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Previously on The Resident...

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I can't have you in my life
right now. I told you that.

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I am not trying to reconnect
with my birth mother.

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Mother has stage 4 lung cancer.

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There's only one hope left.

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Oh, it's targeted therapy.

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It could buy my mother years.

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You don't eat, you barely sleep.

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All you talk about is medicine.

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- I'm literally saving lives.
- And what about your life?

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You and Nic are missed every day.

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I miss it, man.

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It wasn't my plan to leave, but...

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Gigi's my everything.

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New interns,

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welcome to Chastain.

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I'm Dr. Pravesh.

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Follow me, and you might
survive your first day.

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If you're smart,

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you will see the nurses
as your best teachers.

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They are your lifelines.

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Use them if you want to succeed.

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Look... I know you're scared.

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I remember, on my first day,
I was shaking in my boots.

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You have something
you want to add back there?

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No disrespect, Doc.

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It's just that some of us
don't scare so easily.

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Hmm.

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Challenge accepted.

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- Synced and corrected by Firefly -
- www.addic7ed.com -

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They want Daddy to come back
and work here, so Auntie Kit

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is gonna pull out all the stops.

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So, when she asks us what we think,

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you are gonna say... what?

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I love it, but not as much as my house.

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Ah.

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Hey, yes, you nailed it.

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Nailed it.

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That's not Auntie Kit.

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No, it isn't.

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Auntie Kit got called away

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on emergency business,
so she asked me to show you

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our nursery and convince your daddy

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to come back and work here.

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Therefore...

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it looks like
you are stuck with Dr. Bell.

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This is a renowned surgeon,

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TV personality, and now
a preschool tour guide.

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Oh, you never cease
to amaze me, Dr. Bell.

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Not how either of us expected to
spend our morning. Come on in.

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So, the hope is to expand
the grade levels

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as the kids grow up.

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Sounds like Kit has
thought of everything.

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- Gigi.
- Yes?

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What do you think?

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I love it!

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But do you love it more than our house?

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Way more than our house.

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Can I go color?

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What? Oh, my God.

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Yeah, get out of here.
Go do your coloring.

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I have hope because you came today.

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If you weren't gonna consider it,
why even show up?

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Ah, same reason you did.

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You don't say no to Kit Voss.

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Look,

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- I'd love to come back...
- That's what we want.

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... but my priorities have changed.

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It's not just childcare.
I need flexibility, weekends.

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There's a laundry list
of things I would need.

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If there's a hospital out there
that wants to do that for you,

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it's this one.

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Okay, well, a private
practice in Buckhead

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offered me three years and childcare

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and I make my own hours.

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You're impossibly talented,

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and doling out B12 shots

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for hangovers, I mean...

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And that impact is minuscule

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compared to what you can do here.

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I appreciate the sentiment, but...

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Okay. Well, so what about this?

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What about we're stretched so thin,

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just pitch in for the day
and just see how it feels?

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Really? Your plan is to hold me hostage

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until I agree to come back?

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Well, that depends. Is it working?

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Hawkins.

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Hey, I heard you were around.

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Listen, brother, I need
your help with a patient.

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And you got AJ involved.
That's impressive.

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It's about my mother.

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She's back in the hospital.

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Careful. It's hot.

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Hey. Uh, sorry.

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Hi, Dr. Sutton.

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Dr. Daniels.

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Daily grind. Am I right?

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- Here you go.
- Uh, thank you.

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Obviously, you... you knew
I was coming, right?

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AJ told me.

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I hope it's okay that I'm here.

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I'm, uh...

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I'm not the same person I was years ago.

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Good.

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And congratulations
on getting through med school.

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That's no small feat.

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Uh, I mean, it wasn't that hard.

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For me, anyway.

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Well, maybe you haven't changed
that much after all.

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I see you're still suffering

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from that dangerously
high opinion of yourself.

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It's incurable, so...

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Can I ask you a personal question?

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No.

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Obviously, you don't seem
to despise me anymore, so...

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- I never despised you.
- No, you-you definitely did.

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Look, Trevor, it is inappropriate

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for you to tell me
what I feel or don't feel

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about you or anything else.

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I knew it.

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Huh. You've been in therapy.
You're setting your boundary.

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- Kudos.
- Okay.

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God.

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Look, we're gonna need
to set some rules.

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No one here needs to know
that we're related,

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that you're my biological son.

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Agreed. It's none of their business.

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- Mm-hmm.
- And?

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Try really hard not to be an ass.

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- Good advice. Anything else?
- Just one more.

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Don't ever ask me for money.

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And we're positive
this isn't a resurgence

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of Carol's lung cancer, right?

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Well, according to her oncologist,

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all tests show zero cancer progression.

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That means her targeted
immunotherapy's working.

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She cycled through several drugs
these last few years.

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You know, I honestly thought

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we'd reached the end of the road
till we found this one.

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Now, I know it's not a cure,
but, uh, you'd have me fooled.

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That's good.

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If it's not the cancer, it's
likely something we can fix.

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- Hey, Carol.
- Oh.

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AJ, you didn't tell me

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we were having a VIP guest visit.

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Ah, careful, Ma.

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You know, flattery goes
to his head, like brain freeze.

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It's good to see you again.
How you feeling?

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Uh, I've been better.

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Sad to hear you had left Chastain.

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I hope this means
you'll be back for good.

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Yeah, well, plenty of time
to talk about me.

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I want to hear about you.
Tell me, what's going on?

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Well...

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I've never been so tired.

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Can't make it through The Crown
without nodding off.

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This woman loves Princess Diana.

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Then I started losing weight,

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and that had me worried.

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- Maybe an infection?
- That's what I thought,

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but she's not responding
to any antibiotics.

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Could be bacterial resistance

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or an... atypical infection.

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You know what? Let me get
some labs, run some tests.

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Don't you worry.
We'll get you some answers.

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Mm.

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Janice Bonner. Surgery.

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Trevor. Anesthesia.

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I'm Gemma. I'm I.M.

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Not, I'm "I am".

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I mean, I, Gemma, am I.M.

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Internal medicine. We got it.

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I'm Zach.

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- Primary care.
- Yikes.

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Hope you qualify
for student loan forgiveness.

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What's up?

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Let's get started, shall we?

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Dan, good morning.

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These are the interns I told you about.

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Are they children, or am I old?

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48-year-old male with pancreatitis.

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What is the first thing that we do?

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Oh, I hope it's all right,
I threw together

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a little PowerPoint
for a possible plan of action.

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I love the initiative, Dr. Bonner,

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- but before that, what's first?
- Get smashed.

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It's a mnemonic. Gallstones,

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ethanol, trauma, steroids,
mumps, autoimmune,

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scorpion sting, hypercalcemia, ERCP

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and drugs.

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No, the first thing we do is listen.

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To the patient, and then to me.

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Incoming. Multi-casualty event.

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Someone crashed a boat into a dock.

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Okay.

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Time to suit up.

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We'll be back.

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That's Trevor Daniels.

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You know him?

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He made quite the impression
when he tried to lecture

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the doctors on how to treat
his junkie girlfriend.

