1 00:00:00,787 --> 00:00:04,661 Think of these not as a report card, 2 00:00:04,686 --> 00:00:08,211 but a window into the minds of your clients, 3 00:00:08,534 --> 00:00:12,059 their families and support persons, 4 00:00:12,233 --> 00:00:15,976 and also as a window into yourselves. 5 00:00:16,150 --> 00:00:18,457 To see your greatest strengths 6 00:00:18,780 --> 00:00:20,608 and the areas where you have 7 00:00:20,633 --> 00:00:24,289 the greatest opportunity for growth. 8 00:00:24,463 --> 00:00:27,292 First round of results is already in your inbox. 9 00:00:27,466 --> 00:00:29,054 Regular updates to follow. 10 00:00:36,040 --> 00:00:38,042 Third highest in the department. 11 00:00:38,522 --> 00:00:40,044 Pretty good. 12 00:00:40,537 --> 00:00:41,756 Second. 13 00:00:44,690 --> 00:00:45,909 How'd you do? 14 00:00:46,016 --> 00:00:47,287 Fine. 15 00:00:51,355 --> 00:00:53,749 "Dr. Reznick cares deeply about people." 16 00:00:53,971 --> 00:00:55,712 "Sweet." "Kind." 17 00:00:55,737 --> 00:00:57,541 "Thoughtful." 18 00:00:57,714 --> 00:00:59,455 What do I have to do to get that level of service? 19 00:00:59,629 --> 00:01:01,420 Let me bill your insurance. 20 00:01:03,459 --> 00:01:05,069 You have six comments. 21 00:01:05,243 --> 00:01:07,463 Four "OKs." Two "Goods." 22 00:01:07,637 --> 00:01:09,290 I have 46. 23 00:01:09,315 --> 00:01:10,968 It's hard to live in your long, sweet shadow. 24 00:01:10,993 --> 00:01:13,170 I'll give you some pointers. We could role play. 25 00:01:13,643 --> 00:01:16,776 You could be the shirtless and eager-to-please doctor, 26 00:01:16,950 --> 00:01:18,778 and I'll be the sexy-but-demanding patient 27 00:01:18,952 --> 00:01:20,606 with a nasty fungal infection. 28 00:01:29,093 --> 00:01:30,790 Top five. Nice work. 29 00:01:30,964 --> 00:01:32,662 Thank you. 30 00:01:32,687 --> 00:01:35,864 But as Chief of Surgery, wouldn't hurt to aim higher. 31 00:01:35,999 --> 00:01:38,523 Speaking of which, where's my numero uno? 32 00:01:38,885 --> 00:01:41,018 Dr. Rendon. Top of the class. 33 00:01:41,192 --> 00:01:43,020 Oh, he was called away on a medical mission in Guatemala. 34 00:01:43,045 --> 00:01:44,045 It was urgent. 35 00:01:44,108 --> 00:01:45,805 Huh. Heroic. 36 00:01:45,979 --> 00:01:47,067 When will he be back? 37 00:01:47,241 --> 00:01:48,884 Should be just a few more days. 38 00:01:49,983 --> 00:01:51,811 In the future, please let me know 39 00:01:51,836 --> 00:01:53,739 about any extended absences, hmm? 40 00:01:54,814 --> 00:01:56,033 He can't make our clients happy 41 00:01:56,058 --> 00:01:57,183 if he's not in the country. 42 00:02:00,187 --> 00:02:01,624 I have to go. 43 00:02:03,796 --> 00:02:07,610 I had the lowest ranking in the entire surgical department. 44 00:02:07,784 --> 00:02:10,221 I made five people "very uncomfortable." 45 00:02:10,395 --> 00:02:12,440 Seven patients said I talked weird, 46 00:02:12,465 --> 00:02:15,119 and one woman was "a little creeped out" by my manner. 47 00:02:15,144 --> 00:02:17,454 The algorithm has some major blind spots. 48 00:02:17,680 --> 00:02:19,508 I can make it better. I'll talk to Salen. 49 00:02:19,533 --> 00:02:23,085 No. The data reflects actual opinions. 50 00:02:26,273 --> 00:02:28,841 I will learn how to make people feel comfortable 51 00:02:29,109 --> 00:02:30,634 and improve my scores. 52 00:02:39,041 --> 00:02:47,041 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 53 00:02:47,388 --> 00:02:49,652 Rosa Castillo, 35, needs immediate bypass surgery 54 00:02:49,826 --> 00:02:51,479 for acute kidney failure. 55 00:02:51,506 --> 00:02:53,137 She was treated for renal artery stenosis 56 00:02:53,177 --> 00:02:54,439 three years ago. 57 00:02:54,464 --> 00:02:56,510 - Looks like the stent failed. - Mm-hmm. 58 00:02:56,538 --> 00:02:59,062 This imaging is barely readable. It's from 1985. 59 00:02:59,087 --> 00:03:01,515 Try Guatemala. Mateo sent her here. 60 00:03:01,540 --> 00:03:03,281 They don't have the equipment for a bypass. 61 00:03:04,001 --> 00:03:05,585 Ms. Castillo. 62 00:03:06,157 --> 00:03:08,192 I am Dr. Lim. This is Dr. Wolke. 63 00:03:08,217 --> 00:03:10,219 I heard so much about you. 64 00:03:10,542 --> 00:03:12,500 The Chief. La Jefa. 65 00:03:13,135 --> 00:03:15,435 Oh. Well, hopefully, we can have you in the O.R. 66 00:03:15,460 --> 00:03:17,244 in the next couple of hours. 67 00:03:17,269 --> 00:03:18,481 We already have your medical history 68 00:03:18,506 --> 00:03:20,378 from Dr. Rendon, which helps. 69 00:03:20,403 --> 00:03:22,978 Teo told me I would be in good hands here. 70 00:03:24,338 --> 00:03:27,399 Uh, is that what all his patients call him back home? 71 00:03:28,661 --> 00:03:30,569 Probably just the ones who dated him. 72 00:03:37,246 --> 00:03:39,683 Bruising of the jaw, sublingual hematoma, 73 00:03:39,708 --> 00:03:41,621 most likely a parasymphyseal fracture. 74 00:03:41,744 --> 00:03:44,224 It's just a little bump. I'm fine. 75 00:03:44,249 --> 00:03:46,643 - You're not fine, Dad. - How did it happen? 76 00:03:47,100 --> 00:03:48,555 Ah, some kids were horsing around outside 77 00:03:48,580 --> 00:03:49,886 when I was opening up. 78 00:03:49,911 --> 00:03:52,501 He runs a hardware shop. They attacked him. 79 00:03:52,525 --> 00:03:54,978 It was an accident. 80 00:03:55,003 --> 00:03:57,696 I fell off the sidewalk into someone's side-view mirror. 81 00:03:57,807 --> 00:03:59,286 Your jaw's broken. 82 00:03:59,460 --> 00:04:01,593 They pushed you off the sidewalk, 83 00:04:01,618 --> 00:04:03,377 told you to not get them sick. 84 00:04:03,551 --> 00:04:05,162 They were just being stupid. 85 00:04:05,336 --> 00:04:06,729 She's so sensitive. 86 00:04:06,903 --> 00:04:08,426 Checking for abnormal movement of the mandible 87 00:04:08,600 --> 00:04:10,036 or any malocclusion. 88 00:04:10,210 --> 00:04:11,491 Okay, we need to file a report. 