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Previously, on "New Amsterdam"...

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We can never be more than this.

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Tell me you know that.

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I'm offering you a promotion.

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Deputy Chair of Surgery.

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Dr. Reynolds, Dr. Lyn Malvo, my wife.

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Floyd's gonna be my new right hand man.

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You want Dr. Shinwari on your ED.

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You want a fifth spot?

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Are you talking about a bribe?

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I could lose my medical
license, I could go to jail!

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Did you have anything to do with this?

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It was all you.

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Mina got into
King's College in Cambridge.

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I put you down as her emergency contact,

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and I think that
if you would just meet her...

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- Not on your life!
- Mom!

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This place, what happened?

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Last month our medical
director packed up and left.

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Now we're fighting to hold on.

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All my patients, all their despair,

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it just becomes a part of me.

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And I'm not going
to see patients anymore.

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- Ow!
- Are you okay?

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Mm-hmm.

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Your place is huge.

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- Do you want a tour?
- No.

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www.addic7ed.com

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Hey, how are you guys?

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Look at all this good food
right here at the hospital.

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We got carrots, potatoes,
French fries... Daddy's favorite.

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Oh, broccoli, yummy.

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We got just about
everything we need here, kiddo.

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Yes. Yes.

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We're back.

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This is a nice change.

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Hugging is the new biting.

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Hey, monkey!

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Mwah.

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Bye!

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Yeah, none are really
jumping off the wall for me.

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You know what, forget white.

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Why don't we try a nice sunny yellow?

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Something upbeat.

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Oh, I gotcha, how can I help?

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- Oh, thanks so much.
- Sure.

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Gonna be kind of a slow
transition into pants,

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isn't it?

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- Dr. Goodwin.
- Hi!

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It's me, Simon, from podiatry.

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- Simon, you got huge!
- Right?

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I started lifting weights
between Zoom patients,

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and 18 months later...

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New Amsterdam needs an employee gym.

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New Amsterdam needs an employee gym.

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18 months of Zoom appointments
has not been kind to me.

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Melvin, you look great.

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I gained 20 pounds
from snacking between Zooms.

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Did you know thighs chafe?

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Dr. Metzger!

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Are you surprised by all the great

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changes we've been making lately?

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No, Dr. Goodwin,
this isn't my surprised face.

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This is my, "I can't believe

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I have to shower every day," face.

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Alright, so I know that first
days can be a little bit scary.

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But I assure you that this is a safe

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and nurturing learning environment.

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Also we ordered new
desks for you guys, so...

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As your newly minted
psych residency director,

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we will be spending
an awful lot of time together.

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We'll be working very closely
together for the next year.

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We will be on this
ward with real patients,

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and you will have me
in supervision as your teacher,

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your protector, your sounding board,

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your overall psych Sherpa
on this amazing journey

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we're about to embark on together.

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You know, here at the hospital,

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they heal the body.

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In this ward, we heal souls.

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Okay, listen up, newbies.

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I'm Dr. Lauren bloom, head
of the emergency department.

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Which means do not come to me
with your personal problems.

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Don't complain
to me about your schedule.

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And don't expect me
to care if your pet is sick.

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Chief Resident Walsh
will field your questions

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and let you know when you screwed up.

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If you find yourself in the position

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where I'm the one
who's telling you you've

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screwed up, you're gonna know it's bad.

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Questions?

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Good.

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Look, I know your internships were

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a long hard slog,
and right now you probably feel

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like you're seeing
light at the end of the tunnel.

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I'm here to tell you,
that is not daylight.

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It is a train.

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So grab a donut and get to work.

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Okay, so, I'm Dr. Mark Walsh...

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And just so we're all on the up and up,

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Resident Shinwari is my girlfriend.

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Morning, partner.

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Is it, though?

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Nurse Kamoe.

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Would you be so kind
as to crank up Dr. Reynolds'

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legendary playlist?

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? I wake up crying ?

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Love the soul, but this
is not time for slow jams.

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Next cut, please.

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? Ain't no sunshine when she's gone ?

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? It's not warm when she's away ?

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It's a good song.

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It's a woman, isn't it?

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No.

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Floyd.

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Look, Claude, no one wants to hear

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about my love life, all right?

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Team?

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? She goes away ?

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Okay.

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Maybe there was a woman,

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but it wasn't right for either of us.

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So I ended it.

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And now I'd like to just move on.

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Floyd, if you really
care for this woman,

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you need to find a way to make it work.

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? Anytime she goes away ?

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It's not that simple.

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? I know, I know, I know, I know ?

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So the hottest thing on your hotlist,

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which I would still prefer
to call your schedule,

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is your meeting with Dr. Wilder.

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She's been waiting for 30 minutes.

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Yeah, um, sweet Sandra Fall.

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I don't want you to focus on my schedule

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or my meetings anymore.

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Given that's the entirety of

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my responsibilities,
what should I focus on?

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Joy.

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I want you to focus on joy.

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Can you walk me through
what that might look like?

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Finding it, seizing it.

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That's what this new
beginning is all about,

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refocusing on what truly matters.

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Re-examining our lives
to maximize the joy,

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the beauty, the people that we love,

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and nothing should distract us
from that noble goal.

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May I have your attention.

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There is a fire in the building.

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Maybe we start that joy thing tomorrow?

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What the hell happened?

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We don't know, everything's on fire,

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it came out of nowhere.

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Go, go, go, go, go.

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Get out of here, go.

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Is this even real?

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I have thought of nothing

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but you and this

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for so long.

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Thought it,
but didn't know how to say it.

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Or maybe I was afraid to.

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And now it just feels
like I have a future again.

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With you, just like this.

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I should never have let you in.

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Could've been worse, Dr. Goodwin.

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Luckily the sprinklers got it

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before the fire got to the gas lines.

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You're sure this is arson?

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100%.

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We found multiple points of origin.

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Got these patterns

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here on the wall, traces of accelerant.

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What about the security cameras,

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did they catch anything?

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Cameras would have caught something

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if they'd come through this way.

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But they didn't.

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Whoever did this knew the layout.

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Could be a supplier, or...

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Or someone who works here.

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Dr. Goodwin?

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Um, excuse me, thank you.

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This may seem low priority...

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That criteria has changed.

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But you still have your 10:00

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with Dr. Wilder and it is now 11:15.

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Can you tell her that
the hospital's on fire?

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And maybe we could reschedule?

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Clearly that information
did not compel her to leave.

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Thanks for your patience.

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- The ED's clear.
- Thank you, gentlemen.

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Okay.

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Brandon?

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Hi.

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Well, yeah,
it looks like you've got gout.

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That's, like,
some old-timey disease, right?

