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Grant that, through this mystery,

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your servant Theodore Marcus Graves,

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who has gone to his rest in Christ,

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may share in the joy
of his resurrection.

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Forgive whatever sins

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he committed through human weakness,

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and in your goodness grant
him everlasting peace.

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How do we still not know what happened?

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I can't get anything when
it comes to the police.

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I'm a leper. I'm sorry.

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"His line is gone out
through all the earth.

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"In them hath he set a
tabernacle for the sun."

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Wait. Don't do that. Stop, stop.

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- What are you doing?
- I'm trying to keep you

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from pulling out the IV.

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Billy.

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You're... you're not a nurse.

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How do you know?

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You never asked me what
I did for a living.

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But then again, it was hard to hear
anything from under that leather hood.

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No.

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No.

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Fighting with my nurse won't
improve your condition, Sam.

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Theo?

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I prefer Doctor.

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I see you were admitted with
Pneumocystis pneumonia.

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It's a pretty serious infection

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caused by a fairly common fungus.

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What?

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It usually resolves on its own,

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but your immune system doesn't
seem to be responding.

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- No.
- I need...

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I need to see a real doctor.
Just get me out of this dump!

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Unfortunately,

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this is the only hospital
that would see you.

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People are afraid of this thing.

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They're afraid of you.

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www.subtitulamos.tv

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I'm glad you're on your feet.

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It's hard for me to see you like this.

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You were always so vital.

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So were you.

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Theo, I don't know what
happened to you that night.

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I didn't kill you, did I?

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Did you intend to kill me, Sam?

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I don't think so.

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That should've been an easy answer.

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What about the others?

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The others?

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The other lives you devoured.

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You spent a lifetime looking away

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from the consequences of your actions,

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but everything catches
up to you in the end.

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Where are you taking me?
I don't like this game.

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Do you remember when I told you
that something was coming?

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That I could feel it?

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Yes.

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Well...

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that something's here.

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Christ, that smell.

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No, I don't want to come in here.

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No one else will, Sam.
That's why you have to.

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Come on.

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What happened to him?

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He was admitted about a month ago

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with the same infection you have.

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Who is that?

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That's Danny, Sam.

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Don't you remember Danny?

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The first guy we opened
our relationship up to.

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Danny.

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He used to be so beautiful.

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And more than that,

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he was a very talented writer.

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I knew that.

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He wrote a one-man play. It was...

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really good.

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- He had a kind of flair.
- Did you go see it?

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The play?

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No, no, he-he got me tickets...

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but, no, I didn't go.

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And you never brought
it up again, did you?

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Danny thought you had
seen the play, Sam.

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He thought you didn't know how
to tell him that you hated it.

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What? I never told him that
he didn't have talent.

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Well, you didn't tell him anything, Sam,

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and that's the impression that you left.

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Oh, my God.

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God. Help him.

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Theo, help him.

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- There's no use, Sam.
- Somebody help him!

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There's no one there to hear you.

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- Why did you bring me here?
- Isn't that what you do?

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You show things to your clients
that they've never seen before.

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- Things they'll never forget.
- This is not my fault.

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Come on. There's more to see.

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Stewart.

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He was sick before he met you,

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but he didn't know it yet.

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The doctors don't understand
why he's wasting away so fast.

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He was fine when we were together.

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Better than fine.

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Was that before or after

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you wouldn't let
him out of the cage?

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I was coked up, Theo.
I got carried away.

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I have always pushed the limits.

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"I, I, I."

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Look beyond yourself, Sam.

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What about him?

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I shouldn't be here.

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- He doesn't know it's you, Sam.
- Give him a kiss.

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- What?
- He needs compassion.

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I'm sorry. You've asked
the wrong person.

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It's not my place.

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It's everyone's place to show love, Sam.

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Please, Theo.

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I'm so tired. I need to get to my room.

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That's where we're headed.

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This is not my room.

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It is, Sam.

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Go inside.

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How long have I been here?

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Long enough to be forgotten.

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I would never be left to rot like this.

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There are people who love me.

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It's one thing to be celebrated, Sam.

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It's another thing entirely to be loved.

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You've surrounded yourself
with beautiful people

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who loved beautiful things.

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But those beautiful people

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don't have a taste for
this kind of beauty.

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What happened to me?

