1 00:00:02,556 --> 00:00:05,814 - You look tired, beti. - I am tired. 2 00:00:06,057 --> 00:00:08,000 I just need to get through the next two days, 3 00:00:08,049 --> 00:00:09,382 take the bar, and then I can rest. 4 00:00:09,431 --> 00:00:10,991 Shouldn't you be studying instead of cooking? 5 00:00:11,039 --> 00:00:13,150 I am mentally reviewing tort law while I grate. 6 00:00:13,199 --> 00:00:15,783 - Hmm. - Well, this has been fun, as usual, 7 00:00:15,831 --> 00:00:17,713 but I have to go, I have to finish making my chunda. 8 00:00:17,762 --> 00:00:19,845 And next time you make it, Mom, add a pinch of turmeric. 9 00:00:19,894 --> 00:00:21,530 Wait, before you rush off, 10 00:00:21,578 --> 00:00:23,668 I found someone for you. 11 00:00:23,717 --> 00:00:25,792 Angali Auntie's nephew's son. 12 00:00:25,841 --> 00:00:27,858 - He's a doctor. - Mom, I can't see that. 13 00:00:27,907 --> 00:00:29,033 Can you hold it a little back? 14 00:00:29,082 --> 00:00:30,361 I emailed it to you. 15 00:00:30,409 --> 00:00:33,099 Good family. Good career. 16 00:00:33,148 --> 00:00:35,048 His mother's a bit of a cow, 17 00:00:35,096 --> 00:00:36,362 but his father is very kind. 18 00:00:36,411 --> 00:00:37,517 He's handsome. 19 00:00:37,566 --> 00:00:38,989 Is it too fast, deekra? 20 00:00:39,038 --> 00:00:40,751 We can wait a little bit if you want. 21 00:00:40,836 --> 00:00:42,443 She's already 26. 22 00:00:42,491 --> 00:00:43,731 You want her to get stuck with someone 23 00:00:43,779 --> 00:00:44,808 divorced or unemployed? 24 00:00:44,857 --> 00:00:46,829 Uh-uh. She needs a good husband. 25 00:00:46,878 --> 00:00:48,301 He's perfect on paper. 26 00:00:48,349 --> 00:00:49,804 What do you think? 27 00:00:49,876 --> 00:00:51,393 I need to get back to his mother. 28 00:01:01,127 --> 00:01:02,810 Just tell them no. 29 00:01:02,890 --> 00:01:04,961 I told you, I want it to be arranged. 30 00:01:05,075 --> 00:01:06,798 I said that to you on our first date. 31 00:01:06,847 --> 00:01:08,790 Yeah, like four years ago. 32 00:01:09,030 --> 00:01:10,644 Before all the birthdays, 33 00:01:10,692 --> 00:01:12,820 the friends, the fights. 34 00:01:12,899 --> 00:01:14,525 One pregnancy scare, 35 00:01:14,573 --> 00:01:16,335 two trips to the ER. 36 00:01:16,388 --> 00:01:18,142 Nish, that was before we fell in love. 37 00:01:19,378 --> 00:01:21,396 I know. 38 00:01:21,546 --> 00:01:23,897 - Do you still love me? - So much. 39 00:01:23,946 --> 00:01:25,370 Then how are you okay with the idea 40 00:01:25,418 --> 00:01:27,026 of marrying someone else? 41 00:01:27,075 --> 00:01:29,713 I know it's difficult to understand, 42 00:01:29,831 --> 00:01:32,740 but, I want my kids to grow up eating the same foods I ate, 43 00:01:32,789 --> 00:01:36,140 and speaking the language, and knowing their culture. 44 00:01:36,394 --> 00:01:38,877 I can't change the fact that I'm not Indian. 45 00:01:38,938 --> 00:01:41,295 No. I don't want you to. 46 00:01:41,343 --> 00:01:43,198 You're perfect the way you are. 47 00:01:43,284 --> 00:01:44,912 It's just that law school's ending, 48 00:01:44,961 --> 00:01:46,760 and I need to... 49 00:01:46,808 --> 00:01:48,553 I need to start figuring out 50 00:01:48,631 --> 00:01:50,406 what I'm doing with this phase of my life. 51 00:01:51,150 --> 00:01:53,373 Well, if you're ready to get married... 52 00:01:54,061 --> 00:01:55,440 Marry me. 53 00:01:58,058 --> 00:01:59,863 You don't believe in marriage. 54 00:02:02,440 --> 00:02:04,354 What are you doing? 55 00:02:05,682 --> 00:02:07,356 Oh, my God. 56 00:02:10,726 --> 00:02:12,846 I didn't believe in marriage. 57 00:02:12,971 --> 00:02:16,621 And then I met the most complicated, 58 00:02:16,669 --> 00:02:20,838 challenging, hilarious, beautiful woman in the world. 59 00:02:21,059 --> 00:02:22,905 And then I did believe. 60 00:02:24,503 --> 00:02:26,837 Will you marry me, Nish? 61 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:43,000 *CREDITS* 62 00:03:02,282 --> 00:03:04,254 Good morning, Javier. 63 00:03:04,302 --> 00:03:06,162 Ruby, Elena. 64 00:03:06,210 --> 00:03:07,732 - Hey. - Late again. 65 00:03:07,780 --> 00:03:10,132 - Was not. - Well, you were almost late. 66 00:03:10,305 --> 00:03:11,701 You can't be almost late. 67 00:03:11,749 --> 00:03:13,260 Either you are or you aren't. 68 00:03:13,309 --> 00:03:14,396 Listen, I'm very busy. 69 00:03:14,445 --> 00:03:17,250 I don't have time for all of the sexual tension between us. 70 00:03:17,697 --> 00:03:18,892 Okay... 71 00:03:18,964 --> 00:03:20,372 Nisha Shah. 72 00:03:20,420 --> 00:03:22,185 This is Elena Roarke, 73 00:03:22,233 --> 00:03:24,699 - your host. - And this is my associate, Ruby. 74 00:03:24,748 --> 00:03:26,101 It's so nice to meet you, Ms. Shah. 75 00:03:26,150 --> 00:03:27,248 So wonderful to meet both of you. 76 00:03:27,297 --> 00:03:28,394 I can't wait to begin. 77 00:03:28,472 --> 00:03:30,656 Well then, let's go to my office and get started. 78 00:03:31,179 --> 00:03:32,682 After you. 79 00:03:37,335 --> 00:03:39,490 Whoa, whoa. Hold up. Elena. 80 00:03:39,720 --> 00:03:41,162 Yes. 81 00:03:41,419 --> 00:03:42,913 I'm gonna stop by your office later. 82 00:03:42,962 --> 00:03:44,478 I have a question. 83 00:03:44,734 --> 00:03:47,188 - Can you ask me now? - Eh, it's about a fantasy. 84 00:03:47,236 --> 00:03:49,753 - I have one. - What? Um... mm-mm. 85 00:03:49,847 --> 00:03:52,052 Don't you even want to know what it is? 86 00:03:52,183 --> 00:03:53,516 Nope. 87 00:03:59,415 --> 00:04:01,014 Which one should I marry? 88 00:04:01,233 --> 00:04:03,606 Yeah, the Island doesn't answer questions. 89 00:04:03,655 --> 00:04:05,038 It fulfills fantasies. 90 00:04:05,087 --> 00:04:06,603 Okay. 91 00:04:06,698 --> 00:04:08,939 My fantasy is for an answer. 92 00:04:10,443 --> 00:04:12,350 Your semantics won't get you as far here 93 00:04:12,399 --> 00:04:14,174 as they do in the courtroom. 