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Fancy people,
sitting around eating all day?

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Yeah, not so much anymore.

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Just like halter tops and headscarves,

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young people are bringing it back.

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Nah, I shouldn't be
up in here with no gout.

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I'm an athlete, I'm in shape.

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You know, my team was in the Final Four

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just ten years ago.

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- Wait, Brandon Dover?
- Yeah.

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I bet against you
in our March Madness pool.

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You cost me fifteen bucks.

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24 points, seven assists, five rebounds.

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You know I was supposed
to be the next Derrick Rose?

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- So why'd you quit?
- I didn't.

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Basketball quit me.

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Candy Storell, vaccinated.

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Multiple fractures,
lacerations, concussion.

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Fell backwards off the fire
escape while taking a selfie.

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At least she was doing what she loves.

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Walsh, let's get her to Trauma One.

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Turan, can you take over with Brandon?

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He needs two doses
of ibuprofen every five hours

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and three doses of
Colchicine every eight hours.

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Write it down so he
gets the timing right.

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We're less than a year away from needing

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our own selfie wing.

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What do you got?

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Let's hear it, people!

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It looks like a tib-fib fracture.

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Some intense reactive inflammation.

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Placing a chest tube
to evacuate a pneumothorax.

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- Shinwari?
- Arm is irrigated and sutured.

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Nice job, everyone.

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Patient is stable and ready for X-ray...

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Too slow!

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You guys are gonna
need to be much faster

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because the next patient that comes in

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is not gonna be so straightforward.

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Nice job on that arm lac.

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All right, let's mobilize for radiology.

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Trauma One's a busy place,
gotta clear the room!

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Department policy is
to have a general surgery

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presence for all
restricted bowel procedures.

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I know the policy.

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Your husband sent me to assist, so...

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Then assist.

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You wanted to keep it professional,

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we can keep it professional.

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Lyn.

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- What was I supposed to do?
- Let go.

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I couldn't, I can't, not when I have

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to look your
husband in the eye every day.

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I mean, let go of my hand.

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Now I have to scrub it again.

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That's my bad.

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While the fire
department does their thing,

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I want your department to create

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a psychological profile of the arsonist.

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Uh, okay, yeah.

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But that's a really
specialized field, right.

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Well, what do you mean?

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Is there no one on staff who specializes

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in arson or pyromania?

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No, no, there is.

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Just they're not...
They're not exactly on staff.

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Well then, where are they?

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00:12:44,022 --> 00:12:45,923
Common Room two.

265
00:13:07,045 --> 00:13:09,479
It's so good
to see you again, Dr. Frome.

266
00:13:18,912 --> 00:13:20,646
Helen.

267
00:13:21,433 --> 00:13:23,334
Hey.

268
00:13:24,746 --> 00:13:26,539
Just talk to me.

269
00:13:27,957 --> 00:13:30,088
When you spoke about the future...

270
00:13:30,123 --> 00:13:31,423
What, was it too soon?

271
00:13:31,458 --> 00:13:33,892
- No, it made me sad.
- Sad?

272
00:13:33,927 --> 00:13:35,260
Hey.

273
00:13:35,590 --> 00:13:37,383
Why?

274
00:13:38,264 --> 00:13:40,265
Just talk to me.

275
00:13:40,300 --> 00:13:44,303
When I was in London,
I had this profound feeling.

276
00:13:45,672 --> 00:13:48,708
I was getting Mina settled,
being there for my mom,

277
00:13:48,742 --> 00:13:53,512
it all just felt so...
I felt so exposed.

278
00:13:55,777 --> 00:13:57,403
But in the best way.

279
00:14:04,744 --> 00:14:08,360
It made me realize just how
much of myself that I put away.

280
00:14:12,210 --> 00:14:14,867
Packed it up, crossed an ocean to become

281
00:14:14,901 --> 00:14:18,904
someone else in a place
where I have no history.

282
00:14:22,274 --> 00:14:25,176
It was self-preservation,
but what's left now?

283
00:14:28,033 --> 00:14:29,727
Of me?

284
00:14:36,422 --> 00:14:38,627
Being home

285
00:14:39,666 --> 00:14:42,540
broke me wide open and I
came spilling out in a way

286
00:14:42,607 --> 00:14:44,963
that I don't have any interest
in boxing back up again,

287
00:14:44,998 --> 00:14:47,065
because it felt right.

288
00:14:49,174 --> 00:14:50,941
I felt right.

289
00:14:58,756 --> 00:15:00,412
You can take some time off.

290
00:15:02,093 --> 00:15:05,150
You take a leave of absence,
you can take whatever you need.

291
00:15:09,022 --> 00:15:12,658
Max, I need to go home.

292
00:15:16,649 --> 00:15:18,564
For good.

293
00:15:21,534 --> 00:15:23,168
We need to push all elective surgeries.

294
00:15:23,202 --> 00:15:25,270
Any patient that can be
transferred, transfer them,

295
00:15:25,305 --> 00:15:26,505
and let's double up on security.

296
00:15:26,539 --> 00:15:28,974
- They've already doubled it.
- Then double it again.

297
00:15:29,008 --> 00:15:31,655
Dr. Wilder,
I see you're getting more use

298
00:15:31,711 --> 00:15:33,833
out of this office and I do.

299
00:15:34,614 --> 00:15:37,449
You really have a thing
against filing cabinets.

300
00:15:37,483 --> 00:15:39,551
Just prefer a non-traditional
approach to organization.

301
00:15:39,586 --> 00:15:41,026
Max Goodwin, medical director,

302
00:15:41,079 --> 00:15:43,021
very sorry to keep you both waiting.

303
00:15:43,056 --> 00:15:44,656
When I heard the building was on fire,

304
00:15:44,691 --> 00:15:46,525
I did consider fleeing for my life.

305
00:15:46,559 --> 00:15:48,897
Yeah, well, turns out the
fire department counts on that.

306
00:15:48,948 --> 00:15:51,730
Except, I was too curious as to
why you wanted to meet with me.

307
00:15:51,764 --> 00:15:53,879
What, uh, well...

308
00:15:55,268 --> 00:15:57,869
Oh, just, okay.

309
00:15:57,904 --> 00:16:00,739
Here's the thing,
I'm in a bit of a pickle,

310
00:16:00,773 --> 00:16:02,841
a delicate situation.

311
00:16:02,875 --> 00:16:07,045
I'm trying to replace
someone in oncology.

312
00:16:07,658 --> 00:16:09,160
Who's leaving?

313
00:16:09,735 --> 00:16:11,703
Dr. Helen Sharpe.

314
00:16:13,956 --> 00:16:15,053
Holy... no!

