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His phone's off, straight to voice mail. 31 00:01:57,600 --> 00:01:58,927 It's never off. 32 00:01:58,952 --> 00:02:01,596 And he's, uh... How old is he, 18? 33 00:02:01,621 --> 00:02:04,808 I don't want to hear any of that "24 hour, he's an adult" crap. 34 00:02:04,833 --> 00:02:06,236 He always comes home. 35 00:02:06,262 --> 00:02:08,202 This is where he sleeps. 36 00:02:08,462 --> 00:02:11,273 Or at Co's... his dad, my ex. 37 00:02:11,298 --> 00:02:13,233 He hasn't heard from him either. 38 00:02:13,258 --> 00:02:15,694 He's out driving right now looking for him. 39 00:02:15,719 --> 00:02:17,404 And what's your son driving? 40 00:02:17,429 --> 00:02:20,050 Ford F-250, black. 41 00:02:20,474 --> 00:02:23,894 Maybe he's at the docks. He works there with his dad. 42 00:02:30,327 --> 00:02:32,971 Any reason he'd up and disappear? 43 00:02:32,997 --> 00:02:35,619 Drugs? He into drugs? 44 00:02:35,907 --> 00:02:37,579 I mean, a little pot. 45 00:02:38,471 --> 00:02:41,041 - You there, David? - Go ahead, dispatch. 46 00:02:41,067 --> 00:02:43,597 We've got a possible sighting of a black F-250 47 00:02:43,622 --> 00:02:45,947 at the Kmart parking lot, nine miles away. 48 00:02:45,973 --> 00:02:47,266 Copy. 49 00:03:47,018 --> 00:03:50,367 Dispatch, we're gonna need paramedics, fire... 50 00:03:50,609 --> 00:03:51,748 M.E. 51 00:03:51,773 --> 00:03:53,692 Copy that. Stand by. 52 00:04:20,158 --> 00:04:22,785 What the fuck? What the fuck? 53 00:04:25,659 --> 00:04:27,492 - I'm going over there. - You can't come in here, sir. 54 00:04:27,517 --> 00:04:29,094 - Back up. - Hold up. Hold up. 55 00:04:29,120 --> 00:04:31,472 - Who are you? What's your name? - You want to know my fucking name? 56 00:04:31,498 --> 00:04:33,409 Check in the fucking glove box. 57 00:04:33,435 --> 00:04:35,454 That's my grandson's truck! 58 00:04:35,480 --> 00:04:37,565 Let me by! Let me by! 59 00:04:37,591 --> 00:04:39,928 This is my grandson's truck. Did you hear me? 60 00:04:57,010 --> 00:04:59,804 _ 61 00:04:59,830 --> 00:05:02,970 _ 62 00:05:07,555 --> 00:05:08,843 Co. 63 00:05:10,685 --> 00:05:13,288 Are you with the girls right now? 64 00:05:13,313 --> 00:05:15,649 Yeah. Why? 65 00:05:16,873 --> 00:05:20,143 There's yellow tape around our son's truck. 66 00:05:20,169 --> 00:05:21,551 What's your name? 67 00:05:43,042 --> 00:05:44,847 How about Vasquez? 68 00:05:44,873 --> 00:05:46,571 Oh, total all-around drubbing. 69 00:05:46,596 --> 00:05:48,933 Yeah, Sox are still gonna end up dead last. 70 00:05:48,967 --> 00:05:51,199 - Mark my words. - "Mark"... 71 00:05:51,283 --> 00:05:53,003 What are you, Raymond Chandler? 72 00:06:08,229 --> 00:06:10,159 _ 73 00:06:12,292 --> 00:06:15,948 _ 74 00:06:19,869 --> 00:06:21,088 Hey. 75 00:06:21,339 --> 00:06:23,316 Kid killed himself this weekend. 76 00:06:23,341 --> 00:06:24,391 Yeah. 77 00:06:24,417 --> 00:06:27,844 Were you gonna tell me about it or just let me babble on about the game? 78 00:06:28,388 --> 00:06:29,739 Conrad Roy. 79 00:06:29,927 --> 00:06:31,408 Yeah. You know him? 80 00:06:32,058 --> 00:06:35,286 Not the kid, but the family... Not personally. 81 00:06:35,312 --> 00:06:38,927 But it says we got his cell phone in evidence but no pass code. 82 00:06:39,168 --> 00:06:42,252 Yeah, uh, another guy named Conrad called earlier. 83 00:06:42,277 --> 00:06:44,170 Claims he's the kid's granddad. 84 00:06:44,195 --> 00:06:46,325 Said he could send us the pass code. 85 00:06:46,559 --> 00:06:48,083 So did you get it? 86 00:06:48,283 --> 00:06:50,098 Uh, not yet, no. 87 00:06:51,913 --> 00:06:53,519 You want me to call him back? 88 00:06:54,038 --> 00:06:56,770 You're gonna be an 80-year-old beat cop patrolling in a fucking Rascal, 89 00:06:56,796 --> 00:06:58,689 you don't get your shit together. 