1 00:00:02,395 --> 00:00:05,166 Okay, so, Agents Park and Zuma are reviewing security footage 2 00:00:05,190 --> 00:00:07,176 from around the site of the explosion. 3 00:00:07,200 --> 00:00:10,983 Agent Ressler is looking for anything he can find on 4 00:00:12,140 --> 00:00:14,403 Reggie Cole or Lacroix, 5 00:00:14,427 --> 00:00:16,413 but I still need to, uh, 6 00:00:16,437 --> 00:00:18,581 look over the forensics report from the crime scene. 7 00:00:18,605 --> 00:00:20,551 I sent you my notes on the report last night. 8 00:00:20,572 --> 00:00:23,086 I'm discussing the findings with Reddington later this morning. 9 00:00:23,110 --> 00:00:24,487 Right, sorry, I knew that. 10 00:00:24,511 --> 00:00:28,625 Okay, so, I'll be in no later than 2:00. 11 00:00:28,649 --> 00:00:31,318 If something comes up with Mr. Reddington... 12 00:00:33,252 --> 00:00:35,163 - call me. - I will. But don't worry. 13 00:00:35,195 --> 00:00:37,534 Everything's under control. We'll see you when you get in. 14 00:00:37,558 --> 00:00:38,801 Okay. 15 00:00:55,809 --> 00:00:57,387 Raymond. 16 00:00:57,411 --> 00:00:59,222 Weecha. Whoa, whoa, whoa. 17 00:00:59,246 --> 00:01:00,958 Easy, easy, easy, easy, easy. 18 00:01:04,218 --> 00:01:05,586 How long have I been down? 19 00:01:06,653 --> 00:01:08,165 Almost four days. 20 00:01:11,358 --> 00:01:12,723 Where's Morgan? 21 00:01:13,574 --> 00:01:15,250 I saw him walking into the room... 22 00:01:15,275 --> 00:01:16,676 Morgan didn't make it. 23 00:01:29,043 --> 00:01:31,245 I am so sorry. 24 00:01:35,082 --> 00:01:36,994 Weecha, before the explosion... 25 00:01:39,351 --> 00:01:42,503 There was the woman. 26 00:01:43,557 --> 00:01:45,201 Was it Kate? 27 00:01:47,296 --> 00:01:48,467 I don't know. 28 00:01:49,475 --> 00:01:51,353 You should rest. 29 00:01:51,378 --> 00:01:53,323 We're gonna get you home as soon as we can. 30 00:02:05,445 --> 00:02:06,622 How's Weecha? 31 00:02:06,647 --> 00:02:07,861 Tenacious. 32 00:02:08,909 --> 00:02:11,955 I didn't expect her to last the first night, let alone three. 33 00:02:12,153 --> 00:02:13,330 Something to drink? 34 00:02:13,354 --> 00:02:14,688 No, thank you. 35 00:02:18,125 --> 00:02:19,348 What do you have? 36 00:02:19,373 --> 00:02:22,084 Forensics ran the DNA from the woman in the apartment 37 00:02:22,263 --> 00:02:25,108 against the sample you provided for Mr. Kaplan. 38 00:02:25,132 --> 00:02:26,876 The fire caused by the explosion 39 00:02:26,900 --> 00:02:28,245 degraded the samples significantly, 40 00:02:28,269 --> 00:02:29,612 but there is an overlap. 41 00:02:29,636 --> 00:02:32,273 As far as the M.E.'s concerned, it's her. 42 00:02:33,133 --> 00:02:34,760 You're not convinced. 43 00:02:34,885 --> 00:02:36,592 DNA evidence notwithstanding, 44 00:02:36,617 --> 00:02:37,848 something doesn't add up. 45 00:02:38,312 --> 00:02:39,756 I have a hard time believing 46 00:02:39,780 --> 00:02:42,716 Mr. Kaplan would hire Reggie Cole to kill Doug Koster 47 00:02:42,737 --> 00:02:44,427 in order to blackmail me. 48 00:02:44,451 --> 00:02:47,597 I understand why Kate's involvement 49 00:02:47,621 --> 00:02:49,861 would be difficult for you to accept, Harold. 50 00:02:49,886 --> 00:02:53,265 We negotiated a stay in your prosecution on the condition 51 00:02:53,359 --> 00:02:55,737 that you could expose a broader conspiracy. 52 00:02:55,762 --> 00:02:58,874 If the one person responsible died in that building... 53 00:02:58,899 --> 00:03:02,146 The only head left to serve to the Justice Department is mine. 54 00:03:02,171 --> 00:03:04,182 You stay on Reggie Cole and his lawyer. 55 00:03:04,207 --> 00:03:06,518 With any luck, you'll find a connection to Kaplan. 56 00:03:06,543 --> 00:03:09,222 In the meantime, I'm gonna get a second opinion. 57 00:03:11,168 --> 00:03:14,396 I've been dealing with anxiety and OCD and depression 58 00:03:14,421 --> 00:03:16,066 pretty much my whole life. 59 00:03:16,091 --> 00:03:19,836 I've been able to manage with, um, support and therapy 60 00:03:19,861 --> 00:03:23,041 and medication, but lately, nothing helps. 61 00:03:23,066 --> 00:03:25,544 I haven't been sleeping. I can hardly eat, 62 00:03:25,569 --> 00:03:27,914 which is not like me. 63 00:03:28,061 --> 00:03:29,496 I just, um... 64 00:03:32,032 --> 00:03:33,567 I feel like I'm barely holding it together. 65 00:03:35,152 --> 00:03:37,012 Would you like to set those down? 66 00:03:37,838 --> 00:03:38,872 Yeah, sorry. 67 00:03:40,573 --> 00:03:44,253 I appreciate you bringing me in so early, by the way. 68 00:03:44,278 --> 00:03:47,544 Mr. Homan was a supporter of some of my earliest research. 69 00:03:47,569 --> 00:03:50,515 Any friend of his is welcome anytime they like. 70 00:03:50,540 --> 00:03:52,151 You know, when I, um, 71 00:03:52,318 --> 00:03:54,830 first heard about psychedelic therapy, 72 00:03:54,855 --> 00:03:57,734 I imagined something a bit more... 73 00:03:57,759 --> 00:03:59,437 Tie-dye and trance music? 74 00:03:59,560 --> 00:04:00,703 Yeah. 75 00:04:00,727 --> 00:04:02,337 We get that a lot. 76 00:04:02,361 --> 00:04:05,442 But the truth is, Ketamine and other psychedelic therapies 77 00:04:05,466 --> 00:04:07,477 are revolutionizing care 78 00:04:07,501 --> 00:04:10,273 for people with treatment-resistant 79 00:04:10,297 --> 00:04:12,319 anxiety and depression. 80 00:04:12,873 --> 00:04:15,943 The treatment we're offering is experimental, but it's legal. 