Alright, I'm nervous. Is that normal?
- Well, public speaking isn't for everyone. - Yeah.
This isn't the public, though... it's my people.
Well, teaching our own people is sometimes harder
than an anonymous crowd.
Because we know how petty and mean they are?
Sean Beckett.
I heard you'd been moved over here.
My condolences.
DeeDee, are you keeping tabs on me?
I am flattered.
- DeeDee? - Mm-hmm.
Yeah, Chief Cummings thought that "Diane"
was too uptight a name for a firefighter,
so he renamed her at the academy.
Yeah, what was your nickname again?
Uh..."Last Place"?
Doesn't ring a bell. How are your kids?
- Driving. - Mm. Terrifying.
Thank you for that heads-up.
Well, thanks for letting us do this here.
Yeah, you know me. Anything to beat 23.
It's not really about winning or losing, Beckett.
It's always about that, DeeDee.
- DeeDee. - Nope.
Heard we're headed to 19 for the day.
If ever there was a time for a big, big fire, it's now.
Herrera, feel free to give my turnouts a quick scrub
when you get done with yours, huh?
Let's go, 23. Off to 19 for
conflict resolution training, whatever that is.
It's crisis intervention.
Whatever. Just don't make me
look bad in front of Beckett.
Prick beats me in football squares every year,
and he's a sore winner.
Maddox, do you set a goal each morning
to see if you can be more disgusting than the day before?
She's so into me.
So, uh, how are Joey's college applications coming?
Good. Good. I mean, he's... I think he's on track.
You know, Miranda's doing all the proof-reading.
Mm-hmm.
I got the easy part. I just tell him to write his essay.
- I... - Ben?
- Hi. - Oh, um...
Ingrid, right?
You remembered me.
You were very kind in front of my son,
who thinks I'm incredibly uncool, so, yeah.
Uh, what do you got there?
Oh, I'm rebuilding my store. Yay.
And I was hoping I could get your expert eye
on the blueprints?
I want to make sure everything is up to code
so nothing happens again.
Um, well, uh...
I'm running a little bit late today...
Oh, no, of course. Please.
I wouldn't want to keep you from saving any more lives.
Um, maybe I could leave these here with you?
- Um, sure. Sure. - Okay.
And, um, do... do you have a card or something?
Yeah. Uh, yeah.
Great. Alright. I'll, uh... I'll take a look.
Thank you so much.
- Alright. Take care. - Bye.
What?
- You got yourself a badge bunny. - No.
- Yeah, you do. - No! No, no.
She... She's a harmless, thankful woman
- who's been through a trauma... - Most bunnies are.
... and is just trying to make sure it doesn't happen again.
Yeah. No, I get it.
Hey, uh, Sweaty, Sweatier,
23 is on their way. Get changed.
Thanks.
- What's up with him? - I was literally going to do that.
- Victoria. - Hm?
Hey. Hi. Travis here.
Do you know how embarrassing it is
to have your smoke alarm battery
go off when you're a firefighter?
Because you were supposed to buy batteries
when you went grocery shopping.
Okay, I don't remember that being assigned to me.
I texted you while you were in the store.
- No, you didn't. - Yes, I did.
- No, you didn't. - Mm!
Sorry, I was there.
Okay, you're supposed to be conflict resolution.
- Huh. - What?
My dad just texted me,
"Going to San Diego next week with Kyle.
Could you check on your mother once or twice?"
Is this Kyle, secret-boyfriend-Kyle?
Kyle, secret-boyfriend-Kyle.
Hey, guys. 23's almost here.
Barn. Now.
- Coming. Jeez. - Okay.
"She thinks it's a conference, by the way".
Oh, wait, so your dad is going...
Going on vacation with his lover
and wants me to cover for him.
Yeesh.
They say you're not supposed to read your own press.
- I'm not. This is from my damn divorce lawyer. This... - I've been dragged
into the middle of that already.
I don't want to get in any deeper.