89 00:04:11,516 --> 00:04:13,232 A report? Why would I... 90 00:04:16,695 --> 00:04:18,610 The fractured bone and tongue are sliding backwards, 91 00:04:18,635 --> 00:04:19,742 blocking his oropharynx. 92 00:04:19,916 --> 00:04:21,657 We need to secure the airway, now! 93 00:04:25,661 --> 00:04:27,488 Placing the last two-millimeter miniplate. 94 00:04:29,441 --> 00:04:30,835 He must have been in a lot of pain. 95 00:04:30,988 --> 00:04:32,493 Good for you 96 00:04:32,518 --> 00:04:34,591 if you can stay positive after a hate crime. 97 00:04:36,217 --> 00:04:39,221 Satisfactory occlusion and fragment reduction. 98 00:04:39,500 --> 00:04:41,546 Doctors Allen and Murphy, 99 00:04:41,571 --> 00:04:43,268 let's remove the temporary MMF. 100 00:04:43,591 --> 00:04:45,985 Mr. Song and his daughter 101 00:04:46,010 --> 00:04:48,397 see the same situation very differently. 102 00:04:51,704 --> 00:04:54,341 He's bradycardic. Heart rate dropped to 35. 103 00:04:54,366 --> 00:04:56,151 And hypotensive, 73 over 42. 104 00:04:56,176 --> 00:04:57,797 Let's dial back the sedation and opiates, 105 00:04:57,822 --> 00:04:59,533 push one milligram I.V. atropine. 106 00:05:06,395 --> 00:05:08,598 Maybe an adverse reaction to the anesthesia? 107 00:05:08,623 --> 00:05:10,071 We need to figure out if there's 108 00:05:10,096 --> 00:05:11,576 an underlying cardiac problem. 109 00:05:11,601 --> 00:05:13,813 Get a post-op EKG, echo in recovery, 110 00:05:13,883 --> 00:05:15,536 and check for electrolytes. 111 00:05:15,651 --> 00:05:17,740 And I need to figure out 112 00:05:17,765 --> 00:05:19,386 how to get a good review from both of them. 113 00:05:29,942 --> 00:05:31,231 How's the water pressure? 114 00:05:32,938 --> 00:05:35,375 - Fine. - I decreased output by 5%. 115 00:05:35,400 --> 00:05:39,197 Saves 150 gallons a month, $17,000 annually. 116 00:05:40,400 --> 00:05:43,534 Which, in three years and five months, 117 00:05:43,788 --> 00:05:45,398 will make up for what you're about to spend 118 00:05:45,423 --> 00:05:47,469 operating on this new client, 119 00:05:47,766 --> 00:05:49,749 whom Dr. Rendon gifted us. 120 00:05:50,658 --> 00:05:52,486 Mateo's commitment to patients 121 00:05:52,660 --> 00:05:55,480 is the reason he's numero uno in the department. 122 00:05:55,663 --> 00:05:57,622 My concern isn't Mateo. 123 00:05:57,647 --> 00:05:59,985 You allowed him to fly in an uninsured patient 124 00:06:00,016 --> 00:06:01,678 without informing me. 125 00:06:04,135 --> 00:06:06,766 Do I still have the autonomy to run my own department? 126 00:06:07,937 --> 00:06:09,373 I hope you see yourself 127 00:06:09,398 --> 00:06:11,139 as more than just the head of one department. 128 00:06:11,164 --> 00:06:14,559 You are a vital member of the Ethicure family. 129 00:06:14,677 --> 00:06:16,418 We have to work together, 130 00:06:16,443 --> 00:06:18,528 all of us, or we will all... 131 00:06:24,736 --> 00:06:25,955 ...falter. 132 00:06:31,090 --> 00:06:32,501 The colors on these are wild. 133 00:06:32,526 --> 00:06:33,877 Mm-hmm. 134 00:06:34,074 --> 00:06:36,555 That yellow would look great with your complexion. 135 00:06:36,949 --> 00:06:38,516 Full-crested double gerbera daisies. 136 00:06:38,541 --> 00:06:41,152 Mr. Song has sinus rhythm on his EKG. 137 00:06:41,528 --> 00:06:44,444 Normal electrolytes, and no abnormalities on the echo. 138 00:06:44,469 --> 00:06:45,780 Which rules out a lot, 139 00:06:45,805 --> 00:06:47,907 but not a P.E. or small cardiac contusion. 140 00:06:47,932 --> 00:06:49,601 Get a CTA chest. 141 00:06:50,706 --> 00:06:52,687 Gerberas produce excessive amounts of pollen, 142 00:06:52,851 --> 00:06:54,898 which can trigger migraines. 143 00:06:56,873 --> 00:06:58,443 You don't need to be here for this. 144 00:07:00,772 --> 00:07:02,382 - Text me. - Yeah. 145 00:07:02,407 --> 00:07:04,627 Excellent point about the gerberas. 146 00:07:04,709 --> 00:07:06,147 Lucky me, working with such 147 00:07:06,172 --> 00:07:08,043 a fabulous, knowledgeable couple. 148 00:07:08,068 --> 00:07:10,854 Mm, gerberas are notoriously big pollen producers. 149 00:07:10,879 --> 00:07:14,143 It's an obvious point, not an excellent one. 150 00:07:14,699 --> 00:07:17,223 You called Lea and me "fabulous." 151 00:07:17,248 --> 00:07:19,598 Are you using hyperbolic language to make us like you? 152 00:07:19,922 --> 00:07:23,447 Mm, I think the language was pretty accurate, actually. 153 00:07:23,621 --> 00:07:25,405 - Hmm. - I'm trying to improve 154 00:07:25,579 --> 00:07:27,581 my own client satisfaction scores, 155 00:07:27,606 --> 00:07:29,783 which are poor. 156 00:07:30,018 --> 00:07:33,499 You received 97% five-star reviews on Yelp. 157 00:07:33,524 --> 00:07:35,198 Your methods must be very effective. 158 00:07:35,223 --> 00:07:37,607 Are you using hyperbolic language to make us like you? 159 00:07:39,844 --> 00:07:42,020 It's all about appeasing and affirming. 160 00:07:42,045 --> 00:07:44,265 Appease. Give the customers what they want. 161 00:07:44,669 --> 00:07:46,758 And affirm. Make them feel 162 00:07:46,783 --> 00:07:48,263 that what they want is wise and good, 163 00:07:48,559 --> 00:07:50,704 which in your case, it is very much so. 164 00:08:01,747 --> 00:08:03,483 Rotating everything medially 165 00:08:03,520 --> 00:08:05,402 to expose the renal vessels. 166 00:08:05,576 --> 00:08:07,230 I got three lap choles 167 00:08:07,255 --> 00:08:09,781 waiting for Dr. Rendon on Wednesday, 168 00:08:09,806 --> 00:08:11,241 little thank-you gift 169 00:08:11,266 --> 00:08:13,224 for letting us operate on his patient. 170 00:08:13,540 --> 00:08:15,395 Well, might be Thursday before he's back. 171 00:08:16,437 --> 00:08:19,941 Sorry the humanitarian crisis is screwing up your schedule. 172 00:08:21,512 --> 00:08:24,029 There's a massive aneurysm cutting off blood flow. 173 00:08:25,403 --> 00:08:27,824 There's no way to get vascular control for reconstruction. 174 00:08:28,077 --> 00:08:29,252 We might be able to do a bypass 175 00:08:29,426 --> 00:08:30,906 from the aorta or iliacs. 