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- Previously on The Resident...
- I hope it will be

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a comfort that Nic

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chose to be an organ donor.

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"We, Jake and Gregg,
solemnly swear to treat

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Sammie as our natural child".

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Dr. Pravesh

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is gonna be spending more time
doing clinical trials,

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and we need somebody to fill his slot

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- in the ER.
- Is that a job offer?

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I need a photo

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of my son.

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Mom!

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Perhaps when you feel up to it,

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you'll tell me what's really going on.

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This could be something
simple, treatable.

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You know it's not.

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And?

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Would you like to talk in your office?

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Let's just talk here.

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It's multiple sclerosis.

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Mixed white and gray matter

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with black holes consistent
with worsening damage.

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It's hard to know how long
it's been going on.

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Months, at least. Years, maybe.

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But the science is advancing
in this field,

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and there are some amazing treatments.

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There's no cure.

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We will find ways to help
you get through this.

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A specialist

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- can tell you more.
- Okay. Thanks, Conrad.

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Not now. Let's talk about it later.

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Thanks.

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Of course.

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- Synced and corrected by Firefly -
- www.addic7ed.com -

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? Feel like I gotta do it today ?

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? Crossing the street,
don't look no both ways ?

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? I'm duckin' 'em all
like a weekday... ?

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- What?
- Nothing.

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You're staring.

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No.

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I'm just watching my boyfriend
get ready to change the world.

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It's a tie.

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On a doctor-turned-scientist

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who's basically going to cure cancer

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with his new clinical trial.

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You are the one that is crushing
her neurosurgery rotation.

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Billie's been telling everyone

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what a star you are.

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She's a great mentor.

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And you're changing the subject.

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Starting today, we get to finally enroll

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our first patients.

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This is the beginning of a new journey.

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One which will end with you

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receiving a Nobel Prize.

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Let's not get ahead of ourselves.

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But you did forget one of the best parts

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of running a clinical trial.

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- More than winning a Nobel?
- Oh, yeah.

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Fewer hours at work

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mean more time with you.

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? So be cool ?

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I like the sound of that.

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? Just be cool. ?

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I am so glad you could come.

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Randolph has been so
looking forward to seeing you.

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We both have.

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- Will there be drums and firecrackers?
- So many.

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And a lion dance from
local performers, darling.

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But tonight is more than just a party.

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Celebrating Lunar New Year
is just one of the ways

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we hope to look out for the well-being

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of our Asian American community.

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Yeah, well, I'm all for that.

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And I'm happy to help out
with the free hep B screenings.

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- Thanks.
- Mm-hmm.

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Look who's here!

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- Hey!
- Grandpa!

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Hi.

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- Hey, Jake.
- Hey. Good to see you.

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I'm so glad you guys could make it.

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We love celebrating Lunar New Year

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with Sammie,

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and when she heard
about what you were doing,

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she practically booked
the whole trip herself.

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Where's Gregg?

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He had to work last-minute,
but he sends his love.

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Uh, the three of us need to talk.

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Okay. What-What's this about?

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Well, let's get Sammie settled first.

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How would you like to help
the preschoolers

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make some decorations, honey?

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- How's that sound?
- Yes.

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Yeah? Wonderful.
All right, come on. Let's do it.

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Bay Two, drop an NG tube

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for a gastric lavage
to identify if it's an upper

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or lower GI bleed.

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Bay Three, grab some sugar
packets from the breakroom.

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Sprinkle them on the
prolapsed stoma, then reduce it.

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- On it.
- Bay Four,

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avoid sutures for that
poor girl's head lac.

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Just use her hair and some Dermabond.

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Dr. Sullivan, I see why Kit hired you.

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- Bet you put the "go" in "go, team".
- If I'm not ordering

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new sneakers every other month,

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- I'm not doing my job.
- Me, too.

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So, how's your first week been?

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Fine.

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A bunch of us are gonna hit
the Lunar New Year party

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after work. You should join.

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- Free food.
- Yeah, tonight's not gonna work.

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Dr. Sullivan, I'm starting
to think you don't like us.

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I don't know you well enough
to like you or not, Dr. Feldman.

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Exactly. So maybe come hang
and, you know, find out.

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Unfortunately, I have plans.

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I don't think

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she really has plans.

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So, what do we say to everyone

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who keeps asking us
who the new ER doctor is?

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Tell them I believe in the soul.

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The hanging curveball.
High fiber. Good Scotch.

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That the novels of Susan Sontag
are self-indulgent crap.

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I believe Lee Harvey Oswald acted alone.

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And I believe there ought to be

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a constitutional amendment
outlawing Astroturf

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and the designated hitter.
I believe in opening

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- your presents...
- ... in opening your presents Christmas morning

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rather than Christmas Eve.

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Crash Davis's speech from Bull Durham.

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- Great movie.
- It's the best.

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Evidence suggests you and I
could be friends, Feldman.

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I'm impossible not to like, Sullivan.

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So, you aren't on social media.

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I tried to find you to make sure
you weren't a psychopath.

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Well, I'm not an exhibitionist

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- or a narcissist.
- Harsh.

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- But a picture is emerging.
- Love to get back

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- to my patients now. If you don't mind.
- Mm.

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Do your thing.

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I so agree with everything
you just said, by the way.

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I, too, am tired of the humblebrags

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and the... You're just
gonna keep wa... Okay.

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Thanks, Dr. Sullivan.

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Another successful interaction, Zach.

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You paged?

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29-year-old female.

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Had a syncopal episode
during spinning class.

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She had a heart transplant,

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so figured you should take a look.

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What do we have here? Initial EKG,

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chest X-ray and head CT negative.

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Vitals are stable.
She's awake and oriented.

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Call Hawkins.

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- For a consult?
- Just call him.

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- What's up?
- Hey.

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- Is it your mom?
- No. No, no,

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this is about a young lady
here in the ER

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with a syncopal episode
and a cardiac history.

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They called me to do a consult

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because she had a heart transplant.

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- Okay. Let's have a look.
- It's...

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a little more complicated than that.

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The transplant was performed
by a former colleague of mine

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at Redman Hospital three years ago.

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Three years ago.

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- In September.
- When in September?

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September 17th.

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Yeah, there's no doubt about it.

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She has Nic's heart.

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Gigi, this is Sammie,
and she'd like to help you

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- with some decorations. Is that okay?
- Okay.

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Hi, Sammie. I'm not
very good with scissors.

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I can help. I'll show you how.

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You're a great dad, Jake.

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She's a sweetheart.

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It's all Sammie. I think
she was born this way.

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So, what's this all about?

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Let's get a coffee,

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- find a quiet place to talk.
- Okay.

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Don't say anything to her.

