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- You won't feel a thing.
- No, no, no, w-wait, wait!

2
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You pinned me down and you
assaulted me with that needle

3
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and I don't want you treating me.

4
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Is it a conflict of interest
if a physician stands

5
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to personally gain

6
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- financially from her research?
- Yes.

7
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Is this gonna be a problem,
this desire you have to go all in?

8
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I heard Doctor Singh wants me
training as a trauma surgeon?

9
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As long as you're willing to start
from the bottom, it's up to you.

10
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There are some hoops
to jump through still,

11
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but we qualify for citizenship.

12
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Oh, my God, that's amazing, right?

13
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Yeah.

14
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You have 30 minutes
to answer 20 questions.

15
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All questions are multiple choice,

16
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even if you don't know
the answer, circle one response.

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Your citizenship test begins now.

18
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I'm sorry.

19
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Excuse me, sir?

20
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- Does yours look like this as well?
- Shh!

21
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Ma'am? I don't understand this.

22
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You're not supposed to be here.

23
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Hey.

24
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You told me to wake you up for rounds.

25
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- Synced and corrected by Firefly -
- www.addic7ed.com -

26
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So here we have Mister Mohan.

27
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He joined us last night through
ED after falling off of his roof.

28
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We treated his hemothorax
by inserting a chest tube

29
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and then took him to OR
for a fractured hip.

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Monitoring includes amount of fluids,

31
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regular CTs and, of course,
labs every six hours.

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Moving on.

33
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This gentleman is currently post-op
from an incarcerated hernia.

34
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As there was a bout of necrosis
but no perforation...

35
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Whose resident is this?

36
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Uh, mine, sir.

37
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Doctor Hamed was just attending
to your patient because...

38
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I noticed some bubbling in his tube.

39
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And you decided to fix it yourself?

40
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Uh, actually, Doctor Hamed

41
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inserted the chest tube
last night in emerg.

42
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He's starting a dual
residency as of today.

43
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Novak's Trauma OR recruit.

44
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Well, young man, most of us
will have your head

45
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if you jump in without permission.

46
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Isn't that so, Doctor Curtis?

47
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Absolutely and it won't happen again.

48
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Okay.

49
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Kelly, can you take point?

50
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Bash, what the hell was that?

51
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Instinct? I didn't think...

52
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Well, you need to start.

53
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Listen, in surgery,
hierarchy is king, alright?

54
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You're not just Bash the
emergency doctor around here.

55
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If you wanna make any decisions,
you have to run it by me first.

56
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Uh... you think I'll recover from that?

57
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Well, hopefully, we both will.

58
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Doctor Olsen comes across as calm
but he's not your average surgeon.

59
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Well, I know he's
a Chief Medical Officer,

60
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he's everyone's boss
and he still sees patients?

61
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Well, he likes to stay hands
on for a couple days a month.

62
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You'll find out when he's in by
checking that board over there.

63
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- Sorry, it won't happen again.
- I get it, alright?

64
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You just got thrown into the
middle of a surgical rotation,

65
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you're trying to rep
both Trauma OR and emerg.

66
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Plus this... experimental residency.

67
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Things are gonna happen.

68
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I appreciate you taking me on.

69
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It isn't charity. You're
a surgeon and I need help.

70
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Look, cross-reference prescriptions,

71
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follow-up on these and find me in 30?

72
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- Okay.
- Yeah.

73
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Sum up the data,

74
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on abnormal left ventricular
ejection fractions

75
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and throw back to me for
our big finish on next steps.

76
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I guess I'm nervous.

77
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Don't be.

78
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You've done good work
building patient engagement,

79
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and the deck looks great.

80
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I noticed you carved out my
slide on lead detachment risks.

81
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It's in the printed disclosure.

82
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But our talking points
today are on results,

83
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we need sign off on our
phase for funding.

84
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What, Mags... ?

85
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You own stock in the company
that's marketing the ICD.

86
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Are you sure that that's not a conflict?

87
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Not according to the ethics board.

88
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It's just if I'm gonna
be getting up there

89
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in front of an executive committee,

90
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I need to know I can stand
behind what we're doing.

91
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The hospital is fine with it.
Do I have to remind you

92
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they weren't fine with you
switching residencies

93
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until I went to bat for it?

94
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And that one of the conditions
of that was you doing this study?

95
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So we can't even discuss this?

96
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Are you holding my residency hostage?

97
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No. But this isn't
a collaboration, Mags.

98
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I don't need you to agree with me
but I do need you to trust me.

99
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If I don't see you in the boardroom
at 11, then I'll assume you don't.

100
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When did the Canadian Charter
of Rights and Freedoms

101
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become part of the
Canadian Constitution?

102
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Okay, team, let's uh... let's
make camp over here, okay?

103
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Hey, our medical students are
getting younger every year.

104
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No, normally I fly them home but,
Mel wants to grab them here.

105
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Meanwhile, Abigail has volunteered

106
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to make bracelets
for anyone who'd want one,

107
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Grace has some studying to do

108
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- and Dad is supplying all the Fanta.
- Abby, I'll take a bracelet?

109
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And Gracie, maybe, uh... Bash'll
help you learn the Prime Ministers?

110
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Theo.

111
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Everything okay with the girls?

112
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Yeah, yeah. They were supposed
to stay till Sunday but...

113
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Grace called Mel and asked
her to come pick them up.

114
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Uh... she said she wasn't feeling well

115
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but I think she just could sense
something was off with me.

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Anything I can do?

117
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- Amira's always happy to babysit.
- Thanks.

118
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Okay, I promise to keep this brief.

119
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I've made no secret of the fact that
I was brought on with a mandate

120
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to keep us at the forefront
of patient-centric care.

121
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But what does that mean?

122
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If you've ever visited
an ED as a patient,

123
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you'll know that it's a series
of waiting rooms, exam rooms,

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imaging, maybe surgery.

125
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Through that time you see
doctors, nurses, support staff...

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While we can't always control the wait,

127
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we can improve
how the patient experiences it.

128
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Doctors and nurses
will keep patients informed.

129
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- Not just on the waits but...
- You hear this?

130
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No. We have a double trauma.

131
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Let's go.

132
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And that's my cue to wrap it up.

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Okay, battle stations everyone.

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This is the parachute error?

135
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Actually, a double parachute error.

136
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Diana Albertson, 32 years old,
skydiving accident,

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multiple contusions. Her heart rate
is 135 and her O-two is dipping.

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- Her chute didn't open.
- You hanging in there, D?

139
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Boyfriend Nicholas has pulled his chute

140
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and guided them to safety.

141
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Evidence of a left ankle fracture.

142
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It's more like human error. I panicked.

143
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- Nick saved me.
- Some anniversary.

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- You landed directly on your ankle, sir?
- Argh! Ah!

145
00:07:04,989 --> 00:07:06,351
- It's your anniversary?
- Yeah.

146
00:07:06,356 --> 00:07:08,720
We met a year ago today. Skydiving.

147
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One of those singles excursions.

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Talk about falling into a relationship.

149
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Why does it hurt to breathe?

150
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Well, looks like you broke some ribs,

151
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that would put pressure on your lungs.

152
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Heart rate climbing. Hemopneumo?!

153
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- Yeah, let's put in a chest tube!
- What's happening?

154
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We need to make an incision

155
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in Diana's chest so they
can re-inflate her lung.

156
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- We need to get you a room.
- No, I'm not going anywhere.

157
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Are you squeamish with blood, sir?

158
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No, no... I need to know she's okay.

159
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- It's okay.
- Claire, let's get 25 ketamine to sedate.

160
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Bash, why aren't you prepping
for the chest tube?

161
00:07:40,690 --> 00:07:42,788
- Before, with Olsen...
- Different rules in emerg.

162
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You're not a first year here.

163
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Starting incision...

164
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That's it, keep pushing, I got you.

165
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- O-two's down to 89.
- Okay. I'm in.

166
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O-two's up, but temp's still high.

167
00:08:01,411 --> 00:08:02,674
We'll find out why.

168
00:08:02,679 --> 00:08:05,010
Bash, when you're done, can you
take Nicholas to radiology?

169
00:08:05,015 --> 00:08:06,945
I will coordinate next steps for Diana.

170
00:08:06,950 --> 00:08:09,579
Next steps? You didn't fix her?

171
00:08:09,584 --> 00:08:11,115
Well, because of the way
Diana's ribs broke,

172
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she's gonna need surgical stabilization.

173
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So vascular, orthopedics

174
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and general surgery are
all gonna have to weigh in.

175
00:08:15,692 --> 00:08:17,521
With all those doctors,
who do we talk to?

176
00:08:17,526 --> 00:08:18,623
We are in luck.

177
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Doctor Curtis is also a surgeon,

178
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so she'll be Diana's point person

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for any questions you have
through our system.

180
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Right, June?

181
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Yeah.

182
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Uh, which floor's nuclear medicine?

183
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Eight. Elevator's faster.

184
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Not for me!

185
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Hey!

186
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You okay?

187
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Yeah.

188
00:08:42,686 --> 00:08:44,549
Guess I uh, I miscalculated.