94 00:04:14,354 --> 00:04:15,705 Look. 95 00:04:16,186 --> 00:04:19,027 Oh. Wow. This is, um... 96 00:04:19,197 --> 00:04:21,260 - Laminated. - Wow, okay. 97 00:04:21,311 --> 00:04:22,522 I've hit every life goal 98 00:04:22,570 --> 00:04:24,643 either on time, or ahead of time, 99 00:04:24,741 --> 00:04:25,840 and marriage is next. 100 00:04:25,889 --> 00:04:28,395 Oh, yes, to do: " Say, 'I do.'" 101 00:04:28,444 --> 00:04:30,234 I normally know what I want. 102 00:04:30,282 --> 00:04:31,639 But this time... 103 00:04:31,960 --> 00:04:33,327 I'm at a loss. 104 00:04:33,566 --> 00:04:36,133 So tell us a little bit about each man. 105 00:04:36,693 --> 00:04:38,193 Hmm. 106 00:04:40,743 --> 00:04:42,165 Well... 107 00:04:42,303 --> 00:04:46,051 Josh is creative and thoughtful and smart. 108 00:04:46,100 --> 00:04:48,535 And he doesn't make much, but he's developing an app. 109 00:04:48,584 --> 00:04:50,457 And, well, I can't say much about it, 110 00:04:50,506 --> 00:04:52,186 but it has tremendous potential. 111 00:04:52,280 --> 00:04:53,668 And I can be a little intense. 112 00:04:53,717 --> 00:04:55,053 Is that right? 113 00:04:55,101 --> 00:04:56,579 Josh evens me out. 114 00:04:56,833 --> 00:04:58,772 He makes me feel like everything's gonna be okay. 115 00:04:58,821 --> 00:04:59,889 But Savin, 116 00:04:59,965 --> 00:05:02,373 see, now I can see myself building a life with him. 117 00:05:02,422 --> 00:05:04,302 He's stable. He's ambitious. 118 00:05:04,351 --> 00:05:05,885 And he understands where I come from. 119 00:05:05,934 --> 00:05:07,655 I mean, we're gonna connect in a way 120 00:05:07,703 --> 00:05:09,425 that Josh and I never could. 121 00:05:10,361 --> 00:05:12,620 These need a pinch of cinnamon. 122 00:05:12,944 --> 00:05:15,319 Oh. It says here that Savin is 123 00:05:15,367 --> 00:05:17,319 a head of cardiology at City Memorial. 124 00:05:17,405 --> 00:05:19,446 And he's not even 30. 125 00:05:19,804 --> 00:05:21,141 I mean, 126 00:05:21,306 --> 00:05:23,233 he is the responsible choice. 127 00:05:23,616 --> 00:05:26,429 A pinch of cinnamon and two more minutes in the oven. 128 00:05:26,637 --> 00:05:27,967 Thanks. 129 00:05:28,037 --> 00:05:29,223 So what do you think, Ruby? 130 00:05:29,272 --> 00:05:31,184 The creative and full of potential, 131 00:05:31,233 --> 00:05:32,810 or the safe and stable? 132 00:05:32,858 --> 00:05:34,796 Well, I-I really couldn't say. 133 00:05:35,587 --> 00:05:37,693 Look, if I don't get married, 134 00:05:37,741 --> 00:05:39,281 it means no kids by 30, 135 00:05:39,330 --> 00:05:40,712 empty nest by 52, 136 00:05:40,760 --> 00:05:42,327 and retirement by 55. 137 00:05:42,409 --> 00:05:44,090 And if I don't retire by 55, 138 00:05:44,139 --> 00:05:46,873 I won't have time to pursue my actual dream: 139 00:05:47,114 --> 00:05:49,131 opening a restaurant by 60. 140 00:05:49,600 --> 00:05:50,811 Wow. 141 00:05:50,860 --> 00:05:53,331 I'm 26 and out of time. 142 00:05:53,875 --> 00:05:55,780 So let's try this again. 143 00:05:57,123 --> 00:05:58,874 What can the Island do for you? 144 00:05:59,069 --> 00:06:01,644 Marriage changes people. I know that. 145 00:06:02,092 --> 00:06:05,722 My fantasy is to find out 146 00:06:06,178 --> 00:06:08,287 which version of who I become is better. 147 00:06:08,406 --> 00:06:10,665 - You see, that we can do. - Really? 148 00:06:11,255 --> 00:06:14,990 Welcome, to Fantasy Island. 149 00:06:17,373 --> 00:06:19,054 You probably think it's old fashioned 150 00:06:19,103 --> 00:06:21,057 to care so much about getting married. 151 00:06:21,225 --> 00:06:23,101 No, I understand. 152 00:06:23,287 --> 00:06:25,363 I was married for decades. 153 00:06:26,092 --> 00:06:27,849 You were what? 154 00:06:28,201 --> 00:06:29,763 You know one thing I learned? 155 00:06:30,235 --> 00:06:32,757 It's not just about who you marry. 156 00:06:32,967 --> 00:06:35,131 It's about the commitment you make, 157 00:06:35,506 --> 00:06:37,524 and the life you build, 158 00:06:37,737 --> 00:06:39,131 and the love, that... 159 00:06:39,179 --> 00:06:40,847 Well, grows over time. 160 00:06:41,975 --> 00:06:44,215 Oh, and okay. And here we are. 161 00:06:44,483 --> 00:06:45,883 Good luck. Okay? 162 00:06:46,569 --> 00:06:47,699 Okay. 163 00:06:47,889 --> 00:06:50,547 Prepare for the unexpected. 164 00:07:03,000 --> 00:07:04,800 _ 165 00:07:05,756 --> 00:07:06,910 We're married. 166 00:07:06,997 --> 00:07:10,396 I wonder how long it will take before they feel normal. 167 00:07:11,528 --> 00:07:14,379 You're expected inside in ten minutes. 168 00:07:14,428 --> 00:07:16,192 Sumit Uncle is already drunk. 169 00:07:16,241 --> 00:07:17,822 And Priya Masi is mad 170 00:07:17,871 --> 00:07:19,371 she isn't sitting closer to the stage. 171 00:07:19,448 --> 00:07:20,681 We'll be right in. 172 00:07:27,455 --> 00:07:29,534 So this is nice. 173 00:07:30,475 --> 00:07:32,141 Kind of weird. 174 00:07:32,218 --> 00:07:33,856 I have something for you. 175 00:07:34,092 --> 00:07:36,660 I know we kept the whole thing traditional, 176 00:07:36,709 --> 00:07:38,453 but I wrote vows for you. 177 00:07:38,888 --> 00:07:40,162 May I? 178 00:07:40,256 --> 00:07:43,394 Nisha, I am probably gonna make a thousand mistakes 179 00:07:43,443 --> 00:07:45,081 getting to know you, 180 00:07:45,231 --> 00:07:48,694 but I already know your smile makes me smile... 181 00:07:48,997 --> 00:07:51,998 And that our conversations will never be boring. 182 00:07:52,452 --> 00:07:55,648 I promise to support you however you need me to. 183 00:07:55,885 --> 00:07:57,865 I promise to be a good father. 184 00:07:57,998 --> 00:07:59,723 I promise to treat your family with respect, 185 00:07:59,772 --> 00:08:00,807 and to tell your mother, 186 00:08:00,856 --> 00:08:02,764 her dhokra is the... 187 00:08:02,812 --> 00:08:04,733 Best I've ever had. 188 00:08:06,650 --> 00:08:09,163 Oh, I promise to tell my mom to shut up 189 00:08:09,211 --> 00:08:11,441 when she starts to nag you about 190 00:08:11,490 --> 00:08:14,277 what detergent you're using or the length of your hair. 191 00:08:14,537 --> 00:08:17,938 I promise to make our family the center of my life, 192 00:08:18,720 --> 00:08:20,226 for better and for worse. 193 00:08:21,332 --> 00:08:23,040 Was that okay? 194 00:08:25,394 --> 00:08:26,606 Tch, tch, tch, tch. 195 00:08:26,654 --> 00:08:28,319 - Sorry, Mom. - Don't be sorry. 196 00:08:28,368 --> 00:08:29,388 I want grandchildren. 