1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:02,460 Previously on The Resident... 2 00:00:02,465 --> 00:00:03,595 Why are you here? 3 00:00:03,600 --> 00:00:05,885 - I'm not here to see you. - I know this is hard, 4 00:00:05,890 --> 00:00:07,590 but I can't have you in my life right now. 5 00:00:07,595 --> 00:00:08,975 What's your beef with Dr. Sutton? 6 00:00:08,980 --> 00:00:10,175 She's my mother. 7 00:00:10,180 --> 00:00:11,395 She gave birth to me 8 00:00:11,400 --> 00:00:13,585 and then wanted nothing to do with me. 9 00:00:13,590 --> 00:00:16,680 The defining experience in your life is abandonment. 10 00:00:16,685 --> 00:00:18,975 Conrad Hawkins, there's been an accident. 11 00:00:18,980 --> 00:00:21,660 Nicolette Nevin. Single-car collision. 12 00:00:21,665 --> 00:00:23,975 Significant intrusion on the driver's side. 13 00:00:23,980 --> 00:00:25,275 Her brain is herniating. 14 00:00:25,280 --> 00:00:27,410 Nic won't recover from this, Conrad. 15 00:00:49,200 --> 00:00:50,765 Open the tunnel. 16 00:00:50,769 --> 00:00:53,404 Open the tunnel. Oh, there it is. 17 00:00:56,708 --> 00:00:58,772 Hey. 18 00:00:58,777 --> 00:01:00,578 Hold still. 19 00:01:01,813 --> 00:01:06,213 You know, you've been visiting the crash site 20 00:01:06,218 --> 00:01:08,849 every morning for the past two weeks. 21 00:01:10,222 --> 00:01:13,053 You never come home feeling better or... 22 00:01:13,058 --> 00:01:15,622 more informed than when you left. 23 00:01:15,627 --> 00:01:16,690 I'm just wondering 24 00:01:16,695 --> 00:01:19,726 if this might be doing you more harm than good. 25 00:01:19,731 --> 00:01:22,233 Just something I need to do, Dad. 26 00:01:23,769 --> 00:01:26,433 There had to have been a medical cause for the accident. 27 00:01:26,938 --> 00:01:29,936 Cops believe she was alone on the road. 28 00:01:29,941 --> 00:01:32,138 It wasn't dark. 29 00:01:32,143 --> 00:01:34,407 No skid marks. 30 00:01:34,412 --> 00:01:37,010 She could have fallen asleep. 31 00:01:37,015 --> 00:01:40,847 Nah, unlikely. When she was driving, 32 00:01:40,852 --> 00:01:42,383 she always had a thermos of coffee with her. 33 00:01:42,387 --> 00:01:44,351 It was her thing. 34 00:01:44,356 --> 00:01:47,221 Maybe she was texting. 35 00:01:47,626 --> 00:01:49,890 She wouldn't do that. 36 00:01:49,895 --> 00:01:52,693 The car could have caused her to swerve. 37 00:01:52,698 --> 00:01:54,828 Kid on a bike. 38 00:01:54,833 --> 00:01:56,596 Deer. Raccoon. Who knows? 39 00:01:56,601 --> 00:01:59,066 Whenever we went on trips, she always wanted to drive. 40 00:01:59,071 --> 00:02:01,306 She hated the way I drove. 41 00:02:02,608 --> 00:02:05,206 She was a great driver. 42 00:02:05,711 --> 00:02:07,541 Just doesn't make sense. 43 00:02:07,546 --> 00:02:09,843 I know the answer's in her medical records. 44 00:02:09,848 --> 00:02:12,312 I know. 45 00:02:12,317 --> 00:02:16,087 I, uh, think I'm gonna take GiGi to the park. 46 00:02:31,800 --> 00:02:34,498 Let ball, please. 47 00:02:34,503 --> 00:02:36,233 Let's take a minute? 48 00:02:40,175 --> 00:02:42,739 You know, Dr. Devi showed me a real slick way 49 00:02:42,744 --> 00:02:44,841 to tack down hernia mesh laparoscopically. 50 00:02:44,846 --> 00:02:47,348 The intern Devi? 51 00:02:48,250 --> 00:02:50,814 Have you managed to get Kit Voss into bed yet? 52 00:02:50,819 --> 00:02:52,616 Next question, Dr. Kranepool. 53 00:02:52,621 --> 00:02:55,852 You're taking instruction from children, for God's sakes. 54 00:02:55,857 --> 00:02:57,387 You can't close on the boss. 55 00:02:57,392 --> 00:02:58,822 I showed you how to be 56 00:02:58,827 --> 00:03:01,091 an unrelenting master of the universe. 57 00:03:01,096 --> 00:03:04,161 - The hell happened? - Serve the ball, tough guy. 58 00:03:04,166 --> 00:03:06,596 They see your confidence is gone, it's over. 59 00:03:06,601 --> 00:03:09,032 Yeah, well, my universe is a little smaller than it once was, 60 00:03:09,037 --> 00:03:10,867 but my confidence... 61 00:03:10,872 --> 00:03:11,902 is fine. 62 00:03:20,949 --> 00:03:23,046 Eh... 63 00:03:23,051 --> 00:03:25,015 Yeah, I'm needed in the OR. 64 00:03:25,020 --> 00:03:27,050 We'll finish this up tonight, 65 00:03:27,055 --> 00:03:29,990 if you're not too bushed. 66 00:03:36,063 --> 00:03:39,129 Now, with all the fibrous tissue removed, 67 00:03:39,134 --> 00:03:41,298 what is the critical anatomical region 68 00:03:41,303 --> 00:03:42,833 we're looking at, Dr. Devi? 69 00:03:42,838 --> 00:03:45,302 - The hepatocystic triangle. - Good. 70 00:03:45,307 --> 00:03:47,408 Now, zoom in with the camera. 71 00:03:48,710 --> 00:03:50,077 More. 72 00:03:52,781 --> 00:03:56,717 Until I tell you to stop, Doctor. 73 00:03:56,722 --> 00:03:58,756 Yes. Finally. 74 00:03:59,955 --> 00:04:01,655 That's good. 75 00:04:02,557 --> 00:04:04,521 Could you talk me through the advantages 76 00:04:04,526 --> 00:04:07,491 of operating at such a high magnification, Dr. Kranepool? 77 00:04:07,496 --> 00:04:09,493 I've only read that the field of view 78 00:04:09,498 --> 00:04:11,261 should be kept at a wide angle. 79 00:04:11,266 --> 00:04:13,196 Well, if you're lucky, you'll reach a point in your career 80 00:04:13,200 --> 00:04:14,565 where you don't need books to remind you 81 00:04:14,569 --> 00:04:17,067 of basic anatomy... though I have my doubts. 82 00:04:17,072 --> 00:04:19,135 I know the location of every structure 83 00:04:19,140 --> 00:04:22,210 in and out of my field of vision. 84 00:04:24,045 --> 00:04:26,408 Blood keeps pooling, and the source is outside 85 00:04:26,413 --> 00:04:28,019 of our field of vision. I'm zooming out, Doctor. 86 00:04:28,023 --> 00:04:30,213 Do not zoom out. 87 00:04:30,218 --> 00:04:32,649 Point the camera inferiorly. 88 00:04:32,654 --> 00:04:34,050 More. 89 00:04:34,055 --> 00:04:35,619 Now to the right. 90 00:04:35,624 --> 00:04:38,894 - I'm losing orientation, Doctor. - Then suction faster. 91 00:04:42,430 --> 00:04:44,461 I have to pull back. I can't see anything. 92 00:04:44,466 --> 00:04:47,063 My way or the highway, Dr. Snowflake. 93 00:04:47,068 --> 00:04:49,103 BP's falling. 94 00:04:59,047 --> 00:05:01,879 Good save, Dr. Devi. 95 00:05:01,884 --> 00:05:03,781 If you'd still like to widen your view, Doctor, 96 00:05:03,786 --> 00:05:05,821 feel free to watch from the hallway. 