81 00:04:16,669 --> 00:04:18,181 Any questions? 82 00:04:20,373 --> 00:04:21,787 What's your fish's name? 83 00:04:22,329 --> 00:04:23,752 What fish? 84 00:04:25,878 --> 00:04:27,390 His name is Frank. 85 00:04:27,414 --> 00:04:29,058 - That was a joke. - Oh. 86 00:04:33,220 --> 00:04:34,591 Shall we begin? 87 00:04:36,093 --> 00:04:37,833 - Okay. - The medication you will be 88 00:04:37,857 --> 00:04:43,229 receiving today is derived from psychoactive plants... 89 00:04:44,730 --> 00:04:45,730 Little stick. 90 00:04:46,799 --> 00:04:48,711 - Ow. - and is delivered 91 00:04:48,735 --> 00:04:53,716 alongside an imidazopyridine class agonist 92 00:04:53,740 --> 00:04:55,684 to induce REM states. 93 00:04:55,708 --> 00:04:57,086 So I'll be dreaming. 94 00:04:57,110 --> 00:04:58,323 In a manner of speaking. 95 00:04:59,912 --> 00:05:02,125 We'll be playing music to help you relax 96 00:05:02,149 --> 00:05:04,227 - throughout the treatment. - Thanks. 97 00:05:04,251 --> 00:05:07,230 But if you see something that upsets you, 98 00:05:07,254 --> 00:05:08,625 just try to be curious about it. 99 00:05:19,732 --> 00:05:21,277 We can always reschedule 100 00:05:21,301 --> 00:05:22,943 if you want more time to think about it. 101 00:05:23,703 --> 00:05:26,915 No, um... I'm ready. 102 00:05:26,939 --> 00:05:27,939 Okay. 103 00:05:28,941 --> 00:05:30,619 See you soon. 104 00:05:43,416 --> 00:05:47,434 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 105 00:05:48,572 --> 00:05:50,617 _ 106 00:05:57,137 --> 00:05:58,258 Good morning! 107 00:05:59,772 --> 00:06:00,949 Hey. 108 00:06:15,021 --> 00:06:16,489 Oh! Figures! 109 00:06:26,199 --> 00:06:28,177 How was your appointment? 110 00:06:28,201 --> 00:06:30,179 Excellent. Thank you for asking. 111 00:06:30,203 --> 00:06:32,381 Well, at least one of us is in a good mood. 112 00:06:32,405 --> 00:06:35,351 Some TikToker in a 6 Series rear-ended me on my way in. 113 00:06:35,375 --> 00:06:37,786 His car was fine, of course. 114 00:06:37,810 --> 00:06:39,788 If you need a mechanic, I know a good one. 115 00:06:39,812 --> 00:06:42,525 - Fast, cheap, and reliable. - What's the catch? 116 00:06:42,549 --> 00:06:44,760 He used to work for the Albanian Mafia. 117 00:06:44,784 --> 00:06:46,028 I'll keep him in mind. 118 00:06:46,052 --> 00:06:48,131 You know what I was thinking on the way over? 119 00:06:48,155 --> 00:06:50,166 We should take a trip, all of us. 120 00:06:50,190 --> 00:06:52,801 Someone just tried to blow up Reddington, so, maybe next week? 121 00:06:52,825 --> 00:06:55,238 Yeah, obviously for the future. 122 00:06:55,262 --> 00:06:58,841 I just... I think we all deserve something to look forward to. 123 00:06:58,865 --> 00:07:01,043 - Sounds like fun. - Great. 124 00:07:01,067 --> 00:07:05,148 If anyone needs me, I will be reviewing these upstairs. 125 00:07:32,031 --> 00:07:34,177 I know, I know. No knocking. 126 00:07:34,201 --> 00:07:36,412 But Reddington called. He's on his way in. 127 00:07:36,589 --> 00:07:37,723 Sounds important. 128 00:07:38,305 --> 00:07:41,049 Okay. Um, do you, uh... 129 00:07:41,073 --> 00:07:42,153 Do you know who sent this? 130 00:07:42,475 --> 00:07:43,752 Beats me. 131 00:07:51,718 --> 00:07:53,596 What? What is going on? 132 00:07:53,620 --> 00:07:57,065 Someone tripped the emergency alarm on sub-section C. 133 00:07:57,089 --> 00:07:58,824 - What's wrong with that feed? - I don't know, 134 00:07:58,848 --> 00:08:00,650 but we have bigger problems. 135 00:08:01,994 --> 00:08:03,672 Oh, my God. 136 00:08:03,693 --> 00:08:05,471 We have small teams moving down multiple hallways. 137 00:08:05,498 --> 00:08:07,210 Who are they? Where did they come from? 138 00:08:07,234 --> 00:08:09,111 I don't know, but they've taken the elevator entrance. 139 00:08:09,135 --> 00:08:11,734 Cell reception's down. We need backup now! 140 00:08:13,509 --> 00:08:14,996 This is Special Agent Dembe Zuma. 141 00:08:15,017 --> 00:08:17,689 We are under attack. I repeat, we are... 142 00:08:19,045 --> 00:08:20,889 - Did they hear you? - I don't know. 143 00:08:20,913 --> 00:08:23,216 Look, whoever these guys are, we need a plan. Now! 144 00:08:24,317 --> 00:08:26,406 Hey, Aram! 145 00:08:26,753 --> 00:08:29,298 There's a phone, in the storage bay on sub-section E. 146 00:08:29,322 --> 00:08:31,267 I couldn't integrate it into our comms system, 147 00:08:31,291 --> 00:08:33,536 because it's connected to a totally, uh, different... 148 00:08:33,914 --> 00:08:35,804 That doesn't matter. Okay, if Ressler and I 149 00:08:35,828 --> 00:08:37,806 can get there, we can call for backup. 150 00:08:37,830 --> 00:08:39,708 - What should we do? - Uh, you two stay here. 151 00:08:39,732 --> 00:08:42,380 Everyone, everyone, take defensive positions! 152 00:08:43,770 --> 00:08:44,913 Let's go. 153 00:08:48,741 --> 00:08:50,277 Better make this quick. 154 00:08:56,649 --> 00:08:58,060 Aram, can you hear me? 155 00:08:58,084 --> 00:08:59,995 Mr. Reddington? 156 00:09:00,019 --> 00:09:02,365 If you want it to stop, you have to get everyone out. 157 00:09:07,727 --> 00:09:09,672 Aram, we've gotta go now! 158 00:09:12,465 --> 00:09:14,277 - Mr. Reddington? - Aram! 159 00:09:14,301 --> 00:09:16,345 Okay, okay, okay. 160 00:09:16,369 --> 00:09:18,681 - Let's go! - Okay. Okay. Okay. 161 00:09:22,809 --> 00:09:24,186 There! 162 00:09:29,349 --> 00:09:31,551 - Dembe. - Reloading. 