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There's no reason she has to know.

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And I don't want to talk
about it. At least

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- not until we know what's wrong and fix it.
- Understood.

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Hannah.

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Hey. I'm Dr. Austin,

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- and this is my colleague Dr. Hawkins.
- Hello.

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- Nice to meet you both.
- So, we heard you had a bad fall.

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Yeah. I started taking a spin class.

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Been getting in good shape,
and I love it.

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So, you think maybe
you pushed yourself too hard?

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That's what's weird.
I mean, I don't think so.

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I forgot my spin shoes at home,
so I had to come back.

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And I remember I'd just joined

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the class when "Nonstop" came on.

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Ah, I love that song.

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Uh,

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and all of a sudden,
I couldn't catch my breath

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and just collapsed on the bike.

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Paramedics had to unclip me,
and I came to in here.

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Well, let's take a listen
to your heart, shall we?

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Your turn.

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Hmm?

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Heart sounds normal.

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All right, let's lie you
down for an echo.

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Okay.

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We saw that you had

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a heart transplant a few years ago.

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Yeah. I'm one of the lucky ones.

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Well, aside from the shortness of breath

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in class, you have any leg swelling?

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Wake up with trouble breathing?

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No, um,

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not since my transplant.

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It was like a miracle.

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I was born with a bad heart.

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I mean, I suffered

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with every symptom of heart failure

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for so long, it felt like
I was dying every day.

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And then after I got my new heart,

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I was alive again.

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Any other symptoms? Anything at all?

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I have headaches occasionally.

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Well, the echo shows

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that your heart's
ejection fraction is low.

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Meaning it's-it's not pumping
as well as we'd like,

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which is probably the cause
of your collapse.

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Uh, Hannah,

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I'm sorry to tell you this,

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but you are in early heart failure.

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No. No, no.

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Um, I prayed that I'd never
hear those words again.

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This heart can't fail.

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It can't.

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After my transplant, I did everything

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the doctors told me to do.
I-I never missed an appointment.

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I mean, I...

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- How could this happen?
- Don't worry.

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We're gonna run some labs,
and we're gonna figure this out.

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Relax.

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Take a deep breath.

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- Okay?
- Okay.

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There you go.

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It's gonna be okay.

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- What's the story there?
- Hmm?

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Why do you ask?

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Why the urgent page?

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Now Hawkins seems concerned.

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So, are we sharing personal tidbits now?

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Okay. All right. I deserve that.

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That young woman was
the recipient of a donor heart,

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and it belonged to Conrad's wife,

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who died in an auto accident
three years ago.

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Damn.

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She was a legendary nurse practitioner.

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One of us.

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And Nic and Conrad were a great couple.

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A true love story.

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That's tragic.

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It's taken him years to recover.

260
00:12:31,334 --> 00:12:33,165
He's finally starting to live again.

261
00:12:33,170 --> 00:12:34,734
And...

262
00:12:34,739 --> 00:12:36,602
if that woman has
something seriously wrong

263
00:12:36,607 --> 00:12:38,803
and should happen to die...

264
00:12:38,808 --> 00:12:41,642
- Who knows how he's gonna react.
- Yeah.

265
00:12:42,712 --> 00:12:46,778
A few weeks ago,
I started feeling... off.

266
00:12:46,783 --> 00:12:50,782
Numbness in my hands
and a loss of dexterity.

267
00:12:51,687 --> 00:12:53,722
That's why I pulled myself
out of surgery.

268
00:12:53,727 --> 00:12:56,426
I just wanted to make sure
I knew what it was first

269
00:12:56,431 --> 00:12:58,356
before-before I worried you.

270
00:12:58,361 --> 00:12:59,958
So I waited.

271
00:12:59,963 --> 00:13:02,294
But I got the final results today.

272
00:13:02,299 --> 00:13:04,329
And I...

273
00:13:04,334 --> 00:13:06,331
I don't want to spoil this visit.

274
00:13:06,336 --> 00:13:08,967
I've been so looking forward
to it. But you're here,

275
00:13:08,972 --> 00:13:10,302
- so...
- What is it?

276
00:13:10,307 --> 00:13:11,903
P-Please, just tell us.

277
00:13:11,908 --> 00:13:14,443
I have multiple sclerosis.

278
00:13:16,813 --> 00:13:19,577
Oh, darling, I'm so sorry.

279
00:13:19,582 --> 00:13:21,512
- We're-we're here for you.
- And I...

280
00:13:21,517 --> 00:13:23,381
I know. You know,
I just learned this morning,

281
00:13:23,386 --> 00:13:25,517
so I'm...

282
00:13:25,522 --> 00:13:27,555
still kind of processing.

283
00:13:28,657 --> 00:13:29,987
A-And to be honest,

284
00:13:29,992 --> 00:13:31,522
I'm just... I'm just reeling.

285
00:13:31,527 --> 00:13:33,227
Of course.

286
00:13:34,930 --> 00:13:36,793
But there's hope.

287
00:13:36,798 --> 00:13:39,095
Whatever you've been experiencing

288
00:13:39,100 --> 00:13:40,965
- can be treated with meds.
- Yeah.

289
00:13:40,970 --> 00:13:42,600
W-We need to jump into this right away.

290
00:13:42,605 --> 00:13:44,535
We need to find the best place for you

291
00:13:44,540 --> 00:13:46,637
- to get treatment.
- I, you know, I have to round

292
00:13:46,642 --> 00:13:48,840
on some patients that I've been
asked to consult on, so...

293
00:13:48,844 --> 00:13:51,742
Of course. Go.
We'll get more information,

294
00:13:51,747 --> 00:13:54,177
and come find us
in my office when you're done.

295
00:13:54,182 --> 00:13:55,782
Yeah. Okay.

296
00:14:10,031 --> 00:14:12,231
Now the decompression.

297
00:14:13,534 --> 00:14:16,969
Placing the needle into
the subdural hematoma.

298
00:14:25,946 --> 00:14:27,310
Nicely done.

299
00:14:27,315 --> 00:14:30,713
I can see why AJ is courting you
for cardiothoracic.

300
00:14:30,718 --> 00:14:33,183
Choosing a specialty
is gonna be so hard.

301
00:14:33,188 --> 00:14:34,884
I wish I could do it all.

302
00:14:34,889 --> 00:14:36,986
I think being a heart surgeon's great.

303
00:14:36,991 --> 00:14:38,653
If you want to be a plumber.

304
00:14:40,460 --> 00:14:42,957
Do not let Dr. Austin hear you say that.

305
00:14:42,962 --> 00:14:46,060
No shade to Dr. Austin,
but the heart is just a pump.