197 00:08:29,436 --> 00:08:30,630 Just don't make them in the middle 198 00:08:30,678 --> 00:08:31,724 of the hallway of the hotel, 199 00:08:31,772 --> 00:08:32,808 - okay? - Okay. 200 00:08:32,857 --> 00:08:34,451 Have I ever mentioned that your dhokra 201 00:08:34,499 --> 00:08:36,603 is the best I've ever eaten? 202 00:08:38,772 --> 00:08:40,979 You have ten minutes before you're expected inside. 203 00:08:41,028 --> 00:08:42,453 Sumit Uncle is already drunk 204 00:08:42,502 --> 00:08:44,262 and Priya Masi is mad that there's meat in the buffet. 205 00:08:44,310 --> 00:08:46,026 - Come. - Thanks, Mom. 206 00:08:52,217 --> 00:08:53,697 How do you want to spend the first ten minutes 207 00:08:53,745 --> 00:08:54,892 as man and wife? 208 00:08:54,940 --> 00:08:57,722 It'll take me 20 just to get out of this thing. 209 00:08:58,276 --> 00:08:59,656 Here. 210 00:09:01,117 --> 00:09:02,846 This is for you. 211 00:09:03,584 --> 00:09:04,636 Thanks? 212 00:09:04,756 --> 00:09:06,310 I know you were saving that money for a house, 213 00:09:06,359 --> 00:09:07,542 and giving it to me for the startup 214 00:09:07,591 --> 00:09:08,941 was not part of the plan, but... 215 00:09:09,350 --> 00:09:11,576 I still wanted us to have a place that's ours. 216 00:09:11,712 --> 00:09:12,866 It's small, but... 217 00:09:12,914 --> 00:09:14,290 It's got a lot of character. 218 00:09:14,468 --> 00:09:16,514 You signed a lease without even talking to me? 219 00:09:16,770 --> 00:09:18,587 I thought it would be romantic. 220 00:09:20,319 --> 00:09:22,223 But roses are romantic. 221 00:09:22,272 --> 00:09:25,635 A lease is a big decision that I made unilaterally. 222 00:09:27,240 --> 00:09:28,666 We'll stick to the plan? 223 00:09:29,264 --> 00:09:30,756 Yes. 224 00:09:31,076 --> 00:09:32,488 I will move into your apartment, 225 00:09:32,536 --> 00:09:33,756 and we'll make it ours. 226 00:09:33,805 --> 00:09:37,214 And I will gracefully back out of this lease. 227 00:09:37,362 --> 00:09:38,412 Well... 228 00:09:38,460 --> 00:09:40,216 You are married to a lawyer. 229 00:09:40,785 --> 00:09:42,134 I got your back. 230 00:09:42,183 --> 00:09:43,662 Hey, I think we just had our first 231 00:09:43,711 --> 00:09:44,775 fight as a married couple. 232 00:09:44,823 --> 00:09:46,270 Oh, seems like a fitting way 233 00:09:46,319 --> 00:09:48,819 to spend the first ten minutes as man and wife. 234 00:09:48,868 --> 00:09:50,460 Ready? 235 00:09:52,814 --> 00:09:54,164 Yes. He knows, Mom. 236 00:09:54,316 --> 00:09:57,115 Josh, you have to touch the elder's feet, 237 00:09:57,164 --> 00:09:58,350 - He knows, Mom. - as you... 238 00:09:58,399 --> 00:10:00,498 Excuse me for wanting to make sure 239 00:10:00,546 --> 00:10:02,553 this non-Indian boy doesn't embarrass the family. 240 00:10:02,602 --> 00:10:03,826 Come. 241 00:10:07,444 --> 00:10:09,253 Okay, when you said this would take 20 minutes, 242 00:10:09,331 --> 00:10:11,088 I assumed you were joking. 243 00:10:11,447 --> 00:10:15,157 Can I just unravel you like a roll of toilet paper? 244 00:10:19,198 --> 00:10:21,252 - Wait. - Oh. 245 00:10:21,627 --> 00:10:24,403 Right, kinda wanted to get down on the cardboard. 246 00:10:25,069 --> 00:10:26,604 Go wait in the other room. 247 00:10:26,682 --> 00:10:28,807 - I have a surprise. - Ooh. 248 00:10:28,959 --> 00:10:30,825 Can I watch "Chopped" while I wait? 249 00:10:31,353 --> 00:10:32,982 Go. 250 00:10:57,562 --> 00:10:58,959 Maybe I shouldn't have. 251 00:10:59,035 --> 00:11:01,623 No, it's fine. I wasn't expecting you to... 252 00:11:01,780 --> 00:11:03,854 It's... It's too much. 253 00:11:04,006 --> 00:11:05,337 I'll just go wear PJs. 254 00:11:05,386 --> 00:11:06,441 Wait... 255 00:11:06,489 --> 00:11:07,691 You look beautiful. 256 00:11:32,414 --> 00:11:34,535 I just want to remember this moment, 257 00:11:34,691 --> 00:11:36,203 how you look right now. 258 00:11:36,333 --> 00:11:37,836 You're such a cheeseball. 259 00:11:37,902 --> 00:11:39,471 You love this cheeseball. 260 00:12:13,305 --> 00:12:15,063 How is it going? 261 00:12:23,156 --> 00:12:24,494 Okay. 262 00:12:24,570 --> 00:12:25,918 That was intense. 263 00:12:26,164 --> 00:12:28,133 You know, a mild fantasy wouldn't be much 264 00:12:28,181 --> 00:12:29,891 to write home about, would it? 265 00:12:29,992 --> 00:12:31,828 Savin and Josh are both great. 266 00:12:31,882 --> 00:12:33,679 A good man is hard to find. 267 00:12:33,727 --> 00:12:35,406 And you found two! 268 00:12:35,510 --> 00:12:37,148 I'm waiting to pop the champagne. 269 00:12:37,235 --> 00:12:39,009 Come on. 270 00:12:39,164 --> 00:12:41,203 This isn't helping me know who to choose. 271 00:12:41,265 --> 00:12:43,070 You likely need more than a glimpse 272 00:12:43,118 --> 00:12:45,702 of your wedding night, to choose a life partner. 273 00:12:45,853 --> 00:12:48,538 Okay, what's next on your life goals list? 274 00:12:48,750 --> 00:12:50,484 - First kid by 28. - You're right. 275 00:12:50,551 --> 00:12:52,318 How could I forget? 276 00:12:55,305 --> 00:12:56,672 Um, you should 277 00:12:56,720 --> 00:12:58,444 head outside, you know, get some fresh air. 278 00:12:58,679 --> 00:13:00,520 Yeah, go, go, go. 279 00:13:07,651 --> 00:13:10,531 Why doesn't anyone tell you morning sickness lasts all day? 280 00:13:10,580 --> 00:13:12,477 Because everyone except for us is terrible. 281 00:13:13,617 --> 00:13:15,594 It's gonna be okay, all right? 282 00:13:16,251 --> 00:13:17,677 Look... 283 00:13:17,898 --> 00:13:19,682 When the baby does come, 284 00:13:20,140 --> 00:13:21,883 I'll get a real job. 285 00:13:22,187 --> 00:13:23,888 You already gave up Silicon Valley 286 00:13:23,937 --> 00:13:25,970 so I can stay closer to my family. 287 00:13:26,761 --> 00:13:28,193 I'll go back to work, 288 00:13:28,242 --> 00:13:30,130 and my parents can help with the baby. 289 00:13:30,610 --> 00:13:32,323 You want to go back to work? 290 00:13:32,508 --> 00:13:34,640 I wanna have electricity and hot water. 291 00:13:38,117 --> 00:13:39,273 When my app, 292 00:13:39,321 --> 00:13:41,140 makes a 100 million dollars, 293 00:13:41,312 --> 00:13:42,824 you can quit. 294 00:13:43,133 --> 00:13:44,795 We'll have nannies for the kids. 295 00:13:45,461 --> 00:13:47,158 You can open up that restaurant. 