176 00:08:30,992 --> 00:08:33,417 There are several aneurysmal segments 177 00:08:33,473 --> 00:08:34,806 along the abdominal aorta. 178 00:08:35,170 --> 00:08:37,084 This one's abnormal, too. 179 00:08:38,826 --> 00:08:40,462 All of her arteries are defective. 180 00:08:52,171 --> 00:08:53,695 You should take me on a date tonight. 181 00:08:54,103 --> 00:08:55,756 - Okay. - It's a lecture 182 00:08:55,781 --> 00:08:57,521 on leadership in medicine by Dr. Chandra. 183 00:08:57,625 --> 00:08:59,581 Recipient of two NIH grants. 184 00:08:59,606 --> 00:09:00,957 That's not a date. That's homework. 185 00:09:01,023 --> 00:09:02,459 Starting the scan. 186 00:09:02,633 --> 00:09:04,156 There's a cocktail party after. 187 00:09:06,115 --> 00:09:07,352 How about we spend our time 188 00:09:07,377 --> 00:09:09,161 doing that role playing you suggested? 189 00:09:09,335 --> 00:09:11,511 You know, minus the fungus. 190 00:09:11,536 --> 00:09:13,912 The infection was the whole motivation for my character. 191 00:09:15,863 --> 00:09:17,561 Your guy's heart is fine. 192 00:09:17,586 --> 00:09:18,761 Make sure youbreak the good news. 193 00:09:18,923 --> 00:09:20,543 Should bump up your scores a notch. 194 00:09:26,265 --> 00:09:29,181 The tests show your heart function, and anatomy are normal. 195 00:09:29,504 --> 00:09:31,115 The episode during surgery 196 00:09:31,140 --> 00:09:33,011 was probably just a minor anesthesia reaction. 197 00:09:33,185 --> 00:09:34,926 You should be good to go very soon. 198 00:09:35,100 --> 00:09:37,477 Thank you, Dr. Allen. 199 00:09:40,638 --> 00:09:42,604 We can stop by the police station on the way home 200 00:09:42,629 --> 00:09:43,935 so you can make a statement. 201 00:09:44,109 --> 00:09:47,243 I told you, no reports, no statements. 202 00:09:47,417 --> 00:09:48,635 BP is 133 over 70. 203 00:09:48,660 --> 00:09:50,706 Checking O2 sat. 204 00:09:50,731 --> 00:09:53,952 Appa, these things are underreported. 205 00:09:54,424 --> 00:09:56,992 Our relatives, our friends, 206 00:09:57,017 --> 00:09:59,165 our people are getting hurt out there. 207 00:09:59,472 --> 00:10:01,257 "Our people." 208 00:10:01,431 --> 00:10:03,781 It's not us versus them. 209 00:10:03,955 --> 00:10:05,348 That doesn't help anyone. 210 00:10:05,373 --> 00:10:06,898 You don't think we're seen as different? 211 00:10:07,002 --> 00:10:08,699 You want to be seen as different. 212 00:10:08,873 --> 00:10:10,744 You rub people's faces in it. 213 00:10:10,769 --> 00:10:12,075 That's why you aren't getting anywhere. 214 00:10:12,324 --> 00:10:13,325 You don't have a real job... 215 00:10:13,479 --> 00:10:15,724 Community organizing is a real job. 216 00:10:17,751 --> 00:10:19,536 I am lucky to have such 217 00:10:19,576 --> 00:10:21,688 fabulous, knowledgeable clients. 218 00:10:22,495 --> 00:10:24,497 Emily, you're right 219 00:10:24,522 --> 00:10:27,569 about the importance of recognizing problems. 220 00:10:28,194 --> 00:10:31,287 Mr. Song, it is wise to be concerned for your 221 00:10:31,312 --> 00:10:33,032 daughter's professional future. 222 00:10:37,728 --> 00:10:39,643 Please, Appa. 223 00:10:39,817 --> 00:10:41,601 Go with me to make a statement. 224 00:10:41,775 --> 00:10:43,255 It's important. 225 00:10:43,429 --> 00:10:44,711 Not to me. 226 00:10:52,218 --> 00:10:53,613 You're right. 227 00:10:53,638 --> 00:10:56,114 Community organizing does not sound like a real job. 228 00:10:56,225 --> 00:10:57,791 It's a real job. 229 00:10:57,965 --> 00:10:59,332 Heart rate dropped. 230 00:10:59,360 --> 00:11:01,211 A-line shows a widened pulse pressure reading. 231 00:11:01,534 --> 00:11:05,060 Something is wrong with my heart? 232 00:11:05,085 --> 00:11:07,609 Respiration rate down, trending apneic. 233 00:11:08,759 --> 00:11:10,674 Cushing's Triad. 234 00:11:10,707 --> 00:11:12,489 75 grams of mannitol. 235 00:11:13,640 --> 00:11:16,202 Your heart is fine. 236 00:11:16,496 --> 00:11:18,369 There's something wrong with your brain. 237 00:11:26,951 --> 00:11:28,588 It's invaded the motor strip, 238 00:11:28,613 --> 00:11:30,746 left temporal, anterior corpus callosum. 239 00:11:31,066 --> 00:11:32,937 Severe necrosis and edema, 240 00:11:32,998 --> 00:11:35,827 and no way to see where tumor ends and brain begins. 241 00:11:36,294 --> 00:11:38,056 It's inoperable. 242 00:11:39,532 --> 00:11:42,393 I will definitely get a bad review. 243 00:11:43,888 --> 00:11:47,152 I need more time to find a surgical solution. 244 00:11:49,930 --> 00:11:53,488 But we also need to leave for our tux fitting. 245 00:12:00,093 --> 00:12:01,986 We were able to bypass the renal artery 246 00:12:02,011 --> 00:12:03,578 using one of your veins. 247 00:12:03,821 --> 00:12:05,214 But new imaging showed 248 00:12:05,239 --> 00:12:08,242 you have a condition called Fibromuscular Dysplasia. 249 00:12:08,645 --> 00:12:11,213 It's caused areas of stenosis and aneurysm 250 00:12:11,238 --> 00:12:14,592 in your heart, brain, and other major vessels. 251 00:12:16,087 --> 00:12:17,393 We can give you medication 252 00:12:17,500 --> 00:12:19,371 to manage the underlying condition, 253 00:12:19,396 --> 00:12:20,907 but we'll have to do another surgery 254 00:12:20,932 --> 00:12:22,673 to repair each of the aneurysms. 255 00:12:22,900 --> 00:12:25,816 There are risks of stroke, or major hemorrhage. 256 00:12:25,957 --> 00:12:28,003 But without it, it's only a matter of time 257 00:12:28,030 --> 00:12:30,149 before one of these aneurysms ruptures. 258 00:12:34,323 --> 00:12:35,780 Um, 259 00:12:37,522 --> 00:12:39,492 if anything goes wrong, 260 00:12:40,807 --> 00:12:42,328 can you please let Teo know? 261 00:12:43,428 --> 00:12:45,415 He should be the one to tell my family. 262 00:12:48,324 --> 00:12:50,503 I wouldn't want them to hear it from a stranger. 263 00:12:52,776 --> 00:12:53,923 Of course. 264 00:12:58,955 --> 00:13:02,393 We could use intraoperative stimulated raman histology 265 00:13:02,418 --> 00:13:04,420 to determine tumor tissue versus normal. 