1 00:00:06,533 --> 00:00:09,846 Homeostasis is our body's way 2 00:00:09,870 --> 00:00:14,517 of maintaining a consistent and steady internal state. 3 00:00:21,547 --> 00:00:23,225 Nick? 4 00:00:24,550 --> 00:00:25,761 Hi. 5 00:00:25,785 --> 00:00:27,329 Hi. 6 00:00:27,353 --> 00:00:29,732 Yes, sorry. 7 00:00:29,756 --> 00:00:32,633 This is a very old-fashioned way to ask a girl on a date. 8 00:00:32,657 --> 00:00:33,834 I know. I know. I'm sorry. 9 00:00:33,858 --> 00:00:36,169 I-I forgot to ask for your phone number, 10 00:00:36,193 --> 00:00:37,538 and then I-I didn't want to wake you. 11 00:00:37,562 --> 00:00:39,773 So... note. 12 00:00:42,266 --> 00:00:43,844 So, what do you think... Should we get some dinner? 13 00:00:43,868 --> 00:00:46,947 I know a place that's great. It's, uh, right by the lake. 14 00:00:46,971 --> 00:00:48,549 Yes. 15 00:00:48,573 --> 00:00:50,183 Okay. 16 00:00:50,207 --> 00:00:52,486 I'll pick you up at 7:00. 17 00:00:52,510 --> 00:00:54,154 Okay. 18 00:00:54,178 --> 00:00:55,489 Okay. 19 00:00:55,513 --> 00:00:56,557 Okay. 20 00:00:56,581 --> 00:00:58,692 - I'll see you at 7:00. - Okay. 21 00:01:14,631 --> 00:01:16,943 Multiple systems work in sync 22 00:01:16,967 --> 00:01:20,146 to regulate factors like temperature, blood pressure, 23 00:01:20,170 --> 00:01:21,547 even sodium levels. 24 00:01:25,342 --> 00:01:27,820 Okay. I'm not going to tell you how to parent your son, 25 00:01:27,844 --> 00:01:29,655 but this not going in Luna's bag. 26 00:01:38,687 --> 00:01:41,400 These systems are designed to resist and combat 27 00:01:41,424 --> 00:01:43,635 anything that tries to throw our bodies off. 28 00:01:51,734 --> 00:01:54,813 It's a continual loop with checks and balances. 29 00:01:54,837 --> 00:01:57,516 So, what time did you tell them? 30 00:01:57,540 --> 00:01:59,818 Ahh. Should be any minute now. 31 00:02:01,077 --> 00:02:03,588 Feels like the old days. 32 00:02:03,612 --> 00:02:05,024 Finally. 33 00:02:06,615 --> 00:02:09,327 Until something manages to break the cycle. 34 00:02:11,820 --> 00:02:13,131 Hi-e-e-e! 35 00:02:13,155 --> 00:02:14,732 How are you so awake? 36 00:02:14,756 --> 00:02:16,067 Kombucha, girl. 37 00:02:16,091 --> 00:02:18,269 Remind me why we signed up to do this again? 38 00:02:18,293 --> 00:02:19,470 To save lives. 39 00:02:19,494 --> 00:02:20,538 Overrated. 40 00:02:20,562 --> 00:02:22,240 Hey, Ortiz, where's your mom? 41 00:02:22,264 --> 00:02:24,042 She transferred her residency 42 00:02:24,066 --> 00:02:26,477 to take a job with Dr. Avery and the foundation. 43 00:02:26,501 --> 00:02:29,080 Good for her. Better for us. 44 00:02:29,104 --> 00:02:30,181 More cases. 45 00:02:30,205 --> 00:02:31,582 There's no statistical evidence 46 00:02:31,606 --> 00:02:33,684 that proves residents learn better at the crack of dawn. 47 00:02:33,708 --> 00:02:36,321 I checked. I think we need to stage a sleep-in. 48 00:02:36,345 --> 00:02:38,323 Who's with me? 49 00:02:41,248 --> 00:02:42,771 You finished? 50 00:02:43,384 --> 00:02:45,395 Big day. And a long one. 51 00:02:45,419 --> 00:02:46,496 Hope you ate breakfast. 52 00:02:46,520 --> 00:02:47,630 We didn't. 53 00:02:47,654 --> 00:02:49,799 Meet me in the skills lab, four minutes. 54 00:02:54,028 --> 00:02:56,206 He said four minutes. It's at least an eight-minute walk. 55 00:02:56,230 --> 00:02:59,142 I'm with cardio today. They requested me. 56 00:02:59,166 --> 00:03:00,944 But have fun going back to day one. 57 00:03:03,371 --> 00:03:05,782 Thanks for coming on such short notice. 58 00:03:05,806 --> 00:03:07,684 Well, I went down two wrong hallways, 59 00:03:07,708 --> 00:03:10,252 which feels like a metaphor for my life. 60 00:03:10,276 --> 00:03:11,721 But when somebody offers 61 00:03:11,745 --> 00:03:14,657 to pick you up in their private jet, you get on that jet. 62 00:03:14,681 --> 00:03:16,158 Meanwhile, Scout has decided 63 00:03:16,182 --> 00:03:17,994 it is no longer cool to sleep through the night, 64 00:03:18,018 --> 00:03:19,629 so I looked like crap when I dropped him off to Link, 65 00:03:19,653 --> 00:03:22,765 who has mastered quiet disappointment. 66 00:03:22,789 --> 00:03:24,300 But somehow looks so good doing it. 67 00:03:24,324 --> 00:03:26,335 I think you look great. 68 00:03:31,231 --> 00:03:34,243 Wait. Are you kidding? 69 00:03:34,267 --> 00:03:35,545 They're giving you a lab? 70 00:03:35,569 --> 00:03:38,581 Oh, you are definitely not coming back to Seattle. 71 00:03:38,605 --> 00:03:40,282 By the way, who actually sent the private jet... 72 00:03:40,306 --> 00:03:41,663 Amelia. 73 00:03:42,375 --> 00:03:46,255 We're being offered millions of dollars to cure Parkinson's. 74 00:03:46,279 --> 00:03:47,523 Us? 75 00:03:47,547 --> 00:03:50,092 Well, me. But I'm asking you, so it's us. 76 00:03:57,557 --> 00:04:03,480 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 77 00:04:04,597 --> 00:04:06,875 Leo says that Elsa needs a cape, 78 00:04:06,899 --> 00:04:09,945 but he shoved it in the dishwasher last night. 79 00:04:09,969 --> 00:04:11,613 - Wasn't great. - Well, even Snow Queens 80 00:04:11,637 --> 00:04:12,816 need to learn that actions 81 00:04:12,840 --> 00:04:14,116 - have consequences. - Thanks. 82 00:04:14,140 --> 00:04:16,317 So, is it, um, costume day or something? 83 00:04:16,341 --> 00:04:18,586 No. Leo's world. We just live in it. 84 00:04:18,610 --> 00:04:19,620 Oh. 85 00:04:19,644 --> 00:04:21,056 Oh. Incoming trauma. 86 00:04:21,080 --> 00:04:22,090 - Okay. I gotta go. - Okay. 87 00:04:22,114 --> 00:04:23,358 - Teddy. - Yeah. 88 00:04:23,382 --> 00:04:26,161 Allison, Elsa. I love you. 89 00:04:26,185 --> 00:04:27,362 Bye. Bye. Bye. 90 00:04:27,386 --> 00:04:29,052 Bye. 91 00:04:32,157 --> 00:04:33,368 I'm sorry. Do you have a problem? 92 00:04:33,392 --> 00:04:35,603 'Cause you're staring at my kid. 93 00:04:35,627 --> 00:04:37,205 Oh, uh, I'm staring at his costume. 94 00:04:37,229 --> 00:04:39,307 No, I-I know, and I would really appreciate if... 95 00:04:39,331 --> 00:04:41,109 Oh, my wife and I have been looking for that same one 96 00:04:41,133 --> 00:04:42,310 everywhere. 97 00:04:42,334 --> 00:04:43,844 Oh. Oh, yeah. 98 00:04:43,868 --> 00:04:45,880 - I-I'll... I'll ask my husband. - Mm. 99 00:04:45,904 --> 00:04:47,082 Oh, uh, here. 100 00:04:47,106 --> 00:04:48,249 - Thanks. - Yeah. 101 00:04:48,273 --> 00:04:49,817 Hey. Hi. 102 00:04:49,841 --> 00:04:51,318 We're gonna get you a new cape, okay? 103 00:04:51,342 --> 00:04:53,654 Luna, it's important work, okay? 104 00:04:53,678 --> 00:04:56,523 Just stop being so cute for 5 seconds. 105 00:04:56,547 --> 00:04:57,959 Stop. Stop. 106 00:04:57,983 --> 00:05:00,327 I remember when Scout used to cry when I dropped him off. 107 00:05:00,351 --> 00:05:01,829 Now look at him. 108 00:05:01,853 --> 00:05:03,965 Basically ready for his first studio apartment. 109 00:05:05,323 --> 00:05:06,400 Ow! 110 00:05:06,424 --> 00:05:08,535 Okay. Um, I'm on scut all day, 111 00:05:08,559 --> 00:05:10,304 so can you just, like, hop up here 112 00:05:10,328 --> 00:05:12,206 and check on her every 5 minutes? 113 00:05:12,230 --> 00:05:15,076 Nope. Webber roped me into a thing with the residents. 114 00:05:15,100 --> 00:05:17,678 Luna's like a 36-second elevator ride away, 115 00:05:17,702 --> 00:05:19,969 if you need to see her. Plus, they text you pictures. 116 00:05:21,205 --> 00:05:22,316 Go. 117 00:05:22,340 --> 00:05:23,783 - Go! - Ugh. 118 00:05:25,343 --> 00:05:26,820 Rashida Flowers, 34, 119 00:05:26,844 --> 00:05:29,590 chronic kidney disease secondary to diabetes, 120 00:05:29,614 --> 00:05:31,592 admitted for dialysis access insertion 121 00:05:31,616 --> 00:05:33,760 after a thrombosed AV fistula. 122 00:05:33,784 --> 00:05:35,061 After two failed grafts, 123 00:05:35,085 --> 00:05:36,563 I'm back in the hospital, y'all. 124 00:05:36,587 --> 00:05:38,232 Have to have another procedure. 125 00:05:38,256 --> 00:05:41,067 But guess what? My new doctor is a brother. 126 00:05:41,091 --> 00:05:43,270 Mm! And he fly. 127 00:05:43,294 --> 00:05:45,639 Say hi, Dr. Ndugu! 