296 00:13:48,609 --> 00:13:50,402 What's gonna be on the menu? 297 00:13:50,633 --> 00:13:51,981 Hmm. 298 00:13:52,203 --> 00:13:53,659 Peri peri chicken... 299 00:13:53,922 --> 00:13:54,974 Steak... 300 00:13:55,023 --> 00:13:56,356 But only ever served rare, 301 00:13:56,404 --> 00:13:58,098 - as God intended. - Of course. 302 00:13:58,146 --> 00:14:00,108 - What else? - Cream... 303 00:14:01,820 --> 00:14:02,914 Oh, no. 304 00:14:03,049 --> 00:14:05,150 Talking about food was a mistake. 305 00:14:07,061 --> 00:14:08,541 No. I'm okay. 306 00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:11,060 We're doing everything you said. 307 00:14:11,109 --> 00:14:12,264 I wear red every Friday, 308 00:14:12,313 --> 00:14:13,513 and we're fasting three days a week. 309 00:14:13,562 --> 00:14:15,325 She drinks tulsi water every morning. 310 00:14:15,458 --> 00:14:17,042 Still no baby? 311 00:14:17,554 --> 00:14:18,829 No. 312 00:14:18,980 --> 00:14:21,569 You were a good match when you got married. 313 00:14:21,763 --> 00:14:23,189 But now... 314 00:14:23,291 --> 00:14:25,510 The spirits aren't in your favor. 315 00:14:25,820 --> 00:14:27,319 It's not meant to be. 316 00:14:27,368 --> 00:14:29,117 There has to be something we can do. 317 00:14:29,229 --> 00:14:31,412 - Anything. - Can you give us a minute? 318 00:14:31,522 --> 00:14:33,548 - I'll wait in the kitchen. - Yeah. 319 00:14:35,739 --> 00:14:38,487 - I can do this. - But do we really want to? 320 00:14:39,213 --> 00:14:42,374 The IVF alone was brutal, and now this... 321 00:14:42,540 --> 00:14:44,665 What are you suggesting? 322 00:14:45,036 --> 00:14:46,794 We've been at it for two years. 323 00:14:47,174 --> 00:14:50,175 Maybe it's time we just start considering other options. 324 00:14:50,224 --> 00:14:51,965 Adoption or a donor. 325 00:14:52,043 --> 00:14:53,266 Or... 326 00:14:53,551 --> 00:14:55,257 Maybe we just don't have kids at all, 327 00:14:55,305 --> 00:14:56,538 and we travel more. 328 00:14:56,656 --> 00:14:57,989 No. 329 00:14:58,216 --> 00:15:00,616 Kids was always part of the plan. 330 00:15:01,662 --> 00:15:03,449 Plans can change. 331 00:15:05,038 --> 00:15:06,980 That's not who I am, Sav. 332 00:15:15,157 --> 00:15:16,650 It's Josh. 333 00:15:17,493 --> 00:15:19,343 He's the one I'm supposed to be with. 334 00:15:19,570 --> 00:15:21,078 Are you sure about that? 335 00:15:21,281 --> 00:15:23,260 I want to have a child. 336 00:15:23,718 --> 00:15:25,349 And Savin can't give me that. 337 00:15:25,501 --> 00:15:27,539 Okay, what about the rest of your list? 338 00:15:27,713 --> 00:15:29,409 Don't you want to see how it all pans out? 339 00:15:29,458 --> 00:15:30,992 Part of me just wants to make a decision, 340 00:15:31,040 --> 00:15:32,143 and be done with it. 341 00:15:32,200 --> 00:15:33,424 Your fantasy is, 342 00:15:33,473 --> 00:15:36,086 to figure out the best version of yourself and... 343 00:15:36,276 --> 00:15:38,650 I don't know that you've done that yet, right? 344 00:15:38,768 --> 00:15:41,561 Go have some dinner and relax. 345 00:15:41,690 --> 00:15:44,711 Let the future unfold, hmm? 346 00:16:35,513 --> 00:16:37,610 Hey. Hey, it's me. 347 00:16:37,658 --> 00:16:39,257 Um... 348 00:16:39,408 --> 00:16:41,759 I need your help. 349 00:16:47,689 --> 00:16:49,493 Hi, yes... 350 00:16:49,541 --> 00:16:50,766 I ordered the steak, 351 00:16:50,814 --> 00:16:53,391 but you cooked it one minute too long for a medium-rare. 352 00:16:53,586 --> 00:16:56,562 And I'd recommend fewer capers in the butter sauce. 353 00:16:57,621 --> 00:16:59,741 I'm actually about to take a bath, 354 00:16:59,790 --> 00:17:01,735 so if it could come in about 40 minutes, 355 00:17:01,784 --> 00:17:03,081 that would be great. 356 00:17:03,294 --> 00:17:04,813 Thank you. 357 00:17:29,149 --> 00:17:30,608 Hi, Mom. 358 00:17:30,689 --> 00:17:32,789 _ 359 00:17:34,029 --> 00:17:35,273 Why? 360 00:17:35,407 --> 00:17:38,062 _ 361 00:17:38,368 --> 00:17:40,821 _ 362 00:17:40,899 --> 00:17:43,282 _ 363 00:17:45,680 --> 00:17:48,110 _ 364 00:17:48,289 --> 00:17:49,945 We're on our way, Mrs. Shah. 365 00:17:50,640 --> 00:17:51,875 This can't be happening. 366 00:17:51,923 --> 00:17:53,324 - This can't be happening. - Hey, hey, hey. 367 00:17:53,372 --> 00:17:55,294 Right now, we just need to focus on getting there, okay? 368 00:17:55,342 --> 00:17:56,490 I got you. 369 00:17:56,539 --> 00:17:57,634 - It's okay, buddy. - Nisha? 370 00:17:57,683 --> 00:17:58,820 - Mommy's okay. - Nisha! 371 00:18:00,619 --> 00:18:02,179 Nisha? 372 00:18:11,874 --> 00:18:13,606 Hey, hey, hey, hey. 373 00:18:13,950 --> 00:18:15,467 It's all right. 374 00:18:15,767 --> 00:18:17,523 It's just a fantasy. 375 00:18:18,211 --> 00:18:20,352 You're gonna be okay. 376 00:18:26,405 --> 00:18:27,719 Come on. Come on. 377 00:18:27,849 --> 00:18:29,574 Come on, come on, come on. 378 00:18:34,444 --> 00:18:36,777 Yeah, we're stuck. 379 00:18:36,905 --> 00:18:38,675 Well, it's okay. Just, you know what? 380 00:18:38,725 --> 00:18:40,237 Just drive me home, and I'll... 381 00:18:40,328 --> 00:18:41,632 I'll deal with my car in the morning. 382 00:18:41,680 --> 00:18:43,316 - It's fine. - No. No, no. 383 00:18:43,563 --> 00:18:45,989 We're stuck. Both of us. 384 00:18:46,406 --> 00:18:49,047 - What are you doing? - We're gonna make camp. 385 00:18:49,141 --> 00:18:50,783 A nice, flat spot right over that way. 386 00:18:50,832 --> 00:18:51,882 What? 387 00:18:52,305 --> 00:18:53,746 What, we're gonna spend the night out here? 388 00:18:53,794 --> 00:18:55,265 Are you crazy? 389 00:18:55,650 --> 00:18:57,483 It's too dark to hike back now. 390 00:18:57,705 --> 00:18:59,313 Might as well try to get comfortable. 391 00:18:59,610 --> 00:19:02,005 Here you go. Go ahead, take this. 392 00:19:06,565 --> 00:19:08,472 Wait, wait, wait, wait. 393 00:19:10,757 --> 00:19:12,992 I didn't ask to see this. 394 00:19:13,305 --> 00:19:15,195 I wanted to know about Josh and Savin, 395 00:19:15,243 --> 00:19:17,467 - not about this. - Well... 396 00:19:17,726 --> 00:19:21,358 Hard times tell you who people really are. 397 00:19:22,898 --> 00:19:25,110 After my dad died, 398 00:19:25,390 --> 00:19:26,937 Mel would get me an éclair, 399 00:19:26,985 --> 00:19:29,179 every year on his birthday, 400 00:19:29,287 --> 00:19:31,379 to celebrate him. 401 00:19:31,703 --> 00:19:34,112 And I hate éclairs. 