97 00:05:13,628 --> 00:05:15,825 Hey, thanks for meeting me. 98 00:05:15,830 --> 00:05:18,395 - Why did you call me? - Something you said to me 99 00:05:18,400 --> 00:05:19,863 keeps coming back. 100 00:05:19,868 --> 00:05:21,732 - Yeah? What? - I'm not interested 101 00:05:21,737 --> 00:05:24,268 in that cliché-filled lecture you're itching to deliver 102 00:05:24,272 --> 00:05:27,404 about bad choices and unmet potential served up... 103 00:05:27,409 --> 00:05:28,439 You are dangerously close 104 00:05:28,444 --> 00:05:30,678 to putting me off of my favorite breakfast burrito. 105 00:05:32,447 --> 00:05:36,179 The defining experience of my life is abandonment. 106 00:05:36,184 --> 00:05:38,181 That's what you said. 107 00:05:38,186 --> 00:05:39,950 You disagree? 108 00:05:39,955 --> 00:05:41,918 I don't think that's true. 109 00:05:41,923 --> 00:05:44,087 Let me help you out. 110 00:05:44,092 --> 00:05:47,057 Do you surround yourself with lower companions? 111 00:05:47,062 --> 00:05:50,360 Huh? Half-bright stoners who won't ever leave 112 00:05:50,365 --> 00:05:53,530 because you make them feel special by association? 113 00:05:55,003 --> 00:05:58,602 Do you gravitate toward emotionally withholding women 114 00:05:58,607 --> 00:06:01,976 who reflect your false sense of your own worthlessness? 115 00:06:02,978 --> 00:06:06,543 When you can't draw ego sustenance from your acolytes, 116 00:06:06,548 --> 00:06:09,913 do you have grandiose fantasies about who you might become 117 00:06:09,918 --> 00:06:13,421 to show your bio mom Billie what a mistake she's made? 118 00:06:14,856 --> 00:06:17,754 If you've answered yes to any of those questions, 119 00:06:17,759 --> 00:06:21,830 the defining experience in your life is abandonment. 120 00:06:27,001 --> 00:06:29,332 So, Trevor, what do you know about your birth father? 121 00:06:29,337 --> 00:06:31,401 All she told me about my biological father 122 00:06:31,406 --> 00:06:33,270 was that he was three years older than her, 123 00:06:33,275 --> 00:06:35,138 teenage ladies' man, 124 00:06:35,143 --> 00:06:36,677 - football stud. - Mm. 125 00:06:37,479 --> 00:06:40,610 So, two careless high school kids, huh? 126 00:06:47,522 --> 00:06:50,353 - No, no, put that back. - Are you kidding? 127 00:06:50,358 --> 00:06:53,323 - We got to record what happens. - Trevor, listen to me. Stop. 128 00:06:53,328 --> 00:06:55,325 Okay, this is how it's gonna go. 129 00:06:55,330 --> 00:06:57,193 You only speak when spoken to. 130 00:06:57,198 --> 00:06:58,762 It's only "Yes, sir" or "No, sir", 131 00:06:58,767 --> 00:07:01,031 and keep your hands in plain sight at all times. 132 00:07:01,036 --> 00:07:02,770 This is not a request. 133 00:07:03,939 --> 00:07:05,502 Morning, Officer. 134 00:07:05,507 --> 00:07:08,404 Sir, are you aware that your right taillight is out? 135 00:07:08,409 --> 00:07:10,740 Yes, sir. I'm sorry about that, Officer. 136 00:07:10,745 --> 00:07:12,709 I ordered the part from Germany. 137 00:07:12,714 --> 00:07:14,712 It should be here tomorrow. You know, it's kind of hard 138 00:07:14,716 --> 00:07:19,917 to track down European vintage car parts locally. 139 00:07:20,622 --> 00:07:22,819 - License and registration, please? - Sure. 140 00:07:22,824 --> 00:07:24,154 And then I'm gonna need you both 141 00:07:24,159 --> 00:07:26,161 to step out of the car, gentlemen. 142 00:07:32,067 --> 00:07:34,130 Easy, all right? 143 00:07:34,135 --> 00:07:36,537 Just easy. 144 00:07:41,042 --> 00:07:43,940 Keep your hands on the car where I can see 'em, gentlemen. 145 00:07:45,380 --> 00:07:48,878 Oh, I cannot wait till your pasty ass finds out 146 00:07:48,883 --> 00:07:51,581 - what he does for a living. - Hey, Trevor, chill. 147 00:07:51,586 --> 00:07:52,816 What was that? 148 00:07:52,821 --> 00:07:55,251 I mean, all you see is two Black men in a car 149 00:07:55,256 --> 00:07:57,554 that's a little too nice, so it must be stolen, right? 150 00:07:57,559 --> 00:07:59,656 Or we must be into something illegal. 151 00:07:59,661 --> 00:08:02,084 - Trevor, easy. Trevor... - And once you run the plates, 152 00:08:02,089 --> 00:08:03,305 - Trevor! Trevor! - and they're clean, 153 00:08:03,309 --> 00:08:04,386 suddenly you'll remember that we fit 154 00:08:04,390 --> 00:08:06,220 the description of a wanted Black man 155 00:08:06,225 --> 00:08:07,531 wearing a shirt and pants, 156 00:08:07,536 --> 00:08:09,994 - between five-one and six-eight. - You might want to calm down, son. 157 00:08:09,998 --> 00:08:12,595 - Oh, I'm not your son. - Son, put your hands on that vehicle. 158 00:08:12,600 --> 00:08:14,499 - Stop calling me "son". - Officer... - Get your hands on the car! 159 00:08:14,503 --> 00:08:15,703 Trevor, back up! 160 00:08:19,014 --> 00:08:21,281 Call 911. 161 00:08:27,322 --> 00:08:28,919 911. What's your emergency? 162 00:08:28,924 --> 00:08:30,354 A cop got hit by a scooter. 163 00:08:30,359 --> 00:08:32,393 We're on Rose, just west of Nelson Boulevard. 164 00:08:33,495 --> 00:08:36,326 - Ambulance is five minutes out. - He won't make it that long. 165 00:08:36,331 --> 00:08:38,495 His airway's flooded with blood. 166 00:08:38,500 --> 00:08:41,798 In my glove box, there's a black bag with a scalpel and pen. 167 00:08:41,803 --> 00:08:43,470 Grab it. 168 00:09:15,203 --> 00:09:17,071 You just helped save a man's life. 169 00:09:22,181 --> 00:09:29,681 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com - 170 00:09:34,900 --> 00:09:37,500 I've been able to rule out a lot of things based on these labs. 171 00:09:37,505 --> 00:09:40,505 - They're, they're all normal. - Okay. That's progress. 172 00:09:40,510 --> 00:09:42,007 Yeah, but a problem with her heart 173 00:09:42,012 --> 00:09:44,566 is still a distinct possibility. 174 00:09:44,571 --> 00:09:47,302 Well, what exactly are you looking for? 175 00:09:47,307 --> 00:09:49,171 I need to know why she crashed. 176 00:09:49,176 --> 00:09:51,640 Telemetry strip gives me a window 177 00:09:51,645 --> 00:09:54,476 into her cardiac rhythm while she was in the hospital, but... 178 00:09:54,481 --> 00:09:58,680 maybe we missed an underlying arrhythmia. 179 00:09:58,685 --> 00:10:02,484 - Sure, that is a possibility, but... - But... 180 00:10:02,489 --> 00:10:03,518 what? 181 00:10:03,523 --> 00:10:06,955 But it is unlikely, right? 182 00:10:06,960 --> 00:10:09,428 "Unlikely" is not definitive. 