1 00:01:00,224 --> 00:01:02,463 My dearest Max, 2 00:01:03,401 --> 00:01:06,491 if you toss this letter, rip it up, burn it, 3 00:01:06,534 --> 00:01:08,927 I won't blame you. 4 00:01:09,842 --> 00:01:12,627 I've done the same to countless versions. 5 00:01:12,671 --> 00:01:15,152 What I did was unforgiveable 6 00:01:15,195 --> 00:01:17,980 - to you, to our friends. - Hi. 7 00:01:18,024 --> 00:01:20,189 To sweet Luna. 8 00:01:21,375 --> 00:01:24,335 Hey. 9 00:01:24,378 --> 00:01:27,251 It was never my intention. 10 00:01:27,294 --> 00:01:29,990 None of this is what I intended. 11 00:01:33,996 --> 00:01:37,174 Everything I ever said to you was true. 12 00:01:37,539 --> 00:01:41,090 Everything we had was real, 13 00:01:41,134 --> 00:01:44,181 but so is this thing that kept me in London. 14 00:01:44,224 --> 00:01:45,921 Kept me from marrying you. 15 00:01:55,366 --> 00:01:58,499 I wish I knew what it was. 16 00:01:58,543 --> 00:02:00,327 I wish I could rip it out of me, 17 00:02:00,371 --> 00:02:03,089 obliterate it so I could be with you. 18 00:02:04,734 --> 00:02:08,320 Because you deserve all the happiness in the world. 19 00:02:08,901 --> 00:02:12,557 I wish I had an explanation to help ease your pain, 20 00:02:13,367 --> 00:02:15,734 but none has come. 21 00:02:15,777 --> 00:02:18,171 All I have is the time that's passed 22 00:02:18,215 --> 00:02:21,957 and the desperate hope that it heals us both. 23 00:02:22,001 --> 00:02:24,525 Heals your heart, heals your mind, 24 00:02:24,569 --> 00:02:27,963 heals Luna, and heals our friends. 25 00:02:47,766 --> 00:02:52,510 Max, you are beautiful and shimmering. 26 00:02:52,864 --> 00:02:56,818 And I was made better for being in your light. 27 00:02:56,862 --> 00:02:58,662 We all were. 28 00:03:09,266 --> 00:03:11,093 Please don't lose your light. 29 00:03:12,617 --> 00:03:16,098 May it shine again, even brighter than before. 30 00:03:16,142 --> 00:03:19,145 All my love, Helen. 31 00:03:46,346 --> 00:03:48,827 Come on. 32 00:03:58,611 --> 00:04:04,144 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 33 00:04:16,376 --> 00:04:19,814 - Lauren! - What? What's going on? 34 00:04:21,903 --> 00:04:24,906 How many times I got to tell you to stay on the couch? 35 00:04:24,950 --> 00:04:26,734 And how many times have I got to tell you 36 00:04:26,778 --> 00:04:30,042 that your couch is a sciatica waiting to happen. 37 00:04:30,085 --> 00:04:32,392 You gotta go back to your own place. 38 00:04:32,436 --> 00:04:34,481 Look, you've been bouncing from couch-to-couch for months. 39 00:04:34,525 --> 00:04:35,613 Don't blame me. 40 00:04:35,656 --> 00:04:38,180 Blame the US immigration system. 41 00:04:38,224 --> 00:04:40,748 Every month Leyla's visa's supposed to be sorted 42 00:04:40,792 --> 00:04:42,141 and she's supposed to move out 43 00:04:42,184 --> 00:04:44,535 and every month they throw something new at her. 44 00:04:44,578 --> 00:04:47,146 You have a two bedroom. Just use the other one. 45 00:04:47,189 --> 00:04:49,409 Floyd, I know me. If I'm living there, 46 00:04:49,453 --> 00:04:50,976 I'm falling back into bed with her. 47 00:04:51,019 --> 00:04:53,631 - Better her bed than mine. - Come on. 48 00:04:53,674 --> 00:04:55,676 I'm giving you till tomorrow, 49 00:04:55,720 --> 00:04:58,113 then you can find someone else's couch to not sleep on. 50 00:05:02,814 --> 00:05:06,426 Okay, so these flapjacks, 51 00:05:06,470 --> 00:05:08,667 right here, they are both circles, yeah? 52 00:05:09,255 --> 00:05:11,692 - No one says flapjacks. - That... 53 00:05:11,736 --> 00:05:14,042 well, these objects that I call flapjacks 54 00:05:14,086 --> 00:05:18,525 and you call pancakes, are they similar or congruent? 55 00:05:18,569 --> 00:05:20,745 - Similar. - Okay. Hey, Harper. 56 00:05:20,788 --> 00:05:24,357 Feet... not at the table. Raffi, breakfast. 57 00:05:24,401 --> 00:05:27,012 Sorry I'm late. I got your text... 58 00:05:27,055 --> 00:05:29,188 - It's all good. - And I come bearing 59 00:05:29,231 --> 00:05:32,800 the last bottle of the bougie real maple stuff. 60 00:05:32,844 --> 00:05:35,368 All right, guys, Dad is home and breakfast is served. 61 00:05:35,412 --> 00:05:36,891 Come on. Let's go, guys. Come on. Come on. 62 00:05:36,935 --> 00:05:38,937 Not even a hello from these locusts. 63 00:05:38,980 --> 00:05:40,895 Yeah, well, you know, when you taste delicious 64 00:05:40,939 --> 00:05:42,941 covered in maple syrup, you'll be popular too. 65 00:05:42,984 --> 00:05:45,073 Hey, about Tuesday... 66 00:05:45,117 --> 00:05:47,424 Uh, yeah, yeah. It's all good. I can stay late. 67 00:05:47,467 --> 00:05:48,990 Okay, I thought Tuesday was yoga morning. 68 00:05:49,034 --> 00:05:50,905 No, no. Yoga's on Wednesdays now. 69 00:05:50,949 --> 00:05:52,907 Oh, okay. Well, thank you. 70 00:05:52,951 --> 00:05:54,735 Namaste. 71 00:05:54,779 --> 00:05:57,869 Well, then I present to thee the spat-of-tula. 72 00:05:57,912 --> 00:06:01,094 Best separated dads ever. 73 00:06:01,525 --> 00:06:04,745 Um, what was I? Yeah, yeah. 74 00:06:04,789 --> 00:06:06,486 - That's it, I guess. - Yeah. 75 00:06:06,530 --> 00:06:07,748 I'll see you in three days, okay? 76 00:06:07,792 --> 00:06:09,644 - All right. - Okay. 77 00:06:10,229 --> 00:06:12,840 Bye, guys. Bye, my loves. Have a good day. 78 00:06:12,884 --> 00:06:16,409 Who wants more pancakes? 79 00:06:16,453 --> 00:06:17,976 - I do! - Here you are, sir. 80 00:06:18,019 --> 00:06:20,239 And more maple syrup? 81 00:06:20,282 --> 00:06:22,459 Did you forget something? 82 00:06:22,502 --> 00:06:25,911 Uh, no. The house is yours. 83 00:06:26,593 --> 00:06:27,942 All right. More fruit. 84 00:06:27,986 --> 00:06:30,081 A lot of fruit on those pancakes. 85 00:06:34,209 --> 00:06:37,082 - Oh, look at those cheeks. - Yeah, she eats like crazy. 86 00:06:37,125 --> 00:06:39,824 Especially the phone while we're FaceTiming, but... 87 00:06:39,867 --> 00:06:43,044 - Happy girl. - Yeah, happy girl. Happy dad. 88 00:06:43,088 --> 00:06:46,352 Well, two happy dads. 89 00:06:46,395 --> 00:06:49,059 And there's my dad. 90 00:06:50,487 --> 00:06:52,619 - What? - Flaking on dinner. 91 00:06:52,663 --> 00:06:54,621 - Again? - Again. 