128 00:05:45,663 --> 00:05:48,609 Hey. Do you mind not recording so I can examine you? 129 00:05:48,633 --> 00:05:49,809 Oh, right, of course. 130 00:05:49,833 --> 00:05:52,812 Gotta go, y'all. Kisses. 131 00:05:52,836 --> 00:05:55,215 Sorry. Gotta keep my followers happy. 132 00:05:55,239 --> 00:05:56,683 I used to be a travel influencer, 133 00:05:56,707 --> 00:05:57,707 ventured around the world, 134 00:05:57,708 --> 00:05:59,152 but now I'm DiabeticBae, 135 00:05:59,176 --> 00:06:02,255 which is way less exciting, so I gotta get content where I can. 136 00:06:02,279 --> 00:06:04,923 Well, today won't be too exciting, I'm afraid. 137 00:06:04,947 --> 00:06:06,892 I'll be inserting a catheter into your chest 138 00:06:06,916 --> 00:06:08,461 to help you start dialysis. 139 00:06:08,485 --> 00:06:09,728 How long have you been diabetic? 140 00:06:09,752 --> 00:06:11,764 Years now. But I was able to manage it 141 00:06:11,788 --> 00:06:14,800 until I was visiting Thailand, living my best life, 142 00:06:14,824 --> 00:06:16,135 and I got real sick. 143 00:06:16,159 --> 00:06:17,670 Hit my kidneys hard. 144 00:06:17,694 --> 00:06:19,905 And every time my doctors tried to get access for dialysis, 145 00:06:19,929 --> 00:06:21,140 my body wouldn't cooperate 146 00:06:21,164 --> 00:06:24,143 because... plot twist... I have a clotting disorder. 147 00:06:24,167 --> 00:06:25,378 But none of this was a shock. 148 00:06:25,402 --> 00:06:27,280 Both my mother and brother were diabetic, 149 00:06:27,304 --> 00:06:29,415 and they both died from kidney failure. 150 00:06:29,439 --> 00:06:30,683 Sorry to hear that. 151 00:06:30,707 --> 00:06:33,386 Were they able to get kidney transplants? 152 00:06:33,410 --> 00:06:36,321 They weren't even able to get on the list. 153 00:06:36,345 --> 00:06:37,489 And neither am I. 154 00:06:37,513 --> 00:06:39,091 You're not on the transplant list? 155 00:06:39,115 --> 00:06:40,425 Nope. 156 00:06:41,017 --> 00:06:42,494 Ortiz, set me up a consult 157 00:06:42,518 --> 00:06:44,830 with Rashida's nephrologist, Dr. Krause. 158 00:06:44,854 --> 00:06:46,565 Look, I know it's bad. 159 00:06:46,589 --> 00:06:47,800 But it's okay. 160 00:06:47,824 --> 00:06:50,602 That's really why I record everything. 161 00:06:50,626 --> 00:06:52,370 I want the world to know who I am 162 00:06:52,394 --> 00:06:55,640 before this disease... ends me. 163 00:06:59,068 --> 00:07:00,679 Hey. Where's my resident? 164 00:07:00,703 --> 00:07:01,780 I'm not their keeper. 165 00:07:01,804 --> 00:07:03,415 - What do we got? - Noah Young, 35, 166 00:07:03,439 --> 00:07:05,017 auto vs. tree, restrained driver, 167 00:07:05,041 --> 00:07:07,920 denies loss of consciousness, O2 sats 89%, 168 00:07:07,944 --> 00:07:09,354 - no visible chest trauma. - Okay. 169 00:07:09,378 --> 00:07:11,155 My son! I need to find my son! 170 00:07:11,179 --> 00:07:13,525 Okay. We got Danny Young, 7, GCS 15, 171 00:07:13,549 --> 00:07:15,293 vital signs stable, bleeding facial laceration. 172 00:07:15,317 --> 00:07:17,329 - Daddy! - There's my big guy! 173 00:07:17,353 --> 00:07:18,963 I need to see my son, please! 174 00:07:18,987 --> 00:07:20,665 Okay. Let's get you both inside first, okay? 175 00:07:20,689 --> 00:07:21,899 I'm fine! I just need to... 176 00:07:24,760 --> 00:07:27,505 Trauma one, let's get a chest X-ray and a full trauma panel. 177 00:07:27,529 --> 00:07:29,896 Let's move! Somebody find me a resident! 178 00:07:30,999 --> 00:07:34,178 Becoming a skilled surgeon is like learning how to drive. 179 00:07:34,202 --> 00:07:35,813 The more you do it, the better you become. 180 00:07:35,837 --> 00:07:38,416 And over the last year, you have participated 181 00:07:38,440 --> 00:07:42,120 in fewer surgeries than any class of surgeon ever has. 182 00:07:42,144 --> 00:07:43,855 Which means that you are not 183 00:07:43,879 --> 00:07:46,157 where you're supposed to be, people. 184 00:07:46,748 --> 00:07:48,559 We woke up early to be shamed. 185 00:07:49,885 --> 00:07:51,695 Today, you will embark 186 00:07:51,719 --> 00:07:55,967 on the toughest surgical workout you have ever experienced. 187 00:07:55,991 --> 00:07:59,971 Through a series of simulations and skill assessments, 188 00:07:59,995 --> 00:08:04,208 each of you will be evaluated in four areas... 189 00:08:04,232 --> 00:08:05,843 Laparoscopic, 190 00:08:05,867 --> 00:08:08,012 suturing, vascular skills, 191 00:08:08,036 --> 00:08:10,381 and endoscopic techniques. 192 00:08:10,405 --> 00:08:13,283 You will be graded on your proficiency and speed, 193 00:08:13,307 --> 00:08:15,318 judged by your attendings. Any questions? 194 00:08:15,342 --> 00:08:17,187 It's like the surgical Olympics. 195 00:08:17,211 --> 00:08:18,889 Or the Hunger Games. 196 00:08:18,913 --> 00:08:21,424 I thought Dr. Grey was running the residency program now. 197 00:08:21,448 --> 00:08:22,893 Who do you think taught Dr. Grey? 198 00:08:22,917 --> 00:08:24,460 Oh, and one more thing. 199 00:08:24,484 --> 00:08:26,663 The resident with the highest score 200 00:08:26,687 --> 00:08:28,899 flies solo in the OR this afternoon 201 00:08:28,923 --> 00:08:31,301 with a surgery that's appropriate to their level. 202 00:08:31,325 --> 00:08:34,537 Laparoscopic skills start... now. 203 00:08:34,561 --> 00:08:35,738 Ah! 204 00:08:41,530 --> 00:08:43,943 - Relax your wrist for me. - You know, back in my day, 205 00:08:43,967 --> 00:08:46,799 every neurosurgeon I worked with was an egotistical prick. 206 00:08:46,824 --> 00:08:48,902 So you can imagine my delight right now. 207 00:08:48,926 --> 00:08:52,306 You are brilliant and charming, Dr. Shepherd. 208 00:08:52,330 --> 00:08:54,674 Oh, except when I'm being an egotistical prick. 209 00:08:54,698 --> 00:08:56,143 Well, 210 00:08:56,167 --> 00:08:58,812 as my friend Stephen Sondheim said, 211 00:08:58,836 --> 00:09:00,881 "Nice is different than good." 212 00:09:00,905 --> 00:09:02,349 You're friends with Stephen Sondheim? 213 00:09:02,373 --> 00:09:03,717 Oh, I could be. 214 00:09:03,741 --> 00:09:05,528 Okay. Follow my movements. 215 00:09:10,147 --> 00:09:13,359 So, Dr. Shepherd, what's your golden opinion? How do I look? 216 00:09:13,383 --> 00:09:15,228 Well, you only have a mild resting tremor 217 00:09:15,252 --> 00:09:16,829 and slight bradykinesia, which is good, 218 00:09:16,853 --> 00:09:18,398 but Parkinson's is unpredictable. 219 00:09:18,422 --> 00:09:21,634 Your dopaminergic neurons are degenerating gradually, 220 00:09:21,658 --> 00:09:23,403 and it's only a matter of time. 221 00:09:23,427 --> 00:09:25,038 Have you considered switching your meds 222 00:09:25,062 --> 00:09:26,372 or deep-brain stimulation? 223 00:09:26,396 --> 00:09:27,940 You know, 224 00:09:27,964 --> 00:09:29,842 I'm not interested in a Band-Aid. 225 00:09:29,866 --> 00:09:32,078 I need something that'll make me whole again. 226 00:09:32,102 --> 00:09:34,213 Dr. Hamilton, 227 00:09:34,237 --> 00:09:37,150 Parkinson's is not a condition that surgery can fix. 228 00:09:37,174 --> 00:09:40,653 Yet. A condition that surgery can't fix yet. 229 00:09:40,677 --> 00:09:44,524 Enter brilliant, charming, egotistical you. 230 00:09:44,548 --> 00:09:47,459 As long as we can convince your sister-in-law over here. 231 00:09:51,220 --> 00:09:52,831 Chest pain, no. 232 00:09:52,855 --> 00:09:55,834 Open fracture, too specialized. 233 00:09:55,858 --> 00:09:59,137 Oh, right upper quadrant pain... Now, that's promising. 234 00:09:59,161 --> 00:10:00,773 Dr. Bailey. 235 00:10:00,797 --> 00:10:02,240 Wong. 236 00:10:02,264 --> 00:10:04,877 Uh, Richard's holding the surgical Olympics. 237 00:10:04,901 --> 00:10:07,880 It's a slow day, so I'm looking for something good 238 00:10:07,904 --> 00:10:09,448 to be the solo. You got anything? 