183 00:10:11,161 --> 00:10:13,161 We'll have a better sense of things 184 00:10:13,166 --> 00:10:15,264 if I measure every peak and valley 185 00:10:15,269 --> 00:10:16,398 on this damn strip. 186 00:10:16,403 --> 00:10:19,238 We find a run of PVCs, we're onto something. 187 00:10:23,677 --> 00:10:26,207 I have another pair of calipers in the box. 188 00:10:26,212 --> 00:10:27,747 You want to grab a strip? 189 00:10:30,317 --> 00:10:32,585 Sure. Yeah. 190 00:10:36,690 --> 00:10:39,421 Conrad said he wants everything in here. 191 00:10:39,426 --> 00:10:42,290 Yeah, I'll bring it to him when I do my check-in. 192 00:10:42,295 --> 00:10:45,461 Well, he is deep down a rabbit hole right now. 193 00:10:45,466 --> 00:10:47,196 A medical mystery tour. 194 00:10:47,701 --> 00:10:49,765 I'm not sure I like it. 195 00:10:49,770 --> 00:10:53,172 Nic's dead. Nothing's gonna change that. 196 00:10:53,974 --> 00:10:56,304 So let him tilt at windmills. 197 00:10:56,309 --> 00:10:58,807 It's not hurting you. 198 00:10:58,812 --> 00:11:01,647 If he doesn't find what he wants, then what? 199 00:11:02,449 --> 00:11:05,147 You'll be there for him. 200 00:11:05,152 --> 00:11:06,752 We all will. 201 00:11:09,489 --> 00:11:12,591 Are we absolutely sure that Nic couldn't have... 202 00:11:23,503 --> 00:11:26,535 Are we absolutely sure that Nic couldn't have had a seizure 203 00:11:26,540 --> 00:11:28,771 or an ischemic stroke? 204 00:11:29,276 --> 00:11:31,706 I know by the time we did the scan, 205 00:11:31,711 --> 00:11:34,443 her brain was swollen, so... 206 00:11:34,448 --> 00:11:36,678 it might have been hard to see something like that. 207 00:11:36,683 --> 00:11:39,547 You know, we've been through all of her labs and her tox screen. 208 00:11:39,552 --> 00:11:41,616 Nothing suggests she was predisposed 209 00:11:41,621 --> 00:11:42,684 to a seizure or a stroke. 210 00:11:42,689 --> 00:11:44,724 You're absolutely certain? 211 00:11:48,762 --> 00:11:52,327 Having a hard time connecting the dots here. 212 00:11:52,332 --> 00:11:55,263 Yeah, I get that. 213 00:11:55,268 --> 00:11:57,892 And you are a very formidable diagnostician... 214 00:11:57,897 --> 00:12:00,182 Oh, don't humor me, Billie. 215 00:12:00,187 --> 00:12:01,651 Listen, but whatever you're looking for, 216 00:12:01,655 --> 00:12:03,724 it didn't happen in Nic's brain. 217 00:12:04,925 --> 00:12:07,160 I'm sorry. 218 00:12:09,163 --> 00:12:10,793 Nic was mine. 219 00:12:10,798 --> 00:12:12,861 I was hers. It was us. 220 00:12:12,866 --> 00:12:14,434 There was no me. 221 00:12:15,769 --> 00:12:17,800 Now the only thing I recognize about myself 222 00:12:17,805 --> 00:12:20,673 is that I'm a doctor. 223 00:12:22,676 --> 00:12:24,239 After my mom died, 224 00:12:24,244 --> 00:12:27,042 my dad was finally able to remember to hang up his towel 225 00:12:27,047 --> 00:12:28,511 instead of tossing it on the bed, 226 00:12:28,516 --> 00:12:30,880 which drove her crazy. 227 00:12:30,885 --> 00:12:33,653 I just kept telling him how proud she'd be. 228 00:12:35,289 --> 00:12:37,890 And I'll say the same to you. 229 00:12:40,794 --> 00:12:43,192 Did Nic ever feel faint or pass out as a kid, 230 00:12:43,197 --> 00:12:45,698 like when you guys were playing sports or something? 231 00:12:48,769 --> 00:12:50,870 Not that I can remember. 232 00:12:51,872 --> 00:12:54,069 Sorry. 233 00:12:54,074 --> 00:12:55,671 He could have lost the patient. 234 00:12:55,676 --> 00:12:57,473 He would have lost the patient 235 00:12:57,478 --> 00:12:59,112 if it weren't for Dr. Devi. 236 00:13:00,614 --> 00:13:03,679 And then he told me to go stand in the hallway. 237 00:13:03,684 --> 00:13:05,185 What would you do? 238 00:13:06,487 --> 00:13:09,084 You know that Kranepool and Bell are super tight, right? 239 00:13:09,089 --> 00:13:11,754 They've been besties since we used leeches. 240 00:13:11,759 --> 00:13:13,188 I'm aware of that. 241 00:13:13,193 --> 00:13:17,259 Also, the Hippocratic oath is: "Do no harm". 242 00:13:17,264 --> 00:13:20,262 "Stop an old white guy who could destroy your career 243 00:13:20,267 --> 00:13:22,198 from maybe doing harm". 244 00:13:22,203 --> 00:13:23,699 I'm also aware of that. 245 00:13:23,704 --> 00:13:26,869 But if his skills are diminished and he wrecks a patient, 246 00:13:26,874 --> 00:13:29,671 I would never forgive myself for doing nothing. 247 00:13:29,676 --> 00:13:31,774 I get that. 248 00:13:31,779 --> 00:13:34,910 If you do decide to make your concerns known, 249 00:13:34,915 --> 00:13:37,246 just find a way to do it without leaving a paper trail 250 00:13:37,251 --> 00:13:39,748 or saying anything that could be quoted, all right? 251 00:13:39,753 --> 00:13:42,017 What am I supposed to do? 252 00:13:42,022 --> 00:13:45,187 Communicate them with an interpretive dance? 253 00:13:46,327 --> 00:13:48,123 I would pay to see that. 254 00:13:48,128 --> 00:13:50,726 You're not being helpful. 255 00:13:50,731 --> 00:13:52,961 All right, I'm sorry. I'm just... 256 00:13:52,966 --> 00:13:55,868 I'm just too tired to think right now. 257 00:13:56,904 --> 00:13:58,934 Well, maybe Conrad will be back soon, 258 00:13:58,939 --> 00:14:00,969 and you won't have to keep covering his shifts. 259 00:14:00,974 --> 00:14:03,609 He is on his own schedule. 260 00:14:05,345 --> 00:14:07,042 But I miss you. 261 00:14:07,047 --> 00:14:08,748 I miss you, too. 262 00:14:09,550 --> 00:14:11,547 I'm gonna have to force myself to eat 263 00:14:11,552 --> 00:14:14,316 before my next surgery with Kranepool. 264 00:14:14,321 --> 00:14:17,853 40-ish male versus scooter. High speed. 265 00:14:17,858 --> 00:14:20,522 Airway secured during the field. Level-1 trauma now. 266 00:14:20,527 --> 00:14:21,794 Bay Ten. 267 00:14:23,030 --> 00:14:25,898 Let's go, fellas. 268 00:14:30,370 --> 00:14:31,767 All right, on my count. 269 00:14:31,772 --> 00:14:35,074 One, two, three. 270 00:14:35,943 --> 00:14:38,711 All right, I'm starting the primary survey. 271 00:14:39,947 --> 00:14:41,210 Crackles bilaterally. 272 00:14:41,215 --> 00:14:43,046 He's tachy to the 150s. Let's get him on a vent. 273 00:14:43,050 --> 00:14:44,847 Let's get a vent in here! 274 00:14:45,252 --> 00:14:47,215 The field cric is perfectly done. 275 00:14:47,220 --> 00:14:49,789 - This your work? - Me and the kid. 276 00:14:55,295 --> 00:14:58,326 Aortic regurgitation due to severely damaged valve. 