1 00:00:05,100 --> 00:00:06,834 Previously on "New Amsterdam"... 2 00:00:06,868 --> 00:00:08,569 Why'd you tell everyone we were a couple? 3 00:00:08,603 --> 00:00:10,370 - Yeah, okay, look... - We agreed 4 00:00:10,405 --> 00:00:12,039 you were going to treat me like everyone else. 5 00:00:12,073 --> 00:00:15,409 As your newly minted psych residency director, 6 00:00:15,443 --> 00:00:17,678 you will be on this ward with real patients, 7 00:00:17,712 --> 00:00:20,147 and you will have me in supervision as your teacher. 8 00:00:20,181 --> 00:00:21,715 You and your girl work things out? 9 00:00:21,749 --> 00:00:25,452 We did, but still figuring out some details. 10 00:00:25,487 --> 00:00:28,281 You want someone to replace Dr. Sharpe. 11 00:00:28,317 --> 00:00:30,724 Something tells me Dr. Sharpe is not replaceable. 12 00:00:30,758 --> 00:00:32,726 Don't let her go. 13 00:00:32,760 --> 00:00:35,128 - Did you find my replacement? - I'm going with you. 14 00:01:42,280 --> 00:01:44,507 CREDITS 15 00:01:44,532 --> 00:01:47,601 Oh, God, I forgot to ask what Brantley said 16 00:01:47,635 --> 00:01:49,636 when you told her that you were leaving. 17 00:01:49,671 --> 00:01:50,737 Brantley? I'm sorry, who's Brantley? 18 00:01:50,772 --> 00:01:52,606 - I'm not familiar. - Aw, Max. 19 00:01:52,640 --> 00:01:54,441 I'm gonna tell her. I'm gonna tell her, I just... 20 00:01:54,475 --> 00:01:56,209 I'm just trying to have my replacement all lined up, 21 00:01:56,244 --> 00:01:58,345 because I don't want to give her a full-blown heart attack. 22 00:01:58,379 --> 00:01:59,542 Oh, wow. 23 00:01:59,577 --> 00:02:01,148 Sparing Brantley's heart palpitations 24 00:02:01,182 --> 00:02:03,150 have never been a top priority for you before. 25 00:02:03,184 --> 00:02:04,847 Better late than never? 26 00:02:05,453 --> 00:02:06,853 Okay. 27 00:02:06,888 --> 00:02:08,755 And what about Luna's grandparents? 28 00:02:08,790 --> 00:02:09,790 Do they know? 29 00:02:11,192 --> 00:02:13,493 I'm working on it. 30 00:02:13,528 --> 00:02:15,128 We leave in six weeks. 31 00:02:15,163 --> 00:02:16,763 Okay, Helen, come here, come here, come here. 32 00:02:17,360 --> 00:02:19,600 I am gonna tell them, okay? 33 00:02:19,634 --> 00:02:22,469 I'm gonna tell everyone. I'm gonna tell strangers. 34 00:02:22,503 --> 00:02:25,785 Maybe even tomorrow, but not tonight. 35 00:02:26,953 --> 00:02:29,747 Because tonight, all I want... 36 00:02:31,212 --> 00:02:32,667 is dim sum... 37 00:02:33,381 --> 00:02:34,961 in bed... 38 00:02:35,450 --> 00:02:36,783 with you. 39 00:02:41,889 --> 00:02:45,459 You are going to get dim sum... 40 00:02:45,493 --> 00:02:47,260 - Really? - And then some... 41 00:02:47,295 --> 00:02:48,595 Ooh. 42 00:02:48,630 --> 00:02:51,331 - Once you tell everyone. - Oh, I see. 43 00:02:53,267 --> 00:02:54,568 - Bye. - Have a good day. 44 00:02:54,602 --> 00:02:55,702 Hear ye! 45 00:02:55,737 --> 00:02:57,838 It is that time of year again, folks. 46 00:02:57,872 --> 00:03:00,207 It is the Harvest Festival tonight at the rooftop garden. 47 00:03:00,241 --> 00:03:02,542 Please join me for free drinks. 48 00:03:02,577 --> 00:03:04,277 The broccoli is coming in hot. 49 00:03:04,312 --> 00:03:05,879 Oh, yeah, she just turned it down flat. 50 00:03:05,913 --> 00:03:08,649 Casey, have you ever seen such ripe, tender heads 51 00:03:08,683 --> 00:03:10,417 pressed up against one another like that? 52 00:03:10,451 --> 00:03:12,252 - What? - The thing, man, tonight. 53 00:03:12,286 --> 00:03:13,353 You coming? 54 00:03:13,388 --> 00:03:15,389 Yo, if I give you some of the best gossip ever, 55 00:03:15,423 --> 00:03:16,423 can I skip it? 56 00:03:16,424 --> 00:03:17,628 - No. - Come on! 57 00:03:17,678 --> 00:03:18,792 Damn it, I gotta tell somebody. 58 00:03:18,826 --> 00:03:20,193 It's just too good. 59 00:03:20,228 --> 00:03:24,531 I just saw Max and Helen totally making out 60 00:03:24,565 --> 00:03:26,400 over by the ambulance bay. 61 00:03:27,902 --> 00:03:29,569 But no, they're... Yeah, they're friends. 62 00:03:29,604 --> 00:03:32,139 - They're good friends. - Yeah, that were suckin' face. 63 00:03:32,173 --> 00:03:33,573 They're overly physical communicators. 64 00:03:33,608 --> 00:03:35,409 - They talk with their hands. - Are you telling me 65 00:03:35,443 --> 00:03:39,413 that you had never any idea what was going on between them? 66 00:03:39,447 --> 00:03:41,615 Casey, although it is a blessing and a curse, 67 00:03:41,649 --> 00:03:44,351 behavioral analysis is my superpower, okay? 68 00:03:44,385 --> 00:03:46,486 If there was ever any romantic inclination 69 00:03:46,521 --> 00:03:47,721 between Max and Helen, 70 00:03:47,755 --> 00:03:49,423 I'd have been the first to suss is out. 71 00:03:49,457 --> 00:03:50,824 Okay? Now just shush. 72 00:03:50,858 --> 00:03:53,226 Come tonight. Eat broccoli. 73 00:03:53,261 --> 00:03:56,196 I... 74 00:04:03,604 --> 00:04:06,773 Thanks for the lift, best boss ever. 75 00:04:06,808 --> 00:04:08,809 Yeah, well, don't thank me just yet. 76 00:04:08,843 --> 00:04:11,778 Uh, Iggy is having his weird harvest thing tonight, 77 00:04:11,813 --> 00:04:13,280 and as your awful girlfriend, 78 00:04:13,314 --> 00:04:15,449 I am forcing you to be my plus-one. 79 00:04:15,483 --> 00:04:17,818 - Sounds great! - Does it though? 80 00:04:22,790 --> 00:04:26,359 Good morning, Dr. Malvo. 81 00:04:26,394 --> 00:04:29,696 Morning, Dr. Reynolds. 82 00:04:29,731 --> 00:04:30,731 What's with the smile? 83 00:04:30,765 --> 00:04:34,768 Oh, I guess my 6:00 a.m. spinal fusion surgery 84 00:04:34,802 --> 00:04:37,904 has got me really, really happy. 85 00:04:37,939 --> 00:04:39,873 Ah, well, that would sound strange, 86 00:04:39,907 --> 00:04:42,709 but suddenly I find myself very excited 87 00:04:42,744 --> 00:04:45,779 about my... pelvic laparoscopy. 88 00:04:45,813 --> 00:04:47,647 Mm. 89 00:04:47,682 --> 00:04:49,082 Assuming you'll walk with me. 90 00:04:49,117 --> 00:04:51,685 I passed my elevator about 30 seconds ago. 91 00:04:51,719 --> 00:04:53,386 I'll try to keep you entertained. 92 00:04:53,421 --> 00:04:56,823 Well, you set the bar really high last night. 93 00:04:56,858 --> 00:04:59,793 You more than cleared it. 94 00:04:59,827 --> 00:05:01,628 I have a few hours after work, 95 00:05:01,662 --> 00:05:04,531 and maybe if you're free, we can... 96 00:05:06,567 --> 00:05:08,702 You just can't get enough, can you? 97 00:05:12,373 --> 00:05:14,203 What's up? 98 00:05:15,276 --> 00:05:17,778 I'm late for my surgery. 99 00:05:19,881 --> 00:05:22,616 Yo, what'd I say? 100 00:05:26,754 --> 00:05:28,288 It's unclear if you know this, 101 00:05:28,322 --> 00:05:30,490 but I am actually a very busy surgeon. 102 00:05:30,525 --> 00:05:34,056 Well, I have a job offer for you. 103 00:05:34,495 --> 00:05:35,996 - But I already said no. - Not to the job 104 00:05:36,030 --> 00:05:37,397 I'm about to offer, and spoiler alert, 105 00:05:37,431 --> 00:05:40,400 it is the best job that we've got. 106 00:05:40,434 --> 00:05:43,336 What's better than the chair of oncology? 