1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:08,958 A NETFLIX SERIES 2 00:00:14,916 --> 00:00:19,375 Is it possible that our past, whether or not we remember it, 3 00:00:19,458 --> 00:00:21,041 is always saved somewhere? 4 00:00:21,125 --> 00:00:22,125 Hi, Papa! 5 00:00:27,500 --> 00:00:30,291 Be careful, baby. Hold on tight, okay? 6 00:00:30,375 --> 00:00:31,375 Pomegranate! 7 00:00:31,416 --> 00:00:32,856 All right, I'll get you one. 8 00:00:32,916 --> 00:00:35,541 You know how a flight recorder saves the data on it, 9 00:00:35,625 --> 00:00:37,541 no matter how damaged it gets? 10 00:00:38,041 --> 00:00:39,750 The past works the same way. 11 00:00:40,250 --> 00:00:43,208 Tastes, smells, moments. 12 00:00:43,708 --> 00:00:46,833 They all wait for the right time to be remembered one day. 13 00:00:46,916 --> 00:00:49,226 - How is it? Do you like it? - Yeah, it's delicious. 14 00:00:49,250 --> 00:00:50,375 You want some? 15 00:00:55,291 --> 00:00:57,916 And, even though we forget it, 16 00:00:59,166 --> 00:01:01,083 does the past stay with us? 17 00:01:03,083 --> 00:01:03,916 Papa? 18 00:01:14,083 --> 00:01:15,625 Thank you all for coming. 19 00:01:16,125 --> 00:01:18,666 I'd like to introduce you to my esteemed colleague, 20 00:01:18,750 --> 00:01:19,833 a doctor whose success... 21 00:01:19,916 --> 00:01:21,892 ...in breast cancer operations 22 00:01:21,916 --> 00:01:24,416 has brought this award to our hospital. 23 00:01:25,000 --> 00:01:27,600 In addition to her work here, he's also recently been nominated... 24 00:01:27,625 --> 00:01:28,665 LEYLA - WHAT DO YOU THINK? 25 00:01:28,708 --> 00:01:31,101 ...for a position on our cancer research committee in Brussels. 26 00:01:31,125 --> 00:01:32,750 SEVG? - AWESOME. GET THEM FOR SURE. 27 00:01:32,833 --> 00:01:34,553 Please welcome General Surgeon, Ada Korkmaz. 28 00:01:34,583 --> 00:01:35,583 ADA - NO! DON'T YOU DARE! 29 00:01:39,750 --> 00:01:40,875 Thank you so much. 30 00:01:44,250 --> 00:01:45,892 Thank you, everyone. 31 00:01:47,083 --> 00:01:48,416 Bravo! 32 00:01:50,583 --> 00:01:52,666 I'd like to dedicate this award 33 00:01:53,166 --> 00:01:55,375 to all the patients who are battling cancer, 34 00:01:55,875 --> 00:01:58,375 to all the tenacious scientists who are with us in this fight, 35 00:01:58,458 --> 00:02:00,333 and to our healthcare personnel. 36 00:02:00,708 --> 00:02:01,833 And to my dear father. 37 00:02:04,333 --> 00:02:05,333 Thank you. 38 00:02:16,583 --> 00:02:17,916 Wait, wait, wait. Hold it! 39 00:02:20,541 --> 00:02:22,625 Deniz! Long time no see, honey. 40 00:02:22,708 --> 00:02:24,333 How's everything going with the chemo? 41 00:02:24,416 --> 00:02:26,458 I actually already finished my chemo, Sevgi. 42 00:02:26,541 --> 00:02:27,750 I'm all fine now. 43 00:02:29,625 --> 00:02:31,208 Our prayers are with you. 44 00:02:33,083 --> 00:02:34,416 A man called Zaman. 45 00:02:34,916 --> 00:02:36,416 He is amazing. 46 00:02:36,958 --> 00:02:38,416 He did wonders for us. 47 00:02:38,916 --> 00:02:41,125 - Maybe he can help you too, huh? - Hm? 48 00:02:42,250 --> 00:02:45,208 Look, I can give you his contact info. Give me one second. 49 00:02:55,916 --> 00:02:57,333 I thought surgery went well. 50 00:02:58,250 --> 00:02:59,708 Her vitals were improving. 51 00:03:02,041 --> 00:03:03,791 We can't start medication now. 52 00:03:03,875 --> 00:03:06,041 She's gonna need some time to recover. 53 00:03:06,750 --> 00:03:08,250 Hm. 54 00:03:11,375 --> 00:03:13,333 SEVG? - CHEMO TIME 55 00:03:18,500 --> 00:03:20,625 Would you mind if I told her instead, Doctor? 56 00:03:22,625 --> 00:03:25,041 Sure, I was covering that file... 57 00:03:26,916 --> 00:03:28,791 All right then... 58 00:03:31,708 --> 00:03:34,250 No, I guess I couldn't explain. 59 00:03:34,333 --> 00:03:35,958 Sure, if you want. 60 00:03:37,333 --> 00:03:39,291 Girlfriend, I'm so proud of you. 61 00:03:39,375 --> 00:03:41,250 - Was that Ayça on the phone? - Uh-huh. 62 00:03:41,750 --> 00:03:44,500 They still haven't given me my meds. I'm gonna be late, Ada. 63 00:03:44,583 --> 00:03:45,458 Excuse me, Nurse? 64 00:03:45,541 --> 00:03:47,958 She wants me to pick up the client, but he's not answering. 65 00:03:48,041 --> 00:03:49,625 Does she want me to wait at his door? 66 00:03:49,708 --> 00:03:52,166 Hey. Listen, they won't be giving you the meds today. 67 00:03:52,250 --> 00:03:54,125 What do you mean they won't? 68 00:03:54,208 --> 00:03:57,083 Ada, do you even know the hoops I had to jump through to leave work? 69 00:03:57,625 --> 00:03:58,625 Sevgi. 70 00:03:59,125 --> 00:04:00,625 Come on. Let's go get some coffee. 71 00:04:01,208 --> 00:04:03,291 Oh, I can't believe it's happening. 72 00:04:03,375 --> 00:04:05,791 Seriously, so pretty, a work of art. 73 00:04:05,875 --> 00:04:08,625 And, Leyla, I can guarantee you yours will be even better. 74 00:04:08,708 --> 00:04:10,875 Oh! I'm so excited, I won't be able to sleep. 75 00:04:10,958 --> 00:04:13,638 Thank you so much for everything. Okay, I'll see you in the morning. 76 00:04:13,666 --> 00:04:15,500 - Yah! - Sarp! 77 00:04:16,041 --> 00:04:17,267 - God damn it, you little... - Yah! 78 00:04:17,291 --> 00:04:19,375 - Here come the troops! - He doesn't want to eat. 79 00:04:19,458 --> 00:04:21,916 - He's out of control. - Come on. Get it together, Marsa, huh? 80 00:04:22,000 --> 00:04:25,208 I'll be in the hospital tomorrow. What are you gonna do without me then? 81 00:04:26,500 --> 00:04:29,291 Unbelievable, that damn woman is good for nothing. 82 00:04:30,291 --> 00:04:31,458 SEVG? - CHEMO TIME 83 00:04:36,833 --> 00:04:39,958 LEYLA - HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER, HONEY! CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE DONE. 84 00:04:41,791 --> 00:04:44,083 I'll send your file to the committee in Belgium. 85 00:04:45,166 --> 00:04:46,375 I'll try other meds. 86 00:04:46,916 --> 00:04:49,500 Just stay positive. Okay, honey? Stay positive. 87 00:04:51,250 --> 00:04:54,583 - I'm late! - For what? 88 00:04:54,666 --> 00:04:56,517 - I told you already. I have a hearing. - Sevgi. 89 00:04:56,541 --> 00:04:58,583 Honey, I don't think you're listening right now. 90 00:04:58,666 --> 00:05:01,226 There's no hearing, no work, nothing. We're gonna admit you, okay? 91 00:05:01,250 --> 00:05:03,958 Yeah, right. You wanna tell that to Ayça yourself then? 92 00:05:04,041 --> 00:05:07,458 Fuck Ayça. I'll send her an explanation, and she'll deal with it. 93 00:05:07,541 --> 00:05:10,341 Ma'am, there's an emergency patient. They're waiting for you in the OR. 94 00:05:10,375 --> 00:05:11,208 Listen to me. 95 00:05:11,291 --> 00:05:14,125 Take Sevgi for her tests, please, and admit her to the second floor. 96 00:05:14,208 --> 00:05:16,541 Would it even matter if I said no, Ada? 97 00:05:17,541 --> 00:05:18,708 Hm. 98 00:05:20,958 --> 00:05:22,333 What do you think? 99 00:05:29,833 --> 00:05:30,750 Ada? 100 00:05:30,833 --> 00:05:31,916 Hm? 101 00:05:32,500 --> 00:05:34,500 Don't say anything about this to my mother, please? 102 00:05:34,541 --> 00:05:35,541 Okay? 103 00:05:39,750 --> 00:05:42,083 The patient is Ay?e Kara. She's 18. 104 00:05:42,166 --> 00:05:43,583 She fell down some stairs. 105 00:05:50,250 --> 00:05:51,708 Ay?e? Hello, honey. 