266 00:13:04,831 --> 00:13:06,156 Eh, if we resect normal tissue, 267 00:13:06,181 --> 00:13:07,834 we can't put it back in. 268 00:13:08,008 --> 00:13:10,064 Drape is perfect with your physique. 269 00:13:11,577 --> 00:13:13,492 Intraoperative MRI guidance 270 00:13:13,517 --> 00:13:16,346 would help us achieve gross total resection. 271 00:13:16,371 --> 00:13:18,852 And risk resecting eloquent cortex, with major deficits. 272 00:13:19,324 --> 00:13:21,892 You look like a little boy. 273 00:13:22,012 --> 00:13:24,275 The shoulder sag is awful. Take it off. 274 00:13:24,300 --> 00:13:27,651 That was neither appeasing nor affirming. 275 00:13:27,867 --> 00:13:29,959 But your reviews are exceptional. 276 00:13:31,127 --> 00:13:33,433 You can't just tell people what they want to hear. 277 00:13:33,799 --> 00:13:36,541 You've got to give them the cold, hard truth. 278 00:13:36,566 --> 00:13:40,309 I always do that, and people don't give me good reviews. 279 00:13:40,532 --> 00:13:42,330 You have to follow it with a compliment, 280 00:13:42,608 --> 00:13:44,654 which now, thanks to your honesty, 281 00:13:44,828 --> 00:13:46,017 they'll believe. 282 00:13:47,918 --> 00:13:49,854 Very striking with those eyes. 283 00:13:51,617 --> 00:13:54,567 I... do believe you. 284 00:14:02,106 --> 00:14:03,106 Yeah, hey, Shaun. 285 00:14:03,194 --> 00:14:05,457 Um, sorry for not replying. 286 00:14:05,482 --> 00:14:07,876 You're late for the tux fitting. 287 00:14:08,199 --> 00:14:11,028 Oh, yeah, um... 288 00:14:11,202 --> 00:14:13,117 I'm in Montana? 289 00:14:13,291 --> 00:14:15,119 We need to reschedule your appointment. 290 00:14:15,166 --> 00:14:17,212 When will you be back? 291 00:14:17,513 --> 00:14:19,602 Well, I'm not so sure. 292 00:14:19,627 --> 00:14:22,608 I'm heading towards a little town called Paradise, 293 00:14:22,648 --> 00:14:24,607 and I'm... 294 00:14:24,632 --> 00:14:27,113 I'm thinking of hunkering down there for a little while. 295 00:14:27,436 --> 00:14:30,656 How about Wednesday, 12:00 p.m.? 296 00:14:30,681 --> 00:14:32,814 Will you be done hunkering by then? 297 00:14:33,790 --> 00:14:35,835 Sure. I'll see what I can do. 298 00:14:40,536 --> 00:14:42,782 You are confirmed. Goodbye. 299 00:14:43,566 --> 00:14:46,699 We have to get back to the hospital and talk to Mr. Song. 300 00:14:47,282 --> 00:14:49,872 With only chemo and radiation, you would die soon. 301 00:14:51,097 --> 00:14:52,548 But I've found a way to remove the tumor 302 00:14:52,722 --> 00:14:54,419 using fluorescent light. 303 00:14:54,444 --> 00:14:57,021 If we administer 5-ALA before surgery, 304 00:14:57,074 --> 00:14:58,989 the cancer cells will turn pink under the light. 305 00:14:59,163 --> 00:15:00,683 Then we can resect those cells 306 00:15:00,730 --> 00:15:02,384 and leave healthy tissue unharmed. 307 00:15:02,558 --> 00:15:04,821 You will likely have paralysis on your right side, 308 00:15:04,846 --> 00:15:07,807 but no cognitive or speech impairment. 309 00:15:15,048 --> 00:15:16,149 No. 310 00:15:17,573 --> 00:15:19,193 I've always taken care of myself. 311 00:15:20,667 --> 00:15:23,781 Without this procedure, you'd have a year at most. 312 00:15:25,015 --> 00:15:26,784 I'd better make it count, then. 313 00:15:28,204 --> 00:15:29,727 No surgery. 314 00:15:41,118 --> 00:15:43,686 Chicken pepian, from the place down the street. 315 00:15:43,739 --> 00:15:45,958 Mateo says it reminds him of home. 316 00:15:46,085 --> 00:15:47,488 Funny. When he was "home," 317 00:15:47,513 --> 00:15:48,716 his favorite food was pizza. 318 00:15:50,997 --> 00:15:52,869 You're very kind. 319 00:15:52,894 --> 00:15:54,330 I'm not sure I would be this nice 320 00:15:54,355 --> 00:15:56,814 to the ex-girlfriend of my current boyfriend. 321 00:15:57,787 --> 00:15:59,136 Mateo told you about us? 322 00:15:59,310 --> 00:16:00,777 No, but you're his type. 323 00:16:01,633 --> 00:16:04,405 Beautiful. Smarter than he is. 324 00:16:06,424 --> 00:16:07,741 And Dr. Wolke let something slip. 325 00:16:07,797 --> 00:16:08,797 Ah. 326 00:16:10,535 --> 00:16:12,711 I can't quite picture Teo here. 327 00:16:13,019 --> 00:16:14,499 Everything is very 328 00:16:15,780 --> 00:16:16,781 nice. 329 00:16:17,589 --> 00:16:18,677 And shiny. 330 00:16:18,851 --> 00:16:19,921 Mm. 331 00:16:21,158 --> 00:16:22,590 Did you meet here? 332 00:16:24,379 --> 00:16:25,728 No. 333 00:16:25,753 --> 00:16:27,929 We met in Guatemala. 334 00:16:28,252 --> 00:16:30,863 And then he decided to move. 335 00:16:31,037 --> 00:16:32,449 It was a little... 336 00:16:32,474 --> 00:16:34,102 Romantic? 337 00:16:34,693 --> 00:16:36,478 - Crazy. - Yes. 338 00:16:36,503 --> 00:16:39,462 He moves fast when he knows what he wants. 339 00:16:39,487 --> 00:16:42,401 We were practically living together by our third date. 340 00:16:44,288 --> 00:16:46,247 Were you together a long time? 341 00:16:46,575 --> 00:16:49,012 Six months, maybe less. 342 00:16:49,186 --> 00:16:50,927 Long enough for me to start imagining 343 00:16:50,952 --> 00:16:52,428 what our kids would be like. 344 00:16:53,705 --> 00:16:56,012 But then there was a war in Congo 345 00:16:56,199 --> 00:16:58,332 or an earthquake in Haiti. 346 00:16:58,453 --> 00:17:00,169 Someone, somewhere needed him. 347 00:17:04,044 --> 00:17:07,051 But I am glad he's found a place to settle down. 348 00:17:10,682 --> 00:17:12,890 I wasn't sure that would ever happen for him. 349 00:17:35,894 --> 00:17:37,894 _ 350 00:18:01,955 --> 00:18:04,436 You left me. At the party? 351 00:18:04,957 --> 00:18:06,524 I was tired and bored. I went home. 352 00:18:06,549 --> 00:18:08,682 Without saying goodbye. 353 00:18:08,737 --> 00:18:11,043 I was about to introduce you to Dr. Chandra. 