163 00:09:33,353 --> 00:09:34,797 Eleven o'clock! 164 00:09:43,630 --> 00:09:44,697 Alina! 165 00:09:53,940 --> 00:09:56,819 No, no, no, no, no. No! No! No! No! No! 166 00:09:56,843 --> 00:09:58,164 I'm sorry. 167 00:09:58,845 --> 00:10:00,022 No. 168 00:10:02,782 --> 00:10:05,561 No. No. Alina. Oh, my God. 169 00:10:05,585 --> 00:10:08,163 No. God. No! 170 00:10:08,187 --> 00:10:11,391 No! No! No! 171 00:10:13,159 --> 00:10:14,527 Elevator! 172 00:10:32,979 --> 00:10:34,056 Figures. 173 00:11:13,453 --> 00:11:15,075 Alina? 174 00:11:15,822 --> 00:11:18,601 - You're alive. - So it would seem. 175 00:11:18,625 --> 00:11:20,469 I don't understand. There... 176 00:11:22,462 --> 00:11:23,559 There was an attack. 177 00:11:23,796 --> 00:11:25,130 An attack? 178 00:11:25,651 --> 00:11:27,219 It seemed so real. 179 00:11:28,835 --> 00:11:29,969 Are you all right? 180 00:11:32,342 --> 00:11:33,718 I'm fine. 181 00:11:34,073 --> 00:11:36,955 If you'll just, um, excuse me. Just... 182 00:11:37,950 --> 00:11:39,328 I pulled every piece of paper I could find 183 00:11:39,349 --> 00:11:41,957 on your blackmailer and his lawyer, Lacroix. 184 00:11:41,981 --> 00:11:44,126 Did you find anything connecting them to Mr. Kaplan? 185 00:11:44,150 --> 00:11:46,729 No, but I did find the shell corporations 186 00:11:46,753 --> 00:11:48,330 that Lacroix used to hide the profits 187 00:11:48,354 --> 00:11:49,932 from their blackmail operation. 188 00:11:49,956 --> 00:11:51,834 The guy had seven properties, 189 00:11:51,858 --> 00:11:54,336 a half dozen bank accounts, even a yacht. 190 00:11:54,360 --> 00:11:57,105 Not exactly the upstanding lawyer his wife described. 191 00:11:57,129 --> 00:11:58,774 You think she knows more than she was letting on? 192 00:11:58,798 --> 00:12:00,476 I do. I called her office. 193 00:12:00,500 --> 00:12:02,310 Her assistant said she got in 20 minutes ago. 194 00:12:02,334 --> 00:12:04,112 Send me that address, and I'll meet you there. 195 00:12:04,136 --> 00:12:06,982 And, Donald, thank you. For everything. 196 00:12:07,006 --> 00:12:10,453 Look, whoever's behind this, I'm keeping you out of prison. 197 00:12:10,477 --> 00:12:11,720 Whatever it takes. 198 00:12:14,346 --> 00:12:17,059 Ah! Ernest Glampers. 199 00:12:17,083 --> 00:12:19,261 Glampers, Trout, and Pilgrim attorneys-at-law. 200 00:12:19,285 --> 00:12:22,965 You have the body of Ms. Kathryn Nemec, is that correct? 201 00:12:22,989 --> 00:12:24,332 I'm sorry, sir. You're not actually... 202 00:12:24,356 --> 00:12:26,502 You see, Ms. Nemec was a Rosicrucian. 203 00:12:26,526 --> 00:12:28,471 - A-A what? - A Rosicrucian. 204 00:12:28,495 --> 00:12:30,973 A member if a small religious and cultural community 205 00:12:30,997 --> 00:12:33,141 whose laws demand that the bodies of the deceased 206 00:12:33,165 --> 00:12:35,882 are buried within 24 hours of their deaths. 207 00:12:35,905 --> 00:12:37,546 - I'm sorry... - You should be. 208 00:12:37,570 --> 00:12:40,348 This is a copy of the complaint which I am prepared to file 209 00:12:40,372 --> 00:12:43,385 with the Superior Court of the District of Columbia. 210 00:12:43,409 --> 00:12:46,021 It asserts that by denying Ms. Nemec's family 211 00:12:46,045 --> 00:12:48,491 access to her body, you and your superiors 212 00:12:48,515 --> 00:12:50,993 have violated their civil rights. 213 00:12:51,017 --> 00:12:53,328 Now, Ms. Nemec's family have instructed me 214 00:12:53,352 --> 00:12:56,064 to refrain from filing the suit, if you will simply allow me 215 00:12:56,088 --> 00:12:58,967 to perform the rite of "alure plurot." 216 00:12:58,991 --> 00:13:02,204 You're a "rosarian," too? By marriage. 217 00:13:02,228 --> 00:13:04,406 So, if you could be so kind as to show me to Ms. Nemec's body, 218 00:13:04,430 --> 00:13:06,041 you can get back to your sandwich, 219 00:13:06,065 --> 00:13:08,577 and we can all avoid an awful lot of unpleasantness. 220 00:13:08,601 --> 00:13:09,731 What do you say? 221 00:13:10,770 --> 00:13:12,650 Please, lead the way. 222 00:13:13,072 --> 00:13:15,417 Yeah, hi. This is, uh, Aram Mojtabai. 223 00:13:15,441 --> 00:13:17,252 I was in the office earlier today, 224 00:13:17,276 --> 00:13:19,555 and I-I seem to be having some kind of really, 225 00:13:19,579 --> 00:13:21,223 really intense deja vu, 226 00:13:21,247 --> 00:13:23,328 and I need to speak to Dr. Idigbe right away. 227 00:13:25,251 --> 00:13:26,418 Hello? 228 00:13:54,981 --> 00:13:57,159 I know, I know. No knocking. 229 00:13:57,183 --> 00:13:58,774 Reddington called. He's on his way in. 230 00:13:58,944 --> 00:14:00,245 Sounds important. 231 00:14:00,826 --> 00:14:01,827 What did you just... 232 00:14:03,790 --> 00:14:06,602 Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God. 233 00:14:10,997 --> 00:14:12,775 Okay, so, uh, I know this might sound crazy, 234 00:14:12,799 --> 00:14:15,043 but, um, I think we're about to be attacked. 235 00:14:15,067 --> 00:14:16,444 - Attacked? By who? - I don't know. 236 00:14:16,468 --> 00:14:18,647 That is what I am going to try to figure here. 237 00:14:18,671 --> 00:14:20,515 I'm sorry. Aram, what is going on? 238 00:14:25,645 --> 00:14:27,422 How did you know that would happen? 239 00:14:27,446 --> 00:14:29,424 I've seen it before. At first, I thought it was a dream 240 00:14:29,448 --> 00:14:31,226 or some kind of weird deja vu... 241 00:14:31,250 --> 00:14:33,428 We have small teams moving down multiple hallways. 