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Your immune system continued to decay,

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and your body lost all
ability to fight off

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even the smallest infection.

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The lesions on your skin,

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those are nothing compared to
what's happening inside your body.

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What about medication?

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I'll pay. I don't care
how much it costs.

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There's no cure for this.

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Money can't buy your way out this time.

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Do something. Help him.

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Help me. Do something!
I can't die like this.

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I don't deserve to die like this.

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Theo, do something! Help me!

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Please.

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Help me.

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Somebody help me.

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Hello?

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Hello?

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Where am I?

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What's happening?

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Where am I?

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Hello?

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What's wrong?

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Being locked in a cage isn't as
comfy as you imagined it to be?

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- Get me out of here.
- No, no.

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We're gonna have a little fun.

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What's this?

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Gone fishing?

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Judge all you want.

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Gives a lot of people pleasure.
You wouldn't understand.

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No, I wouldn't understand
such grotesque extremes.

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It's people like you who make
the world hate people like me.

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Says the gay hit man.

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You don't know anything about me.

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You and I are not that dissimilar.

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We're both deeply misunderstood,

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but there is one big difference.

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I don't believe that my pain

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is greater than everyone else's.

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It's one thing to indulge in a fetish.

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It's another to enjoy torturing people.

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I give pain to people to take it away.

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Bullshit.

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You inflict pain because
you are in pain.

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Pain given is pain experienced.

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There's an art to the pain I give.

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Not like this. He's hurting him, really.

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- Make him stop.
- So it's different with someone you love?

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Who is this man, Sam?

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- I don't want to see him like this.
- Look at him, Sam.

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Look at the man who
caused you the most pain.

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Acknowledge your father's presence.

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No! Stop!

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Is this where all the violence began?

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Please...

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Make it stop!

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Is this another link in the
chain of violence? Who is this?

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My first boss when I
worked on Wall Street.

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Oh, yes.

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You so badly wanted the
approval of those cavemen.

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They were never gonna accept a
faggot like you into their league.

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I worked harder than
anyone at that firm.

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I was smarter and faster
than all of them combined,

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and they still made me feel so small,

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so worthless.

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You left finance and you
became a collector.

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Hoarding art and men and money

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just to show those Wall Street boys.

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No one was ever gonna take
away my power ever again.

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You can't blame me for
having some self-respect.

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Is that what you call this?

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I'm not afraid of you.

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I am the one

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who should be feared.

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So defensive.

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Is that how you talk to your God?

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Get me out of here!

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Time to face him, Sam.

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Your fear. Your chaos.

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Your shame. Your shadow.

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Avoiding him now

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is only gonna make it more painful.

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Let me go!

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Sam, you can't outrun him!

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You're too slow.

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The darkness always wins.

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All we can ever do is...

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transcend.

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Well done, Sam.

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Well done.

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Your IV drip is empty.

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When was the last time the
nurse checked on you?

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Okay.

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Goddamn it.

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Where is everyone?

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I'm bringing you water.

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You got it?

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Okay.

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There you go.

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There you go.

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Okay?

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Okay.

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Okay.

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I... picked up your meds.

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Mr. Read.

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It's about time. Where
the fuck is everybody?

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His drip is empty, and when
was the last time he was fed?

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Can you give us the room, please?

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Anything that you have to say to him,
you can say to me. I'm his lover.

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- If you're not a relative, then it's
against the hospital policy... - Come on!

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He can stay. Please, he can stay.
He can stay.

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Fine.

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Please sit. Come sit down.

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We've, gotten back your
retinal imagining,

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and unfortunately the
cytomegalovirus has completely

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detached both retinas from
the backs of your eyes.

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So, what-what does that mean?

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The blindness is permanent.

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But, I mean, can't you operate?

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It's a, it's a, it's a detachment,
so you just, you reattach it.

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AIDS patients aren't eligible
for these kinds of operations.

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They're not eligible?

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Even if he was, it's a
complicated procedure.

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You know, this is what
you people always say.

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It's always too complicated.
You're a doctor.

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If you don't have any other questions,
I will leave you two alone.

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I have plenty of other questions.
When is a cure coming?

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Why isn't it here yet? You
should be ashamed of yourself.

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- This is a fucking horror.
- Gino...

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can't you just be here with me?

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I'm scared.

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You want some applesauce?

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I got the good kind, the
kind with the cinnamon.