92 00:06:54,665 --> 00:06:56,449 Well, what's his excuse this time? 93 00:06:56,493 --> 00:06:58,538 Uh, I don't know. I can't ask. 94 00:06:58,582 --> 00:07:00,279 - You can't ask? - Well... 95 00:07:00,322 --> 00:07:02,411 Have you never asked? 96 00:07:02,455 --> 00:07:05,806 Look, it's taken decades to get here, you know? 97 00:07:05,850 --> 00:07:07,808 I have a relationship with the man. 98 00:07:07,852 --> 00:07:09,462 What kind of relationship is it? 99 00:07:09,506 --> 00:07:10,594 I mean, you don't see the guy. 100 00:07:10,637 --> 00:07:12,030 You don't tell him how you feel. 101 00:07:12,073 --> 00:07:15,293 Well, at least I know I'll never lose him again. 102 00:07:16,382 --> 00:07:18,036 Well, I hate this, you know? 103 00:07:18,079 --> 00:07:21,169 You are an incredible person and you deserve better. 104 00:07:21,213 --> 00:07:22,649 Thank you, 105 00:07:22,693 --> 00:07:25,478 but you still got to move out tomorrow. 106 00:07:25,522 --> 00:07:27,393 You suck. 107 00:07:27,436 --> 00:07:29,623 Why does it rain? 108 00:07:29,667 --> 00:07:32,224 Uh, because clouds. 109 00:07:32,267 --> 00:07:33,834 Why clouds? 110 00:07:33,878 --> 00:07:36,489 'Cause, uh, rain droplets. 111 00:07:36,533 --> 00:07:38,012 Why rain droplets? 112 00:07:38,056 --> 00:07:40,537 Hmm, why rain droplets? That's a tough one. 113 00:07:40,580 --> 00:07:42,756 Um, because evaporation. 114 00:07:42,800 --> 00:07:44,671 We made it. Give me a hug. 115 00:07:44,715 --> 00:07:47,544 Big hug. Big hug. Rrarr! 116 00:07:47,587 --> 00:07:49,458 Have a good day, okay? 117 00:07:49,502 --> 00:07:52,113 Why isn't Mom here? 118 00:07:59,556 --> 00:08:01,253 Because, um... 119 00:08:03,734 --> 00:08:05,344 - Good morning, Luna. - Hi. 120 00:08:05,387 --> 00:08:08,608 - Hi. Ready to go inside? - Okay. Have fun, Lu. 121 00:08:08,652 --> 00:08:10,610 - Love you. - Watch your step. 122 00:08:10,654 --> 00:08:14,135 - Hey, Lu. - Gonna have fun today. 123 00:08:24,406 --> 00:08:27,061 We know the children's foundation can't help everyone. 124 00:08:27,105 --> 00:08:30,282 We just hadn't seen Brady that excited about something 125 00:08:30,325 --> 00:08:33,413 since before the diagnosis. 126 00:08:34,112 --> 00:08:36,374 What did he say when you told him? 127 00:08:36,854 --> 00:08:39,726 You know Brady. He's putting up a brave front. 128 00:08:39,770 --> 00:08:42,207 But he's devastated. 129 00:08:42,250 --> 00:08:44,731 I mean, how else is a 12-year-old supposed to react 130 00:08:44,775 --> 00:08:47,386 to being denied his dying wish? 131 00:08:53,131 --> 00:08:55,307 New Amsterdam has a wonderful board 132 00:08:55,350 --> 00:08:57,222 and a truly amazing medical director. 133 00:08:57,265 --> 00:09:00,138 We have a large volunteer group and... 134 00:09:02,749 --> 00:09:07,841 A lot of celebrities owe us a few favors. 135 00:09:07,885 --> 00:09:09,669 What are you saying, Dr. Wilder? 136 00:09:09,713 --> 00:09:11,758 What I'm saying is that we 137 00:09:11,802 --> 00:09:14,456 can make Brady's wish come true. 138 00:09:14,500 --> 00:09:17,590 So what is it? 139 00:09:17,634 --> 00:09:20,288 I want to be the star of a Bollywood musical. 140 00:09:23,814 --> 00:09:26,773 Male, 30s, multiple fractured ribs. 141 00:09:26,817 --> 00:09:28,427 Patient was trampled when some march 142 00:09:28,470 --> 00:09:30,864 was disrupted by protestors. Vital signs stable. 143 00:09:30,908 --> 00:09:33,824 Okay, bay 23. 144 00:09:33,867 --> 00:09:35,782 I liked it better when they protested on Facebook. 145 00:09:35,826 --> 00:09:37,227 More coming. 146 00:09:38,176 --> 00:09:40,091 Patient was hit in the head by a glass bottle. 147 00:09:40,134 --> 00:09:41,658 - She sustained... - She is a they. 148 00:09:41,701 --> 00:09:45,860 Okay, I'm gonna need transport for a CT scan, stat. 149 00:09:47,620 --> 00:09:49,491 Brunstetter, Brunstetter, over here. 150 00:09:49,535 --> 00:09:51,319 Bay 23. Alert ortho. 151 00:09:51,363 --> 00:09:54,018 Keith James, 43-year-old man with chemical burns. 152 00:09:54,061 --> 00:09:55,933 Induced dyspnea due to pepper spray. 153 00:09:55,976 --> 00:09:58,065 I tried to shield him. Doug's asthmatic. 154 00:09:58,109 --> 00:10:00,024 - It was so fast. - You did great, Keith, okay? 155 00:10:00,067 --> 00:10:01,852 We're gonna take good care of him and you. 156 00:10:01,895 --> 00:10:04,419 34-year-old female, fractured wrist, 157 00:10:04,463 --> 00:10:06,813 extensive lacerations from glass shards in the field. 158 00:10:06,857 --> 00:10:07,814 They just came out of nowhere. 159 00:10:07,858 --> 00:10:08,989 We got you. 160 00:10:09,033 --> 00:10:10,208 They just started attacking us. 161 00:10:10,251 --> 00:10:11,296 Why? 162 00:10:11,339 --> 00:10:12,732 Why were we attacked, everybody? 163 00:10:12,776 --> 00:10:14,429 - Sex worker rights now. - Yeah. 164 00:10:14,473 --> 00:10:15,866 Our bodies, our business, our choice. 165 00:10:15,909 --> 00:10:19,826 - Sex work is... - Work! 166 00:10:23,787 --> 00:10:26,528 Sex work is work. Sex work... 167 00:10:26,572 --> 00:10:28,269 It's not even 10 a.m. yet. 168 00:10:28,313 --> 00:10:30,097 - Max. - Hey. 169 00:10:30,141 --> 00:10:32,012 Hey. 170 00:10:32,056 --> 00:10:33,492 - And then you say... - Yeah, sorry. 171 00:10:33,535 --> 00:10:35,363 - How can I help? - There he is. There it is. 172 00:10:35,407 --> 00:10:36,625 - A little rusty. - Yeah, that's cool. 173 00:10:36,669 --> 00:10:37,931 You'll get there. So, hey, listen, 174 00:10:37,975 --> 00:10:40,064 I missed the first day of drop-offs today 175 00:10:40,107 --> 00:10:42,240 because me and Martin have the new nesting schedule. 176 00:10:42,283 --> 00:10:43,894 I'm jonesing for some cute kid stories. 177 00:10:43,937 --> 00:10:45,678 You got a cute kid. 178 00:10:45,722 --> 00:10:47,332 Luna, tell me about her. Was she nervous? 179 00:10:47,375 --> 00:10:49,464 Was there extra hugs? Were there tears? 180 00:10:49,508 --> 00:10:51,031 - Just mine. - Oh. 181 00:10:51,075 --> 00:10:52,859 Well, that's okay. It happens to the best of us. 182 00:10:52,903 --> 00:10:54,774 You know, with Raffi, I was a blubbering mess. 183 00:10:54,818 --> 00:10:57,821 Well, Luna asked why Helen wasn't there. 