239 00:10:09,472 --> 00:10:12,885 Dr. Bailey, you've rescheduled our meeting twice now. 240 00:10:12,909 --> 00:10:14,319 - You're avoiding me. - No... 241 00:10:14,343 --> 00:10:17,155 I had surgeries. Uh, important ones. 242 00:10:17,179 --> 00:10:18,457 He's also looking for judges, 243 00:10:18,481 --> 00:10:20,625 so if you'd prefer to help out that way... 244 00:10:20,649 --> 00:10:23,361 No, I'm here to tender my resignation, 245 00:10:23,385 --> 00:10:24,687 which I've been trying to do 246 00:10:24,711 --> 00:10:25,847 - for days now. - I know. 247 00:10:25,871 --> 00:10:27,432 I just didn't want you to. 248 00:10:27,456 --> 00:10:29,101 Chief, I'm retiring. 249 00:10:29,125 --> 00:10:31,303 I already bought a condo, picked out tile. 250 00:10:31,327 --> 00:10:35,006 Okay, what could you possibly want to do instead of surgery? 251 00:10:35,030 --> 00:10:36,274 Mystery novels. 252 00:10:36,298 --> 00:10:37,842 - I'm sorry? - I have a series of books 253 00:10:37,866 --> 00:10:41,613 where the main character is a PI and a surgeon. 254 00:10:41,637 --> 00:10:43,081 "Doc Undercover." 255 00:10:44,640 --> 00:10:48,120 Uh, sounds... n-nice. 256 00:10:48,144 --> 00:10:50,655 Wong, look, the hospital, t-the country... 257 00:10:50,679 --> 00:10:52,790 We're in dire need of physicians with yo... 258 00:10:52,814 --> 00:10:54,691 Miranda. 259 00:10:54,715 --> 00:10:58,095 Truthfully? It's just not fun anymore. 260 00:10:58,119 --> 00:11:00,131 I'll start your paperwork. 261 00:11:05,693 --> 00:11:09,306 Perfect suturing ensures proper wound closure, 262 00:11:09,330 --> 00:11:10,841 less bleeding, 263 00:11:10,865 --> 00:11:13,010 and a lower risk of infection. 264 00:11:13,034 --> 00:11:14,978 Excellence matters. 265 00:11:15,002 --> 00:11:17,114 This is an atraumatic tie. 266 00:11:17,138 --> 00:11:20,284 You will have 20 seconds to tie three square knots. 267 00:11:20,308 --> 00:11:24,054 Do not move the soda can. Any movement counts against you. 268 00:11:24,078 --> 00:11:27,024 And absolutely no air knots. 269 00:11:27,048 --> 00:11:30,226 On your mark, set... 270 00:11:30,250 --> 00:11:31,728 Go! 271 00:11:39,960 --> 00:11:41,304 Kinda sloppy, Tseng. 272 00:11:46,901 --> 00:11:48,545 - Huh. - What's that supposed to mean? 273 00:11:48,569 --> 00:11:51,581 It means, "Huh." 274 00:11:51,605 --> 00:11:53,684 - Is that better? - Nope. 275 00:11:58,579 --> 00:12:01,023 I'd start over if I were you. 276 00:12:01,047 --> 00:12:03,159 Opening with a compliment is customary. 277 00:12:03,183 --> 00:12:04,794 Time's up! 278 00:12:04,818 --> 00:12:06,960 Lincoln, do we have a winner? 279 00:12:07,653 --> 00:12:09,598 - Schmitt takes the gold. - Yes! 280 00:12:09,622 --> 00:12:11,400 Is there a silver? 281 00:12:20,767 --> 00:12:21,977 Name that tune. 282 00:12:22,001 --> 00:12:23,345 I don't know. 283 00:12:23,369 --> 00:12:25,647 Um, how long did you say 284 00:12:25,671 --> 00:12:29,351 that you have been experiencing abdominal pain for? 285 00:12:29,375 --> 00:12:31,320 - Uh, a few days. - Okay. 286 00:12:31,344 --> 00:12:32,521 Whistling calms my nerves 287 00:12:32,545 --> 00:12:35,123 when someone's, you know, inspecting my hooha. 288 00:12:38,083 --> 00:12:39,094 Ow. 289 00:12:39,118 --> 00:12:42,553 Sorry, but I-I feel something. 290 00:12:43,889 --> 00:12:45,900 It was "Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star." 291 00:12:45,924 --> 00:12:47,736 - What? - The song I was whistling. 292 00:12:47,760 --> 00:12:49,238 "Twinkle, Twinkle"? 293 00:12:49,262 --> 00:12:50,900 - Oh. - Technically, it's the same melody 294 00:12:50,924 --> 00:12:52,307 as the ABCs. 295 00:12:52,331 --> 00:12:53,408 And "Baa Baa Black Sheep." 296 00:12:53,432 --> 00:12:54,743 Ah. Who knew. 297 00:12:54,767 --> 00:12:56,445 Okay, I... 298 00:12:56,469 --> 00:12:59,214 Yep, there's something in here... 299 00:12:59,238 --> 00:13:00,682 I... 300 00:13:03,041 --> 00:13:08,289 Robin, there was a strawberry lodged in your... 301 00:13:08,313 --> 00:13:10,190 Ohhhh. 302 00:13:10,214 --> 00:13:12,192 Yep. That tracks. 303 00:13:12,216 --> 00:13:14,895 So would that explain my abdominal pain? 304 00:13:14,919 --> 00:13:16,997 Um, it shouldn't. 305 00:13:17,021 --> 00:13:19,267 Why? Is there something... 306 00:13:19,291 --> 00:13:21,935 strange in there, too? 307 00:13:21,959 --> 00:13:23,337 Maybe? 308 00:13:25,729 --> 00:13:26,978 Danny. 309 00:13:28,300 --> 00:13:29,377 How you feeling? 310 00:13:29,401 --> 00:13:31,011 Looks like you had quite the adventure. 311 00:13:31,035 --> 00:13:32,112 Yeah. 312 00:13:32,136 --> 00:13:33,648 Got to ride in an ambulance. 313 00:13:33,672 --> 00:13:35,750 And now you have superhero marks. 314 00:13:35,774 --> 00:13:37,318 Do they come with powers? 315 00:13:37,342 --> 00:13:40,521 Maybe, if you eat enough cherry Jell-O and Popsicles. 316 00:13:40,545 --> 00:13:42,389 Owen's sister, right? 317 00:13:42,413 --> 00:13:44,223 Oh, uh, yeah. You're peds? 318 00:13:44,247 --> 00:13:45,807 - Cormac Hayes. - Oh. 319 00:13:45,831 --> 00:13:47,327 You coming to join our humble staff? 320 00:13:48,485 --> 00:13:49,996 Bailey just asked me to help out, 321 00:13:50,020 --> 00:13:51,364 cover some of Grey's cases. 322 00:13:51,388 --> 00:13:52,799 Grey? Big shoes to fill. 323 00:13:52,823 --> 00:13:55,402 Eh. So she performed an abdominal-wall transplant. 324 00:13:55,426 --> 00:13:57,437 Big whoop. It was actually my idea 325 00:13:57,461 --> 00:13:59,506 to even need an entirely new abdominal wall 326 00:13:59,530 --> 00:14:02,141 so Grey could win the Fox award, so, who's the genius now? 327 00:14:02,165 --> 00:14:03,710 - So you were the patient? - Yep. 328 00:14:03,734 --> 00:14:06,702 Alright, Danny, I'll be back to check on you, okay? 329 00:14:07,971 --> 00:14:10,283 Where's my dad? 330 00:14:10,307 --> 00:14:12,118 Can I please go sit with him? 331 00:14:12,142 --> 00:14:13,687 He shouldn't be alone out there. 332 00:14:13,711 --> 00:14:16,856 We have contacted your wife, and she is on her way, okay? 333 00:14:16,880 --> 00:14:18,624 It was supposed to be a father-and-son weekend. 334 00:14:18,648 --> 00:14:20,359 Fishing, camping out by Deception Bay. 335 00:14:20,383 --> 00:14:22,228 - I don't know what happened. - Maybe you passed out. 336 00:14:22,252 --> 00:14:23,930 Your oxygen levels are very low. 337 00:14:23,954 --> 00:14:25,364 How long have you had shortness of breath? 338 00:14:25,388 --> 00:14:27,099 It... It's nothing. 339 00:14:27,123 --> 00:14:28,334 Okay, let's do an X-ray, please? 340 00:14:28,358 --> 00:14:29,902 - No! No X-ray! - Hey. 341 00:14:29,926 --> 00:14:31,537 Look, I'm fine. 342 00:14:31,561 --> 00:14:33,306 Relieved that me and Danny are alive. 343 00:14:33,330 --> 00:14:34,406 Could you please let me out of here 344 00:14:34,430 --> 00:14:35,942 so I can try to salvage this weeken... 345 00:14:39,669 --> 00:14:42,982 I, uh... I saw your tattoo. Bassett Infantry? 346 00:14:43,006 --> 00:14:44,750 - 3rd generation, Bassett Infantry. - Mm. 347 00:14:44,774 --> 00:14:45,784 You? 348 00:14:45,808 --> 00:14:47,419 Army trauma surgeon, two tours Iraq. 349 00:14:47,443 --> 00:14:48,787 Two tours Afghanistan, 350 00:14:48,811 --> 00:14:52,023 one Jordan, one Djibouti, two Iraq. 351 00:14:52,047 --> 00:14:53,492 And I've never been to Vancouver. 352 00:14:53,516 --> 00:14:55,260 Well, sounds like you need a new travel agent. 353 00:15:02,057 --> 00:15:03,402 Let's put him on high-flow O2. 354 00:15:03,426 --> 00:15:05,937 Let's push 50 of fentanyl, and somebody page Altman! 355 00:15:05,961 --> 00:15:07,706 We're gonna get him up to CT! 356 00:15:07,730 --> 00:15:09,007 Okay? 357 00:15:11,233 --> 00:15:13,166 Okay. 358 00:15:13,453 --> 00:15:15,398 Dr. Krause, hi. 359 00:15:15,422 --> 00:15:17,367 Winston Ndugu, cardiothoracic surgery. 360 00:15:17,391 --> 00:15:19,008 - Do you have a minute? - Barely. 361 00:15:19,032 --> 00:15:20,069 I've been drowning in cases. 362 00:15:20,093 --> 00:15:21,737 My patients put off seeing me for months, 363 00:15:21,761 --> 00:15:23,273 and now I'm dealing with the backlog. 364 00:15:23,297 --> 00:15:24,974 - What can I do for you? - Yeah, I'm consulting 365 00:15:24,998 --> 00:15:26,509 on your patient Rashida Flowers. 