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Now I guess he's a doctor himself.

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Well, he's an M.D., not a doctor, yet.

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Not with that arrogance.

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22-year-old female with
blunt head trauma. GCS 9.

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Dr. Bonner, you're with Hundley.

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- Yes.
- And, um...

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Brooks, you're with Dr. Feldman.

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Are you sure, Coach? I know the
upper extremity neurovascular

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- anatomy by heart, so...
- They've got it handled,

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but there's a woman in bay five

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who needs her blood work drawn.
Go help her.

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Seriously? That guy's hand's
hanging on by a thread,

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and you trust Thing One and Thing Two?

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Your patient isn't any less important

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because she doesn't have
a cleat in her hand.

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She needs you. Go help her.

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Hey, Dad just messaged.

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They're a couple minutes out.

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Padma, I love you,

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but maybe put the sage down
and pick up a vacuum.

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It's important that
we cleanse the space of

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all of the negative energy.

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Mom and Dad are the negative energy.

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Why do they do this?
Just pop by randomly.

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At least they don't stick around, okay?

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It's just lunch.

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Yeah, it starts as lunch, and
then it becomes an intervention.

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Hence hiding your boyfriend's shoes.

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You do realize that, someday,

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they're gonna figure out
you live together, right?

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Mm-hmm. Today is not that day.

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Oh.

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- Hi!
- Oh!

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- Hello, my...
- Ooh.

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Oh, my darling girls. Mwah.

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Come on in.

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- Oh, my.
- Hi.

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So, how was the trip?

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Not long enough.

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I had to practically drag your father

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out of that Venetian Pool.

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Piņa coladas and the greatest
hits of Olivia Newton-John.

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I've never been more relaxed.

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Beautiful place you've got here, Leela.

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I hope that Devon is joining us.

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- Uh, no.
- Oh.

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- Devon's at the hospital.
- Is something burning?

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Oh, yeah, it's, um, sage.

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It really purifies the air.

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- No, there's something else.
- Oh, my gosh!

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No, no, no, no, no, no.

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Oh, shoot.

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Everything all right?

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Why don't we go out for lunch?

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Hmm?

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I know you're here for Carol.

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Yeah, well, my buddy says
it's an emergency.

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00:11:23,638 --> 00:11:25,068
Would I have called you if it wasn't?

261
00:11:25,072 --> 00:11:26,235
I don't know.

262
00:11:26,240 --> 00:11:27,970
Protocol suggests
we send the patient home

263
00:11:27,975 --> 00:11:29,038
with some painkillers.

264
00:11:29,043 --> 00:11:31,307
- Something else going on?
- Call it instinct.

265
00:11:31,312 --> 00:11:34,177
You and your instincts are lucky
I'm waiting on Carol's tests.

266
00:11:34,182 --> 00:11:35,511
You got five minutes.

267
00:11:35,516 --> 00:11:37,747
Intern. Bullet. Go.

268
00:11:37,752 --> 00:11:42,752
Um, Kevin is a 72-year-old male
with a history of hypertension.

269
00:11:42,757 --> 00:11:45,021
Uh, he came in with
sudden onset right flank pain...

270
00:11:45,026 --> 00:11:47,090
Left. Left flank.

271
00:11:47,095 --> 00:11:48,658
Uh, right. Uh, sorry. I mean, left.

272
00:11:48,663 --> 00:11:51,861
That's, um, what he is, uh...

273
00:11:52,466 --> 00:11:54,163
What are his vitals telling you?

274
00:11:54,168 --> 00:11:56,232
Uh, slightly tachycardic.

275
00:11:56,237 --> 00:11:58,267
Uh, you know, with the flank pain,

276
00:11:58,272 --> 00:11:59,373
that could be kidney stones.

277
00:11:59,377 --> 00:12:02,174
72 is a strange time to have
your first kidney stone, hmm?

278
00:12:02,179 --> 00:12:05,144
- What about his blood pressure?
- Oh, it's been stable.

279
00:12:05,149 --> 00:12:06,645
- Has it?
- Yeah.

280
00:12:06,650 --> 00:12:09,745
Hmm. Since we started talking,
his BP dipped down

281
00:12:09,750 --> 00:12:13,115
to 95/48 before it popped back up.

282
00:12:13,120 --> 00:12:16,123
Devil's in the details.

283
00:12:18,125 --> 00:12:22,758
Kevin is headed into shock due
to a ruptured aortic aneurysm

284
00:12:22,763 --> 00:12:25,394
that's leaking into his retroperitoneum.

285
00:12:25,399 --> 00:12:27,296
Wait, but that-that's emergent.

286
00:12:27,301 --> 00:12:29,532
We-we can't send him home.
He needs surgery.

287
00:12:29,537 --> 00:12:31,504
Don't you miss this?

288
00:12:32,306 --> 00:12:33,536
Daniels.

289
00:12:33,541 --> 00:12:36,810
Page Vascular, tell them we're coming.

290
00:12:41,082 --> 00:12:42,278
He's amazing.

291
00:12:51,459 --> 00:12:55,028
Her cortisol is severely low.

292
00:12:56,063 --> 00:12:58,932
So, she has adrenal insufficiency.

293
00:12:59,967 --> 00:13:03,032
Likely due to her past
courses of high-dose steroids.

294
00:13:03,037 --> 00:13:05,601
Which would explain
the severity of the infection

295
00:13:05,606 --> 00:13:08,304
and the low blood pressure
despite fluids.

296
00:13:08,309 --> 00:13:09,839
We can give her IV hydrocortisone.

297
00:13:09,844 --> 00:13:11,474
She should turn around quickly.

298
00:13:11,479 --> 00:13:13,343
I'll order some follow-up labs
just to make sure

299
00:13:13,347 --> 00:13:15,849
there are no other systemic issues.

300
00:13:17,402 --> 00:13:18,967
I owe you one, Hawkins.

301
00:13:18,972 --> 00:13:21,035
I didn't do anything.

302
00:13:21,040 --> 00:13:23,971
You just needed a fresh set of eyes.

303
00:13:26,293 --> 00:13:29,125
You lost your dad. It makes sense
you want to be thorough.

304
00:13:29,130 --> 00:13:32,928
Yeah. If I'm gonna lose
the last parent I have,

305
00:13:32,933 --> 00:13:34,597
I don't want to be blindsided again.

306
00:13:34,602 --> 00:13:37,433
No, that's not where we are, not yet.

307
00:13:37,838 --> 00:13:40,236
Look at you.

308
00:13:40,241 --> 00:13:42,171
I knew you didn't lose your touch.

309
00:13:42,176 --> 00:13:43,506
Who said I lost my touch?

310
00:13:43,511 --> 00:13:45,608
Well, people talk.

311
00:13:45,613 --> 00:13:48,010
But don't worry, I got your back.

312
00:13:56,023 --> 00:13:58,587
Ow! Didn't you hear me?

313
00:13:58,592 --> 00:14:00,156
- I'm sensitive.
- Okay.