306
00:14:46,065 --> 00:14:49,665
The brain is more complex
than the universe

307
00:14:49,670 --> 00:14:52,370
and the source of everything
that makes us human.

308
00:14:53,473 --> 00:14:57,306
It's the source of my dyslexia
and the key to overcoming it.

309
00:14:57,311 --> 00:14:59,140
See, it's personal to you.

310
00:14:59,145 --> 00:15:01,343
That's how passion for a field is born.

311
00:15:01,348 --> 00:15:03,448
You think I could do this?

312
00:15:04,450 --> 00:15:06,981
We could always use more
women in neurosurgery.

313
00:15:06,986 --> 00:15:09,253
We are overloaded with arrogant men.

314
00:15:10,356 --> 00:15:12,721
But I would never try to recruit you.

315
00:15:12,726 --> 00:15:13,822
Why?

316
00:15:13,827 --> 00:15:15,924
Well, Devon would kill me,

317
00:15:15,929 --> 00:15:17,659
- for one thing.
- Oh. He...

318
00:15:17,664 --> 00:15:20,428
- He'll support whatever I choose to do.
- I know.

319
00:15:20,433 --> 00:15:23,097
But as a neurosurgeon,
your life becomes the hospital.

320
00:15:23,102 --> 00:15:25,266
To be truly excellent
requires total commitment,

321
00:15:25,271 --> 00:15:27,135
and the pressure is intense.

322
00:15:27,140 --> 00:15:28,169
If you ever want

323
00:15:28,174 --> 00:15:31,539
- to have kids...
- That's far in the future.

324
00:15:31,544 --> 00:15:33,044
If ever.

325
00:15:34,714 --> 00:15:36,911
I really want to consider this.

326
00:15:36,916 --> 00:15:38,646
All right.

327
00:15:38,651 --> 00:15:40,982
Well, we can talk about it.

328
00:15:40,987 --> 00:15:42,951
You have both the brains and the guts.

329
00:15:45,225 --> 00:15:47,488
Okay, you ready to try it blind?

330
00:15:47,493 --> 00:15:50,027
Oh, hell yeah.

331
00:15:50,830 --> 00:15:54,128
Lunar New Year was your
father's favorite holiday.

332
00:15:54,133 --> 00:15:55,497
And I also remember as a kid,

333
00:15:55,502 --> 00:15:57,598
he would give me
those little red envelopes.

334
00:15:57,603 --> 00:15:59,467
And I thought today,

335
00:15:59,472 --> 00:16:02,472
perhaps you could use one.

336
00:16:07,312 --> 00:16:09,509
Can always use a little luck.

337
00:16:18,023 --> 00:16:20,687
Do you really think this drug trial

338
00:16:20,692 --> 00:16:22,658
could beat my cancer?

339
00:16:23,861 --> 00:16:27,394
Most success rates are low,
generally, in clinical trials,

340
00:16:27,399 --> 00:16:28,862
but this one's different.

341
00:16:28,867 --> 00:16:30,430
I mean, they're thinking this could be

342
00:16:30,435 --> 00:16:32,499
the next big thing in lung cancer.

343
00:16:32,504 --> 00:16:34,167
But one step at a time, Mom.

344
00:16:34,172 --> 00:16:37,274
First, we have to get you
enrolled in the trial.

345
00:16:39,811 --> 00:16:43,410
So, my mother's cancer is spreading.

346
00:16:43,415 --> 00:16:44,711
Her lung masses are growing,

347
00:16:44,716 --> 00:16:46,479
and there's a new met in her liver,

348
00:16:46,484 --> 00:16:50,383
and if it continues to spread...

349
00:16:50,388 --> 00:16:52,789
The next step will be hospice.

350
00:16:53,691 --> 00:16:55,389
Yeah.

351
00:16:55,394 --> 00:16:56,890
We're not there yet,

352
00:16:56,895 --> 00:16:59,625
but I do want to give her
the best chance to live,

353
00:16:59,630 --> 00:17:02,361
and-and right now, it's your trial.

354
00:17:02,366 --> 00:17:04,163
But have you looked at the side effects

355
00:17:04,168 --> 00:17:05,598
- of this trial?
- Yeah.

356
00:17:05,603 --> 00:17:08,000
She can do this, Pravesh.

357
00:17:08,005 --> 00:17:10,336
I'll need to assess that for myself

358
00:17:10,341 --> 00:17:12,872
- very carefully.
- Yeah.

359
00:17:12,877 --> 00:17:14,576
Yeah, please do.

360
00:17:16,080 --> 00:17:18,344
But...

361
00:17:18,349 --> 00:17:20,582
This is our last hope.

362
00:17:28,975 --> 00:17:30,995
- Hey. I heard.
- How?

363
00:17:31,000 --> 00:17:32,371
The gossip mill at Chastain

364
00:17:32,375 --> 00:17:34,195
is alive and well.

365
00:17:34,200 --> 00:17:36,464
We're all pulling for her.

366
00:17:36,469 --> 00:17:38,500
- Do you know what's wrong?
- Heart failure.

367
00:17:38,505 --> 00:17:40,502
We're seeing what we can do.

368
00:17:40,507 --> 00:17:42,339
How are you holding up?

369
00:17:43,342 --> 00:17:46,110
I'm keeping perspective.
The heart is a muscle.

370
00:17:49,616 --> 00:17:51,613
Hey.

371
00:17:51,618 --> 00:17:54,048
This is me, Conrad.

372
00:17:54,053 --> 00:17:56,850
Inside this woman who walked into our ER

373
00:17:56,855 --> 00:17:59,453
is a part of someone we both loved.

374
00:17:59,458 --> 00:18:01,692
That means something.

375
00:18:03,194 --> 00:18:05,191
After Nic died, I kept seeing things

376
00:18:05,196 --> 00:18:07,227
that made me feel like she was near me.

377
00:18:07,232 --> 00:18:10,564
A song we loved would
suddenly come on the radio.

378
00:18:10,569 --> 00:18:12,566
A woman in the park with her laugh.

379
00:18:12,571 --> 00:18:14,968
I'd find an old note
she left for me in the drawer.

380
00:18:14,973 --> 00:18:16,106
That type of thing.

381
00:18:17,543 --> 00:18:19,676
Then eventually, it faded.

382
00:18:20,746 --> 00:18:23,110
But now a small part of her,

383
00:18:23,115 --> 00:18:25,912
a real part of her, is here.

384
00:18:25,917 --> 00:18:27,714
Alive.

385
00:18:31,957 --> 00:18:33,219
Hannah, talk to me.

386
00:18:33,224 --> 00:18:35,088
I can't... I can't breathe.

387
00:18:35,093 --> 00:18:37,323
- I can't breathe.
- She's hypotensive,

388
00:18:37,328 --> 00:18:39,159
tachycardic, and her sats are dropping.