242 00:14:33,452 --> 00:14:35,197 On the phone, Mr. Reddington said that to make it stop, 243 00:14:35,221 --> 00:14:36,799 we have to get out of the Post Office. 244 00:14:36,823 --> 00:14:38,400 When did you talk to Reddington? 245 00:14:38,424 --> 00:14:39,902 They've taken the elevator entrance. 246 00:14:39,926 --> 00:14:41,469 If I could just find us a clear path... 247 00:14:41,496 --> 00:14:43,958 Cell reception's down. We need backup now! 248 00:14:43,979 --> 00:14:46,290 Okay, there, there! The south-east exit! 249 00:14:49,361 --> 00:14:50,928 Are you guys seeing this? 250 00:14:52,504 --> 00:14:53,949 This is Special Agent Dembe Zuma. 251 00:14:53,973 --> 00:14:55,875 We are under attack. I repeat, we are... 252 00:14:58,544 --> 00:15:00,155 This is a dream. 253 00:15:00,179 --> 00:15:02,090 I'm still in the doctor's office. 254 00:15:02,114 --> 00:15:05,694 - Aram, what is going on? - I don't know. 255 00:15:05,718 --> 00:15:08,247 But there is a clear path to the south-east exit right now. 256 00:15:08,316 --> 00:15:09,855 So, everyone! 257 00:15:10,623 --> 00:15:11,934 Aram! 258 00:15:14,761 --> 00:15:19,211 Okay. I know this doesn't make any sense, but... 259 00:15:20,499 --> 00:15:23,448 We need to get out of the Post Office. Now. 260 00:15:25,071 --> 00:15:26,514 Okay. 261 00:15:26,538 --> 00:15:27,539 We trust you. 262 00:15:28,507 --> 00:15:29,652 Okay. 263 00:15:33,479 --> 00:15:35,323 We make a left out of the stairwell. 264 00:15:35,347 --> 00:15:37,662 Then it's 50 yards to the exit at the end of the hall. 265 00:15:46,058 --> 00:15:47,535 Aram! 266 00:15:52,098 --> 00:15:53,275 Thank you. 267 00:16:04,877 --> 00:16:06,154 It's not working! 268 00:16:06,178 --> 00:16:07,366 That's not possible. 269 00:16:08,547 --> 00:16:10,292 What? I don't... I don't understand. 270 00:16:10,316 --> 00:16:12,394 I-I wrote the security protocols myself. 271 00:16:12,418 --> 00:16:14,362 To access those, you'd need military-grade hacking tools 272 00:16:14,386 --> 00:16:17,132 or... Greylock. 273 00:16:17,156 --> 00:16:18,767 They used your software to hack the system? 274 00:16:18,791 --> 00:16:20,502 - I don't know. - I thought you destroyed it. 275 00:16:20,526 --> 00:16:21,870 I did! 276 00:16:28,134 --> 00:16:29,778 We gotta fall back! 277 00:16:29,802 --> 00:16:32,114 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. We gotta get out. 278 00:16:32,138 --> 00:16:35,117 We don't have a choice! Let's go! 279 00:16:35,141 --> 00:16:38,386 No! Come on, we have to get out! 280 00:16:38,410 --> 00:16:40,288 No. 281 00:16:40,312 --> 00:16:42,057 We have to get out! 282 00:18:18,710 --> 00:18:21,189 Hey. Hey. 283 00:18:21,213 --> 00:18:22,825 Hey, hey! 284 00:18:26,418 --> 00:18:28,196 Hey, hey, hey! 285 00:18:41,167 --> 00:18:42,978 Figures. 286 00:19:03,122 --> 00:19:05,567 Excuse me, Mrs. Lacroix. Donald Ressler, FBI. 287 00:19:05,591 --> 00:19:07,435 I need you to step out of the car. 288 00:19:10,088 --> 00:19:11,657 Mrs. Lacroix? 289 00:19:17,423 --> 00:19:19,391 We're gonna need a crime scene unit. 290 00:19:20,106 --> 00:19:21,549 This is Harold Cooper. 291 00:19:21,573 --> 00:19:24,086 I need a crime scene unit sent to my location. 292 00:19:26,778 --> 00:19:27,846 She's still warm. 293 00:19:50,369 --> 00:19:52,014 Don't move. I'm FBI. 294 00:19:52,038 --> 00:19:53,581 Put your gun on the ground. 295 00:19:53,605 --> 00:19:54,773 Slowly. 296 00:20:02,548 --> 00:20:06,361 Whatever you're thinking about saying, don't. 297 00:20:09,855 --> 00:20:12,800 - Aram, just slow down. - Please just listen to me! 298 00:20:12,824 --> 00:20:14,236 Every time I get off that elevator, 299 00:20:14,260 --> 00:20:16,004 we have this same conversation, 300 00:20:16,028 --> 00:20:18,806 and then a few minutes later, all of you are dead, alright? 301 00:20:18,830 --> 00:20:21,376 This is some kind of a bad acid trip, and we're all in it? 302 00:20:21,400 --> 00:20:23,445 Yeah, and I am sorry about that, 303 00:20:23,469 --> 00:20:25,694 but what matters is that I heard Mr. Reddington earlier, 304 00:20:25,715 --> 00:20:27,249 and he told me to get everyone out. 305 00:20:27,273 --> 00:20:29,451 Look, I know how this must sound, but I think to make this stop, 306 00:20:29,475 --> 00:20:30,987 I need to get us out of the Post Office... 307 00:20:31,008 --> 00:20:32,988 - Aram... - Look, I can prove it. 308 00:20:33,012 --> 00:20:34,656 You were in a car accident earlier this morning, right? 309 00:20:34,680 --> 00:20:36,058 Rear-ended by a guy in a 6 Series. 310 00:20:36,082 --> 00:20:37,825 - How did you... - But it's no big deal, 311 00:20:37,852 --> 00:20:40,176 because Dembe knows a mechanic who used to run guns for... 312 00:20:40,231 --> 00:20:41,696 - the Albanians. - The Albanians. 313 00:20:41,720 --> 00:20:44,266 Look, I would love to discuss the metaphysics of all this, 314 00:20:44,290 --> 00:20:45,867 but any second now, they are going to come 315 00:20:45,891 --> 00:20:48,003 - through sub-section C... - Who's coming through 316 00:20:48,027 --> 00:20:49,571 - sub-section C? - I don't know. 317 00:20:49,595 --> 00:20:51,573 There is, like, a guy in a bear mask 318 00:20:51,597 --> 00:20:53,208 with, like, a bunch of mercenaries, 319 00:20:53,232 --> 00:20:54,642 and it's like we're in a maze. 320 00:20:54,666 --> 00:20:56,979 And if I can't find a way to get us out, 321 00:20:57,003 --> 00:21:00,348 it's gonna start all over again. It's... It's a loop. 322 00:21:00,372 --> 00:21:02,184 Aram, just breathe. 