277 00:14:58,331 --> 00:15:00,061 He's in rapid heart failure. 278 00:15:00,066 --> 00:15:03,303 Call to the OR. Book an emergency sternotomy. 279 00:15:05,772 --> 00:15:07,870 - Hey, AJ. - Yeah? 280 00:15:07,875 --> 00:15:10,472 - Were you at the scene of the accident? - Oh, yeah. 281 00:15:10,477 --> 00:15:13,008 Officer Winnaker pulled us over and out of the car 282 00:15:13,013 --> 00:15:15,577 for driving-while-Black, then he pulled his gun out 283 00:15:15,582 --> 00:15:17,646 and he got hit by the scooter. 284 00:15:17,651 --> 00:15:19,181 - His gun? - Yeah. 285 00:15:19,186 --> 00:15:22,184 Are you sure you're in the right headspace to work on him? 286 00:15:22,189 --> 00:15:24,453 Pravesh, I saved the guy's life once already. 287 00:15:24,458 --> 00:15:27,589 I am not gonna lower my batting average to .500, 288 00:15:27,594 --> 00:15:30,563 patient's bad intentions notwithstanding. 289 00:15:36,403 --> 00:15:38,137 Thank you. 290 00:15:52,686 --> 00:15:54,754 Hello, Dr. Devi. 291 00:15:55,789 --> 00:15:58,052 I have cried twice this morning 292 00:15:58,057 --> 00:16:00,593 trying to choose a replacement for Nic. 293 00:16:05,832 --> 00:16:07,596 Are you all right? 294 00:16:07,601 --> 00:16:09,765 Say something, dear. 295 00:16:12,339 --> 00:16:15,308 There's something you need to communicate to me? 296 00:16:19,012 --> 00:16:22,048 Oh... you wish to remain anonymous. 297 00:16:23,850 --> 00:16:25,447 Clever girl. 298 00:16:25,452 --> 00:16:28,483 So, uh, does this concern another doctor at the hospital? 299 00:16:29,790 --> 00:16:32,655 A surgeon you've worked with? 300 00:16:33,861 --> 00:16:37,893 Someone in whose OR you've recently been? 301 00:16:41,735 --> 00:16:43,269 Dr. Kranepool? 302 00:16:45,772 --> 00:16:47,135 Oh. 303 00:16:47,140 --> 00:16:49,538 Crunch no more. I'll look into it. 304 00:16:49,543 --> 00:16:51,240 Oh, one more question. 305 00:16:51,245 --> 00:16:53,446 Can I have one of those? 306 00:16:54,548 --> 00:16:56,045 Aaron Kranepool? 307 00:16:56,050 --> 00:16:59,181 - That's ridiculous. - I've poked around. 308 00:16:59,186 --> 00:17:01,850 - His stats are declining precipitously. - Oh, come on, Kit, 309 00:17:01,855 --> 00:17:02,885 the guy's a machine. 310 00:17:02,890 --> 00:17:04,587 He's only a couple of years older than me... 311 00:17:04,591 --> 00:17:06,855 - he still beats me at squash. - You told me he cheats. 312 00:17:06,860 --> 00:17:10,726 Well, no, I think what I said was he's highly competitive. 313 00:17:10,731 --> 00:17:13,895 I understand he's a good friend and he's important to you. 314 00:17:13,900 --> 00:17:15,197 No, it's-it's more than that. 315 00:17:15,202 --> 00:17:16,965 He was a resident when I was an intern, 316 00:17:16,970 --> 00:17:18,600 and an attending when I was a resident, 317 00:17:18,605 --> 00:17:21,837 and he was... he was my example. 318 00:17:21,842 --> 00:17:24,106 I'm sure he was a damn good one, 319 00:17:24,111 --> 00:17:26,041 but it appears things have changed. 320 00:17:26,046 --> 00:17:28,443 Now, wasn't he just down at Hopkins 321 00:17:28,448 --> 00:17:30,145 for their in-depth skills assessment? 322 00:17:30,150 --> 00:17:32,548 You know self-reporting poor results 323 00:17:32,553 --> 00:17:34,183 for the Hopkins assessment is optional. 324 00:17:34,188 --> 00:17:36,384 The only person who sees it is the doctor being tested. 325 00:17:36,389 --> 00:17:38,887 Yeah, okay, okay. So somebody reported him. 326 00:17:38,892 --> 00:17:41,423 I don't need to know who, just... 327 00:17:41,428 --> 00:17:44,297 what exactly was said. 328 00:17:45,399 --> 00:17:49,465 I couldn't possibly repeat verbatim what was told to me. 329 00:17:49,470 --> 00:17:50,866 Why not? 330 00:17:51,571 --> 00:17:53,868 You are an exemplary surgeon. 331 00:17:53,873 --> 00:17:56,405 I know you can't imagine entering an OR 332 00:17:56,410 --> 00:17:59,307 without being in perfect mental and physical shape. 333 00:17:59,312 --> 00:18:01,677 It would be anathema to you. 334 00:18:03,150 --> 00:18:06,648 Uh... well, exemplary, I don't know. 335 00:18:06,653 --> 00:18:08,150 I need to know 336 00:18:08,155 --> 00:18:09,685 if there's even a small chance 337 00:18:09,690 --> 00:18:11,654 that Kranepool could injure a patient. 338 00:18:11,659 --> 00:18:13,055 What do you need me to do? 339 00:18:13,060 --> 00:18:15,591 He has a surgery this afternoon. 340 00:18:15,596 --> 00:18:17,125 I'd like you to observe. 341 00:18:17,130 --> 00:18:20,329 Fine. I'm-I'm sure whatever was said is overblown. 342 00:18:20,334 --> 00:18:21,801 Let's hope so. 343 00:18:23,003 --> 00:18:25,901 And you're absolutely sure your hands were visible 344 00:18:25,906 --> 00:18:26,935 the entire time? 345 00:18:26,940 --> 00:18:29,438 Oh, my God, for the third time, yes... 346 00:18:29,443 --> 00:18:30,973 sir. 347 00:18:30,978 --> 00:18:33,042 We just want to make sure we have an accurate account. 348 00:18:33,046 --> 00:18:34,776 Now, it's a natural reaction to be angry 349 00:18:34,781 --> 00:18:35,844 when you're pulled over. 350 00:18:35,849 --> 00:18:37,849 Maybe you raised your voice, took a step 351 00:18:37,854 --> 00:18:40,320 - towards Officer Winnaker... - How do you guys do this with a straight face, huh? 352 00:18:40,324 --> 00:18:42,522 I mean, if we were white, we'd never be hands on the hood 353 00:18:42,526 --> 00:18:45,124 - for a damn taillight. - Easy, now. That's a serious accusation. 354 00:18:45,129 --> 00:18:47,455 Okay, I'm done answering your transparent, 355 00:18:47,460 --> 00:18:50,025 - insulting questions. - Excuse me, officers. 356 00:18:50,030 --> 00:18:52,594 I'm pretty sure you have all you need. 357 00:18:52,599 --> 00:18:54,095 You have our phone numbers. 358 00:18:54,100 --> 00:18:55,430 If you need any more information, 359 00:18:55,435 --> 00:18:57,599 you know how to contact us. 360 00:18:57,604 --> 00:18:58,867 We'll be in touch. 361 00:18:58,872 --> 00:19:01,107 - Thank you. - Mm-hmm. 362 00:19:07,214 --> 00:19:10,550 You want to watch me operate on Officer Winnaker? 363 00:19:11,752 --> 00:19:14,116 Yeah, I'm a little busy, so... 364 00:19:14,121 --> 00:19:15,350 I'll pass. 365 00:19:15,355 --> 00:19:16,985 Oh, yeah? 366 00:19:16,990 --> 00:19:19,559 What, you got to go home and cook up some Molly? 367 00:19:21,061 --> 00:19:23,358 Go to the admin office on the second floor. 