354 00:18:11,486 --> 00:18:12,661 I didn't ask you to do that. 355 00:18:12,686 --> 00:18:14,343 And I didn't ask you to tell that guy from Stanford 356 00:18:14,368 --> 00:18:15,928 that I've done over 50 robotic surgeries, 357 00:18:16,012 --> 00:18:18,188 or give that research fellow my ABSITE scores. 358 00:18:18,362 --> 00:18:19,363 It's calling mingling. 359 00:18:19,537 --> 00:18:21,017 Felt more like being pimped out. 360 00:18:21,191 --> 00:18:23,541 What can I say? You're a stud. 361 00:18:23,715 --> 00:18:25,500 I'm fine. I'm good. My scores are average, 362 00:18:25,674 --> 00:18:27,757 and it's driving you crazy. 363 00:18:28,472 --> 00:18:31,432 You're not average, but you shy away from the spotlight. 364 00:18:31,969 --> 00:18:35,074 You're a hot Korean martial artist surgeon, 365 00:18:35,248 --> 00:18:37,468 and your face isn't on a poster. 366 00:18:37,642 --> 00:18:38,976 Why do you think that is? 367 00:18:40,297 --> 00:18:42,865 I just want you to reach your full potential. 368 00:18:43,171 --> 00:18:45,086 I mean, don't you want that for yourself? 369 00:18:58,315 --> 00:18:59,751 Rough night? 370 00:19:00,331 --> 00:19:01,840 - Not really. - Oh. 371 00:19:02,014 --> 00:19:03,413 You know, when I don't sleep well, 372 00:19:03,450 --> 00:19:04,688 it's usually anxiety about work 373 00:19:04,713 --> 00:19:06,889 or why some hot guy isn't texting me back, 374 00:19:06,914 --> 00:19:09,133 or, oh, he sent his ex-girlfriend to me for help. 375 00:19:09,158 --> 00:19:11,067 I was up late prepping for this surgery. 376 00:19:11,092 --> 00:19:13,530 Yeah. Me, too. 377 00:19:13,555 --> 00:19:15,513 I have moisturizer in my bag, just, if you want it. 378 00:19:17,377 --> 00:19:18,814 Where is she? 379 00:19:18,988 --> 00:19:20,642 Rosa was stable, so I transferred her 380 00:19:20,816 --> 00:19:22,382 to County Hospital this morning. 381 00:19:22,407 --> 00:19:24,330 She's my patient, and I'm your boss. 382 00:19:24,355 --> 00:19:27,233 This is the right call for our department. 383 00:19:27,503 --> 00:19:29,335 She'll get the care she needs, and as a non-profit... 384 00:19:29,360 --> 00:19:31,796 Their team has far less experience 385 00:19:31,821 --> 00:19:33,519 with this kind of surgery. 386 00:19:33,756 --> 00:19:36,023 I know this patient is important to Mateo, 387 00:19:36,048 --> 00:19:37,354 and he's important to you, 388 00:19:37,379 --> 00:19:39,200 but we cannot allocate our limited resources 389 00:19:39,225 --> 00:19:40,618 based on personal feelings. 390 00:19:40,643 --> 00:19:42,915 Oh, this has nothing to do with Mateo. 391 00:19:43,510 --> 00:19:45,381 You are risking a woman's life 392 00:19:45,406 --> 00:19:48,129 so you can crawl further up Salen's ass. 393 00:19:50,106 --> 00:19:52,630 I'm protecting this department, 394 00:19:52,804 --> 00:19:54,593 which is actually your job. 395 00:19:56,634 --> 00:19:58,636 Pedes just hired three new nurses. 396 00:19:58,810 --> 00:20:01,160 I got approval for a portable X-ray. 397 00:20:01,185 --> 00:20:03,579 When's the last time Salen approved one of your requests? 398 00:20:03,861 --> 00:20:05,689 This is a hospital, not a swap meet. 399 00:20:05,904 --> 00:20:07,398 It's her hospital. 400 00:20:09,927 --> 00:20:11,493 I'm contacting County. 401 00:20:11,518 --> 00:20:12,563 You can't bring her back here. 402 00:20:12,737 --> 00:20:14,155 I know. 403 00:20:14,371 --> 00:20:16,678 What about a limited temporal lobe resection? 404 00:20:17,307 --> 00:20:19,614 Lower the risk of future brain herniation? 405 00:20:19,788 --> 00:20:21,112 Good for preserving motor function, 406 00:20:21,137 --> 00:20:22,830 but he'd likely lose speech. 407 00:20:24,227 --> 00:20:26,142 Why is my dad still here? 408 00:20:26,167 --> 00:20:27,460 He isn't telling me anything. 409 00:20:29,604 --> 00:20:32,824 Emily, the break room is for surgical residents only. 410 00:20:32,852 --> 00:20:35,855 Your presence is not only prohibited, it is unwelcome. 411 00:20:36,543 --> 00:20:37,874 You're distracting us from 412 00:20:37,899 --> 00:20:40,306 trying to change your dad's mind, and save his life. 413 00:20:45,161 --> 00:20:48,564 That sweater is very striking with your eyes. 414 00:21:11,187 --> 00:21:12,463 You should talk to him. 415 00:21:14,475 --> 00:21:16,425 So he can tell me everything's fine? 416 00:21:16,973 --> 00:21:18,441 He needs you. 417 00:21:31,947 --> 00:21:33,442 I used to be a cop. 418 00:21:35,445 --> 00:21:37,405 In part to try and please my dad. 419 00:21:38,867 --> 00:21:40,912 He was all about being tough. 420 00:21:41,086 --> 00:21:43,219 He always had this, uh, 421 00:21:43,393 --> 00:21:44,655 wall up, you know? 422 00:21:47,397 --> 00:21:49,225 He came over with nothing. 423 00:21:49,250 --> 00:21:51,818 Didn't know the language. 424 00:21:52,027 --> 00:21:55,047 He got by on very little for a long time. 425 00:21:55,533 --> 00:21:57,099 It took a while for me to realize it, 426 00:21:57,124 --> 00:22:00,636 but being tough was just a survival strategy. 427 00:22:05,458 --> 00:22:09,158 My dad came here when he was 19 428 00:22:09,183 --> 00:22:12,534 and went "from a socket wrench and a couple bolts 429 00:22:12,559 --> 00:22:15,209 to Number One Convenience Hardware in the Bay, 430 00:22:15,234 --> 00:22:16,670 no problem." 431 00:22:22,597 --> 00:22:26,579 I get that he's strong because he had to be. 432 00:22:29,178 --> 00:22:30,833 And I get 433 00:22:32,142 --> 00:22:35,796 that it helps him to deny how the world sees us as "other." 434 00:22:37,490 --> 00:22:38,840 But when you do that, 435 00:22:41,173 --> 00:22:44,133 it can make people who are struggling feel 436 00:22:44,454 --> 00:22:46,098 messed-up and... 437 00:22:46,586 --> 00:22:47,587 Alone. 438 00:22:56,640 --> 00:22:58,076 Maybe he's protecting you 439 00:22:58,250 --> 00:22:59,862 not because he thinks you're weak 440 00:23:02,011 --> 00:23:05,075 but because he'd rather take on the world all by himself 441 00:23:05,954 --> 00:23:07,244 than see you get hurt. 442 00:23:10,654 --> 00:23:12,003 Your dad's a fighter, Emily. 