1 00:00:00,913 --> 00:00:02,265 Previously on "New Amsterdam"... 2 00:00:02,289 --> 00:00:05,811 I can... I can't be who I want to be 3 00:00:05,835 --> 00:00:07,311 with you. 4 00:00:08,989 --> 00:00:10,694 I think I might have to crash here. 5 00:00:10,718 --> 00:00:11,987 Yeah, sure thing, sis. 6 00:00:12,011 --> 00:00:13,594 You're sober, Lauren. 7 00:00:13,622 --> 00:00:15,015 You can't handle that kind of temptation. 8 00:00:15,039 --> 00:00:16,414 What I can't handle is guilt, okay? 9 00:00:16,438 --> 00:00:18,435 She's a mess because I left her there with my mother. 10 00:00:18,459 --> 00:00:21,374 You went from Norman Rockwell to screaming. 11 00:00:21,398 --> 00:00:22,480 Could've gone to jail. 12 00:00:22,504 --> 00:00:24,232 No, we're not goin' fishing. we're going home. 13 00:00:24,256 --> 00:00:25,733 You've been pestering me for months! 14 00:00:25,757 --> 00:00:27,944 It sounds like a textbook example 15 00:00:27,968 --> 00:00:30,779 of someone with bipolar disorder. 16 00:00:34,092 --> 00:00:35,819 Friends. 17 00:00:35,844 --> 00:00:37,112 Friends. 18 00:00:42,186 --> 00:00:44,123 Move, move, move, move, move, move. 19 00:00:44,147 --> 00:00:45,667 Clear a path! 20 00:00:45,691 --> 00:00:46,668 Clear a path! 21 00:00:48,944 --> 00:00:50,557 Hey, you get Max's page? 22 00:00:50,581 --> 00:00:52,005 You only got one? 23 00:00:53,781 --> 00:00:56,259 - What do three 911s mean? - Can't be anything good. 24 00:00:56,283 --> 00:00:58,678 Oh, excuse me, excuse me, coming through! 25 00:00:58,702 --> 00:01:00,680 - Did he page everyone? - Yes, this must be bad. 26 00:01:00,704 --> 00:01:03,056 - Make a damn hole! - Move aside, please. 27 00:01:03,080 --> 00:01:04,641 Move. Move. Move. 28 00:01:04,665 --> 00:01:05,600 Max, what's wrong? 29 00:01:05,624 --> 00:01:06,903 - What's the emergency? - What is it? 30 00:01:06,927 --> 00:01:08,447 Is everything okay with the hospital? 31 00:01:08,471 --> 00:01:09,720 Is it a mass casualty? 32 00:01:09,744 --> 00:01:10,957 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 33 00:01:10,981 --> 00:01:12,282 - Tell me Veronica's not back. - Hold on. 34 00:01:12,306 --> 00:01:13,734 Just take a seat. All right? 35 00:01:13,758 --> 00:01:15,449 Come on in. Why don't you take a breath? 36 00:01:15,473 --> 00:01:18,855 In fact, why don't we all take a nice, deep breath with me? 37 00:01:18,879 --> 00:01:20,579 Ready? In... 38 00:01:22,022 --> 00:01:23,498 And out. 39 00:01:23,522 --> 00:01:25,125 There we go. Doesn't that feel better? 40 00:01:25,149 --> 00:01:26,904 Yeah? Okay, now that we are 41 00:01:26,928 --> 00:01:30,168 nice and relaxed, I have some bad news. 42 00:01:30,192 --> 00:01:32,254 You are all in critical condition. 43 00:01:32,278 --> 00:01:34,046 What... what does that mean, exactly? 44 00:01:34,070 --> 00:01:36,507 Well, it means that morale for doctors 45 00:01:36,531 --> 00:01:37,841 is at an all-time low. 46 00:01:37,865 --> 00:01:39,067 You gotta be kiddin' me, Max. 47 00:01:39,091 --> 00:01:40,051 Uh, not kidding. 48 00:01:40,075 --> 00:01:42,554 Burnout and turnover are at an all-time high, 49 00:01:42,578 --> 00:01:43,680 and if it continues at this pace, 50 00:01:43,704 --> 00:01:45,932 we're not gonna have enough staff to keep the doors open. 51 00:01:45,956 --> 00:01:48,141 Yeah, you made this sound like it was a real emergency. 52 00:01:48,165 --> 00:01:49,810 This is a real emergency. 53 00:01:49,834 --> 00:01:52,478 Your hours are too long. Your downtime is too short, 54 00:01:52,502 --> 00:01:53,939 and you don't have the mental space 55 00:01:53,963 --> 00:01:55,111 to take care of yourselves. 56 00:01:55,135 --> 00:01:56,409 And if you can't do that, 57 00:01:56,433 --> 00:01:58,526 how are you gonna take care of your patients? 58 00:02:02,094 --> 00:02:03,196 I got some surgeries to attend to. 59 00:02:03,220 --> 00:02:05,574 Well, actually, you don't, because I took the liberty 60 00:02:05,598 --> 00:02:08,976 of clearing your entire schedule. 61 00:02:10,224 --> 00:02:12,993 In fact, nobody in this room 62 00:02:13,018 --> 00:02:16,081 has anything urgent to do today, 63 00:02:16,106 --> 00:02:20,836 because today, your one and only patient is you. 64 00:02:24,297 --> 00:02:26,817 I hope everyone gets as excited as Dr. Lauren Bloom here. 65 00:02:26,841 --> 00:02:28,384 Yes, question. Elizabeth? 66 00:02:28,408 --> 00:02:30,761 - "No." - Okay, not really a question, 67 00:02:30,785 --> 00:02:31,845 but, uh, the answer is yes. 68 00:02:31,869 --> 00:02:34,514 We are all going to prioritize the health issues 69 00:02:34,538 --> 00:02:35,682 that we have been putting off, 70 00:02:35,706 --> 00:02:38,182 because we're either too busy or too tired. 71 00:02:38,206 --> 00:02:40,613 - Now say it with me. - Please don't. 72 00:02:40,637 --> 00:02:41,873 We can do it. Ready? 73 00:02:41,897 --> 00:02:44,523 Doctors, heal thyself! 74 00:02:44,547 --> 00:02:46,531 Oh, God. 75 00:02:46,556 --> 00:02:47,752 Ooh. 76 00:02:47,777 --> 00:02:51,621 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 77 00:02:52,095 --> 00:02:55,198 Ooh, I think the New Amsterdam newsletter 78 00:02:55,222 --> 00:02:56,867 has found its centerfold. 79 00:02:56,891 --> 00:02:58,744 Pretty sure you're not allowed to say stuff 80 00:02:58,768 --> 00:03:00,747 - like that anymore. - Yeah. 81 00:03:01,141 --> 00:03:02,285 Let me. 82 00:03:05,440 --> 00:03:09,127 This latest Max plan is such a ridiculous waste of time. 83 00:03:09,151 --> 00:03:10,705 Suck it up. I just got my first 84 00:03:10,729 --> 00:03:12,338 mammogram in three years. 85 00:03:12,362 --> 00:03:13,798 It had been weighing on my mind, 86 00:03:13,822 --> 00:03:16,050 but I had no time to do anything about it. 87 00:03:16,074 --> 00:03:17,982 - And? - I'm in perfect health, 88 00:03:18,006 --> 00:03:19,725 and you'll be too. 89 00:03:25,504 --> 00:03:26,565 What? 90 00:03:28,089 --> 00:03:30,485 If this is a bit, it's not funny. 91 00:03:30,670 --> 00:03:34,231 You... you have a short PR interval and a delta wave 92 00:03:34,255 --> 00:03:35,732 at onset of the QRS complex. 93 00:03:35,756 --> 00:03:37,776 Are you suggesting pre-excitation syndrome? 94 00:03:37,800 --> 00:03:40,662 No, I am saying it flat-out. 95 00:03:41,387 --> 00:03:44,041 You have Wolf-Parkinson-White Syndrome. 96 00:03:44,598 --> 00:03:47,092 I'm fitting you in for a catheter ablation at 4:00. 97 00:03:48,577 --> 00:03:49,744 Nah. 98 00:03:49,768 --> 00:03:53,581 Floyd, you know the risks of a re-entrant tachycardia. 99 00:03:53,605 --> 00:03:55,876 What I do know is that they're not as immediate 100 00:03:55,900 --> 00:03:58,836 as the risk posed to my five patients I had scheduled today. 101 00:03:58,860 --> 00:04:02,678 Now, I did my part for Max's stupid plan. 102 00:04:02,702 --> 00:04:03,923 I'm gonna go tend to them. 103 00:04:03,947 --> 00:04:05,284 I'll deal with this on my next day off. 104 00:04:05,308 --> 00:04:06,980 Oh, when is that? 105 00:04:08,660 --> 00:04:12,473 Yeah, I'll see you at 4:00, hot stuff. 