1 00:00:00,945 --> 00:00:02,320 Previously, on The Resident... 2 00:00:02,405 --> 00:00:04,516 We want to make you the director of our program, 3 00:00:04,601 --> 00:00:06,039 but we need to know by next week. 4 00:00:06,124 --> 00:00:08,547 - So, are you gonna take it? - Is there anything left of us? 5 00:00:08,632 --> 00:00:09,952 You're the one who made it clear 6 00:00:10,036 --> 00:00:11,767 that not having kids was a deal-breaker. 7 00:00:11,852 --> 00:00:13,494 Kit Voss offered me a job. 8 00:00:13,578 --> 00:00:15,493 Why would you leave Seattle Children's? 9 00:00:15,578 --> 00:00:17,172 So that I can be closer to you. 10 00:00:17,257 --> 00:00:19,883 You're a good man, Dr. Austin. 11 00:00:19,968 --> 00:00:22,003 I think our child should witness that firsthand. 12 00:00:22,087 --> 00:00:23,855 - Our child? - If you're still willing. 13 00:00:23,939 --> 00:00:25,430 I've gone and fallen for someone. 14 00:00:25,515 --> 00:00:27,149 You're afraid the guy's gonna say no? 15 00:00:27,234 --> 00:00:28,852 Reinforcements are here to cheer you up. 16 00:00:28,937 --> 00:00:30,790 I'm as afraid he'll say yes as I am 17 00:00:30,875 --> 00:00:33,835 - he'll say no. - Go tell the man how you feel. 18 00:00:42,523 --> 00:00:43,804 Hope I'm not too early. 19 00:00:43,889 --> 00:00:45,290 Not at all. Come on in. 20 00:00:45,555 --> 00:00:47,305 - Beautiful evening. - It is. 21 00:00:47,390 --> 00:00:49,727 I've been looking forward to this for a long time. 22 00:00:49,812 --> 00:00:51,782 Thank you so much for offering to babysit. 23 00:00:51,867 --> 00:00:54,126 Are you kidding? I'm so excited. 24 00:00:54,210 --> 00:00:55,250 I can't wait to meet Gigi. 25 00:00:55,280 --> 00:00:57,958 Well, she's asleep now, but, um, 26 00:00:58,231 --> 00:00:59,600 she'll be up in the next couple of hours. 27 00:00:59,624 --> 00:01:00,904 And if we're not back by then... 28 00:01:00,976 --> 00:01:03,210 We're not gonna be back. We're gonna live it up, Nic. 29 00:01:04,303 --> 00:01:06,304 It's our first night out since Gigi was born, 30 00:01:06,389 --> 00:01:08,232 so someone has a little separation anxiety. 31 00:01:08,323 --> 00:01:10,296 You have nothing to worry about. 32 00:01:10,381 --> 00:01:11,994 I took CPR training for infants, 33 00:01:12,079 --> 00:01:13,688 and I have three younger siblings. 34 00:01:13,773 --> 00:01:15,882 Emergency contacts, just in case. 35 00:01:19,005 --> 00:01:21,054 There's pumped breast milk in the fridge. 36 00:01:21,139 --> 00:01:24,150 - We heat it up in the... - The bottle warmer. I've got this. 37 00:01:24,575 --> 00:01:27,219 And I will test it just to make sure it's not too hot. 38 00:01:27,304 --> 00:01:29,443 Great, and don't forget to burp her and change her after. 39 00:01:29,467 --> 00:01:30,477 Of course. 40 00:01:30,562 --> 00:01:31,465 I'm more worried about Nic 41 00:01:31,489 --> 00:01:32,415 than I am Gigi. 42 00:01:32,500 --> 00:01:34,890 - I'm right here. - You're gonna be fine. 43 00:01:35,742 --> 00:01:37,578 Nice new jacket, Dr. Hawkins. 44 00:01:37,662 --> 00:01:39,505 Ah, you like? Thanks. 45 00:01:39,890 --> 00:01:41,765 Have a great time. 46 00:01:41,850 --> 00:01:44,268 Just call if there's anything, okay? 47 00:01:44,353 --> 00:01:45,754 Bye. 48 00:01:48,752 --> 00:01:50,670 Somebody has a little crush. 49 00:01:50,935 --> 00:01:52,586 Don't be ridiculous. 50 00:01:52,671 --> 00:01:54,204 "Nice new jacket, Dr. Hawkins." 51 00:01:54,288 --> 00:01:55,789 Mm. 52 00:01:58,491 --> 00:02:00,398 Daddy. 53 00:02:00,483 --> 00:02:04,361 Daddy, green means go. 54 00:02:04,706 --> 00:02:07,173 Thanks, honey. 55 00:02:10,950 --> 00:02:16,950 CREDITS 56 00:02:24,955 --> 00:02:26,206 Yo, everyone. 57 00:02:26,298 --> 00:02:29,416 The illustrious doctor scientist graces us peons 58 00:02:29,501 --> 00:02:31,292 with his presence for the last time. 59 00:02:31,377 --> 00:02:33,511 Oh, come on. You know, I think I liked it better 60 00:02:33,596 --> 00:02:36,189 when you just ignored me when I showed up for my shift. 61 00:02:36,293 --> 00:02:37,636 Better get into your scrubs. 62 00:02:37,767 --> 00:02:39,443 You're a bit too big for those britches. 63 00:02:39,527 --> 00:02:42,688 Poor guy's gonna hate Baltimore Hospital for Advanced Science. 64 00:02:42,772 --> 00:02:45,283 Do you know how cold Baltimore gets in January? 65 00:02:45,367 --> 00:02:47,526 And he's a fragile flower. 66 00:02:47,610 --> 00:02:50,620 Oh, you don't fool me. I know you're all crying inside. 67 00:02:51,825 --> 00:02:54,826 I'm gonna miss you, a lot. 68 00:02:56,272 --> 00:02:58,377 We're well aware what this exit is about, 69 00:02:58,462 --> 00:03:00,776 and it ain't science, or money, 70 00:03:00,861 --> 00:03:03,134 because Dr. Voss would match any offer. 71 00:03:04,013 --> 00:03:05,580 Talk to Leela. 72 00:03:05,665 --> 00:03:06,665 Fix this. 73 00:03:07,547 --> 00:03:09,017 I wish I could. 74 00:03:10,333 --> 00:03:12,625 Help! We need help over here, please. 75 00:03:12,710 --> 00:03:14,010 Can't... breathe. 76 00:03:14,094 --> 00:03:16,386 All right, this way. 77 00:03:19,412 --> 00:03:20,737 What's going on? 78 00:03:20,822 --> 00:03:22,702 She-she was a little short of breath last night. 79 00:03:22,752 --> 00:03:24,672 We thought it was the baby pressing on her lungs, 80 00:03:24,719 --> 00:03:26,028 but she woke up like this. 81 00:03:26,299 --> 00:03:27,158 How far along is she? 82 00:03:27,242 --> 00:03:28,345 Five months. 83 00:03:28,430 --> 00:03:29,865 Mommy, are you gonna be okay? 84 00:03:29,950 --> 00:03:31,367 Of course, baby. 85 00:03:33,102 --> 00:03:35,595 Hypoxemic. Elevated respiratory rate. 86 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:37,056 Rales up to the mid chest. 87 00:03:37,141 --> 00:03:38,678 Sounds like pulmonary edema. 88 00:03:38,763 --> 00:03:40,337 Let's get an EKG and get her on O2. 89 00:03:40,422 --> 00:03:41,673 - Mommy? - It's okay. 90 00:03:41,758 --> 00:03:43,284 Can someone... take him? 91 00:03:43,369 --> 00:03:45,343 I'll call Winston in social services. 92 00:03:45,427 --> 00:03:47,134 He'll get someone to look after him. 93 00:03:47,219 --> 00:03:49,219 Come with me, sweetheart. 94 00:03:52,642 --> 00:03:54,593 Fetal heart rate sounds good. 95 00:03:54,677 --> 00:03:56,502 Obvious movement. 96 00:03:56,947 --> 00:03:58,171 The baby looks good. 97 00:03:59,704 --> 00:04:01,853 - Praise God. - Thank you. 98 00:04:06,689 --> 00:04:08,541 Let's get a stat chest X-ray. 99 00:04:08,626 --> 00:04:10,080 Page Dr. Austin. 