443 00:23:13,788 --> 00:23:14,788 But so are you. 444 00:23:16,731 --> 00:23:18,672 And he needs you to fight for him right now. 445 00:23:24,603 --> 00:23:25,949 Why haven't you told your daughter 446 00:23:25,974 --> 00:23:27,223 what you're going through? 447 00:23:34,916 --> 00:23:37,266 When she was a little girl, she'd help out at the shop. 448 00:23:39,204 --> 00:23:41,362 Make a mess, more like, 449 00:23:41,629 --> 00:23:44,073 disappear in the middle of stocking fasteners. 450 00:23:45,143 --> 00:23:47,076 I'd find her hiding behind the counter. 451 00:23:48,394 --> 00:23:49,918 Someone said something mean, 452 00:23:50,433 --> 00:23:51,872 made her feel bad. 453 00:23:55,046 --> 00:23:57,419 That's... That's the world. 454 00:23:57,779 --> 00:24:00,381 I sell hammers to people who hate me. 455 00:24:02,004 --> 00:24:04,746 I get their money, they get their hammers. 456 00:24:05,274 --> 00:24:06,971 I kept my head down, 457 00:24:07,582 --> 00:24:10,391 built a life for our family, for her. 458 00:24:13,209 --> 00:24:15,479 So, when I'd see her upset, I'd tell her, "Hey, 459 00:24:15,850 --> 00:24:17,523 forget that guy. 460 00:24:18,274 --> 00:24:19,775 Focus on the next customer." 461 00:24:27,764 --> 00:24:28,993 I don't want her to hurt. 462 00:24:30,670 --> 00:24:31,996 I need to be strong for her. 463 00:24:35,217 --> 00:24:36,375 Mr. Song, 464 00:24:37,957 --> 00:24:41,797 the best way to show your daughter what strength is... 465 00:24:44,443 --> 00:24:45,759 Tell her what you're going through. 466 00:24:48,346 --> 00:24:49,638 She's not the little girl 467 00:24:49,663 --> 00:24:51,390 hiding behind the counter anymore. 468 00:25:01,276 --> 00:25:03,278 Mm. 469 00:25:03,303 --> 00:25:06,567 I heard you're doing Rosa's surgery at County. 470 00:25:07,031 --> 00:25:09,617 I would like to assist. 471 00:25:11,313 --> 00:25:14,288 You don't have any surgical privileges at County. 472 00:25:15,184 --> 00:25:18,579 And unless you want to piss off the CEO, 473 00:25:19,174 --> 00:25:20,502 you shouldn't do it anyway. 474 00:25:22,612 --> 00:25:24,006 Maybe you shouldn't, either. 475 00:25:28,809 --> 00:25:31,597 You don't know when Dr. Rendon is coming back, do you? 476 00:25:35,755 --> 00:25:37,018 Before I got into this program, 477 00:25:37,043 --> 00:25:39,088 I had heard so much about you, 478 00:25:39,411 --> 00:25:42,399 how you were smart and talented and 479 00:25:43,341 --> 00:25:45,082 tough and fair. 480 00:25:45,107 --> 00:25:47,796 And at first, I was like, "Oh, my God. Stop. I get it." 481 00:25:48,171 --> 00:25:49,216 But... 482 00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:51,992 But I didn't. 483 00:25:53,208 --> 00:25:54,453 Until I met you. 484 00:25:56,080 --> 00:25:58,332 Everyone who works for you 485 00:25:59,488 --> 00:26:01,460 is a better doctor because of it. 486 00:26:04,132 --> 00:26:06,882 And I would hate 487 00:26:06,907 --> 00:26:09,605 to see you put everything you've worked for on the line 488 00:26:09,920 --> 00:26:11,220 for someone who 489 00:26:13,164 --> 00:26:15,391 isn't willing to do the same for you. 490 00:26:24,630 --> 00:26:25,630 Thank you. 491 00:26:32,173 --> 00:26:34,034 Don't ever give me advice again. 492 00:26:47,523 --> 00:26:51,527 Whatever you and Jordan said has improved the situation. 493 00:26:51,688 --> 00:26:53,908 How did you do it? 494 00:26:53,933 --> 00:26:56,181 I just affirmed where Emily was coming from 495 00:26:56,206 --> 00:26:58,948 and helped her see where her dad was coming from, too. 496 00:26:59,276 --> 00:27:01,713 That's what I tried to do, 497 00:27:01,738 --> 00:27:03,397 and it made them both angry. 498 00:27:04,670 --> 00:27:07,526 There's some shared experiences. 499 00:27:08,500 --> 00:27:10,894 Because you're both Asian. 500 00:27:11,068 --> 00:27:12,896 American, yeah. 501 00:27:12,921 --> 00:27:16,316 Both second generation, similar fathers. 502 00:27:16,639 --> 00:27:19,705 You're both outsiders. 503 00:27:21,218 --> 00:27:23,133 Yeah. I guess that's, uh... 504 00:27:23,158 --> 00:27:25,726 Um, my dad 505 00:27:26,170 --> 00:27:28,259 told me about the tumor. 506 00:27:29,438 --> 00:27:32,384 Did you convince him to accept the surgery? 507 00:27:34,439 --> 00:27:36,388 The thought 508 00:27:37,181 --> 00:27:39,391 of losing him terrifies me. 509 00:27:41,316 --> 00:27:43,927 But he needs my support now. 510 00:27:43,952 --> 00:27:47,024 Which means supporting his decision. 511 00:27:48,453 --> 00:27:50,402 Thank you for helping me see that. 512 00:27:57,897 --> 00:27:59,551 I was wrong. 513 00:27:59,576 --> 00:28:02,372 What you and Jordan said has made the situation worse. 514 00:28:10,655 --> 00:28:13,267 My clients are finally in agreement with each other. 515 00:28:13,696 --> 00:28:15,828 But against me. 516 00:28:15,853 --> 00:28:17,179 I'm sorry, Shaun. 517 00:28:19,122 --> 00:28:21,992 I love the tuxes, but where's Glassman? 518 00:28:22,017 --> 00:28:25,145 Oh, he is "hunkering down" in Paradise. 519 00:28:25,887 --> 00:28:28,373 Dr. Park, Emily, and I are all outsiders, 520 00:28:28,398 --> 00:28:30,036 but I failed to connect with her, 521 00:28:30,060 --> 00:28:31,583 and Dr. Park succeeded. 522 00:28:31,757 --> 00:28:33,498 To connect with people, 523 00:28:33,523 --> 00:28:36,240 I need them to like me, which they do not. 524 00:28:38,373 --> 00:28:40,577 I need new strategies. 525 00:28:41,376 --> 00:28:45,945 Shaun, I know you grew up not feeling accepted, 526 00:28:45,970 --> 00:28:47,275 you didn't have many friends... 527 00:28:47,300 --> 00:28:49,128 No. I did not have any friends. 528 00:28:49,153 --> 00:28:51,688 Maybe the scores are bringing up 529 00:28:51,713 --> 00:28:55,175 some of those old, painful feelings? 530 00:28:56,320 --> 00:28:59,179 The scores are providing useful data 531 00:28:59,524 --> 00:29:01,483 to help me track my progress. 