366 00:15:26,533 --> 00:15:28,411 She mentioned that she's not on the transplant list. 367 00:15:28,435 --> 00:15:30,079 Yeah. Rashida, she's been through a lot. 368 00:15:30,103 --> 00:15:32,882 Unfortunately, she doesn't fit the transplant criteria. 369 00:15:32,906 --> 00:15:34,350 But Rashida's renal function tests 370 00:15:34,374 --> 00:15:36,018 seem to make her a prime candidate. 371 00:15:36,042 --> 00:15:38,120 Well, you would think, but Rashida's eGFR is high. 372 00:15:38,144 --> 00:15:40,322 It's over 20, disqualifying her from the list. 373 00:15:40,346 --> 00:15:41,823 - Estimated. - I'm sorry? 374 00:15:41,847 --> 00:15:43,958 It's an estimated number of what her kidney function should be, 375 00:15:43,982 --> 00:15:45,460 - not what it really is. - Dr. Ndugu, 376 00:15:45,484 --> 00:15:48,096 the eGFR is the standard clinical formula, 377 00:15:48,120 --> 00:15:50,265 used in the field for the past 20 years. 378 00:15:50,289 --> 00:15:52,601 It's what we use to determine care and qualification 379 00:15:52,625 --> 00:15:53,868 of kidney transplant. 380 00:15:53,892 --> 00:15:56,004 A transplant could save her from having to need dialysis 381 00:15:56,028 --> 00:15:57,573 in the first place, which we both know 382 00:15:57,597 --> 00:15:58,740 has high mortality rates, 383 00:15:58,764 --> 00:15:59,974 especially in the first three months. 384 00:15:59,998 --> 00:16:02,377 I'm aware, but Rashida just doesn't qualify. 385 00:16:02,401 --> 00:16:04,446 And believe me, I hate that, 386 00:16:04,470 --> 00:16:06,348 at least as much as you do. 387 00:16:13,346 --> 00:16:15,557 So, what if we fail? 388 00:16:15,581 --> 00:16:17,092 How do we know you'll even survive it? 389 00:16:17,116 --> 00:16:18,359 I think we can both agree 390 00:16:18,383 --> 00:16:21,464 that you learn more in the attempt than the outcome. 391 00:16:22,087 --> 00:16:25,676 And I am under no delusion about how risky it is. 392 00:16:26,625 --> 00:16:28,302 But what's life without risk? 393 00:16:28,326 --> 00:16:29,514 Meredith? 394 00:16:30,028 --> 00:16:31,706 Meredith. 395 00:16:32,965 --> 00:16:35,176 Is this that robot arm that does cell culture? 396 00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:37,678 It is. And please don't touch it. 397 00:16:37,702 --> 00:16:40,314 Dr. Grey, Dr. Shepherd, please meet Dr. Kai Bartley, 398 00:16:40,338 --> 00:16:43,651 a neuroscientist who accepted an offer they couldn't refuse. 399 00:16:43,675 --> 00:16:44,753 It's great to meet you. 400 00:16:44,777 --> 00:16:46,587 I've been reading your stem cell research. 401 00:16:46,611 --> 00:16:48,123 Which is brilliant. 402 00:16:48,147 --> 00:16:49,624 I've been following it for years. 403 00:16:49,648 --> 00:16:52,426 Um, they were at Hopkins a couple years behind me. 404 00:16:52,450 --> 00:16:55,596 Um, o-okay. When you inject the cells into the brain, 405 00:16:55,620 --> 00:16:57,765 what about the risk of the cells developing tumors? 406 00:16:57,789 --> 00:17:00,401 That very question stalled my research for two years. 407 00:17:00,425 --> 00:17:01,802 But once I teamed up with David... 408 00:17:01,826 --> 00:17:03,371 Once they took my funding. 409 00:17:03,395 --> 00:17:05,239 I uncovered a Chinese herbal compound 410 00:17:05,263 --> 00:17:08,409 that completely removes the undifferentiated cells. 411 00:17:08,433 --> 00:17:10,378 That's amazing. They're amazing. 412 00:17:10,402 --> 00:17:11,445 Excuse me, I have a conference call. 413 00:17:11,469 --> 00:17:12,713 But we'll talk more later? 414 00:17:12,737 --> 00:17:14,315 - Great to meet you. - Thank you, Dr. Bartley. 415 00:17:14,339 --> 00:17:15,883 Thank you, David. 416 00:17:15,907 --> 00:17:17,385 So? 417 00:17:17,409 --> 00:17:18,586 What do you... 418 00:17:18,610 --> 00:17:20,288 Yes. All the yeses. 419 00:17:20,312 --> 00:17:23,090 An opportunity to impact Parkinson's, change the world, 420 00:17:23,114 --> 00:17:24,625 with this equipment and this team? 421 00:17:24,649 --> 00:17:26,994 I am... I'm in. 422 00:17:27,018 --> 00:17:28,628 Dr. Grey? 423 00:17:28,652 --> 00:17:30,264 Just say yes. 424 00:17:38,432 --> 00:17:39,665 Hey. 425 00:17:41,368 --> 00:17:43,647 Should we shelve the Elsa costume? 426 00:17:43,671 --> 00:17:46,316 - What? - You know, put Leo in more... 427 00:17:46,340 --> 00:17:48,473 T-shirts and jeans? 428 00:17:49,260 --> 00:17:50,720 Just, is that the right parenting move? 429 00:17:50,744 --> 00:17:52,489 - Did something happen? - No, I just... 430 00:17:52,513 --> 00:17:54,123 You know, none of the other kids at daycare 431 00:17:54,147 --> 00:17:56,392 are wearing costumes, so I just... 432 00:17:57,351 --> 00:17:59,596 What do we got? MVC with no visible trauma. 433 00:17:59,620 --> 00:18:01,964 A young vet who did several tours in Iraq. 434 00:18:01,988 --> 00:18:04,434 He has finger clubbing, cyanosis, dyspnea. 435 00:18:04,458 --> 00:18:06,202 He coughed up blood when he was downstairs. 436 00:18:06,226 --> 00:18:07,869 His chest X-ray does not look good. 437 00:18:07,893 --> 00:18:11,073 And I'm thinking it's some kind of respiratory illness. 438 00:18:11,097 --> 00:18:12,974 Are you sure nothing happened? 439 00:18:15,067 --> 00:18:17,646 Oh, my God. Owen... 440 00:18:19,071 --> 00:18:21,350 His lungs look like a war zone. 441 00:18:24,644 --> 00:18:26,288 Is Pierce taking a job in Boston? 442 00:18:26,312 --> 00:18:27,423 Is that why you paged me? 443 00:18:27,447 --> 00:18:29,391 Because if I lose one more surgeon... 444 00:18:29,415 --> 00:18:31,260 No, her dad is having hip surgery. 445 00:18:31,284 --> 00:18:32,628 Oh. 446 00:18:32,652 --> 00:18:34,129 Well, now I feel badly. 447 00:18:34,153 --> 00:18:36,098 Uh, Chief, I have a patient, 34, 448 00:18:36,122 --> 00:18:38,534 Black woman with chronic kidney disease from diabetes. 449 00:18:38,558 --> 00:18:39,867 She hasn't been able to get on dialysis 450 00:18:39,891 --> 00:18:41,168 due to a clotting disorder. 451 00:18:41,192 --> 00:18:42,503 A candidate for transplant? 452 00:18:42,527 --> 00:18:44,472 Well, her eGFR is too high, 453 00:18:44,496 --> 00:18:46,140 according to her nephrologist. 454 00:18:46,164 --> 00:18:47,642 But look. 455 00:18:47,666 --> 00:18:49,310 Here's another patient on the transplant list. 456 00:18:49,334 --> 00:18:52,547 Almost the same age, weight, and health profile to my patient. 457 00:18:52,571 --> 00:18:55,916 The only real differentiating factor is that they're white. 458 00:18:55,940 --> 00:18:57,685 So their eGFR measures lower, 459 00:18:57,709 --> 00:19:00,255 making them better transplant candidates. 460 00:19:00,279 --> 00:19:02,390 When the estimated GFR was developed, 461 00:19:02,414 --> 00:19:05,960 it was assumed that Black people have higher muscle mass. 462 00:19:05,984 --> 00:19:07,995 It added a multiplier to account for that assumption, 463 00:19:08,019 --> 00:19:10,197 which then increases a Black patient's GFR 464 00:19:10,221 --> 00:19:12,333 and registers them as having less severe disease 465 00:19:12,357 --> 00:19:13,433 than other people. 466 00:19:13,457 --> 00:19:15,802 Making them ineligible for transplants. 467 00:19:15,826 --> 00:19:16,903 How does this even happen? 468 00:19:16,927 --> 00:19:18,538 Stems from a long line 469 00:19:18,562 --> 00:19:20,274 of "assumptions" about Black people 470 00:19:20,298 --> 00:19:22,542 that have snaked their way into medicine... 471 00:19:22,566 --> 00:19:25,812 You know, that we have a higher tolerance for pain... 472 00:19:25,836 --> 00:19:28,382 ... different bone density, lower lung capacity. 473 00:19:28,406 --> 00:19:32,619 And yet these assumptions still exist in clinical formulas. 474 00:19:32,643 --> 00:19:36,923 I-I never even stopped to think about the eGFR. 475 00:19:36,947 --> 00:19:38,958 Is there any way around it, Chief? 476 00:19:38,982 --> 00:19:41,127 Uh, can I write an appeal to the transplant board? 477 00:19:41,151 --> 00:19:42,329 That only works 478 00:19:42,353 --> 00:19:45,766 if the patient qualifies for medically urgent status. 479 00:19:45,790 --> 00:19:48,067 Rashida might not have that kind of time. 480 00:19:48,091 --> 00:19:50,603 There's a lot of Rashidas, though. 