323 00:21:04,276 --> 00:21:06,688 I can't watch you all die again, okay? 324 00:21:06,712 --> 00:21:08,690 Listen, I know you've been under a lot of pressure lately. 325 00:21:08,714 --> 00:21:09,924 There's nothing wrong with taking some time... 326 00:21:09,948 --> 00:21:11,159 The sewer. 327 00:21:14,153 --> 00:21:15,998 I saw workers accessing it on my way in. 328 00:21:21,727 --> 00:21:23,571 My God. There's a mechanical room 329 00:21:23,595 --> 00:21:25,607 in sub-section C that runs alongside 330 00:21:25,631 --> 00:21:27,909 an old Water and Sewer service shaft. 331 00:21:27,933 --> 00:21:29,844 We have small teams moving down multiple hallways. 332 00:21:29,868 --> 00:21:31,713 They've taken the elevator entrance. 333 00:21:31,737 --> 00:21:33,815 They staged in the shaft and blew through the walls. 334 00:21:33,839 --> 00:21:35,617 All the other exits are locked down, 335 00:21:35,641 --> 00:21:38,053 so the only way out is the way they came in. 336 00:21:42,381 --> 00:21:45,427 I don't understand. I thought Mr. Kaplan died years ago. 337 00:21:45,451 --> 00:21:47,395 So did I, but the authorities weren't able 338 00:21:47,419 --> 00:21:49,564 to definitively determine 339 00:21:49,588 --> 00:21:51,899 whether the woman who died in the explosion 340 00:21:51,923 --> 00:21:54,636 was Kate or not, so I went to the morgue 341 00:21:54,660 --> 00:21:56,771 to collect a sample for you to analyze. 342 00:21:56,795 --> 00:21:58,906 I don't want to keep you from your vacation, Vlad, 343 00:21:58,930 --> 00:22:01,343 but I have to know for sure. 344 00:22:01,367 --> 00:22:03,678 I need eight hours. Edward will be waiting for you 345 00:22:03,702 --> 00:22:06,058 on my jet with the engines running. 346 00:22:06,838 --> 00:22:08,650 So, just assuming you're right, and this is all 347 00:22:08,674 --> 00:22:10,652 a hallucination, what happens if you die? 348 00:22:10,676 --> 00:22:12,355 - Does everything reset? - I don't know, 349 00:22:12,382 --> 00:22:14,467 and honestly, I'd rather not find out. 350 00:22:15,081 --> 00:22:16,338 Aah! How did you... 351 00:22:16,375 --> 00:22:17,384 Duck. 352 00:22:18,984 --> 00:22:21,096 How many times have you done this? 353 00:22:21,120 --> 00:22:22,497 Enough. 354 00:22:25,591 --> 00:22:27,669 There. There. This is how it stops. 355 00:22:27,693 --> 00:22:29,271 Come on. Go. 356 00:22:29,295 --> 00:22:31,139 Go. Go now! Come on. 357 00:22:45,344 --> 00:22:47,122 Sorry, bear-face. 358 00:22:47,146 --> 00:22:48,656 Not this time. 359 00:22:57,536 --> 00:22:58,537 Figures. 360 00:23:00,044 --> 00:23:01,212 I got everyone out. 361 00:23:04,430 --> 00:23:06,007 Can you hear me? 362 00:23:06,031 --> 00:23:07,475 Can you hear me? 363 00:23:07,499 --> 00:23:08,876 Can you hear me? 364 00:23:21,380 --> 00:23:23,158 Figures. 365 00:23:25,751 --> 00:23:27,362 The medication you will be 366 00:23:27,386 --> 00:23:32,934 receiving today is derived from psychoactive plants... 367 00:23:32,958 --> 00:23:34,502 Little stick. 368 00:23:34,526 --> 00:23:35,894 Wait! 369 00:23:37,796 --> 00:23:39,541 Mommy! 370 00:23:39,565 --> 00:23:41,237 Oh! 371 00:23:47,973 --> 00:23:49,517 Please. 372 00:23:56,779 --> 00:23:58,796 This isn't real. 373 00:24:00,186 --> 00:24:01,929 This isn't real. 374 00:24:51,803 --> 00:24:53,014 Who are you? 375 00:25:02,981 --> 00:25:04,459 Oh... 376 00:25:06,752 --> 00:25:08,863 Oh, no. 377 00:25:16,762 --> 00:25:18,473 I'm you. 378 00:25:32,711 --> 00:25:34,922 - Anything? - Nothing. Guy won't say a word. 379 00:25:34,946 --> 00:25:37,158 - Maybe he won't have to. - We found confirmation 380 00:25:37,182 --> 00:25:40,562 of a secure payment for $25,000 on our suspect's phone. 381 00:25:40,586 --> 00:25:43,064 We think it was down payment for the hit on Mrs. Lacroix. 382 00:25:43,088 --> 00:25:44,532 Any idea who made the payment? 383 00:25:44,556 --> 00:25:46,668 Not yet, but it came from a numbered account 384 00:25:46,692 --> 00:25:49,036 which we've traced to the Hatem Trust Bank in Lebanon. 385 00:25:49,060 --> 00:25:50,672 The only problem is Hatem Trust Bank 386 00:25:50,696 --> 00:25:52,740 closed over three years ago. 387 00:25:52,764 --> 00:25:55,142 How was a payment made from an account at a shuttered bank? 388 00:25:55,166 --> 00:25:56,911 We're not sure, but the payment was time-stamped 389 00:25:56,935 --> 00:25:58,946 for the morning of the bombing, so it's possible 390 00:25:58,970 --> 00:26:00,982 Mr. Kaplan was the one who made the transfer. 391 00:26:01,006 --> 00:26:03,551 The timing might work, but the motive doesn't. 392 00:26:03,575 --> 00:26:05,553 Why would Kaplan bother killing Mrs. Lacroix 393 00:26:05,577 --> 00:26:07,589 when the plan was to kill herself? 394 00:26:07,613 --> 00:26:09,957 Maybe she has co-conspirators that she wanted to protect. 395 00:26:09,981 --> 00:26:11,359 The only way to know for sure 396 00:26:11,383 --> 00:26:13,795 is to identify the owner of that account. 397 00:26:13,819 --> 00:26:16,664 Contact former bank clients and employees. 398 00:26:16,688 --> 00:26:17,851 We need a name. 399 00:26:24,195 --> 00:26:25,807 Okay. 400 00:26:28,133 --> 00:26:29,777 Okay. 401 00:26:29,801 --> 00:26:31,479 There you go. 402 00:26:31,503 --> 00:26:33,348 I'm not an invalid. 