315
00:16:15,088 --> 00:16:18,056
I'm not interpreting that.

316
00:16:18,711 --> 00:16:21,593
I have a mouth like a sailor,
but Ben is a prude.

317
00:16:21,628 --> 00:16:23,862
It was very explicit.

318
00:16:24,300 --> 00:16:25,931
She's in London, and no one

319
00:16:25,965 --> 00:16:29,034
at the hospital knows,
so there's a bit of secrecy.

320
00:16:30,807 --> 00:16:33,071
Dr. Sharpe is the best there is.

321
00:16:33,106 --> 00:16:37,476
I have always been humbled by
her passion, her intelligence,

322
00:16:37,510 --> 00:16:41,013
and also, let's face it,
she's super foxy.

323
00:16:41,047 --> 00:16:45,751
Well, I don't know about...
I mean, I don't, we're not...

324
00:16:45,785 --> 00:16:47,771
Yeah, they're...
They're big shoes to fill,

325
00:16:47,834 --> 00:16:49,254
there's no doubt.

326
00:16:50,252 --> 00:16:51,741
And I'm only a size seven.

327
00:16:52,370 --> 00:16:55,111
But I do make up for it in other ways.

328
00:16:55,145 --> 00:16:57,513
I emailed you Dr. Wilder's CV.

329
00:16:57,548 --> 00:16:59,315
Yeah, I see that, thank you.

330
00:16:59,350 --> 00:17:01,317
Listen, you come very highly recommended

331
00:17:01,352 --> 00:17:02,852
by a lot of good people,
but what I'm looking for

332
00:17:02,887 --> 00:17:04,220
is basically impossible to find.

333
00:17:04,255 --> 00:17:07,323
Dr. Sharpe not only has our oncology

334
00:17:07,358 --> 00:17:09,359
and hematology departments, but she also

335
00:17:09,393 --> 00:17:12,095
chairs a cancer research clinic that,

336
00:17:12,129 --> 00:17:15,365
which... wow, I see you do as well?

337
00:17:16,867 --> 00:17:20,036
The Murtha Cancer Center
at Walter Reed Hospital,

338
00:17:20,070 --> 00:17:22,872
where I currently
practice surgical oncology.

339
00:17:22,907 --> 00:17:24,540
That's very impressive.

340
00:17:24,575 --> 00:17:28,077
Fellowship at NIH,
studied at MD Anderson,

341
00:17:28,112 --> 00:17:30,950
and recipient of The Order
of the Star of Ghana?

342
00:17:32,850 --> 00:17:35,218
Oh, I was doing Medecin sans Frontieres

343
00:17:35,252 --> 00:17:38,554
outside of Accra, and I saw a few ways

344
00:17:38,589 --> 00:17:41,791
to tidy up the irrigation
system while I was there.

345
00:17:41,825 --> 00:17:44,160
The badge itself,
it's really quite lovely.

346
00:17:44,194 --> 00:17:46,980
Sometimes I'll just wear it out.

347
00:17:47,040 --> 00:17:50,676
Um, wow.

348
00:17:50,711 --> 00:17:52,878
You are literally...

349
00:17:52,913 --> 00:17:55,881
uh, what am I trying to say?

350
00:17:56,392 --> 00:17:59,285
Again, that's why I waited out the fire.

351
00:17:59,319 --> 00:18:02,688
I'm very glad you did,
because you are hired.

352
00:18:02,723 --> 00:18:04,657
Let's introduce you
to Chairwoman Brantley

353
00:18:04,691 --> 00:18:06,192
and we'll get the paperwork started.

354
00:18:06,226 --> 00:18:07,560
The parking is really a nightmare

355
00:18:07,594 --> 00:18:11,097
but I think we can find
you a spot at the top...

356
00:18:30,517 --> 00:18:32,084
I can have other photos
brought in for you

357
00:18:32,119 --> 00:18:33,763
if that's what you need.

358
00:18:34,388 --> 00:18:36,349
You know what I need.

359
00:18:37,157 --> 00:18:39,425
I'm not taking you to a burn site.

360
00:18:39,769 --> 00:18:41,646
That is off the table.

361
00:18:43,096 --> 00:18:45,965
Would you profile a patient
from a pile of photographs?

362
00:18:45,999 --> 00:18:48,968
That's entirely different.
Fire is not alive.

363
00:18:49,320 --> 00:18:51,531
Fire consumes oxygen,

364
00:18:52,172 --> 00:18:55,201
reproduces and moves quickly.

365
00:18:55,776 --> 00:18:58,177
That's more alive
than a lot of my cellmates.

366
00:19:02,482 --> 00:19:04,417
It's too dangerous.

367
00:19:05,950 --> 00:19:07,612
What am I gonna do?

368
00:19:08,522 --> 00:19:11,290
Escape from the fleet of armed guards?

369
00:19:11,325 --> 00:19:13,259
Burn the place down?

370
00:19:13,636 --> 00:19:15,157
I'm not a supervillain.

371
00:19:15,191 --> 00:19:17,863
No, no, no, I mean,
it's too dangerous for you.

372
00:19:19,666 --> 00:19:21,734
For a pyromaniac, fire is a drug,

373
00:19:21,768 --> 00:19:23,803
and for the six years
since you were arrested,

374
00:19:23,837 --> 00:19:25,504
you have been sober.

375
00:19:25,539 --> 00:19:28,174
Taking you to a burn site would be like

376
00:19:28,208 --> 00:19:29,909
sending you off on a bender.

377
00:19:29,943 --> 00:19:31,544
All your progress will be...

378
00:19:31,578 --> 00:19:34,780
You will not shrink me.

379
00:19:35,199 --> 00:19:38,451
You are not my analyst,
I am not your patient.

380
00:19:38,485 --> 00:19:42,221
And my progress is none of your
business, is that clear?

381
00:19:43,957 --> 00:19:45,691
Yes, Mary.

382
00:19:45,726 --> 00:19:47,169
It is clear.

383
00:19:50,430 --> 00:19:52,341
How calm you sound.

384
00:19:52,833 --> 00:19:54,802
How reassuring.

385
00:19:55,135 --> 00:19:58,437
But that little Iggy mind
is in there scheming away,

386
00:19:58,472 --> 00:20:00,806
trying to figure
out how you can reach me.

387
00:20:01,127 --> 00:20:02,927
Help me heal.

388
00:20:04,271 --> 00:20:08,074
That... that was true when we first met.

389
00:20:08,099 --> 00:20:10,067
My job was to analyze inmates.

390
00:20:10,359 --> 00:20:14,387
But right now, I assure you,
I am just here for your help.

391
00:20:14,421 --> 00:20:16,122
You're not trying to shrink me?