107 00:05:43,371 --> 00:05:45,005 Medical director of New Amsterdam. 108 00:05:45,484 --> 00:05:47,040 Uh! 109 00:05:47,074 --> 00:05:48,542 No. 110 00:05:48,576 --> 00:05:50,364 - No. - No? 111 00:05:51,138 --> 00:05:53,273 And, had I known this is why you wanted to meet again, 112 00:05:53,307 --> 00:05:54,908 I would have saved you the trouble. 113 00:05:54,942 --> 00:05:58,011 Um, maybe you're... Maybe you're in shock 114 00:05:58,045 --> 00:06:01,014 at being offered the very prestigious position 115 00:06:01,048 --> 00:06:02,082 of medical director 116 00:06:02,116 --> 00:06:04,717 at America's first public hospital? 117 00:06:04,752 --> 00:06:07,153 Dr. Luke to neonatal. Dr. Luke to neonatal. 118 00:06:07,188 --> 00:06:09,789 Nah, I feel pretty levelheaded about it. 119 00:06:09,824 --> 00:06:13,159 Would you... would you tell me why? 120 00:06:13,194 --> 00:06:15,995 Because I killed for this job. I mean, I love this job. 121 00:06:16,030 --> 00:06:18,331 This is the greatest job in the entire world. 122 00:06:18,365 --> 00:06:20,700 Catastrophic emergency, Max! 123 00:06:22,036 --> 00:06:23,870 That's your answer, in a nutshell. 124 00:06:23,904 --> 00:06:24,904 Makes sense. 125 00:06:24,939 --> 00:06:27,006 Okay, would you do me a professional courtesy 126 00:06:27,041 --> 00:06:28,177 and just think about it 127 00:06:28,211 --> 00:06:30,043 and take the day and get back to me maybe? 128 00:06:30,077 --> 00:06:31,744 - Maybe? - Max! 129 00:06:31,779 --> 00:06:33,213 Okay! Go. 130 00:06:33,247 --> 00:06:35,048 - Yes? - Go, go. I'll think about it. 131 00:06:35,082 --> 00:06:36,816 Thank you. 132 00:06:36,851 --> 00:06:38,952 - What was that about? - Uh, I'm not sure. 133 00:06:38,986 --> 00:06:41,888 Oh, Max, why didn't you just tell me? 134 00:06:42,957 --> 00:06:44,791 Oh. Um, I don't know. 135 00:06:44,825 --> 00:06:47,360 I was just looking for the right time, and, uh... 136 00:06:47,394 --> 00:06:49,129 It's our ICU, Max. If it's understaffed, 137 00:06:49,163 --> 00:06:51,331 I need to know before something like this happens. 138 00:06:51,365 --> 00:06:52,866 Right. You're talking about our ICU. 139 00:06:52,900 --> 00:06:54,367 Totally makes sense. I completely agree. 140 00:06:54,401 --> 00:06:55,702 We are understaffed. 141 00:06:55,736 --> 00:06:57,170 We should have five attendings per shift. 142 00:06:57,204 --> 00:06:58,544 We're barely getting by with two. 143 00:06:58,573 --> 00:07:00,807 And now those two, Dr. Perez and Dr. Agata, 144 00:07:00,841 --> 00:07:02,208 - are down with food poisoning. - Oh. 145 00:07:02,243 --> 00:07:03,643 And there's no backup, no one to cover. 146 00:07:03,677 --> 00:07:06,679 So you're saying no one's running our ICU? 147 00:07:08,816 --> 00:07:10,817 This is why I keep telling you we need more doctors, Karen. 148 00:07:10,851 --> 00:07:12,218 COVID burnout is real. 149 00:07:12,253 --> 00:07:13,720 You'd think they have more sense of duty 150 00:07:13,754 --> 00:07:15,722 to this hospital than to just leave. 151 00:07:15,756 --> 00:07:17,857 Well, it's not just about sense of duty to the hospital. 152 00:07:17,892 --> 00:07:19,659 I mean, these people face all kinds of stress 153 00:07:19,693 --> 00:07:21,728 for this hospital; They've had to question every priority, 154 00:07:21,762 --> 00:07:22,896 every value they've ever had. 155 00:07:22,930 --> 00:07:25,098 Not to mention, some of 'em fell in love, you know. 156 00:07:25,132 --> 00:07:27,300 Finally put love first for once 157 00:07:27,334 --> 00:07:30,370 instead of denying it for so... 158 00:07:30,404 --> 00:07:32,705 well, maybe, I don't know. 159 00:07:32,740 --> 00:07:34,908 Uh, we need doctors. That's what I'm saying. 160 00:07:34,942 --> 00:07:35,942 Triage nurse to the ER... 161 00:07:35,976 --> 00:07:38,778 We have 22 patients, two transfers on the way, 162 00:07:38,812 --> 00:07:42,115 at least nine procedures piling up on the to-do list... 163 00:07:42,149 --> 00:07:44,817 - Oh, right, and no doctors. - Then shut it down. 164 00:07:44,852 --> 00:07:46,085 Send these patients to other hospitals. 165 00:07:46,120 --> 00:07:47,387 No. They're too sick. 166 00:07:47,421 --> 00:07:49,189 Some of them won't even survive transport. 167 00:07:49,223 --> 00:07:50,924 Can't we farm them out to other areas of the hospital? 168 00:07:50,958 --> 00:07:53,259 No, they need the specialized care they can only get here. 169 00:07:53,294 --> 00:07:55,295 If this ICU fails, the whole hospital goes down. 170 00:07:55,329 --> 00:07:56,863 We gotta make this work. 171 00:07:56,897 --> 00:07:59,165 How? Who's gonna take over? 172 00:07:59,200 --> 00:08:00,578 I will. 173 00:08:04,459 --> 00:08:06,459 - Somebody help us over here. - What happened? 174 00:08:06,494 --> 00:08:08,194 We were out fishing to celebrate his retirement. 175 00:08:08,229 --> 00:08:09,262 Bluefish, stripers, some tuna. 176 00:08:09,297 --> 00:08:10,797 Terry, they don't give a damn about the fish. 177 00:08:10,831 --> 00:08:11,766 You never know what's important. 178 00:08:11,767 --> 00:08:13,033 - We go every year. - We get all set up. 179 00:08:13,067 --> 00:08:15,368 - Nice new hooks and everything... - Terry, for the love of God. 180 00:08:15,403 --> 00:08:16,803 And when we got to the dock, all of a sudden 181 00:08:16,837 --> 00:08:18,471 Joe just stops talking. 182 00:08:18,506 --> 00:08:19,673 - Okay. - Which is alarming, 183 00:08:19,707 --> 00:08:21,675 because Joe never shuts up, like, never. 184 00:08:21,709 --> 00:08:23,677 It's like the man gets paid by the word. 185 00:08:23,711 --> 00:08:26,379 - No offense, buddy. - He's gonna be okay, right? 186 00:08:26,414 --> 00:08:28,231 Hey, Joe, do me a favor. Can you lift your right arm? 187 00:08:28,265 --> 00:08:30,250 Is it numb? Is it tingly? 188 00:08:30,284 --> 00:08:31,551 Yeah, it looks like he's having a stroke. 189 00:08:31,586 --> 00:08:33,653 Let's get him a CT scan. 190 00:08:37,892 --> 00:08:39,825 Do you sell what you steal? 191 00:08:40,761 --> 00:08:42,662 - No. - So why steal at all? 192 00:08:43,998 --> 00:08:45,456 I don't know. 193 00:08:46,267 --> 00:08:49,251 The things I take, I don't even want 'em. 194 00:08:49,904 --> 00:08:54,465 It's crazy, but in my head, it's not stealing. 195 00:08:55,476 --> 00:08:57,384 But Kevin, where's the empathy? 196 00:08:58,646 --> 00:09:00,471 You are stealing. 197 00:09:01,515 --> 00:09:03,808 Imagine if it were someone you loved. 198 00:09:04,819 --> 00:09:06,519 What if you stole from your dad? 199 00:09:06,554 --> 00:09:08,388 All right, I'm gonna pause you right there. 200 00:09:08,422 --> 00:09:10,490 Uh, Miguel, amazing. 