90 00:06:59,154 --> 00:07:01,707 - Mark my words. - Yeah. 91 00:07:43,316 --> 00:07:45,089 _ 92 00:07:47,488 --> 00:07:49,456 _ 93 00:07:49,489 --> 00:07:51,355 _ 94 00:07:51,380 --> 00:07:53,121 _ 95 00:07:53,147 --> 00:07:54,863 _ 96 00:07:54,903 --> 00:07:57,660 _ 97 00:08:05,902 --> 00:08:08,214 _ 98 00:08:08,239 --> 00:08:12,113 _ 99 00:08:12,153 --> 00:08:16,089 _ 100 00:08:16,115 --> 00:08:18,058 _ 101 00:08:18,083 --> 00:08:20,230 _ 102 00:09:05,500 --> 00:09:07,750 _ 103 00:09:12,800 --> 00:09:14,453 Mrs. Roy. 104 00:09:32,489 --> 00:09:33,774 Michelle? 105 00:09:34,798 --> 00:09:36,376 Michelle, what is it? 106 00:09:40,872 --> 00:09:42,933 Conrad's dead. 107 00:09:47,142 --> 00:09:48,859 Who's Conrad? 108 00:10:43,057 --> 00:10:45,604 _ 109 00:10:45,630 --> 00:10:48,034 _ 110 00:10:58,616 --> 00:11:00,238 This is weird. 111 00:11:00,264 --> 00:11:02,699 Of course it's weird. He's dead. 112 00:11:02,787 --> 00:11:05,816 - You didn't even know him. - She asked us to come. 113 00:11:06,129 --> 00:11:07,957 Just... be nice for once. 114 00:11:10,479 --> 00:11:11,855 Michelle? 115 00:11:13,923 --> 00:11:16,467 Guys, you came. 116 00:11:18,313 --> 00:11:19,754 It's okay. 117 00:11:22,348 --> 00:11:26,394 I just can't believe he's gone. 118 00:11:30,023 --> 00:11:33,127 Hayden, can you give us some privacy, please? 119 00:11:40,887 --> 00:11:42,327 Door. 120 00:11:48,881 --> 00:11:50,146 How... 121 00:11:51,461 --> 00:11:52,562 How are you doing? 122 00:11:52,587 --> 00:11:54,814 It means a lot that you guys came. 123 00:11:54,839 --> 00:11:56,816 - Of course. - Yeah. 124 00:11:56,841 --> 00:12:01,070 I know I haven't always been the best best friend. 125 00:12:01,837 --> 00:12:04,931 It's okay. Don't... Don't worry about it. 126 00:12:06,103 --> 00:12:10,056 I just loved him so much. 127 00:12:10,082 --> 00:12:11,134 I know. 128 00:12:11,483 --> 00:12:14,290 - And he loved me. - Of course he did. 129 00:12:18,722 --> 00:12:22,027 It's all my fault. I should have been there for him. 130 00:12:22,053 --> 00:12:24,090 - I should have known. - Don't say that. 131 00:12:24,116 --> 00:12:26,824 - You were texting us the whole time, trying to find him. - I know. I know. 132 00:12:26,850 --> 00:12:30,308 You sent me and Cassie, like, a thousand messages. Okay? 133 00:12:30,333 --> 00:12:31,858 - Yeah. - Yeah. 134 00:12:43,304 --> 00:12:45,483 Oh, wait, wait. 135 00:12:45,509 --> 00:12:47,843 Now that you guys are here, you can help me pick out 136 00:12:47,869 --> 00:12:49,911 what I'm supposed to wear to the funeral. 137 00:12:49,936 --> 00:12:52,288 I have to look perfect... 138 00:12:52,313 --> 00:12:54,582 For his mom, for his family. 139 00:12:54,607 --> 00:12:57,669 So they know that I care, you know? 140 00:12:58,227 --> 00:13:01,883 Oh, God. Something Conrad would have liked. 141 00:13:04,741 --> 00:13:06,399 What do you think? 142 00:13:08,305 --> 00:13:12,016 Maybe something with a little less pattern. 143 00:13:12,041 --> 00:13:15,282 Um, maybe something, like, all black. 144 00:13:17,088 --> 00:13:20,387 - Yeah. Yeah, that's nice. - Like this? 145 00:13:21,096 --> 00:13:22,762 That could be good. 146 00:13:29,309 --> 00:13:31,330 You said he smoked himself, right? 147 00:13:31,356 --> 00:13:32,681 Yeah. Uh... 148 00:13:32,707 --> 00:13:35,915 He swiped a water pump from his granddad's shed. 149 00:13:35,940 --> 00:13:37,574 What's bothering you? 150 00:13:39,371 --> 00:13:43,402 When I opened the phone, there was only one text exchange on the whole thing. 151 00:13:43,843 --> 00:13:45,173 Yeah, and? 152 00:13:45,199 --> 00:13:48,011 You know any 18-year-olds with only one text exchange on their phone? 153 00:13:48,036 --> 00:13:49,929 I don't go through many 18-year-old's phones, 154 00:13:49,954 --> 00:13:52,225 but I'll play along. Who was it with? 155 00:13:52,251 --> 00:13:55,212 This girl, Michelle Carter. 156 00:13:57,003 --> 00:14:01,315 Okay, so, at 6:25 p. m., he tells her 157 00:14:01,437 --> 00:14:03,568 he's almost there. She says, "Okay." 158 00:14:03,593 --> 00:14:06,237 Then from there on out, it's just inbound from her. 159 00:14:06,262 --> 00:14:08,906 And I'm smushing texts together so you don't get bored. 160 00:14:08,931 --> 00:14:11,723 But, okay, now, this is... This is three hours later. 