106 00:05:51,791 --> 00:05:52,833 I'm Dr. Ada. 107 00:05:53,333 --> 00:05:55,625 The fracture in your rib has ruptured your spleen. 108 00:05:55,708 --> 00:05:57,541 We're gonna take care of it, okay? 109 00:05:58,041 --> 00:05:59,541 Anesthesia, please. 110 00:06:04,458 --> 00:06:05,833 We're ready, ma'am. 111 00:06:31,125 --> 00:06:32,875 Mom, I'm okay, I swear. 112 00:06:33,916 --> 00:06:34,916 Okay, Mom. 113 00:06:35,958 --> 00:06:38,208 Listen, I have to go. The doctor's here. 114 00:06:39,000 --> 00:06:40,916 I love you. Stop worrying. Okay, bye. 115 00:06:42,166 --> 00:06:43,875 - Have a good one. - Mm. 116 00:06:46,041 --> 00:06:49,083 EXPANSION OF ORIGIN FAMILY YOU'RE THE MASTER OF YOUR LIFE... 117 00:06:51,500 --> 00:06:53,583 IF YOU'RE READY TO MEET YOUR HERITAGE... 118 00:07:02,125 --> 00:07:03,250 MRS. AYÇA 119 00:07:21,750 --> 00:07:22,916 Hello? 120 00:07:23,791 --> 00:07:25,166 Uh, yes, hello. 121 00:07:26,208 --> 00:07:27,541 My name is Sevgi. 122 00:07:27,625 --> 00:07:30,291 I'm calling 'cause I'd like to set up an appointment. 123 00:07:30,375 --> 00:07:32,000 How soon would that be possible? 124 00:07:32,500 --> 00:07:33,666 Tomorrow, you said? 125 00:07:34,416 --> 00:07:36,916 Mm. What made you think of Ayval?k, sweetie? 126 00:07:37,458 --> 00:07:38,458 Ow! 127 00:07:38,541 --> 00:07:40,708 Sarp! That's enough. Get outta here. Get out! 128 00:07:40,791 --> 00:07:41,666 That's it. Go away. 129 00:07:41,750 --> 00:07:45,000 Leyla, I need to be there at 10:00 a.m. What do you think? Can you help me? 130 00:07:45,083 --> 00:07:47,625 Love, I'm having an operation tomorrow. Can it wait? 131 00:07:47,708 --> 00:07:49,958 Or maybe just ask Ada to take you there? 132 00:07:50,458 --> 00:07:51,625 No way! 133 00:07:52,375 --> 00:07:55,791 Leyla, listen. Ada can't know about this. You hear me? 134 00:08:06,208 --> 00:08:07,916 How do you expect me to be calm? 135 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:10,083 Something's wrong. I hear it in your voice, Ada. 136 00:08:10,166 --> 00:08:12,750 What's wrong with my daughter? Tell me right now. 137 00:08:13,250 --> 00:08:15,541 We'll keep Sevgi for a few days, Muko. 138 00:08:15,625 --> 00:08:16,791 She needs some rest. 139 00:08:17,458 --> 00:08:20,125 But please don't worry. I'm taking care of her, all right? 140 00:08:29,666 --> 00:08:30,666 Sevgi? 141 00:08:50,666 --> 00:08:52,851 - Hey. I was about to call you. - Hey. 142 00:08:52,875 --> 00:08:54,291 - Where have you been? - What? 143 00:08:54,375 --> 00:08:57,416 Come on. What do you want from me? I had to explain to Erdem and pack a bag. 144 00:08:57,500 --> 00:08:59,916 Why do you need a bag? We're just staying one night. 145 00:09:00,416 --> 00:09:03,916 What, am I not allowed to post a vlog while we're in Ayval?k? Gimme a break. 146 00:09:04,416 --> 00:09:06,376 - Are you all right, sweetie? - I'm fine. Just go. 147 00:09:06,458 --> 00:09:09,791 Look, I want to know everything. Tell me. Who is this guy? What's he doing? 148 00:09:09,875 --> 00:09:11,583 - What's his method? - Leyla, go! 149 00:09:11,666 --> 00:09:13,416 Oh shit. 150 00:09:17,041 --> 00:09:19,000 Are you trying to drive me crazy or what? 151 00:09:19,083 --> 00:09:20,083 Really? 152 00:09:21,375 --> 00:09:22,708 Ada. 153 00:09:22,791 --> 00:09:25,041 What's up? We're going to Ayval?k, love. You should come. 154 00:09:25,125 --> 00:09:26,041 Sevgi, get out, please. 155 00:09:26,125 --> 00:09:29,142 I can't, dear. All right, we're leaving. I was gonna call you tonight anyway. 156 00:09:29,166 --> 00:09:31,583 Ayval?k? Can you tell me exactly what you're hoping to find? 157 00:09:31,666 --> 00:09:33,583 Who knows? Raki, fish, maybe the Ayval?k trio? 158 00:09:33,666 --> 00:09:35,791 - Leyla! - Get off my back. 159 00:09:36,416 --> 00:09:37,416 Sevgi. 160 00:09:37,833 --> 00:09:39,958 - You need to get out now, please. - Ada. 161 00:09:40,041 --> 00:09:41,041 Sevgi, come on. 162 00:09:42,916 --> 00:09:44,958 You either come with us or you get out of the way. 163 00:09:45,458 --> 00:09:47,583 But I have to go. There's no other choice. 164 00:09:48,166 --> 00:09:49,166 Please. 165 00:09:58,375 --> 00:09:59,375 So this is it? 166 00:10:00,458 --> 00:10:02,666 This is what you're risking your health for? 167 00:10:03,875 --> 00:10:05,916 Risking what health, Ada? 168 00:10:08,125 --> 00:10:11,458 Hey, girls, um, just wondering if anyone feels like telling me 169 00:10:11,541 --> 00:10:13,666 what the hell has gotten into you today? 170 00:10:17,125 --> 00:10:19,375 I'm talking to you. What is going on? 171 00:10:20,708 --> 00:10:22,166 Leyla. 172 00:10:22,250 --> 00:10:24,267 - Hm? - Pull over at the gas station, please. 173 00:10:24,291 --> 00:10:26,931 - We have enough gas already. - Leyla, you need to start signaling. 174 00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:30,083 You're too much today, Ada. You're seriously suffocating me. 175 00:10:30,166 --> 00:10:31,333 I'm pulling over now. 176 00:10:33,583 --> 00:10:36,333 We just hit the road, and she wants to pull over. 177 00:10:48,583 --> 00:10:49,916 Listen, I'm fine. 178 00:10:50,000 --> 00:10:51,958 You cannot go on a road trip in your condition. 179 00:10:53,041 --> 00:10:56,250 Ada, I don't want to be in a hospital, okay? 180 00:10:56,333 --> 00:10:59,125 And I don't want you to get your hopes up for nothing. 181 00:10:59,208 --> 00:11:00,728 I don't want to see you unhappy again. 182 00:11:01,291 --> 00:11:03,375 Then please stop making me unhappy, girl. 183 00:11:03,458 --> 00:11:05,375 Let me out. I'm going to the bathroom. 184 00:11:12,541 --> 00:11:13,833 What's your problem, Ada? 185 00:11:13,916 --> 00:11:15,676 Why do you have to make this such a big deal? 186 00:11:15,750 --> 00:11:17,541 Girl's been through chemo. Give her a break. 187 00:11:17,625 --> 00:11:20,041 Leyla, I can't let her go all the way down to that place 188 00:11:20,125 --> 00:11:22,000 just so you can get a few Instagram pics. 189 00:11:22,083 --> 00:11:24,333 Thanks, Ada! You're not making any sense right now. 190 00:11:24,416 --> 00:11:27,041 I cancelled the operation I've been waiting for for months. 191 00:11:27,125 --> 00:11:29,416 I left my kid all alone. What are you talking about? 192 00:11:29,500 --> 00:11:33,166 - All because she asked me to go with her. - Leyla, Sevgi is not doing well. 193 00:11:35,875 --> 00:11:37,083 It's relapsed. 194 00:11:38,416 --> 00:11:40,958 Why else do you think that I would get in your way? 195 00:11:49,708 --> 00:11:50,541 Leyla. 196 00:12:27,041 --> 00:12:28,291 Sevgi will be fine. 197 00:12:30,916 --> 00:12:34,291 But, right now, she needs to be under constant care, inside a hospital. 198 00:12:36,125 --> 00:12:37,208 You're positive? 199 00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:41,125 - You're sure she'll be okay? - How can you ask me that, Leyla? 200 00:12:41,833 --> 00:12:43,041 Of course I'm not sure. 201 00:12:43,125 --> 00:12:44,208 How could I be? 202 00:12:47,416 --> 00:12:49,541 Then we'll do what she wants to do, Ada. 203 00:12:50,625 --> 00:12:53,916 If she wants to go to Ayval?k, then that's where we're going. 