389
00:18:39,164 --> 00:18:41,094
This looks like cardiogenic shock.

390
00:18:41,099 --> 00:18:44,100
- I need a norepinephrine drip.
- And page Austin.

391
00:18:49,541 --> 00:18:51,571
Her ejection fraction is only 15%.

392
00:18:51,576 --> 00:18:53,810
We need to get her to the cath lab now.

393
00:19:00,785 --> 00:19:02,148
Inserting

394
00:19:02,153 --> 00:19:04,050
the pump into the aorta.

395
00:19:04,055 --> 00:19:07,887
That should help her heart
pump a little easier.

396
00:19:07,892 --> 00:19:10,423
But it's only a stopgap.
Her heart failure

397
00:19:10,428 --> 00:19:12,327
- is getting worse.
- She must be rejecting

398
00:19:12,331 --> 00:19:13,928
the transplanted heart.

399
00:19:13,933 --> 00:19:16,397
I wish there were
some other explanation.

400
00:19:16,402 --> 00:19:19,466
Well, she stabilized enough to tolerate

401
00:19:19,470 --> 00:19:22,101
the biopsy. That should tell us more.

402
00:19:22,106 --> 00:19:24,139
Biopsy catheter to me.

403
00:19:31,949 --> 00:19:35,247
So, AJ told me you've discussed how, um,

404
00:19:35,252 --> 00:19:38,718
brutal and, uh, dangerous
this trial would be.

405
00:19:38,723 --> 00:19:40,219
And you're sure you'd want to do it?

406
00:19:40,224 --> 00:19:44,489
I'm sorry to ask you again,
but given the risks,

407
00:19:44,494 --> 00:19:46,892
I need to hear it from you directly.

408
00:19:46,897 --> 00:19:48,431
Yes.

409
00:19:51,736 --> 00:19:53,699
And...

410
00:19:53,704 --> 00:19:57,036
do you have any concerns that
you want to discuss with me?

411
00:19:57,041 --> 00:20:00,039
I'm not just doing this for myself

412
00:20:00,044 --> 00:20:01,741
but for others.

413
00:20:01,746 --> 00:20:03,242
I mean,

414
00:20:03,247 --> 00:20:06,377
it will help advance the science, right?

415
00:20:06,382 --> 00:20:07,612
Yeah.

416
00:20:07,617 --> 00:20:09,647
That's the point of the clinical trials.

417
00:20:09,652 --> 00:20:11,382
They're experiments.

418
00:20:11,387 --> 00:20:13,918
Okay. I'm in.

419
00:20:13,923 --> 00:20:15,954
I admire that enormously.

420
00:20:15,959 --> 00:20:19,057
But we still have to determine
if you meet the criteria,

421
00:20:19,062 --> 00:20:22,794
which means one more test.

422
00:20:22,799 --> 00:20:25,032
- Okay?
- Okay.

423
00:20:26,803 --> 00:20:28,867
So,

424
00:20:28,872 --> 00:20:31,406
I'm gonna put this over your nose.

425
00:20:34,043 --> 00:20:36,642
Now I want you to put your mouth

426
00:20:36,647 --> 00:20:39,443
around this mouthpiece
and breathe in normally.

427
00:20:43,753 --> 00:20:45,449
All right, Carol. I want you

428
00:20:45,454 --> 00:20:48,352
to pant. In and out.

429
00:20:48,357 --> 00:20:49,457
Good.

430
00:20:51,627 --> 00:20:53,457
Now take a deep breath in.

431
00:20:54,630 --> 00:20:55,927
Now breathe all of the air out.

432
00:20:55,931 --> 00:20:58,462
Keep going.

433
00:20:58,467 --> 00:21:00,001
Come on.

434
00:21:03,973 --> 00:21:05,403
And we're done.

435
00:21:05,408 --> 00:21:07,609
Let me try that again.

436
00:21:09,111 --> 00:21:11,145
Okay. One more time.

437
00:21:13,316 --> 00:21:15,613
The rules of the trial are clear.

438
00:21:15,618 --> 00:21:18,652
We need an FEV1 of 50% or more.

439
00:21:20,055 --> 00:21:22,556
Hers were 45 both times.

440
00:21:24,927 --> 00:21:26,524
I'm so sorry.

441
00:21:26,529 --> 00:21:28,094
She didn't pass.

442
00:21:30,498 --> 00:21:33,463
So, you're telling me that
she doesn't meet the criteria

443
00:21:33,468 --> 00:21:35,632
based on what's essentially
a rounding error?

444
00:21:35,637 --> 00:21:37,334
No, it's more than a rounding error.

445
00:21:37,339 --> 00:21:38,668
There are other issues.

446
00:21:38,673 --> 00:21:40,036
I reviewed Carol's chart.

447
00:21:40,041 --> 00:21:43,039
Her echo and performance status
were borderline, AJ.

448
00:21:43,044 --> 00:21:45,308
A-Are you cherry-picking

449
00:21:45,313 --> 00:21:47,810
only healthy patients to protect

450
00:21:47,815 --> 00:21:49,479
your numbers?

451
00:21:49,484 --> 00:21:51,614
I'm not protecting my data.

452
00:21:51,619 --> 00:21:53,616
I'm protecting Carol.

453
00:21:53,621 --> 00:21:55,218
And given her condition,

454
00:21:55,223 --> 00:21:56,619
I'm not sure how likely it is

455
00:21:56,624 --> 00:21:58,055
this incredibly difficult regimen

456
00:21:58,060 --> 00:21:59,393
would even help her.

457
00:22:00,795 --> 00:22:02,125
"Not sure"

458
00:22:02,130 --> 00:22:04,861
doesn't cut it when we're
talking about my mother's life.

459
00:22:04,866 --> 00:22:06,696
I'm sorry,

460
00:22:06,701 --> 00:22:09,031
but these criteria exist

461
00:22:09,036 --> 00:22:10,836
for a reason.

462
00:22:12,373 --> 00:22:14,073
Who are you?

463
00:22:15,176 --> 00:22:18,140
No, really, is-is this who you are?

464
00:22:18,145 --> 00:22:20,076
A numbers dude

465
00:22:20,081 --> 00:22:24,016
who blocks a desperate
woman's last hope?

466
00:22:44,137 --> 00:22:47,202
Wh-What happened?

467
00:22:47,207 --> 00:22:49,674
Your heart failure is worsening.

468
00:22:51,244 --> 00:22:53,008
We're waiting for tests to confirm,

469
00:22:53,013 --> 00:22:55,243
but we're worried that...

470
00:22:55,248 --> 00:22:58,817
your body is rejecting
your transplanted heart.