266
00:23:16,420 --> 00:23:17,422
Okay.

267
00:23:17,653 --> 00:23:19,416
- Yeah?
- Yeah.

268
00:23:23,502 --> 00:23:24,751
Okay.

269
00:23:27,773 --> 00:23:29,119
Here we go.

270
00:23:29,634 --> 00:23:32,002
Okay. Okay, here we go.

271
00:23:32,028 --> 00:23:34,877
Right... there, right there.

272
00:23:40,238 --> 00:23:41,439
Fuck.

273
00:23:42,658 --> 00:23:43,845
Fuck.

274
00:23:45,360 --> 00:23:46,580
Shit.

275
00:23:51,603 --> 00:23:54,296
I want you to sell my
life insurance policy.

276
00:23:54,322 --> 00:23:56,517
There's a cash reserve.

277
00:23:57,002 --> 00:23:59,460
- It'll pay for my funeral.
- Come on, come on.

278
00:23:59,486 --> 00:24:02,093
- Don't talk like that, Patrick. This...
- No, no, no, no, no, no, come on.

279
00:24:02,119 --> 00:24:05,603
If you don't sell it, it'll
just go to my parents.

280
00:24:07,823 --> 00:24:10,431
I don't want that, okay?

281
00:24:10,868 --> 00:24:13,642
I don't want it to go to them.
I want it to go to you.

282
00:24:13,979 --> 00:24:15,259
Please.

283
00:24:18,077 --> 00:24:20,861
- Okay. I promise.
- Yeah?

284
00:24:21,861 --> 00:24:25,064
I love you so much.

285
00:24:35,639 --> 00:24:38,413
Okay, all right, here.

286
00:25:00,857 --> 00:25:02,091
Help.

287
00:25:06,037 --> 00:25:07,716
Help me, please.

288
00:25:31,395 --> 00:25:32,685
Shit.

289
00:26:13,786 --> 00:26:15,122
Anybody?

290
00:26:49,607 --> 00:26:50,791
Hello?

291
00:26:57,863 --> 00:26:59,104
Nurse?

292
00:27:02,244 --> 00:27:03,432
Nurse?

293
00:27:06,268 --> 00:27:07,637
Somebody there?

294
00:27:10,961 --> 00:27:12,139
Hello?

295
00:27:13,895 --> 00:27:15,467
Who's that? Please.

296
00:27:15,559 --> 00:27:17,740
Speak up, please, please.

297
00:27:23,652 --> 00:27:25,581
Open your eyes.

298
00:27:27,275 --> 00:27:28,769
They are open.

299
00:27:29,800 --> 00:27:31,417
Look at me, Patrick.

300
00:27:32,493 --> 00:27:34,964
I can't, I can't...

301
00:27:48,297 --> 00:27:49,952
I can see.

302
00:27:52,572 --> 00:27:53,942
I can see.

303
00:27:54,452 --> 00:27:57,085
I can s-see... I can see you.

304
00:27:57,134 --> 00:27:58,570
I can see.

305
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:03,968
You cried when you saw me in this.

306
00:28:11,143 --> 00:28:13,228
Are you here to punish me?

307
00:28:13,396 --> 00:28:14,540
No.

308
00:28:16,329 --> 00:28:17,908
Sweetheart...

309
00:28:19,595 --> 00:28:22,127
There's nothing left of you to punish.

310
00:28:23,148 --> 00:28:25,314
I'm here to help you see.

311
00:29:03,514 --> 00:29:05,180
Do you remember this?

312
00:29:07,422 --> 00:29:09,391
Hey. Downtown Native.

313
00:29:09,836 --> 00:29:11,422
You gonna tell me what happened here,

314
00:29:11,448 --> 00:29:12,937
or am I gonna have to
figure it out myself?

315
00:29:12,963 --> 00:29:14,740
Okay, do me a favor and mind the line.

316
00:29:14,766 --> 00:29:16,453
All right, all right,
all right, all right.

317
00:29:16,479 --> 00:29:18,013
- I'll mind it.
- Gino.

318
00:29:18,250 --> 00:29:21,349
The day after Halloween, 1980.

319
00:29:21,375 --> 00:29:23,734
It was the day you two first met.

320
00:29:24,062 --> 00:29:26,937
We were still married,
but you were unhappy.