204 00:13:00,750 --> 00:13:02,416 Oh my God! 205 00:13:02,500 --> 00:13:04,583 That lipstick looks so good on you. 206 00:13:04,666 --> 00:13:05,666 You're so cute. 207 00:13:05,750 --> 00:13:08,166 - You look great, sweetie. - You're so cute. 208 00:13:09,625 --> 00:13:11,750 Looks like someone decided to come with us. 209 00:13:11,833 --> 00:13:14,125 You didn't think you were really gonna go without me? 210 00:13:14,625 --> 00:13:15,458 Let's go, then. 211 00:13:17,458 --> 00:13:18,666 All right, then. 212 00:13:19,541 --> 00:13:21,125 Let the road trip begin. 213 00:13:21,625 --> 00:13:22,625 Yeah! 214 00:13:29,458 --> 00:13:31,083 Windows, please. 215 00:13:57,000 --> 00:13:58,541 Get inside! 216 00:14:03,291 --> 00:14:05,708 And so the journey we were forced to take 217 00:14:05,791 --> 00:14:10,000 changed not only Sevgi's life, but all of ours. 218 00:14:10,500 --> 00:14:11,916 Of course, we had no idea then. 219 00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:14,208 In 200 meters, turn right. 220 00:14:14,291 --> 00:14:16,625 Continue straight for 17 kilometers. 221 00:14:18,041 --> 00:14:21,541 We also didn't know not to trust Leyla with directions. 222 00:14:22,625 --> 00:14:24,333 It says Temple of Athena. 223 00:14:24,916 --> 00:14:26,541 Go back. You took a wrong turn.8 224 00:14:27,375 --> 00:14:30,625 Girls, I think it's time for an Instagram post. 225 00:14:31,083 --> 00:14:34,203 - Oh no, Leyla. Don't be silly. - For God's sake, Leyla. Stop it. 226 00:14:34,250 --> 00:14:36,875 What's the problem? It's not even gonna take ten minutes. 227 00:14:36,958 --> 00:14:37,958 As most of you know, 228 00:14:38,041 --> 00:14:41,625 in Greek mythology, Athena is known as the goddess of war. 229 00:14:41,708 --> 00:14:45,833 And, in fact, she's also a goddess capable of seeing things from every angle, 230 00:14:45,916 --> 00:14:48,125 opening new paths, and giving direction. 231 00:14:48,625 --> 00:14:52,000 That's why the owl is the symbol of Athena. 232 00:14:52,500 --> 00:14:56,583 You know it can turn its head 270 degrees? That's all for now. 233 00:14:56,666 --> 00:14:58,625 Leyla, if you think that's enough enlightenment, 234 00:14:58,708 --> 00:15:00,291 can we please be on our way? 235 00:15:00,375 --> 00:15:02,208 Just one more thing, love, hang on. 236 00:15:02,291 --> 00:15:03,791 - Sevgi, come here. - Hm? 237 00:15:03,875 --> 00:15:05,875 Come on, come on, come on. - Oh, but I'm so tired. 238 00:15:05,958 --> 00:15:08,875 Yeah, I know, but we can't leave without doing this first. Okay? 239 00:15:08,958 --> 00:15:11,750 Girls, let's hold hands. Gimme yours. Come on, come on. 240 00:15:11,833 --> 00:15:14,625 We're gonna close our eyes now, 241 00:15:14,708 --> 00:15:15,708 take a deep breath, 242 00:15:16,333 --> 00:15:19,833 and then, we're all simultaneously going to make a wish. 243 00:15:19,916 --> 00:15:21,458 And Athena will listen to us. 244 00:15:21,958 --> 00:15:22,958 You with me? 245 00:15:26,375 --> 00:15:27,791 I want to get well. 246 00:15:28,666 --> 00:15:30,000 I want to live. 247 00:15:30,708 --> 00:15:32,250 I want to fall in love. 248 00:15:32,916 --> 00:15:34,875 I want Sevgi to get well. 249 00:15:34,958 --> 00:15:37,375 And I want to have beautiful tits. 250 00:15:37,458 --> 00:15:40,750 I want my tits to look just like Erdem likes them, please. 251 00:15:41,541 --> 00:15:42,708 I need to pee. 252 00:15:43,791 --> 00:15:46,500 And can't we eat something? I'm starving. 253 00:15:53,541 --> 00:15:56,666 I'd like to be picked for the cancer research team in Brussels. 254 00:15:58,708 --> 00:16:01,333 And, please, just help Sevgi get well. 255 00:16:05,750 --> 00:16:08,875 - I want to get well. - I want Sevgi to get well. 256 00:16:25,500 --> 00:16:26,333 Leyla, honey, 257 00:16:26,416 --> 00:16:29,125 did you pack Erdem in this bag because you can't be away from him? 258 00:16:29,208 --> 00:16:31,166 Oh, yeah, honey. 259 00:16:31,250 --> 00:16:33,583 You're just hilarious tonight, aren't you? 260 00:16:33,666 --> 00:16:35,791 Well then, did you guys bring anything to wear? 261 00:16:35,875 --> 00:16:37,208 No. Right? 262 00:16:37,291 --> 00:16:40,250 Who's the one thinking about you every single time? Leyla. 263 00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:41,875 Leyla, it's just one day. 264 00:16:41,958 --> 00:16:44,125 For one day, I'll save you from those hideous clothes. 265 00:16:44,208 --> 00:16:46,208 - Take it. You carry it. - I'm not gonna. No. 266 00:16:46,250 --> 00:16:48,434 You always do this. I'm not carrying your luggage. 267 00:16:48,458 --> 00:16:49,750 Where is it? Is this it? 268 00:16:49,833 --> 00:16:52,041 - There it is. That's it. - Which one? 269 00:16:52,125 --> 00:16:53,565 - This is it. - Are you sure? 270 00:16:54,791 --> 00:16:55,791 Ow. 271 00:16:56,666 --> 00:16:58,333 Come on. Come here. 272 00:16:58,416 --> 00:17:00,875 - I can't stand watching this. - Mm, you're so sweet, my love. 273 00:17:02,416 --> 00:17:05,250 Okay, GPS says it's somewhere around here, but I don't see it. 274 00:17:05,333 --> 00:17:08,750 God, I'm gonna be so late. Zaman told me to be there at 10:00 a.m. sharp. 275 00:17:08,833 --> 00:17:11,375 I mean, what kind of name is Zaman, anyway? 276 00:17:11,458 --> 00:17:12,625 Hey. 277 00:17:13,250 --> 00:17:14,708 I think this might be it. 278 00:17:15,791 --> 00:17:17,750 Yep. This is it. We're here. 279 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:21,458 I'm coming with you, Sevgi. 280 00:17:21,541 --> 00:17:23,541 I'm going alone. Call you when I'm done. 281 00:17:24,083 --> 00:17:25,250 Ada. 282 00:17:27,291 --> 00:17:28,851 Leave her be, sweetie. 283 00:17:28,875 --> 00:17:31,791 We'll come back for her, anyway. It's not like she's leaving without us. 284 00:17:31,875 --> 00:17:35,333 Come on now. Come take a picture of me over there. The path is gorgeous. 285 00:17:36,583 --> 00:17:38,375 Hang on. I'm setting it up. Here. 286 00:17:38,916 --> 00:17:40,796 - You have to get me walking. - All right. 287 00:17:40,833 --> 00:17:42,875 It needs to look cool, like a model shoot. 288 00:17:43,791 --> 00:17:46,000 With the wind at my back, it'll be perfect. 289 00:17:46,083 --> 00:17:47,750 It's gonna be such a good post. 290 00:18:18,083 --> 00:18:20,041 - Oh! - Oh my God. I'm terribly sorry. 291 00:18:20,125 --> 00:18:21,208 No, I'm sorry. 292 00:18:22,416 --> 00:18:24,166 Um, is this Mr. Zaman's place? 293 00:18:24,250 --> 00:18:25,500 Yeah, it is. Come in. 294 00:18:36,875 --> 00:18:38,208 Can I help you? 295 00:18:39,875 --> 00:18:41,125 Which one is Zaman? 296 00:18:41,875 --> 00:18:44,125 Oh, you're new. I'm Fiko. 297 00:18:45,458 --> 00:18:47,833 Fikret. They call me Fiko 298 00:18:49,208 --> 00:18:50,208 Sevgi. 299 00:18:50,250 --> 00:18:51,458 They call me Sevgi. 300 00:18:51,541 --> 00:18:54,958 Zaman's office is upstairs. You can't miss it. Want some tea? 301 00:18:55,541 --> 00:18:57,458 No. Thanks. 302 00:18:57,958 --> 00:18:58,958 Thank you. 303 00:19:21,958 --> 00:19:23,041 Come in. 304 00:19:23,125 --> 00:19:24,208 Excuse me, Zaman? 305 00:19:28,333 --> 00:19:30,041 I called yesterday. I'm Sevgi. 306 00:19:30,625 --> 00:19:31,625 Ah, that's right. 307 00:19:34,250 --> 00:19:36,916 Have a seat, please. Welcome. 308 00:19:49,583 --> 00:19:50,583 Pomegranate. 309 00:19:51,333 --> 00:19:52,333 Hm. 310 00:19:52,791 --> 00:19:56,958 They say it's a symbol of abundance and fortune, as well as life after death. 