1 00:00:50,240 --> 00:00:51,840 Hola. 2 00:00:51,880 --> 00:00:55,000 'Sometimes, James feels like a boy I could love. 3 00:00:55,040 --> 00:00:58,400 Like really love.' 4 00:00:58,440 --> 00:01:02,440 'Then other times, he feels like a total fucking stranger.' 5 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:10,120 It's an extra L30 for a late checkout. 6 00:01:10,160 --> 00:01:13,880 Fine. 7 00:01:13,920 --> 00:01:15,920 That's a lot of cash. 8 00:01:15,960 --> 00:01:19,000 We robbed a bank. 9 00:01:19,040 --> 00:01:23,040 Keep the change. 10 00:01:32,320 --> 00:01:34,680 We could get a train to your dad's. 11 00:01:34,720 --> 00:01:36,920 Maybe. 12 00:01:36,960 --> 00:01:39,240 'What if he doesn't want to see me?' 13 00:01:39,280 --> 00:01:41,120 Well, shall we? 14 00:01:41,160 --> 00:01:44,720 What? Get a train to your dad's. 15 00:01:44,760 --> 00:01:48,440 'He probably won't even recognise me.' 16 00:01:48,480 --> 00:01:52,280 Are we still going there? Yeah, obviously! 17 00:01:52,320 --> 00:01:54,560 We should lie low for a bit. Wait a couple of days 18 00:01:54,600 --> 00:01:57,080 before we start getting on any trains or anything. 19 00:01:57,120 --> 00:01:59,600 Why? Because we robbed a guy, James. 20 00:01:59,640 --> 00:02:01,600 He assaulted me. Doesn't matter. 21 00:02:01,640 --> 00:02:05,040 We should get off grid for a bit. 22 00:02:05,740 --> 00:02:07,060 Isn't your dad's off grid? 23 00:02:07,100 --> 00:02:08,580 Why are you so obsessed with my dad? 24 00:02:08,620 --> 00:02:11,740 What? I'm not. 25 00:02:11,780 --> 00:02:13,700 He's miles away. 26 00:02:13,740 --> 00:02:16,380 We need to find somewhere nearby. 27 00:02:16,420 --> 00:02:17,580 Somewhere nice. 28 00:02:17,620 --> 00:02:21,620 It'll be like a mini-break. 29 00:02:31,300 --> 00:02:35,300 Holy shit! 30 00:02:38,660 --> 00:02:41,300 How do you know? Know what? 31 00:02:41,340 --> 00:02:45,020 That this one's safe. No obvious burglar alarm. 32 00:02:45,060 --> 00:02:49,060 Dust everywhere, so no cleaners to worry about. 33 00:02:54,980 --> 00:02:57,100 Post. 34 00:02:57,140 --> 00:03:01,140 At least a week's worth. 35 00:03:04,580 --> 00:03:07,340 Is breaking and entering the best way of lying low? 36 00:03:07,380 --> 00:03:11,380 GLASS SMASHES 37 00:03:20,680 --> 00:03:24,680 Cool. 38 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:31,320 I think that's him. Who? 39 00:03:31,360 --> 00:03:33,360 The guy that lives here. 40 00:03:33,400 --> 00:03:35,280 Yeah, obviously. 41 00:03:35,320 --> 00:03:37,520 Bit uptight, isn't he? 42 00:03:37,560 --> 00:03:39,080 He's a professor. 43 00:03:39,120 --> 00:03:43,120 Whatever, it's fucking weird having a photo of yourself. 44 00:03:46,040 --> 00:03:49,040 Hey. Look what I found. 45 00:03:49,080 --> 00:03:52,200 'Alyssa didn't have much respect for people. 46 00:03:52,240 --> 00:03:54,040 Or people's stuff.' 47 00:03:54,080 --> 00:03:58,080 'I sometimes wonder if I should just become an alcoholic. 