314
00:14:00,161 --> 00:14:01,757
I heard you,

315
00:14:01,762 --> 00:14:04,060
and I'd be done already
if you'd stop squirming.

316
00:14:04,065 --> 00:14:06,662
I'd stop squirming
if you knew how to do your job.

317
00:14:06,667 --> 00:14:10,633
Do you have a supervisor I can talk to?

318
00:14:12,139 --> 00:14:14,169
Somebody needs to call
the health department.

319
00:14:14,174 --> 00:14:17,306
Ants on the ceiling.
Spiders crawling up the walls.

320
00:14:17,311 --> 00:14:19,075
Spider angioma,

321
00:14:19,080 --> 00:14:21,743
when small blood vessels appear
resembling a spider's web.

322
00:14:21,748 --> 00:14:24,114
It's subtle, but not uncommon
for someone with liver disease.

323
00:14:24,118 --> 00:14:25,981
How long has it been
since you've had a drink?

324
00:14:25,986 --> 00:14:28,518
Excuse me, I'm a mother.
I have four kids.

325
00:14:28,523 --> 00:14:31,620
Hannah, I've spent a lot of time
around addicts,

326
00:14:31,625 --> 00:14:34,490
and you check all the boxes, okay?

327
00:14:34,495 --> 00:14:36,926
Sweaty, agitated,

328
00:14:36,931 --> 00:14:39,862
uh, weird hallucinations...

329
00:14:39,867 --> 00:14:42,427
- How dare you?!
- Hey. All right, I'm just trying to help, okay?

330
00:14:43,437 --> 00:14:44,801
- Who do you think you are?!
- The hell?!

331
00:14:44,805 --> 00:14:46,235
Get off of me!

332
00:14:46,240 --> 00:14:47,636
You don't know anything about me!

333
00:14:47,641 --> 00:14:49,239
- Nothing!
- Hey. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

334
00:14:49,243 --> 00:14:51,474
- Okay. - Get off me!
- What happened here?

335
00:14:51,479 --> 00:14:53,709
- Hannah's in withdrawal. She's an alcoholic.
- Hey.

336
00:14:53,714 --> 00:14:56,112
We don't talk about patients
like they're not in the room.

337
00:14:56,117 --> 00:14:58,016
No, no, no. I'm just trying to
tell you what's wrong with her,

338
00:14:58,020 --> 00:15:00,215
why she tried to claw
my eyes out. Do you understand?

339
00:15:00,220 --> 00:15:01,951
There's two feet of paperwork over there

340
00:15:01,956 --> 00:15:04,386
that needs to get done.
See if you can manage that.

341
00:15:07,628 --> 00:15:09,762
Wow.

342
00:15:13,900 --> 00:15:18,095
? Just stay a little while... ?

343
00:15:18,100 --> 00:15:20,130
Is there someplace else to eat?

344
00:15:20,135 --> 00:15:21,632
We can't even hear each other.

345
00:15:21,637 --> 00:15:24,201
I'll ask to turn the music down.

346
00:15:24,206 --> 00:15:25,335
Whew.

347
00:15:25,340 --> 00:15:28,205
$23 for a burger.

348
00:15:28,210 --> 00:15:30,040
No vegetarian options.

349
00:15:30,045 --> 00:15:31,776
They're on the back of the menu.

350
00:15:31,781 --> 00:15:33,878
Don't worry about me.

351
00:15:34,383 --> 00:15:36,713
I'm sure they have... bread.

352
00:15:36,718 --> 00:15:39,316
Oh, no, Mom, look
at the back of the menu.

353
00:15:39,321 --> 00:15:41,356
There's some vegetarian options there.

354
00:15:43,092 --> 00:15:44,788
Thank you, darling Paddie.

355
00:15:44,793 --> 00:15:47,324
You take such good care of your mother.

356
00:15:48,129 --> 00:15:50,227
Hang on, I literally just told you that.

357
00:15:50,232 --> 00:15:53,497
- Please, Leela, don't be so sensitive.
- I'm being sensitive?

358
00:15:53,502 --> 00:15:55,933
Leela, restroom?

359
00:15:55,938 --> 00:15:57,472
Come on.

360
00:15:58,774 --> 00:16:01,138
? And show me... ?

361
00:16:01,143 --> 00:16:03,741
God, it's just they're so...

362
00:16:03,746 --> 00:16:05,142
Intolerable.

363
00:16:05,147 --> 00:16:06,644
It's always something.

364
00:16:06,649 --> 00:16:08,912
But you can't let them
get to you like this.

365
00:16:08,917 --> 00:16:11,448
That's easy for you to say.

366
00:16:11,453 --> 00:16:14,118
- You're the favorite.
- I'm not the favorite.

367
00:16:14,123 --> 00:16:15,219
Come on.

368
00:16:15,224 --> 00:16:17,459
You're "darling Paddie", and I'm...

369
00:16:18,994 --> 00:16:21,525
I'm she who must not be named.

370
00:16:26,602 --> 00:16:29,833
And every time they're here,
just, I feel like I'm 12 again

371
00:16:29,838 --> 00:16:31,801
and I can't do anything right.

372
00:16:31,806 --> 00:16:33,470
Then let me do the talking.

373
00:16:33,475 --> 00:16:34,638
They'll leave,

374
00:16:34,643 --> 00:16:37,170
and we don't have to see them
again until the holidays.

375
00:16:37,175 --> 00:16:38,671
How's that?

376
00:16:38,676 --> 00:16:40,473
Okay?

377
00:16:40,478 --> 00:16:42,479
Come on.

378
00:16:42,484 --> 00:16:44,352
Okay.

379
00:16:51,160 --> 00:16:52,589
How you feeling?

380
00:16:52,594 --> 00:16:55,092
Like my old self again.

381
00:16:55,097 --> 00:16:56,760
Now, let me see that beautiful baby.

382
00:16:56,765 --> 00:16:59,463
Not a baby anymore.

383
00:16:59,468 --> 00:17:02,270
At least if you ask her.

384
00:17:03,806 --> 00:17:05,669
Oh, my heart.

385
00:17:05,674 --> 00:17:08,676
She is the spitting image of Nic.

386
00:17:09,812 --> 00:17:12,509
And there's a hint of mischief
in her eye,

387
00:17:12,514 --> 00:17:14,044
just like her father.

388
00:17:14,049 --> 00:17:16,947
Gigi knows what she wants
and she knows how to get it.

389
00:17:16,951 --> 00:17:19,216
And what about you?
Are you taking care of yourself?

390
00:17:19,221 --> 00:17:21,519
Well, remembered to shower this morning.

391
00:17:21,524 --> 00:17:23,654
You know what I mean.

392
00:17:23,659 --> 00:17:26,423
If there's anything
I've learned from raising AJ,

393
00:17:26,428 --> 00:17:29,059
it's that you have to
prioritize yourself.

394
00:17:29,064 --> 00:17:32,029
Kids are only as happy
as the parents that raise them.

395
00:17:32,034 --> 00:17:34,664
I have Gigi, I have my friends,
like your son.

396
00:17:34,669 --> 00:17:37,201
- What more could I ask for?
- You tell me.