368 00:19:23,363 --> 00:19:25,932 You have to fill out some paperwork. 369 00:19:34,274 --> 00:19:36,509 What is going on with you and Trevor? 370 00:19:38,111 --> 00:19:40,509 He called me this morning and we had breakfast. 371 00:19:40,514 --> 00:19:42,611 Okay, I told you, this is very complicated for me. 372 00:19:42,616 --> 00:19:44,713 And with Nic gone, I'm already pretty ragged. 373 00:19:44,718 --> 00:19:47,582 - I don't need this, AJ. - I get it, I get it. I'm sorry. 374 00:19:47,587 --> 00:19:49,951 Bringing him here was not part of the plan. 375 00:19:49,956 --> 00:19:52,821 But then there seemed to be a lesson in there 376 00:19:52,826 --> 00:19:55,857 - that the kid could learn... - Wait, who asked you to give life lessons 377 00:19:55,862 --> 00:19:57,897 to the kid I gave up? 378 00:20:00,667 --> 00:20:02,902 Why are you so angry with him? 379 00:20:03,703 --> 00:20:05,400 Huh? 380 00:20:05,405 --> 00:20:07,502 He's curious about his genes. 381 00:20:07,507 --> 00:20:10,738 He has a suspicion that nature has a bigger hand in who he is 382 00:20:10,743 --> 00:20:12,974 than nurture, and those kind of questions 383 00:20:12,979 --> 00:20:14,810 can torture a kid. 384 00:20:14,815 --> 00:20:16,244 They tortured me. 385 00:20:16,249 --> 00:20:18,246 You're overstepping, 386 00:20:18,251 --> 00:20:20,352 and you need to stop. 387 00:20:29,300 --> 00:20:31,100 What did I tell you? 388 00:20:32,105 --> 00:20:34,174 Look at this run of PVCs. 389 00:20:35,843 --> 00:20:36,873 Yeah, but it's... 390 00:20:36,878 --> 00:20:39,042 I know she had a significant brain injury at the time, 391 00:20:39,047 --> 00:20:42,112 but before you say anything else, look at this. 392 00:20:42,816 --> 00:20:45,214 From when Nic got stabbed. Her EKGs. 393 00:20:45,219 --> 00:20:46,716 Okay. 394 00:20:46,721 --> 00:20:48,551 Multiple PVCs. 395 00:20:48,556 --> 00:20:52,555 This could be the answer to something, but... 396 00:20:52,560 --> 00:20:54,256 I don't know what. 397 00:20:54,261 --> 00:20:57,026 Uh, she could have had a genetic heart condition. 398 00:20:57,031 --> 00:20:59,262 Her mother died young... maybe that's what happened to Nic. 399 00:20:59,266 --> 00:21:01,797 Did GiGi inherit it? 400 00:21:01,802 --> 00:21:04,003 If I know, I can address it. 401 00:21:09,410 --> 00:21:12,441 When my father died, you let me do what I needed to do, 402 00:21:12,446 --> 00:21:15,281 and I want to repay that kindness to you. 403 00:21:15,983 --> 00:21:17,079 But what you found 404 00:21:17,084 --> 00:21:19,248 are a few premature ventricular contractions, 405 00:21:19,253 --> 00:21:21,450 all when Nic was sick, post-stabbing, 406 00:21:21,455 --> 00:21:24,691 or with, ultimately, a fatal brain injury. 407 00:21:26,293 --> 00:21:30,025 Do you honestly... 408 00:21:30,030 --> 00:21:32,232 find this significant? 409 00:21:34,268 --> 00:21:35,498 Because... 410 00:21:35,503 --> 00:21:37,333 I know it's not meaningful, and I know that 411 00:21:37,338 --> 00:21:39,506 because of what you taught me. 412 00:21:49,350 --> 00:21:51,585 Bearing the Unbearable. 413 00:21:52,786 --> 00:21:55,684 The Other Side of Sadness. 414 00:21:58,125 --> 00:22:01,624 How to Go On Living When Someone You Love Dies. 415 00:22:02,697 --> 00:22:04,394 Those books don't have the answer I need 416 00:22:04,399 --> 00:22:06,668 when GiGi asks me how her mother died. 417 00:22:16,977 --> 00:22:19,074 The heart is exposed. 418 00:22:19,079 --> 00:22:21,247 Prepare the bypass catheters. 419 00:22:22,183 --> 00:22:23,412 Oh. 420 00:22:23,417 --> 00:22:26,115 - Well, that could be a problem. - Dr. Austin? 421 00:22:26,120 --> 00:22:29,152 The proximal aorta was damaged in the trauma. 422 00:22:29,157 --> 00:22:32,288 People, we have to work quickly if we don't want... 423 00:22:35,629 --> 00:22:37,726 Ruptured aorta. 424 00:22:37,731 --> 00:22:40,329 All right, everybody, listen up, there's a new plan. 425 00:22:40,334 --> 00:22:41,764 All eyes on me. 426 00:22:41,769 --> 00:22:43,833 We're gonna have to crash on pump. 427 00:22:43,838 --> 00:22:45,634 You two cannulate the femoral artery. 428 00:22:45,639 --> 00:22:48,404 I will cannulate the IVC through the right atrium. 429 00:22:48,409 --> 00:22:50,439 Be ready to start bypass on my order. 430 00:22:50,444 --> 00:22:52,141 We are against the clock, people, 431 00:22:52,146 --> 00:22:54,014 so let's move fast. 432 00:23:07,294 --> 00:23:09,329 All right, clamp number one. 433 00:23:12,900 --> 00:23:14,801 Scalpel. 434 00:23:21,842 --> 00:23:24,043 Catheter. 435 00:23:27,614 --> 00:23:30,113 BP 87/48 and dropping. 436 00:23:30,118 --> 00:23:33,687 Let's start the bypass. Cool the blood to 18 degrees Celsius. 437 00:23:36,590 --> 00:23:38,420 Did we do it, Dr. Austin? 438 00:23:38,425 --> 00:23:40,689 You did great. But don't get too excited. 439 00:23:40,694 --> 00:23:43,392 That was just step one in keeping this man alive. 440 00:23:43,397 --> 00:23:46,128 Once his temperature cools to 18 degrees, 441 00:23:46,133 --> 00:23:48,764 we will drain all the blood out of his body. 442 00:23:48,769 --> 00:23:50,799 - The hell? - And then we will perform 443 00:23:50,804 --> 00:23:54,237 a two-hour repair in 20 minutes to give him his blood back 444 00:23:54,242 --> 00:23:56,310 before he goes brain-dead. 445 00:23:59,313 --> 00:24:01,143 Devi, where you headed? 446 00:24:01,148 --> 00:24:03,045 OR One, Kranepool. 447 00:24:03,050 --> 00:24:04,446 Hear he's a disaster. 448 00:24:04,451 --> 00:24:06,148 It's our second dance of the day. 449 00:24:06,153 --> 00:24:08,951 He almost killed a patient and then threatened to exile me. 450 00:24:08,956 --> 00:24:10,385 I've been anxious all morning 451 00:24:10,390 --> 00:24:11,920 at the thought of returning to his OR. 452 00:24:11,925 --> 00:24:14,189 I'm about to do battle with a wicked spinal GBM. 453 00:24:14,194 --> 00:24:15,991 - Love to have you with me. - I wish I could. 454 00:24:15,996 --> 00:24:18,193 Now let's hope I don't pass out from the stress. 455 00:24:26,974 --> 00:24:28,470 - Hey. - Hey. 456 00:24:28,475 --> 00:24:30,706 You asked me if Nic ever passed out playing sports... 457 00:24:30,711 --> 00:24:33,942 and she didn't... but she did faint a few times at school. 458 00:24:33,947 --> 00:24:36,678 Mm, when and what were the circumstances? 459 00:24:36,683 --> 00:24:37,913 Like, right before a big test. 460 00:24:37,918 --> 00:24:39,915 You know, midterm or a final. 