311 00:19:57,541 --> 00:19:58,541 So 312 00:20:00,041 --> 00:20:04,416 it reminds us that within one's life there are other lives as well. 313 00:20:05,583 --> 00:20:06,583 Would you like some? 314 00:20:07,250 --> 00:20:09,500 I can't even remember what pomegranate tastes like. 315 00:20:09,583 --> 00:20:11,875 - It's been so long since I had one. - Hm. 316 00:20:20,083 --> 00:20:22,791 Welcome, Sevgi. How can I be of help to you? 317 00:20:24,166 --> 00:20:26,041 - I'm here 'cause I have cancer. - Mm-hm 318 00:20:26,750 --> 00:20:28,083 It started in my liver. 319 00:20:29,000 --> 00:20:32,625 I had surgery, and then we started a chemotherapy treatment regimen. 320 00:20:32,708 --> 00:20:34,708 But now the cancer came back. 321 00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:38,583 Do you think there's possibly a way you can help me? 322 00:20:38,666 --> 00:20:42,791 I mean, the treatments you're doing here. Do you think your treatment could help me? 323 00:20:43,291 --> 00:20:45,041 Now, Sevgi. 324 00:20:46,333 --> 00:20:51,083 Expansion of Origin Family... hm... does not offer medical treatment. 325 00:20:52,333 --> 00:20:54,916 We leave that to doctors. That's not what we do. 326 00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:58,333 What we deal with is the spiritual origins of diseases. 327 00:20:58,833 --> 00:21:01,500 If we can tap into the source... 328 00:21:02,916 --> 00:21:06,208 the disease... could begin to heal. 329 00:21:06,291 --> 00:21:07,875 Although, there's no guarantee. 330 00:21:09,125 --> 00:21:10,125 Sevgi. 331 00:21:11,833 --> 00:21:13,125 That's a pretty name. 332 00:21:13,208 --> 00:21:14,666 Thank you so much. 333 00:21:17,875 --> 00:21:18,875 All right. 334 00:21:19,458 --> 00:21:21,958 If I may, the other hand. 335 00:21:46,750 --> 00:21:47,916 Excuse me. 336 00:21:49,416 --> 00:21:51,041 I'm not feeling well. 337 00:21:52,625 --> 00:21:54,291 That's it. Let it out. 338 00:21:55,291 --> 00:21:57,625 You've held it inside too long, haven't you? 339 00:22:03,375 --> 00:22:05,125 Sevgi? 340 00:22:06,291 --> 00:22:08,250 Do you think you could thank cancer? 341 00:22:11,125 --> 00:22:12,125 Mm. 342 00:22:25,750 --> 00:22:27,041 No. Of course I can't. 343 00:22:29,958 --> 00:22:32,083 I've never smoked once in my life. 344 00:22:32,166 --> 00:22:33,166 Mm-hm. 345 00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:35,375 I try to be healthy. 346 00:22:37,041 --> 00:22:39,250 And I've always tried to be a good person. 347 00:22:40,458 --> 00:22:42,416 I didn't do anything to deserve this. 348 00:22:44,208 --> 00:22:45,208 Hm. 349 00:22:46,041 --> 00:22:47,083 So... 350 00:22:47,916 --> 00:22:49,416 No, I cannot be thankful. 351 00:22:50,791 --> 00:22:53,583 I just want this thing to get the hell away from me. 352 00:22:56,500 --> 00:22:57,500 Fine. 353 00:23:01,083 --> 00:23:02,083 Follow me. 354 00:23:08,083 --> 00:23:11,208 Maybe this disease wants you to remember something. Hm? 355 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:13,166 Come, let's see. 356 00:23:41,958 --> 00:23:42,958 Go ahead. 357 00:24:02,625 --> 00:24:05,392 - I think this is good. Check it out. - No, wait. Do a couple more. 358 00:24:05,416 --> 00:24:06,456 Come on. 359 00:24:06,541 --> 00:24:08,416 - Here. - Oh, you... 360 00:24:08,500 --> 00:24:10,684 I really don't understand how you're so cool about this. 361 00:24:10,708 --> 00:24:12,458 We just left her alone at that weird place. 362 00:24:12,541 --> 00:24:15,101 What do you want me to do? This is how I keep my mind off things. 363 00:24:15,166 --> 00:24:16,500 What's wrong with that? 364 00:24:16,583 --> 00:24:19,708 Mm, these are pretty good. Well done, girl. 365 00:24:19,791 --> 00:24:21,750 Oh my gosh. Oh God. 366 00:24:22,833 --> 00:24:24,750 Natural breast enlarge... 367 00:24:24,833 --> 00:24:28,125 Are you seeing this? It says they can enlarge breasts naturally. 368 00:24:28,208 --> 00:24:30,875 Ah! Babe, go grab an Ayval?k grilled cheese or something. 369 00:24:30,958 --> 00:24:31,958 I'll call you later. 370 00:24:32,458 --> 00:24:33,625 Bye-bye. 371 00:24:42,750 --> 00:24:44,041 Good morning, love. 372 00:24:44,541 --> 00:24:45,541 How's Sevgi? 373 00:24:45,583 --> 00:24:47,125 Not good, Selim, not good. 374 00:24:47,208 --> 00:24:49,416 She acts fine, but really she's devastated. 375 00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:52,458 You went all that way, you should at least enjoy it. 376 00:24:52,541 --> 00:24:55,125 - Get an Ayval?k grilled cheese. - That's the last thing I need. 377 00:24:55,208 --> 00:24:57,041 Selim, I had to postpone two surgeries today, 378 00:24:57,125 --> 00:24:58,875 I am not in vacation mode. 379 00:24:59,541 --> 00:25:02,333 Honey, I think I'm lost. 380 00:25:02,416 --> 00:25:03,583 Uh, I have to go. 381 00:25:04,125 --> 00:25:06,708 - I'll call you later. - Okay. Love you. 382 00:25:07,875 --> 00:25:10,666 Peaches from Bursa, peaches from Bursa. 383 00:25:13,333 --> 00:25:15,625 Strawberries from Mount Ida. 384 00:25:16,541 --> 00:25:20,000 Get your sweet strawberries straight from Mount Ida. 385 00:25:20,083 --> 00:25:21,833 - Good morning. - Hello there. 386 00:25:22,333 --> 00:25:24,000 Would you like a kilo of these, honey? 387 00:25:24,083 --> 00:25:26,041 - I'll take it. - Sure thing, sweetheart. 388 00:25:46,458 --> 00:25:47,333 Shit! 389 00:25:49,625 --> 00:25:53,000 Excuse me. Miss, you forgot your strawberries! 390 00:25:54,083 --> 00:25:56,603 - Your head must be in the clouds, honey. - I'm so sorry, ma'am. 391 00:25:56,666 --> 00:25:58,250 Thank you very much. Thank you. 392 00:25:59,750 --> 00:26:00,750 Ada? 393 00:26:04,416 --> 00:26:05,416 It's Toprak. 394 00:26:06,500 --> 00:26:08,333 I'm sorry. I didn't recognize you. 395 00:26:09,583 --> 00:26:11,864 That's good. I thought you were just running away from me. 396 00:26:11,916 --> 00:26:13,666 He hasn't changed a bit. 397 00:26:16,625 --> 00:26:17,625 How are you? 398 00:26:18,791 --> 00:26:20,583 Ugh. My hair's a mess. 399 00:26:21,250 --> 00:26:22,250 Fine. 400 00:26:22,666 --> 00:26:23,666 I'm good. 401 00:26:23,708 --> 00:26:24,708 You look good. 402 00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:29,250 You, too, bastard. 403 00:26:29,333 --> 00:26:32,250 So what are you doing here? I thought you lived abroad. 404 00:26:32,458 --> 00:26:34,291 Well, I'll be here for a little bit. 405 00:26:34,375 --> 00:26:35,416 Mm. 406 00:26:36,750 --> 00:26:37,750 And what about you? 407 00:26:37,833 --> 00:26:38,833 Here for a vacation? 408 00:26:40,208 --> 00:26:41,208 Yeah, kinda. 409 00:26:43,958 --> 00:26:45,125 You haven't changed. 410 00:26:46,041 --> 00:26:48,000 He still has that smile. 411 00:26:48,083 --> 00:26:50,958 You have, though. You're not taking care of yourself. 412 00:26:51,625 --> 00:26:54,208 You're exactly the same. Blunt as ever. 413 00:26:58,250 --> 00:26:59,250 Anyway. 414 00:26:59,875 --> 00:27:01,083 Have a nice holiday. 415 00:27:04,583 --> 00:27:06,000 Ada. Ada. 416 00:27:08,666 --> 00:27:10,000 Do you have time to get coffee? 417 00:27:11,250 --> 00:27:12,375 Sure, Toprak. 418 00:27:12,458 --> 00:27:15,833 Why don't we just get dinner and reminisce about the good ol' days, yeah? 419 00:27:16,375 --> 00:27:17,250 You're still angry. 