106 00:04:14,540 --> 00:04:16,351 So it's so nice to finally meet you 107 00:04:16,375 --> 00:04:17,936 in the flesh, Ronel, you know? 108 00:04:17,960 --> 00:04:19,926 Not that our emoji-ladened chats on the app 109 00:04:19,950 --> 00:04:20,980 haven't been fun. 110 00:04:21,004 --> 00:04:22,981 Cowboy hat, cowboy hat, fireworks. 111 00:04:23,881 --> 00:04:27,509 Uh, spaceship, pretzel, sunglasses. 112 00:04:29,261 --> 00:04:33,157 You've always been so busy, and now you're suddenly free? 113 00:04:33,181 --> 00:04:35,283 - Yeah. - Did you get fired? 114 00:04:35,307 --> 00:04:38,704 No, no... not that I know of, anyway. 115 00:04:38,728 --> 00:04:40,621 No, no, I'm as shocked as you are. 116 00:04:40,645 --> 00:04:41,663 You know, my boss he, uh... 117 00:04:41,687 --> 00:04:44,166 he insisted that all of us take a health day... 118 00:04:44,190 --> 00:04:45,126 you know, out of the blue. 119 00:04:45,150 --> 00:04:46,251 Initially, I was really resentful, 120 00:04:46,275 --> 00:04:48,129 but then I realized that, like, it had been so long 121 00:04:48,153 --> 00:04:50,922 since I had actual human-to-human contact 122 00:04:50,946 --> 00:04:52,522 outside of work that 123 00:04:52,802 --> 00:04:55,884 I thought this was the most healthy thing I could do. 124 00:04:55,908 --> 00:04:57,302 So you wanna hit it? 125 00:04:57,326 --> 00:04:58,782 What... do I wanna hit it? 126 00:05:01,582 --> 00:05:04,018 Uh... 127 00:05:04,290 --> 00:05:05,852 Yeah, I mean, I'd love... I'd love to hit it. 128 00:05:05,876 --> 00:05:07,644 But you know, I heard that this place 129 00:05:07,668 --> 00:05:08,979 has a wonderful tarte Tatin 130 00:05:09,003 --> 00:05:10,397 that's apparently somethin' else. 131 00:05:10,421 --> 00:05:14,840 It's nothing compared to what I'd like to give you. 132 00:05:16,112 --> 00:05:17,506 Doctor's orders, right? 133 00:05:21,077 --> 00:05:22,681 'Scuse me. 134 00:05:22,706 --> 00:05:24,249 Check, please. 135 00:05:25,865 --> 00:05:27,467 I... so, sorry... 136 00:05:27,492 --> 00:05:29,178 so, so sorry. 137 00:05:29,203 --> 00:05:30,913 Okay, spoiler alert. 138 00:05:30,937 --> 00:05:33,691 This one is going to be clean as a whistle. 139 00:05:33,715 --> 00:05:35,293 I mean pristine. 140 00:05:35,317 --> 00:05:37,992 You seem real proud of this sample. 141 00:05:38,016 --> 00:05:39,839 Oh, I am, yeah. 142 00:05:39,863 --> 00:05:42,175 You have any idea how hard it is staying sober, 143 00:05:42,199 --> 00:05:44,926 - living with my sister? - Can't say I do. 144 00:05:44,950 --> 00:05:47,971 Well, she wakes up to tequila shots. 145 00:05:47,995 --> 00:05:51,098 Yeah, her apartment is like one big pharmacy. 146 00:05:51,122 --> 00:05:52,933 Essentially, the whole thing is, like, 147 00:05:52,957 --> 00:05:54,629 one big trigger for me. 148 00:05:54,958 --> 00:05:58,353 BP's good. Now let's check your weight. 149 00:05:58,377 --> 00:06:00,647 I guess I'd be lying if I said it hadn't 150 00:06:00,671 --> 00:06:04,693 tested my sobriety, but she needs me, you know? 151 00:06:04,717 --> 00:06:07,029 - Mm-hmm. - What does it cost me, right... 152 00:06:07,053 --> 00:06:09,060 to finally be there for her? 153 00:06:09,554 --> 00:06:11,475 It looks like you lost five pounds. 154 00:06:11,499 --> 00:06:12,784 Oh. 155 00:06:12,808 --> 00:06:14,118 Why, thank you, doctor. 156 00:06:14,142 --> 00:06:16,365 You need to stop taking your Adderall. 157 00:06:16,389 --> 00:06:17,656 I'm sorry, what? 158 00:06:17,680 --> 00:06:19,748 You're underweight, and the protocol is clear. 159 00:06:19,772 --> 00:06:21,540 So I can't refill your prescription, 160 00:06:21,564 --> 00:06:24,919 and you'll have to hand over any pills you have. 161 00:06:24,943 --> 00:06:27,461 So you just want me to quit cold turkey? 162 00:06:27,485 --> 00:06:30,089 I'm just following the protocols. 163 00:06:30,113 --> 00:06:32,717 Yeah, but you're not gonna hold me to that. 164 00:06:32,741 --> 00:06:34,968 You know that this is a class of medication 165 00:06:34,992 --> 00:06:37,012 that makes it harder to maintain weight, 166 00:06:37,036 --> 00:06:39,412 and yours is dangerously low. 167 00:06:45,543 --> 00:06:47,432 You know, if I don't get my meds... 168 00:06:48,566 --> 00:06:50,252 you know what happens. 169 00:06:50,277 --> 00:06:51,494 My hands are tied here. 170 00:06:51,632 --> 00:06:54,944 I get irritable, anxious, distracted. 171 00:06:54,968 --> 00:06:57,317 - I can't focus. - Lauren... 172 00:06:57,670 --> 00:06:58,855 the bottle. 173 00:07:02,267 --> 00:07:03,595 I run an emergency department. 174 00:07:03,619 --> 00:07:04,577 I mean, I can't do that 175 00:07:04,601 --> 00:07:07,496 if I, myself, am in a state of emergency. 176 00:07:12,108 --> 00:07:14,627 Look, come back at the end of the week 177 00:07:14,651 --> 00:07:16,045 for another weigh-in. 178 00:07:16,069 --> 00:07:17,088 If you put on the weight, 179 00:07:17,112 --> 00:07:19,464 I'm happy to give you your pills back. 180 00:07:20,824 --> 00:07:21,884 Okay. 181 00:07:26,786 --> 00:07:28,265 Just take the rest of the week off. 182 00:07:28,289 --> 00:07:30,182 I'm perfectly capable of running the E.D. 183 00:07:30,206 --> 00:07:31,851 - if you recall. - Actually, as I recall, 184 00:07:31,875 --> 00:07:33,768 - you needed me to do it. - Wow, already, 185 00:07:33,792 --> 00:07:34,978 the moodiness is upon us. That was fast. 186 00:07:35,002 --> 00:07:36,104 No, it's just a couple of pounds. 187 00:07:36,128 --> 00:07:37,437 I mean, I'm gonna have it handled by lunchtime, 188 00:07:37,461 --> 00:07:38,744 'cause I got a plan... right there. 189 00:07:38,768 --> 00:07:39,818 See? 190 00:07:40,237 --> 00:07:43,318 - All right, let's do this! - I've never been so inspired. 191 00:07:43,342 --> 00:07:44,778 - What do we got? - Displaced patient, 192 00:07:44,802 --> 00:07:46,113 32 weeks gestation and contracting. 193 00:07:46,137 --> 00:07:47,822 Uh, why didn't we send her up to the OB? 194 00:07:47,846 --> 00:07:49,490 I did. They sent her back... no room. 195 00:07:49,514 --> 00:07:53,077 Oh, the cafeteria served the eggplant parm again? 196 00:07:53,101 --> 00:07:54,828 Like clockwork. Every time, we get flooded 197 00:07:54,852 --> 00:07:58,898 - with patients in labor. - The ergots are gonna get ya. 198 00:07:59,647 --> 00:08:01,126 Hi, Aria. I'm Dr. Bloom. 199 00:08:01,150 --> 00:08:05,628 So your contractions are what we call Braxton-Hicks. 200 00:08:05,652 --> 00:08:06,964 It's actually fake labor, 201 00:08:06,988 --> 00:08:07,964 but it's nothing to stress over. 202 00:08:07,988 --> 00:08:10,341 My husband's in Cleveland. Should he fly back? 203 00:08:10,365 --> 00:08:11,748 No, no. There is no need 204 00:08:11,772 --> 00:08:13,094 to disrupt his day, okay? 205 00:08:13,118 --> 00:08:14,553 What you need is rest and peace. 