100 00:04:10,860 --> 00:04:13,186 What's wrong? What's happening? 101 00:04:16,365 --> 00:04:18,767 Devon always kept the keys in a bowl in the hallway. 102 00:04:18,851 --> 00:04:21,330 Thank you so much for reminding me. 103 00:04:21,432 --> 00:04:22,432 I'm sorry. 104 00:04:22,688 --> 00:04:24,272 I just really want to get going. 105 00:04:24,357 --> 00:04:25,866 I can't wait for the ultrasound. 106 00:04:25,950 --> 00:04:28,322 Although I already know I'm pregnant because I can feel it. 107 00:04:28,407 --> 00:04:29,992 My stomach is doing flip-flops. 108 00:04:30,439 --> 00:04:33,132 And guess what, I woke up nauseous this morning. 109 00:04:33,216 --> 00:04:35,088 I told you to not have that pizza last night. 110 00:04:35,173 --> 00:04:37,447 It's not the pizza, Leela. I feel 111 00:04:38,120 --> 00:04:40,338 - different, you know? - Well, actually, 112 00:04:40,423 --> 00:04:43,666 since I've never been pregnant, no, I don't know. 113 00:04:52,984 --> 00:04:54,791 Today's his last day, isn't it? 114 00:05:04,572 --> 00:05:06,832 You guys broke up way too fast. 115 00:05:06,916 --> 00:05:08,384 It's a pattern with you. 116 00:05:08,469 --> 00:05:10,554 You're kind of a relationship wrecking ball. 117 00:05:10,853 --> 00:05:13,079 Oh, come on. Do you remember when you dumped Rick Stamos 118 00:05:13,163 --> 00:05:15,248 right before prom? 119 00:05:15,332 --> 00:05:17,393 He was ripped and a quarterback, 120 00:05:17,478 --> 00:05:18,769 and you had a killer dress. 121 00:05:18,861 --> 00:05:21,134 - I caught him making out with a cheerleader. - Hmm. 122 00:05:23,735 --> 00:05:25,361 He can't wait to go. 123 00:05:25,935 --> 00:05:27,377 He's leaving Atlanta tomorrow. 124 00:05:27,462 --> 00:05:28,580 He's only sticking around for Kit and 125 00:05:28,604 --> 00:05:30,448 Bell's engagement party tonight. 126 00:05:30,923 --> 00:05:32,524 I know he still loves you. Okay? 127 00:05:32,608 --> 00:05:34,861 Everyone knows he still loves you. 128 00:05:37,923 --> 00:05:41,298 And sometimes you can't always see 129 00:05:41,680 --> 00:05:43,265 what's right before your eyes. 130 00:05:44,082 --> 00:05:45,759 There is still time. 131 00:05:53,322 --> 00:05:55,364 Dr. Sullivan, where's your walker? 132 00:05:55,448 --> 00:05:56,657 I know you're feeling better, 133 00:05:56,741 --> 00:05:58,301 but you shouldn't be on your feet alone. 134 00:05:58,439 --> 00:06:01,268 I am discharging myself from the hospital. 135 00:06:01,353 --> 00:06:03,706 - You-you can't do that. - Yes, I can. 136 00:06:04,024 --> 00:06:05,331 I'm a doctor. 137 00:06:05,416 --> 00:06:06,875 You can't be your own doctor. 138 00:06:06,959 --> 00:06:08,885 I know my own body, and I feel fine. 139 00:06:08,970 --> 00:06:10,643 Besides, work is the best medicine. 140 00:06:10,728 --> 00:06:12,642 If you're your own doctor, does that also make you 141 00:06:12,666 --> 00:06:14,229 your own worst patient? 142 00:06:14,314 --> 00:06:16,361 - Ha ha. - You only got shot three times. 143 00:06:16,446 --> 00:06:18,422 Why don't you go run a 10K while you're at it? 144 00:06:18,506 --> 00:06:21,759 You know what? You are just the person I was looking for. 145 00:06:23,769 --> 00:06:27,955 Look what you left in my room on your last visit. 146 00:06:30,517 --> 00:06:32,435 Mr. Giraffe! 147 00:06:32,814 --> 00:06:36,542 He must have been scared in that dark drawer all by himself. 148 00:06:36,627 --> 00:06:39,137 No, not in the least, he was sleeping. 149 00:06:39,221 --> 00:06:41,490 He's a sleepyhead, but he did poke his head out 150 00:06:41,574 --> 00:06:44,494 - to ask for some leaves for dinner. - Silly. 151 00:06:44,650 --> 00:06:47,997 He doesn't eat leaves, he eats chocolate ice cream. 152 00:06:48,081 --> 00:06:50,414 Oh, right. 153 00:06:51,229 --> 00:06:54,397 I'll drop Gigi at preschool and meet you in your dad's room. 154 00:06:55,004 --> 00:06:56,629 His lab results are in. 155 00:07:06,144 --> 00:07:07,728 How are you feeling, Dad? 156 00:07:07,992 --> 00:07:09,447 Fine. 157 00:07:09,677 --> 00:07:11,503 No lingering symptoms? 158 00:07:11,916 --> 00:07:16,025 It's been a day and a half since my little fall. 159 00:07:16,109 --> 00:07:17,359 I'm much better. 160 00:07:17,443 --> 00:07:20,420 Well, it was more than just a fall. You passed out. 161 00:07:20,504 --> 00:07:21,846 Why are you getting dressed? 162 00:07:21,930 --> 00:07:24,822 - I'm discharging myself. - You... 163 00:07:25,064 --> 00:07:26,632 You can't be your own doctor. 164 00:07:28,038 --> 00:07:30,198 The apple fell directly under the tree. 165 00:07:30,923 --> 00:07:34,025 My father and I are both doctors who also happen to be patients. 166 00:07:34,109 --> 00:07:35,736 Other than that, we are nothing alike. 167 00:07:35,821 --> 00:07:38,362 Of course you're not. Your labs. 168 00:07:38,962 --> 00:07:41,108 You're profoundly anemic. 169 00:07:41,322 --> 00:07:43,794 Your stomach pain is getting worse, right? 170 00:07:43,878 --> 00:07:45,377 Combine that with your collapse... 171 00:07:45,462 --> 00:07:46,939 Bleeding ulcer is top of the list. 172 00:07:47,024 --> 00:07:50,502 Ridiculous. No acid reflux. No indigestion. 173 00:07:50,587 --> 00:07:52,969 - Any blood in your stool? - Okay. 174 00:07:53,377 --> 00:07:56,314 Before we discuss my bowel movements in greater detail, 175 00:07:56,399 --> 00:07:58,002 can we clarify 176 00:07:58,855 --> 00:08:01,547 which of you is my actual doctor? 177 00:08:05,422 --> 00:08:07,691 You need more tests. 178 00:08:07,861 --> 00:08:09,345 There may be a simple explanation 179 00:08:09,460 --> 00:08:10,460 for what's going on here, 180 00:08:10,488 --> 00:08:13,833 but until we find it, you aren't going anywhere. 181 00:08:25,346 --> 00:08:27,431 Your vision is fine, Randolph. 182 00:08:27,516 --> 00:08:29,003 You had an MS flare. 183 00:08:30,241 --> 00:08:32,250 Okay. Well, yeah, it was kind of rough. 184 00:08:32,334 --> 00:08:35,086 They're not unexpected, especially near the optic nerve. 185 00:08:35,170 --> 00:08:37,224 With an extra pulse of steroids, you'll be back to normal. 186 00:08:37,248 --> 00:08:38,800 This should be nothing to worry about. 187 00:08:38,885 --> 00:08:40,745 See? It's great news. 188 00:08:40,936 --> 00:08:42,761 You're good to go back in the OR. 189 00:08:42,868 --> 00:08:44,669 I'm clearing you for surgery. 