420 00:27:17,333 --> 00:27:19,833 I'm not angry, moron. I'm hurt. 421 00:27:19,916 --> 00:27:22,000 It's been many years. I'm not angry. 422 00:27:22,083 --> 00:27:23,333 We're not children anymore. 423 00:27:23,833 --> 00:27:24,833 Anyway, 424 00:27:25,375 --> 00:27:26,833 the girls are waiting for me. 425 00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:29,458 My number hasn't changed. 426 00:27:30,541 --> 00:27:31,541 Mine has. 427 00:27:36,125 --> 00:27:37,333 You're kidding me. 428 00:27:37,416 --> 00:27:40,291 Mr. Toprak is in town, for real? 429 00:27:40,375 --> 00:27:41,541 Leyla. 430 00:27:41,625 --> 00:27:44,291 Keep it down. He might be around here somewhere. 431 00:27:45,416 --> 00:27:48,458 I mean, would it kill you to just have one coffee? 432 00:27:48,541 --> 00:27:51,125 Haven't you ever wondered where the guy has been? 433 00:27:51,208 --> 00:27:53,125 I mean, what has he been doing this whole time? 434 00:27:53,208 --> 00:27:54,708 I haven't, Leyla. Why would I? 435 00:27:54,791 --> 00:27:58,125 I mean, with everything going on, why would I be thinking about him? 436 00:27:58,208 --> 00:27:59,500 Okay, look at me, sweetie. 437 00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:00,833 Psst. 438 00:28:00,916 --> 00:28:04,156 Hey. Stop it. Wait a second. Look at me. Look, we're gonna take these glasses off. 439 00:28:04,208 --> 00:28:05,666 - Mm-hm. - Hm. 440 00:28:05,750 --> 00:28:07,416 Now look deep into my eyes, love. 441 00:28:08,500 --> 00:28:10,458 How did you feel when you saw Toprak? 442 00:28:10,541 --> 00:28:11,541 Tell me the truth. 443 00:28:13,041 --> 00:28:15,625 Are you stupid or something, Leyla? I am married. 444 00:28:16,833 --> 00:28:18,458 Oh, that's right. 445 00:28:18,541 --> 00:28:21,708 'Cause people totally stop feeling things once they're married. 446 00:28:21,791 --> 00:28:23,791 Damn it. I totally forgot about that. 447 00:28:27,125 --> 00:28:28,125 Hey! 448 00:28:28,166 --> 00:28:29,000 Psst. 449 00:28:29,083 --> 00:28:31,125 Listen, Ada, you can't run. 450 00:28:31,208 --> 00:28:33,791 You can't run away from me, we're going to talk about this! 451 00:28:39,541 --> 00:28:40,583 Come. 452 00:28:40,666 --> 00:28:41,541 No. 453 00:28:41,625 --> 00:28:42,791 I got you. 454 00:28:43,500 --> 00:28:45,416 No, it's too cold anyway. It's too cold. 455 00:28:48,125 --> 00:28:51,083 Hey, listen, you and I are gonna talk about this. This is not... 456 00:29:00,791 --> 00:29:02,416 Mm, mm, mm. 457 00:29:03,791 --> 00:29:04,791 You know, 458 00:29:05,791 --> 00:29:07,916 I've never felt anything like that in my whole life. 459 00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:09,958 So spill. What happened then? 460 00:29:10,041 --> 00:29:13,291 It's not something I can describe. You have to experience it. 461 00:29:13,375 --> 00:29:14,625 To experiencing it. 462 00:29:14,708 --> 00:29:15,708 Hm. 463 00:29:18,333 --> 00:29:21,208 Mr. Zaman, though, he told me not to tell anyone about it for a month. 464 00:29:21,291 --> 00:29:23,500 So, what, he decides whether you tell us or not? 465 00:29:23,583 --> 00:29:25,166 Be patient. I'll tell you in a month. 466 00:29:25,250 --> 00:29:26,517 - Excuse me. - Let it go. 467 00:29:26,541 --> 00:29:28,341 - Could we get another order? - Don't push it. 468 00:29:28,375 --> 00:29:30,791 I mean, she looks good right now, really good. 469 00:29:30,875 --> 00:29:33,916 But, love, you shouldn't eat that much. You're gonna upset your stomach. 470 00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:35,125 Oh, stop it, Leyla. 471 00:29:35,208 --> 00:29:37,888 It's the first I've been able to eat without getting sick in months. 472 00:29:37,916 --> 00:29:40,250 Well, then go ahead, baby. Enjoy all of it. 473 00:29:40,333 --> 00:29:42,958 Enjoy it, love. Let's do another toast, then! 474 00:29:43,041 --> 00:29:44,267 - Cheers! - Toast to your health. 475 00:29:44,291 --> 00:29:46,601 - Yeah, to my health! There you go. - To your health. 476 00:30:00,208 --> 00:30:02,166 I feel like I should call Ayça right now, 477 00:30:02,250 --> 00:30:04,750 and tell her I'm not gonna put up with her shit anymore. 478 00:30:04,833 --> 00:30:06,458 Tell her I'm quitting. I'm done. 479 00:30:08,208 --> 00:30:09,250 Come here, baby. 480 00:30:09,333 --> 00:30:12,750 Oh, and I could rent a place with a full view of the ocean. 481 00:30:12,833 --> 00:30:14,958 Why not just go ahead and buy it then? 482 00:30:15,041 --> 00:30:18,001 I mean, if you want it that much, we could rent a place for you right here. 483 00:30:18,041 --> 00:30:20,458 Sweetie, there aren't any good hospitals around here though. 484 00:30:20,541 --> 00:30:22,291 I'd definitely come visit you all the time. 485 00:30:22,375 --> 00:30:24,934 - You'd bring your son too? Uh? - Are you out of your mind? 486 00:30:24,958 --> 00:30:27,125 I swear, living with Sarp for even one single day 487 00:30:27,208 --> 00:30:28,666 is enough to give you cancer. 488 00:30:29,541 --> 00:30:32,041 I think... maybe you've had enough. 489 00:30:34,375 --> 00:30:35,916 Oh God, I'm so sorry. 490 00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,160 Love, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean that. 491 00:30:38,208 --> 00:30:40,288 You know me, babe. I just blurt things out sometimes. 492 00:30:40,333 --> 00:30:42,142 I'm so sorry. Was that offensive? 493 00:30:42,166 --> 00:30:44,791 I mean, the good news is, 494 00:30:44,875 --> 00:30:47,791 that's not a problem for me, so you can just bring him anyway. 495 00:30:49,666 --> 00:30:51,000 You know how people always say, 496 00:30:51,083 --> 00:30:52,833 "Oh, don't eat that. It'll give you cancer"? 497 00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:56,208 And, "Don't drink that, or else you'll get cancer"? 498 00:30:57,583 --> 00:31:00,392 - I don't have to worry anymore... - ...'cause I already have it. 499 00:31:00,416 --> 00:31:01,791 - Oh my God, stop. - Stop. 500 00:31:03,291 --> 00:31:04,771 I wanna make love so bad. 501 00:31:05,625 --> 00:31:07,708 - What's that? - What's wrong with that? 502 00:31:08,541 --> 00:31:10,333 I want to fall in love. 503 00:31:10,416 --> 00:31:13,125 I want somebody in my life. Why not? 504 00:31:13,208 --> 00:31:15,728 Love, don't worry. You're not missing out on anything, for real. 505 00:31:15,791 --> 00:31:17,541 I'm having sex all the time, and so what? 506 00:31:17,625 --> 00:31:19,875 Orgasms, that's what. You remember those? 507 00:31:21,333 --> 00:31:23,375 Please. I mean, that's just insulting. 508 00:31:23,458 --> 00:31:24,791 Of course I have orgasms. 509 00:31:24,875 --> 00:31:27,934 Do you actually think I would go through all the trouble if I didn't have any? 510 00:31:27,958 --> 00:31:30,125 - Stupid. - She has a point. 511 00:31:32,375 --> 00:31:34,625 Honestly, I can't remember what it's like. 512 00:31:35,416 --> 00:31:37,416 Doc? What about you? 513 00:31:40,791 --> 00:31:42,625 Do fake orgasms count? 514 00:31:42,708 --> 00:31:43,708 It's been a while. 515 00:31:43,750 --> 00:31:46,750 You know, the fake ones just make you appreciate the real ones. 516 00:31:47,375 --> 00:31:48,916 But, if you want to have orgasms, 517 00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:51,250 you have to really put some effort into it, right? 