184 00:10:57,864 --> 00:11:01,346 Oof. That is not a cute kid story. 185 00:11:01,389 --> 00:11:02,347 Not really. No. 186 00:11:02,390 --> 00:11:03,827 More of a tragic Dickensian one. 187 00:11:03,870 --> 00:11:05,045 - Yeah. - You think I could get 188 00:11:05,089 --> 00:11:06,351 some kind of bulk discount 189 00:11:06,394 --> 00:11:08,701 if I buy years of therapy in advance for Luna? 190 00:11:08,745 --> 00:11:10,485 I mean, yes, big discount, but also, 191 00:11:10,529 --> 00:11:12,400 maybe ease up on yourself a little bit. 192 00:11:12,444 --> 00:11:15,142 You're doing great work in the face of massive pain, Max. 193 00:11:15,186 --> 00:11:16,753 Thanks for the reminder. 194 00:11:16,796 --> 00:11:18,406 Look, Luna feels loved, right? 195 00:11:18,450 --> 00:11:20,408 She feels free to ask big, hard questions. 196 00:11:20,452 --> 00:11:21,932 You're doing great work here at the hospital. 197 00:11:21,975 --> 00:11:24,282 - You're moving on. - I'm-I'm not. 198 00:11:26,110 --> 00:11:27,459 I'm not. 199 00:11:29,287 --> 00:11:31,985 I mean, I can't really move on until I understand why 200 00:11:32,029 --> 00:11:34,988 Helen did what she did, and she doesn't even know. 201 00:11:35,032 --> 00:11:36,773 And when I look back on the relationship, 202 00:11:36,816 --> 00:11:38,470 when I think about Helen... 203 00:11:42,343 --> 00:11:43,954 I just see love. 204 00:11:47,044 --> 00:11:49,067 Yeah, I know. 205 00:11:50,134 --> 00:11:53,354 Okay, look, since you're about to buy therapy in bulk, 206 00:11:53,398 --> 00:11:55,313 I'm gonna drop a freebee on you. 207 00:11:55,356 --> 00:11:57,554 If your memories aren't giving you 208 00:11:57,598 --> 00:11:59,447 the answers you're looking for, 209 00:11:59,491 --> 00:12:01,493 maybe you're remembering the wrong ones. 210 00:12:11,021 --> 00:12:12,762 Is this even real? 211 00:12:14,808 --> 00:12:19,639 I've thought about nothing... but you. 212 00:12:20,248 --> 00:12:21,850 And this 213 00:12:23,033 --> 00:12:24,769 for so long. 214 00:12:27,168 --> 00:12:28,982 Thought it, but... 215 00:12:29,475 --> 00:12:32,434 I didn't know how to say it 216 00:12:32,478 --> 00:12:34,904 or maybe was afraid to. 217 00:12:35,568 --> 00:12:36,802 But now... 218 00:12:39,398 --> 00:12:41,619 I feel like I have a future again 219 00:12:42,923 --> 00:12:44,622 with you. 220 00:12:47,102 --> 00:12:48,973 Just like this. 221 00:12:53,499 --> 00:12:55,414 I should never have let you in. 222 00:13:02,856 --> 00:13:04,814 Max. 223 00:13:04,858 --> 00:13:06,207 Max! 224 00:13:06,251 --> 00:13:07,513 I've got fantastic news. 225 00:13:07,556 --> 00:13:09,776 We've just been gifted $10 million 226 00:13:09,819 --> 00:13:12,567 to fund a new clinic. No strings attached. 227 00:13:13,171 --> 00:13:15,390 - No strings? - Maybe like a thread. 228 00:13:15,434 --> 00:13:16,957 - Oh, a thread. - A silk thread. 229 00:13:17,000 --> 00:13:19,394 - Invisible to the human eye. - Which is? 230 00:13:19,438 --> 00:13:22,441 The corporation just wants their name on the clinic. 231 00:13:22,484 --> 00:13:23,877 - That's it? - Yes. 232 00:13:23,920 --> 00:13:25,618 - That's easy. - Right? 233 00:13:25,661 --> 00:13:26,793 What's the corporation? 234 00:13:26,836 --> 00:13:30,188 A company called... 235 00:13:30,231 --> 00:13:31,580 What's that? 236 00:13:31,624 --> 00:13:34,104 - Wholesome Home Goods. - Wholesome Home Goods. 237 00:13:34,148 --> 00:13:36,803 As in the company whose cleaning products I don't buy 238 00:13:36,846 --> 00:13:38,935 because they lobby for abstinence-only education 239 00:13:38,979 --> 00:13:40,328 and try to defund Planned Parenthood 240 00:13:40,372 --> 00:13:43,636 and promote conversion therapy? That Wholesome? 241 00:13:43,679 --> 00:13:46,204 What's also true is they make great sponges. 242 00:13:46,247 --> 00:13:49,163 Karen, Wholesome's lobbying efforts hurt the very patients 243 00:13:49,207 --> 00:13:51,034 in this hospital, and when people come here 244 00:13:51,078 --> 00:13:53,994 with a ruptured uterus or they're suicidal because 245 00:13:54,037 --> 00:13:55,648 they're being bullied for their sexuality 246 00:13:55,691 --> 00:13:57,998 or any other of the direct consequences 247 00:13:58,041 --> 00:14:00,174 of their agenda, sponges aren't gonna help. 248 00:14:00,218 --> 00:14:02,524 They're not going to use our good reputation 249 00:14:02,568 --> 00:14:04,619 to launder their bad name. 250 00:14:05,353 --> 00:14:06,833 You can swallow this poison pill 251 00:14:06,876 --> 00:14:08,574 and help thousands of people 252 00:14:08,617 --> 00:14:10,917 or stay on your high horse and help no one. 253 00:14:11,664 --> 00:14:13,318 One question for you. 254 00:14:13,361 --> 00:14:15,171 What would Veronica have done? 255 00:14:15,755 --> 00:14:17,539 She would've taken the money. 256 00:14:20,238 --> 00:14:21,717 She would have. 257 00:14:24,677 --> 00:14:25,852 All right, so take a seat. 258 00:14:25,895 --> 00:14:29,812 I'm, uh, Dr. Frome, as you already know. 259 00:14:29,856 --> 00:14:31,727 Alex, what do you say? 260 00:14:33,338 --> 00:14:36,645 You're meeting someone new. Alex, what do you say? 261 00:14:36,689 --> 00:14:38,691 It's, uh, nice to meet you, Dr. Frome. 262 00:14:38,734 --> 00:14:41,171 I'm Alex and how's your day going so far? 263 00:14:41,215 --> 00:14:45,088 Good. Thank you. Yeah. Real good. How about you? 264 00:14:45,132 --> 00:14:50,050 Uh, not very good because my doctor, Dr. Lloyd, died. 265 00:14:51,035 --> 00:14:55,098 He died on September 1, 2022. 266 00:14:55,142 --> 00:14:57,231 Yeah, yeah, I heard about that. 267 00:14:57,275 --> 00:14:58,798 I-I'm sorry. 268 00:14:58,841 --> 00:15:00,756 You were a patient of his for a long time. 269 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:02,236 Yeah, yeah. 270 00:15:02,280 --> 00:15:05,413 Ever since he was diagnosed with autism at seven. 271 00:15:05,457 --> 00:15:06,871 I'm sorry. 272 00:15:06,914 --> 00:15:09,548 Dr. Lloyd was a special therapist. 