402 00:19:34,687 --> 00:19:37,774 But, my dad loved them. 403 00:19:38,367 --> 00:19:41,223 And it was actually lovely, 404 00:19:41,601 --> 00:19:43,734 to have someone there, 405 00:19:44,312 --> 00:19:46,395 who knew and... 406 00:19:46,633 --> 00:19:48,793 Cared enough to do that for me. 407 00:19:49,203 --> 00:19:52,196 You can't hide from the hard parts of life. 408 00:19:53,133 --> 00:19:55,087 All you can do, 409 00:19:55,327 --> 00:19:57,085 is find the people, 410 00:19:57,134 --> 00:19:59,330 who will support you through them. 411 00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:08,777 I have to face this, don't I? 412 00:20:10,156 --> 00:20:11,706 Mm-hmm. 413 00:20:22,726 --> 00:20:24,809 Well, you ready? 414 00:20:25,482 --> 00:20:26,937 - Ready. - Okay. 415 00:20:27,059 --> 00:20:30,169 You know, I think you're meant to do this. 416 00:20:32,586 --> 00:20:34,150 I'm scared. 417 00:20:34,991 --> 00:20:36,125 Hey... 418 00:20:36,417 --> 00:20:37,664 Look... 419 00:20:38,351 --> 00:20:41,116 Just be a tiny bit more brave than you are scared, 420 00:20:41,344 --> 00:20:43,133 and you'll be okay. 421 00:20:43,336 --> 00:20:44,895 Okay? 422 00:20:45,068 --> 00:20:46,355 All right. 423 00:21:09,293 --> 00:21:11,537 He was really lucky to have you. 424 00:21:17,239 --> 00:21:19,871 I think it's time we move Mom in with us. 425 00:21:20,418 --> 00:21:22,324 Maybe we should talk about this later. 426 00:21:22,544 --> 00:21:24,152 She can't manage on her own. 427 00:21:24,200 --> 00:21:25,351 Nish... 428 00:21:25,477 --> 00:21:27,078 We can move her into a home nearby, 429 00:21:27,127 --> 00:21:29,319 but she can't live with us. 430 00:21:31,020 --> 00:21:33,657 We don't move our parents into homes. 431 00:21:33,989 --> 00:21:35,590 But your mom hates me. 432 00:21:35,708 --> 00:21:37,379 She hates everybody. 433 00:21:51,227 --> 00:21:53,877 I must go greet the family. 434 00:21:54,090 --> 00:21:56,489 It's time for her to come stay with us. 435 00:21:57,489 --> 00:21:59,294 I can clear out my office. 436 00:22:00,668 --> 00:22:01,926 Okay. 437 00:22:02,332 --> 00:22:04,543 I think we should look into adoption. 438 00:22:04,917 --> 00:22:06,050 Really? 439 00:22:06,630 --> 00:22:08,593 This is the reminder I needed that... 440 00:22:08,802 --> 00:22:10,590 Life is short, 441 00:22:10,638 --> 00:22:12,650 and unexpected. 442 00:22:13,025 --> 00:22:15,692 And sometimes we need to pivot. 443 00:22:16,719 --> 00:22:18,851 That's all it is. A pivot. 444 00:22:19,444 --> 00:22:22,518 And there's no one I would rather do it with than you. 445 00:22:28,736 --> 00:22:29,966 Ahh... 446 00:22:30,082 --> 00:22:31,403 There we go. 447 00:22:31,452 --> 00:22:32,894 I'm impressed. 448 00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:35,395 I'm very impressive. 449 00:22:35,528 --> 00:22:37,106 Okay. Relax. 450 00:22:37,267 --> 00:22:40,004 And in the morning, we should hike to my house. 451 00:22:40,129 --> 00:22:41,403 What? 452 00:22:41,481 --> 00:22:42,942 Well, well. 453 00:22:43,192 --> 00:22:45,926 I finally get to see the famous Roarke family hacienda. 454 00:22:45,981 --> 00:22:48,407 - You've never been? - I've never been invited. 455 00:22:48,506 --> 00:22:49,728 Hmm. 456 00:22:49,871 --> 00:22:53,278 Well, it's much closer than the resort from here. 457 00:22:54,043 --> 00:22:56,102 Then that's what we'll do. 458 00:22:58,734 --> 00:23:00,092 Salud. 459 00:23:09,293 --> 00:23:11,506 Salud, Javier. 460 00:23:25,020 --> 00:23:27,020 They're six and five, 461 00:23:27,069 --> 00:23:28,998 but they think they're teenagers already. 462 00:23:29,364 --> 00:23:30,910 I know what you mean, man. 463 00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:33,002 My kids are better at technology at three and seven 464 00:23:33,051 --> 00:23:34,418 than I ever will be. 465 00:23:34,567 --> 00:23:36,488 They're smart when they aren't trying to kill each other. 466 00:23:37,958 --> 00:23:39,154 Nisha? 467 00:23:50,208 --> 00:23:51,840 I heard you were in San Francisco. 468 00:23:51,899 --> 00:23:54,301 Well, less heard, more read on "Forbes." 469 00:23:54,582 --> 00:23:56,212 Yeah, I moved out right after graduation. 470 00:23:56,320 --> 00:23:58,487 Needed a change of scenery after... 471 00:23:59,035 --> 00:24:00,915 Anyway, I got hooked up with a couple of the right people. 472 00:24:00,963 --> 00:24:02,848 One thing led to another, and the rest is history. 473 00:24:03,051 --> 00:24:04,895 It was 2% a good idea, 474 00:24:04,943 --> 00:24:06,192 98% luck. 475 00:24:06,340 --> 00:24:07,989 The most humble billionaire I know. 476 00:24:08,751 --> 00:24:11,043 Nisha, how have you been? 477 00:24:12,482 --> 00:24:14,554 Not reading enough "Forbes," apparently. 478 00:24:14,603 --> 00:24:15,996 You're still at the same law firm? 479 00:24:16,059 --> 00:24:18,463 No, I actually stopped practicing a few years ago. 480 00:24:18,731 --> 00:24:19,965 Well, that's amazing. 481 00:24:20,013 --> 00:24:21,333 You finally opened up that restaurant. 482 00:24:21,381 --> 00:24:23,215 I knew you would take the leap one day. 483 00:24:23,285 --> 00:24:24,676 - I'm so proud of you. - Restaurant? 484 00:24:24,749 --> 00:24:26,994 Um, no, no, actually, I stopped working, 485 00:24:27,043 --> 00:24:28,457 you know, after we had kids. 486 00:24:28,521 --> 00:24:30,129 Uh, it just didn't make sense for both of us 487 00:24:30,177 --> 00:24:31,660 to be so busy all the time. 488 00:24:31,709 --> 00:24:32,825 Savin was so busy 489 00:24:32,874 --> 00:24:35,220 with the hospital and his private practice, so... 490 00:24:35,493 --> 00:24:38,010 It just made the most sense for our family. 491 00:24:38,466 --> 00:24:39,582 Well, that's great. 492 00:24:39,630 --> 00:24:40,931 I'm sure you're a great mom. 493 00:24:42,115 --> 00:24:44,276 Can I get my former roommate another drink? 494 00:24:44,445 --> 00:24:45,832 A prince among men. 495 00:24:45,880 --> 00:24:46,942 I'll go with you. 496 00:24:46,991 --> 00:24:48,808 I want to see what wines they have. 497 00:24:55,048 --> 00:24:56,582 You look really great, by the way. 498 00:24:56,690 --> 00:24:58,225 So do you. 499 00:25:07,575 --> 00:25:09,480 Why would you embarrass me like that? 500 00:25:09,898 --> 00:25:11,488 That was not my intention. 