190 00:08:46,319 --> 00:08:47,512 Great. 191 00:08:53,113 --> 00:08:56,022 I know that look. Talk to me. 192 00:08:56,991 --> 00:09:00,486 Every MS flare feels like it's the beginning of the end. 193 00:09:00,571 --> 00:09:02,903 The pain is excruciating, and you're afraid 194 00:09:02,988 --> 00:09:04,828 it's getting worse, but you're catastrophizing. 195 00:09:05,033 --> 00:09:07,566 - You heard the doctor. - It is progressive. 196 00:09:07,773 --> 00:09:09,283 Not necessarily. 197 00:09:09,368 --> 00:09:11,460 You could go into total remission. 198 00:09:12,967 --> 00:09:14,566 I love your optimism. 199 00:09:15,228 --> 00:09:18,683 I'm about to marry Chastain's finest surgeon, 200 00:09:18,956 --> 00:09:22,074 who will hold that title for years to come. 201 00:09:23,477 --> 00:09:26,804 Please, tell me whatever is happening 202 00:09:26,888 --> 00:09:29,214 isn't going to... harm my baby. 203 00:09:29,394 --> 00:09:32,324 Right now, let's focus on you, Mom, all right? 204 00:09:32,475 --> 00:09:34,120 Your echocardiogram is showing 205 00:09:34,205 --> 00:09:36,324 that your heart isn't pumping strong enough 206 00:09:36,409 --> 00:09:38,434 to support you and the baby. 207 00:09:40,613 --> 00:09:42,070 W-What does that mean? 208 00:09:42,373 --> 00:09:44,966 It means that your wife is in heart failure. 209 00:09:45,894 --> 00:09:47,870 No, how-how can this be happening? 210 00:09:47,955 --> 00:09:49,515 Have you had any health issues recently? 211 00:09:49,549 --> 00:09:52,293 Flu... a few weeks ago. 212 00:09:52,378 --> 00:09:53,864 I-It was pretty bad, 213 00:09:53,949 --> 00:09:56,745 but she finally got better. 214 00:09:56,905 --> 00:09:58,019 Help me! 215 00:09:58,104 --> 00:10:00,114 Step aside, please. It's okay. 216 00:10:00,199 --> 00:10:02,274 Acute hypoxemic respiratory failure. 217 00:10:02,359 --> 00:10:03,777 Pulmonary edema is worsening, 218 00:10:03,971 --> 00:10:05,491 which means her heart function is, too. 219 00:10:05,611 --> 00:10:08,183 Pressure's dropping. Hanging a norepi drip. 220 00:10:08,416 --> 00:10:09,895 We're having a baby girl. 221 00:10:09,980 --> 00:10:11,839 We've hoped for one since Miguel was born. 222 00:10:11,924 --> 00:10:12,994 We-we cannot lose this baby. 223 00:10:13,018 --> 00:10:14,277 She's decompensating fast. 224 00:10:14,362 --> 00:10:15,683 We need to intubate now. 225 00:10:15,768 --> 00:10:17,452 Come here. 226 00:10:18,356 --> 00:10:20,524 We are trying to save your wife's life. 227 00:10:20,759 --> 00:10:24,189 Let us work so can save both mom and baby. 228 00:10:25,468 --> 00:10:27,117 Okay. 229 00:10:40,888 --> 00:10:42,123 Nic. 230 00:10:42,208 --> 00:10:43,358 I forgot to tell Marion 231 00:10:43,443 --> 00:10:45,011 to leave the night-light on in Gigi's room. 232 00:10:45,035 --> 00:10:46,436 I left it on. 233 00:10:47,010 --> 00:10:50,738 How about we put all phones away just for the next hour? 234 00:10:50,823 --> 00:10:53,391 Well, your new girlfriend 235 00:10:53,475 --> 00:10:54,985 has to be able to reach me. 236 00:10:55,069 --> 00:10:56,728 Oh, she's on my speed dial. 237 00:10:56,787 --> 00:10:58,116 How convinient! 238 00:11:02,354 --> 00:11:04,568 "Neon Moon." 239 00:11:04,653 --> 00:11:07,011 Same song that was playing right here on our first date. 240 00:11:07,096 --> 00:11:09,543 You don't remember what song was playing on our first date. 241 00:11:09,628 --> 00:11:11,597 I do. It was "Neon Moon." 242 00:11:12,034 --> 00:11:14,755 It's always playing on a jukebox somewhere. 243 00:11:14,856 --> 00:11:16,253 Hmm. 244 00:11:16,636 --> 00:11:19,417 How about we go right to the dancing part of the evening? 245 00:11:33,248 --> 00:11:36,363 This is nice. 246 00:11:49,548 --> 00:11:51,222 - Winston. - Hundley? 247 00:11:51,307 --> 00:11:52,892 Yes. 248 00:11:53,132 --> 00:11:55,605 The mom is critical, but the dad is calmer now. 249 00:11:55,745 --> 00:11:57,030 He wants his son with him. 250 00:11:57,114 --> 00:11:58,644 - Okay. - Come on, sweetie. 251 00:11:58,728 --> 00:12:00,667 Let's go see your daddy. 252 00:12:04,481 --> 00:12:05,567 Winston. 253 00:12:05,652 --> 00:12:06,873 Dr. Hawkins. 254 00:12:06,957 --> 00:12:08,667 Yeah. Do you have a minute? 255 00:12:09,050 --> 00:12:11,486 I have two minutes. Walk with me back to my office. 256 00:12:11,570 --> 00:12:12,970 What's going on? 257 00:12:13,054 --> 00:12:14,905 I have a personal question for you. 258 00:12:16,075 --> 00:12:18,718 - Hope you don't mind me asking. - No, go on. 259 00:12:18,802 --> 00:12:20,511 Well, you know I lost my wife. 260 00:12:20,596 --> 00:12:22,348 Yes. I'm so sorry. 261 00:12:22,492 --> 00:12:25,669 Devon told me you lost someone, too. 262 00:12:25,901 --> 00:12:27,985 A partner who died suddenly. 263 00:12:28,069 --> 00:12:30,655 Yeah, we were together almost 20 years. 264 00:12:30,739 --> 00:12:33,541 He had a heart attack. Was totally unexpected. 265 00:12:33,625 --> 00:12:35,418 So you know about grief. 266 00:12:35,502 --> 00:12:38,162 I do. It was overwhelming. 267 00:12:38,246 --> 00:12:39,680 How did you cope? 268 00:12:42,435 --> 00:12:45,214 For a while, quite badly. 269 00:12:45,962 --> 00:12:49,191 I almost let what I'd lost destroy me. 270 00:12:50,066 --> 00:12:53,511 But eventually I realized I had one life to live, 271 00:12:53,899 --> 00:12:57,084 and I wanted it to mean something. 272 00:12:57,515 --> 00:12:59,141 I have my daughter, and that saved me. 273 00:12:59,226 --> 00:13:01,753 But no matter what I do, for the last four years, 274 00:13:01,838 --> 00:13:03,396 I just can't let Nic go. 275 00:13:04,123 --> 00:13:07,749 I keep remembering this one specific evening. 276 00:13:10,020 --> 00:13:12,081 First date after we had Gigi. 277 00:13:13,114 --> 00:13:15,275 Maybe you shouldn't fight these memories. 278 00:13:15,359 --> 00:13:17,039 Maybe they're trying to tell you something. 279 00:13:17,970 --> 00:13:20,614 The past never goes away. 280 00:13:21,183 --> 00:13:23,207 If you don't deny it, 281 00:13:23,292 --> 00:13:25,876 you can learn from it. 282 00:13:27,554 --> 00:13:29,771 Mr. Alvarez. 283 00:13:34,629 --> 00:13:36,231 How's my wife? 284 00:13:36,316 --> 00:13:38,055 We managed to stabilize her. 285 00:13:38,139 --> 00:13:40,378 Thank God. 286 00:13:41,105 --> 00:13:42,393 And thank you both. 287 00:13:42,477 --> 00:13:43,753 Her heart was damaged, 288 00:13:43,838 --> 00:13:45,426 likely from the flu she had recently. 