397
00:17:37,206 --> 00:17:40,241
Are you happy, Conrad?

398
00:17:42,678 --> 00:17:46,310
Hey-hey. Mom, let's take a stroll.

399
00:17:46,315 --> 00:17:48,045
Someplace I want to take you.

400
00:17:48,050 --> 00:17:50,284
That sounds wonderful.

401
00:17:55,925 --> 00:17:58,655
Thank you, and you take care.

402
00:17:58,660 --> 00:18:01,825
- Don't be a stranger.
- You heard the lady.

403
00:18:01,830 --> 00:18:04,532
Yeah. I'll see you around.

404
00:18:20,816 --> 00:18:22,613
Hey.

405
00:18:22,618 --> 00:18:24,114
Um...

406
00:18:24,119 --> 00:18:27,517
I've come to apologize for earlier.

407
00:18:27,522 --> 00:18:30,754
You called me a drunk. I'm not.

408
00:18:30,759 --> 00:18:32,389
And I believe you.

409
00:18:32,394 --> 00:18:33,957
Dr. Pravesh was right.

410
00:18:33,962 --> 00:18:38,132
I was completely out of line,
and I'm so, so sorry.

411
00:18:39,935 --> 00:18:41,999
Um...

412
00:18:42,004 --> 00:18:44,372
All right.

413
00:18:48,877 --> 00:18:50,578
That...

414
00:18:51,680 --> 00:18:54,549
Just a little bit
more comfortable, right?

415
00:18:56,518 --> 00:18:59,082
And don't worry,
I'm gonna make sure you leave

416
00:18:59,087 --> 00:19:01,251
feeling a whole lot better
than when you came in.

417
00:19:01,256 --> 00:19:03,191
Just you wait.

418
00:19:28,550 --> 00:19:31,615
Here you go. All right.

419
00:19:31,620 --> 00:19:33,717
- Hey.
- Hi.

420
00:19:33,722 --> 00:19:36,453
I love how you say, "The heart
is the key to the body

421
00:19:36,458 --> 00:19:38,355
but the door to the soul".

422
00:19:38,360 --> 00:19:41,424
- It's-it's pure poetry.
- Oh, well, you're too kind.

423
00:19:41,429 --> 00:19:43,498
I love that one, too.

424
00:19:45,334 --> 00:19:48,165
You know, maybe the next book
will be a poetry book.

425
00:19:48,170 --> 00:19:50,505
I can't wait.

426
00:19:53,342 --> 00:19:55,138
Make you jealous?

427
00:19:55,143 --> 00:19:57,241
Why would it?

428
00:19:57,246 --> 00:19:59,514
Used to be you.

429
00:20:02,384 --> 00:20:04,385
You know, we should write a book.

430
00:20:05,220 --> 00:20:07,251
Your brains.

431
00:20:07,256 --> 00:20:09,219
My face, for obvious reasons.

432
00:20:09,224 --> 00:20:10,887
I mean, the public will be clamoring

433
00:20:10,892 --> 00:20:12,189
for something like that.

434
00:20:12,194 --> 00:20:13,828
Goodbye, Nolan.

435
00:20:15,397 --> 00:20:17,598
Think it over.

436
00:20:23,605 --> 00:20:26,336
What on earth?

437
00:20:26,341 --> 00:20:29,777
I'm feeling much better now.

438
00:20:47,095 --> 00:20:48,825
I like it here, Daddy.

439
00:20:48,830 --> 00:20:51,060
Can we come back tomorrow, please?

440
00:20:51,065 --> 00:20:52,596
Dr. Hawkins.

441
00:20:52,601 --> 00:20:55,298
Carol Austin's follow-up labs are back.

442
00:20:55,303 --> 00:20:56,937
Thank you.

443
00:21:11,386 --> 00:21:12,716
Okay, what's your name?

444
00:21:12,721 --> 00:21:15,423
- Uh, to Sherry.
- Sherry. Okay.

445
00:21:17,292 --> 00:21:18,622
Mom, take it easy.

446
00:21:18,627 --> 00:21:21,291
Oh, hush.

447
00:21:21,296 --> 00:21:25,165
I need a photo... of my son.

448
00:21:27,970 --> 00:21:30,838
Mom!

449
00:21:37,746 --> 00:21:40,248
Her pulse is racing.
We need a defibrillator.

450
00:21:44,818 --> 00:21:46,916
This is my fault. I shouldn't
have moved her so soon.

451
00:21:46,921 --> 00:21:48,819
This wasn't you.
Something else is going on.

452
00:21:48,824 --> 00:21:50,587
Let's get the pads on her.

453
00:21:51,092 --> 00:21:52,656
We were right about her cortisol,

454
00:21:52,661 --> 00:21:54,025
but it was masking something bigger.

455
00:21:54,029 --> 00:21:55,993
Which is what?

456
00:21:55,998 --> 00:21:58,329
- That's what we're gonna figure out together.
- Prepare to shock.

457
00:21:58,333 --> 00:22:00,497
Clear.

458
00:22:06,341 --> 00:22:08,372
Pulse is strong and regular.

459
00:22:08,377 --> 00:22:10,140
What the hell is going on?

460
00:22:10,145 --> 00:22:12,876
Your mother, she's...

461
00:22:12,881 --> 00:22:16,484
she's in multi-organ failure.

462
00:22:21,900 --> 00:22:25,995
Doesn't make sense.

463
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:28,831
Her cardiac MRI is
consistent with myocarditis.

464
00:22:28,836 --> 00:22:30,233
Which explains the arrhythmia.

465
00:22:30,238 --> 00:22:32,067
But not where
the heart issues came from.

466
00:22:32,072 --> 00:22:33,569
So, whatever it is

467
00:22:33,574 --> 00:22:36,038
has sent her liver and
kidney values through the roof.

468
00:22:36,043 --> 00:22:38,241
Same with her thyroid hormone.

469
00:22:38,246 --> 00:22:41,915
Infection's being treated,
no toxins, no traumas, no...

470
00:22:43,885 --> 00:22:46,420
... no preexisting organ dysfunction.

471
00:22:49,624 --> 00:22:50,720
Oh, man.

472
00:22:50,725 --> 00:22:53,326
Her body's attacking itself.

473
00:23:00,735 --> 00:23:02,765
All right, fellas.

474
00:23:02,770 --> 00:23:05,005
Just let me have it.

475
00:23:08,876 --> 00:23:11,140
It's her immunotherapy.

476
00:23:11,145 --> 00:23:14,748
It's keeping her alive,
but it's also the reason...

477
00:23:16,351 --> 00:23:18,919
... her organs are shutting down.

478
00:23:23,358 --> 00:23:25,321
Champagne tap, baby.

479
00:23:25,326 --> 00:23:27,123
Nothing but spinal fluid.

480
00:23:27,128 --> 00:23:28,625
Nice going, Daniels.

481
00:23:28,630 --> 00:23:30,159
I had so much blood in my tap,

482
00:23:30,164 --> 00:23:31,694
I thought my patient was gonna faint.