Well, I'm not the one who dragged you.
I didn't say you were.
Hey. 23's almost here.
23's coming?
Yeah.
Crisis One training.
Does no one read my texts?
Oh, fun. A wedding.
I guess that makes us the groom's side.
Oho, oh! Damn! Is that the Fire Zaddy?
Okay, okay, everybody. Shut up.
We're here for some training, just like any other day.
I'd like to finish by dinner
so I don't have to share my meatballs with 23.
DeeDee, can we get started please?
Thank you.
Hi, everybody. Um...
For those of you who don't know me,
I'm Diane Lewis.
Hey, Diane.
Good to see you again, Pat.
Today I'm here in a different role
than many of you may know me.
In addition to my work as a grief counselor,
I'm also certified in crisis intervention training.
Now, as you know, Dean Miller has spearheaded
- the Crisis One program here in SFD... - Whoo! - Yeah!
... and we're all very proud.
- Yes! - Yeah!
Yeah, now, you'll find all your protocols in there.
You probably know most of them already,
we're just reframing them through this program
with the goal of eliminating the police and their weapons
from the situation.
Now, a mental health crisis can evoke fear.
An armed response leads to unnecessary trauma,
and in the worst cases, loss of life.
So why don't we just, uh, jump right in
with some role play?
Okay, lucky for us,
we have our very own married couple in the house.
Herrera and Sullivan, why don't you come on up here?
And we'll start on page 7
with the "marital dispute" scenario.
Oh, man.
- Or... we could take volunteers... - No, I'm game.
I'm game.
Herrera?
Fine. Yeah.
Let's do it.
CREDITS
We're gonna be role-playing scenarios
that you may encounter while on Crisis One calls.
Your job is to secure the scene,
build trust and rapport with the patient,
and find a solution, if you can.
Now, I will be the responder for this first one.
And you two are the married couple.
The wife has locked the husband outside
and is throwing his stuff out onto the sidewalk.
Someone called 911 because the husband
is screaming and threatening her.
Okay, Diane, I think maybe we should not...
Are you crazy?!
Hm?
Rob... Roberto, do not call me crazy.
You... You screwed my best friend!
I did no such thing!
You believe what you want to believe!
Hey there, sir. Uh. What seems to be the problem?
Um, my wife, she has locked me out,
and she is trashing my stuff
and throwing one year of marriage into the garbage.
I can't look away.
- That sounds frustrating. - That's not the word I would use.
We often hurt the ones we love the most.
Lady, I don't need your counseling.
I just need my wife to stop throwing my stuff
- out the window! - Well, if he hadn't betrayed me,
- I wouldn't be doing it! - But... And she doesn't listen!
Oh, my God.
Okay? She's not even willing to have a conversation.
It's like talking to a brick wall.
Says the concrete wall.
Okay, I can see that you're both really angry...
You know, maybe if he didn't always act like
he knows me better than I know myself...
You don't even know...
She doesn't even know herself.
Fighting with her is like fighting with a teenager.
- Oh. - It's like you're permanently stuck at age 17.
Oh, for someone who's never been a parent,
you sure know how to condescend like one.
- Condescend like one? - Oh, thank God.
Engine 19 requested to 3667 Egre Road.
Sullivan, you're with me.
Okay, uh... Beckett.
- Do you want to fill in for Sullivan? - Oh, God.
Uh... I don't...
Uh. I'll do it.
Ah.
What is this, now?
How could you do me like that, Teresa?
- She's crazy! - Who's Teresa?
And she threw my record collection out the window!
- Sounds like you deserve it! - Hughes.
Sorry! I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
You jackass. You... With my best friend?!
- What? - Okay, and I just feel like
these scenarios are harmful stereotypes.
Hughes, why don't you come and play the first responder?
- Hmm? Mnh. Mnh-mnh. - Yeah.
- Come on. - Come on, Hughes.
- No. - Yeah, yeah.
No, no. I got this.