273 00:15:09,591 --> 00:15:11,376 You bet ya, 274 00:15:11,419 --> 00:15:14,074 so we need somebody special to replace him. 275 00:15:14,117 --> 00:15:17,599 Alex has been regressing a little bit 276 00:15:17,643 --> 00:15:20,341 since, uh, Dr. Lloyd died. 277 00:15:20,385 --> 00:15:23,083 He's been having trouble self-regulating 278 00:15:23,126 --> 00:15:26,913 and he's gotten a little bit, uh, 279 00:15:26,956 --> 00:15:29,481 physically aggressive with me. 280 00:15:29,524 --> 00:15:31,706 - Okay. - So... 281 00:15:32,222 --> 00:15:37,010 And that hasn't happened in 20 years, so we need your help. 282 00:15:37,053 --> 00:15:38,316 Okay. 283 00:15:38,359 --> 00:15:40,492 But you will not be doing this alone. 284 00:15:40,535 --> 00:15:42,624 - Yeah. - He's been working 285 00:15:42,668 --> 00:15:45,105 with this team for the last 20 years. 286 00:15:45,148 --> 00:15:47,281 Occupational therapist, speech therapist, 287 00:15:47,325 --> 00:15:48,935 the whole nine yards. 288 00:15:48,978 --> 00:15:53,505 And these people are totally, totally committed to his care. 289 00:15:53,548 --> 00:15:55,637 I mean... 290 00:15:55,681 --> 00:15:56,943 Half the names on this list 291 00:15:56,986 --> 00:15:58,684 wrote the books on that shelf right there. 292 00:15:58,727 --> 00:16:01,426 - No kidding. - This is the dream team. 293 00:16:01,469 --> 00:16:02,992 Yup. 294 00:16:03,036 --> 00:16:05,560 So will you take us on? 295 00:16:06,117 --> 00:16:07,727 Hmm. 296 00:16:10,652 --> 00:16:13,002 - Um... - Al. 297 00:16:13,046 --> 00:16:16,876 Oh, that's okay. That's okay. Uh, yeah, I will. 298 00:16:16,919 --> 00:16:18,617 - Oh! - I will. Yeah. 299 00:16:18,660 --> 00:16:20,009 Good. 300 00:16:20,053 --> 00:16:23,007 - On, uh, on one condition. - What's that? 301 00:16:23,448 --> 00:16:27,190 I, uh, I want you to replace every name on this list. 302 00:16:33,196 --> 00:16:36,504 Hey, can I sleep with you tonight? 303 00:16:36,548 --> 00:16:38,680 On your couch. 304 00:16:38,724 --> 00:16:41,161 Only slightly less disturbing. 305 00:16:41,204 --> 00:16:43,685 I mean, I would prefer the bed because of my sciatica, 306 00:16:43,729 --> 00:16:45,644 but I'll take the couch 'cause I snore. 307 00:16:45,687 --> 00:16:48,035 - I'm... I just... - You have no right! 308 00:16:48,079 --> 00:16:50,083 - No right! - Keep your voice down. 309 00:16:50,126 --> 00:16:53,042 Keep my voice down. Are you serious? 310 00:16:53,086 --> 00:16:55,001 Hey, hey, what's going on? 311 00:16:55,044 --> 00:16:56,829 What's going on is this doctor 312 00:16:56,872 --> 00:16:59,005 ran an HIV test without my consent. 313 00:16:59,048 --> 00:17:00,833 There must be some kind of misunderstanding. 314 00:17:00,876 --> 00:17:02,400 There's a bunch of consent forms... 315 00:17:02,443 --> 00:17:05,707 Exactly and I never signed anything and he never asked. 316 00:17:08,101 --> 00:17:09,537 Dr. Huxley, is this true? 317 00:17:11,887 --> 00:17:13,976 I thought she'd want to know. 318 00:17:14,020 --> 00:17:15,238 I thought I was helping. 319 00:17:15,282 --> 00:17:17,937 This is exactly why we were marching today 320 00:17:17,980 --> 00:17:20,200 because you people who should know better 321 00:17:20,243 --> 00:17:22,028 keep putting your own morals, 322 00:17:22,071 --> 00:17:24,861 your own judgments onto my body. 323 00:17:35,145 --> 00:17:37,609 Well, is Brady going to India? 324 00:17:37,652 --> 00:17:39,872 No, he's not. I can't clear him for travel. 325 00:17:39,915 --> 00:17:41,395 Why not? 326 00:17:41,439 --> 00:17:43,484 Are you saying you would send a child with lymphoma 327 00:17:43,528 --> 00:17:45,747 jet-setting across the world to a country teeming 328 00:17:45,791 --> 00:17:47,488 with unfamiliar pathogens? 329 00:17:47,532 --> 00:17:49,302 Yes, I would've cleared him. 330 00:17:50,143 --> 00:17:52,232 Okay, what if I said yes? 331 00:17:52,275 --> 00:17:54,713 How would you even get him on a Bollywood movie set? 332 00:17:54,756 --> 00:17:56,976 Do you know any Bollywood directors? 333 00:17:57,019 --> 00:17:59,239 I would've found a way. 334 00:17:59,282 --> 00:18:02,503 I'm sure you would've, but the answer's still no. 335 00:18:03,765 --> 00:18:05,941 Well, then you have to tell him. 336 00:18:10,865 --> 00:18:13,471 Hey, listen, there's all sorts of cool stuff 337 00:18:13,514 --> 00:18:16,871 you can do around the city. How about Yankees tickets? 338 00:18:17,475 --> 00:18:20,173 Yeah, I guess that could be good. 339 00:18:22,131 --> 00:18:23,878 Can I ask you something? 340 00:18:24,786 --> 00:18:27,093 Why Bollywood? 341 00:18:27,136 --> 00:18:28,747 It's what I watched during chemo, 342 00:18:28,790 --> 00:18:30,444 and there was a lotta chemo. 343 00:18:30,488 --> 00:18:31,576 Mm-hmm. 344 00:18:31,619 --> 00:18:33,839 - Always a fan? - No. 345 00:18:33,882 --> 00:18:37,495 But Mr. Bhaskar, he was in chemo too. 346 00:18:37,538 --> 00:18:39,235 Same schedule. 347 00:18:39,279 --> 00:18:41,896 He used to watch these movies on his iPad... 348 00:18:42,674 --> 00:18:46,329 and this one day he saw me watching over his shoulder. 349 00:18:46,373 --> 00:18:49,855 And I thought he'd get really mad because he's super grumpy, 350 00:18:49,898 --> 00:18:53,032 but instead, he turned the subtitles on 351 00:18:53,075 --> 00:18:55,556 and we watched together. 352 00:18:55,600 --> 00:18:59,168 And after that, we always watched Bollywood together. 353 00:18:59,212 --> 00:19:01,127 Oh, I don't think I've ever seen a Bollywood movie. 354 00:19:01,170 --> 00:19:02,667 Well, you have to. 355 00:19:03,216 --> 00:19:05,784 It has fighting and dancing. 356 00:19:05,827 --> 00:19:07,437 And the hero always wins, 357 00:19:07,481 --> 00:19:09,788 and the right thing always happens in the end. 358 00:19:09,831 --> 00:19:12,312 And whenever I watch them, 359 00:19:12,355 --> 00:19:15,533 at least for a few hours, I forget I'm sick. 360 00:19:18,144 --> 00:19:20,768 My parents don't have that. 361 00:19:21,103 --> 00:19:23,236 Nothing makes them forget, 362 00:19:23,279 --> 00:19:26,649 so being in my own Bollywood musical 363 00:19:27,327 --> 00:19:30,286 would be big enough to make us all forget 364 00:19:30,330 --> 00:19:32,462 for a little while at least. 365 00:19:38,033 --> 00:19:39,295 I don't care what it takes, 366 00:19:39,339 --> 00:19:41,036 we're getting that kid to India. 