161 00:14:11,749 --> 00:14:13,999 "Please answer me. 162 00:14:14,729 --> 00:14:17,809 I'm scared. I thought you actually did it." 163 00:14:21,401 --> 00:14:24,531 Then he deletes every text with other contacts 164 00:14:24,557 --> 00:14:26,257 and whatever he was texting with this girl 165 00:14:26,283 --> 00:14:28,072 before that first "okay." 166 00:14:28,481 --> 00:14:31,174 - Well, he's hiding something. - Yeah. 167 00:14:32,205 --> 00:14:34,182 You can find out what it is, right? 168 00:14:34,346 --> 00:14:37,408 Well, you're not here 'cause I'm pretty to look at, so... 169 00:14:37,736 --> 00:14:39,154 Thanks. 170 00:14:45,760 --> 00:14:47,351 How about this one? 171 00:14:49,164 --> 00:14:50,656 - Syd. - Yeah? 172 00:14:50,681 --> 00:14:52,200 How about this? 173 00:14:52,225 --> 00:14:53,710 It's fine. 174 00:14:57,372 --> 00:14:59,371 You would have told me, right? 175 00:14:59,661 --> 00:15:00,800 What? 176 00:15:02,526 --> 00:15:04,676 If you knew he was thinking about it. 177 00:15:06,989 --> 00:15:08,241 Yeah. 178 00:15:09,796 --> 00:15:12,420 I don't why I asked. 179 00:15:17,430 --> 00:15:20,185 _ 180 00:15:20,211 --> 00:15:23,195 - _ - Coco's friend... That girl Michelle. 181 00:15:23,501 --> 00:15:25,269 Such a sweet girl. 182 00:15:25,466 --> 00:15:26,859 She texted you again? 183 00:15:27,218 --> 00:15:28,778 Yeah, she's hurting. 184 00:15:29,092 --> 00:15:31,761 I think she wants to be close to us or something. 185 00:15:33,932 --> 00:15:35,850 Did you know they were so close? 186 00:15:37,270 --> 00:15:38,663 Sort of. 187 00:15:39,008 --> 00:15:40,870 He left her a note. 188 00:15:41,357 --> 00:15:42,959 What did it say? 189 00:15:43,179 --> 00:15:44,680 A lot. 190 00:15:45,862 --> 00:15:47,613 He loved her. 191 00:15:51,993 --> 00:15:53,928 - Are you in love with anyone? - Ma. 192 00:15:53,953 --> 00:15:56,935 - 'Cause we can talk. - No. Jesus, stop. 193 00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:04,564 Everything's gonna get cold. Did you tell her? 194 00:16:04,589 --> 00:16:06,941 - No it's... she knows. - Should I go get her? 195 00:16:06,966 --> 00:16:08,634 - No. - No. 196 00:16:15,683 --> 00:16:17,660 Why are there bags in the hallway? 197 00:16:17,685 --> 00:16:20,079 Uh, New Hampshire. We're leaving in the morning. 198 00:16:20,104 --> 00:16:21,581 - Remember? - What? 199 00:16:21,606 --> 00:16:23,249 We're going to the lake house. 200 00:16:23,274 --> 00:16:26,002 It's been on the calendar since the same time last year 201 00:16:26,027 --> 00:16:28,529 and the year before that and the... 202 00:16:29,947 --> 00:16:32,425 I can't go. It's Conrad's funeral. 203 00:16:32,451 --> 00:16:34,443 I have to be there. 204 00:16:34,744 --> 00:16:36,804 Everyone would be wondering where I am. 205 00:16:37,045 --> 00:16:40,206 I'm sorry, Michelle, but we're not postponing the trip so you can 206 00:16:40,232 --> 00:16:42,435 - go to the funeral. - It's the only time your dad can get away. 207 00:16:42,460 --> 00:16:45,139 - Yeah. - I don't care. I'm not going. 208 00:16:52,220 --> 00:16:54,855 I have to be there. 209 00:16:54,889 --> 00:16:57,592 I have to see his mom. 210 00:16:58,184 --> 00:17:01,819 Honey, we don't even know these people. 211 00:17:02,061 --> 00:17:04,540 I mean, are they expecting you there? 212 00:17:04,659 --> 00:17:06,386 Were you invited? 213 00:17:07,186 --> 00:17:09,678 Of course I was invited. 214 00:17:10,457 --> 00:17:13,061 I can't believe you would even say that. 215 00:18:13,212 --> 00:18:16,007 - I'm so sorry, Mrs. Roy. - Thanks, Rob. 216 00:18:16,554 --> 00:18:18,656 Let us know if you need anything. 217 00:18:18,884 --> 00:18:20,061 I will. 218 00:18:23,578 --> 00:18:24,928 Riley. 219 00:18:27,841 --> 00:18:30,131 I'm so sorry, Mrs. Roy. 220 00:18:31,530 --> 00:18:33,715 - I'm always here. - I know. 221 00:18:34,349 --> 00:18:36,398 - I'm so sorry. - Thank you. 222 00:18:49,789 --> 00:18:52,943 Mrs. Roy, I'm Gail Carter. 