501 00:25:11,537 --> 00:25:13,559 You called my app a "little hobby." 502 00:25:13,668 --> 00:25:15,121 It was just a slip. 503 00:25:15,247 --> 00:25:17,054 I've had too much wine. 504 00:25:17,699 --> 00:25:20,225 I knew you resented me for not making as much as you. 505 00:25:21,012 --> 00:25:22,793 It's not about the money. 506 00:25:23,348 --> 00:25:24,753 I carry us financially. 507 00:25:24,802 --> 00:25:27,153 And on top of that, you have to make me the buzzkill? 508 00:25:27,645 --> 00:25:28,949 You get to be the fun parent, 509 00:25:28,997 --> 00:25:30,192 and I have to be the one to tell you 510 00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:31,391 you can't pull him out of school 511 00:25:31,439 --> 00:25:32,504 on a random Tuesday 512 00:25:32,552 --> 00:25:34,025 to take him to the zoo? 513 00:25:34,239 --> 00:25:35,471 Two waters, please. 514 00:25:35,571 --> 00:25:37,418 Whiskey, neat, double. 515 00:25:38,101 --> 00:25:39,910 What's going on? 516 00:25:40,215 --> 00:25:41,632 We're going under. 517 00:25:42,573 --> 00:25:43,653 We're having a fight. We're... 518 00:25:43,701 --> 00:25:45,403 Not us. 519 00:25:46,092 --> 00:25:47,943 The app. 520 00:25:49,262 --> 00:25:51,596 My "hobby" is dead. 521 00:25:52,621 --> 00:25:54,647 I didn't know how to tell you. 522 00:25:57,773 --> 00:25:59,676 You used to tell me everything. 523 00:26:00,285 --> 00:26:02,407 Don't put this all on me. 524 00:26:02,925 --> 00:26:05,277 We haven't been like that in a long time. 525 00:26:17,293 --> 00:26:19,080 Oh, I love this song. 526 00:26:19,129 --> 00:26:20,968 You two should go dance. I'll watch your drinks. 527 00:26:21,045 --> 00:26:23,182 I don't dance, unfortunately. 528 00:26:23,231 --> 00:26:24,997 I knew you couldn't really be the whole package. 529 00:26:27,176 --> 00:26:28,698 Well, you two go. 530 00:26:28,747 --> 00:26:30,475 She's always looking for a dance partner. 531 00:26:30,551 --> 00:26:32,885 Oh, no, he doesn't want to be saddled with me. 532 00:26:33,466 --> 00:26:34,941 It would be my pleasure. 533 00:26:35,082 --> 00:26:37,496 ? If your color's gone won't let me ? 534 00:26:37,668 --> 00:26:39,629 ? And it's pulling me down ? 535 00:26:39,677 --> 00:26:41,393 ? Down down down ? 536 00:26:41,645 --> 00:26:45,064 ? You and me, we can be magic, magic ? 537 00:26:45,395 --> 00:26:47,325 ? Come on and see, we can be magic ? 538 00:26:47,374 --> 00:26:48,567 ? Magic ? 539 00:26:48,778 --> 00:26:51,832 ? Do you believe in magic, magic ? 540 00:26:51,972 --> 00:26:53,941 ? Come on and see we can be magic ? 541 00:26:54,005 --> 00:26:55,127 ? Magic ? 542 00:26:55,176 --> 00:26:57,835 ? Falling falling fast ? 543 00:26:58,364 --> 00:27:01,371 ? Burning, burning, burning bright ? 544 00:27:01,519 --> 00:27:04,370 ? Like stars across the sky ? 545 00:27:04,622 --> 00:27:08,020 ? Like stars across the sky ? 546 00:27:08,325 --> 00:27:10,688 ? Even in the dark ? 547 00:27:10,996 --> 00:27:14,471 ? We can light, light up the night ? 548 00:27:14,520 --> 00:27:16,762 ? Like stars across the sky... ? 549 00:27:19,319 --> 00:27:21,793 Stop! 550 00:27:39,543 --> 00:27:41,546 My eyes are up here. 551 00:27:41,695 --> 00:27:43,254 Um... 552 00:27:43,425 --> 00:27:45,228 Where did you get that scar? 553 00:27:45,934 --> 00:27:47,253 - Ah... - Okay. 554 00:27:47,302 --> 00:27:49,434 You don't have to talk about it if it's too personal. 555 00:27:49,483 --> 00:27:51,271 It's, it's okay. 556 00:27:51,658 --> 00:27:53,908 Oh, it's okay. 557 00:27:54,731 --> 00:27:57,310 Before I came to the Island, I was in the Air Force. 558 00:27:57,841 --> 00:28:00,034 Lost some friends in unthinkable ways. 559 00:28:01,893 --> 00:28:03,709 I got injured. 560 00:28:05,567 --> 00:28:06,682 And when I was sent home, 561 00:28:06,731 --> 00:28:08,989 I thought the worst of it was over, but... 562 00:28:09,317 --> 00:28:11,156 Just couldn't adjust. 563 00:28:12,035 --> 00:28:14,606 Never thought I'd feel comfortable anyplace ever again, 564 00:28:14,770 --> 00:28:16,379 then I found the Island. 565 00:28:19,018 --> 00:28:21,412 I'm glad the Island can give that to you. 566 00:28:22,744 --> 00:28:24,520 It's not the same for you, is it? 567 00:28:25,345 --> 00:28:26,666 I'm comfortable here. 568 00:28:26,751 --> 00:28:28,267 Yeah, but it's not what you would choose. 569 00:28:28,419 --> 00:28:29,786 I did choose to be here. 570 00:28:30,666 --> 00:28:32,268 And what we do... 571 00:28:32,979 --> 00:28:34,309 Is very important. 572 00:28:34,587 --> 00:28:35,919 But... 573 00:28:36,825 --> 00:28:38,529 I'm a little drunk, 574 00:28:39,263 --> 00:28:40,867 so I'm just gonna... 575 00:28:40,915 --> 00:28:42,697 Go to bed. 576 00:28:42,908 --> 00:28:43,986 Oh, okay, okay. 577 00:28:44,034 --> 00:28:45,434 Oh, you don't want to tell me your secrets? 578 00:28:45,482 --> 00:28:46,670 - No, I don't. - So hold on, hold on. 579 00:28:46,719 --> 00:28:49,044 - No, I don't. I don't. - Let me give it a shot. 580 00:28:49,541 --> 00:28:50,766 - Oh. - Yeah. 581 00:28:50,815 --> 00:28:52,269 - Interesting. - Yeah, are you ready? 582 00:28:52,318 --> 00:28:53,376 - Ready. - Here we go. 583 00:28:53,425 --> 00:28:54,682 Vamos. 584 00:28:55,039 --> 00:28:56,136 When you're stressed, 585 00:28:56,184 --> 00:28:57,634 you wear your hair in a ponytail. 586 00:28:58,350 --> 00:29:00,454 And I try not to bother you on those days. 587 00:29:00,606 --> 00:29:03,353 Your favorite treat is chocolate cake, 588 00:29:03,439 --> 00:29:05,230 which you eat with your hands. 589 00:29:05,865 --> 00:29:07,394 And when you're drunk, 590 00:29:07,472 --> 00:29:09,219 your cheeks get all red, 591 00:29:09,360 --> 00:29:10,920 and you look sunburned. 592 00:29:11,858 --> 00:29:15,285 You act so tough, but deep down, you're a softie. 593 00:29:15,679 --> 00:29:18,377 And the thing that you hate more than anything, 594 00:29:19,468 --> 00:29:21,844 is asking people for help. 595 00:29:22,874 --> 00:29:24,678 - That was thorough. - Hmm! 596 00:29:24,894 --> 00:29:26,410 I pay attention. 