367 00:19:51,332 --> 00:19:53,334 Max, I don't know how to tell you this. 368 00:19:58,774 --> 00:20:01,255 I don't want to get married in a castle. 369 00:20:09,567 --> 00:20:12,266 I don't know if I want any of it. 370 00:20:14,094 --> 00:20:15,704 There you are. 371 00:20:15,748 --> 00:20:18,620 Uh, the answer is still no, no, and no. 372 00:20:18,664 --> 00:20:20,753 Unless the board took a vote, and now the answer is yes, 373 00:20:20,796 --> 00:20:21,971 - which is what happened. - What? 374 00:20:22,015 --> 00:20:23,581 I'm protecting you from yourself, Max. 375 00:20:23,625 --> 00:20:26,628 I'm protecting this hospital from your hasty decisions. 376 00:20:26,672 --> 00:20:28,115 The kind of decisions 377 00:20:28,159 --> 00:20:30,153 that made me hire Veronica Fuentes in the first place. 378 00:20:30,197 --> 00:20:31,459 You mean moral decisions? 379 00:20:31,502 --> 00:20:32,982 Max, I love your morals. 380 00:20:33,026 --> 00:20:34,897 I'm on a first-name basis with them at this point. 381 00:20:34,941 --> 00:20:38,074 And I'm not gonna defend the Wholesome brand, 382 00:20:38,118 --> 00:20:39,554 but I am gonna defend 383 00:20:39,597 --> 00:20:42,209 this hospital's ability to provide healthcare. 384 00:20:42,252 --> 00:20:43,514 Right, but let me just ask you this. 385 00:20:43,558 --> 00:20:45,429 How would you feel if you walked into a clinic 386 00:20:45,473 --> 00:20:46,822 with the name Wholesome on it 387 00:20:46,866 --> 00:20:48,694 if you were gay or you needed an abortion? 388 00:20:48,737 --> 00:20:50,521 How much faith would you have 389 00:20:50,565 --> 00:20:52,698 in our ability to act in your best interest? 390 00:20:52,741 --> 00:20:54,351 That's why I'm chair of the board 391 00:20:54,395 --> 00:20:55,701 and you're the medical director. 392 00:20:55,744 --> 00:20:58,225 Figure it out, because we're taking the money. 393 00:21:02,229 --> 00:21:03,796 - Dr. Frome. - Mm-hmm. 394 00:21:03,839 --> 00:21:05,580 All due respect, 395 00:21:05,623 --> 00:21:07,625 everyone on this list 396 00:21:07,669 --> 00:21:10,759 has helped make my son who he is today. 397 00:21:10,803 --> 00:21:12,848 Well, yeah. Yeah, everyone on this list 398 00:21:12,892 --> 00:21:14,850 helped guide Alex when he was a child, 399 00:21:14,894 --> 00:21:16,025 but he's an adult now. 400 00:21:16,069 --> 00:21:17,810 He needs someone to guide him as an adult. 401 00:21:17,853 --> 00:21:20,377 Do you know how many schools he's been kicked out of? 402 00:21:20,421 --> 00:21:23,206 How many misdiagnosed, mis-guided treatments, 403 00:21:23,250 --> 00:21:26,122 how many mind-altering medications 404 00:21:26,166 --> 00:21:27,558 he's had to suffer through? 405 00:21:27,602 --> 00:21:28,603 I can imagine the difficulty. 406 00:21:28,646 --> 00:21:30,344 But that's all you can do. 407 00:21:30,387 --> 00:21:32,607 All right. 408 00:21:32,650 --> 00:21:35,436 Dr. Phife, legend, but I guarantee you, 409 00:21:35,479 --> 00:21:37,090 he's using the exact same interventions 410 00:21:37,133 --> 00:21:38,439 he used 40 years ago. 411 00:21:38,482 --> 00:21:40,571 And Dr. Scarborough, I mean, very impressive, 412 00:21:40,615 --> 00:21:41,834 but he doesn't even have a practice anymore. 413 00:21:41,877 --> 00:21:44,619 Okay, wait. Scarborough loves Alex. 414 00:21:44,662 --> 00:21:46,273 He has committed to his treatment 415 00:21:46,316 --> 00:21:48,115 long after he retires from Columbia. 416 00:21:48,158 --> 00:21:49,580 You want stability for Alex, you do. 417 00:21:49,624 --> 00:21:50,799 I understand that. Of course you do. 418 00:21:50,843 --> 00:21:52,235 - But what happens when... - Shut up. 419 00:21:52,279 --> 00:21:53,889 The next therapist on this list retires or dies? 420 00:21:53,933 --> 00:21:55,891 - Shut up. Shut up. - Okay, Alex... 421 00:21:55,935 --> 00:21:57,545 Shut up. Shut up! 422 00:21:57,588 --> 00:21:59,852 - Shut up! - Don't! 423 00:22:04,421 --> 00:22:08,164 Shut up. Shut up. 424 00:22:08,208 --> 00:22:10,079 Shut up. 425 00:22:12,299 --> 00:22:13,953 Shut up... 426 00:22:13,996 --> 00:22:17,652 Dr. Ching, call Recovery. Dr. Ching, call Recovery. 427 00:22:19,741 --> 00:22:22,570 I'm sorry. The tests were run before I could cancel them. 428 00:22:22,613 --> 00:22:24,964 But here are the results. 429 00:22:26,139 --> 00:22:27,662 I can't take these. 430 00:22:27,705 --> 00:22:29,620 Rhoda, Rhoda, please. 431 00:22:29,664 --> 00:22:31,797 Please don't let our failure here today 432 00:22:31,840 --> 00:22:34,103 negatively impact your health. 433 00:22:34,147 --> 00:22:36,714 I marched today in public for the first time in my life. 434 00:22:36,758 --> 00:22:38,716 Do you know how hard that was? 435 00:22:38,760 --> 00:22:41,241 To walk down 5th Avenue announcing to the world 436 00:22:41,284 --> 00:22:43,939 that this is who I am, this is what I do for a living. 437 00:22:43,983 --> 00:22:46,932 Knowing how the world feels about what I do. 438 00:22:47,377 --> 00:22:49,379 If I take these results for a test 439 00:22:49,423 --> 00:22:50,990 that you performed without my consent, 440 00:22:51,033 --> 00:22:53,731 I might as well not have marched at all. 441 00:22:55,024 --> 00:22:56,822 You're absolutely right. 442 00:23:00,869 --> 00:23:03,959 Just so I'm clear, you want to put a seriously ill, 443 00:23:04,003 --> 00:23:08,323 immunocompromised child on a 14-hour flight to India 444 00:23:08,367 --> 00:23:11,706 to appear in a Bollywood musical. 445 00:23:11,749 --> 00:23:13,926 Well, actually it's a 17-hour flight. 446 00:23:13,969 --> 00:23:14,970 Even better. 447 00:23:15,014 --> 00:23:16,232 Well, this particular musical... 448 00:23:16,276 --> 00:23:18,191 - "Khilata Hua Guaab." - Oh. 449 00:23:18,234 --> 00:23:20,193 And it shoots in Mumbai. 450 00:23:20,236 --> 00:23:22,499 Which is naturally where all the good ones shoot. 451 00:23:22,543 --> 00:23:27,156 - Naturally. - So... you're in? 452 00:23:27,200 --> 00:23:29,202 Oh, I was in as soon as you said you had a crazy idea 453 00:23:29,245 --> 00:23:30,899 that no one else would approve. 454 00:23:30,943 --> 00:23:32,770 Hey, so Brady's going to India. 