223 00:18:52,969 --> 00:18:55,693 I'm sorry... So sorry for your loss. 224 00:18:56,195 --> 00:18:58,578 I can't imagine what you're going through. 225 00:18:58,604 --> 00:19:01,242 - I don't know what I would do... - Michelle? 226 00:19:22,453 --> 00:19:25,247 That kid was born with the ocean in his blood. 227 00:19:26,624 --> 00:19:29,477 In Florida, he told me he was really proud 228 00:19:29,502 --> 00:19:31,812 to be part of a family that had... 229 00:19:31,962 --> 00:19:34,511 such a strong legacy. 230 00:19:37,330 --> 00:19:40,456 - His dad and him were... - Yeah. 231 00:19:42,860 --> 00:19:44,904 Florida. That's where you guys met? 232 00:19:48,874 --> 00:19:50,541 Rode bikes... 233 00:19:51,599 --> 00:19:53,650 walked along the beach. 234 00:19:58,280 --> 00:20:00,282 It was perfect. 235 00:20:02,702 --> 00:20:04,512 I remember that trip. 236 00:20:05,219 --> 00:20:07,012 He came back happy. 237 00:20:11,085 --> 00:20:12,892 Strange that 238 00:20:13,431 --> 00:20:16,197 someone so close to him and we never met. 239 00:20:17,883 --> 00:20:19,777 Conrad was private. 240 00:20:20,528 --> 00:20:22,330 Not with me. 241 00:20:26,662 --> 00:20:28,330 I didn't mean... 242 00:20:30,271 --> 00:20:32,523 Look at where we are. Of course he was. 243 00:20:35,526 --> 00:20:37,319 It's just strange. 244 00:20:39,472 --> 00:20:41,597 It's all so strange. 245 00:20:48,674 --> 00:20:50,860 I know I'm only 17. 246 00:20:53,953 --> 00:20:57,999 But I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. 247 00:21:05,709 --> 00:21:07,675 Well, did he feel the same? 248 00:21:15,149 --> 00:21:16,826 Just wow. 249 00:21:25,367 --> 00:21:27,110 I miss him 250 00:21:27,605 --> 00:21:28,914 Me too. 251 00:21:35,886 --> 00:21:38,113 He left you a note, sweetheart. 252 00:21:40,308 --> 00:21:43,027 He did? Can I read it? 253 00:21:43,052 --> 00:21:45,550 Well, I didn't bring it here. I didn't think it was appropriate. 254 00:21:45,576 --> 00:21:47,865 No, no. Yeah, of course. 255 00:21:47,890 --> 00:21:51,378 Excuse me. Sorry. Mrs. Roy, I'm gonna take off. 256 00:21:52,605 --> 00:21:54,230 Okay. Thanks, Rob. 257 00:21:56,886 --> 00:21:58,905 - Thanks for everything. - Of course. 258 00:21:59,235 --> 00:22:00,503 Rob? 259 00:22:00,986 --> 00:22:03,656 - Yeah. - This is Michelle Carter. 260 00:22:07,724 --> 00:22:11,093 I really appreciate your friendship with Conrad. 261 00:22:11,664 --> 00:22:14,966 He cared for you so much. 262 00:22:15,536 --> 00:22:16,653 Uh, yeah. 263 00:22:17,002 --> 00:22:20,348 And thank you for taking care of the family and Lynn. 264 00:22:21,131 --> 00:22:23,145 It's been so difficult. 265 00:22:25,127 --> 00:22:26,372 Sure. 266 00:22:27,763 --> 00:22:31,528 Rob, maybe Michelle could help you with the fundraiser you were talking about? 267 00:22:32,973 --> 00:22:34,854 - Fundraiser? - Uh, yeah. 268 00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:37,077 I was thinking of putting something together for Coco, 269 00:22:37,103 --> 00:22:39,216 for, like, mental health or something. 270 00:22:40,753 --> 00:22:43,231 If you wanted to help put it together... 271 00:22:43,257 --> 00:22:44,884 I would be honored. 272 00:22:46,165 --> 00:22:48,074 Okay, great. 273 00:23:49,637 --> 00:23:51,452 We came here that day. 274 00:23:52,034 --> 00:23:54,453 Me, him, Syd, and Paige. 275 00:23:56,154 --> 00:23:58,156 It was good, really good. 276 00:23:59,313 --> 00:24:00,873 He laughed. 277 00:24:00,898 --> 00:24:02,858 About what? 278 00:24:04,735 --> 00:24:06,654 I don't remember. 279 00:24:17,745 --> 00:24:20,642 I wasn't sure if you wanted this back, but, uh... 280 00:24:22,478 --> 00:24:24,625 I took it from his truck. 281 00:24:26,139 --> 00:24:27,829 It was hanging on the... 282 00:24:28,618 --> 00:24:31,641 On the rearview mirror. I didn't want the cops to fucking pocket it... 283 00:24:31,667 --> 00:24:34,087 First Communion cross and all. 284 00:24:43,518 --> 00:24:45,438 You think it was us? 285 00:24:46,494 --> 00:24:48,094 What do you mean? 286 00:24:50,548 --> 00:24:52,102 Was it our fault? 