189
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- Did you lose your footing?
- And my rating.

190
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Uh, I need to make my
deliveries to stay on track.

191
00:08:49,392 --> 00:08:51,556
No, no, no, no, no, don't.

192
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Okay, well, once everything
stops spinning then.

193
00:08:54,197 --> 00:08:55,993
Okay, were you dizzy before you fell?

194
00:08:55,998 --> 00:08:58,594
Yeah, uh, a guy doored me
off my bike last week.

195
00:08:58,599 --> 00:09:00,463
Uh, I came here actually,
they said I was fine.

196
00:09:00,468 --> 00:09:02,232
How many fingers?

197
00:09:02,237 --> 00:09:04,467
Uh, blurry three.

198
00:09:04,472 --> 00:09:06,236
Okay. Um...

199
00:09:06,241 --> 00:09:07,671
Oh, you have somewhere else to be.

200
00:09:07,676 --> 00:09:09,506
Don't worry, it'll wear off in a minute.

201
00:09:09,511 --> 00:09:12,943
And if it doesn't, I'm... I'm in
a hospital, I'll find a doctor.

202
00:09:12,948 --> 00:09:15,312
Actually, well, you just found one.

203
00:09:15,317 --> 00:09:17,013
I think we should send you for a head CT

204
00:09:17,018 --> 00:09:18,347
and get you all cleaned up.

205
00:09:18,352 --> 00:09:21,084
- Oh, that... that must be a sign.
- Yeah. Must be.

206
00:09:21,089 --> 00:09:24,553
Any chance we can uh...
swing by nuclear medicine?

207
00:09:24,558 --> 00:09:26,122
Just get up slowly. You okay?

208
00:09:26,127 --> 00:09:27,990
Yep. Yeah, I'm fine. Thanks. Thanks.

209
00:09:27,995 --> 00:09:29,458
Bash.

210
00:09:29,463 --> 00:09:32,498
I found out what's causing
Diana Albertson's fever.

211
00:09:33,267 --> 00:09:35,297
- Wait, this is... ?
- Yeah.

212
00:09:35,302 --> 00:09:37,236
- Are you sure?
- Oh, yeah.

213
00:09:38,472 --> 00:09:41,103
I have syphilis? Seriously?

214
00:09:41,108 --> 00:09:43,706
Your blood tested positive
for the antigens.

215
00:09:43,711 --> 00:09:46,242
That's why your uh, temperature
was elevated as well.

216
00:09:46,247 --> 00:09:48,644
And why we offered to talk
to you separately.

217
00:09:48,649 --> 00:09:50,146
What's the difference?

218
00:09:50,151 --> 00:09:52,581
It's an STI I mean,
if D has it, I have it.

219
00:09:52,586 --> 00:09:55,383
Um, not necessarily.
We'll have to screen you too.

220
00:09:55,388 --> 00:09:57,252
Okay, wouldn't have I known?

221
00:09:57,257 --> 00:09:59,355
Symptoms can be hard to spot in women.

222
00:09:59,360 --> 00:10:01,490
Must've been Brian.

223
00:10:01,495 --> 00:10:03,826
You know, you think you know a person.

224
00:10:03,831 --> 00:10:06,795
Well, Dana could've given it to you
and you could've given it to me.

225
00:10:06,800 --> 00:10:07,963
Hey, sorry.

226
00:10:07,968 --> 00:10:10,498
Uh, are you talking about
other sexual partners

227
00:10:10,503 --> 00:10:12,536
'cause we're gonna need a list
of everybody that you've been...

228
00:10:12,540 --> 00:10:14,538
- Okay, relax, it's just two other people.
- Right.

229
00:10:14,542 --> 00:10:16,372
- Not everyone south of Bloor.
- Okay.

230
00:10:16,377 --> 00:10:18,340
We decided to open things up last month.

231
00:10:18,345 --> 00:10:20,443
It's just that Public Health
needs to create a trace list,

232
00:10:20,447 --> 00:10:22,098
so if you can give us their
numbers, we can get in touch...

233
00:10:22,102 --> 00:10:23,372
We can do it.

234
00:10:23,377 --> 00:10:25,077
I mean you know, uh,

235
00:10:25,082 --> 00:10:27,083
when you prefer to get the call
from someone you knew.

236
00:10:27,087 --> 00:10:29,952
This won't affect the surgery
on my ribs, will it?

237
00:10:29,957 --> 00:10:31,953
I don't think so, it shouldn't, no.

238
00:10:31,958 --> 00:10:34,121
Um... We have you
on targeted antibiotics.

239
00:10:34,126 --> 00:10:36,224
That fever should come down
and we'll get you up there.

240
00:10:36,228 --> 00:10:38,826
Syphilis?

241
00:10:49,208 --> 00:10:51,672
This is Sylvia Fisher.

242
00:10:51,677 --> 00:10:53,941
If this is a patient with an emergency,

243
00:10:53,946 --> 00:10:57,081
please hang up and call 911.

244
00:11:01,187 --> 00:11:02,552
If your meeting already started,

245
00:11:02,557 --> 00:11:03,852
why didn't you just
leave him with a porter?

246
00:11:03,856 --> 00:11:06,620
Because there was a wait at CT and
I was afraid he had a brain bleed

247
00:11:06,625 --> 00:11:07,626
and now Fisher's at lunch,

248
00:11:07,630 --> 00:11:09,723
then has appointments
at her clinic with people

249
00:11:09,728 --> 00:11:11,761
and that means she won't be
back for a couple of hours.

250
00:11:11,765 --> 00:11:13,060
Or answer my texts.

251
00:11:13,065 --> 00:11:15,495
Okay, well, I stashed
Damian in a patient room

252
00:11:15,500 --> 00:11:17,296
and uh, his imaging just came up.

253
00:11:17,301 --> 00:11:18,612
Thank you so much.
I know you had a busy day

254
00:11:18,616 --> 00:11:20,100
so cash in a favor whenever, okay?

255
00:11:20,105 --> 00:11:21,950
Do you think I use this
patient as an excuse

256
00:11:21,954 --> 00:11:23,004
to sabotage things with Fisher?

257
00:11:23,008 --> 00:11:25,473
Because if I did, why am I trying
so hard to find her and fix it?

258
00:11:25,477 --> 00:11:26,827
Do I need to be here for this?

259
00:11:26,832 --> 00:11:28,109
Because you're already
arguing with yourself.

260
00:11:28,113 --> 00:11:31,111
Bash. Three intakes
before afternoon rounds.

261
00:11:31,116 --> 00:11:32,779
Charming new boss you have.

262
00:11:32,784 --> 00:11:34,348
What's it like being a surgeon again?

263
00:11:34,353 --> 00:11:36,673
Well, Mags. All they do is

264
00:11:36,677 --> 00:11:38,319
ply me with scut work which,
with all my training,

265
00:11:38,323 --> 00:11:41,055
has me pretending to know less than
I do just to not step on any toes.

266
00:11:41,059 --> 00:11:44,023
Meanwhile I don't have to do that
in emerg, so kinda confusing.

267
00:11:44,028 --> 00:11:45,862
Right?

268
00:11:47,999 --> 00:11:50,700
- I just think...
- What, what do you think?

269
00:11:52,571 --> 00:11:56,205
I think your delivery guy
has a mass behind his ear.

270
00:11:57,676 --> 00:12:00,106
- What the hell?
- Have you eaten?

271
00:12:00,111 --> 00:12:02,179
Don't forget to eat, Mags.

272
00:12:04,383 --> 00:12:07,080
Love you, girls. Oh.

273
00:12:07,085 --> 00:12:09,850
See you guys next week, okay?

274
00:12:09,855 --> 00:12:12,355
Yeah? Eh?

275
00:12:13,791 --> 00:12:16,759
Girls, go pick out treats
for the plane, okay?

276
00:12:18,963 --> 00:12:22,995
Has uh... has Grace said anything
else about wanting to go home?

277
00:12:23,000 --> 00:12:25,398
Ah, just that she felt weird.
Do you know what happened?

278
00:12:25,403 --> 00:12:28,268
No, I'm doing my best to be fun dad.

279
00:12:28,273 --> 00:12:30,836
I mean we went for spaghetti,
I bought crafts.

280
00:12:30,841 --> 00:12:32,939
What's that mean, doing your best?

281
00:12:32,944 --> 00:12:35,408
Well, I... I've been
all over the place, Mel.

282
00:12:35,413 --> 00:12:37,476
I guess Grace noticed.

283
00:12:37,481 --> 00:12:39,745
Look, I'm... slowly coming out of it.

284
00:12:39,750 --> 00:12:41,640
But I don't know to what and I'm

285
00:12:41,644 --> 00:12:43,349
not sure how to navigate the come down.

286
00:12:43,354 --> 00:12:47,586
Well, I'm... I mean maybe we
keep your visits to our place.

287
00:12:47,591 --> 00:12:48,954
For now.

288
00:12:48,959 --> 00:12:50,723
No, I just want... No.

289
00:12:50,728 --> 00:12:54,593
Look, I... I can... I can talk to her,
try to help her understand.