455 00:23:32,814 --> 00:23:36,470 Unfortunately, I am not the one you need to convince. 456 00:23:36,513 --> 00:23:38,907 There's no way I'm approving any part 457 00:23:38,951 --> 00:23:41,127 of this dangerous and insane request. 458 00:23:41,170 --> 00:23:42,171 - If you'll just... - No. 459 00:23:42,215 --> 00:23:44,043 - Maybe you should... - No. 460 00:23:44,086 --> 00:23:45,696 Then you're gonna have to be the one 461 00:23:45,740 --> 00:23:48,090 to tell a child he can't have his dying wish. 462 00:23:48,134 --> 00:23:50,963 I am the CEO of a billion dollar company. 463 00:23:51,006 --> 00:23:53,052 I'm used to being bearer of bad news. 464 00:23:53,095 --> 00:23:54,618 What room is he in? 465 00:23:54,992 --> 00:24:00,092 Imagine every plot of every movie you've ever watched 466 00:24:00,135 --> 00:24:02,496 crammed into one single movie, 467 00:24:02,539 --> 00:24:05,107 and that's a Bollywood musical. 468 00:24:05,151 --> 00:24:06,892 The hero finds the girl, 469 00:24:06,935 --> 00:24:09,024 he rebels against his parents, 470 00:24:09,068 --> 00:24:12,158 he makes a shady business deal that he thinks is legitimate 471 00:24:12,201 --> 00:24:15,354 but results in a police chase through the city. 472 00:24:16,249 --> 00:24:18,207 There's a wedding, 473 00:24:18,251 --> 00:24:20,568 a promise of children, 474 00:24:21,036 --> 00:24:24,113 and everyone is reunited. 475 00:24:25,736 --> 00:24:28,348 If I was in my own Bollywood musical 476 00:24:28,391 --> 00:24:30,494 for just one day, 477 00:24:31,812 --> 00:24:34,075 I could live an entire life. 478 00:24:36,965 --> 00:24:38,793 When does this musical start shooting? 479 00:24:38,836 --> 00:24:40,926 - In two days. - Well, we got to move fast. 480 00:24:40,969 --> 00:24:42,579 Mumbai's almost ten hours ahead of New York, 481 00:24:42,623 --> 00:24:44,059 so I need to tell my private jet service 482 00:24:44,103 --> 00:24:46,105 - to find me a pilot immediately. - Thank you, Karen. 483 00:24:46,148 --> 00:24:47,933 There's no time for self-congratulations. 484 00:24:47,976 --> 00:24:50,065 We have to get Brady to India. 485 00:24:51,327 --> 00:24:52,938 Crash cart. 486 00:24:53,900 --> 00:24:55,771 I got it. 487 00:24:58,465 --> 00:25:00,641 - BP's dropping. - He's crashing. 488 00:25:00,684 --> 00:25:02,512 We got to get him to OR one, now. 489 00:25:05,773 --> 00:25:07,383 I just stopped talking. 490 00:25:07,427 --> 00:25:08,819 You want answers? 491 00:25:08,863 --> 00:25:12,997 Just... just... 492 00:25:13,041 --> 00:25:15,391 listen. Max, I need you 493 00:25:15,435 --> 00:25:18,176 to stay out of my family. 494 00:25:18,220 --> 00:25:20,831 I guess I thought that we were a family. 495 00:25:20,875 --> 00:25:23,007 'Cause I don't know what I want. 496 00:25:23,051 --> 00:25:24,465 I'm so... 497 00:25:25,662 --> 00:25:28,839 sorry. Sorry... 498 00:25:28,883 --> 00:25:31,146 - Max, watch out. - Sorry, sorry. 499 00:25:31,189 --> 00:25:32,408 It's okay. 500 00:25:32,452 --> 00:25:34,454 I'm a little stuck in my head today. 501 00:25:34,497 --> 00:25:36,412 Well, that's funny, 'cause I wished my staff 502 00:25:36,456 --> 00:25:38,936 used their heads more today. 503 00:25:38,980 --> 00:25:41,330 I had a patient population of sex workers, 504 00:25:41,374 --> 00:25:43,158 and it completely threw the entire ED. 505 00:25:43,201 --> 00:25:45,116 - Mm. - Rookie mistakes, 506 00:25:45,160 --> 00:25:47,510 offensive jokes, microaggressions, 507 00:25:47,554 --> 00:25:49,643 aggressive aggressions. 508 00:25:49,686 --> 00:25:51,471 You know, I would be shocked if any of them ever came back 509 00:25:51,514 --> 00:25:53,647 here ever again and this is New Amsterdam, you know? 510 00:25:53,690 --> 00:25:56,171 Can you imagine how they get treated anywhere else? 511 00:25:56,214 --> 00:25:58,478 I might be able to help. 512 00:25:59,740 --> 00:26:01,293 How? 513 00:26:02,525 --> 00:26:05,255 Where do you buy your sponges? 514 00:26:06,834 --> 00:26:09,750 As soon as he finishes that game, we'll be gone. 515 00:26:10,094 --> 00:26:11,926 I think you'd be making a big mistake. 516 00:26:12,221 --> 00:26:14,407 Hmm. 517 00:26:14,450 --> 00:26:16,887 That outburst you just saw, 518 00:26:16,931 --> 00:26:20,282 that's how he responds to all change. 519 00:26:20,325 --> 00:26:23,067 I'm talking about the smallest thing. 520 00:26:23,111 --> 00:26:26,723 I mean, a bruise on a banana. 521 00:26:26,767 --> 00:26:28,464 Mm-hmm. 522 00:26:28,508 --> 00:26:30,466 And you are asking him 523 00:26:30,510 --> 00:26:34,122 to change everything all at once. 524 00:26:34,165 --> 00:26:36,078 No. 525 00:26:37,212 --> 00:26:41,782 When the next person retires or passes away, 526 00:26:41,825 --> 00:26:43,740 that's when I'll replace them. 527 00:26:44,211 --> 00:26:46,569 Well, what if that person is you? 528 00:26:51,226 --> 00:26:53,303 There are people in place. 529 00:26:55,389 --> 00:26:57,099 People from the list? 530 00:26:58,830 --> 00:26:59,962 Yeah. 531 00:27:04,314 --> 00:27:05,980 The regressions that you're talking about, 532 00:27:06,023 --> 00:27:08,330 the setbacks, 533 00:27:08,373 --> 00:27:10,123 let Alex have them... 534 00:27:10,166 --> 00:27:13,466 let him have them while you're still here to help him through. 535 00:27:15,859 --> 00:27:18,514 He didn't talk until he was eight. 536 00:27:18,558 --> 00:27:21,517 Until then he would bite himself, 537 00:27:21,561 --> 00:27:23,824 he would hit himself, he would scream, 538 00:27:23,867 --> 00:27:26,503 he would thrash around on the floor. 539 00:27:27,436 --> 00:27:30,613 Now, he goes to a job. He's got friends. 540 00:27:30,657 --> 00:27:33,834 He's got a weekly poker game, 541 00:27:33,877 --> 00:27:36,847 and-and we talk. 542 00:27:37,598 --> 00:27:40,449 All the time, we talk. 543 00:27:40,493 --> 00:27:43,104 I finally have my son, 544 00:27:43,481 --> 00:27:46,484 and you want me to give all of that up. 545 00:27:47,282 --> 00:27:49,980 Yeah, I do. 546 00:27:58,660 --> 00:28:00,412 All I want... 547 00:28:01,997 --> 00:28:04,291 with the time I have left 548 00:28:05,793 --> 00:28:10,131 I just spend that time loving him 549 00:28:10,174 --> 00:28:12,568 and him loving me. 550 00:28:12,612 --> 00:28:16,095 I know, I know... 551 00:28:17,486 --> 00:28:19,880 but, Grace, I-I'm only asking you to do 552 00:28:19,923 --> 00:28:21,869 what I ask of all my parents. 