206 00:08:14,577 --> 00:08:18,098 So I'm just gonna move you to a quieter part of the E.D. 207 00:08:18,122 --> 00:08:19,599 where you can relax, okay? 208 00:08:19,623 --> 00:08:22,527 I'll be right back to check on you in just a moment. 209 00:08:22,981 --> 00:08:24,613 All right, who's got grub? 210 00:08:25,991 --> 00:08:28,093 I was gonna eat that one. 211 00:08:28,464 --> 00:08:29,773 With that, ladies and gentlemen, 212 00:08:29,797 --> 00:08:31,609 we coast right into aggression. 213 00:08:31,633 --> 00:08:34,205 Closed for the day, good. 214 00:08:34,840 --> 00:08:35,707 Closed. 215 00:08:35,928 --> 00:08:37,822 Closed, excellent. 216 00:08:37,846 --> 00:08:39,989 Closed. Great. 217 00:08:40,013 --> 00:08:41,284 Oh, hey. 218 00:08:41,308 --> 00:08:43,827 Sorry to micromanage. I'm just, uh, goin' around, 219 00:08:43,851 --> 00:08:44,829 checkin' in to see how people 220 00:08:44,853 --> 00:08:46,413 are doing with today's mandate, so... 221 00:08:46,437 --> 00:08:48,874 - "Me? - Oh, well, uh, you know, 222 00:08:48,898 --> 00:08:51,709 "I just took a power nap. 223 00:08:51,733 --> 00:08:54,254 That was... wow. Best five minutes of my day." 224 00:08:54,278 --> 00:08:57,632 Huh, yeah, naps are good, but I was kind of looking 225 00:08:57,656 --> 00:09:00,841 for more of a designated, real self-care day... 226 00:09:00,865 --> 00:09:03,345 you know, appointments and procedures, 227 00:09:03,369 --> 00:09:05,512 that kind of thing. Is there anything you've been 228 00:09:05,536 --> 00:09:07,014 letting fall by the wayside? 229 00:09:07,038 --> 00:09:08,182 - Mm-mm. - "Nope." 230 00:09:08,206 --> 00:09:10,867 Come on. Surely there's something. 231 00:09:14,025 --> 00:09:15,751 - What? - Uh... 232 00:09:16,129 --> 00:09:17,605 "Uh," what? What? 233 00:09:17,629 --> 00:09:21,067 What was that? That was something. 234 00:09:21,091 --> 00:09:22,860 That's "Him... him. Tell... tell him." 235 00:09:22,884 --> 00:09:26,475 That means, "Tell him." I know what that means. 236 00:09:26,499 --> 00:09:27,788 Tell me. 237 00:09:27,813 --> 00:09:29,040 What? 238 00:09:29,064 --> 00:09:31,064 _ 239 00:09:31,130 --> 00:09:32,652 He's right. 240 00:09:33,103 --> 00:09:35,747 - Okay. - "I need surgery. 241 00:09:35,771 --> 00:09:37,616 But it's really not a big deal." 242 00:09:37,640 --> 00:09:39,084 Mm. 243 00:09:43,403 --> 00:09:46,880 Uh, but see the thing is, surgery is kind of a big deal, 244 00:09:46,904 --> 00:09:50,134 because it's surgery. So what is it? 245 00:09:50,158 --> 00:09:50,969 I have... 246 00:09:50,993 --> 00:09:52,139 "I have carpal tunnel syndrome." 247 00:09:52,163 --> 00:09:55,138 Well... well, that's fixable, right? 248 00:09:55,162 --> 00:09:58,432 "Yes, sure. Uh, physical therapy, 249 00:09:58,456 --> 00:10:01,018 "acupuncture, icing your wrists twice a day, 250 00:10:01,042 --> 00:10:04,687 "steroid shots and all that. It did not work. 251 00:10:04,711 --> 00:10:08,425 Now surgery is the only option." 252 00:10:09,173 --> 00:10:11,860 Well, uh, so you... you get it. 253 00:10:11,884 --> 00:10:14,738 "It is my hands, Max. 254 00:10:14,762 --> 00:10:16,615 "Even if everything goes perfectly, 255 00:10:16,639 --> 00:10:19,742 I wouldn't be able to use my hands for weeks." 256 00:10:21,225 --> 00:10:24,080 - Well, but you... - Stay! 257 00:10:24,104 --> 00:10:25,622 Just... 258 00:10:33,821 --> 00:10:35,298 Ignatius, 259 00:10:35,322 --> 00:10:37,548 you look positively trounced, 260 00:10:37,572 --> 00:10:40,408 though, not necessarily in a bad way. 261 00:10:40,433 --> 00:10:42,368 Hello, Dorian. It's nice to see you. 262 00:10:42,392 --> 00:10:44,329 You know, you would think that being a psychiatrist, 263 00:10:44,353 --> 00:10:45,912 you would know a little more about tact... 264 00:10:45,936 --> 00:10:47,372 you know, especially after practicing 265 00:10:47,396 --> 00:10:48,665 for what, 900 years now? 266 00:10:48,689 --> 00:10:50,233 Ouch. 267 00:10:50,882 --> 00:10:51,900 I'm sorry. 268 00:10:51,924 --> 00:10:53,859 Dorian. Dorian, I'm sorry. 269 00:10:53,883 --> 00:10:56,447 Hey, I just... it's just... 270 00:10:57,637 --> 00:10:58,781 it's us. 271 00:10:58,805 --> 00:11:01,281 - Psychiatrists? - No, gay people. 272 00:11:01,770 --> 00:11:04,077 - Why is our culture like this? - I completely agree. 273 00:11:04,101 --> 00:11:07,037 I say this Gaga person is no Streisand, 274 00:11:07,061 --> 00:11:08,339 and I don't care who knows. 275 00:11:08,363 --> 00:11:10,665 I am talking about our obsession with sex, Dorian. 276 00:11:10,689 --> 00:11:12,320 You know on some of these dating apps, 277 00:11:12,344 --> 00:11:13,794 they don't even want a picture of your face? 278 00:11:13,818 --> 00:11:15,597 - That's awful. - Yeah! 279 00:11:15,622 --> 00:11:17,098 What did you say the name of that one was? 280 00:11:17,122 --> 00:11:20,435 Of course, gosh. It's dehumanizing, you know? 281 00:11:20,459 --> 00:11:22,436 The last time I was in the dating pool, 282 00:11:22,460 --> 00:11:25,068 which was pre-internet, you had to talk to someone 283 00:11:25,092 --> 00:11:26,153 before you just took 'em home. 284 00:11:26,177 --> 00:11:28,899 Yes, that's what gay clubs have all been famous for... 285 00:11:28,923 --> 00:11:29,984 - talking. - Look, I'm just saying 286 00:11:30,008 --> 00:11:32,353 that I was shocked at how bad it is out there. 287 00:11:32,377 --> 00:11:33,676 That's all. 288 00:11:34,137 --> 00:11:37,072 In my day, the best I could hope for 289 00:11:37,096 --> 00:11:39,326 was a furtive meeting in a park, 290 00:11:39,350 --> 00:11:42,244 while keeping my fingers crossed that no vice cops 291 00:11:42,268 --> 00:11:43,205 - were watching. - Right. 292 00:11:43,229 --> 00:11:47,124 Talking wasn't exactly at a premium then either. 293 00:11:47,148 --> 00:11:50,668 But what this sounds like, to my experienced ears, 294 00:11:50,692 --> 00:11:53,834 is a guy complaining after a bad date. 295 00:11:53,971 --> 00:11:57,450 No, no, wrong, completely. 296 00:12:01,160 --> 00:12:03,053 Yeah, okay, I mean, yes, I had a date. 297 00:12:03,077 --> 00:12:04,805 I did have a date, but it wasn't bad. 298 00:12:04,829 --> 00:12:08,892 It wasn't bad at all. It was just, you know, off. 299 00:12:08,916 --> 00:12:10,143 He didn't want to have sex with you. 300 00:12:10,167 --> 00:12:12,647 Um, in fact, he did, Rylance, thank you very much. 301 00:12:12,671 --> 00:12:15,730 But it wasn't that. It was his approach, you know? 302 00:12:15,754 --> 00:12:18,652 It was his, um... it was his directness. 303 00:12:18,676 --> 00:12:20,485 He didn't really wanna get to know me, 304 00:12:20,509 --> 00:12:23,364 and it, uh, it just threw off my game. 305 00:12:23,388 --> 00:12:25,138 - That's all. - You couldn't get an erection. 306 00:12:25,162 --> 00:12:26,950 Oh... 307 00:12:26,974 --> 00:12:29,160 man, come on. Hey. 308 00:12:29,184 --> 00:12:30,911 Yes, yes, I couldn't get an erection. 