201 00:09:10,524 --> 00:09:12,826 Great job bringing Klepto Kevin to life, man, killin' it. 202 00:09:12,860 --> 00:09:16,496 Oh, gosh, it's such a great role. 203 00:09:16,530 --> 00:09:17,897 You were born to play it, clearly. 204 00:09:17,932 --> 00:09:19,933 Chitto, I'm sorry I cut you off back there, 205 00:09:19,967 --> 00:09:21,735 but there was a big-time tactical error 206 00:09:21,769 --> 00:09:23,370 that we need to talk about. 207 00:09:23,404 --> 00:09:26,072 - But he was opening up. - No, yeah, I realize that. 208 00:09:26,107 --> 00:09:28,375 But try not to focus on what he was saying, 209 00:09:28,409 --> 00:09:29,643 more on how he was saying it... 210 00:09:29,677 --> 00:09:32,012 His voice, his demeanor, his tears. 211 00:09:32,046 --> 00:09:34,481 Does all that suggest a lack of empathy? 212 00:09:34,515 --> 00:09:36,616 Crap. No. 213 00:09:36,651 --> 00:09:37,884 Yeah. Also, in last week's reading, 214 00:09:37,918 --> 00:09:41,087 we hit on the common parental archetypes of kleptomaniacs, 215 00:09:41,122 --> 00:09:43,430 and the big one was... 216 00:09:44,392 --> 00:09:46,726 - Withholding parents. - Exactly, withholding parents. 217 00:09:46,761 --> 00:09:48,528 So When you're withholding empathy 218 00:09:48,562 --> 00:09:50,630 and shaming him for his dad, in Kevin's mind, 219 00:09:50,665 --> 00:09:52,432 guess who you are? 220 00:09:52,466 --> 00:09:54,668 His dad. Okay? 221 00:09:54,702 --> 00:09:56,069 Good luck building that trust back. 222 00:09:56,103 --> 00:09:59,773 This is... This is transference 101, yeah? 223 00:09:59,807 --> 00:10:01,474 Okay. 224 00:10:01,976 --> 00:10:03,376 Oh. All right, guys, come on. 225 00:10:03,411 --> 00:10:04,611 Let's lose the long faces. 226 00:10:04,645 --> 00:10:05,712 Getting adjustments is good, 227 00:10:05,746 --> 00:10:07,313 as long as take what you learn here 228 00:10:07,348 --> 00:10:08,982 and you apply it to your real-life patients. 229 00:10:09,016 --> 00:10:10,950 All right? That goes for everybody. 230 00:10:10,985 --> 00:10:14,354 So why don't we move past these, um... 231 00:10:14,388 --> 00:10:18,458 these rookie mistakes and, uh, crush one? 232 00:10:18,492 --> 00:10:20,894 Miguel, ready to drop in, find your center? 233 00:10:20,928 --> 00:10:22,462 Chitto? 234 00:10:22,496 --> 00:10:24,531 Take two. Go. 235 00:10:26,634 --> 00:10:27,967 Kevin, I think... 236 00:10:28,002 --> 00:10:30,437 Okay, I'm gonna jump in right here. 237 00:10:30,471 --> 00:10:33,807 - Have you considered... - No, not... not quite. 238 00:10:35,710 --> 00:10:37,977 No! Oh, no! Mamma mia, no. 239 00:10:38,012 --> 00:10:40,980 That was definitely... a choice. 240 00:10:41,015 --> 00:10:43,083 Guys, guys, come on. Listen. 241 00:10:43,117 --> 00:10:44,484 Listen to one another. 242 00:10:44,518 --> 00:10:45,785 No, no, no, no, no. 243 00:10:45,820 --> 00:10:48,755 Definitely not that. 244 00:10:49,924 --> 00:10:52,158 Cut! Nope, change tact. 245 00:10:52,193 --> 00:10:53,493 Mm, no, okay, that's it. That's it. 246 00:10:53,527 --> 00:10:55,929 That's enough. Stop. 247 00:10:55,963 --> 00:10:58,765 - Any notes for me? - No, Miguel. 248 00:10:58,799 --> 00:10:59,966 You're perfection. 249 00:11:02,203 --> 00:11:04,971 Heart attack during a symphony concert last night. 250 00:11:05,005 --> 00:11:07,507 - And this bruise? - Oh, I fell out of my chair 251 00:11:07,541 --> 00:11:10,510 when the chest pain hit. 252 00:11:10,544 --> 00:11:12,078 - Oboist screamed. - Oh. 253 00:11:12,113 --> 00:11:14,230 And people say symphonies are dull. 254 00:11:14,715 --> 00:11:16,783 She's had several waves of chest pain overnight. 255 00:11:20,888 --> 00:11:24,023 Should I increase her IV nitro drip? 256 00:11:24,058 --> 00:11:26,526 Uh, yes, let's do that. 257 00:11:26,560 --> 00:11:28,561 Okay. Will do, Dr. Goodwin. 258 00:11:29,897 --> 00:11:31,698 - I may be out of practice. - Oh, you? 259 00:11:31,732 --> 00:11:33,399 No. 260 00:11:33,434 --> 00:11:35,702 - I bring platelets. - Great, thank you. 261 00:11:35,736 --> 00:11:37,737 Today is gonna be kind of a day. 262 00:11:37,772 --> 00:11:40,573 I heard. And Wilder, did she say yes? 263 00:11:40,608 --> 00:11:43,777 Uh, she said no, quite a few times, actually. 264 00:11:43,811 --> 00:11:45,118 - But I did... - Dr. Goodwin. 265 00:11:45,152 --> 00:11:46,613 Sort of convince her to, um, think about it. 266 00:11:46,647 --> 00:11:49,115 We still have 19 patients left on rounds. 267 00:11:49,473 --> 00:11:51,084 Platelets are for Bay Five. 268 00:11:51,118 --> 00:11:53,119 Cop... Copy. 269 00:11:58,225 --> 00:12:02,028 So I hear you got into a nasty fight with a mountain. 270 00:12:02,062 --> 00:12:04,898 Must have fallen, I don't know, 60 feet. 271 00:12:04,932 --> 00:12:06,900 Oh, my God, how terrifying. 272 00:12:06,934 --> 00:12:09,569 My partner and I, we've been climbing together 273 00:12:09,603 --> 00:12:11,203 such a long time. 274 00:12:12,006 --> 00:12:13,807 Do you know, is he here? 275 00:12:14,248 --> 00:12:15,575 Um, I haven't seen him. 276 00:12:15,609 --> 00:12:17,977 He may have been taken to another hospital. 277 00:12:18,012 --> 00:12:21,080 Could you find out? His name's Garrett Turner. 278 00:12:21,115 --> 00:12:23,183 - He got it way worse than me. - Of course. 279 00:12:23,217 --> 00:12:24,884 Uh, Helen, two more just rolled in, 280 00:12:24,919 --> 00:12:26,653 and I got an acute leukemic in Bay Six. 281 00:12:26,687 --> 00:12:28,221 - Can you take a look? - Max, why didn't you pull in 282 00:12:28,255 --> 00:12:29,889 some help from another department? 283 00:12:29,924 --> 00:12:31,491 Uh, which one? They're all understaffed. 284 00:12:31,525 --> 00:12:32,725 If I can keep us afloat long enough 285 00:12:32,760 --> 00:12:33,927 for Perez and Agata to recover... 286 00:12:33,961 --> 00:12:36,129 Max, that was me saying I'm in. 287 00:12:36,163 --> 00:12:37,931 I'm staying. 288 00:12:37,965 --> 00:12:40,967 I would kiss you, but... 289 00:12:42,803 --> 00:12:45,104 - I need to talk to someone. - Oh, I know. 290 00:12:45,139 --> 00:12:47,674 Me too. It's amazing, isn't it? 291 00:12:47,708 --> 00:12:49,776 - What is? - Max and Helen. 292 00:12:49,810 --> 00:12:50,844 I mean, finally. 293 00:12:50,878 --> 00:12:53,880 All that sexual tension just brewing for years. 294 00:12:53,914 --> 00:12:56,516 Wait, weren't they already a thing? 295 00:12:56,550 --> 00:12:58,184 Are you kidding? No. 296 00:12:58,219 --> 00:13:00,086 But Casey said they definitely are now, so. 297 00:13:00,120 --> 00:13:01,788 Okay, great. Well, they're two adults. 298 00:13:01,822 --> 00:13:03,957 Nothing's standing in their way. 299 00:13:03,991 --> 00:13:05,859 It's no big deal. 300 00:13:05,893 --> 00:13:08,294 How do you enjoy any movie ever? 301 00:13:08,329 --> 00:13:14,300 Okay, look, the, uh, woman I'm seeing, 302 00:13:14,335 --> 00:13:16,135 I said I was excited to see her, 303 00:13:16,170 --> 00:13:18,605 and all of a sudden she just froze me out. 304 00:13:18,639 --> 00:13:20,106 Like, I don't even know what I said. 305 00:13:20,140 --> 00:13:21,274 Mm, I'm gonna stop you right there. 