392
00:20:16,416 --> 00:20:17,716
Uh-uh.

393
00:20:17,984 --> 00:20:21,853
Protect me from the only thing I love?

394
00:20:29,269 --> 00:20:33,806
Your love killed 13 people, Mary.

395
00:20:33,845 --> 00:20:36,809
Fire is not love, fire is rage.

396
00:20:36,843 --> 00:20:38,411
We're done here.

397
00:20:38,445 --> 00:20:40,846
The accelerant is homemade.

398
00:20:40,881 --> 00:20:42,642
That means he's educated.

399
00:20:44,185 --> 00:20:46,852
It's a medium petroleum distillate,

400
00:20:46,887 --> 00:20:48,854
which is uncommon here, but typical

401
00:20:48,889 --> 00:20:50,723
in Northern Europe
where he's likely from.

402
00:20:50,757 --> 00:20:52,858
And I say he not only
because of the distance

403
00:20:52,893 --> 00:20:54,860
the gas was tossed,
but because of the jagged

404
00:20:54,895 --> 00:20:56,629
pattern of how it fell.

405
00:20:56,663 --> 00:20:59,265
You need strength to
toss the canister like that,

406
00:20:59,299 --> 00:21:01,285
and anger.

407
00:21:03,203 --> 00:21:06,272
Now imagine what I could tell
you if you got me out of here.

408
00:21:10,343 --> 00:21:12,645
Brandon Dover, 28-year-old male

409
00:21:12,679 --> 00:21:15,047
with extreme abdominal pain,
low BP and heart arrhythmia.

410
00:21:15,081 --> 00:21:17,683
I just released him. Brandon,
Brandon, can you hear me?

411
00:21:17,717 --> 00:21:18,851
Did you take the meds we gave you?

412
00:21:18,885 --> 00:21:20,719
Yeah. It hurts.

413
00:21:20,754 --> 00:21:22,588
I need a surgical consult.

414
00:21:22,622 --> 00:21:24,590
Trauma One.

415
00:21:25,559 --> 00:21:27,228
We got a bleeder!

416
00:21:28,028 --> 00:21:29,438
Got it, suture.

417
00:21:32,132 --> 00:21:33,567
Scissors.

418
00:21:33,934 --> 00:21:37,870
Appendix, liver, spleen,
arteries, they all look fine.

419
00:21:40,340 --> 00:21:42,475
Hmm. They're rock hard.

420
00:21:42,910 --> 00:21:44,477
Ischemic loop of bowel?

421
00:21:44,511 --> 00:21:46,612
No sign of thrombus or infection.

422
00:21:46,646 --> 00:21:49,114
Well, he came in for gout,
we gave him medication.

423
00:21:49,149 --> 00:21:50,710
It didn't help.

424
00:21:51,151 --> 00:21:53,452
But what if the pharmacy
screwed up his meds?

425
00:21:53,487 --> 00:21:55,087
Maybe he didn't have gout.

426
00:21:55,121 --> 00:21:57,423
I saw the crystals myself.

427
00:21:57,457 --> 00:21:58,757
Okay, well, what if he did take his meds

428
00:21:58,792 --> 00:22:00,626
but maybe he took too many?

429
00:22:00,660 --> 00:22:02,628
Why would he OD on Colchicine?

430
00:22:12,973 --> 00:22:14,940
Lyn, can we talk?

431
00:22:14,975 --> 00:22:16,342
Professionally?

432
00:22:16,376 --> 00:22:18,944
Personally.

433
00:22:24,969 --> 00:22:27,002
So what're you gonna do?

434
00:22:27,037 --> 00:22:29,472
Give up on your practice,
and your patients,

435
00:22:29,506 --> 00:22:31,205
and everything that you've

436
00:22:31,230 --> 00:22:33,031
built here and go back, and what?

437
00:22:33,066 --> 00:22:34,900
- Maybe you should leave.
- No, I won't.

438
00:22:34,934 --> 00:22:36,802
You won't?

439
00:22:36,836 --> 00:22:38,570
You won't know how long
I've waited to be right here?

440
00:22:38,604 --> 00:22:41,073
Now that I'm here, I'm not just
gonna leave, just talk to me!

441
00:22:41,107 --> 00:22:43,008
Let me try,
please let me fight for this.

442
00:22:43,042 --> 00:22:44,309
Okay, all right.

443
00:22:44,722 --> 00:22:47,406
The clinic that I took my mom,

444
00:22:47,454 --> 00:22:49,977
they need a new medical director and...

445
00:22:50,930 --> 00:22:52,804
And they want me.

446
00:22:55,655 --> 00:22:56,988
That's great.

447
00:22:57,023 --> 00:22:58,623
I'll go back and forth
every other weekend.

448
00:22:58,658 --> 00:23:00,258
It's what, a six hour flight, why not?

449
00:23:00,293 --> 00:23:02,728
You can do the same,
we'll be frequent flyers.

450
00:23:02,762 --> 00:23:04,262
We can't have
a long-distance relationship

451
00:23:04,297 --> 00:23:06,365
without ever having had
a short-distance one.

452
00:23:06,399 --> 00:23:07,599
Listen... listen to me.

453
00:23:07,633 --> 00:23:08,834
Why not?

454
00:23:08,868 --> 00:23:11,002
Why not?

455
00:23:11,037 --> 00:23:13,138
I'm here.

456
00:23:13,172 --> 00:23:16,675
Now that I've held you
and I've kissed you

457
00:23:16,709 --> 00:23:18,977
and I've humiliated myself

458
00:23:19,011 --> 00:23:20,479
in front of the entire neighborhood.

459
00:23:20,513 --> 00:23:22,881
How have you humiliated yourself?

460
00:23:22,915 --> 00:23:24,349
Hey, New York!

461
00:23:24,384 --> 00:23:28,019
I love this woman
and now she's trying to dump...

462
00:23:28,054 --> 00:23:29,154
No, I'm not gonna...

463
00:23:29,188 --> 00:23:31,022
I'll keep going, I swear to God

464
00:23:31,057 --> 00:23:31,990
- I will keep going...
- No, shh.

465
00:23:32,024 --> 00:23:33,191
Please, Max, stop.

466
00:23:33,226 --> 00:23:34,960
I'm not gonna stop until you tell me

467
00:23:34,994 --> 00:23:36,628
- that we're gonna try.
- How?

468
00:23:36,662 --> 00:23:38,964
I... London, New York, back and forth,

469
00:23:38,998 --> 00:23:40,132
Tunisia, I don't care.

470
00:23:40,166 --> 00:23:42,321
Anywhere, as long as we're together.