597 00:29:26,734 --> 00:29:27,841 Yeah. 598 00:29:27,951 --> 00:29:29,389 You know, people from all over the world 599 00:29:29,437 --> 00:29:31,090 come here asking you for help. 600 00:29:31,717 --> 00:29:33,829 Why is it so hard for you to do the same? 601 00:29:35,386 --> 00:29:37,014 People make promises. 602 00:29:37,389 --> 00:29:39,764 I-I've made promises, Javier. 603 00:29:40,506 --> 00:29:42,486 Big promises, and... 604 00:29:43,470 --> 00:29:45,105 I've broken them. 605 00:29:47,717 --> 00:29:49,861 You know, I would've done anything, for the guys in my unit, 606 00:29:49,909 --> 00:29:51,399 anything. 607 00:29:52,126 --> 00:29:54,646 As far as I'm concerned, you're my unit now. 608 00:29:55,819 --> 00:29:57,311 If you ever need anything... 609 00:29:57,412 --> 00:29:58,732 I'll be there. 610 00:29:59,228 --> 00:30:00,785 No questions asked. 611 00:30:12,885 --> 00:30:14,205 Let's go to... 612 00:30:14,293 --> 00:30:15,637 Let's go to sleep. 613 00:30:25,863 --> 00:30:27,607 Good night, Elena. 614 00:30:28,090 --> 00:30:29,444 Good night, Javier. 615 00:30:46,550 --> 00:30:48,958 It was really nice to see you again, Nish. 616 00:31:01,573 --> 00:31:04,240 Thanks for keeping my drink warm. 617 00:31:05,378 --> 00:31:07,484 Are you still in love with him? 618 00:31:17,546 --> 00:31:19,228 Just up ahead. 619 00:31:20,809 --> 00:31:22,951 Are you sure this is the right way? 620 00:31:23,653 --> 00:31:24,880 Hey... 621 00:31:25,146 --> 00:31:27,379 Trust me. Okay? 622 00:31:30,660 --> 00:31:32,039 Wait... 623 00:31:32,329 --> 00:31:33,828 Was this your fantasy? 624 00:31:34,105 --> 00:31:35,320 Come on, Roarke. 625 00:31:35,368 --> 00:31:36,634 Just figuring that out? 626 00:31:36,683 --> 00:31:38,916 Oh, so you wanted me to want you. 627 00:31:39,331 --> 00:31:40,736 Wait, what? 628 00:31:40,785 --> 00:31:42,841 No, I wanted to spend time with you. 629 00:31:42,964 --> 00:31:44,975 Get to know you, talk. I swear. 630 00:31:46,202 --> 00:31:47,653 Well, that's... 631 00:31:47,841 --> 00:31:49,434 It's almost sweet. 632 00:31:50,535 --> 00:31:51,956 It's nice to know you want me. 633 00:31:52,063 --> 00:31:53,431 - I didn't say that. - No, I heard you. 634 00:31:53,480 --> 00:31:54,496 - No, I didn't. - You said it. 635 00:31:54,545 --> 00:31:55,866 - No, I didn't. - You said... you said... 636 00:31:55,915 --> 00:31:57,196 - I didn't say that... - "You wanted me" 637 00:31:57,244 --> 00:31:58,458 "to want you, which means" 638 00:31:58,507 --> 00:31:59,776 "you want me." 639 00:31:59,826 --> 00:32:01,464 You're annoying. 640 00:32:01,615 --> 00:32:03,163 Super annoying. 641 00:32:04,113 --> 00:32:05,208 Okay. 642 00:32:05,256 --> 00:32:06,914 Keep telling yourself that. 643 00:32:09,714 --> 00:32:11,126 I shouldn't have asked you about him. 644 00:32:11,175 --> 00:32:12,386 That wasn't fair. 645 00:32:12,538 --> 00:32:14,816 We're married, you can ask me anything. 646 00:32:16,095 --> 00:32:17,687 Are you happy? 647 00:32:25,466 --> 00:32:27,588 I don't love Josh. 648 00:32:27,737 --> 00:32:29,624 But seeing him again, it just, it... 649 00:32:29,704 --> 00:32:31,160 It reminded me of 650 00:32:31,208 --> 00:32:33,186 who I used to be before we got married. 651 00:32:33,703 --> 00:32:36,090 The version of myself that was happy, 652 00:32:36,192 --> 00:32:37,958 optimistic, and free. 653 00:32:38,399 --> 00:32:39,923 I don't miss him... 654 00:32:40,582 --> 00:32:41,918 I miss me. 655 00:32:42,589 --> 00:32:44,329 I didn't realize I made you give that up. 656 00:32:44,378 --> 00:32:45,441 It's not you. 657 00:32:45,489 --> 00:32:46,553 It's just, it's... 658 00:32:46,929 --> 00:32:50,419 All of it, it's this whole life we built together. 659 00:32:51,769 --> 00:32:54,685 The day we got married, I made those vows to you. 660 00:32:55,222 --> 00:32:57,313 I promised I would be a good partner. 661 00:32:58,610 --> 00:33:00,920 - I haven't been. - Of course you have. 662 00:33:01,888 --> 00:33:04,161 I didn't even know your dream was to open a restaurant. 663 00:33:04,537 --> 00:33:05,909 When we get back home, 664 00:33:05,965 --> 00:33:07,630 I-I am going to do better. 665 00:33:07,710 --> 00:33:09,681 Let me try and fix this, please. 666 00:33:09,840 --> 00:33:12,199 You've supported me for all these years, now... 667 00:33:12,505 --> 00:33:15,093 It's my turn to do the same for you. 668 00:33:15,704 --> 00:33:17,244 Okay. 669 00:33:18,238 --> 00:33:19,638 Do you want to stay here for a little while, 670 00:33:19,686 --> 00:33:21,282 before we have to go back? 671 00:33:31,339 --> 00:33:34,027 My company isn't the only thing going under, is it? 672 00:33:35,191 --> 00:33:37,425 When we get home, we should probably talk about... 673 00:33:37,509 --> 00:33:38,959 Separating? 674 00:33:40,835 --> 00:33:42,652 I think so too. 675 00:33:43,733 --> 00:33:44,988 Can we sit here for a while, 676 00:33:45,036 --> 00:33:46,868 before we have to go back? 677 00:33:48,671 --> 00:33:49,762 Yeah. 678 00:33:50,011 --> 00:33:51,343 Let's do that. 679 00:34:02,398 --> 00:34:04,794 Are you any closer to an answer? 680 00:34:05,357 --> 00:34:06,811 No. 681 00:34:07,992 --> 00:34:09,167 The more I learn, 682 00:34:09,247 --> 00:34:11,504 the more complicated each option gets. 683 00:34:12,035 --> 00:34:13,839 Please, join me. 684 00:34:14,297 --> 00:34:15,833 Ah, well... 685 00:34:15,881 --> 00:34:18,299 Life is funny that way. Ha. 686 00:34:18,539 --> 00:34:20,535 Have you ever been at a crossroads? 687 00:34:20,605 --> 00:34:22,646 Ha. Oh, yes. 688 00:34:23,121 --> 00:34:24,972 A very similar one. 689 00:34:25,270 --> 00:34:27,420 Before Mel, there was someone else. 690 00:34:29,367 --> 00:34:30,941 Meredith. 691 00:34:31,486 --> 00:34:33,394 Meredith? 692 00:34:33,628 --> 00:34:35,106 Tell me more. 693 00:34:35,295 --> 00:34:37,778 Oh, well, she was just... 694 00:34:38,871 --> 00:34:40,373 Magnificent. 695 00:34:40,561 --> 00:34:41,986 But, um... 696 00:34:42,563 --> 00:34:45,610 Being with her would have meant an entirely different life. 697 00:34:45,794 --> 00:34:48,004 And mind you, this was 50 years ago. 698 00:34:48,497 --> 00:34:50,785 But if you could go back, would you... 699 00:34:50,910 --> 00:34:52,393 Pick differently? 