287 00:24:53,602 --> 00:24:55,552 I don't want to talk about it, Co. 288 00:24:56,462 --> 00:24:57,881 - I just meant... - They told us 289 00:24:57,907 --> 00:24:59,482 to get him a shrink, we get him a shrink. 290 00:24:59,508 --> 00:25:02,415 The shrink says, "Get him some pills," we get him some pills. 291 00:25:03,219 --> 00:25:06,274 What are we supposed to do? Chain him to the fucking radiator? 292 00:25:06,502 --> 00:25:09,338 - Hey, let me walk you to your car. - Fuck off. 293 00:25:29,665 --> 00:25:31,107 Hey, are you packed? 294 00:25:31,133 --> 00:25:33,340 They spread his ashes without me. 295 00:25:33,485 --> 00:25:35,256 Sweetie, it was probably just family. 296 00:25:35,282 --> 00:25:36,760 They weren't thinking about you. 297 00:25:36,785 --> 00:25:39,219 What? Weren't thinking about me? 298 00:25:39,688 --> 00:25:42,217 Michelle, I think you just need to take a breath. 299 00:25:42,243 --> 00:25:43,600 She left me out. 300 00:25:43,625 --> 00:25:46,311 I was the only one that mattered to him, 301 00:25:46,336 --> 00:25:48,899 the only one who cared about him. 302 00:25:49,165 --> 00:25:51,118 How can she do this? 303 00:26:04,378 --> 00:26:05,706 Michelle. 304 00:26:05,731 --> 00:26:06,957 Hi. 305 00:26:07,270 --> 00:26:08,814 - Hey. - Hi. 306 00:26:10,940 --> 00:26:13,432 So funny seeing you guys here. 307 00:26:17,307 --> 00:26:19,346 Here, sit. 308 00:26:24,041 --> 00:26:25,736 So, anyway, like I was saying... 309 00:26:25,762 --> 00:26:27,712 Hey, didn't your boyfriend just off himself? 310 00:26:27,738 --> 00:26:28,980 - Chris. - Dude. 311 00:26:29,006 --> 00:26:31,762 I'm... I'm so sorry about him. 312 00:26:31,863 --> 00:26:34,298 He's acting like an asshole tonight. 313 00:26:34,488 --> 00:26:35,910 It's okay. 314 00:26:36,762 --> 00:26:38,781 It's life, right? 315 00:26:39,132 --> 00:26:40,324 Not really. 316 00:26:40,662 --> 00:26:42,398 What the fuck? 317 00:26:42,832 --> 00:26:44,542 What the fuck? 318 00:26:47,556 --> 00:26:49,038 I'm just trying to be... 319 00:26:49,469 --> 00:26:52,484 grateful for the time we had together. 320 00:26:53,733 --> 00:26:57,278 Conrad gave me a forever 321 00:26:57,304 --> 00:27:01,398 within the numbered days, and I'm grateful. 322 00:27:03,249 --> 00:27:04,611 That's deep. 323 00:27:05,789 --> 00:27:07,351 Just the truth. 324 00:27:07,376 --> 00:27:09,124 You should be a writer. 325 00:27:09,795 --> 00:27:12,106 - Maybe. - Right. 326 00:27:12,131 --> 00:27:13,899 'Cause you're up on your books and shit. 327 00:27:13,924 --> 00:27:16,078 - Books and shit? - Never seen you read a book a day in your life. 328 00:27:16,104 --> 00:27:17,492 Why do you have to jump on my dick? 329 00:27:17,518 --> 00:27:20,155 I got low blood sugar, and I'm hungry, so maybe that's why... 330 00:27:20,180 --> 00:27:22,552 Hey. If I did, like, a fundraiser, 331 00:27:22,578 --> 00:27:24,171 would you guys come? 332 00:27:24,262 --> 00:27:26,109 Oh, fundraiser for what? 333 00:27:26,436 --> 00:27:27,773 For Conrad. 334 00:27:28,272 --> 00:27:29,998 For, like, mental health. 335 00:27:30,327 --> 00:27:32,148 To raise awareness. 336 00:27:33,271 --> 00:27:36,007 We could do it here in town. 337 00:27:36,414 --> 00:27:39,508 Don't you think you should do it in his town? 338 00:27:39,533 --> 00:27:41,062 Where's he from? 339 00:27:41,414 --> 00:27:43,846 - Mattapo... Mattapoisett? - Mattapois-ey. 340 00:27:43,871 --> 00:27:45,514 - Where the hell is that? - I've never heard of that. 341 00:27:45,539 --> 00:27:46,618 By the water. 342 00:27:46,643 --> 00:27:48,684 We could play, like, a softball game or something. 343 00:27:48,709 --> 00:27:50,989 Oh, like those celebrity games they do for charity? 344 00:27:51,015 --> 00:27:52,604 Yes. Yeah. 345 00:27:52,629 --> 00:27:54,132 Exactly. 346 00:27:55,841 --> 00:27:58,235 Would you guys help me plan something? 347 00:27:58,260 --> 00:28:00,450 Sure. Yeah, whatever you need. 348 00:28:00,476 --> 00:28:02,419 We could do it at the high school. 349 00:28:02,445 --> 00:28:04,208 Ooh, we can get, like, matching shirts. 