403 00:26:33,372 --> 00:26:36,851 No, you're not, but you suffered a major percussive trauma 404 00:26:36,875 --> 00:26:39,987 and pretty severe burns, and you need to rest. 405 00:26:40,011 --> 00:26:42,357 I'm tired of rest. 406 00:26:42,381 --> 00:26:44,292 Remember what you told me on the Brazo Morales 407 00:26:44,316 --> 00:26:45,629 the night we met? 408 00:26:46,552 --> 00:26:48,563 Be quiet. Go to sleep. 409 00:26:48,587 --> 00:26:50,598 There you go, sweetheart. 410 00:26:50,622 --> 00:26:52,334 You get the sample to Cvetko? 411 00:26:52,358 --> 00:26:54,201 Yes, I did. 412 00:26:56,362 --> 00:26:57,629 What is it? 413 00:27:09,274 --> 00:27:10,796 Ah, Mierce. 414 00:27:12,043 --> 00:27:13,855 Oh, I'm so glad you came. I wasn't sure if... 415 00:27:13,879 --> 00:27:16,247 I came to help Weecha get better. 416 00:27:17,816 --> 00:27:21,062 - That's all. - Okay. 417 00:27:21,086 --> 00:27:23,030 It would be bad enough if you were the only one 418 00:27:23,054 --> 00:27:26,033 to suffer the consequences of your decisions. 419 00:27:28,427 --> 00:27:31,172 But vengeance is like a virus... 420 00:27:31,196 --> 00:27:34,470 In time, everyone close to you becomes afflicted. 421 00:27:35,601 --> 00:27:37,445 And still, you won't stop, will you? 422 00:27:40,606 --> 00:27:43,217 - Mierce... - Then we have nothing left to discuss. 423 00:27:43,241 --> 00:27:45,420 Excuse me. 424 00:27:50,916 --> 00:27:53,661 Remember junior prom? 425 00:27:53,685 --> 00:27:55,663 Came back from the bathroom to find Linda Beckman 426 00:27:55,687 --> 00:27:57,823 making out with Dominic Angelella. 427 00:27:58,824 --> 00:28:00,702 You should have hit him in the face. 428 00:28:00,726 --> 00:28:01,993 This isn't happening. 429 00:28:02,794 --> 00:28:04,238 - You're not... - Real? 430 00:28:04,262 --> 00:28:06,408 Oh, I think I am. 431 00:28:06,432 --> 00:28:07,628 I'm part of you. 432 00:28:08,967 --> 00:28:11,069 And I've been waiting a long time for this. 433 00:28:23,381 --> 00:28:25,092 No point running. 434 00:28:25,116 --> 00:28:26,861 Can't escape yourself. 435 00:28:29,254 --> 00:28:30,998 I got 'em out... 436 00:28:31,022 --> 00:28:32,834 Wrong. 437 00:28:32,858 --> 00:28:34,301 Getting everyone out of the Post Office 438 00:28:34,325 --> 00:28:37,241 was a lie you made up because you can't face the truth. 439 00:28:38,129 --> 00:28:40,642 And you want to know why you believed it? 440 00:28:40,666 --> 00:28:42,621 Because Reddington said so. 441 00:28:44,169 --> 00:28:45,947 Gotta love the comforting voice of authority 442 00:28:45,971 --> 00:28:47,915 when you're too weak to trust yourself. 443 00:28:47,939 --> 00:28:49,817 But, hey, I don't blame you. 444 00:28:49,841 --> 00:28:51,519 I wouldn't trust you, either. 445 00:28:56,147 --> 00:28:57,992 Nick was my friend. 446 00:28:58,016 --> 00:29:00,662 - I didn't know... - "I didn't know!" 447 00:29:00,686 --> 00:29:03,267 You know they thought you were the smart one, right? 448 00:29:06,758 --> 00:29:07,926 Admit it, man. 449 00:29:09,360 --> 00:29:10,524 Deep down, 450 00:29:12,151 --> 00:29:14,876 when it really matters most, 451 00:29:14,900 --> 00:29:17,364 you'll always be a day late and dollar short. 452 00:29:18,823 --> 00:29:20,124 I mean, if you weren't, 453 00:29:21,573 --> 00:29:23,036 she'd still be alive. 454 00:29:36,187 --> 00:29:38,010 She was right in front of you... 455 00:29:46,898 --> 00:29:49,479 and you were too scared to stop her. 456 00:29:49,935 --> 00:29:53,781 But, hey, at least you managed to make Agnes Keen an orphan. 457 00:30:02,247 --> 00:30:03,891 And then there's Samar. 458 00:30:10,589 --> 00:30:12,591 Come on! 459 00:30:25,070 --> 00:30:28,315 You know, I don't actually know what happens 460 00:30:28,339 --> 00:30:30,395 when you die in here. 461 00:30:30,842 --> 00:30:34,556 But the truth is, I don't really care. 462 00:30:34,580 --> 00:30:38,153 Because in here or out there, 463 00:30:39,217 --> 00:30:41,563 I'll be waiting. 464 00:30:41,587 --> 00:30:45,332 And it's only a matter of time before you realize 465 00:30:45,356 --> 00:30:47,168 you need me. 466 00:30:54,499 --> 00:30:58,079 You know the most amazing part about all this? 467 00:30:58,103 --> 00:31:01,783 I can't do a thing in here that you don't want me to. 468 00:31:08,033 --> 00:31:12,514 It would be sad, if it wasn't so pathetic. 469 00:31:23,528 --> 00:31:25,907 God, I thought he'd never shut up. 470 00:31:28,333 --> 00:31:29,601 Samar? 471 00:31:38,710 --> 00:31:40,688 This is just another hallucination. 472 00:31:40,712 --> 00:31:43,581 Yes, and yet here I am. 473 00:31:44,803 --> 00:31:46,828 You look incredible. 474 00:31:46,852 --> 00:31:49,130 - You look like hell. - Yeah. 475 00:31:49,154 --> 00:31:52,853 Well, it's, um, kind of been a rough day. 476 00:31:53,491 --> 00:31:55,670 Seems like it's been a rough couple of years. 477 00:31:55,694 --> 00:31:58,305 If I knew all it took to see you again 478 00:31:58,329 --> 00:32:00,041 was a medical-grade acid trip... 479 00:32:00,065 --> 00:32:02,744 You've been living a lie, Aram, 480 00:32:02,768 --> 00:32:05,246 and I couldn't sit back and watch it any longer. 481 00:32:05,270 --> 00:32:07,251 - What lie? - The one you've been telling yourself 482 00:32:07,282 --> 00:32:08,783 since I went into the water. 483 00:32:08,807 --> 00:32:11,152 The one you repeated when Liz died 484 00:32:11,176 --> 00:32:12,954 and when Nick hijacked your code. 485 00:32:12,978 --> 00:32:14,555 The one convincing you 486 00:32:14,579 --> 00:32:16,523 that you'll fail as leader of the task force. 