471
00:23:43,322 --> 00:23:45,270
Please.

472
00:23:45,304 --> 00:23:47,243
What about Luna?

473
00:23:49,008 --> 00:23:50,876
She can come with me.

474
00:23:50,910 --> 00:23:52,744
She's young enough, it's fine.

475
00:23:52,779 --> 00:23:53,912
It'll be an adventure for her,

476
00:23:53,946 --> 00:23:55,347
it'll be an adventure for all of us.

477
00:23:55,381 --> 00:23:56,815
I just want you to say
that you're willing

478
00:23:57,711 --> 00:23:59,351
to fight for this.

479
00:24:00,089 --> 00:24:03,388
Because if you don't, I'm gonna run

480
00:24:03,423 --> 00:24:05,957
through these streets butt naked.

481
00:24:05,992 --> 00:24:07,392
I'll do it.

482
00:24:07,427 --> 00:24:09,528
Literally, I'm taking
my pants off right now.

483
00:24:09,562 --> 00:24:11,096
- Here they go.
- No, okay!

484
00:24:11,130 --> 00:24:13,198
- Completely...
- I love you.

485
00:24:17,356 --> 00:24:19,066
I love you.

486
00:24:27,914 --> 00:24:29,848
Do everything you can
to secure the hospital.

487
00:24:29,882 --> 00:24:31,149
Police, FBI, call it all in.

488
00:24:31,184 --> 00:24:33,418
- Max. Max!
- Yeah, I'm sorry.

489
00:24:33,453 --> 00:24:35,420
I... We're here to help.

490
00:24:35,455 --> 00:24:39,324
All O2 tanks and all
other flammable gases

491
00:24:39,358 --> 00:24:41,426
need to get disconnected
and someone's gotta go around

492
00:24:41,461 --> 00:24:43,061
and ensure that all
your fire doors are latching.

493
00:24:43,095 --> 00:24:45,664
I hate to ask, but...

494
00:24:45,698 --> 00:24:48,433
- You don't have to.
- Thank you.

495
00:24:48,468 --> 00:24:50,335
Tell me you got something?

496
00:24:50,369 --> 00:24:52,838
Um, well, Miss Wheeler's
not exactly compliant.

497
00:24:52,872 --> 00:24:54,372
Iggy, if we don't find this
person someone's going to die.

498
00:24:54,407 --> 00:24:55,440
Now get back in there
and do whatever you can.

499
00:24:55,475 --> 00:24:56,975
- Okay.
- Thank you.

500
00:24:57,009 --> 00:24:58,043
How you guys holding up?

501
00:24:58,077 --> 00:24:59,244
No signs of concussion.

502
00:24:59,278 --> 00:25:01,146
Just a few scrapes and bruises.

503
00:25:01,180 --> 00:25:02,647
Lauren, I hate to do this,

504
00:25:02,682 --> 00:25:04,115
but you need to put the ED on diversion.

505
00:25:04,150 --> 00:25:05,650
- On it.
- Claude, let's go over

506
00:25:05,685 --> 00:25:07,452
your schedule, see what
surgeries we can push.

507
00:25:07,487 --> 00:25:09,521
Sure, I'll be right back, okay?

508
00:25:20,586 --> 00:25:22,296
If you hadn't been there...

509
00:25:24,950 --> 00:25:27,452
I just wanted to apologize.

510
00:25:31,377 --> 00:25:33,724
It's passed, Floyd.

511
00:25:34,892 --> 00:25:36,936
No, no, it hasn't.

512
00:25:37,717 --> 00:25:39,951
I thought we could
go back to being friends.

513
00:25:39,986 --> 00:25:42,220
But whenever I'm with your husband,

514
00:25:42,255 --> 00:25:44,723
all I do is think about you.

515
00:25:44,757 --> 00:25:48,093
And when we're together,
I just keep thinking about him.

516
00:25:51,464 --> 00:25:53,953
You don't think
this has been hard on me?

517
00:25:55,201 --> 00:25:57,569
He may like you more than I do.

518
00:26:03,409 --> 00:26:06,144
Something's gotta give, Lyn.

519
00:26:06,178 --> 00:26:08,647
Look, either I step down, or...

520
00:26:15,955 --> 00:26:17,559
Or what?

521
00:26:26,599 --> 00:26:29,534
Okay, I need every patient
transferred or discharged.

522
00:26:29,569 --> 00:26:31,703
And why isn't Brandon Dover

523
00:26:31,737 --> 00:26:34,105
on anti-colchicine fab fragments yet?

524
00:26:34,140 --> 00:26:36,141
He is, I just haven't
had time to update his file.

525
00:26:36,175 --> 00:26:39,210
How'd he mess up his meds so bad?

526
00:26:39,245 --> 00:26:40,679
I have no idea,

527
00:26:40,713 --> 00:26:44,883
considering we gave him such
explicit instructions.

528
00:26:44,917 --> 00:26:46,714
Dr. Bloom?

529
00:26:48,588 --> 00:26:50,050
Hey.

530
00:26:53,053 --> 00:26:56,828
I'll just go update that file.

531
00:26:56,862 --> 00:26:58,434
Just go.

532
00:27:00,733 --> 00:27:03,355
You're a sight for sore eyes.

533
00:27:03,836 --> 00:27:06,571
- How's your first day goin'?
- Are you serious?

534
00:27:06,606 --> 00:27:08,239
It's bad enough you gave me a medal

535
00:27:08,274 --> 00:27:09,574
for cleaning out a wound,

536
00:27:09,609 --> 00:27:11,576
but why'd you tell
everyone we were a couple?

537
00:27:11,611 --> 00:27:12,844
Yeah, okay...

538
00:27:12,878 --> 00:27:15,914
We agreed to wait until they
got to know me as a resident.

539
00:27:15,948 --> 00:27:17,582
You were going to treat me
like everyone else.

540
00:27:17,617 --> 00:27:19,417
But you're not like everybody else.

541
00:27:19,452 --> 00:27:21,453
You're a fully trained doctor.

542
00:27:21,487 --> 00:27:24,322
They're just a bunch of kids
pretending to be doctors.

543
00:27:24,357 --> 00:27:26,057
I would have complimented them too,

544
00:27:26,092 --> 00:27:27,993
had the situation been reversed.

545
00:27:28,027 --> 00:27:30,395
But the situation can never
be reversed because the other

546
00:27:30,429 --> 00:27:32,430
residents aren't
sleeping with their boss.

547
00:27:34,233 --> 00:27:36,067
Okay, okay.

548
00:27:36,102 --> 00:27:37,769
I'm sorry.

549
00:27:37,803 --> 00:27:39,004
Okay, I'm sorry.