481 00:19:52,962 --> 00:19:54,969 Fight for them, too. 482 00:19:57,967 --> 00:20:00,112 The IR suite is ready for us. 483 00:20:04,016 --> 00:20:06,428 Sergeant Young, this is Dr. Teddy Altman. 484 00:20:06,452 --> 00:20:07,696 Major Teddy Altman. 485 00:20:07,720 --> 00:20:09,598 - Where's Danny? - He's with Dr. Hayes. 486 00:20:09,622 --> 00:20:11,767 He's fine, but we need to do a head CT just to be sure. 487 00:20:11,791 --> 00:20:14,536 Your scans reveal severe scarring in both your lungs. 488 00:20:14,560 --> 00:20:15,737 We'd like to admit you and... 489 00:20:15,761 --> 00:20:18,506 I have pulmonary fibrosis. 490 00:20:18,530 --> 00:20:19,942 Mystery solved. 491 00:20:19,966 --> 00:20:23,045 That's why I didn't want any work-ups, no treatments. 492 00:20:23,069 --> 00:20:24,813 I know what I have, and I know there's no cure. 493 00:20:24,837 --> 00:20:26,981 Just a crap-ton of different ways to the poor house. 494 00:20:27,005 --> 00:20:28,716 When were you diagnosed, Sergeant? 495 00:20:28,740 --> 00:20:29,951 About a year ago. 496 00:20:29,975 --> 00:20:32,187 I started coughing after the second Iraq tour. 497 00:20:32,211 --> 00:20:33,488 I couldn't shake it. 498 00:20:33,512 --> 00:20:36,510 I started hearing from buddies about the burn pits, 499 00:20:37,149 --> 00:20:40,395 how they were linked to all these cancers 500 00:20:40,419 --> 00:20:41,629 and mystery illnesses. 501 00:20:41,653 --> 00:20:43,531 The VA's gotta cover these conditions. 502 00:20:44,856 --> 00:20:46,101 Barely. 503 00:20:46,125 --> 00:20:48,035 They just started covering stuff like asthma. 504 00:20:48,059 --> 00:20:49,537 But I haven't heard of a single vet 505 00:20:49,561 --> 00:20:51,406 who's been covered for conditions like mine. 506 00:20:51,430 --> 00:20:53,208 All kinds of ways to twist it 507 00:20:53,232 --> 00:20:55,376 so you can't prove it was service-related. 508 00:20:55,400 --> 00:20:57,745 Cherry on top? I lost my job at the seafood plant 509 00:20:57,769 --> 00:20:59,914 'cause I was too weak to finish my shift. 510 00:20:59,938 --> 00:21:03,951 So I got no insurance, no job, and a stack of medical bills. 511 00:21:03,975 --> 00:21:06,052 - Sergeant, look... - Please, just call me Noah. 512 00:21:06,076 --> 00:21:08,422 Noah, would you sit down with one of our pulmonologists? 513 00:21:08,446 --> 00:21:11,658 We'll redo your workup, and we will get you in for some tests 514 00:21:11,682 --> 00:21:13,160 so that we can start some treatments... 515 00:21:13,184 --> 00:21:15,895 Pass. No tests, no treatments. 516 00:21:15,919 --> 00:21:19,233 Nothing against you guys, but whatever time I have left, 517 00:21:19,257 --> 00:21:21,323 I'd like to spend it with my son. 518 00:21:22,660 --> 00:21:24,971 - Move. That's four. - I know, I know, I know! 519 00:21:24,995 --> 00:21:26,540 Pop these balloons, Tseng! Come on! 520 00:21:26,564 --> 00:21:28,242 If you lose to a second-year, 521 00:21:28,266 --> 00:21:29,876 you're cleaning the bathroom for six months! 522 00:21:29,900 --> 00:21:31,878 - Get away from me! - Endoscopic proficiency 523 00:21:31,902 --> 00:21:33,413 is just as important as speed. 524 00:21:33,437 --> 00:21:35,782 One slip could mean you've perforated a colon. 525 00:21:35,806 --> 00:21:36,882 20 seconds! 526 00:21:36,906 --> 00:21:39,218 - Yes, yes, yes! - One more. 527 00:21:39,242 --> 00:21:40,719 What category are they on? 528 00:21:40,743 --> 00:21:42,054 - Endoscopy. - Mm. 529 00:21:42,078 --> 00:21:43,222 It's a trash fire. 530 00:21:43,246 --> 00:21:44,657 - Mnh-mnh. - You're a resident now. 531 00:21:44,681 --> 00:21:45,891 Sleep when you can, eat when you can. 532 00:21:45,915 --> 00:21:47,893 Nah, I'm on the scut diet. 533 00:21:47,917 --> 00:21:49,162 Rectal exams? 534 00:21:49,186 --> 00:21:50,329 Vaginas. 535 00:21:50,353 --> 00:21:51,531 Right. Pink. 536 00:21:52,789 --> 00:21:53,832 The scrubs! 537 00:21:55,559 --> 00:21:57,670 I found a strawberry in my patient. 538 00:21:57,694 --> 00:21:59,272 Back in med school, 539 00:21:59,296 --> 00:22:01,474 I found a yam. 20 bucks on Tseng. 540 00:22:01,498 --> 00:22:03,142 - Okay, I'll take Helm. - Come on, come on, come on! 541 00:22:03,166 --> 00:22:04,777 - Go, go! - Taryn, it's right there, 542 00:22:04,801 --> 00:22:05,878 it's right there, it's right there! 543 00:22:05,902 --> 00:22:07,380 Go, go, go! Come on, come on, come on! 544 00:22:07,404 --> 00:22:09,214 Go, go. 545 00:22:10,573 --> 00:22:12,885 - Done! - Finished, finished. Me. 546 00:22:12,909 --> 00:22:14,086 It's Tseng. 547 00:22:19,048 --> 00:22:21,716 Today's winner of the competition... 548 00:22:25,354 --> 00:22:28,233 Schmitt, you will be flying solo today. 549 00:22:28,257 --> 00:22:30,368 I won. I won, I won! 550 00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:32,136 I won! Oh! 551 00:22:32,160 --> 00:22:34,038 Of course he won. There was no actual blood. 552 00:22:34,062 --> 00:22:35,907 Oh, come on! Wait, wait. What's the... What's the... 553 00:22:35,931 --> 00:22:37,475 What's the surgery? 554 00:22:37,499 --> 00:22:39,311 - Find anything good? - Wilson did. 555 00:22:39,335 --> 00:22:43,114 Ex-lap on foreign-body extraction. 556 00:22:43,138 --> 00:22:44,482 Yes! Oww! 557 00:22:44,506 --> 00:22:45,584 Get it, get it! 558 00:22:45,608 --> 00:22:46,818 Oww! 559 00:22:46,842 --> 00:22:49,254 Yes! 560 00:22:49,278 --> 00:22:50,488 I love you! 561 00:22:53,215 --> 00:22:55,493 Hmm, let's think. 562 00:22:55,517 --> 00:22:59,431 Deep pockets, unlimited time, space, 563 00:22:59,455 --> 00:23:01,165 Kai Bartley's groundbreaking research, 564 00:23:01,189 --> 00:23:03,667 and a chance at curing a neurodegenerative disease. 565 00:23:03,691 --> 00:23:04,869 You're forgetting about the part 566 00:23:04,893 --> 00:23:07,371 where we have kids who need stability. 567 00:23:07,395 --> 00:23:09,941 And I have a job that I love that I just got back to. 568 00:23:09,965 --> 00:23:11,209 I don't want to abandon them. 569 00:23:11,233 --> 00:23:12,877 We're not abandoning anyone. 570 00:23:12,901 --> 00:23:14,912 We're revolutionizing medicine, 571 00:23:14,936 --> 00:23:17,581 and that's a great example to set for our kids. 572 00:23:17,605 --> 00:23:20,351 And Grey-Sloan, they're gonna be proud 573 00:23:20,375 --> 00:23:22,653 to have us be part of something so high-profile. 574 00:23:22,677 --> 00:23:25,757 Exactly. If this surgery works, it's huge. 575 00:23:25,781 --> 00:23:28,760 If it doesn't, we've killed an incredible surgeon 576 00:23:28,784 --> 00:23:30,895 and set the research back years. 577 00:23:30,919 --> 00:23:32,630 Give us more credit than that, Meredith. 578 00:23:32,654 --> 00:23:34,098 You asked me here for my opinion. 579 00:23:34,122 --> 00:23:36,167 I'm saying yes. 580 00:23:36,191 --> 00:23:40,704 Because people with Parkinson's need more than just hope. 581 00:23:47,034 --> 00:23:49,946 Is this her last possible access port for dialysis? 582 00:23:49,970 --> 00:23:52,816 It is. We need to pull back the catheter just a bit. 583 00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:55,152 What about transhepatic or translumbar access? 584 00:23:55,176 --> 00:23:57,187 It'd be too dangerous, given her clotting disorder. 585 00:23:57,211 --> 00:23:59,423 Fluoro. This isn't how medicine should work. 586 00:23:59,447 --> 00:24:01,825 Anybody who needs life-saving care should get it. 587 00:24:01,849 --> 00:24:03,248 Heparinized saline. 588 00:24:04,419 --> 00:24:06,697 What if this port clots off and she loses it? 589 00:24:06,721 --> 00:24:08,165 You tell me. 590 00:24:08,189 --> 00:24:11,001 Waste will build up in her blood, leading to uremia, 591 00:24:11,025 --> 00:24:14,037 and her organs will start to shut down, one after the other. 592 00:24:17,631 --> 00:24:19,709 Secure the catheter with stitches on the wings and shaft. 593 00:24:19,733 --> 00:24:21,132 Get a chest X-ray. 594 00:24:22,336 --> 00:24:23,913 Where are you going? 595 00:24:23,937 --> 00:24:25,670 To get her a kidney. 596 00:24:30,184 --> 00:24:32,362 You don't need to escort me off the premises. 