471
00:23:00,320 --> 00:23:02,850
You have to fix it.

472
00:23:02,855 --> 00:23:04,953
Please.

473
00:23:04,958 --> 00:23:07,088
We're trying.

474
00:23:07,093 --> 00:23:10,658
I'll let you know as soon as we
get the results of the biopsy.

475
00:23:10,663 --> 00:23:12,394
Okay.

476
00:23:12,399 --> 00:23:14,229
If you need anything

477
00:23:14,234 --> 00:23:15,396
or you feel any discomfort,

478
00:23:15,401 --> 00:23:17,766
I want you to push
this red button, okay?

479
00:23:17,771 --> 00:23:20,038
I trust you.

480
00:23:21,907 --> 00:23:25,006
I know you'll help me.

481
00:23:25,011 --> 00:23:27,110
I will.

482
00:23:32,084 --> 00:23:33,414
Hey.

483
00:23:33,419 --> 00:23:34,848
I'm doing a split shift,

484
00:23:34,853 --> 00:23:36,984
so I'll be taking care
of Hannah in the ICU.

485
00:23:36,989 --> 00:23:40,120
- Want me to catch you up?
- No. Already did that myself.

486
00:23:40,125 --> 00:23:41,588
I'll keep a close eye.

487
00:23:41,593 --> 00:23:43,661
Page you if anything comes up.

488
00:23:45,931 --> 00:23:47,328
Conrad?

489
00:23:47,333 --> 00:23:48,566
Yeah?

490
00:23:50,936 --> 00:23:53,503
I'm sorry about your wife.

491
00:23:55,407 --> 00:23:57,171
Thanks, but this isn't about Nic.

492
00:23:57,176 --> 00:23:59,073
It's about Hannah, okay?

493
00:24:12,024 --> 00:24:16,325
Open. Ah. Open...

494
00:24:17,028 --> 00:24:18,424
It's good. It's okay.

495
00:24:18,429 --> 00:24:20,529
It's okay.

496
00:24:26,004 --> 00:24:28,104
Oh!

497
00:24:33,411 --> 00:24:35,979
Dr. Bell, are you okay?

498
00:24:37,281 --> 00:24:39,315
Yeah, fine. Thanks.

499
00:25:06,725 --> 00:25:09,095
We have great news.

500
00:25:09,100 --> 00:25:10,201
Kit and I have been calling in

501
00:25:10,205 --> 00:25:11,730
every favor. We're really excited

502
00:25:11,735 --> 00:25:13,499
to tell you what we've come up with.

503
00:25:13,504 --> 00:25:15,170
Sit down.

504
00:25:16,440 --> 00:25:19,337
It's all right. I'm not
completely incapacitated yet.

505
00:25:19,342 --> 00:25:22,007
Uh, n-no, I know. I just...

506
00:25:22,012 --> 00:25:25,743
The landscape around MS
is always evolving.

507
00:25:25,748 --> 00:25:29,347
New immunomodulator therapies
reduce relapses

508
00:25:29,352 --> 00:25:30,582
and progression.

509
00:25:30,587 --> 00:25:31,950
If you experience a relapse

510
00:25:31,955 --> 00:25:33,218
after, uh, starting

511
00:25:33,223 --> 00:25:35,220
one treatment,
many patients try another,

512
00:25:35,225 --> 00:25:38,123
and-and they keep trying
until they're symptom-free.

513
00:25:38,128 --> 00:25:40,160
Finding the right specialist
is paramount,

514
00:25:40,165 --> 00:25:42,362
so Jake pulled some strings

515
00:25:42,367 --> 00:25:45,833
and got you a neuro consult
at the Mayo Clinic on Tuesday.

516
00:25:45,838 --> 00:25:47,369
The chair of the department's a friend.

517
00:25:47,373 --> 00:25:50,270
I did his nephew's cleft palate
surgery a few years ago.

518
00:25:50,275 --> 00:25:51,672
He's already been filled in.

519
00:25:51,677 --> 00:25:54,174
Thank you. Both of you.

520
00:25:54,179 --> 00:25:55,608
So you'll go?

521
00:25:55,613 --> 00:25:57,644
Yeah, of course.

522
00:25:57,649 --> 00:25:59,746
And I'm-I'm grateful.

523
00:25:59,751 --> 00:26:01,247
I'm so encouraged.

524
00:26:01,252 --> 00:26:03,783
- Jake, I need a couple minutes alone with Kit.
- Yeah.

525
00:26:03,788 --> 00:26:06,856
I'll, uh, let Mayo know
you're confirmed.

526
00:26:16,000 --> 00:26:18,030
Kit, I'm leaving Chastain.

527
00:26:18,035 --> 00:26:19,666
A leave of absence.

528
00:26:19,671 --> 00:26:22,268
- Of course. To heal...
- No. Permanently.

529
00:26:22,273 --> 00:26:23,603
What?

530
00:26:23,608 --> 00:26:25,705
I'll-I'll try the treatments,

531
00:26:25,710 --> 00:26:27,907
and I'm grateful for the help,

532
00:26:27,912 --> 00:26:29,576
but I'll never operate again,

533
00:26:29,581 --> 00:26:32,044
- even if I get markedly better.
- Why not?

534
00:26:32,049 --> 00:26:35,181
You at 95% is better than anyone at 100.

535
00:26:35,186 --> 00:26:37,450
It's more complicated than that.

536
00:26:37,455 --> 00:26:40,019
Then, please, explain it to me.

537
00:26:40,024 --> 00:26:43,923
- Optic neuritis. You familiar?
- Of course.

538
00:26:43,928 --> 00:26:45,391
Eye pain, vision loss.

539
00:26:45,396 --> 00:26:47,026
Are you experiencing any?

540
00:26:47,031 --> 00:26:49,862
I just had an episode. It cleared up.

541
00:26:49,867 --> 00:26:52,831
But it's a sign the disease
is progressing rapidly.

542
00:26:52,836 --> 00:26:55,668
I'll lose my strength,
then the ability to walk

543
00:26:55,673 --> 00:26:58,671
and speak and eat.

544
00:26:58,676 --> 00:27:00,206
And at some point,

545
00:27:00,211 --> 00:27:02,437
- I'll end up paralyzed in a hospital bed...
- Okay, stop.

546
00:27:02,441 --> 00:27:04,538
- ... unable to feed myself.
- Stop.

547
00:27:04,543 --> 00:27:06,243
Stop.

548
00:27:13,290 --> 00:27:16,559
See, you fell in love with
the man that I wanted to be.

549
00:27:20,497 --> 00:27:23,565
And I became him because of you.

550
00:27:26,069 --> 00:27:28,301
What are you saying?