306 00:13:21,308 --> 00:13:22,942 I'm gonna save you some time. 307 00:13:22,977 --> 00:13:25,979 The thing about women is they just want to hear two words. 308 00:13:26,013 --> 00:13:28,181 "I'm sorry." That's it. 309 00:13:28,215 --> 00:13:30,650 It's a silver bullet to any argument. 310 00:13:30,684 --> 00:13:32,752 I actually could have saved myself three hours 311 00:13:32,786 --> 00:13:35,989 of processing last night if I followed my own advice. 312 00:13:36,023 --> 00:13:38,625 Dr. Bloom, Casey needs you. 313 00:13:38,659 --> 00:13:40,860 O2 sat's dropping. 314 00:13:40,895 --> 00:13:42,829 - CT scan? - Negative. 315 00:13:42,863 --> 00:13:44,864 Isn't a stroke, and he's crashing fast. 316 00:13:44,899 --> 00:13:45,932 Okay, we're back to square one. 317 00:13:45,966 --> 00:13:48,735 I need more information. Give me some history. 318 00:13:48,769 --> 00:13:50,136 Nothing happened out there on the boat? 319 00:13:50,170 --> 00:13:52,538 No, nothing. 320 00:13:52,573 --> 00:13:54,674 Well, how's he been feeling? Has he been sick recently? 321 00:13:54,708 --> 00:13:56,309 He's had some back pain, but that's all of us. 322 00:13:56,343 --> 00:13:58,011 - We work in construction. - Yeah, if you're collecting 323 00:13:58,045 --> 00:13:59,545 a paycheck, you're in pain. 324 00:13:59,580 --> 00:14:00,914 What else? Think! 325 00:14:00,948 --> 00:14:02,548 I mean, he had the flu or something last month. 326 00:14:02,583 --> 00:14:03,809 - Is that what you mean? - Yeah, yeah, he even 327 00:14:03,843 --> 00:14:05,618 called out sick, stayed home a couple days. 328 00:14:05,653 --> 00:14:06,826 Yeah, and that's not like Joe. 329 00:14:06,872 --> 00:14:08,855 - Post-viral myocarditis? - Worse. 330 00:14:08,889 --> 00:14:10,123 Given the arm numbness, 331 00:14:10,157 --> 00:14:12,926 post-viral Guillain-Barré syndrome. 332 00:14:12,960 --> 00:14:15,295 His whole nervous system is shutting down. 333 00:14:15,329 --> 00:14:17,330 - Carla has V-fib. - Pulseless VT. 334 00:14:17,364 --> 00:14:18,731 Epi. 335 00:14:20,234 --> 00:14:22,602 Let's start chest compressions. 336 00:14:28,375 --> 00:14:30,310 Come on, Carla. 337 00:14:31,612 --> 00:14:33,112 I need help over here! 338 00:14:38,619 --> 00:14:40,060 Hello? 339 00:14:40,754 --> 00:14:42,146 We're losing him! 340 00:14:42,656 --> 00:14:43,823 Anyone? 341 00:14:53,229 --> 00:14:54,930 Clear. 342 00:14:54,964 --> 00:14:56,365 Clear. 343 00:15:00,236 --> 00:15:01,570 I got a pulse. 344 00:15:01,604 --> 00:15:03,205 No pulse. Going again. 345 00:15:03,239 --> 00:15:05,040 Clear. 346 00:15:06,042 --> 00:15:07,542 He's back. 347 00:15:08,211 --> 00:15:10,612 - She's back. - Carla, are you with me? 348 00:15:13,216 --> 00:15:15,183 - I think so. - Good. 349 00:15:16,452 --> 00:15:18,920 What the hell, Max? 350 00:15:19,455 --> 00:15:21,890 - We're getting through it. - This isn't short-staffed. 351 00:15:22,205 --> 00:15:23,372 - This is not staffed. - I know. 352 00:15:23,407 --> 00:15:25,241 What do you want me to do? I'm not gonna close our doors. 353 00:15:25,275 --> 00:15:26,409 You need to ask for more help. 354 00:15:26,443 --> 00:15:27,743 Who? Whose help am I supposed to ask... 355 00:15:27,778 --> 00:15:29,345 My help. 356 00:15:29,379 --> 00:15:30,780 You should have asked for my help. 357 00:15:32,549 --> 00:15:36,285 Well, I wanted to, but what about your residents? 358 00:15:36,320 --> 00:15:39,522 They're fine. They got Walsh and an iPad. 359 00:15:39,556 --> 00:15:41,357 I'm staying here with you. 360 00:15:44,494 --> 00:15:47,797 Sleep with the boss, ride to work in a limo. 361 00:15:47,831 --> 00:15:49,332 Girl, give me that gig. 362 00:15:49,366 --> 00:15:50,833 Yeah, how late you think she got to sleep in? 363 00:15:50,867 --> 00:15:53,369 Must be nice is all I'm saying. 364 00:15:55,706 --> 00:15:58,507 It's more of a town car than a limo. 365 00:15:58,542 --> 00:16:00,876 Hey, it isn't personal. 366 00:16:00,911 --> 00:16:02,745 Then what is it? 367 00:16:02,779 --> 00:16:05,281 Just be aware of your privilege, okay? 368 00:16:05,916 --> 00:16:09,352 Privilege? I'm not privileged. 369 00:16:09,386 --> 00:16:11,520 Six months ago I was living in my car. 370 00:16:11,555 --> 00:16:13,689 Well, you've come a long way, baby. 371 00:16:13,724 --> 00:16:15,891 That iPad with all the emergency medicine textbooks 372 00:16:15,926 --> 00:16:17,360 downloaded on it, 373 00:16:17,394 --> 00:16:19,028 we share one of those between the three of us, 374 00:16:19,062 --> 00:16:20,830 so we have to study in shifts. 375 00:16:20,864 --> 00:16:23,566 Yeah, and we share a cruddy studio in Morris Heights, 376 00:16:23,600 --> 00:16:24,748 three buses away. 377 00:16:24,782 --> 00:16:26,435 You know, we have to wake up at 4:00 a.m. 378 00:16:26,470 --> 00:16:27,570 just to get here on time. 379 00:16:27,604 --> 00:16:29,628 That the Littmann 3M? 380 00:16:30,474 --> 00:16:32,274 I can barely hear a jackhammer with this thing, 381 00:16:32,309 --> 00:16:33,809 let alone a heart murmur. 382 00:16:34,611 --> 00:16:36,134 But it's all I got. 383 00:16:36,847 --> 00:16:39,638 So just know, from where we're standing... 384 00:16:40,350 --> 00:16:42,585 You're looking pretty privileged to us. 385 00:16:52,896 --> 00:16:54,444 I want to get it even more. 386 00:16:55,966 --> 00:16:57,864 Tell me what it's about. 387 00:16:58,869 --> 00:17:00,993 Own your feelings. 388 00:17:03,507 --> 00:17:08,911 There's a pressure inside of me, and, uh... 389 00:17:10,747 --> 00:17:13,349 When I see something that I can take, 390 00:17:13,383 --> 00:17:14,884 it just builds and builds. 391 00:17:14,918 --> 00:17:17,620 - Man, that sounds really hard. - Pause. 392 00:17:17,654 --> 00:17:19,622 Why did you interrupt me? 393 00:17:19,656 --> 00:17:22,625 I was being empathetic. That's what you told me to do. 394 00:17:22,659 --> 00:17:25,294 Your impulse is correct; The timing is bad. 395 00:17:25,328 --> 00:17:26,896 I'm in the room with you. I can read these decisions. 396 00:17:26,930 --> 00:17:28,353 Okay? 397 00:17:29,132 --> 00:17:31,067 All right, so why don't we explore that pressure 398 00:17:31,101 --> 00:17:32,368 that Kevin mentioned? 399 00:17:32,402 --> 00:17:34,303 How does that make him feel? 400 00:17:35,672 --> 00:17:37,373 You don't know, because you cut him off 401 00:17:37,407 --> 00:17:39,942 before he could finish telling you. 402 00:17:39,976 --> 00:17:41,577 If you had let him finish, he would have told you 403 00:17:41,611 --> 00:17:44,513 that it makes him feel like he wants to hurt himself. 404 00:17:44,548 --> 00:17:46,515 If you cut him off, if you... 405 00:17:46,550 --> 00:17:48,951 If you slam that window of honesty, 406 00:17:48,985 --> 00:17:52,321 that could be it, that could be his life. 407 00:17:52,355 --> 00:17:53,670 Got it? 408 00:17:54,491 --> 00:17:56,325 Okay. Good. 409 00:17:56,359 --> 00:17:59,426 If a patient is trying to share with you, 410 00:18:00,697 --> 00:18:01,970 listen. 