597 00:24:32,386 --> 00:24:34,740 That's not what I'm doing. 598 00:24:34,765 --> 00:24:36,276 Go home to your baby. 599 00:24:36,300 --> 00:24:37,444 I just wanted to make sure that 600 00:24:37,468 --> 00:24:39,179 I'm not being completely ridiculous 601 00:24:39,203 --> 00:24:41,148 for even entertaining this. 602 00:24:41,172 --> 00:24:42,449 No, you're being ridiculous 603 00:24:42,473 --> 00:24:44,484 because you haven't accepted the offer yet. 604 00:24:44,508 --> 00:24:47,287 I mean, we're talking about curing Parkinson's, Meredith. 605 00:24:47,311 --> 00:24:49,256 Parkinson's. I mean, what is the matter with you? 606 00:24:49,280 --> 00:24:53,125 This... This famous surgeon is basically throwing money at us 607 00:24:53,149 --> 00:24:56,896 to play with the most innovative equipment in the world. 608 00:24:56,920 --> 00:24:59,565 And not only that, he wants to give us his diseased brain 609 00:24:59,589 --> 00:25:00,699 as a testing ground! 610 00:25:00,723 --> 00:25:02,835 I mean, when you started your career, 611 00:25:02,859 --> 00:25:04,103 you wanted to go into neuro. 612 00:25:04,127 --> 00:25:06,339 This is your chance to get back to that. 613 00:25:06,363 --> 00:25:08,975 I mean, maybe this is what you're supposed to do. 614 00:25:08,999 --> 00:25:10,142 What we're supposed to do. 615 00:25:10,166 --> 00:25:13,746 And I-I... I cannot, for the life of me, understand 616 00:25:13,770 --> 00:25:16,249 why you would walk away from something like this. I... 617 00:25:18,741 --> 00:25:20,019 So don't. 618 00:25:22,145 --> 00:25:23,822 I will see you at home. 619 00:25:31,821 --> 00:25:33,499 I inserted Rashida's access point. 620 00:25:33,523 --> 00:25:35,200 Great. Thanks. 621 00:25:35,224 --> 00:25:37,068 Rashida needs to be on the transplant list. 622 00:25:37,092 --> 00:25:39,705 We found six cases of patients with similar clinical profiles, 623 00:25:39,729 --> 00:25:41,006 who are on the list. 624 00:25:41,030 --> 00:25:42,941 The only major difference is that these patients are white. 625 00:25:42,965 --> 00:25:44,209 Are those cases patients of mine? 626 00:25:44,233 --> 00:25:45,544 A few. 627 00:25:45,568 --> 00:25:48,079 There's got to be more to it than that. The patients' eGFR... 628 00:25:48,103 --> 00:25:50,081 Yeah, their eGFR is lower, which makes them eligible, 629 00:25:50,105 --> 00:25:51,349 but that's only because 630 00:25:51,373 --> 00:25:53,685 the formula unjustifiably uses race as a factor. 631 00:25:53,709 --> 00:25:54,820 Dr. Krause, we all know 632 00:25:54,844 --> 00:25:56,388 race doesn't play a role in kidney function. 633 00:25:56,412 --> 00:25:57,890 - Dr. Ndugu... - I know, you're busy, 634 00:25:57,914 --> 00:25:59,757 but if you look at Rashida's eGFR 635 00:25:59,781 --> 00:26:01,091 without accounting for her race, 636 00:26:01,115 --> 00:26:03,461 she falls below the criterion of 20. 637 00:26:03,485 --> 00:26:06,431 I don't understand. The eGFR is the field's standard. 638 00:26:06,455 --> 00:26:08,332 It's a tried and true formula. 639 00:26:08,356 --> 00:26:10,734 Yes. And it's time we start questioning our standards. 640 00:26:11,960 --> 00:26:14,104 Look, I have clinic right now, but I'll look into it. 641 00:26:14,128 --> 00:26:16,240 Rashida doesn't have other options for a dialysis port 642 00:26:16,264 --> 00:26:17,575 - if this one fails. - I hear you. 643 00:26:17,599 --> 00:26:20,144 I'll look into it, Dr. Ndugu. Thank you. 644 00:26:23,037 --> 00:26:25,349 Robin Jeter, 23, abdominal pain. 645 00:26:25,373 --> 00:26:28,586 X-ray shows a lodged crystal causing intestinal obstruction. 646 00:26:28,610 --> 00:26:31,422 I think you mean to say intestinal stone. 647 00:26:31,446 --> 00:26:33,057 - No, I don't. - No, she didn't. 648 00:26:33,081 --> 00:26:34,391 It's a yoni egg. 649 00:26:34,415 --> 00:26:37,057 - Amethyst, specifically. - Uh... 650 00:26:37,082 --> 00:26:38,693 It's... It's... It's a crystal egg 651 00:26:38,717 --> 00:26:41,496 that is typically inserted into the vagin... 652 00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:42,930 - Got it. - Huh? 653 00:26:42,954 --> 00:26:46,000 Uh, I was doing a ritual I saw on social media 654 00:26:46,024 --> 00:26:48,936 that was supposed to bring love and healing into your life. 655 00:26:48,960 --> 00:26:51,673 But, um, I was doing it so fast, I mixed it all up. 656 00:26:51,697 --> 00:26:53,408 I was supposed to eat the strawberry 657 00:26:53,432 --> 00:26:55,443 and insert the yoni egg. 658 00:26:55,467 --> 00:26:57,867 What did you do with the strawberry? 659 00:26:59,971 --> 00:27:03,551 Oh. Uh, I-I see. Um. 660 00:27:05,143 --> 00:27:07,655 Oh! Right. I'm up. 661 00:27:07,679 --> 00:27:09,256 Hello, Robin. I'm Dr. Schmitt. 662 00:27:09,280 --> 00:27:12,959 I'll be doing your surgery today, uh, to remove, 663 00:27:12,983 --> 00:27:14,494 uh, the... 664 00:27:14,518 --> 00:27:15,529 - The... - Yoni egg. 665 00:27:15,553 --> 00:27:16,869 Mm-hmm. 666 00:27:17,688 --> 00:27:19,255 How old is he? 667 00:27:20,725 --> 00:27:22,669 Yeah, these symptoms sound familiar. 668 00:27:22,693 --> 00:27:25,339 I have treated dozens of soldiers exposed to burn pits. 669 00:27:25,363 --> 00:27:27,006 What are burn pits? 670 00:27:27,030 --> 00:27:31,311 Electronics, plastics, soiled uniforms, human waste. 671 00:27:31,335 --> 00:27:33,347 Douse it all with some jet fuel, light it with a match, 672 00:27:33,371 --> 00:27:35,949 then fwoosh... I mean, what could possibly go wrong? 673 00:27:35,973 --> 00:27:37,651 I mean, some of these men have illnesses 674 00:27:37,675 --> 00:27:38,918 that we haven't even named yet. 675 00:27:38,942 --> 00:27:40,554 Others are in pain 24/7. 676 00:27:40,578 --> 00:27:41,955 They get nowhere with the VA. 677 00:27:41,979 --> 00:27:43,456 The guy did six tours of service. 678 00:27:43,480 --> 00:27:45,358 To protect us. 679 00:27:45,382 --> 00:27:46,626 Never questioning, never complaining. 680 00:27:46,650 --> 00:27:48,261 He just answered the call, 681 00:27:48,285 --> 00:27:49,562 and we need to do the same for him. 682 00:27:49,586 --> 00:27:50,863 Tomorrow, I'm gonna go down to the VA. 683 00:27:50,887 --> 00:27:52,131 I'm gonna demand answers. 684 00:27:52,155 --> 00:27:54,333 Okay, so after you defeat the US military, 685 00:27:54,357 --> 00:27:56,318 maybe grab some lunch, and then take on Putin? 686 00:27:57,360 --> 00:27:58,904 - How's his kid? - Danny's gonna be fine. 687 00:27:58,928 --> 00:28:01,705 Head CT was clear. He can be discharged later today. 688 00:28:02,098 --> 00:28:04,943 Maybe Avery can help Noah through the foundation. 689 00:28:04,967 --> 00:28:07,780 He'll be dead before we even line up the votes on the board. 690 00:28:07,804 --> 00:28:09,181 We can't save Noah. 691 00:28:09,205 --> 00:28:11,651 He just needs immediate medical care just to be comfortable. 692 00:28:11,675 --> 00:28:14,553 And we can give him that. We'll figure out the details later. 693 00:28:14,577 --> 00:28:17,156 Look at you two, breaking rules and saving lives. 694 00:28:17,180 --> 00:28:19,291 Aren't you glad I got you to tie that knot? 695 00:28:27,489 --> 00:28:29,334 - What happened? - Her sats dropped, 696 00:28:29,358 --> 00:28:32,103 and her face and neck keep swelling more and more. 697 00:28:32,127 --> 00:28:34,105 Superior vena cava syndrome. 698 00:28:34,129 --> 00:28:36,541 The catheter must have blocked her SVC entirely. 699 00:28:36,565 --> 00:28:38,910 - I'm taking it out. - Can we take her back to the IR suite 700 00:28:38,934 --> 00:28:40,511 - and reposition it? - No. 701 00:28:40,535 --> 00:28:42,279 How else would she get dialysis? 702 00:28:42,303 --> 00:28:43,747 - She wouldn't. - Dr. Ndugu... 703 00:28:43,771 --> 00:28:45,482 She's already clotted off multiple access points. 704 00:28:45,506 --> 00:28:46,950 Who's to say it wouldn't happen again? 705 00:28:46,974 --> 00:28:48,519 Page Dr. Krause! 706 00:28:53,118 --> 00:28:56,960 It's fine. Everyone's watching. That's what happens. 