289 00:13:45,511 --> 00:13:48,399 What she has is post-viral myocarditis. 290 00:13:48,483 --> 00:13:52,254 Her pregnancy makes this even more life-threatening. 291 00:13:52,495 --> 00:13:56,363 Her heart isn't strong enough now to beat for two. 292 00:13:56,997 --> 00:13:58,803 We're so sorry to say this, 293 00:13:58,888 --> 00:14:02,042 but the only safe option for Trini is to 294 00:14:02,599 --> 00:14:04,123 is to end the pregnancy. 295 00:14:06,352 --> 00:14:07,613 What? 296 00:14:08,049 --> 00:14:09,224 N-No. 297 00:14:09,972 --> 00:14:11,200 No, that-that's impossible. 298 00:14:11,285 --> 00:14:14,184 Y-You're talking about killing the baby. 299 00:14:14,268 --> 00:14:15,593 That would be murder. 300 00:14:15,677 --> 00:14:17,567 We can't deliver the baby at five months. 301 00:14:17,652 --> 00:14:19,127 It's not viable. 302 00:14:20,339 --> 00:14:23,800 We understand your pain is enormous. 303 00:14:23,988 --> 00:14:26,995 But we believe your wife will not survive if we don't do this. 304 00:14:28,265 --> 00:14:31,278 Mr. Alvarez, your son will lose his mother. 305 00:14:31,363 --> 00:14:32,793 Honestly, it's not a choice. 306 00:14:32,878 --> 00:14:34,688 We can only save one life. 307 00:14:34,772 --> 00:14:36,310 - Hers. - No. 308 00:14:36,395 --> 00:14:37,782 I-I will not accept this. 309 00:14:37,866 --> 00:14:39,263 There has to be another way. 310 00:14:39,348 --> 00:14:40,348 There is no safe way. 311 00:14:40,386 --> 00:14:42,255 Please, there has to be! 312 00:14:46,875 --> 00:14:49,044 Dr. Voss, we have a problem. 313 00:14:49,770 --> 00:14:52,706 We have a patient who has to terminate her pregnancy 314 00:14:52,790 --> 00:14:54,207 to save her own life. 315 00:14:54,291 --> 00:14:55,630 Her heart is failing. 316 00:14:55,809 --> 00:14:57,685 - God, how awful. - The husband is certain 317 00:14:57,770 --> 00:15:00,213 there's more we can do to save both mom and baby. 318 00:15:00,411 --> 00:15:01,639 And is there? 319 00:15:01,723 --> 00:15:04,209 All we can offer is an incredible long shot, 320 00:15:04,294 --> 00:15:05,482 almost certain to fail. 321 00:15:05,567 --> 00:15:07,007 And what does the patient want to do? 322 00:15:07,036 --> 00:15:09,170 She can't make the decision. She's intubated. 323 00:15:09,255 --> 00:15:11,131 Her husband is her health care proxy. 324 00:15:11,216 --> 00:15:12,241 So the real question is, 325 00:15:12,326 --> 00:15:14,469 do we even suggest this alternative 326 00:15:14,553 --> 00:15:16,562 that we think is far too dangerous? 327 00:15:16,646 --> 00:15:18,288 Oh, this is a tough one. 328 00:15:19,558 --> 00:15:22,477 But if he won't agree to end the pregnancy 329 00:15:22,561 --> 00:15:25,128 to save her life, you have no choice. 330 00:15:26,186 --> 00:15:29,592 Just make the consequences of your plan crystal clear 331 00:15:29,677 --> 00:15:32,011 so he knows the risks he's taking. 332 00:15:45,152 --> 00:15:47,519 Dad, do not move. You know better. 333 00:15:47,603 --> 00:15:49,777 I have an itch. 334 00:15:50,027 --> 00:15:51,847 We're almost done. 335 00:15:51,932 --> 00:15:53,457 I don't want him to be sick, 336 00:15:53,542 --> 00:15:54,862 but please tell me he can go home. 337 00:15:54,927 --> 00:15:58,230 Let's figure out what's wrong with him first, 338 00:15:58,587 --> 00:16:00,596 then plan next steps. 339 00:16:12,294 --> 00:16:14,511 I'm so sorry. 340 00:16:17,040 --> 00:16:19,003 He has pancreatic cancer. 341 00:16:25,491 --> 00:16:28,426 I'm a doctor, a good one. 342 00:16:29,128 --> 00:16:30,944 And I had no clue. 343 00:16:32,544 --> 00:16:34,988 Well, that's not unexpected, Dad. 344 00:16:35,073 --> 00:16:37,418 Pancreatic cancer, it can often be asymptomatic 345 00:16:37,503 --> 00:16:38,644 until it's too late. 346 00:16:38,728 --> 00:16:39,996 Okay, thank you for clarifying. 347 00:16:40,080 --> 00:16:41,995 I must have skipped the part 348 00:16:42,105 --> 00:16:44,458 about pancreatic cancer at medical school. 349 00:16:45,914 --> 00:16:47,089 I'm just trying to help. 350 00:16:47,237 --> 00:16:48,587 Well, you can't help. 351 00:16:50,704 --> 00:16:53,496 Look, I've just been handed a death sentence. 352 00:16:57,870 --> 00:16:59,850 All right, how long? 353 00:16:59,934 --> 00:17:01,992 How long do I have? 354 00:17:02,919 --> 00:17:05,856 Pancreatic cancer is a terrifying diagnosis. 355 00:17:05,940 --> 00:17:07,599 For most, 356 00:17:07,683 --> 00:17:10,752 five-year survival rate is less than ten percent, 357 00:17:10,836 --> 00:17:12,754 but your odds are different. 358 00:17:12,838 --> 00:17:14,613 Look at the scans again. 359 00:17:20,937 --> 00:17:23,373 The tumor appears 360 00:17:23,674 --> 00:17:25,817 localized at the head of the pancreas. 361 00:17:25,902 --> 00:17:28,119 Yes, which means it's operable. 362 00:17:28,448 --> 00:17:32,365 Now, five-year survival rate goes up dramatically to 25%. 363 00:17:32,628 --> 00:17:34,198 A cure is possible? 364 00:17:34,347 --> 00:17:36,925 It is. Yes. 365 00:17:37,143 --> 00:17:38,604 Cade, you hear that? 366 00:17:38,691 --> 00:17:40,676 If the cancer hasn't spread. 367 00:17:40,761 --> 00:17:44,145 - You need a complicated procedure. - The Whipple. 368 00:17:44,230 --> 00:17:47,176 We have a world-renowned surgeon right here at Chastain. 369 00:17:47,261 --> 00:17:48,643 He's performed the Whipple hundreds of times. 370 00:17:48,667 --> 00:17:50,089 Dr. Randolph Bell. 371 00:17:50,402 --> 00:17:51,706 Still a dangerous surgery 372 00:17:51,800 --> 00:17:54,070 that could have serious complications, but... 373 00:17:54,154 --> 00:17:57,245 Okay, can you please stop measuring me for a coffin? 374 00:17:59,234 --> 00:18:01,683 Let's just be positive for one minute. 375 00:18:01,768 --> 00:18:02,944 Is it too much to ask? 376 00:18:03,163 --> 00:18:06,206 Dr. Hawkins just said I can survive this. 377 00:18:07,442 --> 00:18:09,160 Since it's obvious I'm not helping, 378 00:18:09,244 --> 00:18:11,461 I'm going to step out now. 379 00:18:18,846 --> 00:18:21,738 You know, if anyone can survive this, you can. 380 00:18:27,003 --> 00:18:28,663 Well, that went well. 381 00:18:33,003 --> 00:18:36,111 You're under unimaginable stress. 382 00:18:37,139 --> 00:18:38,995 But... 383 00:18:40,083 --> 00:18:41,598 I think you need to recognize 384 00:18:41,691 --> 00:18:44,331 that this is hard for your daughter also. 385 00:18:56,768 --> 00:18:59,117 Can you take the young man out to the waiting room 386 00:18:59,202 --> 00:19:00,211 for a few minutes? 