411 00:18:02,499 --> 00:18:03,666 - Okay? - Yeah. 412 00:18:03,700 --> 00:18:05,668 Good. Drop back in. 413 00:18:05,702 --> 00:18:07,136 Here we go. 414 00:18:10,173 --> 00:18:13,375 So there's a pressure, builds and builds inside of me, 415 00:18:13,410 --> 00:18:16,779 and if... I feel like if I don't take it, 416 00:18:16,813 --> 00:18:20,516 something awful is going to happen. 417 00:18:20,550 --> 00:18:22,485 You know, it sounds like this is rooted 418 00:18:22,519 --> 00:18:23,986 in conflict with your father. 419 00:18:24,020 --> 00:18:28,457 No; Way, way, way too soon to drop the dad bomb. 420 00:18:28,492 --> 00:18:30,960 That came out of left field. That's... 421 00:18:30,994 --> 00:18:34,563 You can't... you can't have a patient's epiphany for them. 422 00:18:34,598 --> 00:18:37,756 Your job is to gently guide them to it. 423 00:18:38,602 --> 00:18:40,008 You got it? 424 00:18:40,737 --> 00:18:42,404 No, I don't got it. 425 00:18:42,439 --> 00:18:44,507 Okay. 426 00:18:44,541 --> 00:18:47,042 I have been working with patients for months. 427 00:18:47,077 --> 00:18:49,101 I've helped people. 428 00:18:49,679 --> 00:18:53,115 And real patients let me talk for more than five seconds. 429 00:18:53,150 --> 00:18:54,984 Okay. I can see that I've upset you. 430 00:18:55,018 --> 00:18:57,486 I know this is hard. All right? 431 00:18:57,521 --> 00:18:59,722 But believe me when I tell you it is so much better 432 00:18:59,756 --> 00:19:02,858 to be stopped before you make the huge mistake. 433 00:19:02,893 --> 00:19:04,727 All right? That goes for everyone. 434 00:19:04,761 --> 00:19:06,495 That's all of you. Not just you. 435 00:19:06,530 --> 00:19:09,165 And based on what I've seen in here today, from now on, 436 00:19:09,199 --> 00:19:11,667 I'm gonna be sitting in on all of your actual sessions. 437 00:19:11,701 --> 00:19:13,435 And if you're going down a dangerous path, 438 00:19:13,470 --> 00:19:14,970 I will jump in. I'll be there. All right? 439 00:19:15,005 --> 00:19:16,906 Now, I know that seems like a lot, because, 440 00:19:16,940 --> 00:19:18,107 quite frankly, it is. 441 00:19:18,141 --> 00:19:20,709 And I promise you guys, one of these days, 442 00:19:20,744 --> 00:19:21,911 you will thank me for it. 443 00:19:21,945 --> 00:19:23,979 Okay? Why don't you take a break. 444 00:19:24,014 --> 00:19:25,762 Next resident, please. 445 00:19:27,484 --> 00:19:29,651 Come on, next resident. Don't be scared. 446 00:19:30,754 --> 00:19:32,521 Come on in. 447 00:19:38,595 --> 00:19:41,897 Uh, where are all my residents? 448 00:19:41,932 --> 00:19:43,966 They walked out. 449 00:19:49,606 --> 00:19:51,440 Hey. 450 00:19:53,677 --> 00:19:56,612 Look, I know you're mad, 451 00:19:56,646 --> 00:19:59,045 but I just want to say I'm sorry. 452 00:19:59,816 --> 00:20:02,184 I really... I really am. 453 00:20:02,219 --> 00:20:04,593 - You're sorry? - Yeah. 454 00:20:05,622 --> 00:20:08,824 For what, exactly? 455 00:20:10,493 --> 00:20:14,964 I am sorry for earlier. 456 00:20:16,266 --> 00:20:18,167 Earlier? 457 00:20:20,804 --> 00:20:23,939 Like, when I said that you couldn't get enough, 458 00:20:23,974 --> 00:20:27,509 I wasn't implying that you were, like, a nymphomaniac, 459 00:20:27,544 --> 00:20:30,713 or that your husband couldn't get the job done. 460 00:20:30,747 --> 00:20:34,984 This has nothing to do with my husband or sex. 461 00:20:35,018 --> 00:20:38,220 You treated this like I'm committing adultery. 462 00:20:38,255 --> 00:20:43,125 Right, and I did not want to make you feel that way. 463 00:20:43,159 --> 00:20:44,159 Good. 464 00:20:45,195 --> 00:20:47,029 Good. 465 00:20:51,635 --> 00:20:52,891 Although... 466 00:20:53,837 --> 00:20:57,306 it is adultery, isn't it? 467 00:20:57,340 --> 00:20:58,807 That's what you think this is? 468 00:20:58,842 --> 00:21:01,577 I mean, well, you are married 469 00:21:01,611 --> 00:21:03,279 and also sleeping with me. 470 00:21:03,313 --> 00:21:05,080 Openly. 471 00:21:05,115 --> 00:21:07,616 It doesn't change the fact that I'm the other guy. 472 00:21:07,651 --> 00:21:09,818 Of course it does. 473 00:21:13,123 --> 00:21:17,123 I'm not screwing you behind my husband's back, Floyd. 474 00:21:17,827 --> 00:21:21,030 I'm in a relationship with you. 475 00:21:25,669 --> 00:21:27,536 At least I thought I was. 476 00:21:40,116 --> 00:21:42,184 Hypertensive patient going down fast. 477 00:21:42,218 --> 00:21:44,153 Uh, yeah. 478 00:21:45,922 --> 00:21:49,625 Hey Carla, how you feeling? 479 00:21:49,659 --> 00:21:51,860 - "Flight of the Bumblebee"? - That's right. 480 00:21:51,895 --> 00:21:55,097 Reminds me of you, running around here nonstop. 481 00:21:55,131 --> 00:21:57,733 Yeah, I hear that one's a nightmare for orchestras. 482 00:21:57,767 --> 00:22:00,035 Oh, yeah. It's a beast. 483 00:22:00,070 --> 00:22:02,738 But I can play it in my sleep. 484 00:22:02,772 --> 00:22:04,573 Bet you can. 485 00:22:04,607 --> 00:22:06,208 I'm gonna start you on diltiazem drip 486 00:22:06,242 --> 00:22:08,010 to level out your AFib, okay? 487 00:22:08,044 --> 00:22:09,812 Yeah, it goes all over the scale 488 00:22:09,846 --> 00:22:12,681 and never lands anywhere. 489 00:22:12,716 --> 00:22:16,919 All that Sturm und Drang for nothing. 490 00:22:16,953 --> 00:22:17,987 Hypotensive patient, Bay Four. 491 00:22:18,021 --> 00:22:20,222 - Triple A about to blow. - Carla, I promise you, 492 00:22:20,256 --> 00:22:22,224 this is not for nothing. 493 00:22:25,395 --> 00:22:27,796 Ah! 494 00:22:29,733 --> 00:22:32,134 - Already on it. - Ah, my leg. 495 00:22:33,770 --> 00:22:35,070 Okay, swelling and bleeding are up. 496 00:22:35,105 --> 00:22:36,238 Oh, it hurts, doc. 497 00:22:36,278 --> 00:22:38,107 The platelets we gave you to clot your blood 498 00:22:38,141 --> 00:22:40,075 have made things worse; We need to reverse course 499 00:22:40,110 --> 00:22:41,710 and give you blood thinners instead. 500 00:22:41,745 --> 00:22:42,878 I'm bleeding and you want to give me something 501 00:22:42,912 --> 00:22:44,146 that's gonna make me bleed more? 502 00:22:44,180 --> 00:22:45,347 It sounds backwards, but it works. 503 00:22:45,382 --> 00:22:46,815 And if it doesn't? 504 00:22:46,850 --> 00:22:49,318 Dr. Sharpe, your leukemic patient's febrile. 505 00:22:49,352 --> 00:22:51,387 Be right there. I'll be right back. 506 00:22:51,421 --> 00:22:52,955 Victoria? 507 00:22:55,125 --> 00:22:56,125 Have you seen any nurses? 508 00:22:56,159 --> 00:22:57,354 - I'm looking for my Triple A... - Yep, Bay Four. 509 00:22:57,355 --> 00:22:59,328 Transfer from the seventh floor, GI bleed. 