290
00:12:54,598 --> 00:12:56,062
Look, there's gotta be
a better solution.

291
00:12:56,066 --> 00:12:58,196
I wish I had one Theo
but it has to come from you.

292
00:12:58,201 --> 00:13:00,202
Yeah, and I'm trying, Mel.

293
00:13:02,640 --> 00:13:04,236
I'm sorry you're going through this.

294
00:13:04,241 --> 00:13:07,476
Really. But all I can do is
what's best for the girls.

295
00:13:20,700 --> 00:13:23,395
Diana, we'll be taking you
upstairs to prep for surgery.

296
00:13:23,400 --> 00:13:25,296
And Nicholas, your uh, antigen test

297
00:13:25,301 --> 00:13:27,498
came back and you're
negative for syphilis.

298
00:13:27,503 --> 00:13:29,333
Okay.

299
00:13:29,338 --> 00:13:31,302
Guess I just got lucky.

300
00:13:31,307 --> 00:13:33,537
- Dana'll be relieved.
- Yeah.

301
00:13:33,542 --> 00:13:36,006
You know I haven't called her yet.

302
00:13:36,011 --> 00:13:37,408
Is it necessary if I'm negative?

303
00:13:37,413 --> 00:13:39,143
I mean why scare her for no reason?

304
00:13:39,148 --> 00:13:41,673
You should still inform her
about the exposure

305
00:13:41,677 --> 00:13:42,983
and confirm your results.

306
00:13:44,320 --> 00:13:45,949
Okay um, yeah.

307
00:13:45,954 --> 00:13:49,256
She should probably hear it
from me anyway, right?

308
00:13:49,992 --> 00:13:53,059
Sorry.

309
00:13:57,700 --> 00:14:02,766
"You'll hear about an STI scare.
Obvs don't worry. Will explain".

310
00:14:02,771 --> 00:14:05,168
I think you texted the wrong D.

311
00:14:05,173 --> 00:14:07,704
What do you mean "obvs don't worry"?

312
00:14:07,709 --> 00:14:11,778
Okay look, um... don't
be mad at me, okay?

313
00:14:13,014 --> 00:14:15,813
Dana and I have never had sex.

314
00:14:15,818 --> 00:14:17,684
What?

315
00:14:18,520 --> 00:14:20,651
All those times you said
you were with her...

316
00:14:20,656 --> 00:14:23,454
You know, often we'd just play
video games. You know?

317
00:14:23,459 --> 00:14:25,822
Or I'd kill time alone. You know.

318
00:14:25,827 --> 00:14:28,926
I'm pretty sure you can't get
syphilis from that, right?

319
00:14:28,931 --> 00:14:31,029
Is it so wrong that you're
the only one that I'm into?

320
00:14:31,033 --> 00:14:34,100
Well, we wouldn't have done this
if you had been honest with me.

321
00:14:36,637 --> 00:14:38,868
Nicholas. Let's get you to imaging.

322
00:14:38,873 --> 00:14:40,105
Okay?

323
00:14:44,145 --> 00:14:47,943
Okay. I'll just go ahead and check
for bowel lacerations. Sound good?

324
00:14:47,948 --> 00:14:50,216
- Hm.
- Got an audience.

325
00:14:51,886 --> 00:14:54,186
Thank you for checking in, Neeta.

326
00:14:55,022 --> 00:14:56,886
Doctor Curtis, did you need something?

327
00:14:56,891 --> 00:14:59,421
- Uh, Diana had a fever earlier.
- Is that on the chart?

328
00:14:59,426 --> 00:15:01,658
- Yes.
- I think we have it covered.

329
00:15:01,663 --> 00:15:03,225
Okay.

330
00:15:03,230 --> 00:15:05,661
I know you want me
to stay with her, just...

331
00:15:05,666 --> 00:15:08,296
Of all the surgeons, you're the
only one who actually knows her.

332
00:15:08,301 --> 00:15:11,035
Doctor Olsen, Nicholas's
imaging came in.

333
00:15:13,072 --> 00:15:15,272
Looks like I'll be pinning his ankle.

334
00:15:15,845 --> 00:15:17,455
It's a while to take for imaging to come

335
00:15:17,460 --> 00:15:18,974
after someone fell out of an airplane.

336
00:15:18,978 --> 00:15:22,543
Oh, he wanted to wait with his
partner until she went into OR.

337
00:15:22,548 --> 00:15:25,113
Since his pain was managed,
seemed reasonable.

338
00:15:25,118 --> 00:15:27,115
Only now he's gonna have
to wait even longer

339
00:15:27,120 --> 00:15:29,584
because the window I had for him
this morning evaporated.

340
00:15:29,589 --> 00:15:31,656
He'll be ready when you're ready.

341
00:15:38,164 --> 00:15:39,727
- Hey, June.
- What?

342
00:15:39,732 --> 00:15:42,934
This dark circle here. Does
that look like an infection?

343
00:15:46,372 --> 00:15:48,469
Bash, why don't you say something?

344
00:15:48,474 --> 00:15:50,538
Because you said uh, hierarchy

345
00:15:50,543 --> 00:15:52,873
and... okay so sometimes
I should, sometimes I shouldn't?

346
00:15:52,878 --> 00:15:54,077
Bash, you're supposed
to use your instinct.

347
00:15:54,081 --> 00:15:56,710
You told me I can't do that
either so which one is it?

348
00:15:56,715 --> 00:15:59,614
June, should I go and tell him or
should I do a bone scan to confirm?

349
00:15:59,619 --> 00:16:00,982
You should do the reading.

350
00:16:00,987 --> 00:16:02,483
MRIs are more current, okay?

351
00:16:02,488 --> 00:16:04,686
Besides if you and I point out
that Olsen missed this,

352
00:16:04,690 --> 00:16:07,258
it's just gonna backfire
again, so just...

353
00:16:08,127 --> 00:16:11,229
Look, just wait for the MRI results
and hope you are wrong.

354
00:16:12,131 --> 00:16:14,431
- You okay?
- Yeah, I'm fine.

355
00:16:15,100 --> 00:16:17,498
- June.
- You know, I need 30 minutes.

356
00:16:17,503 --> 00:16:18,799
- What?
- Thirty minutes.

357
00:16:18,804 --> 00:16:21,068
- Just don't talk to anyone.
- Okay.

358
00:16:21,073 --> 00:16:24,872
Look, I am aware that Hamed's
field experience is solid,

359
00:16:24,877 --> 00:16:27,808
but uh, double residency means
he's stretched pretty thin.

360
00:16:27,813 --> 00:16:31,745
It wasn't my plan for him, but
Singh and Novak pushed hard.

361
00:16:31,750 --> 00:16:33,346
Then why did you sign off?

362
00:16:33,351 --> 00:16:35,749
I need to win hearts and minds.

363
00:16:35,754 --> 00:16:37,484
Inside my department and out.

364
00:16:37,489 --> 00:16:38,759
Except allowing a patient

365
00:16:38,763 --> 00:16:41,121
to dictate his own waiting
time on imaging?

366
00:16:41,126 --> 00:16:44,058
They sometimes know what they want,
they rarely know what they need.

367
00:16:44,063 --> 00:16:47,661
It's just one piece of a larger
puzzle I'm trying to put together.

368
00:16:47,666 --> 00:16:49,296
And... and the reason you hired me.

369
00:16:49,301 --> 00:16:50,866
It is.

370
00:16:51,869 --> 00:16:54,868
And also because we knew you'd
approach change deliberately.

371
00:16:54,873 --> 00:16:56,951
When it comes to systemic shifts,

372
00:16:56,956 --> 00:16:58,836
I can always shed light on the nuances.

373
00:16:58,841 --> 00:17:01,409
Just so we don't have
to backtrack later.

374
00:17:05,449 --> 00:17:07,013
Could it be an aneurysm?

375
00:17:07,018 --> 00:17:09,116
What are the chances that kills
me like, percentage-wise?

376
00:17:09,120 --> 00:17:11,818
Let's not go down that road
until the radiologist weighs in.

377
00:17:11,823 --> 00:17:14,122
Yeah, well, five minutes ago I was
worried about making my quota,

378
00:17:14,126 --> 00:17:17,156
- now I'm worried I won't make it to 30.
- Damian...

379
00:17:17,161 --> 00:17:19,092
I have a math degree which, so far,

380
00:17:19,097 --> 00:17:21,388
I've only used to figure out exactly
how many food deliveries a week

381
00:17:21,392 --> 00:17:22,395
pays for my student loans.

382
00:17:22,399 --> 00:17:24,063
- What are these?
- Hives.

383
00:17:24,068 --> 00:17:26,265
My apartment's a hole full of allergens.

384
00:17:26,270 --> 00:17:28,335
That wouldn't make my brain
bleed though, would it?

385
00:17:28,340 --> 00:17:30,569
No, um, any hearing loss?

386
00:17:30,574 --> 00:17:33,973
Uh, yeah, actually,
my right ear feels a bit full.

387
00:17:33,978 --> 00:17:37,309
- It's just I... I promised myself I'd...
- Just hold on.