483
00:23:31,699 --> 00:23:34,730
- I thought I was about to faint.
- Hannah.

484
00:23:34,735 --> 00:23:36,632
Stop, stop.

485
00:23:36,637 --> 00:23:38,434
Listen, please. We can help you.

486
00:23:38,439 --> 00:23:40,636
Uh, you've done more
than enough, really.

487
00:23:40,641 --> 00:23:41,904
I have to go.

488
00:23:49,517 --> 00:23:51,051
Daniels.

489
00:23:53,020 --> 00:23:55,685
You gave a beer to a patient
in alcohol withdrawal.

490
00:23:55,690 --> 00:23:57,787
- You did what?
- I can explain, okay?

491
00:23:57,792 --> 00:23:59,255
I know it wasn't exactly protocol...

492
00:23:59,260 --> 00:24:00,623
You didn't just break protocol.

493
00:24:00,628 --> 00:24:02,124
You broke every rule of medicine.

494
00:24:02,129 --> 00:24:04,159
We could've helped Hannah,
gotten her treatment,

495
00:24:04,164 --> 00:24:05,662
- saved her life.
- Yeah, I wouldn't have done it

496
00:24:05,666 --> 00:24:06,797
if you had just listened to me.

497
00:24:06,801 --> 00:24:09,398
I proved to you she was an alcoholic.

498
00:24:09,403 --> 00:24:12,001
Wait, so you contributed

499
00:24:12,006 --> 00:24:14,337
to a patient's addiction
to prove a point?

500
00:24:14,342 --> 00:24:17,206
Are your patients just pawns
to prove how smart you are?

501
00:24:17,211 --> 00:24:18,508
What? No.

502
00:24:18,513 --> 00:24:19,742
What? Of course not.

503
00:24:19,747 --> 00:24:21,177
I was just trying to...

504
00:24:21,182 --> 00:24:23,313
I hope you took a picture
of that champagne tap

505
00:24:23,318 --> 00:24:25,152
'cause it's gonna be your last.

506
00:24:26,554 --> 00:24:29,189
Wait, wait, wait. Hold up.
What-what does that mean?

507
00:24:30,458 --> 00:24:32,421
It's not obvious?

508
00:24:32,426 --> 00:24:34,055
I'm cutting you.

509
00:24:34,060 --> 00:24:36,424
No, no, no, no, no.

510
00:24:36,429 --> 00:24:38,726
You can't do that.
Please, I'm-I'm begging you.

511
00:24:38,731 --> 00:24:39,830
I'll be better. I didn't even realize...

512
00:24:39,834 --> 00:24:41,330
See? Right there.

513
00:24:41,335 --> 00:24:43,899
Even your apology is about you.

514
00:24:43,904 --> 00:24:45,869
- You have no remorse, no humility.
- If I get kicked out...

515
00:24:45,873 --> 00:24:47,670
If I get kicked out,
I won't be a doctor.

516
00:24:47,675 --> 00:24:49,439
Maybe that's for the best.

517
00:24:58,986 --> 00:25:01,755
I don't want-want to hear this.

518
00:25:02,523 --> 00:25:05,187
The immunotherapy saved me.

519
00:25:05,192 --> 00:25:07,256
It-It's my miracle.

520
00:25:07,261 --> 00:25:09,325
It was.

521
00:25:09,330 --> 00:25:12,695
But it's causing your body
to attack itself.

522
00:25:12,700 --> 00:25:16,065
The drugs prompt the body
to target the cancer,

523
00:25:16,070 --> 00:25:20,870
but sometimes the immune system
reacts too aggressively.

524
00:25:20,875 --> 00:25:23,576
Attacking your healthy organs.

525
00:25:24,979 --> 00:25:29,182
We need to stop
your immunotherapy temporarily.

526
00:25:30,484 --> 00:25:32,448
To let your body heal.

527
00:25:32,453 --> 00:25:36,385
Then you can consult
with your doctors and loved ones

528
00:25:36,390 --> 00:25:39,121
to decide if you want
to continue the treatment

529
00:25:39,126 --> 00:25:40,856
or stop it permanently.

530
00:25:40,861 --> 00:25:42,058
I've...

531
00:25:42,063 --> 00:25:44,764
already decided.

532
00:25:45,633 --> 00:25:50,299
I'm going to continue the immunotherapy.

533
00:25:55,009 --> 00:25:57,510
Carol, this is a big decision.

534
00:25:59,380 --> 00:26:01,177
Mom.

535
00:26:01,182 --> 00:26:03,045
What you decide now

536
00:26:03,050 --> 00:26:06,782
will determine
how we spend your final days.

537
00:26:09,890 --> 00:26:12,392
Final days?

538
00:26:13,461 --> 00:26:15,658
We knew when you started this drug

539
00:26:15,663 --> 00:26:18,227
that this could be the last option.

540
00:26:18,232 --> 00:26:20,563
But it would give us time.

541
00:26:20,568 --> 00:26:22,602
And it did.

542
00:26:25,973 --> 00:26:28,875
But now the time is limited.

543
00:26:29,643 --> 00:26:31,841
Don't you say that.

544
00:26:31,846 --> 00:26:34,481
Don't you give up on me.

545
00:26:35,716 --> 00:26:38,781
I will never give up on you, Mom.

546
00:26:38,786 --> 00:26:40,653
I promise.

547
00:26:42,991 --> 00:26:46,493
Then help me do something.

548
00:26:47,895 --> 00:26:50,659
There's no rush to decide.

549
00:26:52,633 --> 00:26:54,764
Let's revisit this later.

550
00:27:18,692 --> 00:27:20,689
I'm sorry, AJ.

551
00:27:20,694 --> 00:27:22,429
I'm sorry.

552
00:27:26,667 --> 00:27:29,732
My mother is dying,

553
00:27:29,737 --> 00:27:32,134
and she won't face it.

554
00:27:32,139 --> 00:27:35,208
She just needs time to process.

555
00:27:36,444 --> 00:27:38,478
You both do.

556
00:27:39,747 --> 00:27:43,183
I don't like being
on this side of the curtain.

557
00:27:48,655 --> 00:27:50,819
I had my doubts about this,

558
00:27:50,824 --> 00:27:53,222
- but the salmon's quite good.
- Mm.

559
00:27:53,227 --> 00:27:55,891
I'm just thankful
I get to see both my girls.

560
00:27:55,896 --> 00:27:58,227
What does Devon think of children?

561
00:27:58,232 --> 00:27:59,995
It's the 21st century.

562
00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:01,530
We're not in a rush.

563
00:28:01,535 --> 00:28:04,333
Does your biological clock
know what century it is?

564
00:28:04,338 --> 00:28:06,402
Mom.

565
00:28:06,407 --> 00:28:09,705
It's not a bad idea to start
planning for the future.

566
00:28:09,710 --> 00:28:13,309
The life of a surgeon is not
conducive to raising a family.

567
00:28:13,314 --> 00:28:16,145
Not just in residency but forever.

568
00:28:16,150 --> 00:28:19,786
Besides, surgery is a dangerous place.

569
00:28:20,588 --> 00:28:23,656
Especially considering,
you know, your...