510 00:22:59,362 --> 00:23:00,963 - Tachy and hypotensive. - Uh, I'll take it. 511 00:23:00,997 --> 00:23:02,297 Hey, how's life? Triple A in Bay Four. 512 00:23:02,332 --> 00:23:03,766 - Let's go to Six. - On my way. 513 00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:05,267 Transfer from the ED. Pneumonia on BiPAP. 514 00:23:05,301 --> 00:23:06,969 Heading for a tube fast. 515 00:23:07,003 --> 00:23:08,704 - I've got this one. - What are you doing? 516 00:23:08,738 --> 00:23:09,738 Triple A in Bay Four! 517 00:23:09,739 --> 00:23:11,840 Gonna need an intubation kit and a vent, stat! 518 00:23:14,010 --> 00:23:16,078 - You gonna take the new admit? - I'm surgery. 519 00:23:16,112 --> 00:23:17,746 Who's got the new admit? 520 00:23:20,250 --> 00:23:22,117 He's got V-tach. All right. 521 00:23:22,152 --> 00:23:24,386 - Young man, can you speak to me? - Yes, yes. 522 00:23:24,421 --> 00:23:26,155 Is ICU down? 523 00:23:27,457 --> 00:23:29,758 Okay, I've got this. Just take the Triple A 524 00:23:29,793 --> 00:23:32,161 in Bay Four, and tell Flores she's up. 525 00:23:32,195 --> 00:23:34,296 Since when do you work the ICU? 526 00:23:34,330 --> 00:23:36,165 Since there's no one else. 527 00:23:38,155 --> 00:23:39,964 I don't get it, Gladys. 528 00:23:41,215 --> 00:23:42,624 I just don't get it. 529 00:23:44,027 --> 00:23:45,561 That's not true. I do, I get it. 530 00:23:45,595 --> 00:23:46,795 I get... 531 00:23:47,513 --> 00:23:49,842 nobody likes having their mistakes pointed out, you know. 532 00:23:49,867 --> 00:23:51,434 But to just get up and leave? 533 00:23:51,469 --> 00:23:53,069 They just left! They fell short! 534 00:23:53,104 --> 00:23:54,437 I mean, I'm doing my job. 535 00:23:54,472 --> 00:23:57,274 It is literally my job to correct them. 536 00:23:57,308 --> 00:23:59,876 Oh, bullpucky! 537 00:23:59,910 --> 00:24:04,114 That's a little... harsh and old-fashioned. 538 00:24:04,148 --> 00:24:06,416 Your job isn't correcting them. 539 00:24:06,450 --> 00:24:09,853 It's to help them become better doctors. 540 00:24:09,887 --> 00:24:13,390 And since every last one of your residents left today 541 00:24:13,424 --> 00:24:15,191 wanting to throw out their career 542 00:24:15,226 --> 00:24:18,995 or throw you out a window, what's more likely? 543 00:24:19,030 --> 00:24:21,231 That you got a room full of dunces 544 00:24:21,265 --> 00:24:26,102 or that the person falling short today... 545 00:24:26,137 --> 00:24:27,304 is you? 546 00:24:33,431 --> 00:24:35,231 Mm. 547 00:24:35,266 --> 00:24:37,934 All right. I hear you. 548 00:24:37,968 --> 00:24:40,737 I guess that maybe I am falling a little bit short 549 00:24:40,771 --> 00:24:43,173 of everyone's expectations. 550 00:24:43,207 --> 00:24:45,066 Including my own. 551 00:24:46,410 --> 00:24:50,013 But that doesn't change the fact that these are doctors. 552 00:24:50,047 --> 00:24:52,315 They're treating real people with real issues, 553 00:24:52,349 --> 00:24:54,250 and I can't just risk them failing. 554 00:24:54,285 --> 00:24:58,087 But Iggy, they will fail. 555 00:25:00,391 --> 00:25:03,293 I mean, when you were starting out, didn't you? 556 00:25:08,499 --> 00:25:10,433 Dr. Sharpe. 557 00:25:10,468 --> 00:25:11,968 What are you doing out of bed? 558 00:25:12,002 --> 00:25:13,303 Your ruptured spleen could blow any minute! 559 00:25:13,337 --> 00:25:15,638 Did you hear anything about Garrett, my climbing partner? 560 00:25:15,673 --> 00:25:17,440 He's at Baptist. I don't know anything else. 561 00:25:17,475 --> 00:25:19,175 I'm waiting for a call back from his doctors. 562 00:25:19,210 --> 00:25:21,945 Now, come on. Come on. 563 00:25:23,280 --> 00:25:25,381 - We were rappelling. - Mm-hmm. 564 00:25:25,416 --> 00:25:29,068 We were tied on to opposite ends of the same rope. 565 00:25:30,945 --> 00:25:33,623 Going too fast, overconfident. 566 00:25:37,628 --> 00:25:39,370 I got snagged. 567 00:25:41,332 --> 00:25:43,533 I came off the line. 568 00:25:44,335 --> 00:25:46,502 Garrett fell. I... 569 00:25:47,438 --> 00:25:49,296 I hit a ledge, but... 570 00:25:51,006 --> 00:25:52,758 he just kept going. 571 00:25:55,412 --> 00:25:58,347 He just fell such a long way. 572 00:25:59,316 --> 00:26:01,150 I just need to know. 573 00:26:01,185 --> 00:26:02,685 I'll call them again. 574 00:26:04,188 --> 00:26:05,188 Okay. 575 00:26:11,195 --> 00:26:12,829 I won't be using these anymore, 576 00:26:12,863 --> 00:26:15,231 and I will be taking the bus to work from this point on. 577 00:26:15,266 --> 00:26:19,836 Okay, so I guess you'll be finishing your residency never? 578 00:26:19,870 --> 00:26:22,372 You have given me access to wonderful things, 579 00:26:22,406 --> 00:26:25,475 things I've never had before, but I... 580 00:26:25,509 --> 00:26:27,710 And I like them, I do. I really, really do. 581 00:26:27,745 --> 00:26:29,312 I feel like there's a "but" coming. 582 00:26:29,346 --> 00:26:31,080 But I'm becoming like a different person, 583 00:26:31,115 --> 00:26:33,483 a person with privilege. 584 00:26:35,686 --> 00:26:36,719 Bay Eight, Bay Eight. 585 00:26:36,754 --> 00:26:39,489 How do you think half the people here got ahead, 586 00:26:39,523 --> 00:26:41,291 myself included? 587 00:26:41,325 --> 00:26:43,359 Yes, I am a super sweet... Hey, wait, wait, wait. 588 00:26:43,394 --> 00:26:45,328 Take this, take this. 589 00:26:45,362 --> 00:26:47,163 Yes, I am a super sweet doctor 590 00:26:47,197 --> 00:26:48,731 with a super sweet bedside manner, 591 00:26:48,766 --> 00:26:52,368 but easy access to textbooks, top-notch equipment, 592 00:26:52,403 --> 00:26:55,305 a good night's sleep... Those things make you better. 593 00:26:55,339 --> 00:26:57,273 Not a single one of those residents would give up 594 00:26:57,308 --> 00:27:00,701 those things if they had them, so why should you? 595 00:27:01,178 --> 00:27:02,845 I've always scraped by, 596 00:27:02,880 --> 00:27:06,115 done the best I could with what little I had. 597 00:27:06,150 --> 00:27:08,292 Now all these fancy things... 598 00:27:08,919 --> 00:27:10,336 you... 599 00:27:11,188 --> 00:27:13,890 make me feel like that's the reason I'm successful, 600 00:27:13,924 --> 00:27:15,491 like I didn't earn it. 601 00:27:15,526 --> 00:27:18,394 ER physician to 3, stat. 602 00:27:18,429 --> 00:27:21,230 - ER physician to 3, stat. - It's Joe. 603 00:27:24,368 --> 00:27:27,136 Heart rate's slowing. 604 00:27:27,171 --> 00:27:28,647 It's not GBS. What am I missing? 605 00:27:28,672 --> 00:27:31,274 - Symptoms? - Back pain, ocular ptosis, 606 00:27:31,308 --> 00:27:36,279 aphasia, respiratory failure, arm weakness, now bradycardia. 607 00:27:36,313 --> 00:27:38,414 Descending paralysis? 608 00:27:38,449 --> 00:27:40,350 He was out on the boat with his buddies. 609 00:27:40,384 --> 00:27:41,784 Bring me everything he had out on the water. 610 00:27:41,819 --> 00:27:43,453 Hurry. 