309 00:12:30,935 --> 00:12:33,830 The last thing you need is to treat this issue with silence. 310 00:12:33,854 --> 00:12:36,081 Oh, just because I don't want my entire department 311 00:12:36,105 --> 00:12:37,334 to know that I couldn't get it up, 312 00:12:37,358 --> 00:12:38,542 doesn't mean I don't wanna deal with it. 313 00:12:38,566 --> 00:12:40,543 Iggy, you just asked me to agree with your rant 314 00:12:40,567 --> 00:12:43,506 about gay culture, thus, validating the notion 315 00:12:43,530 --> 00:12:47,625 that your erectile dysfunction is everyone else's fault. 316 00:12:47,932 --> 00:12:49,952 But I won't, and it isn't. 317 00:12:50,336 --> 00:12:54,632 If you're experiencing E.D., Iggy, that's about you. 318 00:13:07,956 --> 00:13:09,026 What's going on? 319 00:13:09,050 --> 00:13:11,696 I couldn't help but notice you reassigned your surgeries 320 00:13:11,720 --> 00:13:13,196 back to yourself, so I took the liberty 321 00:13:13,220 --> 00:13:17,032 of re-reassigning them back to other surgeons. 322 00:13:17,056 --> 00:13:18,536 I'm the chair. 323 00:13:18,560 --> 00:13:19,576 You need approval to do that. 324 00:13:19,600 --> 00:13:21,120 - Yeah, she got approval. - What the hell? 325 00:13:21,144 --> 00:13:22,293 Do you remember that little speech I gave 326 00:13:22,317 --> 00:13:23,415 about three hours ago about doctors 327 00:13:23,439 --> 00:13:25,624 taking care of themselves? That wasn't just advice. 328 00:13:25,648 --> 00:13:28,042 That was actually an order that you're apparently ignoring. 329 00:13:28,066 --> 00:13:31,254 So we have decided to take matters into our own hands, 330 00:13:31,278 --> 00:13:33,304 and we're gonna take care of that Wolf-Parkinson-White Syndrome. 331 00:13:33,328 --> 00:13:35,550 - Max... - Oh, I have an opening right now. 332 00:13:35,574 --> 00:13:36,718 You're in good hands, my friend. 333 00:13:36,742 --> 00:13:38,218 I never liked you... either of you. 334 00:13:38,242 --> 00:13:40,679 - I am fine with that. - I think he's excited. 335 00:13:40,703 --> 00:13:42,846 Yeah, I think he is. 336 00:13:42,870 --> 00:13:46,807 I'm just saying five pounds is a lot to put on in one day. 337 00:13:46,831 --> 00:13:49,769 I've got science on my side. 338 00:13:49,793 --> 00:13:52,397 I've got an extra-large vegan, veggie, 339 00:13:52,421 --> 00:13:54,231 double meatless chicken pie. 340 00:13:54,255 --> 00:13:56,816 Need our ooey-gooey garlic cheese dipping sauce? 341 00:13:56,840 --> 00:13:58,737 Ha, more than you even know. 342 00:13:58,761 --> 00:14:00,278 Uh, okay... 343 00:14:00,302 --> 00:14:02,239 - What, did you skip breakfast? - Watch it, pal. 344 00:14:02,263 --> 00:14:04,490 I've got a bunch of scalpels back there. 345 00:14:04,514 --> 00:14:07,567 All right, keep the change. 346 00:14:07,591 --> 00:14:08,869 Thank you. 347 00:14:08,893 --> 00:14:12,749 Okay, time to pack on the pounds. 348 00:14:12,773 --> 00:14:14,081 I've got a male, 30s, 349 00:14:14,105 --> 00:14:16,625 complaining of stomach pains and vomiting blood. 350 00:14:16,649 --> 00:14:18,192 Or not. 351 00:14:19,006 --> 00:14:20,086 Right, yeah, 352 00:14:20,110 --> 00:14:21,879 okay, that sounds like a stomach ulcer. 353 00:14:21,903 --> 00:14:23,590 Stomach ulcer? No, that can't happen. 354 00:14:23,614 --> 00:14:24,758 I'm supposed to work a double tonight. 355 00:14:24,782 --> 00:14:27,134 I'm afraid Red Papayas is gonna have to make do without you. 356 00:14:27,158 --> 00:14:28,680 We need to perform an emergency endoscopy. 357 00:14:28,704 --> 00:14:30,095 Let's get him in the procedure room. 358 00:14:30,119 --> 00:14:32,473 Okay, I need two large-bore IVs, 359 00:14:32,497 --> 00:14:33,704 normal saline, wide open. 360 00:14:33,728 --> 00:14:36,477 Start a propofol drip, and let's... oh, shoot, 361 00:14:36,501 --> 00:14:37,944 uh, just a sec. 362 00:14:38,668 --> 00:14:40,104 Hi, Aria, how are you feeling? 363 00:14:40,128 --> 00:14:41,855 - Much better, thank you. - Oh, great, 'cause we need 364 00:14:41,879 --> 00:14:44,422 to move you to a quieter part of the hospital, okay? 365 00:14:44,447 --> 00:14:45,966 - Oh. - You're gonna love it. 366 00:14:45,991 --> 00:14:47,342 Oh, okay. 367 00:14:47,622 --> 00:14:49,227 All right, let's do this. 368 00:14:51,796 --> 00:14:52,855 I can't see a thing. 369 00:14:53,138 --> 00:14:55,785 Okay. Irrigating... 370 00:14:55,809 --> 00:14:57,787 That ulcer's gotta be in here, somewhere. 371 00:14:57,811 --> 00:15:02,456 Come out. Come out wherever you are. 372 00:15:02,480 --> 00:15:04,124 Try deeper in the antrum. 373 00:15:07,584 --> 00:15:09,000 Okay, 374 00:15:09,025 --> 00:15:10,560 getting closer. 375 00:15:11,351 --> 00:15:12,580 There, three o'clock. 376 00:15:12,824 --> 00:15:14,758 Whoa, ulcer eroded into the artery. 377 00:15:14,782 --> 00:15:16,524 It's a real pumper. 378 00:15:16,805 --> 00:15:18,365 I... I can't see anything. 379 00:15:18,576 --> 00:15:19,715 BP's dropping. You gotta zap it. 380 00:15:19,739 --> 00:15:21,389 - No, Walsh, just... - You gotta zap it now! 381 00:15:21,413 --> 00:15:22,599 Those are the exact coordinates. 382 00:15:22,623 --> 00:15:23,682 - Now! - Just zoom in. 383 00:15:23,706 --> 00:15:26,060 D... on the monitor! G... just... 384 00:15:26,084 --> 00:15:28,328 Use fully thought-out sentences! 385 00:15:28,525 --> 00:15:30,754 Fully thought-out. 386 00:15:31,058 --> 00:15:33,120 Switching to cautery mode. 387 00:15:36,008 --> 00:15:38,362 You got it. 388 00:15:40,430 --> 00:15:42,239 That was a close one. 389 00:15:42,263 --> 00:15:43,990 Try salty food. 390 00:15:44,014 --> 00:15:46,560 You really need to get back on your meds. 391 00:15:55,428 --> 00:15:56,905 Oh, um, hello. 392 00:15:56,963 --> 00:15:58,714 Dr. Yamadi. 393 00:16:00,530 --> 00:16:04,300 "Dr. Yamadi, I'm so sorry to keep you waiting. 394 00:16:04,324 --> 00:16:06,845 Give me just a moment, please." 395 00:16:15,375 --> 00:16:17,960 "So tell me about your cancer. 396 00:16:18,120 --> 00:16:19,555 When were you diagnosed?" 397 00:16:19,765 --> 00:16:22,256 I'm fine. I'm here to see you. 398 00:16:22,281 --> 00:16:24,468 Carpal tunnel, right? 399 00:16:26,745 --> 00:16:27,863 "A hand surgeon?" 400 00:16:27,887 --> 00:16:29,028 Well, not just any hand surgeon... 401 00:16:29,052 --> 00:16:33,032 the best hand surgeon in Manhattan just for you. 402 00:16:33,056 --> 00:16:35,160 "Oh, just for me? Oh, well, thank you, 403 00:16:35,184 --> 00:16:36,619 - wonderful." - I know that you're worried 404 00:16:36,643 --> 00:16:38,873 about taking care of your patients, all right? 405 00:16:38,897 --> 00:16:39,873 But by getting this surgery, 406 00:16:39,897 --> 00:16:41,798 you are taking care of your patients. 407 00:16:41,822 --> 00:16:43,249 And Yamadi is so good 408 00:16:43,273 --> 00:16:45,168 that you'll be performing surgery again in no time. 409 00:16:45,192 --> 00:16:46,879 "You have overstepped, Max." 410 00:16:46,903 --> 00:16:49,614 All right, how much pain are you in right now? 411 00:16:49,933 --> 00:16:51,090 Scale of one to ten... 412 00:16:51,114 --> 00:16:52,541 How much discomfort 413 00:16:52,565 --> 00:16:54,038 in your wrists? 