461 00:24:39,920 --> 00:24:42,017 It's probably nothing, but I thought you should know. 462 00:24:42,022 --> 00:24:44,553 - Can you do me a favor? - Name it. 463 00:24:44,558 --> 00:24:46,388 I-I need you to call Kyle. 464 00:24:46,393 --> 00:24:48,023 He's-he's not speaking to me. 465 00:24:48,028 --> 00:24:50,027 Just, you can make up some excuse why you're calling him, 466 00:24:50,031 --> 00:24:52,227 and then, I don't know, I just... 467 00:24:52,232 --> 00:24:55,765 I need you to ask him if Nic's mom had a history of fainting. 468 00:24:55,770 --> 00:24:57,537 Will do. 469 00:25:10,784 --> 00:25:14,016 Did your med school teach you to assist the attending 470 00:25:14,021 --> 00:25:16,055 or get in his way? 471 00:25:16,857 --> 00:25:18,725 To assist, Dr. Kranepool. 472 00:25:24,365 --> 00:25:26,261 Are you deaf and blind? 473 00:25:26,266 --> 00:25:28,697 No. I don't have either of those disabilities. 474 00:25:28,702 --> 00:25:30,699 I've had enough. You need to scrub out, 475 00:25:30,704 --> 00:25:32,201 get your eyes and ears checked. Now. 476 00:25:32,206 --> 00:25:34,370 - I'm sorry, Dr. Kranepool. - Get out! 477 00:25:34,375 --> 00:25:35,609 Now. 478 00:25:42,850 --> 00:25:45,084 Patient is tachy to the 170s. 479 00:25:47,621 --> 00:25:50,456 I need suction over here. 480 00:25:55,229 --> 00:25:56,658 Gloves, please. 481 00:25:56,663 --> 00:25:58,293 Thank you. 482 00:25:58,298 --> 00:26:00,629 Randolph, what the hell? 483 00:26:00,634 --> 00:26:01,897 I was watching upstairs. 484 00:26:01,902 --> 00:26:03,698 Just looked like you could use a hand. 485 00:26:03,703 --> 00:26:05,300 You were babysitting me? 486 00:26:05,305 --> 00:26:06,602 Suction. 487 00:26:06,607 --> 00:26:07,836 Lap pad. 488 00:26:13,747 --> 00:26:16,011 And clamp. 489 00:26:21,990 --> 00:26:23,580 You crossed a line. 490 00:26:23,585 --> 00:26:25,126 Look, you shouldn't even have been in the neighborhood 491 00:26:25,130 --> 00:26:26,656 of the right hepatic, then you blew through it 492 00:26:26,660 --> 00:26:28,361 and you couldn't find it while your patient was bleeding out. 493 00:26:28,365 --> 00:26:29,705 You didn't leave me any choice. 494 00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:46,800 You've got a set of balls on you. 495 00:26:46,805 --> 00:26:49,269 Hey, we need to have an honest conversation 496 00:26:49,274 --> 00:26:50,875 about your fitness for surgery. 497 00:26:51,677 --> 00:26:53,807 - Are you for real? - Oh, come on, Aaron, 498 00:26:53,812 --> 00:26:55,762 what happened in there was very problematic. 499 00:26:55,767 --> 00:26:58,011 Oh, please. You put on your cape 500 00:26:58,016 --> 00:27:00,147 and flew in for a minor miscue. 501 00:27:00,152 --> 00:27:01,582 You're a nervous Nellie. 502 00:27:01,587 --> 00:27:03,621 You should be embarrassed. 503 00:27:05,558 --> 00:27:08,760 Will you show me the results of your Hopkins tests? 504 00:27:09,928 --> 00:27:12,159 When did you become so sanctimonious? 505 00:27:12,164 --> 00:27:13,793 Surgery is rarely flawless. 506 00:27:13,798 --> 00:27:15,063 - There are always complications. - You used to be 507 00:27:15,067 --> 00:27:17,064 the closest thing to flawless I've ever seen. 508 00:27:17,069 --> 00:27:22,369 I recall an appendectomy you performed a few years back. 509 00:27:22,374 --> 00:27:24,304 Your patient died on your table. 510 00:27:24,309 --> 00:27:26,373 I didn't come knocking on your door, did I? 511 00:27:26,378 --> 00:27:28,108 But you should have. 512 00:27:28,113 --> 00:27:30,378 I'm not the same man I was four years ago. 513 00:27:30,383 --> 00:27:32,415 - You got that right. - It's the greatest regret of my life, 514 00:27:32,419 --> 00:27:34,248 putting my own self-interest ahead of my patients'. 515 00:27:34,252 --> 00:27:35,550 And if you want to hold me accountable 516 00:27:35,554 --> 00:27:37,451 for the appendectomy, I will take what comes. 517 00:27:37,456 --> 00:27:40,391 Good God, you've lost your way. 518 00:27:41,427 --> 00:27:43,023 For the sake of our friendship, 519 00:27:43,028 --> 00:27:45,526 don't mention my surgical skills again. 520 00:27:45,531 --> 00:27:47,628 I'll see you on the squash court tonight. 521 00:27:47,633 --> 00:27:49,496 A good, old-fashioned drubbing 522 00:27:49,501 --> 00:27:53,037 will put your feet back on the ground where they belong. 523 00:27:58,744 --> 00:28:01,041 Right now he's an enormous liability. 524 00:28:01,046 --> 00:28:02,843 I wish I could fire him, but we both know 525 00:28:02,848 --> 00:28:06,013 - how difficult that is. - That's like firing a tenured professor. 526 00:28:06,018 --> 00:28:08,315 Plus, he's an icon. 527 00:28:08,320 --> 00:28:10,818 And he's entitled to due process. 528 00:28:10,823 --> 00:28:12,419 Well, it's a moot point. 529 00:28:12,424 --> 00:28:14,821 We don't have the necessary documentation 530 00:28:14,826 --> 00:28:17,124 - to prove he's dangerous. - True. 531 00:28:17,129 --> 00:28:18,992 And most of his patients' complications 532 00:28:18,997 --> 00:28:21,495 fall under "acceptable" risks of surgery. 533 00:28:21,500 --> 00:28:23,768 Oh, the system doesn't work. 534 00:28:25,504 --> 00:28:26,934 Yeah, well... 535 00:28:26,939 --> 00:28:29,269 we've been allowed to build too high a wall 536 00:28:29,274 --> 00:28:30,904 to protect ourselves. 537 00:28:30,909 --> 00:28:34,074 Bottom line, Kranepool is a time bomb, 538 00:28:34,079 --> 00:28:37,348 and I don't want him exploding on my watch. 539 00:28:39,718 --> 00:28:40,718 Yeah. 540 00:28:40,723 --> 00:28:42,720 We're getting close, kiddo. 541 00:28:43,322 --> 00:28:46,086 Grandpa Kyle told Aunt Billie 542 00:28:46,091 --> 00:28:49,956 that Mama and her mama both fainted 543 00:28:49,961 --> 00:28:52,161 a few times over the years. 544 00:28:52,166 --> 00:28:54,728 Yeah. Yeah. 545 00:28:54,733 --> 00:28:57,602 Always in the summer. 546 00:28:58,403 --> 00:28:59,800 I know. 547 00:28:59,805 --> 00:29:01,802 Always in the summer, when it's hot 548 00:29:01,807 --> 00:29:03,837 and they were dehydrated. 549 00:29:03,842 --> 00:29:06,540 They didn't think it was significant back then, 550 00:29:06,545 --> 00:29:08,242 but now... 551 00:29:08,247 --> 00:29:11,145 I think... it is very... 552 00:29:11,150 --> 00:29:13,747 very significant. 