388
00:17:37,314 --> 00:17:39,812
... only do this until I could figure
out how to pay for grad school.

389
00:17:39,816 --> 00:17:41,580
- Ow!
- Oh. Oh, I'm sorry.

390
00:17:41,585 --> 00:17:46,017
Ah. Say, that was like six years ago.

391
00:17:46,022 --> 00:17:47,653
And...

392
00:17:47,658 --> 00:17:49,188
now if I'm being honest I...

393
00:17:49,193 --> 00:17:51,157
Okay, you're gonna feel
some more liquid.

394
00:17:51,162 --> 00:17:53,259
I'm just gonna ask you
to hold this for me, please.

395
00:17:53,264 --> 00:17:54,660
- Okay.
- Okay.

396
00:17:54,665 --> 00:17:56,795
Putting this right here. Hold it.

397
00:17:56,800 --> 00:17:58,597
- Alright. Yeah.
- Okay?

398
00:17:58,602 --> 00:18:00,499
If I'm being honest I...

399
00:18:00,504 --> 00:18:04,303
I kinda got... ah, stuck
where I didn't belong.

400
00:18:04,308 --> 00:18:06,704
Kinda feel like I sabotaged
all my hopes and dreams.

401
00:18:06,709 --> 00:18:08,808
Okay, I'm gonna ask you to
stop talking for a minute, okay?

402
00:18:08,812 --> 00:18:09,911
Right.

403
00:18:11,714 --> 00:18:12,811
Ah, ah, ah.

404
00:18:12,816 --> 00:18:15,112
It's not an aneurysm, Damian.

405
00:18:15,117 --> 00:18:18,352
Yeah, those weren't hives.
They were bites.

406
00:18:19,054 --> 00:18:20,951
I know they come out
of the walls at night.

407
00:18:20,956 --> 00:18:23,020
Does that mean that one
of them got into my ear?

408
00:18:23,025 --> 00:18:25,089
Yup. But you know what?

409
00:18:25,094 --> 00:18:27,892
The good news is you'll
definitely live to see 30.

410
00:18:27,897 --> 00:18:30,931
Here.

411
00:18:33,303 --> 00:18:34,999
Tommy?

412
00:18:35,004 --> 00:18:36,801
- Hi, I'm Arnold.
- Hey.

413
00:18:36,806 --> 00:18:40,070
- Heard you had a tattoo removal gone wrong?
- Yeah.

414
00:18:40,075 --> 00:18:42,376
Why don't you have a seat?
And just uh...

415
00:18:43,145 --> 00:18:46,210
It's uh... really, really painful.

416
00:18:46,215 --> 00:18:47,578
- Like...
- Oh wow.

417
00:18:47,583 --> 00:18:50,047
- Yeah.
- Uh... oh, sorry. Sorry, it's just...

418
00:18:50,052 --> 00:18:51,782
More like a fifty out of ten pain.

419
00:18:51,787 --> 00:18:54,284
So, the bandages are stuck
and everything.

420
00:18:54,289 --> 00:18:55,887
- I promise not to rip it.
- Okay.

421
00:18:55,892 --> 00:18:58,692
- Um, maybe I'll just... start with the edges.
- Yeah. Go ahead.

422
00:19:01,163 --> 00:19:04,228
Oh. I've always wanted a tattoo.

423
00:19:04,233 --> 00:19:08,165
Not sure Baby Yoda is
as timeless as I think it is.

424
00:19:08,170 --> 00:19:09,867
Well, hey, this is the way.

425
00:19:09,872 --> 00:19:11,836
Hey.

426
00:19:11,841 --> 00:19:14,241
Alright, almost there.

427
00:19:19,181 --> 00:19:21,215
Okay, so um...

428
00:19:22,151 --> 00:19:24,680
At this point, you'll wait
for a doctor to take a look.

429
00:19:24,685 --> 00:19:26,265
And that's gonna give us a better idea

430
00:19:26,270 --> 00:19:27,818
of what's gonna happen beyond that.

431
00:19:27,823 --> 00:19:29,889
Mm-hmm.

432
00:19:32,160 --> 00:19:35,191
- You're sure that's what it was?
- Yes. Unfortunately.

433
00:19:35,196 --> 00:19:38,362
He tried getting rid of it himself
but even a half-swastika is still...

434
00:19:38,367 --> 00:19:40,330
Yeah, still a swastika. Um...

435
00:19:40,335 --> 00:19:43,933
- Did he say anything?
- No, he was... he was fine.

436
00:19:43,938 --> 00:19:45,802
It's just... seeing it?

437
00:19:45,807 --> 00:19:47,827
And I still had to do the communication

438
00:19:47,832 --> 00:19:49,573
stuff Devi wants us to do and...

439
00:19:49,578 --> 00:19:51,441
I think he could tell that I was thrown.

440
00:19:51,446 --> 00:19:53,377
I don't blame you. Thank you, Arnold.

441
00:19:53,382 --> 00:19:55,111
I will warn whatever
doctor picks him up.

442
00:19:55,116 --> 00:19:58,381
- Uh, I'll do it.
- Yeah? Thank you.

443
00:19:58,386 --> 00:20:01,784
Um... he seems okay, but
do you want security with you?

444
00:20:01,789 --> 00:20:04,554
- Just in case?
- I'll see how it goes.

445
00:20:04,559 --> 00:20:06,092
Okay.

446
00:20:08,262 --> 00:20:11,094
What year was the Charter of
Rights and Freedoms signed?

447
00:20:11,099 --> 00:20:13,629
I know that one... 1981.

448
00:20:13,634 --> 00:20:15,765
1982.

449
00:20:15,770 --> 00:20:17,836
Are you nervous?

450
00:20:19,239 --> 00:20:21,537
I thought you could dress the part.

451
00:20:21,542 --> 00:20:23,439
You know, for good luck.

452
00:20:28,582 --> 00:20:31,780
And thank you for not wanting me
to wear a beaver pelt.

453
00:20:31,785 --> 00:20:33,881
- I was at the mall anyway.
- Mm.

454
00:20:33,886 --> 00:20:36,551
Shopping for a costume for
my art-school audition video?

455
00:20:36,556 --> 00:20:38,185
- Amira.
- Bashir.

456
00:20:38,190 --> 00:20:39,721
It's a public school.

457
00:20:39,726 --> 00:20:41,222
They teach regular stuff too.

458
00:20:41,227 --> 00:20:43,658
Math, science and everything
else you think matters.

459
00:20:43,663 --> 00:20:45,960
Okay, look, I don't want you
limiting your options

460
00:20:45,965 --> 00:20:47,216
or being pushed into the wrong stream

461
00:20:47,220 --> 00:20:49,263
because you were into
musicals for six months.

462
00:20:49,268 --> 00:20:50,651
Okay, when I was your age,

463
00:20:50,655 --> 00:20:52,901
I really wanted to be
a professional soccer player...

464
00:20:52,906 --> 00:20:55,907
I'm not you. I know who I am.

465
00:20:57,009 --> 00:21:00,508
Why do you think I'm
taking this exam? Mm?

466
00:21:00,513 --> 00:21:04,345
Ah... it will open so many
doors to both our futures.

467
00:21:04,350 --> 00:21:07,948
But I'm trying to tell you something
that will make me happy now.

468
00:21:07,953 --> 00:21:09,753
And you won't even listen.

469
00:21:13,191 --> 00:21:14,922
Amira...

470
00:21:14,927 --> 00:21:16,960
Good luck on your test.

471
00:21:26,800 --> 00:21:28,331
What are you doing home so early?

472
00:21:28,336 --> 00:21:30,233
Please tell me nobody
knocked. I've been trying

473
00:21:30,238 --> 00:21:32,337
to get a plumber to come in here
to fix the basement leak,

474
00:21:32,341 --> 00:21:34,305
he emailed back and said
he could be here for 2.

475
00:21:34,310 --> 00:21:36,575
Oh, and you didn't think
I could handle letting him in?

476
00:21:36,580 --> 00:21:38,977
I thought you'd be in class
but apparently, you're here...

477
00:21:38,982 --> 00:21:40,279
doing whatever this is?

478
00:21:40,284 --> 00:21:42,747
I can't believe this is you
playing the piano!

479
00:21:42,752 --> 00:21:45,083
Experiencing pure joy!

480
00:21:45,088 --> 00:21:47,686
We should sort these into
albums and digitize them,

481
00:21:47,691 --> 00:21:50,386
- like a project!
- Did you need a project?

482
00:21:50,391 --> 00:21:51,537
'Cause there is always the bomb

483
00:21:51,541 --> 00:21:52,956
that seems to have gone off
in the kitchen...

484
00:21:52,960 --> 00:21:54,257
I just thought it would be fun...

485
00:21:54,261 --> 00:21:57,463
What? Rifling through a childhood
that doesn't belong to you?

486
00:22:00,301 --> 00:22:01,898
I don't...

487
00:22:01,903 --> 00:22:03,665
What are we doing, June?