707 00:28:56,985 --> 00:28:59,197 People watch, you screw up, 708 00:28:59,221 --> 00:29:02,267 and then you quit and go find a rock to hide under. 709 00:29:05,194 --> 00:29:06,638 You ready? 710 00:29:07,729 --> 00:29:08,939 Scalpel. 711 00:29:52,607 --> 00:29:55,920 - Nice extraction, Schmitt. - Thank you. 712 00:29:55,944 --> 00:29:57,588 3-0 chromic, please. 713 00:30:14,228 --> 00:30:15,772 Doppler. 714 00:30:15,796 --> 00:30:17,073 Relax, Schmitt. 715 00:30:17,097 --> 00:30:19,342 If you're calm, everyone else is calm. 716 00:30:26,306 --> 00:30:28,051 Oh, this can't happen. 717 00:30:28,075 --> 00:30:30,186 Come on, come on, come on, come on. Think. 718 00:30:30,210 --> 00:30:32,455 You can do this. Think. 719 00:30:36,583 --> 00:30:37,926 I'm turning the speaker on. 720 00:30:37,950 --> 00:30:39,661 Help him out, people. 721 00:30:39,685 --> 00:30:41,997 Are you getting a good signal from the adjacent segments? 722 00:30:42,021 --> 00:30:43,866 Yes, both sides. 723 00:30:43,890 --> 00:30:45,768 Resect that segment. Do a hand-sewn... 724 00:30:45,792 --> 00:30:47,102 End to end anastomosis. 725 00:30:47,126 --> 00:30:48,503 Uh, stapler. 726 00:30:52,331 --> 00:30:54,309 To close, start bringing the bowel together 727 00:30:54,333 --> 00:30:56,344 with a vicryl suture, coming around the corner 728 00:30:56,368 --> 00:30:58,247 - with a Connell stitch and... - And a 3 millimeter gap 729 00:30:58,271 --> 00:30:59,848 between every two sutures. 730 00:30:59,872 --> 00:31:00,983 Got it. 731 00:31:01,007 --> 00:31:02,617 Suction, Taryn... 732 00:31:02,641 --> 00:31:03,641 Dr. Helm. 733 00:31:14,519 --> 00:31:15,596 What happened? 734 00:31:15,620 --> 00:31:17,265 There was a complication from the catheter, 735 00:31:17,289 --> 00:31:19,133 - so I had to remove it. - So you'll reinsert it? 736 00:31:19,157 --> 00:31:21,669 I won't. And because we couldn't gain access for dialysis, 737 00:31:21,693 --> 00:31:24,638 Rashida needs to be placed on the transplant list immediately. 738 00:31:24,662 --> 00:31:26,007 Rashida's been my patient for months. 739 00:31:26,031 --> 00:31:27,275 These aren't your decisions to make. 740 00:31:27,299 --> 00:31:28,876 Except that now she's also my patient. 741 00:31:28,900 --> 00:31:32,046 And she has suffered from multiple unnecessary procedures, 742 00:31:32,070 --> 00:31:33,580 so I'm not putting her through even more. 743 00:31:33,604 --> 00:31:34,682 This is not protocol. 744 00:31:34,706 --> 00:31:37,351 It's not. It's a life. 745 00:31:37,375 --> 00:31:38,820 Rashida's. 746 00:31:43,281 --> 00:31:44,358 Even if we list her, 747 00:31:44,382 --> 00:31:46,627 we don't know when a kidney will come through. 748 00:31:46,651 --> 00:31:49,063 It'll come faster than if we didn't. 749 00:31:50,855 --> 00:31:53,166 Oh, Hayes, uh, I'm looking for Danny and Noah. 750 00:31:53,190 --> 00:31:55,101 Uh, they left. 751 00:31:55,125 --> 00:31:58,205 What do you mean they left? I didn't discharge Noah. 752 00:31:58,229 --> 00:31:59,539 No, but I discharged his son, 753 00:31:59,563 --> 00:32:02,309 and he said he wanted to go home with him. 754 00:32:02,333 --> 00:32:04,410 So you just let him go? Without asking me? 755 00:32:04,434 --> 00:32:06,012 He said he declined all further testing, 756 00:32:06,036 --> 00:32:07,981 and then he signed an AMA. 757 00:32:08,005 --> 00:32:09,682 He has severe fibrosis in both lungs. 758 00:32:09,706 --> 00:32:12,319 He needs supplementary oxygen, a full pulmonary workup, 759 00:32:12,343 --> 00:32:13,753 an evaluation by a specialist, 760 00:32:13,777 --> 00:32:15,322 and we're gonna need to do more studies, okay, 761 00:32:15,346 --> 00:32:17,757 - if we're gonna... - Hunt, he's terminal. 762 00:32:17,781 --> 00:32:19,759 You know that, I know that, 763 00:32:19,783 --> 00:32:21,561 Noah knows that, and he's accepted that. 764 00:32:21,585 --> 00:32:22,863 - Hayes, just... - Which is very difficult to do 765 00:32:22,887 --> 00:32:24,230 when you've got a little one at home. 766 00:32:24,254 --> 00:32:25,865 Believe me. 767 00:32:27,723 --> 00:32:29,534 All those things you want to do for him, they take time. 768 00:32:29,558 --> 00:32:31,570 They take energy. 769 00:32:31,594 --> 00:32:33,438 They're two things Noah wants to give his son right now 770 00:32:33,462 --> 00:32:35,941 while he still can. 771 00:32:35,965 --> 00:32:38,277 Look, I'm sorry I didn't ask you, 772 00:32:38,301 --> 00:32:40,445 but I'm not sorry I let him go. 773 00:33:00,723 --> 00:33:02,901 You look amazing. 774 00:33:02,925 --> 00:33:06,204 But, yeah, you may want to change. 775 00:33:09,398 --> 00:33:10,764 Sorry. 776 00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:13,266 It's okay. 777 00:33:17,173 --> 00:33:19,991 Listen. You hear that? 778 00:33:22,418 --> 00:33:24,820 - What? - Exactly. 779 00:33:25,621 --> 00:33:29,568 I mean, this right here, this is why I pulled back on my hours. 780 00:33:29,592 --> 00:33:34,205 I was... I was ignoring everything around me. 781 00:33:34,229 --> 00:33:35,407 You know? 782 00:33:35,431 --> 00:33:36,708 The perfect silence, 783 00:33:36,732 --> 00:33:38,777 the 2-mile hike through the woods behind my house, 784 00:33:38,801 --> 00:33:42,581 just sitting here, sitting, staring up at the stars. 785 00:33:44,807 --> 00:33:47,051 I don't stargaze much. 786 00:33:47,075 --> 00:33:48,487 I'm sorry, since when? 787 00:33:48,511 --> 00:33:49,554 Since ever. 788 00:33:49,578 --> 00:33:51,690 Ooh, we're gonna have so much fun. 789 00:33:51,714 --> 00:33:53,792 I've got so much to teach you. 790 00:33:57,251 --> 00:34:00,631 Hey, tell me about this, um, top-secret project. 791 00:34:00,655 --> 00:34:02,833 Well, If I told you, it wouldn't be top-secret. 792 00:34:02,857 --> 00:34:04,368 Fine. Tell me one thing. 793 00:34:04,392 --> 00:34:07,304 You really struggle with the concept of secrets. 794 00:34:07,328 --> 00:34:09,339 I guess I do. 795 00:34:11,766 --> 00:34:13,677 I'm scared to say yes. 796 00:34:13,701 --> 00:34:15,012 Hm. 797 00:34:15,036 --> 00:34:18,015 And I am very rarely scared. 798 00:34:22,844 --> 00:34:24,379 What are you scared of? 799 00:34:25,246 --> 00:34:26,746 Failure. 800 00:34:28,082 --> 00:34:31,528 This project will cost millions of dollars, 801 00:34:31,552 --> 00:34:34,030 will be very risky, 802 00:34:34,054 --> 00:34:36,866 win or lose, will eventually be written about. 803 00:34:36,890 --> 00:34:38,200 And I'm just not sure 804 00:34:38,224 --> 00:34:41,438 that I want the first thing that I do after surviving COVID 805 00:34:41,462 --> 00:34:43,105 to be a public failure. 806 00:34:43,129 --> 00:34:45,150 And I know that's my ego. 807 00:34:46,266 --> 00:34:49,345 I have a very comfortable situation in Seattle. 808 00:34:49,369 --> 00:34:51,614 I have safety. I have comfort. 809 00:34:51,638 --> 00:34:54,250 And now you're gonna trade all of that in. 810 00:34:54,274 --> 00:34:55,911 You're gonna risk it all. 811 00:34:56,610 --> 00:34:58,555 Listen, you're not a safety person, Meredith. 812 00:34:58,579 --> 00:35:00,490 You're not a comfort person. 813 00:35:00,514 --> 00:35:02,124 - It's not your nature. - How do you know? 814 00:35:02,148 --> 00:35:04,793 Because it's not mine, either. And it takes one to know one. 815 00:35:06,051 --> 00:35:08,897 You're gonna risk it all, and win or lose... 816 00:35:08,921 --> 00:35:11,500 it's gonna be a hell of a ride. 817 00:35:19,684 --> 00:35:22,678 I'm really sorry to say this, Rashida. 818 00:35:22,702 --> 00:35:25,524 We couldn't gain access for your dialysis. 819 00:35:26,739 --> 00:35:30,445 But... you're on the transplant list, Rashida. 820 00:35:32,644 --> 00:35:34,241 Wait, what? 821 00:35:35,414 --> 00:35:36,959 Are you serious? 822 00:35:36,983 --> 00:35:38,415 Yeah. 823 00:35:39,751 --> 00:35:42,062 Wow. 824 00:35:47,091 --> 00:35:48,736 I honestly never thought 825 00:35:48,760 --> 00:35:50,505 I would see this day. 826 00:35:50,529 --> 00:35:53,674 You're not just saving my life. 827 00:35:53,698 --> 00:35:55,345 You're changing it. 828 00:35:56,300 --> 00:35:58,640 I can go back to who I was. 829 00:35:59,671 --> 00:36:01,415 I don't know how to thank you. 830 00:36:03,274 --> 00:36:05,119 I can't wait to tell everyone. 