553 00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:17,718 We got a couple more things we need to do. 554 00:29:17,723 --> 00:29:19,653 Okay? Oh? 555 00:29:19,658 --> 00:29:21,188 Yeah, you like that? 556 00:29:21,193 --> 00:29:24,591 Couple more pieces to complete our puzzle. 557 00:29:24,596 --> 00:29:26,960 But I promise you, 558 00:29:26,965 --> 00:29:30,468 I promise you I won't stop until we have all the answers we need. 559 00:29:36,108 --> 00:29:38,172 Hey, Conrad. 560 00:29:38,177 --> 00:29:40,440 - Listen, about today... - Ah, forget it. 561 00:29:40,445 --> 00:29:42,042 I think I've figured it out. 562 00:29:42,047 --> 00:29:45,746 - Okay. - Nic has a family history of early death, 563 00:29:45,751 --> 00:29:47,214 starting with her mom. 564 00:29:47,219 --> 00:29:48,916 They both had fainting spells. 565 00:29:48,921 --> 00:29:51,018 Nic had PVCs on the monitor. 566 00:29:51,023 --> 00:29:53,498 Yes, but she had a normal echo and a normal EKG. 567 00:29:53,503 --> 00:29:54,503 Which proves my point. 568 00:29:54,508 --> 00:29:56,057 Everything we're talking about is characteristic 569 00:29:56,061 --> 00:29:58,292 of catecholaminergic polymorphic VT. 570 00:29:59,531 --> 00:30:01,195 Listen. 571 00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:03,931 Are you serious? 572 00:30:03,936 --> 00:30:05,766 Do you know how rare that is? 573 00:30:05,771 --> 00:30:07,668 But it makes perfect sense. 574 00:30:07,673 --> 00:30:10,308 A genetic form of sudden cardiac failure. 575 00:30:11,410 --> 00:30:12,610 Conrad... 576 00:30:13,712 --> 00:30:16,581 You can have a normal resting heart function. 577 00:30:18,116 --> 00:30:21,848 But stress and physical exertion can cause serious arrhythmia. 578 00:30:21,853 --> 00:30:24,284 You can pass out, even die. 579 00:30:24,289 --> 00:30:26,286 Fine. I mean, that is possible. 580 00:30:26,291 --> 00:30:28,088 All the panic attacks Nic had, 581 00:30:28,093 --> 00:30:30,324 everything that we thought was the thyroid, 582 00:30:30,329 --> 00:30:32,363 that could have been CPVT. 583 00:30:33,932 --> 00:30:35,262 Yes, it's a compelling theory... 584 00:30:35,267 --> 00:30:36,864 She's stressed out on the drive home, 585 00:30:36,869 --> 00:30:38,232 rushing to get back to us. 586 00:30:38,237 --> 00:30:40,067 That could have sparked the arrhythmia. 587 00:30:40,072 --> 00:30:41,906 Wait a second. 588 00:30:44,476 --> 00:30:47,541 But it is a theory without evidence. 589 00:30:47,546 --> 00:30:49,676 That's why I brought GiGi in. 590 00:30:49,681 --> 00:30:52,684 I'm gonna have her tested for the CPVT gene. 591 00:30:55,153 --> 00:30:56,354 Then I'll know. 592 00:31:03,495 --> 00:31:07,527 So, um, how many times did that cop almost die in there? 593 00:31:07,532 --> 00:31:10,731 - Mm, by my count, three. - Right, right. 594 00:31:10,736 --> 00:31:13,333 So, um, why'd you go above and beyond 595 00:31:13,338 --> 00:31:15,035 and give this guy the chance to destroy 596 00:31:15,040 --> 00:31:16,837 a few more brothers down the road? 597 00:31:16,842 --> 00:31:19,039 Look, the best I can do 598 00:31:19,044 --> 00:31:21,708 in the face of ignorance is be better. 599 00:31:21,713 --> 00:31:24,111 My excellence is the best revenge. 600 00:31:24,116 --> 00:31:28,148 So you think this guy is gonna change his worldview 601 00:31:28,153 --> 00:31:32,085 because a Black doctor saved his life with his "excellence"? 602 00:31:32,090 --> 00:31:34,121 Come on, man, that's naive. 603 00:31:34,126 --> 00:31:35,893 Whoa, hold up, slow your roll. 604 00:31:36,695 --> 00:31:40,027 It's not about the cop, Sherlock. 605 00:31:40,032 --> 00:31:42,129 It's about me. 606 00:31:42,134 --> 00:31:43,664 Saint or sinner, 607 00:31:43,669 --> 00:31:46,366 they all get treated the same underneath my knife. 608 00:31:46,371 --> 00:31:48,268 In the sanctity of my OR, 609 00:31:48,273 --> 00:31:50,908 there is no place for moral relativism. 610 00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:54,608 When the world around me is irredeemable, 611 00:31:54,613 --> 00:31:57,014 I am a righteous man. 612 00:31:58,950 --> 00:32:01,719 What kind of man do you want to be? 613 00:32:13,700 --> 00:32:16,515 I have an early surgery tomorrow, so let's not dawdle. 614 00:32:16,520 --> 00:32:17,520 I believe it's my serve. 615 00:32:17,525 --> 00:32:19,023 You served the ball out of bounds this morning, 616 00:32:19,027 --> 00:32:20,352 so it's actually my serve. 617 00:32:20,357 --> 00:32:21,958 No. 618 00:32:21,963 --> 00:32:23,593 If we're gonna settle this on the court, 619 00:32:23,598 --> 00:32:24,923 we got to play by the same rules. 620 00:32:24,928 --> 00:32:26,996 The hell is that supposed to mean? 621 00:32:45,816 --> 00:32:47,650 One-zero. 622 00:33:29,492 --> 00:33:31,089 Seven-nothing. 623 00:33:34,296 --> 00:33:36,898 I've been letting you win for the past year. 624 00:33:38,101 --> 00:33:39,698 You're not good enough. 625 00:33:39,703 --> 00:33:41,700 Look, you taught me how to play the game. 626 00:33:41,705 --> 00:33:43,469 I could see how unbearable it was for you to lose, 627 00:33:43,473 --> 00:33:45,073 so I've just been ignoring the bad calls. 628 00:33:45,078 --> 00:33:46,845 Serve the damn ball. 629 00:33:56,453 --> 00:34:00,222 No, I'm all right... fine. 630 00:34:06,630 --> 00:34:09,198 It's your peripheral vision. We both know that. 631 00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:13,702 I can put the ball where you can't find it every time. 632 00:34:14,704 --> 00:34:16,972 Serve the ball. 633 00:34:37,327 --> 00:34:40,462 I take no joy in this, A.K. 634 00:34:41,798 --> 00:34:43,662 People are getting hurt. 635 00:34:43,667 --> 00:34:46,430 This is your exit ramp. Just-just take it. 636 00:34:46,435 --> 00:34:48,838 Rest on your laurels before you destroy them. 637 00:34:51,040 --> 00:34:53,471 I have no hobbies and three alimonies. 638 00:34:53,476 --> 00:34:55,308 What the hell am I supposed to do with the rest of my life? 639 00:34:55,312 --> 00:34:57,476 I don't know. 640 00:34:57,481 --> 00:35:00,316 But you got to find a new game. 641 00:35:49,265 --> 00:35:51,195 To answer your question, 642 00:35:51,200 --> 00:35:52,664 I'm not angry at him. 643 00:35:52,669 --> 00:35:54,866 I'm trying to protect him. 644 00:35:54,871 --> 00:35:55,934 From you? 645 00:35:55,939 --> 00:35:58,069 He's not the product of first love. 646 00:35:58,074 --> 00:35:59,537 I was raped. 