570
00:28:25,059 --> 00:28:26,493
... your condition.

571
00:28:27,962 --> 00:28:29,859
You mean my dyslexia?

572
00:28:29,864 --> 00:28:31,360
- Mm.
- Yeah.

573
00:28:31,365 --> 00:28:33,029
You can say it.

574
00:28:33,034 --> 00:28:35,268
- It's not a bad word.
- I know.

575
00:28:37,104 --> 00:28:38,634
Is that what this is about?

576
00:28:38,639 --> 00:28:40,436
You're afraid I might kill someone?

577
00:28:40,441 --> 00:28:41,837
Uh...

578
00:28:41,842 --> 00:28:44,208
No, because, honestly, if you're
so concerned about my patients,

579
00:28:44,212 --> 00:28:45,876
why don't you just ask me?

580
00:28:45,881 --> 00:28:48,710
Like the young woman who came in
with adenoid cystic carcinoma.

581
00:28:48,715 --> 00:28:50,879
I performed her double
mastectomy six months ago.

582
00:28:50,884 --> 00:28:52,382
You want to know where she is right now?

583
00:28:52,386 --> 00:28:54,383
She's backpacking through Spain.

584
00:28:54,388 --> 00:28:56,519
Okay. You're making a scene.

585
00:28:56,524 --> 00:28:59,756
You actually think dyslexia
is the hardest part of my job?

586
00:29:00,661 --> 00:29:02,591
It's not.

587
00:29:02,596 --> 00:29:03,893
It's you.

588
00:29:03,898 --> 00:29:06,562
And your voices in my head

589
00:29:06,567 --> 00:29:08,831
constantly telling me
I'm not good enough.

590
00:29:08,836 --> 00:29:11,600
- Now you're just being cruel.
- I think I'm gonna go home.

591
00:29:11,605 --> 00:29:13,235
- Leela, come on.
- Yeah.

592
00:29:13,240 --> 00:29:15,404
I'm gonna go home
to the apartment that I share

593
00:29:15,409 --> 00:29:16,539
with my boyfriend.

594
00:29:16,544 --> 00:29:18,340
- Leela.
- Yeah.

595
00:29:18,345 --> 00:29:20,342
Devon and I live together.

596
00:29:20,347 --> 00:29:22,745
And you know what?
Don't worry about the bill.

597
00:29:22,750 --> 00:29:25,748
At least there's one benefit to
having a surgeon for a daughter.

598
00:29:25,753 --> 00:29:26,819
Leela.

599
00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:52,130
First day in the bag?

600
00:29:52,135 --> 00:29:53,936
You mean first and last.

601
00:29:59,676 --> 00:30:02,474
I, uh...

602
00:30:02,479 --> 00:30:04,643
I lied.

603
00:30:04,648 --> 00:30:07,216
About medical school being easy.

604
00:30:08,451 --> 00:30:10,915
Chastain wasn't my first choice.

605
00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:13,222
It was the only one.

606
00:30:13,991 --> 00:30:16,655
I mean, if I didn't match here...

607
00:30:16,660 --> 00:30:20,263
I wouldn't have gotten
an internship spot anywhere.

608
00:30:21,697 --> 00:30:24,895
- How is that possible?
- I got rejected from

609
00:30:24,900 --> 00:30:27,131
every internship opportunity
I applied for.

610
00:30:27,136 --> 00:30:28,466
I mean, the only reason I'm here

611
00:30:28,471 --> 00:30:30,739
is because AJ wrote a recommendation.

612
00:30:32,108 --> 00:30:33,838
He's a good guy.

613
00:30:33,843 --> 00:30:37,746
But now I've ruined every
opportunity he gave me.

614
00:30:39,848 --> 00:30:41,545
Dr. Pravesh cut me.

615
00:30:41,550 --> 00:30:43,180
He said that?

616
00:30:43,185 --> 00:30:44,982
With great satisfaction.

617
00:31:04,073 --> 00:31:05,570
I threw you under the bus in there.

618
00:31:05,575 --> 00:31:08,039
I'm really sorry.

619
00:31:08,044 --> 00:31:09,141
It's okay.

620
00:31:09,146 --> 00:31:11,408
No, it's not.

621
00:31:13,415 --> 00:31:17,381
When I got leukemia,
it affected us both as children.

622
00:31:17,386 --> 00:31:19,616
It took my fertility.

623
00:31:21,757 --> 00:31:26,023
But it also gave me
something far more powerful.

624
00:31:26,028 --> 00:31:30,861
The ability to live each day
as if it were the last.

625
00:31:30,866 --> 00:31:34,031
That freed me from everything,

626
00:31:34,036 --> 00:31:36,237
including their judgment.

627
00:31:37,473 --> 00:31:40,204
And you're free now, too.

628
00:31:40,209 --> 00:31:44,108
I am so proud of you for
standing up for yourself today.

629
00:31:44,113 --> 00:31:47,044
At the expense of ever having a
peaceful family gathering again.

630
00:31:47,049 --> 00:31:48,312
Nah.

631
00:31:48,317 --> 00:31:49,981
Peace is overrated.

632
00:31:49,986 --> 00:31:52,654
You demanded respect.

633
00:31:53,822 --> 00:31:57,125
And I've never been prouder
to share your DNA.

634
00:32:08,504 --> 00:32:10,038
Shh.

635
00:32:11,807 --> 00:32:13,471
- Hey.
- Hey, Doctor.

636
00:32:13,476 --> 00:32:15,276
- Here you go.
- Thank you.

637
00:32:16,245 --> 00:32:17,842
Hey.

638
00:32:17,847 --> 00:32:19,611
Billie told me you're
having some problems

639
00:32:19,615 --> 00:32:21,045
- with Dr. Daniels.
- Mm.

640
00:32:21,050 --> 00:32:22,446
Problems?

641
00:32:22,451 --> 00:32:25,449
He's arrogant with no compassion.

642
00:32:25,454 --> 00:32:27,084
Well, we all make mistakes.

643
00:32:27,089 --> 00:32:28,819
Well, this isn't just about a mistake.

644
00:32:28,824 --> 00:32:30,688
This is who he is.

645
00:32:30,693 --> 00:32:34,224
I see a lot of problems ahead
with Trevor.

646
00:32:34,229 --> 00:32:37,194
Well, let me give something a try,

647
00:32:37,199 --> 00:32:40,064
maybe get a peek inside the kid, huh?

648
00:32:40,069 --> 00:32:43,334
Just don't let him touch any patients.

649
00:32:48,944 --> 00:32:51,108
AJ's mom is sick?

650
00:32:51,113 --> 00:32:53,110
I-I don't understand
what I'm supposed to do.

651
00:32:53,115 --> 00:32:54,612
Nothing. You're here to watch, listen.

652
00:32:54,616 --> 00:32:56,951
Don't offer the patient a cocktail.

653
00:32:57,786 --> 00:32:59,217
How long until I live that one down?

654
00:32:59,221 --> 00:33:01,485
Eh, intern idiocy
has a short news cycle.