487 00:32:16,547 --> 00:32:18,712 I don't... 488 00:32:19,918 --> 00:32:21,729 I don't know what you're talking about. 489 00:32:21,753 --> 00:32:23,831 Yes, you do. 490 00:32:23,855 --> 00:32:25,850 And I need you to see it. 491 00:32:25,871 --> 00:32:27,523 The man in the mask had your face. 492 00:32:27,544 --> 00:32:28,790 - Why? - Why'd you leave? 493 00:32:28,814 --> 00:32:30,404 Aram, please, we don't have much time. 494 00:32:30,428 --> 00:32:32,707 I would've taken care of you. Even if you forgot everything. 495 00:32:32,731 --> 00:32:34,608 I just wanted to be near you. 496 00:32:34,632 --> 00:32:37,011 Why did you make yourself into a Blacklister, Aram? 497 00:32:37,035 --> 00:32:39,747 Because it's my fault. All of it. 498 00:32:39,771 --> 00:32:42,549 If I had just gotten to you sooner, you'd still be here with me, 499 00:32:42,573 --> 00:32:45,720 instead of wasting away alone on some island. 500 00:32:45,744 --> 00:32:47,388 It was my choice, Aram. 501 00:32:47,412 --> 00:32:51,703 I was supposed to protect you, and I failed. 502 00:32:52,150 --> 00:32:56,197 Just like I failed Liz and I failed Agnes 503 00:32:56,221 --> 00:32:59,090 and I failed Greylock and... 504 00:33:00,158 --> 00:33:02,547 Just like I'm gonna fail the task force. 505 00:33:03,128 --> 00:33:05,372 That's what he wants you to believe. 506 00:33:05,396 --> 00:33:07,942 That doesn't make it true. He wants you to believe 507 00:33:07,966 --> 00:33:09,877 that if you were only stronger 508 00:33:09,901 --> 00:33:12,013 or smarter or more ruthless, 509 00:33:12,037 --> 00:33:15,750 that you could have stopped everything from happening. 510 00:33:15,774 --> 00:33:18,285 But no one has that much control. 511 00:33:18,309 --> 00:33:20,922 Not Cooper, not Reddington, not you. 512 00:33:24,415 --> 00:33:26,417 It wasn't your fault. 513 00:33:31,990 --> 00:33:34,168 Samar. Samar. 514 00:33:39,297 --> 00:33:40,975 For what it's worth, the savior complex 515 00:33:40,999 --> 00:33:43,444 was more charming when it wasn't completely homicidal. 516 00:33:48,539 --> 00:33:50,008 Oh, God. 517 00:33:51,642 --> 00:33:53,056 You've always been enough. 518 00:33:54,645 --> 00:33:56,184 It's about time that you see it. 519 00:34:12,263 --> 00:34:14,165 Welcome back, Aram. 520 00:34:25,877 --> 00:34:27,822 Where are you going? 521 00:34:27,846 --> 00:34:30,552 I thought I'd give you some space. 522 00:34:31,149 --> 00:34:33,972 You can always reach me on the usual number. 523 00:34:34,886 --> 00:34:37,298 Oh, Raymond. 524 00:34:37,322 --> 00:34:39,266 I don't know what you want me to say. 525 00:34:39,290 --> 00:34:40,491 You don't need to say anything. 526 00:34:41,827 --> 00:34:44,438 You warned me that if I continued down this path, 527 00:34:44,462 --> 00:34:46,401 terrible things would happen. And they did. 528 00:34:47,398 --> 00:34:49,529 I knew they would. They always have. 529 00:34:50,701 --> 00:34:53,438 I want so badly to be angry with you. 530 00:34:55,199 --> 00:34:56,968 I think you want me to be, too. 531 00:34:58,275 --> 00:35:00,277 But the truth is, I'm not. 532 00:35:01,712 --> 00:35:03,248 I'm just sad. 533 00:35:05,083 --> 00:35:06,393 Yes. 534 00:35:09,154 --> 00:35:11,222 Vlad. Ah, Vlad. 535 00:35:13,191 --> 00:35:14,468 - Am I interrupting? - No. 536 00:35:14,492 --> 00:35:17,138 Mierce, this is Vladimir Cvetko. 537 00:35:17,162 --> 00:35:19,306 Vlad, this is Weecha's sister, Mierce. 538 00:35:19,330 --> 00:35:21,909 - Mucho gusto. - Encantado. 539 00:35:21,933 --> 00:35:23,945 Vlad, you have a plane waiting. 540 00:35:23,969 --> 00:35:26,347 The woman in the apartment... Was she Kate or not? 541 00:35:26,371 --> 00:35:30,051 No. After compensating for the damage caused by the fire, 542 00:35:30,075 --> 00:35:33,921 I found that the samples were a 50% match. 543 00:35:33,945 --> 00:35:35,722 This means the woman in the apartment 544 00:35:35,746 --> 00:35:37,524 - was not Mr. Kaplan. - It was... 545 00:35:37,548 --> 00:35:39,927 Her sister. Maureen. 546 00:35:42,954 --> 00:35:44,125 Thank you, Vlad. 547 00:35:46,191 --> 00:35:47,935 - Adios. - Adios. 548 00:35:54,065 --> 00:35:57,135 Raymond, go. 549 00:35:58,403 --> 00:35:59,837 Do what you will. 550 00:36:18,990 --> 00:36:21,162 So, that's not normal? 551 00:36:21,559 --> 00:36:26,407 It's not uncommon for patients to encounter feelings of shame 552 00:36:26,431 --> 00:36:30,244 and grief or even experience radical confrontations 553 00:36:30,268 --> 00:36:32,779 - with the self, but... - Murder loops? 554 00:36:32,803 --> 00:36:35,016 Not something I've heard before. 555 00:36:35,040 --> 00:36:36,761 I'm not sure I'd put it in the brochure. 556 00:36:38,009 --> 00:36:39,310 How do you feel? 557 00:36:40,178 --> 00:36:41,879 I don't know. 558 00:36:42,413 --> 00:36:43,925 Um... 559 00:36:43,949 --> 00:36:46,727 It's like I was certain that it was just a matter of time 560 00:36:46,751 --> 00:36:48,795 before everything fell apart, 561 00:36:48,819 --> 00:36:50,831 and so I fought as hard as I could to stop it, 562 00:36:50,855 --> 00:36:52,399 even though I knew I couldn't. 563 00:36:52,423 --> 00:36:53,423 And now, 564 00:36:54,872 --> 00:36:57,408 for the first time that I can remember... 565 00:37:01,366 --> 00:37:03,034 I don't feel like I have to fight anymore. 