518 00:31:51,333 --> 00:31:52,791 Leyla, do you even realize 519 00:31:52,875 --> 00:31:54,958 how many surgeries I have to do every week? 520 00:31:55,041 --> 00:31:57,708 I just don't have time for fantasies like that, all right? 521 00:31:57,791 --> 00:31:59,041 Oh, come on, Ada. 522 00:31:59,125 --> 00:32:01,916 Like you're too busy to just buy some cute lingerie or something? 523 00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,583 So buy lingerie, have an orgasm. It's that simple? 524 00:32:04,666 --> 00:32:05,583 Yeah, it is. 525 00:32:05,666 --> 00:32:08,416 'Cause you can only have an orgasm when you feel sexy and comfortable 526 00:32:08,500 --> 00:32:09,833 - in the way you look. - Mm. 527 00:32:09,916 --> 00:32:12,625 You were having real orgasms with Toprak, though. 528 00:32:12,708 --> 00:32:13,958 - Wait, what? - Leyla. 529 00:32:14,041 --> 00:32:16,322 - What's Toprak got to do with this? - I can't hold it in. 530 00:32:16,375 --> 00:32:19,166 Guess who she saw today? Toprak, she just ran into him. 531 00:32:19,250 --> 00:32:20,416 And how was that? 532 00:32:21,791 --> 00:32:23,750 Enough. Come on. Just drop it, drop it, please. 533 00:32:23,833 --> 00:32:25,433 Or, at least, I'm done talking about it. 534 00:32:25,458 --> 00:32:27,538 - You two suit yourselves. - Yeah, we should drop it. 535 00:32:27,583 --> 00:32:30,291 I mean, if Selim heard about it, he'd lose his mind. 536 00:32:30,375 --> 00:32:32,541 Honestly, Selim is gonna lose his mind anyway 537 00:32:32,625 --> 00:32:34,333 when he hears all about Brussels. 538 00:32:34,416 --> 00:32:36,517 Don't you worry about Selim. What's on your arm there? 539 00:32:36,541 --> 00:32:38,461 Oh. Oh, I guess you wouldn't understand, sweetie. 540 00:32:38,500 --> 00:32:40,625 It's a fantasy thing. I got it from pole dancing. 541 00:32:40,708 --> 00:32:42,625 - Pole dancing, you said? - Exactly. 542 00:32:44,083 --> 00:32:45,833 So, just out of curiosity... 543 00:32:45,916 --> 00:32:50,083 So you do pole dancing for Erdem, but what does he ever do for you? 544 00:32:50,166 --> 00:32:51,541 Yeah, exactly. 545 00:32:51,625 --> 00:32:53,458 - Like, maybe a gladiator costume. - Mm! 546 00:32:53,541 --> 00:32:55,958 With leather straps and handcuffs and all that kind of stuff. 547 00:32:56,041 --> 00:32:57,291 Maybe a whip too. 548 00:32:57,375 --> 00:32:59,642 A whip. 549 00:32:59,666 --> 00:33:01,791 Well, true, he doesn't do anything for me. 550 00:33:01,875 --> 00:33:04,500 But at least he doesn't do anything for the other ones either. 551 00:33:05,250 --> 00:33:06,958 - Huh? - What's that? 552 00:33:07,541 --> 00:33:08,750 What do you think? 553 00:33:09,708 --> 00:33:11,250 Erdem cheats on me. 554 00:33:11,333 --> 00:33:13,083 All the time, ladies. 555 00:33:14,708 --> 00:33:15,791 Is there any more raki? 556 00:33:15,875 --> 00:33:17,833 - I'm afraid not. - You're out? 557 00:33:19,750 --> 00:33:20,791 Guess I'm out as well. 558 00:33:21,375 --> 00:33:22,375 Leyla, hon... 559 00:33:23,041 --> 00:33:24,791 Why didn't you tell us earlier? 560 00:33:25,291 --> 00:33:26,291 Look. 561 00:33:26,625 --> 00:33:28,875 - In one hearing, I'll have you divorced. - Mm-hm. 562 00:33:28,958 --> 00:33:31,500 We'll take everything that bastard's got, down to his underwear. 563 00:33:31,583 --> 00:33:33,000 You know that, don't you, babe? 564 00:33:33,083 --> 00:33:34,208 I know it, sweetie. 565 00:33:34,708 --> 00:33:36,625 That's exactly why I haven't told you already. 566 00:33:36,708 --> 00:33:37,541 But why is that? 567 00:33:37,625 --> 00:33:38,625 Because, babe, 568 00:33:39,666 --> 00:33:41,125 I actually love my husband. 569 00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:47,916 Leyla, he cannot treat you like this. 570 00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:50,541 Do you really think that this is what you deserve? 571 00:33:50,625 --> 00:33:51,875 I swear, if Selim... 572 00:33:52,375 --> 00:33:56,541 If Selim ever did that to me, I would never forgive him. Ever. 573 00:33:57,500 --> 00:33:59,125 Not everyone's like you, you know. 574 00:33:59,208 --> 00:34:01,166 For some, pride doesn't come first, okay? 575 00:34:01,250 --> 00:34:03,250 Yeah, but apparently, comfort does. 576 00:34:03,333 --> 00:34:06,250 It seems like it doesn't matter what your man does, 577 00:34:06,333 --> 00:34:09,166 as long as the credit card keeps working, that's what really matters. 578 00:34:09,250 --> 00:34:10,833 Are you kidding me right now? 579 00:34:10,916 --> 00:34:12,556 Do you actually believe I think that way? 580 00:34:12,583 --> 00:34:14,916 No, I don't. That's exactly why I'm getting upset with you. 581 00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:16,000 Guys. 582 00:34:17,208 --> 00:34:20,083 At least you aren't sleeping all by yourself every single night, right? 583 00:34:21,250 --> 00:34:22,625 And, even better than that, 584 00:34:22,708 --> 00:34:25,666 when you wake up every morning, you don't have to wonder 585 00:34:25,750 --> 00:34:27,375 how much time you have left. Right? 586 00:34:27,458 --> 00:34:28,458 Hey. 587 00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:30,708 Don't say that, Sevgi. 588 00:34:31,208 --> 00:34:33,250 You're not alone. You have us. Always. 589 00:34:35,208 --> 00:34:36,208 It's just 590 00:34:36,750 --> 00:34:37,750 this right here. 591 00:34:39,458 --> 00:34:40,750 It's totally empty. 592 00:34:42,583 --> 00:34:46,791 And it feels like I'm somehow hollow inside. 593 00:34:51,041 --> 00:34:54,666 I mean, I just wonder what if I've already run out of time? 594 00:34:55,916 --> 00:34:57,500 Sevgi! 595 00:34:57,583 --> 00:34:58,666 Don't be stupid. 596 00:34:59,833 --> 00:35:01,666 You just have to keep going. 597 00:35:01,750 --> 00:35:02,583 Scoot over. 598 00:35:02,666 --> 00:35:05,583 Who knows how much time any of us has left? 599 00:35:06,083 --> 00:35:07,791 Anything can happen at any moment. 600 00:35:07,875 --> 00:35:08,875 I'm right, aren't I? 601 00:35:08,958 --> 00:35:10,375 Here's what we're gonna do. 602 00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:15,416 Starting from now, we're gonna need to stop putting things off. 603 00:35:15,916 --> 00:35:19,708 So, wherever you feel good, that's where you should be. 604 00:35:20,708 --> 00:35:22,625 And us too. We'll be right there with you. 605 00:35:22,708 --> 00:35:24,166 Everything will be all right. 606 00:35:24,708 --> 00:35:26,125 I'm going to stay here then. 607 00:35:26,625 --> 00:35:27,791 Good for you. 608 00:35:27,875 --> 00:35:29,833 I'm not going back to Istanbul. 609 00:35:34,000 --> 00:35:35,000 So don't. 610 00:35:36,208 --> 00:35:38,541 And I'm getting a boob job when I get back. 611 00:35:39,541 --> 00:35:41,750 - You're stupid. - And you're buying lingerie. 612 00:35:41,833 --> 00:35:43,583 Oh, shut up, for heaven's sake. 613 00:35:43,666 --> 00:35:45,958 - Just go buy it already. - Fine, I'll do it. 614 00:35:46,041 --> 00:35:48,250 Okay, but you have to let me come with you. 615 00:35:48,333 --> 00:35:49,413 Come on. 616 00:36:18,041 --> 00:36:19,666 Mm. 617 00:36:24,250 --> 00:36:25,916 Happy seventh anniversary. 618 00:36:33,416 --> 00:36:35,375 Selim, I'm really sorry. 