Remember, compassion. Empathy.
- Compassion and empathy. - Compassion and empathy.
- Okay. Yeah. - Yeah.
Let's go. Let's see it.
Um, sir...
Whatever happened before today doesn't matter.
What matters now is making sure no one gets hurt
and, uh, keeping you safe, okay?
Okay, well, I don't want anyone to get hurt.
Good. Now, you ready to take a walk with me?
Oh. Uh.
I'm ready to do more than that.
Okay, seriously?
Yeah. I'm done. I'm out of here.
You two are a thing, too?
- Yeah. - Yeah.
Maybe I should do the groupings from now on?
That's a good idea. Why don't you do that for me?
Yep. It's time. Come on.
Somebody called the fire department?
He's over here.
Grab a tool bag and blankets.
Dammit, Patricia, did you call 911?
I said I'd figure it out!
Yeah, I'd like to see you try, Houdini.
How can I get in the house?
Yeah, I'll take you.
Hey, I'm Maya. What's your name?
- Tony. - How are you feeling?
Uh, a little hungover.
Tony, it looks like you were bleeding.
Do you remember cutting yourself?
Ohh. I was piss drunk last night,
tried to break into my own house through the doggy door.
How much do you think I remember?
Here he is. The light of my life.
Enough, Trish. I feel like an idiot as is.
Oh, well. If it walks like a duck
and it quacks like a duck...
How you doing? I'm Robert.
Hey.
- Now, uh... - Ohh.
... do you feel any... any tingling in your arm?
I did when I woke up, but I... I don't feel anything now.
Okay, well, that's probably because you slept on it
so the circulation's cut off.
Here we go. Let's remove this.
I'd have chewed my own damn arms off
if it meant getting out of here.
Why didn't you do that 10 years ago?
Because my mouth was filled with all the crap you made me eat!
- Oh... - Okay, okay.
Uh, Bishop?!
- You got the cordless?! - Yeah, I got it.
- Let's get him out of here. - Alright.
Hey, do I get to pick which half of him stays here?
Oh, real nice, Trish.
Okay.
This is obviously a waste of time.
It's a joke to them.
Well, there are always growing pains with this kind of thing.
So we're supposed to just go through the motions
and then, boom, they're certified?
No.
We are supposed to show them how it's done,
mistakes and all.
This is just day one. They'll get there.
If they can stop for five minutes
with their romantic psychodramas.
Well...
Okay.
Alright.
Um, next up, let's have Gibson and... Maddox.
- Hey! - I'm pretty sure you two are not romantically involved.
- Correct? - I don't know.
I've heard stories about Gibson.
Okay. Uh, Jack, you work in an office,
and your co-worker, Dan,
has locked himself in the conference room.
Uh, why?
That... That's what Jack has to figure out.
I don't get it. Uh.
Have I called 911?
Okay, alright. Um. I'm gonna be the responder.
Awesome.
Dude.
Uh, Dan, come on out, man. We're all worried about you.
Hey, uh, Dan. I'm with the Seattle Fire Department.
Did you call the friggin' cops, man?
Just to check on you, man.
I'm freaking out. I'm freaking out.
I'm freaking out, man!
What... is he on drugs?
It's often hard to know if the patient
is intoxicated or suffering from mental illness, or both.
Okay? Treat everyone with empathy.
- Miller. - Hmm?
Alright.
- Hey, Dan. - Aaah.
I'm Dean. Dean Miller.
Your co-workers are telling me
that you had a stressful day here?
- Yeah. - I remember when I was in finance,
it felt like some days were more stressful than other days?
Is that what you're f-feeling now?
I am a golden god!
Okay, look, man, if you're not gonna
take this seriously, you don't have...
I'm a serious golden god!
Miller, he's either on drugs
or having a psychotic break.
You know, I feel like I'm about to have a psychotic break.
Okay, alright. Let's take a breather.
Back here in 10, people.
Looks like you're gonna owe me a six-pack, Captain.