566 00:37:04,469 --> 00:37:06,249 I'm glad, Aram. 567 00:37:07,072 --> 00:37:10,751 It's not uncommon to feel like one has a new lease on life... 568 00:37:10,775 --> 00:37:12,286 But? 569 00:37:12,310 --> 00:37:14,345 This treatment isn't a cure-all. 570 00:37:15,046 --> 00:37:17,258 Do you understand? 571 00:37:17,282 --> 00:37:18,525 I understand about as much 572 00:37:18,549 --> 00:37:20,761 as anything that happened to me today. 573 00:37:20,785 --> 00:37:23,597 So, 50%? 574 00:37:25,023 --> 00:37:26,424 Good enough. 575 00:37:36,501 --> 00:37:39,813 That night, before the explosion... 576 00:37:42,007 --> 00:37:43,985 I was wondering what I would do 577 00:37:44,009 --> 00:37:48,375 if all this really was Kate's doing. 578 00:37:49,360 --> 00:37:51,705 I remember knowing with absolute certainty 579 00:37:51,730 --> 00:37:55,507 that Elizabeth would have wanted me to show her mercy. 580 00:37:59,357 --> 00:38:00,929 I can still hear her voice. 581 00:38:02,886 --> 00:38:04,355 Me, too. 582 00:38:06,797 --> 00:38:09,043 Before the bomb went off, 583 00:38:09,067 --> 00:38:10,835 I thought maybe... 584 00:38:13,604 --> 00:38:15,773 I just might rise to the occasion. 585 00:38:17,742 --> 00:38:19,320 At least now we know 586 00:38:19,344 --> 00:38:22,080 Mr. Kaplan wasn't responsible for Liz's death. 587 00:38:25,716 --> 00:38:27,539 You have something new on Mrs. Lacroix? 588 00:38:30,088 --> 00:38:31,584 Mystery, really. 589 00:38:33,491 --> 00:38:35,802 The assassin was paid via wire transfer 590 00:38:35,826 --> 00:38:37,804 from an account at a Lebanese bank. 591 00:38:37,828 --> 00:38:39,938 The only problem is that, according to public records, 592 00:38:39,977 --> 00:38:41,875 that bank has been closed for years. 593 00:38:41,899 --> 00:38:43,978 Trying to figure out how the payment was made now, 594 00:38:44,009 --> 00:38:45,910 but so far, we haven't been able to find out 595 00:38:45,931 --> 00:38:47,633 anything about the account holder... 596 00:38:48,619 --> 00:38:49,820 And you never will. 597 00:38:51,142 --> 00:38:53,187 That account is part of a financial network 598 00:38:53,211 --> 00:38:55,346 more secure than any other bank on earth. 599 00:38:56,781 --> 00:38:58,949 That's why I opened the account in the first place. 600 00:39:00,985 --> 00:39:03,664 The payment for Mrs. Lacroix's assassin, 601 00:39:03,688 --> 00:39:05,466 it came from your account? 602 00:39:05,490 --> 00:39:07,134 It did. 603 00:39:09,194 --> 00:39:12,573 Our enemy is closer than I ever imagined, Harold. 604 00:39:33,384 --> 00:39:35,162 How was your appointment? 605 00:39:35,186 --> 00:39:36,921 Oh, it was... 606 00:39:39,124 --> 00:39:41,702 You weren't in a fender bender this morning, were you? 607 00:39:41,726 --> 00:39:44,574 No. Why? 608 00:39:45,029 --> 00:39:46,573 No reason. 609 00:39:46,597 --> 00:39:48,742 Uh, look, before we get started, 610 00:39:48,766 --> 00:39:51,412 I need you to do me a favor. This is gonna sound strange, 611 00:39:51,436 --> 00:39:53,947 but I need you to slap me in the face. Hard. 612 00:39:53,971 --> 00:39:55,582 - I know that's a weird... - Ow. 613 00:39:55,606 --> 00:39:57,951 Okay. 614 00:39:57,975 --> 00:39:59,009 Thank you. 615 00:39:59,844 --> 00:40:01,078 Happy to help. 616 00:40:08,819 --> 00:40:12,132 Ever since I got back, I've been wondering why now? 617 00:40:12,223 --> 00:40:15,402 I've been feeling guilty about Samar, about Liz for years, 618 00:40:15,426 --> 00:40:18,942 and what happened with Nick and Greylock was awful, but... 619 00:40:19,797 --> 00:40:23,677 Why did I choose that moment to totally fall off a cliff? 620 00:40:23,701 --> 00:40:25,524 I'm not sure you chose anything, 621 00:40:25,860 --> 00:40:28,159 but I'm curious if you have any ideas. 622 00:40:29,039 --> 00:40:30,484 Well I can't be sure, 623 00:40:30,508 --> 00:40:33,019 but I actually think it's all your fault. 624 00:40:33,043 --> 00:40:35,989 I mean, with you in charge, 625 00:40:36,013 --> 00:40:38,659 I always had someone to rely on. To make the hard calls. 626 00:40:38,683 --> 00:40:40,713 Take the blame if things went wrong. 627 00:40:41,719 --> 00:40:44,198 I knew I wasn't ready, but I was hoping 628 00:40:44,222 --> 00:40:45,885 I'd handle it a little better. 629 00:40:46,624 --> 00:40:48,034 You're handling it fine. 630 00:40:48,058 --> 00:40:49,570 I've been so anxious and depressed, 631 00:40:49,594 --> 00:40:51,683 I took an experimental hallucinogen. 632 00:40:52,397 --> 00:40:53,640 You got help. 633 00:40:53,664 --> 00:40:54,865 And I'm proud of you for that. 634 00:40:56,100 --> 00:40:57,411 This place is a crucible. 635 00:40:57,435 --> 00:40:59,480 Of course you were overwhelmed. 636 00:40:59,504 --> 00:41:01,901 You remember you were kidnapped about a month ago, right? 637 00:41:02,773 --> 00:41:04,685 This job demands that you recognize 638 00:41:04,709 --> 00:41:08,189 the things you can control and the things you can't. 639 00:41:08,213 --> 00:41:09,868 You make the best choices you can, 640 00:41:10,881 --> 00:41:14,395 then you find a way to forgive yourself so you can move forward. 641 00:41:14,419 --> 00:41:16,153 That sounds completely impossible. 642 00:41:17,187 --> 00:41:18,255 I know. 643 00:41:19,724 --> 00:41:21,268 But you'll learn. 644 00:41:21,292 --> 00:41:23,006 And I'll have your back while you do. 645 00:41:24,695 --> 00:41:25,963 We all will. 646 00:42:15,654 --> 00:42:20,654 CREDITS