553 00:28:21,913 --> 00:28:25,102 I am asking you to sacrifice your comfort, 554 00:28:25,146 --> 00:28:28,628 your happiness to ensure that Alex thrives without you. 555 00:28:28,941 --> 00:28:30,717 And that sucks. 556 00:28:30,760 --> 00:28:34,068 It is the cruelest part of being a parent, 557 00:28:34,446 --> 00:28:38,117 but you need to struggle now with Alex, 558 00:28:38,681 --> 00:28:41,745 so Alex doesn't struggle when you're gone. 559 00:28:43,307 --> 00:28:44,813 Ooh. 560 00:29:01,138 --> 00:29:02,096 Clamp. 561 00:29:02,139 --> 00:29:04,054 Needle driver with 3-0 VICRYL. 562 00:29:04,098 --> 00:29:06,056 - Richardson. - We got a bleeder in there. 563 00:29:08,297 --> 00:29:09,298 Got it. 564 00:29:09,422 --> 00:29:11,815 Looks like that's the last one. 565 00:29:14,734 --> 00:29:17,737 - Field is drying up nicely. - Wait, wait, wait. 566 00:29:20,767 --> 00:29:22,595 That's a sizeable tumor. 567 00:29:25,641 --> 00:29:27,774 It's encasing the aorta. 568 00:29:27,817 --> 00:29:30,832 - Can you resect it? - Can you? 569 00:29:42,049 --> 00:29:44,391 The cancer has spread throughout Brady's body. 570 00:29:46,140 --> 00:29:48,011 There's nothing more we can do. 571 00:29:48,055 --> 00:29:51,014 We are so sorry. 572 00:29:58,021 --> 00:30:00,479 There's no chance he can travel now. 573 00:30:05,942 --> 00:30:08,728 I don't think anyone's wishes are coming true today. 574 00:30:23,457 --> 00:30:25,372 Hey, Alex. 575 00:30:27,849 --> 00:30:29,764 Do you think maybe we could pause the game for a sec? 576 00:30:29,808 --> 00:30:31,244 Where's my mom? 577 00:30:31,287 --> 00:30:32,724 She's right out there. She's sitting right outside, 578 00:30:32,767 --> 00:30:34,595 but she wanted us to have a chat. 579 00:30:34,639 --> 00:30:36,205 I don't want you to be my therapist. 580 00:30:36,249 --> 00:30:38,382 I want Dr. Lloyd to be my therapist. 581 00:30:38,425 --> 00:30:40,819 Yeah. Yeah, I get that. 582 00:30:40,862 --> 00:30:42,560 I get it, and I bet you're having some 583 00:30:42,603 --> 00:30:45,824 pretty intense feelings around Dr. Lloyd right now. 584 00:30:45,867 --> 00:30:47,478 So why don't we pause the game 585 00:30:47,521 --> 00:30:48,914 and we can just chat about them? 586 00:30:48,957 --> 00:30:51,264 Dr. Lloyd lets me play games when we talk. 587 00:30:51,307 --> 00:30:53,309 Yeah, we'll do that sometimes too. 588 00:30:53,353 --> 00:30:55,747 I love games, but right now, 589 00:30:55,790 --> 00:30:58,010 maybe I can really use your focus. 590 00:30:58,053 --> 00:30:59,098 Mom. 591 00:30:59,141 --> 00:31:00,795 - Alex, just stick with me. - Mom! 592 00:31:00,839 --> 00:31:03,668 Okay, so you're having a big feeling... big feeling right now. 593 00:31:03,711 --> 00:31:06,497 Right? So why don't we try to identify it? 594 00:31:06,540 --> 00:31:09,630 - Is it anger? - Um... 595 00:31:09,674 --> 00:31:13,504 - no. - Is it sad? 596 00:31:13,547 --> 00:31:16,233 - No. - Is it scared? 597 00:31:16,811 --> 00:31:19,858 - Yes. I-I'm scared. - Scared. Okay. 598 00:31:19,901 --> 00:31:20,989 Why don't you try to give it a number? 599 00:31:21,033 --> 00:31:22,861 All right? One is totally not scared. 600 00:31:22,904 --> 00:31:26,535 Five is, like, really scared. 601 00:31:27,692 --> 00:31:29,955 - Number four. - Four. Okay. 602 00:31:29,998 --> 00:31:31,652 That's... yeah, that's pretty scared, 603 00:31:31,696 --> 00:31:33,872 but at least it's not a number five. 604 00:31:33,915 --> 00:31:35,569 Yeah, you know this technique, right? 605 00:31:35,613 --> 00:31:37,658 From Dr. Lloyd. 606 00:31:37,702 --> 00:31:38,964 That's where I learned it too. 607 00:31:39,007 --> 00:31:40,618 You know, you and I can use this technique. 608 00:31:40,661 --> 00:31:44,665 Yeah, Dr. Lloyd's techniques help me identify my feelings. 609 00:31:44,709 --> 00:31:46,972 Yeah. Yeah, I know. 610 00:31:47,015 --> 00:31:48,539 Between you and me, 611 00:31:48,582 --> 00:31:51,977 Dr. Lloyd does not deserve all the credit there. 612 00:31:52,020 --> 00:31:54,022 Or Dr. Hedlund or Dr. Alger. 613 00:31:54,066 --> 00:31:56,111 Honestly, any of the doctors you worked with. 614 00:31:56,155 --> 00:31:58,400 You know who deserves the real credit? 615 00:31:59,158 --> 00:32:00,569 You. 616 00:32:01,320 --> 00:32:03,031 You made all the progress, 617 00:32:03,075 --> 00:32:06,121 and so any doctor you work with whether they're new, old, 618 00:32:06,165 --> 00:32:08,515 they all have one thing in common. 619 00:32:08,559 --> 00:32:10,203 You. 620 00:32:12,040 --> 00:32:15,174 All right? Now, I'm just... I'm here to help. 621 00:32:15,217 --> 00:32:18,264 If you want it, you got it, but the choice is yours. 622 00:32:18,307 --> 00:32:19,700 Always. 623 00:32:23,922 --> 00:32:26,794 Okay. Okay. Cool. 624 00:32:34,410 --> 00:32:36,978 Family values are at the core of everything we do, 625 00:32:37,022 --> 00:32:38,371 and we're proud New Amsterdam 626 00:32:38,414 --> 00:32:39,851 is part of the Wholesome family. 627 00:32:39,894 --> 00:32:41,860 We couldn't be happier, Patrick. 628 00:32:42,418 --> 00:32:45,204 You've got quite the reputation, Dr. Goodwin. 629 00:32:45,247 --> 00:32:48,076 People say you're something of a social justice warrior 630 00:32:48,120 --> 00:32:49,948 and that you'd never accept our gracious offer. 631 00:32:49,991 --> 00:32:52,385 Well, I try not to let my personal opinions 632 00:32:52,428 --> 00:32:55,301 stand in the way of my patient's access to healthcare. 633 00:32:55,344 --> 00:32:56,520 I appreciate that, 634 00:32:56,563 --> 00:32:59,000 but we're not so different, Dr. Goodwin. 635 00:32:59,044 --> 00:33:01,350 You've got your patients, I've got my customers. 636 00:33:01,394 --> 00:33:04,353 We both have strong brands, but if we're to expand, 637 00:33:04,397 --> 00:33:06,399 we have to dip our toes into each other's water. 