551
00:27:29,406 --> 00:27:31,440
I love you.

552
00:27:33,811 --> 00:27:36,108
And I will not saddle you with this.

553
00:27:39,450 --> 00:27:42,848
I have a welcome speech
to give, but don't leave.

554
00:27:42,853 --> 00:27:45,121
- We have to talk about this.
- No, we don't.

555
00:27:47,524 --> 00:27:49,191
I have an office to pack.

556
00:28:40,942 --> 00:28:42,009
Kit!

557
00:28:44,046 --> 00:28:46,279
Hey, Kit!

558
00:28:48,583 --> 00:28:49,783
Kit!

559
00:28:51,120 --> 00:28:52,352
What'd he say?

560
00:28:56,425 --> 00:28:57,958
What happened?

561
00:29:15,810 --> 00:29:18,374
Gigi, wait! Sammie, wait!

562
00:29:18,379 --> 00:29:20,779
Sammie!

563
00:29:25,920 --> 00:29:28,918
She's seizing. Two milligrams
of lorazepam now.

564
00:29:28,923 --> 00:29:31,457
I'm gonna get her on her side
before she aspirates.

565
00:29:38,366 --> 00:29:40,930
So, she came in with heart failure,

566
00:29:40,935 --> 00:29:42,865
rapidly developed cardiogenic shock.

567
00:29:42,870 --> 00:29:44,568
- And now seizures?
- Despite everything

568
00:29:44,572 --> 00:29:46,136
we're throwing at her,
she continues trending

569
00:29:46,140 --> 00:29:48,203
- in the wrong direction.
- She has a bleed.

570
00:29:48,208 --> 00:29:49,940
Likely caused by the
blood thinners we put her on

571
00:29:49,944 --> 00:29:51,173
for the balloon pump.

572
00:29:51,178 --> 00:29:53,642
I mean, thankfully, it's small,
so we can just monitor.

573
00:29:53,647 --> 00:29:55,678
But look at the meninges
lining her brain.

574
00:29:55,683 --> 00:29:57,780
Usually they're smooth,
but here they're bumpy.

575
00:29:57,785 --> 00:29:59,848
Something more serious
is happening here.

576
00:29:59,853 --> 00:30:00,883
Infection.

577
00:30:00,888 --> 00:30:02,687
An infection while we're
blasting her with meds

578
00:30:02,691 --> 00:30:04,621
to suppress her immune
system would be deadly.

579
00:30:04,626 --> 00:30:07,424
- Devi and I will do a spinal tap.
- I'll get her a full body scan.

580
00:30:07,429 --> 00:30:09,428
I'll send off autoimmune labs
and talk to pathology,

581
00:30:09,432 --> 00:30:11,032
see if the biopsy results are back.

582
00:30:12,700 --> 00:30:15,363
- So what did I miss?
- Hannah's labs came back normal.

583
00:30:15,368 --> 00:30:18,234
Spinal tap was negative.
No cancer on the full body scan.

584
00:30:18,239 --> 00:30:19,839
Pathology told me her biopsy proves

585
00:30:19,844 --> 00:30:20,875
she's rejecting her heart.

586
00:30:20,879 --> 00:30:22,542
Tacro levels are in the basement.

587
00:30:22,547 --> 00:30:24,548
So her heart's failing because
she's probably not taking

588
00:30:24,552 --> 00:30:26,517
- her immunosuppressants.
- I don't think she would do that.

589
00:30:26,521 --> 00:30:27,753
Not based on everything she told us.

590
00:30:27,757 --> 00:30:29,612
Well, we don't really know her, do we?

591
00:30:29,617 --> 00:30:32,047
You know, people can surprise you.

592
00:30:34,622 --> 00:30:36,319
I got to check on a patient.

593
00:30:36,324 --> 00:30:38,123
I'll be back in five.

594
00:30:41,427 --> 00:30:42,790
You all right?

595
00:30:42,795 --> 00:30:46,327
My mom's not getting into Devon's trial.

596
00:30:46,332 --> 00:30:49,172
He said she missed the cut.

597
00:30:49,177 --> 00:30:50,977
Why don't you talk to Hannah
about those meds?

598
00:30:50,982 --> 00:30:52,248
I'll talk to Devon.

599
00:31:02,445 --> 00:31:06,281
Carol was outside the FEV1
entry criteria by five percent?

600
00:31:09,097 --> 00:31:11,395
Those are the rules. My hands are tied.

601
00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:12,996
Protocol exists for a reason.

602
00:31:13,001 --> 00:31:15,195
I taught you to break
the rules for the patients.

603
00:31:15,200 --> 00:31:16,897
You taught me to also
follow the science.

604
00:31:16,902 --> 00:31:19,567
And what you're saying
now is to ignore it.

605
00:31:19,572 --> 00:31:20,835
Yeah, we both know her odds

606
00:31:20,840 --> 00:31:22,469
are long and this is your first trial,

607
00:31:22,474 --> 00:31:26,307
but to turn her down because
she'd skew your statistics?

608
00:31:26,312 --> 00:31:27,808
Do you think it was easy for me

609
00:31:27,813 --> 00:31:30,079
to tell AJ that she wasn't a candidate?

610
00:31:30,800 --> 00:31:32,497
But I know it was the right thing to do.

611
00:31:32,502 --> 00:31:34,131
The right thing to do for who?

612
00:31:34,136 --> 00:31:36,567
The patient, the pharma
company or for you?

613
00:31:36,572 --> 00:31:39,574
For everyone.

614
00:31:41,210 --> 00:31:44,275
If your father were still alive,

615
00:31:44,280 --> 00:31:48,746
and you had a chance
to save him with this trial,

616
00:31:48,751 --> 00:31:51,682
but he didn't fit the criteria
by a small number,

617
00:31:51,687 --> 00:31:54,484
would you make the same
call you did for Carol?

618
00:31:54,489 --> 00:31:57,054
I have spent all day
trying to convince myself

619
00:31:57,059 --> 00:31:59,256
it is okay to let her into this trial.

620
00:31:59,261 --> 00:32:01,826
But I know that if I do,
she will likely end up

621
00:32:01,831 --> 00:32:04,729
on dialysis when her kidneys fail.

622
00:32:04,734 --> 00:32:08,833
Fluid in her lungs will make her
feel like she is drowning.

623
00:32:08,838 --> 00:32:11,669
But what if she makes it through?

624
00:32:11,674 --> 00:32:14,704
I don't see that happening.

625
00:32:14,709 --> 00:32:16,873
Carol is brave.

626
00:32:16,878 --> 00:32:19,142
She wants to help the science.

627
00:32:19,147 --> 00:32:21,545
But if I bend the rules to let her in,

628
00:32:21,550 --> 00:32:24,551
her sacrifice, it won't even do that.