647 00:35:59,542 --> 00:36:01,306 By our neighbor. 648 00:36:01,311 --> 00:36:03,879 I was 13. He was a grown man. 649 00:36:04,748 --> 00:36:05,877 Billie... 650 00:36:05,882 --> 00:36:08,713 Trevor wants to know who his father is. 651 00:36:08,718 --> 00:36:11,587 Is that an answer anyone needs? 652 00:36:13,223 --> 00:36:15,224 Damn. 653 00:36:17,227 --> 00:36:19,557 I can't even... 654 00:36:19,562 --> 00:36:23,699 begin to understand that kind of pain. 655 00:36:25,035 --> 00:36:29,267 And I can only imagine how hard it is to even say those words. 656 00:36:29,272 --> 00:36:32,537 So I'm honored that you shared that with me. 657 00:36:32,542 --> 00:36:34,539 - And, Billie, I am so... - AJ, 658 00:36:34,544 --> 00:36:36,875 don't say you're sorry. 659 00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:39,244 You're a good man. 660 00:36:39,249 --> 00:36:41,283 Just stay in your lane. 661 00:36:58,902 --> 00:37:01,236 You get the results? 662 00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:06,237 Uh... 663 00:37:06,242 --> 00:37:07,739 negative. 664 00:37:07,744 --> 00:37:09,407 She doesn't have it. 665 00:37:09,412 --> 00:37:11,009 And... 666 00:37:11,014 --> 00:37:13,282 Nic probably didn't, either. 667 00:37:15,852 --> 00:37:18,116 A million things happen every second 668 00:37:18,121 --> 00:37:20,622 to every single person on the planet. 669 00:37:24,094 --> 00:37:26,991 Some are joyful, 670 00:37:26,996 --> 00:37:29,494 most are inconsequential, 671 00:37:29,499 --> 00:37:30,962 and a few... 672 00:37:30,967 --> 00:37:34,002 Are unbearable. 673 00:37:36,639 --> 00:37:39,208 Those are the hardest ones to explain. 674 00:37:43,146 --> 00:37:46,246 Can you make peace with that? 675 00:37:58,400 --> 00:38:00,400 You've been talking at me nonstop all day. 676 00:38:00,405 --> 00:38:04,204 What happened, you, uh, you run out of words or something? 677 00:38:05,811 --> 00:38:07,174 Not possible. 678 00:38:07,179 --> 00:38:10,114 Yeah, I didn't think so. 679 00:38:11,216 --> 00:38:13,881 Hey, so would it be cool if I come back to watch 680 00:38:13,886 --> 00:38:15,582 some more of your surgeries? 681 00:38:15,587 --> 00:38:17,822 Look, Trevor, um... 682 00:38:19,057 --> 00:38:21,088 Look, we can keep meeting up, right? 683 00:38:21,093 --> 00:38:23,090 You know, grab something to eat, chop it up. 684 00:38:23,095 --> 00:38:25,192 - Yeah. - But, um... 685 00:38:25,197 --> 00:38:29,033 we're gonna have to steer clear of Chastain. 686 00:38:31,736 --> 00:38:34,434 She, uh, she told you not to bring me around? 687 00:38:34,439 --> 00:38:35,940 Yeah. 688 00:38:44,483 --> 00:38:46,680 What the hell did I ever do to her? 689 00:38:46,685 --> 00:38:47,848 Nothing. 690 00:38:47,853 --> 00:38:49,449 Now, this is not on you. 691 00:38:49,454 --> 00:38:52,252 This is no reflection of your worth, Trevor. 692 00:38:52,257 --> 00:38:54,855 This is about Billie. 693 00:38:54,860 --> 00:38:57,124 All right? You haven't done anything wrong. 694 00:38:57,129 --> 00:38:59,393 Yeah, it doesn't feel like that, man. 695 00:38:59,398 --> 00:39:01,428 I know. I know, man. 696 00:39:01,433 --> 00:39:06,233 And I know in the moment you may feel... disposable. 697 00:39:06,238 --> 00:39:07,934 But you are not. 698 00:39:07,939 --> 00:39:10,103 Billie's got her own story, man. 699 00:39:10,108 --> 00:39:13,410 She... she's got her own damage. 700 00:39:14,279 --> 00:39:16,781 You're just caught up in the crossfire. 701 00:39:18,750 --> 00:39:20,747 You hear me? 702 00:39:20,752 --> 00:39:22,682 Yeah. 703 00:39:22,687 --> 00:39:24,922 Yeah, I hear you. 704 00:39:26,224 --> 00:39:28,059 All right. 705 00:39:35,199 --> 00:39:38,431 I'm embarrassed to admit it, but I'm still not even sure 706 00:39:38,436 --> 00:39:40,538 I did the right thing reporting Kranepool. 707 00:39:41,540 --> 00:39:43,570 Look, Kranepool almost killed someone 708 00:39:43,575 --> 00:39:45,171 after he banned you from his OR. 709 00:39:45,176 --> 00:39:47,802 If you hadn't told Kit, Bell wouldn't have been in there 710 00:39:47,807 --> 00:39:49,501 to save the patient's life. 711 00:39:51,650 --> 00:39:53,280 Thank you. 712 00:39:53,285 --> 00:39:55,082 For what? 713 00:39:55,087 --> 00:39:57,851 For confirming what I believe. 714 00:39:57,856 --> 00:39:59,519 That people deserve the truth, 715 00:39:59,524 --> 00:40:02,560 no matter how complicated or painful it can be. 716 00:40:03,862 --> 00:40:06,230 To friends, old and new. 717 00:40:11,369 --> 00:40:13,904 Everything hurts. 718 00:40:14,873 --> 00:40:18,939 Well, not to minimize your discomfort... 719 00:40:18,944 --> 00:40:21,808 but it was worth it. 720 00:40:21,813 --> 00:40:24,578 Aaron Kranepool has retired. 721 00:40:31,423 --> 00:40:33,153 Well... 722 00:40:33,158 --> 00:40:36,623 I'm relieved, but... 723 00:40:36,628 --> 00:40:38,425 maybe a little heartbroken. 724 00:40:38,430 --> 00:40:41,128 You've saved who knows how many lives. 725 00:40:41,133 --> 00:40:43,597 I lost an old friend in the bargain. 726 00:40:44,102 --> 00:40:46,399 You've done him a great service as well. 727 00:40:46,404 --> 00:40:48,401 Perhaps one day he'll figure that out. 728 00:40:48,406 --> 00:40:49,703 Oh, come on, look, 729 00:40:49,708 --> 00:40:52,676 your posture cannot be helping your discomfort. Scooch down. 730 00:40:55,847 --> 00:40:57,611 Wait, wait, wait. 731 00:40:59,384 --> 00:41:01,281 - How does that feel? - Good, really... 732 00:41:01,286 --> 00:41:03,150 That's good. 733 00:41:03,155 --> 00:41:04,784 Just promise me 734 00:41:04,789 --> 00:41:07,821 when it's time for me to hang up my squash racket, you'll... 735 00:41:07,826 --> 00:41:09,289 just-just tell me 736 00:41:09,294 --> 00:41:11,625 - in no uncertain terms. - Oh, you know I will. 737 00:41:11,630 --> 00:41:13,059 No, I do know that. 738 00:41:13,064 --> 00:41:15,299 It gives me great comfort. 739 00:41:18,637 --> 00:41:22,903 Should we have that dinner we've been trying to have? 740 00:41:22,908 --> 00:41:24,942 I'd like that. 741 00:41:28,747 --> 00:41:32,312 You know, Kit, apropos of so many things, 742 00:41:32,317 --> 00:41:35,452 there's-there's no one's opinion of me that matters more... 743 00:41:36,454 --> 00:41:37,584 ... than yours. 744 00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:59,000 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com -