350 00:28:04,234 --> 00:28:06,700 We should put it on Facebook. Maybe it'll go viral. 351 00:28:06,726 --> 00:28:09,114 Facebook? You don't go viral on Facebook. 352 00:28:09,140 --> 00:28:10,929 You go viral on YouTube. 353 00:28:12,023 --> 00:28:13,578 Hey, Rob. 354 00:28:15,903 --> 00:28:17,462 How you holding up? 355 00:28:17,487 --> 00:28:19,843 You guys were best friends, right? 356 00:28:20,302 --> 00:28:21,390 Yeah. 357 00:28:21,416 --> 00:28:24,575 Hey, look, um, listen, I need you to do me a favor. 358 00:28:24,601 --> 00:28:27,054 Pretend like I don't know anything, 359 00:28:27,382 --> 00:28:28,633 Okay. 360 00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:31,467 So when was the last time you talked? 361 00:28:31,900 --> 00:28:34,671 That day, Saturday. He, uh... 362 00:28:35,117 --> 00:28:37,274 he was supposed to come see me at Fitchburg. 363 00:28:37,531 --> 00:28:38,958 Canceled at the last minute. 364 00:28:38,984 --> 00:28:40,468 Give a reason? 365 00:28:41,762 --> 00:28:45,449 Did he ever talk about issues with, uh, work? With girls? 366 00:28:45,474 --> 00:28:50,119 No. But, I mean, clearly he... he had issues. 367 00:28:50,145 --> 00:28:52,456 I mean, he tried before. 368 00:28:53,386 --> 00:28:56,669 - He attempted suicide? - No one told you that? 369 00:28:58,254 --> 00:29:00,048 Yeah. Couple years back. 370 00:29:01,249 --> 00:29:04,583 How, uh... how'd he try? 371 00:29:05,790 --> 00:29:08,457 He took a bunch of Tylenol. 372 00:29:08,901 --> 00:29:10,794 He was in the hospital for a bit. 373 00:29:10,820 --> 00:29:12,200 Did he tell you why? 374 00:29:12,752 --> 00:29:14,104 Not really. 375 00:29:14,130 --> 00:29:18,244 I mean, his parents' divorce really screwed him up. 376 00:29:18,270 --> 00:29:22,661 You know, Mr. and Mrs. Roy constantly yelling, not just at each other. 377 00:29:22,966 --> 00:29:26,614 - At Coco? - Sometimes. You know how it is. 378 00:29:29,856 --> 00:29:32,356 Michelle Carter. Know her? 379 00:29:33,333 --> 00:29:34,831 Not really. 380 00:29:34,856 --> 00:29:36,247 They were dating? 381 00:29:36,942 --> 00:29:40,083 They only met up, like, once or twice. 382 00:29:40,195 --> 00:29:42,756 She lived an hour away. 383 00:29:42,781 --> 00:29:44,273 Plainville, I think. 384 00:29:44,298 --> 00:29:47,052 Do you know when they last saw each other? 385 00:29:47,077 --> 00:29:48,874 No. Why? 386 00:29:49,079 --> 00:29:51,932 Well, she was all over his social media. 387 00:29:52,182 --> 00:29:54,123 Thumbs up this, thumbs up that. 388 00:29:54,148 --> 00:29:56,083 You know, even posting after he passed. 389 00:29:56,109 --> 00:29:59,049 People will say anything to get a like. 390 00:30:06,548 --> 00:30:08,759 What do you girls want to do when you get there? 391 00:30:10,762 --> 00:30:12,744 We could go fishing. 392 00:30:15,861 --> 00:30:18,447 - Michelle? - _ 393 00:30:19,154 --> 00:30:20,783 What do you think about that? 394 00:30:21,369 --> 00:30:23,288 Go fishing with your dad. 395 00:30:23,703 --> 00:30:25,778 _ 396 00:30:25,804 --> 00:30:27,186 Michelle? 397 00:30:30,202 --> 00:30:31,620 Can you turn that up? 398 00:30:37,183 --> 00:30:39,146 I can't believe you like the song. 399 00:30:39,171 --> 00:30:40,821 - Dad, turn it off. - Shut up. 400 00:30:40,846 --> 00:30:42,230 You don't even know what you're talking about. 401 00:30:42,256 --> 00:30:44,170 Don't talk to your sister that way, Michelle. 402 00:30:44,196 --> 00:30:45,964 Just keep the song on, okay? 403 00:30:56,444 --> 00:30:59,071 You know, Conrad would have loved this. 404 00:31:00,245 --> 00:31:02,725 I always wanted him to come on this trip with us. 405 00:31:02,750 --> 00:31:04,323 He loved the water. 406 00:31:04,771 --> 00:31:06,148 Is that right? 407 00:31:07,777 --> 00:31:10,547 He worked on the water, he and his dad... 408 00:31:10,916 --> 00:31:12,369 tugboats. 409 00:31:13,377 --> 00:31:15,252 I wish we could have met him. 410 00:31:16,917 --> 00:31:18,852 It seems you guys were close. 411 00:31:19,229 --> 00:31:20,979 We were close. 