321
00:29:26,963 --> 00:29:28,742
All right, now your
turn, what's the story?

322
00:29:28,768 --> 00:29:30,337
Okay, saucebox.

323
00:29:30,917 --> 00:29:33,656
The story is, the kid fell
from the fire escape.

324
00:29:34,695 --> 00:29:36,446
That explains the mess.

325
00:29:36,594 --> 00:29:39,130
He threw himself out the
window high on PCP.

326
00:29:39,156 --> 00:29:40,771
An angel on angel dust.

327
00:29:40,797 --> 00:29:43,445
- Right.
- There's got to be another way out.

328
00:29:44,078 --> 00:29:45,703
People like us.

329
00:29:46,021 --> 00:29:48,352
We just need someplace to go, right?

330
00:29:49,706 --> 00:29:51,891
- How do you mean?
- Somewhere to go.

331
00:29:52,195 --> 00:29:55,203
- Do you want to...?
- What? Do I, do I, do I want to what?

332
00:29:55,229 --> 00:29:57,617
There was something about his swagger.

333
00:30:05,298 --> 00:30:06,679
I'm Gino.

334
00:30:07,300 --> 00:30:09,539
Don't keep me flapping too long.

335
00:30:22,812 --> 00:30:25,576
August 1977...

336
00:30:25,782 --> 00:30:27,766
There was a holdup at a bodega

337
00:30:27,792 --> 00:30:29,951
and your partner shot the suspect.

338
00:30:31,356 --> 00:30:32,896
Here we go, here you go.

339
00:30:33,779 --> 00:30:35,899
He was gonna shoot first, right?

340
00:30:35,966 --> 00:30:37,396
Right, Patrick?

341
00:30:37,584 --> 00:30:40,589
Right. You did the right thing, Steve.

342
00:30:40,615 --> 00:30:42,785
We'll take the report later.
Go get him cleaned up.

343
00:30:42,811 --> 00:30:44,553
- Yes, sir.
- Oh, God.

344
00:30:44,579 --> 00:30:45,726
- Oh, God.
- Come on.

345
00:30:45,752 --> 00:30:47,936
Come on, it's okay, come on.

346
00:30:51,430 --> 00:30:53,374
Steve shouldn't have pulled his trigger.

347
00:30:53,400 --> 00:30:55,304
You had things under control.

348
00:30:55,330 --> 00:30:56,699
What have I done?

349
00:30:56,725 --> 00:30:59,248
Now there was blood on your hands.

350
00:30:59,586 --> 00:31:01,144
You know what? I'd...

351
00:31:01,170 --> 00:31:03,584
I'd have done exactly
the same thing, buddy.

352
00:31:04,405 --> 00:31:05,732
Really.

353
00:31:06,123 --> 00:31:07,462
A lie.

354
00:31:07,576 --> 00:31:10,668
But you already knew how shame
could break a young man.

355
00:31:10,735 --> 00:31:12,061
You got a...

356
00:31:13,271 --> 00:31:15,381
Behind your ear...

357
00:31:24,229 --> 00:31:25,662
Come here, come here.

358
00:31:28,203 --> 00:31:29,372
Okay?

359
00:31:29,689 --> 00:31:33,631
You could be so tender when
you let yourself be, Patrick.

360
00:32:00,679 --> 00:32:01,872
What the hell?

361
00:32:01,898 --> 00:32:03,968
It was either you or him.

362
00:32:04,164 --> 00:32:05,685
More blood down the drain...

363
00:32:05,711 --> 00:32:07,148
Fuck away from me, faggot!

364
00:32:07,215 --> 00:32:10,265
- What the fuck is going on in there?
- He just, he came onto me.

365
00:32:10,291 --> 00:32:11,943
He was kissing my fucking face!

366
00:32:11,969 --> 00:32:14,141
Get out of here, Read. Go!

367
00:32:15,598 --> 00:32:17,781
It was a violent lie.

368
00:32:18,116 --> 00:32:20,234
One that wounded you both.

369
00:32:22,703 --> 00:32:26,563
The shame. The lies. The violence.

370
00:32:27,234 --> 00:32:28,631
It's a cycle, Patrick.

371
00:32:28,657 --> 00:32:30,711
Get the fuck out.

372
00:32:31,663 --> 00:32:33,367
You didn't start it,

373
00:32:33,487 --> 00:32:36,734
but that didn't stop it from
breaking you into pieces.