414 00:16:56,502 --> 00:16:59,502 - "Six." - What does that really mean? 415 00:17:02,559 --> 00:17:03,745 - Eight. - "Eight." 416 00:17:03,770 --> 00:17:05,495 And today was your clinic day, 417 00:17:05,520 --> 00:17:06,832 which means no surgeries. 418 00:17:06,857 --> 00:17:09,929 So how bad is it when you operate? 419 00:17:12,977 --> 00:17:15,078 Elizabeth. 420 00:17:15,103 --> 00:17:17,186 Elizabeth. 421 00:17:19,930 --> 00:17:22,451 You can tell me it's none of my business. 422 00:17:22,475 --> 00:17:23,785 And as a friend, you'd be right, 423 00:17:23,809 --> 00:17:26,496 but I am also the medical director. 424 00:17:26,520 --> 00:17:29,657 And as a surgeon, your hands are your gift. 425 00:17:30,439 --> 00:17:31,583 What would you say 426 00:17:31,607 --> 00:17:35,329 to a patient who was ignoring this kind of pain? 427 00:17:36,612 --> 00:17:38,506 "Yes, Max, my hands 428 00:17:38,530 --> 00:17:40,216 are my career. But..." 429 00:17:43,116 --> 00:17:45,678 "They're also my way of connecting with the world." 430 00:17:48,789 --> 00:17:54,143 "Surgery means I won't be able to communicate for weeks." 431 00:17:55,455 --> 00:17:56,476 "No ASL, 432 00:17:56,687 --> 00:17:59,249 "no writing, no texting..." 433 00:18:01,716 --> 00:18:03,193 "Not being able to take care of myself, 434 00:18:03,217 --> 00:18:06,407 and not being able to say what I need." 435 00:18:07,808 --> 00:18:09,155 "It's not recovery. 436 00:18:09,180 --> 00:18:11,703 Max, you would be putting me in a prison." 437 00:18:29,724 --> 00:18:31,813 Oh, wonderful news. 438 00:18:31,837 --> 00:18:34,213 I have high blood pressure, and now I'm very anxious. 439 00:18:34,237 --> 00:18:37,916 Oh, uh, take an ACE inhibitor and call Dr. Frome. 440 00:18:37,941 --> 00:18:39,629 My CAT scan was inconclusive, 441 00:18:39,653 --> 00:18:41,587 so I'm gonna need another day off for a follow-up. 442 00:18:41,611 --> 00:18:42,741 You got it. 443 00:18:42,765 --> 00:18:43,714 What? 444 00:18:43,738 --> 00:18:45,299 There's a reason I don't pick up 445 00:18:45,323 --> 00:18:46,675 my meds from the pharmacy. 446 00:18:46,699 --> 00:18:48,427 They remind me I'm sick. 447 00:18:48,451 --> 00:18:53,955 Why can't I live in denial like my patients? 448 00:18:55,291 --> 00:18:56,884 Guess who did what you said 449 00:18:56,908 --> 00:18:59,020 and got their ADHD meds confiscated. 450 00:18:59,044 --> 00:19:00,770 - Why? - Doesn't matter. 451 00:19:00,794 --> 00:19:02,685 What does matter is you were right. 452 00:19:02,709 --> 00:19:06,234 Taking care of yourself feels great! 453 00:19:06,258 --> 00:19:07,842 Ah. 454 00:19:12,220 --> 00:19:14,345 Have you been pleasuring yourself? 455 00:19:16,892 --> 00:19:19,494 Uh, the correct medical terminology nowadays 456 00:19:19,518 --> 00:19:22,562 - is... is non-partnered sex. - Of course. 457 00:19:23,065 --> 00:19:23,999 Thank you. 458 00:19:24,230 --> 00:19:26,501 So have you been whacking it? 459 00:19:26,525 --> 00:19:28,378 Ugh, Dorian, come on. 460 00:19:28,402 --> 00:19:29,670 Yeah, yes, yeah. 461 00:19:29,694 --> 00:19:32,178 And you and your husband's sex life? 462 00:19:32,202 --> 00:19:36,926 My soon-to-be ex-husband and I had a very good sex life. 463 00:19:36,950 --> 00:19:40,091 Happy to hear it, because it allows me 464 00:19:40,115 --> 00:19:43,638 to state with confidence that your problem isn't physical. 465 00:19:43,662 --> 00:19:45,330 Well, good. That's a relief. 466 00:19:45,354 --> 00:19:47,810 You already knew it wasn't, or you would've prescribed 467 00:19:47,834 --> 00:19:49,145 yourself Viagra. 468 00:19:49,169 --> 00:19:54,816 Your block is psychological, emotional. 469 00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:56,777 So get emoting. 470 00:19:56,801 --> 00:19:58,676 What's this about? 471 00:20:03,282 --> 00:20:05,719 Okay, um, 472 00:20:05,744 --> 00:20:07,202 okay. 473 00:20:08,858 --> 00:20:12,830 Yeah, um, um, today was, um, I tell you, would've been 474 00:20:12,854 --> 00:20:16,960 the first time I had sex with somebody since Martin, 475 00:20:16,984 --> 00:20:19,118 which is a big deal, you know? 476 00:20:19,827 --> 00:20:22,465 In the heat of the moment, with this beautiful guy, 477 00:20:22,489 --> 00:20:26,635 I, uh, I didn't feel turned on. 478 00:20:26,659 --> 00:20:28,677 I didn't feel... 479 00:20:28,701 --> 00:20:31,355 you know, I didn't feel charged. I felt... 480 00:20:32,394 --> 00:20:34,205 I felt guilty. 481 00:20:34,759 --> 00:20:36,478 You know, 'cause there we are about to do it. 482 00:20:36,502 --> 00:20:38,479 We're gonna have sex, and we're gonna share this, 483 00:20:38,503 --> 00:20:41,482 like, sacred space, and uh, 484 00:20:41,849 --> 00:20:44,526 that was me destroying the final thread of connection 485 00:20:44,550 --> 00:20:47,094 - between Martin and I... - No. 486 00:20:49,011 --> 00:20:50,322 I'm sorry, what? 487 00:20:50,347 --> 00:20:52,241 Not buying it. 488 00:20:52,777 --> 00:20:55,910 You don't get to say that to me, all right? 489 00:20:56,364 --> 00:21:00,248 Your sex life wasn't a sacred space when you were signing up 490 00:21:00,272 --> 00:21:01,705 for no-face dating apps. 491 00:21:01,729 --> 00:21:04,041 Whatever caused your E.D., 492 00:21:04,065 --> 00:21:06,086 it's not your ex-husband. 493 00:21:06,110 --> 00:21:07,587 Try again... 494 00:21:07,611 --> 00:21:09,964 this time with honesty, please. 495 00:21:14,325 --> 00:21:18,344 Please set the gain at 200 microvolts per centimeter. 496 00:21:19,079 --> 00:21:20,471 You know... 497 00:21:21,248 --> 00:21:24,225 I might set the gain to 100 microvolts. 498 00:21:24,249 --> 00:21:27,061 It's more sensitive. I don't wanna miss anything. 499 00:21:27,085 --> 00:21:29,313 Set the gain at 100, please. 500 00:21:32,382 --> 00:21:34,527 Set. Let's start with the radio frequency ablation 501 00:21:34,551 --> 00:21:36,778 of the macro-reentrant right atrial pathway. 502 00:21:36,802 --> 00:21:37,965 Yo, hold on, hold on. 503 00:21:37,989 --> 00:21:40,490 You're gonna approach the main bypass track from the right? 504 00:21:40,514 --> 00:21:42,950 The left's atrial pathway might be easier. 505 00:21:42,974 --> 00:21:45,910 You think we should approach from the left? 506 00:21:45,934 --> 00:21:48,913 Yes. You know what? As a matter of fact, just, uh... 507 00:21:48,937 --> 00:21:50,685 can someone grab me a laptop 508 00:21:50,709 --> 00:21:52,875 and just put it here, bedside? 509 00:21:52,899 --> 00:21:54,835 - A laptop? - Yeah, put it right here. 510 00:21:54,859 --> 00:21:57,903 I could probably just do it myself. 511 00:21:58,903 --> 00:22:00,165 You can do it yourself? 512 00:22:00,189 --> 00:22:01,674 I just... all I need is my right hand. 513 00:22:01,698 --> 00:22:04,765 Oh, okay, great. 