387 00:19:00,295 --> 00:19:01,620 - Thank you. - It's okay. 388 00:19:01,704 --> 00:19:03,956 - No problem. - Thank you. 389 00:19:04,040 --> 00:19:07,811 Mr. Alvarez, we still recommend you end the pregnancy, 390 00:19:07,895 --> 00:19:09,128 today if possible. 391 00:19:09,212 --> 00:19:12,964 It is by far the best chance for Trini. 392 00:19:13,316 --> 00:19:16,392 Although there is another option that we can try. 393 00:19:16,477 --> 00:19:17,728 What is this option? 394 00:19:17,855 --> 00:19:22,325 Well, we could put Trini on a machine called an ECMO. 395 00:19:22,675 --> 00:19:25,153 It would ease the stress of her struggling heart, 396 00:19:25,238 --> 00:19:28,389 and it might perhaps buy us some time 397 00:19:28,473 --> 00:19:30,262 and keep her alive for a few more months 398 00:19:30,347 --> 00:19:32,738 until she can deliver the baby safely. 399 00:19:33,300 --> 00:19:34,793 That sounds perfect. 400 00:19:34,878 --> 00:19:37,507 - Do it. - No, it is far from perfect. 401 00:19:38,003 --> 00:19:40,051 You have to understand that ECMO is very dangerous. 402 00:19:40,136 --> 00:19:42,828 There can be complications like hemorrhage, stroke, 403 00:19:42,912 --> 00:19:45,923 - infection. - Brain damage is possible. 404 00:19:46,144 --> 00:19:48,184 She could wind up paralyzed. 405 00:19:48,268 --> 00:19:50,403 Unable to speak. Blind. 406 00:19:50,488 --> 00:19:53,269 And she could die from any of these complications. 407 00:19:53,355 --> 00:19:55,464 Then the baby would die as well. 408 00:19:55,839 --> 00:19:56,840 But there's a chance 409 00:19:56,925 --> 00:19:59,792 that Trini and the baby could both be fine with this ECMO? 410 00:19:59,902 --> 00:20:02,273 That is a remote possibility, Mr. Alvarez. 411 00:20:02,527 --> 00:20:04,918 So, let's be clear, you are giving up 412 00:20:05,003 --> 00:20:07,215 the absolute best chance that we have 413 00:20:07,300 --> 00:20:08,965 of saving your wife's life. 414 00:20:09,050 --> 00:20:10,265 Listen. 415 00:20:10,349 --> 00:20:12,399 If we end the pregnancy now, 416 00:20:12,484 --> 00:20:15,879 down the road, she can safely have another child. 417 00:20:26,803 --> 00:20:28,949 My heart tells me that you can save them both, 418 00:20:29,034 --> 00:20:32,695 and I believe that Trini would want you to try. 419 00:20:33,987 --> 00:20:35,412 Please. 420 00:20:55,390 --> 00:20:57,736 Why does he lash out at me? 421 00:20:58,304 --> 00:21:00,046 He's scared. 422 00:21:03,054 --> 00:21:06,015 Obviously, things have not been easy between you. 423 00:21:06,289 --> 00:21:09,748 But now is the time for patience and understanding. 424 00:21:09,832 --> 00:21:11,492 Of course. 425 00:21:12,000 --> 00:21:13,678 I love him. 426 00:21:14,054 --> 00:21:15,579 Despite the fact that I can't remember 427 00:21:15,664 --> 00:21:17,923 the last time he said he loved me. 428 00:21:18,976 --> 00:21:20,415 When I was little, 429 00:21:20,500 --> 00:21:23,929 all the other kids thought I had the coolest dad. 430 00:21:24,226 --> 00:21:25,598 Charmed them all. 431 00:21:25,929 --> 00:21:27,828 Bought them all ice cream. 432 00:21:27,914 --> 00:21:31,012 Entertained them at my birthday parties. 433 00:21:31,445 --> 00:21:33,266 It took a while to realize that he lives 434 00:21:33,351 --> 00:21:34,868 for the reflection he sees of himself 435 00:21:34,953 --> 00:21:36,184 in other people's eyes, 436 00:21:36,360 --> 00:21:38,527 and I see him too clearly. 437 00:21:39,814 --> 00:21:41,883 Forgiveness and acceptance is a beautiful thing. 438 00:21:41,968 --> 00:21:44,758 I didn't even talk to my father for years. 439 00:21:44,843 --> 00:21:47,286 I realized our problems were a two-way street. 440 00:21:47,759 --> 00:21:49,906 I wasn't as blameless as I thought. 441 00:21:50,274 --> 00:21:51,609 So... 442 00:21:51,883 --> 00:21:54,969 I gave him a chance, and he was capable of 443 00:21:55,053 --> 00:21:56,971 more than I ever could've imagined. 444 00:21:57,055 --> 00:21:59,531 Now we couldn't be closer. 445 00:22:03,561 --> 00:22:05,571 You only get one father. 446 00:22:05,655 --> 00:22:08,290 You can't change him, and you may lose him. 447 00:22:09,418 --> 00:22:11,918 Now's the time to accept him as he is. 448 00:22:16,758 --> 00:22:18,383 Thank you. 449 00:22:41,116 --> 00:22:43,024 Oh, Nic, it's not what you think. 450 00:22:43,109 --> 00:22:45,444 - What are you doing? - Her name is Anna. 451 00:22:45,528 --> 00:22:47,149 Oh, Anna. Great. 452 00:22:47,234 --> 00:22:49,477 Not exactly the image I want in my head when I'm at home 453 00:22:49,562 --> 00:22:51,257 nursing our daughter and changing her diapers. 454 00:22:51,281 --> 00:22:52,441 Will you just let me explain? 455 00:22:52,484 --> 00:22:54,251 Honestly, I just want to go home. 456 00:22:54,336 --> 00:22:56,321 Let's just go somewhere and talk about it. 457 00:22:56,406 --> 00:22:58,695 Once you know who she is, you'll feel very differently. 458 00:23:01,991 --> 00:23:03,791 Okay. 459 00:23:08,821 --> 00:23:11,923 I diagnosed Anna's husband with stage 4 lymphoma 460 00:23:12,008 --> 00:23:14,609 - two months ago. - Well, if her husband's so sick, 461 00:23:14,694 --> 00:23:16,186 then why is she at a bar alone? 462 00:23:16,271 --> 00:23:18,356 She isn't. She's with her girlfriends. 463 00:23:18,441 --> 00:23:20,234 It's her birthday. 464 00:23:20,319 --> 00:23:21,811 And her husband's in the hospital 465 00:23:21,896 --> 00:23:24,482 after having a bad reaction to chemo. 466 00:23:24,567 --> 00:23:25,984 He's in the ICU. 467 00:23:26,507 --> 00:23:28,212 Her friends decided to get her out and away 468 00:23:28,296 --> 00:23:29,880 from a situation she couldn't control. 469 00:23:29,964 --> 00:23:31,672 She'll go back in a few hours. 470 00:23:32,098 --> 00:23:33,848 Sleeps in his room. 471 00:23:36,565 --> 00:23:37,832 Wow. 472 00:23:39,803 --> 00:23:41,476 I am so sorry. 473 00:23:42,628 --> 00:23:44,218 I didn't know. 474 00:23:46,390 --> 00:23:48,898 You have nothing to be worried about. 475 00:23:49,895 --> 00:23:51,404 You're the only woman I've loved 476 00:23:51,489 --> 00:23:53,074 since the first moment I saw you. 477 00:23:53,159 --> 00:23:55,812 And I can't imagine life without you. 478 00:23:58,561 --> 00:24:00,023 Oh, I love you. 479 00:24:04,823 --> 00:24:06,281 I'm sorry. 