655
00:33:01,490 --> 00:33:03,287
But let me be clear.

656
00:33:03,292 --> 00:33:05,556
If you step out of line, then...

657
00:33:05,561 --> 00:33:07,829
it won't just be Pravesh
who comes for you.

658
00:33:10,966 --> 00:33:12,196
Hi, Carol.

659
00:33:12,201 --> 00:33:13,864
This is Dr. Daniels. He's an intern.

660
00:33:13,869 --> 00:33:16,967
I was wondering if you'd be
kind enough to let him listen

661
00:33:16,972 --> 00:33:19,440
while you and I talk about the future.

662
00:33:22,077 --> 00:33:24,575
Of course.

663
00:33:24,580 --> 00:33:27,945
AJ was an intern once.

664
00:33:28,379 --> 00:33:29,976
But there's not much to talk about.

665
00:33:29,981 --> 00:33:30,981
I've made my choice.

666
00:33:30,986 --> 00:33:32,549
And I will make that happen for you.

667
00:33:32,554 --> 00:33:35,123
I just want to help you understand
what you're choosing.

668
00:33:36,191 --> 00:33:38,489
If either choice ends up killing me,

669
00:33:38,494 --> 00:33:39,990
what difference does it make?

670
00:33:39,995 --> 00:33:42,030
That's a good question.

671
00:33:43,532 --> 00:33:45,199
It makes a big difference.

672
00:33:46,602 --> 00:33:48,766
If... just if...

673
00:33:48,771 --> 00:33:50,534
we stop the immunotherapy

674
00:33:50,539 --> 00:33:53,337
to protect you from the symptoms
you're feeling now,

675
00:33:53,342 --> 00:33:54,938
you will regain your energy.

676
00:33:54,943 --> 00:33:58,075
Fevers, headaches, they'll go away.

677
00:33:58,080 --> 00:34:01,645
You'll be able to get back
to the life you were living.

678
00:34:01,650 --> 00:34:04,982
Until the cancer comes back.

679
00:34:04,987 --> 00:34:06,417
Correct.

680
00:34:06,422 --> 00:34:08,986
But you don't know how soon
your cancer will come back,

681
00:34:08,991 --> 00:34:10,187
if at all.

682
00:34:10,192 --> 00:34:12,690
You may have more life than you realize.

683
00:34:12,695 --> 00:34:14,625
You can travel, you can exercise.

684
00:34:14,630 --> 00:34:17,962
But when it's back,

685
00:34:17,967 --> 00:34:22,533
it could return anywhere,
in any part of my body.

686
00:34:22,538 --> 00:34:25,235
You've never felt a pain like this.

687
00:34:25,240 --> 00:34:27,275
You're right.

688
00:34:28,811 --> 00:34:30,974
But we can help you with that pain.

689
00:34:30,979 --> 00:34:32,980
Now...

690
00:34:33,949 --> 00:34:36,180
... if you continue the immunotherapy,

691
00:34:36,185 --> 00:34:40,584
that's not a painless choice either.

692
00:34:40,589 --> 00:34:43,825
I don't want to talk about it anymore.

693
00:34:55,571 --> 00:34:58,736
- Mrs. Austin.
- Hmm?

694
00:34:58,741 --> 00:35:00,542
Carol.

695
00:35:04,046 --> 00:35:06,577
Your son is the reason I'm a doctor.

696
00:35:06,582 --> 00:35:09,513
- I didn't know that.
- Mm-hmm.

697
00:35:09,518 --> 00:35:13,855
He's, uh, a mentor, I guess.

698
00:35:15,224 --> 00:35:18,722
And if we hadn't had a lot of,
uh, tough conversations,

699
00:35:18,727 --> 00:35:21,225
you know, things that
scared the hell out of me,

700
00:35:21,230 --> 00:35:23,197
I wouldn't be here.

701
00:35:24,199 --> 00:35:28,365
A few years ago, AJ asked me
what kind of man I want to be.

702
00:35:28,370 --> 00:35:31,068
It wasn't easy to get the answer.

703
00:35:34,176 --> 00:35:37,841
Now Dr. Hawkins is asking you

704
00:35:37,846 --> 00:35:41,178
what kind of life you want from here on.

705
00:35:41,183 --> 00:35:44,515
Not an easy answer here either.

706
00:35:44,520 --> 00:35:49,887
But I am learning that
it is the greatest respect

707
00:35:49,892 --> 00:35:53,761
a doctor can show a patient.

708
00:35:56,965 --> 00:36:00,063
Look, the immunotherapy has done wonders

709
00:36:00,068 --> 00:36:01,698
at keeping your cancer at bay.

710
00:36:01,703 --> 00:36:04,501
There's no reason to believe
it won't keep doing that.

711
00:36:04,506 --> 00:36:07,671
Then what's the problem?

712
00:36:07,676 --> 00:36:11,408
Well, the problem is

713
00:36:11,413 --> 00:36:15,946
the symptoms that have destroyed
your quality of life

714
00:36:15,951 --> 00:36:18,015
now will worsen.

715
00:36:18,020 --> 00:36:20,684
Your heart stopped today.

716
00:36:20,689 --> 00:36:24,258
It can happen again, and...

717
00:36:25,727 --> 00:36:27,662
... it might kill you.

718
00:36:28,463 --> 00:36:32,363
Your liver, adrenal, uh, thyroid glands,

719
00:36:32,368 --> 00:36:35,365
one by one, will likely fail.

720
00:36:35,370 --> 00:36:37,701
Carol, when that happens,
you'll be hospitalized.

721
00:36:37,706 --> 00:36:39,303
You'll need surgeries,

722
00:36:39,308 --> 00:36:42,773
medications, dialysis, ventilators.

723
00:36:42,778 --> 00:36:48,116
I have fought so hard for so long.

724
00:36:49,384 --> 00:36:53,717
And now you're telling me
there's no hope.

725
00:36:53,722 --> 00:36:55,018
No.

726
00:36:55,023 --> 00:36:57,354
That's not what we're saying, Carol.

727
00:36:57,359 --> 00:36:58,989
We just...

728
00:36:58,994 --> 00:37:02,997
we just want you to clearly
understand your options.

729
00:37:06,602 --> 00:37:09,170
What should I do?

730
00:37:10,872 --> 00:37:13,741
There's no right or wrong answer.

731
00:37:15,377 --> 00:37:19,209
And you don't have to answer now.

732
00:37:19,214 --> 00:37:22,416
We can take some time.
We can talk about it later.

733
00:37:37,433 --> 00:37:39,463
That was brutal.

734
00:37:39,468 --> 00:37:41,636
We're all gonna die.

735
00:37:42,805 --> 00:37:44,906
One day, we'll all be the patient.

736
00:37:46,408 --> 00:37:50,007
We stand between them
and the day that moment comes.

737
00:37:50,012 --> 00:37:51,809
And we owe them the truth.

738
00:37:51,814 --> 00:37:53,245
And you found it hard
to give her the truth,

739
00:37:53,249 --> 00:37:55,146
but you did it anyway
because the patient is

740
00:37:55,151 --> 00:37:57,453
what comes first, not us.