619 00:36:35,458 --> 00:36:36,833 Sh. 620 00:36:38,625 --> 00:36:39,666 It's okay. 621 00:36:49,041 --> 00:36:51,500 You go ahead. I'll get the wine and be right with you. 622 00:36:51,583 --> 00:36:52,583 All right, then. 623 00:36:53,250 --> 00:36:54,250 Mm. 624 00:36:54,916 --> 00:36:58,958 Tonight is supposed to be the perfect night to make a baby. 625 00:36:59,541 --> 00:37:01,291 At least, according to the astrologers. 626 00:37:01,375 --> 00:37:02,958 - Mm. - Uh-huh. 627 00:37:03,041 --> 00:37:04,375 As if you believe them. 628 00:37:05,916 --> 00:37:07,375 Oh, I believe them right now. 629 00:37:16,458 --> 00:37:18,083 - Selim. - Mm-hm? 630 00:37:24,666 --> 00:37:26,291 I heard back from Brussels. 631 00:37:27,416 --> 00:37:29,458 - Mm? - There are three final candidates. 632 00:37:30,541 --> 00:37:31,666 And I'm one of them. 633 00:37:34,041 --> 00:37:37,375 And if... they do accept me... 634 00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:42,250 it's a two-year research program. 635 00:37:42,333 --> 00:37:43,166 Hm? 636 00:37:43,250 --> 00:37:45,250 - Two years? - Uh-huh. 637 00:37:45,916 --> 00:37:48,625 It's a very important committee. We talked about this. 638 00:37:50,333 --> 00:37:52,416 Except for the two-year part. 639 00:38:00,708 --> 00:38:02,666 Well, maybe you can come with me, babe. 640 00:38:04,166 --> 00:38:05,291 We'll go together. 641 00:38:06,208 --> 00:38:07,208 Hm? 642 00:38:10,583 --> 00:38:11,583 Sure. 643 00:38:13,250 --> 00:38:16,583 Maybe I could just put off the construction work in Ankara. 644 00:38:16,666 --> 00:38:18,625 Or I have a much better idea. 645 00:38:22,083 --> 00:38:24,291 I could just sit around and drink beer all day. 646 00:38:26,166 --> 00:38:27,166 Selim. 647 00:38:28,375 --> 00:38:31,125 I'm cold. I'm getting out. You stay here. 648 00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:20,000 Leyla? 649 00:39:20,625 --> 00:39:21,875 Yes, my love? 650 00:39:24,083 --> 00:39:25,083 I'm screwed. 651 00:39:29,083 --> 00:39:30,541 Baby, we're completely broke. 652 00:39:30,625 --> 00:39:32,458 Ah... 653 00:39:32,541 --> 00:39:34,041 Hm? 654 00:39:35,083 --> 00:39:36,541 Bankruptcy fantasy, babe? 655 00:39:37,166 --> 00:39:38,375 Leyla, I'm serious. 656 00:39:39,750 --> 00:39:40,791 We lost everything. 657 00:39:41,541 --> 00:39:43,000 But this isn't over. 658 00:39:44,541 --> 00:39:46,458 I'll take care of it. Don't worry. 659 00:39:46,958 --> 00:39:48,291 Open the safe for me? 660 00:39:49,166 --> 00:39:50,291 Why, Erdem? 661 00:39:51,416 --> 00:39:53,625 A MONTH LATER 662 00:40:13,708 --> 00:40:19,333 SEVG? - GIRLS! COME VISIT CUNDA RIGHT NOW! 663 00:40:22,458 --> 00:40:24,541 God, I hope Sevgi is okay. 664 00:40:25,041 --> 00:40:27,161 Yeah, well, we need to be prepared for anything. 665 00:40:27,833 --> 00:40:30,958 It's gotta be somewhere around here. Oh, maybe that one? 666 00:40:37,416 --> 00:40:40,416 There's no number on the door. I guess this is it. 667 00:40:41,250 --> 00:40:43,208 Welcome, my dear girls. 668 00:40:43,833 --> 00:40:44,833 Muko! 669 00:40:46,166 --> 00:40:47,291 Come here, boy. 670 00:40:48,833 --> 00:40:50,666 Did you make me those cookies I love so much? 671 00:40:50,750 --> 00:40:52,625 Well, were you good in the car? 672 00:40:52,708 --> 00:40:55,083 - Muko, is Sevgi okay? - Mm-hm. 673 00:40:55,166 --> 00:40:57,833 Muko, we've been so worried. How've you guys been? 674 00:40:58,500 --> 00:40:59,791 It was an act of God. 675 00:41:00,375 --> 00:41:01,726 God helped us. 676 00:41:01,750 --> 00:41:03,125 Welcome, ladies! 677 00:41:07,541 --> 00:41:08,958 Good to see you. 678 00:41:10,125 --> 00:41:11,750 Yeah, good to see you. 679 00:41:11,833 --> 00:41:13,916 But your hair looks so beautiful. 680 00:41:14,000 --> 00:41:16,708 - Transplanted, dear. - Come on. Come in. Come on. 681 00:41:18,416 --> 00:41:21,041 Come on. Come on, come on, come on. Have some chocolate. 682 00:41:23,916 --> 00:41:25,125 I call dibs. 683 00:41:34,875 --> 00:41:36,500 So what do you think? 684 00:41:36,583 --> 00:41:37,583 Do you like it? 685 00:41:37,666 --> 00:41:40,875 It came furnished, but I'll bring a few of my things from Istanbul. 686 00:41:41,375 --> 00:41:42,583 It's pretty like this, right? 687 00:41:42,666 --> 00:41:45,416 Sweetie, is this why you brought us here? 688 00:41:45,500 --> 00:41:48,291 Yeah. I wanted you to see my new place. 689 00:41:48,375 --> 00:41:50,935 Love, we were worried that something bad happened to you. 690 00:41:51,000 --> 00:41:52,500 You're unbelievable, Sevgi. 691 00:41:52,583 --> 00:41:56,083 I'm fine, don't worry. In fact, I've never been better. 692 00:41:56,708 --> 00:41:58,750 Look, my vitals are improving. 693 00:41:59,416 --> 00:42:00,416 This worked. 694 00:42:06,416 --> 00:42:08,041 This place is good for me. 695 00:42:08,125 --> 00:42:09,750 And Mr. Zaman too, of course. 696 00:42:11,583 --> 00:42:14,208 Now I can tell you what happened to me that day. 697 00:42:14,291 --> 00:42:16,458 It doesn't really make sense, if you think about it, 698 00:42:16,541 --> 00:42:18,221 'cause no one knows each other over there. 699 00:42:19,166 --> 00:42:22,958 All right. You're here to represent Sevgi. 700 00:42:26,041 --> 00:42:29,166 In your mind, tell yourself who and what you're representing. 701 00:42:31,583 --> 00:42:33,833 You can open your eyes whenever you're ready. 702 00:42:34,458 --> 00:42:36,583 Then, you can move your body 703 00:42:36,666 --> 00:42:39,500 and go throughout the entire space however you desire. 704 00:42:58,833 --> 00:43:00,666 Right. 705 00:43:03,083 --> 00:43:05,083 How are you? How's Sevgi? 706 00:43:06,041 --> 00:43:07,291 It hurts here. 707 00:43:10,958 --> 00:43:15,000 Sevgi, what happened when you were five or six years old? Did you lose someone? 708 00:43:20,333 --> 00:43:21,166 My father. 709 00:43:22,541 --> 00:43:24,083 It was my birthday. 710 00:43:24,166 --> 00:43:26,500 My father took me to an amusement park. 711 00:43:26,583 --> 00:43:28,743 - Turned out loan sharks were after him. - Hey. Wait... 712 00:43:29,625 --> 00:43:33,458 - They were just supposed to scare him... - Papa! Papa! 713 00:43:33,541 --> 00:43:36,583 I was so convinced that he died because of me, 714 00:43:37,166 --> 00:43:39,083 that I wished it had been me instead. 715 00:43:39,166 --> 00:43:40,916 It's okay, sweetie. 716 00:43:41,000 --> 00:43:45,000 So, starting that day, I began to break down, bit by bit. 717 00:43:46,000 --> 00:43:48,500 I felt so much rage toward the man who killed him. 718 00:43:48,583 --> 00:43:50,208 That's why I became an attorney. 719 00:43:51,166 --> 00:43:52,583 To fight criminals. 720 00:43:55,875 --> 00:43:57,000 But, in reality, 721 00:43:57,500 --> 00:43:59,791 those battles just consumed me even more. 722 00:44:09,416 --> 00:44:11,458 I had no idea this would happen. 723 00:44:18,458 --> 00:44:21,166 And how are you now? How's Sevgi? 724 00:44:22,083 --> 00:44:24,166 She's carrying a burden. 725 00:44:40,083 --> 00:44:42,833 Could you ignore your daughter and touch the man on the ground? 726 00:44:42,916 --> 00:44:43,833 - No. - Hm? 727 00:44:43,916 --> 00:44:45,236 No, I'm fine here. 728 00:44:45,291 --> 00:44:48,541 All right, but your daughter is not doing well. 729 00:44:48,625 --> 00:44:50,708 She's doubled over. Hm? 730 00:44:51,208 --> 00:44:53,208 Look. Touch the man on the floor. 