532 00:29:01,508 --> 00:29:04,032 Many people like you. Why do you think that is? 533 00:29:04,355 --> 00:29:05,978 Shaun, 534 00:29:06,003 --> 00:29:09,206 obsessing over whether or not people like you 535 00:29:09,231 --> 00:29:11,581 is a guaranteed trip to Crazytown. 536 00:29:11,606 --> 00:29:14,695 That is very easy to say when you are likeable. 537 00:29:14,931 --> 00:29:16,600 You're an amazing doctor, 538 00:29:16,658 --> 00:29:20,281 which any functioning, decent algorithm should recognize. 539 00:29:20,589 --> 00:29:21,894 If I just talked to Salen, I... 540 00:29:21,960 --> 00:29:23,614 No. I don't want you to do that. 541 00:29:23,638 --> 00:29:25,246 It might be simpler. 542 00:29:25,271 --> 00:29:27,749 Do you think I can't improve my scores? 543 00:29:29,380 --> 00:29:30,711 Of course not. 544 00:29:31,894 --> 00:29:33,287 I know you can. 545 00:29:38,259 --> 00:29:40,387 Mm. I have to go. 546 00:29:45,962 --> 00:29:47,050 Securing the airway. 547 00:29:47,224 --> 00:29:48,604 Give another two milligrams Lorazepam. 548 00:29:49,531 --> 00:29:50,939 What's happening? 549 00:29:52,254 --> 00:29:54,753 The seizures and brain herniation will only get worse 550 00:29:54,778 --> 00:29:56,824 as the tumor grows. 551 00:29:56,849 --> 00:29:59,740 All we can do now is keep him in a medically induced coma. 552 00:30:02,196 --> 00:30:03,785 Until the tumor kills him. 553 00:30:07,418 --> 00:30:09,917 Without waking up first? 554 00:30:10,900 --> 00:30:12,502 There's nothing you can do? 555 00:30:14,414 --> 00:30:16,340 You are his medical proxy. 556 00:30:18,059 --> 00:30:21,486 Now, your dad rejected surgery 557 00:30:21,511 --> 00:30:23,055 when he thought he still had time. 558 00:30:24,483 --> 00:30:26,642 It's possible he'd make a different choice now. 559 00:30:33,156 --> 00:30:34,855 He made it clear he didn't want 560 00:30:34,880 --> 00:30:37,736 to live weakened in any way. 561 00:30:38,071 --> 00:30:41,117 He'd hate me for choosing the surgery for him. 562 00:30:41,452 --> 00:30:42,627 I can't. 563 00:30:45,203 --> 00:30:48,205 That is a very bad, very irrational decision. 564 00:30:50,016 --> 00:30:53,889 It doesn't matter if your father hates you. 565 00:30:54,378 --> 00:30:56,728 Being liked doesn't matter, 566 00:30:56,753 --> 00:30:58,886 and worrying about that is 567 00:30:58,911 --> 00:31:01,760 a guaranteed trip to Crazytown. 568 00:31:01,785 --> 00:31:03,929 What matters is saving your dad's life. 569 00:31:10,809 --> 00:31:13,647 Your watch is a very nice shade of orange. 570 00:31:29,892 --> 00:31:32,040 Teo's lucky to have you. 571 00:31:32,922 --> 00:31:35,002 I told him he better not screw this one up. 572 00:31:36,768 --> 00:31:39,771 - You talked to him? - Mm. Earlier today. 573 00:31:40,158 --> 00:31:41,512 Only for a minute. 574 00:31:42,934 --> 00:31:44,594 He said he'll be back soon. 575 00:31:45,676 --> 00:31:46,676 Hopefully. 576 00:31:48,031 --> 00:31:49,539 The nurse will come by in a couple minutes 577 00:31:49,564 --> 00:31:50,851 to take you to the O.R. 578 00:31:58,964 --> 00:32:01,184 Hello, Dr. Glassman, 579 00:32:01,250 --> 00:32:03,088 you haven't accepted the calendar invite 580 00:32:03,113 --> 00:32:04,380 for the rescheduled tux fitting. 581 00:32:04,405 --> 00:32:05,405 Should I send another one? 582 00:32:05,536 --> 00:32:06,842 Also, in attempting to improve 583 00:32:07,016 --> 00:32:08,234 my performance with my clients, 584 00:32:08,259 --> 00:32:09,700 I have not many progress, even though... 585 00:32:09,725 --> 00:32:10,725 Dr. Murphy? 586 00:32:14,066 --> 00:32:15,066 You were right. 587 00:32:17,347 --> 00:32:19,463 Nothing matters except saving my dad. 588 00:32:20,725 --> 00:32:21,770 Do the surgery. 589 00:32:26,563 --> 00:32:28,522 Ignore the part about not making progress, 590 00:32:28,547 --> 00:32:30,891 but please respond about the calendar invite. 591 00:32:41,616 --> 00:32:44,488 We got over 98% of the tumor, 592 00:32:44,513 --> 00:32:46,733 and your prognosis is very good. 593 00:32:46,936 --> 00:32:48,764 As expected, we weren't able 594 00:32:48,817 --> 00:32:50,309 to preserve full motor strength 595 00:32:50,333 --> 00:32:51,870 in your left arm and leg. 596 00:32:53,994 --> 00:32:55,256 Who... 597 00:32:55,281 --> 00:32:56,625 I told them to. 598 00:33:00,591 --> 00:33:01,963 Appa, 599 00:33:03,055 --> 00:33:05,258 I couldn't stand to lose you. 600 00:33:06,932 --> 00:33:09,179 I know you may never forgive me 601 00:33:09,881 --> 00:33:11,306 or speak to me again, 602 00:33:13,038 --> 00:33:14,605 but at least I know you're still here 603 00:33:14,630 --> 00:33:15,852 on the planet with me. 604 00:33:27,749 --> 00:33:28,967 That decision... 605 00:33:33,668 --> 00:33:35,122 ...took a lot of strength. 606 00:33:39,937 --> 00:33:41,878 Good thing my daughter's so tough. 607 00:33:44,156 --> 00:33:45,715 Wonder where I got that from. 608 00:34:05,874 --> 00:34:07,179 Everything went well. 609 00:34:07,204 --> 00:34:09,163 I was able to repair each of the aneurysms. 610 00:34:09,188 --> 00:34:11,491 We should have you home in a week, maybe less. 611 00:34:12,261 --> 00:34:13,784 - Thank you. - Yeah. 612 00:34:20,882 --> 00:34:23,962 How did it end, between you and Mateo? 613 00:34:26,851 --> 00:34:28,810 It's none of my business. 614 00:34:28,835 --> 00:34:30,184 You don't have to answer that if you don't want to. 615 00:34:30,209 --> 00:34:32,733 He would go on medical missions all the time, 616 00:34:33,205 --> 00:34:34,848 sometimes with no notice. 617 00:34:36,124 --> 00:34:38,822 I would wake up and find a little gift, 618 00:34:39,037 --> 00:34:41,562 like a book or a bottle of wine, 619 00:34:41,736 --> 00:34:43,564 and a sweet note. 620 00:34:43,738 --> 00:34:46,651 After a few days, or weeks, 621 00:34:46,829 --> 00:34:49,237 he would come back, and everything would be good. 622 00:34:53,202 --> 00:34:54,826 And then one time, he didn't. 623 00:35:01,712 --> 00:35:03,585 I waited for a long time. 624 00:35:05,324 --> 00:35:06,456 Too long. 625 00:35:11,094 --> 00:35:12,226 Thank you. 626 00:35:25,321 --> 00:35:26,453 You want to get some dinner? 