488
00:22:03,670 --> 00:22:05,801
I'm searching for some way
to connect with you,

489
00:22:05,806 --> 00:22:06,847
but it's clear you want nothing

490
00:22:06,851 --> 00:22:08,536
to do with me so why
am I even living here?

491
00:22:08,541 --> 00:22:12,373
'Cause you needed help. Just... What?

492
00:22:12,378 --> 00:22:15,110
- Are you still on lunch?
- Why?

493
00:22:15,115 --> 00:22:17,612
Nick's MRI. Turns out
it is a bone infection.

494
00:22:17,617 --> 00:22:20,215
You know, if all you wanted to
do is make yourself feel better

495
00:22:20,220 --> 00:22:21,849
by helping me then why even bother!?

496
00:22:21,854 --> 00:22:24,519
Look, you need to find Alex Vaughan,
that's Olsen's resident.

497
00:22:24,524 --> 00:22:27,274
You need to put the imaging
directly in her hands

498
00:22:27,279 --> 00:22:28,349
for Olsen to review,

499
00:22:28,354 --> 00:22:31,886
check the board for windows
because if he does want to operate,

500
00:22:31,891 --> 00:22:33,521
we're gonna need to schedule. Alright?

501
00:22:33,526 --> 00:22:35,423
Don't do anything else
until we hear back.

502
00:22:35,428 --> 00:22:37,025
Okay...

503
00:22:37,030 --> 00:22:38,893
When I bought the home laser kit,

504
00:22:38,898 --> 00:22:41,562
they said it would hurt,
but half-way through I just...

505
00:22:41,567 --> 00:22:43,764
I just couldn't take it...

506
00:22:43,769 --> 00:22:45,273
It's a third-degree burn.

507
00:22:45,278 --> 00:22:47,779
You may require a skin graft, Tommy.

508
00:22:48,849 --> 00:22:51,579
Look, I know... Okay? I know!

509
00:22:51,584 --> 00:22:54,182
The graft, do you think
it could take it off?

510
00:22:54,187 --> 00:22:55,920
It could, yeah.

511
00:22:56,957 --> 00:22:58,523
Can I ask...

512
00:22:59,526 --> 00:23:01,723
why did you get it in the first place?

513
00:23:01,728 --> 00:23:03,291
'Cause I felt lost, okay...

514
00:23:03,296 --> 00:23:05,127
in high school. I didn't have
any friends, and then...

515
00:23:05,131 --> 00:23:08,596
I met the wrong friends.

516
00:23:08,601 --> 00:23:11,499
- Are you cold?
- Yeah, I'm freezing.

517
00:23:11,504 --> 00:23:13,735
Okay, can you just layback for me?

518
00:23:16,942 --> 00:23:18,739
Oh God!

519
00:23:18,744 --> 00:23:23,447
I didn't bother to go to a professional
removal clinic because...

520
00:23:27,053 --> 00:23:29,784
Because I knew they judge me
for good as soon as they see it,

521
00:23:29,789 --> 00:23:31,986
like everyone, like your nurse did.

522
00:23:31,991 --> 00:23:33,988
Not that I blame him, it's just...

523
00:23:33,993 --> 00:23:36,056
Look, I'm not that guy anymore.

524
00:23:36,061 --> 00:23:38,158
Well, your temperature is
two degrees below normal.

525
00:23:38,163 --> 00:23:40,961
Usually, it would require a bigger burn,

526
00:23:40,966 --> 00:23:42,496
but it can cause hypothermia.

527
00:23:42,501 --> 00:23:46,000
Your skin isn't able to keep the heat
in when it's injured this badly.

528
00:23:46,005 --> 00:23:47,568
What do we do for that?

529
00:23:47,573 --> 00:23:49,070
Blankets, fluids and painkillers.

530
00:23:49,075 --> 00:23:52,572
And if that doesn't work, we may
have to use a warming catheter.

531
00:23:52,577 --> 00:23:53,741
Alright.

532
00:23:53,746 --> 00:23:56,777
How come you're not freaking out
about it like everyone else?

533
00:23:56,782 --> 00:24:00,314
People should get a chance
to fix their mistakes.

534
00:24:00,319 --> 00:24:02,887
Let's get you covered up, Tommy.

535
00:24:08,761 --> 00:24:10,691
Nice threads, Dr. Leblanc.

536
00:24:10,696 --> 00:24:13,259
Yeah, we're presenting data today.

537
00:24:13,264 --> 00:24:14,764
Well, at least I was supposed to

538
00:24:14,768 --> 00:24:17,030
until I accidentally
picked up a patient.

539
00:24:17,035 --> 00:24:18,865
So you stuck with the study?

540
00:24:18,870 --> 00:24:21,170
Last we spoke you were torn
by the profit motivations

541
00:24:21,175 --> 00:24:22,269
inherent to research medicine.

542
00:24:22,273 --> 00:24:24,871
I... I know. I was trying
to find a way to make that work

543
00:24:24,876 --> 00:24:27,974
until my boss made it clear that
my residency hung in the balance...

544
00:24:27,979 --> 00:24:30,276
Your boss has a goal. Her ICD.

545
00:24:30,281 --> 00:24:32,712
She needs to keep the people
that she reports to onside

546
00:24:32,717 --> 00:24:35,081
and the people who
report to her in line.

547
00:24:35,086 --> 00:24:38,885
For example, when you're seeing
patients in my department,

548
00:24:38,890 --> 00:24:40,754
I want to see you in scrubs.

549
00:24:40,759 --> 00:24:42,621
Yes, of course...

550
00:24:42,626 --> 00:24:45,991
No, it's just... I thought I was
going to be a real part of this,

551
00:24:45,996 --> 00:24:48,261
instead of her grunt, you know?

552
00:24:48,266 --> 00:24:51,029
But I guess our values aren't aligned.

553
00:24:51,034 --> 00:24:53,399
Which I know sounds super naive...

554
00:24:53,404 --> 00:24:55,033
Or maybe just idealistic?

555
00:24:55,038 --> 00:24:56,769
Sometimes when people recruit you,

556
00:24:56,774 --> 00:24:58,504
they just tell you
what you want to hear...

557
00:24:58,509 --> 00:25:01,106
And the question is, what do you
do with that when it happens.

558
00:25:01,111 --> 00:25:02,941
That is the right question...

559
00:25:02,946 --> 00:25:05,544
- Dr. Leblanc? Sorry.
- Yeah?

560
00:25:05,549 --> 00:25:10,349
That cockroach crawling up my brain
making me think I was gonna die,

561
00:25:10,354 --> 00:25:13,519
it was like an awakening for me,
you know like a... a lightbulb.

562
00:25:13,524 --> 00:25:16,155
And I know there's like a zero percent
chance of this ever happening

563
00:25:16,159 --> 00:25:19,258
'cause you're you and I'm me,
we're like different worlds.

564
00:25:19,263 --> 00:25:23,228
Um, would you go out with me sometime?

565
00:25:23,233 --> 00:25:26,631
- Oh, Damian, no, thank you.
- Are you sure?

566
00:25:26,636 --> 00:25:28,966
Because we both agreed
this was kind like a sign...

567
00:25:28,971 --> 00:25:30,335
Once the Ativan wears off,

568
00:25:30,340 --> 00:25:32,837
you're gonna realize this was
just only an ear cockroach.

569
00:25:32,842 --> 00:25:36,374
And you don't need a sign
to tell you how to live your life;

570
00:25:36,379 --> 00:25:39,049
you just make choices and you

571
00:25:39,054 --> 00:25:41,773
do your best to stand behind them. Okay?

572
00:25:41,778 --> 00:25:43,895
Take these prophylactic antibiotics

573
00:25:43,900 --> 00:25:46,782
and you go and you make that happen.

574
00:25:48,758 --> 00:25:52,224
Thanks, there's always grad school.

575
00:25:52,229 --> 00:25:55,396
- That's the spirit.
- Thank you. Sorry.

576
00:26:01,170 --> 00:26:04,035
You know, I think you can trust
your instincts, Dr. Leblanc.

577
00:26:04,040 --> 00:26:06,274
Thanks. And it's Mags.

578
00:26:07,844 --> 00:26:09,374
Diana seized?

579
00:26:09,379 --> 00:26:11,709
It took us pausing her rib
stabilization to quell it,

580
00:26:11,714 --> 00:26:13,740
not mention of neurological
damage on her chart.

581
00:26:13,744 --> 00:26:14,846
She didn't have any!

582
00:26:14,851 --> 00:26:16,196
Well, something got missed,

583
00:26:16,200 --> 00:26:18,650
not to mention the hack job
on this chest tube incision,

584
00:26:18,655 --> 00:26:20,486
the positioning was two inches
east of effective.

585
00:26:20,490 --> 00:26:23,055
- Very sloppy, June.
- That was me, Dr. Roche.

586
00:26:23,060 --> 00:26:26,157
At least you're training residents
to throw themselves on grenades.

587
00:26:26,162 --> 00:26:29,027
Is there any way the medications
that we administered for syphilis

588
00:26:29,032 --> 00:26:30,695
could have caused hydrocephalus?

589
00:26:30,700 --> 00:26:32,652
No, it's more likely
the syphilis itself...