550
00:27:39,038 --> 00:27:43,141
I just... I was just trying
to work my program, you know?

551
00:27:43,175 --> 00:27:45,022
Put it all out there.

552
00:27:45,578 --> 00:27:47,653
There's this saying,

553
00:27:47,688 --> 00:27:50,649
it's you're only as sick
as your secrets, and...

554
00:27:56,188 --> 00:27:57,826
Lauren?

555
00:27:58,324 --> 00:27:59,958
You know what, you were right.

556
00:27:59,992 --> 00:28:02,761
You were totally in the right,
and I am wrong.

557
00:28:02,795 --> 00:28:04,625
But I think I know what's
going on with my patient.

558
00:28:14,473 --> 00:28:17,809
Must have been zero visibility.

559
00:28:18,222 --> 00:28:23,648
Everywhere you look, just flames, smoke.

560
00:28:24,228 --> 00:28:27,519
Black and orange, orange and black.

561
00:28:32,510 --> 00:28:35,979
Ah, the doctor disapproves.

562
00:28:37,563 --> 00:28:39,230
No, I'm concerned.

563
00:28:39,265 --> 00:28:40,702
No.

564
00:28:41,300 --> 00:28:43,935
You're scared of me.

565
00:28:43,969 --> 00:28:46,583
You have been since
you walked into my ward.

566
00:28:47,584 --> 00:28:49,507
The only thing I'm scared of, Mary,

567
00:28:49,542 --> 00:28:51,676
is the damage being done to your psyche.

568
00:28:55,381 --> 00:28:59,150
You treat murderers, rapists.

569
00:28:59,185 --> 00:29:01,853
You're alone in rooms
with people who could snap you

570
00:29:01,887 --> 00:29:03,988
like a twig, and I don't
think you break a sweat.

571
00:29:04,023 --> 00:29:06,691
And here you are acting like
the nice woman of a certain age

572
00:29:06,726 --> 00:29:08,480
is going to take a bite out of you.

573
00:29:09,762 --> 00:29:12,263
Which one of us do you think is having

574
00:29:12,298 --> 00:29:14,403
a damaging psychological experience?

575
00:29:15,735 --> 00:29:17,869
You know, Mary, patients
try to drag their doctors

576
00:29:17,903 --> 00:29:20,138
into their pathologies all the time.

577
00:29:20,172 --> 00:29:22,540
When I practiced, there
was a weekly occurrence.

578
00:29:22,575 --> 00:29:24,375
But, I hate to break it to you,
it's not gonna work.

579
00:29:24,410 --> 00:29:26,290
You said when you practiced.

580
00:29:26,879 --> 00:29:28,375
Why'd you stop?

581
00:29:33,753 --> 00:29:35,353
I have an eye for sore spots.

582
00:29:35,387 --> 00:29:37,009
Think I'd make a good shrink?

583
00:29:37,957 --> 00:29:39,224
We're done here.

584
00:29:39,258 --> 00:29:41,626
Tell me why you quit and I'll
tell you who set the fire.

585
00:29:48,601 --> 00:29:50,522
I needed a change.

586
00:29:51,604 --> 00:29:53,738
The hours were terrible,
they were killing me.

587
00:29:55,174 --> 00:29:56,741
I'm giving you a choice

588
00:29:56,776 --> 00:29:59,239
between being honest with yourself

589
00:30:00,032 --> 00:30:01,679
and watching this place burn.

590
00:30:01,714 --> 00:30:02,747
Why are you making this about me?

591
00:30:02,782 --> 00:30:04,082
"She's not too far gone!

592
00:30:04,116 --> 00:30:06,997
We can help this woman,
we can save her!"

593
00:30:07,520 --> 00:30:10,755
You said that at my trial.

594
00:30:10,790 --> 00:30:12,757
- Mm-hmm.
- You yelled at the judge.

595
00:30:12,792 --> 00:30:14,993
You demanded he put me in your ward,

596
00:30:15,027 --> 00:30:17,662
not prison, because you could save me.

597
00:30:17,696 --> 00:30:21,900
Iggy, the White Knight,
knew everyone can be saved.

598
00:30:22,679 --> 00:30:23,968
Now you've quit.

599
00:30:25,304 --> 00:30:27,601
Now you've left everyone to rot.

600
00:30:28,374 --> 00:30:29,774
Why?

601
00:30:30,395 --> 00:30:35,079
When does the White Knight
stop trying to save everybody?

602
00:30:37,569 --> 00:30:41,052
When he stops believing
that people can be saved.

603
00:30:44,623 --> 00:30:46,024
Out of here.

604
00:30:46,058 --> 00:30:47,125
Now.

605
00:30:47,159 --> 00:30:49,494
Fire isn't rage, Dr. Frome.

606
00:30:49,528 --> 00:30:50,762
Want to know what it is?

607
00:30:50,796 --> 00:30:54,503
God writes in pencil, fire's his eraser.

608
00:30:55,634 --> 00:30:58,303
It's not for anger, it's for pain.

609
00:30:58,337 --> 00:30:59,604
That's your profile?

610
00:30:59,925 --> 00:31:01,806
The arsonist is in pain?

611
00:31:01,841 --> 00:31:03,474
Just like you.

612
00:31:03,509 --> 00:31:05,013
Just like me.

613
00:31:08,781 --> 00:31:10,415
Okay. Thank you, Teresa.

614
00:31:10,449 --> 00:31:12,217
I'll catch up with you in a minute.

615
00:31:12,251 --> 00:31:14,452
Hey, so, it was a mistake
to bring Mary back into this.

616
00:31:14,486 --> 00:31:15,820
It definitely set her back.

617
00:31:15,855 --> 00:31:17,222
Now the best I got out of her is that

618
00:31:17,256 --> 00:31:19,157
the arsonist is
trying to erase something.

619
00:31:19,191 --> 00:31:20,425
Erase what?

620
00:31:20,459 --> 00:31:21,860
I don't know, I have no idea.

621
00:31:21,894 --> 00:31:24,429
Is there anything that connects
the location of the two fires?

622
00:31:24,463 --> 00:31:25,763
- Anything?
- Not really.

623
00:31:25,798 --> 00:31:27,265
I mean, one was a COVID overflow unit

624
00:31:27,299 --> 00:31:29,834
and the other was an auxiliary
space for neurology.

625
00:31:29,869 --> 00:31:31,336
And what was it used for last?

626
00:31:33,172 --> 00:31:35,139
It was our second COVID overflow unit.

627
00:31:35,174 --> 00:31:37,337
Where else did we
annex for COVID patients?

628
00:31:39,812 --> 00:31:40,812
Max!