480 00:24:25,335 --> 00:24:28,148 I'll talk to Bell and book an OR, okay? 481 00:24:33,743 --> 00:24:36,797 Just tell me. I can't wait any longer. 482 00:24:36,963 --> 00:24:38,539 Is it good news? 483 00:24:40,201 --> 00:24:42,797 Look for yourselves, ladies. 484 00:24:44,588 --> 00:24:45,588 Leela. 485 00:24:46,934 --> 00:24:47,934 Leela. 486 00:24:48,220 --> 00:24:50,714 It's a miracle. 487 00:24:50,978 --> 00:24:52,820 ? Sista, sista! ? 488 00:25:03,298 --> 00:25:06,310 There's only one thing that could make this day happier. 489 00:25:06,468 --> 00:25:10,797 This pregnancy journey, it drove you and Devon apart. 490 00:25:11,250 --> 00:25:14,718 So, please, before it's too late, 491 00:25:14,803 --> 00:25:18,039 talk to him and tell him you love him. 492 00:25:30,528 --> 00:25:32,664 Hey. Came to say goodbye? 493 00:25:32,749 --> 00:25:34,375 We need to talk. 494 00:25:34,597 --> 00:25:38,082 That's a good idea. Let's part as friends. 495 00:25:38,476 --> 00:25:41,117 Actually, I was hoping for something different. 496 00:25:42,386 --> 00:25:43,953 I don't want you to go. 497 00:25:46,875 --> 00:25:50,726 Leela, I start at Baltimore Advanced Sciences on Monday. 498 00:25:51,038 --> 00:25:52,956 I want to try again. 499 00:25:53,041 --> 00:25:54,683 I'm not happy. 500 00:25:55,070 --> 00:25:56,580 You're not happy. 501 00:25:57,421 --> 00:25:58,711 I miss you. 502 00:25:59,606 --> 00:26:01,711 And I think you miss me. 503 00:26:02,901 --> 00:26:04,609 Yeah, I miss you a lot. 504 00:26:07,217 --> 00:26:08,640 But nothing's changed, has it? 505 00:26:08,732 --> 00:26:10,437 Actually, something has changed. 506 00:26:15,107 --> 00:26:18,359 This is my patient on ECMO. She's desatting. 507 00:26:18,444 --> 00:26:20,696 I want to talk to you about this, but I have to go, okay? 508 00:26:20,781 --> 00:26:22,790 Promise me we'll talk later. 509 00:26:23,278 --> 00:26:26,213 I have a big surgery, but if you're still here... 510 00:26:27,172 --> 00:26:29,681 If not, I'll see you at the engagement party. 511 00:26:41,380 --> 00:26:43,943 Her pressure spiked just as her heart rate dropped. 512 00:26:44,090 --> 00:26:46,388 Cushing's reflex. Classic sign of stroke. 513 00:26:46,490 --> 00:26:48,748 It happened faster than we imagined. 514 00:26:48,833 --> 00:26:50,569 I'm going to adjust her arterial support 515 00:26:50,654 --> 00:26:52,654 to get her blood pressure in a tighter range. 516 00:26:52,739 --> 00:26:54,415 It might be too late. 517 00:26:54,500 --> 00:26:57,086 Let's get her to CT, all right? 518 00:26:57,171 --> 00:26:59,046 And page Billie. 519 00:27:02,151 --> 00:27:03,634 Images coming up. 520 00:27:05,708 --> 00:27:07,373 Here's the problem. 521 00:27:08,309 --> 00:27:09,716 Bleed, left side of the brain. 522 00:27:09,801 --> 00:27:10,990 Hemorrhagic stroke? 523 00:27:11,075 --> 00:27:12,248 - Mm-hmm. - Definitely. 524 00:27:13,208 --> 00:27:14,982 Damage may be extensive. 525 00:27:15,077 --> 00:27:16,617 Potentially paralyzed. 526 00:27:16,702 --> 00:27:19,787 I mean, she may have lost the ability to speak forever. 527 00:27:19,872 --> 00:27:21,574 And worse still, this could just be the beginning. 528 00:27:21,598 --> 00:27:24,292 I see more possible bleeds near the dura. 529 00:27:25,250 --> 00:27:26,690 I mean, this could have been avoided. 530 00:27:26,716 --> 00:27:27,801 Did you make her husband understand 531 00:27:27,825 --> 00:27:28,832 this was likely to happen? 532 00:27:28,856 --> 00:27:30,335 Come on, man, don't you think we tried? 533 00:27:30,359 --> 00:27:32,628 We advised against it in the strongest terms, 534 00:27:32,713 --> 00:27:34,113 but he is her health care proxy. 535 00:27:34,430 --> 00:27:36,470 And we had no idea that she would have complications 536 00:27:36,834 --> 00:27:38,247 - this fast. - Look, all we can do now 537 00:27:38,271 --> 00:27:40,740 is double down on trying to save Trini, 538 00:27:40,825 --> 00:27:42,260 no matter what condition she's in, 539 00:27:42,550 --> 00:27:44,968 and hope we can keep her on ECMO long enough 540 00:27:45,052 --> 00:27:46,732 for her heart to recover 541 00:27:47,023 --> 00:27:50,568 or for the baby to mature enough to be viable. 542 00:28:00,293 --> 00:28:02,193 Can you guys give us a minute? 543 00:28:11,245 --> 00:28:15,815 Look, I am perfectly aware of the risks of this surgery, 544 00:28:15,899 --> 00:28:21,563 so I know that I may not get off that OR table. 545 00:28:22,021 --> 00:28:24,381 You got the best of me. 546 00:28:25,403 --> 00:28:27,730 And none of the bad. 547 00:28:28,334 --> 00:28:32,514 I am so proud of you, and I always have been. 548 00:28:34,459 --> 00:28:38,770 You are the child of my heart, 549 00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:42,451 and if I haven't said it enough, 550 00:28:43,138 --> 00:28:45,152 then I need to say it now. 551 00:28:46,414 --> 00:28:48,193 I love you. 552 00:28:53,388 --> 00:28:54,823 All right. 553 00:28:55,289 --> 00:28:58,915 Now go back to being a tough bastard and beat this thing. 554 00:28:59,692 --> 00:29:01,248 You got it. 555 00:29:19,465 --> 00:29:21,550 Hi, baby. 556 00:29:24,318 --> 00:29:26,943 Aw. Hi. 557 00:29:51,845 --> 00:29:54,365 - Update me. - We troubleshot everything, 558 00:29:54,450 --> 00:29:56,451 but as you can see... 559 00:29:58,528 --> 00:29:59,919 Her heart's giving out. 560 00:30:00,490 --> 00:30:02,240 She has a few minutes left, maybe. 561 00:30:02,325 --> 00:30:04,193 Excuse me, excuse me. What's going on? 562 00:30:04,326 --> 00:30:05,716 What's happening to Trini? 563 00:30:05,801 --> 00:30:09,615 Mr. Alvarez, I am terribly sorry, 564 00:30:11,532 --> 00:30:13,191 but your wife is dying. 565 00:30:13,275 --> 00:30:15,709 Just keep her on the machine, right? 566 00:30:15,943 --> 00:30:17,849 You said that it would take over for her heart. 567 00:30:18,029 --> 00:30:20,045 - Let it keep working. - We can't. 568 00:30:20,130 --> 00:30:21,904 Her heart is too badly damaged. 569 00:30:22,004 --> 00:30:23,942 We tried to tell you this was a long shot. 570 00:30:24,144 --> 00:30:27,704 - It didn't work. I'm so sorry. - No. Please. 571 00:30:27,789 --> 00:30:28,912 No. 572 00:30:28,997 --> 00:30:31,214 Mommy? 573 00:30:33,490 --> 00:30:35,625 Do something! Please do something! 574 00:30:35,959 --> 00:30:37,031 Please. 