700 00:34:52,886 --> 00:34:54,654 Not a chance. 701 00:34:55,667 --> 00:34:58,002 And he gave me my children. 702 00:34:58,260 --> 00:35:00,802 And without them, my life would be... 703 00:35:01,958 --> 00:35:03,564 Incomplete. 704 00:35:13,335 --> 00:35:14,794 Food. 705 00:35:14,929 --> 00:35:16,399 Yeah. 706 00:35:20,035 --> 00:35:21,504 - Here you go. - Yes. 707 00:35:21,633 --> 00:35:23,667 Yes, yes, yes. 708 00:35:26,433 --> 00:35:27,605 Mmm. 709 00:35:27,654 --> 00:35:29,447 - Cake. - Hmm. 710 00:35:31,848 --> 00:35:33,279 Forks? 711 00:35:33,751 --> 00:35:36,026 Nah. No forks. 712 00:35:38,161 --> 00:35:40,687 Mmm. Mmm. 713 00:35:43,749 --> 00:35:45,278 Mmm. 714 00:35:51,373 --> 00:35:53,022 I'm sorry. 715 00:36:16,634 --> 00:36:18,148 Hey, hey... 716 00:36:18,358 --> 00:36:19,872 It's okay. 717 00:36:22,399 --> 00:36:25,292 I never thought we'd end up like this. 718 00:36:26,317 --> 00:36:28,468 It's not your fault, Nish. 719 00:36:29,470 --> 00:36:31,739 You knew what you wanted when we met. 720 00:36:32,361 --> 00:36:34,256 Instead of listening... 721 00:36:34,858 --> 00:36:36,530 I proposed. 722 00:36:38,447 --> 00:36:40,373 We tried our best. 723 00:36:40,782 --> 00:36:42,311 And it wasn't good enough. 724 00:36:42,494 --> 00:36:43,940 Maybe now we can... 725 00:36:44,237 --> 00:36:45,765 Stop trying to be people we're not, 726 00:36:45,814 --> 00:36:47,697 and go back to being friends. 727 00:36:51,968 --> 00:36:53,626 It's the movers. 728 00:36:59,608 --> 00:37:01,441 Mom, where's my red shoes? 729 00:37:01,588 --> 00:37:03,298 Wear the black ones. 730 00:37:03,431 --> 00:37:05,308 - Mom? - I'm sorry. 731 00:37:05,371 --> 00:37:06,592 Ms. Desai, 732 00:37:06,845 --> 00:37:08,966 I'm afraid I have some bad news. 733 00:37:09,350 --> 00:37:11,636 Your husband was running across the street. 734 00:37:11,992 --> 00:37:14,062 A truck took a wide turn. 735 00:37:14,905 --> 00:37:15,985 I'm sorry, 736 00:37:16,086 --> 00:37:17,598 but he didn't make it. 737 00:37:35,249 --> 00:37:36,810 Hey, I need to get back to the resort, 738 00:37:36,859 --> 00:37:39,020 and you should get dressed, and get the plane ready. 739 00:37:39,069 --> 00:37:41,056 Nisha should be about ready to go. 740 00:37:43,108 --> 00:37:45,148 Don't you think we should talk about this? 741 00:37:45,666 --> 00:37:47,119 Um... 742 00:37:48,797 --> 00:37:50,146 Javier, 743 00:37:50,580 --> 00:37:52,430 it was a lovely fantasy. 744 00:37:52,936 --> 00:37:55,124 - A lovely fantasy. - Oh... 745 00:37:55,249 --> 00:37:57,396 But the thing about fantasies is they... 746 00:37:58,163 --> 00:37:59,998 They end. 747 00:38:02,269 --> 00:38:03,878 Come here. 748 00:38:18,820 --> 00:38:21,390 - Hey. - Oh, wow. 749 00:38:21,439 --> 00:38:24,018 You look refreshed. You sleep well? 750 00:38:24,360 --> 00:38:25,951 Um, oh, look... 751 00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:27,609 - Here's Nisha. - Oh, okay. 752 00:38:27,875 --> 00:38:29,608 Did you reach a verdict? 753 00:38:30,170 --> 00:38:31,589 I have. 754 00:38:32,922 --> 00:38:34,234 Me. 755 00:38:34,378 --> 00:38:36,061 I'm the one I should pick. 756 00:38:36,309 --> 00:38:37,851 Oh. So you're, 757 00:38:37,899 --> 00:38:40,749 you're not going to marry either of them? 758 00:38:40,933 --> 00:38:42,859 I wanted to know which version of myself 759 00:38:42,907 --> 00:38:44,194 would be better, 760 00:38:44,345 --> 00:38:46,259 but with both Savin and Josh, 761 00:38:46,307 --> 00:38:47,745 I lost myself. 762 00:38:48,299 --> 00:38:50,971 I love them both, but in different ways. 763 00:38:52,023 --> 00:38:53,195 And in the end, 764 00:38:53,336 --> 00:38:55,630 getting a divorce from Josh was... 765 00:38:56,107 --> 00:38:57,283 A relief. 766 00:38:57,820 --> 00:39:01,833 And Savin, losing him was heartbreaking, 767 00:39:01,909 --> 00:39:03,247 just awful. 768 00:39:03,911 --> 00:39:05,969 But if I'm being honest with myself, 769 00:39:06,752 --> 00:39:08,486 maybe after the grief faded, 770 00:39:08,716 --> 00:39:11,049 I'd feel a little bit of relief as well, 771 00:39:11,476 --> 00:39:13,999 just to be able to take charge of my own fate. 772 00:39:14,500 --> 00:39:15,847 So... 773 00:39:16,039 --> 00:39:18,349 I am making the last thing on my list, 774 00:39:18,426 --> 00:39:19,945 the first thing. 775 00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:23,947 I am going to culinary school. 776 00:39:24,023 --> 00:39:25,976 - Oh! - Now! 777 00:39:26,024 --> 00:39:27,404 Not when I'm 60. 778 00:39:30,216 --> 00:39:31,807 I'm done with this list. 779 00:39:32,503 --> 00:39:33,685 Hmm! 780 00:39:33,734 --> 00:39:35,261 I am happy for you. 781 00:39:36,509 --> 00:39:37,843 Try one. 782 00:39:46,556 --> 00:39:48,527 - You added cinnamon. - I did. 783 00:39:48,597 --> 00:39:50,265 And I left them in two more minutes. 784 00:39:50,314 --> 00:39:52,452 - Now they're perfect. - Mm-hmm. 785 00:39:53,101 --> 00:39:55,553 Thank you both, for everything. 786 00:39:56,070 --> 00:39:58,617 I didn't know choosing myself was an option until this. 787 00:39:58,718 --> 00:40:00,304 I'm just so glad that you, 788 00:40:00,352 --> 00:40:02,393 you got the answer you were looking for. 789 00:40:02,648 --> 00:40:04,290 Ruby, I have a few things that I have to do. 790 00:40:04,339 --> 00:40:06,811 Do you mind taking Nisha down to the plane, please? 791 00:40:07,159 --> 00:40:09,343 - To Javier? - To the plane, 792 00:40:09,392 --> 00:40:11,359 which incidentally is, um, 793 00:40:11,407 --> 00:40:13,319 operated by Javier, yes. 794 00:40:14,170 --> 00:40:15,596 Okay, sure. 795 00:40:16,318 --> 00:40:18,409 - All right. - Great. Okay. 796 00:40:18,486 --> 00:40:19,836 Please. 797 00:40:20,264 --> 00:40:21,476 Enjoy. 798 00:40:22,125 --> 00:40:23,656 Bye-bye. 799 00:40:36,320 --> 00:40:37,813 You really helped me. 800 00:40:39,289 --> 00:40:40,357 Well... 801 00:40:40,406 --> 00:40:42,921 I hope you get everything you want, 802 00:40:43,101 --> 00:40:45,687 in whatever order you want it. 803 00:40:46,804 --> 00:40:48,276 And I, 804 00:40:48,378 --> 00:40:50,838 hope you find another Meredith. 805 00:41:30,879 --> 00:41:34,879 synced & corrected by PopcornAWH www.addic7ed.com