611 00:27:44,593 --> 00:27:45,893 Why are you still here? 612 00:27:45,928 --> 00:27:47,562 Because where the hell is everyone else? 613 00:27:47,596 --> 00:27:49,363 Also a very good question. What you got? 614 00:27:49,398 --> 00:27:52,033 - Persistent V-tach. - Carotid pulse is good. 615 00:27:52,067 --> 00:27:53,601 Yeah, but I don't have a radial pulse. 616 00:27:53,635 --> 00:27:55,236 Let's check for bleeds. 617 00:27:55,270 --> 00:27:56,904 Clavicle's out of alignment. 618 00:27:56,939 --> 00:27:58,906 Oh, the seat belt must have dislocated his clavicle, 619 00:27:58,941 --> 00:28:00,575 pushed it into his shoulder, and now it's blocking 620 00:28:00,609 --> 00:28:03,644 the brachial artery, which is irritating the left atrium. 621 00:28:03,679 --> 00:28:05,379 Okay, yep. 622 00:28:05,414 --> 00:28:07,515 Okay, I'm gonna sit you up here, Ferris, okay? 623 00:28:07,549 --> 00:28:09,016 I know, I know. All right. You're gonna feel a tug. 624 00:28:09,051 --> 00:28:10,818 Okay. 625 00:28:10,853 --> 00:28:12,286 One, two... 626 00:28:16,425 --> 00:28:18,926 - Let this go. - Whoa. 627 00:28:18,961 --> 00:28:20,061 - Thank you. - All right. 628 00:28:20,095 --> 00:28:21,596 You all right? 629 00:28:21,630 --> 00:28:23,564 - Clavicle's back in place. - Pulse is good. 630 00:28:23,599 --> 00:28:26,701 All right, cool. Yeah, go, I got it from here. 631 00:28:26,735 --> 00:28:28,469 Oh, yes. Yes! 632 00:28:28,504 --> 00:28:30,838 This is amazing, because you wouldn't be here in person 633 00:28:30,873 --> 00:28:32,473 if the answer was... 634 00:28:32,508 --> 00:28:33,941 - No. - No. 635 00:28:33,976 --> 00:28:35,443 Really? 636 00:28:36,645 --> 00:28:38,479 I wanted to tell you in person. 637 00:28:38,514 --> 00:28:40,481 The answer is still no. 638 00:28:40,516 --> 00:28:41,849 No. Uh... 639 00:28:41,884 --> 00:28:42,884 Listen. 640 00:28:43,986 --> 00:28:45,686 Um... 641 00:28:47,656 --> 00:28:51,959 My brother, Adam, my younger brother, 642 00:28:51,994 --> 00:28:53,895 he's a paranoid schizophrenic. 643 00:28:53,929 --> 00:28:57,598 He's been in and out of facilities most of his life. 644 00:28:57,633 --> 00:29:01,435 But since the pandemic, he's been living with me. 645 00:29:03,138 --> 00:29:06,107 It's changed us for the better. 646 00:29:08,577 --> 00:29:10,623 He is my priority now, 647 00:29:11,346 --> 00:29:12,791 not my work. 648 00:29:13,615 --> 00:29:17,351 New Amsterdam deserves a medical director 649 00:29:17,386 --> 00:29:19,787 who's gonna put the hospital first. 650 00:29:24,026 --> 00:29:26,794 Nurse Foster, please dial 819... 651 00:29:30,399 --> 00:29:31,632 Speaking of. 652 00:29:33,836 --> 00:29:36,003 - It's Carla, BP bottomed out. - Up the Levophed. 653 00:29:36,038 --> 00:29:37,805 - Maxed out. - Dobutamine? 654 00:29:37,840 --> 00:29:38,906 All the pressers are maxed out. 655 00:29:38,941 --> 00:29:40,675 We have no room to move. 656 00:29:40,709 --> 00:29:42,977 Okay, then, um... 657 00:29:43,011 --> 00:29:44,712 then we do an intra-aortic balloon pump. 658 00:29:44,746 --> 00:29:47,415 That takes the entire ICU staff in the best of times. 659 00:29:47,449 --> 00:29:50,017 Does this look like the best of times? 660 00:29:59,828 --> 00:30:02,029 We're doing an intra-aortic balloon pump. 661 00:30:02,064 --> 00:30:03,731 Max, you should have closed the ICU 662 00:30:03,765 --> 00:30:05,166 and transferred Carla hours ago. 663 00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:06,200 Now it's too late. 664 00:30:15,528 --> 00:30:16,962 You can't put in a balloon pump alone. 665 00:30:16,997 --> 00:30:19,231 Carla can't live with a blood pressure of 60/40. 666 00:30:19,265 --> 00:30:21,100 She needs helping; I'm helping. I don't know how to do anything else. 667 00:30:21,134 --> 00:30:22,835 All right, well, if we're gonna do this, 668 00:30:22,869 --> 00:30:25,237 she needs to be maximally oxygenated. 669 00:30:25,271 --> 00:30:27,640 - Thank you. - I need you. 670 00:30:30,043 --> 00:30:31,910 - Intra-aortic balloon. - Here? 671 00:30:31,945 --> 00:30:33,067 Yes. 672 00:30:33,113 --> 00:30:35,447 You'll need ultrasound guidance. 673 00:30:37,117 --> 00:30:38,751 - IABP. - Right now? 674 00:30:38,785 --> 00:30:40,252 Yep. 675 00:30:40,286 --> 00:30:41,620 Where's the rest of the team? 676 00:30:41,655 --> 00:30:43,389 What you see is what you get. 677 00:30:44,024 --> 00:30:45,858 That isn't enough access. 678 00:30:47,293 --> 00:30:49,795 Ventricular assist. 679 00:30:51,865 --> 00:30:54,933 Prepping an arterial cutdown. 680 00:31:04,010 --> 00:31:08,614 Sliding in the trocar, and now threading in the balloon. 681 00:31:08,648 --> 00:31:11,350 All right. Here we go. 682 00:31:14,454 --> 00:31:16,889 Advancing. Steadily. 683 00:31:16,923 --> 00:31:18,791 Easy. Gentle. 684 00:31:18,825 --> 00:31:20,893 A little further. How's placement? 685 00:31:20,927 --> 00:31:23,262 South of the subclavian artery. 686 00:31:23,286 --> 00:31:25,620 North of superior mesenteric. 687 00:31:25,655 --> 00:31:27,055 Floyd? 688 00:31:27,990 --> 00:31:30,158 Come on. 689 00:31:34,630 --> 00:31:38,100 Come on. Come on. 690 00:31:40,169 --> 00:31:42,404 Ah, come on, you can do better. 691 00:31:45,675 --> 00:31:47,309 Now we're talking. 692 00:32:02,191 --> 00:32:04,546 What are you all doing here? 693 00:32:05,628 --> 00:32:07,662 Don't worry, gonna have you playing your flute again 694 00:32:07,697 --> 00:32:08,997 in no time. 695 00:32:09,031 --> 00:32:10,499 But... 696 00:32:10,533 --> 00:32:12,367 not "Flight of the Bumblebee." 697 00:32:23,713 --> 00:32:26,181 How long have you felt like this? 698 00:32:26,215 --> 00:32:27,711 Always. 699 00:32:30,620 --> 00:32:36,158 My sister thinks I'm the one that has it together. 700 00:32:36,192 --> 00:32:39,461 My sister is so brave. 701 00:32:39,495 --> 00:32:41,830 She's so free. 702 00:32:41,864 --> 00:32:43,752 I envy her, 703 00:32:44,434 --> 00:32:48,503 and I hate what that does to us. 704 00:32:48,538 --> 00:32:51,206 What should I do? 705 00:33:00,875 --> 00:33:02,688 Well... 706 00:33:04,454 --> 00:33:07,689 What if you're the one who has it together? 707 00:33:08,053 --> 00:33:11,222 Joe, how often do you change the leaves? 708 00:33:11,257 --> 00:33:13,558 What? It's got to steep. I let it sit there a few days. 709 00:33:13,592 --> 00:33:14,859 - That's how you got botulism. - Botulism? 710 00:33:14,894 --> 00:33:16,394 - What? - Yep. 711 00:33:16,428 --> 00:33:19,143 The bacteria was growing in your thermos 712 00:33:19,197 --> 00:33:20,565 in these chamomile leaves. 713 00:33:20,599 --> 00:33:22,567 Oh! Wait, wait, wait, wait, 714 00:33:22,601 --> 00:33:24,788 Joe almost died from chamomile tea? 715 00:33:24,813 --> 00:33:26,805 That's a pretty rough obituary, man. 716 00:33:26,839 --> 00:33:28,873 I mean, chamomile? 717 00:33:28,908 --> 00:33:30,842 Yeah, they got it on tap at my yoga place. 718 00:33:30,876 --> 00:33:34,445 Yoga? Joe. 719 00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:37,115 Who hurt you? 720 00:33:37,149 --> 00:33:38,850 It's called self-care, Terry. 