514 00:22:05,035 --> 00:22:08,580 Hey. Diana, where you goin'? 515 00:22:09,673 --> 00:22:11,759 Okay, I'll shut up. 516 00:22:17,003 --> 00:22:20,441 Can I, uh, talk to you... talk to you for a minute? 517 00:22:20,781 --> 00:22:22,150 "Sorry, I'm busy. I can't talk right now." 518 00:22:22,174 --> 00:22:25,903 Yeah, I found a lump in my neck, 519 00:22:25,927 --> 00:22:27,363 making breakfast for Luna this morning, 520 00:22:27,387 --> 00:22:29,948 and, uh, it wasn't there, and then suddenly... 521 00:22:29,972 --> 00:22:30,949 It was, 522 00:22:30,973 --> 00:22:33,034 and, uh, I'm walking Luna to school, 523 00:22:33,058 --> 00:22:35,368 and I'm thinking, you know, Georgia is gone, 524 00:22:35,392 --> 00:22:39,925 and now, Helen is gone, and then what if in a year... 525 00:22:42,149 --> 00:22:43,429 What if I'm gone, 526 00:22:44,276 --> 00:22:45,848 and I just leave Luna... 527 00:22:46,758 --> 00:22:47,901 alone? 528 00:22:50,156 --> 00:22:51,675 Max... 529 00:22:51,699 --> 00:22:53,469 It almost, uh, killed me 530 00:22:53,493 --> 00:22:55,762 the first time... the chemo and the radiation. 531 00:22:55,786 --> 00:23:01,058 I got through it, but what if I don't next time? 532 00:23:01,082 --> 00:23:03,477 I guess that's why I'm pushing everyone... 533 00:23:03,501 --> 00:23:06,104 pushing you so hard, 534 00:23:06,452 --> 00:23:08,607 'cause you can't push off what your body needs, 535 00:23:08,631 --> 00:23:11,525 not till tomorrow or next week. 536 00:23:11,549 --> 00:23:13,109 It's just today. 537 00:23:18,013 --> 00:23:23,803 So anyway, I got an MRI when I first got here. 538 00:23:25,436 --> 00:23:27,247 "When do you get your results?" 539 00:23:27,598 --> 00:23:30,541 Oh, later this afternoon. Would you take a look? 540 00:23:34,611 --> 00:23:36,696 "I don't think I can." 541 00:23:37,754 --> 00:23:39,481 Why not? 542 00:23:39,739 --> 00:23:41,175 "I'll be in surgery." 543 00:23:43,661 --> 00:23:45,262 "For my wrists." 544 00:23:51,630 --> 00:23:53,669 Mm. 545 00:23:55,420 --> 00:23:59,608 Nurse Parker, ER. Nurse Parker, ER. 546 00:24:09,890 --> 00:24:11,758 Wow, trying to get into 547 00:24:11,782 --> 00:24:13,498 the "Guinness Book of World Records"? 548 00:24:13,522 --> 00:24:16,289 You know, the key is dipping that into water first. 549 00:24:16,313 --> 00:24:18,499 Did I call for a consult? 550 00:24:18,941 --> 00:24:21,459 School bus jumped a curb. We're about to get flooded 551 00:24:21,483 --> 00:24:23,075 with a whole lot of bumps and bruises, which means 552 00:24:23,099 --> 00:24:27,531 your disgusting gorge-fest is gonna have to wait. 553 00:24:27,874 --> 00:24:29,090 Fine. 554 00:24:29,114 --> 00:24:30,995 Do I have something in my teeth? 555 00:24:31,461 --> 00:24:32,921 Funny. 556 00:24:33,619 --> 00:24:35,887 I need a portable chest, bay 30! 557 00:24:35,911 --> 00:24:37,724 I got multiple head lacerations 558 00:24:37,748 --> 00:24:39,434 and possible concussion in 27. 559 00:24:39,458 --> 00:24:41,310 Okay, let's order a CT scan. 560 00:24:41,334 --> 00:24:42,882 - Which? - Both. 561 00:24:44,960 --> 00:24:46,481 Bus driver hit the windshield. 562 00:24:46,505 --> 00:24:47,897 - Is he critical? - Vitals stable. 563 00:24:47,921 --> 00:24:49,399 Okay, let's get him to Trauma One. 564 00:24:49,423 --> 00:24:53,773 Okay, um, I need an air splint for the soccer coach, bay 25! 565 00:24:53,797 --> 00:24:55,488 - My son, Jabari... - Yes, yeah, I've seen him. 566 00:24:55,512 --> 00:24:56,874 He's fine. He's in Bay 5 567 00:24:56,898 --> 00:24:58,575 with a broken wrist and really dark sense of humor. 568 00:24:58,599 --> 00:25:01,285 - Huxley. - I'll take you. 569 00:25:03,436 --> 00:25:06,080 Uh, all right, let's fix this broken pinky. 570 00:25:06,104 --> 00:25:07,708 All right, okay, on three. 571 00:25:07,732 --> 00:25:08,833 - One, two... - Wait. 572 00:25:08,857 --> 00:25:11,003 - Is it gonna hurt? - Not at all, okay? 573 00:25:11,027 --> 00:25:12,211 On three. 574 00:25:12,235 --> 00:25:13,370 But wait... 575 00:25:13,646 --> 00:25:14,756 I'm scared. 576 00:25:14,780 --> 00:25:17,008 Arlette, I need help over here! 577 00:25:17,032 --> 00:25:18,759 Bay 24! 578 00:25:19,418 --> 00:25:21,551 We all get scared, but we can't go through life with a pinky 579 00:25:21,575 --> 00:25:23,262 shaped like a bendy straw, can we? 580 00:25:23,286 --> 00:25:24,512 - Okay. - Okay. 581 00:25:24,536 --> 00:25:26,013 On three. One, two... 582 00:25:26,037 --> 00:25:28,599 Brunstetter, splint! 583 00:25:28,623 --> 00:25:30,060 See? Easy-peasy. 584 00:25:30,084 --> 00:25:31,269 Kid with LLC? 585 00:25:31,293 --> 00:25:32,604 All right, I need two IVs 586 00:25:32,628 --> 00:25:34,104 - and a portable chest. - I paged surgery. 587 00:25:34,128 --> 00:25:35,773 Okay, now page every other department. 588 00:25:35,797 --> 00:25:37,191 Right. Hey, how you feelin'? 589 00:25:37,215 --> 00:25:39,401 Yeah, I'm a little hungry. Go. 590 00:25:43,844 --> 00:25:46,612 What's happening to me? 591 00:25:47,890 --> 00:25:49,826 You're about to have a baby. 592 00:25:49,850 --> 00:25:51,868 Hey, can we get some help over there? 593 00:25:51,892 --> 00:25:55,080 Busy! 594 00:26:01,750 --> 00:26:03,430 I don't know what you want me to tell you. 595 00:26:03,454 --> 00:26:05,350 The truth. 596 00:26:05,673 --> 00:26:07,309 How hard is that? 597 00:26:08,613 --> 00:26:11,711 Not the first time you've heard that today, one suspects. 598 00:26:13,597 --> 00:26:17,205 Oh, man, my marriage of 15 years is ending, 599 00:26:17,229 --> 00:26:19,807 and I don't think it's that ridiculous to suggest 600 00:26:19,831 --> 00:26:22,405 that maybe that's the root of my problem. 601 00:26:23,103 --> 00:26:25,116 Tell me about your date. 602 00:26:25,140 --> 00:26:26,960 Um, I did already. 603 00:26:26,984 --> 00:26:28,326 Not the boudoir. 604 00:26:28,350 --> 00:26:29,453 The date. 605 00:26:29,902 --> 00:26:31,837 All right, all right. 606 00:26:31,861 --> 00:26:34,382 So he was hot. 607 00:26:34,406 --> 00:26:36,071 You know, way out of my league. 608 00:26:36,095 --> 00:26:37,770 That's not me being self-deprecating. 609 00:26:37,795 --> 00:26:39,314 That's just the facts, all right? 610 00:26:39,338 --> 00:26:40,503 Objectively speaking, 611 00:26:40,527 --> 00:26:43,026 he was like if Apollo walked off of Mount Olympus. 612 00:26:43,050 --> 00:26:47,320 You know, but our profiles matched up on the app, 613 00:26:47,344 --> 00:26:49,958 and, uh, I didn't pursue it at first, 614 00:26:49,982 --> 00:26:51,449 because I thought it was too far-fetched. 615 00:26:51,473 --> 00:26:53,701 But then he beeped me. 616 00:26:53,725 --> 00:26:55,853 Is that a euphemism? 617 00:26:56,529 --> 00:26:57,663 Is that a what? 618 00:26:57,975 --> 00:27:00,208 No, he beeped... if you like someone's profile 619 00:27:00,232 --> 00:27:01,500 on the app, you beep them. 620 00:27:01,524 --> 00:27:02,636 You p... you ping them. 621 00:27:02,660 --> 00:27:04,877 Do you understand what I'm talking about? 