48 00:03:59,240 --> 00:04:03,240 It means you've always got something to do.' 49 00:04:28,360 --> 00:04:30,280 I reckon this will do. 50 00:04:30,320 --> 00:04:33,240 Yeah. 51 00:04:33,940 --> 00:04:37,940 We can just chill here, plan our route, take our time. 52 00:04:38,140 --> 00:04:40,260 Yep. 53 00:04:40,300 --> 00:04:44,300 'I'm trying to think what adults do in situations like this.' 54 00:04:44,660 --> 00:04:47,420 Should we go downstairs and have a glass of wine? 55 00:04:47,460 --> 00:04:51,460 Yeah. OK. 56 00:04:52,580 --> 00:04:54,100 Are you hungry? 57 00:04:54,140 --> 00:04:58,140 Always. 58 00:04:58,740 --> 00:05:02,740 That wasn't as shit as I expected. 59 00:05:07,420 --> 00:05:09,740 It was actually really nice. 60 00:05:09,780 --> 00:05:13,780 Thank you. 61 00:05:14,060 --> 00:05:15,980 How do you know how to cook? 62 00:05:16,020 --> 00:05:20,020 Taught myself. 63 00:05:21,140 --> 00:05:23,860 'It was that or Type II Diabetes.' 64 00:05:23,900 --> 00:05:27,900 We should do the washing up. 65 00:05:38,660 --> 00:05:42,660 MUSIC- Setting the Woods on Fire, by Hank Williams. 66 00:06:01,660 --> 00:06:03,580 'Some people get embarrassed dancing. 67 00:06:03,620 --> 00:06:07,420 I don't. I think it's when I feel most myself. 68 00:06:07,460 --> 00:06:09,260 I get embarrassed talking, 69 00:06:09,300 --> 00:06:13,020 or after talking when I realise I've said something stupid.' 70 00:06:13,060 --> 00:06:17,060 We should do this naked! 71 00:06:17,300 --> 00:06:21,300 Something like that. 72 00:06:36,240 --> 00:06:39,360 'As a rule, I didn't dance. 73 00:06:39,400 --> 00:06:43,400 But it was hard to say no to Alyssa.' 74 00:07:00,680 --> 00:07:02,480 Hey, close your eyes. 75 00:07:02,520 --> 00:07:06,520 What? Close your eyes, I promise I won't look. 76 00:07:32,440 --> 00:07:36,440 'I think he's properly beautiful. 77 00:07:46,480 --> 00:07:50,480 But he'll never start anything, so...' 78 00:07:56,680 --> 00:08:00,680 Come here. 79 00:08:04,440 --> 00:08:08,440 Undo your belt. 80 00:08:08,640 --> 00:08:12,640 'Whoever says all boys are obsessed with sex hasn't met James.' 81 00:08:15,760 --> 00:08:19,760 'I really hope I'm not bad at this.' 82 00:08:21,680 --> 00:08:24,080 Huh. 83 00:08:24,120 --> 00:08:28,120 Is this OK? 84 00:08:30,360 --> 00:08:33,120 Stop, please, could you stop? 85 00:08:33,160 --> 00:08:37,160 What? He was putting me off. 86 00:08:44,020 --> 00:08:45,500 I thought you said that you wanted me! 87 00:08:45,540 --> 00:08:46,540 I do. 88 00:08:46,580 --> 00:08:47,900 'I did.' 89 00:08:47,940 --> 00:08:51,940 Liar. Fuck you! 90 00:08:55,020 --> 00:08:59,020 Alyssa! 91 00:09:01,980 --> 00:09:04,780 'I tended not to feel things. 92 00:09:04,820 --> 00:09:08,260 For a long time, I was good at it. 93 00:09:08,300 --> 00:09:11,420 Good at feeling absolutely nothing. 94 00:09:11,460 --> 00:09:14,900 I didn't even have to try. 95 00:09:14,940 --> 00:09:18,000 I just didn't.' 96 00:09:51,800 --> 00:09:53,240 # Oh what a day 97 00:09:53,280 --> 00:09:57,280 # Oh what a day # Oh what a day 98 00:09:59,800 --> 00:10:03,280 # Oh what a day # Oh what a day 99 00:10:03,320 --> 00:10:07,320 ? When we fell in love. ? 