Pull it together, 23.
I don't wanna have to come back here again.
Miller, they will get there.
Look, they already know how to do this.
We just need to teach the language.
I know. I know. It's just that I'm...
- I'm not a teacher. - No.
I'm a teacher.
You're a leader.
Alright, so what are you gonna tell him?
I'm not gonna cover for my dad with my poor mom,
who's probably at home writing a poem about him.
Oh, you know, she sent me some of her pieces.
They're actually really good.
Not the point. Right.
I mean, I don't know. Should I tell her?
It's been so long,
I feel like he's never gonna be honest with her
and somebody should be.
That's not really your truth to tell.
I know. I know. I know. But it's like,
if he were in some boring, hetero affair,
I wouldn't think twice about telling my mom.
Well, that's just it. He's not.
- He's in the closet. - Yeah, but...
Travis.
It's not that simple.
So, uh... Teresa's... ?
I was playacting.
She was my first girlfriend. Teresa.
- Oh. - Was crazier than a...
Oh, you know what? Actually, I'm gonna stop you there.
You know I don't love it when men call women crazy.
She spent two months in a psych ward.
No, I thought that was Allie.
- Her, too. - Oh, yeah.
Hm.
I'm sorry, you have two girlfriends who were committed?
What can I say? I have a type.
Explain to me again what you thought you were doing.
I was drunk, okay?
I couldn't find my key and...
And you thought maybe you'd squeeze your ass
in through our dog door.
Our dog died 5 years ago.
He still won't let me get a new one.
I didn't want to wake you up. You could say thank you.
- No. - Sullivan, this frame is decorative.
We're gonna have to reposition him for removal.
Okay.
Patricia, um, could you maybe, uh,
help Lieutenant Bishop on the other side of the door?
Yeah, fine.
I can't stand the smell of last night's Scotch
on his breath anymore.
Oh...
You know, we used to actually like each other.
I mean, I don't know what happened.
Somewhere along the line, it got like this. Ohh.
- It's okay. - Oh, thanks.
- Listen, Tony. - Mnh.
- We're gonna try lifting you... - Mm.
... and when we do, you're gonna have to try and move that arm
out from underneath you. Okay?
- Yep. - Alright.
Bishop? On three.
Copy.
One. Two. Three.
Okay, come on. Come on. Come on. Come on.
You can do it. You can do it.
- Nope. No. - Okay, okay. Okay, sir.
It's stuck, man.
Bishop, we're gonna have to cut him out.
- Copy. - You hear that, Tony?
They got to cut our door. You gonna buy a new one?
It's times like this I'm glad we didn't have kids.
They'd be ashamed.
Look, when we got married,
we both said we didn't want them,
and then I changed my mind, but it was too late.
It wasn't always too late, Trish.
Yes, it was, Tony! Yes, it was!
Because you are a walking farce.
You are a drunk, and you're not father material,
and we both know it!
Maybe if you'd told me you wanted kids,
I-I-I could have turned it around.
Oh, says the man stuck in the doggy door.
- Oh! Son of a bitch, that burns! - Alright.
That means there's circulation, Tony.
- That's good news. - Ohh! Fantastic.
Okay. One more.
Aah!
She didn't tell me until last year
that she'd wanted kids all this time,
but never said anything.
I mean, what am I supposed to do with that?
I mean, everything works for me down there,
but she had cancer last year... they took it all out.
So what do I do with that?
Starting the cut!
Here we go.
- Tony! - Okay, okay, but watch your head.
- Oh! - Watch your head.
Son of a bitch.
What happened?
Ah, that hurts.
Tony, what happened?!
How the hell did that happen?
Aah. I don't know.
What is that... a bottle opener?
I don't know.
Dispatch, this is Engine 19 requesting an aid car
to 3667 Egre Road.
Mnh.
Oh, my God. Was that in him?
You doing okay over there at 23?
Ugh. Surviving.