627 00:35:27,150 --> 00:35:28,565 I make a fairly average lasagne. 628 00:35:28,739 --> 00:35:30,262 Ah, I have to finish this 629 00:35:30,287 --> 00:35:32,464 proposal for Dr. Chandra's lab. 630 00:35:32,853 --> 00:35:34,681 Unless you want to work on it together. 631 00:35:35,833 --> 00:35:36,965 I'm good. 632 00:35:40,992 --> 00:35:45,388 You know, the day I handed in my badge, 633 00:35:45,756 --> 00:35:48,546 my dad told me I was weak. 634 00:35:50,128 --> 00:35:51,607 And then he didn't say 635 00:35:51,632 --> 00:35:52,763 anything else to me for a year. 636 00:35:54,712 --> 00:35:57,180 I was only able to do it because of him. 637 00:35:58,622 --> 00:36:01,601 I'd watched him make tough choices my whole life. 638 00:36:05,228 --> 00:36:07,107 It cost me a lot to get here, 639 00:36:08,803 --> 00:36:10,291 but I'm finally in a good place. 640 00:36:10,316 --> 00:36:11,535 I love my work 641 00:36:11,560 --> 00:36:15,073 and my pain-in-the-ass girlfriend. 642 00:36:18,933 --> 00:36:22,747 I don't know if that's "reaching my full potential," 643 00:36:23,881 --> 00:36:25,292 but I'm happy. 644 00:36:26,750 --> 00:36:29,144 And I fought too hard for that 645 00:36:29,169 --> 00:36:31,298 to let anyone tell me it's not enough. 646 00:36:34,002 --> 00:36:36,094 Even the person who makes me the happiest. 647 00:36:40,158 --> 00:36:42,073 I'll eat the lasagne. 648 00:36:47,644 --> 00:36:48,993 I need to know 649 00:36:49,018 --> 00:36:51,008 at some point "good" is gonna be good enough. 650 00:36:52,040 --> 00:36:54,529 For you. For us. 651 00:36:57,960 --> 00:37:00,035 I'm ambitious. That doesn't mean I'm broken. 652 00:37:03,671 --> 00:37:05,165 I think you're unhappy. 653 00:37:06,856 --> 00:37:08,423 As long as I've known you, 654 00:37:08,448 --> 00:37:10,462 you've been reaching for the next rung of the ladder. 655 00:37:12,549 --> 00:37:13,882 Will it ever be enough? 656 00:37:39,770 --> 00:37:42,638 _ 657 00:37:42,663 --> 00:37:44,663 _ 658 00:37:48,808 --> 00:37:51,537 _ 659 00:37:53,938 --> 00:37:57,609 _ 660 00:38:02,054 --> 00:38:04,054 _ 661 00:38:11,840 --> 00:38:14,887 Hi. You haven't reached Aaron Glassman. 662 00:38:14,983 --> 00:38:17,072 So I'll call you back. Sometime. 663 00:38:17,186 --> 00:38:19,047 Hi. It's Lea. Call me back. 664 00:38:19,344 --> 00:38:20,949 And call Shaun. He needs you. 665 00:38:37,023 --> 00:38:39,023 _ 666 00:38:53,028 --> 00:38:55,608 Did transferring that young woman make you feel 667 00:38:57,426 --> 00:38:58,427 crappy? 668 00:38:58,601 --> 00:38:59,904 It was the right call. 669 00:39:05,255 --> 00:39:06,517 Yeah. 670 00:39:07,552 --> 00:39:08,663 Pretty crappy. 671 00:39:12,619 --> 00:39:14,332 A few years ago, a colleague made me take 672 00:39:14,357 --> 00:39:16,098 one of those online tests that 673 00:39:16,123 --> 00:39:17,334 tells you if you're a sociopath. 674 00:39:17,359 --> 00:39:18,618 Mm. 675 00:39:20,188 --> 00:39:21,730 Oh. 676 00:39:21,755 --> 00:39:23,104 I'm not. 677 00:39:24,670 --> 00:39:25,889 I'm just committed. 678 00:39:28,239 --> 00:39:31,612 Allowing feelings to influence business decisions leads to... 679 00:39:31,637 --> 00:39:32,611 Bad decisions. 680 00:39:32,635 --> 00:39:34,981 Yes. Exactly. 681 00:39:35,527 --> 00:39:38,359 You think like somebody who knows how to be in charge. 682 00:39:42,099 --> 00:39:43,698 So why aren't you anymore? 683 00:39:47,671 --> 00:39:50,205 I made a good call. The board made a bad one. 684 00:39:54,031 --> 00:39:56,169 Would you like to have dinner? With me. 685 00:39:58,766 --> 00:40:01,357 Before you answer, you should know that going out with me 686 00:40:01,382 --> 00:40:03,301 will not benefit you professionally in any way. 687 00:40:03,666 --> 00:40:06,016 Or personally, maybe. 688 00:40:06,190 --> 00:40:07,365 Who's to say? 689 00:40:07,539 --> 00:40:10,107 And turning me down will have no repercussions. 690 00:40:10,281 --> 00:40:12,718 Feelings do not influence business. 691 00:40:12,743 --> 00:40:16,814 I can sign something to that effect. 692 00:40:24,861 --> 00:40:26,282 I'd love to have dinner with you. 693 00:40:27,708 --> 00:40:28,868 Excellent. 694 00:40:30,519 --> 00:40:32,216 Do you like shawarma? 695 00:40:32,390 --> 00:40:33,609 I know the best shawarma place. 696 00:40:33,783 --> 00:40:35,829 Oh, I love their chicken, 697 00:40:35,854 --> 00:40:37,899 but I hear their lamb is also very good, 698 00:40:38,222 --> 00:40:39,354 though I don't eat lamb anymore. 699 00:40:39,528 --> 00:40:40,732 It makes me sad. 700 00:41:00,922 --> 00:41:02,092 You have reached 701 00:41:02,116 --> 00:41:03,117 the voicemail box of... 702 00:41:03,291 --> 00:41:05,249 Dr. Mateo Rendon. 703 00:41:05,423 --> 00:41:06,424 Please record your message. 704 00:41:06,598 --> 00:41:08,866 Hi. It's me. 705 00:41:13,910 --> 00:41:15,869 If you're coming back for work, 706 00:41:16,304 --> 00:41:17,653 I'll see you Thursday. 707 00:41:22,189 --> 00:41:23,756 If you're coming back for me... 708 00:41:25,879 --> 00:41:26,923 ...don't. 709 00:41:41,171 --> 00:41:42,442 Ranunculus. 710 00:41:46,980 --> 00:41:48,449 They have very low pollen, 711 00:41:48,553 --> 00:41:51,513 and the colors are also..."wild." 712 00:41:51,687 --> 00:41:53,645 These are Delano Yellow. 713 00:41:53,819 --> 00:41:55,386 Gorgeous, 714 00:41:55,411 --> 00:41:57,805 allergen-free, they're perfect, Shaun. 715 00:41:57,830 --> 00:41:59,832 Yes, we are celebrating my success. 716 00:42:00,304 --> 00:42:01,653 I received a new batch of scores, 717 00:42:01,678 --> 00:42:04,333 and they are elevated 2.3 points. 718 00:42:04,656 --> 00:42:06,441 That's great. 719 00:42:06,615 --> 00:42:08,138 Yes. It is. 720 00:42:08,163 --> 00:42:09,774 My efforts to improve my performance 721 00:42:09,799 --> 00:42:12,366 have been effective after all. 722 00:42:12,591 --> 00:42:15,141 And no one said I was weird.