100 00:10:09,200 --> 00:10:11,320 VOICEOVER: The world is fucking bleak. 101 00:10:11,360 --> 00:10:14,560 I guess I try and do things to forget that it is. 102 00:10:14,600 --> 00:10:17,800 Keep busy, keep blind. 103 00:10:17,840 --> 00:10:19,760 I thought that's what me and James were doing. 104 00:10:19,800 --> 00:10:23,800 Don't look at that. 105 00:10:24,320 --> 00:10:28,200 Hey. Hey. 106 00:10:28,240 --> 00:10:31,280 How old are you, then? 17. 107 00:10:31,320 --> 00:10:35,320 Yeah, right. 108 00:10:38,280 --> 00:10:40,240 You look better in person. 109 00:10:40,280 --> 00:10:41,280 Fuck off. 110 00:10:41,320 --> 00:10:42,720 VOICEOVER: I do, actually. 111 00:10:42,760 --> 00:10:44,680 My mum says it's my secret weapon, 112 00:10:44,720 --> 00:10:47,720 which I think is kind of rude, but I see her point. 113 00:10:47,760 --> 00:10:48,960 So, what was your name again? 114 00:10:49,000 --> 00:10:51,000 Alyssa. 115 00:10:51,040 --> 00:10:53,200 Alyssa. Cool. 116 00:10:53,240 --> 00:10:55,920 What's yours? Topher. 117 00:10:55,960 --> 00:10:57,960 What kind of a name is Topher? 118 00:10:58,000 --> 00:10:59,760 It's short for Christopher. 119 00:10:59,800 --> 00:11:03,800 So, why can't you just be called Chris, like a normal person? 120 00:11:05,200 --> 00:11:07,280 Don't know. 121 00:11:07,320 --> 00:11:11,320 Guess I'm a twat. 122 00:11:18,560 --> 00:11:20,600 Do you have a girlfriend? No. 123 00:11:20,640 --> 00:11:21,800 Boyfriend? 124 00:11:21,840 --> 00:11:25,840 No. 125 00:11:29,880 --> 00:11:31,400 Whoa, is this your place? 126 00:11:31,440 --> 00:11:32,680 We're squatting. 127 00:11:32,720 --> 00:11:36,720 Who's we? 128 00:11:39,120 --> 00:11:42,000 James, this is Topher. 129 00:11:42,040 --> 00:11:46,040 And we're going upstairs to have sex. 130 00:11:47,520 --> 00:11:51,000 Being with Alyssa had started to make me feel things. 131 00:11:51,040 --> 00:11:54,400 She made me feel things. 132 00:11:54,440 --> 00:11:58,440 And I didn't like it at all. 133 00:12:09,880 --> 00:12:10,880 Um... 134 00:12:10,920 --> 00:12:11,920 What? 135 00:12:11,960 --> 00:12:13,240 This isn't being filmed, is it? 136 00:12:13,280 --> 00:12:14,600 Are you actually underage, 137 00:12:14,640 --> 00:12:17,040 and someone's going to leap out of the cupboard with a camera 138 00:12:17,080 --> 00:12:18,520 and be like, "Catch a paedophile!"? 139 00:12:18,560 --> 00:12:20,600 For God's sake. 140 00:12:20,640 --> 00:12:24,640 Come on, then! 141 00:12:28,720 --> 00:12:32,720 Alyssa had thrown me a curveball. 142 00:12:34,280 --> 00:12:38,280 I had to bide my time. 143 00:12:39,480 --> 00:12:42,200 So, I decided to have a look around. 144 00:12:42,240 --> 00:12:46,240 ALYSSA LAUGHS UPSTAIRS 145 00:13:31,760 --> 00:13:33,920 SOMEONE SCREAMS ON VIDEO 146 00:13:33,960 --> 00:13:37,960 INDISTINCT VOICE OF A MAN ON VIDEO 147 00:13:40,000 --> 00:13:41,000 Shit. 148 00:13:41,040 --> 00:13:45,040 ALYSSA LAUGHS UPSTAIRS 149 00:13:50,640 --> 00:13:52,320 You're cool, Alyssa. 150 00:13:52,360 --> 00:13:53,920 You're really fucking cool. 151 00:13:53,960 --> 00:13:57,960 Thanks. 