590
00:26:32,656 --> 00:26:33,966
if she's had it for a while?

591
00:26:33,970 --> 00:26:36,834
Doesn't really track, she was
only exposed for like a month.

592
00:26:36,839 --> 00:26:38,438
- Huh.
- Maybe there was an underlying condition?

593
00:26:38,442 --> 00:26:39,617
What? Are we guessing now?

594
00:26:39,622 --> 00:26:42,741
You need to CT, shunt her and
place an IC monitoring probe.

595
00:26:42,746 --> 00:26:45,642
By which I mean now,
Dr. Curtis. Let's go!

596
00:26:45,647 --> 00:26:47,478
Not so fast, Hamed.

597
00:26:47,483 --> 00:26:50,147
That bone infection that took you
so long to tell me about

598
00:26:50,152 --> 00:26:51,715
is a debridement at minimum.

599
00:26:51,720 --> 00:26:54,618
So I want you scrubbing in
so I can see you in action.

600
00:26:54,623 --> 00:26:58,688
Uh, do you know when
that procedure will be?

601
00:26:58,693 --> 00:27:01,191
Do you have something
better to do Dr. Hamed?

602
00:27:01,196 --> 00:27:03,462
Just be ready when Dr. Olsen pages you.

603
00:27:10,705 --> 00:27:12,468
You wanted to see me?

604
00:27:12,473 --> 00:27:16,039
Good talk today, I'm actually
on the side of reform.

605
00:27:16,044 --> 00:27:18,308
PR flagged this tweet.

606
00:27:18,313 --> 00:27:21,078
Another abuser empowered by the system

607
00:27:21,083 --> 00:27:25,348
hashtag Dr. Theo Hunter;
hashtag York Memorial.

608
00:27:25,353 --> 00:27:26,950
Roberta Mattheson...

609
00:27:26,955 --> 00:27:28,817
So, you know what this is about?

610
00:27:28,822 --> 00:27:31,420
She was afraid of a needle.
Rabies prophylaxis.

611
00:27:31,425 --> 00:27:34,590
I put my hand on her shoulder
to keep her still, she got upset.

612
00:27:34,595 --> 00:27:36,691
I thought maybe she'd
make a complaint...

613
00:27:36,696 --> 00:27:39,028
but instead she rallied a Twitter mob?

614
00:27:39,033 --> 00:27:41,463
It's hardly a mob with 16 likes.

615
00:27:41,468 --> 00:27:43,501
Have a seat, Theo.

616
00:27:49,709 --> 00:27:51,673
Is there any truth to what she's saying?

617
00:27:51,678 --> 00:27:55,210
I didn't think so? I held her down.

618
00:27:55,215 --> 00:27:56,979
Gently, but I did.

619
00:27:56,984 --> 00:27:59,281
I was trying to help her through it.

620
00:27:59,286 --> 00:28:01,682
My radar's been off lately,
and I just...

621
00:28:01,687 --> 00:28:05,286
I guess I really shouldn't
be that surprised that

622
00:28:05,291 --> 00:28:07,655
well, that there's some consequences...

623
00:28:07,660 --> 00:28:09,927
- This was right after you got back?
- Yeah...

624
00:28:10,763 --> 00:28:13,294
I've been doing everything
I can to get back to baseline.

625
00:28:13,299 --> 00:28:17,365
Look, what do you think
I should do about Roberta?

626
00:28:17,370 --> 00:28:20,104
Nothing is safest.

627
00:28:21,507 --> 00:28:23,938
But next time you feel
like your radar's off...

628
00:28:23,943 --> 00:28:25,806
Keep me in the loop?

629
00:28:25,811 --> 00:28:27,608
Yeah?

630
00:28:27,613 --> 00:28:29,746
- Yeah...
- Thank you.

631
00:28:32,481 --> 00:28:35,879
Diana has fluid in her brain?
What does that mean?!

632
00:28:35,884 --> 00:28:36,984
Is she okay?

633
00:28:36,989 --> 00:28:38,385
They stabilized her seizure

634
00:28:38,390 --> 00:28:40,222
but they're still trying to
figure out what caused it.

635
00:28:40,226 --> 00:28:42,090
Has she been asking for me?

636
00:28:42,494 --> 00:28:46,193
Nicholas, your MRI confirmed
something called osteomyelitis;

637
00:28:46,198 --> 00:28:49,329
it's an infection in your bone.

638
00:28:49,334 --> 00:28:50,998
An infection. No...

639
00:28:51,003 --> 00:28:53,000
My accident was today,
and I barely bled...

640
00:28:53,005 --> 00:28:55,268
Well, your accident just
alerted us to it,

641
00:28:55,273 --> 00:28:57,737
it's been there for quite some
time, was it hurting before?

642
00:28:57,742 --> 00:28:59,739
A little, yeah. Can you treat it?

643
00:28:59,744 --> 00:29:01,209
The surgeon will either debride,

644
00:29:01,214 --> 00:29:02,974
which mean to clear out the infection,

645
00:29:02,979 --> 00:29:05,879
but if it's too extensive,
they'll have to...

646
00:29:05,884 --> 00:29:07,796
remove part of your bone,

647
00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:09,616
which might affect
the length of your leg.

648
00:29:12,590 --> 00:29:14,787
I'm just not a casual sex guy!

649
00:29:14,792 --> 00:29:16,423
- Okay?
- Okay...

650
00:29:16,428 --> 00:29:19,758
Diana didn't know that because
things with us were always so easy.

651
00:29:19,763 --> 00:29:22,464
Of course I just went
along with it 'cause...

652
00:29:25,136 --> 00:29:27,500
and now I'm about to lose
a piece of myself.

653
00:29:27,505 --> 00:29:31,938
Look, it's... it's never too late
to let her see the real you.

654
00:29:31,943 --> 00:29:33,839
I meant losing a piece of my ankle.

655
00:29:33,844 --> 00:29:36,875
That surgery... How do I make
a choice like that?

656
00:29:36,880 --> 00:29:39,711
Look, all you have to do is consent.

657
00:29:39,716 --> 00:29:43,652
Okay, and we won't know
until we get in there.

658
00:29:46,823 --> 00:29:49,521
The infection's causing
your temperature to rise.

659
00:29:49,526 --> 00:29:51,556
We need to get you to
the OR before it spreads.

660
00:29:51,561 --> 00:29:55,596
Whoa, whoa! You'll be there to
help them decide, though, right?

661
00:29:59,969 --> 00:30:01,402
Hey.

662
00:30:01,971 --> 00:30:05,637
Hey, I am not hating this lumberjack
look on you seriously...

663
00:30:05,642 --> 00:30:07,362
Thanks. You sure you don't

664
00:30:07,367 --> 00:30:09,073
mind me calling in my favour so soon?

665
00:30:09,078 --> 00:30:10,078
No, no.

666
00:30:10,083 --> 00:30:11,510
Can you just keep an eye on Nick's temp?

667
00:30:11,514 --> 00:30:13,078
Are things with June so bad

668
00:30:13,083 --> 00:30:15,813
that you can't loop her in
on whatever this is?

669
00:30:15,818 --> 00:30:18,768
I mean, if you miss OR time
with the CMO,

670
00:30:18,773 --> 00:30:20,217
she'll definitely hear about it.

671
00:30:20,222 --> 00:30:22,753
My test is today.

672
00:30:22,758 --> 00:30:24,759
Your citizenship test?

673
00:30:25,660 --> 00:30:28,492
Bash! How could you
not tell me about this?

674
00:30:28,497 --> 00:30:29,826
Are you okay?

675
00:30:29,831 --> 00:30:31,229
Do you think you're not gonna pass?

676
00:30:31,233 --> 00:30:32,513
Look, I know your way is

677
00:30:32,518 --> 00:30:34,364
to just spill out everything
that's in your head but...

678
00:30:34,368 --> 00:30:37,066
Okay, okay, okay. I'll let it be.

679
00:30:37,071 --> 00:30:39,069
Does it make me a hypocrite
if I ask about Fisher?

680
00:30:39,074 --> 00:30:41,304
- Yes.
- Okay. Did you decide what to do?

681
00:30:41,309 --> 00:30:43,074
Also yes. But just don't worry about me.

682
00:30:43,079 --> 00:30:44,408
Or Nick, I got it.

683
00:30:44,413 --> 00:30:46,977
Okay, here's my pager if Olsen
comes looking for me.

684
00:30:46,982 --> 00:30:48,612
- Thank you.
- Hey...

685
00:30:48,617 --> 00:30:51,084
I got you coffee if you wanted.

686
00:30:56,758 --> 00:30:59,122
Okay, you were right about me earlier.

687
00:30:59,127 --> 00:31:00,556
It's just...

688
00:31:00,561 --> 00:31:04,127
wherever I go today, I'm not
sure where I'm supposed to be,

689
00:31:04,132 --> 00:31:07,396
or who I'm supposed to be.
And... just...

690
00:31:07,401 --> 00:31:09,335
Three deep breaths.

691
00:31:09,939 --> 00:31:12,940
It's what I used to do in exams
to calm me down.