374
00:32:51,258 --> 00:32:52,796
Oh, God.

375
00:32:56,358 --> 00:32:57,715
I can't do it.

376
00:32:57,783 --> 00:33:00,483
Almost. You're close.

377
00:33:01,756 --> 00:33:03,710
Just make the parts fit.

378
00:33:03,786 --> 00:33:05,280
I don't want to.

379
00:33:06,139 --> 00:33:07,777
Neither did I.

380
00:33:07,803 --> 00:33:10,307
But I did it to help people.

381
00:33:10,333 --> 00:33:11,764
To help people like me.

382
00:33:11,790 --> 00:33:14,348
People who needed my help
because no one else would.

383
00:33:14,374 --> 00:33:16,061
But it's so...

384
00:33:16,799 --> 00:33:17,872
ugly.

385
00:33:18,053 --> 00:33:19,626
Here we go.

386
00:33:19,785 --> 00:33:20,998
So what?

387
00:33:21,329 --> 00:33:23,795
The scars are not attractive?

388
00:33:23,827 --> 00:33:25,858
Maybe you could cover them up, then.

389
00:33:26,006 --> 00:33:27,553
You'll be all right.

390
00:33:27,579 --> 00:33:29,583
Hide them under a uniform.

391
00:33:31,918 --> 00:33:33,587
Put on the head.

392
00:33:37,420 --> 00:33:39,741
Never mind. I'll do it myself.

393
00:33:55,218 --> 00:33:57,325
This is you, Patrick.

394
00:33:57,936 --> 00:34:01,011
You were botched up,
just a mess of a person

395
00:34:01,037 --> 00:34:03,974
throwing yourself down all
those escape hatches.

396
00:34:04,992 --> 00:34:07,095
You gathered up all those pieces

397
00:34:07,121 --> 00:34:11,045
and put yourself back
together over and over again.

398
00:34:11,620 --> 00:34:13,826
Why did you keep doing that?

399
00:34:14,703 --> 00:34:16,574
Did it make it stop?

400
00:34:17,931 --> 00:34:19,060
What?

401
00:34:19,904 --> 00:34:21,615
That pain.

402
00:34:22,834 --> 00:34:26,216
The pain that made you tear
yourself up in the first place.

403
00:34:26,513 --> 00:34:28,717
Your body will keep reminding you of it

404
00:34:28,743 --> 00:34:30,232
until you face that.

405
00:34:30,553 --> 00:34:32,037
Face what?

406
00:34:33,070 --> 00:34:36,120
This, son, is a snub-nosed revolver.

407
00:34:36,146 --> 00:34:37,982
Easy to handle.

408
00:34:38,008 --> 00:34:39,452
Powerful for its size.

409
00:34:39,519 --> 00:34:41,315
Plenty of people met God...

410
00:34:41,341 --> 00:34:43,042
I really don't want to be here.

411
00:34:43,068 --> 00:34:45,271
You need to face this moment.

412
00:34:45,431 --> 00:34:47,005
I remember what happens.

413
00:34:49,572 --> 00:34:50,576
Now...

414
00:34:51,235 --> 00:34:53,396
your turn. Show me your stance, son.

415
00:34:55,184 --> 00:34:57,435
Good. Get the target in sight.

416
00:34:57,671 --> 00:35:00,099
Hold steady, then shoot.

417
00:35:11,972 --> 00:35:14,696
You're not hitting the target because
your grip isn't firm enough.

418
00:35:14,722 --> 00:35:15,994
You what they call that?

419
00:35:16,020 --> 00:35:18,503
- Limp wristing.
- Yes, sir.

420
00:35:27,019 --> 00:35:28,361
So, how about it?

421
00:35:29,001 --> 00:35:30,420
Are you a limp wrist?

422
00:35:30,446 --> 00:35:32,124
- No, sir.
- Then prove it.

423
00:35:32,191 --> 00:35:35,264
Don't you want to wear a badge like
your old man and your grandpa, huh?

424
00:35:35,290 --> 00:35:37,126
Make us proud.

425
00:35:43,165 --> 00:35:44,779
Steady your aim

426
00:35:44,805 --> 00:35:47,368
and hit the goddamn target this time.

427
00:35:50,410 --> 00:35:51,835
Come on.