575 00:30:37,380 --> 00:30:38,791 There's nothing more we can do. 576 00:30:38,875 --> 00:30:40,869 We can't bring her back. 577 00:30:40,953 --> 00:30:42,720 She's gone, Matias. 578 00:30:42,804 --> 00:30:45,685 No. 579 00:30:52,140 --> 00:30:55,341 Don't tell me that. Don't tell me that. 580 00:31:12,596 --> 00:31:14,272 And with that, 581 00:31:14,427 --> 00:31:16,179 we dissect the pancreas. 582 00:31:16,615 --> 00:31:20,060 Pancreas is mobilized. 583 00:31:20,583 --> 00:31:22,591 Oh, wait. W... 584 00:31:24,479 --> 00:31:26,021 What's the update? 585 00:31:26,106 --> 00:31:27,106 Well, 586 00:31:27,169 --> 00:31:30,387 looks like the tumor has adhered to the IVC. 587 00:31:32,468 --> 00:31:34,389 Which means they have to resect it. 588 00:31:34,474 --> 00:31:37,033 - If they nick the IVC... - That's not gonna happen. 589 00:31:37,599 --> 00:31:39,928 Bell's done this thousands of times. 590 00:31:40,410 --> 00:31:42,760 Dr. Devi 591 00:31:43,661 --> 00:31:45,062 - all yours. - What is he doing? 592 00:31:45,146 --> 00:31:47,053 He can't pass this off to a resident. 593 00:31:47,138 --> 00:31:50,553 - Leela has never done a Whipple. - Which is why she has to learn. 594 00:31:50,638 --> 00:31:52,310 Bell's there to back her up. 595 00:31:52,419 --> 00:31:54,436 Satinsky clamp, 3.0 Prolene, 596 00:31:54,521 --> 00:31:55,663 sponge stick and forceps. 597 00:31:55,748 --> 00:31:57,465 Dr. Chu, do you have Rh null blood up there? 598 00:31:57,489 --> 00:31:58,648 - I do. - Hang it, please. 599 00:31:58,732 --> 00:32:01,810 We're in for some turbulence. Clamp on. 600 00:32:01,895 --> 00:32:05,357 Dissecting the tumor off now. 601 00:32:06,204 --> 00:32:08,936 Blood pressure's in the toilet. 602 00:32:09,021 --> 00:32:10,124 Going up on pressors. 603 00:32:10,208 --> 00:32:12,477 Okay, Dr. Devi has finished the dissection. 604 00:32:12,561 --> 00:32:14,128 She anticipated this. 605 00:32:14,212 --> 00:32:16,453 I've identified the defect, but I'm having a hard time 606 00:32:16,537 --> 00:32:17,959 getting in position for repair. 607 00:32:18,044 --> 00:32:20,376 Well, remember your anatomy. 608 00:32:21,354 --> 00:32:23,105 This is Cade's father, 609 00:32:23,190 --> 00:32:24,497 so maybe in this case, you should... 610 00:32:24,521 --> 00:32:26,091 The Whipple is the crucible 611 00:32:26,193 --> 00:32:29,068 of a surgical residency, it's the final test. 612 00:32:29,474 --> 00:32:31,943 Just get in there and ace it. 613 00:32:32,673 --> 00:32:34,573 It's your OR, Dr. Devi. 614 00:32:34,657 --> 00:32:36,326 - Proceed. - Right. 615 00:32:36,411 --> 00:32:39,271 Dr. Chu, reverse positioning of the patient, please. 616 00:32:40,403 --> 00:32:41,967 Okay, that's excellent. 617 00:32:42,052 --> 00:32:44,582 You have a clear path to the defect. 618 00:32:44,826 --> 00:32:46,584 3.0 Prolene to you. 619 00:32:50,697 --> 00:32:52,388 Closing and over sewing. 620 00:32:58,256 --> 00:33:00,357 Hemodynamics settling. 621 00:33:02,818 --> 00:33:04,599 That's strong work, Dr. Devi. 622 00:33:09,025 --> 00:33:11,019 She rose to the occasion. 623 00:33:11,575 --> 00:33:13,107 Yes, she did. 624 00:33:13,412 --> 00:33:15,935 He's gonna make it out of the OR, isn't he? 625 00:33:16,020 --> 00:33:17,435 Yeah. 626 00:33:19,435 --> 00:33:22,301 Now we just have to make sure the cancer hasn't spread. 627 00:33:22,386 --> 00:33:24,553 We'll know in a few hours. 628 00:33:35,076 --> 00:33:36,803 Oh, I was so glad you guys could make it. 629 00:33:36,888 --> 00:33:38,697 - Thank you for coming. - Thank you for including me. 630 00:33:38,721 --> 00:33:42,272 - Yeah, so happy to be here. - So, Randolph, what's your secret? 631 00:33:42,357 --> 00:33:44,886 How did you land such an incredible lady like this? 632 00:33:44,970 --> 00:33:46,693 She has very low standards. 633 00:33:46,787 --> 00:33:49,396 Nope. Nothing but the best for this lady. 634 00:33:49,481 --> 00:33:50,565 So, when's the wedding? 635 00:33:50,650 --> 00:33:52,998 - Uh, still working on that. - Mm... 636 00:33:53,084 --> 00:33:55,821 But rest assured, it will be intimate and fabulous. 637 00:33:55,912 --> 00:33:57,156 And you're all invited. 638 00:33:57,240 --> 00:33:58,766 - Hear, hear. - Cheers. 639 00:33:58,850 --> 00:34:00,176 - Cheers. - Cheers. 640 00:34:04,676 --> 00:34:06,018 Hey. 641 00:34:06,560 --> 00:34:10,078 Hey. I got here early so we could talk. 642 00:34:10,662 --> 00:34:12,580 I heard you aced the Whipple. 643 00:34:12,818 --> 00:34:14,584 That's not what I want to talk about. 644 00:34:17,013 --> 00:34:18,935 Do you still feel the same way you did before? 645 00:34:19,020 --> 00:34:20,362 I do. 646 00:34:21,536 --> 00:34:23,116 I can't promise 647 00:34:23,201 --> 00:34:26,685 I'll want a child in the future, but maybe I will. 648 00:34:26,769 --> 00:34:29,355 - I don't know. - Today I watched a man 649 00:34:29,439 --> 00:34:31,772 sacrifice his wife's best chance to live 650 00:34:31,857 --> 00:34:33,951 for a baby that hasn't even been born. 651 00:34:34,396 --> 00:34:35,943 He lost them both. 652 00:34:37,130 --> 00:34:39,326 - That's terrible. - Yes. 653 00:34:39,489 --> 00:34:42,014 But it made me realize something about myself. 654 00:34:42,099 --> 00:34:45,780 That I'm doing the same thing, choosing a hypothetical child 655 00:34:45,865 --> 00:34:48,892 that may never exist over the woman I love. 656 00:34:51,216 --> 00:34:53,373 I was at fault, too. 657 00:34:54,066 --> 00:34:57,350 I was impulsive and rash. 658 00:34:57,435 --> 00:35:01,077 And our life together has to be a decision 659 00:35:01,162 --> 00:35:03,363 that we both make equally. 660 00:35:04,693 --> 00:35:05,909 Do you want to try this again? 661 00:35:06,185 --> 00:35:07,893 - Yes. - Yeah. 662 00:35:13,575 --> 00:35:15,062 A thousand times yes. 663 00:35:24,263 --> 00:35:26,139 I have a lovely feeling that Devon 664 00:35:26,224 --> 00:35:28,404 will not be going to Baltimore. 665 00:35:29,396 --> 00:35:31,491 That is a win all around. 666 00:35:31,576 --> 00:35:32,510 You know I pulled Leela into the Whipple 667 00:35:32,594 --> 00:35:35,663 because she's the one who can follow in my footsteps? 668 00:35:35,748 --> 00:35:37,905 She's going into neuro or cardio, right? 669 00:35:37,990 --> 00:35:40,426 Oh, she just told me she wants to be a general surgeon. 670 00:35:41,029 --> 00:35:43,529 So I get to teach her everything I know 671 00:35:43,693 --> 00:35:45,757 and she can take my patients when the time comes. 