412 00:31:21,113 --> 00:31:22,948 Yeah, that's what I said. 413 00:31:24,237 --> 00:31:26,714 No, you said "seems." 414 00:31:27,542 --> 00:31:30,947 I'm just trying to understand. You never talked about him. 415 00:31:31,948 --> 00:31:33,268 So? 416 00:31:33,701 --> 00:31:36,871 Sweetie, we never even heard his name. 417 00:31:53,620 --> 00:31:55,044 You okay? 418 00:31:56,540 --> 00:31:57,708 No. 419 00:32:00,411 --> 00:32:04,022 I'm sorry about before. 420 00:32:04,351 --> 00:32:05,981 About the song. 421 00:32:07,881 --> 00:32:10,130 It just reminded me of him. 422 00:32:12,652 --> 00:32:15,338 I didn't know you guys were in love. 423 00:32:15,768 --> 00:32:19,176 He was the greatest guy I've ever met. 424 00:32:21,387 --> 00:32:23,197 He told me everything. 425 00:32:23,316 --> 00:32:25,819 And I could tell him everything. 426 00:32:27,778 --> 00:32:31,900 You know, when people talk about star-crossed lovers and things like that? 427 00:32:31,926 --> 00:32:33,637 Well, that's what it was. 428 00:32:35,701 --> 00:32:39,471 The moment we met, it was just... magic, 429 00:32:39,590 --> 00:32:41,770 like I'd known him my whole life. 430 00:32:53,479 --> 00:32:55,736 _ 431 00:33:00,447 --> 00:33:02,171 _ 432 00:33:08,674 --> 00:33:11,548 We've been talking, and... 433 00:33:11,924 --> 00:33:15,749 your father and I think you should see the doctor again. 434 00:33:15,775 --> 00:33:17,900 - Why? - It's just... 435 00:33:18,221 --> 00:33:22,117 It feels a little too similar to last time. 436 00:33:22,143 --> 00:33:23,593 That's not true. 437 00:33:23,619 --> 00:33:25,937 The sulking, the yelling. 438 00:33:25,962 --> 00:33:28,256 I'm grieving, Mom. 439 00:33:31,673 --> 00:33:34,676 Remember how much better you felt after? 440 00:33:35,773 --> 00:33:37,377 It could help. 441 00:33:38,491 --> 00:33:41,059 He could prescribe you some new meds. 442 00:33:41,085 --> 00:33:42,704 I'm taking the pills. 443 00:33:43,116 --> 00:33:44,581 What else do you want me to do? 444 00:33:44,730 --> 00:33:47,207 You could talk to me. You could talk to your dad. 445 00:33:47,233 --> 00:33:49,319 You wouldn't get it. 446 00:33:53,198 --> 00:33:54,601 Is that it? 447 00:34:06,002 --> 00:34:08,958 Oh, goal! 448 00:34:08,984 --> 00:34:10,357 Nice shot. 449 00:34:10,382 --> 00:34:13,318 Sorry to bust up the game. Figured you'd want these ASAP. 450 00:34:13,343 --> 00:34:15,195 That's the extraction? 451 00:34:15,220 --> 00:34:16,929 Two of eight. 452 00:34:17,695 --> 00:34:20,454 Jesus Christ. This is just him and the girl? 453 00:34:20,492 --> 00:34:22,619 Ask and you shall receive. 454 00:34:22,644 --> 00:34:25,091 Got some cinema in there, too, tablet on top. 455 00:34:25,117 --> 00:34:26,686 I'll grab the rest. 456 00:34:26,712 --> 00:34:28,390 - Thanks. - Yeah. 457 00:34:36,363 --> 00:34:37,772 Dad. 458 00:34:57,374 --> 00:35:01,420 Hi, this is Conrad Henry Roy III, 459 00:35:01,577 --> 00:35:03,903 reporting to you about what's been going 460 00:35:03,929 --> 00:35:06,329 through my mind the past few weeks. 461 00:35:06,354 --> 00:35:10,859 I can't fathom that I was such a happy kid when I was younger. 462 00:35:12,652 --> 00:35:16,172 I know, I know, I know. A lot of people tell me. 463 00:35:16,197 --> 00:35:20,635 A lot of people tell me that I have a lot going for me. 464 00:35:20,660 --> 00:35:24,806 I have to be happy. I have to be happy. 465 00:35:25,070 --> 00:35:27,671 Well, no, you don't have to be happy. 466 00:35:27,696 --> 00:35:29,030 _ 467 00:35:29,056 --> 00:35:32,314 - I think I just need to relax. - _ 468 00:35:32,339 --> 00:35:34,858 - I really do, - _ 469 00:35:34,883 --> 00:35:38,460 'cause I just keep thinking about the past. 470 00:35:38,720 --> 00:35:42,742 This kid having trouble... 471 00:35:43,132 --> 00:35:44,975 talking at the lunch table, 472 00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:48,747 having trouble communicating, having trouble... 473 00:35:49,030 --> 00:35:50,698 Struggling. 