428
00:35:55,866 --> 00:35:57,341
Goddamn it!

429
00:35:57,470 --> 00:36:00,176
Your sissy little limp wrist
is gonna get us killed!

430
00:36:01,083 --> 00:36:02,905
Goddamn it.

431
00:36:05,354 --> 00:36:09,124
I didn't know if he was reloading
for the target or for me.

432
00:36:11,100 --> 00:36:12,967
- I can do it.
- Do what?

433
00:36:13,492 --> 00:36:14,585
This?

434
00:36:15,319 --> 00:36:17,616
And this? And this?

435
00:36:19,240 --> 00:36:20,275
And this?

436
00:36:20,725 --> 00:36:22,340
You can't even handle the sound.

437
00:36:22,366 --> 00:36:24,293
Think we had earmuffs on Okinawa?

438
00:36:24,319 --> 00:36:26,335
Cover our ears like little girls?

439
00:36:26,361 --> 00:36:29,163
Had to fire and fight because
it was kill or be killed.

440
00:36:29,414 --> 00:36:30,725
We're done.

441
00:36:53,048 --> 00:36:54,880
It's worse than I remember.

442
00:37:18,005 --> 00:37:19,255
Gino.

443
00:37:20,641 --> 00:37:23,489
I'm glad you're here.

444
00:37:24,219 --> 00:37:26,341
I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

445
00:37:31,007 --> 00:37:32,677
I'm sorry.

446
00:37:32,799 --> 00:37:35,370
- No.
- I'm so sorry.

447
00:37:35,437 --> 00:37:37,419
No, no, no, no, no, no.

448
00:37:37,769 --> 00:37:40,638
You don't have anything
to be sorry about.

449
00:37:47,228 --> 00:37:49,255
I don't know...

450
00:37:49,656 --> 00:37:51,630
what's real.

451
00:37:52,210 --> 00:37:53,497
I know.

452
00:37:54,817 --> 00:37:56,587
It's the sickness, baby.

453
00:37:56,613 --> 00:37:58,544
It's okay, I got you.

454
00:38:01,494 --> 00:38:03,426
Okay, I got you.

455
00:38:04,283 --> 00:38:05,708
It's okay.

456
00:38:29,365 --> 00:38:30,830
I'm here. I'm here.

457
00:38:30,856 --> 00:38:33,404
I've got you. I've got you.

458
00:38:38,931 --> 00:38:41,503
?? A desert road ??

459
00:38:41,569 --> 00:38:45,703
?? From Vegas to nowhere ??

460
00:38:46,196 --> 00:38:48,467
?? Someplace better ??

461
00:38:48,493 --> 00:38:52,032
?? Than where you've been ??

462
00:38:53,203 --> 00:38:55,631
?? A coffee machine ??

463
00:38:55,657 --> 00:38:59,461
?? That needs some fixing ??

464
00:38:59,649 --> 00:39:05,664
?? In a little café
just around the bend ??

465
00:39:05,844 --> 00:39:12,014
?? I ??

466
00:39:12,040 --> 00:39:18,615
?? am calling you ??

467
00:39:19,353 --> 00:39:25,569
?? I ??

468
00:39:25,595 --> 00:39:32,053
?? am calling you ??

469
00:39:33,436 --> 00:39:39,811
?? A hot, dry wind blows
right through me ??

470
00:39:40,186 --> 00:39:42,358
?? The baby's crying ??

471
00:39:42,384 --> 00:39:46,159
?? And I can't sleep ??

472
00:39:46,458 --> 00:39:52,451
?? But we both know a
change is coming ??

473
00:39:53,005 --> 00:39:58,272
?? Coming closer, sweet release ??

474
00:39:58,757 --> 00:40:04,620
?? I ??

475
00:40:04,646 --> 00:40:11,292
?? am calling you ??

476
00:40:11,909 --> 00:40:17,956
?? I ??

477
00:40:17,982 --> 00:40:25,128
?? am calling you ??

478
00:40:50,828 --> 00:40:56,657
?? I ??

479
00:40:56,683 --> 00:41:03,688
?? am calling you ??

480
00:41:19,073 --> 00:41:21,678
?? I know you hear me ??

481
00:41:25,805 --> 00:41:28,396
?? I know you hear me. ??

482
00:41:37,819 --> 00:41:45,217
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