Ruiz makes it feel less lonely, but it's not the same.
Things good here?
Yeah, I mean, other than you not being here
and Beckett being our captain...
... uh...
yeah, it's like normal.
- So things are just fine with Sullivan? - Yeah, go ahead.
Like, everyone forgave him?
Mm.
Well, he's kind of the reason you guys are all here today.
He agreed to let the SFD capitalize on
his little Fire Zaddy moment, and in turn,
Miller gets his department-wide training approved.
I'm pretty sure there's an ulterior motive.
Um, I'm gonna say something to you right now,
and, uh, you're probably gonna get mad,
but, uh, hell with it.
Uh...
I think what you did was messed up.
- Excuse me? - Yeah.
I'm a stranger in my own house because of him.
- Maya... - Would be the first to tell you
that she got demoted because she defied McCallister.
Have you asked her how she feels about this situation lately?
Have you talked to her?
It's like...
you find things to use as excuses to cut and run.
Well, don't you?
You do. Uh, look, you did it with me,
you did it with Ryan, and now your husband.
I don't look for excuses.
Robert is overbearing, stubborn,
overprotective to the point of patronizing,
and he refuses to admit when he's wrong.
Like your dad?
Who you worshiped, right?
Who we all worshiped.
But, I mean, you just left,
didn't say a thing, kind of like your...
Like... Like who? Like my mom?
Not exactly like your mom, no.
Wow.
- Andy. Just... - No.
You know what I do when I feel overwhelmed?
I take a walk, you know?
Go to the park and get some ice cream.
I don't like ice cream.
Uh...
Okay, um...
Are you a salty food guy?
Yeah.
Okay, well,
maybe a bag of chips is your ice cream.
Yeah, so, uh, what do you say you come on out of there
and we take a walk to the park together?
Okay.
- Okay. Okay. - Okay. Okay.
That was great, you two.
Yes!
Now, did you see how he kept him talking
but never pushed?
He really engaged him and was sensitive to his physicality
and matched it where he could.
He empathized and validated his feelings,
and presented an alternative plan of action.
See, empathized and validated his feelings.
Yeah, it's not very subtle, but I got it.
Hey, maybe next time you accuse me
of forgetting to buy batteries,
you could just present an alternative plan of action.
Okay, both of you...
Crisis One requested
to 900 block of North Wilton.
- Uh, Jack. - Yeah.
You didn't get a fair shot earlier.
You want to try it in the field?
What, like now? For real? Yeah.
- Yeah, for real. - Okay. Yeah.
Whoo!
Tony, you big idiot.
Do not die. You cannot die!
Ma'am, I'm sorry. I need the space.
Lungs sound good. Pulse ox is 99%.
Tony, if you die by a stab wound from a bottle opener
because your drunk ass tried to crawl in through
our dead dog's door, I swear to God...
You'll what? Kill me?
Ma'am, he's gonna be fine.
On three. One, two, three. Up.
I should have told you
when I changed my mind and I wanted kids.
I shoulda given you a chance to clean up.
No. Listen to me.
If I was gonna clean up, I woulda done it for you, babe.
I couldn't. I tried.
Alright, let's go.
It's okay. It's okay, baby. It's okay.
Dad, hey.
Hey, um, so, what's this text I got from you?
- Yeah, well... - "I'm not gonna lie for you"?
Yeah. Just what it says.
Dad, the whole point of texting is to not have to call.
I didn't ask you to lie for me, Travis.
Right, but that was the implication.
"She thinks it's a conference, by the way".
I just wanted you to have the information
- so that you didn't... - So what?
So I didn't accidentally tell her the truth?
- I never meant... - Okay, Dad. Dad.
I have given you space,
and I know that it's not my truth to tell,
but that's my mom and you're lying to her
and possibly putting her at risk.
Kyle and I are safe.
Dad, you know that's not the point!
I gotta go, okay?
I'm in the middle of crisis intervention training,
and I clearly have more to learn.