731 00:44:53,291 --> 00:44:57,083 See whether you belong here or there. Okay. 732 00:44:59,500 --> 00:45:00,875 And then it hit me. 733 00:45:01,541 --> 00:45:04,458 To spare my mother the pain of losing a husband, 734 00:45:04,541 --> 00:45:06,500 I had started to take his place. 735 00:45:08,500 --> 00:45:10,000 But I am just her daughter. 736 00:45:19,750 --> 00:45:23,416 I'm dropping the burden I've been carrying for you all these years. 737 00:45:23,500 --> 00:45:25,250 I am just a child. 738 00:45:25,833 --> 00:45:27,753 And you are my mother. 739 00:45:27,791 --> 00:45:29,833 This is too much for me. 740 00:45:38,041 --> 00:45:39,041 Let's see. 741 00:45:40,416 --> 00:45:43,041 Do you want to say anything to Sevgi now? 742 00:45:43,708 --> 00:45:45,125 - I do. - Okay. 743 00:45:46,666 --> 00:45:47,708 Then tell her... 744 00:45:48,708 --> 00:45:50,833 "The best thing you can do for me..." 745 00:45:51,333 --> 00:45:53,791 The best you can do for me 746 00:45:54,666 --> 00:45:56,000 is to live your life 747 00:45:57,000 --> 00:45:59,291 fully, freely. 748 00:45:59,875 --> 00:46:00,916 Enjoy it. 749 00:46:01,916 --> 00:46:03,708 Open yourself up to love. 750 00:46:04,333 --> 00:46:06,416 I'll always be with you. 751 00:46:10,625 --> 00:46:13,625 To life your life to the absolute fullest. 752 00:46:14,708 --> 00:46:17,166 Would you mind taking a step forward, please? 753 00:46:26,500 --> 00:46:28,000 - Something's missing. - Mm. 754 00:46:34,291 --> 00:46:35,375 Okay, then. 755 00:46:36,958 --> 00:46:38,875 I'll end this expansion here. 756 00:46:38,958 --> 00:46:41,541 You may take a step back and leave. 757 00:46:58,625 --> 00:46:59,833 It's honestly a mystery. 758 00:47:01,166 --> 00:47:03,000 At least, that's what Zaman said. 759 00:47:03,083 --> 00:47:05,583 He said, in time, it might manifest itself. 760 00:47:05,666 --> 00:47:08,250 What did he tell you, huh? Come on. 761 00:47:08,333 --> 00:47:10,666 He said "in time..." 762 00:47:10,750 --> 00:47:15,041 He also said, "Your mother will be manifesting cookies and tea for everyone!" 763 00:47:15,125 --> 00:47:17,333 Stop it! 764 00:47:18,708 --> 00:47:21,916 Wow, Sevgi. That is so weird. I'm not gonna lie. 765 00:47:22,000 --> 00:47:23,416 Look, it gave me chills. 766 00:47:23,500 --> 00:47:24,750 That wasn't all of it. 767 00:47:25,458 --> 00:47:27,583 After that, I had a vivid dream about my father. 768 00:47:28,541 --> 00:47:31,208 He brought a basket full of pomegranates. 769 00:47:32,916 --> 00:47:36,500 Sevgi, if you had gone to a therapist, they would have said the same thing. 770 00:47:36,583 --> 00:47:38,666 - Come on. Have a seat. - This isn't new information. 771 00:47:38,750 --> 00:47:40,833 I can't explain. You had to have been there. 772 00:47:40,916 --> 00:47:42,916 These aren't concrete results, Sevgi. 773 00:47:43,000 --> 00:47:44,708 We should go to Istanbul and do more tests. 774 00:47:44,791 --> 00:47:46,625 - Ada. - It's decided. 775 00:47:50,125 --> 00:47:51,125 Fine then. 776 00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:53,791 I'll go to Istanbul with you. 777 00:47:54,291 --> 00:47:55,666 But there's one condition... 778 00:47:56,875 --> 00:47:59,375 - Hm? - You visit Mr. Zaman for just one session. 779 00:47:59,458 --> 00:48:00,458 All right? 780 00:48:01,916 --> 00:48:03,166 Absolutely not. 781 00:48:05,958 --> 00:48:06,958 How nice. 782 00:48:07,375 --> 00:48:08,375 Welcome. 783 00:48:09,000 --> 00:48:10,083 Thank you. 784 00:48:10,166 --> 00:48:13,416 Mr. Zaman, my friends would like to join the session for today. 785 00:48:14,541 --> 00:48:15,541 Uh, hold on. 786 00:48:15,916 --> 00:48:18,166 - I didn't say I'm joining. - You're joining. 787 00:48:20,291 --> 00:48:21,583 What's your name? 788 00:48:22,166 --> 00:48:23,958 My name is Dr. Ada Korkmaz. 789 00:48:24,666 --> 00:48:25,666 General surgeon. 790 00:48:26,416 --> 00:48:27,875 And, you? You are? 791 00:48:28,625 --> 00:48:30,083 How long has it been? 792 00:48:30,958 --> 00:48:32,458 How long has what been? 793 00:48:34,166 --> 00:48:35,583 The tremors in your hand. 794 00:48:41,750 --> 00:48:45,000 Unless you get to the root of it, it could get worse. 795 00:48:47,875 --> 00:48:49,041 Right. 796 00:48:51,875 --> 00:48:53,083 Excuse me. 797 00:48:53,166 --> 00:48:55,000 We're about to start the session. 798 00:48:55,083 --> 00:48:57,541 We'll be there... hopefully. 799 00:48:57,625 --> 00:48:59,500 Hey. What are you doing? You promised. 800 00:48:59,583 --> 00:49:01,101 - We had a deal, Ada. - Exactly! 801 00:49:01,125 --> 00:49:03,165 I didn't think you'd bring me to such a weird place. 802 00:49:03,208 --> 00:49:04,500 Save it. Come on! 803 00:49:12,666 --> 00:49:16,125 The past, whether we remember it or not, 804 00:49:16,916 --> 00:49:18,541 is always saved somewhere. 805 00:49:20,875 --> 00:49:23,291 You know how a flight recorder saves the data on it, 806 00:49:23,375 --> 00:49:25,375 no matter how damaged it gets? 807 00:49:26,166 --> 00:49:27,666 The past works the same way. 808 00:49:28,166 --> 00:49:30,583 Tastes, smells, moments. 809 00:49:31,458 --> 00:49:34,333 They all wait for the right time to be remembered one day. 810 00:49:41,541 --> 00:49:42,750 Even if we forget, 811 00:49:43,875 --> 00:49:44,875 the past 812 00:49:46,250 --> 00:49:47,625 stays with us. 813 00:50:09,000 --> 00:50:10,541 All right. Who wants to start? 814 00:50:27,500 --> 00:50:33,375 ? What if the past is not yet history? ? 815 00:50:33,458 --> 00:50:39,708 ? And it's why my future Gets away from me? ? 816 00:50:39,791 --> 00:50:45,791 ? The bliss, the joy, and the victory ? 817 00:50:45,875 --> 00:50:51,750 ? Are hidden in another self deep inside of me ? 818 00:50:51,833 --> 00:50:57,791 ? So tell me If the past is not yet history ? 819 00:50:58,458 --> 00:51:04,333 ? Could it be Somewhere we've lost the harmony? ? 820 00:51:04,416 --> 00:51:10,583 ? The muse, the spell, and the irony ? 821 00:51:10,666 --> 00:51:17,416 ? Are sailing in another self Deep inside of me ? 822 00:51:20,000 --> 00:51:22,916 ? I came to smile I came to cry ? 823 00:51:23,000 --> 00:51:26,416 ? I came to fail, then grow up high ? 824 00:51:26,500 --> 00:51:29,333 ? I came to fall I came to love ? 825 00:51:29,416 --> 00:51:32,666 ? I came to remember we're born to fly ? 826 00:51:32,750 --> 00:51:35,625 ? I came to sing I came to fight ? 827 00:51:35,708 --> 00:51:38,833 ? I came to lose, then look upside ? 828 00:51:38,916 --> 00:51:41,750 ? I came to doubt I came to trust ? 829 00:51:41,833 --> 00:51:46,958 ? I came to remind you No one's born to die ? 830 00:51:49,750 --> 00:51:53,708 ? No one's born to die ? 831 00:51:56,041 --> 00:51:58,666 ? No one's born to die ? 832 00:52:10,458 --> 00:52:15,583 ? Don't you see The past is not just history ? 833 00:52:16,250 --> 00:52:18,708 ? It's why you are you ? 834 00:52:18,791 --> 00:52:22,458 ? And it's why I'm me ? 835 00:52:22,541 --> 00:52:28,333 ? The spark, the taste, and the destiny ? 836 00:52:28,416 --> 00:52:34,666 ? Are dancing with another self Deep inside of we ? 837 00:52:34,750 --> 00:52:39,916 ? So tell me if your past is not history ? 838 00:52:41,041 --> 00:52:47,125 ? But it's why you're here Singing out loud with me... ?