629
00:31:40,846 --> 00:31:42,480
Max!

630
00:31:43,883 --> 00:31:45,617
Everybody out, now!

631
00:31:47,424 --> 00:31:49,963
- When do you fly out?
- I have my final interview

632
00:31:49,988 --> 00:31:51,564
with the board of directors next week.

633
00:31:51,588 --> 00:31:53,122
They said it's just a formality, but...

634
00:31:53,157 --> 00:31:55,691
- I'll go with you.
- Really?

635
00:31:55,726 --> 00:31:57,226
Yeah.

636
00:31:57,261 --> 00:31:59,695
No, no, wait, sorry, can't that week.

637
00:31:59,730 --> 00:32:01,064
That's Luna's first week of pre-school.

638
00:32:01,098 --> 00:32:02,231
Oh, right.

639
00:32:02,266 --> 00:32:05,368
Yeah, no, definitely cannot miss that.

640
00:32:05,402 --> 00:32:08,738
Why don't you come the following weekend

641
00:32:08,772 --> 00:32:10,540
and then I can fly back with you?

642
00:32:10,574 --> 00:32:13,743
- Perfect.
- Oh, no, sorry.

643
00:32:13,777 --> 00:32:16,813
That weekend is my visit
to Cambridge to visit Mina.

644
00:32:16,847 --> 00:32:19,615
I'm trying to broker a truce
between her and my mother.

645
00:32:19,650 --> 00:32:21,951
- Yeah, you gotta do that.
- Mm-hmm.

646
00:32:21,985 --> 00:32:23,186
Okay, no problem.

647
00:32:23,220 --> 00:32:25,421
Then you fly back and we will spend

648
00:32:25,456 --> 00:32:26,923
the following weekend together.

649
00:32:26,957 --> 00:32:28,858
Um, isn't that the weekend that you

650
00:32:28,892 --> 00:32:30,760
usually have your
conferences in Colorado?

651
00:32:30,794 --> 00:32:33,296
The ones that you're always
trying to get me to go to?

652
00:32:35,132 --> 00:32:36,866
- You are correct.
- Mm-hmm.

653
00:32:36,900 --> 00:32:37,967
And this is...

654
00:32:38,001 --> 00:32:39,268
- Crazy.
- Crazy.

655
00:32:39,303 --> 00:32:42,105
There's gotta be one weekend
that we can spend together?

656
00:32:42,139 --> 00:32:43,806
Of course there is.

657
00:32:52,683 --> 00:32:54,317
- Yeah.
- Let's... let's not do this now,

658
00:32:54,351 --> 00:32:55,999
'cause I don't want to ruin this.

659
00:32:58,502 --> 00:33:00,170
It's not ruined.

660
00:33:01,158 --> 00:33:03,048
It's just a scheduling thing.

661
00:33:06,930 --> 00:33:08,664
Yes.

662
00:33:13,470 --> 00:33:15,338
It's gonna work.

663
00:33:19,009 --> 00:33:20,982
I want it to, Max.

664
00:33:22,012 --> 00:33:24,914
I really want it to.

665
00:33:24,948 --> 00:33:26,649
And it will.

666
00:33:44,968 --> 00:33:46,508
Lyle.

667
00:33:48,343 --> 00:33:49,845
That's your name, right?

668
00:33:55,684 --> 00:33:57,352
You lost someone?

669
00:33:58,515 --> 00:34:00,021
Your wife?

670
00:34:01,731 --> 00:34:03,553
I can imagine what that's like.

671
00:34:03,587 --> 00:34:05,188
Can you?

672
00:34:05,222 --> 00:34:07,356
Working in this hospital

673
00:34:07,391 --> 00:34:09,573
and not being allowed in that room.

674
00:34:11,324 --> 00:34:13,201
Just to say goodbye.

675
00:34:14,536 --> 00:34:17,831
Because of protocol, rules.

676
00:34:20,125 --> 00:34:21,804
She was in our COVID unit.

677
00:34:22,606 --> 00:34:24,874
Right, the one that burned down today?

678
00:34:27,077 --> 00:34:30,012
You mean, the room you asked me

679
00:34:30,047 --> 00:34:33,015
to make "sunny" by covering it up?

680
00:34:33,050 --> 00:34:36,919
That room, where my wife died?

681
00:34:36,954 --> 00:34:39,922
That graveyard you asked me to erase?

682
00:34:44,561 --> 00:34:46,234
I understand.

683
00:34:48,028 --> 00:34:49,738
And I'm sorry.

684
00:34:51,907 --> 00:34:55,137
But above this room
was our third COVID unit.

685
00:34:56,119 --> 00:34:58,908
Bet you knew that already,
but did you know

686
00:34:58,942 --> 00:35:02,334
that it's back to being
our daycare center?

687
00:35:04,881 --> 00:35:08,551
Where my daughter was playing.

688
00:35:08,585 --> 00:35:11,343
- If anything happened to her...
- That's him.

689
00:35:13,624 --> 00:35:14,924
Don't move.

690
00:35:14,958 --> 00:35:16,993
I might want to burn it all down, too.

691
00:35:21,665 --> 00:35:23,563
Let's go.

692
00:35:29,473 --> 00:35:32,942
Um, I need to correct something

693
00:35:32,976 --> 00:35:35,909
that I said to you earlier
about protecting you.

694
00:35:38,015 --> 00:35:41,384
I can't. I can't protect you.

695
00:35:41,418 --> 00:35:46,622
And the truth is,
no matter how much you prepare,

696
00:35:46,657 --> 00:35:50,459
how solid your boundaries are,

697
00:35:50,494 --> 00:35:55,931
there will always be patients
that just consume you.

698
00:35:55,966 --> 00:35:57,333
Always.

699
00:35:57,367 --> 00:35:59,635
They will ruin family dinners,

700
00:35:59,670 --> 00:36:01,470
they will doom first dates,

701
00:36:01,505 --> 00:36:04,006
and you'll dread
seeing them because they scare

702
00:36:04,041 --> 00:36:06,142
the ever-loving hell out of you.

703
00:36:06,176 --> 00:36:08,811
The thing that I failed
to mention about the whole

704
00:36:08,845 --> 00:36:13,015
healing souls thing is that

705
00:36:13,050 --> 00:36:15,718
it comes with a hefty price tag.

706
00:36:17,387 --> 00:36:20,623
It's a piece of your own soul.

707
00:36:25,529 --> 00:36:28,364
So the patient is Mary W.

708
00:36:28,398 --> 00:36:31,701
She is a 60-year-old
psychopathic pyromaniac who

709
00:36:31,735 --> 00:36:35,004
exhibits highly manipulative
and sadistic tendencies.