622 00:27:05,357 --> 00:27:08,673 Anyway, he set it up. He reached out, 623 00:27:08,697 --> 00:27:10,758 and, uh, and then he propositioned me 624 00:27:10,782 --> 00:27:12,260 before we even got dessert. 625 00:27:12,284 --> 00:27:14,094 Essentially, it was the easiest date 626 00:27:14,118 --> 00:27:15,720 of all time. You know, all I had to do 627 00:27:15,744 --> 00:27:18,037 - was just say yes. - Hmm. 628 00:27:18,667 --> 00:27:20,396 Sounds familiar. 629 00:27:20,540 --> 00:27:22,017 Oh, is that your usual? 630 00:27:22,041 --> 00:27:24,270 Must be nice to be so popular. 631 00:27:24,294 --> 00:27:26,146 It's familiar, because it's extremely 632 00:27:26,170 --> 00:27:30,691 reminiscent of your first date with someone else. 633 00:27:37,456 --> 00:27:39,058 Martin? 634 00:27:39,430 --> 00:27:41,450 Isn't that your origin myth? 635 00:27:42,019 --> 00:27:46,496 Staggeringly handsome Martin swoops down on dear, sweet Iggy 636 00:27:46,520 --> 00:27:49,373 at the bar and picks him right up. 637 00:27:49,735 --> 00:27:52,626 The location's different, but the dynamics... 638 00:27:52,650 --> 00:27:54,420 exactly the same. 639 00:27:54,823 --> 00:27:59,258 Moments ago, you said your marriage of 15 years is ending. 640 00:27:59,703 --> 00:28:03,887 Now, that is a sentence without a subject, but this divorce 641 00:28:03,911 --> 00:28:05,470 didn't just happen. 642 00:28:05,494 --> 00:28:06,888 Your relationship is ending 643 00:28:06,912 --> 00:28:10,017 because someone decided to end it. 644 00:28:10,041 --> 00:28:11,517 Which of you was it? 645 00:28:13,479 --> 00:28:14,665 Me. 646 00:28:14,743 --> 00:28:16,178 Damn right. 647 00:28:16,462 --> 00:28:18,647 You felt so strongly it was over 648 00:28:18,671 --> 00:28:21,000 that you upended your entire life, 649 00:28:21,024 --> 00:28:24,486 and then for your first post-Martin intimacy, 650 00:28:24,510 --> 00:28:27,114 you chose a man who replicated every part 651 00:28:27,138 --> 00:28:29,656 of the relationship you just left. 652 00:28:30,836 --> 00:28:33,661 Your impotence wasn't your body failing. 653 00:28:33,685 --> 00:28:37,165 It was your body giving you a warning. 654 00:28:37,189 --> 00:28:41,275 This is not what you want. 655 00:28:42,151 --> 00:28:44,338 Why did you end you marriage? 656 00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:50,092 Because I couldn't be who I wanted to be. 657 00:28:50,116 --> 00:28:53,929 Well, marvelous news... 658 00:28:53,953 --> 00:28:55,347 now you can. 659 00:28:55,634 --> 00:28:59,016 The question is who do you wanna be? 660 00:29:03,962 --> 00:29:08,024 I was out of line, and I apologize. 661 00:29:08,048 --> 00:29:09,566 Keep going. 662 00:29:10,510 --> 00:29:14,278 I have a hard time giving up control, and... 663 00:29:16,055 --> 00:29:17,597 I'm sorry. 664 00:29:23,311 --> 00:29:25,080 Uh... 665 00:29:26,665 --> 00:29:29,084 Guess who's behind the wheel when I'm in a car. 666 00:29:30,315 --> 00:29:34,070 At a barbecue, guess who's at the grill. 667 00:29:35,238 --> 00:29:37,509 I think it all comes down to... 668 00:29:39,074 --> 00:29:41,970 my dad leaving when I was a kid. 669 00:29:42,264 --> 00:29:45,390 I mean, you know how it goes. Everyone said, 670 00:29:45,787 --> 00:29:48,270 "You gon' be the man of the house now." 671 00:29:50,084 --> 00:29:51,857 I guess I took that to heart, 672 00:29:52,072 --> 00:29:53,233 and, uh, 673 00:29:54,087 --> 00:29:55,921 I never let it go. 674 00:29:56,381 --> 00:29:57,946 So you didn't have a mother? 675 00:30:00,115 --> 00:30:02,979 Yeah, uh, yeah, I had a mother. 676 00:30:03,243 --> 00:30:05,829 Was this mother not capable of running the household? 677 00:30:08,956 --> 00:30:10,184 Well? 678 00:30:10,209 --> 00:30:11,918 Answer the woman. 679 00:30:13,978 --> 00:30:16,623 Yeah, uh, yeah. 680 00:30:16,647 --> 00:30:19,668 I guess she... she was capable... 681 00:30:19,692 --> 00:30:22,638 is... is very capable. 682 00:30:23,070 --> 00:30:25,257 She's a force of nature. 683 00:30:25,807 --> 00:30:28,467 So you're telling me that your mother was a competent, 684 00:30:28,491 --> 00:30:31,178 highly intelligent woman who knew how to do 685 00:30:31,202 --> 00:30:33,023 what she needed to do. 686 00:30:40,447 --> 00:30:43,688 Okay, you know what? Just knock me out, please, 687 00:30:43,712 --> 00:30:45,522 for the sake of everyone. 688 00:30:58,975 --> 00:31:01,268 You're doing great, Aria. You're doing great. 689 00:31:01,292 --> 00:31:04,664 Baby's heart rate's dropping, another decel. 690 00:31:06,524 --> 00:31:09,461 Okay, the umbilical cord is wrapped around the baby's neck. 691 00:31:09,485 --> 00:31:11,045 - What? - Hold on, hold on, 692 00:31:11,069 --> 00:31:12,338 - hold on, Aria. - No, no, no! 693 00:31:12,362 --> 00:31:14,464 Aria, I can fix it! Aria, Aria, Aria, 694 00:31:14,488 --> 00:31:16,883 you have to trust me right now, okay? 695 00:31:16,907 --> 00:31:18,340 I can fix it, okay? 696 00:31:18,364 --> 00:31:20,595 Okay, okay, come on. 697 00:31:20,619 --> 00:31:22,012 Come on, come on, come on. 698 00:31:24,914 --> 00:31:28,684 Okay, almost got it. Almost got it. 699 00:31:28,708 --> 00:31:31,103 Damn. 700 00:31:31,127 --> 00:31:32,361 What does that mean? 701 00:31:32,385 --> 00:31:35,357 Okay, I thought I had it, but I can't unwrap the cord. 702 00:31:35,381 --> 00:31:37,068 Another decel. 703 00:31:37,092 --> 00:31:39,403 Fetal scalp blood pH 6.8. 704 00:31:39,427 --> 00:31:41,195 Okay, page OB stat. 705 00:31:46,224 --> 00:31:47,951 Tourniquet inflation is effective. 706 00:31:52,522 --> 00:31:54,915 Give me the status of the distal edge of the TCL. 707 00:32:00,111 --> 00:32:01,278 Thank you. 708 00:32:02,279 --> 00:32:03,313 For what? 709 00:32:03,338 --> 00:32:05,550 For changing her mind about the procedure. 710 00:32:05,991 --> 00:32:09,119 Not a lot of people can do that with Elizabeth. 711 00:32:09,430 --> 00:32:10,990 Uh... 712 00:32:11,161 --> 00:32:14,583 no, actually, no one can do that with Elizabeth... 713 00:32:15,541 --> 00:32:17,268 except for you. 714 00:32:27,050 --> 00:32:31,863 _ 715 00:32:40,984 --> 00:32:43,082 As you can see, there's definitely a mass, 716 00:32:43,445 --> 00:32:46,876 and we can't say whether or not it's cancerous without a biopsy. 717 00:32:46,900 --> 00:32:47,836 Of course. 718 00:32:47,860 --> 00:32:49,627 So I suggest we don't drag our heels. 719 00:32:49,651 --> 00:32:52,339 I'd like to get some tissue to the pathologist today, 720 00:32:52,363 --> 00:32:53,999 then based on his findings... 721 00:33:14,464 --> 00:33:15,635 Where the hell is OB? 722 00:33:15,659 --> 00:33:19,634 Emergency C-section on L and D... at least an hour away. 723 00:33:20,762 --> 00:33:24,199 Okay, okay, okay, okay. 724 00:33:27,851 --> 00:33:29,411 Okay, there's the... there's the scalp. 