629
00:32:27,088 --> 00:32:28,584
I am not going to torture

630
00:32:28,589 --> 00:32:30,353
an older immunocompromised woman.

631
00:32:30,358 --> 00:32:32,927
She's already been through
enough. I won't do it.

632
00:32:44,873 --> 00:32:46,603
- You talk to Devon?
- I did.

633
00:32:46,608 --> 00:32:48,538
- And?
- I'll explain later.

634
00:32:48,543 --> 00:32:51,007
But we will do what's right
for Carol, I promise.

635
00:32:51,012 --> 00:32:52,709
We're out of time. She's getting worse.

636
00:32:52,714 --> 00:32:54,411
What about the immunosuppressants?

637
00:32:54,416 --> 00:32:57,047
She insists she's been taking
them. She has from the start.

638
00:32:57,051 --> 00:33:00,382
She told us she had
headaches off and on.

639
00:33:00,387 --> 00:33:02,585
She had seizures.

640
00:33:02,590 --> 00:33:04,853
Maybe she thinks she's taking the meds.

641
00:33:04,858 --> 00:33:07,656
She could be forgetting to take them,

642
00:33:07,661 --> 00:33:10,662
because of an underlying
neurological problem.

643
00:33:14,669 --> 00:33:16,999
How long has she been tapping like that?

644
00:33:17,004 --> 00:33:18,534
For hours.

645
00:33:18,539 --> 00:33:20,506
It's the same consistent tempo.

646
00:33:26,413 --> 00:33:29,915
Her tapping matches the beat
of her heart on the monitor.

647
00:33:32,086 --> 00:33:34,653
Maybe she's hearing
her heartbeat in her ears.

648
00:33:39,459 --> 00:33:41,990
You're right. I can hear it.

649
00:33:41,995 --> 00:33:44,291
Must be a dural arteriovenous fistula.

650
00:33:44,296 --> 00:33:45,727
An abnormal connection

651
00:33:45,732 --> 00:33:47,462
of blood vessels in the brain.

652
00:33:47,467 --> 00:33:50,031
Explaining all her symptoms.

653
00:33:50,036 --> 00:33:52,000
From the headaches to the seizures

654
00:33:52,005 --> 00:33:56,370
to forgetting to take her meds,
resulting in the heart failure.

655
00:33:56,375 --> 00:33:59,274
So, her heart problem
is really a brain problem.

656
00:33:59,279 --> 00:34:01,579
And that can be fixed through surgery.

657
00:34:03,783 --> 00:34:05,716
One second.

658
00:34:10,590 --> 00:34:12,153
Unequal pupils.

659
00:34:12,158 --> 00:34:13,423
Her brain bleed is getting worse.

660
00:34:13,427 --> 00:34:15,495
I'll page Billie now.

661
00:34:17,997 --> 00:34:20,028
Dr. Austin?

662
00:34:20,033 --> 00:34:21,863
If you don't mind, I'd like to monitor

663
00:34:21,868 --> 00:34:25,767
our patient's intraoperative
cardiac function.

664
00:34:25,772 --> 00:34:27,338
Of course.

665
00:34:29,708 --> 00:34:31,242
This one's for Nic.

666
00:34:41,854 --> 00:34:43,617
- Sammie?
- Gigi?

667
00:34:43,622 --> 00:34:45,152
- Sammie, Gigi!
- Gigi?

668
00:34:45,157 --> 00:34:47,821
- Sammie!
- Gigi?

669
00:34:47,826 --> 00:34:50,060
Sammie!

670
00:34:53,466 --> 00:34:55,365
- Girls?
- Sammie!

671
00:34:56,868 --> 00:34:59,433
Once there was a little bunny

672
00:34:59,438 --> 00:35:01,001
who wanted to run away.

673
00:35:01,006 --> 00:35:04,537
So he said to his mother,
"I'm running away".

674
00:35:04,542 --> 00:35:06,539
"If you run away", said his mother,

675
00:35:06,544 --> 00:35:10,443
"I'll run after you,
for you are my little bunny".

676
00:35:10,448 --> 00:35:13,346
"If you run after me",
said the little bunny,

677
00:35:13,351 --> 00:35:15,815
"I'll become a fish in a trout stream,

678
00:35:15,820 --> 00:35:17,917
and I will swim away from you".

679
00:35:17,922 --> 00:35:20,520
So the mommy keeps him safe?

680
00:35:20,525 --> 00:35:23,988
Yes, you see? No matter
what the little bunny does,

681
00:35:23,993 --> 00:35:25,557
he's always protected.

682
00:35:25,562 --> 00:35:29,495
Like you protected me from the dragon?

683
00:35:29,500 --> 00:35:30,898
That's right, Gigi.

684
00:35:35,071 --> 00:35:37,105
Pickups and dural scissors to me.

685
00:35:38,508 --> 00:35:40,375
Opening the dura now.

686
00:35:46,517 --> 00:35:48,413
It was unavoidable.

687
00:35:48,418 --> 00:35:50,450
Two large bore suctions.

688
00:35:52,155 --> 00:35:54,853
Sutures. We have to repair the sinus.

689
00:35:54,858 --> 00:35:56,691
Cardiac Doppler to me.

690
00:35:59,395 --> 00:36:01,260
We got an air embolism.

691
00:36:01,265 --> 00:36:03,095
If air in the blood hits the heart,

692
00:36:03,100 --> 00:36:04,550
it could be fatal.

693
00:36:05,695 --> 00:36:07,522
Chu, drop the head of the bed.

694
00:36:09,339 --> 00:36:11,235
Devi, flood the field with irrigation.

695
00:36:11,240 --> 00:36:14,242
I need a central line to
aspirate the embolism.

696
00:36:22,885 --> 00:36:24,882
Heartrate's stable.

697
00:36:24,887 --> 00:36:27,117
All good, man.

698
00:36:27,122 --> 00:36:28,686
All right.

699
00:36:28,691 --> 00:36:30,692
All right, let's keep it going.

700
00:36:56,340 --> 00:36:59,204
You can run, but you can't hide.

701
00:36:59,209 --> 00:37:01,043
I will find you.

702
00:37:02,812 --> 00:37:05,847
Wherever you go, I will follow.

703
00:37:07,617 --> 00:37:09,814
We will go to the Mayo Clinic together.

704
00:37:09,819 --> 00:37:11,683
And wherever the road leads after that.

705
00:37:11,688 --> 00:37:14,586
But it will lead back here, to Chastain.

706
00:37:14,591 --> 00:37:16,955
Because you will get better.

707
00:37:16,960 --> 00:37:19,324
You will operate again.