741
00:38:01,423 --> 00:38:02,986
Hey.

742
00:38:02,991 --> 00:38:05,760
You did good in there.

743
00:38:07,600 --> 00:38:09,297
Now,

744
00:38:09,302 --> 00:38:13,234
if your interests come
before the patient again,

745
00:38:13,239 --> 00:38:16,771
like they did earlier today,
then Dr. Pravesh is right.

746
00:38:16,776 --> 00:38:20,312
This should be your last day
as a doctor.

747
00:38:33,190 --> 00:38:34,319
So?

748
00:38:34,324 --> 00:38:36,688
Um...

749
00:38:36,693 --> 00:38:40,559
He felt pain for Carol and AJ.
He wanted to help.

750
00:38:40,564 --> 00:38:42,427
I could see that.

751
00:38:42,432 --> 00:38:44,229
But...

752
00:38:44,234 --> 00:38:46,064
would be a journey with him.

753
00:38:46,069 --> 00:38:49,906
Yeah. I'm conflicted.

754
00:38:51,975 --> 00:38:53,505
I'm thinking about my first day.

755
00:38:53,510 --> 00:38:55,508
God knows I screwed up
worse than Trevor did.

756
00:38:55,513 --> 00:38:57,977
You screwed up because of
a desperate need to help.

757
00:38:57,981 --> 00:38:59,945
Your empathy is what got you in trouble,

758
00:38:59,950 --> 00:39:01,851
not your self-interest.

759
00:39:02,920 --> 00:39:05,254
As for Trevor, that's...

760
00:39:06,290 --> 00:39:08,253
... that's your call.

761
00:39:08,258 --> 00:39:09,354
Yeah.

762
00:39:09,359 --> 00:39:11,761
I'll think about it.

763
00:39:13,897 --> 00:39:14,960
Wait.

764
00:39:17,467 --> 00:39:19,565
Listen.

765
00:39:19,570 --> 00:39:21,700
What you did today,

766
00:39:21,705 --> 00:39:24,636
every part of it,

767
00:39:24,641 --> 00:39:27,372
is why you belong here.

768
00:39:27,377 --> 00:39:31,280
I guess we both have
a big decision to make.

769
00:39:34,151 --> 00:39:37,820
You're a good man, Dr. Pravesh.
Remember that.

770
00:39:41,458 --> 00:39:43,088
I'm so sorry, AJ.

771
00:39:43,093 --> 00:39:45,094
I had no idea.

772
00:39:47,197 --> 00:39:50,299
I appreciate what you did back there.

773
00:39:53,037 --> 00:39:55,134
Sorry to interrupt.

774
00:39:55,139 --> 00:39:59,004
Can I steal Dr. Daniels for a second?

775
00:39:59,009 --> 00:40:00,577
Yeah.

776
00:40:07,351 --> 00:40:09,582
Uh, should I sit?

777
00:40:09,587 --> 00:40:11,154
Nope.

778
00:40:12,589 --> 00:40:14,353
This will be quick.

779
00:40:14,358 --> 00:40:16,259
Okay.

780
00:40:18,095 --> 00:40:21,760
Trevor, on my first day as an intern,

781
00:40:21,765 --> 00:40:25,664
I ran a code on a 21-year-old drug user

782
00:40:25,669 --> 00:40:28,000
for over a half an hour.

783
00:40:28,005 --> 00:40:29,968
My resident, Dr. Hawkins,
told me to stop,

784
00:40:29,973 --> 00:40:31,103
but I didn't listen.

785
00:40:31,108 --> 00:40:35,174
I resuscitated her
until I got a heartbeat.

786
00:40:35,179 --> 00:40:37,843
She was alive...

787
00:40:37,848 --> 00:40:39,411
but brain-dead.

788
00:40:39,416 --> 00:40:42,185
Her family wouldn't let her pass.

789
00:40:43,087 --> 00:40:45,021
It prolonged the agony.

790
00:40:45,856 --> 00:40:47,724
And Hawkins threaten to cut you.

791
00:40:49,460 --> 00:40:51,060
I got another shot.

792
00:40:53,097 --> 00:40:56,228
And now I'm gonna give one to you.

793
00:40:59,470 --> 00:41:02,434
Uh... th-thank you.

794
00:41:02,439 --> 00:41:05,308
Seriously, I-I'll try
not to disappoint you.

795
00:41:16,353 --> 00:41:18,183
Austin.

796
00:41:18,188 --> 00:41:20,089
Hey.

797
00:41:21,658 --> 00:41:23,555
I heard about Carol.

798
00:41:23,560 --> 00:41:25,357
How are you?

799
00:41:25,362 --> 00:41:27,426
Fine.

800
00:41:27,431 --> 00:41:30,729
Oh, AJ, I'm so sorry.

801
00:41:33,303 --> 00:41:37,469
Look, I talked to your boy today.

802
00:41:37,474 --> 00:41:40,209
And I have hope for him.

803
00:41:41,211 --> 00:41:43,575
Me, too.

804
00:41:43,580 --> 00:41:46,044
But, listen, he...

805
00:41:46,049 --> 00:41:48,584
he thinks I recommended him to Chastain.

806
00:41:49,720 --> 00:41:51,917
That I got him his residency.

807
00:41:51,922 --> 00:41:54,553
Billie, I want you to know
I did no such thing.

808
00:41:54,558 --> 00:41:56,125
I know.

809
00:41:57,561 --> 00:41:59,224
I did.

810
00:42:01,365 --> 00:42:05,597
No man wants his mother
to pull strings for him.

811
00:42:05,602 --> 00:42:07,933
Agreed.

812
00:42:07,938 --> 00:42:10,302
But I'm not his mother.

813
00:42:10,307 --> 00:42:11,874
Right.

814
00:42:13,076 --> 00:42:14,673
None of that matters.

815
00:42:14,678 --> 00:42:16,174
I want you to know,

816
00:42:16,179 --> 00:42:18,610
if there's anything I can do
at all for Carol...

817
00:42:18,615 --> 00:42:20,449
She wants hope.

818
00:42:21,785 --> 00:42:24,020
And I can't give it to her.

819
00:42:30,460 --> 00:42:32,758
How did it go?

820
00:42:32,763 --> 00:42:35,561
Said Gigi had a great day.

821
00:42:35,566 --> 00:42:37,867
And you?

822
00:42:39,036 --> 00:42:43,206
I wouldn't call it great,
but it was important.

823
00:42:44,274 --> 00:42:46,305
I need to be here. I'm ready.

824
00:42:46,310 --> 00:42:49,912
I'm ready to suit back up for Chastain.

825
00:42:50,714 --> 00:42:52,481
Um...

826
00:42:54,218 --> 00:42:56,481
So what about the work-life balance?

827
00:42:56,486 --> 00:42:58,717
I have no idea.

828
00:43:01,625 --> 00:43:03,589
But we'll make it work.

829
00:43:03,594 --> 00:43:05,628
Welcome back, Dr. Hawkins.

830
00:43:50,000 --> 00:43:54,000
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