672 00:35:45,842 --> 00:35:47,594 If the time comes. 673 00:35:47,678 --> 00:35:49,209 Dr. Bell? 674 00:35:49,362 --> 00:35:50,834 I just want to say thank you 675 00:35:50,919 --> 00:35:52,432 for saving my father's life today. 676 00:35:52,802 --> 00:35:54,709 Well, Dr. Devi was integral. 677 00:35:54,943 --> 00:35:57,954 But we got lucky and your father got even luckier. 678 00:35:58,482 --> 00:36:00,922 The pathology report came back just before I left the hospital 679 00:36:00,949 --> 00:36:02,717 and the tumor was localized. 680 00:36:02,802 --> 00:36:06,294 So, there's every chance he'll be cancer-free. 681 00:36:08,004 --> 00:36:09,627 I am so happy for both of you. 682 00:36:11,333 --> 00:36:12,482 Thank you. 683 00:36:16,051 --> 00:36:17,334 Come here. 684 00:36:31,426 --> 00:36:32,723 I'm pregnant. 685 00:36:33,513 --> 00:36:35,716 Wow. Ah. 686 00:36:35,801 --> 00:36:38,685 So, I'm gonna be a father. 687 00:36:38,803 --> 00:36:42,952 Yes, and I want you to know that I'm open to you 688 00:36:43,037 --> 00:36:44,951 being as involved as you'd like. 689 00:36:45,099 --> 00:36:46,913 I know you're gonna be a loving dad 690 00:36:46,998 --> 00:36:48,975 and a great role model. 691 00:36:49,060 --> 00:36:53,560 Just meet me halfway and... listen? 692 00:36:53,644 --> 00:36:54,987 I can do that. 693 00:36:55,820 --> 00:36:57,806 But what can I do for you now? 694 00:36:57,891 --> 00:37:01,851 Hmm, maybe open up another 529 account? 695 00:37:01,936 --> 00:37:03,095 For college? 696 00:37:03,180 --> 00:37:04,589 Why would we need two accounts? 697 00:37:07,194 --> 00:37:09,133 We're having twins. 698 00:37:09,274 --> 00:37:10,653 Are you serious? 699 00:37:10,737 --> 00:37:12,297 Yes. 700 00:37:24,133 --> 00:37:26,409 Wonder what that's all about. 701 00:37:27,752 --> 00:37:30,539 Well, it's good news, obviously. 702 00:37:30,766 --> 00:37:32,765 I was happy to hear about your dad. 703 00:37:33,281 --> 00:37:34,805 Rumor has it that Kit may offer him 704 00:37:34,961 --> 00:37:36,528 the peds surgery job at Chastain. 705 00:37:36,612 --> 00:37:39,605 I heard. I have mixed feelings about that. 706 00:37:39,689 --> 00:37:41,107 It would be a big adjustment. 707 00:37:41,191 --> 00:37:43,450 Conrad will help you with that. 708 00:37:43,816 --> 00:37:45,440 He already has. 709 00:37:46,547 --> 00:37:48,798 Uh, so the two of you... 710 00:37:49,015 --> 00:37:50,266 Uh, we're friends. 711 00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:55,772 I mean, I was under the impression that you and he... 712 00:37:55,856 --> 00:37:58,423 Are also friends. 713 00:38:00,284 --> 00:38:01,926 So far. 714 00:38:51,428 --> 00:38:53,103 I'll be right back, okay? 715 00:38:54,413 --> 00:38:55,497 Hey. 716 00:38:55,691 --> 00:38:58,133 Mm, wild guess, 717 00:38:58,984 --> 00:39:00,994 you're not taking the job at Advanced Sciences. 718 00:39:01,079 --> 00:39:02,803 And I won't be sleeping on your sofa anymore. 719 00:39:02,827 --> 00:39:04,930 God, I am so done with your furniture. 720 00:39:05,015 --> 00:39:06,750 That's the best news I've heard all day. 721 00:39:06,937 --> 00:39:08,521 Why are you sitting over here alone? 722 00:39:08,606 --> 00:39:10,649 Get out there and party. 723 00:39:10,741 --> 00:39:12,416 Waylon's... 724 00:39:12,563 --> 00:39:14,648 This is where I met Nic. 725 00:39:14,733 --> 00:39:16,317 We had our first date here. 726 00:39:16,402 --> 00:39:18,445 Our first date after Gigi was born. 727 00:39:18,951 --> 00:39:20,438 A lot of memories here. 728 00:39:24,551 --> 00:39:26,543 Well 729 00:39:26,854 --> 00:39:29,405 maybe it's time to make new memories. 730 00:40:30,125 --> 00:40:32,414 Thank you for a lovely night out. 731 00:40:34,956 --> 00:40:37,758 Thank you for being kind about Anna. 732 00:40:39,624 --> 00:40:41,891 Her husband doesn't have much longer. 733 00:40:42,648 --> 00:40:44,539 There's something else I wanted to tell you. 734 00:40:45,593 --> 00:40:46,862 They have a child. 735 00:40:46,947 --> 00:40:50,107 A little boy. He won't even remember his father. 736 00:40:50,430 --> 00:40:52,211 That's awful. 737 00:40:54,133 --> 00:40:57,202 We both know what it's like to lose a parent. 738 00:40:57,738 --> 00:41:00,006 I bought a life insurance policy. 739 00:41:00,438 --> 00:41:02,383 - You did what? - Yep. 740 00:41:02,618 --> 00:41:03,703 A big one. 741 00:41:03,788 --> 00:41:07,300 Well, you're not gonna die, so... 742 00:41:07,385 --> 00:41:08,385 I certainly hope not. 743 00:41:08,437 --> 00:41:11,005 Mm, that wasn't a statement, that was an order. 744 00:41:11,493 --> 00:41:13,503 You know, maybe stop riding your bike to work. 745 00:41:13,587 --> 00:41:15,672 Maybe ease up on the search and rescue missions. 746 00:41:15,828 --> 00:41:18,571 No matter how careful I am, anything could happen. 747 00:41:18,656 --> 00:41:20,548 I could get hit by a bolt of lightning. 748 00:41:20,633 --> 00:41:22,796 - Stop, come on. - We have to talk about this for a reason. 749 00:41:22,820 --> 00:41:24,626 Watching Anna and her husband in the hospital, 750 00:41:24,711 --> 00:41:26,486 it just made me think, what if that was me 751 00:41:26,571 --> 00:41:28,656 in that hospital bed? 752 00:41:29,258 --> 00:41:31,256 You know, I don't want to talk about any of this right now. 753 00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:32,624 - Just drop it. - If something happens to me, 754 00:41:32,648 --> 00:41:34,149 I want you to be secure financially, 755 00:41:34,234 --> 00:41:36,009 and I want you to love someone again. 756 00:41:40,574 --> 00:41:42,145 I mean, don't bring a date to my funeral. 757 00:41:42,169 --> 00:41:44,161 Oh, my God. Seriously? 758 00:41:44,408 --> 00:41:45,891 Come on. 759 00:41:45,976 --> 00:41:47,379 Unless they're nice and Gigi likes them. 760 00:41:47,403 --> 00:41:49,500 - Then that's fine, okay? - Conrad. 761 00:42:00,470 --> 00:42:02,789 After a while, I do want you to move on. 762 00:42:06,883 --> 00:42:11,156 You deserve happiness, and Gigi deserves a father. 763 00:42:11,957 --> 00:42:14,691 Just promise me, whoever it is 764 00:42:17,714 --> 00:42:20,674 you'll find someone who loves you as much as I do. 765 00:42:21,816 --> 00:42:23,500 Hey. 766 00:42:24,431 --> 00:42:26,219 I promise. 767 00:42:28,825 --> 00:42:30,843 Only if you do, too. 768 00:42:32,469 --> 00:42:34,244 I promise. 769 00:43:17,659 --> 00:43:24,159 CREDITS