474 00:35:50,723 --> 00:35:52,413 _ 475 00:35:52,439 --> 00:35:54,416 Social anxiety to me 476 00:35:54,664 --> 00:35:57,594 is the inability to function properly 477 00:35:57,945 --> 00:36:01,593 in a manner that you want to in a social situation. 478 00:36:02,742 --> 00:36:05,671 Not all eyes are on you at all times. 479 00:36:06,265 --> 00:36:09,820 People understand that's just who you are. 480 00:36:10,085 --> 00:36:13,438 You don't have to be this amazing... 481 00:36:13,828 --> 00:36:15,442 drawn-out, 482 00:36:15,468 --> 00:36:17,817 thought-out superhero... 483 00:36:17,850 --> 00:36:20,039 - Incredible Hulk or... - _ 484 00:36:20,084 --> 00:36:23,679 - Superman. I don't know. - _ 485 00:36:23,796 --> 00:36:27,476 - But if I keep talking, if I just keep talking, - _ 486 00:36:28,083 --> 00:36:30,281 then it's gonna get better. 487 00:36:33,649 --> 00:36:37,749 Racing thoughts, suicidal thoughts. 488 00:36:39,823 --> 00:36:41,934 - What I'm doing - _ 489 00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:44,140 - is looking at myself so negatively. - _ 490 00:36:44,166 --> 00:36:45,512 _ 491 00:36:45,538 --> 00:36:48,139 - Never be successful. - _ 492 00:36:48,164 --> 00:36:51,046 - Never have a wife. - _ 493 00:36:51,249 --> 00:36:53,434 - Never have kids. - _ 494 00:36:53,460 --> 00:36:56,129 Comes to a point where I'm just... 495 00:36:56,154 --> 00:36:57,874 _ 496 00:36:57,899 --> 00:37:00,609 _ 497 00:37:00,658 --> 00:37:02,910 - Too nice. - _ 498 00:37:04,687 --> 00:37:07,859 _ 499 00:37:17,944 --> 00:37:20,771 I loved him, and 500 00:37:21,329 --> 00:37:23,185 he loved me, and... 501 00:37:25,450 --> 00:37:27,619 He loved all of you guys. 502 00:37:28,997 --> 00:37:30,707 I know he did. 503 00:37:33,718 --> 00:37:36,826 I like to sing in the car, and, um... 504 00:37:39,006 --> 00:37:41,623 Before Finn, I used to sing alone. 505 00:37:45,819 --> 00:37:48,446 And this was the, uh, first song 506 00:37:49,009 --> 00:37:52,725 that we would sing together when we would drive around together. 507 00:38:04,803 --> 00:38:06,125 Song that I... 508 00:38:06,939 --> 00:38:10,561 Sang with him when we would drive around together, so... 509 00:38:12,553 --> 00:38:15,311 - Nobody treat me with... - Kid gloves, okay? 510 00:38:17,796 --> 00:38:20,006 I don't know what to say either. 511 00:38:24,338 --> 00:38:26,994 I loved Finn, and... 512 00:38:27,884 --> 00:38:30,158 and he loved me. 513 00:38:30,183 --> 00:38:32,181 He loved all of you guys. 514 00:38:33,186 --> 00:38:34,767 I know he did. 515 00:38:37,693 --> 00:38:40,044 I like to sing in the car, and, um... 516 00:38:40,534 --> 00:38:43,677 Before Finn, I used to sing alone. 517 00:38:46,712 --> 00:38:50,044 This was the first song that I 518 00:38:50,543 --> 00:38:54,232 sang with him when we would drive around together. So... 519 00:38:55,072 --> 00:38:56,630 this is for him. 520 00:39:00,952 --> 00:39:05,637 ? When the rain is blowing ? ? In your face ? 521 00:39:07,123 --> 00:39:11,645 ? And the whole world is on your case ? 522 00:39:13,257 --> 00:39:18,262 ? I could offer you a warm embrace ? 523 00:39:19,190 --> 00:39:23,731 ? To make you feel my love ? 524 00:39:25,391 --> 00:39:30,528 ? When the evening shadows and the stars appeared ? 525 00:39:32,034 --> 00:39:37,052 ? And there's no one there to dry your tears ? 526 00:39:38,214 --> 00:39:43,302 ? I could hold you for a million years ? 527 00:39:43,965 --> 00:39:48,497 ? To make you feel my love ? 528 00:39:50,294 --> 00:39:57,059 ? Oh, the storms are raging on the rolling sea ? 529 00:39:57,353 --> 00:40:01,524 ? And on the highway of regret ? 530 00:40:03,672 --> 00:40:08,950 ? The winds of change are blowing wild and free ? 531 00:40:09,407 --> 00:40:13,770 ? You ain't seen nothing like me ? 532 00:40:15,661 --> 00:40:21,333 ? I can make you happy, make your dreams come true ? 533 00:40:22,735 --> 00:40:27,700 ? Nothing that I wouldn't do ? 534 00:40:28,731 --> 00:40:33,990 ? Go to the end of the earth for you ? 535 00:40:34,356 --> 00:40:39,137 ? To make you feel my love ? 536 00:40:51,057 --> 00:40:57,730 - Synced and corrected by synk - - www.addic7ed.com -