721 00:33:38,884 --> 00:33:40,251 Doc, tell him. 722 00:33:40,286 --> 00:33:42,547 Yoga is great. He's right. 723 00:33:42,582 --> 00:33:44,589 - You should all give it a try. - Yeah. 724 00:33:44,623 --> 00:33:47,194 Can any of you big lugs bend down and touch your toes? 725 00:33:48,594 --> 00:33:50,690 I didn't think so. 726 00:33:56,602 --> 00:33:59,137 I wrote my resignation letter over the weekend. 727 00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:06,164 This past year's just... just been too much. 728 00:34:07,374 --> 00:34:09,848 Too much grief, too much suffering. 729 00:34:10,202 --> 00:34:12,937 I never felt like I could do enough up here. 730 00:34:15,106 --> 00:34:17,307 Today was supposed to be my last day. 731 00:34:18,956 --> 00:34:19,956 I get it. 732 00:34:21,493 --> 00:34:23,473 I'm just sorry it was like this. 733 00:34:24,391 --> 00:34:26,130 I'm not. 734 00:34:26,560 --> 00:34:31,035 You, the other docs, your friends, man, 735 00:34:31,070 --> 00:34:33,004 pitching in, holding things together... 736 00:34:33,038 --> 00:34:34,943 I mean... 737 00:34:35,641 --> 00:34:37,976 for the first time in a long time, 738 00:34:38,203 --> 00:34:40,871 I felt like we weren't alone here. 739 00:34:41,575 --> 00:34:45,917 So... you're thinking maybe... 740 00:34:45,951 --> 00:34:47,819 maybe... 741 00:34:47,853 --> 00:34:49,749 Eh, I'll stick around. 742 00:34:50,625 --> 00:34:51,923 Thank God. 743 00:34:51,957 --> 00:34:53,491 I can't fill another empty spot 744 00:34:53,525 --> 00:34:56,694 because my list is too long and you're too good. 745 00:35:29,061 --> 00:35:32,030 So I've been thinking about what you said earlier. 746 00:35:32,064 --> 00:35:33,531 - You have? - Yep. 747 00:35:33,565 --> 00:35:35,199 Not a chance. 748 00:35:35,234 --> 00:35:37,669 I am not gonna let you give up all the important things 749 00:35:37,703 --> 00:35:40,171 that you need to get ahead. 750 00:35:40,205 --> 00:35:42,206 - But... - Because... 751 00:35:42,241 --> 00:35:44,776 I'm gonna give them to all the residents. 752 00:35:44,810 --> 00:35:48,350 New iPads, new equipment, all of it. 753 00:35:48,781 --> 00:35:51,249 Everyone deserves a level playing field. 754 00:35:51,811 --> 00:35:54,886 You're gonna pay for that? For everyone? 755 00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:58,156 No. You are. 756 00:35:58,190 --> 00:36:01,225 Because you are gonna start paying rent. 757 00:36:01,655 --> 00:36:04,896 So you don't think for a second that you don't deserve 758 00:36:04,930 --> 00:36:07,198 all the wonderful things that you have. 759 00:36:11,070 --> 00:36:12,737 Not for a second. 760 00:36:27,419 --> 00:36:29,583 Iggy just described this year's harvest 761 00:36:29,628 --> 00:36:31,089 to Brantley as "buxom." 762 00:36:43,035 --> 00:36:46,304 I'm sorry, Lyn. 763 00:36:48,374 --> 00:36:54,212 And this time, I know what I'm apologizing for. 764 00:36:56,915 --> 00:36:59,717 I made this about sex... 765 00:37:01,519 --> 00:37:06,456 Because I thought that's all I was allowed to have. 766 00:37:08,313 --> 00:37:12,482 But it's killing me because I do want more. 767 00:37:15,386 --> 00:37:18,455 I want something real. I... 768 00:37:21,673 --> 00:37:23,875 I want to hear stories about people I don't know 769 00:37:23,909 --> 00:37:25,309 and will never meet. 770 00:37:25,344 --> 00:37:29,113 I want to walk out of terrible plays with you 771 00:37:29,148 --> 00:37:34,185 and laugh... for years. 772 00:37:38,090 --> 00:37:40,295 I want all of you. 773 00:37:41,827 --> 00:37:43,828 And if I can't have that, then... 774 00:37:44,395 --> 00:37:46,229 We can have all that. 775 00:37:47,032 --> 00:37:48,299 Yeah? 776 00:37:55,941 --> 00:37:57,645 Just... 777 00:38:00,913 --> 00:38:02,480 Not here. 778 00:38:06,051 --> 00:38:10,321 Then let's take a walk. See where we end up. 779 00:38:25,577 --> 00:38:26,677 Wrong roof. 780 00:38:29,486 --> 00:38:30,987 Guess you already knew that. 781 00:38:39,518 --> 00:38:43,521 My patient's climbing partner, 782 00:38:43,841 --> 00:38:46,309 Garrett Turner... 783 00:38:47,364 --> 00:38:49,031 He didn't make it. 784 00:38:55,367 --> 00:39:00,538 They were out on this massive rock face together, 785 00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:02,293 tethered... 786 00:39:04,712 --> 00:39:06,410 but they... 787 00:39:06,840 --> 00:39:08,813 they just got out of balance with each other. 788 00:39:12,669 --> 00:39:15,004 Look, I know that I didn't ask you to come to London. 789 00:39:15,029 --> 00:39:17,931 That was your choice, and I am really excited 790 00:39:17,956 --> 00:39:20,223 that you're making this move with me. 791 00:39:22,995 --> 00:39:27,064 But it's like we're tethered together 792 00:39:27,369 --> 00:39:29,036 and we're climbing the same mountain 793 00:39:29,070 --> 00:39:31,505 and we're on the same rope. 794 00:39:31,540 --> 00:39:33,074 And I... 795 00:39:36,912 --> 00:39:39,914 I actually don't know if I trust you... 796 00:39:42,517 --> 00:39:45,920 Like, to... to be my partner. 797 00:39:48,924 --> 00:39:53,494 You're not preparing to leave. You're not even telling anyone. 798 00:39:53,528 --> 00:39:57,731 And because we are in this together, I, um... 799 00:39:59,868 --> 00:40:02,562 I fear that you... 800 00:40:03,772 --> 00:40:06,482 you're gonna take me down with you. 801 00:40:15,484 --> 00:40:17,384 We should go. 802 00:40:19,154 --> 00:40:21,288 They're waiting. 803 00:40:33,502 --> 00:40:35,769 Well, well, well, 804 00:40:35,804 --> 00:40:39,773 look who decided to show up together, huh? 805 00:40:39,808 --> 00:40:41,609 So apparently today is the day 806 00:40:41,643 --> 00:40:43,277 when I get everything wrong. 807 00:40:43,311 --> 00:40:44,712 Y'all do make a cute couple. 808 00:40:44,746 --> 00:40:46,814 Yeah, but what's your, like, couple name? 809 00:40:46,848 --> 00:40:49,683 Uh, Helmax? Goodsharpe? 810 00:40:51,553 --> 00:40:53,921 I can't believe I actually care about this. 811 00:40:55,724 --> 00:40:57,424 This is amazing. 812 00:40:57,459 --> 00:40:59,693 We have a little announcement to make. 813 00:40:59,728 --> 00:41:02,830 Speech, speech, speech! 814 00:41:03,965 --> 00:41:05,766 Just say it already! 815 00:41:05,800 --> 00:41:09,169 You guys aren't making this any easier. 816 00:41:12,707 --> 00:41:14,425 Dr. Sharpe... 817 00:41:15,477 --> 00:41:17,345 Dr. Sharpe and I are leaving. 818 00:41:23,752 --> 00:41:26,270 We're leaving New Amsterdam and we're moving to London. 819 00:41:48,376 --> 00:41:52,939 _ 820 00:41:59,788 --> 00:42:03,357 Karen. It's so nice to hear from you. 821 00:42:03,391 --> 00:42:04,692 I'm a little busy at the moment. 822 00:42:04,726 --> 00:42:07,103 Can I call you back? 823 00:42:09,731 --> 00:42:11,858 New Amsterdam? 824 00:42:18,573 --> 00:42:22,242 Well, I'll have to think about it. 825 00:42:22,307 --> 00:42:23,307 CREDITS