692
00:31:14,175 --> 00:31:16,075
Okay. Thanks.

693
00:31:25,960 --> 00:31:28,658
I went to bed thinking
they were fixing my ribs

694
00:31:28,663 --> 00:31:30,760
and I wake up with a tube in my head?

695
00:31:30,765 --> 00:31:32,762
We have to monitor your cranial pressure

696
00:31:32,767 --> 00:31:34,964
until we find out what's
really going on with you.

697
00:31:34,969 --> 00:31:37,733
Um, I have a few questions.

698
00:31:38,538 --> 00:31:42,404
Have you ever sustained
any head injuries in the past?

699
00:31:42,409 --> 00:31:44,606
Maybe jumping out of another airplane?

700
00:31:44,611 --> 00:31:46,108
- Never.
- No.

701
00:31:46,113 --> 00:31:48,944
Pneumonia? No...

702
00:31:48,949 --> 00:31:50,779
You have a history of stroke
in the family?

703
00:31:50,784 --> 00:31:52,916
- Could be anything...
- There've been six doctors in here!

704
00:31:52,920 --> 00:31:54,917
All asking me those exact
same questions.

705
00:31:54,922 --> 00:31:56,892
So, you all officially
know more about me

706
00:31:56,896 --> 00:31:58,291
than I know about my boyfriend.

707
00:31:59,450 --> 00:32:01,643
Speaking of...

708
00:32:01,648 --> 00:32:03,645
Can guilt cause brain fluid?

709
00:32:03,650 --> 00:32:05,847
Because I don't need
14 surgeons to diagnose that.

710
00:32:05,852 --> 00:32:07,716
Do you want me to get Nick a message?

711
00:32:07,721 --> 00:32:10,285
Not unless you know how
to tell him I cheated on him.

712
00:32:10,290 --> 00:32:12,387
Isn't that the whole point
of open relationship?

713
00:32:12,392 --> 00:32:15,890
No. I actually cheated on him.

714
00:32:15,895 --> 00:32:18,126
I've never been a monogamy person but...

715
00:32:18,131 --> 00:32:20,195
With Nick? I wanted to try.

716
00:32:20,200 --> 00:32:22,596
Well, you know it's... sometimes it...

717
00:32:22,601 --> 00:32:25,434
it's good, you know, to get pushed
outside of our comfort zone?

718
00:32:25,439 --> 00:32:27,669
Except six months ago, I stumbled.

719
00:32:27,674 --> 00:32:30,238
And instead of coming clean,
like I should've...

720
00:32:30,243 --> 00:32:33,244
I suggested we see other people...

721
00:32:35,448 --> 00:32:37,545
You think I'm a bad person.

722
00:32:37,550 --> 00:32:38,726
I'm just wondering
if you're still in touch

723
00:32:38,730 --> 00:32:39,950
with the other person you slept with?

724
00:32:39,954 --> 00:32:43,419
No. I wanted to forget
so badly I deleted his number...

725
00:32:43,424 --> 00:32:45,087
- Alright...
- Why?

726
00:32:45,092 --> 00:32:47,823
Well, you could have had
asymptomatic syphilis since then,

727
00:32:47,828 --> 00:32:49,891
which would explain
the fluid in your brain.

728
00:32:49,896 --> 00:32:51,927
Is Nick in surgery yet?

729
00:32:51,932 --> 00:32:54,766
I'm not sure but I'm gonna find out.

730
00:32:55,635 --> 00:32:58,566
And your temperature's almost normal.

731
00:32:58,571 --> 00:33:02,737
We're just gonna get something to
numb the area and then I'll irrigate.

732
00:33:02,742 --> 00:33:04,772
And that's to prep me
for the graft, right?

733
00:33:04,777 --> 00:33:07,475
I ask those surgeons, they
don't wanna tell me anything.

734
00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:09,910
They're not going do a graft.

735
00:33:09,915 --> 00:33:12,746
What? Why?

736
00:33:12,751 --> 00:33:15,115
You're gonna stay here
until your temp's comes up,

737
00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:17,014
but they're confident that

738
00:33:17,018 --> 00:33:18,819
your burn will heal on its own.

739
00:33:18,824 --> 00:33:21,355
If you could do something
to avoid surgery, you should;

740
00:33:21,360 --> 00:33:23,156
it's very painful.
This is good news, Tommy.

741
00:33:23,161 --> 00:33:24,851
No, no, it's not good news!

742
00:33:24,856 --> 00:33:26,893
You know I bet they saw it
and decided not to help.

743
00:33:26,898 --> 00:33:28,903
That is not true;
it's a medical decision.

744
00:33:28,907 --> 00:33:29,907
No, it's true!

745
00:33:29,912 --> 00:33:31,002
I could feel them judging me;

746
00:33:31,006 --> 00:33:32,667
you're the only one in
this place who hasn't.

747
00:33:32,671 --> 00:33:34,235
You'll be able to get it off eventually.

748
00:33:34,239 --> 00:33:37,837
Our social worker can find you
some support, someone to talk to...

749
00:33:37,842 --> 00:33:40,540
I don't want support; I want a graft!

750
00:33:40,545 --> 00:33:42,245
Okay? It's my only way to move on.

751
00:33:42,250 --> 00:33:44,344
No, it's the easiest way.

752
00:33:44,349 --> 00:33:46,613
Look, do the work! That's the right way

753
00:33:46,618 --> 00:33:48,073
and if you don't want
to do that then maybe...

754
00:33:48,077 --> 00:33:49,077
Maybe what, man?!

755
00:33:49,082 --> 00:33:52,481
I don't deserve help?!
What do I got to do to...

756
00:33:52,486 --> 00:33:54,987
Okay, Tommy.

757
00:33:54,992 --> 00:33:56,889
Oh...

758
00:33:56,894 --> 00:33:59,391
No one's saying that, Tommy. Sit back.

759
00:33:59,396 --> 00:34:01,360
Fine.

760
00:34:01,365 --> 00:34:04,934
Do what you got to do to me
so I can get out of here.

761
00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:27,000
_

762
00:34:35,498 --> 00:34:37,829
- Hey!
- Hey! Um...

763
00:34:37,834 --> 00:34:41,198
His temp's up and there's
fluid in his abdomen;

764
00:34:41,203 --> 00:34:43,268
I think it's ascites but I don't
know what's causing it.

765
00:34:43,272 --> 00:34:44,737
Yeah, you don't know what
causing it because Nicholas

766
00:34:44,741 --> 00:34:46,641
isn't your patient?
You know, I told Bash...

767
00:34:46,646 --> 00:34:48,406
He's at his citizenship exam, June!

768
00:34:48,411 --> 00:34:50,005
It's not the kind of
thing you just miss.

769
00:34:50,009 --> 00:34:51,009
You serious?

770
00:34:51,014 --> 00:34:53,882
You know he didn't say
anything about that to...

771
00:34:54,817 --> 00:34:57,014
Am I really that much of a tyrant?

772
00:34:57,019 --> 00:34:58,383
Have you met Bash?

773
00:34:58,388 --> 00:35:00,585
He feels like he can't tell
anyone anything...

774
00:35:00,590 --> 00:35:01,920
Thank you, but...

775
00:35:01,925 --> 00:35:04,655
I've been paying forward
my terrible modeling all day.

776
00:35:04,660 --> 00:35:06,057
Bash is tough; he can take it.

777
00:35:06,062 --> 00:35:08,225
Well, Shay can't.

778
00:35:08,230 --> 00:35:10,894
And I can see it in her face
every time she looks at me

779
00:35:10,899 --> 00:35:12,294
and I know that look is

780
00:35:12,299 --> 00:35:13,464
the same look I used to give my father

781
00:35:13,468 --> 00:35:15,063
and it means that nothing
is ever good enough.

782
00:35:15,067 --> 00:35:16,767
And this time, I'm the one...

783
00:35:16,772 --> 00:35:18,335
Are you okay?

784
00:35:18,340 --> 00:35:20,470
Yeah, my boss is back so...
are you okay?

785
00:35:20,475 --> 00:35:22,506
Is this okay?

786
00:35:22,511 --> 00:35:24,045
Um...

787
00:36:11,900 --> 00:36:12,997
Hey!

788
00:36:13,002 --> 00:36:14,431
Mags told me: acute ascites?

789
00:36:14,436 --> 00:36:17,034
Came on fast, progressing
faster. How was your exam?

790
00:36:17,039 --> 00:36:19,757
- She told me about that too.
- June, I need to apologize.

791
00:36:19,762 --> 00:36:21,361
I shouldn't have left
without telling you why.

792
00:36:21,365 --> 00:36:22,829
Look, I was at home
waiting for the plumber

793
00:36:22,833 --> 00:36:24,863
when you called with Nick's
MRI results, okay so...

794
00:36:24,868 --> 00:36:27,543
I guess we could both do
a better job of communicating.

795
00:36:27,548 --> 00:36:29,581
I have a theory about Nicholas,

796
00:36:29,585 --> 00:36:30,747
- you wanna hear it?
- Yes.