That's affirmative.
Crisis One on scene.
- Hi. - Come on, man. I called the police.
Well, they called us.
Can you tell us the situation?
Yeah, this crazy kid won't get off the bus,
and this is the last stop on my route.
It's the end of my shift. I can't go back to the terminal
with him still inside.
- Well, he seems upset, not crazy. - Mm.
Look, I'm new to this route, alright?
And I don't know this kid.
And when I tried to wake him, he freaked out on me,
so I'm gonna go with crazy.
- Okay, well... - Okay, so this is no different from any other call
where we deal with an erratic patient.
You ready? You got this.
Y... Okay. Yeah.
- You got it. - Alright.
Hey.
Hey, buddy. I'm... I'm Jack.
Uh, Jack Gibson. I'm a...
Okay. Hey.
Buddy, y-your hand is kind of...
- Don't touch me! - Okay.
- Do not touch me! - I'm sorry.
The driver tried to take my bag,
but I wouldn't let him because it's my bag.
I-I fell taking it back,
and I cut my my hand on the back of a seat.
Alright. Okay. Um... W-What's your name?
Myles Anthony Trudeau.
That's a good, strong name.
In fact, my... my friend, her dad's name is Anthony.
He makes the best pierogis.
My name is Myles.
Right. Myles.
Myles, y-your hand is bleeding pretty bad.
Are you sure I can't just...
- Don't! Don't touch me! - Okay. Okay. Alright.
- Get away from me! - Okay.
- Do not touch me! - Okay.
- Get away from me! Get away from me! - I'm stepping back.
- Get away from me! - I'm stepping back.
- Get away from me! - Okay.
Do not touch me! Do not touch me!
Dispatch, this is Engine 19.
Patient is being transported to Seattle Pres
by Aid Car 88.
We're heading back to the station now.
Copy, Engine 19.
You think Carina's gonna hate me like that one day
if I never want to have kids?
- How is that funny? - It's not.
It's just, here I am, thinking about my own marriage
based on that hot mess of a couple,
and you're over there, thinking about yours.
It's just...
- Yeah, we're all just... - The hero of our own story.
Yeah.
Something Andy said to me the night of your wedding.
Andy's my best friend, but no one really knows
what it's like in another marriage
except for the people in it.
You know, all I'm gonna say is that,
for the past two years, I have watched her
twist herself up about you.
First, you were the forbidden romance,
then you were the whirlwind romance,
then you were the tragic romance.
And now we're the stuck- in-a-doggy-door romance.
You're saying I should let her go.
I am just saying that I wish my friend could be happy again.
It's Thursday. I go there every Thursday,
and his mom always makes enchiladas.
I-I-I don't know where I am.
I-I'm supposed to be at Trevor's for dinner,
because it's Thursday.
- Y-You like your, uh, your routines, huh? - Yes.
I wake up every day at 8:30 in the morning,
and then I make breakfast. And then after breakfast,
I like to take a walk in my neighborhood.
Mondays, Tuesdays, and Fridays,
I go to work at the grocery store.
I'm a bagger. Once, I won the store contest
for bagging the best and the fastest,
which was actually pretty cool.
On Wednesdays, I-I go to socialization club,
and on Thursdays,
I'm... I'm supposed to be at Trevor's house.
This is not Trevor's stop. This is not Trevor's stop.
- This is not Trevor's stop. - So your routines...
- This is not Trevor's stop. - ... t-they help you a lot, right?
Yeah.
My... My teachers tell me that keeping a routine
and staying busy will help with my autism
because it will occupy my mind and it'll give me
something to look forward to.
That's awesome. You know, my teachers always said
they expected to see me on the 5:00 news.
Ahh. They thought I was a bad kid.
A-Are... Are you a bad person?
Oh, no. Bud, I'm sorry.
Um, I-I'm a helper. I'm a firefighter.
Hey, um, what... what time is your, uh...
- your dinner with Trevor? - 5:30.
