36:58,825 --> 00:37:00,890
So is anybody in the mood

678
00:37:00,914 --> 00:37:04,459
for a sweeping romantic gesture?

679
00:37:04,483 --> 00:37:08,985
This Cab is both robust and impertinent,

680
00:37:09,009 --> 00:37:10,639
much like myself.

681
00:37:10,663 --> 00:37:12,404
Iggy in a bottle.

682
00:37:16,321 --> 00:37:17,863
Hey.

683
00:37:17,887 --> 00:37:19,343
- Hey.
- Hey.

684
00:37:19,367 --> 00:37:21,258
So I know last night was a lot,

685
00:37:21,282 --> 00:37:24,696
um, but it was wonderful.

686
00:37:24,720 --> 00:37:27,482
Maybe things haven't changed that much.

687
00:37:27,506 --> 00:37:30,465
Yeah, our good parts are still good.

688
00:37:32,119 --> 00:37:34,904
But what's it say about the bad parts?

689
00:37:35,462 --> 00:37:36,863
I don't know.

690
00:37:37,614 --> 00:37:39,199
You know, we'll find out.

691
00:37:40,206 --> 00:37:42,382
Maybe... maybe they're better.

692
00:37:43,739 --> 00:37:46,176
Maybe's not an answer.

693
00:37:46,786 --> 00:37:50,679
We can't just blindly hope
that our problems

694
00:37:50,703 --> 00:37:52,289
have magically solved themselves.

695
00:37:52,313 --> 00:37:54,677
I don't think that, Martin. I'm not...

696
00:37:55,913 --> 00:37:58,034
I'm not waiting,
for them to magically solve themselves.

697
00:37:58,058 --> 00:38:00,471
I'm... I'm working at changing.

698
00:38:00,495 --> 00:38:02,299
I have changed. You've seen it.

699
00:38:02,323 --> 00:38:03,953
- Mm-hmm.
- And I'm not just talking

700
00:38:03,977 --> 00:38:05,215
about the physical, the outside.

701
00:38:05,239 --> 00:38:06,216
You know, I'm talking about inside.

702
00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:07,696
I feel different.

703
00:38:07,720 --> 00:38:09,045
I'm different.

704
00:38:09,069 --> 00:38:12,115
Iggy, so am I.

705
00:38:19,993 --> 00:38:21,666
Martin, I love you.

706
00:38:23,083 --> 00:38:24,839
I'm in love with you.

707
00:38:26,434 --> 00:38:31,894
I love you so much...

708
00:38:33,702 --> 00:38:36,551
But we're not those people anymore.

709
00:38:47,499 --> 00:38:49,825
It's time to finalize the divorce.

710
00:39:00,513 --> 00:39:02,513
_

711
00:39:04,299 --> 00:39:07,470
_

712
00:39:12,794 --> 00:39:14,794
_

713
00:39:16,340 --> 00:39:18,340
_

714
00:39:19,126 --> 00:39:21,126
_

715
00:39:24,812 --> 00:39:27,588
_

716
00:39:30,802 --> 00:39:32,802
_

717
00:39:33,215 --> 00:39:35,215
_

718
00:39:36,587 --> 00:39:39,669
_

719
00:39:52,175 --> 00:39:53,794
_

720
00:39:54,248 --> 00:39:56,811
_

721
00:39:58,105 --> 00:39:59,590
_

722
00:40:05,007 --> 00:40:06,336
_

723
00:40:09,306 --> 00:40:11,481
_

724
00:40:11,505 --> 00:40:13,523
_

725
00:40:15,935 --> 00:40:19,001
_

726
00:40:22,002 --> 00:40:24,002
_

727
00:40:24,378 --> 00:40:27,401
_

728
00:40:27,425 --> 00:40:30,360
_

729
00:40:33,431 --> 00:40:35,892
_

730
00:41:01,961 --> 00:41:04,434
_

731
00:41:07,026 --> 00:41:09,026
_

732
00:41:12,712 --> 00:41:14,501
_

733
00:41:14,525 --> 00:41:16,450
_

734
00:41:20,739 --> 00:41:23,587
Dr. Helen in her popular
television program.

735
00:41:23,611 --> 00:41:25,284
She stepped out of the limelight

736
00:41:25,308 --> 00:41:29,071
to pursue oncology research
and to see patients full time.

737
00:41:29,095 --> 00:41:32,074
Dr. Sharpe, tell us about
your latest research.

738
00:41:32,098 --> 00:41:34,076
It also helps reduce pain.

739
00:41:34,100 --> 00:41:36,426
It decreases...

740
00:41:36,450 --> 00:41:38,515
It boosts the immune system.

741
00:41:38,539 --> 00:41:40,952
And the results are truly astounding.

742
00:41:40,976 --> 00:41:43,738
It's something we've been
practicing for many years now.

743
00:41:43,762 --> 00:41:45,740
Dr. Helen Sharpe is here
in New York City

744
00:41:45,764 --> 00:41:48,525
representing the NHS's fight
against cancer.

745
00:41:51,000 --> 00:41:57,000
*CREDITS*