725 00:33:29,435 --> 00:33:30,675 There's the scalp. There's the scalp. 726 00:33:30,699 --> 00:33:31,820 Ah! 727 00:33:31,845 --> 00:33:33,407 Okay, right down from the ear, 728 00:33:33,432 --> 00:33:34,323 right down from the ear. 729 00:33:34,348 --> 00:33:36,704 Okay, there's the cord. There's the cord. 730 00:33:36,729 --> 00:33:38,831 Gently over the scalp. 731 00:33:40,567 --> 00:33:42,670 Come on! Come on. 732 00:33:42,695 --> 00:33:44,172 Okay, okay, I got it, I got it. 733 00:33:44,197 --> 00:33:46,048 Oh, the baby, the baby, the baby, no! 734 00:33:46,073 --> 00:33:48,927 Aria, Aria, Aria, your baby is crowning! 735 00:33:49,785 --> 00:33:52,515 Okay, Aria, I need you to look at me. 736 00:33:52,539 --> 00:33:53,724 Aria, Aria! 737 00:33:53,748 --> 00:33:55,558 Bring your focus to your breath, okay? 738 00:33:55,582 --> 00:33:57,977 Okay, I got you. I got you, I got you. 739 00:33:58,001 --> 00:33:59,354 Breathe with me. Come on, Aria, 740 00:33:59,378 --> 00:34:00,980 that's it, that's it. Breathe. 741 00:34:05,216 --> 00:34:08,361 Breathe. That's it. Breathe. 742 00:34:10,470 --> 00:34:13,908 On the next breath, I want you to push, okay? 743 00:34:13,932 --> 00:34:15,617 Okay, I need you to push. 744 00:34:15,641 --> 00:34:18,206 Okay, and push. 745 00:34:21,759 --> 00:34:22,623 Aria! 746 00:34:22,647 --> 00:34:24,625 Aria, your baby's right shoulder is out. 747 00:34:24,649 --> 00:34:26,334 I need you to give me one more push. 748 00:34:26,358 --> 00:34:27,795 Come on! Come on, Aria! 749 00:34:27,819 --> 00:34:32,072 You got this! 750 00:34:40,079 --> 00:34:42,807 Okay, you did it, Aria. You did it. 751 00:34:53,841 --> 00:34:54,693 Hi. 752 00:34:59,179 --> 00:35:00,740 You did it, Aria. 753 00:35:04,099 --> 00:35:06,161 She's perfect. 754 00:35:28,371 --> 00:35:29,361 Hey. 755 00:35:30,633 --> 00:35:32,260 Hey. 756 00:35:34,978 --> 00:35:36,247 Are you new? 757 00:35:36,585 --> 00:35:38,313 I usually know everybody in my O.R. 758 00:35:38,337 --> 00:35:41,706 It wasn't your O.R. though, was it? 759 00:35:44,442 --> 00:35:46,736 Hmm, touché. 760 00:35:48,054 --> 00:35:50,090 I started here last week. 761 00:35:50,680 --> 00:35:52,492 - How do you like it? - Dr. Reynolds, 762 00:35:52,516 --> 00:35:54,618 I have worked on four continents, 763 00:35:54,642 --> 00:35:57,579 in six countries and 27 different cities, 764 00:35:57,603 --> 00:35:59,286 and I can say without a doubt 765 00:35:59,310 --> 00:36:02,209 that you are the worst patient I've ever encountered. 766 00:36:02,602 --> 00:36:05,211 And Dr. Flores, she's literally drinking in a bar right now 767 00:36:05,235 --> 00:36:07,862 because of you. 768 00:36:12,115 --> 00:36:14,364 Hey, what'd you say your name was? 769 00:36:15,727 --> 00:36:17,395 I didn't. 770 00:36:19,914 --> 00:36:20,766 Hm. 771 00:36:24,626 --> 00:36:26,353 Okay, get your prescription pad. 772 00:36:26,377 --> 00:36:27,271 Meet me by the scales. 773 00:36:27,295 --> 00:36:29,232 - It's been 12 hours. - Get it. 774 00:36:34,717 --> 00:36:36,303 Okay. 775 00:36:39,305 --> 00:36:40,825 - Wow. - Told you. 776 00:36:40,849 --> 00:36:41,909 You actually lost a pound. 777 00:36:41,933 --> 00:36:43,910 No, that's not possible. No, I... I gained at least 778 00:36:43,934 --> 00:36:46,621 five pounds... what? No, that's impossible! 779 00:36:46,645 --> 00:36:50,208 I mean, I... I housed, like, two orders of egg rolls. 780 00:36:50,232 --> 00:36:52,416 I mean, I crushed the stuffed-crust pizza, 781 00:36:52,440 --> 00:36:54,752 a bear claw. I mean, how have I not gained 782 00:36:54,776 --> 00:36:55,753 any weight? 783 00:36:55,777 --> 00:36:58,256 Wha... I raced around all day today 784 00:36:58,280 --> 00:36:59,590 searching for high-calorie food. 785 00:36:59,614 --> 00:37:01,541 I mean, I even skipped a bathroom break, 786 00:37:01,565 --> 00:37:04,002 so I could run across to third for poutine. 787 00:37:04,026 --> 00:37:07,130 There's gotta be some kind of mistake with this thing. 788 00:37:07,154 --> 00:37:08,131 Well, check your phone 789 00:37:08,155 --> 00:37:10,340 and see how many steps you walked. 790 00:37:12,700 --> 00:37:14,218 25,201. 791 00:37:14,555 --> 00:37:17,200 Well, that's about 18 miles. 792 00:37:17,225 --> 00:37:18,578 Come back next week. 793 00:37:36,676 --> 00:37:38,195 Are you okay? 794 00:37:55,073 --> 00:37:57,325 Actually, I am. 795 00:37:58,509 --> 00:38:02,321 You wanna try going more than a week? 796 00:38:05,889 --> 00:38:07,036 Yeah. 797 00:38:08,604 --> 00:38:10,707 Yeah, I think I do. 798 00:38:10,732 --> 00:38:12,210 Yeah, who knows? 799 00:38:12,389 --> 00:38:15,742 Maybe you don't need them anymore. 800 00:38:28,326 --> 00:38:29,511 Waiting for a call? 801 00:38:29,536 --> 00:38:31,263 Uh, something like that. 802 00:38:31,288 --> 00:38:32,452 How can I help? 803 00:38:32,836 --> 00:38:35,621 Oh, yeah, uh, I just popped by because I wanted to tell you 804 00:38:35,645 --> 00:38:40,126 that today was quite possibly the most mortifying day 805 00:38:40,150 --> 00:38:42,001 of the last 40 years of my life. 806 00:38:42,025 --> 00:38:44,462 Heard that from some of the other department heads. 807 00:38:44,486 --> 00:38:46,548 Yeah, yeah, I bet you did. 808 00:38:46,572 --> 00:38:47,549 Yeah, I can't speak for them. 809 00:38:47,573 --> 00:38:48,632 I can only speak from my experience. 810 00:38:48,656 --> 00:38:52,427 But, uh, your little experiment felt embarrassing. 811 00:38:52,451 --> 00:38:55,179 It was humiliating. It was painfully awkward, 812 00:38:55,203 --> 00:38:58,445 and I can't begin to thank you enough. 813 00:38:58,801 --> 00:39:02,155 Y... sorry, really? 814 00:39:02,180 --> 00:39:03,283 Yeah, really. 815 00:39:03,587 --> 00:39:08,288 Thanks to you, I was, uh, I was forced to look inward, 816 00:39:08,313 --> 00:39:10,999 and I had a breakthrough. 817 00:39:11,024 --> 00:39:12,152 - You did? - I did... 818 00:39:12,177 --> 00:39:14,173 one that I needed more than I could've ever have known. 819 00:39:14,197 --> 00:39:15,531 - There you go! - Yeah. 820 00:39:15,555 --> 00:39:18,825 Now, if you'll excuse me, I am off to have consensual sex 821 00:39:18,849 --> 00:39:20,201 with a stranger of my choosing. 822 00:39:20,225 --> 00:39:22,260 Uh, I think that's great. 823 00:39:22,285 --> 00:39:23,971 Heal thyself, Max. 824 00:39:23,996 --> 00:39:25,765 Heal thyself. 825 00:39:31,077 --> 00:39:32,846 Dr. Gellar. 826 00:39:33,111 --> 00:39:34,963 Yeah, no, no. I can talk. 827 00:39:52,000 --> 00:39:54,000 _ 828 00:40:01,385 --> 00:40:05,114 _ 829 00:40:05,138 --> 00:40:07,991 _ 830 00:40:08,015 --> 00:40:11,244 _ 831 00:40:13,523 --> 00:40:17,458 _ 832 00:40:32,854 --> 00:40:33,846 You want? 833 00:40:50,332 --> 00:40:51,612 Thank you. 834 00:40:53,429 --> 00:40:56,074 How's your throat? 835 00:41:04,480 --> 00:41:08,084 _ 836 00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:42,800 _ 837 00:41:43,125 --> 00:41:49,125 *CREDITS*