710
00:36:35,038 --> 00:36:38,240
She's being transferred here
today from the corrections ward

711
00:36:38,275 --> 00:36:40,509
because she wants our help.

712
00:36:41,709 --> 00:36:43,546
But I don't see patients anymore.

713
00:36:46,063 --> 00:36:47,249
You do.

714
00:36:48,685 --> 00:36:53,289
So do I have any takers?

715
00:37:14,144 --> 00:37:18,511
Brandon, I think I know
why you messed up the dosage.

716
00:37:24,809 --> 00:37:29,358
When I was younger, nobody
cared about my education.

717
00:37:29,731 --> 00:37:31,441
As long as I could ball.

718
00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:34,903
Not the school, not the coaches.

719
00:37:35,987 --> 00:37:37,822
I was their meal ticket.

720
00:37:38,615 --> 00:37:42,338
It's always been that way,
even throughout college.

721
00:37:43,974 --> 00:37:49,111
Nobody wanted to hear about my dyslexia,

722
00:37:49,146 --> 00:37:51,211
couldn't even get it diagnosed.

723
00:37:52,082 --> 00:37:54,381
When I blew out my knee, that was it.

724
00:37:54,918 --> 00:37:59,188
I couldn't play,
couldn't keep my scholarship.

725
00:38:01,625 --> 00:38:04,126
Couldn't read.

726
00:38:13,503 --> 00:38:16,138
Okay, here's my card.

727
00:38:16,903 --> 00:38:19,775
So you can recognize
my number when I call you.

728
00:38:19,810 --> 00:38:21,977
This ain't your problem, Dr. Bloom.

729
00:38:22,012 --> 00:38:23,813
Once your issues out there

730
00:38:23,847 --> 00:38:27,950
become a problem in here,
it's my job to fix it.

731
00:38:45,974 --> 00:38:47,903
Shinwari.

732
00:38:47,938 --> 00:38:50,005
You left the O2 sat meter
on the counter.

733
00:38:50,040 --> 00:38:52,508
It always has to go back on the wall

734
00:38:52,542 --> 00:38:54,443
in the receptor where it belongs.

735
00:38:54,478 --> 00:38:57,680
The next time an asthmatic
comes in, sucking for air,

736
00:38:57,714 --> 00:38:59,248
I can't be hunting
around trying to find it.

737
00:38:59,282 --> 00:39:00,697
You got that?

738
00:39:01,618 --> 00:39:03,219
Am I making myself clear?

739
00:39:03,253 --> 00:39:04,286
Yes.

740
00:39:04,321 --> 00:39:05,454
Yes, Dr. Bloom.

741
00:39:05,489 --> 00:39:07,256
I'll put it back from now on.

742
00:39:14,698 --> 00:39:16,499
Look who's back in action.

743
00:39:16,533 --> 00:39:19,668
Nurse Kamoe,
I believe this calls for music.

744
00:39:19,703 --> 00:39:23,305
? Hey ma, what's up,
Let's slide, all right ?

745
00:39:23,340 --> 00:39:26,308
Yeah, that's what I'm talking about.

746
00:39:26,343 --> 00:39:29,345
Let me guess, you
and your girl work things out?

747
00:39:29,379 --> 00:39:34,583
We did, but still
figuring out some details.

748
00:39:34,618 --> 00:39:36,218
? And we gon' get it on tonight ?

749
00:39:36,253 --> 00:39:38,220
? Yo now I was downtown
clubbin', ladies night ?

750
00:39:38,255 --> 00:39:40,623
I'm gonna go out
on a limb here and guess

751
00:39:40,657 --> 00:39:43,826
this interview didn't go quite
as smoothly as your others.

752
00:39:43,860 --> 00:39:45,861
Well, there's definitely
more smoke damage.

753
00:39:45,896 --> 00:39:47,530
Yeah, look, we're
criminally underfunded.

754
00:39:47,564 --> 00:39:48,964
We are always in the red.

755
00:39:48,999 --> 00:39:51,567
We've got unfilled
repair orders from 1973.

756
00:39:51,601 --> 00:39:54,557
And I'm losing more doctors
and nurses from burnout

757
00:39:54,587 --> 00:39:56,071
than I can even keep up with.

758
00:39:56,106 --> 00:39:58,874
So, I get it, if you want to say no.

759
00:39:58,909 --> 00:40:00,376
- Max.
- Max.

760
00:40:00,924 --> 00:40:02,745
You don't build
a good hospital with money.

761
00:40:02,779 --> 00:40:04,980
You build it with good people.

762
00:40:05,015 --> 00:40:06,815
And you have that in spades.

763
00:40:08,184 --> 00:40:10,319
I would love to work here.

764
00:40:10,353 --> 00:40:11,754
You would?

765
00:40:11,788 --> 00:40:12,955
That's amazing!

766
00:40:12,989 --> 00:40:14,857
But I can't accept.

767
00:40:14,891 --> 00:40:17,660
You want someone to replace Dr. Sharpe.

768
00:40:18,191 --> 00:40:21,263
Something tells me
Dr. Sharpe is not replaceable.

769
00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:24,533
Whoever follows in her footsteps

770
00:40:24,568 --> 00:40:26,201
will be a disappointment.

771
00:40:26,236 --> 00:40:27,784
My advice?

772
00:40:29,577 --> 00:40:31,329
Don't let her go.

773
00:40:35,078 --> 00:40:39,615
But it was certainly
a memorable interview.

774
00:41:02,939 --> 00:41:04,863
Oh, hi.

775
00:41:05,208 --> 00:41:06,809
Hi.

776
00:41:08,845 --> 00:41:10,512
How was your flight?

777
00:41:13,246 --> 00:41:15,484
It was sad, upsetting.

778
00:41:15,731 --> 00:41:17,165
Lonely.

779
00:41:24,461 --> 00:41:25,842
More joy.

780
00:41:26,997 --> 00:41:28,797
That's what I told myself.

781
00:41:28,832 --> 00:41:30,799
That's what I learned.

782
00:41:30,834 --> 00:41:34,670
If anything, over these last
18 months, that's what I need.

783
00:41:41,077 --> 00:41:44,079
And that's you, you're my joy.

784
00:41:54,324 --> 00:41:55,791
Did you find my replacement?

785
00:41:56,137 --> 00:41:58,505
No one can replace you.

786
00:42:04,868 --> 00:42:07,202
But I think I found
someone to replace me.

787
00:42:13,877 --> 00:42:15,210
What?

788
00:42:17,580 --> 00:42:19,114
I'm going with you.

789
00:42:25,288 --> 00:42:26,655
More joy.

790
00:42:41,807 --> 00:42:46,807
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