152 00:13:59,440 --> 00:14:03,440 VOICEOVER: It's no good. It's just no good. 153 00:14:03,920 --> 00:14:06,200 Thanks, James. 154 00:14:06,240 --> 00:14:07,680 I'm sorry. 155 00:14:07,720 --> 00:14:08,720 What? 156 00:14:08,760 --> 00:14:12,760 I changed my mind, I'm sorry. I'm not into this. 157 00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:17,840 Are you... Are you kidding? 158 00:14:17,880 --> 00:14:19,280 Nope. 159 00:14:19,320 --> 00:14:21,760 But...that's not fair. 160 00:14:21,800 --> 00:14:25,080 Uh, yes, it is. 161 00:14:25,120 --> 00:14:28,400 Please, Alyssa, I think you're amazing. 162 00:14:28,440 --> 00:14:32,440 Well, then, respect me changing my mind and fuck off, please. 163 00:14:36,680 --> 00:14:38,600 There is a word for girls like you. 164 00:14:38,640 --> 00:14:42,640 I'll bet. 165 00:14:45,600 --> 00:14:48,680 She's a fucking prick tease bitch! 166 00:14:48,720 --> 00:14:50,920 Right, yeah. 167 00:14:50,960 --> 00:14:54,960 I'll tell her. 168 00:14:55,480 --> 00:14:59,480 FRONT DOOR SLAMS 169 00:15:08,420 --> 00:15:10,420 Alyssa? 170 00:15:10,460 --> 00:15:12,620 Go away. 171 00:15:12,660 --> 00:15:15,900 It feels like sex can go from something you want to do, 172 00:15:15,940 --> 00:15:19,940 to a punishment - really fucking quickly. 173 00:15:32,140 --> 00:15:36,140 I waited until she fell asleep. 174 00:16:08,460 --> 00:16:12,460 When her eyes were closed, Alyssa looked a lot less angry. 175 00:16:14,060 --> 00:16:18,060 MUSIC: Five String Serenade By Mazzy Star 176 00:17:03,460 --> 00:17:07,380 That's great. 177 00:17:07,420 --> 00:17:11,420 Thank you very much. 178 00:17:21,020 --> 00:17:25,020 FRONT DOOR OPENS 179 00:18:00,940 --> 00:18:04,940 HEART BEATS LOUDLY 180 00:18:12,180 --> 00:18:14,940 VOICEOVER: Oh, fuck. 181 00:18:14,980 --> 00:18:18,740 How did you get in here? 182 00:18:18,780 --> 00:18:20,420 I'm sorry. 183 00:18:20,460 --> 00:18:24,460 It's OK. 184 00:18:24,820 --> 00:18:28,820 It's OK, you just gave me a shock, that's all. 185 00:18:31,820 --> 00:18:33,020 Are you... Are you in trouble? 186 00:18:33,060 --> 00:18:37,060 You needed somewhere to stay? 187 00:18:37,580 --> 00:18:40,140 It's all right. 188 00:18:40,740 --> 00:18:42,100 You're on your own? 189 00:18:42,140 --> 00:18:46,140 Yes. 190 00:18:47,420 --> 00:18:51,420 OK. 191 00:18:58,380 --> 00:19:02,140 You made a bit of a mess downstairs, didn't you? 192 00:19:02,180 --> 00:19:06,180 Hm? 193 00:19:07,740 --> 00:19:11,740 You've been eating my porridge, as well, Goldilocks. 194 00:19:12,980 --> 00:19:14,980 What? 195 00:19:15,020 --> 00:19:19,020 Shush, shush, shush, shush. Just stay still. 196 00:19:19,260 --> 00:19:21,580 Please, don't. 197 00:19:21,620 --> 00:19:24,020 Don't what? 198 00:19:24,060 --> 00:19:28,060 Hey, you going to make this difficult? 199 00:19:29,980 --> 00:19:32,060 Oh, are you a virgin? 200 00:19:32,100 --> 00:19:33,980 No. 201 00:19:34,020 --> 00:19:38,020 MUSIC: I'm Sorry by Brenda Lee 202 00:20:22,260 --> 00:20:26,260 Are you a virgin? Yes. 203 00:20:26,940 --> 00:20:30,940 Me too. Yeah, no shit.