708
00:37:19,329 --> 00:37:23,327
And you will save lives
as you have before.

709
00:37:23,332 --> 00:37:25,033
Well, you don't know that.

710
00:37:31,708 --> 00:37:33,337
I do know

711
00:37:33,742 --> 00:37:37,475
that whatever complications
may be ahead,

712
00:37:37,480 --> 00:37:39,910
we will face them together.

713
00:37:39,915 --> 00:37:43,781
Because you are the
great love of my life,

714
00:37:43,786 --> 00:37:47,322
and I'm pretty sure
I'm the great love of yours.

715
00:37:51,661 --> 00:37:53,692
It's gonna be okay.

716
00:37:53,697 --> 00:37:56,030
It's okay.

717
00:38:08,612 --> 00:38:10,608
So?

718
00:38:10,613 --> 00:38:12,813
Is my mother in your trial or what?

719
00:38:15,083 --> 00:38:17,117
No. I'm sorry, AJ.

720
00:38:20,923 --> 00:38:22,486
I agree with the decision.

721
00:38:22,491 --> 00:38:24,088
What?

722
00:38:24,093 --> 00:38:25,923
Wow.

723
00:38:25,928 --> 00:38:28,962
Wow. I really expected more from you.

724
00:38:31,499 --> 00:38:33,931
When Nic came into this hospital
gravely injured,

725
00:38:33,936 --> 00:38:35,799
I would have died to save her,
but I couldn't.

726
00:38:35,804 --> 00:38:37,094
No one could.

727
00:38:37,099 --> 00:38:39,730
I know better than anyone
there is nothing harder

728
00:38:39,735 --> 00:38:42,466
than not being able
to deliver a miracle.

729
00:38:42,471 --> 00:38:44,302
This trial would not help your mom.

730
00:38:44,307 --> 00:38:45,839
It would harm her.

731
00:38:46,709 --> 00:38:48,574
But that doesn't mean
there's nothing we can do

732
00:38:48,579 --> 00:38:50,144
for your mother.

733
00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:53,130
I'm...

734
00:38:53,135 --> 00:38:56,169
actually a little relieved.

735
00:38:58,139 --> 00:39:00,036
If I'd qualified for the trial,

736
00:39:00,041 --> 00:39:03,839
I'd have given it everything I've got.

737
00:39:03,844 --> 00:39:05,144
But...

738
00:39:06,480 --> 00:39:09,145
I'm tired.

739
00:39:09,150 --> 00:39:13,152
Part of me was doing it for you.

740
00:39:18,759 --> 00:39:20,455
Wow. Mom, I'm sorry.

741
00:39:20,460 --> 00:39:22,525
I-I didn't mean to push this on you.

742
00:39:22,530 --> 00:39:24,794
Hush. Hush, son.

743
00:39:25,199 --> 00:39:28,033
You've been an angel.

744
00:39:30,604 --> 00:39:32,567
Carol, I'm gonna call your oncologist

745
00:39:32,572 --> 00:39:35,104
about starting you
on palliative care right away.

746
00:39:35,109 --> 00:39:37,572
It's not hospice.

747
00:39:37,577 --> 00:39:39,141
You don't need that yet.

748
00:39:39,146 --> 00:39:42,644
No, no. Palliative care doctors
will treat your symptoms

749
00:39:42,649 --> 00:39:46,380
and make sure you live
your best life without pain.

750
00:39:46,385 --> 00:39:48,349
It's something we should've started

751
00:39:48,354 --> 00:39:49,854
the day you were diagnosed.

752
00:39:50,656 --> 00:39:53,822
Studies have shown that people
with metastatic lung cancer

753
00:39:53,827 --> 00:39:55,423
can actually live longer...

754
00:39:55,428 --> 00:39:57,658
- And better.
- ... than those who continue

755
00:39:57,663 --> 00:40:00,194
aggressive and sometimes
harmful treatment.

756
00:40:00,199 --> 00:40:03,598
And this will give us more time
to do the things that we love.

757
00:40:03,603 --> 00:40:04,732
Together.

758
00:40:04,737 --> 00:40:08,273
AJ, honey, I would love that.

759
00:40:11,644 --> 00:40:13,474
That should heal in a few weeks.

760
00:40:13,479 --> 00:40:16,510
And your neurologic symptoms
should start resolving soon.

761
00:40:16,515 --> 00:40:17,979
The fistula in your brain

762
00:40:17,984 --> 00:40:19,380
didn't just cause headaches.

763
00:40:19,385 --> 00:40:21,115
It affected your memory.

764
00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:23,251
That made you forget to take the meds,

765
00:40:23,256 --> 00:40:24,785
which led to the rejection.

766
00:40:24,790 --> 00:40:27,288
- And my heart?
- We've begun treatment,

767
00:40:27,293 --> 00:40:30,060
and your heart is already
showing signs of recovery.

768
00:40:31,630 --> 00:40:34,198
Dr. Hawkins made the diagnosis.

769
00:40:35,668 --> 00:40:37,434
Dr. Hawkins.

770
00:40:38,237 --> 00:40:40,471
How can I thank you?

771
00:40:41,907 --> 00:40:43,974
All of you.

772
00:40:45,210 --> 00:40:47,244
Get some rest.

773
00:40:58,391 --> 00:41:01,958
I wasn't sure if I was
gonna tell you this, but...

774
00:41:07,732 --> 00:41:09,965
My wife was an organ donor.

775
00:41:11,135 --> 00:41:13,703
And she saved a lot of lives.

776
00:41:17,108 --> 00:41:18,708
Including yours.

777
00:41:21,045 --> 00:41:23,142
What?

778
00:41:28,052 --> 00:41:29,716
I...

779
00:41:29,721 --> 00:41:32,354
I have your wife's heart?

780
00:41:35,860 --> 00:41:38,127
Can I see her picture?

781
00:41:51,675 --> 00:41:53,571
I do have a favor to ask.

782
00:41:53,576 --> 00:41:55,173
Yeah, anything.

783
00:41:55,178 --> 00:41:57,242
Could I introduce you to my daughter?

784
00:41:59,215 --> 00:42:01,115
Of course.

785
00:42:12,696 --> 00:42:15,326
Gigi, I want you to meet
a very special person.

786
00:42:15,331 --> 00:42:18,630
This is Hannah. Hannah, this is Gigi.

787
00:42:18,635 --> 00:42:20,766
Hi, Gigi.

788
00:42:20,771 --> 00:42:22,403
Hi.

789
00:42:36,386 --> 00:42:37,651
Can we listen?

790
00:42:38,654 --> 00:42:40,852
Yeah.

791
00:42:55,872 --> 00:42:58,436
Hi, Mommy.

792
00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:59,000
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