638 00:33:06,442 --> 00:33:07,748 I couldn't agree more. 639 00:33:07,792 --> 00:33:09,750 And with a little paint and some staff training, 640 00:33:09,794 --> 00:33:11,099 we'll get this up and running in no time. 641 00:33:11,143 --> 00:33:13,406 But I did make sure that the sign was ready 642 00:33:13,449 --> 00:33:15,519 for your arrival, so... 643 00:33:17,810 --> 00:33:19,551 what do you think? 644 00:33:24,809 --> 00:33:26,811 - Is this some kind of joke? - No. Why? 645 00:33:26,854 --> 00:33:28,116 Would you like your name bigger? 646 00:33:28,160 --> 00:33:31,816 I would like our name taken off right now. 647 00:33:31,859 --> 00:33:34,601 - Hmm. Can we do that? - No, we can't, Max. 648 00:33:34,645 --> 00:33:37,082 I told you Wholesome's name is the one nonnegotiable. 649 00:33:37,125 --> 00:33:40,825 Hmm. Yeah, sorry. I did try. Believe me. 650 00:33:40,868 --> 00:33:43,958 So you're trying to shame us 651 00:33:44,002 --> 00:33:45,743 because you dislike our values. 652 00:33:45,786 --> 00:33:46,918 Actually, the opposite. 653 00:33:46,961 --> 00:33:49,442 We're trying to alleviate shame. 654 00:33:49,485 --> 00:33:51,618 See, you picked this hospital because you wanted 655 00:33:51,662 --> 00:33:54,273 to legitimize your brand in the eyes of those who aren't buying 656 00:33:54,316 --> 00:33:56,623 what you're selling literally and figuratively. 657 00:33:56,667 --> 00:33:59,800 But sex workers are also looking for legitimacy, 658 00:33:59,844 --> 00:34:02,455 not just in what they do, but in how they're treated for it. 659 00:34:02,498 --> 00:34:05,888 And our job is to remove the barriers between them 660 00:34:05,912 --> 00:34:08,722 and good healthcare, so while we are legitimizing 661 00:34:08,766 --> 00:34:11,638 your brand, you are legitimizing their profession. 662 00:34:11,682 --> 00:34:14,293 It's a win-win and, um... 663 00:34:14,336 --> 00:34:17,383 probably the most wholesome thing you've ever done. 664 00:34:47,021 --> 00:34:49,371 The Wholesome Sex Workers Clinic. 665 00:34:49,415 --> 00:34:52,505 - You heard about that, huh? - Did I hear about it? 666 00:34:52,548 --> 00:34:54,594 The WSWC? 667 00:34:54,638 --> 00:34:56,335 It's all anybody's talking about, man. 668 00:34:56,378 --> 00:34:58,990 It's quintessential Max-ism, right? 669 00:34:59,033 --> 00:35:01,514 Systemic change to help vulnerable patients 670 00:35:01,557 --> 00:35:04,082 with a nice, fat dallop of poetic justice right on top. 671 00:35:04,125 --> 00:35:05,692 Yeah, doubters can go home. 672 00:35:05,736 --> 00:35:08,826 There is nothing that Max Goodwin can't fix. 673 00:35:08,869 --> 00:35:10,592 Except for one thing. 674 00:35:11,393 --> 00:35:13,047 Right. 675 00:35:13,072 --> 00:35:15,202 I just keep thinking about these moments 676 00:35:16,208 --> 00:35:19,140 with Helen that I just kind of brushed aside. 677 00:35:19,184 --> 00:35:22,854 You know, the ones that we never really figured out. 678 00:35:24,276 --> 00:35:26,800 You know, if your feelings for her change, 679 00:35:26,844 --> 00:35:28,235 that's okay. 680 00:35:28,889 --> 00:35:30,935 It's not that. I-I... 681 00:35:32,893 --> 00:35:34,721 I still love her. 682 00:35:35,521 --> 00:35:36,984 Ah. 683 00:35:37,261 --> 00:35:39,306 You know, there was, like... 684 00:35:45,427 --> 00:35:47,516 It was the best. 685 00:35:50,903 --> 00:35:54,341 And there were just so many good moments. 686 00:35:58,005 --> 00:36:01,922 It made the bad moments feel like nothing. 687 00:36:04,272 --> 00:36:06,356 But I guess for Helen, 688 00:36:07,711 --> 00:36:09,776 they might've been everything. 689 00:36:12,367 --> 00:36:14,500 You know, she was dealing with a lot. 690 00:36:14,543 --> 00:36:17,242 The truth about her family, who she was, 691 00:36:17,285 --> 00:36:19,244 who she wanted to be. 692 00:36:19,287 --> 00:36:21,376 Maybe she needed to deal with that alone. 693 00:36:21,420 --> 00:36:23,901 - She did. - Yeah. 694 00:36:23,944 --> 00:36:26,334 I know she did 'cause she told me, 695 00:36:28,340 --> 00:36:30,429 but I just tried to fix it. 696 00:36:37,871 --> 00:36:40,613 'Cause I wanted to fix it. 697 00:36:42,267 --> 00:36:43,921 Well, the truth of the matter is 698 00:36:43,964 --> 00:36:46,813 there are some problems that aren't yours to repair. 699 00:36:52,016 --> 00:36:54,112 So what do I do now? 700 00:37:01,895 --> 00:37:03,679 Hey, listen, my man, 701 00:37:03,723 --> 00:37:06,166 I'm sorry we couldn't get you to India, 702 00:37:06,682 --> 00:37:09,947 but we got you a little something 703 00:37:09,990 --> 00:37:12,172 to remind you of Bollywood. 704 00:37:12,645 --> 00:37:15,779 Oh. Cool. 705 00:37:16,217 --> 00:37:21,959 Oh, wow. Baby, you're gonna look like Shah Rukh Khan. 706 00:37:22,002 --> 00:37:23,569 Thanks, Dr. Reynolds. 707 00:37:23,612 --> 00:37:25,049 You got it. 708 00:37:30,010 --> 00:37:31,577 That was weird. 709 00:37:31,620 --> 00:37:35,189 - What's happening? - I don't know. 710 00:37:35,233 --> 00:37:38,540 - You're just in time. - For what? 711 00:37:38,584 --> 00:37:41,065 We told you that we couldn't take you to India 712 00:37:41,108 --> 00:37:45,121 to star in a Bollywood musical, so... 713 00:37:45,852 --> 00:37:48,550 we brought the Bollywood musical to you. 714 00:37:56,384 --> 00:38:03,957 ? Love you Zindagi ? 715 00:38:04,001 --> 00:38:07,831 ? Love you Zindagi ? 716 00:38:07,874 --> 00:38:12,879 ? Love me Zindagi ? 717 00:38:32,768 --> 00:38:34,462 Hey. 718 00:38:35,597 --> 00:38:40,646 So what do you think about me sleeping in the spare room? 719 00:38:40,689 --> 00:38:42,053 Um, 720 00:38:43,388 --> 00:38:45,956 yes, of course, 721 00:38:45,999 --> 00:38:47,871 but I should tell you something. 722 00:38:47,914 --> 00:38:49,561 Who is it? 723 00:38:50,221 --> 00:38:53,789 Hey. You must be Lauren. 724 00:39:04,148 --> 00:39:05,714 Didn't you get my message? 725 00:39:05,758 --> 00:39:07,954 I can't go out with you tonight. 726 00:39:08,326 --> 00:39:11,633 That's why I brought tacos to your place. 727 00:39:18,000 --> 00:39:20,200 _ 728 00:39:25,005 --> 00:39:27,805 _ 729 00:39:36,010 --> 00:39:39,529 _ 730 00:39:39,535 --> 00:39:42,420 _ 731 00:39:48,600 --> 00:39:54,000 _ 732 00:41:02,135 --> 00:41:04,311 Come on. 733 00:41:22,000 --> 00:41:28,000 *CREDITS*