- Mm-hmm.
What do you say we clean your hand up
and we'll just drive you?
Right, you don't like to be touched. Um...
What if I showed you...
if I showed you how to clean your own hand,
and then no touching...
would that be okay?
Yeah? Okay. Yeah?
Uh, Hughes, could you please bring the medical bag?
Why did your teacher think you were bad?
Uh, well, I didn't come to class a lot,
because, uh, I was embarrassed.
Why?
Because I was, uh, homeless often,
and, uh, I usually would wear the same clothes
and never have enough supplies for class.
But there was this one really nice teacher.
Yeah, she, um...
she always brought me food on most days,
so that I could eat,
and, uh, she just, uh...
didn't judge me.
Kids were mean to me, too.
Some people think that I'm weird
just 'cause I'm different.
No. That's... not true.
- Do... Do you have a Dalmatian? - Uh...
Did you know that Dalmatians were firehouse dogs?
Well, they became firehouse dogs
because they got along with horses,
and when firefighting started,
the trucks were horse-drawn carriages.
No. That's... That's awesome. No, I didn't know that.
Uh, I wish we had a dog.
Dalmatian.
- Dalmatian. - Good?
Alrighty.
Do you mind if I put some supplies right here?
Would that be alright?
Yeah? Okay.
I will show you how to fix your hand.
So, to disinfect the hand,
first, we need to bust open one of these bad boys,
and then rub... don't scrub...
you know, at the back of the hand,
and then, if it starts to sting a little bit,
that just means it's working, alright?
23 did not suck today.
Yeah.
Even Maddox and Barnes showed empathy,
and I don't think either of them
can tell you what "empathy" means, so...
that's a win.
You asked them to step up and they did.
We have trainings with 88, 7, and 42 set up.
This program you created, it's a success.
Ah, I just made them participate.
Actually, it was Sullivan who got all of this approved.
- If it wasn't... - Uh, Miller?
Do you know how to win?
Today was a success.
I'd heard about your transfer.
It was bold...
standing up to McCallister like that with Bishop.
He'd be proud of you.
You know, Miller was always secretly my dad's favorite...
- bullheaded, stubborn... - Mm.
- ... too smart for his own good sometimes. - Yeah.
But his capacity for... for good?
For... For change?
He saw that potential.
He'd be really proud of what he's doing.
So, you and Sullivan.
- Ah. - You gonna talk about that?
Yes, you and your annoying habit
of burrowing right into the truth.
Are you separated? Divorced?
Not yet. He has the papers.
They were served here, on shift,
which was an accident, but he hates me for it.
I mean, Gibson said something that really pissed me off,
but he might have a point, which is incredibly annoying
- because... - Because it's Gibson.
- Yeah. - Mm-hmm.
What did he say?
He said that...
He said that Robert and I are like my parents.
That I, specifically, am like my mom,
who walked out on us when I was a kid.
I thought she was dead, but she wasn't.
She kind of just ghosted us, and I...
After what happened
with Robert going behind all of our backs,
especially my back, I left.
I didn't say a word. I just... I just left.
And then, 10 months later, I filed.
Do you blame him for your transfer?
I don't not blame him.
Alright, give it to me, Diane.
I know you have a take. You always have a take.
Okay.
You went from zero to 100 overnight.
- When I met you, you told me he made you feel electric... - Mm.
... like no man had ever made you feel before.
The last time you and I spoke,
I saw the love you had for him,
the fear and concern
for his mental well-being and his physical safety.
Feelings like that don't just turn off.
Then how come all I feel now is anger?
Red, hot, all-consuming anger?
Well, usually when a feeling is that intense...
Just... just say it.
Hysterical, historical.
Okay. Okay, now you're gonna have to explain it.
When you feel hysterical...
heightened, incredibly intense, overwhelming emotions...
a rage, a need to run away,
a sudden need to never speak to someone again,
it's often because something unprocessed from your past
has been triggered.