831 00:36:05,143 --> 00:36:07,221 Oh, and, Dr. Ndugu, 832 00:36:07,245 --> 00:36:09,724 when my followers find out how you helped me... 833 00:36:09,748 --> 00:36:11,458 Are you single? 834 00:36:11,482 --> 00:36:12,859 I'm not. 835 00:36:12,883 --> 00:36:15,228 I'm actually married to another cardiothoracic surgeon 836 00:36:15,252 --> 00:36:17,330 at this hospital... Dr. Pierce. 837 00:36:17,354 --> 00:36:18,364 And she fly. 838 00:36:18,388 --> 00:36:19,432 - What? - Mm-hmm. 839 00:36:19,456 --> 00:36:20,800 A cute doctor couple? 840 00:36:20,824 --> 00:36:21,868 - Mm-hmm. - Okay! 841 00:36:21,892 --> 00:36:23,837 I gotta meet her ASAP. 842 00:36:23,861 --> 00:36:25,872 Ooh, have you guys ever thought about becoming influencers? 843 00:36:25,896 --> 00:36:27,674 The brands would come flocking. 844 00:36:27,698 --> 00:36:30,076 Influencers? For what? Health? 845 00:36:30,100 --> 00:36:32,111 Yeah, I mean, there are influencers for everything. 846 00:36:32,135 --> 00:36:34,480 Okay, movies, restaurants, plants. 847 00:36:34,504 --> 00:36:36,616 There are dog influencers, too. 848 00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:40,053 Mm-hmm. Biggie the Pug has 2 million followers. 849 00:36:40,077 --> 00:36:42,622 Ha! Come on. Okay. We gotta go live. 850 00:36:42,646 --> 00:36:43,657 Hey! 851 00:36:43,681 --> 00:36:45,491 - Hey. - Ah! 852 00:36:45,515 --> 00:36:47,626 I haven't seen them this happy in months. 853 00:36:47,650 --> 00:36:51,297 Helm's more thrilled than Schmitt. 854 00:36:51,321 --> 00:36:53,533 He let her keep the crystal. 855 00:36:53,557 --> 00:36:55,701 And you seem to be the happiest of them all. 856 00:36:55,725 --> 00:36:58,571 Feels good to be back, in front of them. 857 00:36:58,595 --> 00:37:01,607 Well, Dr. Wong gave me his retirement notice today. 858 00:37:01,631 --> 00:37:03,409 Dr. Wong? He used to be a student of mine. 859 00:37:03,433 --> 00:37:04,577 Is something wrong? 860 00:37:04,601 --> 00:37:06,312 Healthy as a horse. 861 00:37:06,336 --> 00:37:08,181 And it's getting worse, Richard. 862 00:37:08,205 --> 00:37:11,750 Every day, someone retires or quits or moves to Minnesota... 863 00:37:11,774 --> 00:37:13,286 We don't know if that's happening. 864 00:37:13,310 --> 00:37:16,289 Whether it's burnout or exhaustion 865 00:37:16,313 --> 00:37:18,023 or just needing a change, 866 00:37:18,047 --> 00:37:20,559 these residents aren't the only ones that need to reset. 867 00:37:20,583 --> 00:37:23,861 This whole hospital needs to remember why we're here. 868 00:37:23,885 --> 00:37:25,964 COVID took that from us. 869 00:37:25,988 --> 00:37:28,700 You know, remember when we used to have, like, pizza night 870 00:37:28,724 --> 00:37:31,403 and retreats, and... and residents would prank each other 871 00:37:31,427 --> 00:37:32,704 - and... - You hated that. 872 00:37:32,728 --> 00:37:34,172 But there was joy 873 00:37:34,196 --> 00:37:36,808 and the feeling that we were all in this together, 874 00:37:36,832 --> 00:37:38,543 for something bigger than ourselves. 875 00:37:38,567 --> 00:37:40,044 I want to make room for that. 876 00:37:40,068 --> 00:37:41,746 I want to make space for that again. 877 00:37:41,770 --> 00:37:46,351 You want people to remember the why. 878 00:37:46,375 --> 00:37:48,353 So do I. 879 00:37:51,180 --> 00:37:52,657 I got some ideas, Bailey. 880 00:37:54,782 --> 00:37:55,993 Big ones. 881 00:38:00,555 --> 00:38:04,668 ? And if that mockingbird don't sing ? 882 00:38:04,692 --> 00:38:08,539 ? Daddy's gonna buy you a diamond ring ? 883 00:38:08,563 --> 00:38:12,409 ? And if all of those rings don't work ? 884 00:38:12,433 --> 00:38:15,513 ? Daddy's gonna feel like a big old jerk ? 885 00:38:15,537 --> 00:38:19,783 Okay, you need to stop with the depressing lullabies. 886 00:38:19,807 --> 00:38:22,041 Put him to sleep. 887 00:38:24,779 --> 00:38:29,159 Link, I-I know that you are upset 888 00:38:29,183 --> 00:38:33,929 and sad and grieving the future you thought you had. 889 00:38:33,953 --> 00:38:36,232 Obviously, I have been there. 890 00:38:36,256 --> 00:38:38,156 And what did you do? 891 00:38:39,593 --> 00:38:43,961 I looked for joy anywhere that I could. 892 00:38:45,165 --> 00:38:48,611 Then along came OB... 893 00:38:48,635 --> 00:38:50,168 and Luna. 894 00:38:51,971 --> 00:38:56,553 I know that it sucks right now, but you're gonna be okay. 895 00:39:01,348 --> 00:39:04,993 Something did happen earlier with Leo. 896 00:39:05,017 --> 00:39:08,664 I-I-I thought a parent was being judgy about his Elsa costume, 897 00:39:08,688 --> 00:39:10,699 - so I-I confronted him. - Who was it? 898 00:39:10,723 --> 00:39:12,901 No, no one. He wasn't being judgy. 899 00:39:12,925 --> 00:39:16,238 I'm just... Owen, I'm worried. 900 00:39:16,262 --> 00:39:18,440 I... 901 00:39:18,464 --> 00:39:21,943 I-I want Leo to be okay in the world, 902 00:39:21,967 --> 00:39:25,180 and I'm... I'm... I'm worried, what if we... 903 00:39:25,204 --> 00:39:27,516 What if we let him be himself? 904 00:39:27,540 --> 00:39:30,952 I'm worried that the world won't be kind. 905 00:39:30,976 --> 00:39:32,787 I'm worried that it will be hard. 906 00:39:32,811 --> 00:39:35,657 I'm worried that people will be cruel. 907 00:39:36,882 --> 00:39:38,226 And maybe they will be. 908 00:39:40,184 --> 00:39:41,629 But we won't be. 909 00:39:41,653 --> 00:39:43,864 Leo's happy. Let's... 910 00:39:43,888 --> 00:39:45,533 Let's just let him be happy, okay? 911 00:39:45,557 --> 00:39:46,667 Okay. 912 00:39:46,691 --> 00:39:48,336 - Mommy! - Oh, there he is. 913 00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:49,704 - Hey! - Hey! 914 00:39:49,728 --> 00:39:52,072 Hey. How are you? 915 00:39:52,096 --> 00:39:53,974 Look what I got. 916 00:39:53,998 --> 00:39:56,877 - Whoa. - A new cape for Elsa, 917 00:39:56,901 --> 00:39:58,779 the Snow Queen. 918 00:39:58,803 --> 00:39:59,803 You like it? 919 00:39:59,804 --> 00:40:00,981 Yeah. 920 00:40:01,005 --> 00:40:02,483 I love it. 921 00:40:02,507 --> 00:40:04,518 Hi! 922 00:40:04,542 --> 00:40:05,586 - You got her? - Yeah. 923 00:40:05,610 --> 00:40:07,255 I'll take him. Hi! 924 00:40:07,279 --> 00:40:09,223 Hi! 925 00:40:09,247 --> 00:40:10,523 - Let's go home. - Okay. 926 00:40:13,450 --> 00:40:15,161 - How was your day? - Ah. 927 00:40:17,020 --> 00:40:21,100 There is such a thing as predictive homeostasis. 928 00:40:21,124 --> 00:40:22,502 Late night. 929 00:40:26,062 --> 00:40:27,374 You don't own me. 930 00:40:27,398 --> 00:40:28,675 Mm, I know. 931 00:40:28,699 --> 00:40:30,543 I need autonomy picking the team. 932 00:40:30,567 --> 00:40:32,312 Absolutely. 933 00:40:32,336 --> 00:40:34,914 I'd like any progress that we make from this process 934 00:40:34,938 --> 00:40:38,585 to be public and accessible to everyone with Parkinson's. 935 00:40:38,609 --> 00:40:40,153 Of course. 936 00:40:40,177 --> 00:40:44,758 It's when our body anticipates responses to future challenges. 937 00:40:44,782 --> 00:40:47,559 I'd like to move the whole project to Grey-Sloan. 938 00:40:47,583 --> 00:40:50,296 Mnh. That I can't do. 939 00:40:50,320 --> 00:40:52,864 It's... It's expensive. 940 00:40:52,888 --> 00:40:55,867 Frankly, I don't have the time. 941 00:40:55,891 --> 00:40:57,869 We have everything we need here. 942 00:40:57,893 --> 00:40:59,338 I can't move to Minnesota. 943 00:40:59,362 --> 00:41:01,840 I need you here as much as possible. 944 00:41:04,367 --> 00:41:06,679 I could set up a satellite lab in Seattle. 945 00:41:06,703 --> 00:41:09,782 I could travel back and forth once a week. 946 00:41:09,806 --> 00:41:12,384 That's the best I can offer. 947 00:41:14,477 --> 00:41:15,821 Done. 948 00:41:15,845 --> 00:41:18,791 It understands that change is inevitable... 949 00:41:18,815 --> 00:41:20,792 Does this mean you're in? 950 00:41:24,887 --> 00:41:26,464 It means I'm in. 951 00:41:27,656 --> 00:41:29,733 ... and doesn't have to be catastrophic.