797
00:36:30,752 --> 00:36:33,483
Okay, so I was writing my exam,
and everything was going well

798
00:36:33,488 --> 00:36:36,653
and then all of a sudden,
I thought syphilis,

799
00:36:36,658 --> 00:36:38,755
if ignored, it can lead to osteomyelitis

800
00:36:38,760 --> 00:36:41,792
which would only fit if Nicholas's
exposure was months ago and...

801
00:36:41,797 --> 00:36:42,926
I think it was.

802
00:36:42,931 --> 00:36:44,661
She cheated on him,
she hasn't told him yet.

803
00:36:44,666 --> 00:36:45,807
You know I would bet good money

804
00:36:45,811 --> 00:36:47,232
that the syphilis test we gave Nicholas

805
00:36:47,236 --> 00:36:48,537
is going to come back false negative.

806
00:36:48,541 --> 00:36:51,339
We can't send him to the OR
with a belly full of fluid.

807
00:36:51,344 --> 00:36:52,875
We've been letting everyone
down in surgery.

808
00:36:52,879 --> 00:36:54,604
Only to get back to the same diagnosis

809
00:36:54,609 --> 00:36:55,969
they came in with this morning...

810
00:36:55,974 --> 00:36:58,239
Olsen's been waiting for us
all day; he won't stop paging.

811
00:36:58,243 --> 00:36:59,841
He can wait a little longer.

812
00:37:00,415 --> 00:37:03,947
Our responsibility is to
our patient, not to Dr. Olsen.

813
00:37:03,952 --> 00:37:05,907
So put the politics aside

814
00:37:05,912 --> 00:37:08,684
and just tell me the best
way we can help Nicholas.

815
00:37:08,689 --> 00:37:10,119
We drain the ascites here,

816
00:37:10,124 --> 00:37:12,124
take the time we need to
get him ready for surgery.

817
00:37:12,129 --> 00:37:14,494
- Yeah, I agree.
- Great.

818
00:37:14,499 --> 00:37:17,666
If Olsen gets impatient,
just send him to me.

819
00:37:21,334 --> 00:37:22,831
Dr Devi...

820
00:37:22,836 --> 00:37:25,571
You wanted me to keep you in the loop.

821
00:37:26,339 --> 00:37:29,705
I thought if Roberta maybe
had some context...

822
00:37:29,710 --> 00:37:31,890
so I messaged her, but she just

823
00:37:31,895 --> 00:37:34,640
took a screenshot of it
and then posted it.

824
00:37:34,645 --> 00:37:37,647
"Look who wants to get me
alone in a room..."

825
00:37:38,686 --> 00:37:42,250
I specifically asked you
to do nothing and you do this?

826
00:37:42,255 --> 00:37:44,787
Your radar is clearly still off.

827
00:37:44,792 --> 00:37:46,489
I don't know what to do.

828
00:37:46,494 --> 00:37:49,392
Well, the first thing to do is
to make sure all your decisions

829
00:37:49,397 --> 00:37:53,428
- are now subject to sign off.
- You're demoting me?

830
00:37:53,433 --> 00:37:57,198
Dr. Devi, you... you said
I could come to you for help.

831
00:37:57,203 --> 00:37:58,666
And I'm offering it.

832
00:37:58,671 --> 00:38:00,935
I know you've been trying
hard to get past this,

833
00:38:00,940 --> 00:38:03,471
but I have a responsibility
to the department

834
00:38:03,476 --> 00:38:06,841
and the only help I can offer you now
is structure and consequences.

835
00:38:06,846 --> 00:38:09,847
And Theo, if you can't live with that...

836
00:38:10,850 --> 00:38:13,517
... it's your call.

837
00:38:18,891 --> 00:38:20,888
Doctor Fisher.

838
00:38:20,893 --> 00:38:22,857
I got all your texts...

839
00:38:22,862 --> 00:38:25,126
Food delivery guy... ear cockroach...

840
00:38:25,131 --> 00:38:26,795
I really don't want excuses
or explanations.

841
00:38:26,799 --> 00:38:29,931
You asked me a question
this morning. Do I trust you?

842
00:38:29,936 --> 00:38:32,236
And obviously, I've been
thinking about that,

843
00:38:32,241 --> 00:38:34,606
not just today but for weeks, and...

844
00:38:34,611 --> 00:38:38,279
and the answer is no.

845
00:38:40,045 --> 00:38:42,108
I don't trust you.

846
00:38:42,113 --> 00:38:43,710
I'm sorry to hear that, Mags.

847
00:38:43,715 --> 00:38:45,278
But does it have to be an ultimatum?

848
00:38:45,283 --> 00:38:48,982
If I don't trust you, I lose
my job, and if I do, I keep it?

849
00:38:48,987 --> 00:38:51,251
Do you feel okay? You're breathing fast.

850
00:38:51,256 --> 00:38:52,687
Yeah, no, I'm fine.
I'm trying to tell you

851
00:38:52,691 --> 00:38:53,889
that instead of running away from this

852
00:38:53,893 --> 00:38:55,992
- maybe there's some way...
- Mags. You seriously don't look well.

853
00:38:55,996 --> 00:38:57,792
- Maybe you should sit down?
- I'm fine,

854
00:38:57,797 --> 00:39:00,029
it's just a mild panic attack.
I don't usually get them but...

855
00:39:00,033 --> 00:39:01,631
It's not a panic attack.

856
00:39:02,134 --> 00:39:04,097
Are you feeling dizzy?

857
00:39:04,102 --> 00:39:06,566
And some pain in my jaw.

858
00:39:06,571 --> 00:39:08,934
Mags, I'm not your boss right
now, I'm your cardiologist.

859
00:39:08,939 --> 00:39:11,206
Sit down and let me listen to you.

860
00:39:16,747 --> 00:39:18,947
I think...

861
00:39:21,952 --> 00:39:24,020
Mags?

862
00:39:27,892 --> 00:39:30,158
I need a gurney in here now!

863
00:39:38,839 --> 00:39:40,739
Nicholas, how did you get here?

864
00:39:40,744 --> 00:39:42,609
We've been waiting for you
to take you to surgery.

865
00:39:42,613 --> 00:39:44,443
Look, if I can jump out of an airplane,

866
00:39:44,447 --> 00:39:46,312
I think I can wheel
myself into an elevator.

867
00:39:46,317 --> 00:39:49,015
I guess Diana filled you in?

868
00:39:49,020 --> 00:39:54,085
And in a weird way, we realized
that everything we did was us...

869
00:39:54,090 --> 00:39:55,854
fighting for our relationship.

870
00:39:55,859 --> 00:39:57,670
We're not gonna let this
destroy what we have.

871
00:39:57,674 --> 00:39:59,521
Or what we... could have.

872
00:39:59,526 --> 00:40:01,423
They're ready for you upstairs.

873
00:40:01,428 --> 00:40:03,392
Can they bring him back down after?

874
00:40:03,397 --> 00:40:05,760
So we can recover together...

875
00:40:05,765 --> 00:40:07,863
- Absolutely.
- Okay!

876
00:40:07,868 --> 00:40:10,435
- Alright!
- Thank you doctor.

877
00:40:27,220 --> 00:40:28,983
Shay!

878
00:40:28,988 --> 00:40:30,552
Look, I'm gonna order some burgers.

879
00:40:30,557 --> 00:40:33,388
I found this place they have
that fake meat stuff you like.

880
00:40:33,393 --> 00:40:35,223
You want some?

881
00:40:37,163 --> 00:40:39,706
Okay, look, I know I can do a better job

882
00:40:39,710 --> 00:40:42,326
at letting people in,
you're right, okay?

883
00:40:42,331 --> 00:40:46,266
That's why I asked you to come
and live with me, I just suck at it.

884
00:40:47,640 --> 00:40:50,304
I really think we should have
this conversation face to face.

885
00:40:50,309 --> 00:40:53,377
So, I'm gonna come in,
okay? Don't freak out.

886
00:41:02,622 --> 00:41:04,921
Oh, Shay...

887
00:41:29,048 --> 00:41:31,378
Doctor Hamed. To cardiology.

888
00:41:31,383 --> 00:41:33,617
Hamed. Cardiology.

889
00:41:39,058 --> 00:41:40,757
Mags?

890
00:41:41,827 --> 00:41:43,423
What happened?

891
00:41:43,428 --> 00:41:45,993
A massive arrhythmia, out of nowhere.

892
00:41:45,998 --> 00:41:47,895
We've cardioverted twice.

893
00:41:47,900 --> 00:41:50,530
We won't know the extent
of the damage for a day or two.

894
00:41:50,535 --> 00:41:52,666
Can I stay with her?

895
00:41:52,671 --> 00:41:54,370
Yeah.

896
00:41:56,407 --> 00:42:00,309
You should know; you're the
only person she'd let us tell.

897
00:42:14,491 --> 00:42:16,956
- Hey!
- So did you pass?

898
00:42:16,961 --> 00:42:20,793
- Uh, I passed.
- What are you going to do to celebrate?

899
00:42:20,798 --> 00:42:23,333
Amira, I'll call you later, okay?