So when you're hysterical, it's historical.
So you're saying Gibson was right.
No.
I'm saying... talk to someone.
Robert, a counselor, a counselor with Robert.
In my experience,
both professionally and personally speaking,
most people don't go from electric to divorced.
Why are you scavenging 19's kitchen?
Because their captain didn't feed us.
I told you there was pizza in there somewhere.
Which there is not.
Hey, have you guys seen Sullivan?
I think he's in the gym.
Hey.
You, uh...
You want to hang out again?
No. No, I don't. I really don't.
Wow.
Well, uh...
- Way to soften the blow. - I-I'm sorry.
I... I'm... I'm hurting people a lot these days,
and I don't mean to.
Sorry, I didn't mean how it sounded.
No, I-I get it. I get it.
I'll just... show myself out.
So, um, this unstable ex-girlfriend thing?
- Ahh, okay. - I'm sorry.
Okay, I knew you weren't gonna just let that go.
Well, you said you have a type.
Had. I said "had".
- No, you said "have". - Well, I meant "had".
Okay, well, um, I'm not unstable.
Well, you're being a little bit right now.
Seriously?
I'm... I'm kid... I'm kidding.
Listen, okay? I spent my 20s thinking
that all the drama and the hourslong fights
and the hot and cold, that, you know... that that was love.
I didn't think it was real
if it didn't make you want to kill yourself.
Well, yeah. I blame Leo and Claire
- in "Romeo + Juliet". - Same. Same, I swear.
Vic, you are the first person I've been with who gets me.
You know, who doesn't make me try to prove my love every day,
and just... and just wants me to be happy.
We're so similar. We just...
We fit.
And all my past relationships, they were just...
I don't know. They were all so serious. You know?
Not in the "where is this going" kind of way,
but, like... I don't know.
I like to make jokes.
I like to see the... the silver lining.
It doesn't mean I'm not a serious person,
it just means I don't take myself too seriously, you know?
And all my exes were...
They were not that.
What?
I just love you.
Like, a lot, lot.
- Whoa, okay! - Oh.
- Alright. - Sorry. Sorry, Miller.
- Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry. - No.
PDA at work is strictly forbidden.
Right.
Uh, also, sorry, uh... sorry about this morning.
- No. No. No. It's, uh... It's fine. - It was...
- Yeah, sorry, man. - It's cool.
I just didn't know that you'd be making out here,
where... everybody walks.
Alright.
Oops.
Hey. You alright?
Since when do we make out in the lounge?
Vic and Theo, huh?
I'm going to sleep.
Hey, um, I got a call the other day
from my friend in Oakland.
She's working with the city council
to try and create a program exactly like Crisis One.
- Dude, that is dope. - Yeah.
Every city really needs a program like this, man.
Well, yeah, except but she can't
wrap her head around the logistics, you know?
She needs someone who knows how it works,
on the business end and the implementation end.
She needs someone who can manage people.
Someone with a... a business degree, so...
I gave her your number.
You trying to get rid of me, Warren?
What? No, but I am trying to help you change the world.
I mean, look at what you did...
I mean, what you're doing... it's... it's huge, man.
It's... It's... It's got to get bigger than just us,
bigger than Seattle.
Plus, you know...
I thought it wouldn't hurt for you to get away
from this situation for a little while.
Hi.
Oh, hey.
I was just looking for you.
I... I was looking for you.
- Robert, I wanted to... - Look, uh, no, no, no. No, please.
Let me just... Let me speak for a moment.
I love you.
You were the first woman after Claire
to make me feel whole again.
You helped me rediscover myself
as a man and as a friend and...
... I-I-I know I made mistakes,
and I'm so sorry for hurting you,
but I can't be sorry for trying to rebuild my career.
Um...
So, um...
I signed.
I love you, Andy, but I can't be the only one fighting for us.
I want you to be happy... and I want to be happy.
Robert...
Herrera. Let's go. Train's leaving.
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